#i am in hell help me

[closetofcuriosities]

Hellraiser - 1987 - Dir. Clive Barker

#shorts #aop #all over print #movie #hellraiser #hellraiser 1987 #pinhead #horror #horror movie #hoodie #jesus wept #clive barker #i am in hell help me #hell #Doug Bradley #Ashley Laurence #kirsty cotton #Clare Higgins #Sean Chapman #Andrew Robinson #Hellraiser - 1987 - Dir. Clive Barker

[coldcoldlampin]

#hellbound: hellraiser ii #1988 #tony randel #i am in hell help me

[ragebook]

#RAGEBOOK #hellraiser #hellraiser 2 hellbound #blood #gore #pain #torment #grief #trauma #hell #clive barker #horror #horror films #I AM IN HELL HELP ME

[invokingbees]

Destiny 2 is a game that makes me despair.

At its core, it's a game. Shooting guns feels good, many abilities are really fun to use, and the unique traits of exotic weapons and armour are mostly all really cool. There's a genuinely interesting world with fascinating lore involving complex cosmic powers that have mortal morals thrust upon them and the various species involved with them.

But it's all enshrouded in MMO grind hell, bland storytelling, and somewhat obnoxious epic badass characters.

The idea of Light and Dark not being good and evil is being sloooowly explored as our characters gain access to useful Darkness powers. But it's hidden behind background chatter during gunfights and platforming, or optional dialogue. Or worse, tucked away lore articles unlocked via grind-y challenges.

The idea of the Darkness' "existence is the struggle to exist" philosophy enforcing metaphysical social darwinism to create a perfectly self-sufficient culture (called a "final shape") is really cool. The idea of the Light going around seeding life and giving people powers willy nilly because it wants to see endless "novel patterns" and then just leaving because it doesn't actually love you or anything is INTERESTING. Especially since the Dark is very willing to be your personal god.

I am by no means a new player. I got suckered in by an online friend a couple months ago, so my knowledge is somewhat limited, to be fair. But the "main" antagonists, the (deliberately evolved to be) fearsome and macabre alien Hive race, are so fucking cool but so little of their brutal and fascinating "sword logic" culture is given heavy exploration, even in a campaign where they're the main focus (the Witch Queen campaign, exploring Light-powered Hive, would have made a great excuse to explore the differences going on!). They become strong because literally, metaphysically, might makes right for them, and this makes them "sharp", allowing them to just cut holes in space to teleport their ships and do weird sorcery.

I can't stop thinking about what if Destiny wasn't a grindy MMO with shit tier sweatlord PVP, and all those cool exotics were your base gear to play around with in a tightly constructed linear adventure across the cosmos battling and making allies with Fallen/Eliksni, Cabal, Awoken, all leading up to a big fight against the Hive and their Taken stuff. Throw the Vex robots in there somewhere I guess. Add to that the breaking down of the strict dogma of Traveller/Light good, Dark bad as you unlock new powers in a desperate war against alien god-kings and witch-queens, bam, good stuff.

Give me some Ahamkara DLC! Let's hunt down a wish-dragon, get granted some stuff and find out oh no this actually makes us its slave and go on a quest to free ourselves. Throw all this really cool stuff you've made at us! Use the word paracausal as many times as you want!

And yet here I am, still gonna grind Iron Banner PVP just so I can unlock some leg armour cosmetics I will then have to further grind for to be able to even equip.

#I am in hell help me

[milk-lover]

Sobbing uncontrollably reading through a dissertation about the college experience of students with ADHD. It is like reading a report about my life that just says over and over "My experiences are real. My hardships are real. I am not lazy, I am not dumb. My struggles were not my fault, and they were not a moral failing. The failure was with the system, not with me."

Here's a line that got me in particular:

"Hotez et al.(2022) compared the health, academic, and non-academic capacities of a nationally representative sample of U.S. first-year college students with ADHD and without ADHD. Students with ADHD self-reported lower academic aspirations and more feelings of depression and overwhelm, ranking themselves lower in their general emotional health. The fact that students with ADHD scored in the highest 10th percentile for many non-academic traits, such as artistic ability, computer skills, creativity, public speaking, social confidence, self-understanding and understanding of others, compassion, and risk-tasking, suggests that this population has strengths that are frequently underappreciated in academia."

(the paper is a thesis called "Understanding the Collegiate Experience for Students With ADHD" by Gia Long, 2022)

#adhd #actually adhd #i often hyperbolize but i am dead serious when i say sobbing uncontrollably. this is why i was putting off this assignment. #1000 years of hell to professors who assign self-reflection papers /hj #i dont feel comfy posting the pdf bc its not mine butttt.. i will share it to people who dm me. #edit: pages 80-85 #edit: thank you to everyone who reached out and asked for the pdf!! i wasn’t expecting this reaction #keep reaching out I’ll keep sending it #if anyone is interested but struggles to read academic papers pls ask me for help bc I’ve gotten a lot of practice with them and am Glad to #expand someone’s access to a paper like this

[gloviiz]

Hello tumblr.

#homestuck #homestuck fanart #hom3stuck #homestuck art #art #hs fanart #fanart #gloviiz is very cool #meenah peixes #homestuck meenah #meenah fanart #meenah peixes fanart #digital art #painting #help me i am in hell #i am andrew hussie #andrew hussie #oh my gog

[coldbasementruins]

THAT'S IT.

YOU WILL NEVER HEAR FROM ME EVER AGAIN.

YOU DON'T GET IT.

REI AND KAZUKI STARTED A DINER.

FRENCH TOAST IS REI'S SIGNATURE DISH.

THEY STILL KEEP CONTACT WITH KARIN AND KYU-CHAN.

THEY ARE STILL HAPPY TOGETHER.

THEY ARE FUCKING FAMILY.

I AM EMOTIONALLY UNWELL.

#YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO ME #HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO COPE #I AM CRYING MY EYES OUT #GOD HELP ME #I CANT BELIEVE ITS OVER #FUCKING HELL #I AM NEVER EMOTIONALLY RECOVERING FROM THIS #buddy daddies

[rainystressed247]

Does Eggpire Dream remembers that he is Dream? Or does he falls into Hubert’s habits? Does being around the Egg again makes him confuse Techno with Billiam?

“Why does it matter? The Egg welcomes all who seek refuge, be it past, present or the future. Alas, I understand that it is not time for you yet. I patiently await the moment you accept the Egg’s blessing. The Egg provides all.”

The door to the hidden room closed on you.

Note: He remembers, he is all. He does not hold grudges or bias towards anyone. Techno or Billiam might as well be anyone, truly. The Egg is fair and welcomes all.

#dream fanart #rainystressedart #rainyaskbox #eggpire!dream #I am trying out a new way to answer these #can help me stretch my writing bone #sorry for the delay #I was stuck in another gacha hell

[shirazzart]

this is supposed to be a professional art account, but i cannot handle the way this man just looks. THOSE GODDAMN FUCK ME EYES I AM FOLDING GNAWING AT THE IRON BARS OF MY ENCLOSURE

#going insane #help me i am going insane why is he so fine as hell #josh hutcherson #clapton davis #this is extremely important #jhutch nation save me #im insane about josh hutcherson pls help me #Spotify

[demigod-of-the-agni]

the silly...

taken from this post from the spiderversemovie account on instagram

#i'm like very deranged over the boy. he is my everything #give me one blurry pixel of him and i will juice the hell out of it until i go into pavitr withdrawal again #i miss my son #the only reason i follow this account is because i am delulu and think i can get a pavitr short film or some shit if i beg hard enough #it is not working. please help me #i feel like the meme where the guy goes “hello. how are you. i am under the water. please help me. here too much raining weahaahah T-T” #pavitr prabhakar #spider man #spider man india #atsv pavitr #atsv #across the spiderverse #agnirambles

[closetofcuriosities]

Hellraiser - 1987 - Dir. Clive Barker

#shorts #studiohouse designs #hellraiser #black #chain #jesus wept #movie #horror #pinhead #hellraiser 1987 #clive barker #i am in hell help me #hell #Doug Bradley #Ashley Laurence #kirsty cotton #Clare Higgins #Sean Chapman #Andrew Robinson #Hellraiser - 1987 - Dir. Clive Barker

[kori-senpai]

And they ask me why I'm a lesbian. My nine year old self had a pretty clear answer to that

#look am I saying dq9 turned me into a lesbian? #no #but I sure as hell aint claiming it helped them good christian valuesTM either #I own 4 copies of that game #not even emulated - actual real ds cartridges #my almost 1500 hours on that game speak for itself I think #dragon quest IX #dqix #dq9 #dragon quest #dq #Dragon quest 9 #My art

[ghostlywhiskey]

and when i tell you im sweating like a sinner in church

the way i don’t know if i want this to feel more like stalker price or if it feels more like lawyer price or if i’m just in a complete crossover episode right now

lord help me

#john price #barry sloane will be the death of me #barry sloane #i am literally help me #holy hell

[satansxknitwear]

Still swingin' 🌻😎

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#Check out my OF (in my links) for this full set unsensored and for a little tour of my toy box!! #Also any support in the form of reblogs... tips.. treats... Etc you could give me right now would be endlessly appreciated 🥺i miss my blog #Satans knitwear #Alt pinup #Pinup girl #I hope this week treats you deliciously my loves!! #Im traveling to see my besties on friday and i am SO NERVOUS but cant wait to be reunited at last #Train tickets cost so much money omg. But its gonna be worth it. I might get you guys to help me pick out some outfits #Gotta be hotter than hell for my girls #Strappy lingerie #Pretty lingerie #Harness lingerie #Stockings and suspenders #Pasties #Tassles

[jesuis-snips]

LIES: Palestine is murdering civilians.

TRUTH: Palestine is expelling occupiers.

LIES: Palestine is attacking Israel.

TRUTH: Palestine is standing upon its rights in its own lands.

LIES: Hamas is giving Israel reasons to attack them.

TRUTH: Israel has already been attacking Palestinians without a reason for years. Every resistance counts and weakens Israel.

LIES: Israel is the victim.

TRUTH: Israel is suffering for its sins for the innocent children they have killed.

#free palestine #palestine #and here we are seeing hypocrite peoples posts and how Palestinians are wrong and terrorists #do you even know what you are talking about do you even know the history of these lands #i am sure that you don't bc if you did you wouldn't even dare to open your dirty mouth #it is very tragic how the whole world was playin 3 monkeys when israel was attacking and bombing and killing and raping Palestinians #none of you gave a shit #none of you said a word #ever since i know myself there was pain and blood and tears in Palestine #and the couse was always isarael #ever since i was a kid i protested israel in meetings and press briefings #i have seen the pain of my muslim sisters and brothers i have heard their screams for help #and now this shameless people coming here and saying Palestinians are wrong and they should have picked a more peaceful methods #hah don't make me laugh #what peace are you talking about #whose peace would be a better question actually #why is it okay when muslims are hurting and wrong when others are???? #there is hell for israel #it is the only place they can go after all #the bottom of the hell

[altschmerzes]

"what do you MEAN character x looked at character y like this and they're not In Love" [the image is literally the man's face mostly obscured by an oxygen mask and someone else's hand and his eyes are mostly closed as he is passing out from blood loss and he just... looks like a guy who is passing out from blood loss]

i complain about this sort of fandom behaviour a lot but this one is just. fucking spectacular. great job guys.

#this is so fucking funny #girl help is it True Romantic Love Forever No Heterosexual Explanation For This!!!!! when you [checks notes] #pass out from blood loss? #gav gab #this particular fandom is the one that has tested me the most in the last decade i swear #sorry to ****** shippers i am marooning you all on an island until you learn how to behave #and not be fucking terrible to other people and also like. amatonormative as hell en masse #*** fandom when people ask it to care about the casual arophobia and amatonormativity that runs rampant in it-