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just-a-carrot · 17 days

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okookookkokoko WHERE DO I EVEN START. I LOVE THIS GAME SM SMH BUT I HAVE A HARD TIME EXPLAINING STUFF SO TAKE THIS SHORT PASSAGE. (Most of this will be an unorganized ramble btw)

(SPOILER WARNING FOR MOST ARCS)

I played T2A2G and OC before this so um. Guess which route I did lmao. SPEAKING OF ROUTES, GENZOU GENZOU GEZNOU GEZNOU GEZNOU OMG GENZOU. I RELATE TO THIS MAN IN WAYS I DID NOT KNOW I COULD RELATE TO A CHARACTER. LIKE WTH?? HE HAS SUCH A TRANSPARENT CLOSET LOL. And also speaking of Genzou I do have a few questions related to him

-Is Genzou fully blind? I don't think he is bc of his cane but I heard it's different in some countries so idk

-We learn Genzou is (supposedly) taking antidepressants in Arc 2. Is he clinically depressed? (According to the Visual Noval Database he is anyways but idk)

-HOW TF DOES HE DEAL WITH BEING CANNIBALIZED TWICE LIKE DAMN..I WOULD HAVE A BREAKDOWN NO MATTER WHO I'M WITH??

-Did Genzou's friends ever like assume that he was gay?? Or like did he tell anyone?? Or did he try his best to hide it lmao

-Did anyone think/know that Gen had a crush on Iggy??

-GENZOU WITHOUT HIS HAT <333

I love Genzou sm if you couldn't tell already /p

ARC 3 CONFUSED ME SM LOL. I thought that I had accidently switched routes (even though I hadn't even made my LI choice, I ofc didn't know this atm though) from Genzou to Orlam and I was fr so confused like waht. Also like I feel so bad for Orlam wth </3.

HUMAN JERRY.

OO ALSO SOME MORE THINGS

-During some parts (mostly during arcs 3/4) I HAD TO PLAY A RELAXING PLAYLISTS BECASE I FELT OVERWHELMED/ANXIOUS/IDEK?? AND AT SOME POINT I JS GAVE UP AND STATED PLAYING HYPERCORE LMAO

-I LOV ELOVE LOVE THE WAY THAT THE NEUTRAL ENDING COLLIDES(???) WITH OC LIEK WHATWHDWATDHFWHWFTHAFG. IDK BUT FOR ME IT MAKES ME FEEL LIEK IT'S THE MORE "CANON" ENDING EVEN THOUGH THERE IS (probably) NO CANON ENDING.

-I IMMEDIATELY WENT TO THE GALLERY LIEK OMG??

-Some of my favorite liens in the game were the homicidal gardener lines (both referring to Iggs and Gen), when Gen was arguing with Jerry, When Genzou was telling iggs during the Arc 5 Kiddie Cruise scene that it shoudn't be a choice like I WAS GONNA CHOOSE DONT JUMP JS TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS LOL

-I also relate a lot to Iggy in some forms

-GIDGET.

-I took a total of 260 screenshots of this game (as of now heheh)

UM YH THATS ALL SORRY IF IT'S HARD TO UNDERSTAND OR TOO ENERGETIC BUT I TRULY LOVE THIS GAME SM. Ima go replay OC again byes <3 :3 BEST REGARDS ILYSM /p

KDFJLADFA this message is so chaotic, i love it

first off, i'm really happy you like the game (and genzou) weep. thank you so much for all the kind words 😭💕 i'm also always super intrigued to see where/how ppl came into the game, so hearing you played T2A2G and OC first is very interesting to me lakdjfkdjfa

regarding your questions:

yes he is; i do think he sees a bit of light/shadow (which is different to an answer i gave some time ago, but i've been thinking about it since) but that's about it; it's a result of traumatic optic neuropathy

yes he is; he's been on meds and seeing a therapist for a while

i cannot answer this question LOL 🤣 i also don't know. i guess the only answer is that he has no choice

mmm... he never outright told anyone in the friend group. tbh he doesn't outright tell many people, mostly as he's just a bit of a private person in that regard and keeps to himself outside of attempting dating apps every now and then. i would not say he actively attempted to hide it though aside from around iggy. as for other people assuming i think it was something many of them did kinda realize but never said anything also

similar here, i think some of them kinda knew. i think gidget knew, even if they kinda ignored it, because it prompted their jealousy on a few occasions. i think orlam had a bit of a guess but it wasn't really confirmed until later

LDKAJFSLDKFA THAT'S NOT A QUESTION

LOL about the routes. indeed, if you don't realize that actually all the "routes" are mandatory parts of the story until the finale then it can be confusing if you thought you were going for a specific char early on or something 🤣 it's not like the games where you can pick your route and then the rest of the game is that route

hahaha yeah i wouldn't say there's a "canon" ending. for one, i feel like that would kinda defeat the point of having different possibilities to begin with. why make other choices if there's only ever one canon ending? i want people to be able to choose however they want the story to end. i mostly connected the neutral ending to OC as a sort of self-indulgent gift to myself, because i thought it would be very sweet if iggy would still have a chance to find companionship with one of his friends later on even if he chose to focus on himself first. like that it just keeps it open. i also just thought it'd be a fun easter egg to give ppl more incentive to at least try the neutral route as i figure most ppl would not choose that route as it's kinda short compared to the others and doesn't give as much closure to the other chars

260 SCREENSHOTS LDKJFASDLFA

sob thank you for this lovely message!! it was really fun answering your questions hahaha and i'm really glad you liked the game so much!! it means a lot!! 💕

#ow: finale spoilers #ask: ow #ask: genzou

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loganlostitall · 7 months

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10 Questions Game

Tagged by: @murdadixon 🙄🖤

1. What is your phone background?

Lock screen - Negan Smith

Home screen - Andy Biersack

2. Who is your favorite singer?

My favorite stand-alone singer is probably Post Malone but this is such a difficult question. I know this wasn’t asked but my favorite rapper is, without contest, Eminem. Always has been, always will be. Yk who’s growing on me as a singer, though? Ricky Montgomery. He’s slowly climbing my Top Listened!

3. Favorite Band?

Also difficult. I love so many. I’m currently hyper-fixated on Black Veil Brides once again, for the millionth time, so I will tentatively list them as my favorite band for now with the begrudged knowledge that this answer is subject to change at any time. I have been listening religiously for a decade, though.

4. Who is your favorite character of all time?

I hate you for asking me this! I have so many favorites but after sitting here and grueling over an answer, I have decided that it’s an impossible call-off between MCU Thor and Lip Gallagher. I have characters that I love a whole lot and go in and out of having a special interest on, such as Spider-Man, Batman, Deadpool, Moon Knight, Jason Todd, but they’re not at the top. I can’t even say that my current favorite character is actually my favorite character because I’d be lying. But my favorite character as of right now is Negan.

5. What is your favorite book?

The Outsiders by S.E. Hinton. Until the day I die. I read it and it completely changed my life, seeing a book with stories so similar to how I’d grown up. I wrote passively, as an interest, but after reading this in 2 days (when I was supposed to read it with the class over the course of a month) I decided then and there that I wanted to actually become an author.

6. What is your favorite movie?

It’s been Avatar by James Cameron for almost 14 years now, since the day it first came out, but I think that the original Scream is finally starting to try and take its place as my fave. I suppose we shall see! 😩

7. Favorite Actor or Actress?

Ummmm, shit. Can’t choose. Jeremy Allen White, Chris Hemsworth, Matthew Lillard, Evan Peters. It’s an extensive list but they’re the ones who come to mind first. A lot of my favorites have already passed, like Heath Ledger, Chadwick Boseman, Robin Williams, Cameron Boyce, Angus Cloud, etc.

8. Favorite YouTuber?

I don’t really watch YouTube anymore—in fact I never got into YouTuber’s the way everyone else my age did, so all I can tell you is that Dan and Phil were the only people I watched on YT when I was younger. I think a little tiny bit of their gay rubbed off on me 🤔

9. Do you drink?

Errrmmmm. Not often. I used to drink way too much as a teenager and had a problem so now I really only do it if there’s some kind of occasion. Scared for my 21st birthday in November if I’m tbh with y’all.

10. If you were an animal, what would you be?

A few of my friends and I came to the conclusion that I’m a raccoon, but that I shouldn’t say that because it would be too easy for ppl to call me a POC slur (I’m Mixed) and I thought that was hysterical LMAO iykyk

Tagging @hopefulatrocity @lanadelnegan and @sonsofnight y’all are legit my only Tumblr friends

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inchidentally · 2 months

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more tricky asks! again, bl 'wank adjacent' to not see these <3

(gonna lump these all together since it's the same topic)

I had no idea that leap was even made aslfgslajfgajsl yea it's just Lando being Lando! but hopefully if ppl know they're just being silly about rpf then that's fine. only a problem if they're truly thinking it's real.

these posts are also infamously bat signals that pro athletes do to let hookups know where they are

again like, I'm gonna assume that the dando ppl I follow are all fully aware that rpf is just for fun and not real. but yea those people you linked to (from what I remember, you sent this weeks ago I'm sorry!) are actually insane. even ignoring that Lando and Daniel choose to not see each other or interact for months ?? Lando literally went out of his way to say that he and Martin wanted to get out of Bali (do NOT quote me but I saw some ppl say they got robbed again? or their friends did?) and their Finland trip wasn't due to start yet so they decided to spend a day and night in Perth with Daniel. this was very much a Lando and Martin thing and it's funny and slightly tragic for ppl who keep trying to write Martin out of this.

there was also an entire group of Daniel's friends staying with him as well lasfljsagf how is any of this romantic or sexual unless Lando was the party bottom

honestly this is why I was surprised to find out there were dando truthers at all ?? when he does the exact same act with most of the men he meets why randomly decide that him doing that with Lando makes it a legit gay relationship alsfgsjlagflagf. I'm also not heterosexual so I cannot convince myself that Daniel's "gay" stuff is actually gay ! that man couldn't be more typically Aussie straight guy who almost veers homophobic with doing the gay shtick he does for laughs.

it's also where Martin has clearly struck a chord of unwelcome reality with the carlando and dando rpf truthers bc oops here's an example of someone who could in every way actually be a secret gay relationship of Lando's based on what they consider to be "evidence". I do not think they necessarily are in a relationship and will not makeassumptions about sexualities etc. but Lando, Carlos and Daniel literally friendzone each other and see each other as bros who pretend gay shit for a joke. they're also happy to not so much as think about each other for months on end let alone even see each other for anything other than F1 travel or group trips. but Martin? is in Lando's life significantly bc he actively chooses to be! when the season ends, for two years now he and Lando have done the thing all the drivers do with gfs and wives and spend almost every moment with each other on getaways! Lando liked a comment calling Martin his wag and didn't make a joke about it! they don't do anything bromancey or fake gay together! Lando genuinely gets bashful and quiet when asked about Martin! they're not bound together by work responsibilities and most of their time together is created in the small spaces their different careers allow! they're both actually single!

again, I am not wanting anyone to actually push this ship directly onto Lando or Martin or their personal content anymore than they already are. but I do have to laugh when I see two rpf ships fighting it out for who Lando wants more when like. if you apply real life logic and not manufactured bromance, Martin is the only candidate !!

and can I just say again thank fuck landoscar fandom doesn't do any of this shit and loves Martin and norrix and can multiship for fun godddd

I have a totally innocent and casual habit of reading gossip pages and let me tell you the rpf truthers revealing themselves when they push the "PR" and "beards" angle to try and get rid of Heidi and Rebecca lasgflsagfjagfsa. then the wailing when something inevitably destroys their conspiracy theories !! what's even funnier is that on multiple occasions Lando is found to be happily hanging out with Carlos and Rebecca and Daniel and Heidi. almost as if he's just a mate of theirs can you imagine ????

re the submission: I'm leaving those links up bc I know those ppl aren't taking any of this seriously and are just posting cute content - which it is! <3

but yea sadly there's people who see guys like Oscar and Martin as a "threat" to their rpf ship for various reasons (ironically, one of the main reasons being they don't play gay for a joke or do bromance stuff with Lando) and invent entire narratives around it. as you said, believing those narratives would mean believing Lando is the absolute worst of the worst and would paint him in a terrible light ??? even apart from it being wattpad levels of absurd

it's also just funny bc Oscar's Lando fanboying on social media included him liking carlando and dando content as well as Carlos and Daniel content. our boy was chronically online between karting and F1 and he was agreeing and playing along in both the circumstances you listed alhfalfhsafhsa literally why do ppl want this stuff to be so angsty for no good goddamn reason it's intended to be fun by all involved

and the second ask oh fr, even just bringing up maxiel it's like damn that shits all over dando alfhsalhflasfhal. ironically norstappen shits all over dando as well. but even apart from rpf Daniel is so in the public eye that everyone already knows who he considers his true closest friends and that Lando and the F1 drivers are all firmly in his work friends group.

side note you do wanna ask the ppl who are actively hating on Martin how they explain Daniel being tight with him before Lando was ???

I totally get needing to vent babes but my constant reminder will be to use this kind of stuff as a means of pruning your fandom experience. blockity block block anyone being this unhinged. Lando is on Raya, Daniel is in a ltr with Heidi, Carlos' family are welcoming Rebecca in more and more and Martin is... someone extra special to Lando. what that is defined as is known only to them <3

#inchreplies #wank adjacent #f1partnertalk #more tomorrow night sorry #side note I'm a multishipper in rpf but some things I'm just real firm about (like rpf truthing and misogyny)

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hshouse · 3 years

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lightssup tumblr com/post/662634463776407552/ok-but-what-does-harry-holding-bi-or-trans-flags here's the thing tho. Straight ppl dont care. We dont care about WAVING a pride flag bc it doesn't matter to us as much as to queer folks and that's the FACT the tea whatever, and we dont care bc it doesn't affect us and will never do in the same form that affects the real queer community bc we will never go through the same shit and fucked up things/situation than them bc of the society we are in. And IF an straight person does wave a flag it would be in two, three or five occasions but not in EVERY FUCKING SHOW. These idiots are 1. Homophobic 2. Antis who hate the real person that their fave is 3. Willingly avoiding a truth in favor to keep their wattpad novel alive. Ps. I really dont wanna make it look that me as a straight person doesn't care about the lgtbq+ community. I do, I really do but firstly me as a straight person know how this shit would be IF any of them were straight and 2nd I know this is shit and I know ppl aka het teens and antis will say bUt thAt's noT hOw iT rEallY is lmao pls stf that actually how it is bc ppl are selfish and if something doesn't affect them then they dont care about it AT ALL and that's on that. Now just for the giggles, what makes me so sure about the hl situation is that if they were really straight they wouldn't give a shit about pride flags and signs (of any kind) and the situation would be really different. I cant explain it all in an ask but just to point out: Louis would really have a son and be married by this time and Harry probably too something like justin and hailey, pretty sure we will be getting a LOT of pics of a LOT OF things from backstage, we will not EVER for a minute will be getting some come so far princess park shit and you know what? We will actually be getting pics of these two together since day one from hiatus. And of course, IF this straight image was real harry would have been the godfather of Louis' son and yes, we also will be getting pics of freliot all over the place. But guess f what folks.

Hi bby,

THANK YOU for the honesty and perspective. You do not sound like anything but a truthful ally who is self reflective of their position. Thank you. No gay person expects or wants to see every straight person waving a flag on the way to work every day. That’s not the point at all. You hit the nail in the head. He would not be doing that if he was straight. That’s literally the end of the story.

People need to start being honest with themselves. White folks: are you waving a BLM flag every day? are you? No, you are not. Christians, are you speaking out about islamophobia often? No, you are not. Able body folks, do you actually think every day about how much the world is build to keep disabled people excluded? No, you are not. Pretending you are is just lying online to look woke. And it is because when something is not directly attacking you, your willingness to fight on it is necessarily lower. It’s human nature. Our compassion to ourselves will always outweigh compassion to others. This is not news, this is not a Take. It’s just how stuff works. It’s not bad or good. It’s neutral human behavior. Real activism is not pretending you understand what it feels like to be in that group. It’s not taking front and center. It’s learning, keeping your eyes/ears opening, supporting where your support is meaningful/wanted and changing your and your loved ones’ beliefs/habits.

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blacky-nikki-art · 3 years

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The boiiiis!!!

Lately, I thought a bit about their relationship. A lot to talk about trash-ship.

Yeah. Trash-ship. More under keep reading.

I know, I’m unoriginal if I wanna make a trash-ship but I think it would work. Shiro-4 is a interesign character for me - the vanguard scout, the last from hunter trio... and has an unusuall cloak, even the bright yellow color.

Like I said too many times Iberis-3′s story starts a few 2-3 years before the Red War campaign. This is obvious they never meet before cuz they didn’t have any chance and also Shiro-4 is only in lore books at Destiny 2. I had to improvise. So...

The boys meet some time later after the Forsaken campaign. It had to be painfully for Shiro-4 to got to know he's the last from the hunter trio. The first Andal Brask, now Cayde-6. His close friends have gone forever.

Shiro wanted to know what happen at the Prison of Elders, who was with Cayde in his last moment. Because in my version of the story Iberis-3 is the guardian, he was the person who looking for yellow exo. I know there was also Petra but I think she had to be harder to find ‘cuz she was in the Dreaming City + Iberis-3 was the only witness to Cayde's death, Petra come a bit later like we remember at thie cinematic.

Shiro comes to the Tower and easily found my white exo but of course, it would be too easy. Iberis-3 refuses to talk with him about anything that happened on this unlucky day for the vanguard hunter. My warlock felt guilty what happen to Cayde. (Pharse of Ikora ‘It’s not you fault’ didn’t help. Btw I like Ikora in this scene cuz what she said to Zavala). Okay, get back. Like I said Iberis-3 felt guilty for this, no matter what happened later. He needed time for his trauma and mourning so Shiro-4 come at the wrong time. But it didn’t mean he gave up. No no no. I’ sure he’s not this type person.

Herewith Ikora comes with help. If you like Shiro like me you probably know the little fragment where is said Shiro-4 leave a white lily at the stone cairn outside the city. If you new here, or you’re my old follower you have to know Iberis-3 is a plant-nerd lvl hard. This what Ikora told Shiro. So, he tried to talk to Iberis again.

Of course my white exo is not an idiot and the first time, when he saw yellow exo once again Iberis was sure Shiro will try to convince him to change his mind. But when he asked what flower is good say to good bye... Oh boy, oh boy... Shiro-4 regrets to asked about this cuz Iberis-3 didn’t want to shut up for the next few hours.

But in the end, they goes together, to the stone cairn outside the city. In this place Iberis-3 got to know Shiro-4 wasn’t a random, next too curious person who wanted to know more. This convinces Ibeirs to relate what happened in the Prison of Elders.

They become friends and later something more. The feeling grows slowly, without hurry. They’re liked to talk to each other when they had an occasion to do it. It was a problematic time. Iberis-3 is gay. He doesn’t feel comfortable telling this cuz he worries that ppl rejecting him. Meanwhile, I see Shiro-4 as a bisexual but pls, remember it’s just my trash-canon. The hunter scout saw small signals from my warlock but also he felt confused when Iberis starts suddenly began to withdraw. The panic. I don’t have a full story yet. Maybe one day... Who knows...

Like usually thank you for reading if you does this and sorry for my eng.

Have a nice day, or good night!

#black try draw #Iberis-3 #Shiro-4

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luci-cunt · 3 years

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hello i am here to inquire if you would be down to share a snippet from ur and moony's sherlock & watson, i will take any and all info you feel like sharing

I lvoe you so much also alkjsdfljas;dlfkjasldjfkas;ldkf yes I’d love to give you the deets. A nonnie asked me for snippets too so I’m making this post 2 parts, this one’s details and this one’s snippettttssss <33333

ok so first of all!!!!!!!!!

Sherlock: in this story is “raised rich, with an older sister (Mycroft, yes, she’s a girl now because I say so). There was always a very severe competitiveness pushed on the two of them because Mycroft was more “normal” aka well behaved. They have an interesting, nitpicky relationship since Mycroft is the golden child of the family but they love one another. Mycroft moved out when she graduated high school to go to college and now works as a high class lawyer, running her own firm. Sherlock on the other hand got shipped around boarding schools before he finally turned 18 and bolted. He’s barely a high school graduate and his father all but cut him off, so Sherlock ended up moving in with a really shitting friend/boyfriend kind of?/ fucking around and discovering his unfortunate predilection for heroine and cocaine thanks to his really, really shitty (now)ex.” Also he cannot deal with owing people anything. Like he calculates out how much cereal/ milk he eats at Watson’s house and how much dishsoap Watson uses to wash the dishes and pays him back for every penny of it.

Physical description: skinny but reasonably tall, has a difficult relationship with food so he’s lanky as fuck. Moony and I described his as “having and knowing that he has a pretty white boy face which gets him punched on multiple occasions. Also the kind of guy that if you were to run into him in a parkinglot at night you’d probably assume he was going to car jack you. Pretty much just feral.

The Watson boys: grew up in foster care before getting dumped into a boys home where they met their soon to be brothers--Carrie, Kent, John, and Bill--and thir soon to be dad--Carlton. Bill is trans but hasn’t had surgery so when the ppl running the home find out they decide to send him to a girls home instead, and so the four convince local grouchy police chief Carlton Watson to adopt them all (he helped at the home and bonded with all of them so it made some sense at the time). The boys become the “Watson Boys” which is fine except not because Carlton has no idea how to be a dad so Kent (the oldest of the brothers) takes over at age 16ish and is still bitter about it. (Also Carlton pays for Bill’s surgery/ T). The actual age range is Kent is oldest, then Bill and Carrie (who have birthdays that are like, three days apart and they turn it into “twin week” because everyone in the family calls them the “twins”), and then John, but they treat Bill and Carrie like the babies, and Kent and John as the older bros. John’s also the only brother that didn’t go into the police force (at first) instead going into medicine and then teaching before he met Sherlock. Btw Carrie’s full name is “Carrigan” but everyone calls him Carrie.

John Watson: withdrawn/ tight laced and realistic to a fault. Pretty much willing to go along with the flow as long as the flow isn’t headed straight towards a 300ft drop into sharp rocks (like it almost always is with Sherlock). He’s very, very particular about his space and being independent/ trying very hard not to rely on other people. He’s also the king of denial and will die with his emotions held wayyyyyyyy down in his chest where he can forget about them. He’s also a demisexual king, which means that when he’s not emotionally connected to someone he doesn’t feel any sexual attraction so he has the habit of “forgetting” that he’s gay because he doesn’t feel attraction for long stretches of time because he’s an idiot <3.

Physical description: Pilipino, with a round face and chubby cheeks, he’s huge, all the Watson boy’s are actually because Carlton was big on boxing, but also because he eats like he’s never going to see another meal and he’s pretty sure all the whole vegitables in the store are poisonous because he grew up in a house full of idiot teenage boys who only ate frozen broccoli because Kent forced them to.

Mycroft Holmes and Irene Adler-Holmes: Mycroft is Sherlock’s sister, she’s intense and badass and also will show an emotion maybe when she dies. She is a very successful lawyer who started and runs her own law firm. Hobbies include: pissing off Sherlock. Irene is her girlfriend (at the beginning of the story) and wife by the end, she’s basically if Renee and Allison had a child. Very sweet but will kill you if you’re an asshole. Mycroft is insufferably in love.

Killian McDoug: Sherlock’s really shitty ex, also this universes’ Moriarty.

Anyways that’s a lot of details I’m sorry aksdlfja;sldfkj I’m very excited Moony and I have been talking about this non-stop for like four days straight. The main premise of the story is that Sherlock watches Watson solve a case and falls in love so he follows him from Portland to Seattle and demands he work with him and solve cases together so they dooooo. They end up falling in love and also have to deal with murder and shit but other than that things are great.

Sherlock is the living embodiment of a disastor gay and Watson is too but in his own way. There’s fake dating, salads, gays, murder, slow burn, idiots to lovers--aka literally the perfect stew how could you not love it?

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thatbrontide · 3 years

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1: Kitchen Counter, Couch, or on top of the dryer? Couch. I am bony.

2: Your last sexual encounter: Good or Bad and why: Both bc he came too fast, which he said was by accident, and maybe it was, but it felt fucked up. Good bc I deeply needed intimacy and it was otherwise decent. He kisses well. Also I blocked him about a week afterward bc I realized he’s an asshole.

3: A fictional person that you think would be good in bed: Kristen Wiig in Hateship Loveship.

4: Something that never fails to make you horny: A hot guy being nice af.

5: Where is one place you would never have sex: I’m pretty adventurous, so idk. I’d prefer to not fuck in a family member’s bed, but you could pay me to do it.

6: The most awkward moment during a sexual experience was when: I don’t really feel awkward during sex. Maybe a burning dildo. It had deteriorated an I didn’t know they did that. Sorry about that burning asshole I caused.

7: Weirdest thing that ever made you horny: sock garters?

8: What is the best way to sexually bind someone: shibari/kinbaku

9: Handcuffs, Rope, or Other: rope

10: What is the fastest way to make you horny: OTK spanking

11: Top or bottom? both

12: Fill in the blanks: We were about to cum but then people showed up to church

13: Would you ever take a sexual enhancement drug? Poppers or X, I guess? Nope. I prefer sober sex.

14: Is one orgasm enough? Are multiple orgasms necessary? Depends.

15: Something that you have hidden in your room that you don’t want anyone to find: books about codependence

16: Weirdest nickname a significant other has ever called you: Nothing weird.

17: Two things you like [or dislike] about oral sex: I like having a big dick in my mouth and that I’m good at it. I used to adore being face-fucked. I have sucked a dick of someone who could not stay hard, which is the worst possible thing. Don’t act like it makes sense for someone to suck your dick if you don’t maintain an erection. Fuck you.

18: Weirdest sexual act some has performed on/with you: This fucking guy and I were hanging out naked after sex and he came over to me and basically started humping me like a dog. It was awful. Other than that, probably knife play, which was extremely fun. (not blood play)

19: Have you ever tasted yourself? I can’t believe anyone doesn’t.

20: Is it ever okay to not use a condom: Of course, if he’s good at pulling out on time and it’s monogamous and we’ve both been tested.

21: Who was the sexiest teacher you ever had? Sexiest was probably this history teacher in high school, but he turned out to be racist. Most attractive was an acting instructor I had. I had a problem being around him, it was rough.

22: A food that you would like to use during a sexual experience: Noooope.

23: How big is too big (peniswise): I have yet to encounter one that was too big.

24: One sexual thing you would never do: A race fantasy. Like if a guy who’s black wanted me to call him the N word or do racial master-slave shit.

25: Biggest turn on: communication, but not too sincere and not too buzzwordy. Ugh.

26: Three spots that drive you insane: On me? nipples, kiss on forehead, being held at the upper rear thigh, or where the crotch meets the thigh when I’m being eaten out

27: Worst possible time to get horny: during a pandemic, when depressed, at work

28: Do you like it when your sexual partner moans: absolutely.

29: Worst sexual idea you ever had: Being too open with my kinkiness with someone much less experienced. I should have taken it slowly.

30: How much fapping is too much fapping: maybe 5 times a day is too much. I don’t know if I could do more than twice a day.

31: Best sexual compliment you ever got: He cried it was so good. I’ve been told that I’m the best head they’ve gotten, best kisser they’ve kissed, best sex they’ve had...

32: Bald, landing strip, Jumanji: depends on my mood and whom I’m dating

33: Is it good sex if you don’t nut: Not usually. It can be sweet or intimate, but that’s just good intimacy, not good sex. Like if someone started crying and we stopped, for example. The sex is no longer important.

34: Fill in the blanks: “If they come first, we are over.” lol

35: What your favorite part of your body: I have nice boobs, but idk.

36: Favorite foreplay activities: um... making out? being eaten out?

37: Love (>,<, or =) Sex I reject the premise.

38: What do you wear to bed? leggings and a t-whirt and socks. Sometimes just boy shorts

39: When was the first time you masturbated: 13 or 14, but I didn’t know how to do it, so I didn’t cum until my bf ate me out when I was 17. He taught me how to masturbate, basically, and I needed to think about him to do so successfully.

40: Do you have any nude/masturbating pictures/video of yourself? Eh.

41: Have you ever/when was the last time you had sex outside? It was probably 2009. The guy was a permaculturist 7 years older than I was and had somehow never fucked outside. He was so excited. I miss outdoor sex. I liked fucking him.

43: Have/would you ever had a threesome? I did once. Hated it. Would realy love to never do it again.

44: What is one random object you’ve used to masturbate? A jumbo carrot.

45: Have/would you ever masturbate at work? No. I don’t think that’s okay, and would judge anyone who did it, unless they had PGAD or something.

46: Have/would you ever have sex on a plane? No. I don’t get the mass appeal. I would, but who cares.

47: What is one song you’d like to have sex to? FLOTUS

48: What is something nonsexual that makes you horny? I’m not sure. Someone I like being genuinely nice to ppl is one.

49: Most attractive celebrity? Bill Hader? That drag photo shoot of him kills me.

50: Do you watch gay/lesbian porn? why/why not? Not usually. I used to, but mostly for educational purposes.

51: If a child was born on the occasion of the last time you had sex, how old would that child be right now? About two months old. It’s rough out here.

52: Has anyone ever posted nude pictures of you online? I hope not.

53: What is one thing that NEVER makes you horny? “Cum for me,” and I’m sure myriad others things guys think are hot to say.

54: Do you have stretch marks? just a few on my butt

55: How do you feel about your stretch marks? don’t care.

56: Has anyone ever had a problem with your stretch marks? That would be ludicrous. They could leave.

57: Do you like giving head? (why/why not) I fucking love i if I love the person or in the rare situation that they have a big dick and we have great chemistry.

58: How do you feel about tattoos on someone you are interested in? They are fine. It depends on the tattoos. Some ppl have awful tattoos that I’d have to actively ignore the whole time.

59: How would you feel about taking someone’s virginity? I’m not sure. I’m mostly attracted to ppl like 10 years older than I am, so I’d be okay doing it w someone who’s fully not even a young adult. The circumstances under which I’d want to would be unlikely, though.

60: Is there any food you would NOT recommend using during a sexual encounter? Any and all food. No thank you.

62: Do you own any sex toys? Which ones? nipple clamps, vibrator, dildo, flogger.

64: Would you be offended if your significant other suggested you get plastic surgery? Yes.

65: Would you rather be a pornstar or discreet sex worker? Depends on what kind of sex worker. idk.

66: Do you watch porn? Every once in a while, and only when I’m too unimaginative

67: How small is too small? Haven’t had it happen, so idk.

68: Have you ever been called a freak? Why? Sure. I’m kinkier than most ppl.

69: Who gave you your last kiss? Did it mean anything? The last guy I fucked, who I blocked on my phone. It meant that we were both horny/lonely during a pandemic

71: Do you feel comfortable going “commando”? Not at all. I don’t know how vagina-owners don’t mind a vaginal fluid straight onto their pants.

72: Would you have a problem with going down on someone if they hadn’t shaved their pubic hair? Nope

73: If you could give yourself head, would you? It kind of saddens me to think about that. I’d probably try once, and maybe until I felt like I’d be good at doind it to someone else.

74: Booty or Boobs? I’m not gay enough for this question. Probably boobs.

75: If you had a penis, what would you name it? I hate when ppl name body parts and cars. It’s dumb.

76: Have you ever been on an official date? Of course.

77: Have you ever cheated on someone? (Why?) Kind of. I made out with a member of my favorite band when I was 19 bc I thought I couldn’t miss the opportunity. He invited me on his tour bus but I couldn’t “fully” cheat.

78: If you were a stripper, what would your name be? It’s a secret

79: Have you ever had sex in your parents bed? (Would you?) I haven’t. You could pay me to, but I don’t rly want to. Part of me also kind of doesn’t care. Like in sitcoms when ppl are like “Ew! You had sex on the chair I’m sitting in?” Who cares, it’s not like you’re sitting in a puddle of jiz.

80: How would you react if you found out your parents had sex in your bed? I would be v surprised bc they hate each other and prob haven’t had sex in at least 30 years.

81: What was your reaction the first time you saw a penis/vagina? I remember seeing my brothers, and thinking it was funny. I just remember being in a locker room when I was maybe 8 and seeing women’s crotches and noticing they were all different. I don’t think I looked at my own until I was like 14, so I wasn’t worried about it.

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@skipperdamned tagged me to do this and TBH I usually never do but fuck it we’re gonna do it!!!

Name: Matt

Gender: Imma dude! I think! Maybe!

Star sign: Cancer

Height: 5'6″

Sexuality: Gay AF

Favorite book: Under the assumption manga’s count I’m gonna say One Piece! Because im weeb trash

Current time: 5:13 PM

Average amount of sleep: 4 or 12.

Dogs or cats: Yes.

# of blankets: Assuming my bed is actually made, 2-3 usually.

Dream job: See I used to LOVE dealing with people so like my hubby’s dream job of owning a restaurant I would love to support them and be like the front of house person but good lord lately I would probably strangle anyone that complained (Oh the food here sucked?? Here let me kick your ass!!!!!!!!!!) That said I’d still do it because I love talking to nice people so either that, or something in IT. Like let me work behind the scenes fixing everyones computer problems

Blog established: idk? I’d like to not think about that thanks

Favorite animal: Penguins!!!!!!

# of followers: 123! Active? Probably like 10.

Reason for url: Its my username for things online. Where I came up with that idk. Just a portmanteau of words I thought were cool sounding?

Something I’m grateful for: Watching my hubby lay on our bed and just being adorable af? Like???????

Favorite color: Red and Black

Last song: ADAMAS by Lisa was the last one that came up on my youtube music feed when I was driving!

Last movie: Hocus Pocus!

Last show completed: Agents of Shield I do believe?

Currently Reading: One Piece weekly and I’ll eventually start the book my hubby lent me.

Currently watching: Rewatching Kamen Rider Build with my hubby. Need to start Kamen Rider Saver. Let’s see. One Piece, Black Clover, Sword Art online(I Like it bite me) with my mom.....Walking Dead on occasion with my mom when I feel like it. I need to start watching more stuff.

Sweet, spicy, or savory: Yes.

Craving: Honestly I really want some tortilla chips and salsa con queso

Coffee or tea: I am a slut for some good iced tea.

Named after someone: Nobody! I share my middle name George with my Grandpa’s middle name (Roy George)

Last time you cried: October 31st! Had a good ole meltdown in my car being held because my mom was being a massive bitch.

Any kids: Not at the moment, but in the future definitely! Two at least!

Do you use sarcasm a lot?: Yes, which usually gets me in trouble. A lot.

What’s the first thing you notice about ppl: Hmm. Probably face? Like retail for 10 years kinda has me honed into seeing what type of person they are by their facial expressions and how I should act around them to make the transaction as pleasant as possible?

Eye color: Hazel? I think?

Scary movie or happy ending: Happy ending

Any special talent: I feel like I can get random strangers to like me pretty easily? Like, its something that I got from my uncle and grandpa, who, in retrospect were doing it to be pervs and for me it was just “oh im gonna be polite what no im not hitting on the person?” and its kinda evolved into a natural like...idk sense of just being nice? Which is something I’ve tried to bury in but SOME PEOPLE LIKE TO REMIND ME HOW NICE I AM SO FUCK IT I GUESS IM NICE

What country were you born in: The USA

What sports do you play/have played: Hahahahahahahahahahahah. Junior year of high school I took Racket Sports as my PE elective and TBH I was pretty decent at it.

What are your hobbies: Video games mostly. I used to love writing and I would RP a bunch but lately that itch hasn’t been there but god I would love to start getting into it. I also love reading. Not necessarily novels anymore but like, people sharing their passions online and I get to experience what they love about something? Awesome. I feel like once i move out of my home my hobbies may increase.

Any pets: Not currently!

Favorite subject in school: High school I actually enjoyed Math and Chemistry, but college kicked that love right out of me because I was horribly mentally unprepared for college. Literature in general is pretty good. I like analyzing stuff!

I’m not gonna tag anyone bc fuck it but do it if you want to! I will definitely read!!! <3

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🏀, 📖, 🎸, 🚗, 👤, 📼, 💄, 🔮, 🎁, 💞, 👭, 💘, 🕛, ⛅ for the Gay/Lesbian ask game please?

Alrighty lol xD

🏀🏐 Do you play any sports?

Uh, not anymore unfortunately. When i was in middle school, i played basketball, volleyball, did cheerleading, and was in running club. In highschool, i did cross country in the fall, and i think that's it lol, since i was mostly obsessed with doing theatre lol. I realy liked building the sets and painting, and being on running crew lol. If i ever decided to join a sport, it would be either soccer or beach volleyball, since those seem the most fun. And good cardio too!

📖 Do you write?

Yeah, occasionally lol. I'm not the greatest writer ever, but i'd like to think i'm proud of the work that I've posted. Mostly just Haikyuu and K Project fics. Here's my AO3:

https://archiveofourown.org/users/ElotheFairy

Eventually i want to write some BSD and She-Ra fics, cause i have some ideas, i'm just pretty lazy when it comes to writing, whoops.

🎸 Are you a musician?

Oh I wishhh. That would be so cool. I used to be able to play the piano, and I'm able to reteach myself the scales and play simple songs if I'm sitting at home, but that's about it lol. I need one of those lil whiteboards that you can stick right above a keyboard so i can just have the scale in front of me and learn cute studio ghibli piano songs lol.

🚗 Can you drive?

Surprisingly, yes. Lol I'm a Midwest American queer, so we gotta either learnt to drive ourselves to the cool places, or date someone who can drive us everywhere xD I'm great driving in my hometown and in my college town, but I still can't drive in super big cities quite yet. That'll have to change soon tho once I move for my apprenticeship!

👤 Favorite LGBT fictional character?

Does Kakashi count xD

I'm sure there are a bunch of good queer characters out there, but deadass, most of the shows I watch, it's merely implied, oof. If we're going with canonly queer, i guess i like Simon from Love, Simon a lot. Oh, and of course, Scorpia from She-Ra lol. I hc her as a nb androg lesbian lol. Oh, and Chloe and Max from Life is Strange, and that one chick from Stranger Things, i guess.

If we're going with just, an implied/possibly coded queerness, I love Oikawa from HQ, i headcanon him as a demiboy who is bi or pan. (I headcanon that most fo the dudes from that anime are bi lmao). Uh, I also love Akutagawa and Odasaku from Bungou Stray dogs. I headcanon that Akutagawa is a trans nb guy, demisexual, and panromantic. I also hc Oda as bi lol. I also love Akagi and Misaki from K project, i hc Misaki as a bi trans guy, lol. And i hc Akagi as cis and bi. For She-Ra, i adore both Bow and Sea Hawk, i think it might be implied that Bow is a trans guy, so i hc him as trans and bi. And for my love, Sea Hawk, i hc him as bigender and bi, who laters gets into a polyamrous relationship with both Bow and Mermista lol. Sorry, I have a lot of implied queer hc's, lol.

📼 80's or 90's?

90's for fashion, hair, and makeup.

80's for great music, cute ppl, and fun design ideas lol.

💄 Do you like makeup?

Uhhh, it's kinda complicated.

I like makeup as a concept of freedom of expression, feminity, a way of transforming yourself into a piece of art, blurring the lines between gender ideals, presentation, makeup for fantasy concepts, etc.

But i also dont't like makeup sometimes because it's def been used as a tool to pressure women into performative feminity, used, as a way to groom young girls, used a sneaky way of breaking down a lot of ppl's self confidence, it encourages highly unrealistic beauty standards (for both women and men), i also hate how motherfucking EXPENSIVE and unsustainable it is.

So as a tool for art, genderfuckery, and self-expression, i love it. But as a msrketing concept mostly driven by male CEOs and years and years of misogny and captialism? Not so much lol. I like wearing makeup for big occasions or for when i feel hyperfeminine some days, but I usually prefer going without it.

🔮 Do you believe in astrology?

Yeah, to a reasonable extent lol. I'm not one of those queer that obsesses over every little detail tho. I'm still def learning about it. I recently lesrned that you can combine astrology, with tarot readings, which can greatly specifiy the readings, for both yourself and other people, so I think i'll try that once I get a tarot deck for my birthday lol.

🎁 Fave holiday?

Well, I could be one of those queers who automatically says Halloween, but the more i think about it, i think i like the fall/halloween season waaayy more. Which makes me think that I actually like Thanksgiving a lot, as just, an American holiday. I don't think we shoukd really celebrate it for it's historical reasons, but i also will never say no to good food, family, friends, and a general warmth and sense of peace during that time of the year :3

💞 Fave thing to do on a first date?

Festivals!!!! I looooovee going to any type of market, festival, etc. with someone. I think it's a great way to explore, start conversations, and learn about someone. Cuz like, the type of art, food, trinkets, and music that draws someone in can you a lot about that person, if you think about it! It's hella cute. And then once you're tired of the crowds, most festivals usually have quiet garden or parks near them that you can escape to for some quiet time and deep conversations, lol.

👭 Do u have a gf? Do you want one?

No, I don't have a girlfriend lol. I have an amazing and very caring boyfriend tho. I have briefly dated women in the past tho. It's been fun, lol. I've always wondered, if i had more past romantic/sexual experiences with women, then maybe i'd possibly identify as a lesbian, but honestly, I'm proud of my journey, and I get very happy when I think about my bigender-ness and bisexuality lol. I don't think I would change that for anything. For whatever reason, i think I just click better with bois and nb ppl rather than with cis girls, i'm not sure why lol. But good for anyone who has a gf right now plz treat her like a kweennnn xD

💘

Do you believe in love at first sight?

No, lol. I used to, back in middle school tho. I def believe in love at second sight, or love at first conversation. Ppl are so damn cute when they talk about things they're passionate about, or even when they just get goofy and rant to you about a crazy story lol.

🕐 How old were you when you realized you weren't straight?

Oh god, lol. I was... *tries to do math* I think 16 or 17? I uhh had accidentally fallen for one of my best friends in high school lol. It turned out okay tho, we're still friends to this day. Thanks for that, friend, I'm so glad i realized that sooner rather than later lol.

⛅ Winter or summer queer?

Oh def, winter, lol. Altho winter depression is real most years, idk, i feel lkke i would rather be anxious and cold, rather than angry and sweating buckets lol. Actually now that I think about it, the summer always makes me a little more moody than winter, cause i always feel like i should doing more, but summer's really a time for waiting and rest, if you think about it. I'm always happier in the winter cause most of the time, i'm slowly moving towards certains goals in my life, and the world just...seems happier and more cozy in the winter season, idk.

Thanks for these asks, dude! I had a lot of fun with them, lol.

Anyone can ask me any of the other q's on the pinned pride game list if you'd like! Happy Pride, BLM!!

#elo speaks #thanks for the ask #ask games #pride #pride asks

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How is Lee's relationship with Temari and Kankuro? And Gaara's with Gai, Neji and Tenten since they are pretty much Lee's family?

Lee is so lovable it’s hard for anyone not to like him. He’s always incredibly nice, respectful, and just super thoughtful. I think Temari honestly thinks of Lee as another little brother. In my mind, Temari feels like she failed Gaara as a big sister when they were growing up and is always--unconsciously--trying to make up for that by being a supportive big sister, and I think she does that with Kankurou too, and when Lee becomes more of a staple in their lives--first as Gaara’s friend, then as his boyfriend and so on--she does that with Lee too.

And I think with Lee, he’s so much more reckless than her actual brothers, and she feels like she has to make sure to watch out for him because when he’s in Suna Tenten and Neji aren’t around. Gaara of course knows how to reign Lee in when he’s being reckless but there’s also an emotional recklessness to Lee that Gaara just isn’t so good at approaching because he’s just not great with that stuff. So I think Temari is very much this big sister to him too. She’s not like overbearing and it’s not like she’s going around like “make sure you eat your vegetables” because that’s not who she is. But she’s a voice of reason, she’s the person you can go to for advice. She’s smart, she’s cunning, she’s strong, and she’s super supportive.

I think Lee’s actually kind of scared of her at first. Like Gaara’s big sister--what’s she gonna say or do if she finds out Lee has feelings for Gaara? Will she be okay with it? Will she hate him? Temari isn’t as warm as Tenten, no one in Suna is quite as soft. Everything in Suna takes getting used to including the people. But eventually he stops being intimidated by Temari because she really does care about him and is clearly grateful for what he’s offering Gaara.

Kankurou very much just loves teasing Lee. He teases everyone. Lee figures out eventually--with Temari’s help--that that’s just how Kankurou shows affection. He’s not good with being vulnerable and expressing emotion, but he likes to tease people he cares about. If he doesn’t tease you, he probably doesn’t like you. If he’s quiet around you, he doesn’t like you. If he’s completely expressionless, he doesn’t like you. But Kankurou has always called Lee Bowl Cut, so Lee realises it means he likes him. He doesn’t ruffle Lee’s hair the way he does to Gaara, but he does sometimes playfully punch Lee’s shoulder when they’re talking and laughing about something. And once Kankurou asks Lee to spar with him so he can test out some new puppets, Lee realises that Kankurou definitely does like him. I think Kankurou honestly has similar feelings about Lee as Temari--grateful for his presence and also a little bit boggled by it too. But Lee’s endearing in a way no one else is, and even Kankurou can’t deny that.

I think eventually the two of them feel very protective of Lee, and they express that in their own ways depending on each situation.

As for Gaara’s relationship with the rest of Team Gai...

Gai-sensei baffles Gaara, but he also respects Gai-sensei and what he means to Lee. I don’t think he’ll ever really understand the man, which is hilarious because he understands Lee just fine--but it’s amazing what emotional investment in someone can do. I do think that part of his issues with understanding Gai-sensei are the fact that he’s like a father to Lee and Gaara just doesn’t get that. He doesn’t really get what a father-son relationship should be, and he really can’t wrap his head around someone who isn’t biologically related to you or through marriage being like family. He’s very literal, and while he understands strong emotional attachment, I think he tends to just categorize everything--friends, family, romance, teammates, village. So for him Gai-sensei should be ‘teammates’, but it’s obviously not for Lee or Gai-sensei, so he’s just like “family?” and then thinks about his dad and his uncle and the pain they caused him--the only two paternal figures in his life were so horrible to him and he’s just at a loss. And then Gai-sensei does the unthinkable and says something about Gaara being a part of their family and Gaara is just absolutely floored. There has never been a time in his life where he’s felt like someone’s son, and Gai-sensei is really out here Doing That.

I think Gaara’s is secretly a little uneasy about Gai-sensei at times, honestly. He’s respectful, of course, but he doesn’t know how to talk to the man and he doesn’t know what to think of him saying things like “you’re a part of the family”.

Tenten and Neji are easier, tbh. Neji is intensely wary of Gaara at all times, but eventually it does subside, but Gaara can deal with ppl being wary of him. That’s not foreign or unsettling. That’s just his life. It’s what he’s used to. It’s what’s always been the case for him. And Neji isn’t as loud as Gai, so that makes it easier too. The four of them can go out to lunch--Lee always calls these double-dates--and Neji and Gaara don’t need to say much or talk too much to each other because they aren’t exactly chatterboxes as is, and no one’s gonna bat an eye or feel like they’re being rude. They can co-exist and be respectful of one another, but they don’t need to be close. Neji obviously doesn’t get what Lee sees in him, but he also doesn’t say anything and isn’t trying to discourage Lee from spending time with Gaara so Gaara can accept that Neji might not be so sure of him. Gaara’s also just more used to people expressing themselves the way Neji does, so it’s comfortable. As time goes on, Neji obviously does warm up to him, but they aren’t close. Friendly acquaintances, but they don’t need to be close. Gaara isn’t like Lee. He doesn’t make friends the same way Lee does, so he doesn’t need Neji to like him. He just needs him to accept and maybe approve of his relationship with Lee. Which Neji does. He supports Lee. He wants Lee to be happy.

At some point, Neji and Gaara do actually talk and Neji admits that all his reservations are honestly just remnants of watching Gaara nearly kill Lee. He sometimes doubts Lee’s judgement because Lee wants to see the best in literally everyone, but Neji isn’t an idiot and he knows that Gaara has changed, is a better person, and that he loves Lee. It’s acceptance which is all Gaara needs. After that they exist a little bit more easily around each other. It’s a subtle shift, but its there and it puts Gaara at ease.

Tenten is entirely different. She acts with Lee in a similar fashion to how Temari acts with him, but again he obviously doesn’t have the same effect on people that Lee does so she starts out really unsure of him but gradually warms up to him. There’s never really a transition from “my best friend’s boyfriend” to “like a little brother to me” because he really doesn’t open up with people the way Lee does, and ultimately he knows the biggest obstable that Tenten and Neji face with letting themselves be less formal around him is that he’s the Kazekage. They’ve known him for years, he’s a year younger than they are, but he’s still the leader of an entire village, so even though Tenten has always been a lot less wary of him and lot more relaxed with his relationship with Lee, she obviously still retains a respectful distance as a foreign shinobi. She’s still warmer and more friendly than Neji, though not quite as warm as Gai who has like no sense of decorum because as far as Gai-sensei is concerned Gaara is family now

I think ultimately, the things that keep Neji and Tenten from being closer to Gaara are 1) the fact they don’t see him as often--Lee literally lives with the Sand Sibs so of course they all get incredibly close, whereas Gaara only ever visits Konoha on occasion. Obviously Neji, Tenten, and Gai (and by extension Kakashi) have an open invitation to stay at the Kazekage Residence when they visit Suna, but again those visits are still sporadic at best. 2) he almost killed Lee that one time and Neji especially isn’t quite over it since he actually saw it. 3) he’s the friggin Kazekage and they really just don’t... know... what to do with that. Like he’s dating their best friend/teammate who’s like a brother to them, but also... he’s still the leader of an entire village and capable of literally killing you just by squeezing his hand. 4) he’s just not as open and talkative as Lee, and it still amazes them that Lee and Gaara are together sometimes because they are so so different.

But that all being said, them not being closer to Gaara doesn’t mean they don’t like him or respect him or aren’t happy that Lee is with him. They are fully supportive and happy to see Lee so happy.

#gaalee #otp: the ultimate otp #naruto #shippuden #rock lee #gaara #temari #kankurou #sand sibs #hyuuga neji #tenten #maito gai #team gai #the best team #chonaku-things

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fartonexit · 3 years

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A letter for my mother to find.

I'm not spending time writing this out like I thought I would. I'm not walking you through every little step, checking paths are clear to be read, because they aren't, and I'm not taking every precaution to hide myself anymore because honestly if I keep doing that I really am going to kill myself.

I came out as trans last year after many many years of it burning and smoldering for any form of attention. I ignored it, in fact I even have a place in my brain that I visualized physically throwing myself into to keep myself quiet. Anything, everything to just not be found out, not be seen or heard, everyone go away I'm going to go hate myself.

You want to point to developmental cycles. Ok. Why do you think I stopped eating in a group at dinner? Did you know I would talk to myself in the barn at night to keep all the anxiety down and just blow off steam for an hour and a half straight? And you never questioned why it looked like I has half paying attention in some areas and trying hard in others....

In middle school I was already thinking about this. In fact, it has been on my mind for so long, I'm not sure it's never not been there. There was no cause, no big explosion of coom and suddenly I wanted to be a sex object or something. Double up, middle school was hell and I can't remember any of it except doing math at home and breaking my DS. That's basically all I remember of those 3 years. 'cept one thing.

I got asked by a chick in 6th grade to go out with her, well maybe 7th actually, and I froze and turned them down. Not because of the ASD shit, mind you, but because I'd been staring at Tyler Roth's bulge for 2 hours squirming in my chair. If a girl asks me out and I'm doing that right beforehand, and in fact get up to use the bathroom to clean up, you think I'm gunna say yes to the girl?

That's fucking stupid. No.

At least at the time to me it was.

Now I am more open about myself. I care more for personality than body, so sex doesn't matter unless it's a group effort (haha). I am definitely pansexual, there's no doubts there. Poly even, but I'm not sharing any of that with you. That's all the info you get.

If you can't tell from the title, I'm kinda trans kinda not. Non-Binary is the correct term, and I'm a little jazzed that I'm over my bullshit about it. I never said anything or made it obvious because of bad reactions from you and dad about me being gay, or other gay ppl, so like honestly why would I ever have said anything when I don't trust you?

This is also the origin of my trust issues.

In college, actually no, in high school I heard the term for the first time, in college, learning more and more about what trans ppl go through and nb people go thru, I locked myself in my room for 2 weeks and only came out for dinner. I almost committed suicide off of AB after that period because I couldn't handle it and it hadn't matched anything that I had known before. It's something I've actually wanted to talk to you about for years, and when I try to bring it up you scream at me and run away like I've ruined your whole life in some 80's teenager movie. You won't even hear my side of it.

There's obviously a lot for us to talk about, and I'll let you come up with your own questions. I'll make a lil' faq

1: Are you male or female?

A:. I'm always going to acknowledge my birth. I'm never going to not acknowledge what I went thru, the good or the bad, or that I ever had a penis.

Male in origin, but in-between. Genderfluid is the correct term. Maybe intersex as well, as that's how I see myself. I notice when I eat more estrogen enriching foods, my mood balances out. I've been eating more E rich foods lately (seeds, dry fruit, oat bran in the morning) and I've honestly never felt more.... Normal.

2: If it's fluid, what the hell do I call you?

A: Well it's not like you'll make me explode at you if you straight up call me he and I'm in a dress, more I'll be watching the ppl around you staring at you calling me a he.

My pronouns are hi / shi / him / hir / they / them, and honestly my rule is call what you see. The I is there for... Well, intersex. Male or female presenting.

So again, call what you see. I do get mad though, especially if I worked really hard to make a banger of an outfit. Honestly, so glad you don't know my style either... If I'm obviously trying, respect that. I don't always though, only on special occasions.

3: What about your name then? It's effeminate.

A: I'm effeminate, what's your point. Hell if you want a bullshit term to look into look up genderfaun. Within genderfluidity there can be limits, which ppl of course have denoted how people will denote it. Genderfaun basically means cboy. A male embodied person never quite unclasping on full effeminacy.

4: How have I never heard of this?

A: Same reason women's issues are more vocalized to men's issues. Same reason why I'm expected to be the one running the construction site and my partner is supposed to be my loving little wife. Cboy's, intersex ppl in general rly, don't really have a need to be found out. And quite rare, actually. Honestly, Nonbinary is what can go on a paper and what is legally applicable, so that's the 'umbrella' term, if you need one.

5: So what makes you a cboy then?

A: years of undeserved anguish, hating my body, not wanting breasts, wanting to give birth, my dick feeling out of place or straight up like a tumor on my life, relationships being hard to start and even harder to keep literally because of sex, crying after being made the top for sex, having to top at all, expectations beset by other's that I don't get a voice in, not getting a voice in general and not being in any spot of authority or passed by the same or opposite sex in both education and normal social life, oh and also every time I see a picture of a cboy I'm happy, not horny.

6: Why that term? Rather harsh

A: I agree. If there was a better term that was as equally descriptive I'd go for it. I don't think intersex male is quite applicable tho, nor does genderfluid work on a job app., Tho neither does cb. It started as a term in porn but people have taken it as their own, me included.

Again describe it in one word that isn't confusing (transfeminine for example, genderfaun for another) and get back to me when you figure it out.

7: Possibility A - you're crazy

A: That'd be cool if I was crazy actually, then I'd actually fucking feel normal. Like I had a normal problem. Like I was being treated like I should be in society. Sadly enough I've talked to multiple shrinks, other trans and nb people, other cboys, and pretty much everyone agrees my living situation was really fucked up, as we're the expectations beset upon me. Not always, and I'm not just spraying buckshot over my whole life, but there's some stuff we REALLY need to talk about.

I've actually made it my life mission for the last 10 plus years to find someone like me being interviewed. I have had the hardest time too because I beat myself up about it so often, unless I tripped over a podcast episode (like I actually did) I'd never find anything and just think I was schizophrenic or something. Hell for a while you had convinced me I was because of stuff you were doing and talking about, and like bloody usual, not letting go of or shutting up about for months.

Literally half the reason I moved in to where I am was to checksum myself. I am definitely not schizophrenic and absolutely have a panic and anxiety disorder.

Possibility B - ok I'll bite, who else is there?

A: here's the podcast that made me feel safe. We're not 100% similar, but a lot of what he is saying I get. And while he lives in cali, stuff your biases. He moved here from japan when he was 12 or something.

https://www.furwhatitsworth.com/?episode=s9-episode-3-nb-nb-nb

This is not the only podcast I've listened to, but it's the best perspective I've heard. And I can say for solid, to this day, I get exactly everything he is talking about. Every single thing.

8: Ok, so what about your name (should you be on board)

A: Thats hard for me. I know I came with Ari and then tried Faun, but Faun is more a nickname for me from somebody and I liked the sound. I still like the name a lot too. But my name is Aremis, it's been Aremis, I'm going to move on and stop thinking about that one so hard.

9: Why not keep your old name? I'm offended you don't have my father's name anymore.

A: ok good for you for inscribing your bullshit onto someone before they can even he a say, as usual.

My dead name literally hurts. I've tried to explain to you, you ignored me.

That's all you get. Deal with it.

10: I'm not sure I'm ok with this.

A: Neither am I but I'd be dead right now from jumping under a semi in traffic a few months back if I hadn't. This isn't a mistake, or anything you did to me. It's just how I am. Now I know why you want the new DSM so bad.

By the way, dsm backs me up. So if god is gunna have to say something because of your convictions, I'll walk.

Peace. I'm done pooping now, time to get off the toilet.

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hoechloin · 7 years

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obligatory teen wolf final episode post

hold on boys, it’s going to get long and fake deep.

wowza teen wolf is finally doing it. ending. some may say too soon, to which i say “what? have u watched the last 3 seasons” but anyway it’s still #emotional. i started watching in 2012, and i think i caught up when 2.07 was airing? idk but ive been w/ this show for 5+ years and i rly am thankful for it!!! bc of this show i made this blog -- i wanted to... blog... about gay werewolves and cry with people and see what they thought of the eps and say dumb shit like “jeff davis is a gift!!!” HAHAHA simple naive times

so if it wasn’t for tw i wouldn’t have made this tumblr and that is not a nice thought bc i have made wonderful friends on here & ive even had the pleasure to meet a good few of them at conventions (i went to 4 cons omg each one broke me - in the financial sense, and the emotional sense) and like. some of these ppl i met i went on holiday with. 8 of us went to menorca 3 yrs ago, how amazing, all united through teen wolf. what’s even cooler though is that the 2nd convention i went to is where i met my bff and since then we have done so many things togeth. we’ve been to budapest, visited each other at uni, she came to my graduation(!), we’ve traipsed around london/york/manchester/oxford and like? there’s 300 miles between us. i wldn’t have known she existed if we didn’t both happen to watch a show about werewolves? IT’S INSANE.

teen wolf has given me a lot tbh, lifelong friends, my boys dylan & tyler, my boys stiles & derek, something to rewatch a million times whenever i need a pick me up (not the later season though lbr). im lucky ive had the chance to meet like 20 cast members, and had the opportunity to stand next to hoechlin on 3 diff occasions (wtf) and of course the ~fandom~ -- people i follow have always been so lovely (i know this isn’t the case for everyone but ive had it lucky) and esp the sterek fandom. y’all are amazin & so creative from the gifs and the art to the 500 word drabbles and 100k+ fic. seriously. the fic. it’s heaven. LOVE U ALL

i am almost certain there will never be another show that i will be as invested or involved in, and there will never be another show that has actually impacted my life as much as this lil mtv show did. true, im glad it’s ending, but im also a lil sad it’s ending. it’s been a ride my guys.

goodbye teen wolf! u will always be in my heart xoxo

#THE BITE REALLY WAS A GIFT #final episode

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alo-piss-trancy · 6 years

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(fire emoji) p5

Okay I have quite a few unpopular opinions I’d like to get off my chest so here we go (keep in mind these are p much just personal preferences so don’t feel bad if you actually like the things I’m about to rag on lmao)

Also I apologize if these show up in the actual tags I don’t want to put slashes in all of these names and ships RIP

!!!WARNING FOR BIG GAME SPOILERS!!!

1. Akechi/Akira is my least fav p5 ship and ngl I feel burning disgust 98% of the time I see it. Both characters are interesting on their own and I love the similarities and contrasts between them (I live for those perfect protag/antag foils), and I do really like those bits where they could ALMOST be close friends but then it gets fucked up mmm. I also like 1 of them pining for the other on occasion (or in Akechi’s case, possibly going past that into obsessive lust) but the other has no interest in anything deeper. But I can’t see them in love at all, especially in content that sticks to canon since there’s so many time constraints and scenarios that would prevent them from having the opportunity to actually form a true relationship.

But also putting all that aside it mostly bothers me because the entire pairing just REEKS of the completely overdone “These two rivals are opposites and boys so they HAVE TO BE secretly in love and super gay for each other” kinda thing that used to be (coughstilliscough) all over the place in other fandoms. Like, I guess potentially in the right hands it could be done well and actually develop the relationship between them, but I really just despise that type of ship in 98% of fandoms and nearly any time I see Akechi/Akira content it seems pretty forced and is clearly wish fulfillment/desperate craving for gay representation.

RIP I know that sounds harsh as hell, I really don’t know how to word my feelings on it in a more coherent manner so this is the best I can explain it? People can ship whatever they want ofc and if I ever spot good content or it has smth I like (like omo fics) I’m down to read it, but it’s definitely a ship I usually try to avoid simply because I’m sick and tired of seeing it EVERYWHERE (and there’s so many other people Akira is canonically closer to/much more likely to fall in love with)

2. In a similar vein, Akira/Yusuke gets on my nerves almost as much as the above. I just don’t see much chemistry between them so it seems a bit forced, but also it’s kind of a personal bias because I just. I don’t like Yusuke. He irritates me so much he somehow pushed all my buttons when I first met him and I ignored him FOR MY ENTIRE GAME and gave him shitty coffee and if Akechi and Mishima hadn’t made me even angrier I probably would call him my least fav character in the game. That said, I’m going to try hanging out with him more than twice and actually USE HIM IN MY PARTY in my ng+ so maybe I’ll learn to warm up to him. And despite my distaste I will admit his lines are some of THE FUCKING FUNNIEST (esp his bits in Mementos jfc)

Also Akira/Ryuji irritates me too bc I also get real tired of the ‘bffs fall in love trope’ and I think they each have ppl that fit them better, but in some instances it can be really cute or kinda deep so I enjoy looking at it on occasion. I’m mostly just tired of it drowning the tags when I’m looking for other Akira pairings lmao

3. Sadayo Kawakami isn’t that great and idk why ppl hail her as one of the best girls. I actually liked her a lot when she first appeared in the game but once you start her social link and get into all the other shit I just got really bored and annoyed with her? I don’t know why because while I didn’t finish it (I got to 7 or 8 I think but then the late game plot dragged me into madness so I couldn’t find time to meet her anymore) I got to one of the big plot points in her arc and it was sad that it happened but…I was already so irritated by all of her lying and she was starting to rub me the wrong way bc despite her being 'kind’ it seemed like any dialogue I picked even when it helped her brought some snark or just obnoxious moping from her so I just kinda. Stopped giving a shit about her. I’ll max her in NG+ this time so I can see the end and hopefully I’ll feel more for her since I know most of what happened but I don’t think she’ll ever be as important to me as The Squad Girls or Tae or Hifumi.

As a character I still like her and there are certain plot aspects I really find interesting/deliciously angsty if expanded on, but I definitely wouldn’t say she’s waifu material lmao

4. Now for an actual game critique: I feel they definitely started off WAY too strong with the first palace/boss, so most of the future game (palace design/boss fights, not the plot the plot’s always top tier) seem kind of underwhelming by comparison. Like the entire way the plot progresses in Palace #1 is awesome when you’re brand new to the game/series and the boss is the perfect Holy Shit moment because, like, just look at that revolting mess, it’s super different from anything you saw before that point in the game and kinda scary to fight and it’s badass. But then a lot of the rest just doesn’t have the same shock or high stakes feeling to it or the palaces aren’t as interesting. Cool and creative bosses/neat palace ideas: #1, #4 (boss and 1 bit of plot, the palace itself got pretty repetitive to trudge through), #6 (amazing boss, loved the fighting arena bit and palace aesthetic, but hated trudging to collect shit just so Akechi could slide us through the plot), #8 (rad design, cool 1st boss, Yaldawhoever was kinda lame to fight tho bc it was a lot of the multi-bodypart stuff we’ve seen before)

Palaces that were repetitive/annoying most of the time/lame bosses: #2, #3 (THE W O R S T BOSS AND PALACE), #4, #5, #7

#bear gets a letter

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autistic-council-spectre · 6 years

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gwyny gwyn rexington my most favored friend i am legally obligated to kill for you rubs hands together okay so to resist the urge to Abso-fucking-lutely murder y'all's dashes w 9rambles we're gonna do: 9 oc facts that are deeply important for Reasons™ im p sure it's 9 im gay and can't count:1. Feynaril is based off Hawke! Him and Ziirs first meeting which is essentially "attempted murder and theeeeeen snarky friends then eventually smooch??? yes smooch??" Is based off how me and that thot met. In a long winded rp on a kinnie forum site wherein my first response to this dude was murder™ for,,some reason 2. Erisare is one of the few ocs I have rather well fleshed out bc I make characters and then sit there like :v she's a femme lesbian and one of Ziirs girlfriends. She also happens to be a werewolf and is in a constant state of "ziir...baby....my darling why the fuck" especially since she still has some ties to the thalmor so after the part incident it goes to her via grape vine and she's like :))))) im going to k i l l you for endangering your DUMBASS SELF3. I have a million self inserts and no one is legally allowed to stop me, Zander Shepard is a useless dumbass mcthot when it comes to romance and it took both Kaidan and Ashley Repeatedly telling them "yeah Garrus and Liara both like you dumbass" for them to go OH ohhhh,,,,oh. Yeah Zan those roses and stuff were TOTALLY platonic /s. (Side note I always fuck up on Kaidans name so even now im sitting here like e.e) 4. Erisare has some sweet ass tats that make me cry inside every time I draw them. They're protective sigils because Ziir is paranoid and will do anything to ensure that she's okay 5. Veezith,,,,bastard shaped. Thot shaped. He's your local trans man that's way too smart and knows Too Much. Ziir employs him from time to time due to the fact that he's an amazing informant (you wouldn't believe some of the stuff that comes out of ppls mouth when they're drunk or high. Especially after a good lay) 6. I have. All of the original verses and no concrete story. My main one is a kinda sci fi fantasy and it's ruled by 5 dragons, each with the stereotypical element minus Nuur! She is. Quite literally space. I'm still debating on how their bodies work, my current version is they Are the elements so they need bodies to house them! Nuur doesn't like that. So you go into her court room and everything is dark with the throne being almost obscured in shadows. You think the Dark Beyond isn't in the room until it moves, shifting and endless without form until twin moons stare you down, cold and entirely unfeeling. 7. In that same vein, that original verse was written when I was uhh 12-13? And we had a main character who's basically a 13yr old wolf furry named Kashara Sandalio. (Everyone is furries in that story okay) now she's being revamped! Still a furry, but older now like 16-17? The story deals w Really heavy stuff so she still needs to be young and I love her despite all the shit I put her through that makes it look like I don't8. Okay now for some mundane stuff™ Zander Shepard has a big ol Tibetan Mastiff as a therapy dog, he helps with their anxiety via pressure therapy and keeps ppl who trigger PTSD episodes Away. I'm bouncing it tho but I'm p sure he's gonna be trained as a police dog too? So upon occasion he can come with on missions and that makes ppl run bc I mean have you SEEN the size of those bastards?9. 6 may or may not end up in my mass effect fic if I every write it rip since they initially came from a mass effect daydream! They're a very affectionately snarky AI in this version and enjoys getting around the "shouldn't hurt a ppl rule" by doing bastard things like being an inconvenience and Technically not shooting you. Just near you. Or with a Nerf gun

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limbsbo · 7 years

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Tag meme thingy

I was tagged by @gay-cacti lets gooo

-most recent-

• Drink: water • Phone call: my dad • Text: dad, again • Song listened to: Partition by Beyoncé • Time you cried: if we’re being completely honest, today

-have you ever-

• Dated someone twice: nope • Been cheated on: nuh uh • Kissed someone and regretted it: no sir • Lost someone special: yep • Been depressed: yeah • Been drunk and thrown up: ive been sober my whole life

-in the last year, have you-

• Made a new friend: i made a fuck-ton of new friends this past year • Fallen out of love: ive never been in love romantically, but platonically yes • Laughed until you cried: omg yeaah • Met someone who changed you: probably • Found out who your true friends are: @gay-cacti, my friend michael, a few others • Found out someone was talking about you: these two girls were talkin shit abt me wearing a green robe instead of a white one at a promotion ceremony and basically just being transphobic assholes. I dont give a shit tho lmaooo they can be ignorant all they fuckin want i have enough problems as is Kissed anyone on your FB list: nope

-extras-

• How many ppl on your FB list do you know irl?: all of em • Do you have any pets?: i used to have two cats but they both had to be put down, Indigo was super sick when i was like 3, dont remember her much, and Tigger was super old & was in a lot of pain so we put him down when i was 8. I had two beta fish named Beauty and Beast (lived up to their names lmao) and they live to be about 6 months old, which sucked bc i remember taking rlly good care of them??? Mayb my lil bros did smthn i have no clue • Do you want to change your name?: nah jamie suits me • What did you do for your birthday?: i dont remember holy fuck! Wowie you woulda thought id remember the big one-five but [insert that shrug emoji here] i think i hung out with @gay-cacti????? Julia help me out here • What time did you wake up today?: i got out of bed at 6:40am i hate highschool scheduling • What were you doing last midnight?: catchin some killer zzz’s • Name something you cant wait for: getting my grubby mitts on a copy of the walking dead season 3 for xbox one im a SLUT for this series please put me out of my misery • Last time you saw you mom: a lil over an hr ago while i was doing laundry • What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?: i wish i was happier • Have you ever spoken to a person named Tom: nah but the name tom is weird and i associate that name with voldemort so. No Thnks • Whats getting on your nerves right now?: my parents • Bloodtype: O neg if youre fatally wounded hmu • Nicknames: my fam calls me JJ, J, sibling, sweetheart/honey/etc., my friends call me jamjam, my name in spanish (pronounced hai-me), and one of my friends calls me jim on occasion, that was mostly in middle school tho (also in middle school i was called pajamas bc i always wore/wear sweatpants) • Relationship status: solo sniper • Pronouns: they/them. If you refer to me with she/her i will find you and i will cover your living room with dildos. Every surface of every object in your living room will be smothered with silicone rods of phallic resemblance. Also a 55gal drum of lube will be used to coat them • Long or short hair: short, used to be long af • Height: tall enough to knock your teeth out, short enough to duck and run sucessfully • Do you have a crush?: nah • What do you like abt yourself?: im very funny and pretty • Rigt handed or left handed?: right • First surgery: never had surgery for anythin • First best friend: this girl named Abby in kindergarten, she moved away in second grade. We got along very well, her mom helped us make broomsticks from branches and hay, they were rad as shit • First sport you joined: technically ballet, but if we’re talkin olympics then tennis. I took lessons for about 3 years but then stopped for some reason • First vacation: the first one i can remember is disney world in florida back in kindergarten, that was p lit

-right now-

• Eating: burger, brat, tater tots • Drinking: nothing, last thing i drank was oj i think • Im about to: do my hw • Listening to: nothing really, just the sounds of the dryer and my fam talking downstairs • Kids: Maybe ill adopt a teenager when ive got my life sorted out (30s maybe??? Only future me knows) • Get married: if i dont get married id at least like to live with someone i trust and care about, be our relationship romantic or platonic • Career: im hoping to get into a good art school but i doubt ill be able to afford what i want, i want to be an animator or a character designer. Voice acting sounds cool too

-which is better-

• Lips or eyes: eyes. • Hugs or kisses: why not both • Taller or shorter: i wanna be taller, i like being taller than my friends • Older or younger: there are pros and cons to both, but im gonna have to go with younger. Everything is new and exciting and games are everywhere when youre young, as you get older theres still some of that but its discouraged and that sucks ass • Romantic or spontanious: Why Not Both • Sensitive or loud: i, myself, am a confusing mix of the two, so i must direct you to my previous statement; WHY NOT BOTH • Hookup or relationship: relationship • Troublemaker or hesitant: B O T H calculated troublemakers are always so much fun to hang around and they dont go too far most of the time

-have you ever-

• Kissed a stranger: no • Needed glasses/contacts: bitch im blind without my glasses. No joke. I Will run into a wall. Im basically velma • Broke someones heart: i hope not • Turned someone down: yeah • Cried when someone died: Yes • Fallen for a friend: no

-do you believe in-

• Yourself: yeah for the most part • Miracles: eh • Love at first sight: noope its cute but impractical • Heaven: i dont believe in god but i like to think that theres a place after we die that allows us to be whomever we want. You want a dick? Done. Vagina? Here you go pal. Wanna be a teen again? BAM youre 16. A place where you can be yourself and pursue you passion without fear of consequense • Kissing on the first date: it depends on your history with that person

Im not gonna tag anyone to do this but if you wanna do it then be my guest homie

#tag meme #tag game #this took forever but it took my mind off things so #thx ju ily

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