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#hence why i will NEVER be an actual singer
amalaeus · 10 hours
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Kylar/Robin/Sydney/Whitney HCs
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Kylar
Kylar V. Tepes
Black curly hair, the fringe is longer at the back because that boy does not maintain his damn looks for shit
Neon/Bright Green eyes
5"4
Malnourished twink-twunk (Becomes a twunk-hunk after PC rehabilitates their ass)
Excels in Science + Art, shit in everything else
Surprisingly really good at fighting, nerfed by their malnutrition
Unkempt, but does bathe everyday like a normal person
Clothing preference: Black hoodie and jeans/skirt, that's it.
Submissive, but once you get their breeding kink going they WILL top TOP you (Not exactly be a hard dom, but would get on top and try their best)
Rich RICH, could live off of his inheritance for a solid 50 years or so after his parents' incapacitance
On that note, would probably get along with Mickey (1 computer with 6 monitors? Implies that Kylar has surveillance over the city)(Definitely make a profit off of it)
V O Y E U R, breeder/bred, sub-leaning SWITCH, overstimulation kink
Older!Kylar or a Kylar with more Whitney influence would have neon green peekaboo highlight and a rattail (the Furina from Genshi impact kind)
Older Kylar, or Kylar currently would definitely get a Prince Albert if PC asked.
Robin
Robin O. Campbell
Fluffy brown hair, Blue eyes, KPOP looking ass hair (see image)
Twink
Average in school, only gets up to slightly above average at high confidence
Gaming + Anime addict (if the crossdressing isn't enough of an indicator-)
This is crack but, imagine if they were s illegitimate child of royalty- (Never gets a proper job even after going through Bailey, stays a virgin despite the brothel??)(They also has a $400 console in the early game, I doubt they'd have been able to save very much because he already starts out with $2k rent, they're definitely getting sponsored somewhere)(Would explain why they're protected but not fully)
Childhood friends with PC
Has been paying Bailey's fine longer than PC has
Older than PC by a few months-1 year
Trained in using a taser, brings a taser around
Vanilla, but a huge somniphiliac
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Sydney
Sydney J. Hyde (Goes by Sydney Jekyll pure, Sydney Hyde corrupted)
Has Coloboma, hence the need for glasses
Twunk-Hunk (From cloister + all the church chores)
Great in school, honors/exempted from classes
Writer, both on people and the actual hobby
Would write sacraments, then moved to the carnality of PC's temptation
Adept in combat, like, scarily good at it (cloister)
Best/Favorite subject's English
Clothing preference: All 3 academia aesthetics: Dark, Light and Messy
Good singer, Corrupted!Sydney is very into Hozier, Faithful!Sydney only listens to church songs (The classical ones)
Corrupt!Sydney is just them letting loose all that repressed lust, or breaking out of whatever bullshit hypnosis Harper put them through
Masochist, DOMINANT, overstimulation kink, dom + top leaning SWITCH
Whitney
Last name HC TBA LMAO
Twunk-Hunk (hunk-leaning)
Lowkey gymrat (does it for looks)
Pierced lobes, upper lobes and helixes (Only wears earrings on one ear)
Dirty blonde hair, brown eyes
M!Whitney sounds like Bakugou but shouts less
Actually excels in school and academia, only held back because they missed too much class
Can fight, but unlike Kylar and Sydney, they wouldn't kill (sure being tossed into the underground brothel is as good as being dead, but I don't think they fathomed what happens in the underground brothel until they were kidnapped instead)
Their whole schtick is more or less just them letting out their frustrations with life, his connection to the underworld is shallow at best (due to the kidnapper switching it up so fast in the dismissal event)
VERY SELF CENTERED, VERY NARCISSISTIC
Honestly? The ultimate tsundere, genuinely thinks that the shit he does is how to be popular and get bitches
EXHIBITIONIST, VOYEUR, ORAL FIXATION, DOMINANT SWITCH, humiliation kink (giving), public sex enthusiast, pillow princess
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jaegersdevil · 9 months
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𝙩𝙤𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙚 - 𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙣 𝙟𝙖𝙚𝙜𝙚𝙧
Guitarist!Eren x Fem!Reader
Summary: Sasha invites you to a gig with her new band, which leads to a certain guitarist taking an immediate interest in you.
Warnings: she/her pronouns, a little suggestive (not really), singing (yes, this is a warning).
w/c: 3k
a/n: i took this from my other blog, rewrote it for eren, and here we are. i will admit it was lazy of me, but i love that fic so much i had to have it for eren <3 [images from pinterest].
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“I promise you’ll love them. They’re like brothers to me,” Sasha giggled. “This is gonna be awesome!” 
You smiled as she spoke over the sound of her Doc Martens slapping the concrete. Sasha carried a tote bag full of what you didn’t know. All you had was your phone and a lip gloss tube, clueless about why Sasha insisted on taking so many belongings to the gig. 
Sasha only joined her band as a lead singer last month, and you hadn’t seen them perform yet. After almost failing your mid-terms, you and Sasha met at a study group last semester. You were in different majors, so hang-outs weren’t as frequent, hence why you hadn’t met her other friends yet–save for Jean, who had ploughed into a study session and demanded Sasha’s attention one afternoon and ended with the three of you in a club. Only this semester did you actually share another class with Sasha and Jean, which allowed you to become closer. You had never met the other two original band members – Eren and Armin, and the rest of her friend group – Connie and Mikasa, who both had no musical bones in their bodies. 
Sasha had you listen to some demos over the few weeks she had been a part of it all, and you were beyond proud of your friend.
“I think there’ll be a huge turnout tonight. Eren told his college friends, and Armin invited his study group. But Mikasa is visiting her brother and Connie… I assume he’s gonna show up; who knows, though,” Sasha shook her head. “Anyway, I can’t wait to get out there,” She grabbed your arm, a wide grin on her lips. “Aren’t you so excited? I am. I want you to hear these songs so badly.” 
Your heart doubled in size as you listened. Sasha was completely enamoured with the band despite only being in it for a short period, and you guessed that’s what made the boys so grateful to have her around—she was just as passionate as they were. 
You smiled brightly at her and nodded. “I’m so proud of you, Sash. Soon, I’ll be waiting hours to get front-row at your concerts.” Then you widen your eyes jokingly. “I’ll have to fight teenagers to get tickets!”  
Sasha stopped you and turned toward you. She wore a giddy smile and shook her head. “You won’t be in line. You’ll be backstage. Duh.” Then she latched onto your other arm and shook your shoulders, both of you sharing the same elation, laughing together.
“Hey! What’re you girls doing?” A voice called from a car. You didn’t think Sasha’s smile could get any bigger until she peeked around you to wave at her bandmate. Jean sat in his beat-up Subaru on the curb. Sasha grabbed your hand and pulled you along toward the car. 
“Just discussing our future success,” She exclaimed, opening the passenger door and sliding in. You got in the backseat and watched Sasha yank the aux cord from Jean’s hand. Jean rolled his eyes and put his foot on the accelerator, pulling away from the sidewalk and back into the traffic. 
“Hi, Y/n,” Jean greeted, ignoring Sasha’s rambling about a new song she heard. 
You smiled at him in the rearview mirror. “Hey, you ready?”
Jean nodded, wincing at the volume of the music that started playing before he shouted over the music. “Born ready.” 
Sasha sang the lyrics to a song you’d never heard before Jean turned it down. “How did your date with Nic go? You never got back to me.” 
Sasha instantly reddened. Niccolo was a guy in her food technology class who had asked her out with beef ravioli and roses. “Good…” 
“That doesn’t sound very convincing,” You laugh. Sasha spun around in her seat, her grin wide. 
“Ugh, fine! Since you both want to hear about it so bad,” She teased. 
Jean shook his head. “Not really, I was just being nice...” He mumbled. 
Sasha ignored him as she spoke. “It was so perfectly incredible! The pasta was mind-blowing, and he brought this wine, and when I tell you, it was perfectly paired with the beef, oh! Everything was so perfect.” 
“Perfect, huh?” Your lips were pulled into a side smile at how often she used the word ‘perfect’. 
“It’s okay to be jealous, Y/n,” Sasha laughed, then she cupped her mouth playfully so only Jean could hear. “She hasn’t gotten with anyone for months.” Sasha threw you a teasing look and a cheeky smile before returning her gaze to the road. 
Your mouth opened and closed after hearing her, no words forming on your lips as Jean laughed. You sighed obnoxiously and turned your attention to your phone. The pair in the front shared a few whispers before Jean spoke.
“We’re sorry, Y/n. I bet there’ll be someone here tonight. There’s a lot of people coming.” He said, no hint of sarcasm in his tone. You met his eyes through the rearview mirror. “But I know Eren needs some, too, jeez!” 
Sasha slapped Jean on the shoulder. “No! I will not let him anywhere near my beautiful Y/n.” It was the first time since this morning that you’d heard her voice so serious. “She will not be his rebound.” 
“Yeah, I don’t want to be a rebound, Jean. But thanks, though.” You falsely smiled and looked out the window. The sun had started setting a half hour ago, and the sky was painted a deep tangerine. 
“Just saying! Ever since he broke up with Historia, he’s been so pissed off. Nearly had my head on a stick because I ordered tomatoes on his sandwich. He’s fucking crazy!” 
You had heard stories of Eren, mostly from Sasha. Tall, green-eyed, goofy, and moody. He intrigued you, yet you’d never seen him. 
“Okay, Y/n. Jean and I are going backstage for like 20 minutes. Will you be okay on your own? I don’t want to leave you alone, and I know you hate that.” Sasha explained as the car pulled into a parking spot behind the small venue. 
You nodded in approval and got out of the car.  “Yeah, that’s fine, don’t worry about me. Go be a rockstar.” 
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You stood at the front of the crowd, securing the spot the moment you entered the doors of the building. As expected, the venue was packed. Knowing Sasha was beyond ecstatic, you didn't doubt she was a little nervous. 
Your mouth was sticky from the fresh layer of lip gloss you applied not 2 minutes ago, and you moved your lips together to ensure it was evenly coated. You wiped the corners of your mouth with your fingertips, and a short cough rang through the room, indicating one of the band member's microphones was on. You looked up and noticed an unfamiliar set of eyes focused on you. Your gaze quickly darted away to notice Jean already sitting at his place behind the drums and again to see another new face on the other side of the stage. A boy with blonde hair held a bass guitar. All who was missing from the stage was Sasha. 
Suddenly, the lights turned a deep purple, and the chords of ‘Monodrama’ started playing through the speakers. You looked back towards the first guy whose hair hung in his eyes as he plucked at his guitar strings, his body hunched over slightly. You watched him in curiosity and confusion. Were they starting without Sasha? 
But your question was soon answered when Sasha came running out on stage, a microphone up to her lips as she sang the first line. Your face broke out in a smile. As the song continued, you saw her become more comfortable in front of this many people. She pointed at you and jumped around. 
You nodded to the beat, mouthing the lyrics you knew before your eyes drifted to the brunette electric guitarist. Eren. As he played, his eyes met yours again. His dimples indented his face as he smirked, tongue poking his right cheek. You felt your face go warm, and soon, he leaned forward into his mic to join Sasha on the chorus. You were in awe of how well their voices went together. He knew what he was doing and wasn’t afraid to show it. 
Eren opened his eyes to see you staring at him after the chorus. Shivers ran down his spine as he watched you sing the words to the song he wrote. Sure, many girls had done exactly what you were doing, but the difference was he knew who you were—Sasha’s best friend. The girl who his bandmate never shut up about, and Eren had been eager to meet you. He continued your minor stare-off, grinning smugly to himself when you broke the eye contact, a smile of your own pulling at your lips. 
The lights had turned blue throughout the song, highlighting Eren's high cheekbones and jawline. You had to force your eyes away from him to gain control over yourself.
Once the fourth song ended, Sasha spoke to Eren before she went backstage for a break. Her shoes were killing her. Four songs of jumping around. Four songs of a game of cat and mouse to start between you and Eren. One would look away when the other glanced in their direction, and only thrice had you caught each other staring.
You watched as Eren walked up to the lead microphone, his Converse only feet away from you. Expecting a new song to start, you kept your eyes on the bass drum to stop yourself from looking up at Eren. You didn’t expect him to take a step forward and crouch before you. Your eyebrows raised when he held your gaze, his fingers moving in a lazy come hither motion. When you pushed onto your toes, he leaned down to your ear, his hot breath on your neck. His palm rested on the side of your neck, no doubt feeling your pulse racing.
“Next one’s for you.” He said. His voice was so thick you’d think this throat was lined with honey, golden and sweet, and the crowd around you faded as your ears rang. Eren pulled away from you and used his ring-clad finger to brush the tip of your nose. Your ears went hot, and you took a deep breath to control your racing heart.
Maybe being a rebound wasn't such a bad idea when the culprit looked like him. Sasha would have your neck for even thinking that.
The room turned green, and for a second, you thought you must've fallen into a dream. Eren towered over you, his teeth pulling at his bottom lip as he adjusted the microphone stand, maintaining eye contact with you. It was a sensual moment that should only occur in the depths of the night in a bedroom. His dimples and devilish smile were the cause of the butterflies in your stomach, and you had never felt under such scrutiny. But it was an illusive feeling to be the focal point of his attention.
You knew the song as soon as Eren started playing. Tonight You Are Mine. The sound brought you out of your daze. 
“This is a new song I wrote, like, last week,” Eren said before the crowd cut him off. His soft laugh echoed through the room as the noise died, his eyes finding yours again. “We’re gonna play it for you tonight if that’s okay?” 
Sasha gave you the demo of this one only four days ago, as she said you needed to hear it before tonight’s show. The song was one she was excited to learn, and who were you to deny her of sharing her passion? So you listened. And you listened and listened and told Sasha it was your favourite yet. And it was. The song was wholly sultry, and you returned to it each time you put your headphones on.
She must’ve passed on the news. 
In a sense, I'm such a mess watching you The air is cold, so hard to breathe Still, your breath is all I see
You could hardly breathe when he looked at you like that, played his guitar, and sang intimate lyrics to you. You were utterly entranced by his voice, hands, and smile. He looked ethereal on stage, like he was destined to be on one. 
Don't be so naive You know that you are all I see
To your disappointment and relief, he broke eye contact with you only a few times—you weren’t sure how long you could stand under his intimidating and dizzying gaze. 
But, it only spurred you on more. It made you believe you also had some power in this uncharted territory. You watched him sing through your eyelashes, the rasp in his voice making you warm. 
So let me slip inside your ultraviolet disguise The daylight holds you close But tonight, you are mine
Eren’s eyes were heavy-lidded as he played through the guitar solo. He knew it was inevitable that he would have to face you after the show; sometimes, the thrill of performing made him cocky. He hoped you’d still like him when you discovered he was reserved when he wasn’t in front of a crowd. Yet, none of his insecurities deterred him from wanting you. Because when you looked at him like that, he needed nothing more. 
After the song finished, Eren winked at you, and you desperately needed to get out of the crowd, go outside, and fill your lungs with cool, fresh air that would free you from the irrational thoughts in your head. You didn’t know the guy, but still, you wanted him more than anything. 
Sasha’s voice brought you back to earth.
“Thank you for coming out tonight, everyone! I hope you had a good night and liked our music enough to return.” She laughed. It was obvious everyone in the room had fallen in love with her personality throughout the night. Sasha carried herself with such self-assurance it was difficult to find why you wouldn’t like her.
The burning on your cheek was the only thing to pull your eyes away from her grand smile. Your eyes flickered to Eren, who stood off to the side with his guitar. His hair was now tied back in a half-up style, and you swore your knees almost buckled.
As everyone filtered out, you remained in your spot. Sasha came bounding over and jumped down to stand with you.
“Did you have a good time?” You could see she was nervous to ask.
“Of course I did! And you played my favourite song,” You replied, grabbing her hand in reassurance. Sasha smiled sheepishly. 
“Well, I didn’t play it. Someone else did.” 
“Well, someone told the other someone to play it, so.” 
Sasha wiggled her eyebrows, her voice dropping to a whisper. “I saw how he was looking at you. I knew he would like you; who wouldn’t?” 
You rolled your eyes, heat rushing to your cheeks. 
“But, you’re still off-limits. That wouldn't be fair until he gets over his ex,” Sasha rambled before she stopped and straightened up. “And that’s my cue to leave.”
You looked at her hesitantly, unsure why she would be saying that. “What?” 
“Bye, Y/n. Hey, Ren." Then she pointed him behind you. "Don't fuck this up."  You assumed he made a face at her from behind you because she laughed and walked backstage.
You’d never felt your stomach drop and your heart rate speed up in such synchrony. He was the devil in Converse and a black tee. 
“Y/n.” Your name on his lips was something you could get used to. 
“Eren.” You said, turning to face him. 
“So you do know me.” He was taller than you. A lot taller than you assumed, and it made your legs weak. “I was under the impression that you only knew Jean.” 
You shrugged. “Sasha mentioned you a few times, so I had to come and check out these band guys she was hanging around.” 
“Final verdict?” Eren’s mouth was pulled into a smile at the corners, his arms outstretched. 
You purposefully took your time to make a decision. Taking a step back, you sized him up. He stood still, bringing his arms to cross over his chest as you eyed his tied-back hair. You rubbed your chin in false thought and then nodded.
Feeling bold, you looked him in the eyes. “Yeah, you’re cute. And talented. So, I guessed you’re alright.” 
Eren’s cheeks were dusted with pink as he laughed. You smiled proudly, pleased you got the reaction you’d wanted from him. 
He then moved closer to you and leaned down so his eyes aligned with yours. “Well, I find you alright too. How’d you feel if I asked you to hang out in about…” He twisted his mouth in thought, his eyes flickering down to your lips. “Half an hour?” 
You bit the inside of your lip. “That would depend on what we would be doing.” 
Eren stood to his full height with an unconcerned expression as he uncrossed his arms and opened himself to you. “Whatever you want. My treat.” 
You tilted your head, studying him. “Tempting.” His lopsided smirk and tired green eyes were too easy to fall for.
“But, yes. I would like that," You said, giving up on the teasing.
His lips slipped into an easy grin, and he nodded, throwing this thumb over his shoulder. “Sweet. I’ll be back here in half an hour to take you on our date.” He winked.
You shook your head, laughing as he stepped up onto the stage. “Not a date!” 
Eren didn’t turn back to face you as he replied. “We’ll see!” 
Were you in too deep too quick?
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songs mentioned: - tonight you are mine - the technicolors - monodrama - benches
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amerricanartwork · 4 months
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True Love Conquers All (Lilypad Essay cont.)
Ever since I realized the fairytale parallel was one of the main reasons I ship Lilypad, I've wanted to draw this, so here it is! Sig and Moon as Prince Phillip and Princess Aurora!
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Actually, though, besides the drawing I'm also making this because I wanted to expand on that point from my Lilypad essay; there's still more I wanna gush about regarding the fairytale parallel!
I was too nervous to say it before, because it's derived largely from my personal tastes. However, I really wanna just write about my opinions on it now. Much of it's actually the feelings I've had about several ships before in various other fandoms, yet I've never really had the courage to express these feelings openly because I have yet to find even one person in any of these fandoms who feels the same way. However, I started thinking about it again, and I think it's about time I get it out somehow, at the very least to express these feelings in some tangible way so they don't stay bottled up forever. And maybe, just maybe, to find someone who likes these themes as much as I do!
Again, it's definitely very personal, so I don't mind if you completely disagree with all of it. But with that being said, if you want to read an additional 1,846 words on Lilypad fantasies, it's just below the cut!
To elaborate on why I love ships with fairytale parallels so much, it has to do with the poetic feeling stories like Sleeping Beauty seem to carry. I must preface that I don’t know the original fairytale, I’m pretty much entirely going off the 1959 animated Disney film, but even so I still love various themes within it and how they can be applied to other stories. Sleeping Beauty isn’t the only old Disney movie where I interpret these themes, or even the only animated story in general where these themes can be interpreted, but I think it’s overall the most similar to Lilypad specifically because of the whole “fair maiden dies and gets revived by the prince’s love” dynamic.
Something I’ve come to realize, especially upon developing a love for Rain World specifically, is that I adore stories about accepting one’s own nature and learning how to have it coexist with your personal goals rather than conflict with it. Sleeping Beauty has this not only through the eternal bond between Aurora and Phillip (I mean, “Once Upon a Dream” literally seems to be about how the singer will always love the person they fell for even if their love seemed too good to be true), but in the whole curse put on Aurora and the “true love conquers all” message. The conflict is all about how to ensure Aurora’s safety despite the impending doom of Maleficent’s curse on her, which is made more intense by how the curse can’t really be stopped, only lessened in severity. However, the inevitability of true love’s triumph over all obstacles, and really the inevitability of nature as a whole, is just so beautiful to me because it’s something so universal. As much as we may try to hide it, we humans are still animals, and still a part of nature as much as any other animal is, so the idea that forces as powerful and omnipresent as natural phenomenon could just as easily be on your side and working to help you reach your goals instead of trying to hurt you and keep you from them is very comforting specifically because of how powerful and inevitable these forces are. I mean, if forces like those can pose a seemingly impossible challenge when they seem to oppose your goals, what if they could also supply seemingly invincible support if you learned to work with them? Hence, why true love conquers all. It’s basically, “I can’t stop this thing, but maybe I don’t actually need to”. And the fact that both this and the next theme I’ll write about are present in stories which are, by this point, quite old, and can even be interpreted in newer and more recent stories just helps to further support their eternal, everlasting power by adding a sense of real-life timelessness to it all that I just find so beautiful!
Part of my love for stories like this actually comes from a specific natural force I freaking love and have been craving more of ever since I rewatched the old Disney movies and really begun to appreciate the poetic themes of them, and that force is the classic attraction between men and women. I’m not gonna get super into it now because I imagine I’ll have other chances to talk about this (again, Lilypad is far from the first ship I’ve derived this theme from, and I doubt it will be the last), but I’ll provide an intro of sorts to it here. If you’ve seen my full Lilypad essay you already know I’m a BIG fan of “inverses attract” ships, where the characters display opposite sides of the same base trait, conflict, or subject, and when they come together they help balance each other out in ways no one else can by offering each other the benefits unique to the other side of that subject. Well, simply put, if you ask me, what better example of this “inverses attract” dynamic exists in real life than the natural inverses of male and female, where the strong protectiveness and creative nurturing combine to literally create a family, from which all people come? The presence of the inverses attract dynamic is always nice to see in ships regardless of gender, but whether or not it occurs in this way specifically — that being whether or not it showcases the inverse characteristics of men and women and the positive potential when those forces combine as a team — is another major factor that, throughout my fandom experience so far, has determined which pairings I actively ship rather than just mildly smile at from time to time. (And on a side note, now that I have much more skill in art and feel more confident about my art, I figured it’s about time I start acting on that love more openly!)
So what in the WORLD does this all have to do with Lilypad?
Well, even disregarding how this very idea will basically be the major theme of my personal worm-off-the-string AU (I may elaborate on that more later because it’s just SO perfect for these particular characters and can even be interpreted in the base game to some degree), I think Lilypad, at least as I choose to imagine it, is the Rain World ship that best embodies this idea — that nature and instincts can actually help you once you simply stop fighting and accept them — more than any other in the fandom for a variety of reasons.
I’m actually going to start with how Looks to the Moon and No Significant Harassment, as strange as this may sound given who and what these characters are, actually do still display that feminine and masculine energy I love at least when I picture them, especially with Sig being confirmed as a “he” according to the wiki. It’s clear to me that Moon is very feminine (I mean, c’mon, her design in the CGs, how the moon is often associated with femininity and feminine things in real life, how she tries, even after her collapse, to connect with Five Pebbles and nurture their relationship in a very caring way, etc.), but I wanna elaborate on how part of the reason I love Sig as a character and the slag reset keys as a plot point so much is because it perfectly demonstrates that masculine protectiveness that happens in stories like Sleeping Beauty, where a man faces great trials all to rescue the fair maiden. Again, it may not have happened literally because Hunter had to deliver the slag keys, but the sentiment is the same if you ask me! And it’s always so nice to see because, again, he literally brought her back to life! How could it NOT be a sign of deep love and devotion that someone would go through so much trouble just to make sure you’re okay? 
It’s also great because I imagine the local group would have a tendency to not always take Sig seriously because he’s so careless about their purpose, so I’m sure the slag key stunt would also warrant a lot more respect for him from the other iterators. This is another thing I love seeing — both when the character everyone else overlooks finally uses their full power and their peers have to re-evaluate their impression of them, but specifically when men feel inspired to use their full power and skills to help the women they love! I love it because it demonstrates just how powerful and valuable femininity can be, shedding light on a more subtle kind of power, that being power through influence and aura rather than raw strength and stubbornness. Heck, I like to imagine wanting to protect Looks to the Moon and make sure she lasts as long as possible is a major reason why, in my AU, their physical interactions are when Sig and Moon finally begin to act on their love despite it having existed almost since Sig came online. Moon’s collapse would’ve shown both of them directly that she won’t be around forever, and if you ask Sig, someone as beautiful, kind, intelligent, noble, and all-around beloved as Looks to the Moon deserves to at least enjoy her life a little more before she fades (again), even if all the iterators falling apart is inevitable. But, coming back to what I said about nature, the inevitability of the eventual end is what makes the time they have left all the more precious!
And that’s the next part of Sleeping Beauty and fairytale-esque stories I see in Lilypad — there’s also the inevitability of this dynamic, which hits hard with Rain World iterators specifically because their whole purpose is fundamentally opposed to natural phenomena. Solving the Great Problem is, as far as I know, all about trying to escape the natural cycle of life, death, and reincarnation, and likely about escaping all natural cycles as a whole. And the iterators exist specifically to facilitate this rejection on a massive scale. So think about how poetic it would be that even they, seemingly so far detached, so far above these things, STILL fall in love and embrace these forces despite every attempt by the Ancients to prevent them from doing so! It’s made better by the fact that the iterators are machines and, even though they’re very much biomechanical ones (a big example of natural phenomena still manifesting in them despite their attempts to separate from it), one can argue they’re therefore somewhat detached from nature inherently, especially that bond between masculinity and femininity I discussed. So again, the fact it still finds a way to show up in them despite seemingly having much less reason to exist and the iterators themselves likely having much less desire to possess it just re-emphasizes how eternal it is. But once again, are they (and by extent, we the audience) sure that’s such a bad thing? 
Lilypad in an ideal scenario, to me, is of all the Rain World ships the strongest embodiment of “true love conquers all, and that’s not a bad thing after all!”
And it makes me more eager to develop my worm-off-the-string AU because I imagine that’s where their relationship really gets to flourish. Moon and Sig can finally enjoy that physical aspect of romance, and Moon in particular would, by that point, more confidently join him in rejecting the Ancients’ ascensionist philosophy. Not to mention how cute it would be to see them drawing parallels between their relationship and the love the Ancients used to feel for one another long ago, once again supporting true love as a truly timeless phenomenon. And it would branch off to not just embracing their romance that existed for so long but could never fully go anywhere, but learning to enjoy and partake in all the aspects of the world that were denied to them and that they were told to deny for who knows how long! And when it comes to not just for Sig and Moon, but the local group as a whole, what could be more poetic than that?
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Man, a HUGE thank you to anyone who made it to the bottom of all this! To know that anyone bothered to at least consider what I have to say in this fandom is always nice, but with this in particular I greatly appreciate anyone who read it all! And again, PLEASE let me know if you agree with any of this, especially the parts about masculine-feminine teamwork. I'd love to know even one other person in one of my fandoms who's into that as well, and maybe even hear possible additions to it!
Regardless, I've gone on about this for so many words already. I hope you enjoyed the ideas, or at least the art! Thanks again for reading!
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HEARTSTRINGS - sirius black
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PAIRING sirius black x rockstar!male!reader
SUMMARY lily invites the marauders to her friend's gig in london, introducing sirius to a man who just might rock his world.
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"he's amazing at the guitar, i promise you." lily grinned, acting like a proud mother of her rockstar son playing his first gig. "but you should hear his voice—the voice of an angel, i tell you—it'll entice anyone as soon as they hear him."
"are you sure you're not his secret marketing manager, lils?" sirius mused with a chuckle, feeling the daggers his bespectacled best friend from behind him for entertaining her tangent. he doesn't need to look at james face to know he's burning with jealousy, which made him laugh even louder. 
"he's just very good, okay?" she nudged the long-haired boy for his tease. "i'm sure he'll be very happy to meet you guys." 
it was that time of their year in hogwarts where they're given time-off from schoolwork and activities where most students would go home or plan vacations. during these times, the marauders would split in their own ways, except for sirius, who went with james, to their respective homes. that was until lily evans, their friend and james' girlfriend, suddenly owled them that one afternoon. 
she sent tickets to everyone, inviting them to a concert she was planning to attend. with nothing else better to do, both boys agreed to come, hence their presence in the muggle streets of london, along with remus (he was the first one to know, personally getting invited by lily when she visited him) and peter, who joined james and sirius.
sirius was particularly excited, imagining how much fun the five of them would be. "does he know about us?" james quipped, wrapping his arm around lily's waist. she nodded. "of course! it was actually his idea to invite everyone." 
it took them five more minutes of walking before they arrived at an unfamiliar pub, with blaring lights of different kinds leaking outside through the glass walls on the front of the building. they could already hear music playing from the inside. 
lily made them bring out their tickets, rushing them to get inside. "i guess they started early, but that's alright; it's just the supporting band playing," lily commented, giving her ticket to a buff man wearing a shirt that had the word "bouncer" printed on it. the four boys simply followed suit as they awkwardly walked past him. sirius teased them for the look on their faces once they were inside the crowd. 
"you should've seen pete's face; he was paler than seeing his boggart for the first time." sirius wheezed, patting the boy's back.
peter who still had a bit of a frightened expression, stuck close to everyone. "and i thought tall people like hagrid weren't scary." he said, making the rest laugh. as more time passed, the supporting band finally finished their last song before they introduced another band. 
sirius could hear lily squealing beside james, "that's them, that's them!" the five of them turned their attention to the person in the middle. he felt himself gulp at the singer, holding onto his guitar as he pressed his lips against the new mic. 
"i'd first like to thank Bloody Barons for starting our gig; you'll hear more from them after us, promise." he winked at the crowd, and several people screamed in response. as soon as he finished talking, the drummer behind him immediately started playing, while the rest followed. sirius eyes remained on the singer, and he felt a sudden lump in his throat. 
why didn't lily tell them about how ridiculously handsome he was? not only that, his singing sounds amazing; even the little cracks in his voice felt intentional. he's never met a man with such a presence that it physically made him freeze on his feet, his eyes solely on him as he skillfully strummed the electric guitar.
sirius could feel james shaking his shoulders, "loosen up, mate! why are you stuck on the floor?" the other shouted through the loud music, a look of slight concern on his face. "c'mon, let's get closer." james grabbed him by the wrist and pulled him closer to the stage. 
he had to remove his attention from the man and actually listen to their music, immediately dancing to the tune with his best friend. it wasn't the time to thirst over a guy he just met— right now, he came here to have fun.
the two boys bounced on their feet as they sloppily tried to sing a long, obviously not knowing the lyrics, but the loudest nonetheless. the crowd seemed to enjoy their energy, with some joining their rhythm. lily and remus could only cackle since they already expected that somehow the spotlight would be on them. peter was being carried by a bunch of people, getting introduced to the concept of crowd surfing.
sirius whose eyes were on james as they continued to dance, didn't realize the gaze of the man on stage as he watched the both of them, smirking in amusement. it was when james turned, with sirius following after, that he caught the eyes of the man. he never broke eye contact, even winking at sirius, as he continued to play. 
"did you see that?" the curly-haired boy's eyes widened. he caught the whole interaction up front with a shocked expression, looking at sirius who had the same one. "did he—"
"he did." sirius confirmed to himself and other. a smirk found its way to his mouth. 
the first song ended after 4 minutes. everyone cheered right after the singer caught his breath. sirius still had a lot of energy to waste, along with james. they all had drinks that peter ordered for them when he finished crowd surfing as they chatted amongst themselves. 
"it's no butterbeer but it definitely stings." remus commented, being the first one to take a shot. sirius copied him, pressing the cold glass on his lips, and leaned his head back. "good lad, a natural, isn't he?" the brown haired boy teased, which caused him an elbow to his stomach.
"(y/n)!" lily exclaimed, bolting from their little circle. the mention of the unfamiliar name made the four turn their attention to the red haired girl who jumped into the arms of the man. he had his guitar loosely hanging on his back, his arm bare because of the torn sleeves of the red leather jacket he wore. from up close, sirius could see his toned arms, flushing at his own thoughts.
the others watched with a small smile on their faces, except for james who tried his best to hide his evident scowl as lily dragged (y/n) towards them. 
his eyes immediately land on sirius who keeps on stealing glances, coughing behind his empty shot glass once he gets caught. at this point, the smirk on the boy's face was enough proof that he exactly knew what he was doing and it's driving the black haired boy nuts. 
"guys, meet (y/n) (l/n)! the amazing rockstar of your dreams." her words made him and the rest laugh.
"what did i say about embarassing introductions, lils?" (y/n) playfully raised his eyebrows as he chuckled, "but yes, i am (y/n). it's nice to finally meet you. lily told me a lot about you guys." 
"it's nice to meet you too, (y/n). you were really great out there, by the way. all had us jumping off the floor." remus was the first one to approach him. 
(y/n) chuckled, nodding at his words. "thank you..."
"remus." 
"right, remus." he gave him a grin, "i actually saw that. these guys at the front really gave the crowd a lot of energy." (y/n) pointed at both james and sirius who bashfully scratched their hands, looking at each other. "most bands are really grateful for people like you, so thanks for that." 
his eyes landed on sirius once again, "that's nothing. you should see us after a few butterbeers." he replied with much more confidence than before. (y/n) smiled, shrugging to himself as he glanced at the bar behind them. "we unfortunately don't have butterbeers here, but there's some pretty strong stuff there, maybe we'd get the honor to see it." 
"oh, please, it's fun to look at them from afar, but once you're the one carrying them off the streets, it's anyone's nightmare." lily groaned at the memory, making even the singer chuckle with them. 
sirius shook his head at the memory, blurred but definitely a core memory of his, before his eyes landed on (y/n) as he conversed with peter about their own experience of crowd surfing at his past gigs. 
"and there's this one time—"
"(y/n)!" the said boy's story was interrupted as the bassist, already on stage with the others, called for him. "other song starts in 5. better come up before charlie starts singing his sea shanties again." the person playing on the keyboard, whom he guessed was charlie, threatened to throw a drumstick at him. (y/n) chuckled as he looked at them and said, "i'll be there! don't kill off each other just yet." 
he turned back to them with a grin on his face. "see you in the crowd?" the rest bid their goodbyes. as (y/n) walked past sirius, he slipped a note inside the empty glass he still held, giving him one last smirk and a, definitely not last, wink before he ran to the stage.
sirius turned to see if his friends saw him, but they were too busy being excited for the next song. he grabbed the note, smiling as he read what it said.
"07XXX XXXXX call me when you feel like it. :) or owl me, whatever you prefer. ps. lily told me"
he heard his voice through the speakers, turning his attention from the paper to (y/n) on stage. he somehow managed to make eye contact with him for a second. 
"let's go, pads; lily told me this next song has a guitar solo." james, once again grabbing him by the wrist, ran with him towards the stage, squeezing through the crowd. 
sirius' free hand held the piece of paper, probably crumpling it inside his fist as he jammed it inside his jacket. he's definitely buying a phone now.
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I feel like I'm the only one who likes Max lolol I love a good ol enemies to lovers. Any spare non spoiler facts? 🤲
Hates the fact youre so pretty if FemMC.
Is scared of big dogs, he got chased when he was little and got trauma from it. Imagine his shock when he sees our pupper.
Is actually kind and easy to approach, but you will never see it until you become friends or lovers with him as his mood always sours when youre around.
He tells amazing stories, thanks to his father's storytelling hobby.
Max is a singer, but does not like to show it off. He will probably lose it once he gets older and abuses his voice as a commander.
He donates to the church regularly and volunteers at the local charities, he drags Voryn along for these outings.
The only nobles he is close friends with is Zera, Voryn, and Astrid, and potentially you. Literally all his other friends are commoners.
Max likes to sleep alot, hence why he almost never goes to the parties with Voryn, even if its an all commoners party.
He keeps himself extremely clean after an incident where a nobleman called him filthy. Voryn interceded on Max's behalf and he has never wanted to go through that again.
He is a devout religious man. He prays alot.
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Bonus: Max would play this song in repeat
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“wanna bake a cake?”
it’s late, you’re tired, but your boyfriend being a nightowl has slowly caused you slip into the habit of staying up late.
you complained that you were tired all the time but couldn't possibly admit that you absolutely loved late nights with haechan.
a confused hum left your mouth as you turned your head from your phone, the quiet sound of whatever tiktok was playing repeated when you awaited for his response.
"i have cake batter in the cabinet," oh he's serious, you thought, "i'm craving cake. you can't say no, or i'll tell everyone you cheated on me."
"oh my go—if you keep telling people that, they're gonna start believing you."
he smirked because he and you both knew damn well neither of you would ever do such a thing, but he found it hilarious walked around yelling "y/n cheated on me!" you didn't find it quite as funny, so you couldn't say no.
the two of you stared at each other for a minute, the look of determination on his face never faltered and you were defeated. "fine."
he threw his arms up in excitement and you had to stop yourself from cooing at him. "cake time!"
he jumped out of bed quickly but you took your sweet time, your bare feet touching the cold floor since you felt you didn't have to be in anything but haechans t-shirt and boxers when you were at his place.
actually, he felt you didn't have to be in anything but his t-shirt and boxers.
he was already pulling the ingredients out when you finally stepped into the kitchen, silently mumbling the instructions to himself.
he huffed, giving up, and handed you the box before moving to the eggs. "here."
"you're not about to make me read these to you," you warned, "we're in this together, bitch."
"last time you baked something, there were eggshells in the shit—"
"sorry, am i not wifey material? i don't cook, or clean, am i not wife—”
"i don't cook, i don't clean," he interrupted, singing, "but let me tell you how i got this ring—”
"you're not cardi b, get going," you shushed.
that was what most of your relationship consisted of, interrupting each other because neither of you could stay focused for longer than a minute. hence why baking a cake was definitely the worst decision ever.
"okay, cutiepie," he agrees, pecking your cheek quickly, "we do need music, though. alexa play michael jackson."
haechans playlist began to shuffle through his favorite michael jackson songs as he poured flour into a bowl and you cracked the eggs, ensuring not to leave shells that time.
the two of you worked together in a rhythm and comfortable silence, just enjoying each others company while doing one of your favorite activities. he held these little moments so close to his heart, and so did you.
your boyfriend took a cake pan from the cabinets as you mixed the ingredients until it was smooth, him purposely bumping into your body with his hip in the process.
the alexa transitions from dirty diana to remember the time, and you instantly break out into a smile while haechan gasps dramatically, stopping what he was doing.
it was definitely your song, as it was the one playing the same night haechan asked you to be his lover.
the boy began to belt the lyrics to you, his voice oddly still beautiful even though he wasn’t necessarily trying to sound good. his eyes squeezed shut and scrunched his voice, his neck showing a vein from how passionately he sang and you couldn’t help the laughter falling from your lips.
his eyes shot open again and he stopped when he realized you weren’t singing. “um, last time i checked this was a duet, don’t disappoint our fans.” he sassed, pointing to the invisible crowd in your kitchen.
and even though you were probably the worst singer anyone would ever hear, you took the wooden spoon from haechans hand to use as a microphone and belted the words out with him.
haechan couldn’t keep his composure and laughed in between notes at your screeched attempt at singing, finding it both adorable and hilarious.
his hands fell into yours and he pulled you into his body, wrapping his own around yours and swayed you back and forth while humming the beat. you went quiet, admiring the atmosphere between the two of you with your favorite song playing and most gorgeous boy you'll ever know in front of you.
"you're so bad at singing," he says suddenly, earning him a glare, "but i love you."
"you insult me and sweet talk me in the exact same sentence."
"what kind of boyfriend would i be if i didn't?"
"a good one, maybe?" you teased, haechans jaw dropping, giving you a view of his perfect teeth and you laughed at your own response.
"hilarious," he sneered, but secretly very amused by your humor.
you hummed and turned your gaze to the cake batter you'd just mixed, taking the whisk out of it and gathering enough of the batter onto it. "try it."
the other didn't hesitate to poke his tongue out and swipe some of the batter off. "mm, salmonella. it's actually really good, though. i could open a bakery."
"haechan, we made this out of ingredients from a box—”
"but if i told people i made it from scratch... they'd believe me."
you pursed your lips and shook your head, "no they wouldn't."
"marks dumbass would."
you laughed again and a smile fell onto haechans face when he was able to make you laugh before pressing his lips onto yours. the song was far over at that point, the cake long gone from your minds as your eyes fluttered shut and became immersed in each other.
you did end up going back to it later on, haechan joked that no kiss from you would distract him from decorating that cake like his life depended on it, even though you were the on that had to pry yourself from his grip.
the cake ended up being entirely burnt on the bottom but somehow still had unbaked batter in the middle. you expected nothing less but allowed your boyfriend to live out his creative side by decorating it.
the final touches were your initials together, huge and in center of the cake for you to see.
"wow," you gasped, "this looks so professional!"
and then a handful of cake flew into your face. dating lee haechan was the equivalent to raising a 5 year old, but he made you feel so loved that it was truly impossible to complain.
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tending-the-hearth · 3 months
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saw a comment abt how continuity-wise branch being part of kismet pre-trolls 1 doesn't technically work bc he fully refused/didn't sing until "true colors" and somebody said that instead of being one of the singers/showmen, branch wrote all of kismet's music + lyrics, and came up with everything, while the other four were the performers, hence why poppy freaks out when she sees all of kismet (bc she definitely would have recognized branch as part of kismet if he was actually singing with the group)
and that leads me to thinking abt john dory's comment towards branch about how he never wrote any of brozone's songs, and branch immediately getting defensive, and that hc being so so fitting because branch knows he can write songs, his kismet bandmates know he can write songs, and i need someone to get me a fic of kismet being the MOST over-protective found family over branch as soon as they meet branch's brothers immediately pls and ty <3
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What if… (genshin men edition)
What if genshin men become one of the job roles in our society?
diluc, kaeya, ayato. (pt 2: childe, zhongli, neuvillete soon!!)
notes: i have no idea of what i’ve just written
What if diluc becomes a coffee shop barista?
he becomes a coffee shop barista because he doesn’t want to continue his father’s business in wine and alcohol, it’s not because of his rebellion, it’s because his father also discourage him to not choose it if it’s intolerable for him, since crepus (his father) know how intolerable diluc is to alcohol. Hence why, a coffee shop barista is so much better for diluc!
this man would judge his customer choices in either drinks or pastry. Overanalysing it? No. Just being a judgmental prick? Yes.
is good at remembering the regulars’s orders, which means he would never mess your order if you always come to his cafe, well he considered somebody to be a regular if they visit his cafe for around 9 days and in a specific time.
he would write his customer’s name with a smile or even a small doodle if they made him happy and delighted!! if they made him pissed, he wouldn’t even write their name down, bro would use the customer’s number in line to call them.
uses somebody else’s name for his nametag since he doesn’t like strangers to know his actual name. he changes his nametag overtime so he got people confuse over time. And at april fools, he uses his own name…
If people gave him a penny or even just a candy on the box of the tip, he would actually smile at them, or even gave them more mili-litres of their actual drinks (instead of just ice), or in some rare cases, he even give them double sauce, just to appreciate them more.
stray cats come near the coffee shop to get free food from diluc. He name that all with the things around his coffee shop, for example, the white cat is milk, the black cat is arabica, the grey cat is charcoal, and the callico one is unprocessed beans.
would go on a break for 20 minutes just to eat while petting the stray cats around the shop.
what if kaeya becomes a jazz singer?
he becomes a jazz singer out of the intention to get some money since he’s broke as hell from being a dental student. It become a side hustle for him, since the money that came along within can feed him actual food instead of instant ramen.
diluc usually asked him to perform just so he can get some “additional fee” from kaeya, the additional fee itself is the customers, ever since kaeya sing at the small podium on his cafe, some customers kept on coming back.
despite him performing on a small cafe or even his university dorm secretly, he has a small fanclub that he doesn’t even know existed??
has a deep-soothing voice, quite rusty, intriguing and attracts you to fall deeper into his music. He sings old love songs, that’s why he attracts young lovers to come and enjoy his live music session (he has no partner, that’s why he sings quite desperately instead of lovingly)
sometimes he gets flower from the listeners or even a treat, a coffee or a pastry to eat back to home.
he studies 3 days in advance just so he can perform and get money. His grades are beyond average and quite high, he’s a smart man indeed.
some of his professors knew about his side hustle and invite him as a singer for their party, he gets paid 2x higher than any other cafe.
let his friends arrange his playlist, he sings any of the songs they put on their playlist with the criteria that it doesn’t sound vulgar since he doesn’t wanna have his reputation all ruined, he still wants the money. </3
What if ayato becomes a formula one driver?
becomes internet favorites due to his fans compilation and edits about him. Some of the titles are “AYATO BEING THE OLDER BROTHER FOR HIS TEAM” or “AYATO BEING AYATO”.
has a huge fandom, like huge HUGE. his fans are insane mostly, they bought his merch like it was nothing even though it cost them their house.
When he receives gifts from fans, he just took it with him without trying to give it back to them out of worry for being a poison or a bomb.
sings while driving so he doesn’t lose his focus to his temper, making sure everything stays in balance between his thought and his skill currently.
does a livestream on his personal social media account, gossiping about his work. “They made me do these trends that are way too old, like even my ancestor knew how to do this trend without using the reference!”. “What is the trend you asked? It’s macarena…” he sighs “why am i even doing this guys…i’m a driver…”
Post foods and his family life instead of posting about F1 in his social media account, he only posted f1 if he has an achievements and he would archive it again when he has something to show to the world about his family.
His life is quite humble yet private, even his own team doesn’t know much about his daily life. It seems that despite sharing some moments of his family outside in the social platforms, his privacy still has been maintained perfectly.
After winning a race, he drinks a family signature sake instead of those champagne, he hates champagne, that’s why he specifically ask his team to prepare him a sake if he wins a race.
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Description: You’re off to Manchester for your Aunt and Uncle’s wedding and nothing is ever simple when you and Matty are involved. With your history something is always bound to happen, whether that is subtle teasing touches, secret flirting, or something more. And after everything, you can’t carry on ignoring it because your heart’s not immune to his effect and just how happy he makes you.
Word Count: 16.2k
Warnings: Smut (enjoy)
A/N: Hey besties, i’m backkkk. So, if you’ve read @nriacc, you have read this before. I wanted to put this out as it’s own oneshot because I understand not everyone wants to commit to a large fic but I think this part at least deserves to be it’s own thing. I originally released this back in July 2021 and there’s been an oddly similar fic since with very similar characters and with not even a tag it feels like common crisis has been ripped off, so I want to give nriacc that little bit more exposure too because it’s the og. The only context you need going into this is Alex is one of the OC’s best mates, Matty’s nickname for this OC is Wheels (hence why I call her that), and Wheels is Adam’s cousin. Really hope you enjoy if you’ve not read it before or if you’re having a reread. Thanks a million for reading x
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Whilst unpacking all of his boxes into his new flat, Alex finds a book which he was going to send to you a month ago. It’s the last one he read and annotated before his break-up and move back to the UK but he never got a chance to send it over to you before it was thrown into a box to bring back home. And Alex gets a little emotional at the thought of giving it to you.
Alex debates whether he should even give it to you or not but in the long run he knows he’d regret not gifting it to you. So that was what brought him over to your flat again a few days later despite him knowing that you were going over to Manchester today.
So around noon, Alex heads over to your flat to give you your last book he’d yet to give you. He just hopes you’re still around.
He lets himself into the building as he still had his own keys because after moving out you just told him to keep them. But Alex decided to knock on your door before he let himself in with that set of keys, just so he didn’t scare you.
Just as he knocks, Alex realised that your door is already open as you must have left it on the latch. And just as he starts to push the door open, he hears you call out that, “It’s open!”
He walks in, closing the door behind him, leaving it on the latch for you like you wanted it as he walks down the short hallway into your lounge. He looks around for you as he calls out, “Hey Angel.”
“Al?” You call out from your room confused and you poke your head out seeing the singer standing in your lounge.
“You okay Y/N/N?” Alex says walking towards you to meet you in your doorway.
You meet in the middle and you hug each other as you tell him, “I’m good, are you okay?”
“Yeah, I’m great thanks,” Alex says as he lets you escape from the hug.
You both head into your room then as you ask your best friend, “You know I’m going away today, right?”
“I do, it's why I'm here actually,” Alex tells you as he watches you start to last minute pack stuff into your suitcase.
Alex chuckles to himself. The suitcase is the size of something he would take away with him on tour for months on end, not something you’d take for a week in Manchester.
You raise your eyebrows, curious for him to continue and Alex does, “I came to say bye, but also to give you this.”
Alex holds the novel out to you then and you abandon your case to collect it from him. As you take it, you ask, “What’s this?”
“It was your last in the book club, but I didn't have the chance to send it over and I found it again when I was unpacking,” Alex tells you as you inspect the cover and he sees your smile grow as he tells you about it.
“Thank you so much,” You tell him before you give him another big hug.
Alex smiles as he hugs you back, “You’re welcome, sorry you’re getting it months behind schedule.”
You tell him to not be silly, it’s thoughtful of him to actually give it to you instead of just keeping it to go on his new bookshelves. “I’ll give it a read when I finish the one I’m on now, although I’m reading Stephen King’s IT and it’s fucking huge so it might take me a while.”
Alex chuckles at that as he watches you find a space for it on the end of your bookshelf, “Don't worry, there’s no rush.”
You slot it neatly at the end of the very bottom shelf and just as you’re about to ask Alex another question about it, you hear the door go again. You head back out of your bedroom door and shout, “It’s open” again before leaving your bedroom.
Alex follows you out and you turn back to tell him, “It’ll be Matty.”
And you aren’t wrong because a second later the curly haired brunette wraps his arms around you and has picked you up to spin you around. Alex watches as you giggle in Matty’s arms and your own arms circled around his neck to ensure you don't fall to the ground.
The both of you exchange pleasantries in the hall before you usher him inside, telling him that you just had a few more things to pack before you’re ready to go. Matty assures you that it’s fine before he tells you, “You look good today.”
You’re dressed in blue skinny jeans, your hightops, and a long-sleeved black top that you have tucked into your jeans. You turn around and thank him before you usher Matty into the lounge.
In there you find Alex perching on the back of your loveseat, obviously wanting to be polite and say hello. You smile at Alex as you walk back into the lounge before you tell the both of them, “I’m just gunna pack up a few more things, I won't be long.”
Alex smiles at Matty when he makes eye contact with him and Matty smiles realising that he was here.
“You alright Alex?” Matty asks politely.
Alex nods, “Yeah good mate, how are you?”
“Yeah good thanks... Believe you’ve got a flat in the city now?” Matty asks curiously, filtering information back to him that you’d told him on the phone not so long ago.
“Yeah,” Alex nods, “Just thought I'd come and say bye because I'm headed back over to LA to record the next album in a week and I wouldn’t have a chance to say bye otherwise.”
Something which was true. You did know he was jetting off again and you were pleased that it was because of a new album and not a new tour straight away. At least you’d get him back for Christmas and a few months after that before a tour.
“That’s fair enough,” Matty says before curiously asking, “Got anything written yet?”
Alex nods, “Yeah I've got most of it done, just need to get it recorded with the rest of the lads.”
“That’s good,” Matty smiles and both blokes share a smile then.
At least you weren't the only thing they could bond over.
“Curly,” You pull both lads out of their chat and Matty smiles at you to continue when you come back out of your bedroom door with your suitcase, “Did they want me to bring anything?”
“Other than whatever you're actually wearing to the wedding, I don’t think they care,” Matty grins and you laugh.  
Alex chuckles a bit at that too but can’t help himself but say, “Still can’t believe they’re getting married mid October.”
“Same,” You and Matty nod in agreement. You add though, “It’s given out surprisingly good weather for Friday though so we’ll be lucky.”
Matty nods, thinking to himself that he’ll believe it when he sees it.
“What are you wearing anyway?” Alex asks you curiously, “Pant suit?”
You shake your head smiling, but you correct him, “I’m wearing a dress.”
“You’re wearing a dress?” Alex asks you, completely shocked, like he just didn’t hear you properly.
You nod looking at both of the boys who are staring back at you dumbfounded.
“You?” Alex has to check again.
“Yes Alex,” You say, giving him a pointed look.
He just shakes his head at you though, “But Y/N/N, you don't wear dresses.”
You tut, a little offended but Matty defends Alex straight away.
“Don't look like that, he's right,” Matty says, “The last time I saw you in anything near a dress was the skirt you wore at your Eighteenth.” and now you’re 24. It’s been a long while.
You ask a little wide eyed, “Why do you remember that?”
“Fifteen year old me imprinted it into my mind,” Matty grins at you a little suggestively.
You shake your head, trying not to laugh, “I hate you.”
“Love you too,” Matty grins, but then he asks you, “What dress are you wearing?”
You tell him, “A red one to match the bridesmaids, but a short one because I’m not officially a bridesmaid.”
The only bridesmaids were your Mum and your Aunt’s best friend. You were the chosen flower girl which you thought was pretty cute.
“I think, and I'm sure Matty thinks too, that you should go put it on,” Alex suggests trying but failing to hide his grin at the thought of you in a dress.  
You shake your head, automatically saying, “Absolutely not.”
“Why?”
“Because I don't want to ruin it before Friday,” You tell your best friend like he’s stupid.
“Oh come on Y/N/N, I’m not going to get to see it and I've not seen you in a dress for years,” Alex tries to guilt trip you.
You counter argue, “You'll see pictures.”
Alex looks at you completely hurt then and pleads, “Oh come on Angel,” But then he uses your friend for back up. “Matty, you wanna see it too, right?”
Without hesitation Matty agrees, nodding, “Yeah.”
“I hate you both,” You say, clearly not impressed.
“We love you too, now go and get changed,” Alex instructs, waving you back off to your room.
You sigh then looking from the shaggy haired boy to the curly haired one, “Have we even got time?”
Matty grins, “All the time in the world if I get to see you in a dress, Wheels.”
You groan in annoyance then and grab the handle of your suitcase knowing you weren’t going to win this. You try one more time though and ask, “Alex, can’t you settle for a picture?”
“No,” He shakes his head and folds his arms.
You pout and whine, “But I don't wanna get changed.”
“We don't always get what we want,” Alex tells you before nodding towards your bedroom door, “Go on.”
“Fine,” You sigh, but then you give both of them a pointed look when you turn back to say, “But I'm leaving the door open so I can still talk to yous, so don't come over here.”
Matty sake scoffs then, saying, “Don't flatter yourself, we don't wanna see you getting undressed.”
“Okay,” You dryly laugh, “I’ll believe that when we start searching for planes in the sea.” You roll your eyes before you venture into your bedroom.
“So your new album…” Matty asks Alex, “What’s this one called?”
“Suck It And See.”
“Ah right,” Matty grins at what that was alluding to, “Sounds fun.”
Alex laughs, “Yeah it’s an innuendo to us but the politically correct answer to why its called that is that its essentially a ‘fuck you, we arent giving you an album cover, you’ve got to listen to it yourself to judge it.’”
“Ah right,” Matty nods in appreciation, “So I’m assuming the album cover is just gunna say Suck It And See?”
“Yeah,” Alex nods, and he proudly tells him about your input. “She’s already made it.”
“Ah,” Matty smiles, “She’s a gooden.”
Alex nods in agreement before letting that subject drop and revert the questions to his music this time.
“Your shows are getting bigger, right? Got a manager and everything now I hear.” Alex smiles.
Matty nods, “Yeah, got quite a lot coming in the venues back home now.”
“That's good mate,” Alex smiles, “Happy for you.”
“Thanks Pal.”
Alex remembers something else that makes him chuckle a bit as he asks Matty, “I believe your name’s changed again?”
Matty sighs but nods. He then asks your best friend, “She been moaning about it?”
“Oh just a little,” Alex smirks, remembering you seething when you got off the phone with Matty a month or two ago about it before proceeding to rant to Alex about it for an hour that night and over the next few days after that.
Matty knew that was a bigger unstatement than the title of his first puppets album. You’d gone berserk on the phone to him one night when Adam had forced him to call you to tell you.
Or you had until you were told the new name.
“What you called now?” Alex asks, not quite remembering.
“The 1975.”
“Oh right,” Alex nods appreciating the randomness of it.
“It’s good, don’t you think?” You shout out to Alex as you try and awkwardly zip your dress up by yourself.  
“Strange enough that it’s different, but memorable like the Monkeys,” You shout a second later.
Alex shouts back to you, “Yeah it’s certainly different,” but then he turns back to Matty and at a normal volume he asks him, “Where’d you come up with that one?”
“Oh I was going on holiday with my family after Christmas and I went to a charity shop to try and find a book to take. I saw a copy of my favourite book in there and opened it up and I saw that someone had dated the book June first the 1975. Sort of fell in love with it,” Matty explains.
You shout out to him, “Well as long as you don’t change it again, I’ll be in love with it, too.”
“Oh don’t worry it’s not changing now,” Matty shouts back but he looks at Alex when he says it.  
Matty pulls his sleeve up and shows Alex his forearm that had the year 1975 tattooed onto it.
“Well I really hope you don’t change your mind now,” Alex chuckles.
Matty chuckles a little too but shakes his head, “No I won’t. Can’t. Got the tattoo so I wouldn’t be able to.”
“You got it tattooed?” You gasp quickly, slipping your last heel on and doing the small buckle.  
Matty shouts back, “Yeah.”
“What, where?” You ask as you leave your bedroom.  
When you walk out into your lounge though, both men feel their whole body freeze. The only thing they can do is move their eyes to try and take in all of your beauty.
You’re in your dress that was a beautiful shade of blood red. It has spaghetti straps meaning that you’re braless, but that’s okay because the material is thick enough to make sure you’re kept reserved enough for a wedding.
The red dress also had a V neck line meaning that you also got to show off a healthy amount of cleavage. The dress then pinches in at your waist before the skirt comes out a bit and flows down to your mid thigh.
You feel really pretty wearing it and you love the red heels that you have on to match. But the dress isn’t of your concern right now.
You’d walked out of your room to see Matty's tattoo. You walk towards both of the lads and take a hold of Matty’s arm to inspect the new tattoo.
It’s nice. It resides under his Mortal Kombat tattoo and it’s there for anyone and everyone to see.
You like the font that it’s in and the fact it’s a little uneven. But knowing Matty, that would have been how he wanted it.
But you’re staring at his tattoo whilst he and Alex are staring at you.
“I like it, it’s very you,” You smile at him.
But Matty’s just blankly staring at you. He looks as if he’s had a massive shock to his system.
Alex is the first one to actually come out of the silence that had fallen amongst them. He clears his throat before saying in a soft voice, his eyes still taking all your beauty in, “You look stunning, Angel.”
The compliment seems to take Matty out of his daze too and he compliments, “He’s right, you really do, Sweetheart.”
“Oh,” You smile between them, “Thank you.”
You do a little spin then feeling the need to and both boys get a look at your box tattoo on your shoulder blade as your long hair moves from it as you spin. You smile at the both of them when you settle back in your spot to stand normally again, and you say, “Couldn’t really turn up to my Aunt’s wedding looking like a slob, could I?”
“I mean I lived with you for two months and I never thought you were a slob,” Alex says which makes you laugh and you engage them both in conversation for a few minutes.
You’re all laughing and joking but both men can’t take their eyes off of you, your natural beauty just shines through as you’re wearing this stunning dress. And both men silently agree to themselves that your natural long hair pulls even more attention towards you.
Matty was certain he’d be fighting people away from you on Friday.
You just look so fucking stunning it’s unreal.
So much so that Alex can’t let you get changed without getting a picture of you as you are. As you’re about to head back to your bedroom to change, Alex moves himself across the lounge to your shelf and picks up your polaroid camera and quickly flicks it on.
And before you make it near your bedroom Alex manages to get you to turn back around as he’s able to tell you a shit joke to make you laugh. And as soon as he hears the amazing sound that is your laughter, he quickly snaps the picture.
“Alex,” You scorn him, not being ready for a picture at all.  
Alex half heartedly apologises, “Sorry, but you need to remember how pretty you look.”
“I’m going to have pictures done at the wedding,” You tell him.
Alex shrugs not really caring as he starts wafting the polaroid of you before leaving it on the side to develop, “Yeah well one now won’t hurt.”
“Go on,” Matty nods at Alex towards you, “Get in one with her.”
“You not want one?” Alex offers first.
“I’ll get plenty on Friday,” Matty smiles before taking the camera off Alex.
Alex shreds off his leather jacket to reveal a black button up which goes nicely with his blue jeans. You tell him that he looks nice as he stands beside you and he smiles a thank you at you before his arm goes around your waist so the both of you can smile for the picture.
Matty takes that one and when Alex claims it as his own you make him get in another one with you. You end up doing a sillier one this time where you’re both smiling but you’ve both thrown the peace signs up too.
Matty chuckles as he takes it and as soon as it's popped out, he takes it and goes to inspect the other ones on the side that should already be developed. As he does that though you head back to your room, but in your doorway you quickly get Alex’s attention again and get him to unzip your dress.
His breath catches in his throat when he sees your bare skin come into his view, but when the zip stops at the small of your back Alex composes himself when you turn back around towards him to thank him. He gives you another smile and quietly tells you once again that you're beautiful in a way that always makes your heart beat faster.
You smile gratefully at him before you retreat to change once more. You let the two men chat amongst themselves as you elect to change into your comfy clothes this time.
Once ready, you step back into the room with your white dress bag over your shoulder and your suitcase in your other hand. You decided that you wanted to pack the clothes you wanted to wear earlier.
You’re just in your joggers and an old hoodie now.
“You baffle me,” Alex says when he looks at you and Matty is thinking the exact same thing.
You look at them both confused as you stop walking just in front of them. Matty decides to inform you what they’re both thinking.
“How can you still be just as pretty when you change into that?” Matty asks and he sees you go all shy on him which makes him grin.
And if you’re reacting like that to him, Matty knows exactly what that means.
So instantly Matty knows that seeing you dressed like you just were all day was going to be difficult.
Friday was going to be a very long day for him, probably a very hard one too.
~*~*~*~
The week you were back in Manchester you felt like you didn’t get any time with your cousin or his friends. Your Mum and your Aunt were preoccupying you all the time and by Thursday you’d had enough of it.
All you wanted to do was go out with your mates to the skatepark to try and warm yourself up in the cold weather and then come home and order a takeout whilst snuggled up under a blanket.
But no.
You were being pampered left, right, and centre and you hated it. In the week leading up to the wedding, you, your mum, your aunt and her best friend were out being dolled up the entire week.
And they made a full day of each single thing that you had to which you were certain you could have managed to squeeze it all into one day. But no.
Monday, you had your hair trimmed and practice styled. Tuesday, you had to go and get your practice makeup done. Wednesday, you all went and got your nails done, so there was definitely no skateboarding in the picture now. And Thursday, you and the bridesmaids pampered your aunt all day.
So whilst you loved being in Manchester, you did miss your usual activities as all you wanted to do was sit down with Adam, Matty, George, and Ross and watch a film. But no, after your days filled with gossiping with your family you came home to them and practically fell asleep within five minutes of resting.
You intended to stay at Matty’s one night just to catch up with him, not to pursue anything sexual, but as soon as you sat down on the settee back at Adam’s you fell asleep. You woke up the following morning in your bedroom with a text from Matty saying:
Get some more sleep Sweetheart x I’ll see you tomorrow xx
And another from about ten minutes before you woke up saying,
Let me know when you’re up and I’ll sneak you out so we can go and get a Maccies breakfast xx
Matty informed you in the car on the way to McDonald's that after sitting next to him on the settee your head had slowly fallen to his shoulder where you passed out completely and Matty wasn’t one to deprive you of anything, especially your sleep. He knew how grouchy you could be if you didn’t get enough of it.
George had apparently carried you up to bed and Matty stuck around for a few hours just in case you woke up, but you were out like a light. Waking up to those texts was really cute though and you really enjoyed your secret breakfast with him.
When Friday came around you were actually quite excited because you knew you’d actually get to spend most of the day with some of your closest friends. You loved your Mum and Aunt to death but it had been overkill the past week.
Getting your nails done for the wedding you admit was fun whilst it was being done and for about a day afterwards but after a while the red acrylics started to get on your nerves. You found it more difficult to hold a pencil or your paintbrush so when you tried to be creative you had to hold back from adding the finer details of your work. The last thing you’d want is to ruin it.
But, it's your Aunt and Uncle's wedding. They are practically your adopted Mum and Dad so you can let this one slide. You’re not meant to be focussing on anything but the wedding anyway.
When Friday finally hits, you get yourself up ridiculously early to prepare yourself for the day. After waking up at 5:30 the first thing you did was shave your legs, making sure you didn’t miss a spot the day they were going to be on show.
It’s been cold and rainy a lot this summer and you didn’t have a boyfriend so you just thought fuck it and you hadn’t shaved them in a long while. It was a miracle you’d shaved them the night before Alex and Matty made you try the dress on last week and you’d only done that because you wanted to make sure it still fit you and you wanted to feel good whilst you were in it.
By 6 you’d eaten your breakfast and prepared everyone else's. You girls had your Aunt and Uncle's house to yourselves last night, as you’d all shipped the lads somewhere else for the night.
Thankfully though, you’re getting your makeup and hair done first because you're going to be the first out of the house. You're the flower girl so you should have been going with the bridal party but your Aunt didn’t trust her soon to be husband or her son to get there on time to see guests in so she was sending you to them to make sure they left on time.
So as soon as all the girls were ready and the photographer got pictures of you with your Aunt and your Mum, you were on your way. It's a little chilly outside but it’s nothing you can’t handle and it's still fairly early so the sun hasn't fully risen yet.
You get a taxi to meet the boys and you're pleasantly surprised to find everyone there and pretty much ready to go. Your Uncle is in his suit, his best mate (and best man) seems to have taken control and got everyone ready.
Your Uncle looks amazing in his dapper suit. It’s a black suit with a white shirt and black waistcoat and there’s a red rose pinned to his blazer obviously to match the wedding flowers and colours of the bridesmaids.
The best man's suit is fairly similar and so is Adam’s as the page boy. Your Uncle tells you that you look fantastic and he quietly says that he wishes your dad could see how beautiful you are today, something which makes your heart a little heavy but you keep yourself smiling and you give him a hug.
After making sure the adults are all good and ready to go, you move along to your friends. Your Aunt and Uncle had obviously invited the other three boys to their wedding because they practically lived in the Hann Household.
The day just wouldn’t be the same without them.
You go into the back room and find them all sitting there. Adam in his black suit with a white shirt, Ross in a navy suit and white shirt, George in a black suit and a black shirt, and your Curly is dressed in a grey suit and a black shirt.
Except his hair isn’t curly today which makes you pout. He’s gelled it back so it’s smooth and completely out of his face.
“Where’s your hair gone?” You ask, looking at Matty when you walk into the room a little more.
That‘s when everyone notices you, and just like the first time Matty saw you in that dress, he finds himself lost for words again today. You look absolutely stunning.
Your hair is down and loosely curled and it falls to just under your boobs, which also look really nice today. Your long legs are once again on show today and they somehow look better than they did the other day.
Your makeup has been done professionally today though and Matty thinks it just adds to you looking gorgeous. You have a slight winged eyeliner that’s smoked out at the end, but you have a shimmer on your lids that Matty can see whenever you blink.
And holy fuck. Your lipstick.
It’s a matte blood red that matches your dress perfectly. It draws Matty’s gaze to you and it’s almost hypnotic.
He never wants to look away. It’s as if you’ve made a television with your mouth that’s playing a film that had been perfectly created to Matty’s liking. He’d watch your lips like he was watching True Romance, his favourite film to watch with you.
“Fuck me Y/N, you look fit as fuck,” George says with his jaw practically agape, causing you to let out a loud laugh, which brings Matty out of his daze.
“You look very handsome Georgie,” You say before taking the seat between him and Matty.
“I don’t think I’ve ever seen you in a dress before,” Ross says and you nod.
You chuckle a little, “You and me both.”
“Think you should wear them more often,” Matty says, sending you a cheeky glance whilst eyeing the end of the material that lies a little higher up your thigh when you’re sat down, showing off more of your gorgeous skin.
“Ha, you would,” You giggle, shaking your head a little.
“Bro,” You say, getting Adam’s attention and he looks round at you with raised eyebrows. “Where’s your rose?”
“Shit,” Adam says, getting up, “Left it upstairs, thanks B.”
You shake your head, feeling like a mother and you double check that the lads have everything with them like their wallets and car keys so you can all get to the church and then to the outskirts of Cheshire, where the hotel is located for the reception.
After another ten minutes, you’re getting conscious of the time and you feel the need to start getting everyone moving, knowing everyone would get a flap on soon and start rushing around. But today, you just want everything to be perfect and getting there early is definitely going to be the way to ease those nerves for you.
“Right, come on everyone. Time to go to the church,” You clap your hands twice as you stand up and you usher everyone up.
After five minutes of everyone scattering, you’d get the groom and the best man in the car and they’re off to the church. The boys lag behind a little but they have cars to take themselves so it isn’t that big of a deal.
But soon enough it’s you locking up the best man’s house and Matty standing in the hall waiting for you as the others are waiting in the car. Matty obviously keeps the front door closed as it’s October and still chilly despite the weather forecast saying it was going to be getting warmer later in the day.
You double check the guys haven’t missed anything and you’re pleased to see they haven't, so you made your way to the front door.
Matty’s watching you and he can tell straight away that you’re living in your head. As if you’re talking to yourself, silently running through a checklist like the organised person you are.
But knowing you, you’d scorn yourself for not enjoying the day like you’re meant to. So Matty elects to bring you out of your head.
He calls, “Wheels.”
You look up at him then and it seems to snap you out of your thoughts. Matty is about to tell you to relax but you seem to have diverted your thoughts before he has a chance too.  
“Hey, we match,” You grin, looking down at Matty’s tie.
You walk to him and run your fingers over the blood red material. You smile seeing it’s literally the exact same shade as your lipstick and your dress.
“We do,” Matty smiles at the feeling of your hand on his chest. But he can't bring himself to look at it as he’s still mesmerised by your pretty face, “Got to love a coincidence.”
“We love a happy accident,” You grin looking into his brown eyes.
Matty chuckles and pulls you into a hug saying, “Alright Bob Ross.”
You hug him back as you giggle at his joke. You’d made the guys watch Bob Ross with you many times and ‘happy accident’ was one of the phrases he liked to use and the guys liked to make fun of.
“You look stunning, Sweetheart,” Matty half whispers as if it’s a secret that he only wants you to know.
He’d happily scream it from the rooftops though.
“Thank you,” You grin, tucking your hair behind your ear as you tell him, “You look very dapper yourself, even with your hair gelled back.”
Matty laughs a little before saying, “Thanks gorgeous.”
“Come on,” You pat his chest. “We’ve gotta go.”
Matty nods then and the both of you make sure the latch is on the door, ensuring it’d lock behind the both of you. After setting the alarm, you both get outside and see that all the cars except for Matty’s Mums (that he was borrowing to get him to the church today) are all gone.
It seems that you’d both been taking too long and the other boys went in Adam’s car.
“Oh,” You say, looking at the practically empty drive. You turn to Matty and grin, “Well, I guess I'm going with you.”
~*~*~*~
Thankfully everything goes very smoothly when you get to the church. You babysit your Uncle and the best man at the door whilst they play very good hosts to the guests starting to filter in.
You also keep an eye on the boys sitting in the front of the church and make sure they aren’t messing around. You know what they’re like, but thankfully they are keeping on their best behaviour.
However, the cheekier lot of the bunch is doing everything in his power to tease you. After you walk down the aisle, dropping petals to the floor just before the beautiful bride herself walks down, you sit yourself down next to Adam, in front of the other boys who are sitting behind you.
You’re on the end of the row near the wall and you know Matty is directly behind you. Your hair must have fallen over the back of the wooden bench when you sat down because you  can feel him twisting it around his fingers. It’s nice at first once you realise what’s happening and that it isn’t a spider crawling on you.
But during the boring bits of the ceremony you can feel him doing things like halfheartedly plaiting your hair, before then tugging the strands free so they aren’t in a plait anymore. The only time he stops is when you turn to stand up to sing the hymn and you turn around and give him a knowing look.
Matty just playfully grins at you and you can tell he’s biting his tongue, trying not to laugh. But when you turn, you see that the other lads next to him must have been watching him too as the boys are also on the verge of bursting out laughing.
You want to laugh at that point then too but you just need to make it though the wedding itself and the rest of the day can be spent messing about. So when you sit back down after the song, you bring your hair over your shoulder so it all falls on one side of your chest.
You think he would have stopped with his teasing but apparently not. Matty instead must have been sitting forwards because you can feel his hot breath on the back of your neck.
And the sensation drives you insane.
You can feel him on you yet you never actually feel him. You know he’s right there but not doing anything and that’s somehow worse.
This being because you aren’t sure he knows what he’s doing. He used to linger behind your neck before pressing a kiss to it.
So this is torture for you. And to make it worse, the other lads won’t even know he’s doing it.
After all, he’s just breathing.
But you know it’s not just breathing. He’s teasing you, and he’ll know you like it.
The teasing doesn’t end after the ceremony either as you all end up in the back of Adam’s car after Matty drops his back off at his house. The five of you are going to be entitled to the free bar tonight which is lovely of your Aunt and Uncle to offer, so Tim had offered to pick up the lads who aren’t staying at the hotel.
George has the excuse of being in the passenger seat of Adam’s car because he’s the tallest. So that means that you, Ross and Matty have to squeeze into the back of Adam’s tiny Vauxhall Corsa.
Matty being the skinny bastard he is, goes in the middle with you and Ross on either side of him. It’s still a tight squeeze for the three of you but you make it work.
That didn’t stop Matty from being a little tease though. If anything, the close proximity adds to it.
Because he doesn’t have any arm room, he elects to rest the arm that’s closest to you down on your knee. And whilst you think nothing of it, as it’s more soothing to you than anything, it still makes you feel hyper aware that he’s there.
At one point during the journey, you get really uncomfortable so you turn towards Matty a little letting your knee rest over his and you put your head down on his shoulder too. You’re essentially curled up against him and you want to rest your eyes for the rest of the drive.
This obviously causes your dress to rise up your leg an inch or two more so you truly aren’t that surprised when Matty places his hand on your thigh after about five minutes. However, there was no way you’re getting to sleep with his fingertips slowly moving up and down your leg.
And Matty continues to have you on edge when you all get to the hotel. He stands with you whilst waiting for pictures and whilst you all get drinks, but his arm is around your waist with his hand resting a little lower on your back than it should be.
The pictures that you get together and with the rest of the family are so cute, and you like that Matty keeps you close at all times. You all make full use of the photographer and get pictures of the five of you.
You and Adam get one, as instructed to by your Mum and your Aunt. But Matty requests one with just you and you end up getting a few together.
One of you standing with your arms around each other, one of the both of you being silly and posing doing the peace sign, and another of you both laughing.
He doesn’t even let up his flirting when you all sit down for the meal. You’re sitting at a round table that’s opposite the bride and groom’s long table and you’re sitting between Matty and Adam.
Ross is next to Adam while George is next to Matty and your Mum is sat opposite you.
Matty flirts with you throughout the whole meal, sending you knowing looks, feeding you some of his food, and telling loads of jokes making both you and your Mum laugh. He’s a proper sweet talker, you can tell that your Mum loves him already.
You’d all been giggling along throughout the meal with your Mum telling her stories. She’d even told some of your childhood stories that you silently scorn her for.
Especially when she tells a story about how you’d had a childhood crush when you were about seven on one of your neighbours kids. Apparently he was about 19 and he had brown curly hair which Matty seems to find particularly hilarious.
Matty even slides his chair over to yours some more so he can tease you by taking the piss that you’d gone for him, saying you’ve had a type all along. Matty even goes as far to say that he’s your dream guy.
Of course you play back and shoot him down, not wanting his ego to get too big. You like seeing if he can take what he’s giving, and you’re pleased to see his cheeks go red when you give him some back.
The meal goes smoothly and before you know it the desserts are being served. You’d ordered chocolate cake and ice cream and you’re so excited for it, you haven’t stopped going on about looking forward to your dessert for the entire meal.
And when it arrives, you definitely seem to be enjoying it, despite claiming to be full from your main not too long ago.
Matty finishes his cheesecake within a few minutes; He then sheds off his grey waistcoat before reaching around to his blazer that’s hanging off the back of his chair and he pulls out his phone.
He’s on his phone for a few minutes until George takes his attention once more. Adam’s already got up after finishing his dessert and headed to his parents who were shouting him over.
Matty puts his phone down just between the two of you as he partakes in George and Ross’ conversation whilst your Mum is scorning you for struggling to finish your dessert. Matty silently laughs though, watching you power through the dessert, not letting it defeat you.
When Matty’s conversation with his friends turns into a loud spell of laughter, Matty turns back towards you a little. But as the brunette does that, his elbow knocks his phone to the floor.
After apologising to you, making sure it didn’t hit you as it bounced under the table, Matty ducks himself under the table to retrieve the device. He spots it not too far from your feet and he reaches for it.
But when he brings his hand back, Matty brushes the smooth skin on your leg when he pulls his phone back up from the floor. Matty notes that he’s made you jump so he genuinely apologises, “Sorry Wheels.”
You remove the spoon from your mouth and swallow the ice cream before saying, “It’s alright.”
But the way you said it made Matty second guess everything. It sounded encouraging, which he didn’t get because he didn’t set out to touch you.
Matty then read between the lines then and came to the conclusion that you were ‘alright’ with it because you wanted his hands on you. So he takes his chance a minute later and touches your leg again.
And you don’t jump at all this time when Matty’s little finger brushes the side of your leg, and because of that Matty gives you one more attempt to shy away from him when he lets his hand linger beside your leg. You surprise Matty after that though because you actually nudge your leg against his hand.
So Matty then doesn’t hesitate to rest his hand on your thigh and you don't hesitate to move slightly closer to him despite you still eating your dessert. Matty sneaks a glance at you then and he notices that your lips are now back to their normal colour as the food you’d eaten must have played a part in your lipstick coming off, along with the napkin you’d been using.
But in this moment your beautiful lips show your slight amusement at the situation you’re in. You’re sitting with Matty’s hand trailing the inside of your thigh in the back of the room and you feel like you’re on fire.
Especially when after a minute, he starts moving his hand up.
Your dress goes higher up your leg with every movement of his hand. And the thoughts of your dessert that’s still in front of you, become more distant.
You didn’t want to give into his teasing though. You want to eat your chocolate cake in peace, and then he can do whatever.
But you also want him to carry on. You like his adventurous, bordering on dangerous, nature.
You’ve never done anything as risky as this especially in such a formal setting. So you let him have his fun as you're trying to eat, even giving him more access to tease you.
Upon reaching the last piece of cake, you can’t bring yourself to eat it because Matty’s hand is brushing over your underwear and it makes your stomach drop. You know no one can see you because the circular table is in the corner of the room just opposite the bride and groom's.
Adam wasn’t at risk from seeing anything because his Mum and Dad had called him over to talk to them. George and Ross are too focused on their conversation, and Matty joins in every now and again, so no one suspects anything.
“Are you okay Y/N?” Your Mum pulls you out of your haze of thoughts about Matty’s fingers ever so slightly teasing you.
You’ve gone hot and you can feel it as you glance up from your cake that you’ve apparently been staring at for god knows how long. But you can’t look at Matty or your act would go straight out of the window.
“I don’t feel very good,” You say, swallowing down the feelings Matty was instilling in your body as he teases you over the thin material.
“I told you not to eat all the cake if you couldn’t handle it,” Your Mum chuckles over the table, “You never can.”
You give her a halfhearted smile, and chuckle, “Yeah.”
“You need a drink or anything Y/N? Some water?” Matty offers you in an innocent manner.
You look and can see the mischief in his eyes as he keeps the smirk off his face though. His fingers add a little more pressure as he teases you over the lacy material. He likes seeing your eyes go wide and he’s the cause of it.  
You rest your hand over his, trying to get him to stop moving his fingers which he thankfully slows them as you speak to your Mum. That didn’t stop him from moving his fingertips ever so slightly every ten seconds though.
Matty knows you didn’t want him to stop. You could have easily pushed his hand away in the position that you were in. But you didn’t.
You wanted him there. Teasing you.
He knows you want him just as much as he wants you. He can see it in your eyes.
“I’m good, thank you Matty,” You say a little shakily, but only your usually curly haired brunette picks up on that.
After another few minutes of torture, you can’t take it anymore. Your Mum keeps talking to you and you can’t deal with that whilst Matty’s hand is there.
“I’m going to be sick,” You lie to your mother across the table.
You push Matty’s hand away but cling to his shoulder when you stand, giving it a prominent squeeze as you get up silently telling him to follow you.
You rush out and your Mum looks at you with worried eyes. She goes to stand up but Matty quickly does so instead.
“I’ll make sure she’s okay, don’t worry. You see to your sister,” Matty tells your Mum as he puts his napkin down on the table, nodding towards your Aunt trying to get her sister's attention.
“Thank you Matty,” She smiles gratefully, “You’re a lifesaver.”
Unsuspecting to your Mum though, Matty aims to make sure you’re okay in an entirely different way.
Instead of holding your hair back in the toilet you brought him into, Matty is pulling on it to keep you trapped in a kiss. You feel like it has been forever since your tongue has met his.
So you’re savouring every moment with him. Matty excites you like no other person ever has done.
You can’t imagine letting any other person do to you what Matty had just done at the table. He’s cheeky and almost too confident for his own good and you love that about him.
Both of you know exactly where this is going at this point because as soon as you’re both in the posh empty bathroom, Matty locks the door behind him. He ushers you against the sink where you can sit and you don’t hesitate in doing so.
The cold surface underneath you probably would’ve made you jump if Matty wasn’t taking up all of your attention like he so easily does every time you’re in his presence. His lips are on yours, his hands roaming everywhere like he owns you.
And in this moment he practically does.
After a minute of getting off with him, Matty’s lips start trailing down your jaw and neck where he starts sucking and nipping on your skin. You give yourself a few seconds to enjoy that sensation again while your fingers are laced in Matty’s hair but you can’t let him continue.
“No,” You breath heavily pulling on the back of his hair. “No marks on my neck or my chest. No.”
Yes, you love it but you can’t deal with trying to hide them today. Especially when you’ve already been pictured without them.
If you were found with them later, you’d never live it down.
“Okay,” Matty says, kissing his way down your chest before he drops to his knees so he's at the perfect height to go down on you.
You breathe out a, “Matty,” but it sounds to him as more of a scorn than it did a pleasured moan. He’s kissing up your legs when you protest again but he has an answer for everything.
“No one but me is going to see the inside of your thighs, Sweetheart,” Matty says before his head completely disappears under the skirt of your dress.
As he kisses your thighs he also tugs on your underwear which Matty can see is lacy and red. Once you lift yourself up a little for him to pry them off easily, you watch as he pockets them as you feel his lips get closer and closer to where you want them.
“Matty,” He hears you moan quietly, obviously trying to encourage him but also control your volume.
He really wants to carry on teasing you, but again, who’s he to deny you whatever you desire?
You have to bite your tongue to stop the loud moans you want to let out as Matty starts going down on you. Your fingers are pulling tightly on his gelled hair as he does so, needing something to hold onto whilst he doesn’t let up on the pleasure he’s building inside you.
You soon realise that you aren’t after the foreplay today though. He’s works you up enough by being a tease all fucking day.
“Matty, I need you now,” You tell him and you're thankful that a few seconds later he gets up off his knees.
Your hands immediately go to his shirt, pulling it out of his pants as his lips attack yours once again. You both can’t help but moan against the others lips and Matty’s get a little louder when you make quick work of the clothes on the lower half of his body.
Before you know it, Matty’s pants are around his ankles and he’s tearing open a condom with his teeth that he quickly retrieved from his wallet. You tease him a little, your hand working him up as if he wasn’t already hard.
It seems like you both aren’t in the mood for teasing today though because as soon as the condom’s on, no more time is wasted. You want him inside you as much as he wants to be there.
An effort is made for you to both keep as quiet as you can. So it’s just the sound of your skin hitting together that fills your ears in the posh bathroom. Filthy sounds really, but it just turns the both of you on even more.
Your lips rarely part so you both feel each other's moans on your tongues as you kiss. Although, sometimes this is hard because the pace had been set pretty fast and Matty isn’t messing about.
Your dress is bunched up high around your waist with Matty holding it at the back, making sure it doesn’t go in the sink behind you. Your legs are locked around him meaning that each thrust he gives you is sharp and deep, so it hits that spot inside you over and over again.
The porcelain basin behind you is pressing into your back harder with each thrust of Matty’s and somehow that adds to it because you’re pressed against him. You truly feel like you’re just made for each other, he just feels so good and everything about him in general just makes you feel like you never have before.
Each thrust from him is feeling better than the last, meaning that you don’t give a fuck about the porcelain digging into your lower back. You confirm in your mind that it’s definitely adding to the whole thing because you couldn’t move backwards, especially with your legs wrapped around him too.
When you reach your orgasm, you’re thankful that you have Matty’s lips on your own to muffle the moan that spills from your lips. Your lips also contain his groan upon feeling you clench around him until he finds his own release.
Your legs are still shaking around Matty’s waist when he finally stops thrusting. You cling to him to try and get your mind to come back around to you. It'd been a long time since an orgasm left you like that.
He’s actually mind blowing, because all you can do is rest your forehead against his shoulder as you return back to a normal headspace.
“Sweetheart, breathe,” Matty says softly, kissing the side of your head.
You hadn’t realised you’d stopped doing so. When you lift your head back up to look at the brunette you see that he looks just as fucked as you probably do.
Only when you stop shaking does Matty pull out of you. You sit on the side for a moment longer, your skirt falling back down covering you, as you watch Matty dispose of the condom and make himself presentable again.
After a few seconds, Matty comes back over to you and takes your hand, encouraging you to get to find your feet once more. Thankfully you’re steady on them when you do, or you are when you’re not moving in these heels.
“Fuck Sweetheart, you look so fucking good right now,” Matty grins taking a step back looking at you, your gaze still a bit fucked out and Matty likes knowing he’s the cause of it.
Your gaze runs down his body and you find him so sexy in today's attire that you don’t even hesitate to say, “So do you.”
You step into his arms again and get another kiss. A little sigh falls from Matty’s lips at you being in his arms one again and he feels you hum against his lips.
When you pull away, you stay close to him and ask, “Are you going to stop teasing me now?”
Matty smirks, “You don’t want me to do that.”
He knows you far too well.
“No I don’t,” You grin, telling him what you know he wants to hear.
However, you get a little serious when you say, “But you can’t do everything again because we can’t do this again today.”
Your instructions are a little somber as your hands run through his hair, sorting out the mess you'd made. You smooth back all his hair and Matty savours the feeling of you being so close.
“I know,” Matty gives you a sad little smile but you were both painfully aware of where you are.
Escaping for a quickie in the bathroom was only possible because you made a good actress and could lie like it was second nature. You knew you’d have to act when you went back out as well, but you weren’t thinking about that right now.
You’re thinking about the once again mindblowing sex you’d just had with the boy that made your heart beat faster. The boy that looks at you like you’re the only girl in the world and the warm feeling that fills your chest is like something you’ve not experienced in a long time.
“How are you so good every time?” You ask a little breathlessly as you wrap your arms around his neck, wanting him close.
Matty chuckles a little at your confession before suggesting, “I think it’s just how we work, Sweetheart. You blow my mind.”
Matty’s lips find yours once again and he kisses you sweetly. It's soft and simple and serves the purpose as you both smile into it.
You pull away from him for a minute knowing you need to head back out to everyone else soon though. And when you tell him that, Matty takes your hand and tries to lead you towards the door.
You pull him back to you though.
“Are you okay?” Matty asks as he turns back to you, holding you a little tighter seeing you shakily take the step towards him to stop him from leaving.
“I’m trying to walk in heels about a minute after an orgasm, Matty,” You tell him. “I can barely stand up straight.”
He grins at you then, “You need me to stay and escort you out?”
“No,” You shake your head, “I need you to give me my underwear back.”
“You’re no fun, Sweetheart,” Matty shakes his head a little, trying to suppress his smile.
You scoff a little then, stating, “We just fucked in the toilets at my Aunt's wedding. If that doesn’t class as fun, I don’t know what does.”
Matty grins at you then before reaching into his pocket and retrieving the red lace.
“Thank you,” You say, taking them from him before you turn to head to the closest of the empty cubicles.
“I’ll wait outside for you,” Matty tells you and you smile showing your gratitude.
At least him waiting outside would help persuade people that you are actually ill. Or to anyone who didn’t know you were ‘sick’ anyway, it wouldn’t look suspicious.
After making yourself presentable again, you make your way out to Matty. You find him not too far from the doors and he lets you link his arm as you walk back towards the function room door.
“Are you sure you can walk?” Matty teases.
“Matty, I’m fine,” You chuckle, “Now watch me win an Oscar.”
Going back inside Matty thinks you play the role very well. If he hadn't just been with you, he’d have believed you’d just been sick as well.
You’re really good at acting. You even went as far as to ask your Mum for yours and Adam’s room key so you could brush your teeth. (Yes your annoying family had made you share a room with your cousin, that was the reason you didn’t fuck Matty upstairs).
You disappear out of the room for about ten minutes when you go to ‘brush your teeth’ and the way your Mum and Aunt fawn over you when you come back makes Matty chuckle. You have to nudge him at one point to make him stop.
But soon enough, the lies cease and the day moves on. It’s time for the speeches.
Yours and Adam’s Grandad start the speeches off as he’s of course the father of the bride. He tells a lot of funny and embarrassing stories about your mum and your aunt growing up and they make you laugh as you don’t know some of them yourself.
Even when your grandma steals the microphone for a minute to wish her daughter all the luck in the world, it makes you giggle. As if your Aunt hadn’t been with your Uncle since way before they had Adam 21 years ago.
The speeches then move along to the grooms and your Uncle is doing an excellent job of making everyone laugh, as he’s a really funny guy. Your Uncle is one of your favourite people on the planet, you hope he’d walk you down your own aisle one day as he had been the father figure for most of your life.
Your Uncle has made everyone laugh, he embarrassed your Aunt which was really funny to see. She was always the cool one and doing the same to him, so he was definitely getting his own back now.
The only thing left to do was make people cry. And he was succeeding.
“There’s unfortunately a couple of important people missing here today,” Your Uncle says and you know what’s about to come, and you aren't entirely sure you’re ready for it.
“And those people are the ones who should be here the most,” Your Uncle smiles down at his wife and she takes his hand and you see her thumb caress his skin which seems to help him carry on.
“I know me and my lovely wife would love nothing more than our brother-in-law to be here with us today... He was truly one of the best... The best friend I could have ever asked for and he was taken from all of us, especially his lovely wife and daughter, far too soon,” Your uncle continues and a ball quickly forms in your throat.
You smile at your Uncle and then glance to your Mum and see that her eyes have welled up which subsequently makes yours do the same. As you offer your Mum a smile, which she returns, you feel someone take your hand.
And when you follow the action, your hand lies in a certain curly haired brunette's, and he offers you the warmest smile which you didn’t know you needed until right now.
When you reached your early teens, you finally understood what experiences you’d missed out on because your dad had passed away when you were five. You’d learned to get your emotions out when you needed to and you learned to keep them at bay for your Mum’s sake.
So, it wasn’t often anymore that you thought about your Dad and got emotional, but when you did think of him and you’re surrounded by family, it did upset you.
You always felt like there was a missing piece, and today was one of those days. So when Matty offered you that support you took it and squeezed his hand back.
When you glance back at your Uncle he smiles at you and you blow him a kiss which he seems to appreciate. He continues to talk about your dad a little bit, saying he was in the room with everyone now and your Uncle says some really lovely things about him missing out being able to dance with you looking beautiful today, which makes you tear up but you promised your Uncle that he could dance with you.
You do have to wipe away a few stray tears after that moment, all while Matty is there to comfort you and you also feel Adam’s hand on your shoulder letting you know he’s there for you too. You really appreciated everything that your Uncle has said about your Dad and whilst he was speaking you lace your fingers with Matty for that extra comfort that you crave.
The speech moves on past the section that involved your Dad and you listen to your Uncle's anecdotes about when he met your Aunt and your Mum. The stories are really funny and the speech is amazing.
Matty’s hand never leaves yours throughout it all, unlike Adam’s eventually left your back, which you’re thankful to Matty for. He keeps his thumb moving across your skin and you’re so grateful for that.
Every so often he gives your hand a squeeze which you know is a silent ‘are you okay?’ and each time you give him a longer squeeze back confirming that you are.
By the end of the speech, your hand is in his lap and Matty’s other hand is on top of your clasped ones, again tracing soothing patterns onto your skin. When the time comes to clap you don’t let go of his hand either.
Both you and Matty elect to clap one handed on your thighs and during the clap your Uncle smiles at you and you stop clapping to blow him a kiss.
Before Matty can ask if you’re okay the Best Man’s speech starts which is actually hilarious. However, your heart feels heavy so your hand stays in Matty’s until that speech finishes too.
“You okay?” Matty asks in a quiet voice.
“Yeah,” You smile, giving his hand a squeeze, “Thank you.”
Matty just smiles at you then before his other hand comes up to your face and he tells you to look up which you do. His hand is on your cheek as his thumb runs underneath your eye.
Your suspicions of what he was doing were confirmed when he explains, “Your mascara smudged a little.”
You chuckle then just thinking he’s the cutest person in the entire world. You quickly cup his face in your other hand and pull him in for a quick kiss which Matty returns with a little smile on his lips.
“Thank you,” You say, giving his hand another squeeze before you both have to stand up and head out of the room.
The herd of people head out of the room so the staff can clear up and set the room up for the evening’s festivities.
You’re then whisked away from your new safety harness and roped into more photos with your family. After about half an hour of having pictures and waiting for them to need you, you finally escape back to your boys.
Matty makes sure you’re okay again and he gets you another amaretto like you’d been drinking all afternoon. You thank him and you stick with your boys until the room is prepared for the evening party and you are all called back in.
You all watch as the bride and groom dance along to a cheesy love song that you know your Aunt loves and you think she looked gorgeous dressed in white. She’s truly so beautiful and you can see a lot of your Mum in her.
It makes you think how beautiful your Mum and Dad would have been on their wedding day. Of course you’d seen pictures of the occasion, but this moment you were witnessing now just makes you think of how your Mum and Dad would have danced.
You wish you were there to see it but that wasn’t the case. You came along almost exactly nine months later.
There is dancing for a little while that you don’t really want to take part in so you sit down and joke around with your boys for a good hour before George suggests heading outside to the grand patio area that the hotel had and getting high.
Of course, no one objected to this. In fact, you’re the first up.
Adam gets lost in the crowd on the way out but when he shows back up again, not too long later he’s pleading with Matty to save some because apparently your Aunt caught you all through the window and drunkenly wants some for herself. This revelation makes you giggle as you don’t really believe it.
You just think Adam wants some for himself.
However it turns out to be true because Adam comes back after a minute, saying that you can’t not save some because his Mum is threatening him to cry on her wedding day.
Matty still doesn’t seem to believe him though as the both of you are just sharing it.
But your cousin doesn’t stop going on about it for the next five minutes and it gets to the point were Matty snaps, “Hann fuck off... I only brought three and me and Wheels are having one. George stole one, and me and Wheels are having the other one later.”
The death stare your cousin sends him then is a little scary, even for your standards.
“What are you looking at me like that for?” Matty doesn’t back down, taking another drag, “I didn’t expect your Mum to wanna get high on her wedding day.”
Adam throws back, “Well you don’t have to be selfish and have two.”
You try not to laugh as you take the spliff from Matty and bring it to your lips once more. You like the way it makes you relax and you’re slightly happy Matty is defending your other one for later.
“Hann,” Matty says, trying to bite back his annoyed tone, “We’re gunna have to ask about, considering I’m the only one who thought to bring the weed.”
You leave the squabbling boys to themselves though when you spot your Aunt wondering outside through the door a bit further down from the one you. You call her over to you and you walk towards the table not too far from the boys to sit with her.
“Hey,” You giggle, watching her take a seat, “Did you want to just have a drag or get super high?”
“Just a drag,” Your Aunt giggles up at you. “Takes me back to when your Mum used to bring some home with her and we’d sneak it away from your Grandma and get high in the car.”
You let out a loud laugh at that knowing that is what Adam and the boys do a lot of the time. You let her have a drag of the spliff as you turn to your cousin and giggle, “Apple doesn’t fall far from the tree Hann.”
The bride offers you the spliff back and once it’s trapped between your fingers you think it through, knowing there’s only about two drags left. You don't want fights about it but you also want to be generous to your Aunt.
“You can have the end of this,” You say to your Aunt, bringing the spliff closer to your lips, but your grin at Matty as you say it, despite him standing a few meters away from you.
Looking back at your Aunt you tell her, “I’ll share my last drag,” before taking it and holding your breath, before handing it over.
She grins up at you and quietly scorns, “Will you just get with the poor boy already? His eyes haven’t left you all day.”
If only she knew.
You just grin at her and shake your head warningly, silently telling her to ‘shut up’. You love your Aunt to pieces but you don’t want or feel the need to overthink things like that when you are around Matty.
You make your way over to him and grin. You point to your mouth so he knows what you're up to and when his lips move down to yours he takes his shotgun kiss.
Soon enough though it just turns into a real kiss as his hands rest on your hips, pulling you into him a little more and your hands are resting on his chest. You should be surprised when he tries to deepen it, but you aren’t.
In fact, you encourage it until you remember that you reapplied your lipstick when you went upstairs earlier.
You pull back when he gets a little too into it, warning him, “Watch my lipstick.”
“So many rules, Sweetheart,” Matty grins, shaking his head a little.
But he doesn’t seem to care that much because he just pulls you further into him and kisses your lips once more. Matty savours the feeling, as he doesn’t think he’ll ever be able to get enough of you. When he pulls away, he makes you laugh.
“How do you still taste like chocolate when we’ve had a spliff?” Matty questions completely baffled by you.
It was all he could taste earlier when you were both in the bathroom.
Chocolate. Chocolate. Chocolate.
And now that taste was confusing him with the smell of the weed too. It was sort of morphing into the same thing.  
You just giggle, ignore the question and attach your lips to his once more.  
~*~*~*~
“Dance with me?” Matty asks you when you’re both standing in the room with the dancefloor watching the couples, including your Aunt and Uncle, slow dancing.
Your eyes go a little wide at Matty’s question, “I don’t know how to dance.”
“Neither do I, but we’ll figure it out,” Matty grins, grabbing your hand and pulling you to him.
He moves you onto the dancefloor and he holds your hip and your hand like a ballroom dancer and rests your other hand on his shoulder.
You slowly dance to the acoustic version of James Blunt’s 1973 which you find quite cute because of how close the year is to his band name. But maybe you just find that amusing because of how many drinks you’d had.
You definitely wouldn’t have agreed to dance with anyone sober. But you’re entitled to the free bar and so was Matty.
It’s past 9 p.m. now and he’d split more of your amaretto than you would ever usually allow when you were paying for your own drinks. But you’d definitely drunk a lot more than he’d spilled, meaning that you would’ve been very easily persuaded to dance, even if it wasn’t the boy who you may or may not have had a crush on who asked you.
You dance close to each other, to the point where there is no room between you. You’re just clutching each other, loving the intimate moment and you don’t even feel the need to speak as the song plays.
You just sway together and you try to remember every little second of this. You like dancing in Matty’s arms. You like him holding you close like you’re his.
Truthfully you don’t want the moment to end. You like feeling the little kisses he places on your neck and you find that your whole body tingles when he compliments you.
“You look stunning,” He whispers in your ear.  
You can't contain your grin so you’re thankful that your cheek is pressed against his and he can’t see it. You compliment him back, “You look really good too.”
And he truly does. His black shirt had long been untucked from his grey pants now and the loose red tie with the buttons undone just makes him even more attractive to you. The hair starting to fall a little even does it for you too.
“But you honestly just look...  Wow,” Matty says, not being able to find a better word.
You grin and whisper a, “Thank you,” as the song fades and a familiar one comes on.
You can’t help but ask your Curly a question then as it’s your favourite song.
I’m Yours by Jason Mraz.
“Did you ask for this song to be put on?” You grin, looking at him as you both start swaying a little bit faster to the new beat.
Matty grins back saying, “Maybe.”
“Did you learn it for me?” You ask curiously.
About two months ago, you asked him on the phone if he would learn it and play it for you at some point. This time you’d been in Manchester you hadn’t had any alone time so you weren’t sure if he had learnt it or not.
But of course, your Curly comes though, “I did.”
You can't hide the smile on your face at that point. You just dance and both softly sing along to the song. And every so often Matty kisses your neck before he carries on singing into your ear.
Yeah, the song is an older one, but you rediscovered it at the beginning of the year and you just love it so much. So for months, you’d been playing it on repeat in your headphones endlessly whilst you painted or created some other form of art.
As the post chorus comes along you feel Matty's lips on your neck again and you smile at the feeling as you carry on moving together to your favourite song.
The post chorus is your favourite bit because it feels like an intimate sort of moment that you were intruding on. So after the little skat that Mraz sings you can’t help but continue to sing just as loud.
“And I will nibble your ear,” You sing along with Jason Mraz, but as you do, you feel Matty do exactly that to you.
The giggle you let out then can’t be contained and Matty chuckles when he hears that beautiful sound. But at the end of the song, you’re both just swaying in a circle and singing the lyrics into the other’s ear.
It’s a beautiful moment. And what better way for it to end than with a kiss?
When Matty’s lips connect to yours, you both savour it until the next song starts. You’re about to begin swaying along to the new tune but your Uncle taps Matty on the shoulder asking if he could steal you away for a song.
Of course Matty agrees and he lets your Uncle dance with you. But every time you turn around, you catch Matty watching you dance with your Uncle, and you feel your cheeks go hot under his gaze.
God, you really were embodying the song that had just been on. All it took was for him to look at you and smile and your usual chilled out self became so hot that you thought you'd melt right through the cracks.
You really needed to get your grip back.
~*~*~*~
As the night gets later, you get drunker, which means that when the second spliff you and Matty are sharing is depleted, you start sharing your thoughts.
Your back is against the brick wall behind you and you have Matty’s blazer on keeping you warm. Matty is standing about a foot in front of you and he’s just caught you looking up at his hair.
“I prefer your hair curly,” You tell him as you watch him take the last drag, stubbing the rest out.
Matty grins, “Yeah?”
You nod, “Yeah... I miss my Curly.”
“I’ve not gone anywhere, Sweetheart,” Matty chuckles, stepping closer to you and pulling your body into his.
“No,” You shake your head, “I mean in general.”
You can tell he’s confused then but your drunk self elaborates and clears it up for him.  
“I miss our summers,” You start. “I miss coming to Manchester... I miss you showing me how to do tricks on my skateboard.”
Everything you’re saying is making his heart swell. But even more so when you finish off with, “I miss you flirting with me and calling me Wheels... I miss you a lot Matty.”
“You’ve got no idea how much I miss you Sweetheart,” Matty tells you, pulling you firmly against him and you just stand there gazing into each other's eyes.
Matty breaks the moment's silence by suggesting, “You should come back over and see us soon.”
“I want to,” You nod, “I’ll try and come up properly again next summer.”
“We could do so much,” Matty grins, nudging your nose playfully with his.
“Wanna do it all,” You giggle, wrapping your arms around his neck.
Matty asks with raised eyebrows, “You come to all of our gigs?”
“Of course,” You giggle, “Got to see The 1975 for the first time, haven’t I?”
“You do,” Matty says before pecking your lips once.  
“Did you keep any songs for this one?” You ask, knowing with every new band name they never kept any of the songs they made in that era and brought it to the next.
“We’re keeping Girls and Sex,” Matty tells you.
You feel blood rush to your cheeks then knowing the latter is about you. Matty grins seeing you look to the ground after that, as he never made it a secret that the song is about you. If anything he wanted you to know.
“Hey Y/N/N,” Your Mum calls from round the corner.
You and Matty separate from each other's embrace then, and you make your way to your Mum who is bound to introduce you to one of her new friends again. Unsurprisingly she does but at least this time her friend has a son who looks around your age that has come along to the event.
You’re pleasant with the guy and Matty watches in amusement with George, Ross, and Adam at you trying your best to make conversation. Your body language tells those who knew you best that you’re tired and you really can’t be arsed with the conversation.
And it just gets worse when both you and your Mum are encouraged to get in a picture with her friend and her son. The boys watch as you put on the worst fake smile they’ve ever seen but Matty takes note of the lad whose arm goes around you as politely moves closer to you for the picture.
The guy is smitten with you. Anyone could see it.
Especially Matty though. And he hates it.
Even more so when the guy pulls you to the bar and you get a drink with him. Matty hates you talking to him, hates seeing you genuinely smiling at the lad. Matty hates you clinking your glass with him, hates you doing a shot with him, and hates seeing you rest your hand on his arm when you genuinely laughed at whatever he’s saying.
But Matty’s just thankful that a few minutes later you come back over to him and his friends. Matty traps you against him, his arms snaking around your waist.
“How's your new friend?” George asks you teasingly.
You frown at him and ask, “Why are you saying it like that?”
“He was giving you the lips, Wheels,” Matty tells you as he kisses your neck a few times.
You pull a disgusted face then, definitely not wanting that boy to ‘give you the lips’. You lean back into Matty a little, taking a drag of the cigarette you just lit and relax into him.
“I’m good thanks,” You cringe. “His curls and his height are as good as he gets.”
Matty hadn’t missed that the guy was literally just a 6’ 3” version of himself. But a lot less good looking, if Matty did say so himself.
“I reckon you could knock him out if he came too close,” Matty whispers into your ear which causes you to let out a giggle.
The night draws on and you and Matty spend the majority of the night in each other's company. Not always at each other's sides but you both never stray too far away.
Matty had given you his blazer when it started going dark, which was around 7 p.m. as he didnt want you getting cold when you all went out for a smoke. You thought it was very cute of him and you liked his aftershave that seemed to linger on the material.
You like his smell. It reminds you of your second home, as you spent most of your time in his company the last few times you come to Manchester.
All too soon though, the evening begins to draw to a close. And that starts when you feel a buzzing in the blazer that you had on.
You find Matty’s phone to be the culprit and when you pull it out you see Dad flash up on his phone, along with the time of 02:43.
“Hi Tim,” You answer it knowing Matty won’t mind.
You love Tim and you haven’t spoken to him for ages. You really miss Matty's whole family though, especially Louis.
“Y/N, is that you?” Tim asks you and you smile hearing his jolly voice.
You tell him, “It is, Matty lent me his blazer and it had his phone in it.”
“Ah he’s a gooden, isn't he?” Tim chuckles down the line. After you agree with him, Tim asks, “How’s the tie change gone down?”
You're confused at that question, and you assume it’s just your drunken mind needing the question simplified, “What do you mean?”
“The red tie?” Tim tells you and you glance at Matty who’s in conversation with George just across the patio. “He had a grey one to match his suit originally but he’s not stopped all week about me needing to help him find a tie in a particular shade of red.”
“Oh,” You say, a little shocked by the information. A smile also makes its way to your face, remembering your conversation from this morning, when you mentioned that he matched you.
The thought that he’d done it intentionally makes your heart beat faster.
Matty turns around laughing at something George had said then and his eyes connect with yours, which in that moment makes your heart flutter and butterflies come to your stomach. You glance down at his tie that is now loose around the collar of his black shirt and you press your lips together before telling Tim, “Yeah, the tie looks really good.”
“Ah, that's good then,” Tim says in his geordie accent as your eyes connect with Matty’s once more and you smile at each other.
“Are you alright to tell him I’m going to set off now to pick them up? I’ll be about half an hour,” Tim asks you.
“Yeah, of course,” You nod, even though he couldn’t see you. “Do you want to speak to him?”
You start walking over to Matty then, a little slower than your usual pace because of the amount of alcohol you’d consumed and because your heels were beginning to hurt a little. Tim says down the phone, “Yeah alright, if he’s not too busy?”
“No, don’t worry,” You grin, “He’s right here.”
Matty tilts his head to the side a little then, seeing you approach him on the phone with a look in your eyes he can’t quite pinpoint. “I’ll see you soon Tim,” You smile and Matty understands it’s his dad then.
You say a final goodbye before you hand Matty his phone over and whilst he takes that from you, you trade it for his cigarette and listen to his end of the conversation whilst chatting a little to George.
Matty’s answers to his Dad are generic, nothing revealing about them, so there’s really no need to listen in. It sounds like he’s just thankful that his Dad is coming to pick him and the other boys up.
“Thanks Dad, see you later,” Matty says, “Bye.”
Matty hangs up the phone then and pulls you into his body, maybe craving the warmth as you’d stolen his blazer, or maybe craving you. Either way, you’re happy in the embrace you’re trapped in and you can’t really stop yourself from smiling as you finish chatting to George about his job.
You lean back into Matty’s chest whilst you’re finishing off his cigarette. After a second, his hands come around your waist and he pulls your blazer open a bit so he can put his phone back in the inside pocket.
You stay like that for a little while until your cousin is shouting you inside for some more pictures.
You roll your eyes knowing it’s getting closer to 3 a.m. now and you really don’t want to be having pictures taken at this time. However, this day is not about you, so you get up and leave Matty and George alone once again.
When the photos are finished you glance at the clock seeing that it’s 3 a.m. and you’re genuinely so tired. Both you and Adam head back outside to your friends then and see a group of all the youths of tonight around your age had formed where you left Matty and George earlier.
As the both of you walk over though, you see that the group had basically formed a small circle. You and Adam slot yourself in next to George, Matty is opposite you next to some guy he’d apparently not seen in years that he’d pointed out earlier.
Ross was only a couple of people away from him, still looking dapper like before but you can’t take your eyes away from Matty. Partly because he just looked amazing in that black shirt and his red tie with his hair now falling in his face a little bit.
But mostly because he so easily captured everyone’s attention with his mouth that never stops running. It was like he asked if anyone minded if he gave a speech, because everyone gives him their attention.
And right now he’s talking to an old friend of his about their ex.
“Nah mate, honestly I never really got on with your bird the first time I met her. She was dressed in nout when we were all out and she was telling everybody that she was shagging about,” Matty told the guy and you had to hand it to him, he had some balls saying that to someone he barely knew.
“But she turned out to be alright. Actually one of the more laidback lot of the bunch,” Matty finishes up with and the guy just laughs and you’re just glad you didn’t have to drag Matty away from a fist fight.
But a minute later something happens that you aren’t expecting. You watch a really pretty girl with red hair, that you’d noticed earlier in the day, subtly tuck herself under Matty’s arm.
You don't think anyone else noticed it because she was standing next to him anyway, but your eyes had rarely strayed away from Matty today so you noticed instantly. Even more so when his arm goes around her shoulder.
A pit forms in the bottom of your stomach then and you aren’t too sure why. But looking at the girl next to Matty stings in a way it never had before seeing him with someone else.
You didn’t even feel like this the first time you’d seen him with Lucy. It’s a strange feeling and you didn’t really like it so you just didn’t look towards them hoping the sensation would leave.
But the feeling didn’t go away, mostly because you can’t really take your eyes off them. You want to see exactly where her hands are on him, and the fact she’s clutching to his shirt makes you jealous.
You don’t want her touching him at all.
Jealousy really is a dirty feeling, you don’t like it, and the fact you’re feeling it this intensely makes you want to head up to bed so you don’t get more wound up. The girl who has the most stunning red hair keeps giggling and leaning herself into Matty and Matty chuckles along with her to the guy's jokes.
You didn’t even hear the joke because you’re just so concentrated on her. Her hair stands out against her black dress which just draws people in to look at her.
Her dress is also riskily short which obviously brings her a lot of attention but the fact that she’d drawn Matty’s hurt your heart a little. But he wasn’t yours, so you had to suck it up and deal with it.
After another minute, you look back and the girl and Matty are looking at each other and you know exactly what you’re about to witness. She wanted him, you can just tell.
You don’t know why you carry on looking when she goes for the kiss, but you do. There’s a little tug on your heart that you try to pretend that you don’t feel when her lips are about to connect to his.
But all of a sudden Matty does something you truly didn’t expect.
“Oh,” Matty says, pulling his head back from the girl about to kiss him, “Best not, I’ll probably yosh in your mouth.”
The girl pouts at him with her gorgeous face full of make up and asks him as if she's a doting girlfriend, “You not feeling well?”
Matty shakes his head and you hear him say as he detacts himself from her, putting a hand on his stomach, “Nah… It’s like five past three, I can hardly see, and I'm on the verge of passing out.”
“I’m going getting some water,” Matty tells the girl before he heads inside and you avert your gaze quickly before you’re caught looking.
You see the girl's disappointed face and you can’t help the smile that forms on your lips. You don’t think you’d been this pettily happy for a long time.
A few minutes later Matty shouts from the door, “Hann, my Dad’s here.”
Your little group parts ways from the others, knowing that it’s time to say bye. You and Adam are staying in the hotel with your parents and they had annoyingly put you and Adam in a twin room, but the rest of the lads were heading back into Wilmslow.
You all meet Matty at the door and after the boys say bye to your family, you and Adam head outside. As the lads say goodbye to Adam, you politely say hello to Tim and ask how the family is doing.
You also tell him that you can’t wait for the next season of Benidorm as you find the programme hilarious and the fact he’s in it makes it even better.
Soon enough though, Adam takes your spot with Tim and you say goodbye to your boys then. You savour their hugs, knowing you wouldn’t see them until Christmas again now.
George is the first you hug, and then Ross, leaving Matty till last. You shrug off his blazer and playfully help him get it back on before he traps you in a hug.
You bury your head into his neck, shamelessly inhaling his scent and you’re sure you get more drunk off that. After a long and tight squeeze goodbye you part from him, but Matty doesn’t let you get too far from him.
His arms stay around your waist and your brunette cheekily glances at your lips when he says, “Need one for the road Sweetheart.”
And just from the look on his face you could tell he wants another kiss. And you’re not getting out of this until he gets one.
“Thought you felt sick?” You ask him, not particularing wanting to kiss him if he’s going to throw up into your mouth.
You aren’t Alex, you can’t cope with that shit.
“No, not in the slightest,“ Matty shakes his head, smiling a little.
That confuses you.
You frown a little, “But the girl…You didn’t ki-“
“The girl wasn’t you,” Matty interrupts sincerely, tucking your hair behind your ear.
Your heart warms at him saying that and his beautiful brown eyes show he’s being completely serious. The way he’s looking at you makes your heart flutter.
The next second you're captured by his kiss. Your heart rate once again increases feeling his lips against yours and even more when his tongue finds yours.
Your hands travel up his body, one resting on his neck and the other lacing into his hair. Matty hums a little feeling your nails against his scalp before your fingers curl around his locks and pull on it.
Matty’s hand that’s resting on your hip goes completely around your back and pulls your body closer to his. His other still cupping your cheek, guiding you through the kiss.
Not that you need the guidance at this point. You’re sure you knew pretty much everything about him, especially that tongue of his.
That was one thing you definitely had in common.
You try to savour the feeling of him against you and his lips against yours because you don’t know when you’d feel it again. You’re a little worried you never would.
You don’t want to go back over to Manchester and find that he has a surprise girlfriend again. That may be selfish of you, but you really don’t.
When you both part from the kiss, you keep close to each other. Your faces are barely two inches apart.
“Please come and see us more often Sweetheart,” Matty pleads, not wanting to let go of your body.
Every time you’re standing in his arms he feels whole. Like you are made to be there.
“I will,” You nod in confirmation.
You really want to. You miss spending him in their company. In Matty’s company.
“Good,” Matty grins, with his thumb still caressing your cheek, “Because I’ll be coming over to Sheffield if you don’t.”
You grin up at him and lean into his palm a little, “I promise I'll ask the bride tomorrow if I can come and stay again next summer.”
Matty grins at you and pulls you in for a quick peck, and after he says, “I'll see you soon, Wheels.”
“See you soon, Curly.” You say before you kiss him once more.
This time you don’t care about your lipstick. You just need a kiss that’d satisfy you until you see him again.
And you really hope that would be sooner rather than later.
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A/N: Really hope you enjoyed this! And if you fancy reading the full story that is a love triangle between Matty and Alex, the fic is Nothing Revealed In A Common Crisis and you can find it here and @nriacc! Thanks a million for reading, please let me know if you enjoyed it x
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Elvis Masterlist
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Last Updated 12.05.2023
I just wanted to come here quickly and explain that I’m not the best at descriptions. I promise that the actual fic is much better then what the description says. While not every fic has a symbol, it is important to note that these symbols are universal.
Smut is Indicated by: ✿ Dark Themes are indicated by: ❥ Requested fics are indicated by: ♛
Back to the main Masterlist! Requests are always open! (Though, it may take awhile)
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Elvis (Currently on Hiatus)
♢ Haylo Blakely is an upcoming a artist, when she is introduced to Elvis. An old friend that she grew up with. Though, she doesn’t recognize the guy due to his now dark hair. Elvis doesn’t recognize his friend as well, that is until a heart to heart where everything makes sense. The two are the top controversial popular artists that rise to the top, all while being deeply in love with each other. 
Story Teaser
♢ This teaser just gives a hint of what this story will be like. You will see this again in one of the chapters. I wanted to give a sense of the reader, and how her and Elvis worked together.
Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3, Chapter 4, Chapter 5, Chapter 6
Just The Nurse
♢ You’re hired as a personal nurse to the famous singer, Elvis Presley. Only issue is that... well.. Elvis has no idea. You were hired by his own father, who is concerned for his health. You weren’t a hundred percent sure at first... but hey... you needed the money. What could go wrong?
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Bonus Fanart created by: @nora-nexus-34​ 
Personal Nurse (Just the Nurse Extended)
♢ You’re hired as a personal nurse to the famous singer, Elvis Presley. Only issue is that... well.. Elvis has no idea. You were hired by his own father, who is concerned for his health. You weren’t a hundred percent sure at first... but hey... you needed the money. What could go wrong? Not to mention, who would say no to working next to Elvis Presley.
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
♛ Number Duex
♢ Being an assistant to one of the worlds greatest stars has its perks... well if you looked past having to work with the Colonel. He hated you... god... he saw you as a whore assistant who was there to be on your hands and knees for Elvis. He knew this was all just a game to you. A game to reel Elvis in to be yours. Despite your feelings towards Elvis... you had to proof the Colonel wrong.
Part 1, Part 2
The Twelve Days of Christmas
♢ A collection of short fics that all correspond into one fic read! All twelve days will have their own special fic with a small secret inside of them. Will you be able to find out the secret before the end?
Day 1, Day 2, Day 3, Day 4, Day 5, Day 6, Day 7, Day 8, Day 9, Day 10, Day 11, Day 12, Final 
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Heated Argument
♢ Elvis distances himself from the reader after some news from the colonel. The reader gives him his space, but is ultimately upset about it. When coming home one day she discovers some unfortunate news.
I Hate Elvis
♢ After having things go terrible wrong to the reader after she first met him. Because of that, she blamed Elvis for everything, hence why the reader hates Elvis. What happens when he performs at the bar the reader is working at?
Secret Love Affair
♢ Reader has been in relation with Elvis for years now, and has finally had enough. They are tired of being left in the shadows and can’t take being away from him any longer.
Caught in a Trap
♢ The reader is caught in a trap, aka with her boyfriend, and she can’t exactly escape. If she could she would’ve left already. Essentially a stranger, Elvis, saves her.
Part 1, Part 2 ✿​
♛ Habits 
♢ Based off the song Habit (Stay High) by Tove Lo. Reader has just had their heart broken by the infamous Elvis Presley. They hope to run into him at Club Handy, but it never happens. Until one night... and when she does see him, she doesn’t want to see him anymore.
❥ Hayloft 2
♢ Based off the song Hayloft II by Mother Mother. The reader is faced with the consequences of their actions. Not knowing what to do, or where to go... they go to Elvis, who doesn’t even have to think about anything and helps them. It doesn’t matter what they did, you saved his life and he loved you. He would do anything for you.
Lonely
♢ Reader feels lonely, hence the name. After feeling alone all the time, Elvis wanted to surprise her with a special little gift. Something to make her feel less lonely.
Help, I Need Somebody
♢ Reader suffers through drug abuse for almost a decade in their live. Their parents finally have enough and trick them. They go on a trip to what the reader assumes is to the fair... boy were they wrong. Their parents took them to a rehabilitation center. The reader feels hurt at once, but decides its better to just go with it. It’s not so bad... they end up meeting someone there. 
♛ Driving Lessons 
♢ 50's austin!elvis teaching you to drive after you've begged him (in the 50's it wasn't very normal for women to drive, but he loves to spoil you) and on one of your first few outings driving alone you crash, and he finds out while on tour by the press asking him a question regarding it then he goes to you after learning of it!”
“I’ll Be Their Dad”
♢ Reader’s boyfriend leaves her after finding out she’s pregnant, and Elvis helps the reader through this hard time, eventually becoming her babies dad.
“You’re Her Daddy”
♢ Reader meets Elvis during his first year at the International Hotel. What started as a forced accidently kiss turned into something much more... Where love blossoms and activities happen.
The Inbetween
♢ After death you arrive at the inbetween. A place that isn’t heaven nor hell. It it a place where you finish your unfinished business. A place where you are graded. A place you wait until you can go to heaven... or hell. However... what happens if you never leave?
Expiration Date
♢ After your best friends departure for the army, you found yourself lost and alone. Barely leaving the house. You write him letters every single day that passes by thinking it wouldn’t be too long until he came back... but even when he did return... he forgot about you. 
❥ Killer Queen
♢ The Killer Queen is one of the world's most dangerous serial killers who targets teenagers. While she may seem all perfect on the outside, don’t let that fool you and cause you your own death. Let’s be smart and think about this for a minute. 
Not My Father
♢ While being locked away from your father... you end up developing a relationship with someone he told you was off limits. What happens when you start to break the rules more and more every day?
Rhapsody
♢ The secret life is not so easy. While it sounds all nice and games... someone ends up getting hurt... and the secret gets out there. Maybe it's better to have your name out there. 
♛ Fine Lady
♢ Yourself and your family go out to one of your grandsons stand up show. To say the least... you got more then you bargained out of it. Yet, you couldn’t be more proud of him... and you have no one but Elvis to thank for that.
Hospital Stays
♢ Being in the hospital is no fun, but when you have a loving obnoxious husband there by your side... It ain’t so bad. Well, it can’t get any worse that is. 
Daily Struggles
♢ Everyone has something they deal with on a daily. Some may call them struggles, others may call them blessings. One thing for sure, is that having someone there to help you day to day with your... struggles... or blessings... it always makes it better in the end. 
Lil Baby Presley 
♢ In life, you are sometimes faced with the hardest choice. Leaving the one you love for their own good. You didn’t want Elvis to throw away hi life and career just because of a silly mistake you made. Maybe one day your roads will pass, but until then... you want to stay far away from him. 
♛ That Tour Life
♢ You always wondered what it would be like to be on tour with Elvis. You kept begging and begging. All you wanted to do was be with your s/o and experience what he experiences for several weeks at a time. After enough time... it finally happened and he let you come along. 
It’s Only Love
♢ Birthdays are celebrations to welcome in a new age. Yet, they get a bit funny when someone is stuck at one age for the rest of eternity. How do you go ahead and deal with that? Do you still celebrate? Or do you just sit around the house all day and mourn. 
Besides You
♢ You always fought yourself for how your sadness took over constantly. You felt as if it took Elvis away from many opportunities simply because you weren’t in the mood. It was never fair to him, and because of that you felt more sadden.
♛ Metal Love
♢ You got weird a lot of weird looks, and sometimes while it was fun... it got annoying after some time. Especially when people started to threaten you... and well... and bully you. It was nice to have your boyfriends back though. He made sure you were loved. 
The Famous Truth
♢ After finding your husband your husband in bed with another women, you feel your life falling apart. Yet, being away from him just made everything worse. You loved him, and you knew he cheated and you should never forgive him... but he was a father. He was your husband... 
Unexpected Guests
♢ Having kids with the king of rock and roll had it’s challenges. But one thing that wouldn’t change is the love the twins had for him, and the love he had for them. Even if things can go a bit wrong at his concerts. 
♛ Pretty Boy
♢ Having a handsome boy to call all yours was something. Being able to lay in bed and tell each other stories about your childhood... That was the time you longed for. The time you wanted to spent with your pretty boy. 
Red String
♢ Ever heard of the red string of fate? If you haven’t, that’s okay. Let’s just say, you were still waiting to find your soulmate. Yet, when you do, of course it has to be with some annoying jackass. 
One Last Goodbye
♢ Having someone leave you is the worse feeling in the world. You have to learn to live without them, and that’s the hardest part of them all. You didn’t want to live without them. You wanted them by your side.
Staying In
♢ Being sick was the worst experience in the world. Well, there are bigger issues and pains, but while you were sick... it was something else. When Elvis returns much sooner then expected, you decide to keep it from him. He shouldn’t have to worry about you while he has other things to worry about. 
❥ A Night To Forget
♢ The Colonel was not someone you wanted to mess with. Hell, no one wanted to mess with him. He had his strong opinions, and would do anything to make sure his boy was making him money. You remence your time when meeting Elvis and the events that led up to... the Colonel's end.
Thanksgiving
♢ Thanksgiving is all fun in games until you are the one hosting. With light distractions, and unwanted guests, dinner goes on like normal. Along with some delightful news.
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Thunderstorms... At Night
♢ Headcanons for when the reader is woken up in the middle of the night during a thunderstorm. This could be read with Elvis or Austin!Elvis
Pregnancy 
♢ Headcanons for how a relatively young Elvis would react to his significant other being pregnant with his child.  This could be read with Elvis or Austin!Elvis
Elvis With Twins
♢ Headcanons based off my last ones. I wanted to voice into how he would act with having twins. There is a possibility that I could make some where he has one kid or even more. This could be read with Elvis or Austin!Elvis
♛ Bath Time
♢ Headcanons for what it would be like to have a Bath with Elvis! This could be read with Elvis or Austin!Elvis in mind!
Trick or Trick
♢ Headcanons for trick or treating with Daddy!Elvis! Who doesn’t love some daddy daughter time with Elvis... and with costumes! This could be read with Elvis or Austin!Elvis in mind!
Pumpkin Carving
♢ Headcanons for pumpkin carving with Elvis! This could be read with Elvis or Austin!Elvis in mind. There is no clear indicator of either or.
Halloween Decorations
♢ Headcanons for halloween decorating with Elvis! This could be read with Elvis or Austin!Elvis in mind. This is no clear indicator of either or. 
Fall Treats
♢ Headcanons for some fall baking with Elvis! Well, more or less baking and then Elvis coming home afterwards to your freshly baked goods. This could be read with either Elvis or Austin!Elvis in mind. There is no clear indicator of either or. 
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xunvyrae · 2 years
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regulus black headcanons
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here's some of my headcanons for regulus (which i might use in future fics)
regulus had always been jealous of sirius's long hair and wants to grow his out as well, but walburga never allowed him to
when he grew older, he dared to let it grow up to his chin (later, a little above his shoulder)
his favourite cousin has always been narcissa, both bonding over being the youngest siblings, and shared interests.
when his hair was long enough, he would braid them (narcissa taught him how to). it made his already curly hair even curlier
barty would tease him for it, but it also made him more popular (he doesn't understand why)
he'd always braid his hair during quidditch matches so it won't get in the way when he's flying
he loves pavlovas. kreacher makes him one all the time (usually in secret bc walburga wouldn't tolerate it) and the hogwarts elves picked up on it, so he always gets an extra pavlova during dinner.
he likes to wear rings, and when the black family signet ring was given to him, he wore it in his thumb (because it was a little too big for him but couldn't be bothered to resize it)
he's actually a fake it till you make it kind of person
he pretends he's good at the piano (one that walburga forced him to learn at a young age) but whenever he's told to play amongst an audience, he just uses a spell to make it look he's playing correctly
he also pretends he's good in french (he never bothered to advance his studies) so he mostly relies on translation spells to help him
he secretly likes david bowie because he heard sirius playing it before (his favourite songs are oh! you pretty things and sorrow)
he's a lot like sirius than he (and everyone) thinks, he's just good at masking it
and he's good at making jokes (although he doesn't do it often)
he's a better singer than sirius, but he almost never sings (only does it when no one's around) so nobody knows
except for remus, who caught him singing to himself during their prefect rounds, and he made remus swear to never tell a soul
canon compliant hcs:
as he is narcissa's favourite cousin, she broke down when she found out about his death.
he was only a boy, and oh so young. after, she swore that she'd make sure that her own son, draco, doesn't turn out like regulus, which made her overprotective but caring, making sure that draco grew up loved.
she saw a lot of regulus in draco, so when draco joined the death eaters she made sure that he didn't die like regulus did (hence making snape take the unbreakable vow with her)
she also raised draco with stories of her and her cousin regulus when they were children
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And John had another big secret. There is a place where hunters gather, and it's run by an old friend of his. Kripke reveals how that storyline came about. "Very frankly, we had a note come down from the mysterious and unnamed powers that be, that they wanted the boys to have a way-station. They wanted to develop a place where we could see familiar faces, where they could go and maybe pick up a case, or pick up information, etc. So we took the note and we considered it, as we always do And Bob Singer had this notion that I really liked, which was, 'What if it's like the cantina in Star Wars? What if it's a place where dangerous things happen and dangerous people cross paths? That's a really intriguing idea. And from there came the roadhouse. Then we had to populate it…
"We felt we'd spent so much time with the father son relationship, we wanted to see what a mother-daughter relationship looks like in this world, because we always try to make the story about family. So this idea came about for Ellen and Jo," Kripke continues, explaining the genesis of the Harvelle women. "Everyone would have expected that Ellen had some fling going on with John, so we didn't want to go there We wanted them to have a true and honest platonic friendship, but we also had to explain why John never told the boys about the roadhouse. And hence this terrible backstory of how John got Ellen's husband killed.
"Ellen brought a maternal energy for our world, which the boys have never had before, which I found was really interesting. Like a lioness, which is tough and badass and You touch my children, I will kill you.' Samantha Ferris really brought that character to life. She was everything you wanted the character to be - she was nuanced and complex and tough, yet beautiful and feminine.
"Jo was originally introduced to be a love interest for Dean," says Kripke, confirming fan speculation. "And there was supposed to be this growth of this character who rebelled against her mother and went off to be a hunter, and you could see this person harden and toughen as the season went on, which we actually ended up executing, but not the way we'd expected. I thought Alona Tal did an amazing job. She was likable and charming-everything she was supposed to be and more. I think we did her a disservice by misconceiving the character. We wrote her as an innocent girl who wanted to be a hunter, and that gave her this energy of leaping before she looked and doing all these things that Dean wouldn't necessarily spark to. She was just so enthusiastic and so girl-next-door about her approach to hunting. In hindsight, Dean wouldn't be attracted to that character- he'd be attracted to Jennifer Garner's character from Alias. He'd be attracted to someone who walked in the door, slaughtered everybody and walked out, and then he would say, 'Who's that? Alona played it beautifully, but the character wasn't playing as the love interest, she was playing as the little sister. And because that wasn't what we set out to do, and because we don't necessarily need a little sister character in our cast, unfortunately we phased out the character."
If the show's vocal Internet fans are representative of its general viewership, then it's safe to say the "little sister" character will not be missed. But Jo is not the only roadhouse denizen that didn't work out quite as planned. "Then we had the character [Ash.]"
[spn s2 companion, p. 14, 15]
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Jo's level of hunting experience wasn't the only element up in the air for Alona's first few episodes. "Eric Kripke had mentioned in the beginning that there was a possibility of making her a love interest [for Dean]," Alona confirms. "I adore Jensen Ackles. It would have been an honor and a pleasure…" But the direction the characters took produced a different chemistry onscreen. "We felt that there was tension between the characters. They made us very snappy toward each other, and that tends to come off as a brotherly-sisterly kind of relationship."
[spn s2 companion, p. 138]
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Rob: So, at the end of this episode, we find out that your dad was killed doing battle with Jensen’s dad, right? With Sam and Dean’s dad. You remember that? (Alona: Yeah) Like on a hunting trip. And at first, I felt like we were gonna find out that you were like Sam and Dean’s, like Sam and Dean’s half sister or something. Cause, yknow, she was like– it’s something with John Winchester that I had this history with. So you’re thinking that maybe, yknow, your mom and their father had a relationship. Did you read– did you think that when you first read the script?
Alona: Honestly, I think that– If I remember correctly– again, because it was so long ago, I’m– there were a lot of life changes to this living thing called The Roadhouse crew, right? But when I first talked to Eric– to Kripke about it, he did say that I was… like a little– that that was a potential. That they were my– that I was like a little sister. (Richard: Oh!) Like a half-sister, and that we were gonna find out– that was something that could have happened. But they weren’t sure if it was gonna go there or potential love interest. He wasn’t sure what he wanted to do. I don’t remember if it was the network– somebody wanted it to be a love interest. But then, it would have been– He was amused by the thought of it being really [laughs] creepy– that they were going towards love interest and then finding out [laughs] that she’s a half-sister. I think it was a little too much for the network back then.
Rob: Yeah [laughs]
Richard: Shame on them.
Alona: Although, I thought it was a really– I mean, playing with a potential love interest, but never fully going there, and then finding out she was a half sister would have been a lot, would have been fun. Cause it would have led to this like “eughh” moment between them.
Rob: [laughs] It woulda been funny. Yeah, it woulda been funny
Alona: It would have been– it would have been really funny. (Rob: Yeah) A little ahead of it’s time perhaps, but um, but that never ended up happening, and neither did the love interest thing, so, yknow there’s that.
Richard: I kinda thought– I took the bait as a viewer, I thought you were gonna come out as a half sister. And I mean I know I probably would have known that, going to so many conventions, I would have heard that already, but nonetheless, watching the episode, I’m like, “Ohhh, they did– they did it, and they had a daughter, oh man.” [Rob laughs]
Alona: Yeah! Yeah! (Richard: So, fooled me) And it would have– that would have made perfect sense.
Richard: Yeah, yknow, Rob and I kind of bemuse– yknow, we think out loud a lot about what drives the decision making of writers, and lord knows we don’t know. But your character is one of the prime examples of “they could have gone so many different directions.” I mean like, and, and they could have been– there’s a parallel universe where you ended up being a regular on that show for fifteen seasons. Yknow what I mean? Like, your character, really is, uh, attached– and [the] Roadhouse could have become more of a home base set. Like, yknow, when you watch this season up now– yknow, later on they had [the] Men of Letters [bunker]– [the] Roadhouse, it definitely seemed like the one standing set the show had for a while.
Alona: It– I think that’s what it was supposed to be. I remember Eric mentioning that– I mean that, the character was supposed to go one for much longer– Jo and Ellen. It was– it was  supposed to be that. And back then in what now it seems like the stone ages, there were the fan forums. [...] They had the cw forums, and fans would go on and they– I mean let’s not sugarcoat it– they hated my character.
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Richard: And you were an obvious partner for Dean. Yknow what I mean– that rapport?
Alona: Yeah, especially like season two, that was– that was where it was going. And that– that was– she was brought in there, and I remember Eric telling me like, “You are the female version of him. So act, yknow, how cocky he walks around, and he has all this like, the bravado of the Dean character.” I tried to have a little bit of that in Jo without making it too obnoxious, and it just was– it backfired. [...] The response of the viewers was not what was intended, right? It wasn’t what was expected. It wasn’t what the writers, and the brilliant creator of the show were wanting, so they had to pivot. And that’s only me assuming. I wasn’t in the rooms, right, but the way it pivoted was so parallel to what they were writing that I can only assume that it was influenced by-- a show that really does listen to its fanbase– which is a good thing! For the show and for the fans. Not so much for me.
[spn then and now, 2x06, 16:30 - 24:00]
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— AESTHETIC;; lost cause in their parents eyes but not their own, make-up always on point & dramatic, always tapping fingers mindlessly in beat even when not listening to music, unwavering faith, loses themselves in a good album, searching eyes under sunglasses, thin silver chain with diamond pendant around neck, faint callouses from years of playing, here for a good time not a long time mentality, adrenaline junkie, wild card, delicate exterior but feisty on the inside, like tinkerbell and needs attention to survive, sarcasm as their defense mechanism.
wanted connections here
— BASICS;;
NAME : alexis kim
ALIAS ( NICKNAMES ) : alex, ale
AGE : 23 / april 10
OCCUPATION : musician - singer & rhythm guitarist for neon nostalgia
GENDER IDENTITY : demi female (she/they pronouns)
SEXUAL ORIENTATION : pansexual, pan romantic
EXTRA : filling jonathan yoon’s bandmate wc as singer/guitarist
POSITIVE TRAITS : determined, comedic, out-going, creative
NEGATIVE TRAITS : sarcastic, reckless, stubborn, impulsive
SONG : i'm ready by chung ha
— A LOOK DEEPER;; 
Kim Alexis, born in New York and only child. Their parents stars in the medical field and it was thought that Ale would follow in the same paths. At six years old, accompanied their parents to a music performance and fell in love with music. begged their parents that if they did well in school, they wanted to take music lessons. they said yes and next thing you know, they was taking violin classes.
it was in these classes, her instructor saw how quickly se learned the instruments and Alexis asked to learn another. it was discovered she was a musical prodigy, picking up instruments quickly (her faves to play: violin, piano, drums, guitar, and trumpet). her instructor asked her parents to enter her in competitions. they said yes as it would look good in college applications. doing that for years until high school
As a senior in highschool, their parents pushed them to apply to ivy leagues and major in medicine or math but Ale had other plans. They chose a university where they could major in music. Their parents gave them an ultimatum: follow their plans and get everything paid for by them or do what they wants but with no financial support. They grabbed their stuff, said fuck you loved them, and left, doing what they wanted to do.
Fast forward to now: went to university (being the favorite of their grandparents who paid for their education, bought them a luxury apartment in the city, and gives them a weekly allowance), got a BA in music production, and is living their life on the social scene. Alexis is in a band as their singer, playing rhythm guitar, and loves it. Enjoys producing songs for their bands and others, writing lyrics, and partying.
TDLR ;;
Personality wise, is too smart for their own good and knows it. was known at high school for being the party girl who loves music too much for their own good. music prodigy with being able to play five instruments. never go to karaoke with her because she can actually sing. is an actual nerd, like I can't stress it enough, especially when it comes to math. she thrives on it and numbers are their thing, could have majored in math like her parents wanted them to but said no.
never dare or do a bet with Alexis because you will lose. loves to prove others wrong about them, hence why she is currently learning Latin because someone said they couldn't. loves to fight back others for the fuck of it because eh why not, its her motto. has them parental issues so whoops and always causes a commotion when obligated to go to family functions. is really the poster child of ‘looks like a cinnamon roll but could kill you if provoked.
Ships wise, when it comes to friends is there for them. loyal to a fault for them and yes, will be honest with them about things. they will give advice and if they don’t take it, is like 'oh well' and then if something happens, would probably tell you 'I told you so' afterwards but still help them out. hates to admit it but she is the mom in the friend group.
as for relationships, she may not look it but is an actual romantic. like gives you flowers or chocolates, maybe even plays you music on their guitar or writes you songs, she’s that girl. but also because she is so out-going most likely has slept around town. do not blame them if they starts flirting, can’t help herself.
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progressive-waves-art · 4 months
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@abeterger Because I’m embarrassed to slide into people’s DMs right away even when they explicitly ask me, have a list that’s a fraction of what floats around in my brain:
- The TToE father is an Oxford physics professor and The mother is head of library sciences. She has her own academic prowess that she’s forced to abandon when her husband refuses to be a parent.
- The President is actually high key a good person who saw what the environmental “Salvage Alpha through hard work” people were doing and knew they wouldn’t have time for that. The Framers was their only option and a lot of the hate he gets from other characters is them not understanding that.
- I think @issela-santina said it first but I’m almost positive Daniel is ND but it wouldn’t be acknowledged the way it would be today, hence the general reclusive and antisocial behavior
- @age-of-shadows and I just call the country The Source takes place in “Alphan Germany” because it’s Ayreon tradition to completely avoid proper nouns
- Liquid Eternity’s capabilities are WAY too specific for the Chemist to just have it on hand pre-album story. I think it’s more likely it existed as a prototype just for underwater breathing, then he had to finalize it and add all the other stuff people were demanding ON the way to Y, with limited time and resources. Probably why he sounds so sad and mellow all the time
- Daniel and Henry have the same age gap as Tommy Karevik and Paul Manzi, 19 years, and their dad hates Henry way more than he hates Daniel and a lot of it has to do with them being fully grown adults at the time the mom died.
- Speaking of most of these being Transitus related, I made the excuse that most of the singers were American and the comic architecture looked colonial northeast US-ish and used it to just set everything in the US and I literally never looked back. Now all the HCs are so damn entrenched in 19th century US history, it’s completely unavoidable 😭
- The Counselor was a personal psychologist to whatever president came before Russell, but as tensions rose between said president and other activist opposition characters she was friends with, she stepped down and started a private practice as a way to remain neutral between political parties
-The Opposition Leader was The President’s election opponent. The President was sworn into office just three weeks before Day That The World Breaks Down
-Abby, ironically, is the only person of the main cast that doesn’t have some horrible experience with death pre-1884 (on account of being too young to remember her mother dying), so she has very little of an idea of how to properly process her grief, which obviously does not end well.
- I have to go but last one: Dumb Piece of Rock is actually very necessary plot wise because it shows off Daniel’s introversion AND his internal conflict in Act I, but the execution felt very off in the middle of this extremely sad story plot. I think it should have been Abby herself telling him he deserves better than Henry and his father. If nothing else it gives her a LITTLE more story agency.
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Miri Unasaka
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Age: 4
Home: Tokyo (Buddy Daddies)
Likes: Mama’s hamburg steak, stuffed animals, Morio Kart
Dislikes: Papa Kazuki’s steak, isolation, losing at Morio Kart
Daddies: Buddies
Most of the kids in this bracket are exceptional in some way. They’re dragons, or magical girls, or robots, or they were ordinary kids until they ran into a magical fairy or an apocalypse or a middle-aged con artist or something. Most truly ordinary children here are children in extraordinary circumstances. Miri is four, and she has no idea her daddies are hitmen. Or that they killed—okay, no, I need to provide some context.
Okay, so. Miri is the bio-kid of Atsushi Hayami, crime lord, and Misaki Unasaka, singer. Atsushi dumped Misaki when she got pregnant, which is part of a cocktail of reasons why Misaki is resentful of Miri for existing. One Christmas, Misaki sends her daughter to a Christmas party Atsushi is attending. Also attending that party are Kazuki Kurusu and Rei Suwa, a pair of hitmen who were hired to assassinate Atsushi. Kazuki coaxes Miri out of being an unwitting hostage by claiming to be her papa, and by midnight, Rei and kazuki are daddies. (Also buddies, hence the title.)
Miri acts a lot like a typical kid—cheerful, mercurial, uninhibited, exhaustingly energetic. Two things distinguish her from the other children in this bracket. For one, she’s written to be less idealized (brattier) than your average anime child. She’s loud, thoughtless, and has no understanding of other people’s boundaries, just like actual preschoolers tend to be. I know that sounds bad, but it’s…um…anyways, she’s also exceptionally oblivious, even for a preschooler. It’s one thing for Miri not to notice how much her mom resents her, but it’s another for her to not realize that bullets flying around are a bad thing! If her papas ever admit they used to be hitmen, they’ll never let her hear the end of that.
What does Tumblr have to say about Miri? Well, this is another fandom that’s heavy on gifs and fanart but light on text posts. So go check the tag and appreciate the poll propaganda someone sent in:
She is adorable and behaves like a down-to-earth child, moderately independent from her biological mother's cold upbringing.
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I'm not sure why people are acting like Spotify listeners = talent. There are tons of super talented bands out there that are underground and don't have a lot of fans due to not having exposure. Sadly, the truth is that very few bands will actually be lucky enough to gain the exposure that is needed to become famous. The fact that MC's band even made it into the Battle of the Bands shows that they have tons of talent and potential, and now they've gained the opportunity to take it to the next level and gain some fame for themselves. So I definitely wouldn't call MC useless... they've made it way farther than most high school bands would have
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Ahhh, yeah. Maybe I didn't hype MC enough or I explained it wrong but I do want to make it clear MC is very talented, and even in the prologue MC stumbles upon a few people who directly talk about how amazing their vocal skills are.
Seven becoming more famous in a smaller time frame was just a combination of releasing the right song at the right time, good business decisions, and luck. The reality is, especially when it comes to being famous, you will always need some amount of luck to make it. As the first anon said, many bands and artists will never make it to mainstream level just because of how difficult it is in the first place.
That doesn't mean MC's band is terrible. They've been playing seriously for years, they worked hard, they practice. They have fans, and as I said before, they're on a very steady incline, they just haven't had a track 'blow up' yet, hence why BOTB is their big shot to show people just what they're missing.
Anyway, both anons said it best: fame does not equate talent or capability! ty both for explaining it much better than i could haha
also, one of the big plot points was that MC was considered a better singer than Seven so its kind of funny that people think MC is useless shsdhhdshsdshd
this whole convo makes me a bit wary of a certain plot point but we'll see
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