#he SUCKS so fucking bad. i hate him. but i also love him

[hiddenlife-manager]

Hear me out! Sabo with an Celestial Dragon(world noble) reader enemies to lovers (fuck buddies)

Sabo x Celestial Dragon

cw... blow job, angry kissing, drool, quick, a bit bad, unedited, still cute, power imbalance, a litte sudden, etc...

notepad... this one is def not the best but I was unsure how to get it going so I picked this. OH WELL tomorrow I will come back stronger!!!

You stood there in your room, looking at yourself in the mirror, your ears picking up the sound of a man going through your window. You turned to look at the blonde man crawling in, and you smirked at him. He came back to see you, even if the two of you hated each other.

“I thought you hated me.” You spoke out gracefully, your hands set down to your side. He walked up to you and grabbed you by the neck, kissing your lips in an angry manner. Causing your cocky attitude to suddenly melt. You were confused about why he did that.

“Why did you let her go?” He asked suddenly, and you took a step back and rolled your eyes, unsure what he meant. You wiped your lips with your sleeve. 

“She was a pathetic slave, and besides, slaves need to be freed at some point.” He smirked at you. Your cold heart was slowly melting each time you met him. You would never admit it, but he truly was changing you, and you hated it so much. Such a lowly man is changing such a powerful person as yourself.

“You know lying to me won’t do anything.” You spat at him, unable to look at him; you could never admit it. You had a heart, and you hated it. He walked up to you and kissed your lips. How is it that he touched you like this? How is it that you let him grab you even if you hated him? “How about a gift?” He whispered to you. He suddenly pushed you down to your knees and was met with his cock. 

“You think someone better than you will be on her knees for a man like you!” You exclaimed, and he unzipped his pants, his cock springing out, and all you could do was gulp. “I won’t enjoy it!” Everything you did was to try and fight it, but you couldn’t. Your hands went up to his cock and began to pump it. He had a celestial dragon on their knees, but in the end, you never fought it physically. You desired him, and as much as you hated him personally, his physical body was amazing—better than any other you have met. 

You opened your mouth to continue arguing, and he shoved his cock into it. You were stunned, but you caught yourself and began to suck at his cock. You loved it so much; you were a whore, might you say for him? You wanted him to use you. Make you feel less than what you truly are. When he did it, it was out of anger but also with a hint of care. A hint of wanting you to live like a normal person in the world. 

“Ugh.” You tried to let out a sentence, but all of it was muffled by the sound of you sucking his cock. Your saliva sucked while it piled up and slowly dripped down your chin. He gently wiped off the drool, looking down at you and holding back his moans. 

“It isn’t awful; isn’t it celestial?" You rolled your eyes at hearing him coo; it made your heart race, but to him, you were just a tool to prove he had power over someone like yourself. But you didn’t care; you hated and loved it all. You felt him thrust into your mouth, causing his cock to hit the back of your throat. You gagged a bit but continued to suck, your hands around the cock that has fucked you on so many occasions. 

This was a gift, truly, and you were upset that he knew you were slowly melting into becoming a bit more normal. Even setting free one of your slaves. Your hands gently pumped, grabbing his full attention until he came, strings of his cum going into your mouth. You knew it was wrong, but you swallowed it up, and he placed his hands on your chin, causing you to open up. 

“Good one. Maybe next time free a few more and you’ll be fucked the way you want.” Normally, you would roll your eyes and laugh at him, but he had you wrapped around his finger. You nodded mindlessly. It was awful to see such a powerful figure on their knees and coughing down their throats. 

#fanfic #x reader #oneshot #one piece x reader #one piece smut #sabo smut #sabo x reader #celestial dragons #op smut #sabo the revolutionary #sabo one piece #sabo op #op sabo #op x reader #one piece x gn reader #revolutionary army smut

[neonpigeons]

I can't truly love a character if they're not fucked up like I don't understand people who have a problem with characters being immoral or whatever. who cares if they committed a little murder?? grow up

#im tagging #clovis bray #cuz this is who the post is about ghfkhskghd #he SUCKS so fucking bad. i hate him. but i also love him #ari speaks #ok 2 reblog

[mugentakeda]

why do u hate iroh pls tell me

I DONT HATE IROH AT ALL!!!! in fact the exact opposite. hes like in my top 5 atla faves. among one of my fav characters in anything ever really. but the thing is . i like him FOR HIS FLAWS.... i love flawed characters. the atla fandoms opinion of iroh is sooo black and white ive noticed like u either hate his guts or love him blindly. which how other people perceive him is srsly none of my business like you can hate or love that fictional old guy as much as u want til the cows come home irdgaf. it is not that deep to me. but idk i feel like all his hypocrisies and discrepancies and inconsistencies and 500 mental illnesses are what make him so great... like if he was literally Just the wise old uncle guy without The Horrors he wouldnt be HALF as dear to me. people that have Very complicated relationships with their Very complicated parents enjoy iroh in a different and far more epic way than how everyone else does

#plus im pretty sure ive drawn him more than ive drawn literally any other atla character #and i made a long ass textpost from his pov literally this morning #like im obsessed with that old fuck trust me i love him its just that he also sucks. So bad. hes the worst #and hes also more special cus how often do u get such deeply flawed characters that are irohs age? #its always some moody 20 something anime dude. Never the shitty old man #IDKKKKK but this isnt an iroh hate blog i promise. well it is kinda but only ironically #this is the iroh saw trap blog. where i put him in torture labyrinths everyday for my personal entertainment. #asks

[dirtytransmasc]

mild rant, cause hotd TikTok is insufferable.

so I saw an edit, with the scene of Viserys on his death bed, calling Rhaenyra his only child...

these were some of the comments...

how dense do people have to be to say this shit, as if the abuse/neglect Aegon, Helaena, Aemond (and Dearon) faced, is the reason they are the way that they are????

aegon turned to his cups so young because he had to face the fact that his father didn't love him, his mother had... complicated feelings towards him (he was her first, born of marital rape that destroyed her life and childhood, and she loved him no doubt, but part of her hated what he represented in her life. all of which is Viserys and Otto's fault). not to mention the abuse he faced from Viserys and Otto (focus on Otto, cause he did what he wanted, since Viserys wasn't around enough to thoroughly abuse his son himself and wouldn't punish Otto for doing so). his drinking and need to self destruct to escape a life he doesn't want, turned him into the destructive, drunken bastard he is.

aemond was permanently maimed, an injury that very well could have killed him or hindered him greatly in life, and was ignored by his father, who then supported such an obvious lie instead of protecting his own son (aka, treating the greens and the blacks as equals and not playing favorites, they're aren't asking for miracles they asking for bare minimum). he suffered so greatly and his father couldn't give less of a shit. so on top of everything else, he had this anger boiling in his chest for years and years, stoked by his father's willing negligence. not to mention the fear it cause his mother (who was being manipulated by Otto) that Rhaenyra truly was a threat to his livelihood, which only targeted his anger.

Helaena, on a direct/surface level, was the best off, in terms of her father, but the ripple effect he caused on her life and those around her caused her to be married to her brother, who she didn't love, who didn't live her, and brought her suffering to some degree. it was the war Viserys practically created (tell me he didn't, I dare you) that sent her to madness (amongst other things *ahem* blood and cheese).

like, this man destroyed his children, directly or not, everything he did broke them down and apart, until he died, leaving them with a war that would end them all. his actions made them (Aegon and Aemond) into the people they were, but of course, that doesn't matter, apparently.

#gonna flip my shit #you cant hate the victims and then love/support their abuser #that logically does not make any fucking sense #and before anyone says anything #no I dont not hate rhaenyra/the blacks #they are morally complex and are neither entirely good nor bad #But if I were to choose one said to defend and deem the most 'right' I'm picking the greens and I will fight and die on this hill #also #yes I know what aegon did #no I do not support it/him (after the fact) #what I will say is #I support him up until that point with my whole chest AND acknowledge that he could have been different had his life not sucked so bad #also also #I acknowledge that the whole plotline of Aegon being evil was just to make the greens look worse for the show #so my feelings torwards aegon are complicated and messy #but I will always defend him in terms if the treatment he recieved frim Viserys #hotd #aegon targaryen #aegon ii targaryen #aemond targaryen #helaena targaryen #alicent hightower #anti viserys i targaryen #I want this mans head on a stick #anti otto hightower #I wish this mans desth was 10x more painful #lukewarm feelings towards the blacks.... thats all im gonna say #pro team green

[broke-on-books]

Best thing about being a Scooby Doo fan: you can meet some of the nicest people with some really cool ideas and hcs, there's such an abiding love for the franchise, which on its own is just AMAZING, such a wealth of content to dive into, and I haven't even gotten into the fan REDESIGNS and aus and-

Worst thing about being a Scooby Doo fan: people irl in public will come up to you with some of the worst Scooby takes ever (Scrappy found dead in Miami, SDMI revolutionized animation, etc.) and you have to restrain yourself from getting into a fistfight with some rando acquaintance/friend-of-a-friend in public ALL THE TIME 💀

#THERES NO WAY THIS ONLY HAPPENS TO ME RIGHT #its constanttttt ughhhh #james gunn i fucking hate you this is all your fault 🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡🗡 #not the sdmi stuff but the REST #there should be a jail sentence for scooby crimes i SWEAR #also this one dude today UGHHHHHHHU #ive never even seen him before (apparently hes been in my math class this year?) but with all the seniors gone (save me bc i love a party) #there was like 5 ppl in math today (4 of them good friends of mine) and this dude would NOT let up with the scrappy sucks sdmi is awesome bs #like i was just like no i disagree with you every time he brought it up but like UGH. #i think scrappy got a bad lot and deserves a chance to be the best he can be and sdmi is personally unwatchable to me because of how mean #they are to each other/the relationship drama plots. whats not to get we dont need to keep hashing this #i didn't make it a big thing though bc i didn’t want to start stuff but ugh #the only ppl allowed to make fun of scrappy around me are my besties and even theyre on thin ice so like watch it bub #blah #scooby doo

[pointsfortrying]

Ah lads here we go again. Chat, who's going to tell them

#dungeon meshi spoilers #<- for the beloveds #head in hands #when characters are written well (complex) but ppl Neeeed to be able to 'they're a bad person' bc they did a bad thing #failing to realize that literally EVERYONE has done bad things--- #the characters have depth! thats whats compelling!!! #yes this is bc the anime reached toshiro and we are once again seeing the waves of 'i hate shuro he's an awful person' raghhhhhhh #i fucking love laios he's an incredible character but raghhhh #chat they (fandom) don't know about the microaggressions #grahhh cultural differences and arguably clashes of nd bc i can see toshiro also being nd but even if not raghhh #yes toshiro should have handled things better but also laios should have and its wrong to baby either of them raghhh #also toshiro hasnt eaten or slept in days and is all over the place at this point and Laios Even Acknowledges It raghhhhhhhhhhh #raghhhhhhhhhhhh #ghhhhhhh knows that the later scenes will probably hopefully make some ppl better understand but its going to ten ten trillion years to get #there and raghhhhhhh #oh boy i cant wait to see th fucking. racisms. #ghhhhhhhhhh #me when idrc ab toshiro but the sheer scale of hate directed towards him makes me want to blorbo him out of spite rahhhhh #<- me when i have been in situations where im both laios and toshiro and it sucks from both sides #and thats! the! point!!!!!!!!!!!! #you can hurt ppl you care ab!!!!!!!! #grahhhhhhhh #the cultural part is one that just. grah. #ryoko kui does such an incredible job establishing and showing that different cultures exists and just the fandom ignoring that gh. #also stop calling him shuro raghhh <- thats a pet peeve one but god as someone who's irl name has been made fun of #So many times bc it's not 'local'. #ghhhhh laios ily but the panel where you were going 'HUH? SHURO? NICE TO MEET YOU EVERYONE THIS IS SHURO :D'. pain and agony #ryoko kui has absolutely been there before as most asian ppl when white person #<- this was me just having a moment bc goes into tag and sighs. #toshiro you're an asian side character standing in the way of the blorbo mc and blorbo yuri you never stood a chance.....

[skylilac]

this book is acruakly soooo disappointing

#i was thinking like oh religion and queer angels and culty stuff that sounds fun but its actually SO BORING #every fifteen pages he started talking abt his ex like i still love him and also hes ENGAGED???? but he keeps saying betrothed like a weirdo #and like hes literally still in love w his ex but i KNOW thats not the real li but hes talked to the real li like six times maybe #like why put a love triangle if everythings lame and boring #and like the workd building fucking sucks its so bad all i know is global warming made it rlly rlly hot #and ok i get this kinda dystopian setting is hard to pull off but why is it SO fucking jarring i keep forgetting its dystopia #and like listen i get queer rep being important but this is SO BAD. #its like modern queerness + future dystopian apocalypse and it fucking sucks #like nothing abt queerness evolved over the last few decades?? are you fr?? we’re still having the exact same queer discourse?? #if youre gonna write a love letter to queer survival at least be fucking CREATIVE #im not buying that human culture stayed totally static except for global warming and a religious apocalypse #what abt race what abt sports what abt food what abt jewelry and clothes and ughhhh this is so boring #ok and the li also has no personality traits bc every time hes there alk the mc says is #wow! he has floppy hair! that he pushes back w bobby pins! #oh my i dont know how to use the bobby pins he gave me so im gonna dramatically throw them on the floor when we have our only fight! #ALL I KNOW IS. he has floppy hair it might be black #this book fucking sucksssss im so upset i hate gr reviews #avery rambles

[petrichorium]

The fav I have the most frequent (and most intense) fights with is actually jing yuan btw

#pattering on the roof #he has a tendency to make me feel stupid and it’s not entirely by accident #he just can’t help himself #like JDNJFNEF I reference it in my meet fruit fic (which was Very selfship coded) but #the first massive fight we have is before we start dating when he’s still like courting me ig #and wheedles me into playing starchess w him #but I’m BAD at starchess okay I hate it I suck at it sucking at it makes me hate it more #and I like him so much and he’s so good and I wanna make a good impression but I SUCK and I leave every time upset #and he knows ofc he does. I’m improving and he loves seeing me improve which is why he keeps asking #eventually he’s like well maybe it’ll help if I let her win #no. it doesn’t. I blow up at him entirely bc I HATEEEE being condescended to and if u wanted someone who could beat u in starchess then go #find someone else u fucking asshole don’t humiliate me like that (<- face puffy weeping literally the only two people in the garden) #and I storm off sobbing. literally refuse to interact w him for MONTHS he’s making every excuse to bump into me and it’s full cold shoulder #I also never fully forgive him for it. we never play starchess again even centuries down the line after we’re married and he’s retired #n e way yeah #p much every fight is similar he just makes me feel dumb sometimes and I lash out at him #and frankly often it’s warranted bc not infrequently he provokes me on purpose #ss.🌧 yujing

[loverboybrightsideghost]

i miss wilde so much i’m gonna start screaming

#I LOVE THESE CHARACTERS OS MUCH YOU DONT UNDERSTAND #rqg #it’s always there. i carry every character i’ve ever loved inside my heart with me always. #I LOVE HIM SO MUCHHHH I LOVE THIS WHOLE STORY SO MUCH I LOVE EVERY CHARACTER #I EVEN LOVE BERTIE #well i love to hate him but he’s funny he sucks so bad he fucking threw his dog #if i remember correctly he’s also a gay misogynist #he just sucks and he died in a flaming poo dimension god I LOVE RQGGGGG!!!!!! #bluebird.txt #i can’t believe i have to wait like thirteen or fourteen hours or more (avg kength if an episode) to get to his first appearance #OAUGH i miss him SND I MISS AZU AND GRIZZOP AND CELLLLLLLL

[southern--downpour]

never has there been a character thats given me such emotional whiplash as HABIT. i both am delighted every time he shows up and also so enraged that i want to throw him in front of a bus

#i need to see him fucking mauled by the rest of the emh crew. he's probably my favorite character. #he just sucks SO bad and is SO fun to watch i hate him with my entire being #shut up virgil #ok my actual fav is probably just evan. because have you seen evan. #but habits just SUCH a fun character even if he is the goddamn worst and i want to see him dead at all costs #need vinny to run him over w/ a car like they tried to do w/ slendy #also need them to do that w/ slendy again but successfully this time i think itd be really funny to see #thats 100% been my fav moment so far btw #along w/ jeff just full on tackling a security guard #these guys are fucking nuts i love them sm #dreading the moment i have to watch them all die bc ive gotten enough spoilers to know that happens and im not gonna recover #steph........ is going to fuck me up for a couple of days i know that for a fact #even if habit eating a fucking baby is extremely funny in concept to me #cause i really love steph

[snickeringdragon]

okay i mentioned i had a goo clone oc and i needed to show him to the world so here he is. basically a clone of ko survived the events of the ko trap and became his own person :DD hes kinda like. a "failed" clone. in other words he drips goo everywhere since his form isnt 100% stable

i guess hes more of an au + oc than just a standalone oc. his names gooie by the way. named by ko (hes very creative)

#snickart #ok ko #gooie (oc) #i didnt have a ref of him avaliable so i just opened ms paint and drew this really quickly. hes real now #well. i drew him a ref before but i accidentally used the fucking s3 color palette and i hate the s3 color palettehKJAHSKJDH #his funny boots have a practical use btw. since hes not 100% stable like the other (dead) clones walking around barefoot would. suck. #like imagine trying to walk around but your feet are made of slime. thatd suck so bad. #itd suck for whoever has to clean the floor and itd also suck for you since youd get shit stuck to your feets. so he has funny boots #anyways i love him. i hope you love him too :] #no id

[undermostcorgi]

the media which consumes your entire soul at age 12 will forever be a part of you. this is an unavoidable consequence of living and you have to accept this fact. no matter how old you get, no matter how long it has been since you last saw its smug face peeking out from the bushes as it follows you, no matter if you think you have outrun it for good and that you're finally finally safe and you hardly even remember it exists anymore and your brain knows a few brief moments of true peace, it WILL catch up to you in your moment of weakness. and listen you don't want to hear this but sometimes this is necessary for your mental health. you will on instinct want to reject it and run away again but sometimes. sometimes you just need to watch that old show or listen to that silly song or read that weird book again as an adult and it will hurt you a little bit in various little ways but it will also heal you a little bit. you can call it nostalgia you can call it connecting with your inner child or whatever you want but just listen to me it WILL HAPPEN TO YOU TOO AT SOME POINT AND YOU HAVE TO BE PREPARED FOR THIS (i am forcibly dragged off the stage by security)

#heed my warning boy #it seems i am not well today #recently made the reluctant decision to revisit what was probably my VERY FIRST real hyperfixation #something that i don't necessarily want to mention by name right now because. well #its pretty objectively bad LOL like i dont think i know of ANYONE still posting about it or really proud of having liked it back in the day #i dont think it is as well known to the general public so it wont get me hunted down for sport even if i did name it probably hopefully #but for those who know its. probably not the best thing to be revisiting lmao (even though i think it might still be being made?? wtf) #but i felt i had to because i was about to start my period and was going crazy insane like you do you know how it is #and i randomly remembered a fanfic i loved and then remembered my fav character and how much i loved him #my actual first ever blorbo oh my GOD he was everything to me #so i reluctantly decided to rewatch “just the first few episodes” just to see how much i remembered and also to prove to myself it sucks #but surprise surprise: nostalgia and hormones are making me actually kind of enjoy it #and now i am suffering from fucking Catholic-like Guilt for not hating it which i think is pretty silly lmao #so im kind of posting this in an attempt to convince myself that its like. FINE and cringe is dead and all that #and that sometimes i gotta be nice to my little mentally ill brain and give it the junk food (bad media) it craves #ESPECIALLY when im on my period LMAO #anyway completely unrelated: why the FUCK do i still remember almost every single fucking word to the delicious tomato song SDHJFKSAJF #i hope no one actually reads this far in the tags bc i know that reveal will probably deal psychological damage to some of you LMAO SORRYYY #ok yeah posting this and then immediately going to bed so that the Haters cant reach me LOL SEE YA

[running-in-the-dark]

I'm just sitting here mentally telling myself 'I don't have to like him just because I find him attractive, I don't have to like him just because he's hot, I don't have to like him just because I like the character' over and over until I start to believe it

#every single time I love a character I also start to love the actor. sometimes that sucks. I don't want to. I want to pretend he doesn't #exist #but he's got the same face and the same body and the same voice and I just. how do I not do this. #I don't like him. I don't want to like him. he's at the very least kinda gross about women. which I'm not okay with. so. just. ugggh #it's just that I look at him and my mind shuts off and it's like 😍🥰😍 #rationally I know that's also fine. I'm allowed to like people who aren't perfect (and no one is perfect anyway) #buuut. it makes me feel disgusting. #idk. I guess I just. i dealt with this for so long when I was younger because like. most of the men I thought were hot were also #misogynistic. because the culture at the time was so much worse. and it was just accepted. #and I fucking hated it and I don't want to deal with that anymore #it's just. idk. it feels gross and bad and I don't like it #but. I do find him extremely attractive and I want him so so bad and I don't know what to do with that #ugh I need to just. not be attracted to people. it happens so rarely but when it does it only causes trouble. #or maybe I need to get over these weird morality standards that I have but I don't think that's possible? like how would that work? I don't #get it. #anyway. yes this is about Eliot/CK no I won't elaborate on that and also I hope he's actually a great guy and everything I've seen #that made me think otherwise is just wrong #I will still stare at his face and think about him and listen to his stupid gross music all day. and I will enjoy it. but I will also #feel conflicted about it 😔 #(but damn it he is hot and his arms are big and I am just a human being and I am very very weak 😫 big arms make me fucking stupid)

[zurazakis]

ok ive finished the dlc so now i can properly say my least favourite thing about dragon age awakening is that the women feel like an afterthought & don't fit in the group at all. & i want to care about them & their banter so much. but i really don't because the game is giving me fucking nothing

#dragonageposting #IM SO FUCKING UPSET ABOUT THIS. i was thinking abt it so hard last night. #(crying) please join my polycule why wont you fit in my polycule videogame why didnt you let the women fit in my polycule #it doesnt help that anders & oghren's banter w them is insufferable. especially oghren #sigrun is SUCH a sweetheart & i adore her i really do but her & velanna are just so... lacking compared to everyone else #& it's by design! & i fucking hate that it is! #did i fuck up something? did i miss quests that would've made them better? even then i don't know if it would fix the issue #with oghren you already know him beforehand hes got a whole plotline & everything in origins so its like. it fits within the plot #anders shows up at the centre of the main plotline. at the start too. he integrates himself as part of the group very easily bc of that #nathaniel also has very good reason to be there! you killed his father! he hates your guts but hes not a bad person! he has depth! #he is given the opportunity to fit in a group whose leader he comes in loathing #justice would be part of the 'you're making it hard for me to care abt this character' group if i didnt know abt him showing up in da2 prob #but even then his quest just. felt longer. he was given more to do than both velanna & sigrun #not only that but hes a spirit possessing a corpse which makes his deal very unique #i was elated to meet sigrun bc i love the legion of the dead but they just. didn't give her much. #& the whole thing w velanna wrt seranni is like;.. barely touched on. i was so disappointed the quest was so short #the women are just given nothing compared to the men & i fucking hate it i wanna care about them so bad. i want to care. so bad. #they didnt even allow me to have either of them do their joining like??? what?? it mightve been a glitched thing or w/e but?? #i was just forced into the climax of the game without either of them doing their joining. and it fucking sucked #idk the later parts of awakening feel rushed. like they didnt plan to actually wrap it up & had to do it hastily. #the beginning was so interesting & i was genuinely having such a good time but by the end of it i was just tired #we barely got anything on the architect i was also hyped for him but then it was kind of nothing.

[scalproie]

Dam once again your brain is massive and your takes on media is based as fuck (this is about vegeta)

#THANK YOUUUUUU #MY EGO...... ITS BEING FED...... #hes so hard to like not bc hes a bad character (hes amazing and a huge bitch and i love him so much) but bc people are so annoying about him #they like The Idea of him more than how he is as a character with a beginning and an end #and I fucking hate super so much. they not only ruined him but also 3/4 of the cast. and i hate that bc of recency bias thats who he is now #modern dbz sucks so hard. it shouldve stayed in the 90s #tagging later

[floral-hex]

I’m out of town for a couple of days for my brother’s chess tournament and the internet in this hotel sucks butts and I only brought one book with me 😓

#sucks butts IN A BAD WAY #this is the same hotel that held the last couple of big chess tournaments my brother entered #so I’ve been here a few times but this is the first time I’m actually renting a room instead of driving back and forth each day #so positive: got a room and don’t have to drive a bunch. negative: no continental breakfast 😒 #they have a little tiny starbucks but no free breakfast which is bullshit! #also all of my books are stilled packed up from moving bc I’m lazy so I couldn’t grabbed any one I really wanted to read #but I did get a free copy of Stephen King’s ‘On Writing’ the other day so I brought that #and yeah I am kinda pumped to peruse that. Mr King is a pretty cool dude and I def want his writing tips #but also… I just kinda would rather read something about a fucked up wizard or something ya know? #anyway I always feel weird or annoying saying this but if you want to send me any asks or anything to help pass my time then by all means #or not. it’s cool. really. I hate bugging people and I hate coming off as desperate & needy outside of the bedroom #im going to be mushy and say im kind of excited to spend the night sleepover style with my little bro here #he’s getting older and it’s getting harder to convince him to hang out with me #love this little dude so gosh darn much #oh man what if we get a pizza and watch a movie together? would that be cool? is that something teenagers like to do with their older bros? #i’m so lame #being like 18 years older than your younger brother means you get to fulfill your cool uncle/dad vibes without actually having kids #ok I have to stop myself from filling this with tags about wishing I was a dad or being whatever #what was I saying before?… did I even have a point? #oh yeah… bad internet… only one book… I’m hungry… yeah… #this isn’t important #you can ignore this #text