#god i’m emo

[oreolesbian]

anyway, I’ll keep saying until I can say it no more, but I love how hayden christensen just keeps getting to prove over and over that he was always a good anakin casting. I love that he gets to be as visually iconic as his other co-stars from the franchise. I love that he can see fans lose their absolute mind with cheer and applause at his mere presence in a SW project. All when he was once the scapegoat and punching bag of why people hated the prequel trilogy. I just love it all.

#like it’s the disney shit pulling me in w/ nostalgia yeah #but i love it for hayden #cause it’s just so wonderful to see #and how often do you see something like that for an actor? #god anyway im being emo it’s not that deep i’m just sentimental 🥲 #hayden christensen

[demynom]

The Humbling River

#it’s a good song #god I’m so emo about him #final fantasy xvi #dion lesage #ffxvi #ffxvi spoilers #my doodles

[megamindsupremacy]

Rick Riordan has to chuck Annabeth and Percy into Tartarus the same day Nico came out of that bronze jar because can you IMAGINE how chaotic it could have been if Nico and Percy were on that boat together at the same time. Percy fondly reminiscing over how adorable Nico was at age ten while our favorite skrungly emo boy is sitting on the side looking like a pile of trash run over by a train. Nico violently suppressing the Gayness now that he’s stuck in close quarters with Percy. Annabeth wants to study him but he’s too scared of her to get within five feet at any time. Hazel trying to figure out why her brother is broken now but no he just has a constant internal monologue of Screaming because he forgot that Percy is annoying as fuck. Percy randomly brings up that time Nico betrayed him and trapped him in the Underworld and Nico’s like “fuck off I rescued you like two hours later it worked out fine” and everyone’s sitting there like 👁️👄👁️

#mads posts #riordanverse #nico di Angelo #Percy jackson #heroes of Olympus #pjo #hoo #god they’re such silly little guys #I’m obsessed a little bit #bc they have such a history that is never really referenced in HoO #Percy’s like the only one who remembers Nico before he went emo and he uses this memory for evil #annabeth met him but that was for five minutes before she fell off a cliff #containment breach

[shima-draws]

OOUGHHH been thinking about Grovyle lately and how much I just *clenches fists* love him. Listen to me. Listen,

He is the character of all time. He’s introduced as a wanted criminal stealing something SO forbidden that even the worst Pokemon criminals won’t even touch. That immediately shoots his coolness factor through the ROOF. And the fact that nobody is able to catch him;; AND we see that he’s ridiculously clever and smart and can worm his way out of just about any situation with a bit of quick thinking. And he’s always surrounded in this air of mystery and intrigue and you’re set up to think well yeah he’s stealing Time Gears and stopping time everywhere OBVIOUSLY he has to be an asshole. Except during your first encounter with him he’s very calm and collected and shockingly polite, and even apologizes when he attacks you?? Basically just the opposite of what you’d expect from a criminal. And then to top it off you find out he’s from the FUTURE?? Which is SO sick. And he’s got some secret history with Dusknoir. And when he’s finally captured and being brought into Treasure Town all tied up he doesn’t even act out UNTIL Dusknoir mentions the planet’s paralysis. Which is the first hint you get that things are a leetle sus.

And when you get taken to the future and are about to be executed…he helps you? He has literally zero obligation to do so, esp since you’ve attacked him before. And there’s another subtle hint that maybe deep down he’s got a soft side, that he’s actually not a bad person. And it’s heartbreaking bc he finally knows someone else who is a common enemy of Dusknoir, and he clearly wants to team up with you, bc all this time he’d been by himself in the past and having people he can trust would make things so much easier (and it’s startling how easy he trusts others, too, especially considering everything he’s been through). But your partner isn’t having it and you can FEEL the disappointment he feels that he’s not able to convince you, that you aren’t going to work together, that he can’t have someone else to rely on besides himself. But that little spark, that glimmer of hope comes back when you catch up to him and you’re like yeah we’re going to decide for ourselves what we think about all this. And you find out from Celebi that Grovyle’s always been hasty, always hurrying ahead to try and achieve his goals, and it’s admirable but also regrettable bc he doesn’t ever have time for anything else.

And THEN you discover the truth…that he’s been your partner all along…and he speaks of you so fondly and has such faith in you that he’s totally fine leaving things to you and letting himself get captured because he trusts you SO much. And the despair right after when he finds out you’ve been traveling alongside him the entire time. His precious partner is also going to get captured and executed and the world is doomed to fall into disrepair. But then your partner ignites that spark of hope again and it’s enough, and you make it back to the past, and suddenly things are different but in a good way because Grovyle suddenly has someone to rely on again, even without a memory to go with it. But he can also tell that because of your amnesia he’s no longer important to you, not by choice of course, but you’ve found someone else, a partner suited for you that brings out the best in you. And that’s fucking heartbreaking because everything the two of you shared is gone now, and you’ve moved on, and even though you’re THERE you’re also so far away and so different from the person he once knew. But he knows he has to let you go, had to from the start anyway, because of the sacrifice you were prepared to make. That BOTH of you were prepared to make. And despite the fact that you have no memory he still. Trusts you. Completely. Enough to sacrifice himself to take Dusknoir back to the future. And believe that you’ll follow through with the vow you made and prevent the planet’s paralysis. And he KNOWS you will so he doesn’t know how much time he has left but it doesn’t matter because he’s been prepared to disappear, to die knowing that he’s saved the future, that he made his mark and was able to shine in his finest moments. He can leave this world knowing he did what he set out to do and he made a difference and things will be better for everyone he’s leaving behind. Shut up. Shut UP. I care about him so much I am GOING to explode. THE character ever. You don’t understand,

#I’ve been in love with him since 2008 and I will love him until the day I die. #Fuckign Grovyle PMD. Love of my life. TRULY the best Pokemon character ever written. #Shima speaks #Pokemon #PMD #Pokemon Mystery Dungeon #Grovyle #PMD Grovyle #PMD Sky #PMD2 #PMD Explorers #Sorry for the word vomit I’m just SO emo right now. God dammit. #Long post

[i-just-really-like-renga]

Okay so rewatching sk8 again because I miss them desperately and I accidentally paused and

Jesus fucking Christ.

Reki, my dude, it is episode TWO. You have known Langa for like. A DAY. Good lord

#sk8 #sk8 the infinity #renga #no wonder Langa folded so fast goddamn #anyway now I’m thinking about how Langa is kind of Reki’s like… second real friend? and I just #how #this boy is so sweet and so full of love that he just wants to share #no one touch me I’m emo #I’m gonna write an essay one day I swear to god

[itsnotreal]

Louis still living up to his ‘I need you and you need me and I fucking love that’ like he didn’t have to put us in there but he DID and it makes it so much more special

#god I’m so emo

[emry-stars-art]

For the Royal AU Twinyard backstory... Maybe Andrew, as a second son, was sent away for study? He could have become an apprentice to a knight or a scholar when he was young, maybe even with the Spears, and that's where Bad Shit Happened. And then he could have returned when he became of age, or when their last parent dies and Aaron needs a familiar (ha!) face around

*excited* okay okay this has been brought up a few times now and every time I read it the idea grows on me more, you’re all so smart for it

(I was gonna put the art at the end but this got a lot longer and sadder than I anticipated so. Sometimes Andrew likes to do stuff like this when they’re stuck talking to important boring dignitaries)

(It’s the main reason Aaron develops an incredible poker face)

tws this time are all canon compliant

Honestly yeah! I do think this is great because I want the twins’ father to be around after birth and for a while, because the whole point of Andrew being sent elsewhere is probably so they can give that extra attention to Aaron and raise him as the heir to the throne. So it’s a perfect balance, in my mind, of a family that cares enough to get Andrew an education/proper upbringing and a father that doesn’t care enough to spend time on a second son.

In my head the Spears would be almost always overbearing, partly because Andrew is the prince and they Do Not want to disappoint the royal family and partly because Andrew is the prince and they immediately assume this little five year old they get on their doorstep is going to be a spoiled brat. Even though he isn’t. And, as you may guess, the only thing they turn a blind eye to is Drake. Drake, their own son, probably the real spoiled brat that gets his way in all things, even with the young prince. Faces no consequences, even when Andrew tries to tell someone. It’s probably his governess or nanny at first (either way, it’s not really important what the role is, just that she’s there). And this woman has been Andrew’s biggest advocate since he arrived, she genuinely cares about and is worried for the little prince with his bruises and fear. She cares enough to bring this up to Duke Spear - maybe he really is dumb enough to just be unaware, she hopes - and confront him about Andrew’s treatment. But of course the duke doesn’t do anything to discipline his son. Instead, the governess is fired and a new woman takes her place, a woman that isn’t as outspoken and won’t ever question the authority of the Spear family. Andrew learns soon enough that trying to tell someone or speak out only makes things worse for himself. Sometimes he still wonders where that first governess is, if she’s doing well.

Meanwhile at the castle, Aaron is going through his own rigorous training. A lot of the same stuff as Andrew is learning, honestly, with a few added duties and lessons and a lot more official meetings he attends with King Minyard. It’s a pretty average upbringing for an heir, I think.

Then maybe when Aaron is around the age of ten or so, King Minyard passes. This wouldn’t normally be a political issue, since it’s expected of the Queen to take over and divide the king’s half of the duties as she sees fit until either she remarries or has an heir become old enough to take the throne, at which time she may pass it to the child or continue to reign until she either passes or is deemed unfit. And, politically, this is exactly what happens. What most don’t see is how grief stricken she becomes and then remains. She can’t pull herself from her grieving, and instead of passing duties to more fitting people, Queen Tilda simply lets young Prince Aaron take on as many duties as he can without breaking down. (Though he has, before. Likely a few times. A kid being pushed past his limit again and again.) Aaron grows up so much faster than he ever should have. He’s thirteen now and sometimes he shakes with stress.

Then the queen finally gives into her grief and passes as well. If it weren’t for Katelyn, Abigail, and Betsy, Aaron might have been next to lose his mind, leaving the throne empty. As things are, Aaron swallows everything down just long enough have word sent to the Spear family. He wants his brother back. A familiar face and his quiet, desperate hope: someone to just help.

And return him they do. Andrew’s been perfectly competent with all his studies, they say, they’d even managed to break that stubborn streak. (They didn’t like he wouldn’t speak or shake hands when instructed. They didn’t like being told no.) And yes, it’s a familiar face. Aaron sees the carriage door open, sees his twin for the first time in eight years, but he isn’t sure he recognizes Andrew. Andrew isn’t supposed to have bags under his eyes like this. Andrew didn’t hold his jaw so tightly. And Andrew certainly didn’t answer questions like some kind of unthinking, unfeeling shell.

The first thing Andrew says to Aaron getting off that carriage is “No.” It’s quiet, but he does say it. Aaron is confused - he’d thought they’d still be allowed to hug each other, or shake hands at least - but he does step back and instead ask if Andrew wants to see his room. He can see Andrew relax.

It might hurt Aaron a little when he watches the Spear boy get a hug with no protest, or how Andrew quietly addresses the duke with more than a one word sentence. But he’s not going to ask about it for a while. He’s the stranger to Andrew here, after all.

(I think Andrew does let him ask. The most he tells Aaron about it - maybe as much as a year later - is that the younger Spear had been much worse at listening than Aaron ever is. It is much better here. At least you and Nicky understand the meaning of ‘no’. Leave it at that. And after that Aaron is even more supportive of Andrew’s wide bubble than he was before. He enforces it himself when he has to. And growing up together for longer, with no looming secrets or much reason for animosity between them - it isn’t Aaron’s fault King Minyard decided to hand Andrew off and the twins are both mature enough even at that age to know it - means the twins are much closer than in canon. I don’t think it would be a typically ‘fond’ relationship, because they’ve both still been through it. But they support each other in all things, no questions asked, and always get through problems together.

It doesn’t take much longer than that first year for Aaron to earn the right to touch Andrew, even if he does need to give or show warning before he does. Andrew never says it, but he’s grateful that Aaron is generous with his shoulder pats. It feels a little like the validation he never got anywhere else. And Aaron never says it, but he’s grateful that Andrew is always at his side to tell people ‘no’ when Aaron is technically not allowed to.)

#oh god I’m having EVEN MORE emotions about twinyards #I thought I’d reached a limit #but no my feelings seem to be limitless #these are our BOYS #do they talk to each other much without reason? #probably not #but they find reason enough making fun of various merchants and self righteous officers and nobles #do they make fun of each other like long siblings? #of COURSE #im determined to make the next post at least half fluffy/funny #been posting a lot of angst lately #and there’s plenty of fluff and comedy around here #I just. I care about them a lot okay #they make me emo #aftg #all for the game #my writing #andrew minyard #aaron minyard #asks #royal au #fan art #my art

[shyshitter]

not me shamelessly redrawing this adorable piece by the og pjo artist burdge bc i wanted to see it with these two dorks

#listen drawing burdge pieces makes me rly emo n #she’s literally the reason i got into drawing and art #and now I’m providing content for a new generation of Percy Jackson fans #we have truly come full circle #also not me posting twice in one day omg #my art #pjo art #percy jackson art #percy jackson #annabeth chase art #annabeth chase #pjo series #percabeth #percabeth art #PERCABETH OH MY GOD IDK WHY IT REALLY HIT ME WHEN I TYPED THAT

[kybelles]

damen love fest 2023 / day 2: akielos

damen & nikandros

prince’s gambit by c.s. pacat | grief lessons: four plays by euripides, translated by anne carson | kigiom | kings rising by c.s. pacat | heaven official’s blessing by mxtx | take me to the church by hozier | alexander (2004) | history channel's ancient empires: episode one, alexander the great

#damenlovefest2023 #damensource #captive prince #THEM!!!!!! #god they're so fascinating!!! #damen’s arc of attempting to reach nik aka akielos aka his home 🥺🥺 i’m so emo

[vinnyandthephenomena]

college is kicking my ass

#SOMEONE HELO ME #i have 5 weeks left #Dear god #i’m so stressed over this stupid shit #summer break save me .. #i in fact did not take summer classes this year #THANKFULLY I JUST #couldn’t do it again lol #college #core core of me #AUGH! #just gotta get through it grind never stops! #please can it stop ……… #emo yappin #marble hornets #LOL #jay merrick #i get it man

[sweeter0da]

I’m living in his ear gauges

#miw #motionless in white #miw band #motionless in white fandom #ricky horror #ricky olson #ricky horror olson #I’m in the walls #put the gauges back in Ricky I swear to god #be emo Rick

[w3t-c4t]

My mom bought these lights and a tripod for my senior photos so I was playing around with them and I’m sharing the photos I like :3

#cat goes meow :3 #cat irl #scene girl #2000s scene #scenemo #scene kid #emo scene #god I’m so old I’m a senior #High school senior <3

[jemmo]

for me it was the pan to the handcuffs on the ground. because it’s the perfect metaphor for their situation, this thing that forced them to stay together, that made them get mad at each other, that forced them to work together, that made them soften to each other. that kinn had the ability, for so long, to break, he could’ve let go, he could’ve freed him. but he held on for as long as he could, for as long as his selfishness and hopeful, wishful thinking would let him, because he didn’t want to let him go. but he couldn’t avoid the truth forever, that keeping porsche with him was hurting him, that he hurt him, that he was taking this man’s joy and light and ruining it, keeping him trapped. this man that would sacrifice his life for him, would lose a hand for him, that’s proves to him, porsche can’t stay here, with him. he loves him too much for that, cares about his happiness too much for that. and he will not let this world ruin porsche like it has kinn. so he lets him go, gives him freedom, lets him leave the world that ruins his happiness. because the biggest act of love he can make, is to free porsche from the world that he cant escape from. give him happiness that he’ll never have.

#yes I’m emo rambling again #just wanna curl up and cry #I knew I’d fall for kinn #that his layers would get pulled back and I’d adore him #and god was I right #he’s everything I ever wanted of him and more #and he broke me this ep #kinnporsche the series #kinnporsche

[fleshadept]

we as a society need to revive knee pants and stockings. why did we stop showing off our calves with some cute stockings and short heeled shoes

#if i were brave i would dress like stede on god #with darker colors bc i’m an emo bitch at heart but

[elishamanning]

#thomas müller #fc bayern #god i’m so emo #*

[vibesoda]

old god

#fun fact! #soda is canonically god in the dolorem universe ‘ #at first it was a meme but now i’m very emo about it #soda art #mcsr #dolorem #iterum