#go back to one of those nights

[unlovablereject]

My mother was right. I am unlovable.

No one wants me. I ruin everything I touch.

I just want to sleep.

I can't bring anyone down if I'm not conscious

#bpd vent #bpd thoughts #bpd splitting #bpd #autism #actually bpd #actually borderline #bpd blog #actually autistic #autism vent #sad thoughts #depressing #tw depressive #go back to one of those nights #no one wants me #unlovable #reject #i just bring everyone down #i want to be someone else #i hate who i am

[bluerosefox]

A Sibling Sacrifice

The JL were having a normal, for them at least, meeting when suddenly a portal rips opens and spits out a young teen with snow white hair and glowing green eyes and he's carrying a bundle as he's stumbles out and lands on his knees in the meeting room.

The two main odd things about this kid was floating above the kid's head was a crown made of stars, ice, and the colors shifting like a aurora borealis and the bundle in his arms was strangely made of stars somehow, almost like a blanket of galaxies plucked out of the cosmos.

Before anyone of them could say or do anything, the kid turns around and screams towards the portal as he scrambles for it.

"JAZZ NO DON'T DO THIS! I CAN STILL FIGHT THEM! NONONONO!" but before he could reach the portal it snaps close.

The kid lands again onto the floor when he doesn't reach it in time, pleading for the damn thing to open again, and the bundle in his arms begins to cry from the jolting and noise.

The baby crying was the only thing that stopped the kid from pleading and instead focused his attention on the bundle in his arms.

"I'm sorry, I'm so damn sorry Ellie. I should had gotten us out of there sooner, I should had saved you bef- I'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything..."

Those were the rushed, raw words the kid said down to the bundle. The kid curled inwards a bit, to both shield the baby, who was calming down somewhat into tiny cry hiccups, and for himself.

Those with advanced hearing could tell the kid was still whispering apologizes under his breath as he held the baby close.

"I'm sorry everyone, I'm so sorry. I tried, I tried so hard to save everyone but in the end... I'm sorry- everyone's gone... I'm sorry."

-x-x-

[Pssst, read the tags, they clear everything up]

#danny phantom #danny fenton #dp x dc #crossover #blue rambles #writing ideas #random idea #danny phantom dc #dpxdc #The GIW did something baddddd #basically it ended the DP world #and badly damaged the Infinite Realms in the process #Danny's family and friends and those in Amity Park all tried to stop the GIW #But in the end none were spared #Sam was accidentally killed when she spotted some GIW trying to unlawfully arrest and take a old woman and her ghost husband late one night #Tucker took out the GIW main base during a raid. He made sure to destroy their servers even as some agents were busting down his safe house #He also made sure none of them or himself left that house that night too. #The Fenton parents died during a raid to free their kids and Vlad. Jack died shielding them and Maddie stayed back to give them time #Vlad only held on enough to make sure Danielle and Danny could escape the GIW base alive. Before going out in a bang. #They escaped into the Infinite Realms but the damage done to Dani was too much and she started to destabilize #it was only thanks to both Frostbite and CW that they managed to figure a way to stabilize her. They had to deage her. #and feed her pure ectoplasim as a baby. #The upcoming months get worse with Danny still healing from the torture they put in him and Dani now a baby #Jazz decides they need to attack their main base and destroy their blueprints of ghost portals on their servers. #They needed to cut the GIW access to the Realms. Sadly only Jazz and a small handful of Amity Parkers and ghosts come back. #They thought it was finally over but they get word one of Vlad's portal is still open and the GIW are planning a all scale attack #By destroying the Realms in a single swoop #CW can't let that happen and calls in Jazz and Frostbite for a meeting and kept Danny in the dark. He can only see one good future #Because Danny is Ghost Prince he is connected to the Realms. if he lives and survives so does the Realms no matter how badly it gets hurt #Jazz makes the hard call of getting both Danny and baby Ellie out of the Realms into a new world. No matter what happens to her in the end.

[becca-e-barnes]

I think too much in real life to fully let myself enjoy some activities so I'm going to live vicariously through the characters I write 🙃

He's here for pleasure. You're not under any illusion about his intentions. Sure, he'll let you snuggle up beside him afterwards, playing with the little soft curls on his chest. He'll kiss your forehead and smooth your hair and you'll laugh together about the silliest things but it's no secret that it's the sex that keeps him coming back.

Secretly, it's exactly what you need too. It works well for both of you. You get someone who has the confidence and experience to show you things you didn't even think you'd be into and you get to simply enjoy the way he gets off on pleasuring you. There's no need to feel shy around a man who's told you his secret filthy fantasies.

"What's one thing you've always wanted to do but have never had a chance to?" You probe one evening, taking your necklace off and placing it on the bedside table, well aware he's probably wearing more of your lipgloss that you are after the way he greeted you at the hotel room door.

You hop onto the bed to take your shoes off, enjoying how the mattress bounces you slightly.

He doesn't answer right away, pouring two glasses of a sweet, chilled Riesling before handing one to you. You take a sip, trying not to put him under pressure but the time he's taking to consider your question makes you even more curious.

"If I tell you, I'd like you to try it with me. So how badly do you want to know?" He stands in front of you and places the glass to his lips and in that moment, you couldn't want anything more than you want to fulfil a fantasy for him. You want to be something he's never had and offer him opportunities to enjoy your body that he might never have again.

"Tell me. We'll do it." You hardly even have to think about it.

"I'd like to lick you. All of you. Run my tongue all over your body. Find what makes you shiver. Find what makes you moan. Find the places that are so ticklish you need me to stop. I want to lick all the places you've never been licked before. If you'll let me." He really could make anything sound appealing.

Excitement fizzles in your core and a real desperation begins to build. Just being around this man makes you wet so you can't help the fact you're ready for him already.

"If that's what you want to do, I'll let you." If you're honest with yourself, you'd probably agree no matter what he asked for. You trust him enough to know he won't take you further than you're comfortable with.

~~~

You knew what you were signing up for but you didn't think it'd feel like this. Why the hell haven't you tried this before?

He's kneeling at the end of the bed, stroking his cock while his hot, wet, stiff tongue flicks gently against your asshole and there's no denying how much you're enjoying the pressure there. You couldn't hide it if you tried. You're so wet, you're practically dripping and it only spurs him on. It's intimate in a way you don't think you'll ever recover from while being one of the most erotic things you think he's ever done. There's nothing to be embarrassed about it when it's clear he's enjoying it just as much as you are. Maybe more.

The way you're gripping his hair has you wondering whether the strain on his tongue or his neck will overwhelm him first but he shows no signs of relenting. That is until he stands up, already looking delightfully over-pleasured and sinks his cock into your fluttering, neglected cunt without a word.

If he goes too fast it's all over and he knows it but he can't resist holding both of your ankles, watching you while he places open mouthed kisses to the soles of your feet, thrusting into you with slow, calculated strokes.

#becca writes spice #becca's thots #dbf!bucky #dads best friend! bucky #I just want to get some of my personal needs out before I go back to writing requests #I have a couple more fantasies that I can't shake so I'll have to write those soon #I had an assignment due this afternoon and oh boy #Leaving it to 9pm last night before I got started was a plan that I knew would suck #but I was in my second job all last week and couldn't be bothered starting any earlier than that #so I worked from home today to tackle the sleepies #and I spent all day working from bed with an Easter egg so like... pretty good Monday #tw: alcohol mention #tw: alcohol #can you tell I've been to one single wine tasting event 💅🏻

[buckttommy]

i know we've all headcanoned that "baby" is tommy's name for buck but. i do believe buck calls him that occasionally and it makes tommy's heart go stupid every. single. time.

#He takes Buck out to dinner at some FANCY fancy restaurant #the kind of place you have to save up to be able to go to #and gives him the “princess” (nongendered) treatment #He tells him to dress nice. Opens the doors for him. Pulls out his seat etc etc #and over champagne Buck just looks at him and is like “you trying to woo me baby?” #and Tommy goes from being completely suave this whole entire evening to being a stuttering blushing mess #It's embarrassing #Of course he then takes him back to the hotel (yeah he got them one of those two) where they have disrespectful sex all night #but. yeah. Buck calling Tommy baby occasionally. We love to see it #tv: 911 #jack.txt #bucktommy

[marshmcore]

Pondering Sniper with his Emotional Support Scout (AU)

Modern+College AU speeding bullet

Both in their early transitional age (Scout is 19, Sniper is 22), they’ve already spent a handful of years, supposedly taking the steps to build their futures, but are they where they want to be? Are they going to where they want to be? Where is it anyways?

I just had the idea for a more grounded side to their story, slice-of-life in a coming-of-age setting, with themes of existentialism. I aged them down to make it work… Under cut for info dumps about these goobers 8)

Scout took a break right after high school, working for his family business (an unsuccessful one, ran by one of his oldest brothers). This used to be a summer job, a way to get extra money as a kid, but now he’s been a full time worker for 2.5 years, familial obligations exploiting him to stay, while being undermined by his narcissistic brother. He eventually gets out of it, but has to face the hurt from being used, and also the fact that he had to grow up so quickly as a kid (especially when he has to deal with the fallout caused by his Mom’s and Spy’s affairs. He and his Mom are in good terms, it’s just his Mom isn’t a good support system atm). Left to face the real world by himself, he tries to find a way to stabilize by himself, while trying to face his trauma (trauma from a missing father figure, and being treated as the black sheep of his family) as he finds a way to be more himself and be happy. He’s optimistic and responsible when the world calls for it, otherwise he’s most likely to test this new freedom (for better or worse). Eventually Spy comes around to try to reconnect with Scout, there’s no telling how Scout will cope with it when he’s in the midst his new-found freedom.

Sniper went straight to university, never once took a break from the school work, because he thinks that’s the only way to go about in life. He took up a program and career plan that was not right for him, but struggled his way through by retaking course’s countless of times, pulling off impossible all-nighters, etc. At some point he gave up, began to drop classes every semester, and finally quit the program. However, he started working somewhere in the industry he had been studying years for. He thought this could bring him forward, but it kept digging him a deeper grave. He’s a workaholic, impulsive, but lost. At a very young age, he was a subject of a tough custody battle between his neglectful biological parents (Lar-nah and Bill-bel), and his grandparents (who are Mr and Mrs Mundee in this AU). From that, his guardians want him to be better than his parents, and in return he strived for that. However, after giving up, he feels like a failure and is currently going through a period of depression. However, with the money he earned from his job, he wonders if he should take that road-trip he used to fantasize. He told himself doing this will help him find himself, but a part of him wonders if its just him trying to run away from something. Either way, he’s got a deal for a junk RV and he wants to renovate it!

After all that, Scout and Sniper meet, their lives are in the cross roads, and their relationship is a turning point as well. It feels like the world is moving faster than they can cope with, but can they find some respite in this new relationship together? DUN DUN DUUUN

Phew this was really fun to write! I really like their dynamic, romantic or not (idc). Them being the same age range inspired me to write this, because I know myself and some friends have gone through this similar experience aswell, and I just think its fun/interesting to explore that with they have in cannon.

A lot of this projection tho lmao with a loose base derived from cannon, and some embellishments to make this AU work.

#tf2 #marsh stuff #team fortress 2 #tf2 fanart #tf2 sniper #tf2 headcanons #tf2 scout #tf2 au #tf2 fanfiction #speeding bullet #sniperscout #scoutsniper #woah this took more thought than I realized #it was 5am and i couldnt sleep #and i was listening to one of my playlists for those kinds of nights #and this happened #HOPE U LIKE HEHE #i ship speedingbullet in this context #i love existential coming of age stories and tgey both fit so well in it #wow i didn’t expect to think so deeply about sniperscout #maybe its because im moving out into a province i dont know #im currently dealing with changing careers rn and going back to school #im a lil terrified tbh so maybe thats why this came to me at 5am lol

[lunarharp]

I wish things were easy

#witch hat tag #orufrey #why..did i draw this . one of those times i just draw to drown out my brain . All night . . . *leaves* #Was just thinking how oru is living in that beautiful slow cook paradise day in day out where this could go on for years #don't even gotta dwell on it - it's cooking itself cause the lid's on - just sit back my friend - #and thus what we'll have at the end will be so perfectly to our taste. And qif's living in an evanescence song #i will never leave them i will be here until the end #Sorry i made alaira qifrey's ex again. i'm apologising to myself even though i dont mind but i would if i wasnt me but i am

[milkbreadtoast]

yu junghyeok and prince cedric have like practically the same design (+v similar personality) but listen the Vibes they have r diff... idk if this makes sense but u know charas w tired dilf energy... YJH has that but not cedric.. hes like a baby.. the way I describe it is YJH is babygirl but cedric is just my baby🫂🔥🔥🔥*gets incinerated* SKJDJ idk if it's noticeable at all but I try to capture diff vibes when I draw them....

when i draw cedric i try to go full shoujo... he is a romance novel male lead... sparkly eyes bright colors 90s anime blush... goes full squish mode when drawing him chibi MFNSKJ🤭

but when i draw yjh im like... no i have to convey the Angst and Depression.... *gives him dark circles and takes the light from his eyes*😇🖤

idk if it's noticeable but I also try to differentiate their designs in subtle ways (besides eye color etc),,, I give them diff eyebrow shapes!! I like YJH with triangle brows(thicker at the ends) and cedric w tapered brows(thicker toward the middle) like the webtoon... I also try to make cedric's hair a bit curlier than YJH🥹

#cedric riester #yoo joonghyuk #yu junghyeok #TWSB #orv #re: i ​have to convey the Angst and Depression.... *gives him dark circles and takes the light from his eyes* #<-- this is also my approach to drawing dark choco cookie KJDKSSJ #not that cedric isnt also angsty and depressed but... he hasnt been thru the Time Loops™️😔 #and besides... he has his own emotional support prince jesse(yeseo)😇 #to help him sleep better at night... whens the last time yjh had a good nights sleep... he was a gamer before this too🤧 #yjh may be my pookie but the sheer weight of his chara holds me back from woobifying him completely... #maybe one day tho KJFKSJ #i think those squishy black eyed chibis r just as cute tho🤭 #Still need to draw both of them more... #yjh is my bias btwn them but cedric is more fun to draw for me smfbdm at least rn #AND ITS BC OF THESE REASONS!!! LIKE I GET to go full shoujo and squishy blorbo w ced #and sparkly and blushy #but i cant do that w yjh it'd be too jarring skfjsndb #THEYRE BOTH EQUALLY CUTE TO ME BTW... but since i love both... i dont want to draw them exactly the same... #and like i said it'd clash tonally too much if i drew him like a romance novel male lead (even tho hes just as handsome as one) #I NEED TO READ THE ORV NOVEL #btw for me yjh owns this archetype... the yjh archetype... 🤧 #but cedric is a cute variation bc of his orange eyes and curlier hair... 🤭 his fanta eyes make him stand out #from the other yjh wannabes (shoving jumin han into a locker) im jk #me @ every chara who looks like him: 🫵u will never be YJH /j #/jjjjj #ced is the exception... i immediately liked him BC he reminded me of yjh... there r enough fun diffs too #what on earth compelled me to ramble this much #my art

[cruciomione]

headcanon for sydcarmy that I've had for months now that i was reminded of rewatching Fools Rush In yesterday (rip Matthew Perry) and reading @ambeauty 's new fanfic.

i love the unplanned pregnancy trope with them and also the idea that they would do every milestone backwards or hit them super fast in terms of their relationship. hear me out

what i love about sydney and carmy is how intense they are about each other while not knowing each other for that long. carmy spends braciole acting like a heartbroken widower and ends the episode by planning on revamping his family restaurant with a girl he's only known for a couple months. the restaurant dream he thought died with his brother, the person he loved the most (woah). while sydney is her most emotionally vulnerable with a guy she barely knows (and physically too, i.e the hug after the fire suppression test and the table scene) and constantly gives him second chances when he doesn't deserve them.

they are weird and intense about each other even with all these platonic and professional boundaries they put in place.

in my mind that is rotting from tumblr and ao3, when those boundaries disappear they will do the relationship shit on speed drive. oops they get pregnant after a few months of dating or a situationship. whats having a baby when you have a restaurant? they are already the mom and dad of the bear!

they would elope randomly on a tuesday afternoon after dating for a couple months bc they practically eat sleep live and breathe each other every single day anyways? carmy tells syd he doesn't want to wait when he already knows she's it for him. syd says he's crazy but she may just be crazier for agreeing (also grew up with hearing her parents love story who got married super young and fast so why cant she?)

oh they just started dating a few days ago? syd moves in or they start looking for new places. shes already here all the time when they menu plan. carmy already buys her fave snacks, subscribes to a couple streaming services for the first time bc syd loves to binge-watch shows, and has a couple of her scarves laying around.

and i love that this could go really bad, how intense and how much they love each other (bc im an angst enjoyer) or most likely really great bc these two losers want to practically live in each other's skin and make each other better.

side note: after watching fools rush in again...need a sydcarmy au bc the premise of two people from different cultures, values and perspectives foolishly rushing into a big thing like opening a restaurant having a baby is so them!

#the bear #sydcarmy #sydney x carmy #no no like hear me out #the berzattos are rich and affluent family who own a chain of fine dining restaurants all around the world and carmy has to go back #to chicago to open up another where he meets sydney #they have a one night stand syd runs off after and come back after 3 months bc shes pregnant! #i think a lot of the story would have to be changed in this fic since their personalities are different from alex and isobel but it can wor #....i have ideas #alex and isobel also elope in the movie they get married at one of those elvis chapels dksfhksfj #everyone should watch this movie its underated and matthew is hilarious

[frostydraconis]

Being a warlock with strand feels like im running an assault worm on a string daycare.

Dont talk to me Or my five+ children ever again

#destiny 2 #lightfall #fr been loosing track of how many of those little dudes get spawned with all my threadling perks #insert that one clip of the gameshow host shputing KILL. thats me with my lads #ok im going back to bed. nighty night

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Hi there! I hope you're doing well!

In your human au, do you imagine Julie and Frank to have a similar relationship to Barnaby and Wally (lifelong platonic partners) or are they more toned down?

In that same vein do you imagine them having something similar in cannon since ik you have your analysis of Julie initially being Frank's love interest, but do you think they can move past that and come back stronger?

Have a great day/night whenever you are 🫶🏽

more toned down, i think! less "i literally cannot imagine a life without you" and more "two stray cats that bonded and are not inseparable". i imagine that Frank & Julie were planning on living in the same town, but they wanted their own living spaces to do with as they please without having to compromise. i like to think that they got neighboring properties - or do they live in the same apartment / condo building? still thinking about everyone's living spaces...

and Yes! i like to adhere to canon as much as possible with my aus. i imagine that when they met in school Julie may have developed a crush on Frank, but has long since grown out of it. and she learned pretty quick that uh... hon... Frank's a lover of men <3

#lmao maybe once julie figures out her gender fluidity #she'll go to frank like 'if i knew then - would you have liked me back?' #and frank has to let her down gently a second time <3 #sorry jules you are Not his type <3 he likes hunky mailmen <3 #julie spotted a depressed emo boy and went Wow! That One Is Mine! #and she was right <3 #like... if they go a full day without seeing each other they'll be sad #but they can handle it yk? they can manage without each other #they enjoy pursuing separate lives but they want to Share that separation over gardening sessions and games #rambles from the bog #wh modern human au #they're best friends! slightly codependent! but they're not at barnaby & wally's level #those two are just. operating in a whole different wheelhouse #regular chess vs 4d chess yk yk #'you are one of - if not The - most important person in my life' vs 'if you die i die' #if you catch my groovy drift... #you have a good day/night As the Case May Be as well!

[mihai-florescu]

Aaaand that's where the first half ends folks!

#my theory? those sibling npcs are framing leo. why? no clue yet #but leo is suspicious of the younger one that is taking him to king slayer and the second one... well arashi said not to judge #however #i will judge #i feel like they want revenge for something #sooo going back to leo's monologue in next door? where he regretted drowning out other peoples songs with his weapons #i know that last night i was focused on leo's feelings towards selling out but what about the other guys #well #i dont care for the other guys #but if theyre framing leo for murder... #oh. or it really is leo's journal but hes being metaphorical #we'll see on tuesday...hm...

[kaidabakugou]

the new girl at one of my favorite bakeries called me pretty this morning and it literally melted all my stress away 🥺

#kai.rambles #i was feeling sad bc my grandma is in the hospital and when i went to visit her they wouldn’t let me pass bc my license is expired #which okay ik that’s my fault but i took my passport with me just in case and the guy straight up told me that it wasn’t a valid form of id #and im like yeah tf it is ITS A PASSPORT and he said no #and while i was waiting for my mom to come down to the lobby an old lady came in and he turned her away for the same thing #and dudeee okay you turn me away fine fuck off but an old ladyyy??? at that age they don’t pay attention to that just let her pass #and then he argued with another woman bc she brought a flower arrangement and it had water so he couldn’t allow it HELLOOO??!? #so i had to leave and went to go get breakfast for my mom at least bc she stayed the night and i was supposed to stay the day #and when i came back to give her the food she told me that the nurse that was with my grandma asked what happened bc she wasn’t expecting #my mom to return and when my mom told her she immediately got so angry bc that same guy #didn’t allow her and a couple other nurses to bring in a cake for one of the residents #who’s birthday is today and they had a full on argument this morning #so it was all in all awful and now my mom has been there for more than 20 hours until later tonight when my aunt goes over :( #anyway this turned into a whole rant im sorry but im so mad bc i know for a FACT that a passport is a valid form of id #and he was just being a fkn dick #but the girl called me pretty and it took some stress off and she really liked my blush #and i liked hers so we had a little makeup 101 exchange and it was so nice at least 🥺 #and i have a couple cute asks to answer that have made my day as well so i’ll get to those in a few 🥰

[stone-stars]

ep 99 short rest is so much all the time to listen to

#em and jake talking about moonshine and hardwon is so. #‘she was scared of loving bigger than anyone was capable of loving her back’ #‘hardwon is like the first person that moonshine ever met that just like fully loved the crick- she didn’t have to prove it’ #‘it just felt like his capacity for love matched hers’ #‘i also think it’s really interesting what you’re saying about moonshine having so much love to give #because that’s the exact thing that hardwon was starved for growing up’ #also murph saying moonshine and hardwon are a thing that shifts between #platonic and romantic over time #just going back and forth #‘they would go out and prowl together and also share one big bed at the end of the night’ #it’s so!! god. i love the way they talk about those two. #naddplog #hanbles

[mossy-paws]

the fear of being dragged into like 10 fandoms all simultaneously and only being able to draw things for like. 1 of those fandoms because you aren’t confident with humanoids yet

#For those wondering #The fandoms I’m being dragged into are: #splatoon/object shows/ultrakill (even though I’ve always been hovering over that one)/little nightmares/hades/fnaf/the magnus archives… #INHALE #slay the princess/bugsnax/kirby/Pikmin/just shapes and beats/ANNNDDDD POKEMON (for the second time) #HELP. #I AM CURRENTLY #IN #PHIGHTING. REGRETEVATOR. AND RAINWORLD #AND MY HK/SPIDERVERSE/AND WARRIOR CAT PHASES ARE SLOWLY APPROACHING ME WITH A BASEBALL BAT #FEAR #anyways sorry for the silly little ramble #but so far Little Nightmares/splatoon/and Ultrakill are the ones who I’m probably gonna start hyperfixating on after phighting #If I ever do loose my PHIGHTING hyperfixation LOL #Idk that one is holding on STRONG for some reason #Anyways I am tired so Nighty night #Going back into my little hole in the everglades #cro chatter

[vimbry]

spyro player who goes through all the levels in the same order each time despite them being nonlinear

#spyro the dragon #it's cool how the spyro trilogy is one of those platformers that doesn't railroad you! #now to spend my next playthrough doing the exact sequence I've picked since 1998 #like you could just go to town square first? and then in peace keepers you could go to night flight #also you could go to magic crafters if you wanted and go back and complete peace keepers any time! you can do that it's allowed! #I won't tho #Unless you're playing the japanese version where the levels are actually labelled 1 through 4 #but guess what #you can STILL go in them any time!

[galaxy-of-me]

GREAT PRETENDER SEASON THREE WE R SO FUCKING BACK

#grepre #great pretender #original posts #greatest moment of the year wtf #i cant believe they’re coming back #i thought this would jsut b one of those series that was constantly in the back of my mind and would sometimes rotate to the foreground on #random nights and make me feel unnormal for like 48 hrs then go to the backseat again #AGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH