#fucking insane. insane. so scary so scary.

[total-karma]

MK being the only girl in the reboot cast with any chill whatsoever is genuinely so funny to me like. on one side she has scary girl, priya, julia and axel who are not attempting to hide their insanity at all and are all often be seen screaming the most blood-curdling noises you've ever whilst ripping trees out of the ground and throwing them at people out of anger/for exercise/for funsies, and then on the other side she has millie, emma and nichelle who all SEEM chill on the outside but are all approximately 0.5 seconds or the first opening line of katy perry's firework away from having extreme mental breakdowns resulting in multiple buildings being set alight and a few level 2 magnitude earthquakes.

and then there's MK who's like. guys. can you all just chill the fuck out and smoke a little weed or something. rob someone. play a video game. she's actually worried because she's also on the verge of losing it and if she has to watch priya and julia have yet another zero gravity intergalactic super-powered battle in the sky between episodes because priya accidentally used julia's shampoo again then she might also go crazy and then the only relatively chill person left on the island will be zee and NOBODY wants that

#'do you ever feel like a plastic bag' is emma's trigger for a mental breakdown #she can't help it. she just resonates with that line so much #caleb is too anxious to ever be considered chill #the reboot cast r so severely underrated FUCK #mk total drama #total drama reboot #reboot cast #td reboot #td 2023 #julia total drama #emma total drama #zee total drama

[ironmanstan]

So much work to do but im actually doing it which scares me more than the fact i have work to do and u can tell bc i keep fucking posting like this

#laid out all my sketches i needed.. updated my carrd projects list... finalized art piece.. sketched concept.. studied from art book #fucking insane. insane. so scary so scary. #like idk it is so weird i think being depressed mustve made my adhd so much worse ?? i couldve never done this before #everything is still hard and i have to genuinely push and will myself to even attempt working on anything but like #i have enough will to win and start ? i dont lose my focus as much when im in it and if i do i know to take a break bc im understimulated? #i still forget basic things and to do things a lot but i dont catastrophize about it as much i get upset and then just fix it.. #its so weird did i just fucking learn to self regulate??? is that what i was missing this whole time ??????? #u get punished for like lacking focus and self regulation and have a defeatist mindset bc doing anything = punishment #but then you break through that fear and just throw yourself in and make yourself do things and u can work WITH the adhd???? #my parents fucking scammed me bro imagine if i had been raised and like helped instead of called worthless for everytime i fuck up #WHY DO I HAVE TO LEARN THIS AT ALMOST 19. STUPID STUPID STUPID #even my old therapists.. oh you have adhd maybe if you just change your diet you will function WOWWW SOOO HELPFUL #HOW DOES THAT HELP ME LEARN TO BE AWARE OF MY SELF AND NEEDS AND REGULATE THEM TO WORK WITH MY MENTAL HANDICAPS HUH. QUICKLY #stupid... i hate every adult in the world you are all useless and do nothing <- is an adult #its so crazy 2 me to function even a little... i guess i learned easily finally bc i self analyze way too much sometimes #but like i genuinely for years predicted id just like. go right back to being majorly suicidal or something in college #bc i could barely handle highschool or getting assignments done #now im meeting deadlines on the reg... like idk. i think it is such a rare and strange and kind of sick feeling #to know like young you would look at you and be surprised or shocked . and its so sad bc like idk. #its like oh i never believed in myself huh. or believed i could have a place in the world and function and be alright #and then u have to grieve all the time you spent never trying bc u didnt think trying without failing was possible like what the hell!!! #crazy... #the gamer speaks uwu

[nyaskitten]

Oh okay, so Doc and Kevin want me dead huh!

#i fucking hate them im sick im gonna throw up /pos #this scene brings me so close to tears its scary #theyre so tiny and EYFBSHFEHRIGBR 😭😭😭 THEY MAKE ME SO ... IM INSANE IM GONNA CRY OVER A LEGO SHOW #ninjago #ninjago dragons rising #raine's rambles #ninjago spoilers #ninjago dragons rising spoilers #ninjago dragons rising season 2 #dragons rising spoilers #ninjago dragons rising season 2 spoilers #ignacia how i missed seeing u ... also nya w her old qipao ... #kinda #its missing some of the phoenixes. her sash . and one of the buckles ... #but Whtavrer im gonna be sick bye guys . throws up

[misplacedgamer]

You’re telling me that to create tension, our lord and saviors Asagiri and Harukawa decided to have Akutagawa slowly scrape his teeth down Atsushi’s neck???? And this ISN’T just a doujin someone published on accident????

#SSKK #shin soukoku #bungou stray dogs #bungou gay dogs #bsd spoilers #this is absolute insanity #they could have done this scene so many ways #made it legit scary or tense #but instead they pull something right out of a fanfic #i fucking READ this fanfic #bones is malding right now

[techmomma]

I am increasingly certain after 34 years of life that if you are afraid of something, if you want to get better, then you have to face it. Maybe you face it in little pieces. Maybe you face it with help or holding someone's hand, preferably in a safe environment but not everyone has that luxury. But exposure and being around what scares you is the only way to make it better.

Afraid of the ocean? Go touch the ocean.

Afraid of crowds? Go be around crowds for a time.

Afraid of being alone? Gonna have to be alone for a time.

Afraid of death? Talk about death, maybe go to a cemetary.

Afraid of becoming your parents? Gonna have to face the idea that you ARE probably like them to an extent, in order to NOT be like them.

Afraid of people not liking you? Gonna have to be not liked, sometimes.

Afraid of those thoughts saying you're a bad person. Gonna have to go talk to those thoughts.

Because humans are funny, paradoxical creatures, and almost always, the answer to being afraid of something is embracing it.

The more we embrace the thing we're scared of, the less control it has over us.

But, sometimes, people are also afraid of getting better. The decision to embrace our fears is not one that everyone takes.

Because sometimes, the fear of what is involved in getting better is greater than the original fear itself. It turns into a self-eating ouroboros.

Brought to you by me remembering me avoiding doing scary things and that made them worse and the only thing that makes them better is doing the scary things, even when scared.

#also brought to you by every time I've done something that seemed kinda insane or terrifying and people were like WHY STEPH #'I did it because I was scared of it.' #'what' #'to teach my brain that my imagination is always scarier than the reality' #I don't do scary shit because I'm not scared #I do it because I AM scared #I don't go talking to strangers because I love talking to strangers #I do it because I'm afraid of strangers. but I don't want to be. #I am so scared all of the time man #no matter how goofy or silly I look to other people or how quickly I volunteer for shit #that is more than 15 years of trying to face face my fears #15 years of fucking practice #and if never ends

[hella1975]

can you imagine there’s been a reward of 700,000 yen for YEARS for whoever can guess what profession your weird coworker had before he joined this organisation and naturally you’re stumped bc this guy is capital S Strange he’s a fucking freak he could literally have done anything and then you do finally find out bc this chucklefuck goes ‘i was in the literal mafia 😋’ id be so mad

#yes this is about dazai #kunikida and chuuya have the right idea. beat him up #like i said this when i watched the stage play bc seeing dazai as an actual Real Life Person really jolted me #but can you imagine how TERRIFYING he'd actually be??? #like he's so so fucking silly and idiotic all the time and then suddenly he's an ex-mafiosa #and not just any ex-mafiosa but the fucking DEMON PRODIGY AND MORI'S RIGHT HAND MAN SINCE AGE 15< #like there's truly no reasoning with someone like that it's actual insanity he's so scary #but alas he's also my babygirl and i hate him <3 #dazai osamu #bsd

[paper-starz]

TOMORROW TOMORROW I LOVE YOU TOMORROW YOURE ALWAYS A DAY AWAYYYYYYYYY

GUYS GUYS ITS COMING OUT TOMORROW

ITS ONLY A DAY AWAY

TOMORROW

THE WEBSITE WILL UPDATE

TOMORROW

Can you believe it guys?

The update! TOMORROW

The update’s coming tomorrow!!

WOOHOO

I AM SO HAPPY WITH THIS INFORMATION

The updates coming tomorrow, oh wow

Can you believe it? The update??? Tomorrow??

It got here so fast

The update!! TOMOR—

#welcome home #UGH IMMA BE SOOOO BUSY #whoever figures out the reference gets a nice hug from me #yes #i am going fucking insane #I’m so excited it’s scary #stimming allll over the place #THE UPDATE #ITS COMING TOMORROW #speaking OF tomorrow #there’s gonna be lots of #changes #especially with urs truly #imma be changing as well! #I’m still gonna be the same old paperbag #kinda #you’ll find out tomorrow

[trainingdummyrabbit]

trying so so hard t get work done but i cant stop thinking abt angelas stupid little sad cat face

#like ooooo th ~pale librarian~ shes so intimidating and scary adn she is fully capable of killing you but also Have You Seen Her. #driving me fucking insane. forever haunted by that stupid fuckig 'apex predator my ass im gonna pet that fucking dog' post #like yea. Yea. yeagh. yuh. yea #piktalk #projmoon

[dollarstoreartsupplies]

dead and gone from the sophomore slump ep is confirmation for dyke scary sorry guys holly smith x scary marlowe enemies to enemies in a lesbian longing way idk what to tell you beth may told me herself

#scary marlowe #sophomore slump ep #it's like Lacey by Olivia Rodrigo but if olivia was so powerfully out of touch with her emotions it was insane #butthole ricochet #livid at how hard this ep kind of fucks like actually hklhjkl #dungeons and daddies #dndads

[motto-chanto-itte]

something i like about the apothecary diaries is how information in this show is so inference-based because as someone who is Bad at inference it feels like a punch to the gut everytime they just drop a bombshell casually like they expected us to have pieced things together already

#the apothecary diaries #kusuriya no hitorigoto #(spoilers in tags) #like when i reached the part from todays episode #i gagged a little wdym this shady piece of shit is my little meow meows father #like i should've realised it way earlier i just didn't think about it honestly. also didn't want to #like okay that woman w syphilis was definitely maomaos mother #and lakan had been talking ominously about someone like her so it must've been him who'd given it to her #and then. ok. fuck my life ig #i feel like i have to rewatch the last few episodes now that i understand things #anyway this was a really good episode i loved it?? #the insane information that was revealed and maomaos reactions to everything and the introduction of suirei #not to mention that one frame of maomao looking scary as hell #i saw a gif post of it at first but i didn't think it actually lasted like one frame lmao #ALSO the amazing ominous music really set the mood #and the leaf falleth down the tree

[ithinkdogshouldvote2]

YOURE TELLING ME THAT I GOT A TASTE OF TERRY JR AND NOW I HAVE TO FUCKING WAIT 2 GODDAMN WEEKS WHILE ANTHONY BITCH CUCKS ME????? I'm gonna fucking THROW UP.

Update:

FUCK.

Due to recent developments, I'm freezing myself in a block of ice. Unthaw me in 4 weeks.

#what the FUCK MAN #i cant do it. im gonna go fuckign insane #AND NORMAL IS ALL FUCKED UP RN TOO #taylor tried to raid the drugs in the ambulance #Lincolns fucking- #well lincolns doing alright #lark and sparrow both calling normal their son im ILL #dungeons and daddies #shitpost #dndads #lark oak #terry jr stampler #sparrow oak #normal swallows oak garcia #scary marlowe #taylor swift #lincon li wilson #im so fucked man how am i gonna function for two weeks #I MISS A MONTH AGO WHEN I BINGED THE ENTIRE SERIES FOR THE FIRST TIME #now i gotta SIT and WAIT like the rest of you losers this SUCKS ASS #dndads s2

[insanesonofabitch]

Horrible, horrible thought but what if spn s16 was about Sam and Dean and Cas but the next generation. What if it’s Sam and Cas Fitzgerald and Dean Winchester Jr.

#I’m not gonna lie y’all I still don’t trust these people #what if they named one of Garth’s kids after Cas instead of Dean just so they could make Sam name his own kid Dean. #and then pull another queerbait destiel. #the fact that this seems so unhinged and insane but STILL possible is so fucking scary to me. #supernatural #spn #spn s16 #spn clownposting

[roakkaliha]

getting back into stardew valley n once again becoming the biggest defender of the hated townies. pam and demetrius get behind me NOW.

#.txt #stardew valley #one day i will go insane and write a whole essay abt these characters n how ppl will completely misinterpret them #usually due to racism/ableism/classism/etc n bc the character has a complicated relationship with whoever they wanna fuck #like the only reason ppl call demetrius abusive is bc hes a black man with a complicated relationship with the emo twink they like #theres nothing in the actual game that even implies abuse. its literally just bc demetrius is black n thus Scary and Violent #hes flawed but so is sebastian

[mathlann]

Warhammer/Marazhai brainrot has me so fucking stupid.

#me ranting all day: #but the consent is what makes the murder-fucking hot! At! Every! Step! #(remembers murdered crew) well okay consent between /him and the RT/ is important #Scary Elf Pain Frenzy or no the fact that you can say “nah” even mid-murder high is nice! #and it doesnt even necessarily feel OOC for that happen cuz of why he's even doing this #the fact that he waits until the RT /reaches for him/ in the first Feast even after the yes #he wants them to say yes and want more until they either meet his level or give up and feel bad about themselves cuz like Drukhari and all #and like iirc the only time he gets upset @ the RT saying “no” is after the branding but thats more like #a personal “why are you divorcing me” upset and he still doesnt like touch them or hurt them or anything #like idk are you getting what im putting down? #i like that the messed up Murder Elf likes and /wants/ the RTs sign off on every step of the romance and its nice #but also this is a Drukhari and all of this is done on a pile of bodies so what the fuck am i talking about yk? #insanity! why am i blabbing about this #marazhai aezyrraesh #<-for finding later

[b4kuch1n]

brain also insisted that was played by an employee. despite it being realistically impossible due to how the neck looks in the side shot

#ghost files #bakuspecial #cw: body horror #cw: unreality #ask to tag #critters #hi. literally dont know who the fuck this is. never seen this guy before in my life #my brain has! decided to give me awesome cool things to rotate in the night #this is decidedly not an omen I don't have omen dreams. I just have really really scary stress dreams. dw #this is not entirely outta nowhere tho I did spend last night watching the last ep of the season with my friends #so like. it makes sense that its ghost files this happened in. just #I'm still a bit baffled that this guy just showed up lmao. just kinda is there! just hangin out #fun way to spice up your sleep #okay. today's insanely busy and this dinner's gonna be a whole thing #so I will have to get off the desk now. but damn. contemplating <3 #have a good day lads!! ghost files good show check it out. no weird mascot guy in it tho

[s1lly-gh02tz]

Oh god

Oh god

I just watch The Amazing Digital Circus

Oh my god

#dude of course fucking Caine #is my favorite like😭 #he’s so similar to spamton #like it’s scary #I go from one insane little critter #to another insane little critter #god #I don’t think this is gonna take over my undertale/deltarune phase #but I do really love this #the amazing digital circus #tadc