#fuck 6 months later??

[eeveekitti]

shoutout to this video its like the number one reason i sat down, bought, and played rain world

#rain world #<- why not. get introduction to rain world blasted #ok full story is #inv bright--paws got into rw a while before i did #so i kept seeing posts abt it on my dash #i most vividly remember a piece of saint with a bunch of eyes it was cool as shit #and then i kept getting clips of it on youtube and was like ok this game looks cool might get it #and then i saw ASTRALSPIFF PLAYED IT #and for the record. hes one of my favorite youtubers ever #and i got maybe a minute in before i was convinced i needed it #and now we're here like uhm #fuck 6 months later??

[inadequate-nefelibata]

There is a crack in everything, that’s how the light gets in • Anthem by Leonard Cohen

Allison McRoberts and Patty O'Connor KEVIN CAN F*** HIMSELF (2021)

#kcfh #kevin can fuck himself #patty o'connor #allison mcroberts #kcfhedit #femalescharacters #wlwedit #wlwgif #wlwsource #dailyflicks #dailytvwomen #cinematv #dailycolorfulgifs #femaledaily #pattison #my gifs #so glad this looks decent now. the other version made me want to die whenever i looked at it #granted when started this #then i got dengue. a week later i hated it. made a new version i hated even more #discovered i kind of liked the old version again but i had lost it #started again. got this #it was a trip. i should not have waited 6 months to start making gifs again #also. i cant deal with the broken glass effect. that's why it's so mild here

[tinyratdeer]

This was a long project of mine, to design a dress for every Entity within TMA. With my limited knowledge of the series it turned out really fucking cool. Close ups of each one will be under the cut Outfit base was made by scarlett-knight on deviantart

#tma #the mangus archives #tma entities #art #dress designs #im so fucking good at tagging guys #i redid two of these these designs like over 6 months later when i remembered this project existed #tw gore #tw blood #tw body horror #if i miss any tw let me know i'll add them #tma the hunt #tma the spiral #tma the end #tma the flesh #tma the web #tma the vast #tma end #it wouldnt let me say the end idk why #tma the desolation #tma the lonely #tma the dark #tma the extinction #tma the slaughter #tma the corruption #tma the buried #tma the stranger

[aphel1on]

#REMEMBERED THE DUMB EDIT I WAS GONNA MAKE. #writing #fanfic #aphelion.txt #text post meme #i guess? #ao3 #i mean this can be about original writing too but #every damn time seriously #i do it without even noticing #i'll be like oh finally i wrote a piece that isnt somehow secretly about my mother #then ill reread it 6 months later and its about my mother again. #LOL that's only one example but also like #i'll go 'im gonna write about this fucked up lil dude<3' #and only realize 10k into his pov that i have cribbed several mental health quirks directly from my own brain #sorry the text on this is fuzzy i use ms paint like some kind of cave person and its text editor is garbage

[hadrianblackwaters]

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#i hate my job so fucking much i hate it i hate it i hate it and i have to go back tomorrow and do it all wrong again #fucking kafkaesque job i have no idea what the fuck im supposed to do but i do it wrong and then i have to try to do it again and everyone #else knows how to do it but i dont and i apparently never will #and the lab is like a dank crypt i dont want to go down there again and spend the whole summer there after fucking 6 months of snow #the only thing i manage in the lab is developing debilitating carpal tunnel+temdonitis and sinusitis and i can barely sleep because #im so stressed and i dread going to work every morning i hate my job so much this CANNOT be it right????????? #i will deleate this later but i am going crazy right now and ive wasted the three hours i have after work before bed and now i have to #go to bed and try and sleep before i have to go to work again

[pollyna]

Six months of deployment, even when he isn't the one flying but giving directions and instructions, leave Maverick more tired than any other tour before. He can almost feel it in his bones why Sunny is stepping down the moment he's going to turn sixty.

All he wants to do is sleep for the next seven years and lay on his bed until he can't anymore. But he promised to his class and to the Daggers to go out for a drink, and seriously, how could he say no when Halo looked at him with shiny, pleading eyes?

"Just one drink and then I'm gone." He says it out loud and he doesn't know if he's trying to convince himself or Javy, even if the other pilot is looking at him like he knows it's all a ruse and Mav is going to stay until the end of the night. But no, no, it's not going to happen; he needs t- oh. Oh.

"Penny, I'm looking good, right?" he asks to the woman behind the counter.

"Yeah?" she answers, but she doesn't seem sure of why he should ask her that question until her eyes follow what, who, is in Mav's line and "oh Maverick" she says laughing softly. "You look handsome, he won't be able to resist you."

Someone snouts behind his back, and Bradley, behind Neil, almost screams, "Seriously, dad?! Oh my god. Penny, I'll need a beer, I can't stand to watch this all over again."

What a dramatic child he helped raise, but Pete is on a mission and fuck being tired. He's going to take the man in front of him home at the end of the night, or he's not going to go home at all.

The man is looking at him from across the room when he starts moving his first steps, and he bites his lip so he doesn't start smiling like an idiot or worse, let his cheeks go red. They meet in the middle of the room, and jesus Maverick is really going to hit the jackpot this time around.

"Hi stranger"

"Hello to you" he answers, and God, why does he feel like twenty-four all over again, stumbling on his feet to get the attention of a particular person?

"I heard you're a pilot. Your friends back there couldn't stop talking about how good you are behind the cockpit." They're going to write, here rests Pete Mitchell, died because a too handsome man killed him simply by talking.

"I'm the best." He smirks and what a dumb way to answer, but it should be consider a miracle he isn't answering monosyllabic.

"Are you sure of that, sweetheart?" He whispers against his ear and Mav's hands close around his shirt.

He's going to answer, he swears, but when he looks in the man's eyes, they're so close, so fucking close, he just has to tilt his head to kiss him. And so he does, until he can feel his lungs running out of oxygen, but even then he doesn't move far, just enough to look at him in the eyes.

"Welcome back home, love" Ice whispers before kissing him again.

(It takes Rooster pleading for mercy, Penny asking and Slider removing Mav from Ice to make them stop and promise to not kiss anymore until after they'll be alone. The promises last two hours before they're both tipsy and handsy all over again.

On the back of the cab, Mav's hand are around Ice's face all over again. "I missed you so much" he whispers.

"I missed you too, babe" Ice answers, hugging him against his chest "I'm glad you're back."

Mav hums in response and yeah, maybe he is still a little tired but he's going home with the man; he said he was going home too, so sleep can wait for another couple, or maybe four, hours.)

Val Klimer application post.

#tom iceman kazansky #pete maverick mitchell #pete sees tom after 6 months and his brain goes fucking .exe #bradley🤝second hand embarrassment: 36 years later is still present #it's terrible idk who to write cheesy things sorreh #icemav #they're so in loveeeeee #your honor pls help me #married icemav #the dagger squad #ron slider kerner #penny benjamin #post tpg: maverick #top gun: maverick

[dance-magic-dance]

ed and stede reuniting was always going to be such a big part of season 2 and i'm still impressed that ofmd writers managed to go harder than every single reunion fic on a03

#ofmd #rhys darby in a mermaid costume is the most fucked up thing they could have done #6 months later and am still like they really did that?????

[tiny-bnha-screenshots]

#bnha screenshot #mha screenshot #boku no hero academia #my hero academia #midoriya izuku #uraraka ochako #bnha #mha #y'all i am so fucking sorry #sorry does not even begin to cover it #''february'' my ass yall this is. a full 6 months later 💀💀

[narwhalandchill]

and like to be clear i like aventurine. i dont mind him having this type of backstory at all hes Fine. Actually just this basically:

aventurine is fine. but im aggravated by the way his characterization now has every single fanon childe clown coming out of the woodwork being like THEYRE LITERALLY THE SAME bc the character theyve turned childe into since 1.0 (i was fucking THERE i saw the butchering of his character and how it began. the origin of ALL the fanon baggage goes back to there) happens to be very close to what they appear to be building for aventurine in hsr canon.

#ughhhhhhhhhh its so fucking exhausting like my ability to enjoy both of them as characters of fheir own is just #suffering so much bc the fanon is just hell bent on destroying them both and equating them and it just sours this man #anyway lmao. how long did i last before fucking snapping abt childe fanon proper. like 6 months ish since fontaine? #well. couldnt hold it in anymore #childe fanon is literally at the point where shit like his CANONICAL explicitly worded characteristics from his own fucking stories #will get called ooc and FANON. do yoy people know they explicitly call him an arrogant egomaniac more or less????? #of course not! hes small meow meow and little bean kittens dont have qualities that could be construed as MEAN :(((((( #ugj anyway. #delete later

[ozlices]

doctor apt was shit but the ladies at the desk were cool and set us up for a better, nicer doctor next month so. we'll see how that goes but i can say i've never been so fucking flabbergasted in my life at the bullshit coming from a doctor's mouth and with the amount of medical trauma we have that is seriously saying something.

#mine #medical trauma// #not a soul in the medical field is ever fucking learning we're a system when we get the amount of bs we do #for having one of the most common mental disorders & taking the most common prescription for it. #the amount of misinformation MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS spew abt adhd is genuinely horrifying beyond our comprehension #i do not even wanna think abt the amount of bullshit we'd have to deal with for pursuing a professional dissociation disorder my fucking go #she rly said u dont need ur adhd meds every day #i have patients i give 30 day prescriptions to that last them 3-6 months! #& we were just. sitting there. utterly horrified. #how are u even a practicing doctor at that point u cannot be serious #she also said she has a policy where she refuses to prescribe controlled substances w/out diagnosis paperwork #which like. whatever thats fine #but we were not told that ahead of time & she proceeded to give us an appointment THREE MONTHS LATER #like.................... literally basically just trying to sign us up as another sacked experiment bitch i do not fucking think so #what the fuck

[m4ndysk4nkovich]

ughhhh i keep wanting to rewatch s11 for the sake of meta and married gallavich but the debbie slander is too much i can’t handle it

#i’m a drama queen ik #but seriously #every single episode slanders her #dni lip defenders #not even kidding #esp ian- who along with debbie is my fav #‘we all hate debbie’ ‘debbie’s debbie’ *constantly giving her attitude and being disrespectful as if she didn’t save his fucking wedding* #like i’m supposed to believe that they were fuckin besties in 10x12 and then 6 months later she’s like a fucking pest to him?? #fuck that shit #shameless #debbie gallagher

[deeisace]

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#sorry sorry I just woke up and im having yesterday-was-weird thought again #and they are going here so i don't have to talk to the person that they're um about yet #basically im glad that im in a good enough space now that um #someone ive ive had text-based sex with and uhhh sent an ill-advised video to in like oct when i was Feeling Bad™ and doing. hm. too much. #like 6 months post text-based sex/ill adised video now aha and we've not spoke at all since like january and that was 'how was hols' #they asked to meet up 'not for sex just as friends' or i forget exact wording but basically that #no-pressure museum not-a-date #and i said I'd think about it. because i am as everyone knows a fucking idiot. #basically im glad that im in a better place now than the last time someone like expressed an interest in me as a person #because while this did give me a day long wobble i didn't have a full weekend long actual panic about it #tho they are two v different situs #an ace poly friend asking to go out with me vs someone i uh virtually fucked aha um asking to meet up for (mostly) being-friends purposes #same several-hours-later 'oh god no what have i done bad bad bad no thank you actually no sorry i cant sorry' but less intense this time #but at least i only said ill think about it? #and not actually immediately said yes because it's nice to feel wanted #and then gone Maximum Regret™ because actually all of this is way too much i don't like it i don't want it thank you but im sorry no #weird. i guess i don't have such a high baseline stress level any more? since i'm not at uni n stuff #and someone over messages going no pressure you want to be irl friends (maybe fwb no pressure)? is um #is different. to someone irl going you want to go out acely? yeah? awesome lets hold hands here is the discord with a whole buncha people #i guess #but i am being equally aro-not-super-ace Autism™ about it aha #and i am. eventually. going to be like. thought about it and no sorry. eventually. #if they ask again #i am kinda hoping they'll leave it there and forget they asked so i don't have to navigate social stuff #im much better at navigating canals everybody leave me alone please thank you #(everybody over there leave me alone. y'know. you guys are fine.)

[clonerightsagenda]

IDK if Dominik is ok given that someone asked about him in an AMA and Gabriel made a face like that cartoon about your DM rolling something really bad for your character but if he is still alive...

I read a book as a kid where the MC's mom is describing how her first longterm relationship ended and tells this story about how they jokingly read each other's tea leaves predicting each other's ideal futures, but then she started crying because they realized the futures didn't match up. I kind of imagine something like that happening. He's happy to have her back, he waited for her, but Minkowski starts talking about her crew she's still responsible for and all the things she still needs to fix and realizes she's not back yet, not really, and how long can she ask him to keep waiting for a version of a woman who is never coming home.

#she finally gets out of postflight quarantine and goes to see him and comes back a mess #Hera who wasn't even happy about potentially 'losing' some of her crew to outside randos is immediately also distraught #'what do you mean people stop wanting to be with each other? #how often does it happen? how can you tell? are you going to do that to me?' #lovelace and doug are awkwardly trying to explain things and console minkowski at the same time with limited success #luckily jacobi is not around to make things worse bc he is dealing with the fallout #of him and maxwell making each other their beneficiaries as a joke #(alien zombie maxwell 6 months later: where's my fucking money daniel) #sorry I'm a minkowski's marriage is doomed truther #wolf 359

[coldflasher]

to the cold caller who's knocked on my door three times today... im killing u with my mind

#i HATE these fucking people #GO AWAY #every time he has knocked on i have literally hidden from him. this time he caught me peeking out the window and we made direct eye contact #JUST GO AWAYYYY #they make me so anxious. i know it's stupid but if i open the door i will not be able to get rid of him #every time they come round i end up signing up for things i don't want because im incapable of turning them down #i have been signed up for the same charity three times and then had to cancel it later. if i answer the door it's game over #one time i signed up for a milk round and ended up getting milk delivered once a week for 6 months. I DON'T EVEN DRINK MILK

[moving-to-dreamwinged]

my dad came in and saw me on the couch (for the first time all day and i had literally just sat down for less than a minute when he came in) w heating pad and immediately goes "you have two options" (different chores to do) (as if i was like 10 years old and getting punished for something that i didnt even know i did wrong). what about secret third option where you treat me like an adult or i don't come home for winter next year. Lol

#.mei chats #soryr really my family is. great i need to stpo complain #i just wish theyd realize that im not incompetent #i do a really good job taking care of myself for the entire 10 months out of the year that i dont live with them #and im proud of the independence ive developed bc i worked really hard to feel ANY sort of positive feelings about myself #but they just dont recognize it at all when i come back #trying to tell me how to microwave my food and reminding me of paperwork i have to do #Thanks i literally managed the entire program tasks myself for the last 6~months but yeah you better remind me about the medical forms #or else ill totally forget and mess up the whole thing :'333 bc im just so stupid!! thakn you soooo much for taking care of me!! #<- not like ive been hypervigilant and anxious about making sure i do every little thing with it perfect #in fact there was actually an issue w one of my forms bc they made me submit it even though i didn't think it was filled out properly. #they were like “itll be fine youre overthinking” guess who got an email 3 days later saying the form was completely invalid. #god just bottom line why cantthey trust me when i say im on top of it. fucking trust me this program is my entire life right now #i am putting literally eveyr ounce of effort i've got into not ruining it. they just dont see the improvements and growth ive made at all #so frustrating bc ive worked so hard to pinpoint and fix that specifically but what can ya do #god this got long. sawry #.not f/o related

[dayurno]

kevjean

#having thoughts and ideas and considerations #ive been rereading tnotg all kevjean scenes like its a fan cut of all the times they interacted #and im like oww i see it all. i really get and see the vision. #lately my vibe is this: i think post canon kevin spends like at least a year running away from jean #whenever theyre in the same room because kevin is terrified at the thought that jean might resent him #sits down next to you. the vibes are also person whos been in love for the last 6 years vs person who is painfully unaware #is jeans attachment to kevin a direct consequence of kevin being the only person to treat him kindly in the nest. does it matter #but i think once you experience that kind of thing youre loyal to that person 4ever. and i really see it for jean #hes out & about in usc and he can fuck whoever he wants but unfortunately he is in love w kevin day and will probably always be. #we’ve all been there #anyway that is the perfect kevjean scenario. To Me #theyre breeding ground for misunderstandings and im having fun :) #i also want them to fuck raw and to be honest i might just post the first ever kevjean no angst no nothing pwp later this month #i contain multitudes and all #lets kiki about them if anyone has anything fun to say about kevjeanisms #txt