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doginshoe · 2 years

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What You'd Do To Me Tonight

summary: Lucy had been in a blooming high school romance, but now that the love has wilted between her and her husband, she searches for a solace. However, she finds it in an already broken man that manages to set her alight in more ways then one. When her secrets spill, she finds her world begins to crumble from beneath her feet as the two men in her life torture her already broken heart.

tw in general

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Chapter 11.

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Lucy had always cared about her appearance.

Although her dad had always pressured her to be feminine, she felt a sense of freedom when she dressed herself. Not in the way he wanted, of course. The way she wanted.

His idea of natural blush, hair tightly wound and holding the air of a lady when she was young wasn’t something that Lucy had enjoyed in her childhood. Her private tutor made sure that she could hold an aspirin between her knees at all times. It made her father proud seeing her with a head held high and back straight as a board - the look of a daughter he could be proud of.

It wasn’t until her late teens that she enjoyed fashion. No longer being held to the confines of what she had to wear, Lucy made bold choices - Many that were met with disapproval. It was exhilarating to learn new makeup looks and try out a pop of colour. Not that it was drastic by any normal person's standards, but to Lucy - she couldn’t contain the confidence she felt. When she was able to choose her own looks, her own sense of self, she felt empowered and it gave her some control. That’s what Lucy had thought.

It was silly, but it brought a sense of gratification that she didn’t think anyone could take away from her. They could try, just like her father had, but she would always bring her own flare to every style. It’s what she had always been drawn to about beauty.

Her fingers traced over the cut on her lip first, brown eyes staring back at her whilst she looked in the mirror. Yet, it didn’t look like her. The Lucy she saw was unfamiliar. Her skin was marred.

She looked ugly.

Staring back at herself, she felt like she was looking at a different person. Her chest felt numb whilst she pulled her eyes over every inch of herself that was available in Natsu’s small mirror. She had to swallow back the pain that she felt building in her chest, throat dry as she tried to bring some moisture into her mouth.

The Lucy she saw wasn’t one her father would be proud of. It wasn’t even someone that she was proud of.

The bruises on her neck had begun to turn yellow at the edges, resembling a smudge rather than the hand print that had previously painted the area on her pale skin. The cuts were scabbed over now, if they weren’t sloppily wrapped by Natsu’s persistent care. Her eyes were bloodshot with a dark purple lining underneath them, showing the world of the sleepless nights she had since she had left Jackal.

Lucy didn’t feel beautiful. And no matter how many times she carefully dabbed at her face, or held a tea bag against her eye hoping the bruising would clear, it stayed. It had dulled slightly, but Natsu had said those marks would be lingering for a while longer.

Her brown eyes flickered to the door, listening to the quiet mumbles of her ‘new roommate’ and Gray, a friend of Natsu’s. Their voices were too hushed for her to know what they were talking about.

She assumed it was about her.

How crazy Natsu was for letting her stay here- How much of an idiot he was for getting involved with someone like her. Lucy had more than her share of baggage, and it was spilling shamelessly out into the open for everyone else to clean up.

She knew Gray was close to telling her to get out himself, or building Natsu’s courage to tell her that it was a mistake that he invited her in. A mistake to let her stay - she was a mistake.

It wasn’t Natsu’s responsibility to pick up after her.

Her eyes burned. They felt raw from how many times she cried and furiously wiped at them. She didn’t want to cry. It was too late to cry, but everytime she looked at the face staring back at her in the glass mirror, pools were forming in her eyes. It was the pathetic face of someone ugly. Stained and tarnished.

The dinner table had been pushed against the wall. Two chairs were missing from the side that now kissed the wall, the other two tightly tucked on the other side. Lucy became accustomed with the space that she now lived, the width of a single mattress between the side of the couch and one of the legs of a dining room chair.

The bed was bare, slightly beaten and worn. It was Gray's roommates, but he had no use for anymore. Now gifted to Natsu’s roommate - to her. Lucy heard brief mentions of the city that he had moved to after his mum died, but the two men weren’t talking to her. They spoke quietly, in sentences that weren’t finished and were left hanging between them as they stared at each other and Lucy’s new home. The space between the couch and the chair on Natsu’s floor.

Gray gave Natsu a hard pat on the back. “If you need anything else just let me know.”

“Mm,” Natsu let out a sigh. “Thanks.”

Lucy looked up only to meet the dark haired man's stare. He didn’t say anything, only a curt nod and an uneasy pull of the lips before he gave Natsu another pat down and flicked his keys from his pocket before opening the front door.

“See ya!”

Natsu waved, and the fly wire shut with a rattle and a bang leaving the two alone. He stared hard at the mattress, a deep frown sinking onto his face and Lucy resisted the urge to shift her gaze. The air between them had been uncomfortable. Not much had been said, but not much needed to be. Natsu had been a silent protector, holding her as she screamed whilst she lost everything. Her marriage and her house. Her job.

“How are you feeling?” His eyes were on her now and she resisted the urge to squirm in place.

Lucy twitched the sides of her lips up in a feigned smile. “Better.” She looked away as she took in a breath, nodding towards the mattress. “Thank you for all this.”

She had been sleeping in Natsu’s bed for the time being. He had taken the couch. Not that it helped. Lucy couldn’t tell him that she didn’t sleep in that room. She couldn’t. She lay awake the first night and soon she preferred to sit on the floor until the sunrise. The room was painful to be in. This house was painful. Lucy wasn’t thankful at all. She rather wished that she were dead.

Though, she pushed those thoughts down. It was only when she curled up in a ball and wept in the middle of the night that she truly wished that she would sink beneath the surface of the earth. It was much easier to be dead.

“Mm.” The sound of the newly familiarised hum met her ears. “I’ll get you something to eat.”

Lucy twined her fingers together, digging her thumbs into her palms as she nodded. “Sure.” Natsu had started ‘the hum of disappointment,’ as she called it, shortly after they started living together. It was around every corner of bad news that they continued to stumble across, to fill in the awkward lull as they made small talk and walked the invisible roads to avoid each other as much as possible.

“Okay.” He skulked towards the kitchen, beginning to bang around as he pulled out the staple food that they had both been living off for the past two weeks. Cornflakes.

Lucy made her way to sit across from him on the island bench. It had taken her a while to pick up her appetite again. She didn’t feel hungry, only a sort of ache that started from the back of her throat all the way down to her stomach. She felt empty, but everytime she found the will to start eating, nausea replaced it. It turned to sickly mush in her mouth, much too sweet and much too bitter.

Cornflakes she found the easiest. Natsu liked to mix his with a cigarette and some sort of drink. Most of the time it was black coffee. This morning it was orange juice and vodka. Lucy screwed up her face.

Natsu’s eyes flickered to her face, lazily finishing the cereal as they ate in silence. This was what their meals looked like now. Cold milk and silver spoons clinking on Natsu’s chipped and cheap bowls.

If this had been before… Well, if they had made it out of bed. Lucy would’ve made a comment on the state of his dishware - a cheeky remark that would’ve possibly got her an elbow to the ribs, furrowed brows as Natsu wound his fingers between hers and said something in that voice he does just before he’s about to do something… mischievous.

“Oh come on, Luce.”

And Lucy would’ve laughed, smiling ear to ear as he trapped her in her seat and covered her with kisses. First to her neck as she squirmed in place until he began to leave a wet trail up her cheek with his tongue-

“Is everything okay?” Natsu’s voice cut in, the concern already thick in his tone as he slowly began to lower his spoon back down. “Is it the Cornflakes? I know…” He sighed. “I should really get you something proper to eat.”

“Mm.” Lucy pulled her eyes down.

That was before though. Now they sat together in silence until Natsu could feel even the slightest change in her face, the slightest hint that she could possibly be feeling dull and he would pounce on her. Lucy could see him berate himself in his eyes at every turn. The wear in his face showed that this was taking its toll on him. She felt as if she was his in house patient and he was at fault for the condition that she was in.

“No, no… no.” She poked around the cereal. “Just…” Lucy cleared her throat. “It’s a little early in the day for a drink, isn’t it?”

“Sometimes a day calls for drinking.”

His whole face had been turned upside down, lines dragging down his eyes and mouth into a permanent grimace. She knew it was because of her. Natsu was tired. Tired of looking after some stranger who he thought was just a casual fling. She felt the tiniest twinge pull up the side of her mouth, a sick feeling to laugh because what else could she do. This was barely meant to be a one night side, her own self pity getting the better of her as she tried to show herself the love she couldn’t give to herself with a man she didn’t know.

Lucy’s stomach flipped.

Natsu used to be someone who always had a smile on his face, a certain light to his eyes that Lucy found an escape in. What she used to live through. Sure, he had his many habits from a heart that had been run a little thin. But, it was still warm and was welcoming people through the front door. Now he looked cold - like wet coals on a suffocated fire. And Lucy was the storm that snuffed him out.

She put down her spoon. The cereal had become soggy and she didn’t feel like she could muster up her small appetite again. Lucy squeezed her hand around the edges of the stool, not tearing her gaze from the bowl. Her chest was filling up, squeezing tight around her bones as she tried to dismiss the flashes. The moments that led her to this moment, thinking of Jackal-

Natsu huffed, dragging a hand down his face. “I’m sorry. It was a late shift last night. I’m just tired.”

He looked up to the clock that Lucy had always lectured him about being set an hour and 32 minutes and 5 seconds ahead. She knew because she had timed it herself - a silly joke that escalated too quickly. She hadn’t made that comment in awhile.

“It’ll be another late one tonight too I imagine.” He didn’t meet her eyes as he returned to down the rest of his glass. His finger thumbled along the bench as he put it down, letting the silence sink into both of them.

Lucy couldn’t say much of anything.

Natsu sucked on his teeth, dark eyes drawn to the cup as if he was thinking about what he was going to say. Or maybe, he was waiting for her to speak. She wasn’t sure anymore. Her mind was not giving her much relief about either two outcomes.

He hopped up. “Well, I really need to shower. Le’me know if you need anything.” Natsu stretched, before his hands fell - one almost reaching out to clasp her shoulder. But he recoiled, a wince coming onto his face as his eyes seemed to recognise her appearance once more - reminding him of the position they were in. “I-I’ll try to get some stuff from the shops soon.”

When she heard the click of the bathroom door Lucy made a move to gather the dishes. It wasn’t much, but she had been silently showing her gratitude for all Natsu had done for her by trying to keep the house tidy. She’d make sure there was a blanket and pillow on the couch, his work clothes were clean for him by the time he had to get ready in the morning and there wasn’t a trace that anyone, besides himself, breathed in the house. She pulled up her long sleeves, pushing out large puffs of air through her nose.

Lucy knew she was already crying. It wasn’t something that she was in control of anymore. It didn’t take long for her breathing to become laboured, shaky exhales leaving her as she tried to hold it in, but the sound of her sniffling already reached her ears. The hot flush in her face told her that she was as fragile as glass while her hands under the running water became blurry. She failed at rubbing her face with her forearm, biting on her tongue to quiet her sniffles as she cleaned the bowls.

There were so many reasons for her to be crying at this moment. Her body still ached in places where Jackal had touched her, just taking a breath was painful. He had taken everything from her - broken most of her belongings. Lucy felt like it had been her own fault, but because of that man she couldn’t leave the house. What could she have told everyone at work? It was one thing to pass off a couple of irregular bruises on her arms and legs, but her face? The damage that he had caused wasn’t something she could write off to someone. It was his fault that she got fired. That she had absolutely nothing to her name because he had used everything that she had.

On himself.

That she had thought that she had loved him and he chose to tear their life apart.

But the only thing she could think of was the guilt that was tearing her apart. The feeling of how she was no better than her husband as she continued to use the man that still opened his home to her after she had lied to him.

Pathetic. That’s how Lucy had felt. She didn’t know who she was anymore, what kind of person she had turned into. But, it wasn’t someone that she could be proud of. A few wrong turns… A few mistakes and somehow she ended up here.

As she switched off the water, her lips tugged down. The feeling that she greeted with open arms, once again sat within her chest. It had been making frequent visits before, but now it had permanently taken residence. The weight filled her rib cage as she gripped the edge of the bench whilst she furiously wiped at her eyes - ragged breaths, in and out.

Most of all she was guilty for feeling sorry for herself.

Her father had always called her a stupid little girl, and now she believed it. How stupid could she have been. Not only had she fooled herself with fantasies that Jackal was going to whisk her away, the first man to ever take the plunge to ask her on a date, but tricked herself a second time. Her hands tangled in her hair, in what world was Natsu going to be the ‘fix’ for her life. And not only had she ruined her own life but brought him along with her.

#fairy tail #what you'd do to me tonight #my writing #natsu dragneel #lucy heartfilia #fairytail #doginshoe #nalu #fairytail fanfic #ft fanfic #nalu fanfiction #natsu x lucy

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birdiieeee · 2 years

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Before she can say anything else, the stranger presses a photograph print into her open palm, his stern expression darkening. “My name is Invel Yura and I’m looking for a runaway. This is what he looks like; his brother is desperate to bring him home.”

With all her willpower, Lucy tries to keep her face straight. Natsu’s face is staring back at her, looking vastly different to the frightened young man currently in Levy’s care. She takes a deep breath, trying to spread her lips into the fakest smile she's ever had to make in her life.

Lucy Heartfilia is a writer for her Fairy Girls magazine in Magnolia. After finding a wounded young man named Natsu, she is thrust into the hidden world outside of her knowledge filled with dark magic and the occult.

And Natsu? He just wants to be free.

#fairy tail fanfiction #fairy tail fanfic #ft fanfic #nalu fanfic #nalu #natsu dragneel #lucy heartfilia #zeref dragneel #fairy tail zeref #fairy tail lucy #fairy tail natsu #fairy tail nalu #ft nalu #fairy tail au

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girlbossminerva · 1 year

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Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Juvia Lockser/Lisanna Strauss, Juvia (Edolas)/Lisanna Strauss Characters: Lisanna Strauss Additional Tags: Character Study, Femslash February, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Pre-Relationship, Canon Compliant, (technically) - Freeform, Bittersweet Ending, :), It's nice I swear, Letters, Short One Shot Series: Part 2 of Femslash February 2023 Summary:

Lisanna misses Juvia. Her Juvia.

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tagging the #1 lisanna fan c: @fairytail-multishipper

#lisanna strauss #juvia lockser #fairy tail fanfiction #juvia x lisanna #lisvia #edo!lisvia #my fic #ft fanfic

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miyu-writings · 1 year

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WiP Wednesday

Here go some snippets of current WiPs I'm working on.

Need the motivation to finish!! >.<

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Eurovision prompt

“Maybe. Why don’t you take care of that then?” Gray stood, brushing teasingly against Natsu. His lover had no other choice but to get rid of his shirt. Then he stood against Gray, hands on the other’s hips. Fingers picking teasingly at the wet fabric – it was also covered in glitter.

“They say that glitter gets everywhere.” Natsu stated conversationally, rubbing the fabric on both his index fingers and thumbs.

“I believe that you can do a good enough job…”

Natsu looked at him and knelt down, “You do, huh?” And he pushed the underwear down. It fell with a wet noise. “Well then, time for you to sit back down then.” Natsu held the washcloth aloft, in a silly pose before looking intently at Gray. He got to work.

He started scrubbing at Gray’s shoulders and back once again, now with more intent and strength. More skin started to appear. Natsu then started on Gray’s left shoulder and scrubbed down his arm, before changing for the other arm. Then he stood in front of Gray, their gazes locked but Natsu broke it. He turned to go rinse the washcloth. After applying another lather of soap, he returned to Gray.

Mermay fic

“Gray! Hey, what’s wrong?” he asked right away.

“You’re here.” Gray stated, although the dark clouds surrounding him didn’t quite lift. “Took you a while.”

“Oh, I had to escape from a very boring lesson about… you know what? I don’t want to think about that anymore. Let’s go to the cave?”

“Sure.” And with that Gray jumped into the water and the two swam into a secret cave they usually spent their time in. The entrance via water was a bit of a stretch but it was doable. In no time the duo were sitting in the golden sand inside the cave.

Silence hung between the two, but it was one they were quite used to already. Sometimes they didn’t need to speak words, just the other’s company was enough to diminish the turmoil.

IC AU

“You don’t have to say it like that!” Gray was beet red.

“I don’t mind, your highness.” Rogue said, teasingly and with a short bow. Amused at the prince’s sudden shyness. “And I won’t tell if you don’t,” he winked.

Gray’s blush didn’t abate.

“Huh, right. Yeah. Natsu, you’d told me to come here to help with it?” Gray placed the pillow at the bottom of the bed and cleared his throat.

“You’re right.” Natsu clapped his hands in remembrance. “Hey, maybe you could do us both today,” he smiled a toothy grin.

“Natsu!” Gray said, mortified.

#wip wednesday #fairy tail #gratsu #ft fanfic #fic snippets

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fairyofthefriz · 9 months

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Baba Yaga and the Devils Research update!

Chapter Seven: Baba Yaga

Remus is inducted

All of the Links

#friz writes #baba yaga and the devils research #fic #fanfic #fanfiction #hp fic #hp fanfic #hp fanfiction #ft fic #ft fanfic #ft fanfiction #hp x ft #harry potter x fairy tail #fairy tail x harry potter #harry potter #fairy tail #ft x hp

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ft-3racha · 2 months

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Hii

Can you do drunk texts with best friend stray kids where reader confesses and tells them the nsfw things they want skz to do to them. Take your time and thank you in advance

smau (pt. 1): stray kids reaction to…

scenario: …you telling them what you want them to do to you while being drunk

pairing: best friend!stray kids (hyung line) x reader

warnings: mature!!, explicit talk about sexual fantasies, mentions of alcohol consumption

author‘s note: thank you very much for this ask!! i really enjoyed preparing this smau for you guys, let me know what you think. the maknae line post can be found on my page. likes/reblogs/comments are very much appreciated! and as always: reqs are still open. have fun.<3

bang chan<3

lee know<3

changbin<3

hyunjin<3

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atthestarlite · 2 years

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wearing our vintage misery

very late, but nonetheless inspired by rarepair week 2022 day 7 prompt: promise

words: 1k

relationships: loke/leo the lion x aries the ram

summary: After their reunion in the midst of battle, Loke apologizes to Aries for breaking a promise. -- lories

“Is the Miss upset?” Aries asked, not taking her eyes from the world outside the window, her hand holding the yellow curtain ajar.

“You can call her Lucy,” he said. “And no. She’s at the store.”

Aries turned her head, her bangs curving over the bridge of her eyebrow, her hair cupping her cheeks. He wanted his hands to replace the hair over her cheeks, remove his rings and thread his fingers through her hair; but he wouldn’t.

“Leo?” she asked, fully turning to him, and he realized he’d been staring.

“I missed you,” he said, the honesty of the three words burning him. “And I’m sorry.”

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#lories #lories ft #lories fanfic #ft fanfic #fairy tail fanfic #fairy tail #loke ft #leo the lion #aries the ram #aries ft #ft #celestial spirits #celestial spirit #lucy heartfilia #<mainly bc mb people who are looking up her want some of her spirits as well??#fanfiction #manga #star.talks #my writing

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tobethefairybest · 2 years

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For Gruvia Day, I finally updated Stong Tides again! ♥

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#gruvia day #gruvia day 2022 #gruvia #gray x juvia #gray fullbuster #juvia lockser #fairy tail #fairy tail fanfiction #ft fanfic

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samandcolbyownme · 1 month

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Summary: Anon request - "But what about reader and Zach like having Seggs 20 minutes before the podcast so that during the podcast reader is just next to Zach and like holding his hand and kinda just after sex clingy but before the cameras start rolling they have a cute little moment in the studio while everyone's there like Tara Alissa ad jared and they just think it's the cutest sorry if this is stupid"

Warnings: SMUT18+, strong language, the smut will be right off of the bat so be prepared, hair pulling, unprotected sex, banter from Zach, flirting, post sex clingy-ness, fluff

Word count: 3.1K | not edited

This is my first solo Zach one shot. Enjoy!

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"We got twenty minutes before show time."

Zach squeezes your shoulders and you turn your head, "Twenty you say?" A smirk grows across your lips as he nods and you turns around to face him, "Lead the way, babe."

"That's my girl." He smirks, sliding his hand down to meet yours. His fingers interlock with yours before he pulls you with him down the hall and up the steps.

He pushes open a door, pulling you in. He shuts the door with your body, pinning it against as he reaches down to twist the lock.

Your lips crash together in a fiery embrace, your hands on either side of his neck.

He leans down, hooking his hands on the back of your thighs and lifts you up and your legs move to their place around his waist.

He moves to kiss down your neck, a small moan escapes your lips as your hand moves to slide through his hair, and your head tilts to give him more room.

"Mm." You whimper, "Not much time."

"Yeah, yeah. You and your time." He sets you down, a smile on his lips as he shrugs off his black leather jacket.

You tilt your head, "Did you wear that for me?"

He shrugs, "Maybe."

"It's hot." You scrunch up your nose, smirking as you lean down to take off your pants and underwear. He lays his fingers under your chin, "I know."

He smirks and undoes his belt, pushing his jeans and boxers down just enough for his cock to spring free.

"You're so full of yourself, you know that?" You wrap your arms around his neck, jumping up for him to catch you.

He laughs, "Yeah, you're about to be full of me, too."

You bite down on your lip, resting your head back against the door as you feel him guide his cock into your already soaked entrance.

You let out a gasp, your fingers grasping the hair at the nape of his neck, "Shit."

A low groan escapes his lips as rests for a quick moment. He slides his arms under your legs and begins to thrusts.

You tilt your head down, lips parted, brows furrowed as you stare at him, whimpering and moaning out his name, "Z-Zach.. yesyesyes."

Your back arches against the door, nails dig into his skin, "Fuck fuck fuck."

His lip is pulled between his teeth, breath growing faster and faster with each thrusts, "You feel so good."

He pulls you away from the door, moving you over to lay on the bed. His body over yours as he resumes his thrusts.

Your arms wrap tightly around his neck, "S-so close. So close."

His lips kiss your neck, moving up towards your lips, "Cum for me, babe. You can do it." He slides a hand down, gripping your upper thigh, "Cause I'm right there with ya."

Your back arches off the best, chest pressing against his as your walls tighten around him. His name leaves your lips in a slightly loud tone.

"S-Shi-" you gasp, clinging to him as you cum. He groans as he feels your walls pulsating around him, urging him to cum next.

You feel his cock slip out and his cum spills onto your waist with a moan from his lips.

He tilts his head down, smirking as he admires how you look under him, "We can pick up where we left off after."

You look at him and he winks, which causes you to giggle, "Sounds good to me." You watch as he moves off of you, bending down to pick up a towel for you to wipe off with.

Once clean, you stand up and take your pants from him. You slip on your panties and put on your pants and fix your hair.

"Oh.." you walk over to Zach, "hold on." You reach up, fixing his hair and he smiles at you, "My own personal hairdresser. Gotta love it."

You roll your eyes, "Uh huh." You smile, "alright. Come on."

He smiles, taking your hand into his and he unlocks the door and you walk out with him, making your way down the steps to find everyone ready to roll.

Everyone on the set knew you and Zach were a thing.

Hell, they called it before you and Zach even thought of it.

"Ew. I know what you two were doing." Jared points and Zach taps his chin, "Did you know you have something right there?"

Jared wipes his face, "What? What is it?"

"Jealousy." Zach laughs and leads you over to your seat. Jared scoffs, "No. that's not at all-" he turns to Alyssa, "Is there really something on my chin?"

Alyssa laughs, "No, Jared. He's fucking with you."

"You asshole." Jared laughs and walks to his seat. Tara comes in, "Sorry I'm late, but I'm here."

"Oh my god, you brought Sugar!" You lean down, holding out your hands for Tara's dog to come over to you, "Hi baby!"

You pick him up and set him on your lap.

Tara comes over, sitting down on the other end of the bench, "He got all excited when I said we're going to see you."

"Oh my god, that's adorable." You smile, leaning down to kiss the top of his head.

You look up at Zach and his eyes are just glued to you, "Such a cute little puppy." He smirks, "Sugar is cute, too, I guess."

Your mouth drops but you can't help but laugh, "Rude."

He shrugs, "I gotta pick on you, you know that."

"You guys are so cute, it actually kind of hurts." Alyssa says with a laugh and Tara nods, "No I was actually thinking the same thing."

You can feel your cheeks heating up and you move your hand as Sugar moves towards Tara, "Alright, let's do this."

You, along with everyone else, puts on their headphones and you look at Zach. He looks at Alyssa and she gives him a thumbs up.

"Hello everybody, welcome back or welcome to Dropouts!" Zach starts out, "We have a pretty full house today, every mic is taken."

He looks around, "Did anyone have to do that thing in school where they had to go around and say their name and one thing about themselves because I think that's what we should do."

"Are you serious?" Jared laughs and Zach gives him a serious, plain look, "Dead, and you can start."

Jared sighs, "What's up. I'm Jared, I'm nineteen and I never fucking learned how to read."

You and Tara instantly burst out laughing.

"That was good!" You point to Jared, "I honestly wasn't expecting that." Tara leans over, laughing, "Oh my god."

Alyssa laughs, pointing to Zach, "Do you know what he's referencing?"

"Isn't that a video from the now prehistoric app, Vine?" Zach asks and Jared dies laughing, "Correct."

Zach raises his brows, "Oh my god, anyway." He tries not to laugh and nods to Tara to go. She takes a deep breath, "I'm Tara and I'm the First Lady of juicy couture."

You point to her, "You sure are."

She laughs and motions for you to go, "I'm y/n, and I'm-"

Zach cuts you off, "Totally in love with Zach Justice."

Everyone goes silent and you look over at him, "I mean, that's kind of obvious I thought." You laugh reaching your hand out, "But yeah, we can go with that."

Zach smiles and takes your fingers into his. You move closer to the end of the bench, if it was possible to be right next to him you would.

You always get clingy after sex, and doing a show right after was rough because you just want to cuddle him, but that isn't an available option right now.

"So cute it hurts." Jared winces and sighs.

"Actually, can we talk about that for a second?" Tara leans into her mic, smiling as she points between you and Zach.

"You mean yap?" Zach rolls his eyes, thumb rubbing over your fingers.

Tara laughs slightly, "Well yeah, but first we can let Alyssa say her name and the one thing you're forcing us all to say."

"Do I have a gun to your head?" Zach looks at Alyssa, "Can we make it clear that I am not standing behind you holding something to your head and forcing you to read a script?"

"I mean, yeah. Zach is totally not standing behind me forcing me to read something that he wrote out on a piece of paper." Alyssa laughs, "I'm Alyssa, and I just love this job so much."

You smile, looking back at Tara, "What do you wanna talk about?"

"Yap." Zach corrects you, "It's never just talking with her."

You squeeze his hand, "Be nice." You smile and Zach nods, "Yes mom. I mean, ma'am."

"Dude." Jared laughs, shaking his head, "Nice save."

Zach smirks and looks at Tara and Tara sighs, "Well first off, is it okay that we talk about this? Like I know that you guys kind of were keeping it just between us five."

You look at Zach and he shrugs, "Bound to get out at some point, might as well come from the Queen yapper herself."

Tara smirk, "Aw, Zach. You think I'm a Queen?"

"Oh yapland. Sure." Zach tries not to laugh, but you laugh, "I'm getting you a tiara that says that."

"Oh my god, please do." Tara laughs, "Okay, so anyway. For the listeners of this podcast, what we're talking about right now is the fact that y/n and Zach are a thing and as Alyssa said, they're so cute it actually hurts."

Zach gasps, "Me and who!?" He lays a hand on his chest, "This is news to me."

"Oh my gosh, shut up." You look at him, smiling huge and he smiles back at you, "Kidding. Kidding."

"Tara, this is like you're telling the world a big government secret." Jared laughs and Alyssa nods, "To some people it probably is."

You laugh, "I'm sure, but I promise I'll take good care of him."

You look over and Zach smirks, but before you can say anything it's too late, "Yeah she does."

"Zach. Ew!" Jared, Tara, and Alyssa all say at the same time and Zach's mouth drops, "You guys need to get your mind out of the gutter because I meant she takes good care of me as in I always have someone to laugh at, I mean laugh with."

Your mouth drops and you just stare at him, fighting back a smirk, "You know I was thinking the same thing."

Zach rolls his eyes, "You know what?"

"What?" You tilt your head and he shakes his head, "I'm not saying it because people will take what I say out of context."

"Don't we always?" Tara furrows her brows and laughs, "Anyway, I figured we could talk about how you and him ended up an official thing."

"Can I just-" Alyssa raises her hand, "Can I just cut in to say that Tara and I called this a while ago. Like after the second time you were on I think, y/n."

"Yeah, yeah, Tara told me about that. She actually texted me the one day and was like, you and Zach are totally going to be a thing, and I was like in denial at first but then it just.. I don't know.." you look over at Zach, "Progressed into us flirting until one of us was like look, this is what's happening."

"So who was it?" Jared asks getting the attention, "Who came onto who to finally move it from the friend zone into the end zone?"

You laugh and Zach leans in, "y/n."

"I don't think.." you laugh, "No." You stop laughing, "Was it?"

Zach stares at you, "I can pull up the texts right now."

"Do it!" Tara yells, and you tilt your head, "You know what.. I think it was, something about me wanting to sleep in his stupid shirts and hold his stupid hand or something like that."

Zach smirks, nodding his head, "There ya go, sweetheart. Now you're on the right track."

You can feel your cheeks forming into a deeper shade of pink, "He's actually going to show you guys the messages."

"Oh no, babe. I'm reading them out loud." He laughs slightly and holds his phone up as he reaches for your hand again.

Your hand instantly goes into his and you lean towards him, "What's it say?"

Zach clears his throat, "So it was just us talking back and forth, mainly us trying to get each other to admit that we liked each other." Zach scrolls down, "And then Y/n just says, I want to sleep in your stupid tshirts and hold your stupid hand, Zach."

Aw's from the three others in the room emerge and you shake your head, "Yeah, yeah, it's cute or whatever." You lay your hand over your face and Zach laughs, "And I must have been caught off guard because I really didn't expect her to say anything like that, so all I said back was, well damn."

"Well damn?" Jared laughs, "That's not very romantic, Zach. What did y/n say after that?"

"She honestly didn't respond for a little bit, so I was actually kind of having an, okay I ruined it, moment, but then she answered with an, that's all you have to say?" Zach laughs and you nod, "Well yeah, I poured my heart out to you and all I get back is a well damn."

"I mean, I wouldn't have responded right away either." Tara laughs, "But that is such a Zach thing to do."

You nod, "That's why I gave it a minute because I had to remind myself that that was Zach we're talking about." You laugh, looking over at him, "And yeah. Now we're, what? Seven.. almost eight months into this thing?"

Zach nods, "Eight months of my life that I don't want back."

"Who even are you?" Jared looks at him shocked, "Like.. the man that is sitting across from me right now.. is literally.. dare I say.. almost nice?"

"You're pushing it." Zach points to Jared and Jared raises his hands, "No, like I was talking to Alyssa about it a while back and I told her, I think it was before you guys officially told us. I said to her that who ever is bringing out the best in him, needed to stay connected to him."

"That is true." Alyssa nods, "And I knew it would be y/n, like just the way that they were looking at each other gave it away."

"Yeah they literally.. I don't even know to explain it, like, it's a connection that can't be explained unless you're with them in person." Tara nods, smiling at you.

"Yeah, I guess I just fucked around and got attached to you." You smirk, looking over at Zach and he smirks, "Now, I'm going to say this, but it's not like what it sounds, okay?"

"That.. doesn't sound like a good thing." Jared shakes his head, "But go on, please."

"You suck sometimes, only because ever since you been around, I've been smiling a lot more than I used to, and that just ruins my mysterious, serious look." Zach laughs slightly, "But I'd still do anything for you."

You pout, "You're such an asshole."

"Yeah, yeah, I love you too, princess." Zach laughs slightly and Tara scoffs, "I don't.." she laughs, "I've been seeing this you know, sweeter side of Zach come out over these last few months but it still catches me off guard when something nice follows his, I don't even know, jerkish comments."

"Yeah but she knows that I don't mean anything in a wrong way." Zach squeezes your hand, "Right? Say that you know."

He tries not to laugh, but fails when you make a face at him, "She knows."

You laugh, "If Zach didn't pick on me daily, then I would know that there's something up. But I honestly think that goes for everyone who knows him."

Alyssa nods, "I always think to myself before coming in, what out of pocket thing is Zach going to say to me today?"

"I have nightmares about him just being so mean to me." Tara says and Zach looks at her, "Do you really?"

Tara nods, "Yeah."

"Tell me what I've said to you." Zach tilts his head and Tara laughs, "No because you'll just write them down and use them against me."

"Everyone here knows how you are, Zach." Jared laughs and Zach stares at him, "Shut up, you don't even know how to read."

You all burst out laughing and Zach shakes his head, "And they say I'm mean to them."

.·:*¨ ✘ ¨*:·.

After the podcast ends, you hang your headphones on the mic stand and stand up to stretch.

Zach pushes his mic out of the way and extends his arms out to you, "C'mere."

You walk over to him and he pulls you into his lap, arms around your waist as his head rests on your shoulder.

This is exactly what you wanted to do the whole time.

"You know there's rooms upstairs right?" Jared teases and Zach gasps, "Really? I didn't know we had an upstairs, that's so cool."

You laugh, resting your head against Zach's, "You guys kill me."

Zach lifts his head, moving to lay his head on your chest, "Liar, I can hear that heart thumping away in there."

You roll your eyes, laying a hand on his head, "I think that was just an excuse for you to be close to my boobs."

You feel Zach's body move as he laughs, "Maybe."

Jared scoffs, "Get a room." He walks away and you feel Zach sit up, so you look over at him with a smirk.

He looks at you, "You know what.." his hand slides down to your thigh, "I think we will."

.·:*¨ ✘ ¨*:·.

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morning cuddles with jude pls🙏🏽🙏🏽i love your fics sm

cuddles- jude bellingham

summary: morning cuddles with jude

pairings: jude bellingham x reader

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“turn it off” jude grumbled under his breath, eyes still closed and half asleep while he nussled his head more into your neck. once reaching for your phone you pressed the button to turn the annoying alarm off. you forgot turn it off last night knowing you weren’t going anywhere and jude’s training cancelled due to the storm weather which created a lot of flooding.

the alarm stopped, silence filling the room. the soft patter of rain hitting the windows is the only thing heard. you moved back into jude’s embrace, his hands finding the familiar and comfortable position on your waist. your head leaning on his bicep allows you to put your hand on his lower arm, you scratching his skin softly with your acrylic nails.

“mhm, that tickles” you can feel jude’s smile against your neck, voice muffled by your skin and he pressed a light kiss below your ear, his lips moving up to press a feathering kiss against your cheek lovingly. “i’m so glad training got cancelled, can’t be bothered to get up”

“mhm, same just want to be with you all day” jude’s fingers traced shapes along your hip, your love language to each other has always been touch, he loves to be touching you somewhere if it’s your hands, waist or shoulders.

you turn your body so you are facing jude, his arm still under your head and his hand on your waist, he moves his hand to your back pulling you closer so your chest his pressed fully against his bare one.

shifting up so your head is aligning with his on the pillow, jude’s eyes are still closed, his relaxed face indicating he was falling out and into sleep. you hand goes to the back of his head scratching his scalp lighting, your hands lowering down to his back, nails against bare skin, jude shivers lightly, his hands squeezing your waist lightly.

you watch as his eyes open slowly, still puffy from sleep, looking at you tenderly as your hand goes to his cheek to rub his skin lightly under his eye. a small smiles appearing on his face when he looks at you, making your stomach all giddy.

his hands reaches from your waist to your head and pushes your hair behind your ear, his lips lean down and kisses gently on your forehead.

“i need to move, i’m getting cramp in my arm” jude urges your head to get up, you lift it a little allowing him to retrieve his arm. jude proceeds to move position, untangling your legs so he can be flat on his back. “c’mere” he whispers, grabbing your arm softly and pulling you to lie on his chest, your leg going over his center. your head goes on his bare chest and his arm falls of your lower back, under your shirt.

a comfortable silence fills the room while you trace the pads of your finger tips slowly over his abs on his stomach.

right now is one your favourite parts of the day, you can have each other to yourself and know knowone interrupts you.

jude’s other hand goes to your thigh which is over his centre and lays his hands there squeezing the skin every once in a while. you dig your head into his neck and begin to place light kisses over his skin. his breathing hitches very quietly when you nip at his ear lope. jude’s stomach feels like there a butterfly’s moving around quickly whenever you begin to kiss his neck.

jude feels warmth spread over his body when you gravitate towards his jaw, knowing purposely that you aren’t going to kiss the one place he wants you too. “you not gonna give me a kiss?” your kiss on his jaw lingers for a couple of seconds.

your actions pause at his whiny statement, you grin, putting your finger on his jaw, moving his face to the side so it’s facing you. jude has a cheeky grin on his face, watching and waiting for a kiss. jude loved to tease you, saying he never got kisses when you felt all you are doing all day is kissing your god damn boyfriend due to his extreme neediness for you.

you lean in a press your lips against his soft and warm mouth, he leans in closer to your face, his eyelashes against your cheek when he moves his mouth against yours, to be tease you move back, noses touching before things can escalate. a groan leaves his throat due to your lack of closeness. “hey” he mumbles.

you press single kisses against his mouth while saying “so” kiss “needy” kiss. when you pull back a blush appears on his cheeks, he digs his face into your neck, breath fanning over your chest, a breathless laughs escapes your mouth, knowing he’s suddenly got all shy.

“only for you”

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