#from the drafts yall

[dcangel]

i need want to go back to that phase where i was completely unhinged and feral like it was genuinely so bad that he was the first thing on my mind when i woke up and last thing when i went to bed. every line in any song would remind me of tmr/teen wolf and i just have hundreds of screenshots of fic ideas mostly compiled in an album but there’s still some stragglers around my camera roll somewhere

#from the drafts yall #idk how long it’s been in there but enjoy #ofc i’m talking abt dylan o’brien #who else would it be #but i seriously need that phase back #(it was lowkey unhealthy asf) #dylan obrien #my unhinged rants #my rants

[wormieapple]

please understand that i will never and can never condone John Winchester’s actions but some of y’all really don’t understand what “he did the best he could” means.

he neglected and at the very least emotionally abused his kids, and there’s a pretty good argument that he might’ve physically abused them as well. he isolated them, prevented them from forming any lasting relationships outside of immediate family, left them alone for days if not weeks on end with firearms and very little food. And that’s not even the half of it. and everything he did was a manifestation of grief and drive to protect his family. which does not in the slightest justify how he treated sam and dean, but it does lay out his morals and motives pretty clearly.

He loves his kids, he really does. and while struggling to deal with his own trauma he was doing everything he could in his mind to keep them safe. but that doesn’t make his best enough, not by a long shot. that doesn’t even make his best efforts good efforts. at the end of the day he abused his kids and royally fucked up their ability to cope with their own grief and trauma in ways that i cannot touch with a 10ft pole rn or i’ll be writing 57 essays right here and now.

and again i hate john just as much as the next person but he did not set out to abuse his kids. he didn’t have nefarious intentions when it came to how he raised his kids. he was a good person who turned into an abusive asshole due to grief, paranoia, and alcoholism. and it makes perfect sense that sam and dean still love him even if they recognize the damage he did to them. because they also know how hard their dad tried, and they’ve said as much several times. and i get it cause that’s how i grew up. my dad did everything he could despite his grief, despite his depression, despite working 14 hour days in poverty and homelessness, and he still neglected and emotionally abused me. not because he was a bad person, but because he had no tools to deal with everything he was going through. and his best wasn’t enough, his best failed me. and i still love my dad cause not every memory was bad, and he does truly love me and my siblings. And i’m lucky in a way that sam and dean never were because my dad recognized where he failed us, owned up to what he did and tries everyday to repair the damage he did.

I have closure, and that’s something sam and dean could never really have. but they do have the clusterfuck of emotions that is he tried his best and it wasn’t enough.

#one last one from the drafts #yall are seriously missing the reason y sam and dean’s relationship to their dad is so devastating by only saying fuck john winchester #and it shows #john wasn’t a monster he was a person and if u don’t recognize that via demonizing him u run a genuine risk of becoming the kind of person- #he was. because that’s exactly how john thought of his own father and how he treated the boys stems directly from that. #cw abuse #spn #supernatural #dean winchester #sam winchester #john winchesters a+ parenting #john winchester

[ohmyrashi]

that state of sheer desperation ppl reach where they’re so, so far past the point of full and just barely hanging on by a thread to the point that they can’t risk another step forward

they’ve had so much to drink and waited so long, and the sensation in their bladder has grown from a tickling pressure to a nagging fullness to a thundering demand to be emptied that they can’t ignore a second longer

their bladder heavy and taut inside of them, swollen to the absolute limit of its capacity, like an overfilled water balloon stretched so tight to contain all that liquid that the slightest jostle might make it burst

their legs locked together and their teeth gritted and their eyes squeezed shut as their body teeters on the edge of letting everything come flooding out whether they like it or not

#omocute #omorashi #uhhh i just found this in my drafts from 2019???? #and i guess i just never hit post lol?? #sorry for HOLDING IT BACK for so long 😉 #it’s a real RELIEF to finally share it with yall 😉😉😉

[orykorioart]

June 2023

How could you forget Lup?

[Image Description: A 5-panel illustrated comic featuring Taako and Lup in a limited color palette of pink, light brown, light red, purple, blue and yellow. Taako is is depicted with light brown skin and dark hair, which he ties behind his back. He wears a purple cloak. Lup is depicted with light brown skin and dark hair, which she ties in front of her. She wears a red cloak.

Panel 1: Young Taako and Lup, on both sides of a pot. Lup is stirring as Taako looks in. Below the panel is captioned with purple text:

“What’s the feeling”

Panel 2: Close-up of young Taako and Lup. You can see half of their face, and they are excitedly talking to each other. Below the panel is captioned with purple text:

“When you have a broken home, home, home?”

Panel 3: Pans down to young Taako and Lup’s torso. They are standing close to each other, indicating that they are holding hands. Below the panel is captioned, text in purple:

“Where’s the love when you were left on your own”

Panel 4: Taako’s hand, wearing the Bureau of Balance bracer. His hand is relaxed, but alone. There is a brief out line of Lup’s hand, reaching out for his. Below the panel is captioned with purple text:

“So alone”

Panel 5: Taako is standing center-frame, and you can only see the bottom half of his face and his torso. There is a single tear rolling down his cheek, his mouth slightly agape. He is grasping the Umbrastaff tightly in one hand, holding it close to his chest. There is a faint outline of a hand on his shoulder. Below the panel is captioned with red text:

“Who said you’re on your own?” End ID]

#taz #tazb #the adventure zone #taako taaco #lup taaco #lup #taako #lup taz #taako taz #illustration #the song is no lullaby by siames if folks are wondering. #color palette used here is mildly inspired by the animated video! #i actually wanted to use the style too but ended up defaulting to my style but a little more cartoonized #btw the sketch i did for this was from like. may 2022. #just never got around to actually finishing it bc i always prioritize finishing my r*ihan pieces bc of the brainrot lol. #normally draw the twins with dark brown hair + dyed but for the sake of a good limited color palette they have raven hair now #excited to share this w yall bc this is going to be the first ‘fully finished’ taz art im showing #anw augh ive had this in the drafts for more than a week bc ive been so tired and couldnt think of a good way to write the id #i hope it ended up good hauhhg

[sadtoru]

gojo satoru was 17 when he realized he loved you.

lets start from the beginning. you and gojo had been best friends since you were 7, being assigned the two (potentially?) strongest sorcerers at birth and all, it would take a lot not to meet each other before going to the same school in the future. you met at one of those stupid clan meetings where everyone brags about how rich they are blah blah. as the strongest, you two were basically allowed to do anything you want, no one could stop you anyways. but, you were still at a stage when you wanted your parents to be proud of you, so you followed them around for the meetings. somehow, your two clans forced got you to meet eachother. it didn't go so well as planned. you both glared at eachother, not believing one would be stronger than the other. hell you two almost got in a fight. after that, you did become friends after a few more meetings together. youd invite eachother to one anothers houses, play together, ect. just trying to be kids, yknow? sure you two were quite competitive, but you grew to become extremely close friends in about a year. little did you both know you'd grow up to rely on eachother so greatly.

but, what made him realize he might like you, was his best friend geto suguru.

suguru and satoru were sitting in class after it had ended, talking about who knows what, when you'd grabbed satorus attention for a second. "I'll see you at the cafe at 6, right?" you asked, to what couldve been anyone else in the room (suguru, shoko, satoru), but satoru immediately knew you were talking to him, because of your plans to check out that new cafe that everyone had been going crazy about. you two had a lot in common, and one of those similarities was your obsession with sweets. so you'd go on little trips dates together to get your daily dosage of sugar. he looked over in your direction to give you a salute, paired with a "yes ma'am!" you laughed and shook your head before leaving the classroom with shoko, heading to your dorm room. satoru subconsciously watched as you walked away with a smile on his face and a look in his eye, that didn't go unnoticed by suguru.

"you like her?" suguru asked him. satoru seemed to be lost in thought, since he didn't respond in any way. just kept staring st your unoccupied seat. suguru smirked and kicked him while his guard was down and he and his desk fell over together. "ouchhh. what was that for?!" he asked rubbing his head that hit the ground with a scowl, clearly annoyed. "you didn't answer me, whats got you so distracted huh?" satoru thought for a second. "that cafe, duh!" satoru rolled his eyes and left his seat on the floor, not caring to pick it up. suguru suddenly started laughing. satoru narrowed his eyes and furrowed his eyebrows in annoyance. "what are you laughing about?" satoru asked. "oh nothing. just about how clueless you are to your own feelings" suguru wiped away a fake tear and started walking out of the classroom, followed by a confused satoru. "haa?! whats that supposed to mean you dick head?" gojo sweared, still oblivious to the hints suguru laid out. "for someone so "strong" you really are dumb when it comes to common sense" suguru casually insulted him. an irk mark appeared on satorus face and he went to punch suguru, but he dodged it in time. "just tell me what you're laughing about, what, y'too scared?" satoru tried to tease him to get the truth out of suguru. to which suguru merely chuckled. "I think I'll keep it to myself for now" suguru grinned and ran ahead of satoru. normally satoru would chase him and force suguru to answer him but he simply rolled his eyes and went the other way this time. ooc, I know, but he was busy with his thoughts.

a few days later, you and satoru had already went on your cafe date trip. everything was somewhat normal until this day. satoru had forgotten about what happened with suguru a few days ago. but a bit late at night past curfew, he was so confused with himself, he decided to ask suguru for help.

"suguruu!!" satoru slammed sugurus door open. lucky him, he was still awake so the annoying actions of a certain gojo that has never knocked in his life didn't phase him too much. satoru closed the door behind him, somewhat quietly, and that's when suguru knew something was up. 'satoru never shuts doors, so that means he has something important to say. a favor probably' suguru perceived satorus actions. "what's up" suguru asked simply, hiding his curiosity in satorus out of character behavior.

"suguru. i kinda need a favor. I just need to ask you something.." satoru rubbed the back of his head nervously. to this suguru lifted one brow. "I can't promise I'll answer it" suguru replied, deeming suspicious activity. "it's not anything you wouldn't wanna answer okay? just.. it's really weird.. I don't know.. It's just that, whenever I'm around y/n my heart randomly starts beating really fast, I get a little sweaty and I feel all nervous, and then I end up saying stupid stuff and-" he sighed as he put a hand through his hair in frustration. "it's been happening for awhile time but it doesn't happen around anyone else.. d'you know-" Suguru started laughing at him before he could finish his sentence. it started with a small chuckle until he burst out in full on laughter as satoru furrowed his eyebrows and frowned at suguru. "what's so funny? I'm asking for real advice here!" he huffed and went to open the door again to leave, but suguru stopped him.

"satoru, I think you're in love with her"

#like 90% of this was an old draft from like 2022... this was cringe im sorry yall pls forgive me #gojo #gojosatoru #sadtoru #fanfic #gojoxreader #satoru #gojo x reader #gojo satoru x reader #gojo satoru is oblivious to love #suguru geto #geto suguru #shoko ieiri #jjk x reader #jujutsu kaisen x reader #gojo satoru x you #first one shot on tumblr go easy on me

[captainsaltypear]

Warden made a bad decision by putting these two in the same cell.

#ahwm #markiplier #yancy #iswm #warden murderslaughter #a heist with markiplier #scheeze art #pear post #THIS HAS BEEN IN MY DRAFTS FOR A GOOD Y E A R NOW OH MY GOSH #GUESS WHO JUST REWATCHED AHWM AGAIN #THIS IS FOR YOU YANCY SIMPS #I WILL FEED YALL #the warden overhears the guards talking about the racket coming from yancy and the viewer's cell #the warden hears a ruckus coming from yancy and the viewer's cell at night and calls yancy into his office like 'yall gotta stop fighting' #and yancy's like 'who said we were fighting sir?' #he doesn't get paid enough for this #(prozd voice) OH THEY FU- #also THANK YOU STATIC FOR THE CAPTION BLESS YOUR SOUL

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

I'm in love with your drawing of Wally and Howdy fighting over the arm. I love how mad Poppy is. Her saying "is2g" gave me the idea that she starts cussing more the longer she has to deal with this bs. And I'm also imagining Frank leaning against Eddie's hat saying "oh Eddie we're really in it now"

10 out of 10 artwork. Good job. No notes.

it has been Well Received it seems! i'm very pleased, i was hoping i wouldn't be the only one who found it funny ahaha

and i couldn't resist:

#if poppy knew swears she would probably end up using them yeah #but none of them know swears! if i scribble them swearing its for Comedic Effect! #because children's show puppets saying 'fuck' is peak humor imo #thinking very hard about the four of them and their experiences together #wh lights out au #scribble salad #rambles from the bog #god. one day i want to fuckin Write this au. #because i dont have it in me to plan out scribbles and draw 'comics' for it In Order #so yall are just getting bits and pieces from random parts #i do want to write it though #i need to know them i need to Know Them for that #their speech patterns their likes their dislikes their vernacular their voices their emotions their opinions and quirks #hopefully this desire to write for it persists through that point #i suppose i could... write a shitty rough draft #a very bland rough draft that would just be the basics... #that could make it easier for future me to edit and tweak and ReWrite #i am Considering.... #hopefully i manage to write the Actual au and not just the aftermath which takes up 90% of the au's room in my head #but that is something i won't be talking about! #if the au gets written it'd be a Massive Spoiler! plus i'd probably write th aftermath as a companion sequel! maybe two! #for the different perspectives of course. or it would be a bonus fic where each chapter is a snapshot... hm thinking Thinking...

[ellierenae]

last time i published a short story was november 2022, but please look at the absolute brick of pages i've written since then so you know i'm not gone

once i'm done editing her, i'll be back with more weird stories for you 💙

#writeblr #writblr #writers on tumblr #writing community #writing wip #from ellie #this is just finished drafts- i have tens of thousands of words not printed #im comin back to yall 💙💙💙

[tobisiksi]

is this a saiki family thing? fighting to death over small things??

everyone is so dramatic in this family omg

#kusuo had his exaggeration from his family #i cant believe how dramatic everyone is omg #WHY ARE THEY TRYING TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE A BIG DEAL #YALL ARE FIGHTING OVER A TOILET AND COFFEE JELLY #i dont really like kuniharu but im on his side w this 'WH- THATS ALL!?“ #sorry for rambling i just cant deal with these guys #they're me #i am them #saiki k #the disastrous life of saiki k #kusuo saiki #saiki family #saiki kusuo no psi nan #thinking thinking thinking #freeing my drafts

[moliathh]

The liquor on your lips makes you dangerous

#hellsing #alutegra #integra hellsing #alucard hellsing #alucard x integra #lana del rey #the caption is from lana’s song you can be the boss #the song is the inspiration for the vibe of the drawing #i got drafted im posting from the training camp #serving the country and serving yall alutegra food #that one cover art where hirano put alucard in a fur coat is very cunty #he looks like a big fluffy dragon or some ancient wolf

[eudico-my-beloved]

save me time traveling lesbian android with infinite copies of herself. time traveling lesbian android with infinite copies of herself save me. time traveling lesbian android with infinite copies of herself

#accord #i couldnt decide if i liked the version with shading/ rendering or this so im just gonna post this instead #happy 10th anniversary yall!!! #drakengard #drakengard 3 #i use this as my spray btw #ive had this one time a spy disguised himself as me and i saw him so i sprayed this on the wall #he was all 'that medic is a spy' and all that and when i sprayed this he nodded and said 'yes' #a pyro came to spycheck me afterwards though i think #i forgor #woops almost forgot to post this thang (theres still 2 minutes left pst) #nvm tumblr wouldnt let me post it for some reason and i had to go on mobile and publish from drafts and now its 3 mins late ffs

[garrandia]

ayyyyyy another amano vincent with a scythe cause why not? full  ↓ ↓ ↓

have another version cause i like both

#vincent valentine #final fantasy vii #ff7 #ff7remak #final fantasy 7 remake #final fantasy 7 #fanart #my art #white haired vincent is the only sephiroth content that yall will ever get from me #final fantasy vii remake #i have another 2 in the drafts that i like more but im saving them for ff7 news #maaaaaaaaybe we'll get some info in june

[hashileio]

shadow wizard money gang

#hashiart #this has been sitting in my drafts for like 2 weeks and ive been debating if i wanted to post it or not #i think today is finally the day yall are ready for this #this is definitely a shitpost lmaoooo #those shadow wizard money gang posts from twitter have just been rotting my brain for the past 2 weeks #making this is the only way i will ever know peace #shadow wizard money gang has me completely enthralled #its incredibly hard to tell but these are the boys....horror dust n killer LMAO #dust sans #horror sans #killer sans #dust!sans #horrortale sans #killer!sans #bad sanses

[miwtual]

JOE KEERY as STEVE HARRINGTON STRANGER THINGS (2016—) | 4.06, "The Dive"

#strangerthingsedit #stedit #tvedit #netflixedit #steveharringtonedit #mystuff #userallisyn #userashe #tuserlucie #userangelic #usersen #usertez #user-clara #usertiny #userrhi #userregan #have the almost kinda sorta bisexual colored steve set from my drafts for the last day of pride #its my apology for the lottielee edit earlier SJDBH #anyway this was per the unofficial request of the bestie (allie tuser djo) #so if yall were hoping for pink sweater steve thank her <3

[samstatsupremacy]

you didn't hear it from me, but jacob anderson created a new spotify playlist titled EUROPE and has been adding songs to it for the last month 👀

we already know that he uses music to get into Louis' mindset in his trailer during filming (he shared the LDPDL playlist a while back with this explanation) so one can only assume that things are brewing...

#jacob anderson #interview with the vampire #not to sound crazy #but this hiatus has been driving me crazy and i'm searching for CRUMBS #HE'S GOT JOSEPHINE BAKER ON THIS PLAYLIST. you know.. famous 20th century african american icon who left america for paris!!! #was active in paris from 1925 until she died in 1975. yall. is the math adding up or am i just going feral in my cage by myself?? #my best guess is he's getting first drafts of the script rn #all my mutuals are asleep so i'm shouting into the void but idc idc

[muchmossymess]

Alastor is soooooo will wood coded

Edit: my moot @allthegothihopgirls informed me that they did it first and I do not want hbomber after me /hj so

#found in my drafts from month ago but i was NOT wrong so here yall go <3 #alastor #hazbin hotel #hazbin alastor #moss' madness #will wood #ill add him for funsies why not