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faela404 · 1 year
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☆ The Library ☆
kazuha x gn! reader
prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…
*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*
warning! mentions of a fight, swearing
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☆ let the fight begin ☆
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“you made it!” his cheery voice echoed across the small hall.
“of course we did, childe! we wouldn’t have missed this for the world, right y/n?” ganyu smiled at me, god her smile’s so pretty
i nodded towards her before quickly wishing childe good luck as he was dragged away by his coach. i’m honestly a bit afraid for him, i know childe is a good and very capable fighter but, it would still hurt so much to see him getting hurt in anyway.
guided by ganyu, hu tao and i found our seats as more people began piling in. the crowd soon consisted of friends and some family of the boxers, curious students from our university and even a few of the professors turned up.
the seats next to me sadly weren’t empty so i couldn’t stretch out like i wanted too. however, it quickly became clear to me who was sitting in those seats.
those tuffs of black and teal hair made it undeniably obvious; xiao. he was an IT major known for being extremely quiet and almost quite rude, though frankly being friends with scaramouche makes it hard to find anyone else rude. he was scrolling through his phone when we sat down, the seats next to him were empty though from the looks of it people were going to be sitting there. bags, coats and all kinds of winter wear were lined up neatly infront of each seat. now i like to keep warm sure, but i highly doubt all of those belonged to just xiao.
my thoughts were cut short when a loud voice began booming about all the different kinds of slushies they had. the twins had arrived, along with 3 other people i couldn’t quite make out. aether continued to enthuse about these wonderous slushies as the 5 new people began shuffling in next to xiao.
finally, i could begin to make out all of their faces.
aether and lumine were the first i saw, and they were the only ones not currently trying to get to their seats, i assume they’re sitting at the end of the row. lucky bastards. next was gorou, a humanities major with beautiful ginger and white hair, it’s clear he takes a lot of pride in the way his hair looks. finally, 2 final boys squeezed in, one next to gorou, who i quickly figured out was albedo, the nice biochemistry major who offer a lot of tutoring sessions in subjects he doesnt even take. he so smart it’s actually kind of crazy, almost unhuman like. then there was one next to xiao.
holy shit, that’s kazuha.
i really didn’t think he’d like something like boxing-
though in all fairness i’m only here for childe, so perhaps he’s the same.
or he loves watching people fight, who knows.
my attention was swiftly snapped from the pretty blonde when the first round was announced.
tartaglia vs. osial
round 1
…of 10
and then the winner fights someone else.
this is gonna be long.
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finally, after 5 rounds (all won by childe), a break was given for the fighters. im pretty sure that doesn’t tend to happen in boxing but, because they’re both only uni students, it has to be given.
ganyu and hu tao, quickly excused themselves to the bathroom, though if i’m being honest i’m almost completely certain that hu tao’s only going because lumine went a few seconds ago.
i pulled out my phone and began mindlessly scrolling through twitter and instagram as the people around me began shuffling around. they probably need the bathroom or a drink.
however, i didnt notice how only the majority left.
it took his words for me to realise.
“and then there were two” he mumbled so lightly i hardly even heard him. i turned towards the sound of his voice only to find that indeed all of kazuha’s friends had left aside from him.
there was only kazuha and i left on this row.
“oh- hey, sorry i didn’t realise” i chuckled lightly
oh theres that melodic laugh of his again, “it’s alright” he shuffled into xiao’s seat next to me “are you here for childe too?”
“hm? oh yeah i am, are you? i didn’t realise childe are you were friends” i smiled lightly at him as i placed my phone back down, i don’t want to seem rude damn.
“ahh yeah, i’ve known him for quite a while now. though we don’t get to talk as much as usual”
i frown slightly “oh, why’s that?”
my eyes widen a fraction, oh shit. shit. shit! i can’t ask things like that! what if it’s private? or embarrassing for him? or for childe? god he’d kill me if i embarrassed one of his other friends or worse, childe himself-
before i could freak myself out even more, kazuha smiled and responded “we both just got quite busy, but i do enjoy these times when i can see him”
god he’s so sweet. his voice is just undeniably soothing, i swear every worry i had prior just floated away.
that calmness was quickly eradicated.
the screeching of the whistle ruined it.
the sixth round was beginning.
our friends quickly began appearing again, but kazuha didn’t make an effort to move. even when xiao returned, he just lightly smiled to him and turned back to the match.
xiao didn’t seem too bothered, well he never really does, as he swiftly sat down in kazuha’s seat.
the fight was long but, atleast i had someone to talk too. while, my friends were next to me they were way too engrossed in the match to want to talk even a little bit, but kazuha just randomly began whispering things about the match to me. things that were going wrong, excitement over childe landing a good punch, laughing at all the silly faces that each fighter made after getting punched.
he’s actually quite entertaining, quite funny.
maybe we could actually be decent friends.
atleast, then i wont have to be alone in the library right?
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a/n - omggggg this took way too long for me to write lol, im quite literally the ruler of procrastination😎 but, here ya’ll have it! chapter 4!! i hope ya’ll enjoy it! i think i say this every time but i really do mean it, i appreciate all of ya’ll’s continued support of this series! and thank you all so much for getting me to 100 followers!!🫶🫶
(i literally threw up and had my cat pull the christmas tree in my room down onto my other cat while writing this-
they’re both fine dw but good god a lot happened while trying to write this PFFT-)
taglist - open! @kazuhaprnt @ryhie @scaraapologist @thissoulisnotok @kazuhalvrr @rifran @sleepyhamster1001 @mccnstruck @micahmxi @whipped-for-fictionals @sashiette @kozumieee @lazy-sanns
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whipped-for-fictionals · 11 months
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heyyy how’re you doing?
remember i love you and please take care of yourself <33🫶
~ fae🫶
hi fae my darling, i've missed you so so much!
i'm okay, i'm coming towards the end of my exams so i'm so so thankful, i'll be a lot more active here again so we'll be able to talk a lot more often when you're also free!
i'm doing my best to take care of myself, thank you my darling ! i hope you are too 🤍
love you lots, mi amor!
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viharbinger · 1 year
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Love and Snowmen In The Air ✨
a/n: fic for @faela404 !! 💯💯 I was your secret santa this year in @2022gisecretsanta, hope u enjoyed it 😼 I wrote all the characters you listed because why not
pairings: kazuha x reader x xiao x ganyu (separate)
synopsis: building snowmen and snowball fights!
warnings: none except I've never touched snow in my life so 100% of this is from my imagination #slay
tags: fluff, established relationships
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Kazuha
It was a typical snowy day in Liyue this time around. The cold weather was freezing and you were dying for some warm cuddles. But knowing Kazuha and his itchy feet, he'd want to keep pushing forward in his travels before he can even relax.
So that's where you are now, just outside of Liyue Harbour where there were mountains of snow. The children, and even some adults are playing with the snow, enjoying the cold weather.
You, however, were freezing your boots off while Kazuha was bending down to roll snow off the ground. "What are you doing?" You shivered, keeping your arms under your armpits to keep warm.
"I'm gonna make a snowman. Care to join me?" He huffs, smiling from ear to ear as he finally finished rolling out a big base for the snowman. "You okay?" He asks when he finally notices you're freezing!
You shook your head and gave him a knowing look. He sits down on the base of the snowman, puffing out some air onto his palms to keep warm. "After we make a snowman, I promise, I'll make you some hot drinks. Just the way you like it."
The offer was tempting, but not quite enough. "That's it? Dragging me out in this weather and all I get in return is some hot drink?" You probed for more offers, grinning— which you thought you couldn't do because your mouth was dry from the weather!
"Okay, and I'll throw in some alone time. Just the two of us, in our warm, heated bed and-" "You got yourself a deal!" You shut him up and begun placing more snow onto the snowman to shape it.
With all this fun in the snow, you were feeling really warm already. Maybe now you understand how Kazuha's restless mindset feel. And with that, the snowman was complete! Some rocks placed as the eyes, nose and mouth were already in it but it was missing something.
Since you felt pretty neutral with the weather at the moment, you put your scarf around the snowman's neck and took out your kamera to take a picture of you and Kazuha's little snow baby.
"Hey, aren't you freezing?" He interrogates. There was a chill on your neck the moment you took it off, yeah, but as long as you were getting warm cuddles and hot drinks later, it didn't really matter. But before you could even answer, he wraps his own red scarf around your neck.
"But you'll be cold." You pouted, yet holding onto the warm scarf tightly that smelled so much like him closely. "It's better than you freezing to death." He chuckles, patting your cheeks with his gloved hands.
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Xiao
Xiao has no pleasure in celebrating such festivities such as Christmas, having snowball fights or what not. In fact, he's more interested in just eating the snow standing alone on the thick snow looking at the distance!
So one snowy day, you decided to take matters into your own hands. Xiao thought he was going to spend his cold afternoon standing like a mad man that had a menacing aura that said "Don't approach or talk to me." But not on your watch!
Xiao was standing in front of the lake nearby Wangshu Inn, so you approached from behind him. Obviously, with his amazing senses, he could tell you were behind him, but he paid no mind in turning around. You didn't want to waste time on surprising him so you opted to just make an entire family of snowmen instead.
First, you made one of yourself, looking just like you, just a little more round, snow white and, rocks for eyes! Then you made one for Xiao, and you couldn't forget to place some twigs as 'angry eyebrows' to top it off.
Mid rolling some more snow for a new base of a snowman, the man of the hour clears his throat behind you. "And what is this?" He raises an eyebrow with his arms crossed. "Oh, hey. Didn't see you there." You teased, turning back around to continue making your snowman.
He walks closer to observe the snowmen, and tries to make out who's who. And soon, you were finished with 4 snowmen in a row together like a little family. "Which one's me?" He asks, looking at the array of characters.
"Oh, that one's you." You pointed to the angry looking one, and he grimaced. "I don't look like that!" He protests, "Yes, you do!" You giggle and introduce him to the other snowmen.
After the introductions, he still seemed disappointed with what you saw him as. A grumpy snowman. "Oh, don't be like that. I'll change it, don't worry." You chuckle, cupping his warm cheeks in your palms.
And in the end, you changed his snowman expression to a happy looking one. He still doesn't understand it but it does seem acceptable to him now as he had a small smile plastered on his face the rest of the day.
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Ganyu
The sweet adeptus couldn't turn down your offer to go build some snowmen when you gave her the puppy dog eyes! She thought that it was finally time to put down her pen and paper, and finally get some time with her loved one, you!
When she stepped out her office, she was adorned in warm clothing and mittens, perfect for the weather Liyue is having right now. She even got out some old clothing she found in her closet that she thinks could be used on the snowmen.
And so, you began making your snowmen! You decided to make a snowman of Ganyu and she make one of you. The fun part is, you don't peak at each other's artwork until you're finished.
The whole time when she needs to turn around and grab some rocks or twigs, she closes her eyes shut when in eyeline of your snowman to respect to privacy. You were giggling the whole time whenever she'd bump into something.
And with the final reveal, your snowman of Ganyu was.... Cute. It had perfectly shaped twigs that could act as her horns and you even put ear muffs and a scarf on the it. Ganyu was really happy at the sight, she even whipped out her special kamera to take a picture of it for keepsakes.
And her snowman of you, was even cuter. It had branches as arms, mittens as hands, and a rockey smile displayed on the head.
Afterwards, you tried to start a snowball fight with Ganyu. She showed a lot of determination in being able to win against you, even prepared tons of snowballs right after your snowball hit. It ended in an anti climatic way with Ganyu losing and you two just laughing in the snow.
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faela444 · 1 year
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faela404 · 1 year
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☆ The Library ☆
kazuha x gn! reader
prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…
*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*
warning! mentions of boxing, swearing, v short-
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☆ leave me alone ☆
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a/n - ahhh ik it’s so short, but dw the next few chapters will make up for it! thank ya’ll again for your continued support on this series, ya’ll are incredible truly! take care of yourselves <3
taglist - open! @kazuhaprnt @ryhie @scaraapologist @thissoulisnotok @kazuhalvrr @rifran @sleepyhamster1001 @mccnstruck
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faela404 · 9 months
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RIP, sassy <3
i love you and im gonna miss you so much
(girlie was 19 years old and we’ve had her since i was about 5, this genuinely doesn’t even feel real)
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faela404 · 5 hours
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hi i know this is a bit strange since you don’t know me, but im a fan of your work. it’s been a while and you haven’t posted, i just was here to say that i hope you’re doing well and im so sorry about your pets. no one should ever have to go through something like that and having to lose two pets in such a short amount of time. i hope you feel better soon, and i hope you don’t think this is too weird. i wish you the best until the end of the universe
hi! this isn’t strange at all, i really appreciate you reaching out to me and supporting my previous work!
thank you for the well wishes, i’m doing a lot better now! i obviously still miss sassy and boots but a few months back we got another kitten who we called bear! he’s doing amazing and he’s a great lil addition to our family
i realise it’s been a while now, over half a year, and i realise that anyone who was supporting my work may be wondering why i haven’t updated in so long so i figured i would give you all a long awaited update
i highly doubt i will ever continue the library fic, im so sorry about that but if i’m honest i’ve lost my love for writing or atleast for writing that fic, i don’t know what else i can do with it.
this isn’t to say i will never write anything again but as of right now i am far too busy with school and just my life in general and so this account will be inactive, i’m gonna leave all my posts up so if you want to reread the library you can <3
thank you all for your support and i wish you all happiness and the very best in your lives, i love you and take care my loves
-fae <3
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faela404 · 1 year
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i saw your requests were open, and i really liked your dazai with a sibling piece so i offer you this, pm dazai with a little sibling? i wonder what he’d act like
ahhh i’m glad you liked it! i added tachihara, i hope that’s okay! <3
pm! dazai & tachihara x gn! younger sibling! reader (platonic !)
☆ checkmate ☆
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☆ pm! osamu dazai ☆
☆ honestly, dazai would be more of a distant yet still protective older brother
☆ he wouldn’t go out of his way to make sure you two have a good relationship, in fact he’d push you away
☆ while you two wouldn’t have much communication with each other, you’d still feel safe telling him about any problems in your life
☆ in fact there was one time, a few months before dazai parted from the port mafia, you had just started college/ university
☆ your roommates have all been pretty cool aside from one, he acts extremely inappropriately towards you and no matter what he won’t stop
☆ so in need of a chance to rant about this to someone, you text your brother
☆ you don’t expect much of a response from him, if any at all
☆ and you really don’t get much, just a simple “that sucks” or “i’m busy y/n tell me about it later” (though he still wouldn’t listen later)
☆ your just happy to have finally got it off of your chest
☆ what a coincidence though, only a day later the guy apologises and doesn’t even look at you again!
☆ why does he look so scared though? and oh! is that a bruise around his throat?? it almost looks like someone strangled him.. how peculiar
☆ all in all, pm! dazai wouldn’t be the best when it comes to communication but, he does care and would do anything for you
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☆ tachihara michizō ☆
☆ tachihara would definitely want to be a part of your life, in fact he’d probably be more of your best friend than your brother!
☆ he’d come over whenever he could to check on you, whether it be in the morning before he goes to work, or the middle of the night after a particularly hard mission
☆ he just wants to make sure you’re safe, he knows that with his line of work he’s bound to make enemies with some really dangerous people, people who could easily target you to get to him
☆ so because of this he will run background checks on anyone in your life, friends, classmates, partners, the people you walk past on the street, you name them and he can tell you everything about them and their life
☆ he just wants to make sure you’re being as safe as possible, it’s the most important thing to him
☆ luckily no one has targeted you yet, he’s done a pretty damn good job at making sure no one even knows you exist
☆ however, these extensive background checks do come in handy when someone in your life does try to hurt you
☆ recently you had been getting harassed by this shop vendor on your way to the gym in the morning, at first you thought she was being friendly but, over time the comments she made to you started getting way out of hand
☆ she’d make lewd comments about your body or refer to you as “baby” or “darling” it was starting to make you extremely uncomfortable
☆ one day tachihara had come to check on you in the morning like usual, however he had caught you right before you was about to go to the gym so he figured, “hey i’ll walk ya! it’ll be nice”
☆ so thats what he did, he began walking you to the gym, you had hoped that since tachihara was with you, she wouldn’t say anything today
☆ you was completely wrong
☆ she continued her verbal harassment right infront of tachihara
☆ saying he was pissed would be an understatement
☆ i don’t know just how much she appreciated having her entire life story read back to her by a man she didn’t know
☆ but it didnt matter, because after that moment, she never spoke to you again, in fact she had moved her stall to a whole different street
☆ tachihara is definitely a protective brother but, it’s very much appreciated in those kinda moments
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a/n - ahhh this was fun! thanks for the request! i was gonna add chuuya too but tbh i couldn’t think of him as an older brother yk-
anyway i hope you enjoyed this and remember to take care of yourself! <3
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faela404 · 1 year
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Hello, I saw that you are open for some requests. May I request some platonic drabble for Dazai, in a story where Dazai and reader taking care of a stray kitten, reader is Dazai younger sibling
That is all, thank you and I hope you have a lovely day 💖
ahhh this is such a cute idea omg-
dazai x gn! sibling! reader (platonic !)
☆ light & love ☆
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☆ during his time in the port mafia, dazai had never really been apart of your life. i mean sure you knew your brother existed, you had spent some time together but, since joining the port mafia you had barely seen him.
☆ recently however, dazai had been reaching out, something to do with a ‘new job’. it was weird to see your older brother after so long but it wasn’t unwelcome.
☆ over the course of a few weeks dazai and you had become a lot closer, similarly to how you were as children but, it was clear he had changed. you may not be as close as you used too but, you could still tell when he was hiding behind his fake joy.
“y/nnnnn! look! i got you and i some of the finest coffee this cafe has to offer” the taller man offered a smile to you before placing the cup of steaming coffee infront of you.
“did you actually pay for this osamu? or did you steal your coworker’s card again?” you asked inquisitively, raising an eyebrow towards your ‘dear’ brother.
he let out a loud gasp at the notion. he always did have such a flair for the dramatic huh?
“how dare you assume i would do such a thing” he raised a hand to his chest in mock offence, “this is an outrage, my own sibling, my own flesh and blood, doesn’t believe i’d do something so nice for them” he stared up at you, “just for that, you’re paying next time”
“…”
“so you did take his card then, yeah?”
☆ while you and dazai had definitely become closer, you didn’t trust eachother fully.
☆ however, that all changed one stormy night.
☆ you had never enjoyed walking down the streets of yokohama, after all this city was extremely dangerous, especially at night
☆ that’s when you heard it.
☆ a soft ‘pitter’ ‘patter’ behind you, at first you thought it was the rain until, you felt a small prickly feeling across your legs
☆ there, by your feet, stood the cutest, smallest little kitten you’d ever seen.
☆ her fur was soaked from all the rain and her little eyes were big and rounded as they stared right up at you, almost begging
☆ how could you refuse?
☆ carefully you scooped up the seemingly stray kitten and began towards your apartment until you remembered..
☆ your landlord doesn’t allow pets-
☆ you’d be kicked out in an instant if he ever saw the little guy
☆ you couldn’t just leave her here, i mean she could get hurt really bad or get sick from the cold, it’d be cruel! but, you had no where to take her-
☆ now wait a damn minute. didn’t dazai say his neighbours dog had been ‘screaming bloody murder all fucking night’? if his neighbour had a loud dog, then..
☆ his building allows pets!!
☆ but, would he even want to help you with this? i mean he is the one who lives there, he might not want a kitten running around
☆ it was too late now though, the poor baby was gonna get a cold and you were already on your way to his apartment building
☆ if only you knew what you was getting yourself into..
“‘SAMU! NO! SHE CANT EAT THAT!” you had said that line atleast 80 times in this past week. osamu had been more than happy to help you out with your new little friend, turns out your ex-mafiaso brother had a big soft spot for cats. how purrfect!
(i’m sorry, i couldn’t resist🥲)
that night, ‘samu and you had bathed and dried that little kitten along with feeding her until she passed out on osamu’s futon.
you had then proceeded to spend the next 2 hours arguing about what to call her and trying to convince ‘samu that “suicide”, “poison” & “noose” were not appropriate names for a kitten.
☆ you had never felt so happy before
☆ you had your brother back, even if you refused to admit it, you had missed him tremendously
☆ your trust in eachother had strengthened over the years as you two continued to take care of your little kitten
☆ dazai still housed her in his apartment but pretty soon you’d move to his building to be closer to her (and your brother but, you’d never admit that to him)
☆ ya’ll had become a happy little family
☆ you, dazai and himari
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a/n ! - this was adorable omgnskskwkodow, thank you so much for the request this was a lot of fun to write! it was just what i needed after my test so yk-
also from what i found (on google lol) himari means sun or light and love (hence the name of the story) i just thought it was cute considering how dazai doesn’t really think he’s truly deserving of love and how light/ the sun is usually related to good and kind people which dazai would definitely not see himself as (cause he isnt #dazaislander) - anyway i just wanted to add that cause i thought is was cute!
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faela404 · 1 year
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☆ The Library ☆
kazuha x gn! reader
prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…
*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*
genre: modern! university au, bit of angst, lot of fluff, smau, romance
warning! this story involves mentions of self- neglect, possible eating disorders, insomnia, swearing, mentions of anxiety and overworking
tag for all chapters: #faela404~📕🍰the library
discontinued </3
shall we begin…
y/n’s friends | kazuha’s friends
THE WINTER:
1) it was a mistake
2) unexpected
3) the library is closed
3.5) leave me alone
4) let the fight begin!
5) do you need help?
6) you’re late.
6.5) awkward
7) winter is coming
8) let’s hang out.
9) the holidays
THE SPRING:
10) move in
11) modern day r + j
12) who’s she?
13) where for art thou, y/n?
14) focus!
15) why stand when you can sit
16) !message not delivered
17) the library.
18) your eyes
18.5) this term
THE SUMMER:
19) the date
20) heatstroke
21) kids it’s happening!
22) it’s over.
23) 2am
24) don’t regret this, i wont.
25) the walk of shame
26) stay with me.
27) the beach episode
taglist- closed! {50/50}
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faela404 · 1 year
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☆ The Library ☆
kazuha x gn! reader
prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…
*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*
warning! this is written from a narrative perspective as opposed to one of the characters like always, angst to fluff :)
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☆ the library. ☆
the vibrations of the large oak door resounded throughout the old building. it was late, quiet, not even a soul to whisper.
aside from our two lovers, our twin flames, roaming the darkened halls in hopes of finding their missing half.
one, lacking of hope
the other, hopeful
how can two beings so different be so perfect for one another?
his white locks glistened against the focused light of the lanterns strung up across the building, he was a man on a mission. a man looking for them.
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it was a faint disturbance in the otherwise quiet atmosphere of the halls. how could he ignore it? he listened closer, holding his breath, anything to figure out who or what it was
sniffle
there it was again.
crying.
he began to move closer towards the noise, aiming to find the source.
and luckily, or maybe even sadly, he did.
for in the corner of the raggedy old library, sat the person he was looking for, curled up upon themselves, crying into their own knees.
his heart felt as though it had shattered into a million pieces, for what could be worse than finding the one you love, crying, because of you.
“y/n?” he whispers towards their shaking body.
it stops. everything stops. nothing moves. almost as if the whole world is at a standstill, waiting for their reply.
“hi” it’s quiet, a bit hoarse, but there. they’ve replied.
slowly, the young man crouched done towards his old friend, taking a seat next to their frail form.
“can we talk about it please?”
one sentence. one sentence that could both ruin and fix this all, depending on their answer.
a few beats of silence followed the lingering question.
one beat
two beats
three beats
before finally, the crying figure, offered a response.
“i suppose”
finally, after all this time apart, after all this waiting, he could finally hear their voice again, perhaps even hear the laugh that made his heart soar.
“but first” they continued, and he listened.
“where were you? we was meant to meet out there, you was late.” it seemed as though they were holding back from saying something.
perhaps they shouldn’t have held back.
“i was held back by my professor” the young man replied.
“i was unfocused in class, i-“ he stopped, should he really continue his sentence. would they really want to hear this?
well he can’t make if any worse.
“i was too busy thinking about you. what i should say to you, how i can ever apologise for the wrong i have caused you” he whispered ever so slightly, reaching out his hands towards his love.
after all, they need to know what it is they do to him.
“you mean so much to me, y/n” he continued
“more than i’m sure you could ever even imagine, i think of you all day and all night, at all corners and ever second, i am thinking of you. i am thinking of your smile, of your laugh, your voice, and the beautiful words you speak to me. i think of your humour and how you may think, of questions i would like to ask you, things i need to know about you, you plague my every thought, y/n. and i wouldn’t change it for the world”
his friend stares up towards their hope, towards the man they fell for. their eyes travelling down towards his lips, wondering how they may taste against their own, how he may hold them. but, one thought plays through their mind on a loop.
one that started this all.
they pull their hands from his grasp before averting their eyes towards the ground. they wipe a few stray tears from their cheeks, before whispering.
“what about your girlfriend?”
silence fills the room once more. though y/n cannot sit in silence, for y/n knows that silence can only ever be bad
“i don’t think she’d appreciate you telling another person that”
his breath hitched. confusion coursed through his veins, though he knew that he alone would not figure this out, and the longer he waited to answer, the more skittish his love got.
so he replied with the one thought that was consistent in his mind.
“who?”
now it was their turn to be confused. their head shot up in shock, how could he forget his own girlfriend.
“that girl you was with outside the science block a while back, you kept implying you wanted me to meet her, your girlfriend. i was hurt that you felt as though you couldn’t even mention that you had one, after all-“ they stopped.
they’re already digging themselves a hole, whats the harm in making it a little bigger
“i thought we were close, i thought we had something” their eyes drifted back to the ground as fresh tears blocked their line of sight
they didn’t want to hear his answer, to them, it could only be bad news.
he faltered but, quickly recovered.
“you mean kokomi?”
so that’s her name huh?
wait.
they recognise that name, kazuha has spoken that name to them before. but, when?
“she’s my roommate, y/n. she’s been gone for the term, so i figured i’d finally introduce you two, after all, she was who i turned to when i needed to talk to someone about you.”
that’s where they’ve heard it. at the beginning of the term, during their movie date in kazuha’s dorm. he told her all about kokomi.
“are your roommates okay with me being here right now?” i turned to him at he led me towards the living area
“oh they’re fine with it, i mean gorou and kokomi aren’t even here today”
as they had sat on the sofa, they had questioned who kokomi may be, and that was when they realised just how wrong they were.
“kokomi is gorou’s girlfriend, i swear that man follows her around like a lost puppy”
their eyes drift back up to the young man.
“kokomi, as in gorou’s girlfriend?” they asked, they had to make sure they were remembering correctly.
“yeah, that’s the one” he confirmed
their whole world came crashing down, all this time, all this time they had been jealous and upset, over a small misunderstanding? over something that would’ve been fixed had they just answered kazuha the first time he asked for them to meet kokomi?
“kazuha, i am so sor-“ they began, but was quickly cut off, by none other, than the man they was trying to apologise too.
“don’t apologise, y/n” he collected their hands back into his own.
“i would’ve been upset too if i had thought what you did” he pulled himself closer to their form, cautiously raising a hand towards their cheek. wiping away their tears.
“we are close, y/n. we do have something” he confirmed for his love, their face beginning to redden.
“i would like to show you, just how close we are, my dear” his eyes flickered down to their lips, “if you will let me?”
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a/n - PFFT- i’m nice but, i aint that nice. ya’ll got the fluff that you wanted back, but, if you wanna see what lover boy over there means, you gotta wait a week, sorryyyyy :P
i’m kidding, i love you guys but i did have to end it there so that i acc had something to write in the next chapter-
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☆ The Library ☆
kazuha x gn! reader
prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…
*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*
warning! suggestive?? but nothing happens dw, kissing, mentions of dating?
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☆ your eyes ☆
“i would like to show you, just how close we are, my dear” his eyes flickered down to my lips, “if you will let me?”
my heart was beating a mile a minute, in fact it was moving so fast, i was convinced that at any moment it would grow wings and fly far away from me
though knowing my luck, it would fall into the same trap as icarus and fly far too close to the sun
kazuha is a kind man, i have liked him for far too long now to pass up this opportunity. though i know, i must speak now or else he will think he has gotten the wrong impression
and believe me
he hasn’t
though my voice has begun to fail me, i wish i could say more to him but, this predicament is making it harder and harder to speak, though i suppose we can talk about all of this later.
for now, i don’t want to think about anything, i just want to be here, with him.
“mhm” it’s all i can trust my voice to let out
a small smile graces his delicate face, as he carefully rests his hand against my cheek
it all happened so fast
one moment he’s holding my face, looking at me with those eyes
those eyes
they’re magnificent
then the next, his lips are against mine.
my eyes widen for only a mere second before closing, my lashes hitting his soft cheeks.
our lips slot together, moving against eachother in perfect tandem
i can feel my face getting hot, my need for air quickly being overtaken by a need i’ve never felt so strongly before
a need for him
i reach my arms up to rest against his waist
he pours so much love, so much passion into our kiss, it only feels fair to give back what he is giving
he pulls my face closer to his, as if we weren’t already close enough for his liking. i don’t object, i want to be closer to him as well
however, a want can quickly be overtaken by a need
specifically, a need for air.
oh how i wish we didn’t need air, so i could feel his soft lips for even longer
slowly we pull apart from one another, our foreheads resting gently against eachothers
he leans fowards a few times, pecking my lips again and again, before he stops in order to speak
“y/n, i think it’s quite clear how i feel for you”
he starts, his voice breathier than usual
“and there is no doubt in my mind, i want to spend every waking minute with you, though before i can ask such a question, i would like to take you out? on a date?”
he sounds almost unsure of himself.
he can’t seriously think i’ll say no after what we just did, can he?
i decide to finally trust my voice again
“i would love to go on a date with you, kazuha”
my voice also coming out breathy
“though before we talk about that” i reached my hands to hold the back of his head, entertwining my hands into his hair “i would also like to show you how close we are”
i lean in close again, capturing his lips in another kiss.
i don’t think we’re going to get very far from this spot for a while.
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a/n - it’s here! the long awaited kiss woo
ngl i had to close this so many times cause it was just v embarrassing to write- so im v sorry it’s short but, i hope you enjoyed!
i also do have to tell you that the last chapter is more of a filler, not their date, that will be in the summer part! woo
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☆The Library ☆
kazuha x gn! reader
prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…
*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*
warning! this chapter involves mentions of self- neglect, possible eating disorders, insomnia, swearing, implications of inappropriate acts (though it never happened), mentions of anxiety and biblical references (kinda? idk jesus and the bible was mentioned in a lighthearted manner)
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☆it was a mistake ☆
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i’ve been sitting here, on my phone, for over 6 hours now. this isn’t good. i’ve forgotten to eat again.
i’ve never been too good at taking care of myself, most the time i’m too engrossed in what im doing to remember that i need to eat, drink or even use the bathroom. however, recently it’s been getting worse. before, i would be able to remember by atleast 7pm but lately, i’ve been having my dinners at 12am, sometimes even later.
i suppose i should be happy i remembered just before midnight this time, but i just don’t see it that way. to me, this is still a failure.
pulling myself out of the warm comfort of my bed below me, i wandered out towards the kitchen. we never tend to have much food in, with us being university students it can be hard to get enough money for such necessities. nonetheless, i managed to find a packet of chicken super noodles (if you don’t know what these are or don’t eat chicken, just read it as your favourite type of instant noodles😌). careful i pulled open the bag and dumped the contents out into my bowl, along with the flavoured powder and some hot water from the kettle, before putting this in the microwave.
after finishing my noodles and placing the bowl in the sink to wash up another day, i once again returned to the comfort of my bed and bright phone screen.
i didn’t get to bed until 3:49am.
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i woke up too late, again.
i’m going to be in so much trouble.
i wish my class wasn’t so small, then maybe the professor wouldn’t notice me as i slip through the door and attempt to make my way to my seat.
we’re doing lab work.
she notices me.
“how lovely of you to finally join us, y/n” god did she have to say it so loud. i feel so many eyes on me but, i can’t falter. i try my hardest to ignore them as she continues to speak.
“please stay behind once class is finished y/n, we need to talk” she sounds so smug. i give a curt nod and quickly scurry to my lab partner.
i must look disheveled, i can feel how red my face is, the sweat dripping down my neck- getting caught on the neckline of my shirt. mascara from yesterday is sure to be lining the underneath of my eyes.
my lab partner, lumine, looks worried. however, she seems to ignore my disgusting outward appearance as she begins to explain the experiment to me, giving me time to write down her words and the results.
class wraps up quickly. everyone begins to shuffle out, talking to eachother of their weekend plans, but not me.
i make my way towards professor ningguang. she looks angry but, she doesn’t shout.
“i did warn you there would be consequences if you was absent again, didn’t i?”
i’m so nervous, i’ve never gotten into trouble before.
“yes, professor but, i wasn’t able to get much sleep i’ve haven’t been able to-“
she cuts me off. she’s angrier than she’s letting on.
“i don’t have time for your excuses, y/n. you have been late 5 times in the past 2 weeks, that is completely unacceptable. however, with only 3 weeks left of school before winter break, i can’t give you the standard punishment for a disobedience such as this. instead, you will help out the librarian. ms. lisa has been complaining recently of the mess the library has become. for the next 3 weeks, you will go to the library after school and clean it until there isn’t a spec of dust left, do i make myself clear?”
im not sure if it was the nerves or the fear of her telling me this in such a calm way, but i made no move to object. i simply nodded and left as she dismissed me.
it wasn’t until i got back to my dorm that it truly sank in.
are. you. fucking. kidding. me?!
clean the library? everyday? for 3 weeks?!
i suppose it could be worse, but come on! i have a life, i have homework! i can’t dedicate every evening to cleaning a stupid library!
god, this is going to be miserable.
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a/n - ahhhh this was so fun to create! i can’t wait for ya’ll to see the next part! i hope you enjoyed this and will enjoy the rest of the series! take care of yourselves <3
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faela404 · 11 months
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☆ The Library ☆
kazuha x gn! reader
prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…
*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*
warning! none <3
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☆ heatstroke ☆
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a/n - god sorry this is a day late🥲 but, i hope ya’ll enjoy it! take care of yourselves <33
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faela404 · 1 year
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☆ The Library ☆
kazuha x gn! reader
prompt: - you and kazuha attend the same university, him being a english lit major and you being a person in stem😎 your paths never crossed until that day in the library…
*this is an smau so please do expect a lot of twitter posts and messages to read, there will be proper writing too but, it will mostly be that!!*
warning! mentions of alcohol, ignoring
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☆ where for art thou, y/n? ☆
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a/n - i finally have an actual schedule in place! it’s on my navigation (which i finally sorted out along with acc making my masterlists💀) so you can now expect a new chapter of the library every wednesday!
also idk what happened to it but that one blank contact in the bible study chat is childe🥲💀
taglist - open! @kazuhaprnt @ryhie @scaraapologist @thissoulisnotok @kazuhalvrr @rifran @sleepyhamster1001 @mccnstruck @micahmxi @whipped-for-fictionals @sashiette @kozumieee @lazy-sanns @mangobee @lez-zuha @kaoyamamegami @hedonesstuff @oliver-s-worlds @phoenix-eclipses @lisaslittle-helper @serafinaspost @richxelle @ansaturn @neigesprincess @atlaincorrect @ilovekazuha271 @obeythehemmings @4leyn3 @giggles8899 @samyayaya @zomzomb1e @duckyyyx @luminescent-light @scarletttcroww @jasxiao2317 @kanaqwqbear @floating-inthevoid
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