I had some cravings last night after work, I almost gave in but then I thought, “I’ll regret eating in the morning like I always do.” and man, did that fucking work. loved not giving in. Fuck all the “I’ll be skinny one day” “one day I’ll be pretty” “one day i’ll start”. It’s day 1, no more one day. 6 more days of this fast, after that I’ll start being calorie deficit like I used to do.
I’m not going to give in to food, I know how it tastes, food will never just run away. I miss feeling my hipbones, my ribcage, seeing the bones in my hands whenever i move my fingers, i miss when my clothes used to fit loosely. I’ll get back to it all. I know i will
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literally poured dish soap over my leftover food so i wouldn’t have to eat it!!! this is real girlbossing.
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Why wish when you can make it happen?
Anything is possible, it’s all in your control.
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daily reminder that just because you're 4n0r3x1c doesnt mean you can be fatphobic to others <3
i 1000% get hating your own body but that doesnt mean you should make others hate theirs
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Ik people are like “Don’t look for an @n@ coach it’ll ruin everything” But what If I want to ruin everything for myself? What if I want to get so sick it puts me in the hospital? I’m so desperate for help I’ll do anything at this point.
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Them:I miss when you had normal bmi and not disordered
I HATE WHO I WAS BEFORE
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