#even though i really want to

[nightgoodomens]

So, yeah.

#I’m not gonna say it #even though I really want to #Michael 1:0 you know who #good omens #crowley #ineffable fandom #good ineffable omens #ineffable husbands #ineffable boyfriends #ineffable dumbasses #ineffable idiots #ineffable lovers #aziraphale #Michael sheen #David Tennant #aziracrow #clues baby #we love them #I have thoughts #but everyone interpret today however they can #my man said a lot today #soulmates #sexy times #neat #regularly grateful for your service mister legend #and the stars have aligned

[little-pup-pip]

Hi! My I request a moodboard for cg weird barbie from the barbie movie (fem and no paci) please? I feel like I might've already sent an ask for this, so if I did please ignore this.

Definitely!!

#weird barbie #!!! #I actually haven't seen the barbie movie yet #even though i really want to #and i will see it eventually #anyway #this was very fun to make #so i hope you enjoy #sfw interaction only #moodboard #sfw agere #age regression #agere #sfw littlespace #agere moodboard #babyre #age dreaming #baby regression #barbie moodboard

[oldtreeinanalley]

i used to get really upset that id never be the fun extroverted guy i always wanted to be bit now i feel like my identity(or identities) are growing on me and im growing on them. im not who wanted to be but im someone who im happy to be, and i think that's better

#im still sad that in the past few weeks my trans identity has been neglected irl #it's hard for me to be openly trans in russian circles #even though i really want to #i have no big issue with it being sidelined #but it hurts deep inside when i hear my deadname and when i hear “she” and “her” #i should have been straight forward right from the start about what i want but i wasn't #ill have to deal with it someday #i hope they understand

[prismatica-the-strange]

You know I am being so brave about my hair rn, I haven't even cried once

#Even though I really want to #My hairdresser fucked it up so bad and now everytime I look at it I nearly burst into tears #I don't even know if dye will fix it at this point cause I have like four separate brown/blond tones going on #I was gonna do it like Charity's red and green in December but unless I can get it fixed I don't dare spend any more money on those colors #So yeah... that's $120 I'll never get back #prisma vents #vent post

[mayplantstarrwaters]

The urge to open up/talk to a few mutuals here so I can get to know more people in my fandom vs my insercurity/fear of opening up first is preventing me

#im not cold im just to shy to talk to some of you #even though i really want to #big sowy #rant

[mageofcolors]

im in that weird longing kinda mood

#mage vent #i dont feel that close to people rn #i dont feel like i can just ask someone to hang out in vc or play a game or something #even though i really want to #ive been longing for a close friendship but instead im just. kinda here #on my phone all the time

[alinaandalion]

Top 5 lines you have written this year?

oh, this one was hard because I tried very hard to keep to just one sentence (not entirely successful on that but very close). but, in no particular order:

from "waking up slow": She doesn’t really need or want a response; Tara being here at all is answer enough.

from "let's get physical": He doesn't respond right away, running his fingers along the skin of her leg, then he says, “We’re all growing, Soph.  Things can change.”

from "instruct me in the dark": Leaning forward across the table, Sophie replies in a low voice, “No.  I just thought that you aren’t the kind of woman to put up with a man who couldn’t properly fuck you.”

from "keep with me forward (all through the night)": There will be a time in the very distant future that Sophie will think about how the two great love affairs of her life started in a similar fashion.

from an unpublished leverage/hunger games au that I'm still writing: She stares up at him, feeling heat bloom in her face under his intense gaze, and she smiles like she’s flattered rather than pleased that she’s finally found an opening to manipulate him.

ask meme can be found here.

#my writing #fanfiction #it's all leverage fic #because i still can't get back into ouat #even though i really want to

[kasey-writes-stuff]

:(

#I’m thinking thoughts #and I’m hoping I’m overthinking #but I can’t share the thoughts #even though I really want to #because I’m afraid #of hurting someone #with what I’m thinking #kasey grumbles

[negativepeanuthoarder]

I’m like THIS close to going OFF right now.

I’ll refrain, because I always refrain.

I will not write fanfiction about idiots on Twitter getting mauled by dingos because that’s mean.

#Even though I REALLY want to

[buck-yyyy]

being forced to shower with the lights on, i hate it here

#staring very pointedly ahead rn because i refuse to cry #even though i really want to

[the-sunshine-dragon]

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#i wouldn't go so far to say that i have a particularly self-depricating image of myself #but let's just say that far too many times in the past i've been treated as the disposable one in the relationship #or just.....what i give isn't returned like maybe it should be #so it's just automatic for me to not....have the highest image of myself #so like I said not exactly self-depricating but not exactly the highest either #point with this being that in the situation where in a situation where concern from others is appropriate and warranted for myself #and it is suddenly in my face from very well-meaning friends who are really good friends #i don't know what to do and find the question popping in my head of #why am i suddenly on the receiving end of care and concern like this #it should be me worrying about you guys not the other way around #lasdfjlkslkfjkd #it's hard to explain something like this because logically i know that things are a two way street but i also thing that maybe i don't know #cause sometimes i feel like i get stuck in this scene in my head that goes something like #a warm melancholy of loving others and being loved back but maybe not quite enough #and not being seen quite enough and feeling like sometimes it's too much of a thing to ask for more or for a hug #where everyone is piled on the couch and i'm sitting in the armchair nearby but i don't know how to ask to join in on the couch #even though i really want to #but i don't want to be a hassle or a nuisance so i won't be and remain quiet #i'll watch from afar and long for more and know that one day forever will arrive and this will end and they'll move on without me #because it always happens #and the day someone reaches out or asks for me to stay or tells me i'm not greedy or i'm not too much will never happen #heh

[yeommijeong]

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#thoughts #fic #writing is the bane of my existence and the object of all my desires #spoilers (?) for ch 2 of what i'm writing >> #the 1st chap was written in papa yeom's pov right #and i was purposely veeeery limited with my thoughts and descriptions #and that was still 3.2k words #now i'm only in scene 2 out of 6 in my outline #and it's already at 2k words 💀 #(this is changhee's pov btw) #((which explains why it's so long)) #GOOD GOD i'm making him think so much #i won't even attempt to write a changhee-esque monologue #even though i really want to #mln

[pleasantlyweepingchild]

I kind of dont want to watch heartstopper. my straight friends are like youre gayy!!!watch it!!! its cute and wholesome!!!! and gay!!! and sure I guess but it so sad. I like that queer coming off age story and I am happy that theres more queer representation in media but y'know

#i feel sad #because i wont have that kind of story #even though i really want to #so its just really bittersweet #and it leaves me feeling a bit empty y'know #just a bit #heartstopper

[fractallogic]

Accountabilipost: I’m finishing this stupid infosec training (10? modules left) and eating lunch (and I will make this çılbır recipe I found, NOT eat out). Then I’m doing the harassment training. Then if I haven’t gotten another meeting on my calendar or any slack messages, I will assume that I can be done for a little while at least and go to the gym.

But goddamn this infosec training is INTERMINABLE because it is BORING and I REALLY DON’T THINK I NEED THIS MUCH DETAIL

#I will also not take a nap right at this moment #even though I really want to

[solemncadaver]

i still do art btw (i don't)

#my art #yeah i just never have the energy to draw anything more than a bust. #even though i really want to #i also have a commission to be doing (technically two but the first ones getting refunded anyways) #will wood #oc art

[im-still-watching-anime]

apollo’s confidence in court: oh my god i’m the worst lawyer ever my client is going to go to JAIL because i can’t even do my JOB

apollo’s confidence outside of court: i’m the only smart one here, i’m the most normal guy in the world and NO ONE is doing it like i am, investigations are EASY, klavier gavin wants me carnally

#ace attorney #apollo justice #klavier gavin #klapollo #ace attorney incorrect quotes #the last one isn’t even his confidence tbh it’s just a fact #he says it like he doesn’t ALSO want klavier gavin carnally though which he does #alternatively: #apollo at klavier in court: *sweats* he’s so hot and competent #apollo at klavier outside of court: um…hello….you are kind of really nice🥺👉👈 #disgusting #im obsessed with them #preordered the new trilogy of three games i already own today😌 #$60 of my very hard earned money right into that #and i cant even regret it im SO excited #all the extrassssss #PLEASE go look at the aa twitter account to see the art extras btw #they’re SO fun #apollo justice trilogy really being about 75% of my will to live rn