#dramatic i know

[plistommy]

A known fact

#Welp #Part two #Made one for s3 Steve once if I remember right and I found these pics again LMAO #Thanks X #Anyways you know I wont shut up about bottom steve like never its what I believe in #dramatic I know #But love that hc #steve harrington #stranger things #steddie #harringrove #harringroveson #stonathan #metalsandwich #stommy #what other ships???

[kuruksenshi]

You don't understand, after the World Cup ended and Croatia lost yet again to France🦅, I was depressed for a month. I couldn't hear that intro song without sighing and falling into a pit of sadness that it's over.

This Eurovision fiasco, how long will it take me to recover from it? Honestly I can't tell, it might be months before I can even think of happy thoughts, yet alone tolerate Sweden as a winner (it will never happen but let's hope).

Croatia, Finland, Slovenia, Austria and Moldova are ripped off by God and jury votes.

God help us all in recovery from this.

#eurovision #esc 2023 #eurovision 2023 #finland #käärijä #I'm giving too much of myself into this #dramatic i know #croatia #let 3 #slovenia #joker out #moldova #pasha parfeni #austria #teya and salena #remove jury votes from Eurovision

[waitingforthesunrise]

Is there anything quite like that post-library glow?? I feel like I’ve stolen the Crown Jewels and hid them in my backpack. Little do my fellow commuters know of the TREASURES this bag contains.

#Dramatic I know #but for real #one of my favorite feelings #books and literature #fangirl life #bookworm #books and reading #acadamia aesthetic #light academia #dark academia #choatic academia #chaotic acadamia

[apples-of-apples]

My hot take is that masc queer people should be loved more on tumblr.

#welcome to the queer website!! ✨✨🌈🌈✨✨ #but we only talk about masc queer people when they are a discourse topic!!✨✨ #uggh #dramatic I know #but idk it just gets to me that I barely see any loved for masc queer people on this site #outside of like three fandoms

[probablyin-bed]

not to be depressed on the timeline but i've never felt so alone lol

#it's like when there's two conversations happening on both sides of a table and you're sitting in the middle & aren't apart of either convo #idk #that's the best way I can put it #dramatic I know #i'm a pisces I can't help it

[everyonehasthoughts]

Just so everyone is aware I WILL be writing something where Dex is loved and appreciated immediately

#on god might have to make ocs for it #dramatic i know #kotlc #kotlc spoilers #dex dizznee

[likeanarrowinthedark]

Ma che è tutta st'ansia oh????

#pensieri #mi sento il petto super schiacciato #quindi o è ansia o la fine è vicina #dramatic i know

[spideysatan]

i dont know if getting a negative answer is worst than getting no answer.

#like. #my anxiety will consume me. she will be the one to eat me. #the worms on the ground will have nothing to eat by the time they finally get to me #dramatic i know #rn i still havent gotten an answer #and i dont know if by asking i fucked this up #if i did well we have to move on #if i get a negative answer i will also have to move on #idk

[corviiids]

meditations on the odyssey

#tagamemnon #rookposting #featuring toasty #odyssey #also i know 10 of the years were war not trying to get home. im bejng dramatic

[nerdy-hyperfixations]

Yeah, so, because I went a little insane, one of my acquaintances checked out Fionna and Cake…

And like

Said it was okay. And that it was nothing to get obsessive over.

AND this surprisingly for once ISNT a sob story because I’m actually proud of myself!!!

1 I talked about my interests? Out loud? To a person who knows me? I did that and I didn’t even think about it!? Damn!!! I’m fucking awesome as shit! 11 year old me is sitting here GAPING at what I can do.

2 I LITERALLY WASNT EVEN ALL THAT PHASED IN THE MOMENT WHEN HE BASICALLY TOLD ME I WAS BEING CRINGEY FOR GETTING OBSESSIVE! Like sure I was moderately embarrassed that that meant he saw Simon’s naked ass cheeks and I let him know that I was obsessively talking about it before that happened (and omitted that I annoyingly shoved his ass cheeks in all my friends faces repeatedly as a joke) but like. I didn’t fall into a pit of despair or have an anxiety attack because of his honesty rude ass opinion. I just made a joke about how he’s “making fun of someone who’s literally neurodivergent and a minor” and… he didn’t get that joke. Honestly 😤 why do I even

But what I’m trying to say is that my day didn’t get utterly ruined because someone I knew didn’t like my thing, and that’s like a total step up from where I was! Like, a year ago honestly! Maybe eventually I’ll be able to tell my friends about the fanfiction I read and use the real characters names instead of saying “and then… character 1 said” like a normal person!

#personal post (?) #I remember when my friend found out I liked ew I genuinely had an anxiety attack #and it didn’t help that they like #made fun of me #so anyway #look how far I’ve come! #I’m not entirely using anxiety attack lightly here I have indeed hyperventilated from pure embarrassment #it sounds stupid but I legit struggle to talk about the media I consume #because I take on all of it as me and project so hard on it that like #if someone doesn’t like it it would feel like they didn’t like me and that I was terrible and cringy and should just die #dramatic I know #that’s actually why I started using this tumblr? #and also why I have over 200 drafts on here #there is so many thoughts you guys don’t get to see #it all depends on how impulsive or confident im feeling that day #usually not very.

[punkkeeblerelf]

I'm tired. I'm tired of watching people be happy. I want people to be happy, don't get me wrong. But I've been living in a mental hurricane of emotion since I cut my mom out of my life two years ago. I haven't healed, I've barely moved on, I still think about my childhood pets i left behind. Every day. They're probably dead now. I hate my mom and I hate my family, and I'm glad I left, but I miss them. It was the hardest thing I've done. I miss my grandma, whose talk of mermaids and ocean mysteries filled my childhood. Whose passion for animals gave me the inspiration to be where I am today. I miss my grandpa, who used to tell me stories of his younger days. Stories of his ocean diving, of his crazy adventures. I miss my mom's mom, my other grandma, and her eccentric mannerisms. I miss the way she told me she was proud of my artwork, and told me I'd be an artist like her someday. I miss the sweet sound of her voice when she said hello, the thump of her cane. And they're probably dead too. If not, I won't know when they are. I loved them so much. I spent days and weeks of my childhood completely entrenched in anxiety about their deaths. About one day, never seeing them again. But back then at least they liked me. At least they knew me. If I was still a child, it would have been better. But now, they die thinking I'm a monster. A blight.

I miss my mother. We were very close. I miss the way she laughed, the way she reassured me. I miss the way she made me feel so special sometimes.

But these people I miss, I'm better off without them. I'm better off without my complacent grandma, who always turned a blind eye or brought up her childhood whenever I complained. Whenever I complained about my mom hitting me, yelling at me, telling me I'm the reason she wanted to kill herself. Telling me that I'm the reason she miscarried my sister. Telling me how she was oh so spectacular, and was to be famous if not for me. I'm better off without my sociopath grandfather, who turned my mother into what she is today. Im better off not knowing the fate of my other grandma, who spent her life and the lives of her children being addicted to drugs. Not knowing what happens to my cousins, if they escape or rot.

I'm better off without a disillusioned, abusive mother. Without an absent, ill Father. Without a little sister. With no one. I'll just keep waiting till it feels that way. One day I'm sure, the blurry memory of their faces is all I'll have. The spite I currently live by will fade. Their personalities will get wiped away with the rest of my memory. And maybe then, I'll be happy for others again. Truly, without an ounce of jealousy.

#luffy #im so so so tired #I am living out of pure spite for my creators #who knows #sad posting hours #send w33d #dramatic i know #let me talk about my stupid mushy feelings with however much grandeur i want. #the scars on my arms and legs deserve more than missing my abuser and her bystanders

[lotus-pear]

in love with tragedy

#did you know if i don't draw skk angst every month i will explode and Die #IN MY HEAD HE NEVER JUMPED #idk which version YALL read but in mine he does his dramatic speech on the roof and then walks away #and leaves aku n atsu there thinking “??????? bitch tf” #before going and filing paperwork while chuuya screams at him abt missing a meeting while he was out playing cards on the roof w sskk #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #nakahara chuuya #chuuya nakahara #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #soukoku #skk #bungou stray dogs beast #bsd beast #beast soukoku #beast skk #lotus draws

[mikacynth]

i'm sobbing and sighing and crying and rejoicing all at the same time

#nobody touch me i am SADNESS #dramatic i know #— rambles.

[shadowbends]

Looking through your Ao3 bookmarks and seeing that little “This has been deleted, sorry!” is like finding a gravestone, but the writing’s too worn down to read what it was standing for anymore.

What were you, Bookmark #336... What stories did you tell? Which words were it that once left a mark on my soul?  *touches my laptop screen like it’s text from an ancient ruin*

Cowabummer. 

#/wails dramatically #I joke to cope #BUT MAN #I hate when this happens #:c #I respect an author's choice to delete #but it's always a bummer coming across evidence of a deleted fic #and not knowing what it was #I gotta start making use of the notes section on ao3 more #fanfiction #pi says things

[neverinadream]

I'm actually writing!!! I could cry!

#dramatic i know #but i'm writing more of little chilwell 2.0 so

[thefabledcannibals]

His dramatic ass is giving Bella in twilight missing Edward.

#just a couple of heartbroken kids #there’s like three different scenes of him #just sitting in a chair doing nothing #except for missing will #I know what you are Hannibal #say it #a cannibal #hannibal #hannibal lecter #hannigram #nbc hannibal #will x hannibal #hannibal nbc #will graham #hannibal x will #hannigraham #bella swan #edward cullen #Hannibal missing will #sad hannibal #dramatic Hannibal #murder husbands #Hannibal 3x03 #hannibal memes