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kiwanopie · 1 year
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Hello
How are you?
How would lord crime Kyoomi react when he knew that now - after the heated honeymoon- he is expecting 🙊
Thank you ❤️
If he found out you were pregnant with his baby?
There’s a very specific indication you find, that usually signals when your doting criminal kingpin husband is about to cry. He doesn’t do it often. Sometimes it’s just hearing him silently weep in the shower, or feeling his tears soak into the fabric of your sleep shirt on those particularly gruesome nights, but you usually know when he’s about to do it. Regardless of how he might try to remain inconspicuous.
First it’s a sniffle. A wet little intake of breath usually tailed by frantic blinking. He usually ducks his head or tries to turn his back, in worse cases he just opts to bury his face in his hands to maintain some semblance of dignity. - A few hushed curses, pained twitch of the brow, and a loss at where to put his hands; try as he might, he attempts to hold himself back but then it comes:
The hiccup.
There’s a pregnancy test buried in his bathroom trash can.
Which was already cause to turn frantic and teary-eyed, especially when he knows you’ve been in and out of sickness these few weeks since returning from your honeymoon. It looks like you tried to hide it under some gathered tissue. Face down at the bottom of the bin and he’s only lucky he caught that tronic plastic he assumed was a discarded thermometer at first. In any other case he’d be mortified at the idea of rifling through a trash can, but he dives in without so much as thinking twice. Knocking the poor thing on its side as he snatches the little lodge out of the bin and gapes at those automated letters.
“Pregnant.”
You’re having his baby.
Concerned wife that you are, you rush into your joint bathroom at what sounds like genuine sobbing from the door of your bedroom. First thing you think is that something awful happened; maybe a bust at his office, maybe an unanticipated call from his father. But you rush in like you’re worried he’s dying, and you barely get the chance to barge in the bathroom before you’re nearly tripping over.
Kiyoomi’s tall and solid, even from his knelt position on the bathroom floor. His arms are stable and unavoidable, they’re wrapped around your lower torso before you can even realize they are. Kneeling before you and holding onto your waist for dear life, you card your fingers through his hair as his tears stain through the front of your dress.
You peep the tipped over trash can and immediately start to sweat. “Why didn’t… Why didn’t you tell me..?”
“I was waiting to tell you at dinner.” You lie instead of telling him you were still debating on whether to keep it or not. “I’m just-… I was nervous.”
You can feel his eyebrows furrow against your lower stomach. “Wha- Did you not think I’d want it?”
You didn’t think he could handle it. This guy already loves you to a degree that’s - in its best light - a little startling. Fawning over you like you get newer everyday and scaring himself gray at the prospect of ever losing you, you can’t so much as step a foot outside without at least ten of his drones hovering over you like clock work. ~ Yesterday you stumbled during a trek to the garden and not even a second later was he calling you on your cell, chiding you for not being more careful of the roots and sending one of his men to pick the jasmines for you.
So, you and a baby? You, barefoot, pregnant, and vulnerable? Holding a physical representation of all the love he’s felt and given to you. You and an heir that’ll be equal parts him and equal parts you and probably all he's ever wanted in the world besides having you all to himself. He’d go crazy. He wouldn’t let you leave the house, or so much as step a foot off of the bed without a palanquin lifting you up immediately after. - And when that baby comes?
Oh, god when that baby comes. “I didn’t want to overwhelm you,” You say. “I know you’ve been busy with work, and you already worry so much. I was afraid a baby would only add more pressure.”
“Angel,” Kiyoomi finally starts to rise on his feet. Cupping your cheeks as he guides your head up at him and meets you with the kind of gaze that says he’s far gone. “Baby, you-… I don’t even know what to say. Pressure? My fucking god-“
He kisses you swiftly, and then again, and then two more times for good measure. “We’re having a baby. You made me a father. I don’t- I can’t even describe how happy you’ve made me.”
“I love you,” a fifth kiss, this time a little slow, next one a little tender. Wetting your cheeks with his that are still damp and finally forgoing his kisses for a tight embrace that submerges you in him. Kiyoomi rubs you down your head and back so earnestly that you almost wanna purr. He’s nothing if not a master at making you feel like the best thing in the world. “I love you and I can't thank you enough. You’re giving me a child.”
You start to tear up a little at his praise and the way his voice breaks as he lauds you like you’re heaven. You're not sure if it's the hormones or the treatment that's choking you up like this, but it's overwhelming to say the least. “I love you too, Kiyoomi. So much.”
“So much.” He parrots. And he sniffles as you melt into him.
He’s truly never letting you out of his sight.
He's truly never letting you out of his sight.
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noirflms · 4 months
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AFFECTION — haikyuu various
haikyuu men and the way the show their affectionate ways for you.
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— ୨୧ ˖ ˚ THE OVERLY AFFECTIONATE !
it’s hard for them to keep their love away from you. they just have to have their hands wrapped around you, to mutter words of love to you — wherever you may be — to bring your gifts any moment they get, and to just be with you. the overly affectionate group, stands by the motto of being stuck to you like glue, their affection is quite public, they do not care if anyone sees, you are his centre of attention. he is loud with his love, he likes to show to the world that you belong to him and he belongs to you.
BOKUTO KOUTARO . atsumu miya . NISHINOYA YUU . hinata shoyo . oikawa tooru . koganegawa kanji . KUROO TETSURO . tanak ryunosuke . yamamoto taketora . TENDO SATORI . suguwara koushi . michinari akagi . TERUSHIMA YUJI . matsukawa issei . SHOYO HINATA . haiba lev .
— ୨୧ ˖ ˚ THE PRIVATE LOVERS !
he’s not big on showing it in public or anywhere where people are present! but oh lord, he such a menace when it is private. he likes to have you close, just you and him in the closeted vicinity of the home. he has to surely have his hands on you, they are always present underneath your shirt, kisses being pressed on the most intimate of places, to have you be sat on his lap and to hold you close as he showers you in his love and affection. he isn’t loud with his love, he is just enough and full of it, he shows it at the right time and right place. engulfing you in his affection and loads of love.
SAKUSA KIYOOMI . kiya shinsuke . azumane asahi . ennoshita chikara . SHIRABU KENJIRO . shibayama yuki . takanobu aone . AKAASHI KEIJI . USHIJIMA WAKATOSHI . tsukishima kei . tatsuki washio . kunimi akira . SUNA RINTAROU . tadashi yamaguchi . omimi ren . HIRUGAMI SACHIRO .
— ୨୧ ˖ ˚ THE LOWKEY PDA !
not big on showing too much, but he is big on hand holding, a bit of pda here and there but not too much. but he has to have his hand somewhere on you, to know that — yes, you are beside him. sprinkles of kisses here and there in the public eye but not too much. but oh, when he gets jealous! he has to show everyone who you belong to, he is just gonna be your guard dog, if anyone eyes you in public. a lowkey pda person, having have your hand in his whispering gossip here and there, a kiss to your cheek when you ask him how a dress would look on you. he never stops smiling when he is with you! and he might be lowkey with it, but he loves to have you with him!
sawamura daichi . IWAZUMI HAJIME . kai nobuyuki . yaku moriosuke . SEMI EITA . kawanishi taichi . FUTAKUCHI KENJI . kageyama tobio . hanamaki takahiro . KYŌTANI KENTARO . akinori konoha . yamagata hayato . OJIRO ARAN . MIYA OSAMU . ginjima hitoshi .
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back to writing again!
NOIRFLMS 2024 ! all rights reserved - plagiarism is a crime , do not translate my works without permission. REBLOG MORE PLEASE !
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bentenharuki · 4 years
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The Furudate Fanfiction Special did it: the shameless mangaka dared to resume MY SAKUSA just to put him with the Poisonous Orange Dwarf’s team. Sakusa, who was the only one I really wanted to ever play with my Volley Lord Kags. You did that, ignoble Furudate and I did curse you, money hungry excuse for an author. All this nonsense, the fact that Kags is destined to lose just so tons of simpletons can rejoice in the win of mediocrity over pure god given talent, finally made me properly detest what once was my fav stress relief and read, and I hate so much this absurd final ‘arc’ I don’t even wanna watch the incoming anime, because all that back then was great is now tarnished and vilified through these inconsistent mashed up teams and this ‘plot’ which amounts up the style maybe a loser of 12 year could have hoped for. Only 0,08% of people playing at some level school volley become pro in first division. No need to point out how far from reality the Furudate Fanfiction Special is, without mentioning midgets have no place in volley by state of facts, and there they amount at least at 15% of any starting six formation. Disappear as soon as this sham ends, Furudate. And never dare to touch anything volley related again after you retire to never be heard of twice, hopefully.
Disgust doesn’t even depicts how it pools inside my stomach, this criminal story developing without a semblance of reality.
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heyhoneyybunn · 3 years
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I Think I Love You
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Relationship: Sakusa Kiyoomi x f!Reader
Synopsis: In which you fall for your long time rival
Warnings: enemies to lovers, fluff, slight angst, misogyny ig??? 
Word count: 3.9k
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You glared at Sakusa from across the table at which you both, along with many other important figures, sat.
“Crime rates have increased across the state Lord Sakusa, do you have any ideas on how to handle this situation?” You asked sceptically, he had not contributed well to the discussion about how to successfully deal with the criminals running havoc in his lands.
“Isn’t that why you’re here?” He snootily fired back. That’s right, you were one of King Tsukasa’s most esteemed advisors but he had sent you to help Sakusa to get a grip on some evidently precarious situations.
“Just wanted to see if you had anything knocking around in that brain of yours,” you muttered, quietly.
“Would you mind repeating that?”
“I’m just asking if you’d like to hear my ideas,” you covered, granting him a saccharine smile. It was one thing to insult him privately, but in public? It was unprofessional and could get you into a lot of trouble, you weren’t about to risk your job over something so trivial.
The relationship or lack thereof was a rocky one. Having met in Tsukasa’s castle it was hate at first sight. His whole visit had been filled with constant bickering and competitions with you, it had gotten to a point where Tsukasa– the most easy going person around – grew annoyed and eventually banished you into different wings of the castle, not that you were complaining. In fact, you were wondering why he sent you of all people here today.
“Please enlighten us, I’d be surprised if you come up with anything useful.”
Your face contorted and he let out a sneaky smirk.
“Well, my lord,” you mocked, revelling in the way his jaw ticked before continuing, “I would like to implement three schemes that should help the problem immediately and remain stable in the long run. Idea one is the implementation of undercover cops – police dressed as civilians. Idea two is the education of younger children and providing them with more opportunities. Idea three is setting up a place for those in need, so instead of desperate people stealing to stay alive we have resources available for them. These schemes should theoretically catch the shameless criminals and decrease crime rates.”
“Swell ideas miss y/n,” the port bellied man next to you said enthusiastically.
“Lord Sakusa, these ideas are brilliant,” another woman clapped happily.
“What do you think my Lord?” You asked, batting your eyelashes in order to provoke him.
“They’re alright,” he mumbled.
“What’s that? I couldn’t hear you.”
He huffed, “I said they’re alright! Now, the meeting is adjourned.” With that he stalked out of the room. You all stared after him, silence reigning heavy as the rest of the team looked to you. Damn Sakusa leaving you to do all of the work.
“Okay ladies and gentlemen, this is how we’re going to implement these schemes….”
After hours of meticulous planning, everything was finalised and it was time for dinner, finally you set your pen down to indulge your angry stomach.
Sitting in the cosy dining hall, you were met with Sakusa who had already begun eating without you, his plate full. Upon your arrival here, it was insisted by king Tsukasa that you received the best treatment and any problems would go straight to him. Although you and the brooding lord shared a strange sort of relationship, you knew deep down that he’d never really hurt you or try to cause any real problems.
“Sakusa,” you greeted politely, trying to keep the mood light so you could enjoy a peaceful meal. You were exhausted after all the work you had been left with, after his early departure from the board room because of his pride.
He looked up at you, dark eyes rolling before he continued with his meal. You let out a nonchalant sound and began to scoop food from the different bowls before you, onto your dish.
“Got enough there? Or should I ask the cook to whip up another banquet for you?” He snarked, trying to rile you up.
“Hard works builds up an appetite, not that you’d know anything about that,” you quipped licking the back of your spoon before wolfing down your plate.
“I work hard!”
“Yeah, at being a pain.”
He let out an indignant noise as you finished up. Scanning the table for possible seconds, you noticed the last spiced potato in the ceramic bowl in the middle of the table. And you spotted how Sakusa’s gaze was also trained on it. Trying to reach it quickly, you jumped out of your seat to grab it, but he apparently had the same idea, and so you ended up holding his hand, and potato-less.
You stared at the intwined hands, before looking up at him, wide eyes connecting with yours, sending a surge of butterflies through your stomach. Immediately letting go, you rubbed your hand against your leg - as if you could scrape away the sparks you had felt from him - and stood.
“I’ve lost my appetite for the night,” you said, curtsying and then promptly leaving, trying desperately to ignore the tingles set afire in the hand that touched him.
The next day you avoided him at all costs in order to ignore what happened last night. It had been relatively easy considering your back-to-back meetings, and now you were preparing for the arrival of a young Lord, also from the Itachiyama kingdom.
Although you were keeping busy physically, your mind was also busy, conjuring up scenarios with a certain dark  haired, stern faced lord. Since last night, you couldn’t help but feel warm at the thought of his hands - his calloused one stroking yours, trailing a path of desire down your body as you…stop!
After violently shaking your head to cease the unfathomable thoughts, you strode out to greet the guests.
“It’s lovely to meet you Lord Motoya, I am y/n,” you held your hand out, a friendly smile on your face as you studied him casually, his rigid posture made him tall, yet his laidback manner made him approachable.
“Miss y/n, it’s a privilege,” he smiled warmly, his open demeanour causing you to relax slightly, his light hair unkempt from the roaring wind outside.
The stout man behind him cleared his throat, making his presence known as he stepped out from the shadows.
“My apologies, it’s lovely to meet you too…?” You observed the man, trying to put a name to the sallow face.
“Mister Akinari, I’m an advisor too,” He took your hand in his and brought it up to his mouth, leaving a lingering kiss on the back of it. There was no softness in your stomach, no magic as you imagined there would be if it were Sakusa, only a soggy patch.
After regaining your now sweat coated hand, you discreetly wiped it on the back of your skirt, taking a step away before he could try something else. Turning back to fix your focus on Motoya.
“He’s an apprentice, he asked me to bring him here for experience,” the lord corrected, confirming your suspicions. Mister Akinari was far too stiff with those he considered to be above him and far too lax with those he thought to be below him. It was very apparent where he decided to put you.
You laughed politely, “I remember those days.”
A short, interval of awkwardness prickled the air before you asked, “Would you like me to take you to see Lord Sakusa? If I’m right, you're cousins?”
“Yes, that’s right, thank you for your help but I know where he is.”
“Okay, then I’ll leave you to it-” you began to say your goodbyes when you were cut off.
“I’d rather spend some more time with you if that’s all right,” Akinari said, stepping closer, crushing the distance you had managed to squeeze between you. His heavy breaths felt humid on your skin.
“I’m afraid I’m quite busy at the moment but we will be able to spend more time together at dinner later,” you told him trying to sound warm, hoping the discomfort wasn’t clearly written on your face.
“Akinari, I’ll need you with me anyway,” Motoya said, catching your uneasy glances.
“Of course, sir,” he said solemnly, “Later then.”
“I’ll see you both later,” you tried to let your thankfulness shine through your eyes as he dragged his advisor up the stairs and through the maze-like manor, letting out a quiet sigh of relief as soon as they disappeared.
Sakusa, who was unknown to them, listened to the whole conversation, green envy wrapping around his heart as he saw you together. You got along with them so easily, so effortlessly that he wondered what it would be like to be friends with you. He couldn’t see your face, how uncomfortable you felt, he could only hear your promise of seeing the other advisor at dinner that evening.
All day Sakusa glanced between you and Akinari, trying to understand every glance, smile and gesture. He tried his best to subtly keep you apart but somehow you ended up together every time, was the universe trying to tell him something?
And why was he so invested? Because if your head was in the clouds then your optimal work strategies would be disrupted, yes, that was it. If Sakusa didn’t intervene, Akinari would become a distraction that could potentially cause the kingdom to collapse.
….
Dinner after Motoya’s arrival had somehow gotten even more uncomfortable. You thought Sakusa did a good job at annoying the life out of you but Akinari was doing incredibly well.
“Sakusa, pass the salt.”
“Ask your boyfriend to get it for you,” Sakusa said, twirling his fork around his plate.
You sent him a hard glare as the creepy advisor opposite you perked up, but before he could do anything Motoya passed you the seasoning, you thanked him genuinely.
“y/n, you should address Lord Sakusa properly as a sign of respect,” Akinari reprimanded you as if he were above you in rank, as if he weren’t a mere apprentice. Sakusa smirked, soft curls bouncing as he nodded slightly.
“I’ll address him as such when he earns my respect,” you smiled sweetly as Sakusa’s smirk fell, “Lord Motoya, would you like some spiced potatoes? They’re delicious.”
Trying to stifle his laugh he coughed and nodded taking the bowl from you, “Let me have a try.”
“Y/n!” Akinori gasped at your inappropriate remark and the baiting of your frenemy. Every time he spoke, it pulled a little at your patience, he was like an annoying kid that wasn’t getting any attention.
“You could take a few pointers from Akinari, y/n,” Sakusa jabbed.
“You could take a few suggestions from Lord Motoya, he’s the perfect gentleman,” you retorted.
Motoya looked between you both, amused at his cousins out of character behaviour, usually he distanced himself from people and if he hated them, he never did so publicly, he hated them from afar too. You brought this newer side out of him and it amused Motoya to no ends. But it also made his heart warm, finally Sakusa was willingly engaging with someone other than him.
“We could spend some time tomorrow y/n and go over etiquette and manners,” Akinari offered and you wondered if he knew how he sounded.
Trying not to be offended, you replied, “Akinari, thank you for your generous offer but I think I’ll be okay considering the king hasn’t fired me.”
“You work for the King?!” He shouted just as Sakusa muttered an unhelpful, “yet.”
Ignoring his snide comment, you harshly added three more potatoes to your plate.
“Woah leave some for the rest of us,” Sakusa said peering at the half empty bowl before adding some more to his plate, although you fought a lot you seemed to bond over the potatoes. Even through the tough times, through the worst arguments one of you would offer them to the other as a peace offering during dinner, allowing them to get the first pick. It was your silent way of saying ‘sorry’ or a subtle way of comforting the other.
“Just making sure you don’t eat them all before me,” you said pointedly, referring to a few days ago when he had left you with one measly potato. His cheeks held a faint blush as Motoya’s eyebrows shot up in surprise at his cousins unusual behaviour.
Sakusa hid his face in his hand casually, attempting to blend in with the room. You admired the softness of his face, how cute he looked flustered, your inner being sighed wistfully, why did someone so beautiful have to be so easy to fight with.
Akinari then opened his yap once more, “Y/n, I don’t recommend you eat that many carbohydrates, do you know how hard it is to burn them off? You ought to look after your image, after all you work for the king and, if we’re being honest, he probably hired you as eyes candy.” He slightly nudged the plate of sliced carrots towards you.
“Akinari!” Motoya chastised him sternly.
A sickly feeling bloomed in your chest, feeling disheartened. Even though the comments were from a buffoon that you wouldn’t trust with balancing on one foot and trying not to fall let alone being an advisor, the sincerity of his voice had you evaluating yourself and you decided, perhaps maybe you didn’t need the extra food. Pushing your plate away you stood and smiled shortly, “I’m going to retire for the evening, thank you for the company.”
You curtseyed and left swiftly before anyone could say anything else, trying to fight the waves of hurt that came crashing down.
The remaining dinner party was silent for a moment before the buffoon opened his mouth again, “She’s quite the emotional one, I find it hard to believe she works with the king personally. Perhaps that was a lie to boost her rank in our eyes?”
Motoya looked at him flatly, “Your words were insensitive, you should apologise tomorrow.”
“But I-”
“Don’t forget that you begged me to bring you here, don’t make me regret it.”
Sakusa, too, pushed his plate forward, a bitter taste in his mouth since you left the way you did, the crestfallen look on your face that none of the others would have noticed, but he knew you. He could read you like a book, every twitch and movement of your face telling him something vital about you and how you were feeling. The black haired man didn’t like Akinari since he met him, especially since he hurt you. Sakusa ultimately knew that his bickering never truly affected you, well beyond the scope of being annoyed. But, he had never seen you like this before and it…hurt him.
“She’s the right hand of the King, Akinari. Y/n has implemented many ideas in this kingdom, maybe next time you shouldn’t talk down to her. She is your superior, and you’ll do well to remember it.”
With that, Sakusa excused himself leaving a smirking Motoya, it seemed his cousin had grown fond of the smart little spitfire.
….
The next day at the meeting you were extra professional, no snide comments were thrown to Sakusa which was odd. It appeared that you were taking a different approach today, your new target, Akinari. It was a vicious cycle of asking for his ideas, pointing out all of the flaws and then rejecting them. Sakusa’s respect for you grew as he observed the stern set of your face, the scowl you almost perfectly hid when you talked to Akinari, then the almost evil smirk of satisfaction as he made a fool of himself.
At the end of the meeting you quickly gathered your files, shoving them into your folder, ready to flee out of the door but you stopped when your name was called.
“Yes Akinari?” You plastered your face with a smile and turned to face him. Out of the corner of your eye you could see Sakusa pretending to tidy the already clean room, watching you both out of the corner of his eye. Motoya appeared to have been absent today, sending the apprentice as his replacement.
“I wish you’d take my ideas into account more seriously.”
“I considered them rationally, they had too many flaws to be implemented.”
“So this has nothing to do with your emotional state yesterday?” He asked, prodding the inflamed wound.
“Oh, you mean my getting upset over an unnecessary commentary on my life?”
“So you are upset, I didn’t mean any harm by it..”
“Mister Akinari, please refrain from conversing with me unless we’re in a meeting, we have a professional relationship, so don’t try to talk to me about anything other than work.” You stalked to your room, steam coming from your ears.
The next night, you ate in the comfort of your room. Although you tried to think nothing of it, the comments made impacted you, your diet shifted drastically consisting of primarily vegetables and protein.
The next few days followed the same dreary routine of sleeping and working. This new schedule left little to no time for conversing and you found yourself…missing a certain raven haired boy and his calculating eyes.
It was a cold evening when the knock sounded, opening the door you saw a small note. Unravelling it your eyes trailed over the elegant scrawl.
‘Please join me for dinner. – S’
After careful deliberation, you eventually decided to go – a personal invite, from your enemy no less was bound to be interesting. Entering the hall you saw him waiting, playing with his hands. When your feet tapped softly against the floor, announcing your arrival he shot up a quick look of relief flooding across his face.
“Finally, kept me waiting long enough,” his deep voice wrapped around you like a hug from a person bigger than you, providing you comfort. You had missed this, you had missed him.
“Had things to do.”
“Oh yeah? They missed you.” He pointed to the large bowl of freshly spiced potatoes that sat between you both.
“Did they tell you that?”
“Just sit down smart-ass.”
You sat, unable to temper your raging smile, as he plated you a share.
“Where is everyone else?”
“Akinari is with the cooks, he’s not allowed to eat in here anymore and Motoya is ill so he’s in his room.”
Your eyes gleamed with satisfaction and your heart flooded at Sakusa’s gesture, and you realised all of this time, behind the scenes he had taken care of you, always looking after you when you needed it the most.
“Thank you, I needed this,” you told him sincerely, hoping he could detect the gratitude seeping into your voice.
“At the risk of sounding cheesy, I think you’re perfect the way you are, so don’t worry about what other people think.”
You didn’t even have it in you to tease him, heat rushing to the surface of your skin as you hide your huge smile behind your spoon.
“Thank you, Lord Sakusa.”
Sakusa’s impromptu meeting had snapped you out of your daze. Back into your usual routine of fifty percent work and fifty percent bickering, time flew and soon it was time to go home.
Wrapped in a warm blanket you trudged your way to the large window in the drawing room. Eyes accustomed to the dark, the cooling glow of the disappearing moon, sprinkled little blossoms of light as you sighed sadly. Tonight was your last here and then you’d go back to King Tsukasa, back to your simple life, with simple and kind people.
A thud startled you out of your sad reverie as you jumped. Sakusa waved his foot around in pain as you stifled a laugh.
“Sorry If I startled you,” he managed to get out, trying to soothe his pained foot, after hitting it against the table.
“It’s okay,” you assured him, turning back to the window.
His soft footsteps grew louder as you felt his presence behind you.
“What are you doing here?” You asked, this was unusual. He liked his sleep and he liked it on time, Sakusa in the early hours of the morning, was a rare sight to behold, his usually styled hair, sticking out in every direction, the glossy curls adding to the cuteness of his tired expression.
“Couldn’t sleep and I heard an inconsiderate person shuffling around outside my room.”
You gave him a look, “Sorry but I left my room before realising I forgot my blanket and then as I left again I realised I forgot my slippers again.”
Silence fell uneasily between you, things had changed in the way you felt about him and you were too scared to say anything. You didn’t want to risk the strange relationship you had on your selfish desires. On the chance he somehow felt the same, hope budded in your chest, not quite ready to bloom.
“What are you thinking about?” He asked suddenly, raspy voice melting your heart like chocolate over a fire.
“I’m leaving tomorrow.”
“Ah yes.”
“I feel cold,” you said aloud, wanting him to come closer, to engulf you in a comfort that only he could provide.
Like he could hear the hidden meaning behind your words, he wordlessly wrapped his arms around your shoulders, pulling you closer to him.
“You’ll finally get a bit of peace after tomorrow,” you teased as Sakusa gave a strained chuckle.
The silent night trickled between you both, pushing you together as you looked up at him, gaze flickering at his lips before meeting his eyes.
He leaned down slowly, giving you a chance to pull away if you were unsure, you stood on the tips of your toes, rising quickly. The soft touch of his lips finally met yours as he pulled you closer and delved deeper, giving you no choice but to open up to him and give him all of you, not that you’d object. The moon sunk into the horizon as the sun rose, beautiful pink and brilliant orange flooding the room in celebration of your love.
Tentatively, you pulled away, foreheads resting against each other’s as your ragged breaths finally evened out.
“Don’t go,” He whispered.
“Okay.”
A while passed just like that, finally in each other’s arms, no talking, just soft touches and gentle caresses.
“Damn, I owe Tsukasa,” Komori whined.
His sudden presence frightened you both, pulling you out of your mini world and shoving you back into reality. Jumping back with a healthy five feet between you both you stared at Komori incredulously.
“What are you talking about?”
“Tsukasa bet that you’d get together by the time Y/n had to leave, I just couldn’t believe something like this could happen until I saw how you act around each other,” he grumbled, “Now I’m down two thousand.”
Sakusa turned to you, “Everyone really knew but us?”
You fell back into his embrace and mumbled, “Well, how was I supposed to know that I’d fall for an inconsiderate, unbelievably -”
“Okay, okay, I get it,” Sakusa grumbled, still stroking your hair softly.
“…But I, I think I love you,” you finished, looking up at him. He paused his strokes, staring deeply into your eyes with such gentleness as he leaned down and pecked your forehead, leaving a scorching kiss in his wake.
“Yeah? I think I love you too.”
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kiwanopie · 1 year
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“What does it look like to see crime lord!kiyoomi blow up at someone threatening the reader?”
cw: mention of bathroom (reader has to number one lmao), character death, death by suffocation
wc: 2.4k
His head immediately turns when he hears your voice calling out for him.
You’re breathtaking in your ball attire. Glowing under the balmy haze of ballroom crystal lights as you duck into his gaze. You’re radiant, and It’s a chore to look anywhere else as Kiyoomi scans the large hall, leaning in to get a better listen at your voice. “What’s up, angel?”
“Can you come with me to the bathroom?” You whisper. “I’m too nervous to go by myself.”
Kiyoomi pauses to delegate a pensive moment. He was supposed to mingle with OneSource’s people to check in on his annual contract bonding. ‘Course there’s no reason to think that anything has changed - they’d have a death wish to pull out from something like Sakusa Enterprises - but it’s etiquette, and it’s still important to maintain general communication. At the very least uphold his reputation as a studious businessman.
He traces the fullness of your eyelashes from where you look up at him. “Mhm.”
Kiyoomi reaches for your hand and leads you to the laboratory.
He’s not the least bit embarrassed to be leading his wife into the otherwise empty women’s bathroom. And even if it weren’t, he doubts he’d be any less unfazed. - Impassive still as he watches you glide your way into the cleanest stall and close the door behind you. Kiyoomi leans against the sink as he waits for you to finish your business.
“Can you turn the sink on? I don’t want you to hear me tinkle.”
“Tinkle?” Kiyoomi snorts as he fishes his phone out of his pocket. “Baby, I hear you tinkle every day in our bathroom. Just let it out.”
“Yeah, but this is a public place,” He can hear you pout. “And I’m already nervous. I don’t want you to make fun of me for spotting.”
Spotting. He quietly titters again. I mean, he’s brushed his teeth with you planted on the bowl before, a little piss staggering wouldn’t even faze him. But still he grabs a paper towel, and uses it to turn the nodule on one of the sinks.
“Thank you!” The better portion of your dress lifts over your heels.
It’s only a few moments that it takes till he’s hearing the telltale sound of an automatic toilet whir into the room. Even with his eyes planted on his phone, he sees you neaten your dress back down in his peripheral. Dark blues turn velvety in the bathroom lights, and pretty spaghetti straps fall loosely on your shoulders; and with the way your hair so lively shines as you walk, he’s nearly convinced that you’re an angel.
His eyes light up with familiar adoration as you approach him at the sink, the smile you pass him is enough to turn his cheeks flowery. “How long is this party gonna last for?”
“Till two, but we can leave earlier than that if you want.”
“Are you having fun?” The soap in your palms audibly squishes as you lather your hands.
Kiyoomi sighs through his nose. “I’m making good connections, but you know me. Huge crowds like these start to break me out in hives. The sooner we can get out of here, the better.”
You ring your hands in the sink. “That makes you and I both then. There’s so many important people here that I can’t help but worry. I don’t want you or anyone else to get hurt just cause some bastard has a vendetta.”
You move for the air dryer on the side of him. “I saw Onslaught and Shinobu wandering the halls together. Those two dudes make it desperately apparent that they despise us.”
“They’re attention seekers, angel. They - No, don’t use that.”
You look at him curiously as he moves you by the arm to the paper towel dispenser. “Those things are disgusting, they’re riddled with germs.”
He snatches a few out for you. “I doubt anyone here has ever bothered to disinfect these.”
You simper as you finally wipe your hands down. “Oh. Well, thank you for looking out for me, baby.”
“Always.”
Kiyoomi slides his phone in his pocket as you move for the mirror again. “They’re attention seekers,” He starts again. “They know what my status is, they know that you and I are the most prevalent family running the underground business nowadays. Anybody who’s anybody should know that the Sakusa’s have owned the better half of Asia for decades. - It’s easy for them to stay relevant when they’re feuding with the most powerful empire in the game; regardless of what risk they’re putting on their lives by doing that.”
You eye yourself in the mirror. “They’re cockroaches. They’re just feeding off us for a little bit of business talk. What will it take for them to understand that business doesn’t even exist if it doesn’t come from you in some way.”
The little boost to his ego already turns him pink, but the way you spin in the mirror has his lips curling over his teeth. “Yeah? You’re absolutely right.”
His reflection mirrors the way he reaches out for you, pulling you closer in his direction, and softly pinching your cheeks with his calloused fingers. “But it’s nothing you’ve gotta worry your pretty head about, huh? - You’re really cute..”
You pout up at him. “What if they pick a fight with us?”
Kiyoomi kisses his teeth. Uncoupling the little grip he has on your cheek to smooth it over with his thumb, and let his blithe gaze settle on the dip in your lips. “As if they’d be so stupid. Self preservation reigns, angel. They all know better.”
You give him somewhat of an unimpressed look. “Death isn’t the price you pay for slighting us, Omi.”
“You’re right,” He hums. “It’s the price they pay for slighting you.”
You lean into the kiss Kiyoomi presses gingerly onto your lips. “I love you.”
“I love you too, Omi.”
“So much.”
“Show me.”
He leans in for another one. A little firmer, somewhat tailed by a quiet hum but the way you move forward to deepen it has him openly sighing into your mouth. Long, savory, tender lip smacking. - Smoothing his grip under your jaw till you’re all but making out like a couple of teenagers. That’s how you make him feel - like a teenager. Jittery and palm sweaty. Meekend as you moan into the kiss and he’s rapt by butterflies. Breathless when you part from him and still overdosing on that contact high.
God, “I love you so fucking much.” He sighs.
“I love you so much more.”
Kiyoomi doesn’t think something like that could be remotely possible.
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Kiyoomi pushes your seat in for you as you both take your spots at the grand table.
There are many very important faces here. From the face of your renowned husband, to well known yakuza leaders, - High ranking members of The Sinaloa Cartel, Solntsevskaya Bratva, Sun Yee On, and so forth. With this many dangerous people at one table, most controlling near global power, it isn’t unheard of to feel a little out of your wits. You can’t show your fear as much as you want to, sitting at this table with your husband means sharing the collective power he has - and representing it as well. Much like the other wives and spouses sitting with their respective criminal lovers, you keep your cool with a natural grace. Still pretty even as your palms start to sweat.
Ken Shōhei, leader of the sixth generation yellow fangs, raises his glass to propose a toast. He glitters with shined jewels and gaudy rings as they reflect in the chandelier light. You glance at his wife before glancing at him. Catching a less than friendly evil eye that chills you straight to the blue bone. If you had to guess, they’re friends of Onslaught. If you had to guess again, you’d say it’s probably upsetting to realize you’re not the hottest foreign wife in the room anymore.
“Beautiful people of this nation - of your respective nations,” He begins. “Let us take this moment to reflect on the novelty of such business making and our untaintable honor. To the choices we’ve made thus far that has led us here. The chances we take that - understandably shouldn’t work out in our favor - but has. Our fortune, our hard work, the allies we’ve made today and the friends we’ll make tomorrow. I propose a toast to us. To our virtues, and to our decency. Let us all come together and celebrate ourselves.”
His wife smiles as she picks up her glass. “To ourselves!”
The rest of the table brandish their cups and follow suit. “To ourselves!”
The chatter continues as most of them take a quick sip to their glasses.
Or well, all except for you and Kiyoomi, who’s got the flute halfway to his lips before you stop him in his tracks. “Wait, baby.”
“Hm?”
You lean in to whisper softly. “These glasses don’t smell clean.”
“Hm?” Kiyoomi furrows as he dips his nose in his champagne flute. “They don’t-? Oh. Ew.”
He reaches for your glass. “Don’t even touch that. We’ll sanitize our hands after they-“
Someone’s choking.
Someone’s hacking and gasping for air right in front of you. Loud enough to startle as your head whips in the direction of whoever it is coughing up a lung across the table, and Kiyoomi instinctively reaches for you - pulling you by the bicep as he prepares to step out of his seat.
It’s an appropriate knee jerk reaction for what actually unfolds in front of you. Kiyoomi forces you to your feet as Shōhei’s body crashes into the fine cloth of the grand table and sends the majority of their plates crashing down with him. His shrill wheezing cuts into the silence that befalls the group of leaders as they stare down at him. Twitching and flailing before finally seizing up and you all watch in horror as he eventually goes limp.
You all watch in dread as his wife follows. Nithya, Maciej, Jalmari, Takashi, and Yuina, dropping to the floor in similar fashion. Some fall back in their seats in an effort to save themselves, some face plant into their plates before unceremoniously hitting the ground, but they all meet the same fate. Foaming at the mouth and blue from asphyxiation, all poisoned by something lethal likely slipped into their drinks.
Kiyoomi is the first to break the long stunned silence, calling over one of his underlings to meet him at the table.
He shoves his drink in his face. “Drink this.”
The man does so without hesitation.
After a few long moments the faceless scout looks generally unharmed which immediately raises red flags, but it isn’t over yet.
He hands him his wife’s drink. “And this?”
Another sip, another few long moments.
And then he’s falling to the ground.
You both stare in sickened shock as he flails on the ground just as the other victims did. Gasping for air as his spit foams over and the vessels in his eyes burst from suffocation. He’s dead within a few tortuous minutes, and Kiyoomi all but turns blue.
He nearly breaks his back with how quickly he turns for you, already frantically cupping your face in his hands. “Did you eat anything on the table? Have you eaten anything?”
There are tears in your eyes, rightfully. “N-No.”
He’s shaking. It’s a rare moment of weakness for the revered kingpin. One of the most frightening, if not the most frightening man in all of Asia - glassy eyed at the realization of his lover coming so close to death. He’s pink under eyes, pupils twitching back and forth as he frantically scans your face for any sign of change. The men and women surrounding the two of you take pause. It’s clear this is a shock to you both. That the man in question would rather kill over than put his wife in harm’s way, especially one so gruesome. ~ But there’s layers to this collective suspension shared among the room. Shock, confusion, apprehensity.
Fear.
As expected Kiyoomi’s reaction is less than pleased.
“Miya!”
At the sound of Kiyoomi’s booming voice, Atsumu races into the ballroom and up to the table. “Boss- Whoa, holy shit.”
“Bring me the heads of everyone in the kitchen,” His voice is vitriolic. It sends shivers up the spines of every living body in here. “All except for the chef. Pack him up in the shuttle.”
The boldness of the demand knocks Shinobu out of his daze, he’s kissing his teeth not even a moment later. “Don’t just start giving orders like you-“
“Shut the fuck up, Shinobu. Be thankful I don’t start picking from the table!”
One of the other businessmen at the table speaks meekly. “W-Wait. Let’s just... Everyone just-“
“Enough!” Kiyoomi narrows his eyes. And even to the most lethal of men in the room do they quaver at the venom in his voice. Sakusa Kiyoomi is not known for being an angry man. A spiteful man, sure. Cold and callous and cruel, on his worst days a little psychotic. There’s a scowl on his face more often than not, a sneer almost in the way he speaks to his adversaries and enemies alike. He’s known for being a mean son of a bitch - the meanest, really. But not angry. Not down right irate. Not so wrathful in the way he addresses the crowd around him.
“Someone here,” He breathes. “Has made an enormous lapse in judgment. If not to the leaders we just lost at this table; than to threaten me - to threaten my wife, my family,”
He’s firm yet earnest in his efforts to keep you behind him, nearly yanking you back by your arm but you bump into his firm back with one of his hands fastened over your waist. “You must’ve all forgotten that there is no one on this earth who I can’t get my hands on - especially for something so despicable. Whether they're in that kitchen or in this room, every second of their worthless life is borrowed from me. - Goro!”
The host of the ball swallows as he answers quickly. “Yes, Sakusa-san, sir?”
“Get me the names of everyone who’s been in or out of this place within the last forty eight hours, not a minute short.”
“Yes, of course.”
Kiyoomi nods his head for his men to follow as he drags his wife out by the hand.
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kiwanopie · 1 year
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I’m on my knees begging for more kiyoomi 🧎🏽‍♀️it doesn’t even have to crime kiyoomi. I’ll accept anything. Also I love your writing, keep up the good work!
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lovesick crime lord!Kiyoomi x reader
cw: smut smut smut. oral (f!receiving), slight dub-con, choking, spit, dumbifaction, praise, obsessive lovesick thoughts, talks of breeding, creampie, PnV sex, multiple orgasms. Pure filth
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“Kiyoomi-” You shudder as he presses himself against you. “Is… consummating the first night really necessary…?”
Kiyoomi lifts his back to look at you more directly. Eyes a little glazed over and way too far gone to have only just slipped you out of your reception dress.
“If you really don’t want to, we don’t have to.” He breathes. “Just… let me have a little more of you, or else I might actually die.”
And he might just mean it. He’s been wound up tight since the two of you kissed at the altar. Passing lingering touches during talks with your families, holding you closer than ever during the couple’s dance, hell, you were surprised he didn’t leave a handprint on your dress, with how heavily his hand had been latched to your thigh all evening. It’s not like this is the first time the two of you have had sex. - Hell, with how often you were getting the seats wet in his car these past few days leading up to this, you were almost afraid he’d be a little over it.
But now you’re his wife. Now you’re a Sakusa. All his and he now all yours and that pretty rock on your finger matching the wedding band on his. - Your name’s engraved into the inner finish of his ring unlike the little love note he left on yours. Protruding letters somewhat so it scrapes a bit whenever he inches it up, and you’re not ashamed to say it’s a little butterfly-inducing to see your name all but carved into his left finger.
He wants you more than he thinks he can take. He feels like a teenager about to lay his crush on prom night. You’re so pretty in the flickering candlelight that he thinks he might actually throw up.
So in lieu of ruining the mood by anointing you in wedding cake chunks, Kiyoomi instead dips his head to pour a few slow kisses down your throat line. “Let me make you feel good if nothing else. That's all I want.”
“Just to make me feel good?“
“Whatever you want,” He suckles in a bruise, and you reward him with a sound that makes his face hot. “Just let me make you cum. I wanna hear you cum for me, angel.”
You shiver under his molten kisses. Goosebumps climbing up your arms as his loving hands caress anything worth caressing and honestly starting to feel just as amped up as he is. This guy’s frenzied. Hair standing up on his arms when you reach up to toy with the little curls on the low of his nape and wrap your legs around him like you want him to melt into you.
The bulge in his suit pants is so prominent that he’s one good touch from just ripping through the vacuna. You’re gracious enough to grant him permission with a soft ‘please’ that almost sends him over the edge, and without a moment to stutter, he dives in gratefully.
Kiyoomi’s lips are sensuous and tender as he presses them against yours. Firm grip keeping your jaw fixed in his direction as he peppers loving kisses between lecherous ones and sucking your bottom lip in his mouth until they’re over-kissed and swollen - every taste of your lips sends him further off the deep end.
You whimper in his mouth. His callous hand grabs a hefty handful of one of your breasts and teases over your covered nipple with his thumb until they’re erect and pointed proudly through your négligée. His breaths feel almost winded. Just being able to touch you like this after all day is sending him into a frenzy. To be completely honest, he’s spent most of the day counting the seconds till he could finally whisk you away into your lover’s suite. And even still, with you so close his mouth waters in anticipation.
He pulls the strap of your slip until the entirety of those pretty tits are exposed to the conditioned hotel air; he barely wastes a second sucking one of your nipples into his mouth while he toys with the other one.
You croon. You hate how good Kiyoomi is at making you feel so wanted without even trying. Arching your back until you're feeding your breasts into his greedy mouth, you dig thin crescents into the bicep of his arm without even thinking.
Or recognizing all those pretty sounds you’re making. Kiyoomi fondles you down the path of your slip, squeezing and groping anything he can get his hands on as he slides your nipple out of his mouth with a lewd pop! And wraps his lips over the other as he finally finds the little hem of your gown.
He wants to make you feel good. It’s easy to forget who you’ve got on top of you right now. A man responsible for the suffering of too many people to count and too many problems in this nation that only he can benefit from. Immoral, corrupt, inimical things. So bad it could make you sick. - Kissing down your stomach and leaving hot trails in his wake as he goosebumps from how overwhelmed he is at being this close. This personal - He’s this loving.
And you’d be stupid to expect he meant anything less than that from him. - It’s hard enough to comprehend the fact that he means it when he says he loves you this much. Means it when he says he wants to spend the rest of his life with you. Means it when he says he’d rather die than be with anyone else. Being propositioned straight into a marriage with a man known for being notoriously cruel and callous kind of negates those typical feelings of sureness. A man who’s only recognized by his cold stare, inability to find satisfaction in the most faultless of things, and so wrought with endless power that the entirety of Asia can do no more but bow to him. A boogeyman - for as long as you’ve known about him. Even in living with him, you see his callous nature and pray to never find yourself on the receiving end of it. But when he looks at you, he’s different. When he looks at you, speaks to you, speaks of you, he’s -
He groans at the way your wetness soaks up your pretty panties. Lovesick.
You more or less instinctively hump into his hand as he starts to rub in lovesome circles. Lewdly adjusting the movements of his hand in various circling and up and down motions that saturate your panties till they’re drenched in your slick. Honestly, if he keeps at it you might just cum from that alone.
Kiyoomi must hear it in the way your airy breaths have started to pitch because right as he just about brings you to the edge - he stops.
He’s positioning himself at the apex of your legs before you can even protest.
His lips are molten as he kisses up your supple thighs, fingers blistering as he caresses your plush skin staunchly. Every tender press of his lips is more gluttonous than the last, humming in between the smack of your cosseted skin the closer he gets to your hot center.
Your tits rise and fall as you pant at the anticipation; even in your apprehension does the way he fondles you give you goosebumps.
Kiyoomi presses a slow kiss to your covered slit. He all but buries his face in it as he groans at the mere sampling of your cassonade juices. Making out with your pussy through your ruined panties and riling himself up even more than he originally meant to. Whatever he anticipated you tasting like was an insult to how phenomenal the reality is as he sucks through the cotton. He swears he might just finish in his pants the moment he gets the real thing on his tongue.
His breaths shudder as he reaches over your hips to gingerly pull your panties down your legs, raising up to press chaste kisses on the “V” of your pelvis as they slide wetly down your legs, and he can barely brace himself when he spreads your thighs and bares your flower to his hungry eyes.
Kiyoomi sucks in a tight breath.
“S-Shit,” He licks his lips. “Look how fucking perfect you are.”
He shivers at the way you visibly tighten up at the praise. A bead of your glittery slick wets the carnelian in the hotel divan. Rightfully, he grieves it. - Something so delectable shouldn’t be wasted on some crummy furniture. It should be pouring over his tongue and lining the walls of his lungs like it lawfully deserves.
You shiver as his heated breaths blow feverishly over your exposed cunt. Jumping a bit when you feel his fingers spread your lips apart to bare you to him fully.
And then his tongue is lapping up your clit.
The conjoined sounds of your surprise and his mind-numbing bliss bump into one another and flutter into the open air. He’s so devotedly slurping up your pretty pussy that you almost consider this is more for him than you. I mean, he’s tonging up your cunt so messily that it almost feels hoggish. The wet sounds of his sloshing tongue turn your ears hot as you start to mindlessly hump into his face, already so overwhelmed by the pleasure that your head’s gone all fuzzy.
Kiyoomi moans into your sloppy pussy as you start to card your fingers through his hair, drunkenly humping into the seat of the divan as he dips his tongue into your sweet little hole.
You trill at that intoxicating feeling of irresistible bliss. “F-…Fuck! Ah…H-Holy shit…”
He sloppily drags his tongue up your open cunt to suck your clit into his mouth, suckling on it tenderly till he’s sliding it from between his lips, and lapping it up all over again.
God, if he keeps going at you like this you’re gonna fucking cum. It’s like his tongue is heating up the more he goes at it - so sloppy with his cunt flavored spit that it makes a puddle that pools along your backside. He’s eating you out like it’s all he’s meant to do.
You outright whine when he pulls away for a pensive second, cooing to you as he sucks your slick from his lips and rubs his fingers in quick circles over your swollen clit.
Kiyoomi asserts breathlessly. “Let me see that pretty face, baby.”
You raise on your elbows a little dazedly. Spaghetti straps pulled up to maintain your dignity from his earlier ministrations falling again over your shoulders in a way he could only describe as mouthwatering. The differing color of your areola peeks from the disarrayed fabric of your little slip, and the hazy look in your eyes makes you look more beautiful than he can rationally take.
He wants to pour himself over you and let you wear him like a second skin. He salivates at the way your clit throbs under his fingers. “Keep your eyes on me.”
Kiyoomi swivels his hand until his middle finger is lined up with your hole. “I don’t want you to miss this.”
Your face cinches lewdly when he eases his finger in and pumps it a few times, and you whimper when he pulls back to add another finger. But the way you gape as he bends his neck to flatten his tongue against your clit, and shiver under the extended eye contact, it's enough to make him feel like near cumming untouched. You’re starting to drive him too crazy.
But he doesn’t know the half of it until you reach for his scalp again. Carding your fingers through and then tugging, his stomach butterflies as you wantonly throw your head back, and he groans as one of your legs lifts just over his shoulder.
But then you’re moaning out into the air. “Fuck. Fuck! Fuck me, Kiyoomi! Fuck me! Fuck me!”
That’s what pushes him over the edge.
Kiyoomi’s grunting into your cunt like a love-drunk whore as his eyes roll and he falls into that beatific bliss. He’s pistoning his fingers into your squelching cunt like his life depends on it, lapping you up like it’s the only thing keeping him living. Raunchily he makes out with your pussy until you're falling on your back and holding onto his hair for dear life, suffocating him, but he couldn’t be any more thrilled about it. Giving his breath to the woman delivering him into such mind-breaking pleasure is the least he can do. Especially when your thighs tighten over his ears, and you’re fucking into his mouth like it’s all he’s good for.
He’s hard as a rock before he even finishes his initial orgasm, moaning into your cunt as he brings his free hand up to belt you even more firmly against his face. And he almost falls over the edge again when he realizes you’re cumming.
“Yes! Yes! Ffffuck! Oh my god! Fuck, Omi! Fuck. So good! It’s so good, baby!”
If his balls get any tighter, they might explode.
Kiyoomi fucks his tongue and fingers into you ruthlessly as you ride out your orgasm on his face. No doubt singing loud enough that anybody walking parallel to the suite would hear it clear as day, but he relishes in it. Unabashed as he moans into your spasming cunt and indulges himself until you’re whimpering from the overstimulation. He just barely comes up for air when his lungs start to burn from the lack of oxygen.
You pant into the room as your body finally goes limp. You’re shaking. Legs quivering at his sides and struggling to catch your breath. The amount of pleasure you’re still coming down from makes the underlying haze all the more sweeter. - But you don’t even get the chance to revel in it when he’s already hovering over your fucked out form.
Kiyoomi’s lips are so tinged with you that it’s almost all you can taste. He kisses you with such frenzied fervor that you have to holster your hands on his shoulders to keep him at bay.
He breathes into your lips. “You did so good for me, angel. So fucking good,” You can hear his belt clinking between you both. “I love you so much. Fuck. I love you so much.”
You pant into the air as he nuzzles his face into the crook of your neck. He’s so solid and all-encompassing that he’s all you can focus on right now. “Kiyoomi, you’re- Fuck, you gotta-“
You squeal when the tip pops in.
Even after all this time it still stretches you out to an almost painful degree. Pulsing as Kiyoomi pushes in, so hot and heavy that it feels like he’s tearing you apart from the inside. He groans so drunkenly in your ear that it nearly makes you tremble. But you can do no more than stay locked in place as he breaches your insides, and presses himself in until he’s filled you to the hilt.
Kiyoomi peppers you in wet kisses as he coos at you to relax, so far gone from the amount of pleasure he’s experiencing all at once that his words almost slur. “ 's okay. You’re okay, baby. Jus’ relax for me. It’ll feel good in just a second.”
You grind your teeth as your nails dig into his shoulders. He hisses as you start to break the skin, but it only makes his cock twitch in your velvety insides.
He’s in your fucking stomach. And it feels… bigger somehow. Like now that he’s your husband he’s giving it all to you finally and you can barely take it. So thick and heavy. Fuck, he’s so deep inside.
You must’ve muttered that last part out loud because his hips flinch at the sound of it. Still shushing you as he sucks bruises into your pulse point and rubs up your thighs like he means to console you.
When you start to squirm he palms your lower thigh and lifts your leg up just under the knee. Gearing his hip back till half of his wet shaft is exposed to the air and lifting his head for a good look at you.
The way your eyes roll back as he finally starts his brutal pace is enough to all but turn his pupils into hearts.
Kiyoomi swallows your clipped whines as he shoves his tongue in your mouth. Stopping every other thrust to press himself into you until his balls are squishing up against your ass and grinding himself in so deep that you swear he’s coming up through your throat.
You’re tearing fabric beads out of his dress shirt you’ve been clawing into him so hard. The thought of you marking him up makes his heart start to flutter.
“Shit. You feel that?” He grunts against your lips. “Feels so fucking amazing. All ‘ve been thinking about all day.”
You try to respond with something along the lines of “You’re too deep!” Or “Slow down!” But it only comes out as blissed out mumbling.
Kiyoomi slams in a few cutthroat thrusts that turn your guts into soup. You unlatch one of your hands to dig your nails into the cushions of the loveseat as your toes curl. “I’m almost pissed. - Keeping this perfect pussy away from me. ~ My perfect pussy away from me. Almost went insane knowing just how - oh fuck - fucking… phenomenal you’d feel. Think I just might put a baby in you.”
You wail through the pleasure to slur out disjointedly. “N-…No baby! Don’t wan’ a baby, Omi! Don’t…ah! Don’ want it!”
“No?” He lifts your other leg till he’s holding you in a mating press, watching those pretty tits bounce as your drool runs down your cheek. “You don’t want my baby? This pussy’s begging for it.”
You sob so prettily when he starts to dig you out like he hates you. “No! Nononono…! Don’t want a baby! Wan’ you, Omi! O-Only - fuck - Only want you, Omi!”
And even through all this, hearing something like that come from your mouth makes his face hot. It makes him hold onto your thighs with the kind of tightness that’ll bruise tomorrow. Heart squeezing as you cry out for him through teary eyes. “Yeah? You want me? You want Omi?”
“Yes! Yes! Yes! Only want Omi! F-fffuck! O-Only want my Omi!”
He wants to marry you all over again. He’s really not gonna last if you keep talking like this.
Kiyoomi hoists one of your legs on his shoulder to free his hand for a grip on your jaw. The difference in angle as he leans in for a sloppy kiss makes you both groan.
Your eyes are glazed over when he pulls away, mouth still gaped open to moan drunkenly in the air, but just the sight of your kiss-swollen lips is just too tempting to pass up.
He sucks your tongue into his mouth lewdly, deepening the kiss as he grinds himself into the hilt and starts again on those vicious thrusts that has you hiccuping underneath him. His voice is heavy with lust as he asserts. “Open your mouth a little wider for me, baby.”
And like the perfect little wife you are, you broaden your lips apart till your pretty pink tongue is bared for him. “That’s right. Good girl, angel.”
The mirth in his smile makes your tears well up from the pride.
And then he spits in your mouth.
Your eyes roll as he licks the leftover gossamer trail from his lips, swallowing it as the knot in your lower stomach tightens. His firm grip on your jaw slackens till he’s skimming it down to your throat - and he reapplies his hold with a loving fervor. At this point, he’s fucking you so thoroughly that you’re sure you’d be ruined for anyone else, regardless. Cock swelling in your tightening insides, and looking down at you with the kind of adoration that says he’s far gone and he’s not coming back. So in love with you that it’s almost frightening.
His fingers press against the side of your throat till your head starts to feel light. “Tell me you love me.”
You’re starting to see stars. “Say it. Tell me you love me. Tell me you can’t live without me.”
Honestly, with how cockdrunk and wound up you are, it’s really starting to feel like it. “I love you!” You cry.
“I love you! I love you! I can’t - ah! oh god… C-Can’t live without you!” Oh fuck, you’re cumming again. “Love you so much, Omi! I love you! Fuck! I love you! I love you, Omi! Iloveyouloveyouloveyouloveyou - please… oh my god… don’t stop don’t stop… fffuckkk oh my god, Omi…so fucking good…”
He outright chokes on his breaths, little tears welling in his eyes, half from the pleasure, half from the bliss of hearing you cry out for him so earnestly. He chirps out a mix of a grunt and a whine, dipping his head into the crook of your neck as he loses his mind and fucks into you even as you clench around his hot cum.
The sound of his lovesick voice - babbling into your ear as he continues to fuck your brains out, sends you hurling into a whole nother orgasm. “S-Shit! Oh my god. Oh my fucking - Oh Christ, angel. F-Fuck! I love you too, baby. I love you so much it - Ugh… oh god… Love you so much it hurts. Jus’ wanna make you happy, baby. Wanna-… oh fuck… I’m cumming again… I’m cumming, m’ cumming…”
Kiyoomi presses his forehead against yours as he continues to empty his balls into your gooey insides, still digging in your guts as you pant mindlessly into the air. “Fuck - Take it. Take it, baby. Mhf… Fuck yeah, keep milking me like that.”
He swivels his hips a few more drunken times before finally going limp.
Kiyoomi sighs as he dumps his head on the inside of your shoulder to catch his breath for a few empty seconds. Relishing in your mirrored worn out breaths and the way your heart races in tandem with his. He presses ginger kisses up your heavily bruised neck and jaw, holding you tight even as the residual bliss starts to fade. Still just as lovesick, amative, if not a half step from straight up worshiping you as he sluggishly lifts his head, and grazes his nose tenderly against your own. Gentle breaths kiss over your lips as he hovers - and lingers there a savory moment. He finally lets himself press his lips against yours with an ardent sigh blown into the room. Gentle kisses that start slow and end open-mouthed, Kiyoomi knows this is the happiest he’s ever been in his life.
And you encourage him as he indulges himself. As he kisses you like you’re the air he breathes and holds you like it’s the only thing his arms were made for. Loving you so tenderly, so intimately, like he’s craved for every second since he’s met you, and even as he whispers words of ardor and amour between your entwined lips, you do nothing to stop him.
You might love him a little more than you anticipated.
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What would happen if we did try to leave kiyoomi like would he go haywire and turn into a madman or even a yandere (ps I love your work it makes me swing my legs back and forth while I twirl my finger in my hair 🤭)
Men as proud as him rarely grovel - they rarely beg. But when they do it’s overgrown by denial and a special kind of disgrace.
Talking to you like this makes him want to bite his tongue off. “You’re out of your fucking mind if you think I’ll let you leave me.”
You close your eyes as he steps to block your path to the door. Neatly packed bags weigh down the sleeves of your coat and even through grief are you still emboldened by the soft lights. Eyes cottoned by tears, still doey as they stare emptily forward. Nothing he’s said or done has invoked so much as a word from you since he’d returned home. Just a figure wisping away before his eyes, falling out of his hands before he can reason himself how to catch you.
But a man like him is used to threats and strong-arming to get his way. And though Kiyoomi doesn’t touch you, his tone is enough to make you wish he would. “You’re making a mistake. I mean it, ______. You walk out of this door and I don’t what I’ll do-“
“Move, Kiyoomi.” But you’re a contest to him. Just that nearly evokes a flinch.
Kiyoomi’s jaw tenses as you finally look up at him. And you know him well enough to know that his demeanor is a falsehood. It’s a show. A mask - not even well enough to hide that his eyes have already gone glassy. Neat scowl barely changed on his face but his fingers creak against the door frame.
He’s holding on by a thread. “You’re not leaving me.”
He steps forward as you try to step past him.
“You can’t keep me here, Kiyoomi. I don’t-“ Your voice cracks and so does his restraint. “I can’t do this with you anymore.”
“I don’t care.” Which he doesn’t mean. Really, the thought of you not loving him anymore makes him so nauseous his mouth kind of waters. He’s living out his worst nightmare right now, if you can believe it.
“You made a promise when you married me. You won’t leave me and I don’t leave you-“
Another side step. You let out a frustrated breath when he doesn’t let you push past. “You are my wife. Mine. Every breath you take is for me and you the same. That’s just how it is.”
“Get. Out. Of my way, Kiyoomi.”
“No. You need to think about this-“
“Get-“ You drop one of your bags just to push him out of your way. Nails somewhat digging into his button up but the force of the push slightly teeters him on his heel. You’re just as strong if not stronger through your resentment. Just as angry as he is if not angrier. But you’re not as ruthless as him, that’s for damn sure. And you find that out the hard way when you finally push the wrong button.
“Get out of my way, Sakusa!”
You’re pulled forward by the wrist.
It isn’t a hard enough grip to bruise but it’s stern, it’s promising something much worse should you start to pull away. - You meet his eyes and he’s wrathful. You’ve never seen him look at you like this before.
His voice is vexed, ireful and seething. “You really must be stupid if you think you’re leaving here scot-free. Do you know who I am? You think I don’t have the names of your family, your friends, any asshole dumb enough to think they matter? You really think I’m gonna let you leave here - start some worthless life with some one-off nobody? - Do you think you’re allowed to be happy without me?”
“I will kill - Look at me,” He inches you forward. “I will slaughter any and every one I have to just to make sure that I am the center of your life. Your husband. And if you think that any life, any relationship you have outside of me isn’t borrowed, then let me remind you right now,”
“You are my wife and I am your husband. Anything outside of that - is concessionary.”
You stumble as he releases you from his grasp.
Kiyoomi steps past you as you stand static still, already snatching up your bags while you look off in horror.
“Now,” He says over his shoulder. “Let me put these away for you.”
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What happens if crime lord!Kiyoomi actually thinks you’re dead?
went off the deep end with this one, but hey! there’s a happy ending at least <3
cw: death, murder, actual bad guy kiyoomi, grief, graphic descriptors of death (not reader), happy ending but a lot of kiyoomi turning into the worst guy ever
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He’d kill you if it didn’t mean winding up in the same predicament again. For all the suffering you’ve caused he’d be due a severed finger. - Lucky you he doesn’t regularly keep anything sharp on him.
Atsumu’s never quite been the caring type. Faithful? Sure. But never compassionate. ~ Never quite felt bad for the wounded paw or attached himself to temporary things and temporary pleasures, never really formed a dependency on people in a way that ever mattered. Don’t get him wrong, he’s not heartless. There are people he loves. His brother, his mother, maybe a few of his cousins. But he’s never quite had the capacity to feel bad for someone. It’s never clicked. He supposes that’s why he’s so valued in his profession.
But over the past three years, watching a man who owns everything, who controls everything, grieve and become the worst version of himself - the worst version of anyone, sour and harden into a crust and get worse every day… Well, he might say he feels a little sore about it. Experiencing grief from a bird’s eye view, that’d be easy, if it weren't for his position as the guy’s right hand man.
When news of your death broke out the first thing Kiyoomi did was lock himself in his office. He wasn’t there when the guy who told him did, didn’t see the look on his face or the initial reaction that came at finding out the woman he loved had been murdered in cold blood. Well not quite cold. The car they rigged blew you to bits. But he was there for the aftermath. He saw the nauseated look on his face when walking into his office. Pallid and silent. Kiyoomi’s always been a quiet guy but the stillness that followed him was a vacuum. If he stood too close he’d all but stop breathing, even the acoustic in the hall seemed to have left with him.
He stayed in that office for three days. Didn’t leave for food or water, didn’t pick up the phone or address any of his constituents. Didn’t even move a muscle when one of the guys started a fire a few rooms over. Lucky him they put it out but those shadows under the door never moved. - By day three, Atsumu had almost figured he’d killed himself. But there wasn’t a smell, and by closing, his door had been left open. Torn papers and broken glass, toppled over furniture left as any indication he was ever there.
But that was just denial.
Atsumu isn't the kind of guy to go out of his way to do something cruel. Well… that’s a lie. He doesn’t do it often. Sure he’s laughed in the faces of groveling women, sneered at broken men and maybe even kept a bastard alive a little longer than he had to but that’s kind of his schtick? He’s supposed to be a loose cannon! What’s an aloof domineering big boss without one?
But this - Makato hits the ground with a curdled groan. More pushed out by inertia than the bullet lodged in his brain, but even so, the way his face goes slack feels particularly disturbing. What shit luck. They just hired this kid not even a month ago.
Kiyoomi shuffles his feet until he’s standing in front of the next one. Same soured scowl on his face, same outstretched arm, same barrel burning scorch marks on the underling's forehead.
“Plea-“
This one falls on his back.
Atsumu grimaces at the blood splatter that reaches him from his place a little further behind. He’s making a mess. Which probably makes matters worse because Kiyoomi notoriously hates messes. He hates the smell of too much blood and too much gun powder. Guns create loud noises that are more grating than gratifying, and he doesn’t like presenting his business as a group that murders and nothing else.
Nushiba pisses himself when the boss cocks his pistol, the smell makes him kiss his teeth.
“You think you all deserve to be scared?” Kiyoomi speaks into the room. “Is that why you failed us so badly? Fear? You were afraid of what?”
Kiyoomi aims for his mouth this time, the force of the blast blows his teeth into bloody fragments. “There is nothing on this earth that warrants this kind of disobedience. Nothing. I should never expect to be let down this gravely by my own men.”
Kenji gets a few rounds in his stomach before he nails the killing blow in his head. He was the one who was supposed to check in with him before you left the venue. You weren't even supposed to be beyond the front doors let alone the back seat of the car. He’s still blinking when he hits the ground, bleeding out of the chunk missing out of his head but his breathing doesn’t stop for a few odd seconds. He’s cognizant enough to cry.
“Let this be a reminder to everyone in this room,” Kiyoomi announces. And he spits on Kenji’s body for good measure. “You don’t fear death. You don’t fear pain. You don’t fear God,”
“You fear me.”
Atsumu forces down a swallow as Sakusa shoots his colleague in the throat.
In just the next year and a half his boss and companion had become the boogie man.
If he wasn’t the most feared man in Asia already, you’d say he’d broken the scales and became the most feared in all of the Pacific. He had taken the entire underground industry and painted it red. Jobs they’d otherwise refused for morality sake were on the table now. And he was killing people with families, the families themselves. Selling witnesses into slavery and destroying the infrastructure of even some of their allies. But they could do nothing to stop him. Retaliating wouldn’t work, the guy had nothing to lose at this point. And with a show of chops like this who would even want to be on his bad side. He was killing people on his own team if they didn’t didn’t jump high enough. - The only thing you can do against a man like he’d become is roll over on your back and show your belly.
And obviously the guys responsible for the assanation were no more.
Jesus, just the thought of what he made them do to Onslaught’s people makes him a little queasy. “Ya’ called me in here, boss?”
Kiyoomi quietly nods.
Atsumu redistributes some of the weight on his feet as he waits for his boss to start. - Watches him stare into empty space with his hands folded over his chest, too far from his desk to reach for his pistol, but who's to say he doesn’t already got it on him.
He’s always had a habit for yapping when he’s anxious. “Something on yer mind, boss man?”
Kiyoomi pulls a piece of skin off his bottom lip.
“Do you think…” He starts flatly. “…That I’ve been overreacting?”
Atsumu hesitates. Not too noticeably. He doesn’t have a death wish. But he hesitates. Any sane man would tell him yes, obviously. But Atsumu’s not exactly sane, and he toys the line of what could be considered a “man” quite often.
Is he overreacting? If he were him, “No,” Atsumu says honestly. “No, I don’t think so at all.”
Kiyoomi takes the reassurance with a twitch of his brow.
“I’m not stupid, you know. I know how people are starting to look at me, and this organization,” He says thinly. “I know that she-“
It looks like it physically hurts him to say. “…I know that… she was scared. And she didn’t like the way I did things. Because she was good. She was a good person. And now… I’m worse.”
There are tears welling up in his eyes.
“Do you think…” Kiyoomi swallows. “… Do you think if I was better… If I could be better… she would still-“
“That girl loved ya, Omi.”
And even if talking out of turn could get him killed, nothing would be worse than what’ll happen if he lets him continue. “She loved you. Even if she could be a little twitchy about this… whole thing that we’re doin’ here, I could see it in tha way she waited for ya. She’d would sleep here all night if it meant you were going home with ‘er in the morning. It wasn't you that… It wasn’t you.”
“Yer grievin’.” He sighs. And for a moment it feels like he’s talking to his brother. Talking him out of doing something stupid cause he’s scared. - He’s scared and hurt. Whether that be from nearly losing a twin in a gun fight or finding out that someone you cared so deeply for has passed, it’s the same ballpark. It’s the same love. “We all become different people when we grieve. It’s a shitty fuckin’ feelin’ and it feels like dyin’ everyday.”
“Yer not overreacting.” Atsumu says, and then he chuckles under his breath. “Hell, if she were here she’d act like it was just Tuesday. ‘Girl could talk down a hurricane if you put ‘er to it.”
Kiyoomi lets out a humored breath.
“Yeah…” He sniffles. “…Thanks uh… Thank you, Miya. I appreciate that.”
“No problem, boss. Ya’ want me to round the boys up downstairs?”
“Yes, thank you.”
As much as he tried to get things back to normal, he couldn’t.
It was too much to lose you and by extension his happiness all at once. Thank the powers that be that he didn’t get any meaner, but a “nice” Kiyoomi had never quite been an option. With you around he was subdued, he had something to look forward to after work. Better days were the days you showed up and sat all cozied up near his desk. Sometimes he’d find you curled up on his lap - less common, the few times he’s barged in and found you bouncing on it. Repremandings aside, you kept him docile. Softened and genial, as much as a love drunk fool as any guy as reserved as him could be.
But now you’re gone.
Kiyoomi gets a little callous when he’s depressed.
There’s a civil servant in front of him. Not the first one he’s seen up close, not the first one he’s captured, but it’s the first one that cries so easily when he gets the tools out. She’s got a neat little suit and tie on that glows somewhat in the darkness of the cellar but he supposes that's a part of the gag. Justice. The fight against evil and the hand of the law, let it warm you over like the sun! Though regrettably, there ain’t too much sunlight for her to access fifty feet underground.
Atsumu checks his watch. The boys should be making some noise at the old courthouse about now. This little lady was supposed to be there around noon for the showcase, but he’s sure the big dogs won’t notice that their runner up has gone missing too soon. Big cases like this usually run an understudy anyway, and with the kind of shit they’ll be going against it’ll be a party.
So they can be comforted by the fact that no one’ll come looking. And the clear fear that that brings to the woman strapped to the ladder back, well he could go so far as to say it feels invigorating.
“Don’t play around with her too much, Miya. We need her lucid enough to talk.” Kiyoomi crosses his arms over his chest behind him. “This isn’t supposed to be for fun.”
Says the guy sitting in the splash zone. Even shrouded by shadows he can see the latent satisfaction in his face at seeing the official suffer. It’s the only time he sees him have any fun in this half year.
Atsumu exhales as he bounces the hammer drill in his hand. “A’right, I hear ya.”
He holds it to the bridge of her collar bone as she struggles. “You heard the boss. The fuck are you people doin’ with our money?”
“I already said I don’t know what you’re talking about!”
“Bullshit.” Kiyoomi asserts. “You work directly under Takuto. You of all people should know what goes on behind the scenes.”
“Shin doesn’t tell me anything…!” She sobs. “…He doesn’t tell me anything! I just write him his scripts and bring him his coffee!”
“So why does he cite you as an advisor?”
“I don’t fucking know!”
Kiyoomi kisses his teeth. “Miya.”
Her collarbone breaks with a nasty crack.
Her scream is enough to make his ears ring as he frowns to himself in his seat. It’s a pathetic display of the people who should be protecting the general public, let alone headlining our political infrastructure but it isn’t surprising. Half of the big wigs in the law game often pay off major criminals like him to send off small fries to further their laws and agendas, the other half, his people pay off to stay out of their dealings and territories. The Takuto firm has been a middleman of theirs for around two years now. They pay them to stage big cases with a few of their showmen, and Sakusa enterprises hands them a fat check to look the other way when his people pass by. Occasionally even, they do some of their handling for them.
But they’ve been doing a less than satisfactory job recently. And Kiyoomi’s just lost one of his best guys to the shithead with an angel scribbled on his business card. Nice guy he is, he only wants a refund and the head of the guy who did it. But they haven’t been exactly reciptible of his wishes.
Because they don’t have the money anymore. And Takuto’s too chicken shit to give himself up, even under threat of young uninvolved employees losing their lives in the process.
“You know something.” Kiyoomi says. “Your name is on everything. Not just our contracts but on the publicity deals. You’re a signing witness for all the cases you sell, all the commercials, all the revenue we gave you. So what the fuck do you mean when you say you don’t have it? You people make at least a million yen a day and you have nothing to show for it?”
She shakes her head.
“Speak clearly.”
“W-We don’t… We don’t.” She whimpers.
“Why not?”
“Please… I…”
Kiyoomi’s voice is so venomous that it nearly makes Atsumu wince. “You’ve got three fucking seconds to tell me what I wanna hear before we start sawing your hands off.”
She starts to retch. Even Atsumu kinda wants her to speak up.
“Ichi,”
“God, please…”
“Ni,”
“It’s…” She pitters off.
Kiyoomi sighs and starts the motion of lifting off of his feet.
She chokes it out like she’s gagging. “It’s Gethsemane! He’s been funneling the money to Gethsemane!”
Kiyoomi stops in his tracks.
There’s a look that passes through his eyes. A look that’s misplaced from the situation at hand and directed at something reminiscent. Something forgotten but perpetual, an open sore, now more scab than raw vessel, that peels open and encourages a reaction more akin to flinching. Bracing. Something hits him so suddenly that it overwhelms him to the point of freezing in place. Halting his breaths before blowing them out quietly. Atsumu could go as far as to say his eyes have gone glossy.
He speaks… carefully. “What do you know about Gethsemane?”
“The-They’ve… They’ve been threatening us… I think,” She admits shakily. “Whatever they’ve been saying to Shin is what’s been making him pay them. He says it’s for our safety.”
Atsumu scoffs.
“Why?” Is what Kiyoomi responds with. Which makes Atsumu furrow. I mean, Gethsemane’s fairly new to Japan and they’re a powerful organization, sure. But they’ve never exactly been on their radar. “Why are they-“
Kiyoomi shakes his head. “What would they want with you? Gethsemane doesn’t affiliate with case work. They would have no reason to threaten you.”
She pinches out a pained sound that sounds more like a plea than anything else. “I-…It’s the new hire… I think it’s the new hire…”
She sniffles. “They didn’t start bothering us until she showed up.”
Kiyoomi’s chair squeaks as he rises out of his seat.
It’s not even a moment that fully passes before he’s standing among the two. Towering just under the dim light, broad shoulders making shadows over the young official tied to her seat. Atsumu can barely react when he snatches the hammer drill out of his hands, and he eyeballs him as he points it before her nose.
His grip is trembling. Atsumu’s harrowed to find that there are tears in his eyes. “What’s her name?”
“I-I don’t-“ She cowers. “I don’t remember-“
He starts the motor. “Guess.”
“I-It was something foreign! She’s…. S-She’s gaijin! S-Super quiet!? You could find her on the registry if you-“
Kiyoomi takes a few dizzy steps back.
Atsumu stares.
She’s not talking about who he thinks she is?
You’re asleep in his arms when he walks through the door.
Knocked out would be more accurate telling by how limply your body pours into his grasp but it’s you. Flesh and blood, breathing in quiet puffs. The little sundress you’re wearing compliments you like everything else you wear. Just as pretty if not prettier, just as soft if not cottony.
Atsumu gapes as Kiyoomi silently walks through his living room, he’s following him before he knows what to do with himself. “H-Holy shit! Is that her?!”
Kiyoomi sniffles and then nods.
“What the fuck…What?! How did she-“
“I don’t know.”
Kiyoomi opens the bedroom door with his foot. Belatedly, Atsumu realizes he’s never been to this part of his house before.
His bedroom is about as neat as he’d expect it to be. Pretty much spotless to the point he wonders if the guy even sleeps in here or just hovers over the bed every night. There’s a big bay window that if not for the curtains would give a good view of the garden, solid mahogany floors, a big entrance to what he can assume is an enormous bathroom but -
Your stuff is still here.
At least, he can assume it’s yours and that it’s been here the whole time. Kiyoomi’s not quite a pink slippers kind of guy. He doesn’t think his tall frame would fit the little robe thrown over the vanity chair. Old posters of American artists take up a far wall and the English lettering on them is stylized and a little hard to read. Artists that look like you and share varying skin tones, some hung up records mounted to compliment them on the wall. There’s a console there that he knows Kiyoomi doesn’t touch, video game memorabilia posted on a near table. Even as he gets closer he realizes the discarded guitar leaned against the loveseat has collected dust over time. Hell, some of your clothes are still sitting where you probably left them before what happened a solid three years ago.
Oh man. Atsumu sighs through his nose. This guy’s been more tortured than he thought.
Kiyoomi’s feather gentle as he lays you on the bed, careful to position your neck in a way that won’t leave a crook in it when you eventually wake up. He’s tender enough to make the faux blonde go shy. So ginger that he blushes seeing him tuck some of your hair behind your ear and shuffles a little when he stares at you a long moment before letting out a sigh. He gawks as Kiyoomi lowers himself beside you, careful of your legs as the bed dips.
No one knows what to say.
Which is surprising, because nine times out of ten Atsumu can’t shut the fuck up. “Wh…” He whisps.
Kiyoomi turns his head to wipe some of the tears out of his eyes. “I don’t…”
He clears his throat. “I don’t know what this is about. Why her director is fear mongering a law firm into taking her in…Why she’s affiliated with these people in the first place… or why she’s been hiding for so long-“
His voice breaks. He really doesn’t wanna start again, his eyes have gone raw. “I just… hope that she can explain it to me when she wakes up. So we can put all this behind us.”
“Do…” Atsumu pitters. “Do you want me to stick around until then? Maybe call in the-“
“No, no,” Kiyoomi runs a hand through his hair. “No. The drug won’t wear until sometime tomorrow morning. So, you’re free until then. Just… Just uh-“
He messily fishes in his jacket pocket till he’s pulling out a crumpled up piece of paper. “Go to this address and make it seem like she went out for groceries or something. It’ll give us some time before they start looking.”
Atsumu takes the slip and slides it in his pants. “Alright… You gonna be okay?”
Kiyoomi breathes in a watery sniffle before nodding surely. “I’m just gonna turn in for the night, I think.” It’s five. “I think I’ve… exhausted all of my resources for today. - A headache like this is only gonna get worse.”
Kiyoomi rests his head in his hand. “Yeah… uh- engage the security system before you lock the door on your way out.”
Atsumu backs into the doorway. “Sure thing.”
“Miya?”
“Yeah?”
Kiyoomi turns to tuck his legs behind yours. “Hit the lights, please.”
“Gotcha.”
The lights dim as Kiyoomi pulls you into his chest.
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I was super surprised when people were asking for a part two but I have delivert! Not completely sure if I’m acknowledging this plot as canon
Resolution
crime lord!Kiyoomi x reader
cw: mention of a toxic power dynamic, more lore about the reader (kind of), insinuating past thoughts of suicide,
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He’s bridging an inhale when he walks in, the smell of tea tree and coconut oil immediately turns his eyes glassy.
It smells like you. Overwhelmingly so, does it smell just as he remembered. To such a degree that it reopens those kindred wounds left by grief and desperation, and bleeds until his mind is all but soaked in thoughts of you again - until it’s all you again. Like where you’ve been. What’s this life you’ve cooked up without him? Why did you leave and take his heart with you? Kiyoomi doesn’t know whether to be furious or confused, so he splits the difference and settles for overwhelmed.
The apartment looks like something you’d like. Quaint little thing, but you’re all over it; and just that could make a shack feel like a bel air mansion. Little paintings and mounted instruments, framed posters that point him down the hall. Discarded house shoes sit haphazardly near the dinner table that are reminiscent of old habits. Like putting the honey where you can see it, leaving dishes in the drying rack, or leaving the bedroom door cracked whenever you’re not home.
The barrage of familiarity hits him like a freight train when he enters your bedroom.
It immediately turns him pink. Hot under the eyes carnation that stings as much as the reassurance soothes. If the front of the home were trace remnants of you then this is you all but laid out for him. To the wall paint to the decorative pieces, fairy lights that twinkle in your absence. It’s a reminder, all at once. That’s you’re alive, that you’re living, and that you’re still you; that you’re still his.
Kiyoomi takes a seat on the plush mattress and grabs one of your pillows. Suit jacket crinkling as he lifts it up to his nose and takes a big whiff - he ignores the fresh wet stains as he pulls it back for another look.
He’s holding the flowery little ball of cotton up to his chest when he hears the front door click open.
Those quiet footsteps make him furrow until there’s a voice accompanying it.
“Yeah, I’m fine. I just came straight home after the conference. I’m gonna make a protein shake and then barricade myself in my room.”
He’s immediately holding back a sob.
It’s you. God, it’s you. It’s you. “I’m fine! I’m-… I was just really frazzled yesterday and I spoke without thinking. I’m not a danger to myself.”
He hears the telltale sound of house keys clicking against glass tabling as you move for the kitchen. “Well, why did you even bother asking?”
You sigh and Kiyoomi can almost see the pout on your face. This has all gotten so surreal that he’s frozen in place. Staring at the door like a locked up cat and trying his best to maintain his composure. “Well, text me when you’re on your way. So I’ll know it’s you who’s at the door.”
“A’right,” You clink a few pieces of silverware. “Okay, see you then, Tooru-kun.”
Tooru-kun.
He shouldn’t feel so nauseated hearing another man’s name come out your mouth.
Your footsteps interchange as you pad through the apartment, amplify and lessen as you move from room to room. Your bare feet make dull thumps against the solid wood following the hallway - a door opens. You mumble something under your breath as you toe into a further room, and then exhale as you exit.
You’re walking toward your bedroom.
Kiyoomi’s breaths are shallow as you come nearer. He doesn’t dare to move a muscle.
You open the door.
You stare at each other.
You don't know when your room suddenly became so airless. You don't know when your apartment building lifted off its hedges and floated off into space, when the walls started moving, or when you stopped producing spit in your mouth. - You just know that everything is going too fast and then not at all. Your little sundress feels like string, your skin feels thin and papery, just seeing him in here has you throbbing like an open wound. Stinging. Your heart is beating into your chest so hard you can hear it in your ears. Your fingers twitch. You feel like you should be making a run for it but you’re welded into the ground. The pillow in his hands feels completely removed from the black hole that is him and that is turning your little safe haven into fragmented pieces. He’s looking at you and it's overbearing - already you feel like a pinched nerve. There’s nothing you can do to escape and just the thought of that makes you feel like your ribs are breaking.
He’s been crying.
He’s been crying so much that his skin looks pale, much in comparison to the deep raw spots that turn the bottoms of his eyes boysenberry. He’s lost a few noticeable pounds. There’s scabbing left on some of his knuckles but that’s not what’s new, it’s that he’s been clearly picking with them, out of some new nervous habit or just to feel the sting; but he’s clearly been disturbed in their time apart. Grieving and falling apart. He looks like a victim. You could say there’s some irony in that.
Kiyoomi’s eyebrows twitch. They furrow and then they’re neutral again. He’s in such an internal struggle to find an appropriate reaction that his face can barely keep up. But residentially he’s dumbstruck. Slowly stepping into motion as your strings pull taut and every bit by bit gets faster.
And more desperate.
He’s pulling you in his arms before he knows what to do with himself.
Your body goes limp as his arms cage around you. He’s hugging you like it’s the only thing that’ll keep you solid, and real, - and alive. Even when your heart jackrabbits he can only be thankful that it’s around to hear. He digs his nose in your hair and breathes it in till his lungs ache. Your stray hairs catch softly on his lips as he cranes his head to scatter desperate kisses on anything they can land on. You’re here. In his arms again and warm with blood and beating arteries. He can feel your chest expand every time you inhale, hear your breaths when you blow them out of your nose. You’re real. You’re real. And you’re all his again. In his arms where you belong and he’s gonna do everything in his power to keep that true.
Kiyoomi’s voice is cushioned by the top of your scalp as he speaks, it smooths out the little warble in his words. “Oh god… Where have you been…”
“How could you do something like this to me? What…” He shutters. His tears are wetting your hair. “…I thought you were dead… I thought you were gone…”
You meekly push against his stomach when his hold starts to make it hard to breathe. “I love you so much… I love you so much… I love you. I love you. Please, god… Please… I couldn’t take it. I couldn’t-… I can’t go through that again. You can’t do this again, it’ll kill me. It’ll-“
Kiyoomi’s body heaves forward as he tries not to openly sob. He expands and then tightens all over again. He’s cradling you so desperately that it muses your hair out of place. He’s groveling.
“…I’ll do anything. Anything. Whatever it is… I just… Not this,” He sniffles. “Anything but this. - Anything but this. I’m not… I won’t make it a second time,”
Kiyoomi avows and your blood runs cold. “I won’t. I won’t. This won’t happen a second time. I’ll burn this whole fucking nation to the ground if I have to, do you hear me? I won’t lose you again.”
“K-… Kiyoomi…”
The sound of his name on your lips turns him spongy.
Kiyoomi hiccups into your hair. “Fuck…Fuck..!”
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You haven’t slept like this in a while.
If there’s one good thing about his poisons it’s that the residual effects don’t linger. You’ve kept your tolerance to the nausea thankfully enough. Vertigo that the sedative induces only happens in split second intervals, it’s only a few blinks till it’s gone. And all that’s left to deal with is the muscular lethargy, temporary at least, but it feels like you’re being weighed down by bell bars. You’ve always hated waking up like this.
You raise on your elbow to push the stray hairs out of your face, he’s already sitting you a cup of coffee on the bedside table.
You lay again on your back with a long sigh. Everything’s still the same. Same light vanilla smell, cologne on the blankets, same plush fabric - so preserved it feels new. You’d almost say he was the same Kiyoomi, if not for the new bags under his eyes.
You count his tousled curls in the ceiling mirror as he sits on the bed beside you. His palms are hot to the touch as he rests one on your naked leg.
His thumb draw’s circles. “Explain.”
You blow out a quiet sigh. You haven’t had to tell this old story in a few years. You hope you still remember the fine details.
“…Gesethame scouts used an emp to disengage my tracker while I was walking around the venue. I didn’t even notice until I heard the car blow up.”
Kiyoomi nods. “Why didn’t you come back to me when the smoke cleared?”
Not like any of this was entirely willing. “They were already waiting for me when I caught my bearings. My director was already there.”
“She…” You swallow. “She never knew that the two of us were… together. And when she found out she immediately disapproved. She said that I had wasted the freedom she gave me. Threw back in her face… So, she gave me two choices,”
Kiyoomi stares into his coffee cup. “Resume my position as a scout and renew my elite status. I'd be working the same contracts under my old alias, she’d still be my director, we’d pretend to like none of this happened,”
“Or, I gamble. I make myself useful and try for power, maybe become an asset. She’ll let me have that freedom if it’s on a leash.”
“But- And this is a big but,” You breathe. “If she ever thinks that I’m living my life and using my borrowed freedom in a way that she deems is insufficient, she takes it back and I have no choices. I work for her, I don’t complain, I don’t so much as wipe my ass without her saying so.”
“So you chose politics?” Kiyoomi furrows.
“I stumbled upon it. Before you and I met I was friends with this guy whose father was a big part of national access. When I popped up in the same neighborhood again he sought me out. He said that the local government was looking for new perspectives, that his dad could get me in. That my “worldliness” qualified as experience,”
“It wasn’t hard to get in. Even if I wasn’t seasoned.” You close your eyes. “His dad guards the prime minister.”
You can almost hear Kiyoomi start to clench his teeth.
“I was graded in the upper house, so I’m probably in their system. I suppose that’s how you found my address.”
“Your director’s blackmailing those people, you know. Those same people used to work for me.”
That ties a little knot in your throat. “Huh.”
Kiyoomi takes in a wide breath through his nose and blows it out slowly. His broad back makes shadows in the morning light from where you’re laying, thin cotton turning eggshell in the sun rays. He slept in his clothes from yesterday, you notice. Kiyoomi doesn’t usually touch the furniture before jumping into a hot shower, you know he gets itchy if he’s in the same thing for too long. - But telling by his dark eyes and pale cheeks, slow movements that stutter as they rise; you can tell he’s tired. That he’s been tired, and that these last few years have been torture for him.
You hate how much seeing him like this makes your heart ache. You hate that in the time that you’ve been gone you’ve missed him dearly.
He shakes his head. “I could’ve saved you. You could’ve come to me, I wouldn’t have let her touch you.”
“You don’t know my director.” You whisper. “You don’t know what she’d do just to get the things she’s owed. I wouldn’t have wanted you to get hurt in the process.”
And even though you’re buttering him up you mean it to a large extent. Long gone are the days you wanted him bleeding, dead, or worse. Long is the time you’ve spent reflecting on your time with him, on your feelings for him, on your feelings for the whole situation in general. You wanted a choice. It’s what you’ve always wanted. And you can’t be blamed for getting out of one inescapable situation into another, and then resenting that. But Kiyoomi at the very least had your best interests at heart. Loved you and meant it when he said he did. Never hurt you, never intentionally put you in harm’s way. Sure, he took away your autonomy. But it’s better to be owned and cared for than to be used up until you’re no more.
He promised that he couldn’t live without you. Gave you his heart and trusted that you’ll keep it within reach. In the time you’ve been gone you can see that he’s neither lived nor loved. There's reassurance in that.
The bed mumbles as you lift yourself off your back, the mattress gives under your knees. You watch him goosebump as you crawl toward him, and melt completely when your arms wrap around his waist.
“I’m sorry.” You murmur against his back. “You don’t deserve what grief has done to you.”
Kiyoomi feels hot behind the eyes.
“I missed you so much I wanted to die.” He holds his hand over yours. “I considered it a lot. Just leaving and being with you.”
You coax his fingers into yours.
“I never got rid of your name.” You whisper. “It was a bitch to get it expunged from my records but it’s still on my license. I still called myself a Sakusa.”
You press a warm kiss to his shoulder. “I’m still your wife.”
He feels like he’s dreaming.
———
Tooru furrows at his phone.
Cutie pie: btw i just got It Takes Two on digital! im gonna set everything up for when u get here so we can play!
Tooru: How fun!! Can’t wait to be bad at it!
Tooru: hi:) open up! i will literally scream if this dinner gets cold
Tooru: Yellow? I’m here!!!
Tooru: Cutie?
He spams the doorbell a fifth time. Where the hell are you?
Tooru takes a long thoughtful moment to stare at your front door before he’s placing the bag of Onigiri and his feet. And for a split second he debates if his concern is worth coming off like a pervert. But he decides to squint in your peephole anyway. Lowering his neck as he cups his hands over the little glass, he sees nothing but the beginnings of your living room and the faint glow of your hallway light. He pulls away with a grimace. He knows your roommate won’t be home for the next six or so hours, and that the last time you two spoke you were settling yourself at home after that procedure conference. He ducks for the bag again. Maybe you have your headphones on?
Tooru pulls the backup key out of a bush of thistle on his way up.
The apartment is silent when he opens the door, soundless as he slides his shoes off. Not even the hum of a running heating unit can be heard as he walks further in, which is odd, because despite the way you carry yourself - You always make sure to keep the apartment toasty in these early winter months. You wore a sundress today. Complained that you were cold and then rolled your eyes when Tooru called you stupid for dressing like it’s May. But he gave you his jacket anyway. He glances at the coat rack. It’s not there.
Did you leave? “Sunshine?”
No response.
He furrows.
It’s not like you to just ditch him without saying anything. Maybe you assumed he’d come in anyway? You still wouldn’t leave without saying anything. Your house shoes are still half flipped over under the dining table, hallway lights set dim in the hallway. He knows you were here recently but, wouldn’t he have passed by you at some point?
Tooru gets to your door and twists the handle, it opens with a neat click.
“Pretty? Are you in the bathroom?” He sets the bag on your bed. The bathroom door is slightly open but he doesn’t see any shadows moving. Something about this doesn’t feel right.
He takes a deep breath in through his nose. You wouldn’t do anything stupid to yourself, would you? No. No, that shouldn’t be his first thought. He knows you’ve been all wound up since this whole thing with your old boss and the Sakusa corporation. That you’ve been jumpy and nervous and saying things out of fear, but he doesn’t think you’ll hurt yourself. He trusts you when you say you were only speaking without thinking.
But even still he pushes the bathroom door open without so much as knocking. “_____?”
Not in here.
He peers at your box of hair care products and finds that none of them have even been touched yet. The floor is still dry, the tub hasn’t been touched, the lotion is still where you keep it. Not even a hair tie has been left out of place. He knows you’ve been here? He heard you walk through the door. What, did you walk in and walk right back out?
Tooru trots through your bedroom down to your roommates. He knows that he should at least knock before barging into someone else’s room but he’s currently trying to talk himself out of a crisis. I mean, there’s no reason to panic. You probably forgot something and went out to get it again. Probably thought you’d be back before he got here. Come to think of it, he didn’t even check to see if your shoes were in the genkan.
He exhales. Not in here either.
His eyes catch something before he backs out of the room.
“She didn’t…?” There’s a PlayStation unplugged and sitting on the counter.
He jogs to your bedroom to gather his phone, already pushing your contact and pressing the phone to his head before it can even ring.
The dial tone bristles for a complete minute.
“03-3715-4893 is not available to take your call. Please leave a message after the tone.”
Tooru kisses his teeth and tries again.
“03-3715-4893 is not available to take your call. Please leave a message after the tone.”
Again.
“03-3715-4893 is not available to take your call. Please leave a message after the tone.”
And again.
“03-3715-4893 is not available to take your call. Please leave a message after the tone.”
“What the fuck?”
His fingers messily fumble against his phone as the dial tone rings over the speaker. All but swallowed by the silence of the apartment, the empty air, and your pastel walls. He doesn’t know what’s gotten louder at this point, his breaths or his heart. He just hopes to god that this cold sweat is for nothing, and that he’s panicking over something small.
You probably left to go to the store.
You’re probably in the parking lot.
You’re probably already making your way up the stairs.
Tooru: Where are you? I’m seriously getting worried
Tooru: Did you go to the store or something? Wherethe hell are you?
The texts are sent with a silent vibration. He’s speaking into the room as it delivers.
“_____, sweetheart, it’s Tooru. Where are you?” He paces around the room. “I texted you almost… an hour ago and said I was here. Did you go out again? I see that you didn’t plug up the PlayStation like you said and I’m worried something might’ve happened. Is your phone dead or something? If you’re not here by seven I’m gonna start looking for you.”
Tooru sighs a little exasperatedly. “Just text me and tell me you’re okay if nothing else. I won’t be mad if you-“
Tooru’s eyes catch something on the bed.
He pauses as he inches towards it, bristles and stiffens like a frightened cat. His eyes scour it like it’s something else, like it should be something else. Traces the zipper, the writing on the sleeve. Pale whites and water blues that are still haughty in the falling sun, still unshrouded by dusk but the more he looks over it the more he feels crowded in a casted shadow.
It has to be something else.
He moves the bag of Onigiri aside and blanches.
It’s his jacket.
He nearly jumps when his phone vibrates in his hand.
Cutie pie: I went to the market! Can we hang out another time maybe?
Tooru: Who the hell is this?
The texting bubble shakes.
And then it stops.
“You can no longer direct message this contact.”
Tooru feels his heart sink.
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Lemon sugar soap and airy high notes, your buoyant little song is cut in two the moment you see it in your living room.
The moment you see him in your living room.
Your face immediately drops. Freezes and then lours in broadening terror, until fright is stained across your face. Tears welling as you step back - you’re more exposed in your pajamas shirt than you ever were in those skimpy little getups they make you wear.
Because he’s not supposed to be here. He’s not supposed to cross that straight little line you’ve drawn. All the effort - the horrible things you’ve done to make sure those two sides never touched. Making yourself invulnerable, untouchable, non-existent. Breaking your back to make yourself as elusive as possible, and now he, Sakusa Kiyoomi, the most feared man in all of Asia is sitting in your living room.
He’s sitting in your living room.
You don’t even try to care about how utterly devastated you look, tears already running hot down your cheeks. He just threw all of that hard work in your face. Your peace of mind in your face. He’s not supposed to be there. He’s not supposed to be here. This is your safety. This is your everything.
Fresh flurries of earlier shower aroma whiff into the empty air of your living room as he stares at you from the couch, little hearts curling into the air and drifting in his direction. You smell like bundt cake.
Sakusa clears his throat as the tendons in his jaw flex, trying and somewhat failing to keep his body language as confident as possible. “I’d like to-“
“What the fuck are you doing here?”
The way your voice trembles only sets jagged edges onto the way you address him. “You’re not…” You shake your head. “You’re not supposed to be here-“
He raises his hands in an attempt to placate you. “I know. I’m sorry-“
“How did you find my address…?” Or get past your motion sensors. Lay a hand on the door knob without your blink camera alerting you, or break into your home without your dog so much as barking. “How long have you-“
Your eyes flicker to the aforementioned dog, who’s lackadaisical amble speeds to a giddy trot at the sight of the intruder. Tail waving contentedly as he raises his two front paws to perch them on Sakusa’s lap, and turning your world upside down as the grief in your stomach tightens.
Sakusa rubs distractedly along his floppy ears. “A while.”
He has the decency to look guilty about it at the very least. A little stiffened in his slouch as the apples of his cheeks turn a soft flowery. He’s in his usual two piece suit he wears during work hours. Save for the jacket thrown over the bridge of your couch, and the few relaxed buttons on his crisp button up; few enough to turn his collar loose.
“There’s a better way to do this. I know that.” Sakusa claps his hands in his lap. “But I knew this was the only way to get you alone.”
Your feet brush against the edge of the carpet as you slowly retreat - like a frightened rabbit. “What are you-“
“I’m not gonna hurt you.”
But even still you lock up as he stands, long legged strides now moving in your ever shrinking direction. All the more smaller when he’s tall enough to touch the ceiling with his arms bent. Fit from youth and exercise, veins in his hands and scabs on his knuckles. You don’t even realize through your terror that he’s only in his socks, padding your wooden floors in an effort to show you the respect that you deserve.
You notice his cheeks are actually a thin rouge now that he’s close enough. It softens the perpetual scowl oftenly carved into his face. “I’d… like to offer you a proposition.”
Sakusa tries to keep his composure at a glance of those misty doe eyes. You’re breaking his heart by looking so frightened. “I know how miserable you are working as a scout, and how much you despise being involved with those people - or even this business altogether,”
He surmised at first. It’s hard to imagine a pretty thing like you being treated kindly by an ugly trade like this. Short bruises on you that are close to healing nearly every time he sees them, but it’s a given that they’re renewed in his absence. The cold stare of your mask. Frigid and resentful the way you avoid the eyes of your employers the few times he’s seen you with it off. You’re young and beautiful, wilted and wounded on the inside as is everyone else with an early start to this profession. It’s only common sense that you’d be unhappy.
But then the Azure Dragon contract happened. And your reputation of being clinical and concise was disrupted by a slaughter that would even make a man like him a little queasy. - He had heard there was some bad blood between their leader and the people at your organization. Something buried in the past, but as all disputes with your employer's enterprise it was kept secret with that trademark air of taboo wafting around it. He was there when you were informed of the contract, he could see it in your body language. Locked up and afflicted, so much ire in the air that he could all but taste it. On watching you step out of the room, the first thought that crossed his mind was:
“It was a mistake to send her.”
“Hm?” Your handler lifts her head from the string of documents laid out on her desk.
Sakusa’s eyebrows cinch as he points his gaze toward the door. “Why not send a more… unkempt scout? She doesn’t seem right for a role like that.”
And although obscured by a mask, the look of quiet contempt on her face is visible in her tone. “All my scouts are killers, Sakusa-san. Especially in my elite class.”
“Yeah, but-“ But he stops there. There’s no way to make a gut feeling seem like an appropriate rebuttal.
Though still, She seems intent on making sure he leaves with little to no peace of mind. “She’s the one who asked for it, if that makes you feel any better. The women in our lineup very seldom leave their business unfinished.”
At hearing that, that piquant taste of ire sours to a pungent note of despair.
He wasn’t surprised when news came that the clan had fallen. After a few days of radio silence, Seiko Akie’s head was found perched on a spike, the word “COWARD” etched into the skin on his forehead.
What an ugly path to take. He thought. For you it was. For the goodness that still radiated off of you, for all the times he’s seen you hesitate at the sight of depravity, for your integrity. For anyone keen enough to look between the lines it’d be written all over you ~ that you had your limits, and even the few you’d crossed would fall further of the butchering that took place during that contract. You were being corrupted. What little good in him only shone through seeing the surplus of genuinity you had in you and if that was gone…
If that was gone…
He’s not going to let that happen. “I wanna give you a way out of it. All of it. I could make it disappear.”
“…What…?”
Sakusa’s gentle as he gathers your palms in his, tender over soft silken skin, unroughened even through your years of work. He holds you like you’re jewelry. Treasure sparkling in his grasp as he looks down at you with the kind of adoration you could only sing about. “I’ll buy out your licensing and have my lawyers write out an order that would make you completely inaccessible to them. I could even get your name wiped from their record just to be extra thorough about it-“
“What? W-Why?” Your tears still fall down the tops of your cheeks. “Why would you… do that for me…?”
He swallows hard. It’s strange to see a man like him look so meekend. “Because it would be right. Because that’s what you want, and it would be best for you.”
You stare at him a watery moment.
And then soberly, so removed from your current devastation that you almost sound like a different person. Wrought with the kind of baseline aprehensity that should come from a seasoned business woman, at least in this line of work.
You ask: “What do you want for it?”
He inhales deeply.
And he promises, swears on his life and the lives of all who he has ever cherished - that this’ll be the first and the very last time he’ll ever disappoint you.
He answers: “I want you to marry me.”
He answers: “I want you to marry me.”
He answers: “I want you to marry me.”
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Crime Au!Sakusa Kiyoomi x fem!Reader
short drabble because I’ve been on a mini crime au brainrot
cw: fluff. minor character death, misogyny (not by Kiyoomi) references to a criminal organization, a little gore, a lot of Kiyoomi being whipped beyond comprehension
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You just showed up one day.
Granted, the boss’s behavior had been a little weird for a while. Less picky about the little things, less prone to administering punishment over something small. He’d take his lunch breaks out of his office now more often than not, which in itself was its own brand of odd. But coming back an hour later with his hair disheveled and his cuffs tucked up his sleeve, a few odd bruises hidden on his collarbone; that was just uncanny. Nobody could really comprehend a mean stickler like him getting a girlfriend.
But then one day, Atsumu trudging himself to his boss’s office with a sigh - Eyebrows already cinched by the stress that should come at telling his less than congenial boss that his team has been crunching the numbers, and it looks like they might be dealing with a mole. Already out of patience for the lecture he’s about to suffer through, before going through the wearisome task of rounding up all the workers, and then sitting through the world’s most boring execution. He can already hear Kiyoomi’s irritated sigh. And if this were any regular job he just might say he's been due some vacation time.
Atsumu runs an exasperated hand through his blonde hair. “Aye boss, you-“
There’s a girl sitting on his lap.
A pretty thing too. Soft pretty doe eyes, softer satin skin, cute little dress that rides up your thighs as you sit on his boss’s lap and fuck if you don’t look squeezable. Just getting a glance at you from his spot at the door has him turning pink. He barely even realizes he’s staring. - Where the fuck did he pick you up from?
“Uh… Sorry,” Atsumu clears his throat. “I can come back later if yer busy.”
You tilt your head as the hand comfied on your back scoots lower with a quiet hiss, Kiyoomi makes an effort to keep you comfortable by hooking his hand over your hip. “It’s fine. What’s the issue?”
Atsumu’s stare flickers between you both. “The-… Adrian and the boys downstairs have been summin’ up our contract to success ratio over the past couple months and uh, it looks like we might be dealin’ with a mole.”
Kiyoomi expectedly doesn’t look very pleased at something like that but it’s a far cry from his usual scowl and tirade combo. More of a… frustrated grimace? Annoyed more than anything else. “Do they have any idea who it could be?”
“We got it down to Sugar, Ayame, Ren, and Susumu. Since they’ve been the only ones who can’t be accounted for durin’ some bumps in the day.”
Kiyoomi nods slowly. “Okay…”
Atsumu watches you lean for one of the luxury pens in his pencil holder. Last time he reached for one those the bastard flicked him hard on the knuckles. But you study the carefully cashmered casing without so much as glancing up for a response.
Kiyoomi pulls at the bottom of it until the cap releases with a small click, reaching for a notepad on his desk to jot down a few quick numbers. “Yeah, okay… Kill them all then.”
“Wha- You sure?”
“Let’s not risk it.” He says. Like it always could have been that easy. “We’ll send a few flowers to their families, say they died on a contract. If the mole’s people are smart they’ll know it’s a lie. Then it’s up to them to make their move.”
Wha- So this guy can pick and choose when to be difficult?! “O.K.! I’ll get that handled for ya then.”
“Lock the door on your way out.”
He bows as he turns for the door again, twisting the lock before closing it carefully.
And then he’s blowing out a disbelieving raspberry.
It doesn’t take a rocket scientist to figure out this guy is head over heels for whoever the hell this chick is. Kiyoomi’s not exactly a sociable guy, or a… particularly affable guy either, so seeing him start to go so out of his way to make sure someone’s happy feels like stepping into the twilight zone. He hasn’t completely changed, don’t get him wrong. Just cause he’s laying down a path of roses for his sweetheart doesn’t mean the bed of eggshells the rest of the guys have to stumble on gets any less sharper. The guy started enforcing a whole rule against loud sudden noises just cause they startle his princess whenever you drop by. No fights - at least, not without the threat of mutilation should they start one when you’re around. No overtly coarse language, no gun play near his office, if you gotta kill a package do it where you won’t hear it scream, and under no - No circumstances do you touch or even stare too long at the missus.
“Or what?” Kaio snorts. “With all the bullshit he’s making us do for this chick, I could at least expect some eye service?”
Atsumu scoffs as Hinata winces. “Yeahh… You probably shouldn’t say something like that out loud.”
Kaio snorts. “Why? Cause she’ll hear? She walks around in those skimpy little dresses and I can’t even look? Feels like a buncha work with no pay off. Least tell us where you found the slut. Whatever she’s got has to be pretty fuckin’ good if he’s already this whipped.”
Atsumu glances at Bokuto who snorts into his coffee cup. Reacting more to the way his coworker wearily shakes his head than the guy talking himself into an early grave.
He licks his lips before commenting. “You’re pretty stupid, Katsuro.”
“Says the guy who shot himself in the ass playing poker. Twice.”
Kaio grimaces before sitting back in his seat, looking on at his fellow high ranking coworkers as they avoid his place in the room. “What? Am I wrong? The broad’s turned this place into a daycare center. First no yelling, then no fighting - hell, give it a few months and she’ll tell the bastard that we can’t kill anymore-“
Click!
The cold metal against the back of his head sends shivers down his spine.
Kiyoomi affirms flatly. “She wouldn’t do that. ‘Wouldn’t be able to keep business booming like it is.”
“B-Boss-“
“The pay off is that by doing what I say, you get to live another day. A worthless piece of shit like you can comprehend something like that, right?”
“Ye-Yes, sir.” Kaio swallows. “Look I didn’t mean anything by-“
Kiyoomi presses the barrel a little firmer against his head, enough to make him flinch. “Don’t go back on your word, Katsuro. You said what you said and you meant it. - At least, say you died for a reason.”
Atsumu has to cough into his shoulder to keep himself from outright laughing at the way Kaio all but turns blue. “Sakusa-san-“
“I shouldn’t have to say how dumb it was to speak out of your ass about my fiancé, especially on my soil. - Eating my food, and wearing my clothes, and breathing breaths that I gave you. The money in your pocket, the bed you sleep in at night, every fucking thing you have is because of me. Can you understand that?”
“Yes, of course, sir.”
“That makes you my property?”
“Y-Yes.”
Kiyoomi exhales out of his nose. Tall broad frame casting a shadow over the man as he all but towers behind him. “What do you suppose I do when my property - one of my things starts to behave defectively? I don’t need something that doesn’t work anymore, do I?”
“Please, Sakusa-san-“
“A gunshot makes a pretty loud noise,” Kiyoomi squares his feet. “Aren’t we lucky she didn’t show up today.”
“I’m-“
The barrage of blood stains Hinata’s suit jacket.
Kiyoomi scowls at the mess before him as he backs away from the sodden chair, brain matter already soaked into his button up and turning cold in the breeze of the AC. The waste of a good bullet makes him kiss his teeth, but blowing his cool like that makes him frown altogether. He’s been trying to work on his temper. If you were here, he knows you’d be disappointed, and he can’t afford to blow his top in front of you should something like this happen when you’re around.
He sighs as he flicks the safety with his thumb. Piece of shit like that wouldn’t know the word compromise if it blew his skull in. He opens his mouth to tell one of them to call for clean up.
Before Bokuto’s blowing out his eardrums. “Oh my god! You got engaged?!! Congratulations!!”
Kiyoomi freezes.
“…Thank you.”
“Hell yeah, Omi,” Atsumu reaches for his brandy. It’s 10am. “Congrats! Happy to see an old firecracker like you get tied down.”
“Shut up.”
“Oh! When’s the wedding?! Do you have a date or anything set yet?”
“I’m hoping this winter,” Kiyoomi exhales. “Spring at the latest but I’m not worried about expenses. Just what it’ll take to fly her family out this way.”
“Do any of them speak Japanese?” Atsumu asks.
Kiyoomi’s sighing again. “No.”
He narrows his eyes as his number two snorts.
Hinata clears his throat. “Does anybody have a towelette?”
“Uh - Yeah,” Kiyoomi bashfully reholsters his pistol. “Sorry about that.”
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heyyy!! do u think we can get some sort of drabble with crime!au kiyoomi and his fiancé?? i’d love to see how they interact ~~~~ :)))
You pick at a hangnail as dress shoed feet click before you.
You don’t lift your head as orchestral music muffles under the click of a shutting door. You don't even hear it. Too immersed in your own racing thoughts to hear anything outside of the rattling in your skull. It’s ironic how radiant you look in your wedding dress. So aglow you compliment the gemstones in your tiara. Because you feel so sick you could puke your guts out till your stomach lining tore. So high strung you haven’t slept since he parted with you the day before.
Your pupils scutter over nothing as you pick at the skin until it bleeds. Tear it off your nail until the elastic of your cuticle strips down to the root of your thumb, and feel it start to ail as the wound throbs. You barely notice. Rather, stay clueless to the sting in the midst of your silent daze.
But it’s short lived. Those familiar larger palms incase your hands in their loving grip, careful in their cradle. He’s flower petal gentle as he brings one of your hands toward himself and wraps your thumb in a thin bandage. And even in his crouched position beside the makeup chair does he almost see eye to eye with you, all 6’4 of him meagerly attempting to look as small as possible for a woman he has no intention of causing any more distress to.
His voice is balming, it always is when he addresses you. “What are you thinking about, angel?”
You silently furrow into his hands.
“I-I’m…”
“I don’t...” You shake your head. “I’m sorry. Everybody’s out there waiting for me and I-I’m-“
Kiyoomi cuts you off quietly. “Don’t even think about that. Today is about us. No one else.”
You frown.
“I’m… Kiyoomi… Out of all people…” And it’s a good thing this makeup is waterproof because you’re surely about to push it to its limit. “Why me? Why choose me?”
“Don’t ask me a question like that.”
“But why, Omi?” Your lip wobbles. “I-I’m not like you. I don’t think like you, I don’t have the same training that you do, o-or the strength to be able to handle a lifestyle like this. I’m not the wife of a kingpin. The only reason I’m here is because-“
Kiyoomi firmly shushes you as he stands to his feet. Too burly and too tall, blocking out the overhead lights till the raven tufts of curls on his scalp turn miscolored and fluorescent. Like always your eyes follow him in his movements, like always, he’s ginger as he pulls you in his grasp.
Your nose is mushed into the cotton of his button up, his lips are warm and definite as he presses them against your forehead. “I don’t care about titles or circumstance. I don’t care about any of those things...” Kiyoomi swallows. “I love you and I need you. If this lifestyle is what you’re worried about then I’ll do everything in my power to make sure you’re safe and taken care of.”
You sniffle against his dress shirt. Something like that should be comforting. Especially in the arms of your future husband - one half of a bonafide national empire, and you, soon to be its elegant latter halve. Saying you fear your safety may have been a little asinine to say. In this past year and a half, you haven't so much as gotten a splinter without being assured that whatever half-cocked piece of wood that wronged you would wind up making soot prints in some landfill. You could throw a rock and hit a corpse before it even got the chance to berate you. Saying something like that will only encourage him more. An excuse to distance you from your public freedoms, and hire men that all but follow you around and chew your food for you. And even though it’s pig shit to deal with, it's already habitual. It gives you room to keep your fears to a one man minimum. But with that being said,
Kiyoomi skims his nose down the bridge of yours till his breath is kissing fever spots on your Cupid’s bow. Shivery puffs of desperate air, overwhelmed in his distance. He pinkens like a schoolboy when he’s too close for too long. Amps himself up just to trill at the high he gets from being this near - but not near enough to taste the bliss that’s your candied lips. He loves you. - He loves you. He loves you. So much it makes him shudder. Even in the short time he’s had his hands on you his palms have gone sweaty. Making hotspots on your cheekbones as he thumbs your stray tears aside.
“I know we’re not the most… conventional couple,” Quasi-post-Stockholm syndrome? “How hard things were for you in the beginning, and how much it took for us to get here. I wish I could’ve done this the right way. - You deserve that much.”
“But I love you so much it makes me sick. It’s the only thing that keeps me breathing.”
You lean into his hands as he scoots away to get a good look at you. His lovesick eyes turn the whites of yours a stinging scarlet, and you hate that seeing him get choked up cuts you so deeply.
But he only ever really cries in front of you anyway. A man this neck deep in generational human trafficking, drug trading, arms dealing, and like a million other equally awful things, should have his fair moments to excuse himself for a quiet weep. “Kiyoomi…”
“I’m sorry,” He leans in for a watery kiss. “I’m sorry. Weakness is the last thing we need from me right now.”
You guide his head against yours, and share the weight with a linchpin. It’s so recurrent that it’s earnest when you console him. “Wellness is, baby. This is about the both of us.”
“I… already don’t know what my life would be like without you. I never think about it. Every day it’s you and when are you gonna be home. - Are you gonna come back to me in one piece? Will you still be you and will you love me the same? What would I do alone in that big house?”
You mirror his thumb as you sweep away his tears. “What would I do if I didn’t have you anymore?”
The way Kiyoomi melts into your grasp is like the anodyne of a baby bird, crooning as you assague him. There’s nothing on this earth that could give him the comfort you do, and the realization of that feels brand new every time.
It’s a fresh wound. Accustomed to your chains to the extent that each chafe feels like a kiss. Metal burrowing in torrid welts, but the key’s a stipulation. Only freed by requisition.
“It’s not about safety… if anything happens to us. I’d rather it be me.” You whisper. “If not to know you’ll keep living, my peace would be in finally resting. Not wondering. Not worrying.”
“Regardless of our unconventionality,” You kiss him. “I love you.”
“Regardless of our unconventionality,” You kiss him. “I love you.”
“Regardless of our unconventionality,” You kiss him. “I love you.”
“Regardless of our unconventionality,” You kiss him. “I love you.”
It’s a fresh wound. Accustomed to your chains to the extent that each chafe feels like a kiss. Metal burrowing in torrid welts, but the key’s a stipulation. Only freed by requisition.
“It’s not about safety… if anything happens to us. I’d rather it be me.” You whisper. “If not to know you’ll keep living, my peace would be in finally resting. Not wondering. Not worrying.”
“Regardless of our unconventionality,” You kiss him. “I love you.”
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Oh I'm fascinated with crime lord omi now (also just noticed tsumu's hat gfhgjvhchnb)
I love crime lord!Kiyoomi because he’s the very definition of lovesick. He’d give you anything and everything you’ve ever wanted. Money, jewelry, lavish gifts, it’s the least he can do to thank you for being his and being in his life. He truly believes that this world is yours and all who inhabit it should feel thankful that you allow them to borrow the space they take up. He loves you. Adores you. Worships you. And he’d break his back just to make you happy. He’d give you anything.
Just don’t leave him.
It’s insinuated that the way the two of you got together wasn’t exactly…traditional. But the way he’s treated you since, it’s hard to hate him or fear him in anyway. Everything he does is sincere and so genuinely loving, and seeing a mean stickler like him all but turn gooey when you pass his eyes is pretty flattering. He’s been patient to a fault and he’s lucid enough to understand that you’d be “unsettled” for the first chunk of the relationship. Not that he cares enough to let you have your say in being with him or not, but anything outside of that he’ll give you and then some. It’s only natural that you’re eventually eating out of his palm. And it doesn’t hurt that he’s as handsome as he is. The drabble doesn’t necessarily say it outright but if anything were to happen to you - anything. He has no idea who he’ll become. Just that he’ll be wrathful and ruthless. Nobody lays a hand on his sweet angel.
Also thank you alsosksooslssllaos
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kiwanopie · 1 year
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reader in the crime lord kiyoomi au who's kinda like csm's kobeni
she can get twitchy (minus the bawling) when she gets a front seat of "business" but...BUT...
when the situation calls, she can brandish out a knife and kill if she needs to
then switches back to neurotic once it's over but she doesnt have to worry. kiyoomi is there btw
He knew you were a scout, knew you had the reputation to back it up.
But he thought you just were hard to catch.
“We had a deal.”
Kiyoomi crosses his arms from where he’s standing at the head of his office, back perched against the ledge of his desk as his former associate stands opposed before him - along with his fleet.
He should be scared. He is scared. A man of Ichiro’s stature, with a reputation like his. A fleet of six men that produce a mountain of bodies collectively, the unbeatables. Men like him who promise pain and suffering in the wake of death, now double-crossing him with the intentions of taking everything he has or to die trying. To be on the wrong side of this man is to be marked for death - or worse. His hands are in charged fists resting at his sides, with the full intent of using them. And whatever fate is meant for Kiyoomi and his men, has been so promised to be worse than death.
He’s petrified. But he’s more proud than to show it, vexed then to show it. And his expression twists sourly as he stares at the man smirking before him.
“And I did what you wanted, didn’t I?” Ichiro shrugs. “I helped you get your money, you helped me get my guys out of the pen.”
“Then what’s the big fuckin’ show about?” Atsumu scoffs beside him.
Ichiro glances at the young woman perched securely behind Kiyoomi’s desk, hair curled and pretty as you look upon the crowd with curious alarm. Pretty fucking thing puts the cherry on top of all the cushy shit this tall bastard’s got. Riches and power, control over the most valuable assets in Japan and now this pretty fucking dame? It’s been too long he’s spent looking at this mean mugging bastard and seeing him have all the things that he wants - all the things that should belong to him. And now that he’s got his boys?
Kiyoomi’s scowl deepens when he follows the man’s gaze, as if some ugly freak should have the audacity to stare at his angel like that.
He plants his hands on his desk, leaning forward a bit as if it’ll make him bigger.
“You’re making a big fucking mistake.”
Ichiro snorts. “You think you can scare me? There’s not a single ounce of me that doesn’t see you as the conniving little mouse you are.”
Kiyoomi doesn’t flinch when he inches forward, barely reacts when his men reach for their guns.
“I’m gonna take what belongs to me.”
“You’re gonna come up empty handed.” Kiyoomi replies firmly. Something clicks behind him, one of his men mumbles something under their breath, but whatever should come his way is sullied by something that remains sure.
“I have contingencies.” It won’t save him but it’s the truth. “You kill me and you lose any chance at getting what you want.”
“Then I won’t kill you.” Ichiro shrugs. “There’s worse things I could do anyway.”
“Oh, I bet. That’s why I’m not worried.”
Kiyoomi huffs as he leans into his desk, eyes gazing lowly at Ichiro from where he stands above him. There’s a snark in his grimace, a smugness that pinkens the morale of the men who surround him. He keeps his face in his truths and puffs out his chest a little. - Even as his number two glances at him like he knows it’s hollow.
“Because a meathead like you could never fit in a position like this.” He crosses his arms again. “You’re not careful, you can’t manage deals. You think all of your problems can be solved with brute force.”
Ichiro scowls as he continues. “You wanna know how I got as far as I have? Why I have all the things you think belong to you? Because I’m not just some sadistic freak, I’m a businessman. I know how to carry a conversation, I know how to follow basic fucking directions. I would’ve at least had the two cents to make my foe an ally before double crossing him. - But you’re a stranger.”
“You’re a pig that shit his way into my office, too focused on the smell of his own ass to realize he’s like every other hog who thinks he’s special,”
“You’re filth.” Kiyoomi shakes his head. “And you’re out of your fucking mind if you think anyone’s gonna see you as anything else besides that.“
Ichiro glares blankly at Kiyoomi as the room falls into a tense silence. There’s a taut pull in the air that becomes ear popping as the feelings linger. Every man in this office has become so fraught with alarm that they’ve all frozen in place, breaths now so shallowed that they’ve become restricted. Everyone’s waiting on the other to make the first move, and with Ichiro so locked up like he is, Kiyoomi can’t make heads or tails of who it’s gonna be.
Maybe that’s the point.
Because Ichiro’s arm comes up so fast that Kiyoomi barely sees him do it. Distended veins stress as he distributes the weight into the single arm, and steps forward like he’s putting his all into it.
Ichiro is known for being strong, he’s known for being the bull of underground Japan. They say there’s nothing he hasn’t put a hole in by now, nothing his fists can’t chew through like construction paper. It’s why he never gets caught, you’d be out of your fucking mind to stop a wrecking ball like that with your bare hands.
Which is why Kiyoomi’s surprised when he’s not immediately grated into ground beef when the punch lands, when it never lands. - Closing his eyes at that hard gust of wind that follows after a loud crack! So forceful that it rushes into his nose and takes his breath away.
When his eyes flutter open he’s nearly so taken aback that he gasps. His arms unfold and he’s suddenly placing all of his weight on his feet.
Your arms are bruised already, from the ridges of your wrist to the low of your elbow. Crossed arms blocked in a shielded maneuver that reflects the soft lights of his office. You stopped his punch. All but materialized in front of him and stopped The Bull’s punch. Not even Bokuto had the means to do something like that.
And from the looks of it everyone’s too shocked by it to do anything, even Ichiro freezes in place.
Your face scrunches somewhat painfully as you look upon his offender, eyes still lit in evening light as you keep your arms held securely in front of you.
Kiyoomi opens his mouth and then closes it again, leans forward to reach for you as he gathers himself in awe.
And then freezes when Ichiro starts to move again.
He’s quick. “..You think you can-“
You’re quicker.
The sound of his fingers breaking is less alarming than the sound of meat tearing, than the look on his face when he hunches and his knife - Kiyoomi’s knife that you must have swiped from his desk without him knowing - is keeping him from doubling forward. His blood stains the carpet.
Your expression remains unchanged as his eyes well up with tears. You're an unstoppable force as you raise the other hand up high and his coughed out plea comes out gurgled.
It takes one swipe to have him pouring out before you.
There’s a bubbled out giggle of disbelief that Atsumu doesn’t even notice he’s let out as his blood stains the office floors. Flesh and meat fall with a hiss as it lands on the carpet and he’s gone like he never existed.
Kiyoomi chokes out bewilderedly. “Wha-… Baby-“
One of his men charges forward.
He barely even gets the chance to step forward when the sharp sound of a moving blade cuts through the room. You’re so fast that he barely sees you touch him. But he knows you have when he stops in place.
He stumbles back from the lack of air as the members of his fleet look on in muted horror, reaches for his neck and panics when his fingers come back wet. I mean he knows you’re fast, everyone does. It’s half the reason you made elite quotas. That’s not surprising.
No, the surprise comes - and what he assumes is the other half of what graduated you to elite status - is when he finally falls to his knees. Blood pooling as he gushes and steaming in the conditioned air.
You all but decapitated him.
Kiyoomi takes a few disbelieving steps back as Atsumu literally gasps this time, smiling with his mouth open like an excited fanboy as you look upon the dying man with indifference - and watches his body limply drop to the ground.
The five opposing men freeze in place as his body meets the same fate as their leader.
You’re soft as cotton when you look up at Kiyoomi. “Are you okay?”
He blows a raspberry.
“Am I-… Angel you-… Your arms,” Kiyoomi worriedly reaches for you. “Oh my god, your arms. Let me see. How much do they hurt-“
Atsumu kisses his teeth at the five shaken men now standing still at the door. “Does anyone else wanna die?”
He glances at his boss, currently fitted into the role of a worried husband in front of all these dangerous men. This guy really doesn’t have any shame.
“Any of you idiots still ready to go against us step forward.” He scowls. “You see what happens!”
No one speaks up.
“Then get the fuck outta here!”
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your lord crime kiyoomi is something i didn’t know i needed. thanks for writing him sooooo well, he’s v complicated and i love that. now i can’t stop thinking… what if reader loses the baby? he’s so excited and happy that he’s gonna be a father, do you think he’d blame the reader or resent her a bit?
The word “you” next to the word “resentment” isn’t even a sentence he can formulate in his head.
Writing a miscarriage isn’t something I’m well equipped enough to write with the kind of weight it deserves but I can tell you right now that if the reader miscarried he’d be stuck to you like white on rice. You think he hovers now? Watching the woman he loves suffer through something so traumatic and hollowing would be enough to truly make him break off into his obsessive and overprotective tendencies. Because he loved that baby, and the idea of being a father; and as much as he wants to mourn, you’re here and you’re real. There’d be no baby without you - There’d be no him without you. And seeing you suffer through something like that, saying it would break his heart wouldn’t even cut it.
So, expectedly he helicopters. Insists you accompany him more often on his work days, overcrowds you with his men whenever you travel, invites the home doctor over at so much as a sniffle. - Grief counseling is a no brainer, it’s good to talk about these things as soon as they happen and he wants you to have that reprieve. Even if he’s threatening the therapist into breaking HIPPA laws just so he can stay updated on his angel’s mental health. Anything that’ll help you get better, he’ll do. Anything you want from him - Anything, he’ll give it to you without question.
I can’t stress this enough that there is nothing you could do to make Kiyoomi feel anything other than complete devotion and frankly unhealthy adoration for you. You could spit in his face and he’d thank you twice for it. Something like that, something like grief? Oh, he’d only get significantly worse.
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hi, curious question. why is omi so in love with us? i mean, what did we do that got him hooked? or what did he see in us that screams ‘obsess over me!!’? coz he can have anyone and everyone yet he loves us like..why??? it’s definitely not our skills coz he can get that a dime a dozen as an operator. ugh!! i need to know so i can keep being like that. 😩😩😩
also, the new chapter was so heart breaking, I can feel the heartbreak of omi when he was crying. it tore my heart while i was reading. 😭
He doesn’t… know.
That sounds callous; more appropriately put, he doesn’t need a reason why. He loves you as naturally as he breathes and eats. At this point, he thinks loving you may have just come with his package. Since the moment he met you he’s been smitten with you. All of your quirks and flaws, how good you are in comparison to him. How even when you’re not around he’s thinking about you, revolving around you. He loves you cause he does. Cause you’re his. Cause you’re meant for him.
But that doesn’t really capture the gravitas of how he feels. Words really can’t describe it - but his actions do drag the point along somewhat. The moment he thought you died his first thought was following behind you. Every moment he spent grieving and living without you he only became worse and worse, it was like rotting from the inside out. Even in the oneshot, he never quite got to the acceptance stage of grief - if it’d have gone any longer, you’d probably see that he couldn’t. And this long drawn out parade of anguish would’ve ended in one way. In that case, he’d leave the empire to Atsumu.
Really the big picture is that you’re an expert scout with a pretty face but you existed within a category. There’s maybe… a handful? Of scouts like you so you’re not exactly common but he did have his options, as powerful he is. But he’s never considered anything like that. He doesn’t really care about statuses or skill or any of that junk. He saw you and the word “WIFE” was already printed on your forehead. Everyday he loves you more, so sincerely it’s biblical. When you love someone that much, you don’t really need a reason.
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