#could sleep 12 hours a day

[sluttysaph]

wait wait wait, what about insomniac dom and always sleepy sub!!

#im sleepy literally 24/7 #could sleep 12 hours a day #and have a somno kink #this is so perfect

[curry-and-casteliacones]

Ok so I might by chance be dumb? But um.. Volo as Barry's ancestor?? Idk if I haven't seen other people mention this because it's a stupid idea, or i just have missed it somehow. But like you can't tell me these two hairstyles aren't even a little similar.

And then there's the whole thing of Volo kinda acting like a rival how he just sorta pops up to talk with/fight u from time to time.

I mostly find this idea amusing cuz imagine if Barry ever let's his hair grow out it would continue to do the stupid reverse gravity thing Volo's does.

#it's literally 6 am and i just woke up from being passed out for like 12 hours because ive been sick the l ast couple days so if this #makes like no sense ill come back and delte this later when im coherent but like #idk i feel like smth could be here??? #or maybe not #after all my best ideas def dont come while im sick and sleepy #pokemon #pokemon diamond and pearl #pokemon legends arceus #pokemon volo #pokemon barry #im so tired i wanna go back to sleep but i missed dinner last night by sleeping so like now im hungry... #im th eone who made dinner last night too i ust went ot bed right after it was done #anyway it wouldnt be a post of mine w o me rambling in the tags but imma go get some food now #pokemon legends arceus spoilers #pokemon spoilers #i still have no clue if i gotta keep tagging post game stuff as spoilers but i will

[dykecadence]

the thing no one tells you about being in your 20s is that you are sleepy you are so sleepy all the time you want to sleep but you cant sleep because the world is cruel so you have to do more things that make you sleepy and when you finally do sleep you will wake up sleepy again

#i am so tired bro i am so fucking sleepytired why do i have to do capitalism when i could just sleep for 12 hours a day

[deus-ex-mona]

“i’m all alone, but i’m as happy as can be!”

#aka top 10 things i wish i could drill into my coworkers brains grrrrrrrrrrrrrrnrhrhbgbgbfbfbfnf #‘you should get a bf’ ‘when are you gonna get married and have kids?’ how about n e v e r #i just want to sleep when i’m not on the clock mans i don’t want to waste my precious sleep time on others #i mean. i don’t even leave the house on my days off. not to go shopping or anything bc sleep is more important~~~ #and stuff can be bought online anyways s o o o o o #g o d speaking of online purchases thoughhh this massage seat i bought online came in yesterday and it works amazingly well~~~~~ #used it for half an hour last night and i was relaxed enough to sleep for 11-12 hours straight #wish i had space for an actual massage chair though but this will have to do… #it’s been my dream to own a massage chair for the longest time…… but ig this massage seat is good enough…… #i can just slap it onto my desk chair and b a m ✨instant paradise✨ #speaking of instant though… one of my coworkers was commenting on my love for instant noodles the other day #‘you’ll ✨d i e✨ faster if you eat a lot of cup noodles yk?’ he said #so ✨o f c✨ my mouth chose to work faster than my brain when i replied with ‘i’m fine with that bc i won’t have to work then’ #he and another coworker laughed :( sadded #b u t i finally had my cup noodles that i ‘customised’ at the cup noodle museum today and it was good~~~~~~~ i have good taste (self praise) #the best part was the lack of spring onions!!!! bc screw spring onions really who decided that they should be included with most cup noodles #or just noodles in general? the texture sucks and they don’t even taste good man. why would you even add spring onions? #it’s number 2 in my list of most hated food toppings. it loses only to ikan bilis bc s c r e w ikan bilis or dried anchovies or whatever #they’re known as >:( i hateeeeee how takeout places will just assume that you want ikan bilis and lop on a huuuuugeeeee serving of them #atop your food as you desperately and futilely b e g them to stop #and when you try to pick them out they just!!!! keep turning up everywhere instead????? #like hello???? how did you manage to get to the bottom of the bowl???? you were only added as a topping!!!!!!! #also. their eyes are really creepy. and the heads get detached from the bodies all the time and just. seeing the eyes ruins my appetite. #wait this was supposed to be about my coworkers and their pushiness in a matter that doesn’t concern them how did we get so far off-topic— #chizuutan chizpost

[definitelynotnia]

I'm sick.

fuck this shit

#math exam is literally 24 hours away #i still have so much to do #i got my period this morning and I've been feeling super tired but i chalked it up to periods #i tried really hard to deny it all day #all night too #headache and body pain and sore throat and blocked nose ofc I'm sick #my boyfriend told me at 12 am to go sleep #it's 5 am #i should've listened cz now i have all of that plus fever #fuck thishonestly #even after staying up all night my brain was so slow i could only do like 3 chapters #i still have like 7 left #i hate this i hate this i hate this #ugh i feel like shit #i can't anymore I'm going to sleep i don't care

[foxtriestobiteandmaimandkilland]

why are you burgerposting

counting americadollars to see whos worthy of rock n roll until i tell Big Eagle about their burgercrimes

#night thoughts #asks :3 #also ive been up all night so am tired #in 12 hours i have a meeting thing .... orz #7 hours of sleep tonight boysss #was hoping i could fuckin sit in the sun all day tmrw but i suppose it is wynning time again

[trashpawz]

Tumblr is basically my vent now

#ive been feeling like shit for months now maybe a year #i dont know what i should do about shit #last time we fought he said he was lonely when we met and hes not lonely now and thats why hes not as affectionate as before #and that i need to get used to that #but im still lonely i still want our old relationship back #going to sleep alone is almost impossible for me im missing work because of it #he doesnt tell me stuff he does #he gives me the smallest kiss when i get back from work and then he just wants to be on his phone #if i mess with him he laughs and makes me stop #if i try to talk to him he doesnt listen half the time #everyone tells me he loves me but i dont see it #he says he does and i think he cares for me but i dont know how much he loves me and it sucks #i feel like an afterthought or a prop most of the time #and i try to think maybe hes tired but im always tired after my 12 hour shifts #and he wants me to do all this stuff with his family all the time and I try #he doesnt say goodnight or sweet dreams or ask about my day #hell only tell me when i ask and he gives me the shortest version #idk i could go on but this sucks

[zevrans]

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#so i finished my 4 out of 4th 12 hour shift in a row last night and i'm literally so exhausted and i was glitching mid simple tasks 🤡✌️ #my coworker asked to change shifts so he could have that one specific day as off #and he managed to do some very critical mistakes in his 4 days prior and that's considering his gf is often with him there #and i was the one suffering the consequences even if it's literally not my fault #ever since i've got this job i've been fixing so many mistakes of his i kept wondering who's the newbie here?? #like i try to leave my shift as good as possible i clean everything check everything and do all my duties #and when i come here after his shifts it's.. a fucktonne of work mistakes and literal dirt like dude!!! #4 shifts in a row never again man never again i am so tired my brain is nerfed and i can only rest for 1 day today because tomorrow i'm #going to a doc; #my social battery is not just dead it's nonexistent at this point #i just want to lay in bed and not be percieved or interacted with for at least the same amount of days 😫 #i really thought i could take a socially demanding and rather multitasking job without it taking hugest toll on my mental state huh??? #and i had such a bad sleep too i had a very graphic and sickening nightmare which woke me up 2 hours after i fell asleep #and then i woke 2 more times after that and i feel so exhausted and not rested at all and so fatigued i can't even do anything #man for me my sleep being interrupted is the worst like i function better if i have a smaller amount of sleep but it's uninterrupted #than longer in hours but it gets interrupted and i wake up even once #sorry i come here once in few days vent post and then dissapearvckfkv 😭 i miss tumblr but have no energy currently to even rb anything 🥲 #tbd

[iliveinprocrasti-nationn]

one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people don’t get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things aren’t worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because they’re things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else

#i have to sleep a lot. i’m at the point where functioning requires 8 hours of sleep if not more #I should probably be getting 10+ but i’m a student and i work so 8 is the minimum. but then also getting ready for bed is a whole process s #the whole thing can take 10-12 hours depending how much im sleeping. just to make sure i can do anything #that is time in my day i cannot use for anything else. it’s not ‘oh but i can push through it’ because i can’t without spending the next da #lightheaded and nauseous and vaguely dizzy and with such intense brain fog I can’t think with my fatigue so bad i genuinely don’t know how #get myself to work a lot of days. my abled peers don’t have to deal with this at all. they have unlimited study time if they want to #and yeah it is a choice i’m making that’s true i could just not do. except i would lose my job and fail out of college because i would not #be able to get to classes or do my homework or think. but being told ‘but you are making choices about your life’ when i have lost so much #of what i used to be able to do because i am spiralling down and continuing to get worse is so. #literally last year i would wake up at 6:30 and then go to school till 3 and then go to my internship until 10 and get home at 11 and be in #bed anywhere from midnight to two in the morning and then wake up the next day and do it all again. i graduated with a 3.9 gpa and made it #into my top college while dealing with my cancer symptoms and then the two surgeries about it #but now i lose half my day to just making sure i can get out of bed. i can’t go anywhere because my body is physically too exhausted #any extra time goes into doing homework or occasionally time to myself #not decimating my health by doing minimum body care responsibilities isn’t freeing. occasionally i have a good day which is freeing but tha #usually goes into just. other things outside class or work or eating. I don’t go do something for myself or go do something fun on good day #because I still can’t. good days just mean i don’t want to lie down on the pavement when i’m going somewhere #I just. I don’t magically have control over my life because i try to get enough sleep. i lose half my day to doing that and ultimately it’s #just a bodily function that would have to happen anyway #this is a vent post im just having a really hard time right now because it feels like im in exponential decline. it was nowhere near this #bad last semester. my grades are tanking and i have no free time because anything outside of sleep is either work or school #vent tw #yall can rb this just ignore my tags completely #disability #chronically ill #i keep trying to explain to people how pots works because that’s all logical but there’s no way to explain what it’s doing to my body or ho #i feel all the time. the last time i felt this bad was when i had a bad flu or immediately after surgeries because i don’t react well to #anesthesia and always come out of them feeling like shit. and now i just feel like this all the time and it’s only getting worse #I can’t even stay up late anymore because my body feels like it isn’t counting the sleep even if I get 8 hours #I can deal if I have a free day the day after but that just leaves Friday and Saturday nights and I usually still have to do homework

[altruistic-meme]

i want to get started on the Full Hands List but i am waiting on my apartment people for scheduled maintenance and i don't really want to start until they leave but i also have no idea what time they'll make it to my apartment so we're just playing the waiting game now

#at my old apartment i was one of the first to get the maintenance bc my apartment number was just higher on the list #so it was usually around 10-11am #but im much further down now and idk how long it'll take #this isn't my FIRST TIME having the preventative maintenance in this apartment but the last times i just went to bed and got woken up #when they knocked #bc i was still on nights and i had no idea how long it'd be and didnt want to stay awake #and i did NOT check the time when they finally arrived #i just let them in and waited until they left so i could go back to sleep lmao #so #we'll see ig #I'm also splitting this into 3 days instead of don't all 3 seasons at once ill do a season a day #largely bc of time in general and how it's like. 12 hours of show. #and im be starting late today bc of *gestures at post* #but also it's going to be LONGER cus i have to pause every time hands shown up so i can note the timestamp #which ofc makes the whole process much. MUCH longer as seen with s3's preliminary run lmao #ough #I'm talking so much jdfjjsjd #also just my attebtion span is NOT great and i need to actually be WATCHING THE SCREEN THE WHOLE ENTIRE TIME #and can't be checking my phone or anything #cus ill miss shots!!!! #i missed at least 2 on my og s1+s2 list and im sure i missed others #i also have to decide how to count the montages #cus there'll be like 2 shots of hands immediately one after the other in the montages #sigh #......... I'll probably count them separately. just for accurate numbers. #which ofc means that ALL of my bonus aren't QUITE right rn cuts ik i lumped montages together #lmao #oh this will be so much fun #shh ac #young royals

[rancidarling]

oh for fucks sake i wish i would just throw up at this point

#i'm not nauseous or anything #but just. all night. and all day. i can feel the food sitting in my stomach not being digested #and maybe after 12+ hours of this hell my body will finally decide to eject it #and laying down sucks because i really feel it then #i know i'm literally sick rn and i shouldn't have ate so much #but holy shit could my stomach like. do it's job??? and digest food???? #IT'S NOT POISON STOP ACTING LIKE IT IS #either digest it or get it over with #and i KNOW it's not being digested bc when i eventually DO throw up #it's still whole recognizable chunks. over 12 hours after eating [food] #< gross ik but that's how it be #how am i meant to sleep like this (despairing) #and i still intend to go work tomorrow and i really really don't want to be nauseous THEN #i'd rather be nauseous now and get rid of everything #i hate everything i hate everything kill kill stab me in the stomach just kill me rn #r.r #vomit mention #tw vomit

[detentiontrack]

I think there's something wrong with me but it's not at needing to go to the hospital level yet so I'm gonna keep on cleaning and doing my homework and wait for it to resolve itself

#the last few days ive been SO TIRED #i've been sleeping 12-14 hours a night and still get exhausted during evenings #my word recall is really bad too. worse than normal. i couldnt remember the word 'oatmeal' for 2 hours #and my entire body feels really heavy. i could barely type on my computer because my hand kept dropping onto the keyboard #and my joints hurt and my dead leg feels even deader #idk if this is just a really bad flare from being sick or if my encephalitis is getting worse again #but i stay silly

[dentist-brainsurgeon]

The way my aunt jumps through hoops to choose the stupidest options available to her whether it be passively or actively makes me want to bash my head into wall

It used to be an occasional thing that was irritating before but ever since she retired, and she does nothing all day except watch AI generated tik toks, buying drop ship shit off tik Tok, watch novellas that all share the same plot and play mindless phone games is imo actively making her not think. Like at least my grandma reads her Bible and goes through her bills and tends to her garden, my aunt does nothing, besides occasionally driving, and helping clean the kitchen, and mop, but we all do cleaning throughout the day, she doesn't even read the books she buys from Amazon

Like when she clicked on a scam link on her phone and then proceeded to not say anything about it for four weeks, when she got logged out of Pokemon go and somehow managed to just send the verification code to some random persons email and thought that email WAS the verification code itself and honestly so many other things. She really didn't do her hobbies much before retirement but damn at least work made her think and do stuff. I don't even know where I'm going with this post, but it's so frustrating and concerning. I've tried suggesting things she could do or we could do but she doesn't really entertain those ideas outside of just going to the park for Pokemon GO

#and to give you the idea of those ai tik toks. think of that Balenciaga breaking bad ai video but about like. made up horror stories #maybe I can give her my old switch for like wii sports and animal crossing. give her something to do idk #she doesn't even sleep in her room. she just lives in the living room. I straight up haven't gotten to hang out in the living room for the #past year bc both of them stay there watching novellas for 12 hours a day #except for when my grandma goes to read. cook or go outside #and the only way I can get my aunt to listen to me about the scammy stuff is if I get pissy about it and that's detrimental to both of us #how does one get old people to partake in hobbies and doing stuff when they don't even listen to each other #again I don't even know where I'm going with this but living with old people is so tiresome #its like what the hell do I do bc she ain't getting better #i do think depression could be a factor but I don't think that's the biggest issue for her

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

woke up still really tired but i wanted to know what time it was and the clock says 6 so i’m like is that am or pm have i been asleep 1 hour (most likely by how tired i still am) or 13 (how could it possibly be 13 if i’m still so tired?) anyway it was 13 (i am full of despair)

#now i have to get up even though i’m tired bc i don’t want to wake up #past midnight and miss my exam deadline </3 #this is what i get for waking up early 2 whole days in a row #u know i bet i could sleep 24 hours if i put more effort in like i do 12-15 on the regular surely i could get 24

[maidofmetal]

i’m literally gonna cry if i can’t fucking sleep jdjdjdmd

#metal speaks #insomnia #painsomnia #cant fucking sleep disorder #i’ve literally only slept like 12 hours in the past 2 days and i’m so fucking tired #i was up all day hoping i could exhaust myself and fucking sleep #butnfufjdkdmd #it’s been like 3 hours #i’m so tired #i too pain meds + melatonin and im dying 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #i’m so tired i feel like death

[de1-os]

I kinda want to stream sometime next week as an attempt at a little break in the middle of working during valentines day-- mostly drawing my ocs for my yan vn and accepting whb requests-- but like. I'll only be able to stream for like 1-2 hours before having to go to sleep... is it even worth it....

#angel.txt #i wanna draaaaaw #i think i could do it After valentines bc i have days off but also i use those days to do chores and Body Maintenence lol #if i try streaming im gonna do it for like 8 hours and then spend the next day sleeping for 12 hours #my self discipline is TERRIBLE also i am ill in. the head.