#i still have like 7 left

[definitelynotnia]

I'm sick.

fuck this shit

#math exam is literally 24 hours away #i still have so much to do #i got my period this morning and I've been feeling super tired but i chalked it up to periods #i tried really hard to deny it all day #all night too #headache and body pain and sore throat and blocked nose ofc I'm sick #my boyfriend told me at 12 am to go sleep #it's 5 am #i should've listened cz now i have all of that plus fever #fuck thishonestly #even after staying up all night my brain was so slow i could only do like 3 chapters #i still have like 7 left #i hate this i hate this i hate this #ugh i feel like shit #i can't anymore I'm going to sleep i don't care

[todayisafridaynight]

old man yaoi comm on yaoi day... woAgh.....

Commission Info

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza 7 #yakuza like a dragon #STILL dont know their ship name #makoto date #koichi adachi #snap sketches #commissioner really heard my 'i wish i could draw date and adachi more' prayer and happily answered god BLESS #'snap this is the third date/adachi piece this week' I KNOW ISNT IT GREAT #fr..... woAh.... huge shout out to the commissioner for orderin the elderly.... #now all i have left is. Four Commissions 🧍‍♂️ Technically 🧍‍♂️ #cause i have another person who said they just needed to get all the details together so.. theres that... #but in any case i have three more to work on for now- i have those skethed and done at least so i just have to finish em #bye bye for now and thank the twitter commissioner for more old people

[adammilligan]

when adam says "no, john winchester was some guy who took me to a baseball game once a year. i don't have a dad" like yes SIR get his ass

#i have so many thoughts about adam and kate and their dynamic with john and it's mainly that #obviously anything about john said by the ghoul has to be taken with a whole handful of salt. obviously #because it was actively trying to manipulate sam and dean #but when the ghoul said that younger adam bugged kate 24/7 to call john i believe it. just because it makes sense #he was young! he wanted to know who his dad was. and that's understandable #and the fact that adam HAD to beg 24/7 for kate to call him....i think kate knew something was off about john #i really do. and the fact that john only showed up on adam's birthdays and only ever took him out to baseball games #which are very crowded very PUBLIC places where anything can be observed by bystanders #i think kate set that up as well. without adam's knowledge #but adam eventually grew disillusioned with john as well because from a kid's perspective #who's had to watch his mother work herself to death to support the both of them #john WAS a douchebag who only ever came around to try and fail to play house #he didn't bother trying to raise adam he didn't pay child support he didn't do ANYTHING #he just showed up pretended to act like a father and then left. and adam and kate were left there still #with their bills. with adam still having to raise himself. with kate still working the night shift and breaking her back to support them #it makes me think about how it affects adam in the future. like his behavior #because adam as we've seen has always tried to look at things from different perspectives and hear people out #in 5x18 he was like okay i'll hear you guys out even though i don't like you. give me one good reason #and in 15x08 he advocates for sam and dean even though he doesn't want to. he talks michael #but it's so interesting to me. because the line that's always gotten me about 15x08 is 'you still care about that? after he left you in the #cage?' #and it's like. adam IS genuinely trying to understand where michael's coming from. he DOES understand michael's love for his father #but when concerning the father it's like #he DOES tend to be black and white about it. john was a shitty person so therefore he's not his dad #god is a shitty person who left michael in the cage therefore michael shouldn't care what he thinks. or about him in general #et cetera et cetera #the issue of the father is the one issue that adam is black and white about. and that is to say fuck them we don't need them #it's SOOOO interesting to me. really #kate rambles #adam milligan

[ruby-static]

Trying to get out of another art funk- so I thought it’d be fun to make a little outfit redesign for my goofy (and horribly stressed out) cowboy mad scientist, Riley. Without fail, this nerd is a joy to draw.

I didn’t want to stray too far from the original look, but wanted to go for more of a fitting mechanic vibe with the jumpsuit. So far so good, in my opinion.

Bonus doodles:

#Fallout #Fallout New Vegas #FNV #Fallout Fanart #Fallout New Vegas Fanart #Fallout OC #Fallout New Vegas OC #Courier Six #Courier Six OC #Riley #Riley Haddock #I really wanna make more serious stuff with this nerd- but I have a job interview coming up. #Admittedly- There’s a lot going on with the left outfit. #But I kinda meant it as a representation of all the things he can mix and match on top of his usual jumpsuit. #That jacket with the jumpsuit would be an absolute nightmare in the Mojave heat but. fashion babey. #Also- trying handwriting my text again. Still not sure what I like better though. #Aaaaanyways- love this nerd fr. #I don’t post too frequently- but this dude is on my brain 24/7

[killiru]

okay guys I have a theory about what the chronology of Saturday's episode will be because I spend too much time on the preview and too little time at uni.

First we have this, because Mew still wears his glasses

Ray looks upset and Boston too. We know why. But Mew and Cheum know nothing. So maybe Ray meets Sand at university and they talk it out for now? At least Ray tries.

Meanwhile, Boston and Nick are having fun on the dock until a wild Drake appears and maybe somehow makes it clear that it's been revealed that he slept with Top again. But maybe Drake only appears so that Nick can drown him. We don't know.

All this happens in a time jump during which Mew has his eyes lasered (but I have no idea how long it takes to heal).

But that's secondary because guess who's going to confront Boston? That's right it's Ray and Boston knows from poor drowned Drake at the bottom of the sea that his little joy with Top has come out… or more likely because Ray has just told him and Boston is mad because Ray is now going to tell on him to Mew.

We know: Sand probably told Ray this just as they were getting good with each other again. And Ray freaked out. And that leads to the two of them fighting. So much so that they clashed again before Mew's birthday party.

Meanwhile, Mew is lovey-dovey with Top before they go to the party and who knows what little promises Mew makes to Top here. We remain curious.

Then the birthday party. At the moment, Mew is the only one who thinks his friends like each other. Maybe even he doesn't think that. I think the only one who actually thinks it is Cheum - God bless her beautiful soul.

Meanwhile, Ray gets drunk and guess who is now annoyed enough to tell Top off? Exactly, it's Ray who wants to go after Top but Mew beats him up…. which I might not be able to forgive Mew for but that's a topic for later.

But the fact is, Mew heard very well what Ray had to say, so this scene happens as soon as Mew and Top are at home.

And now that I've spent way too long on this, shared my hyperfixion with the internet, and am preparing to be proven wrong on Saturday (102 hours to go…), I'm going back to my university stuff and writing about old age poverty. Yay.

#only friends series #only friends #ofts #only friends the series #there arent many scenes from the trailer left guys. #there just arent. #and we still have like... 7 ep to go. #or only 7. #srsly i dont want this show to end ever.

[adventure-showdown]

some stats, how many TV stories for each Doctor are still in

1st Doctor: 5/29

2nd Doctor: 3/21

3rd Doctor: 8/24

4th Doctor: 6/42

5th Doctor: 4/20

6th Doctor: 1/12

7th Doctor: 5/12 (could increase by up to three)

8th Doctor: TV Movie is gone :(

9th Doctor: 5/10

10th Doctor: 10/42

11th Doctor: 1/39

12th Doctor: 13/35

13th Doctor: 2/30

#im doing this now #because i feel like it #maybe i should have waited till the tv rounds finished #but i felt like it #3 is doing well #a full third still left #most are a 5th to a 7th #7 is absolutely rocking it #could end up with as many as 2/3 of his stories in round 4 #9 has a full half #almost a quarter for 10 #11 has had a time of it

[hand-face-chan]

I'm only halfway though Hbomberguy's new video and I dont know if this is a universal experience but my main horrified takeaway from hbomb's plagiarism video so far is that one of my highschools TAUGHT AN ENTIRE CLASS OF 13 YEAR OLDS TO PLAGIARISE. LIKE, ON PURPOSE.

I ended up moving to a much better highschool, but my first highschool essentially taught us to "write" essays by reading what someone else had written and then write what they said again but putting it "into your own words". Which in practice was teaching us to change, for example, "the works of Shakespeare were regarded by many as the first popular art form" to "Shakespeare's plays have been said by some to be the first example of popular media". One teacher actually told us that the process of writing an essay was "saying what the people you've researched have said, in a way where it sounds like you said it".

Like. The tactics that actual plagiarists use to hide the fact that they were stealing. An actual teacher tried to teach me to do that.

#hbomberguy #im so glad i left that school early the next year. it definitely would have gotten worse. #i literally didnt learn what a bibliography was until grade 9 because of how shit my first highschool was. #at the same time if a student wrote a paper that was 'too good' even if it was orginal theyd accuse them of stealing without proof #like i wrote a completely original paper and got the note 'this is very good - did you write it all yourself?' #fuck you man. yes i did. despite you trying to teach me to do the opposite #they accused me of getting my parents to write it for me. i had to show them everything i researched and my dad lost it at them #this was also the same school where they took every kid with a disability out of maths regardless of if they were good at maths or not #and taught them shapes like they were fucking three years old #i remember hanging out in the maths with all the other autistic kids and prentending to have never seen a triangle before for a joke #and while thats really bad and abelist. the non-disabled kids were still being taught addition and division like they were 8 and not 12 #the whole thing was a massive fuck up shit fest. it took the year 7 maths teacher leaving for us to all get the same maths class #and we STILL werent being taught to an age appropriate level because we missed so much grade 7 maths it had to be caught up in grade 8 #i would burn it down but its not a highschool anymore lol

[arctic-bookclub]

you know what gets me the most about the code dropping the eggs’ signature items as a way of tormenting and taunting the members? is that it seems to be dropping them primarly to the eggs’ parents/family

like it dropped leo’s head(s) directly to foolish (twice to make sure there was no uncertainty), it dropped the first poppy/amapola directly to phil and waited for him to pick it up before throwing another one to bad, and i can’t check the vod but the stack of apples it dropped at ninho was when aypierre was there with everyone protecting the eggs (and ninho also has been crucial for pomme’s safety so i guess that counts for it too)

it’s giving these threats directly to the egg’s parents/family, instead of just a general taunt like the apple in the water. like ’hey, once the election is over (or whatever time to code starts attacking again), your child will die’

#qsmp #qsmp philza #qsmp foolish #qsmp aypierre #qsmp code entity #qsmp binary monster #qsmp binary entity #this is like. pointing out the obvious #but anyway it still hurts #i also wonder if the items are like a hitlist as in like the order of targets #or just the code tormenting whoever is online and who’s signature item it can recall #i bet it’ll drop a potato or a mooshroom head next #solely because those are the only signature items i can think of hgfkkhf #maybe tnt for ramon? #no idea what dapper’s would be other than maybe the bell? #because everything else he’s associated with like the scythe might be too op to just drop as a warning #also goddamn we don’t have many eggs left do we #the fact that i could actually list out all thw ones that are alive without checking is worrying like wdym we only have 7 left #not adding any main tags other than qsmp because eh #also if any pierre enjoyers want to correct me feel free to do so #oh also unrelated but #i was meant to post this earlier but i forgor #shey’s rambles

[pixiefms]

it’s funny when people are like “omggg no i can’t go back to my ______ phase” and it’s like you guys left it ??? it wasn’t just laying dormant ready to pounce at you at any given minute ????

#because like i never left my klance era butch i am still there #same with harry potter #and aftg #and everything i have ever had an unhealthy obsession with is still here #bro i started watching haikyuu like 7-8 years ago i am still here ???? #like it was never an option for me #sixth year with bts as well like #haikyuu #klance #voltron #harry potter #bts #19 days #yuuri on ice

[backpackingspace]

thinking about how for like the first two years of obi wans apprenticeship qui gon did not give a fuck what obi wan did (or even really what happened to him) before snapping out of it and realizing he was actually very much responsible for this child and course corrected into being a helicopter parent and how obi wan always read this as mistrust instead of concern and guilt.

#Star wars #qui gon jinn #obi wan kenobi #The disaster linages complicated relationship #Neglect #Trauma #Like qui gon was deeply traumatized individual #And I think he just could not deal with being responsible for another child #Like I'm pretty sure obi wan would do something and qui gon would be having literal flashbacks of xantos #Which is not an excuse for obi wan being left to fend for himself but #And that lackluster care ran deep man like obi wan regularly ended up on a completely different planet during those early missions #But to that 13 year old baby wan it felt like trust #So when qui gon started suddenly giving a shit and putting rules in place it felt like mistrust #It's a pretty common reaction to see in kids when their parents who hadn't been parenting get it together #Qui gon having so much guilt being a helicopter tired dad #Wrestling his feral padawan into one of those kid leashes #Qui gon: through gritted teeth: its the will of the force Padawan stay fucking still I mean it I swear to all the gods #Obi wan: 15 and feral and war veteran twice over embressed to the point of finding this humiliating: #Master hates me? Mater distrusts me?? He thinks I need to be held on to like I'm fucking 7 years old when will I ever be good enough for hi

[kenzan-kiwami]

to be completely frank i think most of the people i've seen with major complaints regarding RGG 8's story are forgetting that 99% of what they're saying can be applied across the whole series

#this is not aimed at anyone in particular i've seen these sentiments all over #but things like 'well the story was mid' ok well come back to me after you've replayed yakuza kiwami. no optional majima everywhere allowed #and things like the ending falling flat - sure. but so did 7's #the pacing in the end chapter + chekhov's failboy were like. huh??? #i'm never gonna call RGGS perfect but they're NOT regressing at all. #if anything gaiden and 8 have got me extremely hopeful for whatever comes next #like it's their 20th anniversary this year they've left so many loose ends in 8 they can carry on from they've got forever to keep going #MY only complaint is that they couldn't have retrofitted more of gaiden into IW but i can't exactly fault them for that #idk for all of the dooming i'm seeing i want to say something more positive about the game as a whole #even if this post is still pretty doom & gloom #people just let their expectations get way too high for this one game and i'm not even sure how that happened in most cases #it met all of mine - hell it EXCEEDED them. but i recognise i may be privileged on that front lol <- kashiwagi likers are eating so well rn #text #8 #again i don't mean to attack anyone in particular it's just a general frustration i've been having #and i only hope that if there comes a time when people play over again that they're able to dig further into the meat of the story #and recognise that this game isn't uniquely 'shit' or 'mid'

[nonokoko13]

SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP ME BEING LIKE "aw man i don't have many savings welp gonna use the free x10 key ig" AND HE COMES FIRST + three other cards bekbek ily you were more loyal to me than that bastard I call my beloved son

HAPPY SEBEK DAY EVERYONE

#twisted wonderland #sebek zigvolt #people then ask me why I like him. well this is a good reason #none of the SSR I pull for come so fast he's really lighting 💚 #🙏 praying I have some luck left for the anniversary #now it's when grim gets offended and doesn't show up in January ╬ಥ_ಥ #anyway sending you my luck for all who try luck with the crocodile #and god helps you with book 7 #– someone who's still fistfighting titans since god knows how long #shut up noko

[stellamusing]

Someone please tell me to do my dishes, the ADHD is kicking my ass and I had to stir my tea with a fork this morning, the situation is dire

#me: I should wash my dishes #me: but what if.... I didn't do that #I am out of water glasses #I have used up all of my ball jars and have moved onto my smaller mugs for my morning tea (I only have 2 left) #I have used up all my small spoons and big spoons and small forks #all I have left are the long forks #I have 1 (one) bowl left #the good new is I have like 7 plates bc I've just been using paper lmao #and still I am sitting here on my couch doing nothing #instead of doing something productive like LOADING THE FUCKING DISHWASHER #h e l p

[torra-and-the-toons]

I'm going to re-watch this entire series again and write down every time Numbuhs 1 and 5 have a moment.

They might not be canon, but they live in my head rent free and won't leave.

#torra rambles #says the tiger who still hasn't finished watching it the first time -sweats- #in my defense I only have like 7 episodes left #yea I know I've said previously I wouldn't get into shipping but I'm changing that again #3 and 4 are cute and I love them but truthfully 1 and 5 are my favorite ship #and from what I've seen just just peeking into the fandom door they aren't extremely popular #to be fair I haven't gotten many chances to browse about between life and work and drawing requests

[bonnieisaway]

WHY did I fuckin forget to upload this dear god help me . anyway someone let these fuckers be happy they make me so miserable (/pos) I know the song isnt 100% accurate but I Needed this you do not Understand

#scissor seven #killer seven #wu liuqi #seven #edit #scissor 7 #fun fact im hispanic but by god I cant speak spanish #so I'm sure theres typos i missed but it is what it is #cant wait to put these on tiktok /s #i am so frustrated with posting on tiktok but #it's like the one other place i have left i can share these publically #cause i really want to but it's like disheartening when tiktok goes SO FAR to kill my quality #imagine exporting and uploading in 4k and the quality STILL fucking dies I hate this app

[emp-blast]

bro did the apex community all collectively get burn out or what,,, where did everyone go,,,

#like what happened... #we all just left but why 😭 #i know there are still people keeping apex alive and i am grateful (points 2 my mutuals and buddies in my server) #but goddamn the community here on tumblr got so small :( #for me it was losing interest in the game first. then losing interest in the characters even when i started playing again not too long ago #it sucks but it's hard to fall in love with the game again #i thought about apex 24/7. so much so that i had countless dreams about it #luckily i have val to think about 24/7 but goddamn i do miss feeling that way for apex #anywaysssss #guys gimme val related asks pls 🙏 #i may even do an art request or two #im ready 2 be chronically online again