#closing again tonight..

[bloodenjoyer]

#closing again tonight.. #baz.txt

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

help im getting emotional over satoru gojo again

#may or may not be crying #thinking about him and his found family #thinking about how he views his time with suguru as the blue spring of his life #a place he cant return to — only in dreams… #but he can regain that sense of happiness even now and i think that’s something he might not realize #because he’s silly and stupid and he doesn’t understand how loved he is #by his students and by shoko and by yaga and by everyone he’s helped and saved #he’s soooo loved and the idea of him feeling that love through his precious students — feeling even a smidge of that blue spring again… #it just gets to me :((((( your life isn’t over gojo!! the blue spring you miss is still right in front of you!!!!!!! #the shinjuku fight will always be so special to me… all of them slapping his back while he puts his infinity down and grins happily #wanting to show off in front of those beloved students when he fights sukuna…. #sobbing crying throwing up he loves them so much he cherishes them he wants them to be happy he wants them to be proud of him :(((((( #the papa of all time. the only Father ever #canon gojo will always be my favorite at the end of the day. no fandom variant comes even close to being Him u just cant copy that …… #feeling very sniffly tonight :(( very vulnerable trying to avoid leaks and worrying abt what’ll happen #ari noises ✩

[acesammy]

Sam is more queercoded than dean bc almost all of sam’s love interests are deemed unacceptable and Sam is constantly mocked and shamed for it send tweet

#Like everyone other than Eileen??? #either he’s being kicked out for being normal or he’s in love with a monster #there’s no in between here #Also most of them get killed for what they are #This has been in my drafts for a hot minute but I was thinking about it again tonight #he even gets mocked for MADISON #like?? LIKE????? #idek man there’s just such a weird framing around these characters #and I was a little 13 year old who was absolutely PANICKING over having crushes on girls and I saw Sam and his struggle to Fit #and I went #oh he’s like me #and I have held this character close to my heart ever since #Lea speaks #I feel like I am swinging a bat at a hornets nest with this one but also I’ve never seen this discussed so

[mintmatcha]

oh oh OH what about best friend's little brother choso?

you remember when he was just a cute little middle schooler, shy and sweet-

but years later, after college and a couples jobs pulled you away and brought you back, you meet up with your friend again for a holiday and he's no longer small or sweet looking-

he's out on the back porch, combat boots and all black outfit, smoking a cigarette and watching the snow fall. tattoos of flowers and weaving designs peak out from under his sleeves. His quietness no longer feels like anxiety, its purposeful and intriguing.

the house is tight with a bunch of adults in it, so he's constantly moving you around with a hand to the waist or brushing up behind you--

#i have this scene in mind where he asks. do you remember the last time you stayed in our house. #you: back when i was in college right? your sister threw that party and my boyfriend and i came. #and choso leans in real close. and says 'i heard him fuck you. heard you cum. i shouldnt have listened but i did. #i fucked my fist to that memory for years.' #and he stands and says so softly #maybe ill do it again tonight #im imagining you were in college and he was 18 and just graduated

[sexysilverstrider]

i love this photo so much. both are champions in their own respective schools. both are menaces. one is a sweet bean who can turn into a ruthless trainer in battles. one is a silly charmer who can become a magnificent terror when faced in battles. they take battles seriously. they command their pokemon so well. both teratai and kieran have respective legendaries (teratai with koraidon n ogerpon; kieran with terapagos). they rarely use them in battles but they dont need to. fighting them alone is hell. fighting them in double battles? magnificent show of their opponents lost.

they work so well together in battles and outside of it? theyre the sweetest couple ever. teratai usually flirts with kieran and gives cute flying kisses to him so easily and its a joy to see him fluster. kieran loves being so close to teratai like holding her hand or hugging her that teratai just wants to melt in bliss. they can only see kieran being the sweetest darling when hes with teratai. they can only see teratai being the most romantic person when its to kieran. one cant believe theyre terrifying to begin with.

they are close friends and lovers who genuinely love each other. and are slightly obssessed with each other.

#ogerpon is close to kieran btw #teratai manages to convince her tht kieran is trustworthy #the day ogerpon happily played w kieran was the day kieran cried #again #also he gets terapagos idgaf #teratai has the power of convincing ppl #her boyfriend will get the gem turtle thing #i dnt feel like properly writing a fic tonight #but BY GOD i am thinking #fafar yaps #about pokemon

[satans-knitwear]

Now that i have found panties that match.... My power is beyond mortal comprehension 😎✨

Treat me ~ Tip me

#From a different set but the colour is close enough and the strappiness works so well #I love this set. Too much fun. #Satans knitwear #So my bestie did indeed cancel on me tonight and we shall try again next week. So im gonna get tipsy with kenobi alone instead #Definitely not the worst plan for an evening 😎 #Alt pinup #Pinup girl #Fantasy vibes #Pretty lingerie #floral strappy lingerie #Strappy lingerie set #Stockings #Plain top stockings #Matchy matchy #bi girl #uk girl #cheeky #girls with piercings #wlw #Jewelled lingerie

[catastrxblues]

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#so many things #this is one my ways to let it out <3 #i have a chem thing tomorrow and i’m screaming inside (1) #i have to review and practice lots of the material because i’m still very much BAD at it all in one night :TONIGHT (2) #i dread the moment next week starts when i’m back in my normal schedule of classes again because wooho look what i’ve reaped from those fiv #days of dispensation!!!! absolutely nothing. (3) #anyways. i also. have started liking on an actual real life person again for some reason and it’s been a torture #but i’ve been trying not to think about it (lie) (i think about it way too much & actually have started writing about it & it’s eughh) (4) #i have plenty of regret playing in my head over and over (5) #i’m pretty sure a certain person dislikes me and that it’s actually justified because oh my godd :/ (6) #okay goodbye 🫶🏽 #chem tag #got lovestruck went straight to my head #nadirants #OH AND ALSO #i already feel nostalgic about the people i have just become close with this week ://///(7)

[littledreamling]

∇ - old age/aging headcanon (for dream and hob if they were human rather than immortal, i suppose)

Oh my friend, you have just unlocked a side of my mind that's rarely seen but so so feral!

From this headcanon meme!

I absolutely adore aging Hob and Dream. Even outside of a human au, I love the thought of them growing old together. Age continues to exist, even if the physical evidence of it (and indeed, the end result of it) does not. Hob still ages; each year that passes is another year since he last saw his mother, another year since he last rode a horse (he really wants to get back into that and keeps telling himself that this year will be the year, but it never is), another year since he heard his oldest friends' laughter. He feels the weight of his immortality every single day, and it's not an unbearable weight, but it hangs off of his shoulders nonetheless. Dream, too, ages. Perhaps not in the same way; his life is not measured in the same way as human lives are, he does not count each passing second as an added second to his never-ending, eternal clock, nor does he measure the length of the road behind him (or the road ahead of him) in human years. Yet he ages. If learning and growing and changing are all marks of growing up and growing old, then he is doing both. He was not always; for a long time, he had been stuck in time, neither adapting nor maturing in any conceivable way, but recent events (and a certain immortal mortal) have dragged him firmly into the realm of the aging.

And it's a good thing! Hob had learned the old aphorism long ago: change or die, and he had chosen to live. Living means changing; changing with the times, changing outlooks, changing opinions, changing biases. He is a master of change, moving from one life to the next with all the fluidity of a rushing river. His ability to do so is his aging. Likewise, Dream's willingness to, if nothing else, at least see Hob's point of view about change, shows his own aging.

But you didn't send this ask to hear me wax poetic about the philosophy of aging or changing, so here are my thoughts on old, human Dreamling.

Dream is a grumpy old man. He's the old man who worked every day of his life, without break or vacation, and his body is punishing him for it. He was definitely an artist of some kind, maybe a sculptor, maybe something else. It doesn't matter; at the end of his day, his knees click and his knuckles are swollen with arthritis and all of the muscles that had built up in his shoulders have languished in his old age. He can't hold a paintbrush or spin a pottery wheel anymore and it eats him alive with every sunrise. Hob, on the other hand, is the singular spot of warmth and light in Dream's life. Hob, a retired soldier, or maybe a life-long construction worker, has kept his sunny disposition (and, infuriatingly, his fit frame) into his older years. They're the quintessential grumpy one/sunshine one, though anyone who knows them personally knows that Dream has a soft spot for children, and for birds, and for anyone who has a story to tell, while Hob has a mean streak a mile wide if you get on his bad side. They spend their days sitting at the kitchen table, cradling warm cups of coffee or tea, or sitting on their front porch, cradling warm cups of coffee or tea, or sitting on a bench in their local park, cradling warm cups of coffee or tea. They always have warm cups of coffee or tea. They're well-known at the coffee shop, and Hob will recount the story of how they met in that very same shop loudly and at length to anyone who asks (and sometimes to people who don't).

On days when Dream feels as though he can't get out of bed, like his body is too heavy for the world, like his mind has fallen into such disrepair as to be unusable, Hob is the one who sits next to him, a warm hand on his shoulder, and affectionately calls him a drama queen. He'll roll his eyes at his husband's antics, but he'll bring him breakfast in bed anyway. And when Hob is haunted by old nightmares of a long life, not always well-lived, Dream will hold one of their countless books in long, shaking fingers, and he will read to his husband, poems and epic tales, and Dream won't tell Hob that he's not reading, he's reciting, because his quiver and eyesight have gotten so bad that he can't see the words clearly, but he knows them in his heart. And Hob won't tell Dream that he doesn't need to go through the trouble, that it's his presence that's grounding, not the words he's speaking; he'll sit in his presence and let the wash of words roll over him like a comforting tide, drowning his bone-deep anxieties. He'd listen to his husband read the phone book and still find enjoyment in that deep voice and the cadence of his tone.

And when they die, because they do die, they die together. Not in time, mind you, but in company. Surrounded by friends and family, the younger siblings of the Endless family, the children they adopted and the grandchildren, both blood-related and not. Morpheus dies first, his body breaking at the seams. He dies in his sleep, napping on the couch while Hob cooks dinner, and his last words are breathed into the quiet room, asking Hob for a blanket. The funeral is a somber affair, a solemn celebration of everything Morpheus had been; an artist, a husband, a father, a flawed man. The entire town attends, even those who had gotten yelled at from across the lawn or across the park (Dream had taken grave offense to anyone disrupting the local bird population, a story that gets told at the reception with teary eyes and wobbly smiles). When Hob gets home, their entire family is there, warm and laughing and joyful and he can feel his husband in the room, in the people they both had dedicated their lives to.

When Hob dies a week later, no one is surprised. It's his daughter who finds him, curled up on the very same couch, wrapped in the very same blanket, tucked lovingly around him, as if someone else had draped the quilt over his shoulders. She cries, because he was her father, and she loved him, and a part of her had hoped that he would be around forever. But there is a larger part, a much larger part, that finds comfort in the sight. Hob and Dream were never meant to be separated. Wherever they are, she reasons (because they were never a religious family), they are together. For now and forever. As they always should be.

#thanks for the ask! #anyway this got sad but I really enjoyed writing it #fun fact: my grandfather actually died how I described Dream dying #so that hit really close for me #I really love this idea (both ideas actually) and I could talk about it for way longer than this #dreamling nation is going to hate me for this one lmao #the angst king strikes again #I was really supposed to write tonight (and in a way I did) but this was far more fun to do #I made myself sad in such a good way #I hope this makes everyone else sad too #hehehe #i love how i say ‘rarely seen’ like this didn’t devolve into angst which I am very well known for lmao #the sandman #sandman netflix #dream of the endless #hob gadling #morpheus #dreamling #death cw #cw death #cw: death #major character death #my writing #death tw #tw death #tw: death

[5ducksinatrenchcoat]

school kinda sucks, not even gonna lie

#its been one day #how am i gonna do this for 10 more months?? #nothing bad even happened! and it still sucked! #and new uniform rules like oohoohoo that'll make the kids happier #no more sweatpants under my skirt?? have they forgotten we like in canada?? where its fucking freezing?? #and we got a lecture in each class about “academic integrity” #and also my hair looked like shit even though it looked good when i woke up #and i have 2 classes with my arch nemesis (some kid i hate for literally no reason other than we compete for top student every year) #very frances and daniel of me #UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #and my friend who i have a crush on moved schools without telling me (we're not that close) #and moved to my ex's school (they're friends) #but she's twins with my good friend who didn't switch schools so i'll see her again #but i wish she didn't leave #and she told some of my friends i think but i only found out cuz my ex told me (we're still friends) #and also my parents didn't let me go to a concerty thing tonight that i really wanted to go to because i have dance #but now i'm not even going to dance because i'm so fucking tired (i need my full 9 hours)(i got about 5 hours last night) #sorry about how many tags i put but i'm too worried to make an actual long post

[diathadevil]

In another dimension, Tony Hawk voiced Langa's dad in Sk8 the Inifnity

#dia talks #i just watched the Cindereki VA reacts video again tonight #this is the funniest knowledge we were so close to having him be Langa's dad #sk8

[monotonous-minutia]

I've always like the Barbiere overture but after last night where i was able to be ON STAGE while a LIVE ORCHESTRA PLAYED IT it is now The Greatest Overture In The World

#this may be one of my best theater experiences ever just for that #i love my costume and i love my role and the whole show is fun #but the best was during our dress rehearsal last night when we were waiting backstage #i was able to sneak over to the very edge of the wings and watch them rehearse the overture (which is played before the actors enter) #it was an incomparable experience. magic. #i've seen live orchestras before but being on the same stage as them and watching them so close and seeing the conductor like ten feet away #was !!! #i can't even describe it #i may or may not have been in tears #i can't wait until final dress tonight where i can watch them again #idk if they'll let me for the actual show #i got to see them twice last night #i did not want the music to end #i could have sat there watching them play that music forever and been so happy #opera #opera tag #live theater #live music #excited for the show tonight but sad it will be over

[ghostjustliketherest]

also btw im insane about great comet aus and have written up stage notes for most of the show to share soon (when im done lmao) because just !!!!!! theyre nowhere near comprehensive because there's just so much going on and world around you at any one time but done my best to write down moments that really stuck me vocally, staging wise, choreography wise, lighting etc etc. yall arent ready for this cast and staging like fr fr

#if i ignore the fact it closed tonight i can pretend all is well and i can see it again :) #but no figured there's prob a few of you interested who were unable to see it so... show notes!! #anyway look forward to that sometime soon if anyones actually interested??? #anyway back to ignoring closing and listening to great comet aus bootleg recording byeee :) #great comet australia #great comet aus #npatgco1812 #great comet #gc

[yellowloid]

FINALLY managed to make some progress on my wip thank GOD and all the saints in heaven for this christmas miracle

#it's kind of a funny story btw. life has been so hectic since the end of october i haven't really had time to write as such #only editing stuff that was already written and ready (the first two chapters of my fic that i posted) #but over the past few days i've gone back to reread the next parts and i've made some interesting discoveries #one of them being that i miscalculated and i don't in fact just have the 3rd chapter ready. i also have the 4th lmao #so that was a nice surprise #anyway. the other day after rereading the whole thing and making a couple of edits here and there i closed the doc and called it a day #that's what we call progress 🥰🥰🥰 #(was procrastinating as a result of being irrationally afraid of writing again after two months) #but yeah long story short. i FINALLY got back to actually writing tonight #made some actual progress on the 5th chapter and i'm so proud of myself for that you have no idea lmao #we're SO back baby #writing stuff

[sexynetra]

keep sending asks you say …..

i would like to meet “saving all the jan references for you” is she in the building with us :) ?

By the time this chapter is posted you will have earned yourself a dedication page for how much of this fic has gotten written due to your encouragement <33333

And Marcia was good. She was very very good. But she wasn't sure if she was go-up-against-Jan levels of good.

#hi my friend :) I WILL finish this chapter tonight (not counting editing) and it will be your doing :)))))) #we’re so close let’s go lakers #drag race #rpdr #rpdr 15 #drag race 15 #anetra #asks #marcia #rawnsyf #running away will never set you free #anarcia #ask game #my writing #thecollectionsof #also hi again to my good friend Janice who has only been mentioned in passing but is planned to become important later on we’ll se #see #this fic has taken me so many directions I never expected to go

[misty-moth]

I wasn’t aware of how painfully sad Mitsuhide’s dramatic route is

#i had to close the app to cry one out #damn dude #thank god i have tickets to get past this tonight #would it be wild if I played his route again right after just to reread the romantic? #‘cause it’s that or his sequel probs #pretty kitsune

[foxgirlmoth]

Yes I fall in love easy and yes I will love you in whatever way we will meet after this life. I will not go away that easy

#I think the whole autism being super afraid of death thing has been gripping me tight again #Being close with people and opening myself up more is good #But its scary #I just know when I think of my wife whose to say I can't want more than what time we'll have here #Augh #I'm a crying bitch tonight