#but weight is a big one

[flickerbit]

It is so hard to understand that my friends (probably) don't care that I'm plus sized. I have literally asked one of them and they said they don't even acknowledge that when considering my presence as a friend. I'm sure the others feel the same way but how can I know??

#the worse part is my logical brain says yeah they don't care. live your life #but my emotional (adhd again? rsd?) brain says no actually they secretly judge you #one of my friends in particular has had a fantastic weight loss success story #very inspirational guy in general #he's even gone out of his way to give me helpful advice #I really appreciated it when he did that. but as with everything in my life I struggle to stick with it #so even though he's a perfectly reasonable person I'm still worried he thinks “oh well riah didn't take my advice so she sucks actually” #doesn't make sense but I just worry #I see plus sized people all the time and think wow so amazing they're so beautiful #except for me #I feel blind to the kind of person I am to others not even just regarding my weight #but weight is a big one #riah speaks

[wellfedfemme]

got extra stuffed today thanks to my lovely mutual @softhousewife 💕

#that one big stretch mark is rlllyy starting to rip open #and theres may or may not be some new ones popping up 🫣 #also um look at that double chin ??? #soft feedism #weight gain #nb feedee #gaining #chubby #feedee girl #wg #belly kink #fat girls #wg kink #female feeder #feedee belly #feeding kink #female feedee #wffemmepics

[turtleblogatlast]

[ cw: violence mention / death mention / ]

Will never stop thinking about how Leo, all alone in an endless void and being beaten again and again and again by the only other living thing around, still finds comfort in that space. The situation he was in was completely hopeless, and in any other circumstances he would not have escaped, at least not fast enough to save him from permanent (or even fatal) damage, be it physical or mental.

And yet, despite the bleakness of his situation, despite the agony and helplessness, all he needs is one glance at a crumbled photograph, one glance to remember his family, and that’s enough of a reason for him to smile.

Maybe that’s why his powers center around manipulating space - because no matter how much space is between them, no matter how dire his own situation may be, just the thought of his family, alive and okay, is enough to give Leo hope.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt leo #rise leo #the prison dimension is horrifying on its own #add in a monstrous being that towers over you and has vowed to ensure your suffering? #god I can’t imagine how scary that is #Mikey opening the portal was a miracle because if he hadn’t managed it there #it’s really up in the air what could have become of Leo #personally I subscribe by the theory that you straight up can’t die in the prison dimension #so it’s a prison in all ways #but the thought of a Leo who manages anyway who adapts and continues to have hope despite it all… #Leo saying he’s nothing without his family is a double edged sword really #because the thought of his family alone is all he needs to live. to hope. #to smile #nothing without them…but they’re EVERYTHING to him #and maybe he doesn’t realize it but…the feeling is mutual #one thing too is that hope that comforts Leo so much is not just that #should he think his family needs help - that hope can turn into determination #I’m unwell about this family #actually on my point of their powers - I truly do think the abilities tie in not only to their personalities #but to their relationship to family and love in general #kinda like love languages in a way #Mikey with his chains and time abilities values being around his family the most - he wants them to experience living in the moment togethe #Donnie is someone who is 100% a gift giver to show his love - his constructs are exactly that aren’t they? gifts of his mind #Raph is someone who willingly bears the weight of the shield - he protects his family like the best big brother possible #and Leo - he goes off on his own a lot but his mind is constantly on his family anyway #like a sailor at sea no matter how far he travels the compass always point in one direction - and for him that compass points home #even if he can’t make it back - it’s still there #and that’s enough

[kedreeva]

Anyone keeping rodents or rabbits or parrots in the market for some mulberry chews?

We had to take down two mulberry trees in the bird pens today in order to allow for redoing the overhead netting and repair of a support post, so I have a TON of fresh, organic, pesticide-and-fertilizer-free mulberry wood I can dry and bake for chews right now. The wood is sweet-smelling and on the softer side, and it tends to shred instead of chipping like apple wood. My mice and rats loved shredding out pieces and putting it into their nests. Wood will be cut, air-dried in the house, and baked.

Safe wood for at least rats, mice, rabbits, chinchillas, and guinea pigs to chew and safe for parrots EXCEPT possibly neophema species (diuretic effects were noted in just this species when consuming leaves, but play it safe).

#rat #rodent #mouse #rabbit #guinea pig #mice #longfeather lane #I'd rather spend the time to make use of it #but if no one's interested I won't wear my hands out doing it #I have plenty of brush pile space and a big firepit #figured I would offer though #Probably price it by weight post-bake

[cloudcrimeart]

grade A beef 🐮🍔

#furry #fatfur #fat art #weight gain #bronwyn #oc #my art #craving a big juicy burger so bad rn #so i gave bronwyn one

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

We can’t keep doing this.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #made this one a bit general because its a reoccurring action wwx makes #He can take it! He’s strong! No one else has to suffer if he’s there to shoulder the weight of consequences #horrible mindset. Go to therapy foul sir #He internalized the concept that his life is only worthy in the service of others…mood buddy but it sucks in this hole #Lwj really said ‘your self sacrificial attitude has caught my ire and I’m taking you on as a personal project’ #ok he didn’t but him calling out wwx is so god damn critical to what makes their dynamic the way it is. #how they *both* call each other out! #in love we grow together B*) #wei wuxian now has a big ol’ ‘fuck you’ cat on his leg. Like the worlds worst drunken tattoo #(its the energy of a wronged catboy coalesced into a single image) #outfit changes are approaching but just…remember….its always there.

[b0tster]

How did you get your tummy to look so good, do you have a particular workout routine or is this just what veganism does to people (I wish to replicate it maybe if I feel down for it)

well i dont know if this is what did it or if its just genes (prolly a bit of both) so ill just list out order of events

-went vegan -lost 30 pounds when i switched to estrogen -gained that weight back after estrogen. mostly rice, veggies, nuts & beans (primarily soy) -started a workout routine i do 3 times a week. nothing crazy. just pushups squats and situps.

hope that helps!

#lilith answers #losing and then regaining my weight back was probably a big one #but ill never know for sure

[snackugaki]

one orrrr

two?

#not a perfect return to posting art #but fuck if my pettiness isn't a great driving force #lol about what snack?? #some ole bullshit i saw on the whassit... insta or twitter #one of those two where “FaNs” go to pretend they got no fucking manners #oOoOh you're a this that whatever artist because look you draw like this one OoOoh #fuck outa here #literally I'm gonna post going through my whole goddamn style rolodex #also? #personal art style is not as big a deal as some of these new/young artists think it is #like maybe in commercial or children's book illustration #since they look for a specific vibe #and you're doing yourself an artistic disservice by focusing so much on “creating a personal style” #and this weird fucking self-imposed boundary of like appreciating how an artist renders this or that aspect of their drawing #because they think the plagiarism police are gonna SWAT them #like... it's pretty and you like it bcoz it speaks to you so #fucking just #try it out #try out that type of line weight #try out that color palette #try out that way of lighting a person or a scene #try it #listen everyone is out here being an aesthetic frankenstein's monster #the minute you try out xyz in your art it becomes “your style” because how you interpret it replicate it will be #influenced (altered you could say) by how you draw #unless your ass getting paid to draw on model or your art lead's style or you wanna get on a show/game so you're cobbling a quick portfolio #but that's not this #also lol next mutation still got fans #my childhood nostalgia says hello #tw eyestrain

[spielzeugkaiser]

hi, first off i really love your art. the h/c and warmth really hit me where i live and your illustration style is fantastic. lately i've been obsessed with the post where an unwell milek thinks geralt will leave him behind. was that an ingrained insecurity, assuming his super-witcher dad wouldn't have time for a sickly human kid?

[MASTERPOST] - Ahh, thank you for the ask! Yes, this scene.. I actually saw this a bit differently! It's not about Milek fearing Geralt will leave him behind, he actually wants him to. They need to find his Pa!! I think he often feels like a burden; Jaskier knows this, but Geralt isn't aware of this yet. Milek just wants to pull his weight, especially with Jaskier. A little sneak peak to their struggles regarding this:

Meanwhile Jaskier continues to struggle with his omega status.

#jaskier #the witcher #geraskier lovechild #julian alfred pankratz #omegaverse #there are various things happening here! a. Milek never really had to fear that Jaskier would leave him he knows he never ever would #b. Jaskier said again and again that he'll always care for him and loves him and that he doesn't have to pull any weight at all #c. Jaskier actually became the parent that just wants his kid to be educated and study and learn #(maybe because he knows Milek won't be able to do hard labour but also because he knows what Milek really wants to do) #(filed under: things I haven't drawn yet but they had their big fallout because of oxenfurt and university - things to come in the future) #d. Milek has watched Jaskier working his ass off in various jobs that he didn't like #(and he thinks that prostitution is the worst but only because they didn't properly talk about it before) #e. Jaskier is struggling with how he is percieved - which I think was never that much on his mind when he was travelling with Geralt #being a carefree bard and giving everyone the middlefinger who had some wrong ideas about what he could do and what not #but this is definitely an AU in which he doesn't have a good relationship with his father and he can still hear him say he'll become #'an unbonded omega with a bastard child working on the streets' and I think sometimes it gets to him #(because Jaskier is king of hating his parents ever being right about him) #that Jaskier kind of wants to spare Milek and quietly hopes we won't become an omega - even if he feels bad about it - shall become plot #(one dayyyy) #anyway that was a very long rant about Mileks complex relationship with him feeling like a burden

[softcitrus2345]

Life's been crazy lately, but I managed to squeeze in some time to draw my best boy Damien enjoying a borger (or several~)

Also just felt like drawing him extra beeg... Vanessa takes very good care of him~ ;3c

He got all dolled up to go to the mall with Vanessa TTwTT The food court was their first stop of course.. and he's only just getting started... >;pc

#I love drawing him this big.. it just makes him look so much more pampered and cared for.. 😭💖💖 #I know he's a werewolf but the vibe I'm always shooting for with my chonky Damien content is like a fat pampered cat- #'Cause that's literally him XD #softcitrus damien #ssbhm #male weight gain #soft feedism #stuffing #comfort food #big boy #He's eaten so many borgers he's practically shaped like one now 😭 #I mean they do say you are what you eat-

[blimbo-buddy]

Sorry I don't like Barley being the taller one in the relationship. He is quite literally, canonically, short and fat. On his wiki page, there are only two mistakes, the very first one being that he was called tall, solidifying that he is without a doubt a FUCKING MANLET

#blimbo rambles #wc #feeling a little harsh tonight but the fandom is boring as shit when it comes to portraying ravenbarley #ravenpaw is the skinny and tiny one and always infantilized while barely is the big strong man who totally has nothing wrong with him #boring lazy sad #also properly portray Barley's weight please #I know this is a detail that many can understandably forget #but please we could heal as a fandom

[slingbats]

loveeee your Oswald so so so much. Can we see the boy?

perceive the

#oswald cobblepot #gotham #curryart #i like to not draw his hair one consistent way but i was #weirdly a fan of that weird swoop with his fringe i think about it all the time #I think I made his neck too skinny tbh (or maybe it's just that his head is rly big lol) #maybe his arms too but different people distribute weight differently + his left arm is supposed to be leaning on the back of a couch #which i didn't draw. but #i did try to make his chin a little softer but i don't think it came across well even w the red the rest of the lines are

[solradguy]

Johnny Guilty Gear Strive is not a single day under 37 years old. "Age: Unknown" my ass. Face of a man whose frequent all-nighters in his 20s finally caught up with him. I understand, Johnny, I empathize...

#Photopost #Beard Johnny is awakening something in me... #Jk Johnny's always been a babe. Putting a beard on him's like garnishing a good steak #And like any juicy rare steak worth it's weight I will pick him up with both hands and tear him apart betwixt my jaws like an animal #The power went out and there's so much red and bright blue lightning outside it's like an alien planet. My phone is at 50% #The wind was blowing apples off the tree in the backyard and they were bouncing off the roof haha #Tomorrow I need to go see if it knocked down any of the ripe red ones from its apex... They're small but they're delicious #Tree had so many apples this year a big branch snapped from their weight. Bees'll be happy though when the apples fall and rot #Anyway I think Johnny mostly bottoms for men and less so for women but for Johnny/Sol... well... ;^) #I've imagined that Sol only bottoms if his partner can kick his ass #Lmao this took a turn. Bored and stoned. No internet and no lights to even read by. Unfiltered Sol Radguy after dark thoughts #Suggestive cw #Drugs cw

[blighted-lights]

do you ship ravage and drift? you draw them a lot and they're always so touchy lol

nah. they're really touchy amicas, tho. probably because im always touchy with my friends and it just kinda rubs off on my art. ravage is my Me character so i do end up giving him traits i have. one of those is being touchy with people he cares about 🤷‍♂️. he's especially touchy with drift as when they were grouped together in the dead end (which is where they met in my brain), ravage spent a lot of hours curled up in drift's car alt with laserbeak and buzzsaw for shelter. that touchy aspect never really left their dynamic.

and besides,

drift/deadlock's candle has always been lit for someone else.

(plus an extra doodle of them)

#ask: anon #tf art #transformers #more than meets the eye #transformers art #maccadams #maccadam #blight rambles #drift | deadlock #drift #ravage #tf ravage #transformers ravage #mtmte #transformwrs idw #not gonna go all out on tags here #my art #good rule of thumb for me is that unless it is specifically tagged as ship then its not ship #not much of a transformers romance person in general #like there are exceptions and i DO enjoy tf ships. i am actively encouraging ppl to ask about em/about my opinions on ur otps #but my rav and drift are amicas #very TOUCHY amicas. i draw them touching a lot bc i think theyd be pretty physically affectionate with one another #they hug. they cuddle. drift carries ravage occasionally. they speak through hand simply just to feel the contact. ravage puts all his #weight on drift on bad pain days. drift does the same for him. its a big part of their dynamic. its the Trust that comes with that touch #theyre sparkbonded to each other as amicas too. like these two cant really get closer. but its not a romantic dynamic 🤷‍♂️ #i cant stop you from seeing it that way and. im not gonna try lol. but anon asked so i figured id answer and talk a bit more about em #idk rambling in the tags

[housecow]

Are you worried about long term health consequences of being so fat? I mean it’s hot but still.

oh yeah 😭😭 i actually had a huge medical phobia growing up (i would have fainting episodes in the lobby lmfao)—but honestly i plan on trying to mitigate it if i can? i try to stay active and believe it or not i make attempts to stay away from sugar… regular dr’s appointments, supplements, staying hydrated… fat people in my family generally live until their 70s so i have a good shot at being relatively healthy for a while haha

#ngl i would lose a good amount of weight if i really had to #but idk if i would like being at a smaller size #and like. i wanna have kids so even though it’s hot i don’t think i could get as big as to limit my mobility #also can’t lie. a reduction is always on the table #i don’t think i want one now but after kids. perhaps #talk #ask

[let-me-cry-in-peace-guys]

GOJO SATORU WAS A TEEN FATHER. A F A T H E R. a DAD to megumi and NOTHING you can say will change my mind!!!!

just imagine teen satoru and tiny megumi holding hands, the sun setting behind them, and they're walking HOME. to THEIR home. cause they LIVE together and EAT together and COMFORT each other and i-

AND TSUMIKI!!!! TSUMIKI IS CANON YALL GOJO IS A #GIRLDAD FRFR

and-and i bet he like lets her braid his HAIR and try on his GLASSES and put lil pink STICKERS on his FACE AND UGYCRHBNDPIUJ

#i can't do this #tears #gojo satoru #jjk #megumi fushiguro #dad gojo #parental gojo #teen father gojo #cause thats what he was #a teen DAD #jujutsu gojo #jujutsu kaisen #lets just pretend that every single tragedy in jjk didn't happen it was all a bad bad dream #gojo and geto have peacfully adopted their respective children and are living happily together in one big happy family #and toji is like. a second dad idfk #The song that was playing in my head while writing this was Night shift FYI #~you've got a 9-5 so i'll take THE NIGHT SHIFT #Gojo the dad who stepped up #Gojo the dad who actually dad-ed #Gojo who was only a teenager but had the weight of the world on his shoulders and yet willingly took on 2 toddlers and became their parent #Gojo who loved his children so much he let them into his heart after geto suguru happened #Gojo who loved them so much he LET THEM INTO HIS HEART AFTER HE SAID LOVE WAS THE MOST TWISTED CURSE OF THEM ALL