#but still this is fundamentally true

[majimassqueaktoy]

Majima can't have a gf because he would just steal their lingerie and stretch it out all the time and that shits so expensive 😔

#this is so sad </3 #what am i saying. he could steal mine &i wouldnt say anything i wouldnt even complain when it came home with blood stains & tree sap on it #but still this is fundamentally true #hed steal all their shit #oh wheres my nice cardigan #in his shitty nissan ultima with a big tanto slash through the chest bc he got too flashy #anyway idk what im saying #gn #i hope all of you with busy mondays have good day :^)

[stagefoureddiediaz]

Thinking about step 9 and the whole concept of forgiveness of one’s self and others and it bringing healing and how bobby and Eddie have been paralleled a fair amount and the idea that Eddie started this process back at the end of s5 with his forgiveness and acceptance of his father but how he hasn’t yet gone anywhere near his mother and their relationship .

How his catholic guilt storyline seems more likely to play on his reltionship with his mother than his father (if his father wasn’t around that much it would’ve been Helena taking him to church etc each week) so the idea of an Eddie - Helena storyline that plays on catholic guilt and potentially his queerness in relation to that has me chewing on glass - it could be so epically good

#I’ve always viewed Helena as the biggest issue in Eddie’s relationship with his parents - Ramon has always - to me a least always seemed to #just go along with what Helena wants or dictates #it made sense with how his trauma ptsd army related arc played out that it was Ramon who was the centre of that #now though - catholic guilt - possibly playing into his queerness and suppression of that queerness #to keep some kind of reltionship with his mother - who only seems to view him through a lens of failure #leading him down a road where he wasn’t able to be his true self - it would be so powerful #there is so much potential there #eddie saying his mother wasn’t an issue in s6 - was such a choice and so pointed that they have to be wanting to explore that #so many aspects of who Eddie is and why he is the way he is - his want to nest but not being able to with women - stems from his mommy #issues and the fact he’s been denying they exist #I will eat it up - it would be the right kind of angst for the show and Ryan would deliver #plus the way it parallels with Bobby and his relationship with Catholicism would be fascinating #not to mention the whole Eddie not having a relationship with the faith he was brought up in only to start dating someone who is a literal #embodiment of that faith - and female - as a symbol of his needing to explore and reconcile the actual reasons for his faith lapsing- become #could not be queer and Latino and catholic when Eddie was growing up - it wasn’t an option - so if you step away from the faith that’s #denying a fundamental aspect of who you are #even if you still can’t act upon it - ​it is easier to keep that part of you concealed #911 spoilers #911 Thinky thoughts #eddie diaz #I need this arc to be a thing so badly #911 abc

[potato-lord-but-not]

the gays out to brunch

#the disc’s hottest bisexuals meet up with anhk-morpork’s most annoying polycule #anyway absolutely obsessed with this I just love how it turned out <33 #artists on tumblr #digital art #discworld #discworld fanart #the truth #going postal #william de worde #moist von lipwig #adora belle dearheart #otto chriek #otto von chriek #sacharissa cripslock #I just think they would all get along #will and moist would probably get along the least- just because they fundamentally pretty different #they still try lmao #also everyone wants to fucck Adora sorry it’s true I mean look at her

[lupismaris]

Sometimes self care is having a very stern talking to with the wounded scared parts of yourself that don't want to do the hard and difficult things and reminding them that nothing will get better if the hard and difficult things aren't even attempted

And then as a reward you promise to buy those wounded parts of yourself an entirely hot pink/pastel pink practice set if they agree to do the work required, as a little treat

#my doctor hasnt cleared me for the pitch yet so I haven't been practicing or playing yet this season and it sucks #i went to nola to support the team and did so! but i still felt out of place and forgotten about because i wasnt playing #i was rooming with players and the majority of them were very self involved (semi derogatory) which i wouldn't fault them for #if it hadnt been so deeply exhausting and so constant even after the tourney. but it is what it is i was there for them #im just tired of always feeling like the forgotten 'oh right and the other james' and feeling unwanted which isnt true #i have a place with the ferals even with my illness its my wounded ego causing issue. just cause the rfc coach was passively a dick #doesnt mean i need to pass up a wonderful opportunity for play time and friendship. ill have a chance to play with the guys #in time and ill have time to socialize with them as well in time #but i shouldn't squander an opportunity just because im wounded and bitter because of old traumas #besides more time to get fundamentals ironed out #so im ignoring my doctor somewhat and km gonna start practicing this week #lightly. just light stuff you know. cardio and working with the ball maybe since i shouldn't be on the heavy bag yet #and then next week ill buy my practice set and customize it as a Bribe to myself

[cinna-bunnie]

i love nuance, i love learning, i love knowing how something fundamentally works

#i was struggling throwing knives the other day bc my body picked up the muscle movements but what i taught it wasn't right exactly #i had to rly think about how my throw works and what I'm doing exactly. fundamentally #🚶🏾‍♀️ had to go back to being a noob at it while i trained w the right perspective and I'm v happy to not only have it back but #be better at it. much easier to switch between different sizes and weights‚ (much) higher stick rates‚ deeper penetration #☝🏾 my true test will be going to my friend's on Sunday and seeing if her bf still has his throwing knives and how i do w them 0: #i only played w them a bit on the first day but they're p small 😹 i feel comfies throwing the heavier n bigger it gets but idk #how it feels to move in the other direction yet. anyways‚ i am having fun ૮ – ﻌ–ა 🤌🏾 very happy i got back into this bc i feel like #in however brief time it's been i got better way faster than i did at 17 🙇🏾‍♀️ but I'm sure that initial learning helped #i mean. it did. that's why i was able to hit successfully sm times that first day. hm. so ig I've just been getting a more nuanced view 0: #muscle memory is crazy

[nartothelar]

The theory that it's Future!Emmet who's possessing emmet means that Future!Emmet got so off rails that he no longer ACTS like himself : he lost himself completely, not even his own brother recognize him. He can pretend, he can act, but there's always something in his manerisms that just isnt right, something he lost that he can never perfect, that Ingo will always notice

haha this is emotionally devastating :)

#can you believe if this was actually true like your brother is missing for years wrecking you emotionally and mentally as you try to #find him not knowing that it’s impossible to do so and so you just spend your time chasing dead end leads and trying to keep yourself sane #and the finally you actually do find him but he’s dead he’s dead he’s been dead for years #so you decide to fight fate and grab it by the neck and go back in time to prevent this from ever happening and it works! you find him!!! #but you can’t #even enjoy it because you’re not HIS brother just as he is not yours #but you’re still desperate to pretend that he is bc the thought of being alone again is terrifying #emmet has always had ingo so when he actually loses him a part of himself was lost with him #a two car train decoupled #his brothers dissaperance changed him so much at a fundamental level #he’s become so twisted that his ‘joking’ with ingo and him actually causing his brother pain is something amusing to him #like a sibling trying to make the other upset for laughs #it’s funny isn’t it brother! #he can’t see that this is killing ingo hurting him deeply bc he’s so fucking deranged #I love it #possession au #ask #angst

[arsenicflame]

i am once again asking that you stop making Izzy being loved contingent on him fundamentally changing who he is

#i am returning to be mad about this again #no 1 reason ill click off a fic honestly. hes completely changed and /now/ you like him? i hate to break it to u but u dont like izzy then #to reiterate the sentiment from the previous post: i want someone to look at him and say 'no notes' #i do love edizzy but realistically. i cannot see it ever working thats why i love cjizzy or bellhands (etc) so so much it opens the doors #for someone to love him for who he is. for his prickly self. for not being 'palatable' or whatever #(to also reiterate from the prev post. he has areas he could improve! but none that make him unlovable as he is) #nyxtalks #ofmd #izzy hands #israel hands #cjizzy #bellhands #please insert another izzy ship of your choice those r just the most popular ones that fit this vibe #(its also why the one (maybe only) izzy ship i dont really gel with is Lucius. because personally i cant see them ever getting to liking #each other without some fundamental changes. idk maybe theres room if the fan theory that lucius is still on the ship is true)

[lucihens]

this a very unnecessarily philosophical, potentially verbose, written by a barely 20 odd year old with the mental age of a 10 year old whose innate logic comes directly from the autism gremlin in her mind take on tim bradford. you have been warned.

it's interesting that tim thinks he's been lying to himself and is mad at himself for seemingly actually being what he thinks he fundamentally isn't, rather than what he thinks or thought he was. but he doesn't understand that he can't be fundamentally anything in respect to action and nature. he can't define who he is as a whole as one clear cut, unchanging thing that he lives by for the rest of his life. because that's the complete opposite of what human nature is in my opinion. his personality may be consistent. but his nature never will be. because it changes. ALL THE TIME. pretty much everyday your processes change even a little bit with new information you gain. who you are now is not who you were last week. and while you may have a strict and specfic moral law in which determines the way you act in the long run, the decisions you make and the way you act (short term) depend on the moment. so tim is saying that what he did in the moment back in the army, and what he did in the moment dealing with ray, and what he did in the moment lying to IA, was him going against his code and who he thought he was, and that must therefore mean that who he has been consistently in the past was actually all a lie, was him pretending to be something he wasn't just because he did somethings 'out of character'. i don't think he can understand that being as strict and by the book as he is is not actually a sustainable human trait. because many instances call for many different reactions. but him setting such rigid guidelines he must follow so he can actually consider himself a good man, has set him up to fail again and again in respect to his feelings of self worth. setting such high standards for himself that he'll never be able to live up to has made it so easy for his self-belief to falter, teeter, and completely fall off the edge. confusing his personality with his nature has made it practically impossible to realise that his actions, if flawed, reckless and bringing negative consequences, don't make him fundamentally flawed. fundamentally wrong and screwed up. he doesn't realise that actions merely add to the portfolio of a person's life, good or bad, and despite the contents of his biography, he is still worthy of love. because he is not fundamentally flawed, or a fraud, but a man who regularly shows empathy, and loves anyway, despite being told (by others, but mainly himself) he won't experience the same in return.

#i have always been bewildered by tim and the way he thinks since he's very black and white #but doesn't realise that all the colours of the rainbow are inside of him #i have an egotistical logic man in my brain who always thinks he's right #so if this is illogical to you blame him #but this is my inexperienced philosophy on the difference between fundamental personality vs enviroment influenced nature #i like to speak the things that flow out of my brain #so feel free to disagree #i am not always correct #but i love tim and i need him to realise he's a little dumb and unwilling to realise the true attributes of what makes a human #and that he's not wrong for doing what humans do #which is make mistakes and learn from them #and he's still allowed to be loved #because humans love each other despite what they do because it's fundamental to humans to be like this #you are not special baby #it's okay #you'll be fine #just like i am fundamentally tautologous #yet you like my posts anyway #i'm very sorry #especially if you loathe my lack of capital letter usage #goodnight #the rookie #chenford #tim bradford

[akkivee]

i’m pretty sure the reason we got nagosaka’s second round of solos mimicking the og album art was bc kr was making a concerted effort to bridge the gap between the amount of music the ogs and nagosaka have lol

but those first solos for the og divisions were their beginnings as characters so maybe we can pretend round two solos for nagosaka is their true beginning lol

#vee queued to fill the void #both sasara and kuukou backslid in terms of development between the mcd era and 2nd drb #and i blame the true hypnosis mic lol #sasara while still a flighty sonuva btch opened himself up to samatoki in a way he should have with rosho (bc of his past with rosho) #and kuukou believe it or not lol would not be the type to trash an entire establishment and stay blind to his team’s needs back in the day #like kuukou is quite literally learning that lesson about not charging bullishly at others’ problems in both the unami chapter and nb track #and what does he do with jyushi and hitoya in harmonious cooperation???? charge bullishly at them assuming that’s all it’d take to help them #frfr both sasara and kuukou backslid lol #post 2nd drb tho???? with these solos????? where they’re fundamentally the same but show the lessons learned????? #these solos are their starting point ACTUALLY lol #which would make nagosaka’s first solos more representative of their pasts ngl!!!!!! #like those solos probably suit the nagosaka in the first manga run!!!!! #kuukou cocky as shit jyushi defined by his past hitoya’s finest rizz but heart hidden #sasara my life’s a tragic comedy let me run away to find a different outlook rosho trying to figure out how to stand on his own #rei the mastermind and that’s all you need to know lol it lines up very well #man!!!!!! that’s some good shit lol!!!!! this is the stuff that has kept me in hypmic for half a decade LMAO

[rivalkieran]

Im NOT done talking abt kjhs4 art motifs btw. I am NORMAL,

#solis.txt #solisverse #ok ok ok but like. art as a form of communication makes me. INSANE. #the pokeprotags being so disconnected from a normal life that the only people that can begin to understand them is others with #similar experiences but theyre still fundamentally different people (different mediums) so they still cant fully understand eachother #but they still create. even if they cant. art as a plea to be understood knowing it will never happen #just because a true understanding cant be met doesnt mean they cant goddamn fucking try anyway. #IF YOU EVEN CARE

[introvert-celeste]

Guess who forgot to take her meds yesterday (again)?

Love this little reminder that, while able to function with relative ease in the world, I'm still deeply mentally ill and my thought process for certain things is absolutely fucked.

#vent #i was lowkey spiraling the entire time i was at work #just can't shake the feeling that I'm selfish and abusive on a fundamental level and there's no hope for me #the most frustrating thing is knowing that it isn't true and not feeling any better about it #i still feel like the lowest most pathetic worthless human being in existence #my anxiety and depression are so intertwined here #worrying constantly that I'm a bad person and feeling deep down that I'm irredeemably awful #i don't know why I can't get it through my head that I'm not bad or worthless #does this count as an intrusive thought? #i hate this

[hella1975]

.

#be deadly fucking serious rn PLEASE whatttt. that post that's like 'parents will say something that shapes you as a person #but for them it was just another tuesday' like WHAT JUST HAPPENED #basically if you've been following me since i went to uni then you know first year was an... interesting time for me and my mum #we rowed all the time and it's the most unsettled our relationship has ever been and i do truly believe it was just some unfortunate #external factors like me leaving home would rock the boat enough it was always gonna rejig our dynamic #but on top of that i was her LAST child to fly the nest which she hated AND my sister was in germany being insanely dependent on my mum #so i got sidelined a lot which was shitty at the time but i get it now like im still a bit bitter bc being the eldest everything my sister #does is an exciting first and our age gap means typically our academic big moments tend to cross over #so my a-levels happened during her first year of uni so for me a-levels were the biggest thing ever but ofc her thing was bigger #but when she did HER a-levels it was the biggest thing ever and i was /just/ doing gcses etc and germany was the same #like it was JUST my first year of uni bc meanwhile my sister was living alone in a foreign country. so that sucks and my mum was #defo focused on my sister and i wasn't in a position to be like 'hey i know it doesn't seem like it now you've got one kid through it #but going to university and settling in for the first year is still an insanely stressful and lonely time so please pay attention to me' #and all in all me and my mum just STRUGGLED we fought A LOT and not petty rows either they were really emotionally heavy all the time #and basically what's caused this post is that she said about america 'it'll be the longest ive been away from you' #and i know what she meant like a month out of england is the biggest thing ive ever done and im not even in EUROPE so this is huge #but i kinda said like 'im pretty sure i went a month in first year a couple times without visiting?' AND I MEANT IT CASUAL #BC I AM PRETTY SURE IT'S TRUE LIKE I WASNT EAGER TO GO HOME I WENT SOME WEEKS NOT EVEN RINGING #which REALLY shows how strained it must have been at the time. and she responds with confusion so i pointed out that first year #wasn't a great time for us and again still being casual bc it's such a fundamental truth for me that first year was Bad for me and mum #and she just blinks at me like 'what are you talking about' what. WHAT. like i knew she wasn't paying much attention to me then #but it made me MISERABLE for an entire YEAR like boom can testify bc they had to deal with my bs over the phone the entire time #and my mum just. didn't even notice that we weren't doing well. what. what the fuck even..... baffled by this actually #like i am REELING from this i feel like she just tipped the fundamentals of my world with that #hella goes home

[age-of-moonknight]

“Hearts on Fire,” Moon Knight: City of the Dead (Vol. 1/2023), #2.

Writer: David Pepose; Penciler: Marcelo Ferreira; Inker: Jay Leisten; Colorer: Rachelle Rosenberg; Letterer: Cory Petit

#Marvel #Marvel comics #Marvel 616 #Moon Knight: City of the Dead #Moon Knight comics #latest release #Moon Knight #Marc Spector #Scarlet Scarab #Layla el-Faouly #gosh the parallels between these two #both wayward children of true-believing fathers #dying feeling like they’ve left some crimes unaccounted for #being given new rather fulfilling purpose in the service of a deity #but nonetheless feeling fundamentally lonely #there was the briefest of moments where I was wondering if it was truly necessary to follow up Layla’s origin as a hero in her own right #with a clearly romantic scene #leaving the issue open to the criticism of ‘all the power in the world but the female character still needs a man to be whole’ #if it weren’t for how honestly this is just a condensed version of Marc’s own story throughout this entire series #in the past two issues it’s been VERY clear how Marc’s been feeling #particularly struggling with feeling isolated by both his work and his past #consequently prompting him to draw near to someone very much like him #who could understand him #that balance (imo at least) makes for a much richer story #they’re both looking for a person to solve their issues with loneliness #and looking for that support is just human nature (even if this issue indicates how precarious placing your entire faith #in fallible people can be) #anyway don’t mind op rambling in the tags

[goldendoodlerlockerlove]

I was going to continue working on my stuff for Geneuary yesterday and today when life had other plans (AKA, I suddenly got really sick 😭).

I (hopefully) will still be able to get everything done in time. Fingers crossed. For now, have a lil’ sneak peek sketch!! It’s Gene in a mermaid costume, because he definitely had a mermaid phase growing up 😌

Shoutout to @ratguy-nico for sharing a sneak peek sketch too!! I adore his art so flipping much.

#geneuary2024 #i really like how this one turned out for some reason pffffffft #she’s a true mermaid queen!! 🧜‍♀️ #despite being very sick i am still VERY excited for geneuary #do y’all agree that gene watched disney’s the little mermaid when he was very young and it fundamentally changed him as a person #and he proceeded to pretend he could be a mermaid for MONTHS and linda thought it was the cutest thing ever #bob was mostly indifferent but happy that gene was so happy 😆 #tina loved being able to dress him in random costumes and do his hair❣️

[vanityangel]

momo not even waiting for fans to move before throwing miyu into their seats is so fucking funny there is truly no one above her shes my favorite

#wrestling #joshi puroresu #stardom #momo watanabe #miyu amasaki #oedo tai #queen's quest #new blood #new blood 8 #she is still the true heart of stardom TO ME #no she fundamentally is really not that different as a heel than she was before she was always an asshole #and thats why shes so fun and i love her #my videos

[villainanders]

"true love is possible only in the next world for new people, it is too late for us" and "ten years from now, a hundred years now, someone like me will love someone like you and there will be no templars to tear them apart" quotes that are the same. TO ME!!!!!

#what if i loved you enough that i would drown us both in blood to keep you safe. and it wasn't enough!! #what if i lied and kept secrets and betrayed your trust fundamentally to keep you as safe as i could but ultimately knew i was destroying #you and everything you had built because i thought it had to be done. because it was built in a world where true love wasn't possible and #we owe it to the people who come later to make one were it is. even tho we're still here in the world that comes before the one we're #trying to build. #THEN WE'LL BE FUGITIVES 🤝 WREAK HAVOC ON THE MIDDLE CLASS #if this post makes any sense at all