#but like... u will hear me complaining abt it

[girl-bateman]

Intense nausea at work, feel like pure shit 🤢

#cramps have gotten 100% worse since my meds fr #which is to say i went from not having them at all to wanting to puke constantly for a day every month #and the worst thing is i know i cant even puke #bc i havent done it since i was like 10 #so the nausea cant go away like it does for other ppl after they puke #i just have to go around cold sweating and taking deep deep breaths to avoid puking (even tho i cant !!!) #and i hate going to work like this because i have to engage in conversation and be sweet and kind and all that shit while wanting to dieeee #but if i dont go to work my client literally doesent have anyone to take her home from school and to her music lesson #so i cant cancel last minute #but like... u will hear me complaining abt it #but anywayssss i started applying for jobs today because im sure everyone around me are getting sick of me complaining abt my work 24/7 #so lets see how that turns out ig #cant wait to go home and watch a movie or something 😩 #tw puking #tw vomit #tw puke #idk how people usually tag this stuff but lmk if you need me to add a tw

[butchdykekondraki]

ehrlich gesagt mochte ich ab und jack nie. deshalb ist es so seltsam zu sehen wie leute versuchen die verwendung ihres charakters zu verteidigen, du weißt? jack war für mich immer nur gruselig deshalb habe ich mich sowieso nie auf ihn eingelassen. jedes mal wenn ich leute sehe die verwendung von jack als charakter verteidigen kommt es mir so vor als würden sie ausreden finden um einen charakter zu verwenden zu dem sie sich hingezogen fühlen. es ist so seltsam .:-/

#ugh sorry if you like use google translate to translate this it's gonna sound kind of scuffed since i used a colloquialism or two #ab mention #brightcourse #<- there uh. block that tag unless u want to hear me complain #because i guarantee you now that i know i can complain abt this freely i Will Not shut up

[agayconcept]

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#oh for fucks sake #if i have to listen to my shithead of a mother bitch and whine and moan about me being disabled one more fuckinG time i s2g #she's been going on for 20 mins abt how annoying it is that i had to go lie down for a bit bc i had a migraine and a pain flare up #which meant i guess that she didnt get to make dinner when she wanted to (i told her she could just eat w/o me like who cares) #so now she's on a rampage abt how inconvenient it is to her and how i ruin her schedule and her life all the time etc etc #and when i responded calmly w 'well what would u like me to do- snap my fingers and not be disabled anymore? u TOLD me to go lie down.' #she exploded and is like 'oh noOoo ofc not nothing is ever ur fault u just accidentally do these things' #bitch WHAT THINGS ????? #exist as disabled ??? be in so much pain i spend most of my life these days in bed ??? be unable to function to ur standards ???? #do u Hear urself ?? #now she's sitting on the couch pouting and fuming like a toddler bc i was in bed for 2 hours instead of 30 mins (bc too much pain to get up) #and throwing a tantrum like that is in any way normal or acceptable behaviour #'u always do this! but nooo u can do w/e u want cant u ?? u dont have to consider others!!' #ma'am... #a) no i dont have to consider others when it comes to taking care of myself and my debilitating illnesses. that's an insane thing to suggest #b) nobody told u u could not do w/e the fuck u wanted while i was out of commission. u just did this to have more to complain abt #c) ah yes bc i 'want' to be bedbound in excruciating pain. that was a choice i made. for funsies. for the bit. #whaT ????? #god someone save me im gonna lose my mind w this shit #not to mention she's also belligerently drunk so like. there's that also. cant have any proper convo bc of it (not that i wanna talk to her) #jesus fUcking chrisT #i gotta get out of here #this woman is so immensely hateful #ya sorry i ruined ur life by being born this way and now ur stuck 'putting up' w me and 'my shit' (<- actual things she has said many times) #fuuuuuck me. #anyway. #negative #ableism #verbal abuse #ask to tag

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#guess whos back in therapy bby 😎 #the lady i saw was nice. 1st appointments r always a lotta blah blah blah so much to cover #and im always like bleh whatever im not that bad but when u put it all down on paper it is sorta a lot lol #i got the comment. hm u seem to kno a lot abt the dsm. and like listen. i have been meticulously categorizing my problems for the last 4 #years. and i like to learn so ya kno. also said yea it sounds like u r having hypomanic episodes. #and asked if bipolar was a possibility and like if i was bipolar that would absolutely blow my god damn mind. im pretty sure its just pmdd #but whatever. im open to the possibility. mostly i wanna hear someone else perspective on this #i feel like im collaborating on a project. like gimmie ur notes i wanna see if were on the same track. bc im insane like that #i always feel bad when they apologize for asking invasive questions. like neh its fine. i got nothin to hide and i dont give a fuck #also i told a class of my peers that my distraction from research is drawing narut0 fan art. again bc i do not #give a single fuck. Professors response: hopefully we get to see it some day. bro. if u ask me i will show u. i do not care #i mean. probably nothing too weird but i feel like most of my stuff is safe to share. i just come off looking like a weeb i guess #but yea back in therapy bc my mum reminded me bc the ppl around me irl r also worried for my well-being based on my behavior lol #i mean its just bc i complain that im in like psychological pain a lot. so lots and lots of bitching abt my brain ^^ #the lady i saw did fall a lil bit into my trap. like what woulf ur life look like if u had everything under control? bc it seems like ur #here and ur starting a phd what more do u want? and im like mwahaha but u see i can do school #i can do school so good. i am the best at school and thats it. i am otherwise barely functional #so i can be successful on paper and dysfunctional when it comes to having a life :-] #but whatever. well see what she wants to follow up on next week bc i threw a lot at her #also went to my office for the 1st time. it is really nice to sit in a working lab and watch ppl interact. but also i do feel like im #dying if i try to sit in that room with 2 other ppl lol. so well see how it goes. i may find somewhere else to hide #unrelated

[pcktknife]

who’s your least favorite couple of characters in genshin rn?

If we're talking actively dislike then that goes to eula n al haitham she's annoying as hell and he give me bad vibes

#eula racist but i get that vibe from him too im solely goin off of first introduction #when i realized we had to continue interactin w his character in the desert area that was when i kinda tapped out of the main story #i really dont like him im sorry #any other character u hear me complain abt i dont really dislike i just strongly do not care abt except maybe childe i dont know whats goin #on w him like i don't like him but whatevers wrong w him im like fascinated with in the way u kinda cant look away from a car crash #or however that phrase goes #asks #anon #ooo i guess i also dont like ayato he didnt do anything he just annoying too

[homielander]

every once in a while i remember that nobody in season 3, not even annie or MM, ever bothered to bring up the very valid point that maybe the boys shouldn't be hunting and killing supes who haven't actually done anything wrong (at least to their knowledge), and i am filled with rage all over again

#when annie and mm at herogasm were like. 'u cant blow up the house! theres human s*x workers there!' #i THINK ur forgetting some people idk.... #unless they had proof that each of these supes was a deplorable murderer i am not interested in hearing excuses #like did the tnt twins even do anything other than enjoy weird s*x parties? #and weirdly hughie's conscience kicked in for mindstorm but not the herogasm supes who were. as far as he knew. just as innocent #i guess atp ever non-7 supe is written like a cartoon villain and mindstorm was only needed to wake billy so y would the audience even care #also only used the * because i know the tumblr tags are funky and hide posts #the boys #also like idk. maybe all of s3 was a pov trap and later audiences will recognize the gruesome reality of what they were cheering for #and btw some of you WERE cheering like weirdos #'to stop the unstable supervillain they should work with the other unstable supervillain! the second of whom is actively blowing ppl up!' 🤨📸 #and i STILL think annie's resistance was dumb because they tied it around toxic masculinity for hughie 'benchpress me' campbell #and annie failed to bring up the much more devastating impacts of what he and butcher were doing #it's just as much as i want to think this is deliberate on the writers' part. why WOULDN'T they have their moral beacon raise #the most pressing issue at hand? not her being undermined or working with someone bad but lives being lost? idk. #especially considering annie's arc is not one of corruption or even overcoming corruption. she's just the total good guy #point is it just makes me worry for what's next #(also me complaining abt the boys s3... it feels like old times <3)

[lonelyplanetfag]

do parents know that being a dick makes them generally unlikeable

#sorry but if u make fun of me n tell me 2 quit talking abt things i like cuz u don't like them and then make me listen 2 u talk #for hours n hours abt work n shit i don't wanna hear abt #then i'm not gonna want 2 hang out w u #and u don't get 2 complain abt feeling left out or uninvolved #cuz u won't shut ur fuckin mouth for two goddamn seconds n let me tell u abt one (1) thing im interested in #'u asked 4 band posters 4 ur birthday but idk what bands u like:((' Well God Fucking Damn I Wonder Why

[moonshapedbox]

using a little bit of whimsy & pretty pink design on my resume bc im tired of hiding my character/personality from literally everyone....im sorry employers this is what u get

#im in my living my truth era #everyone is telling me to be more confident and 2 be myself #like ok u asked for it i don't wanna hear u complain abt it later #rinnie's rambles </3

[jynjackets]

the biggest obsessive Cassian Andor fans not being blindly in love with the show I love you so much. big wet smooches 😘

#nothings perfect #except cassian andor #there’s issues that I would love to hear from u #but there’s a weird ? climate ? ig around the show #I feel like I have to defend it w my life sometimes #but also some people need to calm down #this show is left of center at best PLEASE #there is an overwhelming white gaze that it’s serving #but I’m waiting to be surprised by the finale hopefully #andor #don’t let me down tony #tony using the rebelcaptain agenda to distract me from complaining about how it doesn’t say much abt yt saviorism except it is what it is #I’m in ur walls

[mercymornsimpathizer]

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#not to post Some Shit in the tags again but #the genre of tiktok that where girls complain that nobody assumes theyre gay bc theyre feminine is SO funny to me #like i do the frustration when it ur identity is erased esp in the context of being made to feel unwelcome in queer spaces #or being told that u cant speak on ur own experiences #but like 😬 babe it is not bc ur wearing a skirt its bc u look like u have a trust fund!!! lol #femme is a working class identity not just any gay girl who isn't masculine #<- in my opinion and experience anyway #anyways. sorry i keep srs posting on here its not what i want to this blog to be abt #also sorry if u send me anons on these subjects im not going to answer bc im not trying to be like engage in the discourse tm #but happy to talk abt it off anon if u want to message me or whatever #esp a lot of this stuff is mostly off the cuff so if theres something u think im not considering im open to hearing it yk #LOL anyways happy pride to my femme homies ur cool as fuck

[karmaphone]

I think. That if you live with people. Especially people who cannot close the door at night (bc the cat needs to be able to access her litter box and water) and you NEED NEED NEED WILL DIIIIIE WITHOOOOOUT the tv playing in the LIVING ROOM to help you go to sleep. Well I think you should just go without. Or put on some fucking headphones attached to your laptop. You asshole

#like sorry but you're keeping the only person here with a job awake all fucking night #because we have to hear your laugh tracks and explosions and have our room light up every five minutes #like you're really incapable of ceding even a little bit to other people huh #like I dont even get food bc I wont Invade Ur Space near the kitchen but Ill have 2 stay up all night bc u happen 2 sleep in insane #conditions like. Kay. die #'oh she has an even harder time sleeping without her edibles' well maybe she should have gotten a job when she promised she would! to pay #for her fucking edibles!! #the woman has been like 'wuh wuh you don't contribute' WHO T HE FUCK HAS BEEN BUYING GROCERIES THIS WHOLE TIME DL. HUH. WHO. #DID U THINK LIZA WAS PULLING THEM OUT OF HER ASS AFTER SHE SPENT ALL HER MONEY ON RENT #I spend all day cooped up in my room so you can't complain abt me but even then you're inescapable #I don't exist at all so you can exist like an asshole. cool #<I mean we literally have to make ourselves disappear from the apartment bc SHE REFUSES TO PUT US ON THE LEASE #WE'RE LITERALLY NOT ALLOWED TO EXIST #GOD FOR FUCKING BID WE WANT TO ACTUALLY ENGAGE IN OUR RELATIONSHIP OR *GASP* HAVE SEX

[byunbaekhyunie]

can’t I just get to my next k why does everybody keep unfollowing meeeee

#JUST TELL ME I FELL OFF OMG LIKE IDK ALREADY #ALL MY GIFSETS HAVE BEEN TANKING LATELY U THINK I HAVENT NOTICED???? #THERE I FUCKING SAID IT IM COMPLAINING ABT TUMBLR NOTES WAH WAH WAH #the tumblr economics are in SHAMBLES u hear me!?!?!??!??!

[guideaus]

My dad put me in a bad mood :/

#personal #i sold smth and went to get a stamp but put the envelope down on the counter #and turns out he used that spot to open a can of tuna and less a giant mess there #i rushed away to replace the package and from the other room as hes going to go smoke he was like 'did u hear me? i said i was sorry' #and i was like '...are you going to clean it?' 'i said i was sorry' 'ok?' then he walked back to his mess grumbling #and was like 'someone needs a slap' then complained abt how messy the counter is and how no one ever cleans it #and i was just like ?? #i feel like those women on aita #'am i the asshole for not accepting my fathers apology after he almost ruins something im selling and i have to tell him to fix his mess' #it wasnt even like i said fuck you or i dont accept or anything. but like isnt it not real if they dont attempt to fox whatever #even if u state aloud sorry #like. what does that do tho. if ur going to go smoke while the counter is still a mess and im having to fix my item #how did i deserve a slap #why arent i allowed to be upset #then he vaguely turned it around on me too?? #idk like if i did that I'd absolutely feel guilty. not reverse it

[belladonnafleur]

🌸

#going to complain into the void to millions of strangers abt having social anxiety again!! #today i spontaneously hung out w ppl and no one really said anything that offended me?? also they knew each other better so they spent most #of the time talking to one another instead of me #but im so okay w that #like #i felt #normal?? #like i could consciously hear my social anxiety go “they don't want u here” “they think ur uncool” and i just let the thoughts pass? #is this cbt irl???? #and another thought i had was “if they don't want me here/think I'm uncool why was i invited over to this person's place” #and why are they letting me pet their cat and sit on their chair #huh?? #like they didn't kick me out i just had to leave bc I had stuff to do #its so crazy to me how i had a social interaction w ppl that i barely know and it didn't go over badly!! ratata #let this be a good omen for the rest of my semester PLEASE #like I just realized that if im quiet and I listen to myself I don't do anything that makes me socially awkward #I just need to be #more thoughtful. this semester #also both of the ppl know the person I like and I survived the entire hangout WITHOUT bringing my crush up #or floundering for things to talk about #which is good #I just sat there while they smoked weed and I pet their cat #also im literally getting by by pretending im dating my crush in my head #like I am giving her her space AND in my brain we are a COUPLE and I introduce myself as her bf #this is normal behavior #I just need to be a lot more thoughtful and intuitive

[badgirlcoven-official]

Having RSD in public spaces is the worst bc it's like I need permission to exist too noticeably. Even if everyone is super friendly if I'm even risking being boring or "too much" then I get so scared like oh god everyone's going to get so sick of me as if the worst crime I could ever commit is to be uninteresting

#vent #ask to tag #this isn't about anything in particular/a vague post dw I'm just putting it here bc it's fandom related #audits getting back into fandom spaces after the countless horrors adventures if u will #I'm like omg why am I so worried abt this stuff who would care #but then I remember as a teenager if I infodumped. in. infodump or topic specific channels. dedicated for doing that #my 'friend' would berate me for 'taking up too much space' #and ppl got mad at me for OC posting when they tried to drop hints that they didn't want to hear about my OCs (said hints being like. #not responding or just changing their tone slightly not anything clear) or in some cases just complained to the afore mentioned friend who #opted not to tell me when these complaints were being made but to blame me for not having done anything about what I wasn't told #this fandoms probably different since the majority of ppl I talk t o in it are neurodivergent and like. get it #but everyone is so cool that I talk to I'm like oh my god if I can't be exactly who/what they want to talk to at all times they're gonna #jeff the kill me like oh my god girl chill out #I'm not shy but someimes I wish ppl would coax me out of my shell a little so I didn't overthink it all/LH #I do think it's funny how much I feel the need to fit in with everyone/not be TOOO weird/irrelevant in the fandom whose source's main theme #is being an unapologetic weirdo as long as its harmless but haiodfhgiofdhgiodhfoighfidhgafdg

[zwei-rhunen]

two adventures

d1. >in hullbreaker isle as monk

>me staring at the mobs/my hotbar bc it lit up and i’m now trying to line up the mobs for a sick Howling Fist move

> look up aaaand the tank is dead

me: aaaa?? aoeaoeaoe! before th-

>aaaand the other dps is dead

>”oh shit maybe i can still salvage this and run in circles until the tank -” and dead

> me softly @ the screen watching the poor surviving newbie healer get swarmed: “:O run, RUNN-” and dead. LMFAO

2. > in roulette as AST, not a healer main but I’m trying my best /crying cat face with thumbs-up/

>honestly i feel fairly confident!

> ya know.

>as long as i dont get something like-

> mfw get Aurum Vale

>ah fuckkkkk.jpg

we wipe twice (once at the trash mobs, once at the first boss bc morbol bullshit) before i give up on trying to dps in the beginning lmfao

i was able to get into the rhythm of dealing out cards, over-healing everyone and applying Gravity onto crowds after we got past that first boss tho so i think i came out pretty good despite the rough beginning T-T

#mmmm i like playing AST in specific conditions but i think its bc im not really a healer main material. not ready to juggle everyone #on my screen like a healer does. yet. LOL #zwei writes #bt healer and tank i think i like tank? literally the only thing i dont like abt tank is that ur the defacto leader and everyone follows u #which is bad for me bc i do NOT know 75% of these dungeon maps lmao #if im tank and u know where we're going then by all means run ahead of me. im actually the minority that prefers you do that actually LMAO #just give mobs to me so you dont die that's all i ask for #i pull i tank. u pull i tank. i really like that blurb that other player had bc thats just idk. that makes sense?? #like who cares who pulls as long as it ends up next to the tank lol??? #its called teamwork! lets get 'er done and kill the mobs :D!!! #like you're the tank. not the puller. its in the job title so idk why ppl get mad abt it lmao #who cares how the mobs get to the tank as long as THEY GET to the tank ykwim #and like on the other side of the coin. if anyone tries pulling and dies otw to the tank then we are all free to point and laugh at them lol #but if they do it successfully without dying then thats great lets keep it movin #why feel frustrated at making ur job easier like i dont get it #unless the tank is super new or for some reason isnt able to handle many mobs at a time bc of the mechanics or whatever #but usually i hear abt this during trash mob pulls where i believe it wouldnt matter (unless healer is new too ofc) and its like... #bro just accept the help its okay lol ur still the leader dw #no one is challenging u or tryna out-star u. we all just want to get thru the dungeon or whatever its all good #like if the wannabe tank succeeds. tank shut up! and if the wannabe fails. the wannabe better shut up and not complain if they die since. #yknow. u put urself in that situation in the first place lmao why u complaining abt dying tryna do part of the tank thing #just look at the extra mobs that u didnt pull as a GIFT! yay! more to add to the party for tankin'! awesome #zwei pug fun