#cant wait to go home and watch a movie or something 😩

[girl-bateman]

Intense nausea at work, feel like pure shit 🤢

#cramps have gotten 100% worse since my meds fr #which is to say i went from not having them at all to wanting to puke constantly for a day every month #and the worst thing is i know i cant even puke #bc i havent done it since i was like 10 #so the nausea cant go away like it does for other ppl after they puke #i just have to go around cold sweating and taking deep deep breaths to avoid puking (even tho i cant !!!) #and i hate going to work like this because i have to engage in conversation and be sweet and kind and all that shit while wanting to dieeee #but if i dont go to work my client literally doesent have anyone to take her home from school and to her music lesson #so i cant cancel last minute #but like... u will hear me complaining abt it #but anywayssss i started applying for jobs today because im sure everyone around me are getting sick of me complaining abt my work 24/7 #so lets see how that turns out ig #cant wait to go home and watch a movie or something 😩 #tw puking #tw vomit #tw puke #idk how people usually tag this stuff but lmk if you need me to add a tw