#but ive convinced myself its not lmao

[thorin-apologist]

actually i kind of didnt HATE the choice to kill izzy??? like im heartbroken, that was my sweet cheese. my rotten soldier. my good time boy. but when i think about it, izzy dying was the only way for ed to be appropriately “punished” for what he did to izzy earlier in the season. if izzy had lived, ed wouldnt’ve had to live with the remorse for what he’d done to izzy when he was at rock bottom, and i kind of think he needs that guilt following him to be able to never return to that state. ed gets away with a LOT. he was fully intending to have izzy dead a few episodes ago, so im kind of glad he actually had to be faced with the reality of where his actions mightve led him. i did like the apology from both of them at the end but that alone wouldntve been enough to satisfy me, idk.

aaaand i get why this would piss off izzy fans, like his death is still serving another character. totally get that, however, isnt that izzy’s entire brand??? even after his character development, it was never about untangling himself from ed, it was about accepting love and kindness from others and not being afraid to express himself. he was serving ed from start til finish (not in the way ed needed at all times, but in the way he knew how). personally i think its fitting that his death should serve ed’s character development

#dont get me wrong i am SAD #and id be more sad/annoyed if season 3 was actually happening #but ive convinced myself its not lmao #ofmd meta #ofmd s2 spoilers #edward teach #izzy hands

[toytulini]

if you draw enough monster ocs, when you go back to drawing a human character, it feels like "sameface syndrome" everytime, by virtue of their face being. human.

#toy txt post #or maybe i am just sameface syndrome #but also different face syndrome #two characters will have the same face but then the next time i draw those characters its a different face than they had last time! #i know part of it is being out of practice but also there is definitely an element of feeling constrained by human facial structure lmao #the monsters have Their Own Problems but like. no one has a face like bokrae no matter how inconsistent i am about drawing her #her features are iconic enough to her that you can tell everytime #birdie???? i faceclaimed eartha kitt for her and im still struggling cos i feel weird about faceclaiming as a concept #but even then 😭 one time i was trying to give headloose a face and someone was like wow he looks like birdie! #me 😭😭😭😭😭 what!!!!!! hes not supposed to!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i need to practice. features #you know the worst part about coming up w a bunch of fuckin Scenarios in my brain for ocs is that i have even fucking Drawn them yet #to give them like. iconic staple features and figure out what their faces look like. which feels like it would really help to have that #knowledge and muscle memory before i jump into trying to draw intense scenes with difficult poses!! #not to mention. listen. i can do the monster faces. somewhat. the bodies??????????? well for one. theyre too big everytime #im convinced i could be trying to draw bokrae on like a full ass wall size paper like a mural thing and run out of room. it just keeps #happening. i have no sense of scale for them either. by which i mean i struggle w scale already and also cant decide what i want it to be #and ive tried to handwave it away by being like ohhh uh. birdie casts spells on them to change their sizes for convenience but also #no. perhaps that explanation works for other ppl. @ myself tho its not good enough i Know Better!!!!!! #agh!!!!!!! i really need to figure out bokrae's Teeth also. like i dont. i coukd get away with it. but i should. and i want to. #anyway all this to say that i need to give these characters faces and body designs (actually the body designs for humanoid ocs is the easy #part. the faces are whats stumping me? well. i need more practice w all the body types again but like i Know what im Going For at least. #for the most part anyway. havent fully figured out heights. struggling w characters that i want to make short but give imposing tall energy #on occasion? birdie can be short all day long no problem. I want Alasdair to be short enough that he has a bunch of short boyfriends that #feel tall around him? bytte was going to be like 6ft max but then i thought about making her taller and like. what if i made her taller #headloose is not that /short/ but he is Not Tall and prolly pretty lean? twink build for sure #and of course all these short /tall distinctions come with a bias of relativity to my own height which i categorize as medium height #but short ppl call me tall and insist its not average and tall ppl call me short. (5'6) and then i have to factor in how the gender changes #the dynamic of a height like my height is Short For A Man but medium to tall for a Woman. which id argue is medium height bc mens heights #are socially held to high standards (hehe) and also i know ethnicity/race is also a factor? but im out of tags. rip. bye

[dennistakesamentalhealthday]

hi i finished my degree last week

#LMAOO #i dont know the grade for my dissertation and ive actually convinced myself of all the reasons it sucks so #i feel like im awaiting doom hahahahahahahahah but at least its done #i know i said before i will probably be offline and then was terminally online #rn i dont know #i love sunny and dennis but i get like hyperfixation fatigue with it #theres 2 much going on irl and also nothing at all so i feel weirddd #idk how active ill be across off season but since idk how long this off season will be im not like #gonna be away until we get news you know #also im mad i wasnt online for the s16 filming #ANYWAY! im alive and having fun etc #well now im having fun because im not doing schoolwork LMAO #i feel too overwhelmed to scroll the dash or look at discord servers but i hope my beloved friends and mutuals are well #and like i dont have the time or energy for fandom discourse or ship discourse or even just analysis and meta discussions #esp with the type of content sunny has #so idk im trying to figure out how i want to interact w these spaces but like this is a sunny blog its not that deep #i just miss people

[autisticlee]

that feeling when you're autistic and put on so many masks, played so many parts, created so many personas, etc. to try to fit in and please people due to being severely bullied or abused or whatever, that you have no clue who you are. you never developed a "self" ever. you don't have a personality, but you also have 10+ different ones that come out at different times. you don't know what you like or enjoy because it depends on what persona is in control at the time, so it always changes. you contradict yourself a lot. you like something one moment, but can hate it the next. you try to ~be yourself~ but you don't know which of these persona masks are "you." are they all you? are none of them you? how do you know?

#autism things #autistic #autism #actually autistic #lee rambles #the “you” here is me #and can be anyone who relates. any orher autistic people have this problem? #idk which of these silly little guys is actually me. let them fight each other to figure it out or something #also shoutout to all of them failing at their job and not convincing anyone. the mask never worked. it did nothing at all lmao #cant mask to save my life. but not masking doesn't mean im being “myself” either. idk what this is or how to be “me” #why can't they decide on anything and agree with each other. too many contradictions to choose one “self” #i think about this too much and can never come to a conclusion. ive told people idk who i am and have no self #but they insist i do have a self and personality and stuff. but inside its just chaos with a bunch of gremlins running wild #😫

[butchviking]

no but the sizing on the dead jumper is so weird!! i also have one and I bought a reasonably large size and it’s also too tight in the chest for my liking :(

also um. hate to say it but yeah… us store. realistically tho the shipping was maybe €10 more and norwegian customs charges €30 PLUS 30% of your order (and shipping!) cost so at that point I just stop caring and money has no meaning to me :] also the us store had the so long/good night ouija blanket which was INCREDIBLY worth it and made up for the fact that the dead jumper was too small to be a Comfort Object.

also so sick that u have the leather jacket I bet it looks rad as hell !!! i too have not listened to lines & shapes yet (but sometimes listening for the first time on vinyl is worth the wait/cost…) but my turntable is in another country atm so luckily that stops me from also experiencing the record vs clothing merch dilemma

when will they stop making "unisex" clothing that is clearly fitted for men 😔

oh man those are crazy customs charges 😬 the blanket is so cool tho i was sooo tempted to get that.. what better way to stay snug in the cold winter months.. and yes omg the jacket is already beat up as hell due to me wearing it every single day for a year and a half but its my prized possession i feel like ive stored a piece of my soul inside it. the bond between an autistic butch and her leather jacket is already so strong but an mcr jacket? they are going to have to bury me in this thing i s2g

i don't even have a record player i just need it anyway 😭 i bought the album off bandcamp im just waiting for the right time to listen.. i started listening to it in work the other day but it was on shitty headphones and i got two songs in and almost started crying so i gotta wait til ive got the night off to play it at home thru speakers very loud and Experience it, u know?

#ask #anonymous #part of my trouble with merch and shit is ive been convincing myself its some sort of investment. #im like yeah i can spend money on the dunes vinyl now bc if i change my mind in future and decide it wasnt worth it i can always sell it #the trouble with that is once i own something i would sooner die than part with it #ive got two swarm coats sitting there unworn that i could easily sell for hundreds but im just. not gonna do that lmao

[sierice]

very suspicious for tsats rn. i dont trust that its gonna be better than the preview i'll be honest gang

#like ive heard its good to some extent? ish? maybe? #so im gonna keep an open mind and all that but like...... #dont think im gonna forget that preview anytime soon #anyways pdf please 🙏tank u #mine #see i should not have given myself the tsats spoiler role in the toa discord #i keep opening discord and clicking on the channel only to close it again LMAO #i dont want spoilers but like. at the same time. when will i be able to read it #the dilemma of a person who is never going 2 be able to convince their parents to buy the book ig ✌️ #edit: skimmed thru the tsats spoiler channel. the reviews are not sounding good for my delicate heart folks i'll be real w you #ok. removing the role now. bye bye tsats spoilers

[house-in-the-backyard-trees]

mental breakdown in the tags incoming scroll past for your own well being

#so like im just WORRIED #cause like what if ive fully just convinced myself i think he's attractive but I actually dont think he is and I'm just jerking him around #and actinf like i think hes cute cause hes the first guy im not even joking basically ever since the ripe old age of 9 except for cameron #idgaf about his privacy he can fuck off but anyway he is like the first guy other than tiny little awkward 9 year olds to show me any form #of attention. and what if im craving it so bad im just convincing myself that i like him? like am i doing that? cause never in my life have #i gotten like those fucking butterflies or whatever around guys cause ive never been around them much so ive always felt so awkward around #them and just ignored them. like i even have a hard time talking to my male coworkers and looking them in the eye. and i just make up these #scenarios where every single male coworker that ever showed me any form of attention is actually secretly going to fall in love with me and #its like FUCK is that just all I'm doing? pretending? on both ends? but then i have to tell myself that my anxiety is more often than not #full of shit. but like ive craved attention all my life and what if im juat latching on to the first guy that gives that to me? i don't #wanna be that asshole. im just scared. how does everyone just date people? i thought for a while i may be ace in some way #but im also just wondering if i repressed myself that fucking much from literally age 6 that it did that much damage to me? cause ive always #been weird about myself and my body and things like that and i vividly remember wearing a tank top at age 6 in school and being freaked out #the whole day that i would get dress coded. i need to unpack this in therapy hardcore. cause i was also sa-ed when i was younger but i can't #exactly remember how old i was. #but i just think ive always repressed myself and pushed all of that down to the point that i dont know what it feels like? cause i watch #movies and read books and listen to music qnd im like hmm thats never happened to me something must be Wrong With Me. #thanks for coming to my ted talk #im so fucking nauseous #is that butterflies lmao #🎸

[exvangelical-bi]

Okay but pro tip to anyone who needs it: it's not lying if it's to xtians

#there are now sooo many fuckin uber drivers around who are fully convinced that im a pleasant christian young adult #when that couldnt be farther from the truth lmao #the second theyre like 'oh do you have a relationship with our lord and savior?' im lying through my teeth #like yes maam and/or sir i sure do! im between churches at the moment but im very strong in my faith 😊 #and then ive neatly removed myself as a target for conversion and can be pleasantly quiet #just nod my head along to whatever k love song is playing and ignore the lyrics #its basically a game to me at this point. just dragging it out as if im still within the faith #as i try not to either have a breakdown or burst out laughing #exvangelical #exvie #ex cult #ex christian

[roaringheat]

God I so badly wish gay characters and relationships were just as normal in videogames as straight characters are. I just wanna see myself in a game and have it not be like a single NPC you may or may not run into

#vark posts #its never the mc either #the mc has always gotta have some straight love interest #idk its frustrating that queer ppl are rarely ever the cool badass hero in a story #only times ive really seen a queer mc in a fps is when its one of those make ur own character things #and like yay love the bi rep ofc #but im talkin like MCs that are set characters and have a big storyline #and its not the main focus of the story ya know?? #like its natural and casual and maybe not even exciting #the game Hades is great with that #and in DE theres lots of queer characters that are painfully human #i genuinely think that if videogame rep and rep in general was more casual + normal + expected it would benefit lives #which ik is the most normal take ever lmao #im just ranting a little tbh #i do play a lot of fps games which is fuckin allergic to queer ppl sometimes so it's just pretty disheartening #i just hate having to overanalyze scraps to convince myself a character is like me

[ev1lmorty]

just saying even if im not dying or whatever it is still so annoying being sick enough u can barely leave ur room for a month str8 while having to be an active student.

#like the chances are everythings fine ive just been overresearching stuff in case it isnt #bc its easier for me to calm down if i know what to expect w the worst case than trying to convince myself its not That Bad #im banking on chronic tonsillitis bc my tonsils have gotten so big (i have permanently big ones so when im sick its a nightmare) - #- that my throat has felt like it was abt to just close twicd #but ive also had either a swollen lymp node or lump on the side of my neck for almost a month str8 w a lot of building pain #so we will see #im waiting to hear if i qualify for medicaid n if not what my options r bc id like to be able to afford this but at least i can afford #the urgent care trip when im home #ive been nonstop bitching abt this on my twit priv but ig for here too #n bc sometimes bitching on here feels less annoying lmao #mostly ive been struggling w classes bc of this bc im too exhausted to get to classes n then too exhaysted to feel i can put effort2hw #n im fine im not doing that bad but ugh this hapoening immediately after losing eric is. ahhhh lol #av.txt

[corpsegold]

Typing that out has had me panicking and freaking out sweating for the past few hours. I've been miming to myself and rehearsing talking to the woman about it and the only way I can describe how overwhelming and intense this feels is that it's like when I came out to my mum. What the fuck does THAT say

#i feel like throwing up #like anger mixed with shame mixed with a very strange relief mixed with a lots of hating myself and being exhausted #jesus christ its like hard to think about #to be honest i convince myself i have a new mental illness every few months this is probably just the next in a long series #ive had this realization several times over the years but i normally block it out and it makes a huge mood drop #talking to the alcohol guy and this woman and what the p.doc said where theyve been questioning my usual excuses or reasons i tell myself #has got me thinking about it again and this time my mood is clearer and ive typed it out rather than passed out and reading it back is #extremely fucking exhausting #it literally feels like coming out to my mum #what the actual f u c k #bro this is too much #jesus christ #its fine its probably just traits lol like its not the end of the world im literally fine #it literally cant be bad if i can see it #maybe its not true at all like im just completely wrong about this or im missing something or not understanding myself clearly #i need to feel like i can live the life i want one day otherwise i dont know how im gonna cope lmao #im tired of grieving for a person i never was #i cant cope with the idea that i might never get to be that person #ive been too scared to try on my own and if people cant teach me how to try or tell me I'll likely never be able to have normal relatnships #and be liked and secure and feel proud of myself and stop disappointing my parents #oh my god #anyway #just got a notif from the abstinence counting app it says #continuous effort is the key to unlocking our true potential #ig mb thats cool #whatever

[bixiaoshi]

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#ughhh i hate questioning other people's feelings for me #and i hate even more that i could just ask hey r we friends but i don't bc i'm terrified of the answer #and like i've read some things that led me to believe this lmao so like. im just gonna stay questioning what i am for other ppl #which is the worst thing ever. i hate it. i hate not knowing what is my place in people's life. i hate wondering if i even have a place in #their lives #bc it terrifies me. it terrifies me to realize that i don't. it terrifies me to get an answer i expect #so i just. kind of push them away. or push myself away from them. telling myself that idc convincing myself that it's okay #when its not!!!! its not bc it makes me overthink and it makes me feel incredibly lonely bc who can i turn in this situation #and not even that but ik if i get a positive answer im not even gonna believe it #bc i convinced myself that im not rlly important in people's lives and im not rlly wanted around #im terriefied of being alone and being left behind but i also am terrified of letting people be closer to me and _know_ me #i'm terrified of not having people at arms length and then this happens and i know it's my own fault bc i dont put the effort #but also. ive never seen ppl put the effort back. the only ppl i have let myself get close to arent even in my life anymore #and that makes me wonder. am i the problem. is it my fault #am i destined to feel like this with every single one of my relationships w other ppl #and it just takes me to what i've always said and felt. attachment to fictional characters is easier than attachment to ppl #but it gets extremely lonely #jo.txt #do i tag this w smth lol. does someone need this tagged

[tgirljoker]

well well well if it isnt the hindsightly predictable consequences of my own actions

#they should invent a me thats normal #ignore this one please i need to go insane in the tags on my own for a second #theres so much to explain! and i realize that it all sounds insane but its still affecting me #i hate being so avoidant and emotionally unavailable that im fully willing to jeapordize one of the most important relationships in my life #i hate taking the easy way out all the time #i cant believe the lengths im willing to go to and the things im able to convince myself of to avoid being known #i hate being like this im supposed to be the one that sucks it up and just listens to other peoples issues cause i hate talking about mine #i dont know why i cant just ignore things like i used to #if this had happened a year ago i couldve told myself it didnt bother me and that wouldve been the end of it #anytime i even think about sharing or where to start i give up practically immediately and go to the next extreme #im so sick of being an enigma but i literally dont know what else to do #ive built my entire identity around the fact that i know exactly what to do or say to make people like me #because i cant function without that level of control #i hate everything about this #i hate that its my fault exclusively #im so fucking sick of myself its a miracle im able to lie to people so well so they dont hate me too lmao #im so tired of being who i am #but being envious is just another thing that furthered this so i guess i cant comfortably feel anything without hating myself about it #what am i even supposed to say #if i do have to explain myself #how do i explain everything #how do i explain all of this to someone who thinks im relatively sane #all this is going to just land me exactly where i dreaded being in the first place #clinging desperately onto someone who just cant wait to get rid of me #i wish i could even cry about this but im so unbelievably numb to myself that even through all of this ive remained completely stone faced #i feel like a monster #im so tired

[monsterbisexual]

more n more often lately i just have the thought of like if i could just have a big dramatic freakout where i didnt worry abt it inconveniencing anybody making em feel uncomfortable/upset etc etc cuz i dont think ive ever actually done that unless i was a v tiny little kid cuz as long as i can remember ive worried abt that stuff more than i worried abt how i was feelin n how maybe if i just let myself scream a lil (not at someone. dont wanna hurt ppl ever ever or be mean) or idk. fuckin..thrashed around like a freak or smth maybe id end up feelin a lil better after

#ive had a harder time dealin w that lately i think cuz like externally besides this v recent fucked up thing w my friends #my general life situation hasnt changed much #its just that i cant handle shit as easily as i used to now everything gets to me so bad #cant just let shit go not that i was ever actually good at that #but i just feel myself gettin irritable quicker lately n thats the scary thing cuz like what if im mean to someone id wanna die #but like yea also its just hard dealin w anything cuz every little thing feels like a huge world ending thing or just makes me feel so bad #n its weird bein like this cuz its like..the last time i was Completely unmedicated i was like. 13 yrs old lmao #n i know its related to that but i try n convince myself its a coincidence that things are so hard lately but like lmao cmonnn #p #dlt ltr im fine just feelin extra insane abt shit idk #also abt the never lettin myself freak out cuz itd be a burden on others #i rly do wonder if thats part of why i went so long undiagnosed autism-wise #had to do that shit myself when i grew up cuz they didnt want a weirder kid n probs didnt see it anyway!

[thatdeadaquarius]

Okay so-- i was reading some sagau posts and came across this one where the reader was an army vet and my brain just Did Its Thing--

So now I'm here to inflict this on to you--

Would guns be considered as catalysts. And would they only do Phys Damage.

Me reading this ask:

😶 😐 🤨 🧐 🧐 😰 🥲 😭😭😭 💀

STOP YOU'VE INFLICTED ME WITH PSYCHOLOGICAL DMG FROM THIS ASK 😭

(Also srry took so long to respond, when i didnt realize how short this was/was just sitting over here 😓)

^ For the sake of gun imagery being a lot/maybe staff might hate me for it,

we'll put this gay shit instead (i almost mispelled to "gay shot" lmao)

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Sun: Army Veteran Reader, Gender neutral Reader (you/they/them)

Orbit: SHORT Headcanons

Stars: everybody bc i think itd be funny

Comets & Meteors: Content Warnings: gun stuff, mild violence, mild cursing & Trigger Warnings: Gun fun everywhere

THIS ASK HAS ME GIGGLING TO MYSELF LIKE A MANIAC

You're out here having a whole gun they let you take for off-base

And u ofc have a license so u can conceal carry

(idk how non-american gun laws work, but tbh ours are so fucked idk how they work here either, just that an army guy i knew once could have his gun when he got back home)

And ofc ur just paranoid enough (more like it just makes u feel safe)

That when u get yoinked into a portal to a silly little brightly colored gacha game fantasy world, the gun comes with 💀

Id like to add in my silly little "ur in a video game, so video game rules" AU version of genshin so:

The only other gun (ish) wielder (Mika) has unlimited bolts

Sooo I'd think your gun would be the same jfc lol

NO BC YOUD SCARE THE ACTUAL SHIT OUT OF EVERYONE IN UR VICINITY IN A BATTLE

BC GUNSHOTS ARE A DIFFERENT TYPE OF LOUD

When u first stumble into abyss monsters/hostile creatures of the realm, u nearly scare off a Lawlachurl bc every shot's like thunder to these bitches😭

So not only the monsters but the vision holders think u fucking summoned lightning

OMG THE BULLETS ARE SO FAST THEYD PROBABLY NOT SEE IT

ESP BC DISTRACTED BY GUNSHOT LOUDNESS

SO U AIM THIS LITTLE BLACK CROSSBOW (???) AND THINGS JUST DIE (OR GET RIDDLED WITH HOLES) WITH NO CLEAR ARROW STICKING OUT

STOPP- you're becoming a witchy god or smth to all of Teyvat bc it just looks like hella high level magic atp to them LMAOOO

Rumors of you get out of hand and say u just point or snap ur fingers and things get wounded/just die on the spot 💀

Oh another difference between Teyvatians seeing ur gun vs. crossbow (what they know)

Is that guns are wayyyy more destructive

Like an arrow would get shot but it'd bounce off of things like rock or wood or metal, maybe dent a little depending on how close

But a bullet goes thru that shit so easy, and leaves a whole little explosion behind, once again depending on range

(I once saw a Mythbusters episode? of them proving bullets would definitely go thru car doors, like movies lied to u, this is why drive-bys acc work like for gangs)

Lmao, the image of you in like full armor with a Teyvat made automatic gun after showing it to blacksmiths

Makes u just more convincing as a god, esp bc military training

(Ppl like Gorou and Kokomi begging for military tactics/training ur world has done)

...

....Ok.

I'll address it.

But only so u dont think im stupid later.

Yes, the Fatui have guns.

No, this not the same as having a glock LMAO

End of story.

(Also, urs runs on bullets, whereas the Fatui rely on magic/delusions to power theirs, plus they dont seem as fast or destructive as urs, more "explosions aimed at you" than real bullets)

Which,,, u leave the managing of ppl copying ur gun to ppl like the Qixing or smth, but make sure to give them advice on good gun laws if teyvat accidentally revolutionizes bc of ur advanced gun that anybody can wield (non-vision users)

Thats the best ive got abt that

Oh, also enjoy being praised as a War god now.

:)

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... dammit i had smth i was gonna tell u guys-

Uh what tf was it, it was important

OH

Next post is the Eldritch God Oneshot! Look out for it :) !!

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Safe Travels Kid,

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#lookie i made my first border image guys!! 🥺 #a little rough but eh #i used a stock image and then added that little moon #also this gun shit takes me out i could write just a whole crack oneshot abt ending up in teyvat with a gun lmao #genshin sagau #genshin impact #sagau #genshin isekai #genshin imagines #my asks #gender neutral reader #genshin impact sagau #self aware genshin #✨️forgot all my tags again✨️ #uh #genshin harem #i mean what #genshin x reader

[jealousmartini]

"Haven't you ever seen skin like mine?" A vault

Skin clarity + glow | Skin tone | skin clarity

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⋆.˚ Skin clarity .𖥔˚

My skin is just so clear and beautiful, I can't help staring and feeling it. I am just in awe at how wonderfully blessed I am to be born with such perfect ideal skin. It is so gorgeously smooth, and while its firmness keeps me looking young and perfect, it is still supple and has a slight bounce to the touch.

I mean my skin is so perfect some friends ask me what brand of skin care I use to get my skin so even and glowing like it does, but truth be told.. genetics and positive assumptions about myself I guess😭?? I've never had any reason to use skin products because my skin has always been naturally flawless, and ive never had any reason to doubt myself because literally look at me- i am the proof. That's just my nature. But every now and then, I'll get gifted high-quality skin korean care sets and expensive most wanted skin moisturisers with the most delicious and entising scents by my mum "just in case" but also because the process is fun😋

It's also so fun being able to eat whatever I want without ever having to worry about my skin because nothing could ever affect its perfectness. I just eat what I want, and the after-effects are like a couple of crumbs on my lips and still looking pretty😭

But some people do be jealous tho🙄. "There is no way she can eat what she likes and still look that good" one says and "what about the acne? Has she even gotten a spot once?" another says. And it's even better when I post pictures or videos cus haters really be out here doing there best to convince themselves and everyone around them (like the clowns they are) that skin is impossible to look that perfect and it HAS to be makeup or it HAS to be a filter or she MUST have gotten some surgery of a kind and they all couldn't be more wrong lmao. I just be existing and nothing else and i am just that naturally radiant😂

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⋆.˚ Skin colour.𖥔˚

I've had people pointing out how dewy and golden like my skin is like all my life and I never even thought about it until now. Well, I kind of always knew that I have the most gorgeous, jaw dropping skin colour that ranged between a deep caramel tan in the light and like a golden brown in the dark; I've even been accused of bleaching my skin to get a lighter tone once but how would that even make any sense when my tone changes slightly due to lighting?😭😭 But anyway other than that one person I've been getting remarkable amounts of compliments both in person and on social media about how glorious my skin colour looks. It's kind of overwhelming but ive been fighting though it.

skin colour in the dark | skin colour in bright lightings

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1 dimple is ♡shaped | I sweat= I shimmer | cutest mole marks

⋆.˚ Unique features.𖥔˚

— Glittery skin when I sweat

I have a rare phenomenon that only 0.0001 in the entire human population have, with my skin where if I am to sweat, my skin will have a light glittery coat. Scientists have recently come to find out that the glittery coat left behind by the sweat is a natural skin protecting barrier. This is incredibly useful for preventing skin problems like rashes, strawberry skin, and uneven skin texture. Scientists have not found a name for this yet (im scientists and don't know what to call it)

— ♡Shaped Dimple

Another rare phenomenon for people to get is dimples. Only 0.01 of the entire human population have dimples, and an even smaller number of people (me) have a heart-shaped dimple. There is nothing scientific about this tho, it's just fun to look at

— Beauty marks / moles

I have a couple of cute beauty marks on my body and face. Also somewhat rare, somewhat not lol. Nothing more to add😊

@theshifterbear @livingmydreamlife5555 @4ellieluv

This was lowkey entertaining to script especially the unique features one too. ONTO THE NEXT!

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