#but in various doses

[egophiliac]

just thinking about hair and faces

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #i don't THINK this counts as face horror but just in case #face horror #for your daily dose of me losing my mind over anime characters #i don't know why the hair thing surprised me so much. i think because i thought it was funny that lilia named silver after his hair color. #like ha ha lilia is hilariously bad at names how cute and silly! #oh. oh it's kind of a Thing. #anyway i am excited to see where the heck all of this stuff with silver's various dads ends up! #we still don't actually know who killed meleanor! #we still don't know literally anything about dad draconia! (dadconia? dradconia?) #we don't know what happened to the macguffin gem with its magical dad-saving powers! #(surely this will not come back to save a certain dad at a later point. of course not.) #man i was not expecting episode 7 to be all dads all the time #i mean i'm here for it but #hey remember when the highest stakes were who was gonna win the big talent show #then robots started kidnapping people and now we've just escalated from there #episode 8 our cat is going to turn into a drippy ink kaiju and we're going to have to mecha battle him to save the world or something #each member of diasomnia pilots a limb and we gattai into a giant robot dragon and hold on i gotta submit this spec script to aniplex brb

[tj-crochets]

The options with the * are the ones I've already scanned, and all but the blorbo are sewing patterns (I've already shared the blorbo sewing pattern)

#I need to go back and check if I've actually shared that cat pattern #and the octopus pattern. I think I shared that? I do not remember #I seem to be doing better with the anemia tiredness #but then I had a stress-related flare up of my various health issues #handled the first one okay but the next day had a significantly worse stress #found out if I get stressed enough two days in a row while on long term steroids #I can crash really hard before it's time for my evening dose of steroids #I have learned better! I know now that if I start shaking badly and it's not low blood sugar it's 'take the next dose a little early' time #and I knew stress doses of steroids were a thing! I just though they were for physical stressors #despite me also knowing emotional stress can be an allergy trigger for me (yes I know that doesn't make sense) #(blame mast cell dysfunction) #it was only like an hour early and I have previously talked to my endocrinologist about stress doses #I just did not put two and two together lol #I'm okay now I'm just recovering and slowly hand quilting that baby quilt

[mousegirlheart]

It's a common myth that everyone has an indiviual FBI agent assigned to surveill them. This is not true.

What is true, is that everyone has a little mouse assigned to them. Your mouse does not invade your privacy. Instead, your mouse cheers you on. Your mouse believes in you when you think nobody does. Your mouse loves you when you think nobody can.

Your mouse wants you to be happy, however you can.

#posts made while on alarmingly high doses of various pain medications

[honeytuesday]

honey's trinkets in seaside jasmine (tap for better quality)

#hny.img #as requested by chanda 💕💕 #let the trinket tour commence! #1) notebooks (2) with green for Actual Use and tan for Wistful Dreams that i will one day write something nice enough to put in there #2) old book from high school that i am trying to reread (unsuccessfully) #3) earrings (2 pairs) blue geometric ones broke upon putting them on 💔 but theyre so pretty so we keep (((': #4) hair wrangling devices (3) bc it is simply too hot for hair down #5) nail polish (2) light blue for the girl i wanna be....dark green for who i actually am #6) necklace (1) goes with none of my outfits!!! but so pretty so it goes in the hoard #7) pins (2) butterflies. need i say more #8) bracelet (1) made it when i was 9 and convinced that i could manifest my way into becoming a sea goddess. #9) pretty rock (2) friend in pocket. no explanation needed. #10) teeny tiny plushies (2) excellent weapon for bonking friends #11) possessed bear charm with bells (1) it jingles. that is enough for me #12) tubes of various purpose (3) tinted balm + brow gel + shitty but pretty pen. is there anything else u Really need? no #13) perfume (1) daily dose of Smells Nice Disease ✨ #14) bells (4) fell off my first pair of dance bells. sentimental value 900000000000000000 (: #hope u enjoyed!!! #chanda this was very very fun ty for the tag love <3333 #anyone who sees this and wants to do it PLEASE do and tag me if you make one!!!!! would lovelovelove to see it ((((: #ah christ. apologies for absolute behemoth of an essay in the tags

[basaltbutch]

sorry im so. i forget how much being on testosterone keeps me from slipping into a depressive spiral this genuinely sucks so bad. sorry if i sound a bit different on here/in dms.

#it speaks #my emotions were sooo beautifully regulated on t and now i feel a tad bit like im going to die #id gotten so used to it that i forgot #for those not on the server. bc of various trips and fighting for my life with the nurse's clinic where i get my shots #it has now been over a month (sept 12th) since my last dose of t #and i just went in to try and get a prescription of it today so i can start doing it at home #but they DIDN'T HAVE IT and WON'T HAVE IT until monday #explodes everything with my mind

[cherry-shipping]

not that id ever want a job, and in reality if me and sans lived together hed probably be the one mostly responsible for our income on account of his countless fucked up jobs, BUT. i love the thought of sans being a cute shitty little househusband sending me off to work with a kiss and a lunchbox except the lunchbox is just, like, a compact bomb of as many sausages and a gross slurry of a million fucked up condiments as he could fit in there

#i try to open it and it just blasts me in the face like a pomegranet or an envelope bomb or something #theyre so doused in various condiments i dont even have to chew them i just slide them down my slippery gullet like its nothing #maybe sometimes he makes something other than that. but im sure its equally repulsive #like just. slams together shit in a pot and cooks it for a little while and calls it a day #cherry bomb #bf (bone friend) #this is‚ of course‚ all set in a potential universe where me and sans live together ALONE #if paps was there he would be so so much better at making lunches for me. so much fucking better #'but papyrus is a terrible chef' shut UP that was in the UNDERGROUND!!!! where he didnt have COOKBOOKS!!!!!!!! #and also his mentor was INSANE #anyway me and sans couldnt fucking possibly live together without anyone else mediating nobody would get anything done ever #it would be so messy and shitty and gross oh god. jesus christ #anyway that was todays dose of domestic skenp and sans ramblings except it probably wouldnt actually be like that at all #of course my made up ideas and rules for this specific selfship takes place in a world where we conveniently Dont Think About All That Shit #'what do you do for work how old are you where do you live where are your family members' the answer is dont even worry about it #i only think about the fun silly stuff and occasionally the not fun less silly but still conveniently vague stuff #you wouldnt get it.

[raininyourblackeyes]

I could have been preparing to go to the Florence and the Machine concert tomorrow in Croatia, but nooo I have an oral exam on Monday first thing in the morning

#there are 247 structures of various medicines #for every single one of them you need to memorize not just the structure #but also mechanism of action indications and contraindications doses nus effects... #pharmaceutical chemistry is the bane of my existance #i have like 3 more lectures to learn and then revise everything #at least with the drugs with effect on cns most of them have the similar mechanisms #uni misadventures

[femme-malewife]

hm.

#i am. quite annoyed when i tell my family i do not wish to eat unhealthy very often #and when i explain nutritional value i get ignored #even mocked and laughed at #the internet has ruined humanity. if you eat unhealthy foods it will cause an influx of issues like diabetes and high blood pressure #and other various sort of issues. like obesity as well. #i am. Literally. a former fat person. i used to be big. i used to take low dose aspirin often bc i was scared id have a heart attack #i Had sleep apnea. eating unhealthy here and there in small doses is fine but if thats all youre eating you WILL have issues!!!! #when i began eating healthier my body and health improved. /I/ feel better. i cant work out rn bc of my ankle #BUT ive been making it up by eating extra nutritional foods. sure. i had an unhealthy dinner on friday and even some alcohol. #but i do not make that a habit. #im not telling people that they HAVE to eat healthy or anything. im just annoyed that voices like mine get shut down and labelled as bs #aka ''ftphbia'' and then told im intolerant and WRONG abt health #when I MYSELF EXPERIENCED THIS SHIT AND FELT BETTER WHEN I BETTERED MY EATING HABITS #im not ''blessed'' for my thin/curvy body. i had to WORK to get it. i gain weight VERY easily and STRUGGLE to lose it #im proud of how far ive come. im proud of how im not as big as i used to be. im proud that im much healthier now. #and yet despite my mom formerly telling me i needed to lose weight? now shes scoffing at me pointing out nutritional value in food??? #bruh. #ill delete this later i just need to vent

[aldieb]

this is deeply petty but all the ppl i hung out with during high school r getting engaged this year and it was freaking me out but apparently now the first one to get married is getting divorced at 24 so actually i think i’m fine!!

#text tag #this is the one who wanted to name their children after characters from her book and those characters were named like. osiris #i am getting MEGA doses of schadenfreude this weekend for various reasons and it can’t be healthy but [takes a sip]

[blunderpuff]

suddenly incensed parent: "why did you yell at my daughter?! You could have told ME my kids were being too loud, and I would have told them to quiet down!"

me: "So you didn't notice that they were shouting? Or that they were running? Everyone else in the building sure noticed."

#library #this is the kind of family that makes you want to take a double dose of birth control #we do not expect kids to be silent in the library. we also expect them not to scream and run. there IS a middle ground! #and if they can't stop screaming and running... then why the fuck can't you take them to a park?? #we have puzzles and a puppet show and a wooden train table and various computers and magnet boards and a barnyard playset #NOT TO MENTION SEVERAL THOUSAND BOOKS IN THE CHILDREN'S ROOM! and yet your kids can't be entertained by that? #then maybe they're telling you in a really unsubtle way that they're done being in the library today. and that's fine. listen to your kids. #ps the parents were IN the children's room. it's not like they were across the building at the computer. THEY WERE RIGHT THERE.

[cetoddle]

my psychiatrist thinks i have chronic fatigue syndrome btw

#been a while since i’ve bitched about my various health issues huh #she increased my abilify again but said next visit we can look into medications to help w my fatigue #exciting!! i would love to not feel so worn out all the time #i didn’t know she could diagnose things like that #slowly getting meds sorted out #we doubled my abilify this time since the smaller doses just weren’t doing shit i think it’s helping a bit more now #maybe someday i’ll be a functioning human :’) #snow.txt

[writing-with-sophia]

Poison list

While it's important to approach writing with creativity and imagination, it's crucial to prioritize responsible and ethical storytelling. That being said, if you're looking for information on poisons for the purpose of writing fiction, it's essential to handle the subject matter with care and accuracy. Here is a list of some common poisons that you can use in your stories:

Hemlock: Hemlock is a highly poisonous plant that has been used as a poison in various works of literature. It can cause paralysis and respiratory failure.

Arsenic: Arsenic is a toxic element that has been historically used as a poison. It can be lethal in high doses and can cause symptoms such as vomiting, abdominal pain, and organ failure.

Cyanide: Cyanide is a fast-acting poison that affects the body's ability to use oxygen. It can cause rapid loss of consciousness and cardiac arrest.

Nightshade: Nightshade plants, such as Belladonna or Deadly Nightshade, contain toxic compounds that can cause hallucinations, respiratory distress, blurred vision, dizziness, an increased heart rate, and even death when ingested.

Ricin: Ricin is a potent poison derived from the castor bean plant. It can cause organ failure and has been used as a plot device in various fictional works.

Strychnine: Strychnine is a highly toxic alkaloid that affects the nervous system, leading to muscle spasms, convulsions, and respiratory failure.

Snake Venom: Various snake venoms can be used in fiction as deadly poisons. Different snake species have different types of venom, each with its own effects on the body.

Digitalis: Digitalis, derived from the foxglove plant, contains cardiac glycosides. It has been historically used to treat heart conditions, but in high doses, it can be toxic. Overdosing on digitalis can cause irregular heart rhythms, nausea, vomiting, and visual disturbances.

Lead: Lead poisoning, often resulting from the ingestion or inhalation of lead-based substances, has been a concern throughout history. Lead is a heavy metal that can affect the nervous system, leading to symptoms such as abdominal pain, cognitive impairment, anemia, and developmental issues, particularly in children.

Mercury: Mercury is a toxic heavy metal that has been used in various forms throughout history. Ingesting or inhaling mercury vapors can lead to mercury poisoning, causing symptoms like neurological impairment, kidney damage, respiratory issues, and gastrointestinal problems.

Aconite: Also known as Wolfsbane or Monkshood, aconite is a highly toxic plant. Its roots and leaves contain aconitine alkaloids, which can affect the heart and nervous system. Ingesting aconite can lead to symptoms like numbness, tingling, paralysis, cardiac arrhythmias, and respiratory failure.

Thallium: Thallium is a toxic heavy metal that can cause severe poisoning. It has been used as a poison due to its tastelessness and ability to mimic other substances. Thallium poisoning can lead to symptoms like hair loss, neurological issues, gastrointestinal disturbances, and damage to the kidneys and liver.

When incorporating poisons into your writing, it is essential to research and accurately portray the effects and symptoms associated with them. Additionally, be mindful of the potential impact your writing may have on readers and the importance of providing appropriate context and warnings if necessary.

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[jojotier]

also dreaming about writing my own gay fantasy ya arranged marriage romance except the princely love interest is distant but has a hard time pretending to be cold and also his plan of "keep the protag at arms-length so he never gets attached meaning things won't hurt when the Giant Ominous Floating Hourglass hanging in the skies touches down to the earth and curses the prince" is dashed bc time clones of him keep appearing and too many of them are Already In Love with the main lead

#backburner projects #think that scene in howl's moving castle where sophie goes back to the past and howl sees her and is told to find her in the future #except make Multiple of those scenes and make it so that various versions of howl cross into the protag's present #and sophie crosses multiple times into various howl version's present #and add a big dose of Eldritch Terror and Pining and Court Politics Also #and that's what i'm imagining #i'm kinda thinking of naming the project like #[the falling times] or [an empire of falling hours] #or [a cage of glass and sand] if we really wanna go full trope title

[thevegetablewhichnoonedaresname]

hunter x hunter update: it's good 😭

#pickle pontificates #hxh #just finished ep 68? I think? #i was absolutely not expecting to enjoy the spiders that much and certainly not to care about them #finally an arc with almost no h*soka and then when I thought i was gonna have to see him again he just got cold water dumped on him #and had to leave. perfect #i love melody so much. i hope she has a good life #i hope kurapika continues to get himself sorted out #gon and killua have played less of a role recently but i love them too #shoot. dang. i just. without spoiling anything I was not expecting to care about that character #and yet I teared up!! that's good! #more stories where the villains actually suck and commit mass murder and other various evil crimes #but also unequivocally have the power of friendship just as much as the good guys if not more #i really enjoyed watching this last arc play out #but the goofy character designs also grew on me a lot #and the powers are getting interesting now that the super clunky initial explanations are out of the way (here's hoping it stays that way?) #unexpectedly a lot of the humor really hits for me in a good way #there's a lot of stuff that's just funny because of how random it is. like even though it's possible for it to happen it's still ridiculous #(kinda like jjba. although I cannot sit through that show for the life of me. hxh has it in smaller doses alongside better characters/plot) #(like I do find plenty of jojo scenes funny in small doses. it's just not worth watching that much show to ultimately get nothing out of it) #but like recently when they took kurapikas call for the hostage situation and the spider guy chucked the phone at gon #and griffin burns's character yelled at him not to break it #and then gon yeeted the phone back to the spider guy five seconds later #or at the beginning of this arc when the haiku guy composed a poem and then said THAT SUCKS and jumped off the building #or just. kurapika's disguise #idk man it's not really over the top it's just goofy enough to get me in the moment during the experience and I enjoy that #I'm having fun. I'm having a good time

[ms-demeanor]

Plan B is shelf stable for up to 4 years. Afterpill is shelf stable for about 18 months.

Plan B is currently available over the counter, and you can find coupons for it online for various retailers; some of those coupons require a prescription so check the coupon details carefully. Both of these medications can be ordered online.

Plan B and Afterpill in the 1.5mg tablets are less effective for people over 176 pounds, however it is safe to double the dose, so if you are heavier order two doses. Ella is also effective for heavier people, but requires a prescription.

Emergency contraception is effective for a short period after sex. You need to take Plan B or Afterpill within 72 hours of unprotected sex to prevent pregnancy.

IUDs and birth control implants are effective long-term birth control that does not require your partner to participate in using the birth control or even be aware of it. IUDs are 99% effective and are effective for 3-12 years depending on type. Planned Parenthood can place an IUD for you, and so can many gynecologist's offices, and IUDs are covered under most health insurance plans. Talk to your doctor or gynecologist about how to get an IUD. Birth control implants are 99% effective and are effective for up to 5 years. Like IUDs, you can talk to your doctor or gynecologist, or visit Planned Parenthood, to get an IUD.

The birth control methods listed here are not effective for preventing STIs, they are for pregnancy prevention only.

If you can become pregnant but do not want to be pregnant, now is a good time to consider a long-term birth control option like an IUD or a birth control implant, and to purchase emergency contraception like Plan B or Afterpill to have it onhand in an emergency.

[jvzebel-x]

🦋

#maybe its the holidays having a negative effect on my psyche (or maybe the psychic damage being directed toward me #from various sources due to the season has finally hit lmao) #but i am feeling particularly foul today&have given up on trying to get past it for the night lol. #like i guess it didnt help that the day started w/ a doc who spent the entire apt talking to me in heavy sighs #as tho my many degenerative physical&subsequent mental health issues are a massive inconvenience to him lmao #but also my custom fucking harley davidson jacket was just stolen&i am extremely upset about it lol. #&like i am feeling particularly fucking angry at the fact that i officially own NOTHING objectively Nice #that i did not have to MAKE appealing or valuable-appearing myself. #the last few years have seen my camera laptop guitar and every console i had worth decent money either sold or stolen. #i have not owned a cellphone in years that didnt come sold as a burner from walmart. #i went so long w/o glasses that it took months to reorient myself so i didnt walk into walls. #i am feeling extremely incapable of being grateful right now&am trying desperately not to start foaming at the mouth #like a rabid animal but i gotta be real honest this shit is getting TOUGH&the next person unfortunate enough to tempt me #into ripping their throat out w/ my teeth will def regret it lmao. #i need some sugar&some sleep but i Want a large dose of adrenaline lol #ive never been super into hurting mySELF at all. my favoured form of self harm has always been #putting myself in intensely dangerous situations lmao. #so instead of going out looking for trouble i am going to smoke roughly two grams of wax #&kill the violence+bitterness churning in me right now lmao.