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gvmdisease · 21 days

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i’m so tired but so full of energy all at once

#my heart rates so high and i’m tired #but im also like so energetic #like i feel like i just drank three monsters #but i haven’t even had a coffee

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seagull-scribbles · 1 year

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Sibling Knuckles and Amy my beloved ♥️

[old version here]

#sth #knuckles the echidna #amy rose #rushed af #haven’t done any digital art for 3 weeks so this was nice #rushed but nice #anyway I’m back #this is so so messy but I rushed it so that’s fine #totally a style choice #I have so so many headcanons for these two but last time I drew them it was so bad so it was nice to try again #not even going to link the old one you’ll have to go out your way for that mess #this is much better anyway it shows their relationship as I see it better anyway #nvm tumblr had them linked in related posts so may as well….#I still think Amy should be a power type #and knuckles should be a healer #pry that hc out of my cold dead hands I dare you #i think amy is the ine who introduces knuckles to things from modern society like slefies and coffee shop frappes and roller skating #steriotypical fun teenage girl things because sonic and tails couldnt be less interested but knuckles is always keep to learn #and then knuckles doesnt share echidna secrets but hell tell amy abiut the chaos energy he can sence and what its like #how to read chao and the best ways to interact with them #sparring positions and play fights #if he starts trying to learn a craft from his ancestors he'll tell amy when he next sees her & she'll come up with modern solutions to help #he cooks for her and can some a few really nice things #shes the one to notice first when hes feeling overwhelmed or overstimulated and anxious #and this is all before forces where they grew closer #amy gets asked on a tv interview whos she have ealk her down the isle and without hesitation she says knuckles #sonic may have had to most influence on her but once she understood knuckles isnt as grumpy as he appears they got closer quicker #he diesnt run away from her #i cant find much content for these two so if you guys wanna comment some headcanons below id love to hear them

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rowanisawriter · 2 months

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when you’re writing some random fic and reread a part to check the flow and then accidentally unearth some buried trauma lol lmao

#so………………..#some random stardew valley of all things #and i found i accidentally buried something in a Sebastian fic about like marriage and reread and um #anyway #i mean im happy i love my family #but sometimes i wonder what if i hadn’t done any of this #where would i be what would i be doing #lol it’s 8am????? the fuck I haven’t even had my coffee yet #fuck daylight savings im blaming it on that #everything feels weird and wrong #anyway good morning if you read this far we’re moving in together

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starkskypines · 8 months

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thinking bout how dean’s everything is tied to cas. cas saved him over and over again. dean’s sense of faith is tied up in cas. they’re so interdependent it’s sickening. cas only believes in humans, in saving people because of dean. cas cares about a whole world because of dean. like?????? perhaps the most moving lines in all of spn are “He saved me.” And “I cared about the whole world because of you.” because dean doesn’t believe there’s anything in him worth saving and cas doesn’t believe the world has much to offer an angel. the other turned their worldviews upside down. they changed each other right down to their bones. there’s something so biblical about it all. their love seems like more than just what is defined in love. it’s something cosmic, something god-like. something like god giving up his son for all of humanity except you’re giving up all of what you’ve defined as yourself for one human. something like being a devout worshiper of someone with flaws that loves you back unconditionally. there’s some sort of salvation myth in destiel waiting to be told. and there’s every left turn where they should turn so toxic, so unstable, but they don’t. yeah it ends in heartbreak but what salvation myth doesn’t ultimately lead to despair.

#yes it’s 6am and I woke up thinking about destiel #that gifset i just reblogged did not help matters #No I haven’t had my coffee yet #this doesn’t even make sense #but like there’s just something there that’s so powerful and i need to study it #maybe the easiest way to sum it up is just to say destiel loves religiously #cw: christianity #destiel #spn

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harrywavycurly · 2 months

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It’s disgusting that you have a killer Eddie fic and people read it.

Hiii lovey!! I really am sorry you don’t like it but I’m not going to let you come over to my page and tell me it’s disgusting that I write a Killer’s Love and you’re REALLY not going to call the wonderful humans who enjoy that story disgusting just because they like reading about Eddie who’s a loving husband and spoils his wife but also just so happens to kill people sometimes. You don’t have to read the story, it’s that simple babes. I tag it properly so you can block those tags and you’ll never see it again. Also there are waaaayy more graphic and wilder fics out there than mine and guess what? The authors and readers of those stories also aren’t disgusting. I hope you have a great day!💖

#it’s not even 9am and I haven’t had my coffee and you send me this?

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castielcommunism · 2 years

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sure cas wants forgiveness but that’s because so many of his decisions are framed as wrong in the show. he doesn’t need to hear dean forgive him he needs to hear dean say you don’t need forgiveness because you weren’t wrong. I’m the one who’s at fault and I’m sorry

#seeing posts I don’t like and I haven’t even had coffee yet :(#script stuff #cas.txt

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binders-and-beanies · 2 months

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Doin bad again folx

#might delete later I’m just wide awake and miserable #summer bill came out today and it’s $7100 not including housing which will be $2400 #literally dunno how im gonna pay for that and my dad is. adding to the emotional turmoil of it all #not able to get a loan at least not before the bill is due #able to get aid luckily but again who knows when or how much #my bday is tomorrow and for months I’ve been like please just let my bday be a good day i need one #i need some hope. not that I haven’t had good experiences lately bc I have. but nothing that lasts #nothing i get to feel good about for more than a day before a new problem drops #I need to enjoy my birthday without feeling this deep dark dread and fear and fucking guilt and hopelessness #I have fun plans for today And tomorrow and I’m grateful but honestly stressed about that too #bc it’s gonna be a lot + bc of all I need to do outside of that #+ I don’t get to spend my bday w friends the way I want like I have one friend Maybe coming w me #my bday is supposed to feel celebratory and instead it feels like absolutely forcing some illusion of choice or joy in my life #on top of it all. the most peaceful I usually ever feel is in bed w my partner and now my body won’t even let me hold or be held by them #currently laying next to them not touching them so I at least don’t keep them up w how physically miserable I am rn #I’m literally always physically miserable at this point and it feels like spring is never gonna come and provide any relief #but it’s like can I at least be cozy w them. nope instead I’m wide awake facing various horrors #despite being permanently exhausted and falling asleep in class after 40 ounces of coffee #Im just. so fucking unhappy in life rn dude I don’t want life to be like this forever with the constant threat of it getting much worse #fucking shred of joy in this godforsaken world: the sleep noises they r making rn #mine #txt #vent post #suicidal ideation tw #<- cry for help

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why-its-kai · 1 year

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everybody wanna be a super star make a lotta money drive a fancy car

#my art #doodle #lario #qcard #i haven’t even had my coffee yet and i am drawing shitty memes #this is comedy gold to me at the moment #tapping into that lucrative pizza tower/qcard fan audience

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peachsayshi · 8 months

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No. No. No. no. NO. NO. NOO.

#GEGE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK #I haven’t even had my coffee yet ???#reading leaks while trying to get ready for a meeting #WAS A BAD IDEA #fuck fuck #jjk manga spoilers #jjk manga leaks #jjk 236

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velvethopewrites · 1 year

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Tagged by @quiltedcottage (also is that you in your new avatar? You are so cute!! 🥰)

Share your wallpaper: ipad will have to do, my desktop is dead

I was in the mood for greenery.

The last song you listened to: Blues for Mama - Nina Simone (I was in a MOOD)

Currently Reading: I am still in between books; I just can’t find one that holds my interest (sometimes this happens) but I am, of course, always reading fic. Currently reading Lonesome Town by green eyes & illusions

Last Movie: Guardians of the Galaxy 2, in preparation to see 3. It had been awhile. 🤷🏼‍♀️

Craving: to go on a road trip - I never get to go anywhere anymore, it feels extremely oppressive, to be quite honest, wanderlust is a part of me and I miss hitting the open road with some tunes and a good friend by my side.

What are you Wearing right now? My pajamas. It’s only 7:30 am here.

How Tall are You? 5’4

Piercings? Just my ears. I hate needles. I admire tattoos but yeah, never gonna happen.

Glasses? Contacts? Glasses to read, sometimes. Other times not needed. It’s just old age.

Last Drink? Oat Milk with nutmeg before bed

Last TV show? Star Trek/DS9 -we’re re-watching it for the 10,000th time

Last Thing You Ate? Double chocolate fudge cake ( I haven’t broken the ol’fast yet. It was last night, I don’t eat all that for breakfast!)

Favorite Color: Purple and green, like Mardi Gras.

Current Obsession: Still Supernatural, I suppose, still brain-rotting (but fun!)

Unrelated Obsession: the palo verde trees are in bloom in Arizona and they look amazing against our blue-skies but damn, they make me sneeze my ass off so I am obsessed with photographing them from a safe distance, lol like this:

Any Pets? Yes, my cat, Kitty B who is whining and meowing very loudly because I am late with The Food (tm) The Food must be given between 6:30 and 7 or his highness is very displeased and I will suffer the consequences.

Any Crushes On Anyone? I tend to have crushes all the time, they are usually fleeting and quick but I do get them on mutuals, on writers, on certain blue-eyed cutie patooties, etc. I think we should all fall in love a little bit every single day. It’s good for the heart muscle (and the imagination!)

Favorite Fictional Characters? Castiel. And Ginny Weasley. And Lois Lane. Jadzia Dax.

Last Place You Traveled: Probably Strawberry, Arizona for my birthday two years ago. Woes. It’s been far too long.

I tag: @thechaosthatismybrain and @cacklingblobbittyrabbitty

#Tag you’re it #whoo this was long #And I haven’t even had my coffee yet

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timaeusterrored · 1 year

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Kerry watched him sleep, hand on his face. V had fought it off for a bit but eventually the meds took over and he had fallen asleep. And Kerry hadn’t moved where V had been holding his face.

V looked peaceful, the panic and confusion gone from his face. Kerry wasn’t able to go far without him reacting unless he was asleep, but even then, Kerry never went far. He hated the look of panic when he couldn’t find Kerry.

The more Kerry watched him, the more he remembered what he used to think about V. The thoughts made him cringe and angry at himself, for ever thinking of him as nothing but an obstacle to get Johnny back. How, even if for a short time, he didn’t care what could have happened to V. How he had wanted Johnny to take over his body, now the idea made him sick. Now he would have been angry for Johnny taking V’s body, because the idea of losing V made him sick.

Those Arasaka assholes drained the life out of him, they may have saved him, but they took the light Kerry loved out of V. He was doing everything he could to keep Arasaka from knowing where V was, and trying to get V to say something.

He leaned down and pressed a kiss to his forehead, then felt V’s hand tighten around his own once again. He looked down to see tired eyes looking up at him. Kerry’s heart shattered, and he’d do anything to put light back into him.

“Now I know those meds should not have warn off yet. I’m not going anywhere… just showing affection.” Kerry stated softly, smiling down at V.

V nuzzled into his hand, eyes closing again. Vik said there was a possibility of them never getting V back from Arasaka, but Kerry knew. Vik had missed his son and it hurt seeing him like this.

“Come back to us, baby..” Kerry whispered, feeling useless once again.

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dancingwiththefae · 2 months

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i got your trademark right here doll. oh faye wrote a fic? well hot damn it's gonna be angsty, it's gonna be cathartic, its gonna be sexy as hell. probably gonna have extremely complicated yucky women in it. and i'm gonna read it like 4 times in a row

😭😭😭

#asked and answered #dreamofbecoming #pls I haven’t even had my morning coffee yet #I’m so happy people like my fic

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gent · 3 months

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i feel like i am finally making friends and i am very happy

#i’m meeting my other friend who i haven’t talked to in a while for coffee next week (she had covid for a while)#and i’m going to the thrift store with some new friends i made last week this weekend #and i get to hang out with my class friend in between classes and get smoothies #yayyyyyy #it’s such a huge relief because i have been feeling so alone and alienated but it’s nice to have people i can talk to and feel comfortable #being around even if we aren’t that close. yeah.

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phdmama · 2 years

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I haven’t even gotten out of bed but woke up to @drarrymicrofic and the prompt evidence, and this just happened (written on my phone so possibly wonky formatting). It’s sort of a poem? I guess? Rated M.

What are we, Draco wants to ask. What am I to you?

Sometimes late at night, he hears Harry whisper, have you figured it out yet?

Draco considers the evidence, sifting through his memories like sand.

A hand high up on his thigh or resting on the nape of his neck, where everyone can see

– You want me, he thinks

Tea, the way he likes it, every time he comes over

– You know me, he thinks

His name on Harry’s lips as Harry moves in him on him around him

– You need me, he thinks

A key pressed into his hand and stay pressed into his skin

– You have me, he thinks

The ache in his heart that eases when Harry holds him