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rosefulmadness · 1 year
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bro why are languages so hard like come on now I just wanna be able to communicate
with friends? with family? with my roots? all of them THAT'S A LOT OF LANGUAGES WITH THEIR OWN ALPHABETS there's never enough time
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marsbotz · 2 years
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im normal about him. btw
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btnclmrttn · 1 year
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if it's alright may i request saitama, genos, and garou with a fem reader with massive tits? like just how would the boys react (nsf/w mixed w sfw hc's pls :D) to a reader with the big naturals, which if you do this request tysm!! :D
aight bruh. I have experience in this field
If he had a Big Tittied S/O
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SFW
He don't like you borrowing certain t-shirts cause you stretch them out and make that weird sag in the front. He specifically got 2 shirts a couple sizes up to avoid that
He comments often about your back hurting he doesn't know how you do it fr he feels bad
Crumb magnets, we can all agree. Always says some shit like, "Saving some for later?" when you eat something that he knows will cause that. Definitely laughing at you
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Hope u like breast/nipple play bc it's basically mandatory for him (with consent ofc) Sometimes he just does it cause he's bored. Like he doesn't want to have full on sex he just wants to play with them and get you going like organic stim toys
Falls asleep on them midway through sometimes. Best sleep he gets
The internal struggle between wanting to fuck you hard enough because the way they bounce is just cool to him and not wanting to hurt you/temporarily paralyze you waist down so you can't do shit
If you wear any sort of pretty lingerie/leather it's gurenteed you won't be going anywhere for a few hours. Or days. The outfit might be ruined too. He gets quite animalistic
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He has the math on the actual size of them thanks to endless shameless staring to perform the calculations. So take him bra shopping with you, cause he WILL know what will fit or not.
Same with shirts he'll tell you if they'll flatter your shape or squish out wrong. And he don't care if you stretch his shirts out on accident
Somehow knows if someone is staring and will confront them loudly (a bit of possessive jealousy if you will)
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I've HC that Genos loves all things squishy matter what part of the body it is, so he does like hugging/squeezing them. Not always in a sexual way, though. He's just been metal for so long he's forgotten what his own flesh felt like so it's more of fascination.
Aside from that he likes having you grind/hop on his dick while he's sitting up/against something, say like on a couch, as he sucks on your tits
How he had the conversation of getting micro vibrators installed in his fingertips, you'll never know. Might have installed them himself to avoid that explanation. Very handy for universal use!
You got polka dot tits always. That's where most of the hickeys go. You can't wear low collar nothing for SHIT. It might be done on purpose
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Dude is insensitive to how sensitive tiddies can be, pain wise. He likes fucking around and squeezing/poking them to get on your nerves. It's recommended if he keeps up his bullshit to punch him in his own tiddy.
Missing a bra? He's wearing it and waiting for you to notice. Always in the outside of his clothes or his head over his hair
He never realized how useful they were at holding shit and insists you help him with looting shit from places, or stores.
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Absolute tits dude hands down he's got mommy issues. They make him more submissive if he focuses on them too much. So while he likes teasing/sucking them, if he gets too into it he starts switching up
While his preference is being on top, he can't help but watch how they move when you're on top. It's a consistent internal struggle. The visual of it makes him cum faster
Same with boob jobs, he's not lasting more than 3 minutes max. Essentially, big tiddies are the magic to get you a very whiney, submissive bitch if you choose embrace that power
He likes cumming on them so whether it's oral or vaginal/anal he pulls out to cum on them
(edit: corrected the spelling and took out "bitch" because y'all ain't bitches)
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margueritedaisies · 6 months
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I just love drawing families of fictional characters, its interesting to think of how each sibling would look. I try to make them different from one another but at the same time maintain familial similarities.
Jinzha resembles their mom, Muzha their dad, and Nezha's a good mix of both.
Also get ready with some sibling dynamic rant, mostly relation HCs by me.
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Enough with the parent child dynamic
I want sibling dynamic. Where these three come to terms on what happened between them. Specifically Muzha and Nezha's interaction is the one I want to see.
Tbh those two's fates in the myth reminded me of Hyakkimaru and Tahomaru in Dororo.
Like Nezha and Muzha had so much potential to gain solidarity with each other. Because Jinzha could never relate to them as the ignored or unwanted child. Muzha has that middle child stuggle fr.
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Muzha is the one so eager to gain their fathers favor trying to meet Jinzha's level . Nezha wants nothing from his father so he makes himself worse.
Muzha's frustration with Nezha is that Nezha is rebellious, disrespectful of their dad
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While Nezha's frustration to Muzha is that Muzha is so blinded and always struggling to achieve something so futile. Deep down he hates how Muzha is suffering this way but he wouldnt speak of it. This is why they always at odds.
They should make a movie focusin the Li brothers fr
Other than overusing the actual myths.
Fuck the ending from the original myth, they didnt even consider how the children felt from all the abuse. Not even mention of Muzha's death.
Enough Ao Bing, what about Muzha???
And the moral lesson is just about "respecting elders"?? The story still had so much to wrap up. How can you call this a family if there is some sort of hierarchal system. A family requires empathy to maintain that connection.
Tbh its kinda realistic
Families and siblings can still inflict trauma from each other .And a story based on reconcilation is a good way for this to be about family counselling.
I wanna see the "what ifs". It could be each brothers own story of self healing from the trauma caused on each other.
Maybe Im getting my hopes up too much, but it could be a development for them to forgive, start anew and an opportunity to connect and catch up on what they missed on each other.
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As for Jinzha he also has his own struggles as the eldest. Keeping up the station as the golden favored and perfect son. But its Asian family dynamics, which means hes in a lot of pressure. But he is mentally and emotionally strong. The brothers always busy on his studies ,future responsibilities and training to be able to spend time together. Their timetables seemed to be planned out to always not meet. Jinzha especially had less freetime. And if he ever came across any of his brothers, it was only one of them never both.
He doesnt mind being a buffer for the other two feuding but it does stress him out that it will never change. But he'll make sure to give time and attention to both of them as much as he can.
Other than keeping up his fathers expectations he also doesnt want to fail as a big brother to them🥺😭
Muzha and Nezha can see his efforts so they do not dare hold anything against him. Muzha still keeps his competitive attitude when Jinzha's around but accepts any offered kindness from Jinzha. While Nezha enjoys his company when he gets the chance.
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Also because I tend to hold on to this little bit of bonding😭🥺🥺Jinzha trying to be the best big bro
Thinking of the contrast in the future where Jinzha was tasked to torture Nezha destroyed me😭😭😭What did Jinzha even feel while he had to do it??
Also here some Nezha with his hair down again
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jamisonwritestf2trash · 8 months
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TF2 Mercs and The Will Wood Songs I Think Fit Best.
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What can I say, I'm a huge Will Wood fan lmao
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Also, slight warnings most of these are sad. One are two aren't, but a lot of the reasons why these songs resonate with the Mercs will be sad.
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Demo- Half A Decade Hangover and The First Step. I genuinely think this man hates being an alcoholic. He loves it when he can be fun and have a good time, but he hates the fact that he depends on it so hard.
Engie- Um, It's Kind Of A Lot. Okay, so this ties back into one of my first headcanons, I think. So I genuinely think the reason Engie is so close with Pyro and the other Mercs is because this man didn't have a family that really cared for him. Like not abusive but just not present. He. Is. Scared. Of. Love. He's scared the people he cares about will be taken from him. He's scared that he cares too much and that he'll never feel that in return.
Heavy- (When I tell you I struggled on this one) Venetian Blind Man. Okay, I'm not going to lie. This one is more of the style and music than the lyrics. I just think it fits, I really can't explain it.
Medic- Your Body, My Temple, and Yes to Err is Human, So Don't Be One. I think Your Body, My Temple fits him well because this man literally loves the human anatomy. He views the body as a temple, but not in the way like gym bros and fitness bloggers do. No, like this man thinks the human body is something to worship (nonsexual). Also, a lot of connections to people, which is shown in the song and i also think the religious aspect just fits some how. Yes to Err is Human, So Don't Be One is definitely a song that for me captures a sense of eerieness and almost inhumanity in a person, not saying that Medic isn't human or doesn't have humanity but I definitely think he has moments where he forgets about that. He always catches himself, tho. EDIT- JevTheJester let me know that BlackBoxWarrior - OKULTRA also fits Medic, and I agree. I think the upbeat tempo is a great fit, and it fits insanely well! ( The longest description goes to my wife, of course 😮‍💨)
Scout- Tomcat Disposables and Love, Me Normally. Oh boy. Tomcat Disposables just fits him so well. Like I think this man loves his family and home so much and just wants to provide that for a future family. I think he's also just really scared of dying (again)? Because I definitely think on the outside, he's all like cocky and chill about it but on the inside he's so fucking scared. Another mix of being confident and cool on the outside while also being really scared on the inside, but this time it's about getting close to people! Abandonment issues and all that wacky stuff. Give this man a hug pls.
Sniper- Becoming Lastnames. Let's be real. This man has family trauma. He loves his mom to death, but I definitely think his dad was distant, and when he was present, he was very strict and cold. He definitely wants a family he can be a good father/husband to, but he also knows that's probably not possible.
Spy- Cicada Days and I/Me/Myself. Commitment issues and genderfluid? He's just like me fr. (Jokes) I think Cicada Days can represent the times he's actually felt love, but he got scared and left. Specifically with Scout and his mom. I/Me/Myself, I don't think this man knows how he feels about his gender identity and hates it. Like def has internalized a lot of shit, being queer being one of the major ones. (all people who can change appearances at will in media are genderfluid come at me).
Soldier- (I struggled with this one too, ngl.). Morning Announcements. I think it just matches him and upbeat vibe with no really idea behind it.
Pyro- 2econd 2ight 2eer and Memento Mori: the most important thing in the world. This dude definitely has high energy, and I can picture them singing 2econd 2ight 2eer and like really getting into it (if they could actually be understood). Okay, a thought. I can vividly imagine Pyro (if they could be understood). Singing this song with Medic. Both of them actually like the concept of death.
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Ugh, that was a lot. I'm sorry 😭 I really like Will Wood, as I am mentally ill. Thanks again to all of you who make me actually want to post things I think you guys will like <3
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hyunsvngs · 8 months
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god spit kink with ot8? i cant choose i want- no need them to spit in my mouth.
god chan would do it for the sake of making the sex messy. it gets him off so fast, the concept of his spit swirling around on your tongue. he’d spit in your mouth and immediately shove his tongue against yours, licking it up and inherently creating even more spit. he’d want you to be wet and messy for him afterwards. he just loves it messy, which is exactly why he wants you to squirt for him.
minho would do it for the domination aspect of it. spitting in your mouth, telling you to hold it in while he fucks you, don’t dribble any. “that’s my spit you’ve got there, kitty. don’t lose any, ‘s important, yeah?” this means you can’t moan and so you are actually struggling so hard!!! he’s so MEAN!!!!! but u do it anyway.. dutiful lil kitty
changbin would spit on your pussy. he’d spit on your asshole when he eats your ass, and trust me he eats your ass. he 100% swirls his tongue around your asshole, spitting on it before cleaning it up with his tongue. ughhh and imagine him spitting your cum back in your mouth after you’ve cum on his tongue….
god hyunjin would love it messy too. dribbling spit all over your tits, mixing with the sweat dripping from his forehead. wet mouthed kisses all the way down your tummy until he’s spitting directly on your clit, using one thumb to rub it all around you and make you messy…. it’s just so beautiful to him. he wants to make you covered in his spit just as much as he wants to make you covered in his cum.
jisung. jisung. my baby. okay so jisung would want to cum in your mouth and have you spit it back in his. i don’t make the rules. pretty little baby would be waiting, pouty lips parted and eyes wide until you spit his own cum back into his mouth. spit in it again after, call him filthy for loving the taste of his own cum, he loves every fucking second of it. loves being degraded using your spit.
lixie would be soooo cute with it. you’re making out one day, tongues swirling around eachother’s and maybe you hadn’t made out many times before, not even had sex yet. you’re curious, though, why felix is letting out such deep moans everytime your tongue brushes against his with a wetter slide - with no thought, you’re pulling away, grabbing his soft hair and yanking his head back to spit between those perfect plush lips. his eyes practically roll back, and after he swallows it obediently, he’s groaning - “do it again, please.”
seungmin would be so fucking NASTY with it. spitting in your mouth, then finger fucking your mouth so all the spit is going all over his fingers before he’s pressing the same fingers inside your sweet little cunt. loves to spit in your mouth during sex, letting you taste his saliva before he’s pressing his tongue against yours to silence your moans. you’re his dirty bitch fr.
jeongin. ok not to bring back jeongin’s heavy squirt kink but i can imagine jeongin making you squirt, long fingers curved up against that nice lil spot until you’re squirting and - oh? his lips are wrapped around you, letting his mouth fill with your juices. i think instead of letting it dribble into your mouth, jeongin would pull your hair back with his free hand and press his tongue into your mouth, more forcing your own cum in. he is so dirty. i need him
♡ juno
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midnight-talescape · 1 year
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Virus (Various Pokémon x Reader)
Kinktober day Idfk : Mix and Match lot of things happened
I know I have been gone, but like work schedule change and Halloween costume planning, so lol. I ended up shoving everything in a single long story so have fun
Warning: Poképhillia, non-con, lot of stuff happened , etc, etc you get the point not for kid
Genre: filthy filthy smut
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You ran through the forest, not caring about the branches scratching at your body, knowing full well your fate will be worst if you get caught.
You shivered as you remember how everything change.
Pokémon has always been your best friend and it’s not a uncommon occurrence. People and Pokémon live in harmony, until it all change.
A mysterious virus was infecting Pokémon, causing them to fall into a murderous rage. Pokémon with trainer will turn on them, causing mass destruction across the region.
The league has stated that whenever these Pokémon are found, they must be killed as to not cause any more damage.
Your lip trembled as you remembered how your entire team was infected and how you had no choice but to run. You could have signal for help, but you couldn’t. They were your best friend you can’t watch them die.
Suddenly you were stopped in your track as a Nidoking eye red with fury walk toward you. You closed your eyes, knowing there was no where to run. Just as you accept your fate you heard something heavy fall onto the ground.
You opened your eye to see the Nidoking on the ground, (you can’t tell if it’s dead or alive) before being hit with a flamethrower. (Definitely dead) Standing with his back toward you was your Charizard. He turned toward you, eyes still red but seemingly having no intention to hurt you.
Shakingly you hold out your hand,
“Char?”
Snapping him out of his trance, he let out a roar before grabbing you and took to the air.
You closed your eye as the wind hit your face, when you felt yourself landed you look up to see the red eyes of the rest of your team. Pidgeot, Luxray, Typhlosion, Lucario, Mewtwo, and Charizard who was holding you to his chest. They look at each other as an unspoken agreement was made.
“G-guys?” you ask fearfully unsure of what was happening,
In a flash you were on the ground and your cloth was tore away as Charizard pounces on you. 
Without warning he slammed into you and you let out a screech and your body arched up as you felt what was the equivalent of a burning rod shoved into you. 
The impact knocked the air out of you as you desperately pushed at Charizard’s body as he thrust into you, trying to get him to stop. Charizard bite down on your neck threateningly to get you to stop, and you sobbed as you stop struggling just taking in the assault.
Sensing your submission, Charizard licked your neck in a almost comforting motion, as he covered you with his wings and slow down a little for you to adjust. Slowly your sobbing quiet down as the pain started to die down.
Feeling your body starting to relax, with a roar he fucked into you relentlessly, your body being treated like a fuck toy. 
You panted and cry as you hold onto Charizard’s body for dear life as you were impaled on his member. Your cry futile as your body bounces up and down on his members, orgasming over and over again.
Eventually you felt his thrust getting sloppy. You let out a cry when you felt him fucked into your womb and his wing started flapping before cumming inside you.
The cum was burning hot and scorched you from the inside, you sobbed and begin to struggle again. Charizard ignored your struggle and pushed you down as he filled you up and some more. After 10 or so minutes the stream of cum slow down and eventually stopped. With a pant Charizard pulled out and the cum that was inside you poured out.
You laid on the ground, your body tired and abuse, thinking it was finally over when Pidgeot landed on you. His talon digging into your shoulder.
He nuzzled your neck as if to comfort you from what’s about to happen, before pushing down on your stomach with his talon (feet?) Your mind went blank as Charizard’s cum gushed out of your body in a fiery stream.
Your mouth opened in a silent scream as your body spasm from the feeling. When it was over, you panted on the ground, tears and saliva covering your face.
Once satisfied that your stomach was mostly empty, he flapped his wing and flew to you lower body. His talons digging into your leg breaking your skin.
Ignoring your silent plead, he shoved a talon into your wet fold. Digging in and clawing at your tunnel to forcefully removed any of Charizard’s seed that’s still in you.
 “N-no! Ha…. I-it h-hurt, ah!”
You tried to get away from Pidgeot, as you felt like your tunnel was getting shredded. Unhappy he removed his talon using both of his feet to hold you down, before diving his beak into you.
You gasp and moan as you felt your tunnel being stretched again as he drink the liquid that was coming out of you. Your leg shuddering as you came over and over again.
Eventually he stopped to dodge a attack from Luxray, who got impatient waiting for him to finish.  You spasm as you were brought to your high as you was nearly hit by Luxray’s attack the electric racing through you. Pidgeot turned around screeching at Luxray, ready to fight him for interrupting him, when they were stopped by the other.
With a huff Luxray laid back down looking at you with a hunger in his eyes.
Pidgeot flew back and slammed into you not bothering to wait anymore. You gasp as you felt his member goes into you. His member might not be as thick as Charizard’s but it was longer and it immediately impaled into your womb. He thrust into you fast and hard, you can barely feel it move out before you feel it hitting deep inside you again.
You arched your back as you felt him finally came inside you, filling you up again. When he was done he fly up, removing his member from your body, and perched on a tree as Luxray got up and walked toward you.
Ignoring how abuse and sensitive your body was, he put his black paws on your shoulder, pushing you into the ground and stopping any chance of you running away. He lowered his head to put your neck in his mouth, a silent threat in his action, as if to say he will crush your throat if you dare move.
Shaking you relaxed your body, not wanting to die. As soon as you did, you grabbed onto the grass as you felt him thrust inside you. The barb on his member hooking onto your tunnel,  hitting every sensitive spot. Every time it pulled out it will scratch against your tunnel, scratching the inside and pulling your body with it.
You gasped and tried to relax your body as tears stream down your face. You moaned as Luxray started licking your breast, the tiny hook on his tongue scratching at your skin. 
Over and over he thrust into you, while holding you down with his paw, not giving you any chance to run away. Suddenly he flipped you over and your mind went blank as his member twisted inside your body.
Biting down on your neck, eventually he came inside of your womb. You wailed as you felt his knot inflating inside you stopping any cum from leaking outside of you.
Your body spasm as you felt the electricity on his cum shocking you, forcing you to cum over and over again. After a while his knot deflated and he pulled out with a ‘pop’ and he walked back, as Lucario took his place.
Grabbing your ass Lucario fucked into you from behind, holding you in place with his paws. Suddenly your eyes blurred and another Lucario showed up in front of you. The cloned grabbed you and pushed you into Lucario’s chest before thrusting into you from the front.
You let out a moan as you were filled from both side. Together they started moving in sync, using you as a sex toy. Lucario licked away the saliva dripping down your chin as you were fuck dumb. The cloned pinched your nipple hard, for a moment you thought he was gonna poke a hole through it. 
You felt his knot inflated on both side when they finally cum into you. You lay there shivering in their embrace, not able to move. You let out a whine when you felt them start moving again before the knot deflated, always stopping at the entrance before shoving it back in. All of your juice was forced to stay inside you, with their seed as their knot stop anything from leaking out.
You laid there panting on the ground, your belly swollen and painful, until they were forcefully pulled out of you. You let out a yelp of pain, and Lucario deactivate his shadow clone and threw an aura ball at Mewtwo who pulled him out using Psychic. Mewtwo dodge and looked at Lucario,
‘Hurry up’
With a humph Lucario walked off. Mewtwo flew toward you.
“M-Mewtwo?”
You looked at him with hope in your eyes. Mewtwo looked back, eye red and the next thing you know you was floating in the air. The cum inside of you dripping out of you and onto the grass.
Grabbing you into his arm he fly high into the air, you shivered in the cold wind and hold on to him.
Moving you slightly higher he thrust his member into you, the seed inside you forcefully pushed out of you. The vein on his member pulses inside you, and he quickly started thrusting inside you. Your juice being beaten into a white froth decorating the place where you guys connect.
Your mind started to blur from all the fucking you just endured, unhappy with this Mewtwo let go of his arm and you quickly grabbed onto him. The fear of falling down and dying causing you to clench your fold and Mewtwo let out a groan as he pounded into you. Using his power he created some purple glowy tentacles and pulled your arm back, bending you backward in an impossible position, allowing him to slam his shaft deeper inside you, hitting the end of your womb.
Tear streamed down your face as you wailed and cry for him to let you go. Unmoving he use the tendril to whipped you leaving mark on you as he use your body. You stayed there in the air being beaten and fucked, your juice dripping down your leg and onto the ground far below. Your mind was long broken and blurred, being able to do nothing but take the abuse. Eventually you was let down again and you curled up as best as you can.
You trembled when you felt a paw on you. The owner lifted you up and put you on his warm furred body as he gently comfort you. Looking up you saw your Typhlosion staring at you. His eyes still red, but a bit brighter, seeing the familiarity you hold onto his fur and burst out crying.
Typhlosion cooed and rubbed your back, his fur and motion calming you down. Eventually you stopped hiccuping and Typhlosion gently nuzzled your neck and guide his member to your fold, but instead of slamming you down he looked at you.
Gritting your lip you nodded your head and gently lower yourself on his member. 
You gripped his fur tightly as you were stretched again, but this time you were willingly doing it. 
He gently stroked your back and suddenly pushed down on your wound a bit too hard and you slipped, landing on his member all in one go. Your body stretched around it tightly, the member hitting deep into you.
Grabbing your waist he slowly moved you up and down on his member. You moaned as you were filled slowly, but soon it wasn’t enough. The slow pace wasn’t enough to bring you over.
“F-faster, please, ha~”
Smiling Typhlosion gripped your waist and moved you up and down, faster and faster, harder and harder.
Your leg shuddered and you shooked you head,
“T-too f-fast, ha..”
Ignoring your cry, Typhlosion let out a groan and slammed you down. His gentleness from the start was all just a facade, after all he never had any plan to let you go.
Suddenly a purple flame engulf you. The flame didn’t hurt you, but they were eerily cold, you shivered and got closer to Typhlosion. Holding you to his body he eventually came inside, his cum unlike Charizard a freezing cold. Pulling out he gave you a kiss on the head.
In your perpetual vision you saw the rest of the team walking toward you again.
You don’t know how long it lasted, but when they were finally done with you, your mind was long past broken. 
There you laid in a puddle of cum, your body covered in marking, as they surround you. A silent sign of who you belong to.
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‘What do you want? Truly deep down?” The voice asked,
‘Wants?’
‘What we want deep down?’
‘Isn’t that obvious?’
‘I want…’
‘We want…
‘…her’
‘She belongs to me,’
‘I want to watch her cry beneath me,’
‘No one shall touch her,’
“She’s ours,”
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fallen-child-escapism · 10 months
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Clone high headcanons??
My brain is mush lets go!
Abe:Hes super fucking tall, like 6'4 at LEAST. hes bi- Listens to weezer religiously, got topher into it.Thanks to the lovely POBart I am a mullet Abe truther, he grows his hair out and ppl either love it or hate it lmao also hes transmasc. I make the rules. He's trans.
Joan: Above average height, but not super tall. she's like 5'6 or 5'7. Is constantly redoing her roots. Idk I dont really like joan all that much so I don't have many ideas 4 her
Cleo:5'5Lesbian-she struggled with hard core comphet and Frida is the first girl she's been able to actually have a meaningful relationship with, without forcing herself.Struggles with alot of self worth issues. She grew up valuing her body over her mind and it really fucked her up. She is pretty smart though.Likes Doja Cat, Lizzo,and Meghan thee stallion
Jfk:6'1Hes pretty openly pan in 2023, would only fool around with guys in 2002. Has Addison desease like irl jfk. He gets called Jack by ppl hes close with.
Harriet:I have mixed feelings abt Harriet tbh, like I WANT to love her but she pissed me off in show a couple times. Unpopular opinion, I actually don't mind any of the new clones designs. She dyes her hair ALOT, loves bright colors. She feels pretty uncomfortable with having to live up to her clone mother. She loves art and acting and feels like she's letting people down because of it.Shes straight or maybe bi, she doesn't really know.
Frida: Short lady!! 5'1 Irl frida was bi but she doesn't really care for guys. she's a lesbian. Always has a sketch book with her:) Thinks cleo is just so cool and really respects all her interests. She even lets her do her makeup. Loves her tall gf
Confucius:Mommy issues fr. Hes like 6'2. Really loves all kinds of fashion. Has a raccoon tail in his hair. Blue+Black mullet cus he's silly. Chronically online. Tries to be an influencer but is kinda bad at it lolIs. besties with jfk
Topher:4'9 at MOST. hes so short Hes ALSO transmasc. and gay. Hes got a bit of internalized trans and homophobia. (sorry transfem topher lovers)Has a couple prominent white hairs. His hair is THICK and curly. He kinda hates it until his friends( mainly abe) make him feel more content with it. Hes a brony lol. Listens to weezer unironicly cus of Abe. He also loves hyperpop and Weird Al. Caitlyn actually adopted him, and really sees him as her son.
fucking HATES being called Chris or Christopher.also he has pretty bad hygiene other than leaning over the tub to wash his hair every other day.
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pardis-dhyai · 1 year
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Hihi!! I got so excited when I found ur blog, I love your headcanons so much and I can never get enough chubby!reader content, ur out here doing gods work fr 🙏 could I please request wanderer, xiao, venti, and tighnari wearing/putting on like one of chubby!reader's hoodies or smth when they're away and reader finding them wearing it?? Could be fluffy or spicy, I'm not picky 🤭 thank you so much!!
hello hello hello!!! thank you so much <3 we deserve more love dammit! and this is an adorable request. I am on it! hope you enjoy!
wearing their chubby partner's clothing
characters featured: wanderer/scaramouche, xiao, venti, tighnari
pronouns used: none--second person perspective.
warnings: mentions of alcohol in venti's, but...i think you figured that would happen.
notes: written with a chubby reader in mind. still perfectly readable if you aren't chubby. assumed modern au!
wanderer/scaramouche is lonely. he would rather DIE than admit it, but he is. he misses you, your touch, your voice...and you've only been gone three hours. he sighs to himself, grumbling as he makes his way over to where you store your clothes and grabbing a hoodie he's seen you wear countless times. no matter how many times you wash it, it always smells like your soap, and you come home to find your boyfriend curled up with his nose snuggled inside the collar, peacefully snoozing away wearing your sweatshirt. he almost reminds you of a feral kitten finally starting to become socialized. he wakes up when you take a picture. he instantly starts swearing.
xiao finds himself getting cold at night. he already struggles with chronic pain and insomnia--he does NOT need to be shivering through the night to make his life even harder. so, one night as you both are getting ready for bed, he simply grabs one of your fuzzy pajama sets from the drawer and pulls it on. when you pause brushing your teeth to question what he's doing, his face just goes scarlet. "I've been getting cold, and your clothes are comfortable and smell nice. this is a normal thing partners do, isn't it? it's not a big deal..." he somehow blushes even harder when you comment on how cute he looks in them. he can't say he hates the attention...maybe he'll do this more often even when he's not cold.
venti is prone to mixing up your clothes when hungover. dude is a stumbling bumbling mess who hates mornings on top of the likely liver poisoning, so it's actually pretty common for him to grab one of your shirts and wear it out like it's no big deal because he didn't even notice it was yours, sending you a text halfway through the work day with a video of him giggling in the bathroom pointing it out. he's even the type to go all in styling them--and he will always ask you first before he actually modifies any clothing. wearing clothes too big for him does not help with the "being mistaken for a child" issue he has going on, though...because people assume they're hand-me-downs from some older sibling he doesn't have. "This is my PARTNER'S! I know I have skin as soft as a baby's but I'm not ACTUALLY one!"
tighnari is a horrible, horrible sweatpants stealer. because of how your pants fit on him, he can actually get his tail inside the waistband comfortably so it doesn't snag on things. it's not uncommon to find him curled up on the couch with a documentary on and in your sweatpants. he does not give a single shit if you catch him, either. "well, they're comfortable, and I like wearing clothes that belong to you. if you don't like it, I'll stop, but...I really don't want to." if you tell him you like it, he'll just grin, patting the couch cushion next to him so you'll join him watching whatever nature documentary he found this week.
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gothic-thoughts · 4 months
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Too Selfless
Stardust Crusaders x Black GN Reader Angst
StandUser!Reader, Platonic (no ship)
CW: Reader has heat intolerance (based off me fr), all the Stardust Crusaders featured, slight panicking,
TW: passing out, mini anxiety attack
CW: passing out from the heat, arguing with Jotaro, cursing??, based on the canon but slightly out of order
Word Count: 1667 (give or take)
(a/n): this fic is literally just me coping 😭😭
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Riding on through the desert on camelback was hard enough without (Y/n)'s heat hypersensitivity. Nobody knew about your weakness but it was the reason you insisted on riding with someone just in case—that someone being Polnareff. Your arms were tightly wrapped around his waist for safety while the sway of the camel mixed with the arid air induced vertigo. The heat rises slightly but suddenly enough to give you whiplash which only adds to your nausea.
Despite never really being able to sweat, sweat began pouring out of every pore as you breathed as slow as you could, desperately trying to find some semblance of relaxation before you out your struggling to the group. Your arms loosen around Polnareff, mind swirling and slowing starts before you refocus to swirl and slow from the heat but you quickly tighten them back around him before he could notice. You sighed, trying to catch your breath but noticed you were becoming even hotter even if it was by just one degree.
“Pol?” You whimper in an attempt to save brain power, "Polnareff?"
"Yeah, what is it?"
"What's...the temperature right now?"
"It's...." He takes out his thermometer. "81 degrees, but don't worry. It'll be nightfall soon and you can finally stop sweating." He chuckles.
"(Y/n)?" Joseph chuckled, "Sweating?" 
"When have they ever sweat? Or even enough for it to be a problem for anyone?" Kakyoin asked.
"Now, I guess." Polnareff shrugs, "They've been panting and struggling to hold on for the past 5 minutes."
"You guys don’t feel it?" You try to raise your voice above a whisper, "I think... it's getting hotter. We need...to hurry."
"Calm down, we've only been out here an hour. Besides, you've got a hat on, don't you?"
“...Jean...”
You physically feel your energy level plummet just from merely keeping yourself upright and you fall against his back weakly, left cheek squishing into his shoulder blade to look at Jotaro riding his camel next to them. You lock eyes your blank stare and slow blinks worry him enough to furrow his eyebrows and call out for the rest of the group's attention but his voice was so... warped. Your energy finally ran out and your body gave out, slumping sideways. 
Star Platinum appears and catches you right before you hit the burning sand. Kakyoin jumps off his camel and runs to take you from Jotaro's stand as it disappears. The redhead pulls off your sunhat to check your temperature, eyes widening slightly at the extreme moisture and warmth on your forehead alone, noting it was much hotter than his. All you could do was attempt to force your hazy, lidded vision to focus on the concerned face above you as the temperature rose again.
“What the hell happened?” Joseph asked, pulling his camel to stop.
“Not sure," Jotaro chimed in, jumping off his camel, "They looked confused as hell and then just fell over.”
“They’re too hot.” Kakyoin says, placing his ear right about your mouth, “Way too hot and their breath is faint.”
“But how; we’ve all been out here for the same amount of time!” Joseph asked, “And they’re covered up the most out of all of us.”
“Maybe they're being dramatic?" Polnareff hoped, “Or dehydrated?”
"They wouldn't 'dramatically' drop into the hot sand.” Jotaro rebutted, folding his arms.
Kakyoin adjusts your limp body to bridal carry you, keeping your upper body off of the sand, “(Y/n)? Hey, look at me!”
"I think they were on to something though,” Jotaro fans himself, "It's a whole lot hotter than when we first got here."
"It'll be night soon." Joseph checks his watch and gasps, "What the hell, it's 8 pm already!"
"So how the hell is the sun still up?"
"This has got to be a stand, but where's the user?"
"Just give 'em water until we know--"
"Kakyoin." Polnareff blurted, "They're...."
The men all look down to see your chapped lips part slightly as your eyes start to flutter shut. They rush back to their camels to find a full canteen while Kakyoin shakes you gently, trying to keep you awake. You do your best to remain conscious, using any remaining willpower left in your body.
“Hey! No, no!" Kakyoin puts your sunhat back on as he desperately tries to get you cool, "(Y/n), hey! Come on, keep your eyes open. They're looking, okay? We're looking for water."
"Keep 'em awake dammit!" Jotaro shouted, rummaging through his bag.
“I'm trying!" Kakyoin taps your face lightly, "Hang on, (Y/n)."
You give in to the heat, too weak to even stay conscious. The last thing you're able to register was something about the sun looking a little bizarre. Kakyoin's next sentence fell deaf on ears as your eyes closed, head drooping back. He caught the back of it and kept it up trying one last time to get your attention when your hand limply drops to the burning sand.
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Hearing a groggy whine, I glance over from my seat in an armchair to see (Y/n) slowly sit up on the hotel bed. I sigh in relief, seeing them quickly reach for the water bottle on the nightstand but anger starts to bubble up seeing them chug, bringing back stressful memories of them falling unconscious. I abruptly stand from the chair making them tense and stop drinking. Their eyes widened slightly at my expression.
"Hey... Jotaro..."
I blink, unamused. "You good now?"
"Uh yeah. Just, uh... just a little thirsty."
"I bet." I scoff, crossing my arms, "Which is why I'm a little confused as to why you thought it was a good idea to never mention your heat stroke before we got here."
They paused mid-sip and I could just tell they were deciding whether or not to play dumb, but no; they opted to sit there in guilty silence as I stepped closer to the end of the bed, head tilted while waiting for a response. They take too long, so I speak up.
"Well?"
"Not like I knew--"
"Cut the shit, you can't not know you're weak to heat; meaning you know how dangerous that shit is. And to top it all off, we're in fucking Egypt."
"Jojo--"
"Don't 'Jojo' me; are you out of you're goddamn mind? We would've covered you up better or brought more water. Or better yet, we would've kept you home."
"What, the hell are you talking about, 'kept me home'?"
"You heard me. You knew we were coming to Egypt and you didn't say anything about this. Did it not once occur to you that it'd get more than a little hot?"
"...It did, but we made it all the way here. I was fine up until now, so what's the problem?"
"That's even worse. You had well over a week to say something and you didn't bring it up once like your health is some minor inconvenience."
"I was fine! I had it covered for the most part."
"Tch, yeah; that's why we had to call in a fucking helicopter, possibly telling DIO how close we were. You were so fine that we had to press ice and cold rags to your body and monitor your fucking heartrate. I had to carry you into this fucking hotel room and you think you had it covered?"
"I meant I had it covered up until now, dickhead; I just wanted to help! You're acting like it wasn't bright as hell at 8 pm!"
"Polnareff told us you were panting like a dog before the stand made it hotter."
"Cuz it was hot as fuck, Jotaro! I can't help if more vulnerable to heat than you!"
"That's why you shouldn't be here. You're basically telling me you were fine this entire fucking trip but now that DIO's close enough to us to fight us himself you're not at you're strongest anymore."
Their eyebrows furrow. "What?"
"You were unconscious for about an hour, (Y/n). I had to watch your body jolt every time you swallowed water, involuntarily might I add. So, you're either gonna stay in this air conditioner room or I'm getting the old man to call another helicopter to bring you home."
"What?! You can't do that, I'm not going anywhere."
"And I'm not asking. It'd be less work for you to just stay put here, but I don't really trust you to; you're stubborn. So take your pick, but you're not fighting anymore."
"You don't think the guys are gonna be pissed about this? They'll back me up, I came all this way and helped!"
I sigh, walking away from the bed, "Why do you think I'm telling you this now?"
Their jaw drops slightly, looking for their next words. The silence was tense as their head hung in shame and frustration, hopefully seeing this from my perspective. I sigh deeply.
"I came because DIO is dangerous, there's a possibility that I won't come back alive. That's why I didn't care, I didn't tell anyone cuz I knew you wouldn't let me come."
"You're being way more selfless than you need to be. You shouldn't be fighting him if you're also going to fight the temperature. It's not fair to you or us if you die by something other than a stand user or DIO himself. Especially if it's because we didn't know."
They look away from me, body still weak, "I'm sorry."
"I just don't wanna see you die, in vain or otherwise. Stay here with Iggy, I'm not asking you, (Y/n). We'll come back when we're done and we'll all go home."
"Iggy's staying?"
"Again, I don't trust you to stay here and not come find us."
"...You're right..." They sniffle, avoiding eye contact still, "About everything."
"I'm not mad, just worried."
"I get it, I was too selfless. Just go, save your mom. And don't die trying."
I give them a little smirk and pull down the brim of my hat as I walk to the door, letting Iggy in as I open it.
(a/n): I singlehandedly saved Iggy by writing this fic 😭😭
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ulteriorm0tiv3s · 1 year
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₊˚⊹🌷﹕delicate s/o that sings/dances﹒˚₊
❧ pairing: dark choco x reader, espresso x reader (gender neutral)
❧ genre: fluff
❧ requested by: 🥀 anon
❧ notes: i love this sm omg you req such bangerz fr
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~♦️ dark choco ♦️~
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🍫•˖* to most cookies, dark choco is a large brute that is able to crush anything is his way. to you, however, he’s the sweetest cookie ever.
🗡️•˖* he knows delicate when he sees it, and to him, you are soft and delicate. especially your voice and the way you move.
🍫•˖* you are incredibly good at singing and dancing, which pleases him immensely.
🗡️•˖* your soft voice makes him melt every time you sing to him. dark choco likes to memorize the melodies you sing so he can sing them himself (he wants to impress you) (they’re also just really catchy).
🍫•˖* he really enjoys when you sing to him when he’s stressed/upset. it makes him feel pretty calm quickly.
🗡️•˖* since you’re so delicate and so small compared to him, he’s extra careful when you ask him to dance.
🍫•˖* dark choco definitely isn’t the best dancer, so you have to teach him a lot. he hasn’t danced with someone since his prince days, so it’s…been awhile.
🗡️•˖* he’s a fast learner, though. soon enough, he was just as good as you.
🍫•˖* he really likes the tango, it’s really fun to him. he likes all the spinny movements.
🗡️•˖* he loves these special moments of singing and dancing with you <3
~🧬 espresso 🧬~
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☕️•˖* espresso acknowledged your love of singing and dancing awhile ago. so, being the cookie he is, he decided to research different types of songs and dances that you liked.
✏️•˖* he’s never seen someone sing and dance as good as you do. he admires your deep dedication to the activities.
☕️•˖* your dedication inspires him to do more research, and even learn to sing and dance with you.
✏️•˖* whenever you perform, espresso watches and takes notes. like, extremely detailed notes. he might even draw certain poses from your dances.
☕️•˖* he can’t really memorize all the different names, but he really likes slow dances.
✏️•˖* when it comes to singing, he’s… not really good at it. he tries his best though.
☕️•˖* espresso devotes a lot of time into his work, and he struggles to focus on certain tasks sometimes. when you sing in the background, he winds down a little and is capable of focusing more easily.
✏️•˖* the softness of your voice is just so calming, he can and will fall asleep to it sometimes (especially when you sing like slower low beat songs).
☕️•˖* he wants to sing like you one day, even though he isn’t good at it. he just sticks to humming with you for now.
✏️•˖* espresso wants to figure out a way to mix his coffee magic with your singing and dancing talents. maybe you can be a traveling magic and singing/dancing duo some day.
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maxphilippa · 10 months
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oh, also did you notice that when the scene played out "can you read my mind?"
"no, it's not open enough..."
dissapointed,
"thought so."
I interpreted it as if her going through a mind fog, where she can't really focus on anything or perhaps just her memory issues acting up
anyway gosh gosh gosh I love cabby she is so canonically disabled, and gorgeous, nice, awkwardly curiously lovely, and pretty
and I love mephone and how he adores bot, and his whole personality (being a mean bitch /aff) (HE HAS FEELINGS) he has dysgraphia fr though. or whatever it is called, sorry I'm not the smartest of the bunch with those names starting with dys
AUGH YEAH THAT WAS PAINFULLY RELATABLE ACTUALLY-
The way they wrote Cabby this episode has been one of the best ways to write her because she actually shows how much she struggles in reality without her files, and how she genuinely means to do good, but she's scared others might get tired of her too or even get mad at her for it. As a person who suffers from very poor memory thanks to mental health + physical health issues, seeing Cabby going through it and even seeing her trusting Bot enough to open up about her disability was so heartwarming too. The scene that completely broke my heart was this one, actually.
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It's just the way she says it and how she struggles with her memory so much that it pains me /pos
The reading mind part... I'd say that it would be a mix of both. But even then, Cabby is just complicated too. She's just so dear.
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Look how happy she is- when she realizes that Bot isn't judging her for her disability, but rather comforts her and cheers her on.
Something that I like too is how this specific line was used for both Bot and Cabby.
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LIKE THINK OF IT
DESPITE ALL OF THE PAIN THEY'RE STILL THEMSELVES.
And the whole scene with Cabby accepting that it could be possible that she might forget the stuff that Bot told her, and how Bot wouldn't mind telling her everything again, because they know that Cabby will listen to them instead of write things, is so important to me actually. Bot is the first person- object, who showed Cabby that kindness. Sure, Cabby's files are her aid, and TT & Fan did call her out for using them in ways that weren't appropiate but they didn't want to hear her out either. Bot actually wants to help her too.
Cabby is just so dear to me, the same way Mic is important to me.
AND YEAH AUGH HOW MEPHONE4 JUST WANTED BOT TO BE HAPPY TOO- HE EVEN CONSIDERED HAVING THEM AS A CO-HOST LIKE- HE BECAME SO SOFT THIS EPISODE WITH HIS CONTESTANTS, BOT AND FLOORY ACTUALLY
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TODAY WE'RE LEARNING ABOUT HEALTHY WAYS TO LOVE YOUR FRIENDS WITH MP4!!!! And I think what u meant was dyslexia? But yeah!!! Very true!!
This ep was so emotional and I loved it
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mvshr00m-1 · 7 months
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Angsty ass future Leo render??? :0
Tw: gore(pixelated), limb loss, and angsttt
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Context for drawing:
I feel like future Leo would struggle with hallucinations, y'know like reliving/seeing what he lost n shit (this could include hallucinations of his brothers and general losses).
Mixed with the stress and exhaustion of leading a big as resistance for a seemingly hopeless and never ending war. Would be the primary trigger for the hallucinations.
One hallucination being depicted in the rendering being seeing his arm he dismembered again, even if it's a fully healed stub now. This common vision would lead to Leonardo having his stub be bandaged up most of the time when he couldn't wear his prosthetic, but apart from those cases, he would constantly wear his arm :D
Over all very proud of the drawing, even if it's rly angsty for no reason :3
The drawing pre-colours/render cause yes:
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He is such a goofy bald lad fr
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pupcuck · 2 months
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cherry haiiiii !!!! i hope u get this ask omg … BUT head in my hands i can’t !! trust there will be a day where i wont talk about ddlg leon in ur inbox . today is not that day i’m sorry …
ANYWAYS thinking about fem reader trying to dom ddlg leon . like waking him up in the morning with her hands in his pants and he’s just like … what are u doing but she just tells him that he’s gonna listen to her !!! and like he lets her for awhile … listens to her not so stern commands and lets her think shes in charge for a bit :3 doesn’t call her any of the usual pet names like princess or sweetheart . really lets her think that he’s enjoying it. but surprise! she’s not too good at it bc hello … she’s not meant for this life … like he’s trying not to giggle at her bc shes wearing a baby pink nightie and was just cuddling a plushie 20 mins ago like who do u think u are… he gets bored and she’s like stupid idk … all he has to do is call her a good girl or something and grope her a lil bit and it’s over for her idk …
would it be wrong of me to wanna comm u for something like this … idk … i’ve wanted to comm u so bad but i just don’t know what exactly yet . trust it will be ddlg or something with ugly little re2r leon bc he’s my fave … can not mix the two of those tho bc re2 leon hears the word daddy and he’s running away i think …
on a different note !! rigor mortis was so !!! omg i luv u and ur smart lil brain omg . i love how u write sm pls never change … like u get me fr . u add sm depth to ur fics and i just feel like i need to be a leashed dog when u post bc i fr go crazy idk … i just . ur so :3
anyway luv u cherry hope ur doing well !! MWAH :3
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no.. never stop w the ddlg it’s ok :3 and haiii baby sorry my inbox loves to eat up ur asks omg 😭
I LUV when the daddy is being dommed!! like idk calling a guy daddy n domming him is cute. honestly just sits back w an amused smile bc he finds it so cute like who do you think you are missy? but also is just too in love to say no to you.. and ofc it wouldn’t be wrong to wanna comm me for something like that 😭 re2r leon hears the weird daddy n like gets on his knees or some shit
AND THANK U OH EM GEE… I luv u sm I struggle w gore soooo glad u liked it idk !! omg makes me so happy :3
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spookyheaad · 1 year
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Another art dump
Uhhh potpourri, a mix of modern/actor AU KenUno & some Tesoro/Stella, as well as some angst Interloper shit; cause I need to reignite my brain for angsty Tesoro stuff. Also working on music zine things behind the scenes :)
@p-riama @girlwiththepapatattoo
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Finally coloring them 😌 feat. Tesoro in the top left, not having a fun time, by the looks of it. I adjusted the pose where Kenny is wrapping his arms around Unohana from behind, the addition of her holding his arm as though she’s urging him to continue, *chef’s kiss* perfection.
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I need to draw Kenny & Unohana kissing a lot, as a treat.
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Fr, a lot. Feat. Kenpachi Zaraki taking a ten second pause to absorb a thought.
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I absolutely love how this Unohana sketch came out, I’m finally seeing so much progress in terms of how I draw women. I struggle with it a lot because I’m focused on men most of the time when I draw, but I’m so happy that I’m finally seeing more progress with how I draw women!
Maybe she’s knitting, maybe she’s looking down at Zaraki, who is resting his head on her lap, idk :)
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More KenUno Shenanigans. Traveling to the Bleach set, couldn’t get seats next to one another, of course Kenny misses her. He can’t hold her hand.
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I love Interloper so much, I can look at it & go “wow I made that character to torment Tesoro! It needs to be as vile as possible!”
It’s hard to get full detail obv when I draw it further away, esp in the face, because the cheekbones & eye sockets are very important to how it will look in the finished piece. I usually draw them first & adjust as I go.
And you bet your ass Tesoro is a Ghost fan, pls they’re right up his alley.
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I had the sketch for this one in my files forever now, so I just put some rough inks on it tonight. Interloper’s chin is a liiittle too big in this; have to move it’s teeth lower.
Might try to change Tesoro’s expression, he is way too relaxed with Interloper nearly crawling down his back. in terms of the Tesoro/Stella fic, and my ideas for whenever Interloper appears; Tesoro will never get used to it. Idk, if you saw an audio/visual hallucination of your elongated messed up corpse, feeling it’s presence around, etc. have it off you in your own dreams; I’d be a garbage mess too.
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An idea that I have. Not sure if I’ll use this idea for the fic, but I’ll still share it because I like the sketches. As Tesoro continues to atone for his atrocities, as well as begins to process his severe trauma, Interloper becomes more and more incapacitated; from losing its legs, then it’s arms, to where it becomes a stump on the floor that can only try to taunt and influence Tesoro through his thoughts to harm himself. Tesoro is still afraid of it regardless of it being unable to walk; it’s presence alone is enough to make him cower. But, seeing it in such a state of weakness, it’s just more confirmation that he’s moving in the right direction.
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yaxinqs · 1 month
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Random but HOWWW did you learn THAT many languages I am so impressed???? Idk if this is personal question it’s okay if you don’t want to reply to it
aaaa it's nothing too personal at all don't worry!!
i ended up rambling about it😭 so i'm gonna put a tldr here and you can read on if you want to:
german because i grew up and live in germany, english because of school and being online etc., french because of school, chinese (mandarin, cantonese) because of my mom and her side of the family
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since i grew up in germany so the language is a given anyway,,,
english as well since we learn it at school starting 3rd grade but honestly i learned everything through english media in my free time lmaooo
french is from school as well! had it from 7th to... 11th? grade which is when i dropped the classes (before 11th grade it's mandatory to choose a 2nd foreign language; most schools including mine offer either latin or french) it's been a few years but i think i'm still at the same level
chinese is also more or less of a given since i'm half chinese, but it's a bit weird with me — my mom is from guangdong (canton-province) and cantonese was actually my first language! but as soon as i started kindergarten i forgot A LOT of it since i had to talk german 24/7 and to this day i'm still mad my mom didn't sit my ass down to learn it again,,, but it's okay i re-learned it bit by bit
and mandarin chinese... man... the thing is when i speak i'd rather do it in cantonese but i somehow can't really wrap my head around written cantonese (there's some extra characters and grammar can be different etc etc) so technically i'm writing in mandarin chinese?? but my spoken mandarin is decent as well, i just tend to mix stuff up between cantonese and mandarin since i don't engage with either language on a regular basis
i'm aware cantonese isn't really considered a seperate language but it's easier to refer to it as one in this case😭
also a fun story: when i visited a friend of my mom i literally had to talk in all languages and it was hell on earth i swear,,,
the line up was basically this:
mom: cantonese, mandarin, german
the friend who tagged along: cantonese, mandarin, english, SOME german
the friend we visited: cantonese, mandarin, english
the friend's partner: mandarin, french, english
the friend's son my beloved 哥哥: cantonese, mandarin, english
my brain was working overtime fr, although it was nice to be able to switch language mid sentence without having to worry about people not understanding
ANYWAY i kinda have a knack for picking up languages but simultaneously struggle with all of them in some way (at least a bit)
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