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felinecryptid · 4 months

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A Phone Call Away

this is just goldenpunk fluff idk what else to tell you, there's no plot to this

“Hi,” Pav whispered, as soon as the call connected.

“‘ello,” Hobie hummed. “Wha’ are ya’ upto?”

“Nothing, I’m just out getting some groceries. Auntie sent me out and told me not to come back, until I find the brand of tea she likes,” Pav smiled and Hobie could feel the sun shining on his face. Then he frowned. “Are you still in bed?”

Hobie laughed. ”I was readin’ a book,” He said, holding up 1984.

“Gadhe. Tell me you've eaten something, at least,” Pav shook his head, putting a bag of potatoes in his cart.

“Ate some leftover chips, luv’, don’t worry about it.”

“I am going to worry, it’s like 2 in the afternoon at yours, and you’re still in bed. I’m not even there to cook you something.” Pav whined. Hobie felt something warm curl up in his chest.

“Awwh, babe, you love me?”

“Of course, janemann, I love you so much.” Pav held up a pack of tiny biscuits Hobie recognised to be ‘little hearts’. “I would literally kill to kiss you right now.”

“I’d die to kiss ya’.”

“Yeah.” Pavi stared at something off camera, doing some calculations with his unoccupied hand. “Hey, do you think I should get the family pack for 150 rupees or buy two 4-packs of maggi at 160?” He turned to the camera, showing a yellow pack of noodles to Hobie.

“I don't even know the difference,” said Hobie, finally getting up from his bed, looking for the copper water bottle Pav had bought for him.

Pav hummed, “I’m getting the two 4 packs,” He dumped the said items into his cart. “Should I get schezwan chutney for you?”

“The red spicy one? Oh fuck yea’ ov' course,” He said, watching the shirt ride up Pav’s shirt as he reached for the sauce on the top shelf. “It too high for you, shona?” Hobie asked, seeing the predictable blush rise up Pav's face at the hindi pet name. He loved it when Hobie tried and butchered hindi.

“Jaanu, you know I'm in public. I can't respond like I want to, that's so unfair.”

“I know, mere subah ki kiran,” He said, voice raspy, words feeling unusually rounded yet familiar.

“Hobie!”

Hobie laughed. He could see the deep, almost-maroon blush high on Pav’s cheeks.

“Have you been learning from Gayatri again?” Pav asked, voice accusatory, and a sparkle in his eyes.

“I'm not gunna conform o' deny tha',” Hobie finally found the bottle under the bed, and drained it.

“I love you so much, you ass.”

“I love ya too. Wha' time is it at yours now?”

“Around eight pm, why do you ask?”

“I thought we’d eat together, you could have dinner early and I'd’ve a late brekkie.”

“It’s a late lunch at this point,” Pav scolded. “But yes, I'd like that. What are we eating?

“Mac n' cheese?”

“You know that auntie would kill me if i told her that's my dinner.”

“Jus' tell her it's a snack.”

“You are the snack,” Pavi giggled, highly weird behaviour when in public, but Hobie liked the thought of them being disgustingly cute for everyone to see. Everyone to see their love. Everyone to see how important Pav is to him.

Another part begged him to hide Pav away bc what if his enemies hurt Pav to get at him?

Hobie shook his head, because what enemies did he have? He was a tattoo artist and Pav was a physics academic. It's not like they were fighting supervillains everyday.

Pav thought the head shaking was for his comment because he doubled down. “No you definitely are.”

“Does tha' mean you wanna eat me instead ov' the mac n’ cheese?”

“No- I mean- Yes, but what the fuck Hobie, I’m literally at the supermarket, and yes I have earphones in, but-” Someone knocks into Pav.

Hobie recognised the glint of her earrings a moment before he heard her voice. “Oh my god, Pav! You didn't tell me you were back in India?”

“Gayatri! I'm sorry, I came back like 3 days ago, and I've been too busy with packing Maya auntie’s things, I literally forget to sleep,” Pav laughed.

“Sounds like an excuse, Pavitr Prabhakar, you little bitch. If you had let me know, I'd have helped you.”

“That's exactly why I didn't tell you, aren't you working on that new movie? With Ranveer Singh in it?”

“So what, I could make time? And what kind of friend would I be if I didn't help Maya auntie and you to pack her things- Where's she going by the way?”

“Oh, uh- she's moving to the UK, in with us.”

“Oh, she's leaving?”

“Yeah, Hobie and I thought it'd be better if she lived with us and UK has better resources aur sach bolun to unko mujhe apne paas hi rakhna hai.”

“Yeah that's good, I'm going to miss her, I'll miss you both,” Gayatri's voice seemed sad. “But now I've got an excuse to barge into your house.”

“Wasn't I reason enough?”

“You? yes. Hobie? yes. Dono saath mein? Nope, thank you I'm pretty sure I’d have to bleach my eyes.”

“Thats-”

“Shut it. Speaking of hobie, show me the ring?”

Hobie watched as Pav swapped hands, bringing up his left ring finger into view, a familiar ring shining under the harsh grocery store lights.

Gayatri muffled a squeal. Pav’s grin was so wide that Hobie thought it was bleeding off him to Gayatri and him because Hobie found himself smiling into the cabinets as he took out a box of pasta.

“Ohh! kitna pyaara hai! is that real moonstone?”

“Yeah, it's covered with a thin layer of artificial diamond, it's custom made.”

“I'm so jealous. if my next partner doesn't put in at least this amount of effort, i'm breaking up,” Gayatri shoved Pav gently.

“Hobie would love to hear that. Hey, Hobie, did you hear that?” Pav turned to Hobie gleefully, Gayatri butting into the frame with a delighted look.

“Hi Angrez, wasn't stealing Pav’s heart enough? You had to take Maya auntie too?”

“Oh you can’t hear him, take my other earbud.”

Gayatri takes it, sticking out a tongue at both of them.

“Hello guruji, you are the one 'elpin' me charm them,” Hobie saluted her with the spoon he was using to scoop out salt.

“Oh my god you are so impossible, what's the status on the Kohinoor?”

“Still on the king's head, regrettably.”

“You promised to get it back if I let you have Pav-”

“Hey, am I a tradable commodity now?”

“-at this rate you have to return the entire British museum, including interest.”

“I'd gladly do tha' on its own.”

“I’m going to accompany Pav to yours to make sure you do just that. Okay, guys, you can get back to your mushiness. I need to get going.” Gayatri waved at him and handed Pav his earbud, disappearing out of frame.

Pav looked at him with a giddy smile “I saw you put pasta in water, what do you want to bet I can check this out and get a take out box in ten minutes?”

“Not one euro or a rupee, I know ya can, including Maya auntie’s favourite tea.”

“I already found it,” Pav held up a box and Hobie couldn't resist blowing a kiss.

“You're on then,” He said, holding up a bag of shredded mozzarella. “Let’s see who gets mac n’ cheese done first.”

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Translation:

gadhe - you ass (but this is the animal ass)

janemann - love of my life (not exactly but close enough)

maggi - verrrryyy popular desi masala ramen noodles

copper infusion water is considered healthy hence the copper bottle

schezwan chutney - a chilli garlic paste its delicious idk the recipe

shona - gold/love

jaanu - my life

mere subah ki kiran - my morning sunshine

Ranveer Singh - famous actor

aur sach bolun to unko mujhe apne paas he rakhna hai - and to be honest, i want her to stay close to me

dono saath me - both of you together

kitna pyaara hai - its so cute

angrez - foreigner (of the english kind)

guruji - extremely respectful word for teacher (when i say extremely respectful i mean it)

kohinoor - famous diamond stolen from india during British Raj

A/N:

this took me forever to edit

i tried a different process of writing which was quicker to finish but took so long to edit iwndiedksndid but ill do this again bc i like this way much better

this fic was inspired by my parents shout out to them for doing long distance straight after marriage with a 1 year old (me) i could never

comment if ya want more bc they keep me alive

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sea-owl · 11 months

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So in the Governess AU imagine Sophie entering the miz as the new nanny since the old one retired or something and all these three ladies now have to whack away the ABC brothers with a stick because DAMMIT WHY WON'T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE???? (and they really don't want to get fired cause its hard finding a good job with good employers these days) but the brothers are relentless running on love and a shared braincell (and making up outrageous and miniscule reasons to be in the Hastings Estate)

Meanwhile Daphne has half a mind to matchmake and the other half wants to tear her hair out because damn it her brothers are trying tonseduce their best employees and ANTHONY, BENEDICT AND COLIN DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO FIND COMPETENT GOVERNESSES AND NANNIES?????

I was waiting for someone to bring Sophie in. I think with Sophie Daphne would have hired her as a ladies maid, or future ladies maid, for Amelia. Daphne seems like the type to preplan and possibly over plan. But until Amelia officially needs one Sophie helps Kate and Penelope as like an assistant maid to the nursery.

Daphne: Simon, I have found the perfect ladies maid for Amelia!

Simon: But Amelia isn't even one yet?

Daphne: Oh hush. She can help Kate and Penelope until then. After all it will be a few years until they start their governess duties.

So now we also have Benedict acting a fool for his sister's employees and he probably be worse. With Kate and Penelope's positions it's common they were of middle class or high class birth due to them be educated so Anthony and Colin would have to have some tact. Meanwhile Benedict got no idea of Sophie's birth station and would be pulling the be my mistress thing.

First time Sophie tells Kate and Penelope about that Penelope has to hold Kate back from going to beat Benedict's ass. NO KATE WE DON'T WANT TO GET FIRED! THINK OF THE CHILDREN!

Kate huffs but sits back down in their shared living space.

Daphne is torn, Kate, Sophie, and Penelope are her best employees and the children love them. But she has never seen her three older brothers with that lovestruck look in their eyes. She also doesn't know if opening that can of worms would do any damage to Kate, Sophie, and Penelope. She doesn't know their official backgrounds, the names she has officially written down on their employment contracts are Kathani Sheffield, Sophia Beckett, and Penelope Anne. She suspects Kate and Sophie either use their mother's maiden names or fake last names. While she's 85% sure Penelope uses her middle name as her last name. It was not uncommon as to either hide their birth families from the whispers of a working daughter, or hide themselves from their families.

Daphne isn't sure which it is but she's accidentally overheard the three giving each other language lessons in Hindi, French, and Greek. So she knows all three had enough care to be given some sort of education.

The real challenge for ABC is actually Simon and Daphne's hoard of children. Auggie, Amelia, Belinda, Caroline, and eventually David, adore Kate, Sophie, and Penelope. They don't want them leave. Are their uncles trying to steal them away? Oh no, they can not let that happen! Time for cuteness overload to distract their caretakers and cockblock their uncles!

#reason I used sheffield as kate's fake last name is just a fun call back to the book #and i'm pretty sure kate wouldn't give a fuck if whispers circulated that the sheffields had a working daughter/granddaughter #the saphne kids vs abc uncles for the affections of ksp #bridgerton #kathony #benophie #polin #governess au

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anotherwvba · 11 days

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Learning on the Job pt. 6

The WVBA Cafeteria was its usual bustling landscape at lunchtime. But during the hustle and bustle of the Thursday lunch rush, Star Mika found herself in a quiet, introspective bubble. Idly poking at her food, Mika was fully absorbed in her tablet, sitting alone at her table. Other lunch-goers seemed to avoid her table. Not out of any sense of fear or intimidation, but just… oddity. Mika was normally the most vibrant, upbeat person in the room. But today, she was almost somber.

“May I join you?”

Mika continued to move her food around her plate and swipe through her tablet. Everything must have been like white noise to her, because she didn’t react to anything around her at that moment. No sights, no sounds.

“Mika. May I join you for lunch?”

The firm, yet respectful Filipina voice startled Mika out of her reverie. She looked up from her tablet to find Alexandra Rosal Archangle standing there, decked out in workout gear and a tray of food in her hands. Mika quickly smiled, though it didn’t quite reach her eyes, as if she were forcing it.

“Ay, pasensya na,” Mika apologized, “please, sit. I didn’t see you standing there.” The flush of embarrassment left Mika’s face as Alexandra took a seat. “So, Alexandra, any more trouble out of Aran lately?”

Mika’s attempt at small talk as she returned to her tablet fell flat. Alexandra placed a straw in her drink and observed Mika for a moment before responding. “Hindi. Ikaw naman? Your fight with Gemma is two days away.”

The preoccupation was obvious. Mika glanced up only briefly as she answered. “Gemma’s improving nicely. She already had a good understanding of the punches and basic movements working with Mr. Bruce. It’s just been a matter of teaching her practical use instead of stage use. But, she learns quickly. Should be a decent match.”

Alexandra’s brow furrowed slightly and her voice picked up an edge. “I didn’t ask about Golden. I asked about you. How are you, Mika?”

“I… uh.” The directness of Alexandra’s question took Mika off guard. After a brief hesitation, she answered, “I’ll be fine. Just pre-fight jitters.”

“Hindi ka tapat.” Alexandra’s response was immediate and blunt.

“Excuse me?” She now had Mika’s full attention as Mika sat her tablet screen down on the table.

“You’re not being honest with me, or yourself, it seems,” Alexandra leaned forward, her elbows on the table. “You’ve barely touched your food. You’re distracted. You’re avoiding looking me in my eyes. You seem fatigued. Should I continue?”

Mika opened her mouth to refute, but she closed it just as quickly. After a long, thoughtful pause, Mika finally answered, “You’re right.” There was another pause as Mika searched for the words to explain the way she felt, “It’s hard… mentally getting ready to fight. It’s easy if it’s someone like, say, Reina. I could punch across every fiber of the canvas and not think twice after what she did to Skye in their match. Or if it were, I don’t know, Cutie Hondo. Testing myself against a skilled opponent, knowing that we can hug and laugh afterwards makes it easier knowing I could leave her bloody and bruised. She can take it. But this… it’s different.”

“How so?” Alexandra questioned earnestly. “Does she not understand what she is getting into? The risks involved in a boxing match?”

“She does, but,” Mika’s eyes scanned the ceiling tiles, as if looking for an answer. “She’s not a boxer, alam mo ba? Gemma got… pushed into this by her studio. They think this is all a publicity stunt for her movie. If I go all out, really try, I’d knock her out in the first round. That just feels… wrong?”

Alexandra considered it for a moment, “Then you do your job and knock her out. It’s a boxing match. She knows the risks. No one is forcing her into the ring Saturday.”

Frustration colored Mika’s features as she finally met Alexandra’s eyes, “That’s cold, Alexandra.” Mika took a breath to steady herself before continuing, “She trusts me. I’ve been helping her prepare, telling her that everything will be alright. If I go in there and do what I know I can do, I’ll end up seriously hurting her, not just beating her.”

“Ang kawalang galang.” Alexandra’s expression hardened, her voice picking up a trace of reproach. “Gemma is giving her all to get ready. I’ve watched her in the gym. She was running this morning with Skye. If you don’t fight her as you would any other opponent, you disrespect her hard work, your own efforts to help her, and the sport.”

Mika’s face reddened with anger for the briefest of moments, but then her shoulders dropped, “I’m not trying to be disrespectful.” The sting of Alexandra’s words was deep in Mika’s eyes. “I just feel that I would be betraying her trust. Taking advantage of her. May katuturan ba iyon?”

“If you fought, say, Skye,” Alexandra probed, her tone evening out, “would you hold back?”

“Gosh, no! Of course not!” Mika shook her head at the thought, “Skye’s a trained boxer and works so hard. It’s not the same with Gemma.”

Alexandra countered, “But, isn’t it. Skye has had one fight. Before that, she was a performer, like Gemma, and learned boxing. And as you said, Gemma’s been training with a former champion for months. The same was true of Skye before her debut. Gemma is no more ignorant to the risks involved than SKye. Why hold back against one and not the other?”

The words resonated somewhere deep inside Mika. It was unsettling. Was she just trying to justify holding back to herself? The internal conflict was written all over her face, a blend of concern and contemplation.

While Mika’s mind drifted with those thoughts, Alexandra decided to shift the topic and give Mika time to think, “What were you looking at on your tablet?”

“Oh, that,” Mika glanced at her tablet and picked it up. “I was really hoping my old high school coach could come down from New York to corner me for my WVBA debut, but he can’t make it. So, I’m looking for someone else to work my corner.

A spark lit up in Alexandra’s eyes. “I could be your cornerperson.”

“I appreciate that,” Mika answered with a touch of surprise and skepticism, “but you’re a little young for that, no?”

Alexandra smiled, her voice sounding a little smug, “The minimum age for a boxer is seventeen. There is no minimum age to work a corner. I’ve checked.”

Mika’s eyes met Alexandra’s with a degree of intrigue. “Would you feel comfortable working my corner? It’s more stressful than fighting sometimes.”

“It’s a good opportunity for me,” Alexandra stated plainly. “But, I have two conditions.”

“And those are,” Mika questioned.

“First, you give your all. Gemma deserves it,” Alexandra’s voice wasn’t stinging anymore, but now soft, almost reassuring.

Mika looked down to the table for a moment, then answered, “You’re right. She does. Done. And your second condition?”

“Second, when I make my debut,” Alexandra looked shy for a brief moment, “I would like it to be against you.”

A small smile tugged at Mika’s lips, “And done.” Mika reached her hand out and placed it on Alexandra’s, “I wasn’t trying to disrespect Gemma, but I can see why you thought I was. I promise, Gemma gets my all. She’s put in the work and she deserves the best I can give.”

Alexandra’s expression softened, “Then, you have a corner now.”

Star Mika is an OC belonging to @cyrah-is-cool101 and is used with permission.

Alexandra Rosal Archangle is an OC belonging to a friend of @cyrah-is-cool101 and is used with permission.

#punch out #super punch out #punch out wii #punch-out!!#super punch-out!!#punch-out!! wii #punch out oc #punch out fanfic #wvba #star mika #alexandra (shiver)

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emo-gremlin · 7 months

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do you have any George hcs (sfw and/or NSFW is you want to) that you haven't shared yet? You don't have to share if you don't wanna <3

Alright, sadly I'm at work rn so I can't do NSFW (but send me an ask later and I will ;>) so here's

SFW George hcs!

(Tw: slight smoking mention, slight gun mention)

🚕 The only one out of the puppets that has an actual legal and valid driver's license.

🚕 He's also the best mechanic in the city somehow?? Like it's gotten to the point if Gordon can't fix his own car he brings it to George.

🚕 When the studio started its repairs, to help bring in money, George started up a small actual taxi business as well as a small car repair shop.

🚕 The only puppet who swore BEFORE the studio went under, and smoked. On Al's request, he kept his smoking away from the other puppets as to not influence them. They all knew he did it though. Puppet lungs don't suffer from the same side effects as human lungs.

🚕 Will get road rage. Has never participated in out of car physical road rage, but he's not afraid to flip off someone being a dickwad on the road.

🚕 Knows all the best hole in the wall shops and restaurants in the city.

🚕 Can speak Arabic, Hindi, and Chinese!

🚕 Has and will give rides to drunk people for free. As long as they get home safe, it ain't a big deal to him.

🚕 Would also give rides to employees who were walking home during snow or heavy rain. Employees would get rides home if they didn't feel safe going by themselves

🚕 Has been in fist fights with at least 2 tow truck drivers over parking

🚕 No one, not even Al, knew this, but he knows how to use a gun, and kept one in his taxi. He hated that he had to have it, but he wasn't going to risk the safety of his passengers by not having one. Gordon found out, and understood, not getting mad at him. He traded the stenographer for the gun, as it's easier to disable a threat with it without causing gruesome damage. George feels a lot better about it now.

🚕 Being the one most exposed to the outside world he knew how bad the crime was starting to get as the show started going under. It wasn't until he was exposed to violent Television that he really understood the extent of it. Not many George's became unfriendly because of this. They built a bit of resilience to it.

Enjoy!! <3

#mfn gordon #mfn #mfn game #mfn george #my friendly neighborhood game #my friendly neighborhood

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gintermelon · 1 month

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To Mr. M.J. Monsalve (this is an academic requirement haha

A letter to Mr. Jason Monsalve

Dear Sir,

I hope this message finds you well. Charot lang po haha! Let’s drop the formalities for this one.

The whole time we’ve known each other, you have been a good mentor and acquaintance. I made an unexpected friend, a brother, a teacher, a guide. I admire you for being understanding, supportive, and welcoming. You have always provided a safe space for us to discuss things we can’t openly talk about. Life coach, that’s what you have become to me. I am glad that I have found another adult figure that I could trust, and that I have someone as reliable as you to help me navigate through life in general. Your mentorship has exceeded the walls of the academe, and you have been a tremendous influence in my decision making (sana po ay ma-tolerate mo pa ang kashungahan ko in dating. eme lang). This letter is proof of the good platonic bond we have built overtime, and I am grateful that you recognize me not only as a peer, but as your friend.

Your efforts and impeccable singing abilities are very much appreciated! (hindi ako naghi-hint na mag-post ka pa ng song covers. hindi talaga) I wish you nothing but the best and I wish you good luck to all your future endeavors.

Regards,

Vhijane Rancap

melon bread

P.S.: Background music for work below~

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#Youtube

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hissterical-nyaan · 2 years

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Concept (JennySita cause i love my girls) : where instead of Sita learning English for Jenny, Jenny learns Telugu/Hindi for Sita. BUT instead of going to Sita to learn, she learns it in secret to surprise her (maybe even confess to her in her native language 👀).

So Jenny goes to learn from Ram (and Bheem who is simply always around Ram) and leaves anonymous love letters in hindi/telugu to Sita whenever she learns something new. Cue Sita trying to find who it is and being confused whether she loves her mystery admirer or Jenny.

Yes more Jenny learning Telugu and Hindi agenda

Sita knows a bit of english, whatever she picked up from Ram, so she can hold a small conversation with Jenny (but can't because she's so flustered hehehehe). But she doesn't have time to learn English because she's busy with her clinic stuff (YES SHE'S A DOCTOR SUE ME)

So our dear Jenny decided she has to learn Sita's language so she can talk to that pretty girl. She still hasn't decided how she'll talk to her without stuttering because they are both 'useless in the love game' wlw (like we all are) but for now she just really needed to know what Sita is talking about whenever she's around.

She goes to Ram and hesitantly confesses her idea of learning Telugu so she can communicate with Sita. Bheem is obviously elated and they had to physically restrain him from blurting everything to Sita (Bheem is no longer allowed to be alone in the same space as Sita lol). And so starts Jenny's journey of learning a whole new language just for the woman she fell for

She initially had a hard time picking the language up obviously, because not only the way of speaking was totally different than English but the script was really difficult to write. Not to mention the grammar rules were completely different from her mother tongue. But she persisted and finally started understanding it bit by bit. Ram was a patient teacher but Bheem really helped her in practicing it

And because we all know Bheem is the more romantic one (sorry Ram girlies but Bheem is it for me) he started helping Jenny in writing small love notes. He also made sure Jenny was leaving these notes around for Sita and not hiding them like Bheem did (iykyk). These notes started from simple cute words like "you looked so pretty today" to vivid discription of Jenny's admiration like "everyday I wake up to the jingle of your anklets, your soft giggles, your gentle voice guiding the children of the village, your gorgeous dark eyes which makes me fall in love with you again and again." (Please don't judge me I'm so bad at this)

The first time Sita received a note she was bewildered and thought someone was playing a prank on her, perhaps Ram as a payback for all the times she teased him about Bheem? But then every week the notes kept coming to her and she started looking forward to them. The more vivid they became the more flustered and confused she became.

Because on one hand she really liked Jenny but she presumed Jenny wouldn't like to date a girl, let alone her? Would it be so bad if she chooses the secret admirer over Jenny? But the idea of letting go of Jenny was painful. So she decided she will confront the secret admirer the next time they try to leave a note.

She kept an eye on everyone throughout the next week, always making sure to not leave any of her belongings alone as the notes were frequently found in them. Then came Sunday and she finally caught the secret admirer who was.....BHEEM??

Sita could hardly believe her eyes, was Bheem her secret admirer? But wasn't he practically married to Ram? She could feel the bile rising to her throat but before she could say anything Bheem was going on a tangent of "It's not what you think" "She's gonna kill me" "I can't believe this is how they are going to confess" and "I should've listened to Ram".......who exactly was the "She"?

So our poor Bheem confesses that it wasn't him who was writing these notes but Jenny who was learning Telugu for Sita.

And that is how Ram found Bheem holding an unconscious Sita in her clinic. This was the same Sita who didn't faint even that fateful day of British shooting who is now unconscious over knowing her love wasn't unrequited.

Fast forward to after Sita and Jenny's confession (because I can't for the life of my write that) now you will often find both the ladies in their shared home, leaning over their study table with Jenny practicing her telugu and Sita softly kissing her way up to Jenny's neck everytime she learns to write or speak a new word.

#rrr #jennysita #BRB CRYING #this is kinda bad i know I just word vomitted yet again #ALSO INCREDIBLY SORRY FOR WRITING THIS 100YRS LATER #i was busy with my exams #ily for sending me this #it's making my wlw heart go ajsgdfgsgabsgagah #they're so soft #i want both of them as my girlfriend #i went with telugu but couldn't write any telugu cause i don't know it sorry

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karlheinz-sama · 2 years

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If you get this, answer with 3 random facts about yourself and send it to the last 7 blogs in your notifications, anonymously or not! Let's get to know the person behind the blog!

icl i wanted to answer this as karl but i remembered some funny stories so yh

my great grandmother, so my mothers grandmother was a great woman. i mean she slayed, im talking 1920s housewife who lives on the border of the slums dealing with every bullshit possible this was before the partition of india pakistan. she dealt with insane amounts of racism, she lived through the partition, then the independence war from bangladesh because we live sea side ish. she lost one husband left with my grandfather, she married again and fought against every attempt of ostracisation her community threw at her, then she got married again. a love marriage too. and she live she really did to the best of her abilities both her sons studied till class 12, one even attempted college. she got mad at people, once she dragged a woman by her hair in our lawn and beat her with a sandal, other times she was so happy when we finally got a movie thing ( im not quite sure if it was a projector) in the community that she bought everyone a saree told their husbands to fuck off and do the house work because she wanted to watch a movie with her friends. she made homemade facials, and took meticulous care of her hair oiling it every day, she taught my grandmother and my mother all her favourite recipes. she refused to go a day without wearing gold because it was a bad sign , whether it be a thin necklace or heavy 9 carat earrings that covered her entire ears.

then there was her second son, my step- grandfather who wrote erotic letter for money. fun story okay. im talking top of his class, he's like smart asf he reads indian, persian, english AND french literature. all self taught, and one day his friends like i wanna write a romantic letter to my gf so he consolidates my step-grandpa for some writing tip and my s-grandpa writes him some next level french/hindi love letter for lunch money. his fame grows there are boys paying left and right and it finally happens someone asks him to letter sext a gal. and he does he does it so well the seniors are coming to him for help. but then remember still the mid 90s sex and love is very taboo. one of his (muslim) friends runs away with his (hindu) gf and her father finds the letters he storms into the school and find out my step-grandpa's writing matches with the letter and he gets the living fuckery beat out of him. eventually, he does graduate, but he's so smart that even though his family is beyond disappointed, i mean they won't even look or talk to him, he's given money to go over to the next town my train and take an exam to get into college he rides the train halfway and gets off at a city where he goes to watch a projection of a french burlesque club idk what made him go, he liked the arts, music, literature his parents never understood why this meant he had to like the taboo parts of these things. anyways he shows up to his exam late but early enough to be allowed in. finishes all 3 exams and falls asleep with 20-25 mins to go. he came out with the highest score in the state. still got his ass beat when he came home.

anyways the reason i found out about him was i woke up to my mum crying in the middle of the night in the corner of my room, and i was confused to what was going on. when she finally showed me my iPad where i found reiji x yui smut fanfic still open on a tab. and that's the day 11 year old me found out how taboo the whole sex thing was in the family, they didnt look at my step- grandpa the same for the next 35 years. until he ended up paralysed and bedridden but he still wasn't allowed to see his nieces and nephews properly cuz they thought he was a creep now.

#no dl #but also dl #because karl acoount #but admin stuff #kallisto #dl #diabolik lovers #diahell #karlheinz sakamaki #admins family #yah

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sugareey-makes-stuff · 2 years

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I had already planned to give @crazybutgood a shout-out this month because she’s an amazing person, but it also happens to be her birthday today! CBG is way better at origami than I’ll ever be, but I thought I’d give it a shot in folding some things I still know and enjoy making. Stars bring hope, and (baby) turtles link back to the nature of creation and good luck. Fortune cookies are full of fun and surprises, and a paper crane is as the “bird of happiness” that symbolises good fortune and longevity (and it’s a nod to a certain blond ;D). These are all of the qualities I see in CBG, which has made her a key person within fandom who has brought so many others together. She’s a shining star because she knows exactly how to support creators and cheer them on. Her warmth and enthusiasm make things so much brighter, and I’m sure fandom folks can agree with me that because of CBG’s support, that’s why so many awesome works exist today. She’s that fandom enthusiast and reader who makes creators go, “OMG, okay! Maybe I should be doing more of what I’m doing?!” I first saw CBG’s origami from mutuals’ reblogs, and I was blown away. How cool is it that such a beautiful craft has been integrated within fandom? Her work is unique and thoughtful. And she’s obviously damn good at folding, and that’s what makes CBG stand out. She creates origami recs, gifts and shout-outs for people because she wants to not because she has to. Seriously, her origami advent from the hols was so cool, and her author appreciation project is just as awesome and heartfelt (and there’s more to come soon for that!). I have no idea how she does all of this, since these projects are labour intensive to set up. Nevertheless, all of her origami and recs always make me smile whenever they pop up on my feed. And, this is 1000000% why CBG is truly one of a kind. As an origami artist, she has collabed with so many creators to bring some stellar works to life. Make sure to check out more of her creations and recs! She’s also an alpha AND a beta, which is not an easy job. For those who have written fics, it’s easy to let imposter syndrome take over and for the writing plan to fall to pieces. But CBG is there offering her help, cheerleading and kindness so authors can produce the best fics they can be proud of. And the fact that she’s worked with many creators in that sense and has lifted each one up says everything you need to know. She’s obviously someone who is a dream to work with. Did I mention how nice CBG is? I got to co-mod @microficmay with her, and her energy is such a breath of fresh air. She truly wants to help in any way she can and she delivers. She was a godsend during a busy May, and she deserves 8324324324 kudos for keeping things going (thank you so much for being a gem for dealing with all the reblogs at weird hours). I don’t think we expected so many microfics to come in, but hey, that’s never a bad thing. More microfics to enjoy and read! If CBG wasn’t talented enough, she makes podfics AND she writes! I’m so glad she dipped her toes in writing! We both had no idea we would be paired up for the @gameofdrarry Owlery Exchange, but here we are! XD When reveals came out right after Microfic May ended, we laughed when we found out we had been writing to each other for two months without even knowing it. I haven’t written anything for Drarry in many years, so receiving letters from CBG’s Draco and responding back as Harry was really fun. She has been a great person to collab with, and I’m so glad we hit things off (as Harry and Draco and as co-writers)! Our fic, I Just Want You to Know is currently posting up letters from now until the end of the month. Feel free to check it out and follow along for the latest updates! Here are my fav CBG fics too: 🌟 >>> Language of Love (Drarry, T, 864) Summary: “Sometimes, I wish you could understand the things I want to say to you, about you, in Hindi or Urdu.” AHHH! My heart ! <333 This is so tender and gorgeous, and I totally get this. Native languages in fics are something I absolutely adore because the words are personal. And I love how Harry is willing to teach Draco some words he knows to show that he cares. This fic shows so much in so few words! 🌟 >>> Heart on Your Sleeve (Drarry, T, 5.1k + origami) Summary: Draco’s finally returned to England after fleeing to France when he was turned into a vampire. Pansy and Blaise try to drag Draco's moping ass out of Malfoy Manor, but he’s still reluctant while doing so. Until he stumbles upon Potter’s cafe. This is soooo cute! Coffee shop AU + Vampire!Draco was something I didn’t know I needed until I read this fic. The coffee puns, the flirting, the meddling friends and the origami that goes with each part makes this fluffy fic worth the read! If you’re also looking for classic dramatic!Draco, and general banter, give this a shot! 🌟 >>> Green Heart (Drarry, G, 899 + origami) Summary: Seeing Draco’s dexterity with his hands, Draco’s father lets him pursue various Arts for him to develop his skills, including origami. Ensuring Draco strives to practice and excel, his father provides him with an endless supply of ordinary and magical papers. One special type changes colour depending on one’s mood when touched, making for an interesting folding process. A curious Draco tries it out. OKAY, this fic is precious AND clever, because Draco making origami and using it as his outlet for his worries is pretty amazing here. There’s such a beautiful narration of his years at Hogwarts, how they tie back to canon events and how he’s feeling about everything. I don’t even know what else to say, other than the execution of this was so well thought out and how cool it is that we can actually see “his” creations. Find more of CBG’s work on AO3, and give her some love for her fandom contributions! CBG, thank you so much for what you do for fandom creators. You have such a way of making each day so much better for all of us. We love you, and keeping being awesome!

#crazybutgood #happy birthday #drarry #hp fanfic #fic recs #rec lists #origami #hp fanart #lettering #friends with bdays #sugareey does lettering #sugareey makes origami #sugareey recs things #fandom friends

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m4nd0l0r · 2 years

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CHAPTER 3 - Minsan, napapagulat mo ako.

chapter two. | masterlist. | part of the alignment (din djarin) series. | chapter four.

For reference: “Minsan, napapagulat mo talaga ako.” means “Sometimes, you really just surprise me.”

Description: You were an eye-opener to him. In many more ways than he himself knows.

Content: Small bits of yearning from Din (fuck slowburn, falling quickly + yearning is key to romance!—), + some small fluff and plot. Conversations in Tagalog are once again present, so there will be translations in parentheses and italics!

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A moon went by, the grass either wilting or growing even further from their weed states. And now.. another day has started.

You haven’t seen each other since three noons ago, with Raja and the Tatooine situation— So he has placed you in the back of his head, as he had to focus here .

If the information about the merchant you managed to scam was correct, then it might be possible. A magician could be right under both of your noses- and he needed to be even more alert. You may never know when one man -or magician- can suddenly start to become spontaneous.

Speaking of spontaneous— “Mando!” A voice threw him off his concentration.

Turning, he saw his superior in all his glory, with a beamed smile. The knight then responded to his call. “Sir Karga.” He was an older man, his hair and beard almost greying.

His clothing was in maroon, with dark details embedded in the cloth, paired with some rich armour to make him seem sumptuous . If that’s even a word enough to describe it.. that is, the Mandalorian thought.

His chief slung his arm over the fully armour clad man’s shoulders, keeping him close. “Can’t believe I finally found you, I have news to speak!-“

“What about it?” This had Greef quirk a brow. “So you haven’t heard? The festival has been moved!”

“What?” Was all the knight said. “When?”

“It was just said by a few scribes earlier- And you missed it!” Karga went on, “Apparently they moved it seven suns earlier.” Mando was stunned, scribes? No wonder he heard so much spectacle from the townspeople, murmuring around a bit more frantically than usual. It was out of panic, from such a fast approaching event.

“A week?”

“Mhm- we’ll have to rush everything with the services- some quests have to be postponed for manpower-“

“And with the knights’ roster too..” Greef went on, but most of that was for himself. And while the older man tapped on, as usual, Mando only listened.

Even if you’d want to escape public service by slaying a few monsters here and there, one would still be assigned to help around with the preparations. Mostly with putting up the flag pillars or larger tents that needed his hands to help.

Least he doesn’t have to go through the process, he always stays here anyway.

More murmuring came from his chief, and the knight sighed softly for only him to hear. As Greef hammered on Mando's ears, the only thing Mando could say was. “Why?”

“Why change it?” Karga only laughed. “Profit maybe? It was voted by the nobles to have it early, I don’t know much details however—“ But as Karga could even continue, Mando could smell smoke—

BOOM! Something exploded in the flurry of conversation- making their heads turn quickly to the source, guard up. “What the?—“ Ear-ripping sparks let out and flew high up in the sky in a fury of color, and it was blinding in the day, the sun glimmering as they all popped in the air.

Karga was about to come after the perpetrator but it seems someone already cut him to the chase.

“Hindi yan kailangan, Raja.” (That’s unnecessary, Raja.)

It was as if the knight was hit with whiplash. That familiar voice.

It was you again .

You really had too much time on your hands, didn't you?

Right by you was the same merchant you messed with those three same days ago. He was coughing from the smoke that spewed right at him. And there you were, you sat down by the outside of a bar, legs crossed, and your arm bent to cup your face. Right in front of the knight, so far away.

You looked the same from the last time he saw you, so human .

It was off-putting to him, to not see the vines with you, or feeling that sudden power. Even if he’s seen you in this form already- he can’t help but think you were so concealed with your identity, hidden between sharpened leaves and tousled roots. He felt conflicted to even see you like this some reason, and he felt stupid to even feel that way.

Was it because he wasn’t supposed to?

Greef was shouting right behind him, wondering loudly about the ruckus. The mess was all from a damn firework. It should have been obvious, and it was probably a funny sight to you, to see two knights all worried because of pyrotechnics. But you still had no change in emotion on your face, only feigning neutrality.

“Taena— Oo na, pero di ka talaga nang sasabi sakin hah.. Kasama mo pala sila..” (Fuck— Yea yea, but you really never tell me anything huh.. You were one of them..) Raja wailed out to you, but you only shook your head, almost tauntingly. “I don’t know what you mean.”

“Ayan ka nanaman.. “ (There you go again..)

You didn’t reply, only looking at Raja. “Hm,” your eyes are dull as you explain. “Your fireworks would need less gunpowder, you wouldn’t want knights to be alarmed.” Opting to side-eye at the armour clad men right in front of you.

Only the distance kept you two apart. He felt stuck into the floor, unmoving even. Your eyes gazed up at him, and he felt too seen, but not uncomfortable, as if something bubbled in his stomach, it was.. strange.

“Tangina, bat nandyan sila?” (Fuck, why are they there?)

You only sighed, “Alis ka na dito bago may gawin pa sila sayo.” (You should go before they do anything to you.)

Raja didn’t leave enough space to say goodbyes, already leaving with his powered entertainment. Humans were strange indeed , is the only thing you thought, with how they reacted to the explosion, yet you weren’t surprised.

The fear you hear singing through you, like a choir with an odd one out in the rows, it was loud, and it was too noticeable. They always felt such strong emotions that are.. considered weak.

But if you were so.. tested by humans? Why were you here? Honestly you don’t even know anymore, ever since you entasked yourself to help him, you’ve become more.. impulsive . You don’t hate humans for being unpredictable, that was in their nature, but not yours. Oh you detest it, that feeling of spontaneity, it sickens your core.

Shaking it off, you stood up, walking your way to the two men- Specifically the knight you know, not minding the other one near Mando. He came by with long strides, and Karga followed warily.

“We meet again, knight.”

His visor gaped at you, the T giving quite an expression. “You seem so unresponsive this time, I wonder why.” But you already knew the answer. The older man behind him was like a restraint, he was too careful. If he lets one syllable out, he’ll spill it to his voice’s content.

Turning, you went. “And you are?”

“Chief Knight Karga at your service.” He said, his hand on his chest, lowering himself for a short bow. You only had your head high, confusing Mando. He thought you were trying to blend in, why try to make a scene?

“I see. Lord Agila then.” You reintroduced yourself, not giving a curtsy. Karga’s eyes widened, and Mando got even more confused.

Lord Agila?

Karga visibly panicked, bowing lower than he did earlier. “Stars!- Forgive me for not recognizing you—“

“No need to apologize.” You held your hand up, stopping him. The cladded knight just gazed at you, perplexion shining through his helmet. It was.. amusing to you, even with the helmet on, it's as if you could see his face scrunched. Maybe you only see it because you feel it from the ground, the emotion radiating off of him. Either way, you weren’t used to seeing him so bewildered . Composure was something he always had, well until you suddenly come in like a character in a pop up book.

“But I may need to borrow your companion,” You were on him again. “I need an escort with me around here after all..” Your own voice snapping him into reality, making him share the same look back. “Will that be alright?”

“Yes- of course!” Karga patted Mando’s back, as if encouraging to get over with it. “Accompany them, Mando!” He went on, and the knight briskly made his way, before tilting his head to you.

“Let’s be on our way then,” You went on, “A pleasure to meet you, Chief.”

“The same to you, Lord Agila.”

You walked away quickly from this, making him trail behind you. He wanted to ask so many things, but he kept his silence. It’s too crowded, too many people could hear. He trudged his way, as if he was confusedly chasing after a swift doe.

“Hey!—“ He hissed out, you paid no mind, only moving forward. The busyness of the streets helped you clear your mind, maybe a little too much. But it certainly only clouded him even further, with even more puzzles his own mind won’t be able to solve in such a small time.

“Lord Agila!” He called out in a jeer, making you finally turn to you. You glanced at him, giving him a look, not used to him calling you by that title. Stopping at your tracks, you both let the world move all around, letting time seemingly stop. “Not. Here.”

“Then where?”

“Somewhere- anywhere quiet—“ You went on, your pace getting slower. It was too noisy, and it was starting to throw you off, you weren’t used to this many living beings in such a confined space for such a long time. Not anymore at least.

Before you could even let out another breathless huff- He finally got a hold of your forearm, lightly grabbing you out of the possible onlookers. “Careful.” You let out a small gasp from the sudden touch. His tug was strong yet it didn’t hurt. It was soft from his glove, and you could feel the warmth through the rugged cloth.

You stayed close to him, almost feeling his beskar right through your skin, but you didn’t pay too much mind. The closed proximity made you feel dizzy, unused to the.. compactness. You breathed in, suddenly blinking your eyes. Did you just smell.. lavender?

Your eyes glanced up then away from him, seeing stalls all lit up as he moved you by the sullen alleys, taking note of the passersby and the crowding people.

“We have the finest fish in the plaza!”

“Come by for exotic foods of Jakku!” You hear them say. You can’t help but hear them. You only looked back at the market. With their work down banners and compartments.

It made you curious, what did humans do in their time? When they tally up their wheat, do they give it out? Or do they do the same as Raja, selling it out for some silver or gold? You knew they sell but that was it. You didn’t know, you never wanted to know.

Even if you’d see them move around, outside of your abode, you never bothered to know, after all, what was the purpose of having this knowledge as a being such as you?

You wrenched your arm slightly, letting yourself break his hold. His helmet looked at you from this. Leaning at the cold wall, you sighed. His grip on you is already fading, his hand clenched at his belt. “Actually.. I changed my mind.”

His visor stared at you like an indecisive buyer. And you felt like one, you felt so interested all of the sudden- It was the impulsiveness you’ve gotten from humans. You shouldn’t have come by here oh so often, you think you were getting infected, or were you just adapting?

Either way, you wanted to look around, and you waited for him to speak. He did, letting out such a simple question through his modulator. “What if somebody recognizes you?” Clearly pointing out your -at this point, known- form right now. You only chuckled almost humorously, as if laughing at the obvious. “I have many alibis, knight.”

He only tilted his helmet at you, earning himself an amused sigh. Running your hands to your hair, it simply grew shorter, no longer flowing through the cool air. Your shoulders grow broader, your palms and fingers are suddenly wider and longer as you adjust the fiber of your shirt to fit you.

Your body is definitely different now from earlier, and he looks, and sees your own face regain its shape, your eyes still pierce the same way, and that same small smile you wore was still painted on your face as he watched you.

But- he realized— You were shifting to resemble a man.

“Surprised, are we?”

“I—“ The knight was stunned. He was intrigued, and he couldn’t think of the right words. You were a surprise after a surprise to him; an endless wrapped box.

“Don’t I look better like this?” You said to him, “Or do I change up my hair?” You mocked those posters you saw outside when he tugged you along, bobbing your hair playfully as you had your other hand on your hips.

“Whew! But either way, it’ll be fun.” Your voice sounded.. strained? He noticed, but you still hummed a bard’s tune, like there wasn’t anything wrong.

“Knight, do you know any place you humans like going around at?” You ask, it made him think. He wasn’t the kind of man to stroll around after hours, that would mean he’d come by for his kid.

But cathedral lessons end later, and he was entrusted by Karga to accompany you, so it wouldn’t hurt to relax, right? “You can try the food booths, if you want.”

You thrummed a small melody, you really wanted to. He could tell, he couldn’t help but see you ogle earlier, as they all yelled about the strangest buys, mostly fares taken from the rivers early at dawn. “Do you have any recommendations?”

He stilled. He never indulged in these types of things, only buying food from here if his son seemed intrigued enough to try and grab it off the seller’s cabinets. He never really ate— or even did anything outside of his own confines either, not letting him try anything new.

Noticing this, you were about to say something before he asked, “Were you here for.. the magician?” You raised a brow at him. “Yes.. and for other reasons.”

“Why?”

“Why not?” Not bothering to give off another answer. He can know in another day or never, you thought. “It’s not much anyway, I won’t bore you with the details.” You said, trying to find something to look at. As you carried on, he only accompanied you as you walked around.

“I can listen.” He told you, this lightly surprised you from your curious state, and only looking at him as you huff. “Haven’t you heard the scribes? Thought the word would have travelled by then.”

He remembered what his superior said, with the festival- Seven suns- A lightning of realization struck through him. “That was your doing?”

“Of course it is-“ You chipped, “It’s all coincidental when you think about it, knight.”

You were right, it was too neatly placed, like a newly made puzzle on display in a toy shop.

“As a lord..” He went on, “You did all of that?”

“If it means we can lure in a magician earlier, then yes, I did do all of that for the sake of it.”

You really had too much time in your hands.

“It wasn’t easy,” You huffed. “It took a long time to try to convince the board, they were quite.. skeptical, I had to reiterate almost everything.” Sighing, you continued on with your little tale. “It was ironic to me really.”

“Humans.. not wanting to try something new, and changing time isn’t much either.” You were bewildered. Profit would have been easier to gain, what was there to doubt? That was the question in your head during the spectacle. They were all naive, even before this whole meeting, you already knew that.

“Don’t expect too much from them.” He quipped, making you chuckle. “You’re right with that.”

“But Lord Agila..” The alibi rolled off his tongue so easily, it was almost pleasing to hear. “Why the name?”

“I’m called Mariang Agila by my woodland people,” You say, “It’s a suitable name.. so it seemed natural to continue.”

You then quipped in almost quickly, surprising yourself. “Besides, ‘Lord Agila’ has a ring, does it not?” As if you actually wanted to know.

Maybe you did.

The knight only looked at you, as expected. You took that as some sort of agreement from the man. You were growing used to his quietness, and it wasn’t necessarily a bad thing.

It was comforting… to say the least.

Your eyes trail to the stalls once more, doing another check for the umpteenth time. All of them were vibrant, colours pop like the fireworks the merchant had earlier, and it was pleasing to see. They were extravagant- well for street shops that is.

With the royal blues and sunny yellows, You try to hunt for more things to feast your eyes on— like a meal for your eyes. As if you were a predator beneath the jungle, diving into unexplored waters for bountiful fish.

You breathed in the air, it's been so long since you’ve been fully out like this. The knight only followed after you, accompanying you like he was your actual guard. But you didn’t think of it that way, this was more of a.. what did humans call it? A day-off.

A day-off from any sort of duties. You like that sound of that.

.. Today, you wanted to enjoy your borrowed time in this part of the world, and you will enjoy it.

That is the point of your impulse. A reward for your work earlier. As the sudden want in you bloomed, making you want to gain this. You relished in it, feeling so comfortable in a new appearance, this freedom.

Looking back at him, you only give him a a small smile, yet it reached your eyes this time. A little gesture- yet it made him feel something in the pit of his stomach. Like that spark, when he caught on you with unbridled worry seeping through him- holding your arm close in the crammed crowd.

But he brushed it off, his lips pursed under his mask. Feeling heat in the tips of his ears, he tells himself- that it was merely the stuffiness of the air, the fumes of street food getting under his helmet.

Just the fumes. Just.. the.. fumes.

#din djarin x reader #din djarin #knight din djarin #din djarin x genderfluid reader #din djarin x afab reader #din djarin x you #the mandalorian x reader #the mandalorian x you #mando x reader #mando x you #filipino reader #filipino mythology #star wars fanfiction #star wars fanfic #star wars x reader

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dyosangmakulit · 1 year

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I used to be the person who’ll go home ALONE. Palaging nasa isip paano kaya yung pakiramdam na may taong sigurado para sayo. I still remember myself from last year, February ata yon? Breaking down… crying.. asking for help and all cause Im so frustrated na Im looking for something real but I keep on meeting wrong person. Paulit ulit tumatak sa isip ko na Im not good enough ba? Hindi ba ko maganda? Deserve mahalin?

But YOU, you appeared infront of me. I know this person for months already that time. He was just “invisible” in my eyes cause he’s my boss. :) I remember someone teased me.. siguro dalawa to be exact ng same day what if ikaw nalang raw jowain ko kasi single ka naman? 😁 As time goes by.. nung nag simula ng tuloy tuloy usapan natin bigla ka ng nahahagip ng mata ko. Slowly smiling while looking sa mga messages mo.. but I feel like this might not end good (as takot at kota na sa ganong scenario) nakakapagod na rin kasi mag imagine na inlove ka tas poof trial lang 😴

And then… it happened. ☺️ Hindi na ko magisa umuuwi kasi hindi ka pumapayag na hindi ako maihatid. Hindi nako naaaliw nalang sa mga “what ifs” ko kasi pinapakita mo na “what is” ☺️ Hindi ako perpekto pero pakiramdam ko etong feelings natin sa isa’t isa yung pinaka perfect sa lahat. Hindi ko inexpect na ganito pala ka kalmado ang pagibig na totoo. Hindi ko inexpect na ganito pala kasaya kapag yung taong mahal mo eh mahal ka rin. Someone who’ll never get tired to listen sa mga walang kwentang chismis o juicy chismis.. 😗

Kung titignan mo ang bilis ng mga nangyare pero nakaka amaze lang rin dahil nag tagpo yung feelings natin dalawa. Nag abot yung gusto ko sa mga bagay na gusto mo rin. Ganito pala yung pagibig na SIGURADO ka no? Yung pagibig na alam mong paggising mo kinabukasan anjan pa rin. Hindi mawawala. Kung mawawala man alam mong naging totoo at puro yung bawat sigundong magkasama tayo. 😊

I think 1 month palang tayo pareho nating alam at ramdam na this will never end. We are meant for each other. Inshort, I found the one. :) Sabi nga ni Ebe Dancel, nag iisang tiyak sa isang libong duda.

Mahal salamat kasi dumating ka na sa buhay ko. Masaya kong ma experience ang lifetime na ito kasama ka. Palagi kitang ipagpapasalamat sa Kaniya. Palagi kitang ituturing na pinakamahalagang biyaya na mayroon ako. 🫶🏼 Salamat dahil pinaramdam mong sigurado ka na, kahit hindi tayo sigurado sa susunod na mangyayare…. Alam nating palaging tayo pa rin ang ending. Kasi ikaw na yung taong para sa akin, sigurado ako. ☺️

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In India, a “physics wallah” is a colloquial term for someone who is passionate about physics. Physics wallahs are often self-taught enthusiasts who spend their free time reading and discussing physics. They are usually found in small towns and villages, where they share their love of physics with others.The term “physics wallah” is derived from the Hindi word “wallah”, which means “person”. The word “physics” is added to indicate that the person is passionate about physics. Physics wallahs are often seen as oddities in their communities, but they are respected for their knowledge and passion. Physics wallahs often have a deep understanding of physics, which they share with others. They also have a love for physics, which drives them to continue learning more about this complex subject.

Birth Place Of Physics Wallah:-

The term “physics wallah” is said to have originated in India, specifically in the city of Calcutta. It is used to refer to a person who is knowledgeable in the field of physics. The term is most likely derived from the Hindi word “vallah,” which means “respected one.”

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Since his childhood, physics wallah has been fascinated by the world of physics. He was always asking questions about the physical world and how it works. This curiosity led him to pursue a career in physics. After completing his undergraduate studies in physics, he went on to do his PhD in the subject. During his research, he made many important discoveries that have helped further our understanding of the physical world. He has also taught at various universities and has written several books on physics. Physics wallah is one of the most respected physicists in the world today. His work has helped shape our understanding of the universe and has had a profound impact on the field of physics.

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As a physics wallah, I have always been fascinated by the world of physics and the way it can be used to explain the natural world. I have always been interested in how things work and why they work the way they do. Physics is the perfect subject for me because it allows me to explore these questions in a scientific way. I completed my schooling from a small town in India and then went on to study physics at the Indian Institute of Technology (IIT) in Delhi. After completing my undergraduate degree, I worked as a research assistant at the Institute for Plasma Research in Ahmedabad. I then did my masters in physics from the University of Pune and subsequently completed my PhD from IIT Delhi. My research has been focused on developing numerical models for plasma physics problems. I have also worked on developing analytical methods to solve these problems. My work has been published in various international journals and I have also presented my work at international conferences. I am currently working as a post-doctoral fellow at the University of Colorado, Boulder. In addition to my research, I am also teaching classes on plasma physics and computational methods. I enjoy teaching and interacting with students who are as passionate about physics as I am. I believe that education is the key to success in life. It is through education that we can learn about the world around us and make informed decisions about our future. As a physics wallah, I am committed to spreading the love of physics.

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The main office of physics wallah is located in the city of Hyderabad, in the state of Telangana, in India. The physical address of the office is: Physics Wallah Main Office Plot No.51, Road No.12 Banjara Hills, Hyderabad – 500034 Telangana, India the office is open from Monday to Friday, 9:00am to 5:00pm IST.

When Did The Physics Wallah Start His Career?

The Physics Wallah is a popular Indian YouTuber who specializes in physics videos. He started his career as a physics teacher, but later switched to making YouTube videos full time. He has been making videos since 2012, and his channel has over 1 million subscribers. In his videos, The Physics Wallah covers a wide range of topics related to physics, including electricity, magnetism, waves, and thermodynamics. He also does occasional physics experiments, which he films in his home laboratory. His style is very engaging and accessible, and he frequently uses humor to explain complex concepts. The Physics Wallah is one of the most popular science YouTubers in India, and his videos have been viewed over 100 million times. He has won several award for his work

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A physics wallah is a person who is responsible for the maintenance and upkeep of a physics laboratory. They are usually employed by a school or university, and their duties may include setting up equipment, preparing experiments, and cleaning up afterwards. Physics wallahs typically earn a salary of about Rs. 20,000 per month. PW (physics wallah) is a blog that covers all things physics. From the latest research to interesting physics facts, PW has it all. But how does this popular blog make money? There are a few ways that PW earns money. First, the blog accepts donations from readers. This is a great way to support the site and keep it running. Second, PW sells advertising space on the site. This allows businesses to reach an audience of interested readers. Finally, PW offers premium content for a small fee. This includes exclusive articles, access to the archives, and more. So there you have it! These are just a few of the ways that PW earns money to keep the site up and running. If you enjoy reading the blog, consider supporting it in one of these way. A physics wallah is a person who is responsible for the maintenance and upkeep of a physics laboratory. They are usually employed by a school or university, and their duties may include setting up equipment, preparing experiments, and cleaning up afterwards. Physics wallahs typically earn a salary of about Rs. 20,000 per month. PW (physics wallah) is a blog that covers all things physics. From the latest research to interesting physics facts, PW has it all. But how does this popular blog make money? There are a few ways that PW earns money. First, the blog accepts donations from readers. This is a great way to support the site and keep it running. Second, PW sells advertising space on the site. This allows businesses to reach an audience of interested readers. Finally, PW offers premium content for a small fee. This includes exclusive articles, access to the archives, and more. So there you have it! These are just a few of the ways that PW earns money to keep the site up and running. If you enjoy reading the blog, consider supporting it in one of these way.

Social Media Account Of Physics Wallah (Alakh Pandey)

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Vision of Physics Wallah

Kota is known for its coaching centres for students who want to make a career in the engineering and medical fields. Commenting on opening the first centre in the city, Alakh Pandey, founder and CEO of PhysicsWallah, said, “We chose Kota for many reasons. The city holds an unbreakable track record for assisting students in cracking various competitive entrance exams. Moreover, it has an average literacy rate of 82.80%, which is higher than the average national percentage of 74.04%, as per the census of 2011.” Earlier this month, PhysicsWallah entered the coveted unicorn club after raising $100 Mn in its Series A funding round at a post-money valuation of $1.1 Bn. Westbridge and GSV Ventures participated in the funding round. Founded in 2020 by Alakh Pandey and Prateek Maheshwari, the Noida-based startup helps students prepare for NEET and IIT JEE exams. It claims to have helped over 10,000 students in cracking NEET and JEE exams in the last two years. There is a major difference of making Unicorn company of PW and other.

Want to Join Physics Wallah?

We at PhysicsWallah believe in making Leaders out of its employees. We consider the employees as a family. We provide various programs and training for our employees to learn and enhance their skills. PhysicsWallah aims at creating leaders who will help us in making a positive impact in the education industry. There are multiple reasons why one should join PhysicsWallah as the company has many attractive employee benefits like maternity benefits, Mediclaim policy, and many more.

Challenges Faced by Physics Wallah

The Physics Wallah app collapsed owing to high usage during the debut in May 2020. This outage was caused by an unexpected surge of more than 2 lakh pupils using the app. It took weeks for the technological issue to be fixed as the website traffic remained. Alakh Pandey was concerned that because they had paid for the sessions, the students could feel taken advantage of. However, the students came back after everything was fixed because they trusted him because of the reputation he had built over the years. The following issue arose in 2021 when the competitors started criticising the business. Alakh Pandey was promised Rs 75 crore by Unacademy, but he turned it down right away. Then the competition began stealing PW employees, and a large number of them quit the company quickly. Following Byju’s, Unacademy, Vedantu, and a few other EdTech companies, Alakh Pandey came back strong with the help of the students and his never-say-die mentality, and he led the company to a Unicorn status.

Physics Wallah Interview Process

Physics Wallah is always open for talented people who are willing to join us and want to help the students & the company in achieving their goals. We are looking for those who can provide holistic guidance to students with personal mentorship.

Interview Procedure in Physics Wallah

Keeping the COVID-19 norms in mind, most of the hiring is online-based.

The interview process includes- Resumes Shortlisting, Technical Rounds, HR Round.

If candidate successfully sails through all the rounds the offer letter shall be rolled out within 24 working hours.

Alakh Pandey Spouse ?

Alakh Pandey isn’t hitched. However he got taken part in June 2022. His life partner posted a picture and affirmed the commitment bits of gossip. The name of Alakh Pandey’s to-be spouse is Shivani Dubey. She has additionally been related with the organization Physical science wallah. Alakh Pandey’s relatives are Mrs. Rajat Pandey, his mom. Satish Pandey, his dad, and a sister named Aditi Pandey. His mom was an educator at Vishnu Bhagwan Government funded School in Prayagraj. His sister works at an IT firm; his dad was a project worker.

Vehicle Assortment Of Alakh Sir ?

Alakh Pandey Vehicle Assortment is pretty extravagance with some fundamental and some sumptuous vehicle like Mercedes-Benz GLS, BMW 5-Series and significantly more according to certain sources. Alakh Pandey is the organizer and President of Physical science Wallah which is the India’s driving most reasonable training innovation stage. Physical science Wallah gives available, far reaching, and best in class opportunity for growth. Alakh Pandey is an Indian physical science educator who is notable from his viral recordings via virtual entertainment. He is the organizer behind EdTech organization Physical science Wallah as notice above. His ongoing assessed total assets is around Rs. 100 Crore which is crazy and speedy. So here we go with the vehicle assortment of renowned instructor or you can say extremely rich person educator Alakh Pandey.

Alakh Pandey Total Assets

Alakh Pandey, likewise prominently known as the Material science Wallah, is effectively showing large number of understudies the feared subject of Physical science. Panday’s total assets can be estimated by his organization’s consistent development as a Unicorn. The total assets of Alakh Pandey is around Rs 96.8 crores, as detailed recently.The ed-tech stage has a great many understudy devotees around the country. On Youtube, the PW, also known as Alakh Pandey 9.17M endorsers. He is wandering towards showing UPSC in Hindi for the people who face issues planning for civils. He shows up-and-comers planning for JEE, CUET, NEET, NDA, and so on. Continue to peruse to find out about your number one instructor.

Prime Supporter Of Material Science Wallah?

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Prateek Maheshwari Outline Outline Number of Established Associations:2 CB Rank (Individual):49 Area Delhi, Delhi, India Districts Asia-Pacific (APAC) Orientation Male

Prateek Maheshwari is the Fellow benefactor of Material science Wallah. He recently worked Around evening time Panda as an Organizer. He went to the Indian Organization of Innovation (Banaras Hindu College), Varanasi.

Occupations: Number of Current Positions:1 Prateek Maheshwari is the Prime supporter at Physical science Wallah. Moreover, Prateek Maheshwari has had 1 past occupation as the Organizer Around evening time Panda. Material science Wallah Logo Physics Wallah Prime supporter May 2020

The Most Effective Method To SCORE UNDER 100 Position IN Gatetest 2023

The Door test is an overwhelming undertaking for any designing understudy in India. It is the selection test for getting into the Indian Foundations of Innovation (IITs), the Indian Organization of Science (IISc), and other top designing schools. A decent positioning in the Door test is fundamental to getting into a decent school. So how can one approach positioning inside 100 in the Entryway test? The first and most significant thing is zeroing in on the issue. The Door test is a trial of your designing information and your capacity to apply it to genuine issues. It’s anything but a trial of your memory or capacity to discuss equations. Accordingly, it is fundamental for center around understanding the ideas and how to apply them, instead of remembering them. If you have any desire to rank high in the Door Test 2023, you should score well on the initial not many inquiries. It’s not so hard as it appears. Getting a decent score on the initial not many inquiries is all that is expected for positioning high. The following are a couple of tips to help begin. It is crucial for rank inside the Door test since it decides your qualification for specific projects. For instance, many designing universities use Entryway scores to concede understudies into their projects. A high Door score can build your possibilities being acknowledged into a decent designing school. Also, numerous businesses use Door scores to evaluate contender for occupations. A high Door score can give you an edge over different up-and-comers while going after positions.

The Most Effective Method To Rank In Gatetest 2023?

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Quite possibly of the main consider outcome in the Door test is your argumentation score. The higher your argumentation score, the better opportunity you have of accomplishing a high score on the test. To further develop your argumentation score, you ought to foster solid composing abilities and work on planning intricate and thick contentions. Moreover, concentrate on systems that emphasis on clarifying, brief, and enticing explanations are useful. You can likewise attempt to be pretty much as intelligent as conceivable while composing papers and articles, and try not to utilize prosaisms or other normal Contentious gadgets.

ve a cpi of 8.0 or higher. Moreover, you should take a composed test and go through an individual meeting.

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Fireheart's Masterlist!

Hello, I'm Fireheart! You can call me Fire for short! I'm 16 and have ADD, and tend to go off on rambles when I get excited. I use she/her pronouns. I also like lots of things, and I'm in MANY different fandoms and tend to abruptly switch whichever one I'm hyperfixate on! Right now, I'm obsessed with Crash Bandicoot! I'm currently trying to learn German on Duolingo! Below is some stuff on my blog you can check out! Just be warned, there's a lot of stuff down there! Art tags are: #my art, #fireheart draws, and #fireheart art! Original posts tag is (well, mostly original posts (because I briefly forgot the purpose/meaning of some of my tags a while ago...) #fireheart speaks

I hope you enjoy your stay!

Other Social Media Accounts:

My YouTube Main Channel

My YouTube Backup Channel

My Discord: Fireheart223

My Deviantart Account

My Twitter Account

My Backup Twitter Account

My TikTok

My Instagram

Contact Email:

[email protected] and [email protected]

Lost Media Dubs:

Below is a list of Lost Media that I'm searching for. Red means the dub is Completely Lost, Green is unknown/unsure about it's existence, Yellow means the dub has been Partially Found, and Orange means that I am unsure if it's actually missing episodes or not because of lack of information/nothing mentioning the actual episode number of the dub/contradicting information from different sources (whether it be almost every/every source contradicting or some/a few/several sources contradicting each other). If you have any footage, information, corrections, or are interested in helping me search for these dubs, you can contact me at either of the emails above. Thank you!

Arabic Dub:

تابالوغا التنين الأخضر/تابالوغا/Green Dragon Tabaluga/Tabaluga

Still compiling info, all episodes were supposedly dubbed, but only the pilot, the Season 3 intro and 58 seconds of an episode after the intro ends remains of the dub so far

Basque/Euskera/Euskara Lost Media:

Donkey Kong eta bere herrialdea/Donkey Kong and his country: Compiling info, all episodes were dubbed, and at one point we're most of the episodes were found, but they were taken down by I guess either Nelvana or Nintendo (I say this because the people who posted the links weren't aware of the links no longer working) and now the intro is all that remains of this dub. UPDATE (12/2/22): ALMOST THE ENTIRE BASQUE DUB HAS BEEN FOUND! ONLY 3 EPISODES ARE MISSING NOW!!! Here's the link to where the episodes are!

Catalan Lost Media:

Tabaluga (Compiling Info)

Chinese (Cantonese) Lost Media:

Tabaluga Cantonese Dub: Compiling info, title of the dub is unknown, no footage is left, and I am left unsure whether or not this dub even exists at all.

Spanish (Spain)/Español/Spain Spanish/Castilian/Castellano/Español de España Lost Media:

El País de Donkey Kong (Castilian/Castellano/Español de España Dub)

Danish/Dansk Lost Media:

Tabaluga (Danish Dub): Compiling info, the Season 1 intro, I believe, I'm not sure, it was one of the intros though, was on YouTube, but my stupid lazy ass didn't archive it, and it has become privated, so unless someone has archived it, the only footage of this dub has disappeared.

Finnish Lost Media:

Donkey Kong Country Finnish Dub (Still Compiling Info)

French/France French/France Français/Français/Française Lost Media:

Tabaluga Saison 1: It seems that Season 1 may have been dubbed in Français, however, any footage of this season have been lost to the sands of time except for two videos that show a Saison 1 intro

Greek Lost Media:

Ταμπαλούγκα (Alter Version): Compiling info, but it seems only one episode and a possible second version of the intro has survived, but I don't know how many episodes were dubbed

Ταμπαλούγκα (PIK2 Version): I don't know how many episodes were dubbed, and I haven't anything on this second dubbing and no footage seems to be left, so I am unsure if it even exists

Hindi Lost Media:

Donkey Kong Hindi Dub (Compiling Info)

Hungarian Lost Media:

Tabaluga Hungarian Dub (M2 Version)

Icelandic Lost Media:

Tabalúgi (Compiling Info)

Italian Lost Media:

Donkey Kong Italian Dub (Apparently completely dubbed and finished off, but was Unreleased)

Korean Lost Media:

타발루가 / 꼬마용 타발루가 (Tabaluga/Tabaluga For Kids): (Compiling Info, but the link has the info I've found thus far)

Norwegian/Norsk Lost Media:

Donkey Kong Country Norwegian/Norsk Dub

Polish/Poliski Lost Media:

Donkey Kong Polish Dub (Compiling info)

Portuguese/Europe Portuguese/European Portuguese/Portuguese (European) Lost Media:

Tabaluga Portuguese Dub: (Compiling Info)

Donkey Kong Country Portuguese Dub: (Compiling Info)

Portuguese/Brazilian Portuguese/Brazil Protuguese/Portuguese (Brazilian)/Portuguese (Brazil) Lost Media:

Donkey Kong Dublado

Romanian Lost Media:

Tabaluga Romanian Dub: (Compiling info, but a Romanian dubbed version of Tabaluga and Leo does definitely exist

Russian Lost Media:

Табалуга (CTC/STS) First Season 2 Dub: (Still compiling some info, but most of the info I've found can be found in the link)

Swedish Lost Media:

Donkey Kongs Värld

Ukrainian Lost Media:

Табалуґа (Compiling info)

#fireheart speaks #tabaluga #dkc #donkey kong country #donkey kong country cartoon #donkey kong cartoon #dkc tv show #dkc cartoon #donkey kong tv show #fireheart rambles #this is ok to reblog btw #lost media #lost dubs #lost media dubs #partially found media #partially found dubs #partially lost dubs #partially lost media

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alright here we go again more things for you 🙃

I’m going to throw some vinnil in here for you! heavy vinnie based too

- Vinnie for some reason finds fire interesting sitting there and watching it burn is sorta relaxing for him. Throwing things in said fire is super exciting for him too! it keeps him entertained for hours and bonas it’s warm (he’s still supervised by someone just in case lol)

-whenever they go to the beach Sunil has to make vinnie empty out his pockets before they leave because he has a very bad habit of picking up random things thinking they are treasures he has to keep just in case ( A habit he picked up from minka)

S: “Vinnie broken glass isn’t treasure!” :/

V: “Please babe”🥺 “Minka said anything can be treasure and I found it!”

S: (whispers to himself) “thanks a lot minka” … -_-

- Vinnie I believe has a hard time expressing his feelings so he will sometimes write out how he feels it takes him a while because he wants it to be just right and it’s a nice way to get it off his mind.

- Vinnie and pennyling have tea parties. she always has the best foods and he enjoys seeing his friends happy even if he has to wear a dress to do so. (Plus he looks good in anything according to himself)

- Zoe will often use Vinnie to practice her makeup skills on he ends up looking pretty fabulous by the end. he’s pretty chill about it and the only one who will actually let her. pepper complains, minka won’t sit still, penny will lie even if it looks bad, and Sunil thinks he’s allergic to some of the products, sharukuh has his own makeup team and can’t risk his face. so Vinnie for the win lol

- Russell I feel like would ask Vinnie to teach him to speak Italian. he feels like he could pick it up pretty quickly and he knows Vinnie won’t judge him if he’s not perfect. of course Vinnie would say yes immediately he’d love to have someone who he can have that shared language connection with ( that was something he did want try so badly with Sunil but Hindi is to hard)

- Vinnie loves being driven around he feels so important and would rather have someone else deal with it so he can jam to the radio or eat his snacks or nap while 90% of the time (Sunil) drives and he joyfully sits in his seat worry free.

- I feel like over the years vinnie’s had such long hair but I feel like at some point it got cut because he struggled to mange it.not wanting to style it every morning and accidentally giving himself knots he’d have to have help to brush out and it was easier for everyone to cut it to a shorter style ( in other universes he’d probably have it a bit longer lol)

- for some reason I get the vibe that Vinnie isn’t as comfortable with women, as he is with men don’t get me wrong he loves the girls they are his friends he just as I’ve reiterated before, doesn’t understand them, and I feel like he’s had a lot of women in his life that have left him with trauma like his mom or in some of my headcaonns “moms” or with maybe a past toxic girlfriend when he was trying to “find himself”as examples)

- Sunil has to put Vinnie in “time out” in a corner or separate room sometimes to calm down. because he’ll get so worked up over things or he’ll choose to do something dangerous or dumb and Sunil feels like it’s better to do that then yell at him over it. But if he cries it gets him out faster because Sunil can’t stand to hear it and cuddles him after feeling bad about putting him there to begin with.

- I feel like Vinnie’s taste in music is so random it’s never just one thing it’s everything and it changes day by day but I also feel like he gets hyper fixated on a certain song every once in a while, and would play it over and over until he got bored of it and it would drive everybody nuts in the meantime

- I feel like Russell would invent a watch that Vinnie could wear. That would tell everyone his temperature in an animal universe, so that they could keep track of how cold or hot he gets without worrying too much.

- if Sunil were to leave for any reason, he would leave Vinnie with a with someone because he doesn’t trust him to be alone. Plus, he gets really sad when sunil leaves and he would feel bad leaving him lonely that whole time and would hope the company would take his mind off his absence. In the back of his mind, he knows that won’t work though because he’ll still get 50 million calls and messages asking when he’ll be home and if he could talk all From Vinnie of corse.

the texts:

V: when will u bee hoMe?

S: Three days.

V: r u sure aboout that?

S: yes, I’m sure.

V: butt I miss u!:(

S: I miss you too. It won’t be too long, I promise.I love you!”

V: luv u too babe! Txt u again in 5 mins Just 2 makke sure u r sure!

All right, I’m gonna stop here for now. I hoped you enjoyed this. I feel like they’re not my best but I still hope there’s something I look forward to your reply. :)

Oh boy, it's my ordered Vinnie fix, wonderful and delightful :}. No, but like I actually have to be careful when reading your headcanons because I couldn't wait yesterday and read it on the train as soon as I saw them and I could NOT stop smiling like an idiot the entire time and I'm quite certain this one lady kept looking at me because of that. I tried to make a neutral expression but it literally did not work for longer than 1 second, omg. So yeah. Anyway, lps, Vinnie and Vinnil? Oh hell yeah. Time to say my stuff

ok, listen, as soon as I only read "Vinnie for some reason finds fire interesting" I thought you were going to say that he's a pyromaniac. But yes! I can totally see that! He would absolutely like all that, I mean fire is warm and burns stuff in an entertaining way, awesome-sauce. I just hope he doesn't burn himself. Wait no, I hope he does actually. But then again I suppose that's why he is supervised lol

Okay okay, Minka totally makes sense, don't get me wrong, but my first thought was Shivers, especially with that part that he has to "keep them just in case". And that of course threw me back to your headcanon of Vinnie at some point living with Shivers and that in turn made me think more. Because they stopped because Vinnie couldn't stand Shivers' 'collecting' habit, right? But now Vinnie's the one doing it. I do kinda headcanon him as having a habit of collecting things, but not random, he just has a lot of attachement to sentimental stuff that can look like nothing but for one reason or another mean a lot to him (like rocks, bobby pins, etc)

oh oh, you know what that remind me of? That one headcanon scenario that when crushing on Sunil (or anyone else) and at the same time Sunil being already in a relationship with someone else Vinnie would write those sort of fanfics with himself and Sunil being together and happy to quench this thirt and feed the obsession. And he has a hard time expressing his feelings, huh? Yeah. Perhaps that's because he just doesn't allow himself to feel those feelings, mine sure has that. Kinda actually. He lets out positive feelings because, well, why wouldn't he? Yes, others should see him being all positive, felling joy, happiness, pride. That's all good. But negative ones? Oh, absolutely not, especially sadness since he genuinely can't stop his anger from showing. Sadness though? Nah, he goes into complete denial, he wouldn't even write about it because not only does he not show it to others but also himself. Can't write about something you don't admit is there aha. That's just my Vinnie though. But that did make me think that if he wrote if would have something designated for this like a journal or just a notebook or something. And he would keep that thing hidden and locked and just for nobody to see. Unless there would be good things there, like words of gratitude he wants to tell someone I suppose

A dress you say? Well, according to me he looks good in anything too, though I have only one style that I genuinely like xd. Tea parties? It's funny cause my Vinnie doesn't really like tea, but he would totally drink one if it's for someone else's tea party's sake. However, it's of my firm belief that he's mostly there for the food (I mean, aside from being there because Penny is there, which is the most important thing). Those two make me happy :)

Wdym he "ends up looking pretty fabulous", he's already achieved the peak of fabulosity 😭. Just kidding, just kidding xD, I mean, he did but you know what I mean. And Vinnie is definitely for the win when it comes to anything for me :))). Zoe's like "Vinnie, I need you for your special services." Zoe and Vinnie together also make me happy, and there's so little of them ;-;. I can't however stop thinking that if it was my, super pale Vinnie white-ass looking mf, Zoe probably wouldn't have the right color of uhh... look, I know nothing about make up, the shit you put on your face to hide the imperfections or whatever (I genuinely, 100%, no joke believe that make-up is one of the most evil things humanity invented, but I won't rant about it here, don't worry)

osdksod I know I keep saying it but Vinnie being Italian makes me so unreasonably happy, like I don't know why plus it's so random, but whenever I think about it or better yet, read your headcanons that include that I feel sooo good. Oh, Vinnie would say yes with stars in his eyes, absolutely. Aside from the whole learning new language skill Russell would gain because of it he would also just hear Vinnie talking a lot of Italian and that's always a treat because he sounds different and awesome. It's just such an elegant language and I love it. You know, my Vinnie is actually pretty good with languages, so maybe he would be able to learn some of Hindi? Then again shit looks complicated, and I say that speaking Polish, listen, you're not going to learn this thing. Technically it's possible but I have no idea how. That also makes me think, I like the idea of Vinnie teaching Russell and all, but realistically how easy/hard would it be for someone who doesn't have any sort of educational preparation to teach someone a language, even if it's their native one? Because I can't imagine myself being able to teach someone Polish, I mean I can translate and all that, but how the hell do I explain tenses? Or how to conjugate words? I don't know about Italian, but in Polish there is literally no pattern to that, I know nobody asked but I need to show you this shit, let's take a random word, let's say dog which in polish is pies. Now look, you can say that in 7 ways: pies, psa, psu, psa, psem, psie, psie; ok, some of those are the same but that can differ between words and as I said, there's literally no pattern. Which makes me believe that perhaps Vinnie would not be able to teach Russell stuff like that, then again perhaps Italian is easier than that. And yes, I'm aware that polish dog - pies, is written exactly like english - pies as in food. It's a really entertaining thought actually

yes yes, he loves it, also because he just loves accompanying others for whatever they need to do. It's cool if they do something of course, but he also just loves being around them, so he's completely cool with just running around with them while they do everyday things like doing groceries or going to a post office etc. He's not necessary there, and they won't be paying much attention to him or talking with him, but he's totally cool with just hanging around "Sir, this is my emotional support Vinnie." So yes, just sitting in a car and chilling and snacking, his one sin is that he will sometimes when sitting in passengers seat put his legs on... on... okay so I don't remember what it's called and I can't find it at all, but you probably know what I mean, just the thing you can potentially put your legs on while sitting in the front. It's going to torment me now and I'm gonna de-terrio-rate

that makes me think of this one headcanon scenario story I have but it actually might be a pretty good fanfic scenario so I won't share it here. If I resign from turning it into a fanfic I will probably say it at some point in a different post. However, nah, I mean, he can have it cut, but my Vinnie wouldn't do this because he's obsessed with his hair and takes really really good care of it, he wouldn't let it get get knots or anything. Plus he leaves it down most of the time so not like there's much stylizing it anyway. It does however take ages to brush it or wash it anyway, knots or not. Wait, fucking wait, I never said what even inspired me in the first place to headcanon Vinnie with really long hair, huh? Omg this is so stupid because this is literally what initiated my human au xD like it happened because I just really wanted Vinnie with those hair but it didn't look good on a gecko. Ok, so listen, this, this is the motherfucker who started it all

this fucking character - Izuru Kamukura. Listen, when I first saw him I thought he looked SO cool so I immediately tried to give Vinnie this sort of hair, and as I said it didn't look good at all on a pet, so I made him a human (I did shorten the hair and stuff, but still, this is what his hair was based on). This is literally my lps human au origin story and it's so stupid. Thank Izuru Kamakura from danganronpa for that, I guess. At this point Vinnie with short hair just looks naked to me or he is from another universe (like from some sort of swap universe or as I like to call it, upside down universe). It's not that I don't like him like that, oh no, he just doesn't look right to me.

yeah, I remember that reiteration. But wait, it being caused by many women leaving him with trauma? Oh I love this, how come I never thought about this? And "moms" oh oh tell me more please, I'm interested. Is it as in just having two moms as parents or maybe having a mom and then a step-mom or something? I need to know. A past toxic girlfriend, you say? Ohhhh interesting. I wonder how he would get into a relationship like that, I mean, aside from this whole finding himself reason, I just think it's interesting as well. My Vinnie is as comfortable with women as he is with men though, I can't take girls away from him in any way, I just want him to interact with anyone and be fine with them, under right circumstances of course

ayy lmao Vinnie in a time-out is just way too funny. I just imagine once Sunil has had enough he just picks him up by the upper arms, walks with him to the corner and puts him down there. Then he just looks him in the eyes and is like "Stand here or I swear". Wait... Sunil cornering Vinnie... oh... aaah ship I just I just... 🫣. Anyyyway, speaking of crying I can't help but imagine that Vinnie would just look at Sunil like this

and once Sunil looks at him for too long like that he's just like "shiiiiiiiit" because he knows he already lost. So then he simply picks him up again and lies him on himself on the couch and Vinnie's all like ^^ and Sunil just wonders how on earth that happened again because he promised himself that this time he wouldn't give in.

I believe that he just kinda likes everything, he doesn't have a chosen music genre that he likes more than others, he just "likes what he likes". And yeees, he totally hyper fixates on certain songs sometimes and just listens to them on repeat until he's practically throwing up this song and is like "Ok, that's enough."

oh that is such a good idea, Russell could give it to him as a gift on his birthday or something. Listen, all I'm saying is that if he gets too cold, then a surefire way to warm him up, since he needs something that generates heat, is to hug him :)) I volunteer as a tribute btw. I just love love that his temperature depends pretty much only on the temperature of the environment. Because everyone else's temperature throughtout the days is like a straight line (brown line ofc), and his is probably just something like (green line):

Sunil would leave him with someone, huh? I just imagine him knocking on one of their friend's door and once that friend, let's say hmmm Zoe oohoh yes, opens the door he's just holding Vinnie in front of himself, once again by his upper arms, and he's like "It's yours now" and gives him to Zoe who is just confused and Vinnie's like "Hi, Zoe, Sunil is going away so he left me with you :]" and Zoe, fully knowing the madness that is Vinnie when away from Sunil, is just like "Oh. Oh no." May I also suggest an example of texts between Sunil and Vinnie in such situation

Vinnie: Suuuuun when will you be home

Sunil: In a week, Vinnie, I told you

Vinnie: *eats Zoe's couch*

Sunil: please don't eat Zoe's couch, it's expensive

Oh of course I enjoyed it all, I could talk about him for hours at a time, he's soooo cute and he's literally just like me (me about every character I like that is literally nothing like me). But now I can't stop thinking about Sunil pinning Vinnie against a wall I just... shiiiiiiit

Me thinking about him every second of every minute of every hour of every day of every week of every month of every year of every decade

mamma mia he makes me so unreasonably happy you don't understand. Like I know tumblr is the blorbo site but I genuinely sometimes think that I might be one of the most obsessed people with their blorbo even if I know it's probably not true because there are probably others who are just as obsessed with their blorbo if not more. At the same time, how many of them can say that they had the same blorbo for 10 years, never had a falling out with them or that their love has not lowered even once, not abondoned their blorbo after the show has long finished and the fandom practically died hence no content was made for said blorbo and the fandom was small to begin with. Not that many I think. Like 50% of the years he has been my blorbo I nurtured my love for him pretty much only in my head because there was barely any new content for lps.

And also the blorbo is literally just some gecko.

Bro, I just checked and I wrote 2433 words here, I literally wrote the equivalent of a fic just now 💀

I wanna talk about him all the time

#lps 2012 #asks

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yourshiningastr · 5 months

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CHAPTER 18

One month has passed and a week from now will be the 1st Month Anniversary of our relationship..

Totoo nga ang sabi sabi na kapag masaya ka, ay mabilis matapos ang mga araw. Mabilis umikot ang oras, mabilis kang yayakapin ng gabi.

Sa isang buwan na nagdaan ay kulang nalang magmakaawa ako na iextend ang mga araw lalo na kapag kasama ko si Benedict.

He became sweeter. We are helping each other with the acads and I even found out how smart and good he is at planning.

I remember when we had our first-ever event in the Youth organization. It's exhausting and nerve-wracking especially on my part since I am in charge of the program committee. I was so stressed and had a cultural shock at how complicated it is to manage an event.

What makes it even more stressful is that someone tried to sabotage our event. Ang host na nilagay namin ay bigla nalang sumakit ang tiyan, ang ilang mga decor ay nag kasira sira at maraming changes na nangyari.

Good thing I have experience at hosting at sobrang inaral ko ang buong flow ng eveng that's why mabilis namin naayos ang parte na yun at mabilis kaming nag improvised ng mga decor for that.

"Yung mga ganitong pangyayari ay hindi maiiwasan. Dapat magsilbing aral sayo at sa organization ninyo ito. Sa susunod dapat hindi lang plan A ang meron kayo. Try your best to accumulate at least 3 plans so if ever hindi successful yung isa may back up plan kayo agad." Benedict said.

He helped us with the decorations. He said his family has a catering business. I was amazed at how he just folded some part of the fabric and then it already became a flower. Nagbiro pa nga ito at binibigay sakin. Kinukuha ko naman.

Good thing I have a handsome and reliable boyfriend, the decoration became even better than before.

"Bilib ka na sakin niyan? Decorations palang ito sa event niyo ah, paano pa kaya pag sa kasal na natin?" I laughed and lightly hit his chest.

"Hindi na pala natin kailangan gumastos for decorations, then?" He smirks at me and I just shake my head.

We celebrated a successful event. I thanked everyone who worked hard for that and treated them all for dinner.

Indeed it was stressful but the experience was priceless as well. It makes me look forward to our future events more. But now, just like what Benedict said, I need to have a lot of backup plans. I told myself to create Plan A to Plan Z, just to be sure.

"Alam niyo na ba kung sinong sumubok sumira nung event niyo?"

I sipped on my Iced tea and looked at him. Benedict and I are having a date in Out of The Box cafe in Mandaluyong. I just found this place while I was scrolling on Instagram and it looks cute so I asked him to have lunch here.

"No." Nag angat siya ng tingin sakin.

"Do you need help? Baka makatulong ako sa pag iimbestiga." I shook my head.

"No. Hindi na kailangan pa hanapin kung sino yun. Pinatigil ko na din sila sa paghahanap." Benedict tilted his head and looked at me in confusion.

"Huh? Pero bakit? Pwede niyo isumbong kay Dean kung sino yun." Umiling ako dito at nilaro ang Pesto Pasta.

"It was them." Benedict furrowed his brow

"My enemies." I looked at him and I saw how his reaction changed from confusion to enlightenment.

"Pero bakit? Program ng school yun, ang daming pwedeng gawin sa buhay tapos pinili pa nilang pakialaman yung sayo. Gusto mo igaganti kita. Magsabi ka lang." I chuckled and shook my head.

"Nah. I know better now. I already expected it, they will do any length just to drag me down."

"At hindi ko hahayaan yun. Dadaan muna sila sakin." Benedict's hands turned into fist and glared at his latte. I smiled and touched his hands to ease the tension in him.

"It's fine. They don't have any power to hurt me anymore. Matagal ko na silang inalisan ng karapatan na saktan ako, so don't worry. I can handle them myself." I gently smiled at him to assure him that I am fine and that I will be fine. As long as there are people whom I love around me, everything will be fine.

I have already taken their rights and access to me. Kaya kahit anong gawin nila ay balewala na lang sakin. Nasaktan nila ako noon dahil nabigyan ko sila ng puwang sa puso ko, dahil naibigay ko ang tiwala ko sa kanila. Ibinaba ko ang depensa ko sa sarili ko kaya madali nilang nagawa ang bagay na yun.

But it's different now. They are nothing but ghosts from the past. At anong magagawa ng multo kung hindi ang magpaalala lang ng kahapon at manakot?

"So, you said you have good news for me? What is it?" He smiled and held both of my hands

"I have been applying for a part time job at natanggap ako sa Bazin cafe. May work na ako!" Masaya nitong sabi.

I hug him back and congratulate him. Though he didn't tell me before that he was applying or even looking for a part-time job. But I guess that wasn't important as he just want to bear me a good news, siguro ay mas gusto niya sabihin yun kapag may trabaho na talaga siya.

"But how about your studies?" He lightly messed up my hair.

"It's fine, kaya ko naman sila pagsabayin." I smiled when I saw how delighted he was.

"I'm proud of you, Babe! Fighting!" He hugged me again at sabay kaming pumasok ng unit ko.

"Thank you, Babe! Ayan, para hindi na ikaw lagi ang nanlilibre, ako ang lalake dapat ako ang nag poprovide ng mga kailangan mo." I furrowed my brows and faced him.

"You're not telling me that you were applying for a job just because of that." He looked at me with guilty eyes. I sighed and held his arms and made him sit in front of me. I stood in between his thighs and caressed his cheeks.

"Babe, you don't have to do that. I don't care about those stereotypes. It doesn't matter who is buying who. What matters is we have each other. Kung yun ang dahilan mo kaya ka may work ngayon then you should resign now, you're still a student. I don't need someone who will finance me, I can do that Babe." He pouted and encircled his arm to my waist.

"Alright, alright. Hindi lang naman ito para sayo. Don't worry. Hmmm?" I nodded and responded to his light kisses.

"What are you going to do on sembreak? May plano ka na ba?" It took me too long to answer as I am too occupied with his lips.

"Hmmm.." I slightly moaned as I felt his tongue teasing my mouth.

"Babe, your plans?" I can feel his smirks through our kisses. I rolled my eyes and stopped myself from responding to his kisses. He chuckled as he saw my frowning face.

"Aww tampururot na naman ang bebe." He pulled me and made me sit into his lap.

He buried his face into my neck and I can feel his light wet kisses there. I sighed and tried not to be too carried away.

"I don't have any plans yet. Dalawang linggo lang naman din kasi yun so maybe I'll just stay here. How about you?"

He looked at me with dizzy eyes. "Ang bango mo."

I smirked. And kissed his cheeks.

"Oh how about, let's go to your hometown? Your parents must've missed you, and I wanna meet them too." I smiled at him and saw how his reaction changed from drowsy eyes to attentive and panicky responses. I furrowed my brows.

"Why? Hindi ba pwede?" I bit my lower lip.

Though, I understand. He hasn't met my parents as well, I am yet to decide because I am afraid of their reaction. He must also be afraid of his parents' reaction as well.

"Uh ano kasi, uhm.." Before I could ever speak to tell him that it was fine, my phone suddenly rang and I saw Manang calling me. I answered the phone and slightly walked away from Benedict.

"Manang? Hello po, may problema po ba?" Manang is not the type of person to call so it's kind of new to me, though baka gusto lang akong kumustahin.

"Ija, wala naman.. Eh gusto ko lang sana malaman kung kumusta ka diyan." I smiled.

"Maayos naman ako dito, Manang. Kayo po? Sila Mommy po?" Simula din kasi nung nakauwi ako galing bahay ay wala pa akong naririnig uli sakanila. Hindi din naman kami nagkakamustahan kaya ginamit ko na din ang oras na to para matanong kung maayos ba sila.

"Eh, mukhang ano.. Okay naman sila dine." Nahimigan ko ang hindi pagiging siguradong boses ni Manang kaya napakunot ang noo ko.

"May problema po ba, Manang?" Paninigurado ko.

"W-wala naman Ija. Sige, ako'y napatawag lang para mangamusta. Matulog ka na at baka may pasok ka pa bukas." I furrowed my brows.

There's something wrong or am I just the one who's thinking about it? May problema ba sa bahay? Pero I'm sure lagi naman ay problema doon, at hindi na yun bago. But Manang called me so it must be something more than a problem.

"Uy, okay ka lang?" Benedict held my waist and looked at me worriedly.

"Change of plan." Benedict then tilted his head and furrowed his brow.

"Uuwi ako samin this sembreak. I think there's a problem."

"Bakit anong nangyari?" I shook my head

"Manang called me and I don't know but I feel like there's something off and I need to find that out. Pakiramdam ko may problema sa bahay." I sighed

"Do you uh.. Want to come with me?" His eyes widened and shook his head.

"Kung may problema nga sa bahay niyo, I think maganda kung ayusin niyo muna yun. Baka makadagdag lang ako kung sakali." I nodded. He's right.

"Wag ka mag alala, kung ano man yan ay maayos din yan." Hinaplos nito ang likod ko para pakalmahin at ngumiti lang ako dito.

"Tara kape?" I smiled and nodded at him.

Kahit hindi ako nagkakape ay pumayag ako. I guess I needed something to ease my worries away. And its with Benedict.

We are at the cafeteria. I am reviewing some of my notes while Benedict is feeding me Fries.

"We have an exam later, aren't you going to review?" I asked without looking at him. I was too busy memorizing some keywords on my notes.

"Nag review na ako kagabi. Say ahh, Señorita." I frowned and opened my mouth to welcome the fries from his hands.

"You're calling me, Señorita again." He chuckled

"Ang cute kasi eh." I frowned even more.

"Anong cute doon?" I pouted and eat the fries again na sinusubo niya sakin

"Ikaw, ang cute mo." He lightly messed my hair at pinainom ako ng tea sa tumblr ko. Baby na baby ang datingan ko ngayon sa kanya. Kaasar, gusto gusto ko naman.

Matagal pa kaming nag asaran doon nang makita ko si Yna na naglalakad papasok sa cafeteria. I was expecting her to sit at our table so I was surprised when she walked past our table and acted as if she didn't see us.

I furrowed my brow. I saw Benedict looking at Yna as well.

"Nag away kayo nung Bestfriend mo?" I frowned.

"She's not my Bestfriend." Benedict shrugged his shoulder and chuckled

"Sabi mo eh. Oh ito pa, kanin ka ng marami para manaba ka naman." I glare at him.

"What's wrong with her?" I asked as I saw how Yna avoided my gaze.

Usually siya pa ang hahabol sa mga mata ko at uupo sa table kung nasaan ako kahit hindi ko naman sinasabi or imbitado.

Naasar ako sa kanya doon, pero mas naasar ako ngayon.

"Suyuin mo yung Bestfriend mo. Mukhang hanggang ngayon nagtatampo kasi mas love mo ako kesa sa kanya." Tatawa tawang sabi ni Benedict.

"What? Bakit naman siya nagtatampo? And, babe. I told you, we are not Best Friends. I don't have a Best friend." Benedict then shook his head.

"Go, call her. Ikaw naman daw ang maghabol." I frowned and he just smirks at me. I lightly hit his arm and he just laughed.

I saw Yna walking to the table of the so-called social elites but before she could ever sit, I sighed and called her.

"Georgyna Lazaro!" Yna then glared at me. I also heard Benedict gasping beside me.

"Luh, gagi! Yun pala yung complete name niya?" Benedict was too shocked by the sudden knowledge of her name. I shrugged. Yna then walks in rage and is glaring at me right now.

"What the hell, Avalyn Rae Trinidad!" Yna placed her tray on our table loudly. Napaigtad naman si Benedict sa gulat.

"Hi, Bestfriend ng bebe ko. Long time no see ah." Yna rolled her eyes to Benedict.

"What do you want?" I raised my brow at her as I heard her questions.

"What's your problem? Why aren't you sitting here?" Yna smirks.

"So ngayon gusto mo na ako umupo sa table niyo. Parang dati halos isuka mo ako ngayon hinahabol mo na ako. Totoo nga ang balita, kapag nawala sayo saka mo lang marerealize halaga nila." Yna crossed her arm on her chest

"Why would I chase someone unimportant like you?"

"Sheesh! Wala pasmado bibig ng bebe ko." Sabay kaming napalingon ni Yna kay Benedict at mabilis naman itong yumuko.

"Ha! Still the same old Rae. Akala ko nabago mo na ito? Bakit parang mas lumala? " Baling ni Yna kay Benedict

"Oy wala akong kinalaman sa friendship quarrel niyo ah. Wag niyo akong madamay damay diyan." I shook my head.

"Sit down, and we'll talk." Wala naman nagawa si Yna at umupo ito sa harap namin.

"Oy, Georgyna pala name mo? Grabe, tunog imported ah." Yna glared at him.

"Ano namang pag uusapan natin?" Yna is frowning and glaring at Benedict who keeps on teasing her name.

"Why are you avoiding me, Georgyna?" I arched my brow

"PFFFT! Georgyna! Haha." Benedict laughed and I smiled a bit.

"Patahimikin mo yang jowa mo kung hindi susungalngalin ko yan." Benedict then stopped laughing and looked at me. Sumandal ako sa upuan at tinaasan ng kilay si Yna.

"Try then," I smirked. I saw Benedict stick his tongue out to Yna at inis naman si Yna na tumingin samin.

"Paano ba yan, mas matimbang ang jowa." Tatawa tawang pang aasar ni Benedict kay Yna.

"So why are you avoiding me?" I asked again. Yna scoffed.

"You're overthinking again. I wasn't avoiding you."

"Oh yeah? Bakit hindi ka makatingin ng diretso sa mga mata ko ngayon?" Mabilis naman siya nag angat ng tingin sakin.

"Ehhhh ayan okay na?" Galit nitong sabi

"Easy girls. Wag mag away. Ang magkakaibigan dapat nagmamahalan." I glared at Benedict.

"Ay sorry, sabi ko nga mananahimik na ako. Akin na to, magreview nalang ako." Kinuha niya sakin ang notes ko at iiling iling naman akong bumaling uli kay Yna.

"I'm going home to Nueva Ecija this sembreak. I feel like there's a problem. Gusto mo ba sumabay?" Yna scoffed.

"Bakit naman ako uuwi doon." I arched my brow

"I was just thinking baka namimiss mo na ang parents mo doon." She chuckled a bit.

"Do you miss yours?" I frowned

"No," Yna smirked and sipped on her juice.

"Thought so." She chuckled and we smiled at each other.

"Oy oy, nandito pa ako ah. Baka lang makalimutan niyo." Nakangiting sabi samin ni Benedict.

"Pake ko!" Yna then bicker. I shook my head and let them fight. I feel like I am babysitting two immature adults.

#yourshiningaster #i am art #chapter 18

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ivdiaries · 9 months

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July 28, Friday, 1:55 am - a text message I sent that I know she'll never read:

Hi, Kath. I know you won’t probably ever read this message kasi nga nasa Singapore ka na unless gamit mo tong number na to pang roaming hahahuhu 😭😭 ilang beses na rin naman akong nagmessage dito and wala naman nagrereply so I guess it’s safe to leave a message. Okay lang naman kahit di mo to mabasa, gusto ko lang sabihin kung ano yung nararamdaman ko.

Hi. It’s been a long time since we talked. Alam ko naman why you decided to cut off communication and I won’t hold that against you. You have every right to. But ayun, I’ve been thinking about you a lot lately. Hindi ko alam kung bakit, siguro dahil Venus Retrograde? Hahaha char pero ayun nga. You’re heavy on my mind lately, and syempre di naman ako bato. I still miss you. A lot.

There’s a lot of things I want to say but I’ll start with a thank you. Thank you dahil minahal mo ko even when I don’t feel worthy and deserving of that love. Thank you dahil because of you I learned a lot. Thank you because you taught me so much about love. Thank you dahil sa apat na taon na nagkasama tayo, araw araw mo akong pinili. Araw araw mong naiparamdam na mahal mo ako, and for that I’ll always be thankful. I don’t know if I’ll ever find a love like that again, pero I’m glad that I was able to experience that love with you. A love that felt like home. And for that, thank you.

Secondly, I want to say I’m sorry. I’m sorry dahil hindi ako naging mabuting girlfriend sayo. I’m sorry dahil ang dami dami dami dami kong masasakit na salitang nabitawan lalo na kapag nalalasing ako na alam kong nakatatak na sa isipan mo, at mga salitang alam kong hindi ko na mababawi at maaalis. I wish I could take back all those things I said, but alam kong imposible, and the only thing I can do now is apologize, sincerely for everything I said. I’m sorry dahil at one point in our relationship, I took you for granted. I’m sorry dahil alam kong marami akong naging pagkukulang sayo. I’m sorry kasi di kita nalutuan ng extra pasta nung umuwi ka galing work kasi napasarap luto ko 😔. And for all of that, I’m sorry.

Third, I want to say that I am so proud of you. Alam ko na marami kang gustong maibigay sa family mo lalo kay tita and now na andyan na si Zoe and yung next pamangkin mo (congrats pala ate Arah and kuya Rap!), hanggang ngayon naman di ko pa rin nakakalimutan yun. I’m happy na finally, unti-unti mo nang makakamit yun. One step at a time. Alam ko na mahirap makipag sapalaran sa ibang bansa, pero kinaya mo at alam kong kakayanin mo pa. Ikaw na yan eh, alam ko naman na kahit mahirap at nakakatakot, lalaban ka. Kasi ganun ka katapang.

Last, I want to say that you’ve taught me to become a better person. While we were in a relationship, I never really understood everything’s that going on in my mind. Basta alam ko lang na I feel guilty for feeling angry or feeling sad — and that I never really understood why I feel that way kaya ayun lagi kong gustong uminom. Lagi kong gustong uminom to shut off the thoughts, but look where that got me right? But now, I’ve learned how to acknowledge my emotions and deal with them better instead of drowning my sorrows in alcohol. I’ve learned how to ask my friends or family for help whenever I feel overwhelmed, and I got back to writing in journals again. I would say na you were the one who pushed me to try kahit para sa sarili ko na. And for that I’m thankful. You pushed me to slowly become a better person for myself, for my family, and for my friends.

I lost you Kath, but I found myself. And for that I’m beyond grateful.

I’m happy that you finally have someone. I hope she’ll treat you better than I did and I hope she’ll love you the way you deserve. Alam ko naman na deserve mo ng pagmamahal na nararapat para sayo. Yung pagmamahal na walang alinlangan. You deserve a soft love because the world has been harsh enough. I hope you make her happy too, and I hope you’ll love her the way she deserves to be loved.

Oks oks, masyado na tong mahaba last na to talaga: You’ll always have a part of my heart Kath and that’s something that will never change. The years we’ve known each other (including our Cams and Yanna days) will always be in my heart. I will forever treasure that. I will never forget the first day I met you, the first day I went to your house on your birthday, and the last time I saw you. I hope someday, when God allows and Universe agrees, I hope we’ll see each other again and I hope you’ll allow me to give you my warmest and tightest hug when it happens.

Also, miss ko na sobra sila Mits, Jasmine, Paochoo, Jolie, Lheojoe, Onkar, Gelo, and Ji. They gladly welcomed me into their lives kasi you are a part of theirs, and they became good friends of mine too. I miss them a lot. I wish they’re okay.

I miss your family especially your cousins, lalo na si ate Ericka and mama Jijang. Your other pamangkins like si Yeyang and Dirk and Troy and Gave. I hope they grow up well. I miss mommy Badang, I hope she’s well and healthy. I miss tita Thess and mama G. Your family treated me like I’m their own, I will always treasure that. I miss them a lot.

I promise this would be the last time that I’ll message you (even if the chances of you reading this message is very slim to none).

Katherine. My hooman, my bb, my pooky, my sleepy cat, my bebi and my love, I’m finally, finally, finally letting you go. We both deserve to be happy. You deserve to be, and I know I deserve it too 😊.

Mahal na mahal na mahal kita, Katherine. Until we meet again, my greatest love. Good night!

- Ima

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