#before the holiday at least

[jackobbit]

Since Halloween draws closer, have a lil spooky fella from a Magma I joined a few days ago :3c

The theme was ‘Amalgamation’

[ID: A Magma drawing in monochrome of Sun, Moon and Eclipse from Fnaf merged together into one being, they approach the viewer in a dark hallway. The creature has three separate heads that hang down throughout the piece, each heads face is blacked out, leaving only one semi-realistic eye in each. The creature has five arms, and two torsos stacked on top of one another. Several wires connect to the amalgamation, some hanging down while others remain attached to something at the end of the hall out of frame. /End ID]

#fnaf dca #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf moon #fnaf sun #fnaf eclipse #tw body horror #tw eye imagery #moondrop #sundrop #dca fanart #dca fandom #my art #very loosely inspired by a junji ito page #it’s been far too long since I’ve tried to doodle out something spooky #I’m hoping to draw at least one good Halloween inspired drawing #before the holiday at least #depends on how long this model takes me

[lunlumo]

that moment when instead of banning Israel you let them choose which semifinal they will rather compete in

#justEBUthings

#eurovision #eurovision 2024 #also please explain the logic to me #the entire delegation is going to be in the arena at least 10 days before the show #i doubt theyre returning home just for the occasion and immediately fying back for multiple seki 2 shows #so what gives? #and no i didnt find any holiday on may 7th #to add onto the confusion

[arodeku]

In light of recent events (everyone collectively losing all hope of dapg is coming back in 2024) I went back and checked when the first videos of each year were posted in the past and I'm glad to inform you all that every single time a video was uploaded no sooner than the 17th and no later than the 20th. Please chill.

#dan and phil #i feel like this sounds harsher than I meant it to #rest assured it's meant to be lighthearted #I've seen a lot of people thinking they're not coming back or at least getting antsy #and I'm sure most of it is a joke. I think. idk I'm not good at telling these sorts of things #but I also feel like some of you are a bit serious #guys i don't think they're going to make phil curse 27 times in a church and start s2 of the sims just to #not come back after christmas #but they did just drop ~40 videos in 3 months right before and during the holiday season #let them hibernate for 3 weeks I think we'll survive #rambles

[killjoy-prince]

My Secret Santa gift for @/kitty_box_101 on twt and insta for the Persona 3 Exchange on discord

Happy Holidays!!

#persona 3 #p3 #junpei iori #chidori yoshino #persona 3 chidori #p3 chidori #p3 junpei #persona 3 junpei #jundori #prince's art tag #i have not drawn anything in at least 2 months and ive come to you with this #ive never drawn either character before but i had fun doing this #drawing this reminded me how much i love drawing #merry christmas and happy holidays!!

[lilybug-02]

WEIRD ROUTE 4

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--Full Series--

Viewer Discretion Advised. Slight Blood and Body Horror.

#tw blood #tw gore #tw body horror #horror #deltarune chara timeline comic #art #my art #chara #kris #the player #mcoven #weird route #saloon county darkworld #deltarune weird route #deltarune #sorry for the wait again. I want to at least have the first part of ​the regular route done before I release the next part of the weird rou #plus holidays are very ‘’no art time’’ times​ lol #urg so much planning >:( #also hope you like the f’d up art :D

[icewindandboringhorror]

Some (late) holiday photos of the boye~!

#cats #holiday #OUGHH....... barely could even get these edited and posted... my mysterious sickness flare up has been sooo bad the past few #days.. I didn't even go to the usual obligatory family christmas I was supposed to attend (!!! health issue/medical mention in tags below) #My stomach issues basically put me in a constant state of uncontrollable shivering/body shaking + nausea + sometimes rapid heart #rate. and when it happens at night that makes it like.. nearly impossible to sleep when you're violently shaking + you can feel your heart #so strong + you keep having to run to the bathroom every 5 minute to cough and gag #and throw up and so on and so forth. etc. So I went like 40 hours without any sleep almost for christmas eve and all of christmas day #last night I finally got maybe 2 hours of sleep in between the nausea and shaking and stuff. and then today I was able to get a few #hours of sleep in the afternoon. Today I tried taking an anxiety mediciation a doctor gave me in case it was anxiety related (it's apparent #ly used to relax people and works in the moment. rather than like Anxiety Mediciation that you have to take for weeks to see any effect #because I think this isn't actually acting on your brain chemistry it's judt like..a mild sedative or something.) but all that did was make #me dizzy and sweaty lol. I;m glad I slept a little but I'm just still frustrated that I don't feel normal. I started having these #'episodes' (with the stomach issues + shaking + heartrate + nausea etc.) like at the end of october. And usually it will happen for like a #few hours at a time. or i'll lose sleep one day and then be fine the next. but this has been like nearly 3 days of feeling weird. so is #getting kind of annoying... It's funny too because I was so so productive like.. literally the few days before. I was feeling much better #and I was working on my game and blah blah. But then.. random issue flare up out of nowhere of course.. yaayy.... happy holidays to meee lo #I did at least see two random ducks outside of my window in the yard area for christmas. and havent seen them since. So it's like.. hrmm.. #pacing around my room nauseous and shakings and etc. but at least... hello.. two little ducks placed there just for me :3c #Now I get anxiety every night which I'm sure doesn't help/could exacerbate whatever underlying genuinely physical issues exist. But after #like 2 nights of 'I spend the night sleepless and incredibly uncomfortable just sitting in the dark sick' then bedtime is like.. dread... #I even was trying slapping myself in the face in desperation to see if somehow that could shock my body out of whatever the hell it was #doing lol.. up at 3am holding ice cubes in my hand and hitting myself in the head and crying from exhaustion and thowing up.. literally #ridiculous cartoon character feeling... AAANYWAY!!! At least I have baby boy pictures. and I have lots of doctors appointments so hopefully #whatever the issue is can be sorted out at some point. I don't know much about ibs but hopefully maybe something like that that I could pos #ibly take medication for and not something more seirous or anything. Maybe there's a food I'm secretly intolerant to or whatever. #And I did at least post a sims holday video actually timed for the holidays so that's something. I havent been productive really latrely #though obviously.. I can't even play games or small tasks when in that state since I'm just SO physically uncomfortable. Nausea and heart #stuff are THE hardest physical sensations to ignore.. BUT yeah... hoping I shall sleep at all tonight. hopeing to get like 3 productive #things done.. at some point... at least SOMETHING... lol..... *** *** ***

[waywardstation]

WIP FRIDAY

I apologize for getting this out two days late, I’ve been busy with lots of packing and events! But I have a little reprieve, so I wanted to post another WIP; this one is from Heart Full, Bowl Empty.

BE AWARE THAT THIS SEGMENT INVOLVES A CONVERSATION REVOLVING AROUND UNWILLING BUT INTENTIONAL STARVATION. I know there are people who say they can’t read this fic because of themes like this, so be aware of this before reading this WIP!!

I included this snippet in today’s WIP because I have like three versions of the entire segment this snippet is from. I feel like it’s a really important segment with a really important conversation, and I’ve had a hard time balancing all the emotions the way I want to between Ingo and Akari, with frustration, sadness, anger, and empathy, to realistically get them to the resolution I want at the end of it.

The final version will probably only include a few parts from this particular segment.

Enjoy!!

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“I knew it! You’re doing it again!” Akari’s eyebrows scrunched, trying to understand through the frustration. “You said you wouldn’t!”

“Circumstances will improve soon.” Clearly done with the conversation, that was all Ingo said, but it was confession enough that he had fallen back on his word. Shame contaminated his voice, but if there was any regret, he hid it well.

“No, it won’t!” They were not even half-way through winter yet. “And you know it won’t!”

Ingo said nothing as the kits carefully moved around his slumped form, finding comfortable places to settle around him. She didn’t know if he intended to snuff the conversation out with angered silence, or if he was just too exhausted to care about arguing with her anymore. If it wasn’t for his small occasional signs of movement or acknowledgement, she’d think he was actually sleeping.

Akari carefully stepped into the nesting layers, moving to sit down next to Ingo. She settled with her back against the cavern wall, pulling her knees close as a few kits shuffled around to accommodate her. “You know I’m right.”

Huffing out an irritated sigh and nothing more, it didn’t seem like Ingo had any intentions to engage with her argument anymore.

“You couldn’t even pull yourself up over the ridge,” She prodded at him again, trying to motivate more conversation out of him. “I had to help you!”

“There are many, many factors that go into that.” A reluctant answer, perhaps a reflexive attempt to quell her worry; Ingo feebly rubbed his wrapped hand, almost as a display for his excuse.

“I’ve seen you do more when you’ve been hurt worse.” Akari retorted, a little softer now but still cold.

Ingo’s eyes remained closed, though his hardened expression implied that it came across as more accusatory than she’d intended. But perhaps it was precisely the time to be accusatory.

“Ingo, you’re so tired all the time now – you stopped coming to the training grounds because you just can’t make the trips all the time anymore! And you’re sleeping so much more than you used to, and it’s like you’re always hungry all the time, even though all I see you doing anymore is gathering food!” Akari’s voice grew more jagged as she continued to jab at him, entirely uninterrupted.

It was getting difficult. With Ingo’s tunic still sopping by the bucket, still somewhat red from the exhausted effort of washing out the blood, it could not hide the ribs that pressed out just a little bit more, or help fill out what the waistline had lost under the loosening belt. The abject dread of directly acknowledging that was too much.

“And- and look! You aren’t even willing to hold a conversation with me anymore, and I don’t know if it’s because you just won’t, or because you can’t!” The kits shifted uncomfortably as Akari retreated back into her own frustration instead. “People think you’re sick, Ingo! They’re asking me about you! What are you doing?”

The exhausted man remained where he laid in the nesting material, only moving his hands to rub at his face and sigh — a deep, forced sigh that swelled his side before releasing. Akari almost didn’t think he’d answer her, but with some effort, he propped himself up first onto his elbows, then slumped forward. The teen watched him run shaky fingers through his hair as he sat next to her.

“…I don’t know what I should do.” The guilt. The weary guilt cracked his voice and tore Akari’s anger down to heartache.

#ref for fic #BE AWARE THIS IS DISCUSSING INTENTIONAL BUT UNWILLING STARVATION #tw starvation #just in case #cause I know not everyone vibes with this story #and I’ll say it’s been weird myself returning to these segments I wrote months ago and re-reading them #AND TO BE MORE CAREFUL I talk about a personal situation sort of dealing with this below #a lot has happened in the timeframe of originally writing this and coming back to this #at the end of fall I got very very sick and it lasted well into February #I unwillingly shed thirty-five pounds because I could not eat #and I didn’t notice at all until I stopped and realized just how tight I had to make my work belt #even when family members pointed it out during the holidays when they’d hug me #it wasn’t until someone got very concerned and did something about it that I realized just how bad it was #I’m sure people remember when I mentioned I had gastritis #that’s what all this was I just never really went into detail about how bad it truely was here #so coming back and reading this segment specifically #having written it months before I went through any of this #felt really really weird and a little uncomfortable #I edited Akari’s accusations a little to fit my situation more about a month back #because I did not realize just how much more stuff like this would make you want to sleep #at least in my experience #but it’s been very very just #strange I guess coming back to this #it doesn’t make me want to not work on HFBE anymore it just feels very weird

[other-peoples-coats]

hey you know how basically the whole GFFA is a number of space wizards of varying moralities battlegrounds? and how like, irl, in ex-battlegrounds we find both like, live munitions, but also ones which are still around bc they were DOA?

and how sometimes (weirdly often) the dead/presumed dead bombs(/mines/etc) become kinda... decorative art or at least weird bits of the landscape?

point I'm getting at here is how many people in the GFFA have like, A Weird Stone or whatever that is actually an untriggered or mildly broken Sith Nightmare Machine (etc) sitting in their fucking yard, or the local park is actually 2/3rds of a ritual circle of 'kill everyone on the planet with spikes'.

#star wars #look all im saying is that skeevy sheev could have been way less suspicious with his sith art history collection #by just being like I THOUGHT THE COLOURS IN THIS ABSTRACT ART WERE COOL #WHAT DO YOU MEEEAN ITS A RITUAL SCROLL OF KILL JEDI TO DEATH WITH FIRE #etc. 'this weird lumpy rock reminds me if home :)' #takes him from kinda weird edgy hobby to force null affable idiot with bad luck #(also hi i live! i am army crawling my way to a month's holiday before I start a new job :) #which pays way more than my current one and will hopefully be less of a tirefire #or at least a more interesting one.)

[kkoct-ik]

crying my eyes out in the airport bathroom because i am leaving my beautiful wife and going home

#kostik speaks #at least he stole my hat #getting all the crying out before the plane!!!! because that would be awkward!!!! #back to my regularly scheduled programming in a day or so. god i need to deep clean the house when im home #god knows what my flatmates left to rot over the holidays #i love my wife

[killersansofficial]

(OOC- Thought I should say this now…

Tomorrow I am going on a five day holiday, so I won’t be online much, if at all.

But I will be back to regular shenanigans after my holiday!!

Just try not to @ killer in so much, because I will come back to over 1000 notifications 😅

Anyways, I’ll be staying up late to chat and rp as much as I can before I leave.

And also because I don’t believe in sleep…

#HOLIDAY LETS GOOOO #3 hour drive ughhhhh #do not @ me! #Dust and horror better kiss before I leave #and I hope to god while I’m gone nootmare becomes obsessed with me #<- or at least misses me

[leofrith]

[fic] a different kind of solace

fandom: assassin’s creed: valhalla

characters & pairings: eivor/leofrith

rating: explicit

“You are far from home, Leofrith.” It is late afternoon, and the street is bustling with activity, but her voice cuts through the din, distinct in its sound even as its owner is barely more than a perfect stranger to him. He turns. The last time he saw Eivor Wolf-Kissed, she was covered near head to toe with the evidence of battle. Blood—some of it his own—painted her face, muck was caked in her hair, and sweat soaked her armor. She had been no less striking for it then, but now that she is clean and well-kept, he finds himself nearly struck mute. “I could say the same of you, Wolf-Kissed,” he replies. — Leofrith, having just returned from Rome with a restless spirit and bloodstained hands, meets a familiar face on the streets of Lincoln.

read here: part i

#assassin's creed #ac valhalla #eivor varinsdottir #leofrith #leovor #eivor varinsdóttir #eivor wolfkissed #eivor wolfsmal #aka: what do you MEAN he's not romanceable???????? #after picking away at this for quite a while i finally went insane and wrote most of this in the past week. happy holidays indeed. #i was aiming to post this yesterday but i wanted to have part two at least mostly done before i did #anyway this is what an unromanceable npc and an unchecked mental illness gets you <3 #side note i promise honor bound is not abandoned i just needed to get the writer's block out of my system. by writing p*rn apparently. #if you know me irl no you don't <3 #this is a writing tag

[oifaaa]

Related to your anon: Tim didn't want to be Robin forever early on! He expected to be Robin for a little bit and quit. He even said that to Dick, that this wasn't his life plan, he was just doing this to set Bruce straight. He also reiterated this point during the time he quit being Robin because of his dad, though there's an argument to be made that it was a lie by then. Over time the "I won't be doing this forever" morphed into "I'll stop when I'm not needed" to "I'll stop when the world doesn't need Robin" to "??? Quitting? No?"

Yeah but that's kinda why I say that Tim wouldn't of become a hero until way later on if it weren't for Jason dying since he wasn't gun ho to become a hero at 13 he just wanted to be apart of his fav heroes story but he grew to love it and I definitely am one of those people who thinks he was lying since he had the opportunity to stop being Robin and he didn't

#ask #Amaraudermind #also theres things you say and things you mean #ive pointed out before #how little effort tim actually made to find a new robin for bruce #i think subconsciously at least he did want to be the one to be robin #to save batman #ohh but now im thinking #what if tims still robin #bc he became robin to help bruce #and once he stops being robin #he'll no longer have a reason to be a hero #onbu #ive been drinking guys i hope this makes swnsw #im ahhhhhh #im on holidays rn so not that active #going home tomorrow

[soldier-poet-king]

MADE MYSELF SAD BY ACCIDENT WEEKEND RUINED ALREADY

#the duality of fran #yes i called in to work. i genuine stressed myself out so much i gave myself insane stomach issues #ah well #so played bg3 all day. grinding thru the last bits of act3 in my durge run #so i can get the epilogues before im separated from my gaming pc for the holidays #I CANT SEE THE EPILOGUES RN. BC. MT FUCKIN TAV FILES. ARE GONE #had some computer and steam cloud issues and anyway. my first playthru saves are gonsies so i gotta finish this run #TO GET THE EPILOGUES #anyway i did all of wyll and karlachs act 3 stuff and i think that made me extra sad #plus not eating properly bc stomach badness #and also just. probably shouls not have done nearly 10 hrs of video games straight #but alas #anyway im now extremely sad and anxious #about simultaneously everything and nothing #tattoos? my health? my family bullshit? the ultimate fate of the universe? every single problem in the world rn? #the fact that I'll never look like im supposed to? and part of me was using tattoos as a bandaid solution to fix that #and it did. not work #im not unhappy w them just not how i imagined it. but nothing ever is #and also winter. yknow. that awful time #more family drama lately. i rlly should clean my room. or de clutter my desk at least #IDK. IM JUST. SAD #and being sad is ok when i feel like i habe a purpose/duty to fulfill #but now i just kinda feel like. well im wasting air and space and resources and im not serving any function #self as a tool. yknow. i know thats bad. but. idk. idk

[endwersed]

56k into college baseball au, only 2 scenes left to go, we can do this!!

#this fic will need some heavy editing before i can post it #but i want to at least get the first full draft complete before i go to the us on a work trip/holiday next weekend #and we're almost there!! #this is already the longest thing i've ever written #and it has FELT IT i can tell you

[brotherdusk]

so stressed out rn that I have 3 days off ahead of me and still feel like I'm being chased by a tiger lmao

#never before have I welcomed the st patrick's day bank holiday weekend this much 🙏🙏 #if motherfucker who shall go unnamed were to spontaneously drop out of this course I think that would resolve my stress by at least 75% #four more weeks. #txt

[anoptimisticadventurer]

Happy Holidays Ch. 2 🎄🤍✨🎄

#happy holidays y'all #i tried my best here okay? #i wasn't entirely satisfied with these shoots but i promise myself to post at least 3 holiday posts before Christmas #sooooo #here's the second one #and next Thursday i will post my last one #these where the only Christmas lights i had at the moment but for my next shoot i ordered white Christmas lights!! #and i will do a combo shoot with theose and the colored ones #ALSO #i need ideas for new poses? #but i will try my best with coming up with new ones or something like that #oh!! #i'll definitely try to - nvm. my new tattoo is on Friday and i will most likely post on Thursday #BBUT I MIGHT POSTPONE IT TO TRY TO INCLUDE MY NEW TATTOO 🤔 #anyways #if you read this far #i think i did okay? #this definitely has helped me with self confidence and what not #sweetheart #paramour #daddy #compliment me #a rose colored tease #personal #still need a selfie stand #i know these little lights aren't it but tomorrow my white Christmas lights arrive so i'll do my best to make up for my last shoot!!