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Hello lovely! so its my turn now to ask and ive got some good ones underway :Ljubljana: London: ?Luxembourg: Madrid:, Moscow: Nicosia, Oslo: bucharest , budapest , belgrades, athen

hello, thank you so much for the ask ^^ some of these were actually really tough to answer (which isn’t necessarily a bad thing). you are so lovely and kind, the “Nowhere fast” you sent me is just….. i can’t even describe how happy it made me. thank you, sunshine, hope you are doing alright, wishing all the best for you ♥♥Athens: Are you a perfectionist?

- unfortunately, yes.. though at times i get sotired and unmotivated that i’m like „eh whatever“, when it comes to my „art“ orwriting or school work and such. but it leaves me feeling like crap, ashamedand unsatisfied and so… idk if it makes sense, sorry.

Belgrade: Tell me about the nicknames people give you.

- my mom calls me Gába sometimes (which is funnybecause it’s not related to my name whatsoever, but that would be a long story)(i used to hate it, but not anymore since i learned about the GABA neurotransmitter,it is a cool lil thing), one of my very best friends calls me Rainbow-chan sometimes?;D idk, that’s kind of all i got?

Bucharest: Have you ever put someone in the Friend Zone?

- aaah i really really really dislike this „term“,as in… i don’t think it’s quite right, because it assumes that before the „friendzoneing“thing happens, the two people must have already been in a relationship prior to„being put in a friend zone“? and uh just.. no? but to actually answer this, if it basically means „rejecting someone“… i diddo that and. well. it really made me most confused and miserable. people pleasewhy are you doing this to me :(

Budapest: Have you ever been put in the Friend Zone?

- oh, well. now. idk. it’s been just weird withthis one and only person ever. „i thought we were friends, well i guess it justdepends who you ask“ („these feelings tend to leave me with a hole in my chest“),turns out he didn’t consider me to be his anything. lol.

London: More sense or more sensibility?

- sensibility

Luxembourg: Have you ever deeply regretted something youdone (and I really mean DEEPLY)?

- uh-oh. *cracks knuckles* *just kidding i nevercould do that* there’s a lot. but i’ll pick two. 1) loooooooooong time ago,being super mean and cruel to a classmate of mine for absolutely no reason atall, i still don’t understand why, to this day, i cannot cope with that. 2) havingmy biggest so far mental breakdown in front of my mother..oh well now i’m really starting to feel ugly feelings. eh.

Madrid: Which talents you don’t have and you really wouldlove to have?

- having a perfect pitch would be so awesome. alsosongwriting – i’d always wanted to write my own songs but never could, it’s just…it doesn’t work for some reason. and dancing. i can’t move at all, seriously. basically, you know, anything concerning art. i wish i wish i wish.

Moscow: Are you able you sleep well every night?

- i sleep a lot. sleeping well – not so much,though. weird, chaotic dreams and nightmares, nothing to like about that tbh.

Nicosia: How often do you fall into a state ofprocrastination?

- :))))))))))))))) i live in it

Oslo: What would give you absolute peace of mind?

- not sure that i ever knew what a peace of mindwas. i wouldn’t change a thing, though, i don’t know, it’s kind of the sylviaplath’s „intoxicated with madness i’m in love with my sadness“ kind ofthinking. i know it’s disordered and f’d up, but, well..

#ask #personal #thank you lovely human being #sorry this is really long and somewhat depressing? as everyhting i do #really?? :/#ily #agentlemansmelancholy

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