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pathetic-sapphic · 4 months
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hi hi!! Uhm you will be seeing a shit ton of me soon I'm ☁️ anon and I have a hyperfixtation on sevika soo on that note what Abt her with a polar opposite s/o? If u want to ofc!<3
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Sevika with a polar opposite S/O
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I do believe I've mentioned before that Sevika quite enjoys this kind of a relationship dynamic. She likes having a partner who is soft and kind, a stark contrast to her blunt and rough personality.
Sevika isn't used to people with open and friendly personalities, as those are scarce in an unwelcoming place such as the Undercity.
Sure, the girls at the brothel often fawn over her and talk sweetly but she knows its only because of the money she pays them.
So, when she meets you, Sevika is convinced that there is something you're after. Maybe it's the protection that her position brings or you're purely driven by lust.
But, as she gets to know you, it doesn't seem to be any of that. You genuinely appear as someone who wants to get to know her. Someone who cares. And she doesn't know how to deal with that.
You're always there, not just when she's in a good mood, but also when she's beaten up or pissed off after dealing with Jinx's shenanigans. You listen to her ramble and complain, giving her small hums and nods to let her know that you're paying attention. All the while tending to and bandaging her wounds.
You're an enigma and, instead of being cautious, she just falls for you even more.
Once the two of you get into a relationship, you become her safe space. It doesn't take long for you to move into Sevika's apartment and to establish a routine.
It's weirdly domestic and Sevika hates how much she loves it. Not to mention how quickly she's gotten used to it.
She loves how caring you are. Always letting her vent or visiting her at work to drop off the lunchbox she forgot.
She loves how attentive you are. You're so in tune with her emotions, often sneaking in some cute, comforting notes into her cloak or surprising her with her favorite brand of cigars after a long day at work.
She loves how sensitive you are. The first time Sevika surprised you with a bouquet of flowers, you bawled your eyes out. You sniffled all cutely while explaining how touched you are by her gesture.
She loves how good you are with words. Sevika considers herself quite crass, having never been comfortable with voicing her emotions. But she tries to let you know. Physical affection is something that she's better at and, if you're a touchy person, she rarely lets you be out of arm's reach.
All in all, Sevika loves the way you are. She loves your dynamic, your relationship and the home that you've built for yourselves. You're perfect as you are and she wouldn't have it any other way.
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daydadahlias · 20 days
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What’s your stance on the Ashton hate right now?
ok so i've gotten a few asks abt this now and i will concede and answer this one because i love the insinuation here that I can have a stance like I'm a politician or smthn <3 thank u for voting and for this platform <3
I'm also going to take the opportunity to say this is entirely my stance, not what i think everyone should believe or i think is the "right" perspective or blah blah yada yada disclaimer disclaimer. no one come at me saying I'm forcing my beliefs on you. you catch my drift. if you disagree with me, that's your prerogative and i frankly just don't care very much.
that being said <3 lock in for a jessay <3
if we're being entirely honest, I think people in the modern age - especially twitter users - actively seek out reasons to be upset. they crave drama like bees crave honey. especially when it comes to ashton tbh. the man can't breathe right without people claiming he's being problematic so I don't put a lot of stock in general in anyone's opinions of him but my own, especially bc I'm in fandom for my own enjoyment, not for anyone else's !! so it doesn't much matter to me what they think of him. i don't value their opinions!
if you'll notice, fandom is a lot about curating your own special little bubble and here on tumblr, literally no one is talking shit about ashton that i follow. it's literally just on twitter that I've seen any hate because twitter is a cesspool filled with chronically online social justice warrior bullshit :) and there's a reason I'm not on there often.
i think hate like this is just point-blank stupid because, as I've said before and I will say again, cancel culture is fucking fake ! it is literally not real and it is invented by people who have miserable sad little lives and want to self-impose their issues and hypocritical views onto others to pretend that they're doing good in the world when, in reality, they're making it that much worse!!
now, don't get me wrong, i really don't mind someone saying to their fave, "hey, this thing you said was hurtful for X reason, maybe you could consider that in the future :)" but I've already seen people saying ashton should kill himself sdfghjk so ! i don't care much for any opinion they have because they undermine their own arguments by telling people to spread kindness by spreading cruelty. it's frankly moronically hypocritical and embarrasses me every time i go online and see it.
as for the actual reason ashton's getting hate right now, i don't personally think it's as big a deal as people pretend it is. and this is getting into my own personal perspectives of things and please feel free to disagree with me on this because i know it's a Hot Take, but i can believe and support victims while simultaneously thinking that anonymous twitter allegations are mostly bullshit.
all allegations against All Time Low were entirely anonymous from a twitter user with no evidence/support/timeline (and, yeah, a random user said there were "97 allegations" but when people asked where she got that number from, she literally admitted she made it up and deactivated her account. but that didn't stop people from just fucking running with the number) and when ATL threatened to press charges for defamation, all of a sudden this anon user disappeared with no further comment. but twitter went wild - as it often does - and completely exaggerated all the actual information given.
twitter spreads misinformation like a disease. that's just the truth. and im certainly not saying all allegations that originate on twitter are fake because they aren't but i am saying that people online need to support victims at the same time that they actually start thinking critically about things. twitter acts like it's "guilty until proven innocent" instead of the other way around.
that being said, i don't personally support ATL because i didn't listen to their music before so this doesn't affect me and - if there is the chance they're abusers, i don't really want to listen to them. But that doesn't mean i tell people to turn them off if they like them or something, or tell them to stop being fans. because it doesn't affect me and i, frankly, just don't care. people need to learn that supporting the artist and supporting the art are two totally different things. you can listen to a song you like without knowing every allegation the artist has ever faced. also, if we stopped listening to every song made by a problematic artist, I'm afraid there would be very little music left.
that's where this brings me to the fact that people are throwing around insane accusations like that ashton supports rapists which is a fucking insane thing to say about a) people who arent even confirmed/charged rapists and b) over the fact he literally just played a song by them? he was DJ-ing for an emo/pop punk night? people would have been shocked if he hadn't played All Time Low??
also, I'm sorry but are you going to boycott every single person and establishment that plays one of the biggest pop-punk bands ever?? if you walk into a store and hear it playing All Time Low, will you never shop there again?? where is the line drawn?
and finally, the whole thing pisses me off because people use it as an excuse to say that they stand with victims and that ashton is actively harming victims by playing All Time Low when, I'm sorry, but no the fuck he's not ?? and, in my opinion, this is actually does MORE harm to victims than it does good? it's all just performative crap to make yourself look "woke".
and, excuse me, but what have you actually done to genuinely fucking support victims other than tell some random rich man who you don't fucking know that he should kill himself for DJing at an emo night?? using all this time to "cancel" Ashton Irwin's privileged cishet male ass could have been spent actually raising awareness about rape or helping actual real life fucking people in your community? this level of vitriol doesn't help anyone. it's pathetic.
this is just my real problem with the internet in general is that people act like hate inspires kindness and education when it does the exact opposite.
so, that being said, i just think the hate against ashton is small-minded and embarrassing. it doesn't mean anything at all. and I'm going to keep enjoying tumblr where people aren't pathetically insane (they're funny insane) and we can just learn how to fucking enjoy things because the world is too ugly right now to not find beauty in SOMETHING, goddammit! i am in fandom to have fun. not listen to people bitch and moan about their uninformed, damaging views of what social justice is.
and i will also spend my time in my real life genuinely supporting victims of assault and abuse instead of just pretending i do on fucking fandom social media.
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creature-wizard · 6 months
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hey, love ur posts on the loa/neville cult (: i've been involved in the online "loa community" since 2019 on N off, and i feel like its grown a lot these past few years, especially targeting itself towards impressionable young teens. from what ive noticed, it has a sort of association with eating disorder communities as well.. but the posts across multiple social media platforms abt loa all feel very yucky and cult-ish to me, with a weirdly frantic tone, which feels..triggering? some other anons have mentioned the risk of LOA beliefs while having mental illness, which really is disregarded completely in these communities. to them, "delusional" or "delulu" is a funny word they use to poke fun at themselves while they try to manifest, like, conventional beauty, or their crush liking them back. in my personal experience, because of LOA beliefs, i believed that i was responsible for the death of a man w/ schizophrenia who died from suicide by cop, rationalized with manifestation concepts and "EIYPO" bullshit, and this contributed to other delusions i hold as well. i wont keep rambling about my experiences, but LOA posts clearly targeted towards younger and younger girls, allowimg them to internalize victim-blaming LOA concepts, while undermining what "delusions" are, all at the perfect age for onset of mental illness symptoms, feels disgusting to me and makes me worried for others who have dealt w this or who will in the future. so i appreciate your posts , i think they definitely will help some people to reconsider before being pulled into this, basically, cult
Seems to be helping a few, considering the messages I've gotten! And yeah, I've seen a lot of the stuff you're describing going on, which is part of why I keep making these posts. It's just... yikes.
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arleniansdoodles · 1 month
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How do you see Sean's love life? Since you mentioned it i would love to hear!
Personally i think that sean would keep so many walls up in a relationship, even before the massacre, that it would be hard for him to have a real proper relationship but when he does finally open up hes quite loyal. What do you keean ive thought abt this topic to much
Ooh thanks for the ask, anon! Y'know, I used to be interested in MC and Yang's dynamic, but ever since I wrote my Sifu fic, I've gotten more invested in MC and Sean's 😂 So I've been thinking a lot about how they'd interact, both before the massacre and years after XD And I pretty much have the same thoughts as you! I headcanon Sean as being pretty guarded about who he lets into his life; his relationship with his parents (specifically his father) is very strained, and he doesn’t like physical affection or being all feelsy, or just being vulnerable in general.
His relationships with other people take a nosedive most of the time, either because he sucks with showing affection or attracts the wrong people – who are probably just looking for his physical strength or to share his money. I imagine he was involved with the illegal fight clubs even before the massacre, so he makes most of his income that way XD I also see him having low self-esteem when it comes to how attractive he is, hence why he expects people to go to him for money/strength reasons 🥲
But when he does develop feelings for somebody else, he takes it very seriously and is loyal to a fault, whether it be for a friend (like Yang) or a romantic partner. He bases his feelings on no one’s opinion but his own. And that makes it hit harder when he’s let down by the person he cares about, which makes him even more guarded going forward, etc.
I don’t explore Sean’s love life in my extended Sifu fic, but I do touch on his loyalty to those he cares about; and exploring his feelings toward the MC has been a blast, both in writing and fanart! XD I hope I explained my main thoughts coherently enough loll 😅 Thanks again for sending me your ask; I always love the chance to ramble about my Sifu headcanons, and also hear about yours! 😊💗
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yandere-daze · 2 years
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YAHOOO 🖼 ANON HERE I JUST HAD A VERY COOL BURST OF SOMETHHING (THIS)
SO LIKE SELF AWARE AU RIGHT. YEAH.
i dont know if you play jpstars, but when you play the anniv and theme mvs (the one that has a little orange square bubble in the left corner of the music option, theyre in the farthest below among the unit categories n all that) basically the all stars mv, the one thats gonna sing are your team members and the character in your center will be the lead singer! I JUST THINK THATS AWESOME LIKE YOU CAN CHANGE IT WHENEVER AND YOU CAN MAKE ANYONE YOU LIKE SING, in my case I always put mika in the center heheheh my silly little scrunkly!!
theres also this thing abt the surprising thanks!! mv (7th/recent anniv mv) that theyll give the main three in your mv (center and the ones beside them) a special outfit change! there are 4 options that you can pick before the mv, the first being random (among the ones thats gonna be mentioned) and the others being cherry (the outfit stays the same), 777 (changes to the one like in the official/yt mv, super awesome and sparkly) and jackpot! in jackpot i assumed theyre gonna choose a random one, so its basically a gamble.
FUNNY THING MY FIRST TIME PLAYING THE MV AND PICKED RANDOM THEY GAVE ME JACKPOT AJD GAVE ME MY TWO FAVORITE MIKA AND ARASHI FEATURE SCOUT 5* OUTFIT THAT I DONT EVEN HAVE THE CARD OF I WAS RLLY HAPPY, they gave ritsu the 6th anniv uniform (he was wearing the meowsketeer costume LMAO).
afterwards I tried to put shu in the main 3 to see my absolute favorite feature scout outfit that i REALLY want but have never gotten the chance or luck of getting and set it to jackpot, but he kept getting rlly generic and lame ones 💀 i was so distraught like i tried over 5 times and it aint doing shit.
they did gave mika the bunny⭐️puffy uniform two times and thats cute though!! i love him so much.
SORRY FOR THE RAMBLE AND RANTING LMAO 😭😭 i just think itd be a very very interesting thing to talk abt self aware au wise!! i wanna hear your thoughts abt it too if you dont mind hehe, thank you for your hardwork as always!
oh and ps the others in my mv team was midori and koga, i have midoris dollhouse card and kogas prison card thingy, my naru 5* is her pretty 5 one. i also picked mama from the initial option! hehe yeah im a mamap too, and he came home rlly easily too!! you can give your thoughts on these or not, its up to you, this is so fun wauuu
HAVE A GREAT DAY TOO WAHAHA ⭐️
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I do indeed play jp stars too, though I've been on a bit of a break since the acanthe event that basically took all of my dias away to get Mika djdjd So it's been a while since I last played!
I love the songs where the voices actually change depending on who you put on your team! I also love making Mika my center, I can't help it, his voice is just so beautiful 🥺 I love him so dearly I'm not even kidding
I hope you have a great day too!!! 😊💕💕
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I imagine that in a self-aware AU they would be even more honored to be put on the team if you played a song like that! Usually all they can do is follow the moves and watch as you play the game. They perk up when you choose one of their own songs because it means they can show you their passion properly and sing just for you! Meanwhile they probably don't enjoy dancing to someone else's song that much. Why choose their song over one of their own?
But with the ones where the voices change? Oh, they're very happy!! You could have chosen anyone else but you put them on the team! These songs don't have an advantage for any particular color or unit members so you had complete free reign when it came to picking the idols you wanted.
So when you chose them over all the others? They're so so happy!! Especially the one you decide to put as the center. You love them the most, don't you? Oh they love you so much too!!!
And omg I didn't know that that was a thing for surprising thanks??? I actually haven't played the song yet so this was completely news to me! That's such a cool feature! I already was impressed with the way the beatmap would change in fusionic stars depending on who you put as center but now we also get outfit changes? And it's even possible to get them to wear outfits you don't even have? That's so cool!!
Imagine if this wasn't actually in the game originally and the characters just put that feature into the game themselves in hopes of impressing you with all the outfits they have to offer. You may not have pulled for their cards but that's okay, they'll just have to show you what you've been missing out on and maybe then you'll reconsider and give them some more attention!
At the same time, maybe the idols try to mess with the wardrobe of the ones you seem to prefer and only give them the really basic outfits you'll find boring. Don't they shine way brighter compared to them?
So direct your gaze their way and forget about those idols that couldn't even be bothered to dress up properly for you!
Meanwhile your favorites in question are upset that someone replaced their clothes without their knowledge. They wanted to show off an outfit you sadly didn't manage to get to cheer you up a bit but now that was so rudely taken away from them.
Please choose them again, they promise they'll make it up to you next time!!
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moonlightdancer26 · 4 months
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Well, I've benn seeing of Gossip Girl in these days, so maybe I am gonna watch it, but before that I have a question.
Who do you thing the underrated Weasley four would be in Gossip Girl and why?
(the underrated Weasley four being Arthur, Ginny, Percy and Ron)
This is probably one of the best questions I’ve ever gotten on my blog. Love you for this anon
I think Arthur would be Rufus Humphrey — Rufus is a former rockstar and he owns an art gallery in Brooklyn. He raises his two kids, Dan and Jenny, alone and is a very warm and welcoming person (he also LOVES waffles), much like Arthur. He’s not the most perfect dad, but he tries. He definitely could’ve done better with his daughter Jenny who he was a lot more strict towards, much like Arthur was with the “black sheep of the Weasley family” (aka Percy) (eeeee I’m so excited to explain this, I’ll talk abt this later dw).
Ginny is definitely a much harder one, but I think she would be Blair Waldorf, they grew up COMPLETELY different ways but out of all the Gossip Girl characters I think Blair resembles her the most. Blair is a privileged, extremely intelligent and determined girl who lives in the Upper East Side and loves to scheme. While she possesses many traits that Ginny doesn’t even come close to, they also share some similarities, they’re both passionate, intelligent, aren’t afraid to take what’s theirs, witty, always speak their mind, and have a strong sense of self. Ginny can sometimes be temperamental and rude to others without thinking, which Blair also has a tendency to do. Overall, they’re both flawed women who are also smart, confident, fierce, and strong-willed. You could also argue that Ginny’s a lot like Serena van der Woodsen in some ways, but I’m too lazy to expand more on this. 💀
I think Ron is a bit like Dan Humphrey (Rufus’s son). Dan is introduced to us as an understanding, intelligent, and down-to-earth guy. He is also rather shy and awkward, and very accustomed to not recovering that much attention, much like Ronald. Dan is a very sarcastic guy and wasn’t very rich growing up, as opposed to the snobby and overprivileged Upper East Siders at his school. He had a huge crush on the it-girl of the Upper East Side (aka Serena) and was a character with many relatable problems. I don’t think he and Ron are that similar as characters (though [spoiler alert ->] Dan and Blair’s relationship later on in the show always kind of reminded me of Romione), but I think out of all the characters in the series, I see the most similarities between Dan and Ron. The two of them happen to be one of my favourite characters from both series (@ GG fans, YEAH I LIKE DAN, SUE ME), so maybe this is why 🤔
(Saved the best for last) For Percy, I would say that he is, without a doubt, Jenny Humphrey. Jenny is Dan’s sister and Rufus’d daughter. She is a passionate and determined social-climber who came from a relatively poor family but wanted nothing more than to fit it with the “upper class people,” much like Percy being ashamed of his family and wanting to make a name for himself. Jenny was also extremely passionate when it comes to fashion and designing, her desperation to achieve her life goal led to many disagreements with her father, Rufus, and she even went as far as to pretty much abandon her family and to file for emancipation. She, like Percy, was kind of the “black sheep of the family,” and the ways in which her father tried to control Jenny and stop her from continuing on with her rather extreme actions wasn’t the best, much like how Arthur was with his son. I see many parallels between Jenny and Percy, in fact, I could never fully hate her because of how relatable she could be, just like I could never hate Percy. I do get extremely annoyed by Jenny in the later seasons, but I understand so many of her actions and why she did everything that she did. I still would say I hate her, but sometimes I just can’t help but love her.
Also, if you do end up starting Gossip Girl, pleaseee tell me. Again this question is literally so amazing and creative, this was definitely very fun to think about.
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jils-things · 5 months
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GAHH HAII I saw your. Post abt finishing the Sumeru AQ and that made me remember you were into Genshin 🧍🏽‍♀️
I've recently gotten back into it (and didn't to the sumeru quest bc the person I gave my account to when I quit played thru it already 🫰🏽 BUT I still got to do the uhhhh Sumeru AQ when Dain so :]) and Iiii. Am having alot of fun w Fontaine !!
No spoilers ofc because I am. Not sure if you know much about it BUT it's real fun. Real fun!! And I ♡ the characters 🫶🏽 Also. Cyno being a crush is SO REAL of u (he seems like a silly guy !!! Silly silly guy) If you're planning on pulling for him this time around, i wish u luck ^□^!!!!!
(Gahhh there wasn't really much of a point in this tbh. I don't know if I'm allowed to ramble but ghhh,,, ghahhbh,,lies down in the dirt (that is also why i am on anon yes. Because i am ,, afraid💧)
omg this was such a fun read hehe hello~!! i had a lot of fun playing the sumeru quest (i played all midnight on a school day SKSJHDHSJAKA fuckin worth it) i still have a little left to do for the archon quest before I can proceed to fontaine but everything's calmed down now and the ending was really great (I cried too! haha) so yes do be aware i don't wanna be spoiled for fontaine's plot but ^^
ggguuuhghh hehe cynooo <3 heheeee i actually developed a crush on him a year back (during an inazuman event where I got to play him in trial) and wanted to learn more about him from there (but due to circumstances I couldn't play sumeru properly until now... and I finished the quest now so :] the crush came back :]] ) he's so cute he's so funny he's so edgy i love him I love his voice SJDHDHDGSGHEHSHA thank you mr saab for serving 🎉🎉🎉🎉 I am indeed trying my best to roll for him! currently 5050 and on 60 pity, still working on it :] i also don't have good electro units so he'll be a big help <33
i enjoyed reading this ask, thank you so much! feel free to come back again, even as anon don't worry~
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not-poignant · 1 year
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hello! thank you for replying to my ask abt finding the enthusiastic consent post. i’d like to ask about your approach towards writing death? whether it’s evolved over the years? the representation of death in media vs your own preferred version in fiction. also! what does death mean to ash glashtyn?
Hi anon!
Those are some huge questions, and I definitely can't answer them all in a lot of detail otherwise I'd be writing a 6,000 word post. So I think we need a cliff notes version or something.
I suppose I'd first say there's a lot of different kinds of deaths, and a lot of different ways to feel about it. So I can't give you a neat answer because my approach to writing death is 'treat every situation as unique' and not some kind of unified approach?
I don't even treat it with the same level of respect every time, depending on whether the death is a character we've never gotten to know, vs. if it is one we have, vs. (in the case of murder) how the character doing the character feels about it, vs. whether the character dying is a villain or a hero or neither. How I approach Augus hunting vs. Gwyn killing the otterkind family vs. Mikkel dying were all extremely different. There's no...similarities between them re: how I thought about them!
Therefore, I don't know whether that's something that's evolved over the years. The fact is, I don't sit there thinking 'what's my approach to writing death' before writing it, I just write it. I know I'm influenced by the many books I've read and philosophies I've read and more, but I don't have rules about it or anything like that. I just try and write it with the weight it deserves in the moment. Sometimes, that's no weight at all. Sometimes it's with a great deal of lasting gravitas. Death is ordinary and profound depending on who it's impacting, why, and how folks are thinking about it. And that's the same as with everything ordinary and profound (like sex, and people being born, and everything in between).
the representation of death in media vs your own preferred version in fiction
Tbh idk! There is no unified, universal way of 'representing death in the media.' It changes! It changes within the same series! How Scrubs wrote death in its media depended on the characters being impacted and the point of it! Sometimes it was comical and mundane, sometimes it would have you weeping, there's no such thing as a unified representation of 'death in the media' and I don't have a 'preferred version' in fiction. I have written mundane death, unimportant death, ugly death, grotesque death, meaningful death, profound death. And as with everything, it just depends on what that part of the story calls for.
I would also say quite honestly I don't really care about how I represent it that much. Like, I care as much about it as I do about any part of my writing. It's not a core reason behind why I write and it's not crucial or fundamental or really important in many of my stories. Like, it's not that 'I don't care' - but I'm not researching death and the symbolism of death the way I'm researching trauma and trauma recovery, anon. I have only ever bought one book on death. I have bought over 50 on trauma.
(For those curious about death narratives in general, I highly, highly recommend the series Six Feet Under, which was quite ahead of its time across a few different areas, but is one of the best shows - hands down - for the many different ways we can look at death, and the many different things it can mean to us, from nothing, to everything).
what does death mean to ash glashtyn?
You're not gonna like this anon, because my answer is going to be 'see above.'
As in, it depends! How Ash feels about his own death changes over time. How he feels about the deaths of others depends on who it is that's dying, and his connection to that person, and that will also not be static and going to change over time!
I don't actually know of anyone who always sees death the same way, of every person, all the time, always. That doesn't mean people like that aren't out there! But generally speaking how someone feels about the death of say, weeds they're pulling out of the garden, is going to be very different to their own death, the concept of death, and the death of their loved ones. We are often negotiating our relationship with death, from the moments we don't negotiate it at all because we deem the death/s insignificant (people killing cockroaches come to mind, or people not thinking about the creatures in their back garden dying every second), to the moments we deem it significant because of the person's closeness to the person or creature (or plant or object) that has died.
The ordinary/profound things in life just require a natural fluidity, because they're not static even though they're ever-present. I can't pin any single thing down on the page, anon, because there are an infinite number of ways to respond to and think about death, and an infinite number of ways for the mass media to conceptualise it, and for folks like me to write it.
I have no rules, I have no single approach. Sometimes it matters, sometimes it doesn't. It's...very...not something I can pin down, I'm afraid!
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jihyocentric · 1 year
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i'll take a break
so guys, i wasn't going to say anything about this ask i received yesterday because i usually delete everything i find sarcastic, backhanded or just simply rude, but this one has been on my mind since i read it. (and trust me, i've gotten quite a few of these types of asks. but i've deleted them and didn't say a thing abt it.)
the ask in question is no longer in my inbox as i've deleted it after noticing it was one of those asks. it was from the same person who had sent me a rq while requests were closed, and they were really mad that i deleted it. they wrote a pretty lengthy paragraph to say that i was 'rude af' for deleting it, that i could've filled it as i'm opening requests now and that my blog is 'just a blog' and there's others that might be better.
they even said 'it's not that deep' but then again, they were the ones coming in my inbox with an entire paragraph about how i was rude for deleting their request when i had warned at least twice that i would delete requests sent while rqs were closed. (and i mean, if they were closed and you knew, the logical thing to do is to not send any. if you didn't want to forget it, you could've written it somewhere like my other anons do and send it when i reopened rqs. or go to the other blogs that you said are better than mine and ask them to write it. i don't doubt they'd do a great job filling it!)
anyway, this post isn't about this specific ask i got yesterday, but to say that i've gotten similar stuff before, like the time i said i'd block whoever follows me and doesn't have age in their bios, and got some pretty... heated stuff in my inbox. or people calling me an akgae totally unprovoked just because i mainly write jihyo's ships (which is a bit funny tbh). i ignored all of that and didn't answer those asks because this is a hc blog. i'm a writer. and that's it. i won't ever engage in these silly attempts to start a fight.
but what i really want to say is: if you don't like me it's totally fine, i'm a nobody. but respect is a basic thing you should have. not just with me, but with anyone really. you can hate me for whatever reason and still read my works, send requests and all. just be respectful. i take like about an hour to fill in a single request if they're one of the shorter ones, even more if they're lengthier, and i do it because i genuinely like writing, but i put a lot of effort in this so i think i deserve at least a tiny bit of respect.
with that being said, i'll take a few days break and come back when it's jihyo's birthday. i'm sorry for the nice anons and non anons who have nothing to do with this, really. you guys are awesome! i just had to get it off my chest bc i was starting to get anxious and i want to avoid future asks like those. i'll see you soon.
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faebriel · 10 months
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abt that spider-niki au…. you should make her canon event smth rainduo angsty
thank you, anon, for being an incredible enabler.
i was thinking about c!rainduo in a spiderniki au earlier (especially re: the concept of wil trying for villainy and being unable to commit himself to it, and niki putting herself in the role of a hero and being unable to hack it) and playing with the idea that like, yes. wilbur dies, he disappears. niki can't save him - not as niki, and not as spiderwoman either. it's gutting. before that, niki has always been able to bounce back - or, failing that, crawl back up. wilbur is the first person close to niki that she loses, and it is terrible to bear.
except wilbur's not dead.
playing on the whole villain angle (i don't know enough about spiderman specifically to draw specific comparisons, sorry....if anyone has suggestions pls chime in) - look, self-destruction isn't unlike wilbur. i've yet to land on whether i think wilbur would pull some fake death thing to advance his own interests (some villainy underworld shit he's gotten caught up in??) or because something's gone wrong in his life and he feels the need to torch the pyre. when they go high, you go low, etc. i think it's fun to play with wilbur's ambitious streak in that kind of setting - maybe it's frustration with his station in the 'civilian world', so he tries to rise through the underworld instead. and then he gets a little too caught up in his own head about villainy, and good guys and bad guys, and if you're going to go low, you might as well scrape the bottom of the barrel, right?
imagining he doesn't know about niki's alter ego, ofc.
so to niki, wilbur dies - he's gone - and okay, we're allowed to be cliche it's a superhero au okay, he probably died in proximity to spiderwoman. she's supposed to be the protector of the people but she can't even save her best friend. how useless is she? why does she bother?
and then it turns out the bastard isn't even dead.
nah, he just left. and he left for some stupid fucking reasons, too - both incredibly selfish and incredibly dangerous, and niki can't fucking stand that it was so easy for him to leave, to forget, to not give a fuck at all, did he ever give a fuck to begin with? doesn't look like it. he left all of them grieving to go ??? make himself into a villain ??? are you kidding me ???????
so anyway we enter Spiderniki Phase 3: new villains roster, spiderniki seems to only put on the suit to take her all-consuming rage out on the closest thing she has to acceptable targets, and wilbur doesn't know why their friendly neighbourhood spiderwoman seems intent on snapping his neck.
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frecklystars · 2 years
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I was a little worried when you didn't really post on Sunday, I know it's probably silly to care so much about someone I've never actually met but I find myself just hoping things in general go okay for you and I really think you deserve so many good things in life, I was hoping that if anything, you could have this *one* good thing- and boy howdy did steve blow everyone's expectations out of the flipping water! I'm so glad it went the best possible way for you, I'm so glad he remembered you, gave you all those wonderful affirmations, thought your art was lovely (because it IS! 😤) And he even wants to share it! (With how popular than man is, you might receive a lot of attention because of that, there'll probably be lots of opportunities for commissioning and whatnot, but don't forget to keep your boundaries up!) Sorry for rambling but I'm just so happy for you and I hope this sticks with you for a long, long time, even when life gets unpleasant. Have a good day!
Oh you angel 🥺🥺 dw that's not weird at all!! I care abt ppl I've never met or even chatted with directly. I'm honored to be one of those ppl for you!! I may not know you either, but I care about you too!!
I'm sorry if I worried you!! I wanted to post about it IMMEDIATELY on sunday, but there was no signal in the building, and once we left the convention we had to drive for 2 hours back to my friend's, and then I had to drive for 4-ish hours back to my place. It was 2am by the time I got home and I just crashedddd.
I didn't expect him to remember me, let alone be so excited?? Or for his own agent to be like "hey you should share these so we can post them" and for him to say loudly "YES WE ARE DEFINITELY POSTING THEM PLEASE SHARE THESE" everything went Best Case Scenario and my expectations were to the GROUND. I thought the best I could get was "hi here's your charms also I'm the starflower girl hi" and for him to be like "oh that's cool thanks!" and that would be it. But no he got so!! excited!! and he was so patient with me even when I was stuttering and shaking, he spent like ten minutes interacting with me and it was so worth the long wait. He is seriously one of the nicest people I've ever gotten the privilege to meet.
I started this month feeling so miserable every single day bc my job is just. so horrible. and I have no passion about anything tbh so I don't have any goals to get specific jobs that give a lot of money, so I've just been feeling really stuck for like 6 years. And I thought "ok this convention is all I get. If nothing else I selfishly want this man to look at me and I want to give him my charms. he can throw them away right in front of me, I don't care, I just want him to know I appreciate him" and DAYS before the convention, I am at my lowest, I suddenly hear I'm getting promoted.. just 19 more days til I'm out of that building... it feels like I can finally hope for something. I don't know if this new job will be better or not because i'm still working for the same company under the same management, but at least I'm going to be in a place that's air-conditioned and I'm guaranteed to have lunch breaks. I feel like it'll help keep me floating until I'm able to finally, actually quit this job entirely, and start doing something that I'd like to do.
BUT YEAH this experience will absolutely stick with me, I want to remember his words when I'm hurting, I want to remember that he went out of his way to hug me twice and I'll replay the audio anytime I need it. I'm gonna frame the print he signed. I'm gonna cherish this for the rest of my life, that's for sure
Thank you for your support and for your kind compliments!! I hope you have a lovely day anon 💕💕💕
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yuesya · 2 years
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yuesya omg new chapter!
and the cliffhanger too!! but anyways, I’ve reread the chapter which made me so excited so I reread the fic and sjshdhdbw I love zenith so much
I think my favourite thing is how you wrote shiki’s interactions with other people:
like nanami, who is the family she has left from before the accident. I love how his reaction to finding out shiki’s OP ocular curse was “does it hurt?” he cares!! about her!! and just her!! the way shiki was nervous to touch nanami at times in case she carves into his lines— the way nanami felt sad that that was something she was acted of. he didn’t really care for the advantages and strength of her abilities, just how it’d hurt her and how she’d use it to protect herself
also ima! like the chapter where shiki wasn’t in her custody, part of me was like :( reading the way you described ima being torn and backtracking. it seemed like she cared for shiki, not just bec of her eyes (but mostly bec of them). though, I doubt she’d have taken care of shiki and come to care for her if shiki didn’t have her new eyes. but also the “come visit” at the end, she wants her to visit to ppl see how shiki is still from the tobuime line shshhd ima is so well fleshed out
and gojo!! I love how, arguably, shiki is gojo’s first family member who isn’t really terrified of his eyes (like she seems aware of how strong they are but, like, in a kinship way) and how gojo might be experiencing his first healthy family relationship. also the way shiki talked abt feeling calmer around gojo bec he had less lines!! and gojo ruffling her hair and defending shiki after he saw her injuries
and kiyohiri being a tsundere!! sharpening his knife pls, also shiki being like “weird, but okay” I can’t wait for future interactions?? like what’s next, hugging under the excuse of weight lifting idk
and shiki!! I love how she’s growing sm: like the interest w sakuna’s fingers having no lines, she’s growing and getting more n more skilled!! i can’t wait to see what she can do in a while— also will shiki be in the same grade as hakari and hoshi, or the second or first years
i think it’d be so funny if she was w the third years because she’d be like “??? where’s this boss music coming from” if she fought w hakari?? or like I think it’d be funny seeing yuuji go?? you’re related to nanami and gojo?? and just overall see her train w maki and the others and stuff!!
also little drabbles you post make me think shiki’s doing to grow up to be like a little shit in a leather jacket, I can’t wait!!
Hi anon and thank you so much for sharing your thoughts on the fic! Glad you've been enjoying the story thus far. :)
For all that Shiki feels most attached to Nanami, he really hasn't gotten too much screen time in the fic so far -mainly because of the circumstances, considering that Shiki was taken in by the Gojo Clan. I'm glad that the feelings do come across clearly in the instances where they have been able to interact, though!
Ima makes Shiki confused. Does the woman care for her? No. Does Ima not care for her? Also no. Just going to bring up here that the fic is narrated from Shiki's POV, too, and so there is a little bit of a filter on how events are being portrayed.
Gojo Satoru and Shiki! They will be good for each other. :)
Kiyohira is pretty fun to write haha, he'll have his moments in the future too.
That question about the years actually had me double-checking Shiki's age! And I'm really glad I suddenly decided to because I discovered a slight age discrepancy in the fic. I've just gone back and changed the instances where it comes up, but Shiki is actually not seven years old, currently. She should be six years old!
Since I haven't really been intentionally hiding it and anyone who's really interested should be able to find out anyways when checking numbers on their own end: Shiki will be in the same year as the third-year students.
:)
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HELLO SO THAT FIC U POSTED???? CHANGED ME FOREVER. I relate to that other anon deeply my brain chemistry will never be the same. it frankly hasn't been the same since the fic was just snippets you posted abt once in a while and now it's posted and it's A 25K DELIGHT AND I JUST---- *SCREAMS**SQUEALS**CRIES*
I CANNOT STRESS ENOUGH HOW PRESENT IT'S BEEN IN MY MIND SINCE FOREVER KQMCLWKFS I'm dying. reader is great her thing with Wilbur is great I am screaming and crying and Oh My God thank u for sharing it w us I am. /SCREAMING./
no but genuinely I've been grinning and letting out like. fickin SQUEALS for over an hour kqmflsjxkalck like I'm so glad and happy I got to read it istg. u have SUCH a way with words?????? and characterisation??????? and like. developing relationships hello????????? I am in shambles. every once in a while I return to ur writing bc it's just So Good and now I got to do it thru this fic I've been excited for for the last????? TWO YEARS I THINK. idk how long it's been but it's been A WHILE so thank u thank u thank u thank u not only did it live up to my expectations it also absolutely went over them. thank u genuinely you've made my past two years pretty much. for the last however long there hasn't been a week in which I haven't thought abt reader and Q's interaction (the snippet of ‘this is how it started the last time’) for at least an hour straight genuinely like. and haVING CONTEXT??????
anyway basically this is like a huge thing for me and I just thought I'd tell u that😭💕 like I hope u know your writing has been v important to me for a while, from what you love you devour to like. everything kinda but wylyd just struck a chord w me if that makes sense lmao and like. I would've totally gotten it if you'd lost interest but I'm glad u didn't and decided to share that absolutely amazing fic💕💕
(*25K*!!!! oh my god!!!!! I wasn't before either, but now I will literally never stop thinking abt it)
((THE GHOSTBUR STUFF WAS SO SWEET)) ((and heartbreaking in the most PERFECT manner)) ((and don't get me STARTED on Dream. and Q. and WILBUR OH MY GOD WILBUR WILBUR WILBUR WILBUR-------))))))(and reader oh my god reader I will never shut up about reader)
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I'm gonna rotate your message in my head like a microwave dish for the rest of my life I love you so much 💖💖💖 I've been meaning to answer this for days but I wanted to take the time to properly answer it because I'm going to ramble about this fuckin fic I hope you know!!
this fic means so so much to me and I'm so glad that I finally got it published, but also that I ended up publishing it like this, like I definitely could have added more but I think it would have ended up kind of bloated, and it's already such a huge fic 😅😅 the vignette style makes me feel like I'm getting snapshots of the important moments while still getting the sense of the reader having a life between scenes, and the rest of the dsmp plot still going on around them
I mean this so genuinely, WIPS are always In Progress, I never forget a fic, I still reread what I have of my Mafia!Corpse AU from 2019 and wonder what I should add next, same with the other like, 20 drafts I have. 😅😅 I hope they all get published eventually, but I feel very lucky to have come back to this and recognise that it's good enough to put out there ☺️☺️
but OKAY I WANNA TALK ABOUT THE READER'S RELATIONSHIPS WITH ALL THESE FUCKING CHARACTERS BECAUSE THEY MAKE ME YELL !! im making this into it's own post because i literally wrote so much just talking about the reader and dream and i have so much to say about them and Q and WILBUR and i'll tag u xx i LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I LOVE THIS FIC IT STILL MAKES ME FERAL
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commaclear · 2 years
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Oh god Ranboo. Why did he take that necklace thingie. Oh shit oh fuck. I wonder what it's going to do, since I really doubt Dream was being very slash genuine. I'm wondering if whatever is going to happen is going to parallel enderwalking in canon. Also- his parents are dead lol
I'm very curious about the soul thing, Tommy said it didn't work, but Dream seems to be experiencing some kind of extreme guilt, so maybe he is just very good at hiding it? I love that he's regarded as one of the most sadistic vampires, but now he has some type of conscience (not that it's stopping him). He really needs to let his conscience be his guide.
I love flirty karlnapity so much-
I feel bad for Wilbur, even though he seems entirely selfish. Because like Quackity Analysis anon pointed out, it's because he never had a chance to care about himself. He was never allowed to before because he had to focus on something that he doesn't want to do. He lost his entire child hood because he was devoting it to something he was forced into.
The dadschlatt situation also sucks because he seems to care about Tubbo, but bros got problems
It's so smart showing us Dream as sopping wet pathetic cat before telling us he has done many, many fucked up crimes. He has pushed Tommy further than his wits end and will continue to push. Very cute of George to try and get Dream to ask Tommy to undo the curse, I guess he means in a psuedo-menacing way? Like "we will continue to make your life hell unless you undo the curse"? But even then, that would just reveal that it has, in fact, worked. Plus- Tommy seems to already think suicide is a better alternative so like... he probably wouldn't do it. Besides, what else does he have left to live for really? (Htid!Karl lmao) All of his family is dead, his friends, acquaintances probably too. Death has followed him like a plague for years.
Anyways, these were just some thoughts I had after finally catching up on Bite Me. I'm really into it now that I've gotten into the groove of reading it :))
Ps. I know you're concerned abt me and Quackity Analysis anon but like... they're so desirable.. (Also I don't mind getting called brother or girl or whatever, I'm nb ^^)
-Wilbur Semi Defender anon
See, Ranboo's just a wee bit gullible and I don't think he fully grasps just how evil Dream (probably) is
lol, Dream is one of the most sadistic vampires, he's just plagued by nightmares now and also refuses to eat
we love karlnapitybur, surely nothing bad will come of it
Wilbur may be a brat, but he's kinda justified....
Dad Schlatt... hmm.......
Dream is a pathetic wet cat!! unfortunately he is soaked in the blood of the innocent instead of water. George and Punz don't actually know what the curse does, they just know Dream has been acting weird, rip
Also mega rip to Tommy, but that's pretty much a given
(And listen, I understand that quackity analysis anon has a very sexy big brain and fashionable sunglasses, but you gotta have some self-respect bro)
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hi, so uh no TW's here (i think), but just some general advice. although it's not related to trauma, the advice i've gotten from the mods here is great, so i'm hoping that's okay! but just in case; tl;dr i need some advice on an online friend situation. so over the past 2 years ish, i used to be on discord for a game i used to play at one point. i used to to talk with a lot of people there & made some good friends, but it's been a long time now and a lot of people have moved on with their lives and i'm not in touch with too many. however i've kept contact with one friend and we talked a lot over the last year. i've talked with him about all my irl issues and he knows about my traumas. we even call each other best friends. but here's the thing, i prefer to have a divide over my online and real life. in some sense, it gives me peace and keeps me sane because i have a history of feeling shitty using social media sometimes. although he has been on me on video call, i never show my face because i don't feel comfy doing it. and thing is, the guys not really mad. he's been upset over it sometimes, but he respects it. i've also not given out my personal number. however, due to real life situations, i have decided to completely get rid of social media and have been off it for a while now, like instagram & discord so on. my friend has my gmail, so they can contact me through that, but i barely get a chance to reply. i've not been in the best place mentally, and i have a habit of taking very long periods to reply. this morning i checked my email for some uni work and saw the emails voicing his concern. they talked about how i disappear and leave nothing for them to contact me, they don't know how i look like and they still call me my best friend. it wasn't a rude gmail, it was genuinely full of concern but he sounded disappointed. although it's my fault for not letting them know about my situation, i still feel very guilty about it and i'm having a hard time writing back to them. we last talked over a month ago on gmail. and i know it's not good at all, but i haven't had the energy to respond to them. my therapist has suggested that i remove my online persona altogether because she does not see me doing well with being online, but wants me to not hurt anyone else in the process. and i honestly want to do it, because social media is draining for me, and i do not want to talk to anybody online except those i have real life connections with. but i really do feel bad abt the fact that i might have cut them off too, although i feel like not being online at all really might do my mental health well, but i'm not sure how to convey this to them. the fact that i want nothing to do with them anymore or any online friend just for my own sake feels very selfish and wrong, especially because they're nowhere at fault, and they really look up to me and respect me, but somehow, i feel like online friends remain online friends and i cannot let my guard down to go beyond that, although they've expressed wanting to be in real life friends before. i don't have the heart to tell them that they're merely an online friend to me. i seriously don't want to be on social media anymore, but i don't want to hurt them either. i'd really appreciate some advice on how i can go about this. sorry its so long!! hope y'all have a good day.
Hi anon, 
Thank you for the kind words about previous advice and it’s absolutely alright to reach out about interpersonal relationship dynamics - hopefully any of the below might prove helpful, or at the very least, validating.
You shared that you have a firm boundary about online versus real life, and you’re certainly not alone in that regard - who is allowed access to us in any and all ways - is only something you get to decide for yourself.  Regardless if that boundary might shift as you further progress on your healing journey, or not, currently you sound sure of what you need and have taken the steps to advocate for those needs (yay!).  
Though it’s equally valid for him to share his concern for you and politely request alternative ways to stay in contact to nurture the friendship, the way I’m reading your ask is that you feel the relationship has reached its course?  I don’t think it’s talked about often enough, but friendships changing, shifting, or even ending, is just as significant as the romantic counterparts, and in my opinion, it’s understandable that the complexities of trying to navigate that ending feel no less draining than trying to maneuver through a romantic break up.
And though I think you are being kind and empathetic by trying to find the best way to honor your needs, while avoiding hurting his feelings, sometimes - unfortunately - it cannot be avoided.  I believe your responsibility is to you stating your boundaries, and honoring his personhood by being kind in your goodbye message, but in regards to whatever his feelings might be in response?  Those are for him to process and manage. 
Without knowing either of you, I certainly cannot state definitely how you, or him might feel about it, or what happens next - but I’d encourage a goodbye message just to help with the sense of closure for you both.  I’d imagine there’s a way to offer appreciation for what the friendship was during a specific time of your life, and affirmations and assurances that it’s nothing personal, but that this is what you need for yourself at this time.  Hopefully hearing it’s not them, but something you need for your own mental health, will allow them to accept your boundary with grace, and compassion.  However even if they do not, it would not mean that your boundary was not valid.  And you have options when it comes to level of access with this person - gray rock, blocking, etc.  
Regardless of what you decide moving forward, I wish you well.
Mod Kat
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pashminalamb · 1 year
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Hello!!! How are you feeling? I just wanted to check in. It sounds like you’re kinda stressed out and I just wanted to remind you to take it easy and rest. Cause you know. You’re sick? *gently bonks head* Always remember to take care of yourself before anyone else. And that it’s your writing. You set the pace. You write for whatever reason you want to and no one can say otherwise. Also remember that it’s okay to set boundaries, those are important too. Just in general take care of yourself is what I’m trying to get at here. I hope you feel better soon. ALSO ALSO some of my favorite comfort shows I recommend are Haikyuu, Tokyo Revengers, and One Piece. Those are totally not my tops 3 favorite anime/manga of all time pshhhh I have no idea what you’re talking about *whistles*. But seriously though those shows are amazing I was just rewatching Tokyo Revengers the other day. I cant get enough. Anyways. I hope you are blessed with cool pillows, heated blankets, and clear sinuses!!! *sends many virtual hugs, the kind that go squish and are all enveloping and warm*
- ✨ anon
✨ anon !! Hi (๑•͈ᴗ•͈)
I'm doing alright; roomie dropped some chocolates as an apology for getting me sick with their germs
Thank you for your kind and encouraging words *pats head* you're such a sweetheart ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა~ ♡
but yeah I did set boundaries; i'm glad to know that you guys like reading my works and i appreciate the interaction, but i don't wanna answer questions that i've already answered before; besides I know no one likes a good cliifhanger because believe me I KNOW the anxiety and suspense that you're all in and good things will come. Just let me do my magic and go with the flow of it yk?
Spoliers + rant
under the cut cause I cannot contain my love for characters
HAIKYUU!! yeah i love that anime (bokuto was one of my first anime crushes) and those episodes are so nostalgic to me ૮꒰˶ᵕ ༝ᵕ˶꒱ა (i'm actually remembering that scene where the principal's wig flew off and istg i laughed so hard. people were staring at me but idc)
I was in the middle of watching season 4 and I never got to finish it (i was actually looking forward to the miya twins) but yeah hq boys are so precious ଘ꒰੭˶• ༝ •˶꒱੭
TOKYO REVENGERS!! I liked the anime; since the eps are still in the making, I decided to read the manga and the last thing I remember is the fight between Terano south and Brahman? (if that's the name of the gang) i actually wrote for sanzu and hanma (hanma was probably the most likes i've gotten in the entirety of writing but eh whatevs) as well as the tokrev boys hcs. My fav character has to be Shiba Hakkai (he's baby and sweet. pun intended if you know the manga), Mitsuya (that man is a blessing. srsly.) and i really like the bonten symbols there have been days where i wanna get that tattooed but nvm. Lowkey though I am impressed with Kisaki Tetta. Like that man is so smart. *speechless*
One piece!! Zoro tho. Man ate and left no crumbs. I was actually thinking abt starting it this week (istg i always get interrupted when I'm watching anime)
*sending back bear hugs with a squeeze*
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