#bad day. augh.

[fleshdyke]

absvejavbehevsn

#bad day. augh. #why is all the shit i get genuinely upset about so fucking stupid and insignificant #like literally it doesnt fucking matter no one cares….. stop being fucking dramatic ‼️ #im so fucking done with school . its literally not wven that bad but i want to explode #like im perfectly fine talking in detail abt absolute atrocities being committed against my communities just across the border #but i’m so scared i cant fucking move when i don’t have anyone to sit with me at lunch. like its so fucking pathetic #the usual spot me and my friends eat in is closed for ramadan which is great but he havent established a new spot and my best friends keep #going off to be with their partners and wander around and i feel so fucking broken because they dont even like me anymore #like im too disabled to walk around this 5 story school and im too much of a fucking loser for anyone to even possibly want in the slightest #and two of my best friends just fucking leave with their partners because theyre not absolutely godawful people #and like i know i can’t be expectex to find someone in hs i know that logically but i feel so fucking broken #bc why doesnt anyone want me. why has no one ever fucking wanted me #the only time ive ever been wanted in my whole fucking life was when i was raped as a little kid and i want it back so fucking bad i wanf it #back i just want to be fucking wanted again #and i dont think anyones actually my friend like i dont think anyone actually likes me bc why would they #i hace to live with myself every minute of every day and i can tell why no one fucking likes me bc im so fucking annoying #ok nevermind . done now. my brother just walked into my room took one look at me ( i have very obviously been crying) and asked if i wanted #to watch him play minecraft #rambles #vent

[janedoe297-art]

HELLO???? I'm OBSESSED with their reunion scene 😭💘

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((this is also availabe as a print!!))

#and at the end of act 2??? #after all that suffering #this??? #I'm gonna need 4-5 business days to recover #bg3spoilers #baldursgate3spoilers #dame aylin #night song #isobel thorm #isobel bg3 #bg3 #augh #i want to be isobal so bad ngl #not the crazy dad part but #you know #you still reading the tags?? mwah kiss on the forehead #janedoe297 art

[hellenhighwater]

There's nothing like moving a pile of rocks in and out and around to remind you that you are simply not as yoked as you used to be

#not having to lift 150lb speakers over my head several times a day has made me go WEAK #I'm SOFT #well technically I've always been soft i only exercise if it's a project or a fight or hiking #anyways this is not actually that much rock so it's not bad but boy i miss being able to just rip stuff up #augh my thirties!!!!!

[daily-ethoslab]

[631] um actually!

#like before day 100 I think I drew etho with glasses if I remember correctly #speaking of glasses my perscription is so bad #I’ve only ever met 1 person who had worse glasses then me #and that person was slowly going blind #they won’t let me pick out the cute aesthetic frames because my lends are too dummy thicc and stick out of every frame I’ve ever owned #what was this about again #oh yea glasses #I am the um actually meme #I hate it cause it’s me #I dread the day my friends make the connection #etho #ethoslab #hermitcraft #etho fanart #ethoslab fanart #day 631 #man I gotta update the list of all the daily ethos #that thing is from almost a year ago augh

[undermycoat]

art for a fic idea i have wherein arthur is a merman distrusting of humans and merlin is a human distrusting of water.

!! lineart under the cut :3

#bbc merlin #merthur #merlin #merlin fanart #my art #im so bad at coloring AUGH #also arthur's tail shouldn't stick out like that but y'know the 'sacrificing reality so the art looks better/more interesting'? #yeah.... #and then i've got the main premise of the fic worked out... which is awful bc i have four other fics i wnat to write LOL #i need to work on dreamweaving Big Time actually . ough #every day i wake up #mercamelot au #100

[hyperfixation-symposium]

Back as things should be...

#qsmp #qsmp eggs #qsmp fanart #qsmp ordo theoritas #q!bad #q!badboyhalo #q!Cellbit #q!Felps #q!Roier #q!Fit #q!Baghera #q!maximus #q!Forever #q!Foolish #qsmp dapper #qsmp Richarlyson #qsmp Ramón #qsmp leonarda #qsmp Pomme #AUGH Y'ALL THIS HAS BEEN A WIP SINCE THE RETURN DAY... SEEING THEM ALL IN THE MEETING ROOM #I just really wanted to draw a lot of qsmp chatacters also. but God the tags on this I'm so sorry #I am 4000 words into the lore summary and only just finished day 66 but. YAKNOW. it'll be what it'll be. #huge posts from me right now I know. lmaooooo #I love them all.... So glad they're all back together and doing theory stuff #Background screenshot from the qsmp wiki! its edited please look at it. also please reblog this post this drawing took forever

[poems-of-a-lover]

need a boy to wrap his arms around my waist and pull me in that way so our hips touch. immediately. maybe kiss me after who knows.

#guys i have so many. issues. KJGHSKJG #i wanna kiss a boy so bad right now #idk im. augh. 4 days until im surrounded by lgbtq+ ppl. KJGHSKJDHG #mlm #mlm yearning #mlm post #mlm love #gay mlm #t4t #trans mlm #mlm thoughts #mlm blog #t4t yearning

[pixlokita]

Fic: -and the literal dead character who can’t even eat or sleep or feel anything and is in eternal agony knew his friend had it worse than them, sure the friend was alive and depressed but being dead meant they weren’t suffering like their alive friend was who btw was also the reason they died slowly and painfully in the first place -

Dead character: -also feels guilty for blaming their friend for literally killing them even though they legit DIED because of them-

Me:

Me: no I’m sure the dead character has it worse.

#and ironically this isn’t even something I first saw in fnaf #it’s like wayyyy back from mystery skulls too #like yeah i get it you want them to get along #but boy 😭 they do not have it worse. #i legit stop reading mid sentence when it gets like that and look at the camera like in the office #so depression and guilt are bad yeah but eternal suffering in some sort of limbo is def worse #fnaf #msa #like don’t get me wrong I love reconciliation and angst and fluff #but =w= dont gaslight the literal victim please #AUGH #sorry yall I am sick for days and tired and stressed lmao

[razzafrazzle]

ooughh my beloved.

[image description: a messy sketch of an original character named venus. venus is a fat young woman with freckles, afro puffs, and round glasses. she is wearing an off-shoulder sweater and a friendship bracelet, and she is laughing so much that tears are welling up in her eyes. end id]

#im havin a bad art day but i love how this came out.... my special girl my EVERYTHING!!!! #might clean this up and color it once my body decides to let me draw good #augh. ough i love her. venus my WORLD!!!!!!! #doc talks #my art #my characters

[evilkaeya]

Chuuya who won't stop calling Dazai 'baby' and 'love' and other cute pet names and Dazai who goes a little insane every time Chuuya does

#chuuya: good morning baby #dazai: auGH #chuuya: bad day? come here love you wanna cuddle till you feel better? #dazai: OUGHghHh #every time chuuya calls him baby dazai literally falls to his knees #the man is down bad #same tho #bsd #soukoku #skk

[dailyfigures]

sorry i haven't been online much the construction workers in my street accidentally cut through the internet cable </3 i will get to asks and dms asap!!!

#they told my dad today that it'll take till 10 november to fix it cause it's a special kind of cable......no internet or tv for 2 weeks AUGH #i wish this would've happened during one of my reading phases but nope right in the middle of a tv show hyperfixation oh it's bad for me #anyway i will get to everything i promise i just don't have unlimited data and extra bundles are so expensive so i'm trying not to use any- #if it's not super necessary #btw today i stood outside a random bar for like 20 minutes to use their wifi to download an audiobook on my phone so i have something to- #do on my days off work 😭😭 yeah i'm in the trenches out here #me.txt #non figure

[littlehatmouse]

i have somethingto say

#genshin #arlecchino #IM NIT NOTMAL IM NOT NORMAL #OHHHHH YM GOD IH YM GOD OH YM GOD #I SAW THIS AND YM JAW. DROPPED #LOSING MY MIND IN LITERARY MAGAZINE CLUB #HES SO. AUGH. AUGHHHHHHHHHH #i need him so bad SEVENTEEN DAYS. SEVENTEEN DAYS

[nohomobutactuallyyes]

When you’re kissing and then one of you pulls the other in closer and kisses a little bit fuller ahhhhhhh

#screaming into my pillow #god I want to hug and kiss my girlfriend ahhhhhhh #i want her to be here right now augh #yes it is 3 am- I cannot sleep it was a bad day so I am thinking of my gf and watching the fosters #wlw #lesbian #sapphic #lgbt #yearning #gay

[cuppajj]

damn

#burnout has been stretching man and I feel really bad #no energy for AF attacks which is what I was hoping would change it #no energy for ocs or canons or mercy or animating either #I know I have to wait for all of that motivation to come back but man it’s been taking forever #and the longer I’m burnt out the more bad I feel about it like augh I could be getting so much done rn #its just not a fun feeling #i hope my insp comes sooner and stays for more than a day or so #what is it about summer and killing my energy lmao #vent #I guess

[wayward-wren]

Actually no. Anyone who doesn't like Adric clearly doesn't have a younger brother.

#wren rambles #doctor who #classic doctor who #adric of alzarius #hes so annoying and a brat and the worst <3 #but i love him so dearly #one day maybe ill write a fic where Someone picks him up JUST before volcano day in earthshock #and he gets dragged/blackmailed into doing Evil Things #and its a story about Making Bad Decisions to survive and Being Selfish because he has no other choice/thats his default #but eventually growing and reconnecting with his tardis family maybe and healing #and finding a FAMILY and a PLACE TO BELONG #because AUGH. #that kid is such an outsider #rewatching season 18 onwards now and ugubgugh

[mattcraft]

"The audience has voted for you... to DIE."

#generation loss #ranboo #ranboo fanart #ranboo generation loss #ranboolive #genloss #gen loss #generation loss spoilers #my art #OUGHHHH FOUR DAYS ON THISSSS AUGH #please enjoy i wanna repaint more scenes so bad :)