#as for people: i have no fucking clue

[transmascissues]

I love you lifelong vaginal atrophy

i love you topical estrogen that treats atrophy and doesn’t interfere with testosterone at all. i love you modern medicine that makes safe and harmless transitions possible. i love you health professionals who explained the risks of taking testosterone to me calmly and told me exactly how we would respond to each one if they ever became an issue because they’re not scary or unmanageable if you have good, competent people on your side.

i hate you terf rhetoric that completely ignores the actual reality of testosterone hrt in favor of portraying it as poison. i hate you transphobes who try to make me scared of the medication that gave me my life back.

#these people have no fucking clue what they’re talking about #and anyway. you think atrophy would be the worst of my lifelong health conditions? #these people will be like ‘you’ll be a lifelong medical patient!!!’ okay??? im a fucking cripple i already am #anon hate #examples of transandrophobia #transandrophobia #transandromisia #transmisandry #virilphobia #virilmisia #anti transmasculinity #transmascphobia #trans men #transmascs

[thecatspasta]

One of my favorite and most interesting thing about Jon is that he sorts peoples actions into Human and Monster

To him, the actions of monsters cannot be forgiven, as seen with Daisy, Helen and Jared

But along with that, the actions of humans always have an excuse, like Basira and his grandmother

The most prime example of this is with Jurgen where, prior to his meeting with him, he wrote Jurgen off as evil and when he did meet with him he dubbed Jurgen as just a spoiled confused child

And what makes this more interesting is how he perceives himself as a monster. He sees himself as unforgivable and monstrous, even when hes just doing what he needs to survive

He forgives people who hurt him, like his grandmother who neglected and obviously resented him and Basira, who threatened to kill him if he so much as stepped out of line, because they are human. They are people against a monster

The only time he doesnt blame himself for something is when he can blame another monster, like in mag 146, Threshold, where he blames the Web, another, different monster

And what makes his mentality so much more devastating is that many avatars, the monsters in his mind, are shown to not often be in complete control, whereas humans do have entire control

Avatars have to spread fear and hurt or they themself will die. In more explicit cases of lack of control Jon himself has stated he often doesnt realize what hes done until after its happened and Daisy becomes completely mindless by the end of the series to the point of only recognizing two things, a hunt and Basira (daisy also sorts people into monster and human, but thats because of hunt reasons)

Humans dont have these restrictions, humans are entirely free to do what they please, with the only con being they are significantly weaker than avatars

When Basira threatens him, she is doing it entirely through her own choice, whereas when Jon hunts statement givers he is doing it partly because hes forced into that position. But he will still forgive and rationalize Basiras actions while condemning and scrutinize his own, because she is the human and he is the monster

Anyways I like Jon he needs therapy

#im filling my 'go feral about jon' quota #i didnt draw him obsessively today so im just. yea #i love this guy hes so fucking interesting #i have no clue if anyone else has made this connection yet #but I HAVE so all of you get to hear about it #i like basira btw shes also interesting and she sorts people by determining whos the biggest threat and ally to her #tma #the magnus archives #jon sims #jonathan sims #jon tma #the magnus archives fanart #jarchivist #garlic breath #daisy tonner #basira hussain #the web #jurgen leitner

[rhythmmortis]

#kingdom hearts #kh #where's my none gang!! other people who dont know shit about disney rise up!!! #i vaguely know the plots to most of them (through general knowledge and kh itself) but aside from 1 or 2 a while back i have not seen like #98%. and if its in terms of how much i remember from them then its 100% have not seen #like im not gonna lie i have no fucking clue what happens in sleeping beauty #if i ever watch im gonna go 'where the fuck is aqua'

[foolishnpd]

Me: I want thousands of eyes on my work, I'm dying if I can't have that, I want compliments on my posts

*gets it*

uhmmmmm actually i need personal love and attention from people I specifically deem as worthy to compliment me

*gets it*

hey actually i thinkh i'll jsut kill myself nothing is good enoguh

#lilyroaring #actually npd #actually narcissistic #narcissistic personality disorder #cluster b things #cluster b vent #npd safe #mental illness #i have Issues #yay #girl i cannot get a fucking BREAK #i'm like #clawing andf grasping and screaming on the floor for attention #and then i get it and i'm like #'yeah actually this isn't exactly the perfect version of it that i want' #and i don't KNOW WHAT THAT PERFECT FORM OF IT IS!!!!!!! #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #why can't i just be like the other people i see in the npd tags that are like. 'yay minor compliments' #like no. NO. it's appreciated but it's WORTHLESS and i have no clue what is worth something either #at best i get like 3 seconds of dopamine and that's all i can wish for

[decolonize-the-left]

Artists creating specifically to sell and trading off (some of) their own style to do it, activists begging for attention and shares and media coverage because they aren't being paid enough attention, UNWRA desperate for donations, the percentage of people who don't mask in 2024 compared to deaths and disabilities, ppl who need to be convinced to vote with principles that save lives and that genocide is unacceptable, how a living wage or UBI is believed to be "unrealistic" despite the trillions in shareholder investment accounts.

....I'm starting to think Mainstream People™ fucking suck, ngl. In fact, dare I say that Mainstream People are the biggest obstacle to progress now.

Malcolm X said it was the white liberal as did a lot of other revolutionaries and thinkers.

I, however, think anyone who can hold their own comfort over someone else's suffering is the problem.

Why are the rest of us constantly begging and shouting and changing ourselves and our bodies in an effort to make them care about us? To make them see us? To give us rights? To bless us with the support needed to make a living?

Same shit, different generations. And idk about y'all, but I would love to be the last generations who ever had to hate themselves to survive.

#For starters: why are we asking and voting and protesting for rights. HELLO?? #THEYRE RIGHTS. THEYRE ALREADY OURS. #Secondly: it's been 500 years since pilgrims arrived #they do not call the shots anymore. And one of my rights is to form my own militia #to protect me from a fucked up government... are we waiting for an invitation to start calling shots? or whats the plan with that #cuz im good #id like to start talikg whats mine now ty #....anyway i have no fucking clue what to do #i do know that there two ways to get passed an obstacle tho. around it or through it #idk if you can just Workaround the majority and idk how to go through them either #reblog #politics #mainstream #dems #repubs #liberals #people #sociology #idk #equality #classism #capitalism #biden #lgbt #direct action #leftist #ndn #queer #2024 #social justice

[catofoldstones]

The oldest jonsa fic on ao3 is from 2009, from even before the show was conceived, from even before adwd was released

I will not say anything except for

#we have always been … insane #jonsa #see people notice clues #and. it’s smut #beat that #I really fucking love fanfic writers #literally holding society together #and upholding culture #jonsa fic #fic #fanfic #ao3

[emberglowfox]

This is kinda spoilers, but can you draw your reaction after getting all the dragon tears?

how bout both

#literally was texting like four different people “I FUCKING KNEW IT” i called it soooo far in advance just off of the little clues and still #actually watching the cutscenes and having it confirmed was gutwrenching. my god. poor zelda #totk spoilers #totk #link #loz #my art #my comics #ask #anon #I STILL HAVE NOT FINISHED THE GAME PLEAAASE DONT SEND ME / TAG W SPOILERS BEYOND THIS im so close #sona #i guess lol #if anyone wants the version of this w just link im keeping the psd just ask

[chappellrroan]

people who still hate Joe Alwyn need to get a life asap

#i said what i said #so many bad takes you guys are acting like he forcibly locked her up for two years when she chose it herself and she was happy with the #decision sure things ended and maybe it wasn't very best breakup or wtv but holy shit do you realise the speculations you make are so #fucking invasive the same thing you hate the other people doing to taylor's life and not to remind you that you have zero fucking clue of #what goes on behind the scenes you take these bits and pieces of crumb and exaggerate it to something so much worse #mind you this was the same man y'all worshipped before the breakup oh because he was the epitome of calm gentleman #and now i see a post with tags “go out fucking loser” like wow. just wow. #not to mention how his humanitarian act of signing ceasefire got turned around to thing about taylor like guys. guys. big news. but #advocating against genocide and accepting all the blacklash that comes with it isn't that simple maybe pic up that brain from football #ground and think again

[t00thpasteface]

benny wants what the king has. and so do i

#listen i just think it would be funny if the king was like the absolute spitting image of The King bc like who's gonna notice #like if people in freeside are starstruck by him but also don't have the slightest fucking clue who the original was... THAT'S funny #such a bizarre fucking character i need to write him more #art #sketch #fallout new vegas #the king fnv #arcade gannon #kingcade

[mjfass]

It’s unbelievable how wrestling fans judge wrestler’s bodies: “Adam is too skinny”, “Eddie is too fat”, “Jade is too muscular”, “Orange is too small”, “Bayley is too thick”, “Alexa looked better when she was thicker”, “Claudio used to be more muscular”, “Bryan has a weird body”, “Kota gained weight”, “Kevin is too fat”, “Charlotte looks too skinny and muscular”, “Deonna needs to lose weight”, “Jordynne looks like a man”… all of these are things I’ve actually read on social media and I feel DISGUSTED by it. No one is enough.

These people put their bodies through so much in order to entertaining us and THIS is what people actually care about. FUCK IT.

#wrestling #I am so angry #as a person who STILL deals with the consequences that two ED’s did to my body #the fact that every meal is still a fucking challenge #reasons this shit angers me bc you have no clue how much these things can affect you #and also people who look at them and say ‘hey they have my body type’ just for then read someone calling them names and insulting them #FUCK THISSSS UGH #lexie speaks #tw bodyshaming

[beyondthislifetime]

People who truly dislike Edwina Sharma are wild. Heaven forbid an 18 year old be charmed after being almost relentlessly pursued by an older man. Three married women, including her mother, are for the match. THE QUEEN is for the match. The only person saying he isn't right for her is her sister and like I'm sorry but my sister could swear that a man wasn't that into me and I would not listen if he BOUGHT ME A HORSE!???!!?!!

#having a s2 rewatch and truly. that is a teenager who has never been courted before. that's a girl with no experience with this at all. #she's being pursued by a nearly 30 year old man who we know will chase off a young lady's suitors (see The Daphne Debacle) #also we have no clue what kates love life was like or what she may have revealed to edwina so does eddy think #“my sister who has never entertained men or had a serious relationship is giving me courting advice” #and is that supposed to mean more than their mother's blessing and support? #fair enough mary is supposed to be complacent to an unbelievable level in this show but had kate said “mama he truly isnt right for eddy” #would mary just have handwaved it off? is that the deal the show was going for? #people online loooove to talk about how much you wanna hit your sibling for no reason but an acerbic “half-sister” is too far? #if my maid of honour wanted to fuck my future husband i'd hand the priest my earrings tell him to meet me in the confessional and go to tow #i think edwinas explanation of this anger was not well thought out but she was entirely right to be angry. #anyways. eddy darling i will live you until my dying days. #edwina sharma #bridgerton

[heartbreakprincewille]

Okay, we all know that Simon's love for Wille is symbolised by purple, right? But I was thinking, Wille's love for Simon must be symbolised by orange.

Remember that interview with the costume designer and she said that Wille wearing an orange sweater when he first saw Simon in S1 E1 was "Wille making his way to Simon, but he doesn't know it yet"? And we all know the story of that very orange sweater with Simon in S2.

And the most interesting detail to me is Simon wearing a lot of orange in S2. Obviously it's his palette colour, it makes sense for him to wear it, but something about Simon coloured in Wille's colour of love, especially when he's trying to move on. How he's actively trying to move on but the realization of Wille's ever-consuming love and his love confession looming over Simon's heart like a cloud, not letting him move on.

Like trying to move on with Marcus:

Or meeting Wille after the Christmas break:

Or be it Simon presenting his song he wrote for Wille:

And my favorite thing probably Simon wearing the orange sweater and actively embracing Wille's love because he just can't help it:

And something equally interesting to me is Wille wearing purple in S2. Something about Simon's love embracing Wille without even him realizing it, real and tangible and just as consuming.

Like when he confesses that "it was better not knowing how it can feel":

Or the day after Simon kisses him at the Ball:

Like it's driving me insane that Wille's colour of love is orange, a colour that is a part of Simon's palette, something that represents Simon's personality because Wille loves Simon for who he is.

And Simon's colour of love is purple, because purple is often associated with royalty but Simon is redefining its meaning and making it a symbol of his love, just like Wille's royal status is the thing that outwardly defines him but in the end, Simon loves Wille, not his status.

#the colour theory is going to be the reason of my death istg- #for my fellow desi YR people I was listening to Kesariya and thinking about how it's such a Simon song when this idea clicked to me akjklds #is it even accurate? i have no fucking clue lmaoooo #young royals #wilmon #wilhelm x simon #prince wilhelm #simon eriksson

[penofwildfire]

Plagued by FSM thoughts tonight

#HE WAS A CHILD. HE WAS A CHILD. #HE HAS BEEN IN WAR AFTER WAR AFTER WAR SINCE *BIRTH* #JUST A LITTLE BABY #HE FUCKED UP HIS KIDS FOR SURE BUT LITERALLY HOW WAS HE SUPPOSED TO *NOT* FUCK UP WHEN HE HAS NO CLUE HOW PEOPLE WORK??? #ITTY BITTY LITTLE GUY #ninjago #ninjago fsm #fsm #first spinjitzu master #I imagine he didn't really ever have a name and was referred to as something like “the child” in dragon/oni most of the time #then he invented spinjitzu and decided that was gonna be his whole identity #I say “he” but there's no way this kid is a normal cis dude #agender aromantic asexual icon

[bistaxx]

No fucking way- TONY HAWK?!

#new teaser dropped! #qsmp #I have no fucking clue who this could be #EDIT: PEOPLE ARE SAYING IT COULD BE CARRE!

[saucy-mesothelioma]

People who don't watch Mystery Science Theater 3000, explain what's happening in this scene:

#believe it or not this actually does make some sense in context #but I'm curious to see what people think #Joel always gets me in this scene #I aspire to be like him one day #I have no clue what to tag this #do I even tag MST3K if I want people who don't know the show to answer? #fuck it who cares #mst3k #mystery science theater 3000 #YouTube

[swagging-back-to]

it is not controversial to say that if you cannot finacially, emotionally provide for a child and/or your genetics would lead to them suffering then you should not have said child.

#anti natalism #anti natalist #antinatalism #antinatalist #seriously the amount of people who scream eugenics. #you have no fucking clue what eugenics is #you are screaming your support for children being born into already negelctful and abusive situations just for your own liberalism. #And guess what--animals in the wild who have genetic disorders dont get to pass on their faulty genes either #it isnt rude for me to say it. it's reality #and if you cant accept reality than thats even more reason you should nto be allowed to breed #i myself have endless genetic predisposures. schizophrenia diabetes heart disease arthritis. #even if i had the finances and wanted a child i know it would be COMPLETELY unethical to gamble with their life. #you all have gambling addictions and are control freaks