#anyway. i hate everyone goodnight

[overtake]

the 1 is back | suzuka 2023

#he took singapore PERSONALLY #it is over for everyone #max verstappen #f1 #formula 1 #op #anyway it is 3:30 am. love this track hate these times. goodnight. glad i got to see max serve!

[c-kiddo]

↖️ it became unwell thinking about calliope and caduceus again . that one like 6 minute conversation in ep 130 . deeply unwell from it . when caduceus told calliope: "I don't think I'm coming back. And I'm not okay with it, but I'm making peace with it. If there's a way for my body to get back here, I'd be very grateful, but there's every possibility that that won't happen. I'd like my name somewhere if I'm-- if there's nothing to bring back. That would be a comfort." and also "And I want you to take care of everybody. And especially, I want to make sure you take care of yourself, and don't, don't get locked up here on my account. Your job is to get everyone situated and then make sure that you find whatever destiny you're supposed to have. I don't think you're supposed to be here. Not forever."

#the destruction that did to my emotional wellbeing #kiddo say #rattling bars at how little interaction there was between them because i love the dynamic so much . such deep understanding and trust #but just like. that little hint of resentment . but also solidarity #in that they need to do their roles to take care of everyone else. and they both kind of hate that the other got to leave (first calliope #and then caduceus saved them) and that wasnt meant to be their roles so they dont know how to feel #and caduceus wants to stay home and he wants to leave and he wants to make sure calliope can leave but he doesnt know if he'll #come back so that she can . and i just . dies. #i did a drawing i rly like of them . and maybe ill listen to my playlist . #ok anyway goodnight

[shopwitchvamp]

Back to the grind tomorrow and lemme tell you what, while I do really enjoy tumblr I sure did like not having to be Online all the time during our break.. And I've been thinking that the amount I'm Online and Available will probably be much lower this year compared to the past. So if I'm not responding to asks as fast or posting as much or w/e, that's why! Thanks for understanding 🙏

#also i DO NOT enjoy twitter/X and truly loved not needing to check it at all really over the break #i might drop twitter altogether because i hate being on there #i'm kinda afraid it'll affect my shop's traffic somewhat significantly buttttt maybe that's worth not having to be there #we'll see.. #2024 is gonna be a year of shedding stuff left and right i already know it #sorry to anyone not in the US for already cutting off international orders #twitter you're next #after that who knows #maybe i'll stop carrying my smartphone because i also loved not having to look at it while we were closed #i miss having a flip phone that couldn't even text that thing never bothered me #step one with that tho is i've already turned off notifications from pretty much every app #but now when i open the apps they bother me relentlessly to turn notifications on which i will not do #anyway #maybe i'm just getting old #rant over #goodnight everyone #see you at the drop tomorrow

[sexynetra]

Suffer bitch

#I am wishing so many bad things on her I am sorry I don’t want to be the bigger person #anyways for my menty H I will be trying to go to sleep now but. thank you all #I love everyone on tumblr #and hate everyone on twitter #except the like 2 people who defended me y’all can stay #okay goodnight xoxoxo love #you all

[meteorherd]

breaks my heart that some people think tangle is a boring character. yeah she's not that complex in the sense that she's pretty easy to read but i feel like i didn't get the memo that apparently someone being emotionally open means they are like. boring. like i like whisper but i can't stand when people say whisper is the "better" character because 1) on what basis? bigger lore-heavy backstory doesn't automatically = better character and 2) that just like. defeats the purpose of how those two complement each other. whisper's got a lore-heavy backstory and tangle has a more simplistic one (at least by the looks of it right now), whisper's got more complicated motivations than tangle, etc., but that's like. Why they're interested in each other in the first place. this is pointless. like both this argument and me making a post ranting about it they're funny animals from a comic book. but it's FINE

#வார்த்தைகள் #it's also so funny because some people get mad that she's ''girl sonic'' but it's like. Oh so you agree? #you're not gonna say that about sonic but since tangle is a girl you find it boring? #also idk she pretty obviously has her own insecurities. the miniseries was really good with showing her overeagerness and impulsivity #and like sometimes it's just the sad case of the writing being bad in an issue and everyone hates the character for it... #can't really do anything about that. #tangle's definitely had some weird writing before and unfortunately since she's a newer character she's under much greater scrutiny for it #than like. mainline game characters. #ANYWAYS sonic thoughts at 2am i need to go to bed NOW. GOODNIGHT

[davidtennantpussytulpa]

finding certain things abt men insanely attractive that men themselves are so insecure about that it bleeds into every part of their life and makes them horrible people so it therefore makes it impossible for me to find a man i like with those attributes. HELL ON EARTH!!!!!

#men under 5’6 especially men 5’4 and under make me want to run around and scratch up my walls like a crazed jaguar in a cage #and they are all so insecure about it that they think everyone hates them and all women think theyre dogshit so they are annoying and #misogynists. KILLS MYSELF!!!!!! #also. it must be said. i think a micropenis is hot! #<- girl who likes the idea of giving blowjobs but doesnt want to actually try and put anything more than 2 inches in my mouth #anyways. thats enough information for tonight. GOODNIGHT BEAUTIFUL WORLD!!!

[abstractlesbian]

I think the routine my new job is giving me has been really good for my mental health but it's funnier to say Ive been too tired to be mentally ill

#like work is bearable when ur getting paid to do something you enjoy and ur coworkers are nice etc #also somehow lucked out working at a library where im encouraged to listen to music while im working in the stacks??? #thats still wild to me i can use my noise cancelling blutooth headphones while im shelving books and not get in trouble for it #im having the most consistent sleep schedule ive had since i hit puberty. 7-7.5h of sleep nearly every day #had two days of 6h sleep but it was fine im used to running on 5 😭 im too tired to stay up spiraling into breakdowns !! #i get into bed and im asleep in less than an hour 😭 ive even stopped waking up hours before my alarm im sleeping thru the night #waking up is another story tho i hate waking up at 7am its so hard to eat and get out the door in 45mins when my brain is still booting up #anyway its 11pm im going to bed goodnight everyone ily ❤️🫂

[anirudhpisharody]

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#alright these tags are super embarrassing but i needed to rant publicly so uh. you can read this but please don't perceive me too much #it is so fucking exhausting having nobody to share my life with #i have literally zero friends at this point bc ever since my grandpa died i've pretty much stopped trying to keep in touch with my hometown #friends and i cut off my 'friend' group that were racist assholes who treated me like a doormat back in october and haven't really made any #close friends at college since. and i just fucking hate that this is the same way i've felt for so many fucking years like you'd think it #would be bearable at this point and i'd be used to being alone and for a while i honestly was but it just hit me tonight how fucking lonely #i am and how tomorrow i have to keep on just doing the shit i have to do in life without anyone to talk to and share it with #other than my mom who's been pissing me off lately so i've been pushing her away too! #it's so tiring to have to go out and do things and have responsibilities everyday and not being able to share that with anyone idk it makes #it feel almost like i'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders which is SO dramatic i know #like today i wanted to talk about the stupid false alarm gas leak thing with my sort of friends in this club i'm in but i didn't get to talk #to anyone at the meeting bc everyone was just talking amongst themselves in their little groups of best friends and it just reminded me that #i don't have that and i've never fucking had that i've only ever pretended i had that #it's like all these years i've been pretending to be a person that has friends and knows how to live life normally but i never have #more than anything i just miss my friends from home bc they're the closest i've ever felt to having friends that are like family but. i #don't know how to talk to them anymore. i didn't tell any of them when my grandpa died and i think they just assumed that i've moved on so #they've probably moved on and i already know that they have their own lives and friends at their schools that are a lot more full than mine #wanna know the worst part about all of this? i just had therapy and basically told her everything's fine #and i won't meet with her again until 3 weeks from now so literally the only person i can talk to about this right now is my mom #which i am absolutely not gonna do bc she's gonna get so scared and worried for me and i can't have that rn #anyways yeah. this isn't even that big of a deal like i haven't had friends for at least the past 6 months it's not like anything's changed #i just feel extra sad about it right now. i need a distraction stat gonna go watch watch some tv goodnight #shut up hanna

[alltimefail-sims]

People taking the time out of their day to send anonymous hate really is wild to me.

Welcome to Simblr kindergarten! Before you take your wimpy anon ass into someone's inbox to send some foolish (or downright deplorable) shit, ask yourself the following:

If it isn't one of these things, maybe just unfollow and/or log off. It is really not difficult!

#I'm being so serious. Stop that shit. #I don't know why you all feel so empowered to send anonymous hate but it's cowardly and dumb as fuck #if you're going to be hateful do that shit with your whole chest. Own your shit #because I'm sorry but I don't listen to a damn criticism from someone who has to hide in order to say it #blocked on sight #Aren't some of ya'll tired? Get up! Go to bed bitch! #This is why we gotta keep hoping the assholes will deactivate on their own. Like byeeee!!! #anyway I'm tired lol. I love everyone who is NICE and COMPASSIONATE #goodnight! #personal #cussingtw #tw: cussing

[guinevereslancelot]

just submitted the job application im really nervous abt 😭🙏

#idk why im even nervous im technically qualified #it just sounds intimidating #also i rlly hope they dont call my current employer bc...they dont know im leaving... el oh el #anyway aaaaaaa #job hunting is so stressful i literally thought i would be relieved to have it out there but no #🤡🤡🤡 #anyway i should have done this earlier bc now im trying to go to bedtime mid panic attack lmao #goodnight everyone #this has been a shitpost #im sooo nervous but i hope i get it bc i hate my current job sm #and this is a nice office job so hopefully not so hard on my health as my current manual labor job lol

[biioniic-biiohazard]

CURRENT MOOD is something along the lines offff: AGHHHH VIOLENT VIOLENT KILL KILL happy :D saddd :((( HORNY💥💥 sad again :(((((( nvm HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!! LOVE AND HOPE IN THE WORLD EVERYONE LOVES ME AND I LOVE THEM HEHE .the government wants me dead and so do i. ope nvm horny again BONER BONER BONER. killing myself on live television!!!!!!!! happy again. i feel sick! i might be dying!!! sex is gross!!!! i might be aroace!!! nevermind i love men and gay sex and also my boyfriend loves me so so much oh no what if i'm lying and WOW BOY PRETTY i might be bi still NUH UHHHHHHHH gay gay gay gayyy. gay. boykissing. okay sad again🔥🔥🔥FUCKINGF HAPPY 🔥🔥💥💥 i'm so cringe. i'm stupid and everyone hates me. I'M SO EEPY AND TIRED. full of energy! never sleep again!!!!!! my stomach hurts. my arms hurt. my head and eyes hurt. owie!! nevermind i am now physically numb and now I AM HAPPY AGAIN GOD LOVES ME god isn't real he has abandoned us long ago. also i am satanist. oh no unless. fuck. what. I HATE GOD I HOPE HE FUCKING DIES‼️‼️‼️💯💯 lol furries are so cool I'M SAD AGAIN no nuh uhh HAPPLYYYYY YAYYY HEHE YAYYY SO SILLY AND FUN I HAVE NEVER CRIED OR FROWNED OR BEEN UPSET IN MY LIFE. i am a liar everyone will leave me :(((( I AM NORMAL. okay happy again. sad. straight face emoji goes here. i love my boyfriend i need to grab onto him and never ever let go or i will blow up and die and kill myself and everyone else. BLOW UP THE WORLD!!!:!!!;!!!! GRINS WITH FIFTY ROWS OF TEETH. sadhappyhornyconfusedangry ***I FEEL FINE NOW***

really though what the hell is my problem why does my brain do that little wacky rollercoaster thing every night why am i so weird and gross and cringe!!!! kill

#world is a fuck!! kill em all 1989 millions of dead cops i am trash man #anyways yeah uh. erhm. what's my fucking problem and why did typing this mass of hell thoughts make me feel better and actually normal #what the fucki hate venting on the internet #GUYS IM CRINGE :(((( #okay normal now :3 #but yeah what the fuck is my deal seriously #expect this to maybe be deleted as soon as i remember it exists but like wtf lol #pissed off that just typing out my thought process in the last like hour or two actually helped me feel betterish #also i am tired now. tired myself out being weird and awful on the internet #goodnight everyone see you next mentally ill moment

[the-halfling-prince]

Maybe the real Geralt of Rivia... was the friends we made along the way

No I want my Henry Cavill

#the witcher #Listen I started watching the show for Joey Batey as Jaskier and kept watching the show for Joey Batey as Jaskier and also Ciri but I hate #The idea of adjusting to a new actor in role ive only ever seen him play #When I was younger (this is so dumb and I can't believe I'm talking about this but whatever) I got so unreasonably upset when they replaced #The actress who played Marina in the hit kid's tv series The fresh beat band. This is the first time I'm experiencing this since then #(I'm not counting what happened in blue's clues because they didn't make the new actor play the same character they just got a different #character #So yeah anyway #Honest to god forgot for a second why I was talking about kids shows in the tags for a post about the Witcher I'm very tired and also dumb #Goodnight everyone!

[cloneboywonder]

im so CWCcoded

#anyway my apologies for gaslighting you all about not personal diary posting bc my dad just texted me goodnight and it made me sad #him and my mom both tried to call me all day I feel bad when I ignore them #bc I know they’ll be dead someday and they won’t be able to call me and I won’t be able to answer #and my brothers both tried to call me I know my mom narced that I was weird yesterday and now everyones scrambling to keep track of me #it’s very nice of them but I really do hate being reminded that I’m the family member that like #they’ve all quietly agreed is always going to have to be monitored and taken care of #I wouldn’t be surprised if Andy and Alex haven’t talked about who I’m going to going to live by when our parents are both gone #it was kind of funny Andy invited me to like go install a security camera with him today #I said no but I do think it could’ve been a fun experince #I was gonna see my mom but she didn’t want to go out again so I waited around until my dad tried to call me again #so then be brought me with him to a hardware store where he tried (and failed) to return paint or something #we love a schemer #and then we picked up Andy and got milkshakes but I was ill so he got me real food on the way home #but I’m going to have to find a way to throw it out tomorrow bc I didn’t eat that much of it and I don’t want him to be sad about it #and I have to clean my room bc Lydia will be here soon #I was weepy in the car and my dad kept saying it’s nice you’ll get a few days with her before the concert #I know :-( #to some extent I love that he’s so incapable of handling emotional moods bc he just puts on songs and complains about them #bc he knows I like to complain and I think he gets scared when I don’t talk and that’s his attempt at getting me to #I need to finish my costume and make bracelets and clean my room these seem doable #okay bye please don’t unfollow me #also I love the name doxing bc these are for me and me only and maybe burke when he logs on I love you #my posts

[forzasedici]

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#i hate seeing spanish ppl happy #they don't deserve anything good #anyways goodnight everyone #i'm going to go jump off a bridge

[darlinqs]

did i tell yall i fractured my ankle i think i did

#i was home all week last week n theyre calling me back to work n i also felt bad not going to work but also like #i'm not allowed to stand for too long or walk for too long etc like just no weight on my ankle #cuz if i keep pressing on it it's just never gonna heal #but also like. i need to keep my job so imma have to go to work with my ankle still swollen and fractured etc #idk like ik health comes first and everything but also like...my job could be compromised and i dont want rhat #ugh i fucking hate this #anyways goodnight everyone pls pray i dont fuck up the already fucked up foot #also omfg. how am i supposed to drive........ #cuz it's my driving foot that's fractured #my parents r not happy with me going back just after a week of rest but like. what #else am i supposed to do #uhhgghbhhhh #.tp

[chrisbangs]

#goodnight everyone 🫶 #i am so overwhelmed rn i cant stop crying #famously i hate my birthdays.. #i don't feel very 👍 loved normally so .. #when ppl make me feel that way it's very difficult for me 🫡 handle it and i cry so ! 👍 simply #i cannot stop crying rn #and i need to lie down and recover #i am not sad .. i mean i am but.. i'm just overwhelemd with love .. #it's such a weird feeling but 🥹🫶 i love everyone i love u all i love my friends etc etc i feel insane #anyway... #gn now ... #channie said happy birthday (like 12 days ago or whatever but shh...) #i love him so much #and i love my pals.. #li.txt #gn