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honemura · 2 years

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SHUFFLE × The Numbing Noir Neige Black Snow/Episode 2

〈The next day, in a meeting room of the ES building〉

Nagisa: "……Good morning, producer-san"

"….... Looks like we're the first to arrive. If the others are coming, I'll serve tea and wait for them"

"…....Do you feel bad about making me fetch tea?"

"……Fufu. You sound like a thorn in my side"

"……It's almost time to meet anyway. I'll probably be interrupted soon if I'm reading a book, and I think waterfalling tea would be a good use of my time"

"......Have I really changed that much?"

"……Yes, it's not often that I get to work with producer-san"

"......Maybe the impression I've given you has changed in that time"

"......What impression do I give now, from your point of view?"

".......Yes. If you're more approachable than before, I'm happy for you"

Rei: "Oh. You're both here already?"

Nagisa: "......Yeah, it's rare for me to be alone with a producer. We were just chatting"

Rei: "Oh, I would have loved to hear what you were chatting about"

"Especially since Ibara-kun is in charge of Eden. I'm sure you don't get much chance to talk to him"

Nagisa: "......Fufu. I'm fine. Thank you"

Mayoi: "U~uuh, I can't do it! It's too much for me to perform with Sakuma-san and the others!"

Kohaku: "Hey, Mayoi-han! Stop fidgetin' and come here!"

"I heard from Rabu-han, that as a representative of ALKALOID, ya gunna do ya job without any shame, right?"

"If that's the case, Whoever you're workin' with, it's only fair to not give up. If ya run away now, ya'll be disgracing ya producer and the rest of the unit"

Mayoi: "You're right, Kohaku-san, but! I was not expecting this situation!"

"We didn't meet at the audition venue, so I didn't expect that Sakuma-san would be there......!"

"Uuhhh. I know he is a kind person unlike the rumors, but the rumors about vampires have traumatised me......"

"If I were to perform with him, I would look like a frog that has been deflowered by a snake! I'm horrified just thinking about it!"

Nagisa: "……Who's that?"

Rei: "Oh, that's Ayase-kun and Oukawa-kun, who also passed the audition"

"We ran into each other on the way here, but Ayase-kun seemed to be afraid of me, so.... I managed to quiet him down and brought him here"

"Kukuku. Are you that scared of me, Ayase-kun?"

Mayoi: "No, no! It's nothing like that......!"

Nagisa: ".....I see. You've gathered more interesting members than I expected"

"…..When we were auditioning, we were talking about choosing five people for the roles, but I guess the other one didn't fit into the schedule"

Rei: "No. I have heard that my young brother Ritsu has been chosen for the role"

"But he doesn't want to play with me...... It's 50/50 whether he'll come or not"

Kohaku: "Hmm. I guess it's a good sign that Mayoi-han came despite his reluctance"

Mayoi: "What? I'm being praised...?! It's kind of deprivation....! "

Kohaku: "Huh. Ya are so down on yourself every time. Ya were chosen through a rigorous audition process, and ya need to have confidence in yourself, okay?"

"Alright. Anyway, isn't it time for us to get together?"

Nagisa: "......I guess so. Normally, we should probably talk about it after all five of us are here, but we have a full schedule behind us."

".....Shall we proceed with the first meeting with the four of us and producer-san?"

Rei: "I'll explain it to Ritsu myself. I need to hear from him whether he's going to perform or not"

Ritsu: "Nah, that won't be necessary"

Rei: "......Oh. You're finally here, Ritsu"

Ritsu: "Yeah. I thought about it a lot, but I didn't want to be influenced by what my brother said. I came here of my own free will"

".....Apart from that, I slept until the last minute and couldn't wake up"

"Producer. I know I'm late to the meeting, but now that we're all here, can you explain the plan again?"

"All I know is that we're going to make a movie as part of the Shuffle Project"

"The audition script only gave me a fragmented understanding of the work, you know?"

Kohaku: "I agree with you. I've been wonderin' what my character, the Half-Shinigami, is all 'bout"

"Aren't ya curious too, Mayoi-han? What's the logic of this world?"

Mayoi: "Oh, um... Um…..!"

"No, no. It would be too much for me to talk about. Please discuss it with each other and producer-san instead"

Nagisa: ......Hmm. The way you're acting, Mayoi-kun, you're talking like you know something"

".....Tell me"

Mayoi: "Eh. Ah, sure...!"

"T-this piece is based on a famous fantasy work overseas....... When I saw the audition script, I realized that"

"It was written about a mythical world, so I guess it's something to enjoy the atmosphere...... It's not a logical story, it's more of an atmospheric piece"

"Oh, no. I'm not denigrating your work in any way?!"

"I just thought it would be better to immerse myself in the world rather than thinking too much about "Half-Shinigami"....."

Rei: "I see. Maybe you're right, Ayase-kun"

"This work is a fantasy. It would be better to check out the original book and get a feel for the atmosphere before trying to create a role strictly"

Nagisa: "......Yes, that's right. It's a very unique world, so I think it's best to check out the source material first and then work out the role with the director"

Kohaku: "I didn't expect Mayoi-han to be familiar with that kind of work. I thought he was a bit of a coward, but he was chosen through an audition"

"Rabu-han told he could count on you, too. So he wasn't lyin' "

Mayoi: "Hee.....! Wow, I'm not that dependable......!?"

"Well, more importantly, producer-san, please continue!"

Ritsu: "This story is a tragedy about the question of eternity, woven by four Shinigamis and a half Shinigami, "La Mort"—"

"The French word for "Shinigami". That's kinda romantic"

"That's why they chose shady idols like us"

"The filming took place in the European Village, an hour's highway ride from ES, and hey, didn't that place go bankrupt a long time ago?"

Rei: "I see.... It's easy to use as a location for filming, so ES bought it for this Shuffle Project. It's going to be a great piece of work"

Nagisa: "......Well, let's read the book before we begin filming and ask the director about the parts we don't understand"

"......I've had a similar experience with Dramatica, and it's interesting to see how we all work together on one film"

Kohaku: "That's right. I've never acted in a movie before, but I'm sure I'll be fine with Mayoi-han and the others"

"Let's all work together to make the Shuffle Project a good one ♪"

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#enstars #ritsu sakuma #rei sakuma #mayoi ayase #kohaku oukawa #nagisa ran #la mort #noir neige #ensemble stars

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yeojaa · 4 years

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Hi miss erin! Can I have jk x reader with #18🥺

❪ 💜 PROMPT ! ❫

things you said when you were scared

[ read they don’t love you like i love you ]

pairing. jjk x f!reader. rating. general. tags. fluff. the barest hint of angst if you squint really, really hard. wc. 0.9k.

Love is scary. It’s never been something you could look at and say “see, that’s love.” It existed in too many forms, presented itself in too many ways.

It terrifies you - and Jungkook can do nothing about it. He tries though and with time and patience and all of his shitty corny jokes, things have gotten better. You’ve softened, fallen in love despite yourself.

Sometimes, you’re still a little out of reach - just a little too far. (On more than one occasion, he’s wondered if he’s asking for too much.)

It’s easier when he thinks how much progress you’ve made.

“Your number in exchange for my troubles?”

“No.” You’d said it so clearly, not an ounce of hesitation. Even with him dressed in your coffee, you’d refused him. “Sorry.” You hadn’t sounded very sorry.

Imagine his surprise when he’d met you again, a week later, at a mutual friend’s birthday.

“Can I have your number now?” Jungkook was nothing if not persistent.

You had refused to budge, sipping politely at your cranberry vodka and studying him over the rim of the glass. “No.”

It’d only been at the end of the night, when you’d been making your rounds - saying goodbye and swinging hands around shoulders - that you’d finally said yes. Probably because you were maybe, just a little, slightly under the influence.

When you’d smiled, though - he could’ve sworn you were just as happy as he was.

It was the first snowfall in the city, nearly three months since you’d started seeing each other. You’d pouted and whined, staring out the huge industrial windows with your chin in your hand.

“Snow sucks,” you’d huffed, puffed like a big bad wolf.

“Let’s go away then.” He’d been meaning to ask - had looked at tickets just that morning, in his free period before his students had come milling into his classroom babbling about their weekends. There’d been a deal somewhere tropical, somewhere you’d mentioned once in passing when he’d been looking at the weather forecast.

“Or not.”

“Why not?” His insistence was the same as it always was, creeping up your spine and sitting comfortably around your shoulders. A woolen scarf that’d keep you warm even on the coldest of nights.

“That’s like…” You’d shrugged, pushed your way out of bed to busy yourself with something in the kitchen. He could read you like a book even then, practically mouth the words you’d speak next. “Kind of serious.”

“We’re kind of serious, aren’t we?”

He hadn’t expected the look you’d tossed his way, fleeting but terribly clear in the dim light. Worry.

You’d said yes, again, by the end of the night. Even when you tried, you couldn’t say no.

“Move in with me.” It’d been your sixth consecutive hour in bed, a lazy Sunday morning that’d stretched into the afternoon. You’d even cancelled your standing brunch reservation, opting to stay cozied up in bed together. He’d held you like you were precious, treasure, the most important thing in the world.

You’d done the same, though you pretended not to. You hated being vulnerable.

“Why?” For once, not a no. He remembers the surprise, the lack of an outright denial spurring his eyebrows into his hairline. You’d scowled at him, whacked a hand across his pec as if aiming for the thing that beat for you. (Only you.)

“You’re always here anyway.”

“You just want someone to help you with rent.” Well, that’d been true. As much as he loved you, you took too long showers and always forgot to turn off the light when you left. His bills had somehow skyrocketed.

But that wasn’t why. The why was you. It was always you.

It’d taken another two weeks but you were moved in before summer, all your hangers hung up beside his, your unnecessarily extensive skincare routine taking up all the real estate on his bathroom counter.

He’d thought it’d happen how it always did, starting with a no and ending with a yes.

For once, Jungkook was surprised. You’d packed your bags and left, taking his heart with you and leaving the little velvet box on the counter.

“I’m not marrying you,” you’d said with an air of finality he’d never heard before.

He’d thought that’d be the end. He was wrong then too.

“Baby.”

You’re half asleep on his chest, book having fallen out of your grip sometime over the last half hour. He’s been stuck watching YouTube autoplay, too afraid of waking you up to try to grab the Apple remote stuck under your butt.

“Hu-u-uuh?” You’re bleary-eyed, beautiful. When you speak, he feels the little puddle of drool on his skin spread, pushed around by the shape of your mouth. The sound you make is hilarious - decidedly not very sophisticated, a world away from the you that sees the rest of the world.

“I want a baby.” Jungkook’s nonchalant about it because he’s learnt what the worst case scenario is and knows you’ll never be back there. You’re stuck with him forever now. You’d promised.

Even in your exhaustion, you’re incredulous, staring up at him like you’re not sure whether everything’s a fever dream or reality. “You want a baby?”

“Yeah.”

“You are a baby.” It’s not a no. He latches onto that with his teeth, bares them in his adorable bunny smile he knows you can’t resist.

“I’m twenty-eight, actually.”

“Baby.” You’re mocking him, dropping your head back against his heated skin. He can feel you smiling, even as you try to hide it.

“Exactly.”

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bpro-cardstories · 3 years

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Haruhi Teramitsu

2019 ー Book Recommendation [読書のオススメ]

“….. Hng! What now! I don’t know what I should read at all.”

『Event: Taisho Bibliothèque (12th - 19th March 2019)』

Part 1

ーIn the waiting room.ー

Miroku: ‘Akane, are you ready? If we don’t hurry, we’ll be late.’

Akane: ‘Ah~ Wait, wait. Miroku, do you know where my earphones are!?’

Miroku: ‘You put them into your bag earlier.’

Akane: ‘Eh!? You’re right!’

Haruhi: ‘Hehehe, but I kept your smartphone in custody!’

Akane: ‘Ah~, when did that happen!?’

Haruhi: ‘The messy lord has it hard~!’

Yuduki (sighs): ‘That….. I don’t think he wants to hear that from you, Haru. Your luggage is chaotic.’

Haruhi (upset): ‘It’s okay! Unlike those two, I didn’t have a photoshoot or an interview!’

Miroku: ‘Yeah, that’s probably why he’s bending his belly button a bit.’

Akane: ‘Ahaha, I understand ~. Miroku will bring sweets when he comes back, so forgive him, Harupyon.’

Miroku: ‘What?’

Haruhi: ‘Hmm….. Well, if Akane even says that, then let’s forgive him, thanks, Tono!’

Miroku: ‘Why me? I don’t have a choice then….. Can we go now?’

Akane: ‘Yes, yes, then we’re off!’

Haruhi: ‘Stay safe~!’

Yuduki (smiles): ‘Take care.’

Tsubasa: ‘If you two have your luggage sorted, then I will send you home.’

Yuduki: ‘Thanks.’

Haruhi: ‘Ah, but before we’ll go back home, there’s a place I want you to bring us.’

Tsubasa: ‘Yes, where is it?’

Haruhi: ‘The library! There’s a big one near the studio here.’

Haruhi: ‘Ever since we held the recitation event recently, my desire to read books has increased, you know~. Yuduki also looks like he’s interested, so I want to visit a library.’

Tsubasa: ‘I see. Of course, that is fine.’

Haruhi: ‘Yay! Then let’s quickly go…..’

Yuduki: ‘Haru, you still didn’t put your luggage together.’

Haruhi: ‘Ah, you’re right! Quick, quick~’

Yuduki (smiles): ‘I will help, too.’

Haruhi: ‘Ehehe, thanks! I’m looking forward to the library, Yuduki!’

Part 2

ーIn the library.ー

Haruhi: ‘Ooh, this place is really huge! That’s definitely the smell of books!’

Tsubasa: ‘The amount of book collections is quite big, it seems.

Haruhi: ‘Hee! There are so many collections!’

Yuduki (smiles): ‘Haru, you can’t say that….. Oh, there is a shelf with German literature.’

Yuduki: ‘Hermann Hesse…..’

Tsubasa: ‘Yuduki-kun?’

Yuduki: ‘…..…..’

Tsubasa: ‘U-Uhm….. Yuduki-kun, there is a chair over here?’

Haruhi (sighs): ‘Ah~, he’s probably not listening. When Yuduki concentrates, he completely shuts the surrounding noises out. If you’re tired, sit down yourself, it’s fine. But German literature seems too high of a hurdle….. I will go search somewhere else.’

Haruhi: ‘Hey, hey, will you come with me, Tsubasa?’

Tsubasa: ‘Yes, of course.’ _____________

Haruhi: ‘….. Hng! What now! I don’t know what I should read at all.’

Tsubasa: ‘I thought about going around by yourself, but if it is so big here, that is difficult….. What kind of genre are you interested in, Haruhi-kun?’

Haruhi (sighs): ‘Even if I say interest, I don’t really do something like reading books, so I don’t have much of an idea.’

Haruhi: ‘Say, what is Tsubasa recommending?’

Tsubasa: ‘My recommendation? ….. Let me see….. This book here was interesting. I heard that it was a recent bestseller.’

Haruhi: ‘What’s the story about?’

Tsubasa: ‘It is a story about the friendship between a girl, who is the main character, and a boy, who is a transfer student, trying to solve a certain incident with mysterious powers in a small town…..’

Haruhi: ‘Uwaah, that sounds interesting. I’m borrowing that one!’

Tsubasa: ‘And these two here belong to that series I heard. A prequel and the story set two years after.’

Haruhi: ‘I’ll keep both!’

Tsubasa: ‘The one here was put face up in the bookstore. Pretending to be a bitter love story, it dissolves into an unexpected twist at the end…..’

Haruhi: ‘I’ll take that one, too! Oh, the one next to it also seems interesting!’

Haruhi: ‘Waah, the book covers of this series look cool! Since I’m already here, I’ll try to read all of them.’

Tsubasa: ‘U-Uhm….. Haruhi-kun, it turned into such a large number of books at some point, will you be fine?’

Haruhi (surprised): ‘Eh? Ah…..’

Part 3

Haruhi: ‘Uuh….. It’s too much when I borrow everything, right? And they are like, super heavy…..’

Tsubasa: ‘That is true, since it is the first time, one or two books are fine I think.’

Haruhi: ‘But, they all sound interesting. Which one should I choose, I wonder.’

Yuduki: ‘….. Haru, will you borrow all of these?’

Haruhi: ‘Ah, Yuduki, welcome back~! I was troubled by which book I should borrow just now!’

Haruhi: ‘Did Yuduki decide on what book to borrow?’

Yuduki: ‘Yeah, these two here. Haru, this amount is too much after all I think.’

Haruhi (sighs): ‘You also think so? But Tsubasa said they are interesting, so I want to try to read all of the books. You need to take the whole series with you, because when it gets super exciting it’s bitter, if you can’t continue immediately, right!?’

Yuduki: ‘….. Hmm.’

Haruhi: ‘But these two are hard to put away….. Tsubasa, are they easy to read?’

Tsubasa: ‘Let me see….. They are not thick books and the writing style feels light, so I think it is easy to go on reading them.’

Haruhi: ‘I see~.’

Yuduki: ‘…..…..’

Haruhi: ‘Then definitely this one and this one, that one…..’

Haruhi: ‘….. Wait, eh? Yuduki, what’s wrong?’

Yuduki: ‘What’s wrong, you’re asking?’

Haruhi: ‘No, you’re kind of….. angry? Are you in a bad mood?’

Yuduki: ‘Not really….. It’s nothing.’

Haruhi: ‘Eh, that’s not true? What’s wrong, what’s wrong?’

Yuduki: ‘…..…..’

Haruhi: ‘Yuduki?’

Yuduki (pouting): ‘….. You didn’t read the book I recommended to you before at all.’

Haruhi (smiles): ‘…..!’

Haruhi: ‘Yuduki, are you pouting maybe!?’

Yuduki: ‘….. Why do you look so happy.’

Haruhi: ‘I mean….. That’s too cute, of course! It’s because I was doing nothing but asking Tsubasa for recommendations on what to read that you’re pouting.’

Yuduki: ‘I’m not pouting. ….. I will go ahead and borrow these here.’

Haruhi (smiles): ‘Aaah, wait! Sorry! I’m really sorry!! I will read the book you recommend to me, so tell me the title! Okay?’

Yuduki: ‘….. No.’

Haruhi: ‘Eh~? Even if you say that, in the end you will tell me anyway!’

Yuduki: ‘Geez, you’re noisy….. Hnghh.’

Haruhi: ‘Uryah,uryah~. Disheveled hair for my mean big brother as a punishment!’

Yuduki: ‘H-Haru…..’

Haruhi: ‘Ahahaha.’

Yuduki: ‘Geez….. Fufu.’

Tsubasa: ‘Y-You two, please lower your voice in here…..!’

Haruhi: ‘Ehehe, I’m sorry! But the library sure is fun.’

Haruhi: ‘I hope I can make reading books a habit from now on~♪.’

END

#b project #b-project #haruhi teramitsu #killer king #myps #card:2019

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lost-inthedream · 3 years

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Hello dear fustasy bestie, I'm a anon that has never said anything to you but I saw onf and sf9 and I'm now currently in my fustasy feels really bad, but recently me and my friend were talking about flirty onf (They (hyojin, mk, and wyatt) been flirty these past days on their bubble) and like we're trying to see what kind of flirts they are 👀👄👀👉👈 got any opinions?? 👀👄👀👉👈 ngl I honestly feel like mk and jus are the type to flirt with you but tease you for getting flustered even though they know exactly why👀👄👀💧🤌

Fustasy! That's cute

Uuh I'm not sure if it'll sound accurate since I'm still getting used to writing these boys. Anyways here we go!!

ONF as flirts

Warning: The headcanons below are overall fluffy. Just slightly sensual for some of them

Hyojin is the type to promise you things, honey. Yes. He guarantees that he's the best guy for you. He'll take you to the best restaurants, serenade you on your way home. Boy is so charming that in case you don't ask him to spend the night with you, he will be in your mind the whole night. You'll rewind the moment he whispered at your ear 34674 times

Bonus links: What if you ask Hyojin to stay the night with you? + afterglow and day after

J-us: oh, I love how smiley and bubbly he is and I think he uses his friendly energy to make you obsessed with him. Our Off Leader's hands would slide from your shoulders to your back and give you shivers as he looks absolutely innocent. You get confused at the mixed signs 🤭

E-tion: I think despite him being the fashion leader and all, he's more of old school when it comes to flirting. He asks to hold your hand, confesses how good he feels with you and bang, you're into him so easily. I really feel like he's straightforward with his intentions.

Wyatt: does he need to do anything? Haha okay, Jaeyoung is a gentleman and is flirty as hell. He's very fond of listening to you talking and for some mysterious reason you can't stop telling him everything about your life. Then you worry because you think you talked too much and he just says "I guess I'm falling for you but I don't wanna anyone to catch me". He also traces circles on the back of your hand to make you stutter.

Mk: we know Minkyun is so noisy but I'm gonna remind you all that he's a Scorpio! He knows how to flirt, so you both start the date saying bullshit and being dumb (because if you are going out with him I assume that your sense of humor matches his). Then the hours fly and he's suddenly staring into your eyes so silently. You go like "why are you so quiet, Kyun?" And he explains he was just thinking but it was something inappropriate 🤭

Bonus link: what did MK think?

U: like Tion, Yuto is not a big flirt but you feel so yourself with him! He showers you with compliments but not in an awkward way. It's just natural. You catch yourself already wanting to cling to him. He notices how close you're getting thus he just hooks your arm with his so you can both feel each other's warmth. Buddy, he just wants your lips to meet already. Will end up stealing a peck from you when you say goodbye.

Note: Aah writing this little thing was more enjoyable than I expected 🙃

#its not me its queue #onf scenarios #onf imagines #onf fluff #messy headcanons

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koko-wa-umi · 3 years

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It's nice to know you like no.6!! Hahaha what did you think of the end of the novel? (I did not read it because people say it's bad)

Omg!! I LOVE NO.6!! Maybe it’s because I adore dysutopian novels, anything with a slightly rebellious spirit I dig in like it’s a full-course meal! (It was also one of my first ever fanfictions cuz the ending only made me want MORE- unfortunately it’s not in English ;-;)

Okay so, I don’t want to give you spoilers of any kind because I DO want you to read it if you fancy it. But I guess since you specifically asked for the end I have to give just a little bit. Not too much tho! I’ll let you know that I hate tragic endings with passion. Like, if I ever see the tragedy tag I know for sure I will not read it, or maybe I will read but in an educational, detached manner. You won’t see me rooting for anyone - hi Attack on Titan you interesting study piece you.

For No.6 I’m utterly attached to these characters- I have been for about 10 years. And I believe the ending- you know, the infamous ending that did made me want to rip something into pieces but also left me smiling like a dumbass cuz I felt like that was not the ‘end’ but a mere pause- was actually good! (is it a fairytale where they got married with 9 kids story? no :/ but i think there is something beautiful in it’s last moments anyway)

Yes, it’s the end of the story, particularly the story you will ever read about them- but it’s not the end of their lives as characters! (uuh... them not dying is not a spoiler right? I don’t remember it being a plot point) While following along their lives, you’ll see how important they are to eachother and how important they are in regards to other things as well. *insert some spoilers* They overcome a very big hurdle together but the thing is- they have to grow up as well. These are -albeit a bit too smart- 16-old-kids. Also other than the very last scene, the climax was beautifully constructed imo, I don’t think many would oppose that. I will reread it in a few days so if it doesn’t give me the same satisfaction I’ll let you know!

So I think I like the ending. It gives their (kinda dependent) relationship room to breath and develop. And Nezumi is not someone who breaks promises, not to Shion. Shion just has to wait 4+ years and believe in him >u<

I don’t think Nezumi can ever refuse that open window with our beloved genius crying out anyway :D

I’m not sure if this answer is up to your satisfaction but I had fun ><

Thank you for the ask I have feelings ><

#my asks #omg you really took the time to send me an ask i love you anon <3 #nezushi

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consumedkings-archive · 3 years

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ancient names, epilogue

A John Seed/Original Female Character Fanfic

Ancient Names, epilogue: goodbye

Masterlink Post

Word Count: 3.7k

Rating: M for mature themes, mostly T though.

Warnings: just sad feels, my guy.

Notes: One last and final thank you to everyone who has read, kept up, commented, popped in to say hello to me on Tumblr. You really made this an incredible experience. ♡ I can’t wait to get started on the sequel, and I hope you enjoy this little interlude!

Everything hurt.

Or, rather, everything that he could feel hurt—which wasn’t much, or was hard to categorize, considering that opening his eyes felt impossible and thus his brain couldn’t register whether or not all of his limbs were attached or not.

“.... ohn. John, wake up.”

No thanks, he thought, tiredly, as pain splintered up his spine and radiated through his skull. No, I’m really quite good right here where I am.

“John,” and it was Joseph’s voice, muddled with the sound of steady rain. “Wake up.”

John felt the groan, rattling somewhere deep in his chest, as he pushed his eyes open. Then, and only then, did the agony really fucking hit—real, pure body-pain, the kind that sank straight into the marrow of his bones and stayed for a good many days. Struggling, he forced himself into a sitting position, hands flat against cold, wet pavement.

Hands flat. Free. Not cuffed.

“Good,” Joseph said, sounding relieved, “you’re awake.”

When his older brother extended his hand out, John took it; with a surprising amount of strength, Joseph hauled him to his feet, and he finally got a good look around him.

Carnage.

The highway was littered with bodies and blood and the mangled metal of crashed vehicles. He saw dark figures; it was night, late, and his eyes burned, and his body ached, and when the low snarl of one of Jacob’s judges echoed in his ears, he thought, ah, that’s it, then.

Jacob was there too, with Faith glued to his side. Her palms skinned and her dress torn, and the blood from Jacob’s gunshot wound seeping through dark-crimson. A steady sheet of silver rain had begun to fall, drenching them all; the chill seeped straight into his bones.

And, of course, there was Joseph. Relatively unscathed. Not an open wound in sight.

“How did—” John started, his brain still foggy from pain and, presumably, being unconscious. Joseph gripped his shoulders. There was a kind of look in his eye; fervent, urgent, and John realized that it had been there all along—that his brother had always looked like this, and maybe he had just gotten used to looking into different eyes as of late.

“Our followers have stayed true,” Joseph told him, his voice low. “The Collapse remains on the horizon. Perhaps—”

His brother stopped, as though to gauge himself.

“Perhaps,” he began again, “not as close as I thought. I prayed, John. I prayed for us—for you, and for your child, and even for...” Joseph’s mouth twisted viciously for a moment. “Even for that Delilah of yours.”

Elliot, he thought, a wave of sickening, burning fury washing over him even when the venom in Joseph’s voice doused him like gasoline. Liar. Lied to me, lied to my family, lied—

Wretchedly clever and cruel. More devil than woman. He had always known it, had loved her for it, and he couldn’t be surprised when his hand had come back from the fire burned. You can’t have both, she’d said, and she’d meant it; of course she had. He wouldn’t love her if she wasn’t the kind of woman who meant what she’d said.

“We have much to do,” Joseph plunged on, as headlights turned around the corner of the road. “God is going to speak to me, I know it. I can feel that we have so little time left, John.”

“Okay,” John said, feeling a little dazed, trailing after Joseph when he began to move to one of the nearby trucks idling. “Okay, yes, we’ll—what do we do about—”

He stopped, opening the door to the car automatically for Faith to climb in. Of them all, he thought maybe he was the least fucked up—outwardly, anyway. Inside, his body felt like it had been jumbled around, tossed like a fucking salad at Olive Garden. The ache in his head didn’t dull as the seconds ticked by.

Jacob paused. The redhead’s mouth twisted, like he was biting back the things he wanted to say; John knew it had to be something like I fucking told you, I told you the situation wasn’t under control, I knew you couldn’t control her, but the words didn’t come out.

And in his own mouth, words sat, too: I’m sorry, I know I fucked up, but I know I can get her back.

Not can. Would. Would get her back, no matter what. By any means necessary.

“John,” Jacob barked out, and he realized that moments had passed—maybe minutes—of him standing in the rain, the door of the truck open. He moved on autopilot, hauling himself into the back seat of the truck and slamming the door shut.

The air inside the truck was humid, fizzing and popping with a strange energy. He could taste it on his tongue, electric; ozone; vibrating in his mouth and in his skeleton. Some of it the storm outside, and some of it the fury in his mouth, so potent it had become tangible.

Mine, he thought, shifting as pain splintered up his spine and shoulder. My wife. My baby. She thinks she’s done with us, huh? Not even fucking close.

“We have much to do,” Joseph murmured as the truck pulled a u-turn and began its route back to the compound. “Now, more than ever.” Through the rearview mirror, his gaze met John’s; lingered for a moment, and only a moment. “We will find her, John. Her, and your child.”

John felt his eyes flutter. Exhaustion was already beginning to try and take its toll on him. “She traded us in.”

“Yes,” Joseph replied, and his voice was terse, sharper than normal. “But God is ever merciful. And are we not to liken ourselves in his image, so that we may be as holy?”

He didn’t know if he wanted Elliot back to be holy. He thought maybe he wanted her back because she belonged to him—because they belonged to each other, two wretched creatures, and she owed him, and he would have what was rightfully his. What he was owed.

“Yes,” John agreed hoarsely. “Just as holy.”

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Nothing like dry-heaving over a toilet with your mother standing by.

“You know,” Scarlet said, “us Honeysett women have always taken well to childbearing. You were the most perfect baby, Elliot.”

Her mother was perched on the edge of the sink, a glass of rosé (chilled glass, of course) in her hand, golden curls perfectly pinned and coiffed and the floor-length maxi dress pressed to perfection—in stark contrast to Elliot, gripping the edge of the toilet in her sweats, stomach somersaulting and trying its best to achieve Olympic level gymnastics.

You’re not a Honeysett woman, she thought exhaustedly. You’re a fucking Graves woman. She managed to spit, taking in a long-suffering breath. “You said I was colicky.”

“Well, yes. But I never got morning sickness.”

Elliot gritted her teeth, eyes fluttering shut at the hot wave of nausea rolling over her, prickling sickly heat along her spine in warning. “That’s awesome, mama. Good for—” She swallowed. “Good for you. So glad. Really cool.” She exhaled. “Thank goodness it’s five in the afternoon. What’s that, then? Afternoon sickness?”

“Mm.” Her mother sipped at her wine, setting it on the counter with a little clink that somehow managed to sound three thousand times louder in her wretched state. “Yes, we’ve always been excellent vessels for our children.”

“That’s lo-uuh—” She closed her eyes tight. “Lovely.”

Scarlet’s fingers brushed her hair back from her face, cinching it in a ponytail. “Must be the father.”

You don’t fucking say? Elliot wanted to spit, but there was no room. Scarlet Honeysett tolerated a great many things—poor weather on the day of her events, a lukewarm glass to transport her alcohol, the repeated and systematic abandonment of her by her husband—but a mouthy child she did not.

“Educated inference,” is what she said instead. “I think I’m done.”

“Well.” Scarlet looked at her, arching a manicured brow. “Stay here for a while longer, then, just so you don’t go puking on my carpet.”

“Thanks, mama.”

“Mmhm.”

When her mother swept out of the bathroom and took with her the scent of her perfume—normally familiar and comforting, now only nausea-inducing—Elliot closed the door with her foot and leaned back against the wall in the bathroom. Her chest was burning; the strain of dry-heaving while the skin on her chest was still tight and healing was enough to have probably broken it open if she hadn’t been meticulously taking care of it.

And thank God her mother hadn’t seen that yet.

After a few more minutes of questioning whether or not she was going to actually puke, Elliot pushed herself to her feet and rinsed her mouth out with Listerine. It had not been easy, the last two weeks. Not only was she acclimating to living with her mother again—a thing which she had not done since she was in high school—but she was doing it pregnant. Pregnant, and with the child’s father nowhere to be.

Her arrival at the ancestral Graves home—a meticulously kept two-story historic building that had not only been in their family for so many years, but was planted on twenty acres of premium real estate in what was otherwise a small town named Weyfield—had been a tumultuous one, to be sure. Though her mother seemed inquisitive about what had occurred, she wasn’t even aware that anything had been happening at all.

Because she hadn’t been there.

“What do you mean?” Elliot had asked, incredulous.

“Well, I always come down here when the weather is starting to turn,” Scarlet had replied idly, squeezing her lime wedge dry into her glass. “I left In July.”

“The weather is not turning in July.”

“Some of us, Elli,” her mother had snipped, “are sensitive to changes in the weather. It’s not my fault you couldn’t feel it. Nor my fault that you didn’t answer my phone calls.”

It provided, at the very least, a bit of leeway when it came to explaining what was going on. Her mother had, of course, been aware of the Seeds in some capacity; but only in the kind of capacity that she thought them a zealous nuisance, and a little slimy—“Except for the oldest one, he seems like a good man,” she’d said, much to Elliot’s disgust—but nothing more than that.

This meant that Elliot didn’t need to tell her anything she didn’t want to. For now. Until the news broke, if it ever did; it seemed like headlines these days were more preoccupied with what was going on overseas than what was going on within the States’ own borders.

“Here,” Scarlet said, planting a pill bottle in her hand. “Take one of these thirty minutes before you go to bed.”

“What are these?”

“Sleeping pills,” her mother explained.

Elliot’s mouth twisted. “I sleep fine.”

“If you slept at all, I might believe you. I know you, Elli, I birthed you from my own womb, and you’ve never been a good sleeper.” The blonde paused. “And I hear you at night, you know, moving around. You and that hound.”

Boomer was fairly good at being stealthy, but perhaps not so much so in a house that was almost exclusively hardwood flooring. She’d have to remember that the next time she decided to go on a walk at three in the morning.

Elliot looked at the label. Eszopiclone, it said. S. Honeysett. “I probably shouldn’t take your prescription, mama.” And why are you giving me sleeping pills you should be taking, anyway?

“You need to sleep,” Scarlet said firmly. “For you and baby.”

It took a concerted effort to swallow back bile that tried to surge up her throat—for some reason, the knowledge that there was now a she and a baby, that she was both herself and vessel, made her nausea want to kick in. She hadn’t been sleeping, it was true. Not for lack of trying, either. She’d drink some kind of stupid sleepy-time tea, settle herself into the bed, and lay there. And wait.

And wait.

But every time she’d close her eyes, she would be assaulted by images; Joey, jaw snapped and hanging loose from her face. Kian, face a bloody pulp. The blood seeping down her chest from the WRATH scar John had left. And John, of course.

He was always there, too. His eyes on her, his hands on her, his mouth on her.

So good, hellcat, it’s gonna look so good on you.

I’m all yours, just take what you need, I’ll give you anything, anything.

I’m fucking it for you.

I love you, Elliot.

“... listening to me?”

Elliot blinked. Her eyes burned, stinging with the threat of tears, and she swallowed thickly again. It felt like choking. Things often felt like choking, nowadays—things like breathing, swallowing, sleeping. It all felt too much for her to take, sometimes. Like she was deranged.

“I’m sorry,” she managed out, her voice barely breaking a whisper, and the second she felt the slip of a tear down her cheek she quickly wiped it away and sniffed. “I’m sorry, mama, I wasn’t.”

Something in her mother’s expression shifted for just a moment. Her eyes swept over Elliot, like maybe she thought she could see what it was that was really ailing her. Scarlet had tried to pry about John; she’d tried to figure out who it was that had left her daughter destitute, like this. What she didn’t know was that Elliot had left him destitute.

He deserves it, she thought through the heavy wave of exhaustion. Whatever they do to him, he deserves it.

“Maybe you should take a nap,” her mother suggested after a moment. “Dinner in an hour.”

“I’m going for a walk,” Elliot replied, tucking the bottle into her pocket for later. “Boomer gets crazy if I don’t.”

“Well, can’t have that. Back in an hour, then, bunny.”

She slipped past her mother, snagging the dog leash by the door and calling for the Heeler. He came sprinting down the stairs delightedly, and Elliot opened the door so he could go racing out. He’d certainly gotten less time running than he had prior to this, but he seemed in better spirits, anyway—new smells, friendly people. It was a dog’s dream.

“Don’t forget you have a doctor’s appointment tomorrow,” her mother called after her. “I’m taking you in at nine A.M. sharp.”

“Yes, mama.”

The afternoon had passed by in a blitz, as it was wont to do in late Autumn, and now Elliot found herself with so little golden daylight left; but she thought maybe she liked it best like this, walking with Boomer darting around ahead of her, watching the sky wring the last little rays of light out of the sun before it dipped fully behind the mountains.

I love you, Elliot.

She stopped walking, closing her eyes for a moment. A low, dull headache had begun to bloom behind her eyes. Lack of sleep, probably. Lack of sleep, and now she had a—

A fucking baby, she thought, with no absence of despair.

Boomer had doubled back when she stopped moving, and for a moment Elliot felt a vicious sting in her chest. Cry, it said, when the dog nosed her hand with a cold nose. Cry, it said, when she struggled to sit down in the damp, chilly grass, and Boomer could push his face into hers.

She had been alone, before. Alone in all the world. But not anymore.

Boomer tucked his face against her neck and stayed there, panting his hot doggy breath down the collar of her shirt. And as dusk fell, and the first speckling of stars started to make their appearance, Elliot felt herself come undone.

Just a little bit; just for now, while she could bury her face into her dog’s fur and cry, she would come undone.

And when she was finished, she would get up and walk back home. She would sit down and have dinner with her mother, and listen to her complain that while the doctor they were going to see was quite new but supposedly very nice, and she’d take a sleeping pill so that she could hopefully get some peace of mind for one night. In the morning, she would get up and out of bed, and she would keep living. That was all she could do.

For now, though—for a little while, she would let herself grieve. And every time she thought she couldn’t do it anymore—every time she thought she’d reached the absolute bottom—she’d keep fucking digging. What would she do with grief, if not lug it?

She would never heal otherwise.

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“Where the fuck is Weyfield?”

Jacob’s derisive tone did nothing to help John’s mood. Hunched over a map, the scattered papers of the file he hadn’t thrown away, eyes stinging, he thought he’d felt shittier only once before—long before his reuniting with Joseph. Back before he’d been cleansed.

He’d read every paper three times over. Stared at her photo for hours. Nothing felt any better than it had two weeks ago, when she’d been screaming that she would kill him.

“Some nowhere corner of Georgia,” John muttered, passing a hand over his face. “Her file says she was born in Weyfield, but that can’t be right—that shit is so small. Like, population three hundred, maybe? And her mom’s rich, which means—”

“Probably some kind of old money, then,” Jacob suggested. “Historic home. Lots of farmland surrounding it. Didn’t you say her grandfather was a racing jockey, mom never worked, or something? Gotta have room for horses and big fancy homes to go with those horses.”

Oh, John thought absently. Oh, of course. Of course her mother is a trust-fund baby. They would have an ancestral home, wouldn’t they?

They’d been back at the compound for a few weeks; Joseph had been secluded, alone, ruminating and marinating or whatever else it was he had to do to really hear God, and that meant John had been free to figure out what his plan was. So far, it was pretty bare bones.

Find Elliot and baby. Bring Elliot and baby home.

Joseph did not have a timeline, yet. He didn’t even know what it was that had delayed the Collapse—not quite. He had fervently insisted he be left alone to himself and God, to ensure that there were no interruptions—“Interruptions,” he’d said, “interfered with it last time, I won’t have it again,”—and so John, Jacob, and Faith had been left to rebuild what they could.

What members of Eden’s Gate remained after the veritable slaughter the Family had brought upon them were run ragged, but the nice thing about having an enemy meant that they were bound together by the same hatred.

“So that’s it, huh?” Jacob asked, breaking him out of his thoughts. “Weyfield, for the little hellcat?”

“That’s it.” John sucked his teeth and came to a stand, grabbing his coat from the back of his chair. “I should head out to Atlanta as soon as possible. I’ll need—”

“That’s a big city,” his eldest brother cautioned.

“That city has resources I’ll need. As much as I’d like to think that I could just track her down and we’ll kiss and make-up, I get the feeling that if I don’t do this the right way, it’ll be dragging her back kicking and screaming.” He paused, his voice tightening. “And I will be getting her back.”

Jacob watched him for a moment. He exhaled out of his mouth before he reached over, planting a hand on John’s shoulder. He half expected his brother to say something like, just forget it, Johnny, or it’s not worth running the risk of getting recognized, but he didn’t.

Instead, he said, “Be careful, keep in touch. And get my nephew back, yeah?”

John swallowed thickly. There was a lot wrapped up in those words; a lot that he had yet to parse through. Blinding, insatiable fury, that he had been tricked and lied to and deceived, but above all else—above all of that, he missed—

No, he thought, hands shaking and jaw clenching as he pulled his coat on. No, above all else, Elliot belongs to me, and that’s the beginning and the end of it.

“Don’t know it’s a boy,” he managed out, with all of those whispers rattling incessantly in his head. Jacob smiled.

“Joseph does.”

“I suppose so.”

A moment of silence stretched between them, and for the first time in a long time, John felt closer to Jacob than he did to Joseph—and maybe that was because he hadn’t seen his brother’s face in weeks, or maybe it was because he knew that for some strange reason, Jacob was pleased to have Elliot come back, and Joseph might not be.

Not if he was being honest, anyway.

“Off I go,” John blurted out, worried that he would get stuck in an infinite loop of trying to parse out things that weren’t meant for him to understand. “I’ll call when I get there.”

“Take someone with you?”

“It’ll just slow me down. Besides, I’m trying to not draw attention.” He paused, hesitating at the doorway of the church. “You’ll tell me when he knows, right?”

When he knows how much time I have?

Jacob’s expression hardened. He nodded once, short. “I will.”

“Thank you.”

John pushed the door open, stepping out into the night. It was chilly; soon, it’d be snowing, if it didn’t do so that very night, and the compound’s courtyard was bustling with sleepy life. As he climbed into the truck and took a breath to calm the rapid, unsteady beating of his heart, he closed his eyes for just one moment.

Just for now, he thought tiredly. I’m going to take a breath just for now, and then—

And then one more breath, and then another, turning the key in the ignition and shutting the radio off and throwing the car into drive, and then one more breath, until he was breathing all the way to fucking Georgia. He was going to get his wife back.

One way or another.

#my writing #fic: ancient names #otp: death keep off; i am your enemy #far cry 5 fic #fc5 oc #ch: elliot honeysett #ch: john seed #i'm not cry ur cry #i have said thank you so many times and it will NEVER BE ENOUGH #but i wanted to keep things concise. but #thank you #<3 #fc5 fic #john seed/deputy #john seed/original female character

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archivelikely · 3 years

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(sorry saw your post and i'm full with dissapointment so- uuh?) honestly it's enraging to see that scott 1. claims he donated to the repubs for the economy which is??? didn't trump fuck over the economy big time? 2. is now trying to get on the LGBT community's good side by mentioning how important they are to the fnaf fandom and implying he'll be there for LGBT chairty streams which- you know just sounds like a pathetic attempt to wash his name clean 3. is trying to keep up his loving family father facade but tbh i'd imagine as a dad it would be nice to know your kids wont face opression if they turn out a certain way whicH CAN ALWAYS HAPPEN??? y e a h i'm not- i'm not buying it. anyway sorry for the rant :,) ♥

no need to be sorry xoxo but its 6 am and i just woke up so im gonna hit u w a rant of my own lol

1. supporting repubs "for the economy" is basically shorthand for "i hate poor people" since the entire repub ideal is destroying support systems for the sake of lowering taxes (specifically only lowering taxes for the rich but they pretend its for everyone). at BEST it means youre so selfish that youd destroy what little support exists for people in poverty, and youd let these violent bigots be in charge just to keep your own taxes low as an already wealthy man.

2. yeah it definitely seems like he's trying to save face because he knows most of the fnaf fanbase is lgbt. frankly i don't really care if he does personally support the community, he obviously doesn't support us enough to stop funding people that ACTUALLY want us dead.

ftr this also goes for his weird defense that he donated to blm or whatever. that doesn't mean anything if you're funnelling thousands of dollars to politicians who would die to defend racist institutions. the word for someone who would donate to lgbt and blm causes while also voting for politicians that put all their effort into opposing those same causes would be... "hypocrite".

3. ur so right about his kids like if i was a trans kid and grew up to learn that my dad gave THAT MUCH MONEY to people who fought for legislation to ruin my life, i definitely wouldn't feel very loved.

plus conservatives looove to lean back against this image of kind, loving family people as if it absolves them of supporting politicians that want to destroy everyone else's family lol. its nice that your well-off nuclear family matters so much to you scott but maybe you could consider the ways that everyone else is terrified for their own families' safety under the people you handed thousands to...

#reply tag #anyway tldr i actually dont doubt that he does love his lgbt fans considering we gave him all this money but it doesnt change anything #im sure he does think he personally is a very accepting man but he betrays his selfishness with who he actually chooses to support.

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my big cringy text post full of useless info about Juhi Zo (oc)

Uhhh this is in response to the anon from curious cat who asked ‘bout my oc...it was too much text.......

Hey. HEY? r u tryna make me cry cuz that's how you do it I'm so happy ppl like her when I was so ashamed and embarrassed to show her lmao Ah...there's so so so much about her and I've tried typing it out over n over but it's hard to tell her story without going off on long tangents trying to explain other details. Like, it wouldn't make sense without them...and I didn't wanna make this post super long and I'm still embarrassed about talking about it ...I hope u r cool with just hearing random facts and snippets of story about her ah I'm sorry ;_;

I created her with the intention of using her for self inserting/shipping lmao but that's probably obvious...and idk if she breaks any rules of the universe and I feel weird talkin' about her cuz I'm only in the middle of Shippuden so I don't know what the whole world is like lol but uuh

She's left handed

One of her hobbies is jewelry making. She mainly uses wire and ceramic beads and gives them as gifts to her friends. They might wear it to be polite but nobody really likes it lmao

Her team consists of herself, her lil brother Zitien, her big sister Agneya, and is lead by her mom or dad. They switch out cuz they care about spending time with their kids lol

Some of my art depicts her skin tone as richly saturated for aesthetic reasons, but she's meant to be quite grey because of a mineral in her body! It's part of her kekkei genkai™

She has a seal on her back and it's got two parts! One seals her entire weight, the other seals her entire temperature???? Kinda like how Tsunade's holdin' in her old, like suckin' in a gut. It's like that with Juhi's body temperature and weight and she can partially open each seal individually. Full grown at 5'4", she weighs 3.4 tonnes unsealed and her body is a hot hot 2100°C when unsealed. She's just super dense and hot and heavy! Like she's made of metal or something. When fully unsealed the weight and heat can warp her body structure as if she's melting, and when she seals that shit back up and her body cools back down she could remain permanently deformed! There are doctors on her home island who specialize in fixing some of that through corrective surgery, like parts of her skeleton fusing into one big mass, but not everything can be fixed! So she's gotta watch it!

She has nightmares about her face melting and people being scared of her or not being able to recognize her cuz you can't bring the face back to normal after it melts. Everyday she wakes up and checks her face obsessively to make sure all her features are the same distance apart and the same shape and whatnot

Even when fully sealed, full grown she weighs 300 pounds with an internal body temp of 40°C and for that reason she sinks like a rock and is terrified of large bodies of water! Learning to walk on water was the first thing ppl of her clan with the same kekkei genkai learn.

When her temperature is higher, she can (for the most part, aside from the melting at the highest temps) withstand and survive temperatures the same as hers or slightly higher, but for example at an internal temp of 400°C she will burn at 450°C

I love drawin' sweat and I even draw Juhi with sweat on her body cuz I can't help it but she doesn't sweat! She's always dehydrated and most of her body's moisture evaporates through exhalation as a complication caused by her kekkei genkai.

People from her island are trained to use a different type of chakra and her kekkei genkai also makes her body extremely efficient in using that chakra, so a little goes a long way. One of the things that comes from that is she doesn't typically get uncomfortably hot or cold. She can sense changes in temperatures, but her body is really efficient at maintaining homeostasis and she just don't get too bothered by it! To a point, anyway.

wow i talked lots about her KG but just the boring useless facts about it and not what it actually is but i did say random hahee :•)

For her Naruto AU she exists on a branching timeline, one branch where she falls in love with Shino and one where she falls in love with Kankuro! ew!

In the Shino timeline she takes on a more taijutsu focused fighting style thus we have taiJuhi!

Because of her weight/density she moves pretty slow for a ninja, but her mental reaction speed is typical of any decent shinobi. So don't let her catch you cuz her punches swing like a cannon and she will grapple her opponents and cook them alive. Her weight also makes it hard to knock her off balance.

Not great at long distance fighting. Sometimes uses a metal two-handed weapon.

Bein' a ninja's really tough for her since she's slow, but she wants it badly and works hard to keep up

Later in life she moves to and works in Konoha at a nuclear power plant owned and run by her clan wtf

Shino has been to Juhi's home island a couple times and he has to wear a lead suit to survive the harsh and nearly uninhabitable environment. The people from the island evolved to withstand it.

The first time he went, they took a ship to the island then went by train for a few hundred miles into the centre where the village is. The first time was for a mission, another Aburame came too. Some time during their friendship, Juhi gifted Shino beetles from her island that can survive the environment. Shino selectively bred them to be usable as an extra layer of protection beneath his and his clansman's skin to protect their internal organs while on the mission! How goofy

In the Kankuro timeline she takes on a more ninjutsu focused fighting style thus we have ninJuhi!

Later in life she works a job 6 months out of the year on her home island as a sentinel for the family who governs the island??

In this timeline she dies some time during the events in Boruto ig (still haven't gotten to Boruto yet tho). Her seal malfunctions and everything she touches burns or melts and everywhere she stands she sinks into the ground. She's far from home and all she can think to do to save everyone from herself is to run into the ocean. Her footfalls sound like thunder and the ground shakes deeply as she pounds the ground running towards the shore. The sand turns into a hard crust beneath every foot step that hits the beach. Suddenly, her sprinting figure turns into noise and white haze as she reaches the tides and nobody can see her anymore. It's the water, hissing deafeningly loud as it evaporates into thick clouds instantly upon contact with her body. Her body's efficient energy usage takes her far into the ocean before she begins to run out of chakra. Her body starts to cool down from the ocean water and she's getting too tired to hold up the weight of her 3.4 tonne body. Eventually she crumples on the ocean floor and dies, melting and embedding into the earth's crust.

She loves spicy food

uhhh that was a lot of boring information sorry about that! wanted this post to be short but got carried away :•( her life's supposed to be kind of a crooked painful mess but she's pretty cheery cuz to her it's all normal and she's got the love and support of her friends and family baby! ain't that how it always goes in Naruto also sorry for sloppy writing im dum

#text post #Juhi #Juhi Zo #naruto oc

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tiniest-typewriter · 4 years

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Better late than never

[Chapter 2: the talk]

characters: Ted huxley, Felix huxley

disclaimer: ted and felix are in their 40s in this story (like shown here)

summary: the huxleys arrive back home, where a tense and awkward evening takes place

the nightly drive back home was quiet and uncomfortable.

felix was dozing off in the passenger seat, his body leaning against the door, while Ted was completely focused on the road and tried to collect his thoughts and find a way to address what he heard his brother do earlier.

he looked over at Felix.

he was drooling a little and looked like a mess.

gross. but, somehow..it made ted smile.

was he just overreacting?

sure, he heard him do..that and say his name during it, but Felix was exhausted and drunk. it probably meant nothing. could have happened to just about anyone.

“nnnh..teddy..” felix muttered in his sleep, and the rubber of the steering wheel quietly squeaked underneath Ted’s hands as he was gripping it tighter.

“..teddy..”

the situation was already bad enough. but now felix was referring to him as ‘teddy’ again..out of nowhere. he hasn’t called him that in years.

felix looked so peaceful. so calm….good. he really needed some sleep.

“mmmhn..teddy..your tie is uneven..”

ted reflexively looked down to check, but his tie was perfectly tied. he glanced at felix again.

“..let me..help..”

help? what?

then ted remembered. felix tied ted´s tie for him every morning before they both left for kindergarten, because he couldnt do it himself back then.

and he always had to help him fix it several more times throughout the day. weird that he still remembers that.

ted smiled to himself as the light turned green again.

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once they reached their shared home, ted gently shook felix awake. “we´re home” he said. “you can go to bed”

ted laughed as his brother got up, muttering “finally.”

with a click, ted unlocked the door and let felix stumble in with a yawn. felix glanced at the stairs that led to his bedroom, but then went for the living room couch instead. “uuh.. wouldn’t your bed be more comfortable?” ted asked, “also, you´re still wearing your coat.”

felix already slumped down on the couch, putting up his feet. “too late.” he respond groggily.

ted chuckled to himself and took off his jacket, hanging it up on the coathanger. “well, if you´re gonna sleep here, I´m gonna go fetch you some blankets” he offered. “dont bother. it´s too warm for any blankets anyway.” “okay then..”

...

it went quiet in the room. no, the whole house. all that was heard was the ticking of the clock.

Ted swallowed hard in his throat. if he didnt mention it now..he might never do it.

he walked over to the couch and gently tapped felix´ legs. “before you sleep, can I talk to you about something?”

felix groaned. “if you want to lecture me about all the alcohol I drank, I dont want to hear it.”

“well, n-not exactly..”

ted played around with his tie in discomfort, trying to think of a way to start this discussion. going right for the thing he heard him do would just embarrass the both of them, so instead, ted took a deep breath and went for:

“do you..have feelings for me?”

yes, very sublte. nice, ted.

he made sure to make his tone a serious one, so felix knew that this question was meant sincerely.

the look on felix´ face was one of pure, unbridled horror and it made ted´s eyes widen a bit. he´s never seen his brother with such a haunted expression.

it only lasted a few seconds, but it might as well be hours of silence before felix eventually scoffed.

“tsk, you can´t be se-”

“I am serious.”

now felix looked mad. “are you kidding me?! you are my brother! how can you accuse me of something so..disgusting?!”

ted flinched a bit from the sudden shouting, but he didnt back down.

“felix, I heard you.”

”heard me? heard what?“

"I heard you-” ted paused, looking away. “m-masturbate..and saying my name.”

ted ignored the look of horrified fury in felix´ eyes and continued “in the men´s bathroom back at the bar. you took very long in there and knowing how smashed you were, I thought you might have passed out or something. I went to check and heard you moaning my name and-” Felix silenced ted by smacking his hand over his mouth. “shut up, ted!! just- shut up!!“ he shouted angrily.

“I don’t want to hear about your disturbing little fantasies, okay?“

in offended surprise, ted pried felix’ hand off his mouth “wh- MY fantasies?! YOU were the one who-” “I don’t want to hear your excuses!“ felix said and laid down on the couch. “just let me sleep! I am too tired for any of this!“

ted pouted at his twin and turned away, heading for the kitchen.

he went to brew himself a cup of tea before going to bed, staring angrily at the water boiler. “’my’ fantasies. pah!“ he mumbled to himself.

but honestly, he should have known. who in their right mind would simply admit to it, when being confronted with something like that? it was understandable.

but still.

ted put the bag in his cup, poured the water into it and went back to the living room. he wanted to check if felix was already sleeping. and yes, he was out like a light. either the couch wasnt as uncomfortable as ted thought, or felix was just really, really exhausted. both likely.

teddy smiled as he rested his arms on the backrest of the couch, watching his brother snooze for a bit. possibly just brotherly love talking, but ted wanted to make sure felix was sleeping well.

but..there was it again.

“nnngh..teddy..“

the smile vanished from ted’s face as quick as it came. he sighed and began to walk away, but he was drawn right back as felix continued to mutter

“mmh..teddy..I..I..love..you…“

he returned to the couch and looked down on felix’s face with a thoughtful expression.

“mmh..teddy..teddy..“

ted glanced further down and saw that felix was stroking himself over his clothes, while continuing to mutter his brother’s name.

teddy sighed again, his face beginning to flush. “f-felix. felix, wake up“ he said, a bit too quietly and reached down to shake his twin awake. felix, however, weakly grabbed ted’s hand and pulled it up to his mouth, giving it little kisses.

ted could feel his face getting warmer, but he didnt give up at his attempts to wake his brother. “felix! seriously! wake u-“ he stopped, as he felt the strange sensation of felix´, warm, wet tongue curling around his finger. “ah! f-felix!“

now grabbing at ted’s arm with both hands, felix sucked delicately on ted’s fingers, snaking his tongue inbetween them and softly moaning during the whole thing.

ted bit his lip, watching his sleeping twin intently. thoughts occupied his mind. thoughts about felix and about what kind of scenario he might be dreaming about right now.

finally, ted gently pulled his hand away, a thin thread of drool connecting felix’ mouth with ted’s fingers, which he wiped off on his pants.

ted sighed as he could feel his face burning and his pants tighten. ‘th-this is wrong..’ he thought to himself. ‘f-felix..felix is my brother..I can’t just..’

he glanced back down at felix, who was still touching himself over the pesky fabric of his pants.

ted gulped and leaned over the backrest. one hand carefully placed next to felix´ head to support ted’s weight as he slowly leaned down to give his twin a quick, gentle kiss on his lips. he was curious..confused..he just wanted to find something out..

just a faint little touch. thats all ted intended to do.

but he didnt expect felix to reach up and place his hand behind ted’s neck, holding him gently in place as the bolder twin deepened the kiss.

“hmng-?!“ ted’s entire body was trembling. he could feel felix pressing his tongue against ted’s teeth and he slowly opened it to grant his brother better access.

this felt so new..so foreign..yet..so comforting and nice..

ted was more than okay with it and wouldnt have mind to stay like this for a little longer.

he absent mindedly reached down, tracing a finger over his twins´ throbbing bulge. but then felt that same hand being grabbed.

with a wet smack, the two seperated and ted was looking down into his brother´s crystal blue eyes. "f-felix..I-I didn´t mean t-" felix reached up with his free hand, gently pressing a finger over ted´s lips.

"I can..barely remember the incident in the bathroom." he said calmly and ted could feel panic boiling up inside him at those words.

"..but..you were right..I do have feelings for you..and I am sick of repressing it.." the hand that so gently silenced his brother, now trailed down to ted´s tie, weakly taking hold of it. he slowly pulled him closer, and ted obliged that wordless instruction by leaning down to his twin.

"f-felix..we can´t just-" "nobody needs to know."

felix smiled, the look in his eyes showing nothing but longing and deep affection.

"let´s just..try something out..and share this moment."

ted´s frown dissapeared, in its place a small smile. he nodded and gently caressed felix´ cheek with his knuckles. "okay." he said with an eager nod.

he walked around the couch as felix was sitting up, making room for his brother to sit down next to him.

being in this position, teddy felt a rush of anxiety and could feel his heart pound heavily. "I-I´m nervous.." he said. "me too.." felix admitted. "let´s just go slowly.."

he kissed ted´s neck and brushed his fingers through his soft, blonde hair, making the less confident man shiver and moan.

"mmh..felix~"

instead of pulling him close, felix was pushing teddy this time, making him lie on his back on the couch, with a mischieviously grinning felix right on top of him.

"oh teddy~ you can´t imagine how long I´ve been longing for a moment like this with you~" those words made ted´s face burn with embarrassment. "f-felix! d-don´t say that~!" he complained with a giggle, hiding himself behind his hands.

felix chuckled, his smile warm and genuine. he leaned down to his twin and gave him several little kisses on his lips, cheeks, neck, everywhere.

because now he finally could.

without any conflicting feelings or self hatred.

because he knew that his beloved feels the same way.

[THE END!]

#Kindergarten #kindergarten 2 #teddy huxley #ted huxley #felix huxley #huxley twins #huxleycest #tedix #fanfiction #fanfic #BOOM!!#ITS FINISHED!!!

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aharris00britney · 5 years

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ASKS 14

Ok so 24 hours after I planned to do this but... last time I answered stuff was January(5 months ago). There is a lot under the cut ;n; sims, nonsims, other games, all kinds of stuff ya know

Anonymous said: Hi! Wcif the shirt you used on your Belle hair post? (Btw, that hair is GORGEOUS.)

I have the cc I use in my previews linked on Patreon. Makeup/skin and all that will be on my resource page once I get around to updating it for my 2 new models (who will be up for download soon hopefully). Also ty <3

Anonymous said: What make-up do you use for most of your posts?

The only eyeshadows I use are by @crypticsim or @catplnt. The makeup I use on Macie/Taylor are listed on my resource page. The other two models makeup will be added once I get them added on there but I know they both use similar stuff to Macie/Taylor.

@thatsimmergirl91 said: Just wanted to take a moment out and say how amazing you are ! I love all your stuff and your blog. Never forget how awesome you are 💗💗💗💗🙌🏻🙌🏻

Thank you so much. Like I know I am going to be typing a lot of thank yous in this post, but I truly mean them. Playing Sims/Making cc is something I did not think would be such a big thing in my life but god is it and I love doing it. Thank you again <3

Anonymous said: You're incredible and I love all your hairs! In fact, you're my favorite cc hair creator. My question is are you planning on making any hairs with the Island Living meshes anytime soon?

Thank you! I am glad you enjoy my hairs <3 I am planning some stuff with the island living meshes. Probably just a conversion to toddlers if I am able and I might do something simple with the adult meshes to release outside of my Patreon stuff. We shall see though! Ty again

@ayoshi said: When are you opening an Onlyfans?

idk babe when are you posting your birthmarks? ;)

Anonymous said: Heya! Love your cc! You're real talented

thank you! <3 It isn’t so much talent, more or less just a lot of practice and time. I appreciate the compliment though

Anonymous said: any tips to get high quality sims screenshots??

I have 2 methods I use. When I am taking CC previews I rotate my screen using Ctrl + Alt + the ◄ key. For my lookbooks/upcoming Sim downloads I use a method by foursims who deactivated?? This is the method/video <3

@verdeclaroangels said: What skin do you use??💕PS i love u

I use @luumia newest vanilla default, alongside his Smooth Butts overlay, and my own fruitpunch overlay. All are linked over on my resource page <3

@vhlori said: Austin queen of pop!

q king of edits! <3

Anonymous said: i love your creations and i appreciate the time you put into your cc, i wish i could support you 💕

Thank you!! Sometimes the time crunches can be stressful but I put them on myself so I survive haha. Don’t feel the need to support me please <3 I make sure everything is public eventually so that people dont feel like they are missing out on anything by deciding not to pledge. Thank you for wanting to though, I appreciate that a ton.

Anonymous said: Just a rant here. I'm annoyed that there are no rings in the glove category or some other category. The reason I want this is because I use eyelashes that are in the skin detail section and rings don't work and I don't want to use the accessory eyelashes because my sim wears glasses. It annoys me but that's all.

i... rant away luv i feel u

Anonymous said: What do you do besides sims? That is all you post about and I was curious if that is all you play?

I play Roblox with @ayoshi sometimes, cause that is about all my computer can handle lmao. I have a switch so I play some Nintendo titles on there like Zelda, Splatoon 2, and other stuff. I also have been plying Fortnite recently with @imvikai @greenllamas and @pinealexple. That is about all I play right now lmao. I play Animal Crossing Pocket Camp and Pokemon Go on my phone.

Anonymous said: Hi there ! Just wanted to say I've also been experiencing that problem with your 'downloads' page. I don't have a Tumblr account so I had to tell you this way. Perhaps it's a MacBook issue ? I'm not sure, but I'm using a MacBook Pro. Anyways, thank you for all the beautiful cc you provide us with, you're the best.

Yeah I got another ask about them using a Mac for it. That seems to be the problem. I am not a coder, nor do I know a single thing about coding. All I can suggest doing is going to http://aharris00britney.tumblr.com/tagged/s4cc and using that which sucks to page through I know :( I am sorry

Anonymous said: This is really random, but I love your Sims! I normally don't like Sims with Clay hair, but GIRL, you make them work. Just want to say to keep it up, and if I had money I would support you <3

Thank you lmao <3 stan clay hairs

Anonymous said: Literally im in this sims discord nd they were DRAGGING how you make the same sim in different skin colors and how you make such cookie cutter sims and honestly i felt bad

Meanwhile me in CAS:

Anonymous said: This may be a strange request but what does that one alien toddler you've used on multiple occasions to model hair look like when he's older?

He uuh... idk where they are in my library tbh I can’t find them cause I was going to age him up and show ya but.. yeah idk what happened RIP alien toddler

@amorimlulu said: Hi! I love your creations, they're incredible! I'm completely in love with two of your sims: the asian woman from the patreon 06-16 post and the woman from the ava hair post. Could you, pretty please, upload them on the gallery? I'm dying to play with them. Thank you ^^

I am planning to in the next month! I have the photos taken I just need to get the CC list together and plan it around Island Living posts, CC posts, all that jazzzzzz

Anonymous said: Hello Austin! I really like the way your sims look, so I was wondering if you can tell me where to get the skins and lashes, please? I am new to the Sims 4 and searching for some cute looks :)

Hey! I have this stuff listed on my resource page, and I have over 100 WCIF’s I have answered along with my lookbooks for some clothes. My cc finds blog is @aharris00finds if you want to look there :D

Anonymous said: can i just ask? how do you remove the shadows on hair with S4S? im a complete noob at s4s and i was wondering how you would do it?

You just need to click shadow, then make blank :) pic below

Anonymous said: Hi, just a quick message to say THANK YOU for all those beautiful creations. You are so talented and I want you to know that. Thank you so much for making my sims look way more beautiful !

thank you so much <3 I have said it before and idk if anyone will be able to convince me, but I am not talented lmao it just is experience :)

Anonymous said: hey, could u pls make a tutorial abt how u make ur mesh?? i love ur hair meshes so much

I have tried filming a tutorial before and I will just have to wait til I get a good mic lmao. My speed meshing videos are somewhat useful for learning but they are sped up and without instructions so take it with a grain of salt

Anonymous said: would you ever try to recreate lydia martins hair in 3.04? sorry, but you're the only teen wolf fan thats a simblr that i know and i desperately need that lovely hair in my game. thanks!

tbh I never finished Teen Wolf XD I stopped at the end of season 5 I think. Idk I just lost interest as I grew up :( Also I have no idea what hair that is sdfgfvb and google isnt telling me either. If you can send a link to a picture or DM me a picture I can see if I can make it <3

Anonymous said: Hi, could you please please upload this sim post/183989453251/e41 ! She's just too pretty

Anonymous said: please upload this sim from your post/183989453251/e41 for download? Thanks

Idk if I still have her saved but if I do I might upload her. I will check and see later tonight lmao

Anonymous said: Is there any way to put everything you make into a .zip file. I really like what you make and I wish there was a way to mass download it. It sounds dumb but really I enjoy your content

Tbh since I post hairs 3 times a month it would be hard for me to keep everything up to date. I might do something like all my CC from 2017 in one zip, and all my cc from 2018 in another? and then make one for 2019 at the end of the year. I’m not sure though.

Anonymous said: Wheres the hair in yo profile pic? And will you upload that sim? AND can you make more clothes ur amazing at it!!! (Also, asking 4 my bff <3 r u boy or girl?)

the hair in my current profile pic is Maddie Hair, the sim is already for download, and I will have some clothes coming next month :) I am a boy :P

Anonymous said: hello! is the model sim in your eve hair valentines special downloadable? I find her really pretty. I really enjoy all of your cc!! I love all of them soooo much.. :)

I will check if I saved her to my library, if so I will add it to the list of stuff I wanna try and do <3 also thank you

Anonymous said: Hey! Love your hairs! Can I request a Riley hair without the hairclip?

the riley hair doesn’t have a clip so I am going to assume you mean the Peyton hair since it was released in the same month. It wouldn’t really be possible to do Peyton without the clip since it has a part of the hair going up into the clip. Without it there would be a hole and if the hole was filled in it would still look weird since the hair would be going up into nothing. I’m sorry <3

@lacr1mation23 said: Kinda not a question. But, i'm gonna fangirl all over you. You ROCK!!! I LOVE your CCs. BEST. HAIRS. EVAR. Impressed like woah from Florida.

thank you so much ;n; this made me smile lmao I appreciate stuff like this a ton

Anonymous said: Hey I think there's something wrong w/ your Lydia hair.. could u fix it?

I’m not sure what the glitch is, so if you could send me a photo or an explanation of what it is then I could help.

Anonymous said: I'm sorry you're having a bad day! I want to let you know your CC is lovely and I hope you have a better day tomorrow! Lots of love and if you like chocolate then I'm sending you plenty of virtual chocolate to help you feel better!

lmao idk what ‘bad day’ I was happening when this was sent but thank you!! I had a rough semester but I am doing a lot better now I think :)

@simsloverlilian said: Hi lol I just think this is really funny, my friend asked me where do you get your cc? and I was like: "oh.. ahoob's WCIF place xDDDDDD" and we both died laughing.. at your place you can get amazing hairs, accs, shirts! (lol love your cc keep it up! ;))

thank you so much! I love that yall use my blog for finding cc :)

@raha-plays-the-sims said: Okay... I actually want to take a screenshot of my Sim with your new Riley hair on to my hair dresser and tell her to cut my hair that way XD I love it so much! Thank you for continuing to make amazing content!

lmao i have wanted to do this before with a male hair i found for my game. I never went through with it though XD thank you for the compliment <3

Anonymous said: Everyone!!! Stan LOONA for clear skin and good health...

stan red velvet and WJSN

Anonymous said: I just want to say that "EVERYTHING" about your blog/cc/sims is absolutely immaculate. Your CC is like renaissance to Sims 4 modding(I ain't even kidding).Thank you for sharing/uploading them here on tumblr. Would you be uploading any video on how you create your sims on youtube anytime soon? And what sliders do you usually use in creating sims if there are some?

thank you so much!!! I have tried recording my game before and the footage just comes out super lag. Hopefully later this year I will be able to get a computer and I could record something then. Also I don’t use any sliders or presets on my main Sims :)

@lllac-lady786 said: This isn’t a question, but your sims are just so pretty and you are so talented 🤩

thank you <3

Anonymous said: Did something happen to your Lydia hair?

I don’t think so? It seems to be fine for me

Anonymous said: How are you able to edit the new game pack when sims4studio hasn't been updated yet? I am itching to edit some stuff but I can't yet :(

I use CAS Tools! I might make a tutorial this week depending on how busy I am. Not sure though <3

Anonymous said: How likely would you be to recommend the new pack to another simmer out of 10?

(this was sent during Strangerville) I would say 8/10 recommendation. But I love storylines and stuff in games so my opinion is very based on that.

Anonymous said: Would you ever make male hair or recolour some of ea's so they work with your ombre accessory?

I am thinking of doing some ombre accessories for the new Island Living pack for the two ombre hairs. I am not sure if I will be able to or not but I will see :)

@milugameplay said: Hello sweetheart, I just like to say that I love the hairs that you create. Thank you for sharing them with us.

thank you <3 i appreciate the compliment

Anonymous said:Hi! When you uploaded peach earrings, the blonde sim had a braided hairstyle. Was it cc or a maxis one?

hey! It is from outdoor retreat GP :)

Anonymous said: Have nothing to ask. Just want to tell you that you are amazingly talented. ❤ I have been playing the sims since its original Sims 1 release, and have always been a heavy CC user. (Upwards of 50GB in sims 3). Never have I ever felt the need to download EVERYTHING a creator has ever made, until I found you. So, in short, you are amazeballs. Keep it up.

this is so sweet lmao. Even I don’t have all my own CC in my game <3 I appreciate this so so much. Thank you for this

Anonymous said: How did you learn to create custom content??Did you see any video tutorial? I'm trying to create a hair but I can not get it :(((( help me please

most of the stuff I have learned from trial and error, or help from S4S fourms and friends :) Feel free to message me with questions on tumblr or discord

Anonymous said: I know Sims 5 is still so far away, but I still have a question! With the release of Sims 4 so many awesome creators for Sims 3 just stopped creating from one day to another. So my question is: Could you imagine yourself creating Custom Content for Sims 5? I'm asking because I seriously love every single piece you create for Sims 4, and I really wish the glory era of Ah00b won't end with the release of Sims 5. Ily! <3

it depends on the style that TS5 goes for tbh. I love Sims 4 style and I don’t know much of anything about creating alpha hairs so if TS5 goes that direction I doubt I would be able to create for it. also thank you for calling it the glory era of ah00b lmao

Anonymous said: You have hairs named after all the girls in black pink except Rosé. Is there a reason for this?

Well I named a hair Rosanne thinking it was close enough to her name lmao. I might name a hair coming in July Rosie. We shall see when it gets to July XD

#asks #oml this was a mess bc my computer froze after I answered all these the first time and I had to go back through and reanswer #so I didn't answer some stuff the second time bc I was a bit annoyed with my computer #inbox is cleared Ill start answering stuff once a month #lets hope

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summernight127 · 5 years

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NCT 127 reaction to getting cheated on

Warnings: Angst, lightly suggestive in some parts, uuh bad writing and somewhat repetitive and also not proofread.

NCT 127 x Fem!Reader

Request: can u do 127 reacting to u cheating on them

A/N: Yeet, my first reaction post and also my first post after my short semi-hiatus, so go easy on me, i'm still learning 🤧

Taeyong: He definitely wasn't the type of boyfriend who would try to hold you back everytime you were getting ready to go out. Surely, he would rather spend time with you than spending most of his free time alone, but he understood if you wanted to go out with your group of friends. It was fine with him, even though he did worry a lot.

As always, he would pick you up afterwards, making sure that you get home safely. What he didn't want to see though, was you mingling with some other guy on the front porch of the house where the party was supposedly organized. His hands roaming around your body, groping you shamelessly and your fingers brushing through the dark locks of his hair.

As much as Taeyong wanted to believe that you were just drunk and didn't know what you were doing, it still wasn't an excuse. A part of him wanted to pull you two apart in anger, but a part of him just wanted to drive off and never see you again, or at least til the whole situation sorts out, which it wouldn't. Only when you heard the loud slam of a car door, was when you pulled away from your 'lover'. Could a careless affair be a reason to ruin a long tem relationship?

ㅋㅋㅋ i just thought this gif was fitting

Taeil: It had been going on for a bit more than a month now. It was impossible to look him straight in the eyes and not feel the agonizing pain of guilt and conscience hitting you in the face. You didn't want to excuse your wrongdoings, but you also couldn't muster up the courage to end everything sooner. It was a bit late to do it now, but you finally felt ready.

Trying to explain to Taeil that you had met someone else was a bit more difficult than you expected. He didn't want to believe it at first, but the train of realization soon hit him. It hurt him a lot and even when he started doubting himself, he wanted to handle it maturely. He wouldn't say much, but just enough for the two of you to come to a mutual agreement on what you wanted to do.

You believed he would do better off without you. He deserves someone who can stay faithful, unlike you. Getting over it took him more time than he expected. Being in constant state of questioning and doubting himself, he definitely needed someone to help him get over that.

oh look, it's the king himself

Johnny: He was always looking forward to spending time with you. Anyone could tell that he was totally whipped for you just by the way he looked at you, so the time he spent with you was his favorite time of the day. His arms were tightly wrapped around your waist and his head resting comfortably on yours. You two were talking about the weirdest nonsense you could think of, as you usually did. When you finally got out of his grip and excused yourself, you got up.

Not even a minute of you being away had passed, when the screen of your phone lit up. Johnny didn't want to peek into your phone, but the message on your phone was more than concerning. Something like 'are you still with him? I miss you'. Surely it could be a friend, but after reading more of the convos you two had, it became fairly obvious that there was something more than that.

When you got back you were greeted with a confused Johnny with your phone in his hand. As he turned to face you, you could tell it was more than just confusion. It was a mix of disbelief and sorrow. He asked you to explain what was going on, but after getting no response from you, he knew that it was his time to leave. You obviously had other places to be and he didn't want you to see him breaking down because of you.

Yuta: Some people had already been telling him that it seemed like he was the only one that was putting effort in trying to make your relationship work. You were rather working late shifts than leaving early to go see him sooner. He believed it was something every couple went through at some point and that soon enough everything would return to how it was before: romance and all that fun stuff.

But all the hope was thrown out of the window when he saw you making out with a co-worker right on your office desk. The sight was disgusting and the sounds you two made were even worse. Yuta made sure that he didn't leave unnoticed. He made a few snarky comments about how he should've known earlier that you wouldn't be able to keep your knees together.

He made it seem like he would get over it quickly since he walked out confidently, but it would be a lie if he said that he didn't stay up late at night, blaming himself for not noticing it earlier, saving him the heartache and seeing the scene of you and your co-worker in his nightmares.

Doyoung: You and Doyoung were going strong for almost 5 months now. You would always tell him that he was the man of your dreams and you would never wish for someone else. He would sometimes let that get to his head, but that's not the point. Doyoung knew your friends and they knew him. You would all hang out from time to time, but since you told Doyoung that you'll be going on a trip with your relatives, you didn't see your friends for a while. A perfect chance to meet up again, right?

Probably not, since the moment your friends saw your hand intertwined with Doyoung's, they gave him a weird look, before asking if you hadn't gotten back together with your ex boyfriend. The weird looks then were targeted at you. In that situation, Doyoung tried to play cool and get you out of that situation, but the truth was slowly getting to him. A trip with your relatives? More like a trip to your ex boyfriend's house for a quick fuck.

“Where should I drop you off?” His voice was calm but cold. You begged him a pardon, assuming you misheard him. “You're not coming home with me tonight or ever again.” You deserved that and you both knew that. For constant lies you were living in, you should get a treatment worse than that.

Jaehyun: He wasn't getting home early, in fact, he was got home much later than usual. He looked much more worn out than on a regular (huh) evening. Not the sound of the door slamming or him kicking his shoes off was loud enough to disturb what you were up to at the moment, but the sounds that you made didn't go unnoticed by Jaehyun. High pitched whines and breathy groans coming from your shared bedroom. The second he heard it, he wanted to prepare himself for the worst.

The door flew open, your naked back facing Jaehyun and a pair of manly hands holding you down as your whines progressively got louder. Jaehyun didn't want to see any of that, but he couldn't move either, standing there completely speechless until the male under you noticed his presence. You turned to face him, your face completely fucked out, make up ruined as well. You tried to cover yourself up the best you could, begging him to let you explain. What was there to explain? You tripped and accidentally fell onto a strangers dick?

Jaehyun didn't want to hear any of it, neither did ha want to say anything to you. He left the room, the house, just as quick as he entered it. Not knowing where he was heading, who he was looking for, only knowing that he didn't want to face you anytime soon.

WinWin/Sicheng: He was never one to talk endlessly or to really be into physical affection. He had his own ways of letting you know how in love he was with you, but it wasn't enough for you. You craved his touch, you wanted to tell him how much he actually needed you, but over time you came to realize that it would most likely never happen. You believed that you weren't being greedy, since all you wanted was a bit more attention and praise. You found someone who could give you exactly that.

As you were walking hand in hand with your newfound lover, a familiar voice called back to you. You knew the voice and the tone too well. You hesitated to look back, but the lover by your side questioned your relationship with Sicheng. “He's my... Ex-boyfriend.” You muttered before walking away in a fast pace.

Saying that Sicheng was mad would be an understatement. He was furious. He couldn't believe that someone like you would have the nerve to indirectly break up with him on the spot right after getting caught cheating. He whished there was still something he could do about it, but you were gone. Just like he was with you, he was quiet about his feelings, choosing to get over by himself, not involving anyone else.

Jungwoo: After seeing you progressively get closer to your childhood 'friend', Jungwoo would only get more worried with time, but seeing him shamelessly walk up to you give you a playful kiss, it wasn't something Jungwoo could misinterpret. Sure, the friend maybe didn't know Jungwoo, but the relationship with you and the friend became quite obvious.

“Who is he?” Jungwoo spoke softly, barely louder than a whisper. You stuttered a half-assed excuse that even a five year old would buy. Jungwoo wanted to believe that it was all an evil joke, but after hearing your apologies about how you should have told him, he had to accept the truth.

He didn't attempt to hide his tears if there were any, he just wanted to know what he had done that you had to look for someone else. As much as he wanted to talk you out of it, there was no way your relationship would be the same after this. If there was any kind of relationship between you two, that is.

Mark: He had caught you being overly touchy with someone probably more than once. He just didn't want to confront you about it. What would he say anyways? He still couldn't deny his feelings for you even though he knew that your feelings for him had died a long time ago.

But all those worries were thrown aside when you two got into a heated argument, because you thought 'it just didn't work out between you two'. “Who does it work out with then? The guy who sticks his tongue in your mouth behind my back?” Were the words that came from Mark and that also ended the whole argument. It didn't matter whether any of you walked out at that moment. The tension between you was unbearable and in the brief moment when you looked up at him, you both realized that it's over.

Haechan/Donghyuk: The past few days or even weeks were not the easiest for you and Donghyuk. You were constantly picking fights over the smallest things and that always ended with you walking out and coming back a few hours later, in a much better mood than before.

There could be many explanations to that, but Hyuk was not the one to believe all that. He knew exactly what was happening, but still didn't know how to end it. It was until the last fight you two got into and you, as always, walked out, but you didn't show up even after midnight. As much as he didn't want to do it, he found it to be the chance to finally leave, but not before he leaves you a nice short message on a pretty yellow paper.

‘The cologne of your man smells nice, covers up the stench of your own lies and disgusting attitude’

—Donghyuk <3

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