#anyway thank yall for enabling me

[agalnamedlunasea]

*shakes a bag of treats to lure out your DR headcanons*

Psspsspsspsspss

ALRIGHT YOU’VE CONVINCED ME but im putting this under a readmore bc ive got charts and shit

Sexuality

Aspec

Gender

SO I think the charts mostly speak for themselves? I definitely don't have the energy to go into *every* individual person nor do I necessarily have much to say about some of em, so I'll only go into detail about ones I have particularly strong thoughts about/ things to say. But feel free to ask specifics! Can't guarantee I'll be able to answer but still. ANYWAY SO

I wanna start by saying I am the least confident in my aspec headcanons? They're extremely flexible moment to moment and I'm not attached to many of them. I could see almost anyone almost anywhere with only a handful of exceptions, honestly

I almost put a "cis but they've still got something goin on" category on the gender one,,, I woulda put the antags, Yasuhiro, Sonia, Angie, Gonta, maybe a couple others in there,,,

Not really represented here but im a big fan of genderfluid imposter and byakuya

All the protags are trans, and also they're all bi except komaru, fun fact 👍

Literally all of em are queer in some fashion, as you can tell from the fact that I forgot to put a "straight" category on the chart...

Anyway some in particular that im fond of that ive not really talked about before:

I love love love hc Aoi as a nonbinary lesbian. Its like,, lowkey projection,,, but I think its supported by the text. She's got some hang-ups surrounding womanhood and being a woman and how that relates to her relationship with men (im thinking specifically of her last fte). I think it would be a nice resolution to that struggle for her to shed the expectations she feels entirely and embrace who she is, even if its different from what she feels like she's "supposed" to be. Idk I think its a natural conclusion

I enjoy nonbinary chihiro for a similar reason. I think it would also be a natural conclusion to her struggles with gender and what masculinity and femininity means to them

And somewhat related I hc sakura as a cis lesbian also bc of her struggles with femininity?? I like the idea of her conclusion being to embrace her femininity wholeheartedly. She enjoys being feminine but has a hard time reconciling that with her strength. Id like to see her enjoy both of those things about her

Hm i wonder if those say anything about me, im not projecting even a little bit

I hc that akane is pan but for the longest time she just. Doesn't realize not everyone is like that? It was never even something to think about for her. Like she'll be talking to nekomaru and she's like "really you've never thought a girl was hot? Never? Men, I get ya, but *no* girls? That's possible?" And nekomaru gives her the most disappointed stare.

Idk why but nagito and nekomaru being the only gay men on the island is a lil funny to me

Also. I read a singular fic where nagito was demisexual and I was like ok you've convinced me (can you tell. I am. Easily convinced. About this kind of thing)

I go back and forth on whether I hc izuru as pan or aroace. Things like gender don't really matter to him, I just can't decide how that would work in terms of attraction for him 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️

I would just like to call attention to transfem hiroko hagakure. Good for her

Rantaro. Feels v aroace to me. In that way where everyone who likes men is like "wow he's so pretty I can't believe he doesn't have a partner id love to date him I wonder if he's interested in anyone" and then he's just like "hey you guys check out this cool thing I found". Like the reverse of bi but noone wants him. Attractive but doesn't want anyone. I can see aspec tho. But that boy is definitely not allo

Once again. Idk why. But kiyotaka, nekomaru, nagito, and kokichi being the only gay men on the chart. Is a lil funny to me. Idk Idk Idk

Ummmm I think thats most of what I wanna say??? I might elaborate more another time but there's that 👍

#HI enjoy the word vomit #honestly most of these are just what i think and im really fine w almost any interpretation of the characters #there's only like two or three that i really cant see any other way #anyway thank yall for enabling me #danganronpa #dear god im not tagging everyone #queer headcanons #lgbtq headcanons #trans headcanon #al answers asks #also sorry this took like. two days lol

[slutdge]

listen the tl;dr here is that im not debating human rights with anyone on my posts and youre just getting blocked, and every time i say that my anons get their shit in a twist like THATS NOT FAIR YOURE BASICALLY A FASCIST FOR CENSORING PEOPLE CRITICIZING YOU

#people who dont want to understand wont and the 'criticism' of ''people should just die'' is not something im going to enable #anyways im going to bed cause despite what yall think even though im disabled and an addict i do actually work for a living #let me know where this magical place where your tax dollars go towards me having food and shelter for free is when you find it pals #thanks and eat my ass in advance

[werewolf-girlfriend]

ive been enabled so let me share some of my thoughts on how to get ur art noticed online

if u want Engagement on ur posts then i believe that its critical to make people care about ur art. the easiest way to do this is to appeal to something they already care about, like fandom, aesthetics/subculture, current events, having fun (people love humor!). a harder but perhaps more fulfilling route is to talk about ur own ocs and projects enough until people start caring about them too

theres an infinite amount of topics people care about out there so id suggest picking something u already care about urself and channel ur art energy there. trying to make art for the most popular things out there regardless own interests is an exercise in misery, id advise against it..! if im allowed to get superstitious for a moment, i do believe that even untrained eyes can tell whether a piece of art was fun to work on or a chore. and besides! if ur having fun then its easier to create more, and the more u create the more chances ull have at getting lucky and having a post seen :)

on a very related note, art is a way to communicate ideas so the quality of the idea being presented in a piece of art is paramount to how popular a post will be. what i mean by this is that technical skill isnt the primary determinant of a posts popularity. if all your posts are portraits of original characters then people will have a hard time connecting with your posts and theyll keep scrolling, even if those portraits are masterpieces! the major exception to this is probably other artists, who ive found usually have a greater appreciation for the technical side of art (we can only speculate as to why..!)

lemme finish by saying that making popular posts and being good at art are two entirely different skillsets, ive seen many incredibly skilled artists with jack shit for notes because they dont give people a reason to care about their stuff NOT TO MENTION its a huge game of luck whether a post will get seen. so dont go insane in pursuit of recognition!

(i dont want to make this post too long so ive included examples from my own art and their note counts with my analysis after the break)

hello and welcome to the extracurricular segment to this post :) i bring yall two pieces from my art blog @werewolf-artfriend:

here we have a portrait of my fursona that im still proud of and a sketch suggesting "what if sniffers (from minecraft) were the size of mountains?" (let it be noted that the sniffer sketch was posted right during the minecraft mob vote = peak interest in the subject of sniffers).

the portrait at the time of writing has a crisp 30 notes, whilst the sniffer sketch has over 2000 notes. from the same artist, on the same blog, posted only a few months apart. i believe this is a good example both of the power of a piece of art having an interesting idea at its core AND of a piece appealing to the interests of the masses

this is of course just two convenient example posts, but i have experienced fan art of popular topics getting thousands of notes a couple of times now, amidst my other furry shit that these days get around 200-300 notes in comparison

this may sound like a really long winded way of saying "fan art make the world go round" but i just want to point out the nuances that

1) it matters what u make fan art of: if a fandom is small or dormant (waiting on new canon content for example) then clearly less people will be excited about the fan art you make. dont expect 10k notes on ur post if the average recent post in the fandom gets around 200 etc etc

2) it doesnt have to be fan art! ive also had some of my bird art get thousands of notes because people simply like birds :) and this applies to ANY topic people care about! the world rly is your oyster on this one

anyway i think ive started rambling dhgdjhgd thanks if u read this far! i hope i got my point across! and if ur feeling down about ur art not being seen then just keep at it okay! keep creating and keep having fun! keep sharing ur ideas and perspectives with the world and ur audience will eventually find u! i love you!

#i dont know if this stuff is obvious but i was like :o when i started viewing things this way! i think it makes sense! #i honestly still have more thoughts on this subject + some more practical advice from my experience #but ive never written a long talk-y post before so uh maybe another day <3 #isa speaks

[shukakumoodboard]

6, 8, & 11 for the fanfic asks :3

oho. anonymous georg enables me again. i love u

6. Which yet-to-be-started fic is first on your list?

my gawd. the hardest fuckign question tbh. part of me wants to say the enemies-to-lovers kamakura period japan longfic i've tentatively titled bushidō, but that still requires a lot of plotting and like. kelbrain, before i can even begin writing it sdklghdlkf. i want to give it my full creative power and, considering my fanfic capacities pre- and during- my current degree, i think i might actually try to turn my attention to my two collab fics! shan't say the authors rn, but i don't think they'll be a surprise to those who know me when they're finally done and posted lol

8. Is there a story idea in your mental vault that you’ve never been brave enough to try writing? Is this the year? Can you tell us about it?

i mean i could also say bushidō but that's a sellout because i just discussed that in the last question so i shall also say i should like to try my hand at my sole gaaleesbians wip, thread of deepest scarlet, heart of shining pearl, which is, as you may guess from the title references, is a salem witch trial puritans au. behold:

Gaara’s crimson red lips sang poisonous, blasphemous hymns, and she wanted nothing else. “I can,” she breathed. “I would show you, in all your loveliness, such wonders, if you wish it.” For if Gaara was the serpent in the Garden, she was Eve, and in that parable, it was she doomed to succumb to temptation; her weakness preordained, this was her Apple and the ways of wickedness were already within her, and so. “Please.” And so, she let Gaara consume her.

#cant write smut ive got catholic guilt anyway, i've never written Da Lebbiesiasnsns, and i've never written historical fiction, so we shall see if i am All Powerful or not

11. Would you like to try any new fanfic genres or tropes this year?

help all of these questions are related. i want to try historical fiction as seen in the previous answers! most of the other things i have on the brain are things i've at least dipped my toes in.

thank you so much for asking <3

quite literally offering u free snippets for the right questions yall

#fictalk #gaalee #writing gronp hours #text #thank you sm i get such a kick from answering questions it makes my day

[aces-and-angels]

what's their style like?

Between Enid and Cameron, who's the most impulsive character, and who is their impulse control?

Do they believe in the supernatural?

Do they have a good relationship with their family?

For both: What is their moral alignment?

(These were all taken from various ask prompts I found, I'm not creative)

hello hello friend- thanks for joining the r&d team 🖤adding another read more section bc we've got a lot to cover

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what's cameron's style like?

to start- a video analysis by taylor cassidy:

"at its core, the earthy black girl is something extremely personal to each black person. it's not about how good you can tie a headwrap- it's the intention of educating yourself about your ancestors' values, falling back in love with beauty defined for black people by black people, and exploring spiritualities that come from seeking your own roots. so no- earthy black girl is not 'boho'. it's not 'tumblr indie'. it's not 'grunge'. it's freedom according to how each person defines it."

i like to view cam's style as her way of healing from past traumas. no matter how you slice it, in canon you meet cam (or whoever your mc is for crimes of passion) as someone who has gone through loss. someone who is still working through that loss. the how of it all is left to your ✨imagination✨

cam's parental situation is tba for me (i mean- i got the dad part lol, not a lot of detail about the mom yet- but whatever the reason is for their mother's absence, it happens early on and it impacts cam's life a lot)

i feel like cam's fashion evolves as she processes the hurt/anger stemming from her parents' passing + moving through the world in dark skin. so their transition into these more flowy, liberating fits is a cameron (healed)

the video shows a lot of different outfits cam would gravitate towards. i am also sharing this dress in particular bc it's stunning and i need to sear the image of them wearing this in my brain:

between enid and cameron, who's the most impulsive character, and who is their impulse control?

there is no one regulating these impulses bc enid and cam, when put together, just enable the crap out of each other sdkjf

the whole 'never say no' mentality between them can be both positive and negative. on one hand- they will never turn down the other's idea to go to ktown and buy whatever. on the other hand- it's difficult for them to recognize when they need to pump the breaks and do some self-reflecting

currently- the backstory on these two is that they are childhood friends and each other's sexual/romantic awakenings (if yall want more tea on that pls feel free to send some inquiries); anyways, their shared past makes them each other's safety net in a way-- comfortable to be around-- comfortable enough to fall into old habits/routines (which doesn't really bode well for one's personal growth esp. if one were to, let's say, rekindle this type of bond at a low point in their lives)

does cameron believe in the supernatural?

cam doesn't deny the possibility of its existence, but i wouldn't say they are a full-on believer

does cameron have a good relationship with their family?

out of the people she has left? yeah sure- them and uncle tommy are doing a-okay 💀

(for enid + cam): what is their moral alignment?

simply put- enid is a chaotic neutral whereas cam is a neutral-chaotic good

enid's law philosophy (out of the three pb provides) aligns with pure law not because she wants others to follow the letter of the law to a t, but bc of her desire to know every which way she can bend it in her favor

cam's motivations are more geared towards helping a collective rather than themself while staying true to her own beliefs (ex: her hatred for the nypd)

#anddd done lol #ty for stopping by 🖤 #ascindio #playchoices #choices #cameron rose #enid mendoza #laws of attraction #crimes of passion #into the windverse #park & davis

[earthtooz]

BRAINROT☹️ THOUGHTS ON BEING CHILDHOOD FRIENDS WITH THE ITOSHIS?? me personally, i think that yall would be close when younger but as the boys started to focus entirely on the sport, reader would sorta feel left out but u still talk to them at like school and stuff but when sae leaves for spain, reader and rin gets closer but rin still is focused on the sport to be able to play w his brother then BOOM sae comes back and traumatizes rin and reader is just torn bc they wanna help rin but at the same time rin is like 👹👹👹 IDK WHAT TO THINK OF TUIS ANYMORE ITS BENE ON MY MIND FOR SO LONG anyway i also want to fight itoshi rin but also i want to fight itoshi sae . i hope u are having a wonderful day!! ❤️ -🍰 anon (also i go by she/they!!)

YES I THINK ABT CHILDHOOD FRIENDS TO STRANGERS TO BEST FRIENDS TO LOVERS WITH RIN SO MUCH!!!!!!! I WILL BE RAMBLING ABT IT NOW BECAUSE YOU HAVE ENABLED ME, 🍰 ANON! THANK YOU!

like oh my gosh, imagine being friends with the itoshi brothers from a young age but never feeling particularly close to rin bc he always looked up to his brother and was like 'well, i'd prefer to spend time with sae than you' but in a 'that is your brother so understandable' way. but you spend time with them a lot bc of your parents and how close they are.

you basically go to the same schools your whole life, from pre-school, elementary, middle school and high school. since you and rin are in the same year, you end up in similar classes sometimes.

but it wasn't until sae's departure that you truly started to click with rin. you volunteer to help him practice at a field nearby his house, he thanks you by sharing ice cream with you, you exchange mangas and although you end up traumatised by the genre he likes, you both keep it up.

you like him because he's blunt, honest, and straightforward, but despite it, he's still a kind and gentle soul who has big dreams. he likes you because you're great company, a friend who takes the time to understand him and his dream.

just when you think you and rin are inseparable, all of a sudden, there's a rift.

rin isn't rin anymore.

there's a storm in those usually-calm teal irises of his and when you look him in the eye, you cringe at how harsh his glare is. what happened?

you don't recognise sae anymore either. the excitement he left japan with has dissipated, what did soccer do to him? was kicking around a few balls that deep?

the tension between the two brothers is thick and suffocating. you now dread hanging out with them, feeling worse and worse every time you left their house to return to the safety of your home. rin looks at you as if he can't stand you, sae looks at you as if you didn't exist.

school isn't the same anymore. you haven't spoken to rin in about three months by this point and watching him stalk through the hallways alone hurt. even though he was always introverted, he always had at least one classmate by his side, but to see him pushing everyone away just like he did to you, it felt cruel.

the first time you try to talk to him, he casts you aside, strikes you with his words and leaves you behind in an empty classroom.

the second time you try to talk to him, he does the same.

the third time you try, you've given up the nice treatment, forcing him to talk and blocking his path. he only caves at seeing how relentless you are and sits down begrudgingly, insulting you with words like 'mediocre' or 'lukewarm' and although you flinch at them a little, you want to get to the bottom of what was bothering him.

he owed you it. if he could provide you with an explanation of why he ditched you, you would leave him alone.

rin wasn't planning on it; opening up til all of his memories were bared and pulled out of his brain. he was just going to say something alone the lines of 'sae was a jerk' but seeing how attentive you were, how keen you were to actually listen rather than push him away, he feels like breaking down.

despite how cold he is, how mature itoshi rin may seem, he is, at his core, a caged young boy who still has a dream.

a young boy overwhelmed by spite and rage.

you're possibly the only one who understands the depth of what happened to him. having stuck by him and sae long enough to know the magnitude of their shared dream, you're just as shocked and stunned when rin relives what happened.

you end the interaction by asking if he wants to practice shooting with you providing him the soccer balls.

he agrees. a lot softer.

from that day onwards, rin is still the hardened boy he has grown to be, but he lets you close. goes to get ice cream with you after school, discusses the latest chapter of a manga you were both reading, hangs out with you sometimes during school. there's an air of awkwardness around it still, but there's nothing better than the feeling of having itoshi rin back by your side.

then he goes off to blue lock LOL!

#you and rin now BOTH hate sae! #sorry for the ramble i kinda let the floodgates open #but no i think abt this SO much #i love the idea of childhood friends to lovers w rin #*ੈ✩‧₊˚ constellation: 🍰 anon #earf's favourites (real) #*ੈ✩‧₊˚ earf's ideas that i'll never write #earf's itoshi rin rambles

[antipolin]

Hello I love this blog so much I am certain I'll be coming back a few times to bring receipts and thoughts more than once so I'll like to be known as 🌷/Tulip!

I think you've covered most of the heinous things both Pen stans and the passive aggressive shit Nicola has done towards RJP and Simone but I would like to remind/refresh everyone's memory as to what she did to the first co-star she had a problem with: Ruby Barker. NC's passive aggressive comments sent crazy Pen stans to leave so much hate on Ruby's IG page, it drove Ruby to being hospitalised. No wonder she spoke up against the Marina discourse after she left the show. NC has consistently shown she has a huge problem with her costars of colour who she feels threatened by of outshining her. It's super gross. This post is pretty comprehensive about what happened: https://www.tumblr.com/viscountessevie/690551093581807616/i-noticed-her-tendencies-during-the-run-up-to?source=share

The blog also gives a pretty good rundown with receipts of things Pen and Nicola antics if anyone else wants to check out their Anti-Polin tag. (Note to anyone reading the post above and their blog: This is has been shared with their permission and they wanted to let yall know that most of the links in their posts are outdated due to a username change. They are working on correcting that slowly but most of the related posts can be found on the tags or in their archives) Also to any haters who love Polin stalking this page, don't bother sending that person hate, they have anon off and you will be blocked & deleted. No one has time for shitty bullshit or wanna give yall the attention you so badly crave. Speaking of yall, the asks hoping Simone and Jonny die (from AIDS no less wtf) is why everyone hates your fandom you racist and homophobic freaks. Those who claim they aren't like them are just as bad cos they enable it and keep quiet, pretending they didn't do it or chalk it down to a 'few bad apples' 🙄  Anyway thank you again for this space OP, I'm glad you're blocking the hate now but please do take breaks if you need it and take care of yourself!!

Tulip anon!!!!

The link for anyone who doesn't want to copy/paste it.

I plan on keeping anon on but I plan on just continuing to block and delete their messages without even reading them. Not my fault they claim I'm the 'pathetic' one and then spend all this time sending me hate.

Those who claim they aren't like them are just as bad cos they enable it and keep quiet, pretending they didn't do it or chalk it down to a 'few bad apples' BOOM THERE IT IS.

I appreciate it tulip anon! I will do that if necessary but these Polin's are very unoriginal with their hate that it's just borderline laughable really.

#anon #asks #anti Polin #anti Nicola Coughlan

[namethat-i-oughttohavetoldyou]

Uh.

HUH????

YO. I don't even know what to say except THANK YOU ALL?!?! How did this happen when did this happen why am I noticing only now????

Okay. So. As this kinda came as a surprise to me (why are y'all even here asjdkasjkd I have only ever posted two tiny stupid little fics) I am not sure if or how I should celebrate this. I am quite busy with uni work today, sadly, so I will probably translate Alexander's and Dominik's takeovers tomorrow and then see if I get something else done.

However! I am open for prompts and/or requests! I'm not great at coming up with my own stuff anyway, so I will do my best if you want me to write anything. Can be a full blown fic, a drabble, or even just a hc, just specify and I will be happy to deliver! ♥

Since Cats is, well, Cats, and my own otps and family hcs are all over the place and often mutually contradict each other, I will write for any characters and any pairings. Things I will not write include: nsfw (I'm not comfortable writing it and I don't think it would be very good either), extreme violence, incest and large age gaps -> in case of emergency, please specify what age you hc the characters to be! I'm down with everything else. :)

Thanks to all 104 of you (jesus christ), and have a wonderful day! ♥♥

#just casually looked into my stats and was like 👀👀 #??? i'm not even doing anything for the fandom why are yall here?? i love all of you so much ;_; #anyway. #THANK YOU!!! #namethat-i.txt #cats the musical #sorry to put this in the tags but :') also everyone can request not only ppl who follow me! anons are enabled dms are enabled #go wild! #furthermore; ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

[themauvesoul]

what's your current project 👀👀👀

Aldndkdmdmslck love how ur pretending I DONT text u details every time I sit down to write it

Anyways, for everyone who is NOT dating me: I have a favorite Greek myth. In it, Athena is sent to go train with nymphs at lake tritonis right after she’s born for Plot Reasons. So she goes to the lake and fights a bunch of ppl and generally has a good time. Pallas is a nymph at the lake. She also happens to be the best at fighting, so naturally, she and Athena r instantly besties. They chill together, have homoerotic fights together, etc. After a while Zeus decides to check in on Athena and like. See how she’s adjusting to life outside of his Horrible Skull. He sees Pallas and Athena fighting, and gasp! They look like they’re going to kill each other!!! Now sources kinda vary for this part: some ppl say he had the aegis, aka the shield that has Medusa’s head on it, and some ppl say he just redirected sunlight somehow, but he successfully distracts Pallas, saving his daughter!! Only, Athena goes HARD when she fights, so when Pallas is distracted, Athena kinda sorta accidentally stabs her. And then Pallas dies.

I wrote a gay version of this for a prose workshop last semester. It’s got all the good shit: homoerotic fight scenes, oblivious pining, posthumous love confessions, and ur typical tragic ending. This is, after all, still a Greek myth. I felt like. Rlly bad abt it tho. I didn’t WANT to bury Pallas. So I’m writing a sequel!!!

The sequel is. A trip. Literally. Athena goes down to the underworld to beg hades for the right to take pallas’s soul out of the underworld. He agrees, with a couple of conditions. First, Athena has to carry Pallas the whole way out. If any part of Pallas touches the ground, even for a moment, Pallas goes back to the underworld. Second, Athena cannot stop at any point along the way. If she does, same thing. So Athena is giving Pallas a piggyback ride up a very long flight of stairs. Eventually, Athena learns abt the Twist: Pallas is literally getting heavier as they go, and Athena may be a god, but there’s only so much she can carry before her body literally gives out. If this sounds familiar to u, congrats!! U noticed I’m referencing Orpheus and Eurydice!!! My second favorite myth!!!

The original retelling I wrote was from pallas’s perspective, so the sequel is through Athena’s!! It’s told in alternating present tense and past tense confessions/flashbacks!!! It’s v tender and soft and I have Everything Must Be Poetic disease so it sounds like a big long prose poem when u read it!!! It’s also incredibly sad and makes my heart hurt but that’s ok!!! This one has comfort this time!!!!!

I think the thing I’m proudest of is Pallas getting heavier as Athena carries her. It’s abt the literal manifestation of the guilt Athena feels over killing Pallas babey!!!!I’m hoping I’ll have it done by the end of the summer, but idk if I can like. Post it on here. I’m already at 4k elemdmdmcmdmcksn

#writing #yall im abt to sit down and write a scene where athena embroiders pallas a dress and its. so fuckin gay #these 2 idiots r like: i am unloveable. i want her to touch me but i Cannot Ask so instead we will create Intricate Rituals #anyways janessa ily thank u for enabling me

[saltseashark]

ice skate at the lake for a date

(expanded from this doodle)

bonus!

#magicstone #disney ducks #magica de spell #gladstone gander #YALL A PAGE DISAPPEARED WHILE I WAS WORKING AND I NEARLY SCREAMED AT 5 AM IN THE MORNING #dont worry i just woke up early for a jog #bUT ARE YOU FORREAL???????? #anyways thank you for reading!! #also bless modmad for literally sending an ask that enabled me so hard that i finished this faster than i have ever finished any comic #lmao who makes ooc things for fluff?? ME!!!!!! #my art

[loseyoutoloveme]

people looking at ur blog and thinking that they know every single thing about u based off that and are in a position to criticize u and ur life on anon:

#anyway anon's officially off for however long it takes till yall leave me and my blog alone again #the discussion's officially over pls go to take a nap #and honestly i probably will not be re-enabling it #i thought i escaped people like that when i got a new blog but apparently shitty people exist no matter what blog ur on....who knew #so for my own sanity anon's gone forever byeeee #thank u to all the incredibly nice genuine people who have ever sent me a nice ask

[heistgoda]

some muslim knowledge for all u non-muslim peeps in the tags wink wink

#only being comfortable to say harmless muslim prayers of acklowdgement/lil phrases like mashallah and alhamdullilah to laila #bc i have known her for almost FOUR YEARS here #makes me happy but also reminds me of the fact that ive ALWAYS had to dilute myself and my religion and religiousness on this site #just to make u all comfortable with me bc ive been raised around the perception that people find islam stifling due to THEIR biases #and ive always had to accommodate to that bigotry without even questioning it #and none of that is okay so i hope yall learn one day that whenever u hear an arabic phrase or see a hijabi prayer or hear allahu akbar #and get even mildly uncomfortable or unsure about your safety whether it be from a conscious place or an unconscious conditioning #from society and they way they tarnish muslim images and trivialize our lives by constantly equating us to the terrorism THE WEST ! helped #enable and bring to fruition #then its on YOU and its not OUR responsibility to coddle you and make a space for your blatant isl.amophobia #its the responsibility on non muslims to learn and stop fucking rejecting every piece of muslim culture when you BLATANTLY replicate us and #take from our customs and styles and poetry and achievements #anyway adonis is 100% muslim and will speak in arabic whenever the FUCK he feels like it #and his relationship with islam is ALLOWED to be fucking strained just like all yall thots made your characters have a strained #rlship with christianity #because muslims are not OBLIGATED to feed into the stereotype of mindlessness and complacent following and practice #we're allowed to struggle with who we are in the eyes of god without invalidating or trivializing the teachings of islam. #anyway probably NOT deleting this bc im MUSLIM and would like you TO KNOW ! thanks #i gotta go :( be responsible in drafts again hmu on ims fools #ooc tag tba. #** hijabi praying

[slugtranslation-hypmic]

hiiii slug! just a random thought that came to mind at 4am lol~ if you were to go on a 10-hour drive, which division team would you like to go on a ride with? and who do you think will be the driver?? sorry if it sounds weird hahaha

btw thank you and your team for all the hard work yall put on the manga! we really appreciate it! ❤️

10 hours is a bit... much... but since I can't drive, car rides are a special treat for me. I feel like a dog. You offer me a ride somewhere, and I'll flip out in sheer excitement. So a road trip sounds like it'd be really fun. I'm probably going to say Matenrou with Jakurai driving, but here's my thought process behind this.

Buster Bros: No offense to any teenage boys reading this, but I would rather die than be trapped in a car for 10 hours with 3 teenage boys, 2 of whom can't get along.

Mad Trigger Crew: I assume Juuto is driving, but he's an emotional driver. I would fear for my life. Plus, Samatoki smokes in cars without even rolling down the damn windows. Helllllll no.

Fling Posse: I think one of them can drive, but I don't know which one. Now listen... they trust each other, right. And that's all well and good. But I'm a random stranger, and I do not trust a SINGLE one of them to successfully drive a car for 10 hours.

Matenrou: Jakurai seems like a really safe driver. He doesn't even let Ramuda distract him from driving, and he has hands free calling enabled. Plus, his car is large and comfortable looking. It is designed to carry people on long road trips. Hifumi might be a bit much to have in close quarters for 10 hours, but honestly? It might not be that bad. If Doppo goes to sleep (as he should, he needs the rest), he'd likely drop the Hifumin act anyway and then just make pleasant chitchat. You know they're listening to some chill-ass music the whole way too. Pleasant vibes. Homemade snacks courtesy of Hifumi in a cooler in the back. Doppo getting a chance to relax for a change. This is really the most manageable one.

Dotsuitare Hompo: Sorry, Rei, my mother taught me not to get into cars with strange men who want to steal my money. Additionally, being in a car with Sasara and Roshou for 10 hours might be fatal.

Bad Ass Temple: If this was not a 10 hour trip, I'd actually choose this car (operating with the assumption that Hitoya is driving. If either one of the other two attempt to take the driver's seat, you'd have to pry me out of Jakurai's mom van with a crowbar). Juushi would probably play his vkei music, which seems fun, and he'd sing along too. Kuukou probably has some bizarre music taste that would appear somewhere around hour 4, but I feel like I'd dig whatever he's into as well. Hitoya seems like he'd be a good driver and simply reeks of "I am a long-suffering dad taking my asshole children to Disneyland" energy, but he also seems like he'd be a great conversationalist. Kuukou would be hella fun to hang out with too. Seriously, this all just sounds like a good time. My concern is that I don't think Kuukou can sit still for 10 hours, and I fear that if I fall asleep midway he's going to, like... fart on me or something. You know? Isn't this a valid concern?

#not a translation #asks #hypmic asks

[nitroish]

i would love to hear more about legends and warriors friendship

BOY HOWDY HERE WE GO! yall enable me smh

- legend did Not like warriors when they first met. hed definitely go a bit too far in insults (tho he kinda did that w most of them), though it was mostly jabs about military things and less about warriors himself

- when warriors starts playing along and lightheartedly answering legend's jabs back cues the start of a ~ beautiful friendship ~ and legend eases up on his more genuine insults

- legend and warriors end up having late night conversations when one of them is awake during the other's shift. its not rare for it to happen by any means, but it is uncommon so they enjoy the time when they can. this is usually when more of the more delirious comments and banter comes out to play. its one of those talks you have with your friend at 1-6am that starts with casual conversation, takes a sharp turn to trauma, and then dissolves into sleepy delirium

- sometimes they're just sitting together silently at night and one of them catches the other's eye and they both start fucking cackling for no reason. they settle down and then one of them fuckin giggles and they dissolve into a fucking fit of laughter again until someone tells them to shut up. (they do not shut up.)

- they fight so seamlessly together. its REALLY damn cool. you could swear theyve done this before, but in reality they just understand what the other person is thinking and a Look one of them shoots at the other just kinda spells everything out. all the plans and ideas - they know each other well enough to adapt to what the other person is doing and they definitely trust one another to pull off some of the more crazy stunts legend or warriors have thought up during a battle. if one of them says "duck" they do not fucking hesitate.

- very quickly, though not very easily, warriors becomes one of the first people legend goes to to confide in. if he does not want something sugarcoated, warriors is (one of) his best bets for that. it also goes the other way - legend does not sugarcoat anything and will readily tell warriors if hes being stupid.

- they both are very good at balancing seriousness and lighthearted comments, but theyre also capable of being Very Serious if a situation calls for it.

theres a moth in my fucking room. help

- warriors is very aware that legend could absolutely beat his ass. warriors is VERY aware that legend, when the vet is In The Zone, could absolutely fuck every single one of them up. he is very supportive of him. hes also very glad legend is on their side, especially when he witnesses the guy absolutely knock out a few black blooded monsters on his own.

- legend has definitely beaten warriors ass in many spar sessions and warriors always says he cheats or fought dirty. legend disagrees <3 u just suck, bro, get good :///

- warriors and legend bet but most of the time neither of them actually follow through with the bet's prize so sometimes theyll come up with the funniest fucking prizes and then say shit like "hey you owe me fifty bees, remember?" or "you still owe me half your inventory" or "dont i get to have the next [sweet food/good item] you get/are given?"

- just wait til you hear about the time warriors got legend to go swimming/run around with him in the rain. (not a lightning storm, but it was heavy rain. its very nice btw.)

- just wait til you hear about the time legend got warriors to sneak into the castle with him. (common, legends done it loads of times. he deserves it. fable doesnt mind anyway)

what else could i add. idk. i could definitely go on and on but i will spare you.

legend and warriors are best fucking friends. thanks for coming to my tedtalk i finished typing all of this at 1:23am what a nice note to end on KJGFFD

#ask #anonymous #if u want more i am willing #i have many thoughts abt wars and legend #theyre literally the best of bros #im running out of top of the head headcanons #so if u want more maybe indulge me with questions to answer #hc tag

[1-800-i-ship-it]

How could anyone simp for KDJ. I call him pretty but it's like: pretty (self-delusion) or pretty (lies). Even pretty (derogatory) once or twice.

Please tell me why people simp for him so I can write it down. 📝 - bi panik YJH anon

MNDNDNDNNDDNBDBDJKKDKKS njkhsdjlfkjls ahahaha pretty (derogatory) is very valid 

i cant speak for other people (also, totally free to disagree with me) but i okay well i honestly dont even know where it started LMAO but i simp for him cause i really like his personality including the bastardry ahaha but hes also really relatable cause like binging webnovels and stuff is a big mood, also i think his character as a whole is very interesting, like morally grey ish i suppose lmao im about to pull a “hes not like other mcs” but hear me out, its nice that hes not like other mcs with like ig insane powerups? even though he does get special skills w/ fourth wall and bookmark kinning etc like its bc he read the webnovel and stuff and its interesting to see how hes a “reader” but hes still like, real if that makes sense; its not like he does everything effortlessly and i like that, and even tho hes highkey oblivious at times, hes like very self aware of what he does, i guess? like his intentions and actions etc and he doesnt blame it or put it on other people 

ALSO hes so fucking funny like. i love his sense of humor and how hes highkey done with everyone but at the same time cares about them, like the dynamic he has with other characters is absolutely chefs kiss haha esp with yjh hes always like “shit, this [insert handsome, pretty, gorgeous] bastard, again?” and its so funny i cant lmao and hes also super big brain and risky af but also a dumbass at the same time and i love that about him <3

and of course lastly,,,,hes such a pretty bastard AND omg i love that frickin smug ass smirk he does lmao 

alright um so the screenshots kind of went out of hand...just a bit...in my defense personally i think i was enabled to spam pics so :P and im sorry if like none of that made sense LMAO i tend to go on tangents a lot oopsies i hope it was a satisfactory answer at least haha 

a happy boiiiii

hehe a smol 

<33

OMG hes so pretty here 

<33

LOVE THIS PANEL

i love his smirks 

the duality of my king 

DEF ONE OF MY FAVE PANELS HES SO CUTE 

$50 gift card so relatable hes adorable

i love him xD

pls his thoughts r so funny i love them

please consider taking some time to hear kdj the scammer™️ out 

he said decolonization 👌

YES ANOTHER BASTARD GRIN

the smilleeee 

smug smirk ftw

HI HOW R HIS EYELASHES SO PRETTY

ANYWAYS LOVE MY DRAMA KING 👑

thanks everyone who had no choice but to scroll(ed) down till here ahaha hope yall enjoyed my kdj screenshot spam :D and if not LMAO im slightly sorry for the suffering ;)  

ty for the ask anon! 

spoilers for the webtoon past the free ep under the cut: 

HELLO HIS EYES HERE AJDLKFL

HE BLEP

a sulky smol!! 

i swear hes drawn more buff without his armor stuff jkfdsl xD

ANYWAYS I LOVE HIM SO MUCH 

#bluris answers asks #bi panik yjh anon #kdj #kim dokja #orv #omniscient reader #omniscient reader's viewpoint #screenshots galore #KIM DOKJA SIR #ASDKJFHHLJK #omg also his name is so cute #kdj screenshots #anyways uh i totally am not working on this during a meeeting LMAO #i love himmm #hope this satisfies ur ask? #im horrible at using periods lmao so i never talk in complete sentences unless im like writing a paper jsdkalkhf #hope it was somewaht comprehensible at least xD

[dukedyke]

(cw: psychosis and descriptions of psychosis)

right here’s a post about shit you can do in psychosis to help yourself

shadow people/government/etc watching you and you’re too scared to get naked? shower in a swimsuit or your underwear. you’ll get clean and not be as vulnerable

find a safe place. my safe place is my bed; no matter what’s out there, nothing can get me while i’m in my bed

find safe people. when i was having really bad night terrors i could only trust people who hadn’t been in my dreams. look for people like that.

things living in your mirrors? wash them with salt water. it won’t get rid of them but it’ll trap them in there and they can’t get out

find phrases or words that make you feel safe. i’m not christian but i used to recite the lord’s prayer when i was scared and i found it helpful

pinch yourself. if you can feel it, you’re in reality and not dreaming

find things that only happen in dreams. in dreams i can’t smoke because my cigarette always turns to ash, so if i can smoke my cigarette regularly i’m not dreaming.

get rid of all weapons. when you’re in psychosis it’s scary as hell and it’s not uncommon to have weapons to protect yourself. i would sleep with a knife or pair of scissors in my bed at one point. but it’s easy to accidentally hurt yourself or others, or be accused of being a danger, so it’s best to get rid of them or have someone trusted hold onto them.

avoid enablers. this is super hard to do but it’s not good to have people around you who encourage your symptoms. it often feels like those are the only people who understand you, but they’re not good for you.

avoid substances. things like alcohol, weed, and other substances will only make your symptoms worse and are extremely difficult to control. do NOT do acid. trust me on this this will fuck you up hardcore.

give yourself space. what’s happening now is scary and overwhelming and you have to be gentle with yourself. it’s ok if you can’t do what you normally did, it’s ok if you struggle at work or school, it’s ok if you struggle with taking care of yourself. this is so hard! and so many people don’t understand. you are okay where you are.

anyway those’re my tips so i hope this helps and it’d be swell if yall could reblog this thanks

#mental health #schizophrenia #psychosis #schizo spectrum #mh posting #orig #time to stop bitching about no posts and make my own #hall of fame