#and that's it I guess?

[istilldontknowhowthiswork]

haha im fucked but trying

Okay, basically this is me forcing myself to write in english because I'm really insecure of it but I kinda want to try joining a zine as a writer and i sorta have to have something written by the 16th? SO YEAH FUCK IT, here's what I got so far:

It's gonna be a 5 + 1 times type of fic about Shachi getting to learn how to feel affection and love and everything that comes with it because boy- the north blue doesn't know how to treat kids right… He has issues but he's going to deal with it! The order at the moment is: Penguin, Law, Bepo, Ikkaku, the Polar Tang (Merry spirit is still a sore spot so yeah, im gonna make my own little ship/submarine spirit and it's going to get as much love as I want) + Shachi himself!

I already started writing the first part, maybe I'll post it on ao3 when I'm done with it but who knows… Well, Tumblr, I'll let you have a first taste at it below:

(SORRY BY ALL MISTAKES IT PROBABLY HAS, I DON'T HAVE A BETA READER)

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The first time Shachi remembers feeling it, he doesn't know how old he is. Just that he's young enough that people doesn't respect him yet, but old enough to people not care about him anymore. And that's not necessarily okay and maybe he'll never stop asking what makes it be to everyone else, but that's how it was and the only how he knew. The how the north operates, cold to even it's own kind. 

And Shachi, true to his kind and everything that he suspects being a northern is about, react's bad to it. 

Maybe he's dying, like all the others young/not that young boys he knows, or just "going on a trip to the see the lights up close" like his aunt and uncle like to say. Shachi likes to remind them he knows what death is, that he knows someday it'll be him because of some excuse or another— it was too cold, he had said something someone didn't like. He says it, even though deep inside he hopes it's just like that, like seeing the northern lights up close, like the boreal is involving him and taking all the bad feelings away. He knows that his uncle and aunt think he doesn't deserve that good of an ending. He prays he doesn't deserve one so soon. 

And Shachi, young but not young enough, the kid that can't be a kid anymore, looks at the little boy smaller then him and feels things. 

It's hard to tell his age, hard to tell everyone's age when they're all smaller than they should be and that's part of the reason Shachi doesn't know his age, because everyone else is not so sure about it so why should he? Still, the boy is small and Shachi was always the smallest so it's a good thing, a sign that the circles continue and there's always one more of them, kids that are not kids. There's something strange in his walk, like it's hurting him to do so. Shachi knows what that's like, what it means. 

He's hungry, he's tired, he wants someone to hear him even though he knows no one will. Just his luck as Shachi has been called "no one" by his family one too many times.

#one piece #opfanfic #shachi one piece #penguin one piece #bepo one piece #ikkaku one piece #law one piece #heart pirates #polar tang #and that's it I guess? #i don't know how tags work i' #m sorry

[butchdykekondraki]

post this (not)deer when they least expect it

#cyrus.png #<- i guess lol

[lizardsfromspace]

"Look at this video of a child disappointed at their expensive gift! Children are so spoiled these days!"

That's cool. So, why did their parents upload their small child being upset online? In a public video, shared to the entire video? Why did they even save the recording?

Like. The kid in that scenario could be saying the most entitled nonsense in the world, and if their parents post it online to be publicly shamed, I'd still support the kid 100%. Thinking your child's life is a toy to exploit freely for #content is "spoiled"; when faced with mommy vlogers, kids should be demanding three PS5s and a new Bugatti, and we should be applauding them for it

#politics #i guess?

[sleepygaymerdisease]

#'who was this about' dont worry <3 #EDIT hi i didnt realize this would get notes LOL. um everyone reblog with what character ur thinking of because im NOSEY i WANNA SEE #edit 2 to everyone trying to guess what the character i made this for was. youre all wrong. this was about kamen rider #youd think lupin because of my profile picture but alas i have other interests as well... #anis gaymer moments

[goldensunset]

#peach rambles #hall of fame i guess #unreality #apparently i made an unintentional star trek reference?

[carouselcometh]

Devastating! Art museum gift shop doesn’t sell prints of specific and unpopular painting that struck a cord with you!

#Anyways :) I had a good day guess what popular painting I love that I saw and guess what I saw a new painting I really liked today :)

[cabalt]

Getting a bit sick of all the "ooh I'm so glad Laios has a soft body!" "Laios is built like an average guy" style posts. Because he doesn't and isn't.

Laios is built like a fucking professional wrestler. He isn't like, super chiseled or anything but he does not have an "average" body, he his built like someone who does a LOT of physical effort and training.

#dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #laios touden #wwe and aew i guess

[dishsaop]

the worst part about being an adult is thay its no longer socially acceptable to just roll down a really big hill and then run back up it and roll back down again. "oh is this a syphilis metaphor" passerby would ask. "is this for a tick tock". no i just wanna come home covered in dirt and scratches and bask in the the solace of childlike mirth

#m text #everyone rbing this without the addition and commenting 'op did you mean sisyphus' yes. yes i did #'where did the discord screenshot reblog go did you delete it' well in the 10mn after posting it someone had a funnier reblog #so i was like oh. ill delete the less funny one i did for the funnier one #and then. guess what got big.

[liquidstar]

If my mom sees a significant amount of blood she gets lightheaded, and has fainted on some occasions. Once it happened when we were kids, I wasn't there to witness it but I heard the story from my dad. Basically my brothers, around 7 or 8 at the time, were playing outside while my mom was making their lunch, and she accidentally cut her finger. It wasn't anything serious, but it drew a fair bit of blood and she passed out. My dad saw this and rushed over, but he didn't really know what to do so he just sort of started slapping her to wake her up (not recommended, but he had no idea and panicked)

At that exact moment my brothers both came in from playing, and all they saw was our mom unconscious on the floor and our dad slapping her. So, like, without even saying a word to each other they both just INSTANTLY start whaling on him, like, full blown attack mode to defend our mom. Which obviously didn't help the situation, but she did wake up and everything was fine.

Now our dad says that he's actually really glad they attacked him over what they thought was going on, because it means he raised good boys. And I still think that's true, they're very good boys.

#i think about this story sometimes like yeah I'm proud of them for that too actually. good job baby brothers #they're not babies anymore of course they're turning 20 next year which is crazy #but they're still the type of people who'd do something if they saw something of this sort happen for sure #respectful of women and everyone else too. they're good guys #I'm glad I ended up with them living in my house against my will for like 14 years #anyway i have no idea where i was for all this but my best guess is probably a friends house given the time period #i was always at my besties house lol #i hope she's doing well too actually. haven't spoken in forever... #bestie from greek elementary school... if you're out there... let's get muffins and fanta at the bakery across the street again someday 💜☮️

[noddynods]

Story of my life

#idk what to tag this as #fandom #i guess

[pillowspace]

GIRLY JUST FOUND OUT ABOUT CYERCE ELEGANS

If Cyerce nigricans is a butterfly, then this is a fairy... Cyerce nigricans for comparison:

#sea slug #ok i have to go make food #hello my 11k notes. may i offer you: sun fnaf #alright this has 15k notes now. i guess i'll add tags #marine biology #nature #ocean #sea slugs #marine life #animals #sacoglossans #sacoglossan

[aplpaca]

i know nothing about youtuber whatsoever. every time someone talks about a popular youtuber it feels like theyre conjuring a dude from thin air. hearing about youtuber drama is like seeing everyone spontaneously pull a guy out of their hat and start beating him to death with hammers

#like oh new shitty guy just dropped i guess #hbomberguy #james somerton

[koddlet]

personal rules for winter ❄

#this was fun bc i didn't intend for it to be kind of cryptic #i just wanted to make some reminders for myself about winter cuz i never learn #especially the back cover which i guess isn't really a rule but still stands. i'm in a rural place so when it gets dark it's Dark #and its hard to want to do anything #zine #mini zine #illustration #nonfandom #analogue art

[lesbian-disaster-academic]

i used to be so good at writing strong, thoroughly-researched, thoroughly-edited essays.

as a kid in hs, my teacher literally came up to me, holding my 40 page essay on the intersection of the European witch hunts and capitalism/exploitation/gender roles (it was supposed to be 7 pages...whoops) and went like "this is literally a master's-degree level thesis. what are you doing?? you could literally use this as your final dissertation in a master's program, what the fuck."

NOW??? NOW?? you'd think I'd be oh so skilled. but alas. i can barely piece together two ideas. adhd skill-regression is so so real. im SOBBING

#this is just me ranting sorry #im very tired and hungry #and i want to sleep but brain go brrrrr #well i used to be nice and smart and now im neither of those or however the song goes #pretty sure he was exaggerating cause looking back. it was good. but some of the wording was a lil wonky #adhd #actually adhd #executive dysfunction #actually neurodiverse #adhd paralysis #adult adhd #attention deficit hyperactivity disorder #adhd hacks #academia #neurodivergent #adhd skill regression #confessions of a burnt out gifted kid #<< i guess #former gifted kid #burnt out gifted kid #gifted kid burnout #realizing i sound rly pretentious here sorry -- formal speech patterns i picked up as an autistic child and never put down again haha

[vamprisms]

minos was such a pussy. if my wife gave birth to an epic minotaur baby i wouldn't have locked him in a labyrinth. i would have taken him to the mcdonalds play place (athens) every day and let him eat as many stray mcnuggets (athenians) off the floor as he wanted. i love you hungry son

#rip to minos but i would have loved him. #what nutting scorpions does 2 ur attitude i guess

[goldensunset]

advice i think we should tell children is that when adults say stuff like ‘now that i’m an adult i get really excited about stuff like coffee tables and bathrooms and rugs etc’ they don’t mean ‘and now i don’t care about blorbo and squimbus from my childhood tv shows anymore’ bc your average adult still loves all the same pop culture stuff they always did; they just have a greater appreciation for the mundane as well. growing up just means you can enjoy life twice as much now. you can get really excited about a new stuffed animal AND about a new kitchen sponge. peace and love

#peach rambles #you don’t have to get rid of blorbo and squimbus!! they would look great on top of your beautiful new nightstand you’ve been excited about #hall of fame i guess #i get. the sneaking suspicion this post has inspired at least two other posts #to the effect of ‘uhmmm i was ALWAYS excited about these things??’ #yes i did have to do my own chores as a kid prommy. i just didn’t have feelings about stuff yet ok