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THE THINGS WE DO FOR LOVE
Pairings: Helion x Reader (platonic); Inner Circle x Reader (platonic)
Summary: Secrets can never be kept for long. Eventually, the truth always comes out, and so do the consequences of it.
Warnings: Mentions of blood/pregnancy/birth/fight/death (nothing too descriptive); there's a flashback scene in the middle.
Words: 7.6k
Author's Note: Hi! So I started writing, and this is what came out (kinda of what happened with 'Never Yours'). I'm exploring my writing at the moment, and that's why this got so long, but I like how this turned out, and I hope you guys do too. Enjoy!
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You are a scholar from Day Court. But you are not just a simple scholar - you are the best.  
You were known for graduating at the top of your class and for your impeccable reputation of never failing a project and never leaving a question unanswered.
You have always been a very curious person, and the fact that you grew up in Day Court gave you the privilege of having access to the best libraries with the best books in Prythian.
That's why books were your life and the fact you liked to have an answer for everything, even though Helion called you a know-it-all from time to time, and even if that irritated you a little, it was true.
Whenever a question arose that you didn't know the answer to, you made it your personal mission to find one. 
Even if it meant having to read dozens, if not hundreds of books, but that part you never care about. Besides, the libraries were your favorite places, especially the one near the pegasus stables.
The only thing you liked more than books was pegasus. You thought they were the most magnificent creatures your eyes had ever had the pleasure of seeing.
Your favorite was Meallan, who was also Helion's favorite. It was with him that you learned to ride a pegasus, and he was your favorite partner to fly and enjoy the sky.
Besides being curious, you were also a very adventurous person, and it was your sense of adventure that got you into trouble. 
One day, you decided that it would be a great day to combine the two things you love most in this world - books and pegasus.  
So you tried flying with Meallan while reading one of your romance books, only to get distracted when the scenery in the book started to heat up and lose your balance.
Your luck? Meallan wasn't flying very high when it happened.  
Your bad luck? A broken leg and a very big and angry lecture from Helion.
When he heard what you did, he banned you from flying with Meallan or any of the other pegasus again for months.
Which led you to focus on books again for a while, which helped a lot during your recovery.
Your reputation caught Rhysand's attention.
The High Lord of the Night Court was in the middle of researching the Cauldron. Rumors about Hybern being in search of him for a new war had reached his ears, and as all High Lords should, he began to prepare for war but the truth is that his library could not be compared with those at Day Court.
Even with the help of the priestesses, he was unable to find almost anything. That's where you entered the equation.
During a meeting between the Night Court and Day Court at Helion's Palace, Rhys mentioned your name.
Helion wasn't surprised. He knew very well what you were capable of, and at that moment, he couldn't hide the pride he felt for you. 
He knew what Rhysand was about to ask of him. He wanted you to join him and his Inner Circle in Velaris and help with the research, and if possible, bring some books from your Court on the subject for them to read as well.
Helion had no problem with you helping them, afterall Rhys was one of his longest friends. 
The only thing he didn't like was putting you in the enemy's attention. If Hybern found out, you'd have a target on your back.
Helion explained his worries to Rhys and his Inner Circle that were seated beside him.
He explained to them how you were not just another citizen of his Court. 
You were important and very close to him. He told them how your mother was one of his best friends for centuries, and when she died, he took you under his care.
The Night Court assured him that they would treat you like family and that they would not let anything bad happen to you.
Before Helion could respond, your voice filled the conference room, “I’ll do it.”
All the heads turned in your direction, Helion leaned back in his chair and ran a hand over his face. "How many times do I have to tell you not to eavesdrop?"
With an innocent smile, you replied, "I wasn't eavesdropping. I was passing by, and I heard my name."
"Really? You were just passing by?" Helion didn't believe you for a second.
The Inner Circle watched the scene unfold in front of them with amusement in their faces.
"Hum hum" was your response.
Helion interlaced his hands and with an amused look - one that you knew very well and that meant he was about to corner you - "And where were you going, if I may ask?"
"I...Hum, I..." You paused to think. "Ah, I was going to the kitchen. Yes, that's where I was going." You finished with pride.
Helion chuckled. "The same kitchen that is on the other side of the palace, and you can't access it from this floor?"
Your smile fell, and you realized you had been caught. 
He was right, this floor was for political purposes only - Helion's office, the conference room they were in now, an armament room and the map room which was mainly used by Helion's General and his soldiers.
Everyone tried to contain their laughter at your expression and when you tried to come up with a quick response and couldn't, you decided to admit defeat "Okay, okay, I wasn't just passing by. What do you want me to say? You know I'm curious."
"Indeed, I do." He gave you a smile. Raising from his seat, he gestured for you to approach him, and when you did, he wrapped you in a side hug. "Y/N, meet the Inner Circle." 
You couldn't help but linger your gaze on the Shadowsinger. He was stupidly handsome, and no one should look that good. 
The laughter caught your attention, and when you looked at them, you noticed that everyone was smiling except Helion. 
Realizing what just happened, you said, "Shit. Did I just say that out loud?" A hand coming to cover your mouth that was starting to form into a nervous smile.
"Unfortunately." Helion replied with a roll of his eyes.
Another thing you were also, besides being curious and adventurous - is being honest. You are not, and you have never been afraid to say what you think and be direct about it. 
Helion has always really liked that trait of yours but not at the moment, especially when you're using it to flirt with the male in front of you.
"Okay, enough." He averted his gaze to Azriel. "Stop looking at her like that before I regret all of this." The Shadowsinger raised his hand in surrender with a smile.
Helion released a sigh before looking at you. "Are you sure about this? You don't have to do it if you don't want to."
You gave him an assured smile. "I'm sure. I can do this. Besides, it's what I was trained for, right?" That led you to another thought. "Oh, can you train me while I'm there?" You asked the General. 
Cassian was surprised by the question. No one ever asked him to train them before, and if they did, it wouldn't be a female. That made him happy, so he had no problem in saying, "Of course." 
"Awesome. I'm going to pack my things." You said with one last smile before exiting the room. 
"Alright. Rhys, I'm trusting you, all of you, with her. So... don't fuck this up, unless you would like to see me angry." Helion warned them with his High Lord voice.
Rhys giggled at his words but he knew the male meant every single one "We won't."
Helion turned his attention to Cassian. "Oh, and Cassian? Be careful when you eventually put a weapon on her hands. She's a little curious and clumsy even though she never lost or ruined a book, which is kinda a surprise, actually."
Cassian laughed, "It can't be that bad."
Helion also laughed before telling them one of your many stories "I once tried to teach her archery because she was interested and when I was teaching her how to shoot an arrow, she got distracted with a butterfly that was flying near her and the arrow that was supposed to go into the target, end up going into one of the gardener's legs. Who, by the way, was on the other side of the garden."
Cassian's smile dropped and he got a little pale.  Everyone else laughed but him.
"Oh, this is going to be fun." Morrigan said with a "I already like her," followed by Amren.
"Careful, got it." Cassian said before starting to re-think about his life's choices. 
-
You were finishing packing when Helion entered your bedroom chambers.
"Everything okay?" He asked you.
"Yes. I already have everything I need." You turned to look at him and when you saw his look you told him "Don't worry. I'm going to be fine."
"I know." He approached you and held you by your shoulders "Remember, no one can know. It needs to remain a secret." 
"Yes, I know. I'm not going to tell them." You assured him.
"Good. Now, have fun but please be careful with the weapons during training with Cassian. We wouldn't want you to lose a finger."
"Or him." You added, making you and the male giggle.
"Also, don't forget our agreement." Helion reminded you.
You rolled your eyes but with a laugh escaping your lips, "I know."
"Four letters during the week." He said while smiling at your antics, "Deal?"
"Deal." You said with a firm smile.
-
Everything was going well. 
You had been at the Night Court for about three months now and the research about the Cauldron and Hybern had progressed a lot with your help. 
You loved Velaris and adjusted very well but instead of staying with the Inner Circle, you decided to rent a house near the Sidra so you could explore the City of Starlight at your own pace. 
And because you never lived alone before and decided to try it - 'a new adventure' that's what you wrote to Helion in the letter. He didn't like that.
You also did that, so you had a reason for the Shadowsinger to fly you to the House and then back to yours - but you didn't share that part with Helion.
The library at the House of Wind made you feel at home and helped with your homesickness. 
The priestesses adored you and found your presence comforting. The only thing they didn't like very much was when you disappeared for a few hours and they had to alert the Inner Circle.  
They found you on the last floor of the library drinking tea while talking to Bryaxis much to Cassian's dismay. You almost gave all of them a heart attack.
When they asked you about it you blamed your curiosity. You had heard some priestesses talking about the creature that lived in the library while searching for a book. 
You went to the edge of the stairs and when you looked down, you found nothing, and you needed to know what this creature was like so your feet started moving before you could stop them. 
You end up finding that Bryaxis was really good at telling stories and you thought he was friendly. Cassian didn't like that.
You were doing remarkable work. Rhys had complimented you multiple times for it.
You were respecting the agreement and sending four letters as agreed and Cassian still had all his fingers and toes but the same couldn't be said about the ear he almost lost when you got distracted during sword training. 
Two months without any incident - or almost.
But that changed the day a letter from the Night Court arrived.
Helion never winnowed so fast as he did when he received the letter from Rhysand explaining about what happened to you.
Helion was quick to grab Rhys by the colar of his shirt that he didn't even had time to react "What the fuck happened?" He yelled.
Rhys didn't want to admit it but at that moment he was a little afraid of the male so he told him everything. How you didn't show up in the library this morning and Clotho noticed your absence, how no one had seen you since last night and after checking if you were with Bryaxis which you weren't, they decided to come to your house to check on you, but instead found the door open and when they check the inside...
The house was destroyed. Broken furniture, paintings lying on the floor, shattered objects, torn cushions and then, blood.
Not just yours but also whoever invaded.
Apparently, training with Cassian paid off because you put up a good fight to those males.
And then there were the scents.
The scent of Autumn soldiers, at least five different scents lingered in the air but they were starting to disappear so they suspected you had been taken at least two hours ago.
And when the explanation ended, he finally released his friend's shirt and took a step back.
Helion panicked. He knew what this meant right before he came to Velaris. But he chose not to believe it and just dismissed it. Maybe it was just a coincidence.
But now, with all the evidence in front of his eyes, he couldn't deny it. Not anymore.
He had found out the truth and came for you.
All the emotions started overwhelming Helion - anger, worry, fear, rage.
But he was going to find you, and he was going to bring you home - to him. Even if it meant he would have to destroy Autumn with his bare hands, like he did once, to some beasts, all those centuries ago.
"Don't worry, Helion, we're going to find your scholar." Rhysand promised him.
"She's not just my scholar!" The High Lord of Day shouted - he shouted so loud that the birds that were posing on the trees flew away as fast as their wings allowed. 
Feyre moved forward and placed her hand on Helion's arm, trying to comfort him as much as she could. "What do you mean by that?"
Helion met the High Lady's eyes, and all she found in them was pain and fear. 
His lips trembled, and after taking a few deep breaths, he told her the truth. "She's my daughter." 
The Inner Circle stilled at his words. This was unknown to them, Helion had never mentioned a child of his own.
"Y/N is my daughter, and she's the princess of the Day Court." The High Lord of Day told them. The fear in his voice was noticeable. 
Before any of them had the chance to say something, Helion raised his hand and signaled his second in command to approach him; the male had refused to let his High Lord come alone after reading that letter "Benjen."
Benjen approached him and stood to his full height, ready to receive his orders. "Yes, High Lord?
"I need you to send a letter to Eris, tell him what happened and that he needs to come to Velaris as soon as he can." Helion paused for a second, very well aware of the gazes the Inner Circle were sending his way, "and also tell him not to show the letter to anyone, as soon as he finishes reading it, he must burn it immediately."
"Of course, High Lord." Bejen replied and gave a small nod before leaving to carry out the order that his High Lord entrusted to him.
At the exit of one of his most trusted friends, Helion looked back to the Inner Circle, and he only had a second to breathe before the Shadowsinger spoke.
"Why are you sending a letter to Eris? What does he have to do with Y/N?" He asked him, with worry and confusion on his face. If Autumn had really captured you, he didn't want to waste another minute.
"Everything." Was Helion's only response.
Tired of his riddles, Rhys spoke, from one High Lord to another. "Helion, tell us what's going on. How is Y/N your daughter, and why did I never know about it? How is Eris connected to her? And why was she taken by Autumn soldiers?" 
Helion released a long breath and pitched the bridge of his nose. He approached the High Lord of Night, and with a stern look and a firm voice, he said, "If I tell you, Rhysand, you and your Inner Circle can't tell anyone." 
Rhys looked back, and with the firm nods of his family, he returned his look to Helion before extending his hand for him to shake it. "I promise."
Helion took his hand, and the bargain was made. A tattoo in the shape of the sun appeared on the back of their necks.
Helion gave him a nod before telling him, "Y/N mother didn't die, and she wasn't just a random lover." 
The Inner Circle approached at the sound of the new information the Spell Cleaver was about to share with them.
He continued, "Y/N is the result of an affair that I had eighty-two years ago." Helion paused, aware of what he was about to say. "She's mine and Elowyn's daughter."
The Inner Circle gasped out loud, shock spreading through their features. 
Oh, this was bad - this was very bad.
"You mean..?" Feyre wasn't able to finish her sentence before Helion interrupted her.
"Yes." He said, looking at the High Lady again, "The Lady of Autumn is her mother." Helion sighed, "We kept it a secret all these years so Beron wouldn't find out, but apparently, he has."
Helion took a step back and passed a hand through his long black hair. "That's how Y/N is connected to Eris. He's her brother."
Cassian spoke for the first time since all of this happened. "But how does he know?" 
Helion looked at the General. "Because Eris was the one who brought Y/N to me on the day she was born."
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Eight-two Years Ago
The sun had left a long time ago.
The night had already come with her dark sky, her shiny stars, and her smooth breeze.
The entire Prythian was thankful for it.
Every citizen from every Court just wanted today's day to end.
No one understood or had an explanation for the events of today. 
It didn't make sense. Prythian was in the height of winter - two weeks from the Winter Solstice - to be more precise. 
Even though the Seasonal Courts didn't follow the natural course of Nature, they, too, were affected.
During the entire day, the sun shined like it had never shined before and released a heat that Prythian had never felt.
Not even the Summer Court or the Day Court have had a sun like this before. And these were the two Courts best known for their hot suns.
Even Winter Court, known for their constant cold, and their land always decorated with snow and ice felt uncomfortable with the sun.
Nothing happened differently during the course of today's day to explain this reaction from the sun.
There was no reason for it.
Except, there was, they just didn't know that.
The letter came a few minutes after Helion had finished his dinner.
He, too, was contemplating about the sun's behavior earlier. 
He even made his way to one of his many libraries to see if this event had ever happened before but he found nothing.
It wasn't strange for the sun to shine like it did today. They've had their fair share of hot summers but for the sun to shine like that during the winter? That didn't make sense.
And with all the libraries and even more the books he owned, there had to be an answer somewhere.
The High Lord of Day was in the middle of reading a book when the letter appeared on top of it.
The letter had brown tones with leaf patterns and an intense scent of pine - Autumn.
This was the second strange thing that happened today. Why - of all the Courts - would Autumn be sending him a letter?  
It was then that he noticed that the letter did not come from Beron. The stamped seal did not belong to the High Lord.  
No, the seal was in the shape of a hound. The Heir's beloved creatures and his personal seal.
Eris Vanserra sent him a letter - a personal letter.
Without further hesitation, Helion opened the letter and read the content hidden within. If he was confused before, he is even more now. 
The letter contained three simple instructions: "Meet me at the border between Day and Dawn in twenty minutes. Come alone and don't let anyone see you. Burn the letter once you finish reading it."
Now, this was even stranger than the sun's behavior.
Helion knew that he was most likely making a mistake. 
Meeting alone with Eris at the border could very well be a trap, but on second thought, what reason did the Heir have to ambush him?
The answer is none.  
He knows that Eris is not the cruel and arrogant male he appears to be, he knows that deep down Eris is good, honest and kind and that the rest is nothing more than a mask that he had to create because of Beron.
That's why Helion followed his instructions. He just hopes he doesn't regret it.
As agreed, Eris appears exactly twenty minutes after sending the letter.  
The High Lord of Day decided to arrive a little earlier as a precaution, just to make sure there were no hidden hounds ready to attack his legs, especially today that he was wearing a new robe.
Helion had no idea what this secret meeting was about. He came to think that perhaps the Heir was moments away from asking him for help to take down Beron, but he came to the conclusion that if that were the case, it wasn't him that Eris would ask for help, but the Night Court, so he scrapped that idea and was left with no other.
Therefore, he had no expectations for this meeting - if it could be called that. 
But the last thing he expected was to see Eris Vanserra with a newborn in his arms.
-
The day was already feeling long, but with the sun shining like this and the unbearable heat that came from it, it only made it seem even longer.
Elowyn, Lady of the Autumn Court, had now been in labor for three hours.
The eighth child of Beron Vanserra and Elowyn was about to come into the world, and like all the other births, Beron was far away from the room where his wife was.  
But Eris was there, just like he was at all the births of his younger brothers, holding his mother's hand like he always did.
Eris loved his mother more than anything, and one of the reasons he wanted to overthrow Beron so much was so she could be free and happy.
He also knew that Lucien was her favorite son, and although it hurt him, he would still do anything for her, but what was unknown to Eris was that he was her favorite son too.
Eris was surprised when his mother announced that she was pregnant again. After all, Lucien was born more than four hundred years ago. Another brother was something the young Heir wasn't expecting.
But he couldn't not be happy, besides he always liked taking care of his brothers when they were younger, and after everything that happened maybe a baby was exactly what they needed.
As his mother pushed again, Eris began to think about all the things he was going to teach the new member of the family - fishing, hunting, fighting because in this world that is also important, reading, writing, camping but most importantly how to control the powers.
That was something Eris didn't have. 
No one taught him how to control and use his fire, and that led the healers to treat a lot of burns because of it, and he wasn't going to let this baby go through what he did.
His mother's scream shook him away from those thoughts, and Eris refocused all his attention on her and made sure to hold her hand tighter, assuring his mother that he wasn't going anywhere. Not until his brother is born.
Two hours later - with screams, pain, and sweat - a baby's cries burst into the room, bringing tears of happiness to the eyes of Elowyn and Eris.
But it was at that moment that the Mother made her first turn of events.
"It's a girl, my Lady." The head healer that was helping with the labor announced "a very healthy baby girl." 
Eris froze, not knowing how to react before this new information.
In over a thousand years, the Vanserra lineage has never had female descendants. 
This couldn't be possible.
"A girl?" Elowyn asked, exhaustion in her voice.
"Yes, my Lady." One of the healers that assisted with the birth and now holding the baby confirmed while walking closer to the bed. "It looks like you've been blessed, my Lady." 
Eris's grip on his mother's hand loosened, and the male stood up from the side of the bed where he had spent the last five hours crouched. Now raised to his full height, Eris saw his baby sister, and his heart stopped. 
And that was when the Mother made her second turn of events.
The baby didn't look like Eris or his mother or anyone in his family. Her hair wasn't red, her eyes weren't russet or brown, and her skin wasn't pale. 
She wasn't a daughter of Autumn. Meaning she wasn't Beron's daughter.
Eris took the baby from the healer's arms before speaking to all of them. "Leave us." 
The head healer asked before making her exit, "Should we announce the birth to the High Lord, my Prince?"
"No." Eris was quick to respond. He looked at the baby in his arms again before meeting the gaze of the female. "I'll tell him myself when he gets back from the meeting. Thank you for your help."
"Of course, my Prince." The healer turned to face Elowyn and bowed one more time before leaving the room "My Lady."
Elowyn gave her a small smile. "Thank you, Lydia." 
Now alone in the room, Eris finally looked at his mother and took a seat on her left side of the bed, and passed the baby to her arms.
At the sight of her daughter, Elowyn cried.
She knew what this meant. Beron was going to kill her and her child.
Her love affair had ended after becoming pregnant with Lucien, but after seeing Helion at the High Lords meeting three years ago, all the feelings that she had buried deep down in her heart came to the surface.
And as always, she wasn't able to stay away from the male she's always loved - the love of her life, her mate, and now the father of two of her children.
Elowyn ran her fingers over the delicate cheek of her daughter - her only daughter - and with tears running down her face, she looked at her firstborn and said to him in a low voice "He's going to kill us, isn't he?" 
It was Eris's turn to have tears in his eyes, but he didn't let them fall.
Placing one of his fingers in front of his little sister, Eris saw the baby wrap her small hand around his finger, and he could have sworn his heart skipped a beat at the gesture. 
He had a gentle smile on his lips as he looked at the newborn now sleeping in his mother's arms. Her hand still wrapped around her big brother's finger.
"She's Helion's, isn't she?" Eris asked without taking his eyes from the baby.
Elowyn's mouth opened in surprise. She never mentioned Helion to anyone, not even to Lydia who wasn't just the Court's head healer but also her dearest friend. "Wha-"
"It's okay, mom. I have known for a while." Eris gave her a small smile, eyes still directed to his sister.
"Since when?"
"Since Lucien." Eris finally looked at his mother. 
Eris gave a long sigh before revealing his opinion to his mother "If you would like to know, I wish you had married him and not Beron," Eris grabbed her hand and give it a tight squeeze before continuing "You deserve to be happy and well treated, mom, and I know that Helion does that and so much more. I've never seen you as happy as on the days you returned from your meetings with him."
Elowyn gave him a genuine smile before murmuring a "Thank you."
Eris chuckled, now putting the two pieces together. "This is why the sun is acting like crazy today, isn't it? Because she's a child of Day.
The same had happened with Lucien but it wasn't as strong as today and Lucien was born in the summer which didn't raise any suspicions.
His mother nodded her head in affirmation before returning her eyes to her daughter, and she gave a small laugh. "She looks just like him."
And it was true. Everything about you screamed Helion - your eyes, your hair, your skin, and even your nose. There was no doubt in it.
Concerned invaded her face, and Elowyn found herself holding the baby tighter to her chest. 
She looked at her son again. "What are we going to do?" 
Eris met her gaze before looking at the peaceful baby again, and his head started to work to come up with a plan. 
Even if you weren't Beron's you were still his sister - his baby sister - and he wasn't going to let that horrible male harm you. 
After a few minutes and after thinking about all the possible ways, Eris understood there was only one option - one that he hated.
But that didn't matter. What mattered was to keep you safe and alive even if it meant to send you away.
The tears returned to his eyes. He had to swallow the lump in his throat because he knew he was about to break his mother's heart.
After breathing a couple of times to calm his heart, he gathered enough courage to tell her, "I have a plan." 
And just like that, the Mother made her third and final turn of events.
The High Lord of Day couldn't believe what was in front of him.
Eris Vanserra with a newborn in his arms? Things had just gotten far more interesting or dangerous.
The Heir of Autumn was walking in his direction and looking at his surroundings while doing it.
When he finally stood in front of the High Lord, Eris asked him, "Are you alone?"
With an annoyed look, Helion raised his arm to gesture around them and couldn't help but reply "Do you see anyone else here, Prince?"
"As far as I'm concerned, you could have soldiers hiding behind the trees ready to attack me at your signal, High Lord." He answered with a sarcastic smile.
Helion reciprocated his smile while adding, "I could say the same about you." 
Eris shrugged his shoulders and concluded, "I suppose that's true." 
Helion winked at him before his eyes moved to the baby in his arms. Trying to act as normal as possible and not let his curiosity take the better of him, Helion asked "Who's this little alone? And why did you bring a baby here?" 
Helion didn't have a good view of you, only of the top of your head since the rest was hidden by the blanket.
At the question, Eris held you tighter in his arms, he looked to the High Lord - who was still busy staring at you, probably trying to get a better look - he wanted to see his reaction when he revealed the truth to him.
"This is my sister. She was born a few hours ago." The Heir said and moved the blanket so Helion could finally see you.
When Eris removed the blanket and Helion finally had a good view of you, he found it strange because he found you familiar, as if he had already seen you before but that was impossible.  
At your sight, confusion settled on the Spell Cleaver's features, and he scoffed before telling him, "She's your sister?" He gave Eris an incredulous look and then continued. "I hate to be the one telling you this, Eris, but she doesn't look li-"
You opened your eyes at the sound of his voice, making the High Lord of Day freeze in his place.
Helion stopped. His heart did, too. Realization entered him as he put the pieces together. 
He raised his head to look at the male in front of him, who only gave a nod of affirmation as his response.
Helion had to blink his eyes several times to make sure that he wasn't dreaming - that this was real.
Now with the new revelation of the Heir of Autumn, his previous thoughts made sense.
You looked just like him. 
"It's not possible." Helion said, more to himself than to the red headed male.
"It is. She's the living proof of that." Eris told him.
"The sun?" Helion asked and received another nod from the red-headed male.
Helion couldn't tear his eyes from. You were looking at him with your golden eyes - his eyes.
He felt weak in his knees. Helion always wanted children, he knew that since the moment he met Elowyn but the world hasn't been kind to them. 
By the Cauldron, he didn't even know Elowyn was pregnant. The last time they had seen each other was a little over ten months ago, but sometimes that happened, it had happened before.
When Beron was around a lot, it was difficult for her to leave without lifting any suspicions, so they would wait until they could.
Sometimes it took weeks, other times mouths, but Helion was patient, he would rather wait than risk her safety at Beron's rage.
But the wait was worthed because when they were together it was like the rest of the world disappeared and it was just the two of them. It was perfect. 
*
The room was lit by the first rays of the morning sun and a gentle breeze came through the window.
The two lovers were together in bed. After a long night of passion and romance, the two were in each other's arms with nothing but a sheet protecting them from the breeze.
Elowyn laughed again at the tickling sensation. She hit Helion's arm that was holding her against his chest "Stop", but she couldn't stop laughing.
"Why would I do that when I can hear that magnificent sound?" Helion joined her laugh.
But Helion was right. Elowyn only laughed when she was with him, and that was one of the reasons why she loved him so much.
The Lady rested her head on the High Lord's chest and released a long sigh before giving voice to her thoughts. "I wish I woke up like this every morning." She adjusted her head on the male's chest so she could look at him. "With you."
Helion lowered his head to meet her beautiful brown eyes. "Me too." He said with a sad smile. 
"Do you ever think about that? About how our life would be if we were together?" She asked him.
"Of course I do," he placed a hand on her hair and began to caress it as he spoke "The first thing I would do, would be to marry you and after making you my wife, I would make you my High Lady."
A smile began to form on her lips. "What else?" 
He reciprocated the smile and continued, "Afterwards, we would have our honeymoon at the Summer Court because I know how much you would like to visit there. And then, I would show you every place of your new Court. The libraries, the pegasus, the entire Palace and my favorite places" He paused for a second, sadness starting to make its way to his features "I would make you feel like home, and I would make you feel loved, seen and heard every single day. I would give you anything you asked of me, Sunshine."
A tear fell from Elowyn's eyes, and her lip trembled a little. "That sounds perfect. It would be a dream come true." 
Helion wiped her tears and told her "Yes it would be..." he gave her a weak smile. He, too, felt the pain of what they could only imagine."Would you like to hear the best part?"
When she nodded her head, he proceeded "After a few years of being married, if we were blessed enough and if you wanted, of course," he paused, a tear rolled down Helion's cheek "Children."
Elowyn didn't know what to say.  
She had confessed to Helion a long time ago how she wished she had run away from her family and married him instead of her current husband. How she wished she had been strong enough to stand up to her father and how she wished all her sons were his. 
Because this last confession was what held her back in Autumn, she was not capable of abandoning her sons and leaving them at the mercy of Beron. 
She couldn't wait for the day when Eris killed him so she could finally be what she always wanted - Lady of the Day Court but in this case she would be High Lady as Helion had told her and she didn't doubt for a second of his words.
But unlike Helion, the first thing she would do wouldn't be to marry him but to accept the mating bond. That beautiful, golden, and magical mating bond.
She tugged on the bond and a second later Helion did the same, finding the words she was looking for she said to him "Of course I would have children with you, Helion, that's not even a question." She giggled. "Can you imagine? Little versions of you and me running around and causing trouble?"
Helion couldn't hold back the laughter that escaped at her words "They would be troublemakers, wouldn't they?" 
Elowyn laughed even more "Of course they would be." Her laughter quieted and a hint of love adorned her face "Maybe I would finally have my little girl, I always wanted a daughter."
"Me too," Helion confessed, "I would name her after my mother in honor of her."
"Your mother was a remarkable female. It would be an honor to name our little sunshine after her." She said and dropped an arm around his waist.
"It would be my greatest achievement.'' He finished with a kiss on her forehead. 
They spent the rest of the morning in bed talking about the future they wanted more than anything and expressed their love one more time until Elowyn had to leave.
What they didn't know at the moment was that it was the last time they would see each other for a really long time.
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The memory surged through Helion's mind like a wave. 
He remembers that day so well after all that day was only ten months ago. What a coincidence that on the last day they were together they talked about their future and their children and now, right in front of him, was their daughter.
Their little sunshine.
With a trembling voice, Helion spoke after a long time in silence "Can I hold her?" 
"Of course." Eris was quick to respond and passed you to your fathers arms. 
And that's when it happened. A moment that neither Helion nor Eris would ever forget.
In the second that you were in Helion's arms, both of your skins started glowing as bright as the sun had just a few hours ago.
The Day Court glow. 
"Wow." Eris whispered, amazed at what was happening.
"Indeed. She really is mine." Without taking his eyes from you, Helion asked "What's her name?"
"Y/N."
And once again, the High Lord froze on his spot. He felt overwhelmed with all the emotions he was feeling at once - love, surprise, gratitude, shock and happiness.
Seeing the strange behavior of Helion, Eris spoke "What is it?"
Helion looked at the male with a smile "That's my mother's name. I told Elowyn once how if I ever had a daughter, I would want to name her after her." 
Eris smiled at the kindness of his mother but he wasn't surprised, she was always like that.
"Elowyn." The High Lord of Day whispered.
Locking his gaze with the red-headed male, concern all written in his features at the well-being of the female he had been in love for centuries. He was so focused on you that he didn't remember to ask this earlier, "Elowyn. How is she?"
Eris released a long sigh. "Physically? She's fine but exhausted from the birth. Emotionally?  She's a wreck, but I suppose that's normal considering her only daughter has to be sent away."
"What?"
"That's why I sent you that letter, Helion. I came to bring her to you." Eris said, a firm look on his face. "She can't stay in Autumn. No matter how much I want." He murmured the last part to himself, but if Helion noticed he didn't show. "And no one can know about her, about who her mother really is, we need to keep this from Beron."
He nodded his head, and he agreed with the young Heir. Of course, you couldn't stay there. He didn't even want to imagine what Beron would do if he found out about you.
At the thought of the horrible male, confusion settled on his face again. "Wait. What about Beron? Certainly, he's going to notice that his supposed child is missing."
"Don't worry about Beron. I took care of it." Eris tried to be as vague as possible.
"How?" 
"You don't want to know besides that's not important right now. She is." He gestured to you, your skin still glowing and now grabbing one of Helion's fingers.
Eris gave a long breath, and then directed his gaze to you just for a second before raising it again to the High Lord "Are you going to take her?"
Helion scoffed, "What kind of question it's that?"
Eris released a long breath of relief, and a weight had been lifted from his shoulders. He didn't doubt that the High Lord would refuse you, but he couldn't but be nervous at the same.
The Heir reached for the inside pocket of his coat and removed a letter, and Helion took his gaze from you to look at it.
"My mother wrote this for you. She told me to tell you to only read it once you're back home." He handed him the letter.
Helion's heart ached at the revelation of Elowyn calling his Court 'home'. He accepted the letter and thanked the red-headed male, and started making his way to leave.
But before he could, he stopped at the voice of the Heir calling for him. He turned around and faced him.
"I want to be part of her life." Eris confessed without hesitation. 
"What? We just agreed that no one can know about her, Eris. And that includes you. She can't know you as her brother." Helion explained.
"I know that." Seeing the confused look Helion gave him, it was his turn to explain."She doesn't have to know me as her brother. A friend will be enough." He paused for a second "Beron just nominated me as Autumn's emissary which means I will be the one going to your Court for meetings so I want to take that as an opportunity to get to know her and to see her grow. That's my only condition, I already lost Lucien, and I'm not going to lose her either.'
"Very well. As long as you share those moments with Elowyn. That's my only condition too." Helion replied. 
"Consider it done." Was the Heir's response.
Without further words, the two males parted away. One with a heart full and the other with an empty one. 
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Helion's heart was no longer full. How could it be, when you, the best thing that ever happened to him was missing?
He saw the Inner Circle's face at the big revelation he had just told them.
Rhys broke the silence "Why didn't you tell me? I could've helped you."
Helion met his gaze. "I couldn't risk it. Y/N is my number one priority, and she'll always be, so I did everything I had to do in order to keep her safe. I have no regrets."
Feyre interlaced her fingers with Rhysand's and asked the High Lord, "Does she know?"
"Only that she's my daughter. She doesn't know about Elowyn or Eris or the rest of her brothers." Helion answered.
"She never mentioned anything," Mor replied.
"I told her not to. Y/N knows that she's my weakness and that if my enemies knew about her connection to me, they would use it as leverage. So I made sure no one outside of Day knew it, except Eris and Elowyn, not even her other brothers knew it." Helion explained.
"So how did Beron find out?" It was Azriel's turn to say.
"I don't-" Helion began, but before he could continue, the Autumn Heir winnowed to their side.
As soon as Eris' eyes met Helion's, he marched towards him.
The Heir was angry, and he didn't spare a glance at the Inner Circle. 
With a firm voice, Eris demanded, "Where is she? Where is my sister?!"
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Author's note: Thank you for reading! I didn't put the Helion x LoA pairing because I didn't want to give too much away. These two are one of my favorite ships, and they deserve their happy ending. 😊 Anyways, the beautiful dividers belong to @tsunami-of-tears  
Taglist: @emryb @fantasyandshit @azrielover @shadowsingercassia @brieflyclassymortal @lilah-asteria @lure-of-writing @pruvii @olive-main @mybestfriendmademe
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yuri-is-online · 3 days
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New scenario in the car: I don't know if you youngster's remember a tv show Recess, but there's one episode where everyone is curious about kissing and stuff and decide to do an experiment and TJ and Spinelli draw the short straws to kiss and report back. When they do kiss, there's this scene of like, fireworks and rainbows going off in their heads (This one)
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And just picturing Ace and Yuu playing Spin the Bottle or Truth or Dare (or whatever the kids are playing these days) and having to kiss, mentally it's like this but Seven forbid they let anyone know they enjoyed it, especially Ace/Yuu, so they make a big performance of gagging and going "ew gross" once the kiss is over. Smash vut the them alone in bed flustered screaming into a very tired Grimm/Staring at their ceiling paralysed with committing the feel Yuu's lips to memory.
Or something, hope you're keeping well x
The only thing I really know about this show is that my mom didn't allow me to watch it. I'm oldish myself just. Homeschooled :/
Truth or dare makes the most sense to me. And for some reason I see Epel as being the one who would put up the dare.
"C'mon." He's smirking because he can't really help it, he does find this situation hilarious. "What are ya, chicken?"
And sure, you and Ace try to act like it's a gross idea and make your standard embarrassed protests but Jack is the only one really siding with you because he's a stick in the mud but of course Ace has to call him that out loud. So you know what never mind, Ace have fun kissing the prefect he's doubling Epel's dare and now Epel is clucking a surprisingly accurate chicken call with Deuce as Sebek turns this around on you because. idk you made a joke about "kissing the homies goodnight" to Malleus once and he asked if that meant he should give Sebek a kiss on the forehead and he's never forgave or forgotten.
Anyway Ace tries to play off the nerves because don't worry he's had a girlfriend before. He knows how to kiss somebody alright? Doesn't matter if you've dated before or not, whatever you have to say on the subject is going to fluster him because well. However you feel about this he's wanted to kiss you for a while, and unlike anything he shared with his girlfriend kissing you... he doesn't know how you feel but he can fool himself into thinking there's love in it. It's hard for him to lie when he's pressed so close to the truth. So you both pull away and make big fools of yourselves, but the act is bought because your friends are admittedly sort of dumb.
All of your friends except Grim who has to see you stare at a wall between treating him like a plush toy and screaming about how you are so fucking stupid for not putting an end to that dare while you still could because you wanted your first kiss with Ace to be REAL-
(he doesn't sleep at all that night or really talk to Deuce the next morning. he's got a stupid text message three words long he's typed out and deleted so many times but he really wishes he had the guts to hit send this time because- he wants a do over. he didn't get to kiss you right the first time.)
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New Found Love pt.3
Wednesday Addams x fem!reader
Summary: Since what happened last time, you never let Wednesday out of your sight. And let just say neither has Wednesday.
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"Wednesday." You called over; your river of tears stopping. "Y/N?" Wednesday said, walking over to you, her voice carried a hint of worry, but she didn't seem to care. "I need you to pack your bags for me." You said, looking over on Wednesday with tears dry on your face. "May I ask why?" Wednesday said, her brows furrowing in confusion. "There's something I need to show you and talk to you about. It will help with what's going on." You said, looking at Wednesday with a very hopeful look.
Wednesday sighed, and those eyes of yours always made her knees buckle. If you asked for the world, Wednesday would give it to you in a heartbeat. "Where are we going." Wednesday asked, pressing more questions. It's not like she was going to say no. "To the forest. There's a place that will find me some answers." You said, pointing to a faint mountain in the distance. "What's in it for me?" Wednesday asked, squinting her eyes as if it would make the mountain more visible.
"All of your questions will be answered." You said, looking at your phone with a shaky breath. "When you're ready to answer, you can call me." You said, quickly leaving the dorm with your phone at your ear. Wednesday sighed as she leaned against the balcony, why was Nevermore so stressful yet thrilling? Wednesday wasted no time and started to pack her bags. Enid only sat on her bed, watching Wednesday with worried look and an intense stare. "If you have the urge to say something, I suggest you say it." Wednesday said; where were her sharp knives? Had she put it under her mattress or in your guitar?
"Why are you doing this?" Enid said, a sudden boiling anger rising. "To find out what that thing was." Wednesday said; did she put the knives in her desk? "I know but-" Enid quickly took a sharp inhale, flaring her nostrils. "You could die, again." Enid said, she seemed to be trying to find a reason for Wednesday to stay. " I'm already dead inside, plus, not my first-time meeting death face to face." Wednesday said with a rather proud smirk on her face, but it quickly went away when she still couldn't find her knives. "You can't rely on Goody anymore Wednesday." Enid said, some tears brimming her eyes, but she quickly wiped them. "I never did in the first place." Wednesday replied sharply as she turned around to Enid with furrowed brows. "Have you seen my knives? The ones I usually take when I venture to the woods." Wednesday said with a slight smirk. "Have you been listening?" Enid said, quickly standing up and walking closer to Wednesday with a raised voice.
"I have been replying, have I not?" Wednesday as she walked closer as well. It felt like it was the first day all over again. Nostalgia. That's what Wednesday felt every time something similar from the past happens to her. Memories repeating themselves. "Look at what happened to Thing, you, me and Y/N! Actually, everyone has been hurt, some emotionally and some physically. Some even both!" Enid said, letting her tears fall down her cheek. Wednesday hated this, why was everyone crying today? First you, now Enid. She couldn't stand seeing her friends cry.
Friends. That's what you and Wednesday were, right? She already knew Enid and her had a sort of a bond. An unusual pair but a perfect one. Would that be the same for you and her? She hoped so, but she also hoped that you wouldn't get hurt on the way to find your 'answers'. Wednesday quickly looked back to Enid with reassuring eyes. "I promise nothing's going to happen to both me and Y/N." Wednesday said with a determined look in her eyes, yet Enid didn't feel that sure. "You pinky promise?" Enid asked, looking at Wednesday as if she would eat all her snacks.
"Cross my heart and hope to die. Now, have you seen my knives?" Wednesday asked, seemingly changing the subject. Enid quickly smiled and went under mattress to take out a box of knives before giving them to Wednesday. "You knew." Wednesday said with a slight smirk. Enid had bribed her into promising without Wednesday knowing. "Learnt from the best." Enid said as she winked at Wednesday before going back to her bed.
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You stood at the gates of Nevermore with a scowl, waiting for a certain raven-haired girl. "Shall we go?" The devil herself said as she popped out of nowhere. You just nodded and opened the gate for her to walk out. The adventure shall begin! Both of you were holding flashlights while walking through the woods. The silence was rather loud, and Wednesday's thoughts were louder. "I suggest you speak; your brain needs to be intact when we get there." You said as you ducked under a tree branch. Wednesday huffed as she stepped over a rock.
"Will you tell me what that thing was?" Wednesday asked, her tone sort of irritated. "Do you know 'Red Blood'?" You asked as a wolf howled in the distance. "I'm not familiar with the name." Wednesday answered as she felt a drop of water fall on her nose. "Well, their an old mafia. Their name died millions of years ago when they used to be a tribe. They were defeated in a war against the 'Angels' as people call them." You said as you took a deep breath before talking again. "The wife in the Angel tribe was sick so they asked the 'Red Blood' for some supplies. They gave it to them but poisoned the food and medicine. The reason was unknown for years. The Angel tribe of course fought back and killed everyone, but they left one. A baby, they took him in, and he quickly became one of the best warriors of the Angel tribe." You paused to check if Wednesday was listening.
"He was the most handsome man, the richest, and had the most wives. Though one day, he got a mysterious scroll. It said all the things that happened during and before the war. Fueled by anger and sadness, he made a plan to kill everyone in the village. One night, he massacred all the guards, all of them having tears of betrayal on their faces while he did it. After that, he poured oil all over the village. Then with one torch, it was all up in flames." You finished, leading Wednesday to a near cabin as the rain fell on both of you.
"What happened after?" Wednesday asked, too intrigued. "I don't know, my mother never got to finish the story." You simply answered, earning a huff from the raven-haired girl. "Don't worry, my uncle should know it all." You said, slightly chuckling at Wednesday's small pout. "Are you mocking me?" She asked, with an unknown tone. "Calm your horses." You said as you took your keys out and unlocked the door with Wednesday rushing into the shelter. You chuckled lightly at the action and went inside yourself.
Once both of you got in, Wednesday almost gaped at the sight of numerous animals all around the cabin. "Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you these are my friends." You said, gesturing to the animals who seemed to be playing a game of Uno.
"These are animals." Wednesday said, glancing at you with slight concern. "Well, I know, but....I can't really explain it." You slumped slightly. A squirrel went up your shoulder and seemed to whisper something to you.
'Is she your girlfriend?' It asked, making you blush slightly. You shook your head and whispered back. "Soon to be." The squirrel seemed to giggle in response. Wednesday roled her eyes at your behavior and dropped her bag on a bed.
"If I feel any of them touch me, I will not hesitate to skin them." Wednesday turned around and glared at them individually. Some shrieked, and some hid behind others. You chuckled nervously.
"You're joking, right?" You asked, yet Wednesday only glared at you. "Right....?" You asked again, chuckling nervously. Wednesday smirked before going to the restroom.
The animals glanced at you. "She's joking.......I think." You muttered the last part with an unsure tone. The animals shrieked when they heard the restroom door open and hid. You chuckled at their reaction and laid down on your bed.
"Sleep with one eye open." Wednesday clarified before laying on her bed like a corpse. You turned over and slept. Unaware that there were a pair of eyes watching the two.
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Oh! It's Mac(aroni)-learns-the-consequences-for his-actions o'clock!: the AU
To my marshiemallows who saw my other post, no this isn't the part two I was talking about
(it's coming dw! ...I am going to roast those fics over a pit like a rotisserie chicken...)
but this is some more Ma-caca slander so if you're into that...
"get in loser we're going to yell into some all hearing (but terrible at listening) ears"
(DISCLAIMER: I do enjoy Macaque as a character, he is well written in the show imo
This is a call-out to those who think he's just a victim and excuse his crimes in the show, in lore and make him the "uwu soft boi who needs to be protected at all cost who everyone loves including all of Wukong's subjects apparently"
and make Wukong the "selfish narcissist who's a lazy good for nothing, a monster who killed Mac for funsies then cried for centuries afterward without his waifu, doesn't deserve anything good, everyone hates him for good reason, he kills puppies on a daily bas-"
yea you get the point)
I know there're some AUs where there's an artifact that can change time or transport you into a different dimension
Yea so y'know what, let Macaque get his hands on one of them, mid battle with the monkie kids.
They tell him to calm down and give the artifact back but Mac gets pissy about an earlier conversation with Wukong.
About how he made a shrine to honor his pilgrim brothers and Mac gets mad.
He tells Wukong that it's been centuries since they've died so why doesn't he let them go and Wukong of course gets pissed too.
Then Mac-aroni bursts at him why there was nothing for the brotherhood or DBK when he sealed him or when he died
He adds some extra insults for flavor then leaves (as usual) without giving the monkey king to give his perspective and cuss him out
Back to the present, Mac decides to alter the timeline just a wee bit...
"Tang Sanzang was killed by the six eared Macaque during their first encounter"
Then we see this new world...but it's not all happy like Macaque hoped
First off, the journey was to retrieve holy scriptures from India which would help to cleanse the east apparently. But it was also because of the journey a lot of corruption was stopped (eg slow cart kingdom with its policy on Buddhism, kingdom of women and the demon guarding the abortion spring, the demon who overthrew the black river god, kidnappings in general)
So yea if it was cut short, a lot of that corruption would still be in power.
With most of the human population being overtaken by humans or corrupt kings or busy being eaten or courtnapped, yea society could not evolve. It stays mostly stagnant, so a lot of technology hasn't been invented yet and most humans (particularly lower class) are doing worse for wear.
But it wasn't his fault; it was the society and humans for being to weak to upturn itself.
Mac sees them, doesn't really care and goes off to find Wukong because hey, he's curious
However he finds the Camel Ridge trio instead and we know what kinda happened in that town.
The surrounding area is dry and barren because all the life is being sucked out of it. Heck, its probably even more arid cause the trio's reign has lasted for centuries.
They all welcome Macaque with open arms asking him where he's been and they haven't heard of him since the monk's murder.
The trio thank Mac since they heard how the monk had Wukong on a leash and how he was no more than a guard dog and they were worried that he'd make the monkey king reign his wrath on the city if they ever crossed and without him, the journey never continued and there was no encounter
He's disturbed by the friends he once loathed and fought welcoming him with open arms and owed their success to his actions.
But it wasn't his fault for their corruption, it was their city and their choices, someway or another karma will get them probably...maybe...
Since without the journey, the brotherhood never would've ended up in the ink scrolls
"Its a shame Wukong and Brother Bull can't join us"
Mac asks what they mean and where DBK was.
He learns the demon bull family were in mourning.
You see, without the pilgrims and more importantly, Sanzang and Wukong present, the sealing of the samahdi fire probably wouldn't have went the same.
They couldn't find anyone available who'd survive the flames so DBK, PIF and Nezha had to try it themselves...and were sadly unsucessful
The infant's power caused mass destruction, many deaths, injured both his parents greatly...
...and ultimately led the child to an early grave.
Leaving the clan and couple devastated for years to come.
But it still wasn't his fault: it was just due to unfortunate circumstances!
Macaque, disturbed by this leaves without saying goodbye, goes to flower fruit mountain to check on its status. Since without having to continue the journey, surely the monkey king would be basking in the sun with his subjects happily gorging themselves on fruit-
Only he comes back to a total wasteland.
As a consequence of letting the monk be killed and failing his chance at redemption, heaven punished Sun Wukong and he was never seen again (much to Mac's surprise).
But not only that, it seemed the gods took their rage out on Flower fruit mountain as well. This was the 2nd time it was burned but now they made sure to finish the job, every last tree engulfed in flames.
Without the monkey king coming back to save them, all the inhabitants were at risk of the burning and any left who fled to the mainland were captured and sold, starved or hunted and eaten. There were no survivors.
Upset by his discovery, Macaque was filled with rage at the king. How dare he not take care of their home, he failed as a friend but now as a king too. So he snuck into heaven to find out his location to find answers and yell at him.
It wasn't his fault their home was destroyed. That was Wukong's duty as king! He failed his subjects and he must pay
A tear filled Macaque snuffs through heaven's files as even he couldn't find the location of Sun Wukong's prison.
He learns that Nezha after failing to seal the fire, got terribly burned in the process probably crippling him and causing mass destruction to many nearby towns and minor gods had been cast out of heaven.
Some of the guilt started weighing in on him but he put that aside, because of course it wasn't his fault; the god was just too weak and shouldn't have stuck his nose into other's business.
And finally, the main course we've all been waiting for: confronting Wukong.
He's back under 5 phases mountain but this time with many more locks and security cautions. Macaque learns nobody had heard from the king in a 1000 years.
He finds the king and screams at him that it was his fault how FFM was now a desolate dessert devoid of life.
But to his surprise, the king laughs.
The king laughs maniacally, practically howling with laughter but with crazed eyes like a madman.
"I assume you'll blame me for 'abandoning' you too?"
He rips into Macaque about how they always swore to stay by each others side but the moment things get ugly Mac will always save his skin. And asks where was he for him through all this.
Not during the battle vs heaven.
Not during his trials.
Not during his imprisonment.
Not when he asked him to go back and leave the pilgrims alone.
Not when heaven pointed fingers at him that the monk's murder was his fault.
Not when FFM was destroyed and Wukong didn't learn until some heavenly officials told him years later as they fed him metal pellets and molten iron.
Even now, the only reason he came was to complain.
(I imagine a lil conversation to go like this:
Macaque: They abused you! They didn't free you!!
Wukong: WELL NEITHER DID YOU!!!!
Macaque:...
Wukong:...neither did you...)
Then Mac decides to ask what the pilgrims did afterward and bet they all ran off too...how wrong he was
(Macaque: Then where are your 'pilgrim' brothers now? Why aren't they here to help you the-
Wukong: they're gone
Macaque: what..?
Wukong: They're gone...They're gone...gone...DID YOU NOT HEAR ME? ARE YOU DEAF? I SAID THEY'RE GONE!!!
Macaque: but how...
Wukong: after you fled the scene, the heavenly officials came to detain me....hahahah...I was caught in that diamond snare again and Ao Lie jumped in to defend me.
Macaque: but I thought...
Wukong: I was so distraught, I couldn't do anything...They said that it was also their fault master was dead so they'd better stay quiet if they wanted to lessen their sentence....hahahah...I watched them all die one by one Macaque...
Macaque:...
Wukong:...they all defended me...even the goddamn pig... And do you know where that lead them? They all died...Liu'er...they're dead...I WATCHED MY BROTHERS DIE IN FRONT OF ME FOR DEFENDING ME...I DID NOTHING LIU'ER...DO YOU KNOW WHERE AZURE AND THE OTHERS ARE NOW? I'M SURE THEY'RE PARTYING AND LEAVING ME TO ROT. MEANWHILE MY BROTHERS GAVE THEIR LIVES FOR A USELESS MONKEY. I COULDN'T EVEN PROTECT MY SUBJECTS...OR SANZANG...THE GREAT SAGE EQUAL TO HEAVEN CAN'T EVEN PROTECT A SINGLE HUMAN...ALL THAT TIME, TRAINING, USELESS!! SO SURE...BLAME ME ALL YOU WANT BECAUSE I DESERVE IT AT THIS POINT!!!! COME ON!!!!
Macaque: God, you've really gone mad...)
I want this man to meet his inner demons or someone able to slap him around to just really remind him of the consequences to his actions maybe some ink scroll action.
Just basically:
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And maybe if I'm feeling nice we get a happy ending, Mac reverses the spell or something and perhaps says something nice to Wukong for once.
If anyone has any thoughts or suggestions on how the timeline would change, do tell I'm curious to hear your thoughts.
@furornocturna might be reminding Mac-adoodledoo of his crimes to the monkie kids in the present but I'm taking him for a roadtrip to the past
(or other present...time travel is complicated y'all)
(Again I recommend 'Fractured pieces make a mosaic' on Ao3.
I shall call them my partner in crime for Mac-caca bullying if they shall so let me have the honors...also @nightmarebunnyking...they also do good slander
No I will not stop advertising their work. Cause it's good outside of the slander, Wukong is very affectionate, we love that for him and MK collects dads like pokemon cards
also kinda want opinions on more ole'Mac-doodle had denial. E I E I O
I propose we gather in a circle and beat him with a stick
...pls interact its 1 am rn)
Also fun fact this is my 2001st post so uhh...yay..?
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☆༉ — CHRIS STURNIOLO. The Unwritten Rule.
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about. Everyone knows the rule, don't fall in love with your best friend's boyfriend.
author's note. This is the chapter 7, I hope it sounds interesting to you. My first language is not English. masterlis!
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I started to relax a little after working for a while. Because Anna doesn't care about assignments when it's something she wants to do, like the individual investigative report we were assigned as part of the grade. He gives everything of himself, even more.
In eighth grade, she did an awesome interactive project about Broadway. He wrote about actors and actresses who were good in their day, and used their stories in a report, almost a book due to its length, about what Broadway represents for those who were part of the works that made it important.
It was so good that our English teacher wanted to talk to Anna's mom to try to publish it, but Anna's mom is always busy, and at the end-of-term ceremony she had to leave early, even before Anna received her award.
"Here," she says, pushing aside the book she was holding. "Now I know exactly what the proposal will be for my project - Broadway's fight to keep the ever-growing members of the media on edge.”
"Wow," I say, and she smiles.
"I know! Great, right?"
"Too much.”
She stretches and leans toward Chris. "What are you doing?"
"I don't know yet," he confesses. "Maybe something about how artists practice in a society where funds are harder to find, and how there are no real stars in the field anymore. At least not the ones everyone hears.”
"Because there is no money in them, just like you said," he remarked. "It's easy to be famous for just being someone, and that's what usually pays. Or at least it gives you something." Now his eyes are on me. “What are you doing?”
I shrug and Anna nudges my leg with her foot, smiling. "You already know that," she frowned, confused. "shoes, of course. Your obsession, which is completely strange" there was silence until she spoke again which is great.
"I don't think it's strange" Chris didn't seem to share Anna's thought. "I've never been to as many Broadway shows as how many, fifty? But I'm not saying you're obsessed."
"That's different," Anna babbles, "Why are you so mean? Ada, aren't you being mean to me?"
I know what I'm supposed to say, “yes” and then Anna will say “thank you” pretending to be sad and then she'll flirt with Chris and throw herself at him and... Why does Anna have to make me feel so bad sometimes?
"Good, now you're both being mean to me" he crossed his arms, pouting his lips pretending to be sad. "He's sorry that Broadway isn't as good as what you call art, Chris." He stops looking at Chris and now turns to me. "I'm sorry I don't want to read about shoes or spend years making ones that no one will see because who looks at feet?" oh that was really hurtful.
"I need some air." Chris stands up abruptly, walking out of the room. After a few seconds he heard the patio door sliding.
"Oh shit," Anna curses.
My gaze falls to the ground. "Do you think it's weird that I like shoes? Really?" I dare to ask him, still keeping my gaze on the ground.
"No," she replied, she was looking at the door and then I see her shake her head. "Not really. It's different, but it works for you."
What are you trying to tell me?
"What do you think I should do about Chris?" I change the subject so quickly, of course after all the only thing that matters is her relationship with Chris and not how I may feel. "Boys have gotten upset with me before, but it's always been for things like I don't want to be with them or talking to another boy. I don't understand why he's upset. I haven't said anything bad about him or his art," she bites her bottom lip for a second. "Well, not really anything bad. Would you go talk to him? See how upset he is?”
"I don't want to get involved, Anna" I looked up at her, with a serious face.
"Get involved? Come on, Ada. You just have to know why he's upset with me. It's asking him a question, and you've done it before. Besides, he didn't go against you."
"He didn't go against you, either. He just came out to take a breather." Of course, it's all about you, isn't it? "And I think you should go out and..."
I stop when Anna gives me a cold look, she is upset.
"I didn't tell you everything that happened last night”
Whats?!
"I asked Mike if he wanted to go out with me. I wanted to show that I can kiss someone else and it wouldn't be like kissing Chris. But it didn't happen like that. I keep thinking about what he would do if he saw me, and it wouldn't be like she was with another guy. I can't even imagine it focusing or anything. I can only see him leaving me and…” he sighs. "I couldn't stand it, and I'm sorry I said what I said about you and your shoes. You're not mad at me, right?”
"Just hurt" I notice Anna's surprised look.
"I didn't mean to..." his voice trailed off. "When I say things like that, I don't mean for them to sound bad. You know that, right?”
I nod, because I know, and Anna smiles as she stands up. She nudges me with her knee to make me follow her.
"Let's go" is already happy again. "Talk to Chris, I'll prepare something to eat."
I stare at her, jealous, I get upset with myself for it and she bites her lip.
"I'm really sorry. I'm a horrible person. You shouldn't go out with me, and now you know why my parents never want to be around me."
Her voice breaks on the last few words, and I know exactly why Anna is the way she is, why she's so quick to say words that hurt more than she thinks. I know why she is so scared of being left behind. Why did it happen to you?
"Your parents suck. Too much," I spoke truthfully. "And I've wanted to be with you since we were in kindergarten."
"Oh really?" I nod my head in response. "Thank you" she whispered, hugging me and then she walks away and pushes me towards the patio door, we walk together towards the door without going through it.
"Look at him" we both looked at Chris. "Its not cute?"
He was standing outside, a few steps from Anna's yard, with his head down, his eyes closed. He looks tired and sad. It made me want to run up to him and hug him and tell him to let it all go.
"He's fine" I speak, Anna laughs and opens the door now pushing me through it gently. Pushing me towards Chris. He turns around as I do so.
He takes a step towards it and I can hear Anna humming as she closes the door. I wanted to go back and sit on the couch.
But really what I want is to be with him out here alone.
"Chris?" I said, hoping my body wouldn't shake like that just from saying his name.
"Hey" he said, turning to face me, the light that was supposed to shine on the back garden and exposed potential thieves or the weed or whatever was there just for him at this moment, just shining on him, and he's magnificent, and I kissed him.
I kissed him, and he kissed me, I should have talked touching his hair, I should have memorized the feeling of his mouth, there should be more than just thinking. "Yes, this is it, this is what I've been waiting for, this is how it had to be."
"Anna is very worried," I said, but the words came very quickly, as if by not getting them out of my mouth quickly enough I would stop thinking. I would stop loving. "She likes you a lot" and now my voice was cracking, but I wasn't sad, I'm not. I forced myself to smile, spreading my mouth wide. "She'll even make you something to eat."
She's never done that for another guy.
He looked at me, and I wondered if he could look inside my head, if he could see the words that I had no longer said out loud, and that I wouldn't dare say.
"Are you okay?" he asked me, still looking at me, I felt my smile slip, fade, and the silence that fell upon us was so full that I could hear nothing, neither the hiss of my heart beating in my chest, nor the sounds around us; insects, the wind, and the other distant rumbles in each other's lives in houses built close, but not too close because when you look out the window all we pretend to be seeing is the new.
But Chris is not mine.
"I'm fine," I replied. Looking over my shoulder, I caught a view of Anna moving around the kitchen, with fluid grace even when doing something as ordinary as making popcorn. She could get extra butter just because she knew I liked it, I knew that about her just like I know she had chickenpox when she was four, and she had a scar on her right ankle because of that, the only place she had been marked, her mother told her that she had been bad for doing that and it made her cry. "I'm fine" I said again, and this time when I looked at Chris I forced myself to look at him with Anna the first time, that first night at the party at the end of summer, and then the moments that came, after school, weeks of them together. Weeks, which I did because I had to see what was real.
"You should go in and talk to her" he pointed inside. "I'll give you five minutes of privacy and then I'll go in, grab my things and leave."
He looked at the ground. "Can I ask you something?"
Yeah. No Yes. I sang internally, I forced myself to shrug my shoulders, to say “sure.” Without words right now I couldn't do anything.
"Ada" He said coming closer, my fingers curled inside my sneakers, waiting. Waiting for whatever was to come. "I need to know something, you... Do you remember the party before school started? You were in the studio and I came in.”
I nodded, watching his torso work, his pale skin caught in the glow of the light falling on the darkness.
"I really wanted to keep talking to you" the words came out in a whisper. "And when I called your house the next day, I didn't call for Anna, Ada. I wanted to talk to you."
"With me?"
"Yes," his voice was rough, intense, and we were too close to touch, but we weren't, we weren't.
But I could feel everything around us, with every breath I took there was the promise of his skin touching mine, and I wanted that.
I wanted us to kiss again, I wanted him to kiss me, I wanted him.
I love him, and he is looking at me like he looked at me that night.
He is looking at me like he wants to kiss me.
"Chris" His name came out of my lips like a plea. I was afraid of this, of him, of me, especially of him and me. But not enough, not as it should. Then his head lowered toward mine and I rose to my feet, longing to find him and then...
And then Anna's mother yelled, "Who the hell parked their car in my garage?!"
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thecoffeelorian · 3 days
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Unsung Heroes; Unspoken Lines: Issue #1
Good morning, all, and welcome to what I hope can become a new discussion group for all of the unsung heroes of "The Bad Batch", as well as the many plot directions that never quite made it to the small screen.
Some of you may have already seen me in the tags already, while others may have not. You might have also tuned in for one of my "Fandom Friday" posts, or perhaps haven't seen any yet. Nevertheless, I will type my thoughts to the best of my ability here, as well as triple-check every post before submission so that I don't come across as complaining solely for the sake of complaining.
Before we get started, though, let me just offer up a huge thank-you to everybody who took the time to respond to my request post, as I really didn't think this would go past 3 likes...yet here we are now with around 20 brave souls besides myself, so. You all have my gratitude for this, and again, I will do my best not to squander it.
Second, just a few rules to put out here: as this is meant to be an actual discussion, and not just some Instagrammy thing where you like this post and disappear...I really prefer the responses made with typing words, and not the ones made with pictures, so please answer accordingly.
Thirdly, if there's anyone out there who never wants to question so much as a single line that megacorporation-produced entertainment delivers to them, and also lowkey mocks anyone that does on their own blogs...please filter out the tag "tbb: deep dives" so that our extensive observations don't ruin your fun.
And so, now that I've set up the format and guidelines...without further adieu, let us go to our first subject of this series: The Lawquanes!
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In the beginning, I believed that characters such as Cut and Suu would be the basis for an extended support network for the Batch, even if just through a secure comm or two. They could have served quite well in this regard, too, be it as two of several insiders warning them to steer clear of certain planets; helping answer as many parenting questions as they could; and more or less showing that nobody now having to look after a young person would be required to go it alone.
Furthermore, as there are such things as family friends and child-raising discussion groups in real life, and on a more general note, ZOOM calls…naturally, I didn’t expect anything different for the likes of Hunter, Echo, and the rest.
Except it…kind of was. Other than Shep Hazard’s few appearances in Season 2, once Cut and Suu took their kids and hit the skids…that was pretty much it for any and all outside help, for the family was never brought up again.
This, in turn, meant no secret chats between Shaeeah and Omega; no surprise stealth visits from Cut just to see how everybody was adjusting; no deliveries of hand-me-down clothing or toys for the squad to save their credits; and, frankly, in the absence of a support network, it started to feel like these company execs were suggesting that it’s much better for newly formed families to go it alone rather than even think about asking for help.
Add to this the idea of introducing characters from previous series solely to take them away not long after, and it amounts to a bad habit of isolating the title characters, if not also alienating those who might have otherwise created long-term relationships with them.
Granted, in the early stages of this series, there was the creeping evil of the Empire to worry about and early on, it wasn’t hesitating to crack down. That idea was 100% concrete, so far be it from me to question such things.
What wasn’t so concrete, however, was the need to keep on avoiding each other when one, most of the title cast were able to interact with Rex during all 3 seasons and had slim to no consequences; two, they could pretty much go anywhere as long as the galaxy thought them dead; and three, there was no further chatter about going after deserters. This created quite the opening for new faces to show up and stay there…yet again, not a word from the Lawquanes, who simply vanished into the ether and never returned.
So, if I may have the opportunity to ask, and if you all have the time to answer...it just might be time for our first Question Of The Week.
QOTW::
If more attention had been given to all four Lawquanes, what role(s) might they have had going forward, and would it have involved the Batch or not?
Please respond in the comments or reblogs to get the conversation going, and I hope to answer back as soon as possible. Thank you, have a good morning, and good luck.
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yourslimeybuddy · 11 months
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spacie told me to post this on tumblr so now all of you gotta have violent middle school flashbacks with me
@spaciebabie
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jargyles · 2 months
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jonathan/eddie makes me so sick (POSITIVE!) because in the magical fantastical self indulgent world i have created in my brain in which they were in each others periphery since childhood and only really got close in the background while things were getting tense in jonathan's life is something that can be SO personal. eddie has to move in with wayne after middle school? jonathan finds his way to his new trailer whenever he can, it's muscle memory by the time he comes back to hawkins. lonnie fucks off from the byers? jonathan and eddie spend the night near castle byers writing a list of all the bands they're gonna see when they gain more independence. eddie loiters around the photography club (never participates or engages, just lurks) when jonathan moves to california. that kinda stuff
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yourubersawcrit · 8 months
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Woe, heavymedic x you ot3 be upon ye
Oh! Hummm. I was thinking about this ask for quite a while, then I realized a way it could be even funnier as an OT4! Have some messy doodles heheh :3
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Also, thanks to you I noticed why I like Heavy so much! Now everything makes sense :]
Apologies for not answering sooner!
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chillllii · 1 month
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when the audhd is fun until you become "i really really really have to give my input/side/idea and i dont give a fuck who's talking or what everyone was initially talking about" and before this site's illiteracy kicks in i'm certain we're all guilty of this to some extent
#well i'm not fucking talking to you am i#this is not directed at every reader but i think even if you think ''i'm not that bad#chilllli yelps#not everything autism/adhd/audhd does is cool we do annoying shit sometimes and that's just a fact that yall dont wanna hear#it's also ok to make mistakes and it's ok for your brain to have flaws#but also when you interrupt people to say smth that either no one cared to hear. no one was even saying. or fuck maybe someone already said#it. it's a little fucking annoying and when you do it over and over and over and over sometimes people get sick of your shit#you have flaws you are imperfect and your ego will be your social death if you do not learn to allow others to speak#fuck#if people start screaming at me btw cause i said smth that's true i'm blocking and deleting that shit#work on yourself#i also know yall are gonna be like ''oh well *I* never interrupt people and when i do i apologize you should at least do a small self evalua#just a small ''well do i listen to my friends very well? do i listen to the conversation i am a part of?"#also to yall who go into discord calls and lurk but sometimes talk think ''when i speak is it actually relevant to some extent?#or if you REALLY wanna talk about it it's ok just try to find a way to segway into what you wanna talk about cause that's how conversations#work.#i dont really expect this post to go anywhere tbh i'm just kinda frustrated cause i know a lotta neurodivert people who do this and idk how#say that interrupting people is annoying and disrespectful cause i know the brain chemical gets excited when it has smth it wants to talk-#about#i love you and i want you to tell me things. i also want to say things and when you talk over me to tell me things it comes off as you not#giving a fuck what i or others even are saying cause you're taking over the conversation with your shit that's irrelevant and no one has-#mentioned#idk i think i'm tired of seeing people be disrespected all the time but not knowing a polite way to tell them that they need to wait their-#turn to speak and when it's appropriate to change the subject
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chloelouygo · 1 month
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Trying hard in therapy so I can fix myself to make my therapist proud 🫡
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ouchhq · 3 months
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i think im gonna ask my therapist to get me an appointment with the private psychiatrist she suggested
#yesterday was kind of the wake up call#for a few days ive been feeling very little… still feeling bad but like sort of numb and i keep questioning wheter i actually need meds or#not which .. in any case i will not decide but a specialist will but anyways#and i was looking through book fairs and how to get appointments with publishers to show ur portfolio and just generally feeling like the#most incompetent person ever and also like i will never get anywhere because my style isn’t exactly what u see in most illustrated books#95% of which are childrens books…… and those styles are just different#anyway i digress#my grandma called and she was like what are u doing and i told her how stressed i was and i just started crying mid-sentence and i told her#i dont know where to bang my head anymore its too difficult and confusing and i feel like im just not good enough and im tired of trying to#keep it together.. she knows im not well mentally#like i was SOBBING#and she was like u shouldnt think like that u have to be patient keep trying and contact those publishers and whatever#and i get that she was trying to motivate me but i just told her flat out i. am. unwell. i dont know what to do anymore with this brain#and i asked her to please not tell me how i should think because i cant#and i know my grandad was there with her because he always is and he heard and like an hour later he came to my house to pick something up#and he was like ‘earlier i heard things i dont like’ aka me being depressed out of my mind#and then he said ‘we should talk about it sometime’ and proceeded to completely change the subject to his gums problem because he was going#to the dentist….ok#and the funny thing is things like this where people acknowledge that im struggling but proceed to say nothing about it keep happening#like i have a friend that i talk to very often and we say p much everything to each other but now shes working so she takes weeks to reply#and i told her i was doing VERY bad and of course she has her problems too… and she hasn’t replied to me in like three weeks or so#and she sent a text basically saying im dorry i havent replied yet i want to have time to do it well and hear how youre doing but hear this!#and proceeded to tell me stuff about her work and whatever… which is fine but dont tell me u care about how i am if u cant even check in#when u do have time because clearly u can send texts…#anyways im rambling good morning i already cried and its not even 9 great !!
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monoceroscaeli · 2 months
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later this week if any of you see headlines about a person dying in the most horrific freak accident ever recorded that’s God killing me to rebalance humanity’s universal scales of luck
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trans-leek-cookie · 10 months
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someone talking about the ways media and common tropes/depictions of things that are either explicitly or implicitly linked to marginalized people are demonized and presented badly is not a fucking opportunity for you to flex how you're doing it Differently And Better
#I'll rb the post but I domt want to add it on cause it feels. Not my place maybe#Anyway fun fact! You can think that all you fucking want! Close your God damn mouth about it and figure out if it actually adds to the#Conversation! Marginalized ppl don't have to hear about how you're hashtag Not Like The Others!!! TAKE IN THE INFORMATION AND CONSIDER IF#THE THINGS YOU DO TRULY DEFY STEREOTYPES OR ARE STILL IMPLICITLY INSPIRED BY THESE BIASES!!! AND DO IT QUIETLY OR WITH SOMEONE WHOS WILLING#TO LISTEN! NOT ON THE POST INFORMING YOU OF THE PROBLEMS EXISTENCE#Also I'd move this tag up but genuinely idk if I can do that atm. But I'm LITERALLY guilty of the same shit. I immediately jump to no true#Scotsman the subject because I want to defend it!!! Yes I recognize the pattern is wrong and yes I genuinely believe it isn't necessarily#Inherent! But I still have to confront the fact that it's so prominent and to many people inseparable from the subject#(That being disability and body horror). I will say: my immediate instinct was to disregard any body horror that is just like Real Shit Tha#Happens To People as body horror but that's not helpful! I can't just say well it's not body horror BECAUSE PEOPLE STILL CALL AND SEE IT AS#BODY HORROR!!! I HAVE TO STOP AND CONSIDER THE LARGER IMPLICATIONS. My PERSONAL OPINIONS do not matter and the pedantic discussion is#Something to be had with friends or used as it's own criticism of the genre not ON THE POST CALLING OUT A REAL ISSUE! Anyway just.#Both artists and consumers have to be critical of What we see as body horror/what others tell us is body horror/what we accept as body#Horror bc/what we create as body horror etc. We NEED to confront that and we can't just say I Wouldn't Do That! We need to understand that#It goes deeper than that!!! Also YOU DONT INHERENTLY KNOW WHATS POSSIBLE FOR A HUMAN TO EXPERIENCE#There's so many things that ppl can experience and Live With! There are obviously things that are fatal so u rarely hear abt them but human#Beings can survive a lot of things!!! And here's the thing: the rarer something is the shittier it feels to have it misrepresented!!!#At the very basic level: CHECK IF THE THING YOU WANT TO USE AS BODY HORROR IS A RECORDED PHENOMENON AT LEAST!!! FOR THE LOVE OF FUCK#DO THE BARE MINIMUM
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mishkakagehishka · 1 year
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no fr i worry abt globalization too. like i 100% actually admire and respect the cultures who value taking it easy and relaxing a little more. the US is basically my own personal hell ^^; i have a very low desire to work and just enjoy doing what i love and spending time with people i love, not slaving away to some corporate overlord that doesn't care about my life. i'd love to skip and get coffee with friends, or relax a little more rather than worrying about grades and constantly go-go-going all the time. but alas.
that's just my take, though ^^; (plus i just hate how everything gets made for americans... even being one i always feel kinda sad when cultures adapt to the us, rather than the us adapting to others... there's so much to be learned from other cultures! but you lose so much when everyone starts catering to the americans...)
Yeah, there's good things to take from America (like, okay okay, i shit on the US a lot, but like looking at the past and how it really was seen as a place of opportunity because you could start from zero and still make it - it's no longer a thing, but when it was it was inspiring, or i think we specifically mentioned "fighting for your rights" and "activism" as "good sides of westernisation" while studying it in high school), but the protestant work ethic.... is not it.
And maybe my own people take it too far in the other direction, i know we're stereotyped as excruciatingly lazy even in the north of the same country, but i just believe there's no reason to... put your entire soul into your career. Sure, if your work brings you joy you can allocate your hobby-time to your job-time, but... friends, family, entertainment, art are all things that need their own time. Imo "job" should be pretty low on your priorities (again, unless it brings you joy on par with a hobby. Like, if i manage to find work as a translator, i'll treat that job like my world, but that's bc it'd be on par with a hobby). I think we also use "work to live, don't live to work" to explain it. But we live in such a world :( it's hard, you need money to live, but you have to work so much now that you don't have the time to live anymore.
#i love that we're always waxing poetic about random subjects and philosophising lmao#but right stereotypes. northern europeans and western europeans see southern europeans as lazy#like really lazy. it's a Thing. spend 10min in the /europe sub and you'll see it#spend 10 minutes in the /croatia sub and you'll see two threads talking about how lazy dalmatians are#''the souther you go the lazier the people''#i'm pretty sure even northern italians will say southern italians are lazy and useless#but the thing is that the souther you go the hotter it gets#and the hotter it gets... the less sense it makes to work all day#in the north you work in the day and sleep in the night#in the south you can't do that without getting heatstroke. you work before and after sunrise and you sleep at night but also during the day#hence the birth of the siesta (or fjaka as we call it in my dialect)#it started as just our programming but. it bled into our culture#we can survive without having to work 24/7#look at how hot it is - you can't do anything even if you wanted to#so why not take a break? why not sit down and just talk with your friends? why not just enjoy life for a minute?#and i like that and i don't wanna see that part of our culture destroyed#sure i don't help the stereotypes - i got the weirdest looks when i said i treat my absences like vacation time#(bc it's not like if i'm not absent i get 6 allowed absences next term - it's always 3 so i might as well use them)#but like. it's important!!!!! if i do nothing but work i'll go insane!!!!!!!!#and frankly i think we need to start pulling ''it's actually xenophobic to make me work all day'' at this point#you need to do it to. say your Dalmatian friend adopted you into the culture. it is now your Korka-given right to take a break from 3-5pm#preferably used to nap but you can also just hang out#all this to say there was a graffiti here that said ''THIS IS NOT AMERICA'' and i think of it everytime people try to adopt the US work#ethics like. we don't need that!!! this is not america!!!!!!! don't do that!!!!!!!!!!
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machidielontheway · 2 years
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my mom when i told her i had covid two weeks ago and that i had quite the shock when i got my result (i.e i cried the whole morning) : you should have called me and not stay alone in your fears ! me, in my mind : mom you’re antivaxx, you don’t even understand what the vaccine does and how it works (”if it doesn’t make you not have covid, what it’s for / worth ?”), and you were certainly one of the last person i wanted to have contact at this time
#3615 my life#i was not alone and had people checking on me often#and actually talked about all this with people who understand my point of view#regarding long covid (which she didn't know what it was. my mom not letting me talk#to tell her she has misunderstood no i'm not talking about hardcore case#'that only old people have and you're not old' except it went on for like 2mn)#she was like 'where are you getting those information ?' well in more reputable sources than where you're getting yours that's for sure#anyway. avoided an unfortunate agression on my part by closing the subject two times#like an adult saying that i didn't want to talk about this with her#and that i knew her stance on the vaccine she knew mine and that i didn't want to argue on this#i didn't say 'mom i wasn't alone i had friends' because it might have hurt her. but oooh did i think it hard#but. mother why do you think i would have called you to talk about my fear#when you couldn't have done anything about them because we're so much NOT on the same level#not even in terms of what we think but in terms of information#i don't fucking want somebody telling me that i don't have to fear anything because it doesn't exist#i could go on and on and on#and this is why i don't like calling my mom#(we hadn't spoke since her birthday end of april#and a few texts after)#and this is why i should really find a new therapist#for those who can't avoid your mother like i do : i don't know how you do it and i admire you#you know what i'm going to use one of the best advice i've ever seen : if it's happens 9pm#don't think#just don't !#no life decisions no overthinking no nothing
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