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filmbyjy · 2 months

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hiii

you may not recognize me and thats because im (kinda) new hehe.. anyway, i've been kinda stalking you- but that's besides the point. i loveee your workss!! keep up the good work <3 idk if asks are open, but if they are, could you write a fluffy fem!reader x bf!niki where the reader comes home from a long day, and niki comforts her?? and if you cant, its totally ok <3

have a nice day!

a/n: this has been in the drafts for a year now💀 so sorry, I am trying to clear the drafts but my schedule is shit and we all know I suck at keeping up with my schedule😍

WELCOME HOME

it was past 8pm when you had treaded through the front door of your apartment. your body sore from leaning over the tables and wiping it. normally, the cafe you work at was peaceful and was decently packed but after a viral video that practically wowed the internet.

there had been more and more people stopping by everyday. the cafe was decently sized but it was short staffed so sometimes you had to man the cashier, do the dishes, clean the tables and make the drinks. for normal days (before the surge of people), there was about 2 people working per shift, not including the 2 bakers in the kitchen as they were the behind the scenes staff that were required to be there.

with not that many staff per shift, it was hard for you and whoever was working that day to manage the cafe. that also meant more demands from the customers who think they are entitled to make a mess of the space as 'customers are always right'. curse, whoever made that quote.

you were mentally and physically drained. you just needed a good long rest for the rest of the week. however, you couldn't do that. not when your off-days were already used up for visiting your family back in your hometown. if only you could just...take a breather.

"welcome home, baby!" ni-ki slides into the hallway just as you walked towards the living room. you gave him a tired smile.

"hi riki, why aren't you at the dorm?" ni-ki gives you a playful pout.

"already kicking me out? baby, you wound me. i came to see you and you're already pushing me away." he says as he throws his (long) arms around you. "you weren't answering my calls so i assumed it was a long day at work and you didn't charge your phone."

you took out your phone and tried to turn it on but it was indeed dead. "sorry, today was a hectic day. couldn't even get a proper lunch break. there was so many people coming over for the past week."

"yeah, i heard about it. jake hyung talked about wanting to come over and buy some desserts. they did look good but since you know us being celebrities...we could get mobbed."

you hummed, "that's fair. it's a good thing you didn't go. seriously, have never seen such a long queue outside of the cafe in my whole years of working there."

"there was a queue?" he says as he pulls back from the hug.

"yeah, i felt like i was working at some fancy restaurant. oh god, speaking of there are so many karens trying to scam me and gaslight me into thinking i did something wrong when i did nothing wrong." you groaned and buried your head against ni-ki's chest.

he pats your head. "were you the shift manager?"

"usually i am whenever i am working that day."

"mmm, then you could've kicked them out and taught them a lesson."

"trust me, i wanted to but i can't i'll lose my job so i just sucked it up and patiently worked with them and even gave them a free bagel."

"not the free bagels, baby. they'll just come back again for more." ni-ki huffs.

"i know but what am i supposed to do." you sniffled as the tears that unknowingly appeared falls. you were just mad and exhausted. ni-ki obviously heard it so he pulls you back and cups your face.

"hey hey, don't cry. everything will be fine. why don't i run you a bath and then order some of your favourite food, okay?" he wipes the tears that were falling down.

"will cuddles be included?"

"of course. cuddles will be included. now, just lay in bed and i'll get the bath running." he pecks your forehead and goes to move to bedroom. however, you grabbed his wrist.

"carry me to my bedroom?" you pout. ni-ki smiles and scoops you up in his arms. he princess carries you over to your bed and places you gently onto the mattress before going over to the bathroom and getting ready the bathtub.

you had shut your eyes for a bit since you were tired but the exhaustion took a toll on you and you fell asleep for a little. ni-ki shakes you a little. "baby? the bath is ready. go enjoy it, i already placed an order so the food should be on the way soon."

you hummed and went over to the bathroom to remove your clothing and step into the bathtub. you laid your back against the edge of the tub and shut your eyes again. the candle light making everything moody and warm. you were enjoying the comfortable warmth and silence, much better than the bustling sounds at the cafe. this felt nice.

you had spent in the bathroom for about 20 minutes or so before deciding to get out of the tub. you didn't want to your fingers or toes to look like dried prunes so you decided to just get out of the water. you had grabbed the towel and dried yourself off. you could hear a knock at the door.

"baby, i have pyjamas with me. i forgot to leave them inside the bathroom." you opened the door to ni-ki. he had one hand out to hold the pyjama set and the other hand covering his eyes. a very gentleman thing of him to always do if you came out of the shower in just your towel.

you had noticed he too was wearing a pyjama set and it was similar to yours. of course, he loved matching things with you. you grabbed the pyjamas. "mmm, i think you forgot to grab my undergarments."

his ears quickly turned red in embarrassment. "ah, i knew i forget something. i-i'll just leave the room so you could change." and so ni-ki bolts out of the room and shuts the door. you shook your head, laughing a little since he was so adorable.

you changed into the pyjamas after putting on your undergarments and then went out to the living room. there ni-ki was, turning on the tv and searching up your favourite anime to watch together and setting up the food onto the coffee table. you had come up behind him and back hugged him.

"i have the best boyfriend in the world." you say. ni-ki smiles.

"well, let's not forget your boyfriend is one of a kind. where can you get another nishimura riki, member of boy band enhypen, in the world." he boasts. you playfully rolled your eyes and released him.

"that's very humble of you, riki." you playfully say.

"oh, i know. i'm just that hot." ni-ki smirks. you laughed.

"yeah, you are. now, will my hunk of a boyfriend please just cuddle and eat with me?"

"of course, i'll eat with my beautiful and amazing girlfriend any time." he steals a small peck to your lips and settles down on the couch. you gave him a playful gaze and settled right next to him.

after some time, you found yourself tangled with ni-ki. your legs and his long ones were somehow crossed in between in each other as you cuddled like cats laying together.

"oh, it's over?" you say.

"no, it can't be." ni-ki gasps.

a flash to the tv showed 'season 2 coming soon'. it made both you and ni-ki groan. "that's lame. we have to wait for the next season? that's going to take 1-2 years." ni-ki whines.

"they're going to pull another 'Spy Family' thing where there isn't going to have episodes in the next season, i can feel it." you complained.

"boooo. let's watch something else." ni-ki grumbles.

"yeah, let's watch-"

"let's watch, you. you're really pretty." ni-ki says as he stares down at you. ah, this playful and teasing ni-ki is appearing now.

"that wasn't that smooth, riki."

"well, to me it was. besides, this is a signal for you to reward me and i don't know give me a kiss or at least a peck? i am an amazing boyfriend, right?"

you snort, "yes, riki. you are but you're not getting that peck."

"what? why." he pouts.

"because..." you got closer to him and watches you with adorable doe eyes. before you unexpectedly peck him and ran away. ni-ki sits there confused, trying to analyse the situation properly. until he finally digested it.

"hey! get back here!" he yells as he tries to chase after you.

you could've not felt any better.

and being with ni-ki helped it.

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mrsmikaelsxn · 8 months

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ABBA Marathon

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pairing: father sirius black x daughter reader

warnings: like one curse word, tooth rotting fluff, sirius being an icon, literally just a very fun read that i hope has you smiling in your bed

summary: you meet sirius, play chess with sirius, and have an abba singing and dance party with sirius (sirius meeting his daughter post azkaban - requested by anon)

a/n: im so obsessed with this idk i wish sirius was my dad, also sorry this has been in my inbox for so long

song: waterloo - abba

Being Sirius Black's daughter was quite tiring. But also thrilling. Especially since it was your third year when he escaped Azkaban.

Your best friends are Harry, Hermione, and Ron. You couldn't have asked for better ones.

With the rumors of Sirius coming after you and Harry, people had been cold towards you because of your father, not that you could control who your father was.

Right now you were outside, taking a walk in some fresh air. Suddenly a dog comes up to you and barks once. "Why, hello there," you coo and bend down. The dog happily wags his tail and jumps onto her. "Aww, you're so cute!"

You pet the dog, who leans into your hand. "You are very skinny," you frowned. "Follow me, I'm sure Hagrid has some food I can give you."

As you two head down, you get near the Whomping Willow. As you pass by, the dog suddenly spins and before you could blink the dog was biting your pants, tugging you to the tree.

"Um, excuse me, Mr. Dog, but these are new pants." You then get very close to the tree, "Er- I don't think this is a good idea," you say nervously as the branches of the tree start to move.

The dog looks up in alert and quickly tugs you into some type of hole that they slid down into. "Ah!" The dog jumps up and pulls on your pants again. "Where are we going?"

Finally, you come into an empty abandoned room. "What is this place..."

You walk over and pick up a dusted book, blowing on the cover before putting it back down. You turn around and her eyes go wider than they've ever been. "AHH!" you scream.

"AHH!"

"SHH!"

You cover your mouth and stare at the one and only Sirius Black.

Your father.

"What the fuck," you whisper to yourself. "Oh my Merlin, I'm too young to die! I- I haven't gotten to slap Malfoy yet, I haven't been able to prank Snape! I ha-"

"Prank Snape?" Sirius pipes up.

"I'm going to die. Oh, Godric," you pace while frantically whispering to yourself. "I'm in the same room with Sirius Black, alone."

He frowns at being called by his name instead of Dad, which it should be.

"Relax, love, I'm not going to kill you."

You spin and face the man, "You're not?"

"No."

"Then why am I here? For giggles and a tea party?"

"One, you're about to find out. Two, I don't like tea," Sirius makes a face.

"Huh, me neither. Now, go on, tell me why I'm in an abandoned room with an escaped convicted murderer," you cross your arms.

"I'm not a murderer. I'm innocent, I swear."

You narrow her eyes, "How so?"

"Well, it started when I first got to Hogwarts..."

You wipe the tears from under your eyes, "That is the saddest thing I have ever heard."

Sirius waves his hand, "Now that you know what happened, you believe me right?"

"Of course!" You throw her arms around the man, who relaxes into his daughters hold. It's been a long time since he has had human contact.

"Unfortunately, I'm afraid you can't tell anyone about me just yet."

"Why?! If I tell them you're inno-"

He smiles sadly, "I'm not so sure they would believe you."

"But-" Sirius shakes his head. You sigh, "Well, are you going to be staying here?"

He nods, "I guess. It's a bit dirty though, if you ask me."

"I can fix that," you grin. He raises his eyebrows in curiosity. You takes out your wand and flick it. The room starts moving and the dust all collects together before flying out the window. The furniture vanishes and new ones appear. Pictures form on the wall and the room cleans up into a brand new, clean room.

"Wow, impressive. Thank you," Sirius says. You nod and flick your wrist again. In the blink of an eye, Sirius is freshly cleaned and looks well taken care of. His eyes almost water at your kindness. "I truly can't thank you enough."

"That's better, isn't it?" You smile proudly at your work. "Oh! You need food," you think for a moment, "I'll just bring you down daily meals."

"I can't ask you to do that, it's too much."

"It's a good thing you don't have to ask. You mentioned your friend... Remus Lupin." Sirius nods and gestures for you to continue, "He's a Professor this year... anyway, is he a..."

"A...?"

"Werewolf," you say hesitantly.

Sirius' face goes a bit pale, "What makes you think that?"

"His boggart was a moon, and he has lots of light scars."

"Would it change your opinions about him?"

"Not at all! If anything I think it makes him even better." Sirius nods his head. "Yes... he's a werewolf?"

He nods again, "You're a bright witch."

"Thank you," you beam. You looks at your watch, "I have about twenty minutes before my friends start looking for me. In the meantime.... Wizard's Chess?"

"Yes! Checkmate!" You jump up from your seat in excitement. "I won!"

"That's not fair! You only won because I'm rusty," Sirius crosses his arms and sinks into the couch.

"Sure, sure. Rematch tomorrow?" you ask.

"Rematch tomorrow," you two shake hands and you go to the exit.

"I'll bring you some food in a little while."

"Bye, darling," he waves, watching you leave.

A few weeks later, you were on your daily trip to see Sirius. You snuck in through the Whomping Willow, you also learned how to avoid the branches.

"Hello?!" you shout.

"Over here!"

You follow his voice and see him digging through a closet. "What are you looking for?"

"I- that's... a good question." He stands up and clears his throat, "To what do I owe the pleasure?"

"It has come to my attention that you recently made an appearance in the castle."

"Mhm."

"And you didn't inform me about it beforehand," you gives him a blank stare.

"I wanted to, but it took a while to plan and I wanted it to be a surprise," he grins with jazz hands.

"You do realize that I could have helped you in, right?"

"Yeah, but I didn't want to risk you getting in trouble," he frowns.

"I appreciate your concern," you salute him and he does it back with a chuckle.

"What's in the bag?" He nods to the one hanging on your arm.

"This, my furry father-"

"That was a horrible joke."

"-Is a record player!" You excitedly pull it out of the bag and place it on a table.

"A what?"

"A record player. It plays music. Want to see?!"

"As if I would say no to music."

You reach into the bag and take out some vinyl records. "I picked ones that I think you would enjoy best. There is a supergroup that I thought you would really like. They're called ABBA. They're one of my favorites."

You set up the record player and place one of the vinyls in. You grin at the man as you hit the play button.

"YOU CAN DANCE, YOU CAN JIVE! HAVING THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE! SEE THAT GIRL, WATCH THAT SCENE! DIGGING THE DANCING QUEEN!"

You and Sirius continue to shout the lyrics into your fake microphones as you hop around the room with the song blasting. When the room was first set up by you, you placed several privacy and silencing spells, so you two didn't have to worry about anyone hearing anything.

"YOU ARE THE DANCING QUEEN! YOUNG AND SWEET, ONLY SEVENTEEN-"

"GIMME, GIMME, GIMME A MAN AFTER MIDNIGHT! WON'T SOMEBODY HELP ME CHASE THE SHADOWS AWAY?" you sing while bouncing on the couch.

"GIMME, GIMME, GIMME A MAN AFTER MIDNIGHT! TAKE ME THROUGH THE DARKNESS TO THE BREAK OF THE DAY!" Sirius continues as he walks and dances as if he were on a stage.

"MAMMA MIA, HERE I GO AGAIN! MY, MY, HOW CAN I RESIST YOU?"

"MAMMA MIA, DOES IT SHOW AGAIN! MY, MY, JUST HOW MUCH I'VE MISSED YOU?"

Sirius and you hold hands as you jump together and flip your hair with matching goofy grins.

"YES, I'VE BEEN BROKENHEARTED! BLUE SINCE THE DAY WE PARTED!"

"WHY, WHY DID I EVER LET YOU GO?"

"BUT NOW IT ISN'T TRUE! NOW EVERYTHING IS NEW!" you grab your wand to create two pairs of light up sunglasses, you toss one to Sirius and you both put them on.

"AND ALL I'VE LEARNED HAS OVERTURNED! I BEG OF YOUUU!" Sirius sings.

"DON'T GO WASTING YOUR EMOTION! LAY ALL YOUR LOVE ON MEEEE!" you shout together.

With a flick of your wrist, you - much to Sirius' surprise - somehow managed to have a disco ball with neon lights come from the ceiling.

Harry, Ron, and Hermione sit in the Gryffindor common room.

"I wonder what she's doing right now," Harry looks thoughtfully.

"She's been leaving a lot recently," comments Hermione, biting nervously on her nail.

"I hope she's okay," says Ron, "Sirius Black could be out there."

"LAST NIGHT I WAS TAKING A WALK ALONG THE RIVER, AND I SAW HIM TOGETHER WITH A YOUNG GIRL!"

"AND THE LOOK THAT HE GAVE HER MADE ME SHIVER! 'CAUSE HE ALWAYS USE TO LOOK AT ME THAT WAY!" Sirius grabs your hand and twirls you, causing you to laugh.

"AND I THOUGHT, MAYBE I SHOULD WALK RIGHT UP TO HER AND SAY 'AH-HA-HA, IT'S A GAME HE LIKES TO PLAYYY!" you and Sirius shimmy dance to each other.

You jump and freeze before breaking out in another dance and sing the chorus. "LOOK INTO HIS ANGELEYES, ONE LOOK AND YOU'RE HYPNOTISED! HE'LL TAKE YOUR HEART AND YOU MUST PAY THE PRICE!"

"SLIPPING THROUGH MY FINGERS ALL THE TIME!"

"I TRY TO CAPTURE EVERY MINUTE!"

"THE FEELING IN IT, SLIPPING THROUGH MY FINGERS ALL THE TIME!"

"DO I REALLY SEE WHAT'S IN HER MIND, EACH TIME I'M CLOSE TO KNOWING, SHE KEEPS ON GROWING!"

"SLIPPING THROUGH MY FINGERS ALL THE TIME!"

"SOMETIMES I WISH THAT I COULD FREEZE THE PICTURE!"

"AND SAVE IT FROM THE FUNNY TRICKS OF TIME!"

Sirius and you wrap an arm around each other's waist as they sway to the music.

"SLIPPING THROUGH MY FINGERSSSSS!"

Sirius then starts pretending like he's playing the guitar to the music making your giggle.

You and Sirius fall back, panting, onto the couch. Sirius turns to you and gives you a high five.

"Oh my Merlin! That was the most fun I had in forever!"

"Me too, kid. Thank you. I don't know the last time I felt like that."

"You're welcome," you bumps his shoulder. "Oh! And you can keep everything, I have my own."

"Really?"

"Mhm, I'll bring you more vinyls I have. We can have more singing and dancing parties like this."

"I'm looking forward to it." He looks at a watch you got him, "I think it may be time for you to head back."

You look in a mirror on the wall, "My hair is messy from flipping it."

"I can help you with it, if you want," he smiles at you.

"Really?" He nods. "Thanks!"

Sirius gets up and grabs a brush, you turn on the couch so he is behind you as he brushes through your hair. "I'm going to try to do that braid you taught me."

"Here's a hair tie," you take one off your wrist.

He struggles at first but manages to do a good, tight braid. "Done!" Sirius claps his hands.

You look in the mirror, "Wow, you have a good teacher."

He shrugs, "Meh, she's alright." You slap the back of his head, "Okay, okay! Not the hair! Okay, I have the best teacher."

You nod happily and grab your bag, "Bye, Dad."

"See you soon, y/n," he winks.

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jyunillaa · 1 year

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when they’re jealous

pairing: enha member x fem reader

genre: idk, fluff

warnings: getting jealous, them getting a bit mad

lee heeseung

- he would be very annoyed

- he would feel left out because you were talking with your boy best friend

- "y/n, lets go.." he said quietly

- "why? We arent done talking" you said confused

- he sighs, "lets just go y/n. Im not asking you again" he said madly and dragged you home

park jay

- he would wrap his arm around your waist

- "who is he?" he said

- "my friend" you said

- "well im tired... wanna go home?" He said making excuses

- "you go home, ill come later!" You said

- "but i want you to come with me.."

- "ugh fine.." you said in defeat

- "well, bye felix!" You said smiling

- "Bye y/n." Felix said

sim jake

- someone came up to you and asked for your number

- "hey cutie, could i have your number?" He said smirking

- "back off.. shes mine" Jake said angrily

- "who do you think you are huh?" You stranger said

- "im her boyfriend." Jake said

- "ohh.. uh- yeah.. haha- alright im gonna go now" the stranger said embarrassed

- then he ran away

- "im yours?" You said teasingly

- "oh shut up.." he said playfully

park sunghoon

- your boy bestfriend accidentally touched your thigh

- you didnt really care because you two were close

- you looked at sunghoon and saw him glaring at your bestfriend

- he looked MAD MAD

- he was ready to beat him up

- "calm down babyyy, he did it on accident" you said whining

- "calm down??! he touched your thigh.. only i am allowed to do that.." he said angrily

- you apologized to your bestfriend and dragged sunghoon home

kim sunoo

- he was sulking the whole night

- "aghh sunoo baby stop sulking!! Hes just a friend" you whined in his ear

- he just ignored you

- you tried everything you could but he wouldnt budge

- "please talk to meee.. ill buy you mint choco?" You said

- "mint.. choco??" He said

- "Yes..." you said

- "okay lets gooo!!" Sunoo said

- "wow.. you talked to me when i said mint choco??" You said in disbelieve

- "yepp!" He said like a child

yang jungwon

- would be very clingy

- you would be close to him no matter what

- wanna go to the toilet? He goes with you

- wanna go to get a drink? He goes with you

- he wouldn't leave you alone

- "could you stop following to wherever i go?" You said annoyed

- "nope." He said coldly

- he would glare at everyone who looked at you

- you decided to go home

-"jealous?" You said

-"n-no.." he said

nishimura riki

- would be sulky and clingy baby pt 2

- would hold your arm and waist like a clingy baby

- he also would whine a lot that he wanted to go home

- at the end you guys had a fun night!

- cuddle a lot in bed

taglist: @blossomnct 😻

#enhypen #enhypen scenarios #enhypen imagines #enha #enhypen niki #enhypen heeseung #enhypen jake #enhypen jay #enhypen angst #enhypen sunghoon #sim jaeyun #enhypen fluff #enhypen jungwon #enhypen oneshots #enhypen smut #enhypen sunoo #enhypen drabbles #enhypen reactions #jyunillaa

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freaksstar · 1 month

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heeseung finds out about your little hobby hc (pt 1)!

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pairing: heeseung x fem!reader

wc: 798

genre: fluff

warnings: silly!!

a/n: i imagine this stuff happening when you guys are just like barely into your relationship lol. but!! im gonna make this a little mini series, and ill do one of these for each member, so expect jay's next!!

first post, enjoy!

↳ m.list for series

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you and heeseung share a pc in your apartment, and take shifts using it, because why wouldn't he let the love of his life use his most prized possession?

anyways, one day he comes back from practice with the boys late at night. and he sees you asleep at his desk with the faint glowing of the pc's screen illuminating your face, wrapped in one of his jackets!! he's like, wow, look, it's my adorable girlfriend!! she looks so angelic!!

so being the loving boyfriend he is he picks you up and puts you to bed with a smile, before running off to the shower to go freshen up.

after, when he comes back to your shared room, he takes a good few seconds to stare at his pc, and decides its a great time to hop on fort (me fr). who cares if its already 2 am?

and so he sits down in his gaming chair and clicks his mouse, the dim light of the pc screen brightening as a reaction to the sudden activity.

he's a bit slow because he's pretty tired, but after processing the black screen that is surely not fortnite's loading screen, rather lines of code, a small little smile of pride makes its way onto his face. he's so proud of you. he always will be.

his darling little dove, writing her own code! you've always been into coding, so he's ecstatic to have been able to come across the project.

now, heeseung is slightly educated in this field. listening to your little rambles about coding did teach him some important things after all. he goes through the code trying to figure out what you could be programming, before he realizes he can just check the project name! he seems to be getting slower by the minute, poor bby :(

and the title? "making a game for hee!"

his heart quite literally melts in that moment. it's an honor to have your hard work dedicated to him. he's always found your little hobby of coding endearing.

and what's even more adorable? the fact the the project dedicated to him is a game. you know he loves gaming, it's what he enjoys doing in the little downtime he gets, aside from doing things with you. even when he games, he finds a way to get you involved, like playing the game with him, or even just having you in his lap, the warmth emitting from you bringing him comfort he wishes he could spend all day feeling.

after a few seconds of falling in love all over again, all while staring at your sleeping figure on the bed, he decides to get some victory royals in, playing as quietly as possible to insure you don't wake up.

the next morning? he doesn't even mention it. the sweetheart realizes you probably want to surprise him with it, but he secretly checks your progress every night when he's sure you're soundly asleep.

and the day you drag him to the chair, tell him to cover his eyes, and surprise him with the game? his surprise is genuine. now heeseung was smart, yes, but he wasn't educated enough on the topic of coding to figure out how to run the program. he was already proud just by seeing your progress, the new lines of code being added to the project every night.

he plays that thing for hours. time for his weekly gaming session? you bet he's hopping on your game instead of fort. he's dedicated, and he wouldn't have it any other way.

once he finishes playing, he'll be begging you for another addition to the "dedicated to hee" series. you're so talented, could you blame the guy for wanting to play your games?

you'd never know how he's secretly so proud of you, how you're his pride and joy. how he brags to his friends, "yeah, my girlfriend codes games in her free time! she works so hard at her job and then makes games for me, she's my hardworking angel!"

if you did find out one day... he'd be shy for a couple of minutes, before stepping up and owning it. "well yeah, what'd you expect baby? you think your amazing skills would go unnoticed by my sharp eyesight?"

this is where you remind him that he actually wears glasses (he's amazingly attractive in them).

"they just help make my vision even better. that's how i found you... this!!" and he just pulls out the pastries you've been craving for months ever since your vacation to france.

and you're just like. baby??? where'd you get these??? i thought we could only find these in france??? and he's just like, told you, my vision's great.

you'll never find out where he got them from <3

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ty so much for reading!! mwah, love you guys <33

requests are open if you'd like to request hehe

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#enhypen #enhypen fluff #enhypen x reader #enha x reader #enha #heeseung #lee heeseung #lee heesung x reader #heesung enhypen #headcanon #freaksstar's hcs!#mini series #enha scenarios #enhypen scenarios #kpop #kpop headcanons #enha heeseung #enhypen heeseung

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juli19varez · 6 months

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Sur...prise? | Alejandro Balde X Reader

summary: alejandro tried to do a surprise to you, but... well.

warnings: fem!reader, attempt to make it funny, reader described to be overworked (not too explicitly), fluff.

author's note: this was a request but my app excluded all of a sudden 😭 anyways, really liked that request and i made it a little more longer than i wanted (still good i swear) hope you like it and sorry for any mistakes <3 (requests open)

it was almost midnight, you were still studying on your dorm for your next exams, almost sleeping on your books, when you heard a knock on the door. confused and exhausted, you got up to see who was there at such a time. when you opened the door, you could see alejandro smiling, while carrying some bags with him, your eyes widened.

"ale, what the hell are you doing here?!" you said whispering. you knew the rules of the dorm very well. no one from the men's dorms could go to the women's dorms after ten o'clock.

alejandro grinned, entering your room. "i was bored, so i was thinking 'why not go visit mi princesa preciosa?' and here i am!" he said proudly, putting the bags on your desk.

you sighed closing the door, approaching him quickly. "you know the rules here and how much this is dangerous! are you crazy?" you whispered, touching his chest. ale looked down, smirking. "maybe i am, but it was worth the risk," he whispered, giving a little peck at your lips, making you blush.

ale smiled, taking your hand. "come on, i bought you presents, dont be mad at me" he pouted giving you puppy eyes, you shook your head in disbelief. ale pulled you closer, hugging you.

"okay, I'm sorry, that must be some stress because of the finals." you sighed, hugging him back tightly. he stroked your hair, nodding.

"I know that, that's why I'm here." you looked at him confused as he goes to grab the bags again, handing them to you. "open up!" opening the bags, you saw a stuffed animal, and the other, some chocolates.

"I know how stressed you get with these things and overwork yourself, and i cant be by your side all the time, so I bought that bear so you could use some company, he's even using my perfume!" he pointed, looking happy. "and the chocolates... well, you love chocolate."

you smiled, looking at him happily. "you're literally the best boyfriend ever!" he chuckled as you started to kiss all his face, hugging him like a koala. "wow, you really do love me, hm?" you nodded, feeling his arms around you.

"uhm... we just have one problem..." ale hid his face on the crook of your neck. you murmured telling him to continue. "i can't get back to my dorm right now, you know? and im really tired right now... and you need to rest a little, dont you think?"

you tried to say something to complain, but knew he was right, it was almost impossible to leave the building while the guards were everywhere, and wouldn't be a bad idea to sleep together after so much time studying. you nodded, leading him to your bed. "just this time, you troublemaker, don't get used to it." he laid beside you, babbling something you didn't really paid attention, too focused turning the lights on your side off.

you turned to face him, smiling at his sleepy face. "good night, amor" he kissed your nose, hugging you by the waist, resting his head on the top of yours. "good night, preciosa."

8:00am. you heard someone knocking on your door again, you tried to get up, but alejandro was hugging you tight, it made you smile. when you were about to get back to sleep, you heard someone outside.

"y/n!!! you promised to us that we would study together this morning! open up, girl!" your eyes widened realizing it was your friends, you whispered a 'holy shit' when you glanced back to ale, who was still sleeping peacefully by your side.

"u-uhm... one second!!! im... im in the bathroom!" you said back, trying to wake alejandro up. "please, wake up amor" you begged, and finally he opened his eyes, stretching himself and smiling tired. "good morn-"

"no time for it!! hide in the bathroom, right now" you whisper shouting to him, amost pushing him inside there. he looked so confused that made you feel bad, you murmured 'sorry' for him all the time while he just chuckled. "I'll explain later, just don't make any sound until i open the door again." he nodded, and you headed to the girls, still knocking on the door.

"why did you take so long?" "sorry, i was going to take a shower, and then you two appeared." you smiled awkwardly, trying to hide your nervousness. you took a little look até the gifts of the last night, at the same time your friends did. oh no.

"OMG! who gave you this?! this is so cute!!!" they screamed in awe, looking at the heart shaped box with chocolates.

"i-i.... uhm, someone not really important! just a... guy i know..." you grabbed the bear and the box quickly, putting them behind you. "ooh, come on! tell the truth."

"i-it was a guy i met sometime ago... i like h-him, you know?" you said shyly, feeling your cheeks burning, the two girls continued to say how cute and romantic that was. you interrupted them to make some bad excuse to cancel your plans, and they left.

you sighed in relief, hearing the bathroom door crack. "so... you like me?" alejandro hugged you from behind, kissing your red cheek. you laughed, pulling him off. "shut up!"

#alejandro balde #alejandro balde x reader #alejandro balde x y/n #balde x reader #balde x y/n #fc barcelona #oneshot #fanfic #alejandro balde fluff #alejandro balde one shot #juli19varez

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itsajanea · 3 months

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Part 3

It was almost nightime, Everyone was hanging out at Smg4's. They are all having a great time playing games. Then it was time fir evryone else to leave, Leaving only Smg4 and Smg3 alone, again.

Smg4: Man I sure am tired.

Smg3: Yeah?

Smg4: Yeah, I was thinking about maybe getting ready to sleep for the night…..

Smg3: Wh- why would I care about that?

Smg4: No reason, Just saying.

Smg4 gets up and leaves the room

Smg3 shrugs it off and heads home

He checked on Eggdog, making sure they have already been fed and ready to sleep. Then he got ready for bed, Taking off his hat to let his hair loose, brushes his teeth, and puts on his most comfortable pajamas.

He got on his bed and tried to go to sleep.But in truth he can't stop thinking of what Four implying earlier.

Smg3: Does he actually want ME to do that? Or was he joking?

Smg3 blushes at the thought that Smg4 would spend the night with Him out of all people, wondering if he likes him back

Smg3 still tried to fall asleep, but he couldn't stop thinking about Four.

Smg3: Screw it.

Without thinking, He gets up from his bed and heads towards the elevator, leaves his home and went straight to Smg4's castle

He knocked on the doors and it opened revealing Smg4 who was waiting for him the entire time

Smg3: Uh hey...

Smg4: Hey...

It was awkwardly silent between the two men. All you could hear were the creatures of the night and the cold wind.

Smg3 was shivering since he was only in his pajamas.

The silence was broken by the man in blue

Smg4: You wanna.. uh come in?

Smg3: Yes please.

As 3 enters ,4 shut the door behind him and turned to see 3 getting closer to him.

Because of this Smg4 backed up against the wall, slightly blushing

Smg3: We need to talk about.... stuff.

Smg3 gets even closer to 4, making him very nervous as 3 doesn't realize what he was doing

Smg4: UH WOW.

Smg4 pushes Smg3 and look to the side so 3 wouldn't see him blushing uncontrollably.

Smg4:Oh MAN I - Hey look its the kitchen..

Smg4 quickly tries to dash towards the kitchen, embarassed at what 3 did. But Smg3 blocks the way and grabbed his hands

Smg3: OH no you don't, Don't you try avoid the situation now.

4 was struggling to release himself from 3's grasp, then he heard him softly say

Smg3: do you actually like me back?

Silence filled the room as 4 stares at the other man, trying to understand what he just said. Smg3 felt sad and worried that he ruined everything by saying that

He softly let go of 4's hands, frowning about the fact he may not like him back, tears began to form in his eyes as he slowly walks towards the exit, until 4 pulled him back in for a kiss

Smg3's eyes widened when his lips clashed against 4's lips, He then fully embraced their kiss. After a while they stopped, 4 smiles as he gently places his hand on 3's face

Smg4:I love you 3, I do.

Smg3 didn't know what to say, by then he stopped crying as 4 wiped away his tears.

They both shared another kiss. After that they happily entered the kitchen, drinking some hot chocolate and talking about what they should do about their new relationship together

Smg3: Maybe lets not tell the others about this. It might be a little too much too handle, Not like I care about what they think.

He looks away blushing ever so slightly. Four giggles because though they finally admitted their love to each other he is still the same

Smg4: Aww you're such a tsundere 3.

Smg3: NO IM NOT you baka.

4 giggles yet again. 3 sits down next to 4 and rest his head on his shoulder

Smg4: But you're right tho, maybe we should just enjoy this moment for now...

Smg3: Agreed.

To be continued

Note: Ok this one is a lil bit longer BUT there will be one final chapter about this and it might take a lil while to make it. Still I hope you enjoy. ^^

#smg3 #smg34 #smg4 #friends reference

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toestalucia · 2 months

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Kou: What? You don't…have chocolate for me this year? Can I ask why? >I heard that you can't give foxes chocolate.

LOSING MY MIND CUZ 1) <-person who literally sent that question (but seriously) to venom IM GONNNAAAAAAAA 2) captain bullying a 12yo AGAIN is so fkng funny to me. but also kou who at this point is ssooo honest.......no wonder he's getting teased LOL him & you are both so cute

Caro: Whether you're an artist or not, it's important to nurture your heart.

m...mahoyaku......

Lu Woh: Even more so if the purpose of such practice is meant for one who has piqued your interest for reproduction. I repeat—I am one of the Six Dragons.

THIS ONE MADE ME LOSE IT. LIKE FIRST HES ALL 'we 6 dragons dont need stuff like food etc to survive this is wasted provisions' THEN HE SAID THIS AND IMMMMMMMMMMMMM LMFAAOOOOOO would u like to speak with helel ben shalem about the bees and the flowers i think itd be hilarious af & hell for captain. lu woh who was too honest about vyrn to the point of pissing of captain (rare moment) to lu woh who says this i dont think i can do this anymore chat

Ragazzo: Wha? Ch-chocolate? For me? Ah… Well, I mean, it's not like I didn't notice your feelings for me or anything— Huh? You're…handing them out to everybody? R-right, yeah, I knew that. Yep. In other words, you're giving chocolate to all the crew members as a token of friendship. Thanks. I appreciate it.

ragazzo playing tough only to be hit with the 'actually i give everyone' IS SSOOOOO FUNNYYYYYY LOLLLLL GOD let this turn into captain teasing him every year. i need terrible pranks. i miss captain & seofon 'u give/get chocolate to/from other ppl?:(' shenanigans (pls read seofons vday & white days, comedy deluxe). that but onesided, considering ragazzo......

Freyr: I see. So you slipped off a cliff while trying to pick that fruit. That was rather reckless of you in such poor weather.

fullkawa honpo's alice mention !!!!!!! (its not)

Balurga: What? Your hand slipped because you were tired from staying up all night making chocolate? Skull: You stayed up? After spending the past couple days busy with requests? That means you've barely slept at all… Do you got chocolate for brains? Go to bed, right now! I'll tuck you in and sing you a lullaby if I have to! Balurga: Can't believe I'm saying this, but Skull's got the right idea. You don't gotta push yourself like that! Huh? You wanted to make chocolates for us that badly… Thanks for caring, but… I'd rather not have chocolate with your blood, sweat, and tears in it.

out of all of the new ones ive read so far this is the sweetest captain-wise,,,like...u absolute fool (endearing). also skull & balurga being so ????? go to BED!!!!!!!!! about it is something i rly like too. excellent. glad to see units & characters i rly like get seasonals i rly like

Lobelia: Let's make this a day to remember. Je t'aime, Captain.

????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

Utsusemi: I know that this emotion can bring no joy to a courtesan, but I can't bring myself to throw it away. Therefore… I would leave it in your care. This savage, fiery emotion… You will find it in this box. If you doubt me, then witness it with your own eyes. Captain opens the box as if in a trance, only to let out a short cry when a spring propels something out of it at high speed. Utsusemi: He… Hehe… Hahaha! Well that was a cute reaction indeed! To think that a jack-in-the-box would be so effective…

KBJAFBJKADBJKAD PLEEEEAASSEEEEE BE PRANKING VDAY/WHITE DAY BUDDIES PLLEEASEE PLEEASEE CYGAMES I NEED THIS SO BAD...NOT THE JUMPSCARE...i need to read her fate eps shes growing on me sm just from the seasonals

Meg: Ehehe. Truth be told, Mari, the one I gave you has special ingredients and is different from the rest. I hope you like it. Mari: (Wow, you were so upfront about that, it may as well have been a wedding proposal!)

me when i read mhyk

Meg: By the way, Mari, did you happen to have any chocolate for Captain? Mari: Mm-hm, sure do. Here you go, Captain. A little thank-you for all you do for us. With all the delight of the proud victor of an imagined love triangle, Mari places a miniscule piece of chocolate on Captain's pinky.

LNKADNKLADNKLADNKLADNKLADNKLADNKLDNKLA?!?!?!?!?!?! MARI...CMON....................i actually was surprised she had choco for captain THEN SHE HIT ME WITH THAAAATTT................I KNOW U LOVE MEG BUT...........god im so thankful for the megmari unit. mari is excellent. the seasonal where shes like 'ill make sure the kitchen width is just right so our shoulders brush when we cook' ??????? u r my favorite person. also when mari thought deliford was in love with sandal. lord. u need to be in every single event

Cosmos: Thought one thing Satyr said remains a mystery to me. She mentioned that skydwellers "put their love" into the chocolate. I followed her instructions to whisper my feelings to the chocolate while making a heart shape with my hands. But I remain uncertain as to whether that affected the flavor.

WHAT IS SATYR TEACHING EVERYONEEEEEEEEEEE

#stardust speaking !#i have the year5-year2 left of the girlies so ill return at a l8r time..<3 #gran (with malice): i heard u cant give foxes chocolate #akira (with concern): (can erunes eat chocolate....?)#also grimnirs are always so funny. the only guy who doesnt die from embarrassment when captain goes 'say 'aah' :]'#stan&alizas are a delight too...............

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ladiiskittles · 2 years

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i just don’t get the shit i have the biggest heart and it’s always gettin walked on no matter how hard i try not for it to happen it does,i can’t even be happy for a while anymore i swear every other day it’s some shit i’m really starting to think my dreams are true i really do!! she says one thing and i see somethin else and it proves to me that my dreams are really true and that this point maybe i really do just need to let it that part of my life go yea we had some really good memories and i don’t wanna let her go cause i really do like her more then she knows and maybe that’s my fuckin problem i jst like her way too much if i really do feel like the feelins are mutual then why am i still there

just for once i wanna be happy with everything,be happy cause i’m in the best relationship be happy because after all this hurt i’m finally with someone who likes me for me and not using me for a good fuck..i’m so tired of crying everyday cause i’m hurting i wanna cry cause i’m happy,happy that i can finally go to bed and wake up with a smile on my face but instead i have everything runnin thru my mind i will never know what happiness feels like

all my “friends” have a girlfriend/boyfriend so it’s jst me everyday can’t go anywhere cause their too busy for me can’t talk to them cause their too busy for me can’t even really tell anyone how my day has went and how i’m feeling when i need people the most like right now i have no one i have so much stuff on my mind and i can’t tell anyone to that i trust and won’t judge me or go back and tell people so i’m on here where i know no one will see it and/judge me it’s sad that i gotta do it this way but it’s the only way it’s out of my mind

honestly i’m jst not happy anymore and still wanna know what is the purpose of me bein here im not happy, the ones i like don’t like me,can’t do anything i want,bills and bein broke is taken a toll on me,i try to make people happy but don’t get anything in return,i just really don’t get wats the purpose for me being here jst to live everyday heartbroken cause i’m already living dead so why be here i really wish i did succeed those 3 times i tried to kill myself and i been wantin to do it several times again just don’t want mama to find me right after i do it so i try to have her go out of town so i can do it to where i will be long gone when she does find my body i been feelin sad and depressed for yrs and the 1 person who i thought i could talk to(mama) told me to “stop thinking about it” i’m basically home alone everyday all day i wanna know how imma stop thinking abt it cause if i could i would i really do think it was that easy,i basically told my “best friend” that i wanted to kill myself (once again trying to talk to someone) and all she did was read my message like wow and that really showed i have no one but my damn self just really wish i didn’t feel like this but i been doin it for almost 11 yrs and the past 5 yrs really got bad..this yr i think i did the most crying i every did in the last 6 yrs..i really wish i could jst not have any feelins like they do me but im not made that way i go home everyday and cry(like right now) i shower and cry i lay in bed and cry i wake up and cry i sit outside for a bit and cry i sit in the car and cry i talk to the animals and wish i could be them and cry..people really think i got it easy cause i have no kids and i really don’t people just don’t understand i wish i had kids it would be me and my kids and i would be happy with that just let it be me and my kids and leave me alone!!!

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lokisprettygirl · 2 years

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heyy sorry im back with another longish rant, comments still cant accoodate the length so im back her

soo here we go

first of all, yey there are other good people in the world and eric is nice, yeyyy. Its nice that someone is in lokis corner and that stark is good in this and its nice to know that loki has the support he needs or is atleast supported by this tight knit so called family that is stark securities

two my suspicions were right, loki is a scared that shed be the same like sameera or whatever her name was and choose her lavish life but seeing what they put her through, i dont think that shes picking that. I think that if she could choose between her life and loki, she would choose him without a shadow of a doubt.

ohhh thats dark, three wow that was… wow thats dark. these horrible people, the fact that it lead her to hire her own hitman just so she could escape the tortures of that wretched family is just a testament to how sick and twisted they are. I get it, she giving up but im really hoping loki would be enough incentive or motivation to keep livng this life. I know the feeling of wanting to give up and sometimes loki is the only salvaton i have left, even if its just in my imagination.

Loki needs to understand that she isnt sameera (im sorry i dont know if im spelling this right but i really dont care enough for her to give a damn if i do though) He needs to understand that if she was given the choice between her current life and him that she would choose him because he is literally the only thing that motivates her to get up from bed and get on with her torturous day. He needs to understand that she would pick him, choose him, and love him (sorry for some reason i felt compelled to do it eheheh) so much that hed probably get sick of her (just a joke because i know that he would never tire of her)

The reason that shes just loosing the will to fight anymore is just, she's lost everything that means anything to her (or so she thinks), Her mother, peter or whatever maybe and loki. everything she holds dear get taken away from her and she thinks that dying is a better alternative than continuing living in this hell hole. i really dont blame her. She may think that at least shes free from her so called families torturous ways and can maybe if she believes in heaven be back with her mother. I feel so bad for her and loki. theyve been delt horrible cards for so long that even if they have that one good card (each other), the rest just of it all just scares them a bit that they over look it.

i love how much emotions is conveyed into the words. the fact that we understand how and what emotions these characters are feeling is just brilliant writing that im struggling to do.

i am sorry for psycho analyzing the story but you are brilliant and lovely, I hope you are feeling better and have a lovely day 😊❤️💜💙💚💛😊

The life she has lived is all she knows, she can do so much and be so much and all she needs is a push in the right direction and Loki can be that person for her. He needs to be there for her and teach her that the world outside might not be as cruel as her family is.

Yess she's feeling drained and exhausted in every way, if it wasn't for loki coming into her life she may have tried again to harm herself and now that she thinks that he is also done with her, there's nothing holding her here.

Thank you so much dear, you're too sweet and I'm loving all your asks for the bodyguard 😍 wishing you a Lovely day too 🥺💚💚

#asks #stupidthoughtsinwrting #the bodyguard

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frostbite-the-bat · 26 days

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(DREAM JOURNAL ENTRY COPIED FROM DISCORD, WON'T EDIT IT, BUT IT WAS ADDRESSED TO RANDY)

there was a whole like… weird house i could climb into? it was very roblox-y and made out of white "blocks" and if i stepped 'out' the wind pushed me hard and i'd fall down and need to climb again

but once i was inside i could see the interior, it being bigger on the inside than it is on the outside like in a game where it was completely safe and i could see various rooms

i forgot what the goal or objective was (getting to the top?), but i remember my friend and i in the dream had to team up with some little gamer kid in one of the rooms who wasn't being exactly helpful, and we had to negotiate to get help or anything from him. he wasn't unwilling just wanted a lot compensation…?

then suddenly, i'm at a store with my mom, and she's picking up mlp toys. like really big ones, she needed my help and the worker's help to get it throught the door. she was getting it for someone's kid and the whole time i am thinking "those really aren't popular characters the kid may not like these…" but i didn't say shit

then we're back by the weird robloxy building with mom, and it's in the middle of the city where i live, near where my middle school would be. except the way home was longer and nearby was a big foresty park with a lake.

we think OH FUCK WE'RE GONNA BE LATE!! so we run to the bus stop and see it flodding with people. the line finally ends and we were about to enter the bus, but the bus guy closes the doors in front of us because the bus was full my mom instantly points and bolts us to a different direction and so we RUN. we try to take a shortcut to outrun the bus, which we believed that "by the next bus stop some people may leave and we get a spot"

but we just COULDN'T outrun it. we then see the lake and that it could be a shortcut and we jump in it. i wasn't the biggest fan of the plan thinking MOM R U CRAZY!!! and i swim with my back up weirdly, as i thought i had a backpack full of things i did NOT want soaked. (electronics, art stuff…)

but i then leave the lake early and notice I DONT HAVE A BACKPACKS. MOM. WE FORGOT BOTH OUR FUCKING BACKPACKS.

and NOW FINALLY, YOU COME IN

now i was in some… random building after…? i walk through it and then it begins resembliNg a mix of a mall with escalators and the buildings in lawbot hq. (the one where you go into lawfices) i see some familiar faces there, and suddenly i guess i am multitooning, but also not. i try to teleport my toons together, but i accidentally teleport to you.

then the dream pauses and gives me some like.. pup carrying sequence? it goes wolf quest mode? i like had a mate and then suddenly on a light blue page there's 8 pups and i had to move them with a cursor quickly into bed "containers" where they could rest. it then goes back and we're talking and i go "oh my god you reminded me that i got like 8 pups in wolf quest"

and you go like Wow that's crazy

and then i like walk around more and since it's toontown im like "wait. High Roller" and i think the thought of high roller woke me up. now i'm here!

added note: i finally didn't wake up as much as previously... like i still woke up maybe once or twice but it wasn't as prominent...? still got me to wake up and get up early, so i am unsure if it's me waking up constantly or me sleeping a bit less that's left me tired. since april 1st i just kinda stay up on toontown until i'm kinda ready to pass out. i think i was drawing today before i actually passed out, though, i was falling asleep during it and konked out around 3-4 ish am...? that'd leave me with less sleep. trying to figure out how the fuck i sleep is interesting for sure

#guzma's dream journal #long

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luvrssarcana · 2 months

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second brain dump

My girlfriend and I are currently cohabiting in my twin bed. I think they are dozing off

I was wrong …I lost my train of thought because they jolted up to read my writing. I had to stop for a moment but I think they are asleep again. So cute. They have been here for about 4 hours. It's 4:21 pm. We played little big planet 3 and ate sweets that they got me for our 4 months wow a lot of 4s. I can't believe I've never played that game before. It's sooooo my style. I'm a fan now, I think.

This morning my best friend said “You text like a bored mother listening to her 11 yo talk about their day at school” and i can't stop thinking about it. My excuse was that it was early and i was tired but that's actually how i always talk and text i think. I'm just boring i fear . A Lot of people say I'm funny but it's not because I say things that are particularly funny. I just kinda say things that pop into my head and usually at the wrong time which gets me laughs but i don't do it to get laughs it's just how i am. I think i have adhd because my mom and her sister have it and i'm alot like the two but my therapist says the symptoms i see as adhd is just my anxiety and that medicine should help it. My meds help my anxiety but not my scatter-brainedness so I think she's wrong. What was I talking about?

Today my dad got home early. Ruined my vibe. He just rushed into the bathroom then took a nap he never even said hello. The first thing he said when he woke up was telling me to take out the trash. It's the little stupid things like that that bug me Or how he will just leave and not say he's leaving or even where he's going. I'll just leave my room and be alone sometimes for hours and yeah im 16 so it's not like i cant handle it it's just rude ! like hello i'm here and i live here too please acknowledge me besides giving me tasks to do!!! I love my dad dont get me wrong, he's just been a lot lately. I think it's because he has a new kid on the way and I'm getting older which I think scares him. I'm about to get my license and I'm in a committed relationship. Very adult things in his mind and it's spooking him. I've always been a good kid so he hasnt had to do a lot of tough parenting so i feel like he's just throwing it all at me now even though my behavior hasn't changed

My gf is moving in their sleep i think they are going to wake soon and i'm getting bored

Ttyl

#dear diary

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disfrutarconleo · 3 months

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back on my bullshit aka back at work after being snowed in for days. I was getting so restless I had to leave the house. I think I'm one of only 2 people in the office today. I don't know why I decided to come in when I c Ould have been cozy in bed. I think im just getting super tired of living there, even though it's been very helpful as far as saving money and paying off my debts goes. I've still got almost 1k and I could use it to pay off sprint so I stop going to collections over this shit. it's only like $250 but that's a lot of money and I'm worried about not being able to move or something. I get restless.

I hope you're doing okay. I wonder about the dog. I wish we were back at the apartment together. cooking dinner and making dessert and watching dumb tv and watching you try on clothes.

dumb. all because I saw a painting of you. powerful Robert though lmao. fuck that shit. you were awful to me, I was awful to you. I hope everything is going well with you though. even if we're never going to be friends or speak again. wow I really fucked up in Memphis and I hope I leave and never come back.

I guess my therapist was saying in need to be honest with myself and admit that I do want to be in a relationship, even though I know right now isn't a good time.. I dream about it a lot. I want to be happy being alone.

I wonder how Harv is doing, I wonder about angelli, I wonder about all the plants in the sunroom at k's house. I think about all the moments in my life that have been important in the mundane because of other people and I get sad. where are the moments ive only shared with me?

I want to remember I want to remember.

sitting at the beach on the stairs with my legs in the water, deciding I needed to go to therapy. walking up the steps of the old church, when I moved to Austin and had no one to talk to. I

this pattern repeating and repeating, of happiness and lonlieness over and over. this time I want to find them both, together, and be okay. I keep crying and getting sad and then happy and then sad again. am I fucking about to start my period ? is it because I take my meds in the morning now instead of at night?? who knows.

daydreaming about winning the lottery again. its been a while since ive done this. but it makes me happy, to feel like I have control and power and that I can pursue my dreams. what are my dreams?

I want to go cook for the best Mexican chefs really. at the end of the day. but that means I need to buy some sort of camper situation.

idk what I want to do. I want to sleep and sleep. I want to leave here and not come back. I want someone to sit me down and tell me "this is what you're doing now.. we have made a decision for you and here is where you're going to go. going to do" but no one is going to do that for me. I have to sit myself down and really decide what I need to do here.

maybe I need to find out about all my debts. I have the sprint. whatever is in collections from the Austin place. my old apartment. I really think that's it.

ok im going home on my lunch break because this weather is ridiculous and I wanna be cozy warm in bed, and not here at work where I can't even lay down!! I wanna be horizontal and cry a bit.

haha im so funny. anyways. gonna leave work here at lunch did I already say that? I don't know. I keep coming back to this after taking a break for a while.

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icareaboutme · 1 year

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Go down on my feelings

Time to time my sexual side awakens and for a couple of minutes these intentions give me the moving power to go after the real thing. Unfortunately, I am really bad at it. My flirting skills are bad, I can’t make gestures to make the other guy know that Im interested in him, so the outcome is always failure. I only had 2 sexual experinece. The first one is with my first boyfriend, the first and the last time he slept at my dormroom, he wanted our first kiss to happen and now I see he also wanted more, like idk maybe a bj or something. So he kissed me but sooo badly, it was like a fish trying to swallow me. Deeply traumatizing and bad. So after that all our little kisses (that he wanted) were something I needed to do with all my life force. The sexual tension was nowhere, for me at least. The day we broke up, he gave off the feeling that he had strong feeling towards me sexually and tried to hold on to me strongly because other than me at that time, everybody knew, that Me and Him werent a match. I was much more (it feels bad to say it, even with low confidence) good looking and special. He wasn’t social and outgoing and I was just going around in the city feeling much more like a single boy than somebody in a relationship. So I guess first sexual trauma striked there. (I think he is in a new relationship now and I hope he is happier. He is a nice guy and I will always remember him, but sadly not as my first boyfriend, but much more like as a friend.)

My second one was with this this guy-friends-something. We went on one date and it was much more like a friendly hangout than a date. We drank and watched the city lights. I talked about my inexperineced life, while he talked about going to parties and doing stuff since he was 16. I think its important to note that we were and still are the same age. I think to him, I was a strange boy. I feel like he though that a person like me would have already gone trough a couple of situationships (I hate this word) and breakups and one-night stands. After that (comes the good part, so read) 2 days later we went to a party, I met some of the friends of his and danced to lady gaga song. Even tho it was summer, the weather got slowly bad and we got soaking wet (not in a good way,) so he offered me the option to stay at his flat, because it was closer. So went with him, drunk, wet, anxiety on peak and tired. I slept in his bed even tho there was a couch too (he said I chose the bed bcs I wanted action too which is a lie, the bed is always better dumbass). So as I was sleeping he kissed me, went down on me. So..you know...drunkly and tired I couldnt even get it up bcs in my head I was lost. So he has stopped and we went to sleep. The next morning without any explonation, together, we traveled to the east central station and just like that everybody went on their ways.

Weird to think about that after this, we met again like 2 times, no sex, just hanging out. Couple of back and forth friendly messages. A bad party where his friends treated me shit and I left. Got sexually harassed on a bus, cried like a baby till my dorm. Sat in front of my dorm, watched the sky and felt the pain of the bad actions.

I think the whole sexual side of mine just slowly faded away and transformed into more like and idea in my brain than a thing thats part of life. So as Im sitting here wrinting this and seeing how my last year was just a big challenge, makes me think wow. I was pushing down this? I was traumatized and sad and thrown into a hole. I want to accept that fear can make us choose badly and do strange things. And friends of my friend arent my friends until they choose to reach out to me to be friends with them. I have to accept that my beauty comes from being me, open and open and open.

Maybe there will be a better guy in my future or guyS, who will....me

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Hello you mrs. honey nut cheerio lefty eyebag 😌

I have been sleeping early than usual actually. I think I am just ready for the last few days to past but it feels like the week is dragging lol

Oh wow that is pretty late. I'm surprised that Emily had energy to open presents and play at that time hahaha I would have been telling her to go sleep or santa will take the presents back lol just kidding I wouldn't do that to a 2 year old.

By the way, has it snowed there yet?

That's exciting! Are you guys going to just drive to Texas or fly again?

I tried moscow mule once.. was not a big fan of it 😅 I think I only really ordered it for the little mug hahahaha 😆

Same, I think most places that I've been to that served tiramisu only uses sponge cake. Yeah, I'm planning on making that mango dessert again but with less condensed milk. I am already too sweet. Hahahaha just kidding 😂

CA does have a lot of filipino places 😭 my uncle lives there and I want to visit him next year so that he can take me to all the restaurants that have good filipino chefs. Here there's only one place I know that was open a few years ago, but I don't know if they still are after the whole covid thing 🥲 there is a lady that I found on Facebook that caters and does pick up orders for filipino food though. I ordered her food once and it was decent.

Do you guys have Indonesian snacks that you'd recommend? Since I can't find any Indonesian restaurants here, I may be able to get snacks at the small oriental store we have in Omaha.

Hm that's interesting 🤔 all your movie choices have barely any dramatic scenes. Have you always been like that, not wanting to cry because you think it shows weakness? (Sorry if that came out bad and rude, I don't mean to be rude)

I have to think about mine too because I am drawing blank for 3 movies. I can only think of one that always make me cry and that's the Phantom of the Opera - the part where they sing all I ask of you and then the ending part around where Christine kisses the phantom.

Next, name 3 movies that you could watch on repeat and never get tired of.

By the way, I made a separate account and started writing! Well I don't know if you'd consider it writing, but I posted mostly conversation stuff between r and characters (mainly Wanda).

-CuriousGeorge

Hello hello corn-punn!

How r u today? Aw thats no fun u sleep earlier than usual.. just kidding.

Why u cant wait for the days to past? R u that ready for new year? 😆😁 whats ur plan for new year?

Haha yeah, i let her play but then she followed whn i said it's time to bed..thank god..hahahha.

No, it hasnt been snow or anything here..im so upset right now..🙄 it's not even that cold here.. only 66.

We r driving to t3xas.. it's only 3.5 hours.

Haha i love moscow mule. It's one of my favorite cocktails. I have a set of the copper mugs n the shakers. My husband gave me. Lol. I guess i love moscow mule that much that he gave them to me.lol. my most favorite drink is apple martini and a cocktail named buttery nipple 😅 (it's baileys and butterschotch schnaps).

Haha i used to joke like that about me being too sweet already n thats why i dont need any more sugar on anything 🤣

But i agree with u, u r a sweet person so dont put too much condensed milk,okay?

Hmm right now i cant think of any snacks.. i like Beng Beng it's like snickers but more chocolaty n less caramel. I like the superman wafers.hahah. there is this sweet tea it's called teh botol but it's in a box 😅 it's my favorite. It's very famous there.

Ah i see. Yeah sometimes facebook have some information of our country food..sometimes it can be pricey though. U can google indonesian food n if u have any questiom about it, u can ask me.

Yeah,i'm always like that. I guess it's because i try to look strong in front of my sister. U know, to be a good example for her.

My sister is more expressive than i am. I would try n pretend to be strong until i break down n even that i usually choose to be alone when i have a break down. 😅

So it will hurt my pride too if i cry just because of movies.

I love phantom of the opera.. n that All I Ask Of You is one of my favorite song from that show.

3 movies i never get tired to watch..well,since im in the mood of rebel so i will give u more than 3. 😅😆

1. The Proposal

2. White Chick

3. Any modern family episodes

4. Devils Wear Prada

5. Age Of Ultron

6. Greta

7. 13 Going 30

8. How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days

9. Hot Chicks

How bout u?

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