#and now im 15 still thinking im that kid

[cheez-cuits]

you ever just go on google maps and set the date to 2019 and looking at your home from that time and cry bc everything changed so much in just a couple of years and you realize that you lost 3 years of your life bc a virus decided it would be silly to put the whole world into lockdown

no?

just me?

#sighs... #i cried bc i saw the old parking lot of a mall i used to go to frequently as a kid #those days were the greatest #even if i dont remember what i did in them #but i always remember the exciting feeling of being in the parking lot at night and going down the stairs into the mall to do whatever #my dad wanted to do and follow along #i dont remember when or how that stopped #it felt so sudden #i was 10 thinking 'oh cool a really long break!' #and now im 15 still thinking im that kid #hoping my dad would take me to the mall at night and walk around the parking lot to find the entrance to the mall #ah well.. #i guess it is what it is #vent post #aiden talks

[robinfollies]

some design comcepts for older lily + lewis!!! my latest and greatest headcanon for them is that in the future they get gems and can do magic of their own :33 i just think it’d be neat,,, something to do with their love of magic!!!! 🥺

#im normal about stdwolom. number one fan have been since i was 15 #i need them EXPLODED AND GONE THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME BYE #anyways these designs are still. rather up in the air #definitely need some more refining and all that #but yknow!!! for now theyre pretty good kickoff points 🥺 #lewis’s fit is loosely based off a wizard fit i gave him in a halloween piece from 2022 hehehe!! #I THINK THEY SHOULD GET MAGIC. I THINK THEY SHOULD AS A TREAT #billie helps them learn ofc!!! AND SO DOES STOTLE. THEM AND THEIR THREE WEIRD KIDS OR WHATEVER #i love them so bad. stdwolom….☹️☹️☹️ #dont overthink the gem colours or anything btw. i think theyre just… general ones? question mark? #IDK MAYBE ILL PUT MORE THOUGHT INTO THE SPECIFICS LATER #BUT FOR NOW THEYRE JUST. GENERAL ONES WITH NO SPECIFIC POWERS IN PARTICULAR LMAO #robin’s art #billie bust up #2024 art #bbu billie #bbu lewis #bbu lily #stdwolom #this all started bc i looked at stdwolom and went ‘i think they should be she/her they/them cool hat coded. lewis should get a cool hat’ #then i brain blasted. #whats more cool hat than a wizard and whats more wizard than ACTUAL MAGIC #i like to think im smart sometimes #okay hi update these guys are part of my… oc lore? now so uhhh guess theyre getting the story tag #The Panderity Chapter

[clockworkreapers]

How long have these OCs been around? Did they exist before the 2020 comic or did it pop into your mind just then???

Oh no they were made LONG before I even had the idea of making a fan adventure, honestly I don't even think I knew fan adventures existed when I made them. The main 6 were made (as far as I know it's hard to place when I didn’t date any of my old old sketchbooks) when I was 13 so they are a decade old now. The first image I posted here that had any of them was in 2016 so I would have been 16 then. In 8th grade though I remember actually getting into fantrolls cuz I made a lil mache statue of the first version of Dextra (the weird sona with the purple hair and clock horns) in my art class and I remember drawing her with the very first versions of my characters at some point during that time. Now I know the main 6 came a few months before her and in the OG sketchbook that lines up cuz her first version appeared like 20 pages after they did. I was 12/13 in 8th grade so that's like the only way I can really “pinpoint” when they were made really. I do still have the sketchbook I first drew them in as well I just don't have it dated cuz what 12/13 year old remembers to date their sketchbooks lol 

There's something fun for you, those are all the first drawings I could find of each of them VS the ones I did in senior year of collage with their fancy godtiers, vast amount of development and improvement over a decade.

#they are OLD OLD fantrolls #i think that means iv had them for also nearly half my life at this point #im 23 so yeah nearly half #they are kinda the reason i think i got so good at art too cuz i just not stop drawing them i have like 15 sketchbooks filled with only the #look im on the spectrum they are my special interest and i am incredibly attached to them you have NO idea #sometimes i worry about like oh they are a lot more public now people are going to take them and manipulate them for themselves #thats a real fear for me because these guys are like my kids i am VERY protective of them that is not an understatement #in the end even if they are out there and people can connect and read about them and enjoy them just please.... #all i ask is if you do just please be respectful #remember they arent content... they are still my OCs and OCs in general are very VERY deer to people #clock rambles #ask

[arolesbianism]

What's up gamers I'm bored

#rat rambles #Ive been in my 3d animation class for 2 hours and Im gonna be here for another 2 hours god help me #I have a decent start of a draft for our current 2d animation assignment but I am now kinda burnt out so Im taking a break #which ofc means Im bored as hell I should have brought snacks fr #idk I might dip out of class for a sec to buy some since I think theres some vending machines on campus? #idk where tho I forgor #I also do feel like I need to keep pushing forward tho since ngl I havent even touched this project before today #and I wasnt at the last class so idk I feel like I need to prove Im trying or smth #idk either way Im tired and bored and wish I was playing rainworld rn #also Im animating some of my slugcat ocs! the mama cat boon accidentally possessed and her two kids #I was originally gonna animate different characters but then I decided to stick with some simpler designs to make things faster #like I Could animate more humanoid designs but given Im already behind I dont wanna risk it #rly my biggest issue is having to animate at 24 frames per second Im more used to animating at 15 #its not too hard its just gonna be frustrating filling out the like 300 frames I need to do #obviously Im gonna pad with loops and stills this is an animation class after all the teacher will get it #but still thats a lot of frames to figure out what to do with

[planet4546b]

it’s actually really funny to think about how the signoise cast has gotten older with me. they were 19-20 when i started (interminably old to a 15 year old), then they were early 20s for a while, then late 20s as i got into my early 20s, and now i’m moving them all to their 30s

#pers #s/n #they’ve always been like adults that are fairly well established/settled #it’s just that i thought that it was reasonable to own your own store at age 20 when i was 15 #and now i’m 24 and im like yeah emily still probably lives at home at 28/29. like it’s just #me personally figuring out what the fuck age you actually feel like an adult at #like the samjax stupid kids era i was just talking about is age 22. which i’m now aware is the stupid kids era for many #last ref i made had sam as the oldest at 28 #now im thinking sam 31/32 #em and mel 29/30 and jax like. 34/35. ish. still deciding

[todayisafridaynight]

STILL HAVING SUCH A NORMAL ONE ABOUT THAT RGGJO BUT NO Y7JO GETTING REALLY GOOD AT HOUSEWORK I SEE THE VISION… I'm pickin' up what you're puttin' down…

Because I've always wondered how unprepared Jo would've been going into everything. On one hand, he did leave home really young, but since he was working and Ikumi wasn't, one could argue Ikumi would've been the one to handle the housework at least while they were together.

Inversely, I do kiiind of feel like Jo would've done at least Some Things when he could to ease the burden on Ikumi based on his attempt to comfort her at the station. I'm reading way too much into it but it's notable that, despite him definitely being a smoker and them hoping for a miscarriage, the ashtray in their apartment is spotless.

But we only really see his living situation when he's with Ikumi and don't get to see what--if anything--changes when he's on his own, when he has to do everything and not just Some Things. But with regard to food, if you're in survival mode like that, while it is more economical to make food at home, it would make sense that any quality of cooking would be passable. That's not going to fly with a kid who's lived in the lap of luxury his whole life.

So I've always had a lot of feelings about Jo Bettering Himself for Masato's sake (even when Masato isn't necessarily being reasonable) and his overblown neurosis at the prospect of falling short--the post you mentioned in your tags is Exactly It. But, you know, it's cheesy, but I firmly believe he could do whatever he set his mind to, if he can manage to learn Every Martial Art and become a glorified (and very competent) accountant after dropping out of high school.

Also uhhhhhhhh entire post reminded me of this (びら on Pixiv) that's it that's the ask

Ok I'm glad we both caught on to Jo's attempt to console Ikumi and the considerably-clean home. Evidently he was probably self-sufficient enough, but nothing extraordinary- just whatever passed as 'suitable' for them, so it's not as though he's going in totally clueless (but certainly not knowledgeable enough to match Masato's extremely-high standards. Bless Arakawa but he definitely spoiled him a little).

Even if it is a 'cheesy' sentiment, Jo very much has proven that so long as it's for Masato, he's willing to do anything and everything no matter how big (joining the yakuza) or small (probably like. learning how to make quiche)

#snap chats #I WANTED TO REPLY TO THIS LAST NIGHT BUT I GOT A BAD STOMACH BUG EW i'm fine now tho :] #ALSO very happy to see you liked the RGGJo i posted- i definitely hoped you would lkarejlvkej #anyway neglected kids usually pick up on how to do basic things for themselves- some dont obvi #but if jo's ready to lay asphalt on the road by 15 then he probably took like. five minutes to learn how to crack an egg for himself #my favorite Lonely Child's meal growing up was simple yakimeshi- def not a hard meal to make so i imagine he can do at least that #but i can just very clearly see in my brain jo just becoming appalled at his son's standards #cause i mean. on the one hand He's Definitely In Great Hands Now but on the other hand Oh God He Was In REAL Great Hands How The Fuck #ah... now i just really wanna do something with this whole topic it's one of my faves cause it amuses me so much #makes me think plenty.. im sure jo felt a great deal of inadequacy when he finally got to see the full of masato's new life #cause surely- in his eyes- he probably never would have been able to give him such a pleasant life how can he live up to this #just more reason to try harder and assimilate into properly that life right #a small unrelated aside tho now that we're talkin bout ikumi i wonder what she would've done if she did get masato back #i mean they really didnt have means to take care of him but still.. i wonder if she misses him #maybe /i/ care too much about ikumi verALKEJ #FINAL NOTE BACK ON TRACK THOUGH pixiv tells me ive seen this post before but i have no memory of it #but thats EXACTLY the vision and its so cute.. that's how it is in my heart #thanks for writin in and indulgin my goofy ass LMAO

[bmpmp3]

so i’ve always been of the opinion that the whole twist ending of Drawn to Life The Next Chapter is wack as HELL but i will say it is a bit of a power move to do an “it was all a dream” ending where the person dreaming isn’t even the perspective character. just some guy

#nowadays i see people praise that ending and im sorry. i think it was really narratively unsatisfying #i thought it was dumb as 10 year old and i think it still kinda dumb nearly 15 years later HKJDSFJRKF #i want to be kind and i dont mean to sound a little elitist but i wonder if people are blinded by a nostalgic thing having a dark twist #and thinking its well written because of that rip. like im sure its fine but i do think it kinda sucks ass LOL #but it is a little funny to have ur game be the dream of some random kid. and like the random kid is just like #a random kid even in his own dream. hello #imagine u played all of mario 2 but instead of it being mario's dream it was like. some 3rd grader named jeff #you dont even play as jeff or anything. he just shows up as like a toad for a little bit #real life is a banger tho #edit: actually the more i think about it. how depressed where these game designers when making both games honestly #like i dont mean this in a ouuuuhhhh its so dark ouuuuuhhhhhhh i mean like #a lot about these games now that i remember as an adult feels oddly like. bitter? #maybe its just the messaging in both games seems to be so at odds with the arts and crafts aspects of the gameplay #what does that video essayist call it. ludonarrative dissonance? yeah #but like where those game writers like. okay? the plotlines feel mildly like the product of some crazy game dev burnout

[isabelguerra]

i dont have an actual name for it but depressed college au is probably one of my favorites. i dont really care for the adults in paranatural and thinking about how the activity club/others might grow up and continue their lives is so much more interesting to me

#i started reading this comic when i was 15? i think? and now im recently 23. i cant really say i relate or want to relate to 12 year olds an #y more. and yeah i prefer a lot more nuance and complexity when crafting+ reading stories #but when your protags are 12. well. yeah pass #pnats adults are fine but the kids are the ones i have any actual emotional interest or compulsion towards #so when i write something that might be less 'yippee whimsical wacky adventures' and the options are spender and zarei. again theyre fine bu #t i dont really care enough about spender and zarei #but i still want to write about adults you know. BEING 12 was hard enough you could not PAY me to go back into that headspace #honestly thats actually why most of wizard au takes place in their later school years #like you know those aged up mob psycho 100 aus. where mob is like a fireman and ritsu is an english major and theyre not exactly having epic #adventures anymore but theyre coming into themselves etc. god. thats the stuff 2 me #i used to hate aged up aus as a teenager bc i thought it was the author/artists excuse to put kids in weird situations. and idk considering #it was 2015. yeah fair. but i do think i get it now. teenage years are hard and theres a certain part of that hardness that i love. things #like growing up [from a 17yo perspective] and people you love going to college and trying to find yourself and dealing w friends and fear #for the future. THOSE are the kind of teen stories i like reading about. but when you start getting tired and mellowing out and things that #come with the end of college and grad school and growing up [from a 22yos perspective] is similar. but its more somber. youre older now #when the protagonists become people. thats what i like #wizard au is fun as a huge intense magical adventure project but depressed college au is just like. where i can project. #drinking an entire pack of mikes hard lemonade by myself and lying on the floor talking to friends about how im scared and pushing myself #towards a career that i love but dont know i can achieve. friends leaving. getting an apartment for the first time. and the second and #the third. that feels better when i can sit down and go 'okay. someday isabel will do this too. i might not understand. my friends might not #understand. nobody could understand and i could be alone. but max woke up with a hangover today and i know what that feels like' etc #idk just feels better. taking your favorite characters with you while you go through things. by which i mean #'taking my favorite characters and making them go through things' #you want them to be safe and happy and having fun. i want them to feel fear. we both know what we want from fiction and treasure each #depressed college au

[hauntedpearl]

playing stupid games. i sure hope i don't win stupid prizes.

#just made plans with the girl who i think i was in love w as a kid but didn't realize that i was. to watch. #all of supernatural #she's getting married. likw next year. idk what my feelings are tbh but i still love her (platonically very much) and want her to be happy #but also we had this big fight a few years ago so there's all this weird messed up stuff. #AND NOW IVE COMMITTED. TO WATCHING 15 SEASONS OF THIS SHOW WITH HER #IM INSANE #I SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED IN PUBLIC AHDGHDJFKDKD #anyway feel free to rb also ignore tags im just rambling

[cantdanceflynn]

OK IM DEF GONNA HAVE TO ACCOUNT FOR SEASON 2 WITH THE PNF EMPIRESMP AU I MIGHT JUST GIVE IN AND DRAW SOME STUFF FOR IT NOW WHILE I WATCH EVERYONES POV

#THERES JUST. I HAVE DONE A GOOD JOB I THINK ITS VERY FUNNY BUT ALSO AS INNATELY TRAGIC AS IT SHOULD BE #THE ONLY ONES I RLY HAVE FOR SURE STILL ARE ''CANDACE IS LIZZIE JEREMY IS JOEL PHINEAS IS JIMMY AND SCOTT IS ISABELLA'' #I THINK IT WOULD BE A NEAT REFERENCE TO PYXES SWAP AU AND RLY FUNNY IF I MAKE VANESSA ZORNOTH BUT THAT WOULD MAKE FERB JOEY AND LIKE #THATS VERY FUNNY CANDACE AND PHINEAS DONT KNOW WHY THEY'RE BUILDING A CANAL TO HIS PLACE BUT THEY ARE #BUT ALSO IDK IF THEY HAD ZORNOTH ACTUALLY RECIPROCATE AND IF THEY DID IVE GOTTA CHANGE THAT FOR SURE #I JUST THINK VANESSA GETTING TO LIVE OUT HER DREAM OF BEING A GOTH DEMON IS FUNNY AND ALSO SHES GONNA BE THE ONLY ONE WHO UNDERSTANDS AGES #SO LIKE ''WHY TF R U ALL MOSTLY KIDS WTF. GOOD FOR U TWO ON GETTING MARRIED U SEEM VERY HAPPY U R 15 AND 16 RESPECTIVELY. WHY?????? #IM GONNA GO BE A BITCH TO THESE 10 YEAR OLDS NOW. ALSO YOU ARE LITERALLY 9 DUDE ACTUALLY WTF AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS AGES?????????????'' #IDK HOW ACCURATE THAT IS I JUST THINK ITS FUNNY #THE ONLY OTHER ONE I MIGHT HAVE A GRIP ON IS IM THINKING GEM OR KATHRINE FOR STACY. BOTH WORK SCARILY WELL BUT I MIGHT MAKE BUFORD GEM

[femme-malewife]

Just because Hohenheim had a horrible past, and just because he left the Elrics for a good reason, that does not mean he was not a shitty father.

The very least he could have done was send a letter or call on occasion. If you have kids, you have a responsibility.

#yes i like hohenheim #and yes i think he was a god awful father #and yes im fucking sick of people saying ed needs to forgive him #in the show and out of universe #like this 5 year old kid is now the guardian of his little brother #imagine if one of your next door neighbors was a 5 year old boy and his 4 year old brother #and even though they have dinner at someone elses place #they're still looking after each other #its no wonder why they made a bad decision #and hohenheim had No Right to be a dick to his son in ep 20 #even if he did help him and provide him relief later #that doesnt excuse the fact that his first question to him after 10 years of being AWOL is ''what possessed you to burn down my home?'' #he was a dick #plain n simple #and ed doesnt have to forgive him #pls stop shitting on the 15 year old who had to grow up way too fast and is forced to be an adult when hes still an ignorant child

[penisbilt]

the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now

#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL #really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us #ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great #extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore #the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog #its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow #i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating #i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one #i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it #theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget #anyway. anyway. #our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by #there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!' #we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad #cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now #maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that #im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away #ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free #i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20 #i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her #but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more #maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know #because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before #i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years #i dunno. i dont know #anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process #the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months #the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time #when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move #just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend

[scoreplings]

forcing myself to engage in a hobby group & take in person crochet classes over the summer :] also applying to work at a pet shop i love part time. i think things will be good ^-^

#americorps wants to hire me but i would have to quit my warehouse job & would make like $200 less a month. but if i work part time at this #shop n save that money i'll be able to use that (+ the $350/month im not spending on school) to cover it i think #i'd end up with like $800 extra for 3 months. which would be Exactly enough to cover the money i'd lose working for americorps for a year #BUT the position is only 9 months so i'd actually have abt $600 of wiggle room. #which will be very nice #im excited im excited. i still dk for sure if i'll go thru with americorps. it would be better financially to stick with where im at now #and if i leave and go back i'd take like a dollar an hour pay cut and lose my seniority. #but also working with kids is so much better than warehouse work. guh #i am gonna let myself agonize over it for 15 more minutes n then drop it for the day

[mrfoox]

Hi, I'm fine

#miranda talking shit #I found my... Box of memories from my ex and im crying lol #I know we were basically kids and first love isnt real blah blah but my god #Yeah i remember how i felt and like ...maybe it wasnt mature love but for me it really was legit #And reading old letters and things... I think she felt it too #Just crazy that i loved her so much and i have no idea how shes even doing now #Old cliche but yeah i never stopped caring for her evem if i dont love her. I hope shes doing well #I hope shes alive and happy... #Love at 14-15 hits very different. Its still real but my god its fragile its clumsy

[tabootasaur]

...

#im really just ranting so pleasr ignore this post it really isnt that serious i just need to vomit it all out before i crash #i wish i knew who i was i wish i knew who i was going to be who i would havr been before everythong went to shit #before my parents beat my soul into submission before i retreated into myself so hard im killing myself just trying to come out again #i dont know who i am or what i want or even how to begin ttying any of that #my therapist started saying all the same things my dad would say abiut me and about my qork and about my life #id been with her for over 5 years so maybe she is right maybe my dad was right maybe my parents were right maybe i do deserve nothing #i hate my body but my partner says its beautiful i can barely face the day but my partner is happy when i do #they say my parents were wrong in so many ways but why is it taking me so long to prove it #ive been bad my whole life o was a bad kid a bad friend a bad adult but i wanna be goood so bad ii might puke #i know i can be good but why cant i prove it why is it stopping me why cant i push my my brain why cant i hit the override and just LIVE #its hard being 25 when i didnt think id make it to 15 #its hard living when all you want to do is give up i want to give up i wish i could and maybe a few years ago i would have #but now for the first time in my life i want to live i want to do good but my brain body and soul have no idea how #i think im autistic and the worst part is realizing how much of me that is how much i should havr been cared for #i have to learn how to live in the world but the world is so scary and it hurts and my therapist talkrd a lot about getting used to it #she wanted me to dive in and didnt understand no matter how many qays i tried to explain to her how much it painrd me to try it her way #i wish i could just do it that i could grin and bear it but i cant anymore i cant just do it #i wish i could just become who i was supposed to be someone without the pain and the torture and the constant berating #someone who can have a job and cook dinner and still feel whole after it all #i jist want to live i want to be good i want to get better and i feel like peeling my skin off my body i feel like ripping out my teeth #it makes me feel awful every time i cant do sometbing because i was getting better i couod feel it and now im in hell this is worse #i feel like im experiencing depression for the first time all over again ivw never been so violently thrown bacj into the pit #please i want out i want to hear creaks without thinking someone is 8n my home i want to clean like someone isnt watching me #i want to move around my home like i dont expect to be graded i want to be able to sleep at night and not have tomorrow ruined by flashback #im so so tired and for the first time in my life o dont wanna give up i wanna be better but i dont know how #every time i try to get help something goes wrong and i run out of insurance soon so im probably just fucked #my antidepressants arent doing shit and my birth control makes everything harder and i jist wish i could take medication and live #im tired im tired but ive been crying in the bathroom for over an hour because sometbing so stupid triggered me #and now im a child again and i have work tomorrow and i cant scream and cry into my partner cause they have work #they work so hard for us and i can barely do a day im so fucking pathetic and yet they stay with me

[bibleofficial]

RIGHT so yesterday marked 8 months worth of days exercising (240 days) and these are my stats

#diary #yesterday i made sure to do what i could to round up now that im doing solid -0 ending amounts #like 30 or 50 or 100 u know what i mean #planks are in minutes & the walk/bike is in miles #walks dont include like 120mi bc ive included like ‘hit 10k steps’ which generally equates to 5 miles bc like when i was in caba …. girl ….. #i did like 100mi worth of walking im not kidding SADLAKSJDLKAJSLDAJSDA #but its just like counted 0:no 1:yes filter out the no so its only the yes but i also log like #how much ive sex so like it says ‘cardio’ but i didnt put it in the pivot table but SLKDJALSKDJALKJDALJDJLSJ #its also in there so its necessary that the counted/uncounted be able to be seperated bc somedays i didnt exercise but i did have sex #but also somedays i did both #so idk #but also like when i helped my bestie move that was like 10.5k steps but its uncounted bc i didnt exercise but i still have it in there as #5mi but its not in the 15 shown bc its uncounted #like this is all filtered #‘all filtered’ its filtering out the uncounted days so its showing 240 of idk like i think its like 270-ish days logged #like if i didnt do anything then it was just a skip day and unlogged #like my CALENDAR YEAR will be march 30 so a calendar year since i BEGAN exercising but my EXERCISE YEAR will be like maybe a month later #like i think end of april will make 365 days i have exercised #so this 8 months is my EXERCISE 8 months #ok yes crunches … signifigantly more than anything else bc i’ll go for a bike ride then do 200 lmao #like my ROUTINE currently is 5mi bike then 200 crunch or sit up or whatever #but then when i dont bike i split it into everything else