#and its run by autism

[smuglemon]

pokemon characters i like on posts i think fit them PART THREE

#pokemon #pokemon scarlet and violet #pokemon black and white #arven pokemon #penny pokemon #n pokemon #n harmonia #ghetsis pokemon #lacey pokemon #carmine pokemon #crispin pokemon #nate pokemon #red pokemon #blue pokemon #reguri #silver pokemon #drayton pokemon #sada pokemon #turo pokemon #would you believe me if i said. i had more of these. #my brain is a complex machine it makes shitpost #and its run by autism

[autismswagsummit]

Trick or treat!

you get...

Species Taxonomy!

#qna time #trick or treat #if i run out of blog theme related images you guys are gonna start getting random stuffs btw its not all autism treats

[cathalbravecog]

A very self indulgent drawing of Misty I've been working on for a few weeks... On and off. But now it's here! :]

#i promiSED ID RESPOND TO THE ASKS I GOT AFTER I GOT HOME BUT I WAS MOTIVATED TO FINALLY FINISH THIS SINCE IVE BEEN WORKING ON IT ON AND OFF #FOR LITERAL *WEEKS* NOW #IM VERY HAPPY WITH THE RESULT THO ITS VERY FUN #SO MAD TUMBLR IS GONNA FUCK UP THE QUALITY THO LIKE ROAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR #IM SORRY I WAS JUST SUPER EXHAUSTED AND I KNEW THE ASKS WILL AWAKEN TEN GATES OF ADHD AUTISM SO I PUT THEM OFF LOLLLL i will get to them #eventually but im not promising a certian time bc i need to stop making promises OOPS bc my BRAIN IS LIKE THAT #ANYWAYS THIS IS A VERY SELF IDULGENT THING I LIKE PUTTING CHARACTERS INTO GOOFY SCENE COLORFUL OUTFITS #i learned that the way to make these the best is to just slap stuff you like there that you think is cool and not worry about accuracy and #ohhahhahhPHOHOHHHH inspo real clothing #JURST HAVE FUN!!!!!! RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!! **RUNS IN A CIRLE** BARK BARK BARK #very self indulgent bc theres TWO whole girs here #toontown #toontown corporate clash #rainmaker #guz art #fav #(personal fav bc idk ! i dont have a tag for personal fav stuff) #btw someone put inktale reaction stuff on this on clashcord. if anyone mentions inktale sans here im actually going to take their guts

[hollytayas]

i tried to draw the new dark choco design but got so overwhelmed this was all i could do to show my feelings without bursting into tears

#mb.txt #dark choco cookie #the leaf on his head to symbolize the beginnings of new growth SHUT UP SHUT UP I AM GOING TO EAT MY PHONE!!! #BANGING ON MY DESK SOBBING INTO MY OPEN PALMS. THIS IS ALL I EVER NEEDED #sorry for being So Autism abt them btw. but i cant help it its what 16 yr old me deserved #oh oops forgot to tag the fandom uhm uh #cookie run kingdom

[mynqzo]

what’s the sexiest kind of monster in your opinion 🤔🤔

staring into the distance.

vampire

#ask #listen i KNOW ITS BASIC #but its my autism #im obsessed with vampires #i wrote several essays abt them in highschool #i run a vampire campaign #i know so much

[mossy-rot]

reading about autistic meltdowns is crazy. in retrospect maybe that time i ended up sobbing self isolating and lashing out at people because I couldn't figure out how to set up my laptop the same way it had been before might've been because of The Autism

#i cannot deal with changes to things I deal with regularly #i need to have my phone and comp exactly the same lest I Suffer bc i use them every day #also perhaps i would get so upset over my mom cleaning my room (although being a nice gesture) is because she would move shit to places- #i didn't know and messed up the system i had #also fuckin. executive dysfunction. that's some shit isn't it #i had to move to a new desk early in my job to run a different room and the desk setup was different and I Was Struggling A Bit #also people trying to calm me down during meltdowns is significantly worse and i read a bit that was like. #'trying to interject into the meltdown may cause additional sensory overload. it's most safe to let the person self-regulate.' well shit #that's about right huh #autistic burnout also seemed very familiar and its a little disturbing just how close everything hits #anyways im probably autistic. good night #mossy's rambles #text post #luci's rambles #autism #neurodivergent #autistic things #autistic adult #autistic experiences #if anyone would like to add to the pile and tell me im autistic feel free ig. ive already been peer reviewed

[third-king-of-salmonids]

Why are you so cool?

How are you so cool?

SALMONIDS ARE COLD WATER FISH ITS HARD NOT TO BE >:D

#ALSO YES I BECOME STRESSED WHEN ITS WARM WINTER/AUTISM BEST SEASON #WAIT I MEAN AUTUMN #AH FUCK IT I LOVE AUTISM SEASON <3 #splatoon #ALSO THANK YOU <3 #splatoon 3 #splatoon salmonid #salmon run #king salmonid #splatoon salmon run #splatoon megalodontia #splatoon 3 salmon run #salmonid

[neproxrezi]

trying to make generator VE-20B functional let alone useful is going to be the death of me

#okay so like. let me autism about this piece of my mech. gimme a moment. #there is a generator for the mech that gives you like absolute maximum Energy Firearm Spec #what this means is that it makes your energy based guns (sadly not melee) do great damage and charge up faster #however. it has pretty poor energy capacity #and you need good en capacity to USE energy weapons #because every weapon and piece of the mech. uses energy. #i'm desperately trying to make it usable with the KRSV (to my knowledge the most over the top insanely powerful energy weapon) #but what this is leading to #is a goddamn WILD GOOSE CHASE all over my mech desperately trying to optimise it within an inch of its life #all for this one thing #that i DON'T EVEN THINK WILL BE WORTH IT #compared to running like quad laser shotguns #but i've aaaalmost got it working #my big issue. my white whale. is i want FOUR energy weapons #which i thiiiink i can do... the other ones will suck but i THINK i can do it #dibi #armored core

[spacebugarts]

I redesigned Licorice's grumpy shroom fairy costume to better fit his aesthetic and look a bit nicer next to Poison Mushroom's design :)

#starting autism acceptance month off strong by being Very Autistic uωu #ngl im really happy with how it came out! #its based on an inky cap mushroom bc i think they suit him :3 #licorice cookie #licorice crk #cookie run: kingdom #cookie run #cookie run: ovenbreak #crk #crob #licorice crob #cookie run ovenbreak #cr ovenbreak #ovenbreak #cr: kingdom #cookie run kingdom #sorry for the wonky lineart for some reason saving it to my phone killed the quality #so i used the remaster tool to smooth it out and it makes things look kinda weird but it helped

[storm-of-feathers]

damn why did i stop being an alcoholic being drunk rules actually i dont feel a single OUNCE of my burdens. i just feel the wine. and its pink.

#this post is mostly a joke OBVIOUSLY i dont wanrt to be a True Alcoholic again #ive been sober #(in the definition that i dont consider myself addicted - not in the definition of complete abstinence) #since 2018. and its been very good for me obviously #but damn i gotta remember that alcohol exists and i have some if i ever truly need to unwind #bc like. yk. i have a lot of trouble unwinding #i used to have this uhh #one of my grandmothers brothers. idk the word. #he always said that the world was so bright and loud and sharp. except for when he drank. #dgmw. i do think autism runs on my dads side #(and thats cool!! bc it proves autism isnt just a white thing!!!!! something thats unfortunately a popular belief :/) #but i think there was def a genetic susceptibility to it on my moms side too #like ofc i was going to be autistic!! look at my family!!! #which is interesting bc as far as anyone can tell my only biological sibling isnt autistic #i have two Additional siblings but thats a longer story. but i love them both just as much as my biological sib #i love having lots of siblings by choice #so many of my younger friends have said im like an older brother they need #and i love that tbh. i love that i get to be something i desperately needed when i was a terrified teenager #n e ways. if u read this far thank you its just wine drunk ramblings. #WHO want to run in the forest naked with me

[famewolf]

speaking of ocd, I think I'm realizing that I truly don't have anxiety and it's literally just my ocd. im not anxious about anything until it involves me and suddenly I'm spiraling

#[static] #it's hard to describe succinctly but the anxiety I deal with nowadays is directly related to my ocd and autism #some anxiety is so easy to brush off but the ones stemming from my ocd are extremely difficult to get out from under #i'll spiral for weeks about one specific thing and ruminate on it and mentally worry and pick at it forever #it's utterly exhausting jfkdghdf some days are easier than others #and often that one thing I ruminate on becomes multiple things all stemming from the first thing #like recently it's been my car ... the thing is totally fine ... runs fine drives fine but ive been freaked out by it for the last 3 weeks #every time i go into the shop theyre like ... everything is good in fact its in good condition for its age and they'll mention like #one thing that will need to be replaced to keep it in tip top condition and then my brain will fixate on it and imagine all the ways #something horrific will happen if that doesnt get changed and then that leads to all the other things in the car suddenly freaking me out #i defs used to have general anxiety and depression but those went away literally the day i got top surgery #poof instantly gone it was wild and i kept waiting for the other shoe to drop #never did but now my ocd has been really bad the last 6 months cuz of all the extra horrifying things going on #so i thought it was just my anxiety coming back but this week i realized it was my ocd and have been treating it accordingly #and ive seen some relief but i definitely need to go back to therapy once i get my insurance again #its the only way to get a hold on it and my last therapist ended up moving states so we didnt get to work on tools for it very much #im yapping at this point i just needed to vent for a second about how truly yucky ocd makes me feel

[uncarving-the-block]

"Dandori is the art of organizing your tasks strategically and working with maximum efficiency to execute your plans quickly. You should try to apply it in your everyday life.”

Bitch I have ADHD, autism and an improvement imperative rooted deeply in my psyche. Why do you think I like this game?

#pikmin 4 #pikmin #autism #dandori #yes im also trans #i mean duh #tbh its crazy to me people dont think like this #its just… easier? #like yeah you have to think about stuff more but its less effort in the long run #maybe this is a disability thing? do other people just have energy to waste when things aren’t perfect?

[beansprean]

sometimes you get diagnosed with ADHD as an adult which finally makes your mom actually listen to what ADHD actually is and that she didn't cure it by making me do 100 jumping jacks as a kid when I got too hyper and then she realizes that she may have it too

And then you both realize that like 70% of the family probably also has adhd and that's why we are all Like That

#adhd #not art #like???? my moms side of the family were always weird to everyone but us #so informal and go with the flow and peppy but cycle through hobbies like toilet paper #never any drama bc we forget that we got mad and just get over it and were generally nice to people #we never learned to set boundaries with other people bc we all had invisible understood nd boundaries #and just didnt ask each other weird questions #like turns out we r just a super nd family???? but it makes sense??? #my 2 cousins were diagnosed as kids but they were the only ones that was when adhd was starting to be understood as a childhood disability #but you only got diagnosed if u were getting bad grades etc so me and my sister got overlooked and everyone else was too old #but DEF my granny has combined like me and my mom has hyperactive type and probably my uncle as well #and my great aunt bipolar i wouldnt be surprised if she had comorbidities her daughter idk tho #great grandparents hard to say but i wouldn't be surprised and time will tell with cousins kids #would not be surprised to see some autism in there im sure my sis on the spectrum and i may be too but with adhd its hard to differentiate #anyway this is a v personal post but its kinda crazy to look back and be like huh #thats why the fam dynamic is so different from everyone elses #we dont talk to each other for years but relationships dont deteriorate in our heads so nbd #now my dads side....my dad does have a lot of adhd symptoms as well as his dad #plus Alzheimers runs thru there which has a slight predilection for adhd anyway #why would a bunch of intelligent chatty anxious and kind people choose to live in the middle of nowhere and have silly hobbies #why neurodivergency my friend #ANYWAY the culture shock of moving away from that as a child and my parents remarrying neurotypicals who didnt understand the dynamics #dunno if it was the southern thing or the nt thing but turns out the normal way i always interacted with my parents #was seen by others as deeply disrepectful mean teenager nonsense that should be culled #shout out to the nd kids with nd parents who just spoke to each other like adults and played with each other like kids #this is TOO MANY TAGS thats how u know the vyvanse kicked in #personal

[drksnctury]

im so fucking serious i had to drop my college class bc im so hyperfixated on good omens i couldnt concentrate on the class

#good omens #good omens 2 #good omens season 2 #its bad #the autism has won #it was just a summer class but still #anthropology is no match for good omens autism #no but srsly how am i supposed to write an essay abt eugenics when all that runs through my brain is good omens #neil this is ur fault #first my heart issues now my education? #sheesh

[pigeonwit]

“I think-” the words trip out of him, running away before he can even realize- “I think I might’ve skipped being a kid and just gone straight into being an adult.”

It’s not technically a lie, but there’s no way for him to explain the truth – not in a way Jack would understand. Not in a way anyone would understand, maybe. Because there’s no way to properly explain the ways in which Davey’s both old and young, adult and child, but never quite in between. He knows how he talks, how he holds himself – not many seventeen year olds would say the word auspicious in casual conversation - and he knows he’s a more than a little bit prudish, cringing away from spit-shakes and rough-housing and all the other manners of boys being boys that always felt so immature to him. But as old as he might be in some ways, there are still pieces of him that feel raw and undeveloped, so very oblivious to the facts of life that seemed to come so easily to everyone else. Everyone else seemed to know what to do and how to do it without ever being told, and Davey – Davey was a child who still needed instructions. Sarah was flying through school while Davey trudged his way through algebra. Les had taken to selling papes like a natural, and Davey had needed Jack to hold his hand. His father understood the rules of men – how they spoke, how they lied, how to lie without lying – but Davey… Davey’s not sure he’s even a man. He’s older than his schoolmates, older than the newsies, perhaps even older than his father in some ways – but he still feels like he’s only a boy.

#(i grab davey like a squeeze toy) #you will feel the horrors :))) of autistic adolescence :))) #pigeon scribbles #(thats my wip tag do u like it. do u think its coooool. pretty epic poggers huh) #i need to work on ianafe so fucking badly... but the allure of davey's autism is so very strong #newsies #uksies #west endsies #javid #davey jacobs #david jacobs #long post #run boy run

[third-king-of-salmonids]

How do you feel about being the most active King Salmon on Tumblr? Actually, why are you the most active King Salmon on Tumblr?

FEELS PRETTY GOOD? THO IM ALSO ONE OF THE NEWEST ONES COHO AND BOROS HAVE BEEN HERE A LOT LONGER AND I LOVE ALL THE OTHER TUMBLR SALMONS :3

AS FOR WHY, I THINK ITS BECAUSE I HAVE SOME GUY WITH THUMBS THAT TYPES FOR ME ITS KIND OF DIFFICULT OTHERWISE

#ooc: it’s the autism ™️ #also because my main is a semi popular blog in its community so #splatoon is one of my main special interests along with 00s scene culture #I’ve been on here for years and i check at least my main every day to reblog stuff #and tbh it’s fun it’s silly and it encourages me to draw and be creative despite my mental and physical issues :3 #splatoon #splatoon 3 #splatoon salmonid #salmon run #king salmonid #splatoon salmon run #splatoon megalodontia #splatoon 3 salmon run #salmonid #big run