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tatakaeeren · 6 months

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Levi Ackerman in every 進撃の巨人 Episode

....Thank you Isayama for giving us this man ❤️

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crowtechs · 2 years

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hihi im typing thoughts dw dw im doing ok :D they just come to me and i need to let them OUT

i adore selfshipping. i adore it so much. i adore the fact that i can gush about characters that i tend to fear so much on gushing about because the entire fandom gushes about them or a certain person gushes about them that i feel uncomfortable to announce my love for them.

i adore that i started selfshipping when i was really young, i adore that i made my self insert, ally all those years ago, im so happy i can gush freely without fear even if fear eats me all the time because im self conscious about everything ever.

im happy i can act like a kid again through selfshipping, im happy i can do that; im happy i found an outlet to comfort myself and a coping mechanism that makes me insanely happy; im happy i can do selfshipping for fun and people wont attack me because im in love with a popular character from its media.

yes, there are times im deeply fearful that if i openly gush too much im annoying and overbearing and i try so hard to not do that, but there are days where i wanna talk my heart out. but im afraid im always afraid to because i never ... had this because i stopped because people were more fond of canon x canon at the time and i didnt want to ruin it. so i jumped on the train, and yes, i adore canon x canon as its fun and i can talk about ships i also really adore.

but there are times where i see ships that make me insanely uncomfortable and make me question *why* and there are times going i should be with this character they shouldnt be with a character theyre shipped with and i miss ...... gushing and miss filling my heart with love, i miss thinking of cute cute scenarios that make me squeal and giggle, i miss it and im...

im happy i remembered my self insert a long time ago. because if i didnt, i know this selfship blog would never exist and i would still fall into canon x canon territory for the rest of time, so yes, im really grateful i managed to dive back into old things because im so happy over it.

im excited,

but also really scared because im self conscious and i fear on talking too much, i fear sometimes doing this was a mistake, when im told its not a mistake and you should continue, i fear so much because i never been *myself* or i never openly gush about characters that have my heart forever and ever and i cant let them go no matter what i do.

i fear someone would find this blog and make me feel awful for doing this. i fear that a lot actually. i fear that someone will ruin this for me and i have to find a new outlet. im afraid of this being taken away from me, because selfshipping is honestly a safety net for me. ive said that before. i know. but it is, its safety, it makes me feel safe, it makes me feel warm and fuzzy, and i dont want it taken.

either way: im glad i made this blog. im so happy i made it, even though i have a lot of self doubts and fears, im glad i made this blog. it makes me remember how happy and excited i was to gush about fictional characters when i was younger or the fact i wrote up really cheesy things with them.

im glad i can gush about a specific character that i couldnt seem to gush freely about because someone else did and it made my heart hurt and i didnt understand *why*.

i know why: he has my heart entirely and hearing someone else gush freely about him without a care in the world scares me and hurts me.

so, yes: im really happy about this blog. im good. mostly.

#txt #idk why i typed this i just #i needed to just TYPE IT OUT #also because i think typing it here makes sense #gosh so sorry for these types of posts #im just happy i have this blog #im happy about it so so SO HAPPY ABOUT IT GOSH #im not sure if i should tag it with anything else tbh #but im happy that this community is so nice #you guys are so nice to me #and it means the absolute world to me #or the fact i can act like a kid again without fear #idk im #just really grateful #i also think i just needed to type this out at some point because it keeps coming to me #sorry this is long gosh i should stop typing long things #kibble txts

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buckttommy · 23 days

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this isn't a horny post but. has buck even... seen a hard penis before that was not his own? like yeah yeah porn but. that's not really the same is it. not when you're not even looking. not when you don't even know that you want to look. like for all intents and purposes buck is completely virginal here and that's. ummm. that's a lot.

#like. oh. oh he's such a baby. he really is a BABY gay like sweet boy. you know nothing #you are about to get your entire perception of life and your body and your inner being absolutely fucking rearranged #especially the perception of his life like. for 30+ years he has lived in one world and it only took one kiss. one handful of seconds to no #just *change* that world but transport him to a completely different one.#everything is going to be different. from the way he approaches his politics (because it means something different when you're actually #fighting for your OWN rights) and the way he approaches his body like. and that's the real kicker for me is like #buck knows his body. he knows what he likes and this that and the other #but he doesn't actually KNOW his body because he doesn't know ALL the ways that it can feel #and all the ways that it can make HIM feel #he has not yet tasted the way his body can electrify him and render him undone and it's like #it truly is like he's becoming another person #and i know that's cheesy to say but this really is like being born again.#oh my god. i'm actively falling asleep. i don't know if this makes sense. you guys get the picture

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saltpepperbeard · 9 months

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Stede + His Babies

#OFMD #Our Flag Means Death #Stede Bonnet #Alma Bonnet #Louis Bonnet #Rhys Darby #ofmdedit #ofmdaily #ofmdblog #ofmdgifs #Edit #...Do y'all randomly get emo over Stede and his babies #BECAUSE I DO LMAO #I SURE DO #The little interactions we get absolutely gut me #Because like #Had the circumstances been different I'm sure he would have been an amazing father #And I'm sure he wanted to be way WAY better than HIS father #So I'm sure not being able to be fully present because he was so pained was horrible for everyone involved #But I'm still glad he tried to play with them and share a little piece of his world with them #A little bit of what was going on within his heart with them #And then I'm so glad that a little piece of his heart stayed with them always #I'm really just glad he reconciled with his family PERIOD #But man the bit with Alma and the orange #Because she was mature enough and old enough to resent him for being absent #But maybe some part of her recognized that he cared #And that it just...couldn't work out #But that they'd still be in each other's hearts regardless #Like MMMMMMMM :)))

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meidui · 8 months

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Steve Rogers in Avengers: Endgame (2019)

#steve rogers #steverogersedit #evansedit #marveledit #marveldaily #marvelgifs #mcuedit #dailyteamcap #capedit #userelysia #this scene still makes me feel so many things 4 years later #to me he's as brave as they get but it's not because he really has no fears at all #it's because he just does it scared #one of the reasons i am so happy chris evans played steve rogers is because i feel like he really understands him and respects him #he said in his actors on actors interview that he understands what it's like to have a fictional character who's your whole world #and means a lot to you and really inspires you #and that's steve rogers for so many people 🥺#i give the russos sooo much shit (AS I VERY WELL SHOULD) for not understanding steve's character but they ate this one little thing #when they had him grit his teeth and get back up and tighten the strap on his shield and face off an entire alien army alone #the moment he picks up mjolnir is an absolute fan favourite but i think it has some competition for the best steve scene in endgame #this is a crowning moment #*

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gentlebeard · 2 months

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If I could hold you for a minute, Darling, I’d go through it again

For @edsbacktattoo & @stedesearring 💕 Show: Our Flag Means Death - Season 1 & 2 Music: Francesca by Hozier YouTube

#ofmd #our flag means death #gentlebeard #stede bonnet #edward teach #ofmdedit #ofmdaily #ofmd source #ofmd fanvid #ofmd s2 #ofmd edit #blackbonnet #ella’s edit #HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMS ❤️#AND A BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAITLIN ❤️#i'm killing two (impossible) birds with one stone by dedictating this video to both of you absolute angels!!#jams i love you so much. you're so incredibly talented and hilarious and kind and amazing. i'm so grateful for you.#if you didn't live halfway around the world i would come over and give you the biggest and warmest hug #thank you for letting me scream in your dms all the time. whether it's about our pirate boys or your writing or cancellation hell™️#and just THANK YOU for being such a wonderful presence in my life #oh and kaitlin. lovely sweet kind kaitlin. the one we all love to call a human ray of sunshine because you're just THAT lovely #your little yellow hearts in the tags brighten my day every time i see them. whenever i talk to you you're just so sweet #thanks for every single lovely word. for every music rec. for every sweet message or ask. what a gift you are. ily!!!#speaking of gifts: i couldn't think of a more perfect song for the two of you than francesca #so i hope you like my little creation that i've put together. once again shoutout to #evil gang 😈

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aliencatart · 2 months

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so the story goes....

seriously such an amazing series and i'm going to be missing these kings very dearly

#super sentai #ohsama sentai kingohger #kingohger #yanma gast #himeno ran #jeremy brasieri #gira hastie #rita kanisuka #kaguragi dybowski #my art #i'm a whole week late and boon is out tomorrow but i still got the kings on my brain #what do you mean i'm not going to be seeing rita on weekly basis anymore?? :(#from start to finish this show was an absolute masterpiece #i know a lot of people were put off by the green screen and cgi world i know i was too #but i encourage anyone to give this series a shot for the great cast and engaging story #thank you kingoh for being with me this year and i'll look forward to seeing y'all again in the future <33

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beatcroc · 9 months

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we do a little memeing

#pizza tower #peppino spaghetti #fake peppino #gustavo and brick #pizzahead #<-god willing this is the only time ill ever draw that fucker #ive just been collecting these.#cannot stress enough how that cat gnawing on the toothbrush post is the most peppinos thing in the world to me #comment chain below it thats like #'nevermind the toothbrush what the hell is that thing in your house?'#'a clone?' 'of WHAT?' 'me???' 'WHAT?' 'don't worry about it'#or alternatively: 'i mean it'd be weird if it was someone else's right' 'IT'S STILL WEIRD THAT IT'S YOURS'#also in case it wasnt clear. no he absolutely cannot be trusted with affection.#arting #pizzaposting

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arcadeplayer-nickonz · 7 months

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''Can we stay like this for a little while longer?''

#fionna and cake #adventure time #simon petrikov #betty grof #petrigrof #HI YES I REALLY NEEDED TO DRAW COMFORT FOR MYSELF OKAY #doomed yuri got me so deep in my feels #they mean the absolute world to me #and i just wished we could see a moment like this in the show then i remembered i'm an artist lol #i have many thoughts and feelings about this show but this is about these two #let them have their moment #nickonzart

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ech-e-sketch · 5 months

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NIMONA ‼️‼️

#I cannot BELEIVE I haven’t posted this it’s like one of my favourite things I’ve made recently and it wasn’t even recently this is #like from months ago #nimona #!!!#I love her so much she means the entire world to me #nd stevenson #you are and have been for a long time one of my favourite artists you’re a huge inspiration to me and Nimona really means the world to me #LOVED this movie it’s so important #not just to me as a young trans person but to absolutely everyone #everyone should watch Nimona

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esprei · 9 months

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Emmet month - Day 16: Memes

classic spiderman pointing meme featuring some of my AU emmets (from left to right): future!emmet (for scarlet/violet), dystopian!emmet, and archeops!emmet

#submas #subway bosses #subway boss emmet #subway boss kudari #submas au #future emmet au #dystopian emmet au #archeops emmet au #monthofemmet #my art #if anything is my absolute heart and soul it is dystopian emmet #he means the entire world to me #like don't get me wrong i love sv future emmet and archeops emmet #but dystopian emmet...#sobs

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cosmic-d1ce · 9 months

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Thinking about c!emduo

Thinking about how even though Techno was beytayed over and over by everyone, he never doubted Phil. Not even for a second did he believe Phil would turn his back on him. Despite everything, they put 100% of their trust in one another.

Thinking about how when Techno was being dragged to his execution, he cared not about himself but about Phil. Despite his fear and uncertainty, he called out to Phil. Risked everything to make sure he was okay. How Phil did the same and snuck out, risked his one and only canon life to make sure Techno would be okay.

Thinking about how Phil was always Techno's top priority. As they prepared for doomsday, Techno gave Phil his totem of undying. He gave him as many potions as he could hold. He gave him everything he could ever need in a fight because he cared about Phil more than anything. How he checked Phil would be okay the entire time they were preparing.

Thinking about how Techno risked his life to save Phil time and time again because he loves him more than anything. How Techno trusted Phil with everything, his secrets and his weaknesses, something he wouldn't give anyone else. How Phil did the same because they love each other.

Thinking about how emduo was the most healthy and stable relationship in the entire smp because despite all odds they trusted each other. Everyone else had problems but they never doubted each other. Even Tommy and Tubbo who went through everything together went through a period of mistrust and betrayal. Not Phil and Techno. They never considered being without each other as an option.

Thinking about how Techno said "for you, the world, Phil" and he meant it.

Thinking about them.

#dsmp #dream smp #emerald duo #technoblade #philza #c!philza #c!techno #c!emerald duo #dsmp philza #dsmp techno #absolutely love them #more than anything #they mean the world to me

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thekidsarentalright · 10 months

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starting a collection of tourdust pics of patrick where lights are shining like stars for him bc theyre the prettiest pics ever. to me <3

#he deserves every single light and star and bit of love and attention ever ;__;#been a day since the concert and i am ofc still just. full of sooo much love and joy for it and for them and HIM. seeing him live again #was so so so absolutely everything. god. prettiest most talented incredible man alive #he means the entire world to me. my sunshine of a lifetime <333 #txt #ps #stardust era #p: 100

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beanghostprincess · 2 months

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I'm never more enraged than when I encounter an Usopp hater, but it's plainly because I don't understand them. My brain literally can't fathom the thought of disliking Usopp. It's something my brain can't process. If I try to think of a reason for hating Usopp I might end up malfunctioning.

#if you didn't notice this is a usopp stan acc #i talk about him every day of my life fr #my absolute beloved he means the world to me #one piece #usopp

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stromer · 1 year

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wdym you “made sure of that” ??? 🫵🏼🤨

#absolutely rocked my world this quote. WHAT THE HELL DO U MEAN BO ????#hockey players really just say shit like this as if it’s normal! newsflash buddy it is NOT !!!#just sharing their ??? suspicious morning vibes with the world . not a single care in the world #begging me to homophobic dog the hell outta them #mat barzal #bo horvat

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lumibye · 11 days

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⸻ helloo , it might be my birthday todayy 🎉

i don't really have much to say as i've never been the biggest fan of my birthday but i get to celebrate with him so yayy 🫶 🩵 💙

art : ai.itaii - ( vgen )

#⊱ 𝑙𝑢𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑟𝑦 𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑔 ⊰#⊱ gallery ⊰#ramble :#thank you soso much for all the sweet words and asks they mean the absolute world and more to me 🩵#i cherish them all so much ty forever for making my day so v special 🥺🩵#⸻#pokemon self insert #pokemon self ship #selfship art #self ship art #yumejoshi #self ship

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