#and im super burnt out

[murmurmurl]

I'm procrastinating all the WH AU stuff I have to draw by making a meet the artist thing, yay!!

#meet the artist #art #sona #sona art #digital art #wtf else do i put here #uuhh #my art #??? #anyways #had to block my father to post this on instagram #just in case :) #i swear I SWEAR im doing things #also #gods there are a lot of ppl here already #and im super burnt out #whoops #teehee #u have no idea how many times i tried to make this kinda thing #im so inconsistent #lmao

[lav3nder-bees]

happy february to them and absolutely nobody else

#fairy tail #fairy tail fraxus #fraxus #fairy tail laxus #fairy tail freed #laxus dreyar #freed justine #fairy tail fanart #i am SO embarrassed to post this #freya if youre reading this look away #only sketches bc im super burnt out #i WANTED to add mira to this but only remembered halfway through #this was also meant to be for valentines day but took me longer than expected #can you tell when i got tired lmao #also that sleeping one.. i just KNOW freed's hair gets everywhere #realistically he probably has to plait it otherwise he wakes up w a rats nest #<- from someone who used to have very long hair #i love my cringe gay fanart #raijin tribe art may be coming bc the tism is getting to me #uuughhh im so embarrassed gonna go kms now

[peachfruitcake]

not really here anymore

#twf #the walten files #the walten files fanart #twf fanart #susan woodings #twf susan #the walten files susan #twf4 #the walten files 4 #god #u have no clue how crazy that episode made me feel and how much it made all that Wait worth it. it was everything I’ve been killing to see #art #digital art #procreate #fanart #doodle #i wanna draw more 4 fanart but DRAINED BURNT OUT IM SICK AND BUSY UUUEJEJEGJJJHHHH I HATE DRAWBACKS SCREW EVERYTHING #also moving soon just don’t know what day cuz my dads friend needs to sort a bunch of stuff out #Also omg tysm for the 23 saves on my Susan playlist this is my dream as a Susan fan I feel so great I’m also super happy that many thought #of me when watching twf 4 #yipeee

[kabutoden]

i look at you and my eyes are so so so wet like with tears tears of pure emotion and extend out my closed fist and then I open up my hand and you see her. my troll oc. the greatest oc. from 2013. I brought her back and redesigned her and im insane about her again. i begin sobbing on the ground. she’s so small. itty bitty……….

#this is melosa she is everything to me #weeping crying sobbing oh my god look at her awwwww AWWWUGHHH WEEHEHHH #sorry for not answering asks I was drawing this and buying some little bug guys who really rule. #id like to answer them soon im just a little burnt out #yeah she has an ankle monitor and hidden shock collar… little guy gets into a lot of trouble. #she’s the first jadeblooded cicada on her colony so they haven’t culled her for her antics. #the cicadas are essential to communicating with the mother grub #however by sabotage/accident she was given to a lusus for a more normal jadeblood and the nest parasite process went wrong #leading to her being rejected by her lusus : ( <im sooo edgy. #she spent a good deal of her time as a pretty young wriggler wandering around stealing from other trolls in the complex. the youngest troll #are raised in the interior layer of the planet. #she’s always been a rambler. she’s in the WALLS. she managed to break into somewhere super secret she wasn’t supposed to which got #The tracking device stuck on her. if she gets into areas she’s not supposed to be the collar might shock her. #she’s pretty miffed about the whole thing!! it doesn’t help with her exsisting issues with aggression #she likes making people mad and making people fight. just an angry wrath filled little guy #she wears the collars on her horns to stop anyone from trying to calm her down #bugstuck #buggy trolls #homestuck #homestuck oc #fantroll

[moeblob]

I just really like him tbh!

#honkai star rail #trailblazer #hes a good boy your honor........ i love him.... #VERY stressed right now in my life and i feel like i keep not doing fanart and that stresses me out more? #cause i feel like people would prefer to see fanart on this blog #DESPITE the MANY times that MANY people told me hey man its your blog post what you want #its not that easy for my brain that lives off of validation and appreciation and stuff idk man #i just ............ feel like........... a weird mental obligation to posting fanart #but then im super burnt on fe stuff so i have been dabbling in other fandoms #which i feel is also a disappointment and that makes me feel bad #theres literally no point to these tags im just stressed and getting that out there #gotta go lie on my floor next to my cat bc shes struggling healthwise which im not gonna lie #is the majority of my stress right now

[fuxling]

uhhh a lot has been going on in my life; it's hard to feel comfy to paint and draw in a temp living situation but it's driven me to sketching more traditionally so anyway Pocketcat doodle

#My ipad is a commission machine rn that's all I do on it atm #I'm so burnt out but the urge to draw persists #it's been kinda cathartic doing traditional even if i have limited supplies and im super rusty #pocketcat #fear and hunger termina #fear and hunger #pocketcat fear and hunger #my art #art tag

[hellsite-detective]

Can you find the "How to draw a sheep" post?

this was a relatively easy one to track down. see, i went to the Search Bar and asked Google for "tumblr how to draw sheep." they handed me the photograph i was lookin' for. from there, i was able to search the address of the last poster in the chain to get the original post i was lookin' for.

here you are! i gotta say, as an artist, i love drawin' advice that's like this! have a great day and have a wonderful time drawin' your sheep!

Post Case: Closed

#short case file here because im honestly feeling super burnt out im so sorry #i just lack motivation to do anything sorry everyone!! #im gonna probably read manga and watch anime to clear my head #drawing advice #sheep #ask #hellsite detective #post case closed

[chrollohearttags]

I think I’m ready to quit my job but honestly, I don’t want to leave until I find my passion.

#cherry chats 🍒 #I don’t want to leave this job of 3 yrs just to go do the same shit #I’ve been struggling so bad trying to figure out what it is I wanna do #I have 2 business degrees and about to have a criminal justice one #but I like working from home too #this job used to be okay but I’m just feeling unmotivated and over it #but I’m really really starting to hate this job #like they’re constantly adding new responsiblities and other ppl’s departments #and they can only give us a 50 cent raise #like please go to hell #and im super grateful to have a job but im burnt out #I want change and to do something fulfilling

[surreal-duck]

I don't even go here I’m an alkakureiP but midoyuzu is like. So canon to me. At this point. The way you draw them reminds me how cute they are and how much potential they have together. You've gained a fan hello ^_^

thank you so much!! i think their dynamic is fun to explore and rly good for them both regardless of platonic or romantic setting and im making that everyone elses problem

#and on the topic of alkakurei ive been listening to i love love nonstop. such a good solo ily aira #been super busy and burnt out lately i havent been able to draw as much as i like.... maybe a few bursts of creative ability and then back #to 0 for a week or two orz get me out #i have. So many things i want to draw but also i have to shift gears to focus on actually graduating _(:з)∠)_ im in danger #asks #niicookie #doodles

[raspcha]

couldn't pick just one frame (2/104)

#im gonna get so burnt out but i want to do this #not super happy with this one but we gotta keep on trucking #ph #pandora hearts #pandora hearts art #oz vessalius #gilbert nightray #gil nightray #pandora hearts oz #pandora hearts gil #artists on tumblr #anime #anime art #fanart #manga #<3 #manga art #digital art #2024

[hollypies]

I lied. Death time

#art #help how do i anatomy #have a nice death #have a nice death art #yeahh i dunno. just felt like drawing himb. #been playing the game a bit. i got addicted so ive had to put it down for now. or at least limit my hours. #the have a nice death discord is super cool tho. specially if you need help with sometjing #useful because its got a lot smaller fanbase than others so i go to them if i need help with something #uhm. ive just been in a bit of a . decline lately? dunno what it is lol. been burnt out #ill be fine dw ! it happens sometimes. judt need to figure out whats bothering me cuz even im not sure #probably just me feeling obligated to draw only like. three things for my art blog instead of. yknow. doing what i want #which is completely my fault but i know people dont like my other art ad much as hk or sky. it. bums me out #which again!! is on me! im so glad people like that art i! i just need to get out of the mindset. its hard though #i guess posting this is breaking the cycle a bit huh #hehe

[cheriboms]

doctober day 30: sunset

a pair piece to the first prompt i did !! whole family reading together before bed <3

+alt vers (sans lighting) under the cut :)

#back to the future #bttf #doctober #doctober 2023 #clara clayton brown #doc brown #mary steenburgen #emmett brown #jules brown #verne brown #christopher lloyd #my arts #i was literally waiting soooo long i KNEWWW i wanted to pair piece this one and im super happy w how it turned out #but also ready for doctober to be over tomorrow LOL i am VERY burnt out from the constant content production #never drawing again ✌️ haha jk... unless... >_> #ps I FINALLY DREW CLARA PROPER !!!!!!!!!!! my love im so sorry it took this long -_-; #also dont question this sitting setup. its not abt practicality its about the VIBE (<- brown family motto) no i kid but fr #basically ur honor. at the end of the day (haha sunset prompt) i love them <3

[noisetwister]

"The potential you'll be, that you'll never see."

#song is between the bars by elliott smith yass #goro akechi #persona 5 #persona 5 royal #third semester #i actually have rly mixed opinions on this buttttt.. yk #getting back into my colouring spring im glad i was super burnt out #art #tapedecks draws

[asyor]

Happy Lunar New Year!!🐉

#image desc in alt text #my art #illustration #year of the dragon #lunar new year #digital art #digital illustration #lny2024 #lny #been super burnt out in the last few months so im so glad i finally finished an illustration oh my god #ALSO THIS IS AN OC IVE BEEN WORKING ON PLEASE LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING MORE OF HER

[peachfruitcake]

hii I’m almost at 1k followers thanks so much for the love lately guys!!!! It’s very motivating anyways I got anon enabled now so plz behave if u send me anything much love xoxoxo ʕ”̣̫Ɂ

#hello #still sick ugh #anything in the inbox I’ll get to #goes for dms too I STG IM NOT IGNORING PPL IM JUST SOCIALLY BURNT OUT YK #but trust I wanna reply again my brains busted grr this cold is making my head super clouded and has destroyed my motor skills and balance #cut my finger with scissors last night when trying to trim a candle cuz of it smh that’s never happened before #it’s nice cuz when I started out on here I was a lot more desperate for engagement on tumblr and hardly got much at the time #anyways hashed tagg nevr give up👻👻👻 #society if I stopped breaking out coughing every 30 seconds

[fuxling]

I'm already seeing a bunch of posts on my dash about the server, the btd community ect.

I don't think the community quite gets it yet:

Everyone is a fallible person. Adults learn from their mistakes, even with their own personal consequences. At times, the consequences aren't visible, but they're there.

Call out posts hurt people.

There's still a lot of young folks in the community who haven't found the way to be educated on a lot of shit, and while that's unfortunate and can cause issues, it's even more dangerous to just call everyone awful and start slinging insults and starting hunts.

Let an exhausted creator rest and heal.

Let young adults who make stupid mistakes learn from their stupid mistakes. Stop making call out posts, starting drama, making side servers to speculate. Humans learn from their fuck ups, it's apart of being alive, but you don't give them room to change if you're just pushing out posts and posts and posts about how people fuck up.

They don't put your failures in the newspaper. Have some respect and allow others dignity, especially when they are willing to learn from where they tripped. That's how you grow as a person.

You're not responsible for everything on the internet. Folks are gonna grow and learn, it doesn't matter if you post a callout post. That just breeds more misinformation and abuse, and often times damages those who are trying to learn from where they fucked up.

Focus on you. Lay down your urge to clean up other people's messes. Be respectful, patient, and compassionate. Say your part and leave. t's a practice, it doesn't come naturally. Hold others accountable, but allow them room to change and grow.

#i'm so burnt out on how immature and uncompassionate some of this community is #ugh #not tagging this #fux barks #also maybe see creators as people like you and your friends instead of putting them in a pedestal so when they fuck yo you feel betrayed?? #like! Goddamn! glad I didn't stay online during my worst years when I was having issues with meds and was super reactionary cause no one #would have ever had the patience for me!!!! #also yes im aware of melon using ignorant language and im not defending the use of racist or harmful language #I'm not defending the ignorance #It's also good to see creators as people so you can see their flaws and critique them without seeing them as satan suddenly #It's like we all just gave up on not thinking in black and white idk