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ahsokaisawesome · 1 year

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happy birthday to ME so I indulged in some self fanart hehe this is one of my fav places to teleport to, mond is just the a cozy hub what can I say! Thanks to all the homies who've stuck around, ily and here's to many more!!

special thanks to @cerasusarbourfor kaeya's fit though its just a jacket here, still I bet its comfy <3

#genshin impact #kaeya alberich #kaeya #lumine #traveler #estoy la #bunart #genuinely so happy with this #I fucking love this fit thanks to roy #and im allowed to have some fun ITS MY DAY!!!!#also hbd wanderer lol thanks for the gifts in the mail #dont worry i upgraded some artifacts and some talents for him as thanks #anyway if youre reading this youre pretty heckin cool go drink some water #its my birthday mom said its my turn on the hellsite

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 7 months

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happy halloween! hope everyone watched a scary movie that'll keep you up tonight but was nonetheless enjoyable! i sure did!

#AHA! AHAHA I FINISHED IT! BEFORE! MIDNIGHT!#is it my best work? eh. then again i never do Fully Rendered Lil Scenes so!#technically! its my best work in this category!#im not used to lighting and shading and Placing and scribbling objects #its... not Not fun! i should try it more. i should branch out. i always say this tho #anyway for some reason this took me alllllll fucking day #i have a headache now! its worth it! im gonna go pass out #and hope that the details Stick!#my tablet displays color/details differently than my phone and laptop so idk how it looks to you all!#i hope not terrible!#scribble garnish #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #scopophobia #ok yes sleepytown time If My Brain Allows #and if my cat stops banging on cabinets!#technically all of the neighbors are in this. in candy form mostly #i tried to include only 70s candy but who knows if my research was accurate #i was delighted to see that pixy stix and necklace candy and ringpops are Older Than Expected!#all staple childhood candies imo #necklace candy my beloved... bottle caps my Beloved....#i havent had bottle caps in so many years. maybe when i go to a big store this weekend ill get myself some

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dipplinduo · 29 days

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Fun fact about me: April 18th is my birthday! :)

And part of what I wanted to do to celebrate this year was to give back. Introducing * ~ a dipplinshipping birthday oneshot ~ * :

Rating: T

Summary:

Today was Kieran's birthday, but it was the last thing that mattered to him. In fact, he vowed it would never matter to him again. Instead, he would focus on things that would keep him strong: his battling, his strategizing, and his crown as the Blueberry Champion. His sister and the Elite Four won't stop asking him random questions, though, and if anyone brings up Juliana any more than they already have since she arrived as an exchange student, he's seriously going to lose it. But...why can't he stop thinking about her? And why is everyone acting so suspicious?!

A bittersweet birthday celebration fic for anyone who's had complicated feelings about their birthday. <3

Take this as a thank you to all of those who have followed my work and/or my Tumblr blog. I wouldn't have imagined having the support of this wonderful community on my last birthday, and I can't even begin to describe how encouraged and inspired I have felt to write since finding you guys. I have never written this much for this long, consistently, and your constant feedback and comments seriously brighten my day more than Juliana brightens up Kieran, LOL. Hope you enjoy this! <333

(And yeah, this fic is the "event based idea" that this poll was about. I thought it was so funny that some of you thought it was gonna be some devastating angst LMAOOOO. That's for after TTPD releases, tysm for the bday gift Taylor.)

#I legit was gonna go a bit of a wholesome route for S&S D but y'all said “nah” so I said “bet” and wrote Chapter 18™ instead #anyways #on a real note #seriously tysm for all the love & kind words & support #I hope this brings you some of the happiness you all constantly bring me #<3333 #my fics #dipplinshipping #kieran pokemon #kieran x juliana pokemon #juliana x kieran pokemon #kieran x juliana #juliana pokemon #juliana x kieran #I had fun with some references see if you can spot 'em all #now Im gonna run to bed #I have a busy day ahead of meeee #bye for now!! <3 #also yes I did lowkey contemplate teal mask Kieran instead #but my bias is allowed for today LMAO #what can I say #indigo disk Kieran is just elite #plus its fun to have the rest of the blueberry squad there #oKAY NOW IM SIGNING OFF BYEEEE #wouldnt be a dipplinduo post without me going back to edit tags #catch me editing typos later too lmfao #yes TTPD release technically falls on my bday in the time zone im currently in #will never ever shut up about that

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b4kuch1n · 1 year

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fuck it sk8 sketches from da sketchbook. get sk8ed idiot

#sk8 the infinity #kyan reki #hasegawa langa #renga #sure whatever. tagging ship is probably easier than explaining what the fucks up with these two in my head #hi. I watched sk8 with my friend cosme a while ago. I actually dont care about the allegations that much I just got #blasted with teenage years flashback. and now I need reki to have everything on earth and be well #these have been around for like a week lol Ive just been debating posting them to tumblr. bc like. Im not finishing these lol #hesitant to call sk8 ''therapeutic'' but boy oh boy. does it make me confront some stuff. yes a sport anime leave me alone!!!#its just. I think I was this way about raz too actually. listen I have History with Stuff. I'm allowed ok? I'm totally allowed #u can See it in some of these doodles actually. this fuckign anime got me so unwell #hey. if ur a fellow adhd potentials-havers out there. ur a real one. thanks for still hangin out doin what u love/ur best #if u were an 'if u wanna do art u have to be excellent and high-art at it otherwise it means nothing' kid. I am holding ur hand #I'll be normal now I prommy (lying)#well. what I'll be doing now is taking a nap. maybe. gods my schedule backslid like four hours again #eh whatever. I go to bed anyway. got my portion of the day done and tomorrow I go buy new knife #hope someone come give me a new table top and lower the whole thing a bit soon. so I can stop sitting like Im in a shopping cart #have a good night lads. have fun. its imperative

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puppyeared · 1 month

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Ouhhhh friendship I love friendship……..

#I’m reading volumes 14-16 of the ouran manga OOUGHHH MY HEART #I love this weird little friend group so much its unreal #like u have this charming sweeps you off your feet prince but he’s actually a huge lovable idiot with a kind heart and his friends #who are all misfits that he reached out to and drew in because of his kindness and own weirdness like that shits TIGHT BRO #and the trauma part where he has some deep seated issues with love bc he thinks that itll break a family apart like with his mom #how his family isnt allowed to be together because his mom and dad fell in love and how he says he wants to build a big house #so that way one day everyone will get along as a family like. all he wants is not to lose everyone and the only way to do that is #by maintaining a certain order.. he both wants a complete family so bad and doesnt want anything to sour between anyone #so he assigns each of his friends a family role based on how he sees them and YEAH its mostly played for giggles and tamakis #already weird so its his way of showing theyre close to him but. god damn this boy has LAYERS #it also feels kinda meta towards how found family tends to get thrown around to assign characters as 'siblings' or family roles instead of #using it to describe characters who are close enough to be each others family. cuz tamakis doing that EXACT THING in a way tht #ties in with his character and i have to say its fascinating using that within the story itself and its completely plausible #theres a lot of things i can say about ouran that are good bad and questionable but. god i love it when characters are niceys to each other #i remember i really liked the mall episode bc kyoya and haruhi got to spend time together and their relationship isnt very close #but it was really nice to see their personalities bounce off each other. i think i also wouldve liked to see haruhi alone with kaoru #i also firmly believe all of the hosts are at least a little in love with haruhi and this can be anything like endearing romantic cuz like #who DOESNT love haruhi. kyoya i think would want to study her under a microscope like his fascination with her draws him in #but im fucking obsessed with whatever haruhi and tamaki have going on because YES hes obsessed with her YES he jumps at the chance to #put her in a cute costume but haruhi? she just fucking goes with it because she knows hes fun to be around even if hes a little wacky abt i #theyre all so. NNGGHHHH #ouran #ohshc #yapping

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imabiscuitinthousandworlds · 23 days

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I LOVE going everywhere by bike. Don't need to wait for a bus. Don't need to cram myself into a bus with (urgh) people. Or even worse, what feels like every single student in town. I still get home in about the same amount of time. I'm so so flexible including with places. Like yeah sure, let's go there! I don't care if the next bus station is far away. Doesn't matter to me.

Stayed out late with friends recently. Two of em had to get their family to come pick them up because that's too far to walk and it was too late for buses. A different friend lives like 30 minutes away but always walks and their way goes through a small park where literally no one is at with few lanterns so it's pitch black and I could literally just walk them home and then take the bike which is faster and has its own light and feels and probably is safer than walking those dark ass streets at night alone.

Like. I can just do all that. And yeah, sometimes when I'm not doing too well I feel like collapsing afterwards and yeah, maybe my fingers feel like falling off a lot at this time of year but that's like. SO worth it. I have no idea how people can live and NOT go everywhere by bike. Like if it's more than 20-30 minutes maybe but even with hills.... I fucking love my bike.

#a biscuit's rambles #also i just love going out with friends til late??#with the lockdown and shit that is such an entirely new experience and its great #also i like feeling useful i think. i like walking a friend home knowing ill definitely get home safe #idk #i also like my bike. a lot #been taking it literally every single day for years now and i have no regrets #EXCEPT FOR THOSE FUCKING PEDESTRIANS THAT HEAR MY BELL AND DO NOT FUCKING MOVE #AND THE OTHER BIKES THAT JUST DONT RING THEIR BELLS OR NOT EVEN HAVE ANY #LIKE THEN YOU GOTTA AT LEAST YELL AT PEOPLE TO MOVE OVER YOU NUMBNUT #A BIKE IS QUIET THEY DO NOT HEAR YOU THEY WILL NOT MOVE OVER MAGICALLY #AND IM STUCK BEHIND YOU #ALSO ITS JUST ASSHOLE BEHAVIOUR LIKE SOMEITMES WARNING SOMEONE SO THEY KEEP TO THE BLOODY SIDE IS GOOD!!!#and dont even get me STARTED ON SOME OF THE CARS #MUCH LESS THE STUPID ASS FUCKING INFRASTRUCTURE OF MY TOWN #ITS LIKE THEY WANT BIKES TO BE RUN OVER #fun fact i have been run over before #just fuckin collided with a car #nobody would listen to me try to pick apart the details of how it felt #which was probably my way of trying to cope with that experience lol #though nothing serious happened. bUT STILL #also oh god that one stupid fucking street with those stupid ass cars NOBODY NEEDS A CAR THERE JUST BAND HTEM ALREADY #AND THE. THE FUCKIGN ROADWORKS #I CAN NOT REACH MY SCHOOL WITHOUT ALMOST BEING EITHER HIT IN THE HEAD WITH A HUGE SHOVEL OR RUN OVER BY A TRUCK #AND IF THATS NOT THE CASE THEN THERES SO MANY FCKING PEOPLE THAT EVEN IF I YELL AT THEM LIKE MAD I CANT GET PAST WITHOUT RUNNING SOMEONE #THROUGH MYSELF #im very passionate about all things bike. but thinking abt it is a huge part of my life so im allowed to be

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jodefrostwallart · 1 year

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Pokémon Scarlet/Violet has been on the brain, have a little Katy

#pokemon #pokemon sv #pokemon katy #just a quick little thing #had all day to draw yesterday but nothing was looking right #so i just doodled a bunch #and this katy turned out way cuter than expected #im committed to posting weekly #even if its just a doodle #even if i have to force myself #bcs otherwise im going to not draw this whole semester #bcs of how packed my schedule is #and that wouldnt be fun for anyone #with luck ill have some full drawings too but #i do want to allow myself more freedom with what i post #doodles oc stuff works in progress whatever #i wanna loosen up 👍#anyway scarlet violet is so much fun #the most fun pokemon game gameplay wise #having the time of my life #also inching through it at a snails pace #ive beat almost every gym leader ✌️#larry and iono are my favs so far #even though larry murdered me the first time i tried his gym #ill try to draw them #eventually

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toastsnaffler · 11 days

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wheres the "why is it so saaaad" image with the cat with big sopping watering eyes ouauauuugh how I feel is the embodiment of that

#ow....... my heart 🥹#im not even really sad about anything specific its just been such a long week. and probably the comedown is enhancing it #i just want to cry snottily into someones shirt for like half an hour and maybe ill be okay #its just so haaaard. and i think the meds do help a bit but it still takes effort on my part too. and it sucks a ljttle bit that theyll-#take a while to get used to and maybe therell still be some side effects anyway. and also they could be stopped by shortages at any time #i guess it just scares me a bit the idea of depending on smth like medication just to get a little closer to being a functional human #i wish that came with existing already.. but no point lamenting abt it. the cards have been dealt and its not all that bad really #i just want to be happy.... not all the time but maybe a solid 60-70% of the time. if thats not too much. dont we all girl!!#ah my life is pretty good as it is though and i have a lot to be grateful for. but im allowed to want a little more... right 🥹#im going to go to beddddd. hopefully ill sleep better tonight and tomorrow will be a nice day. at least i dont have to work yayy #ahhh. also its my birthday soon and it always makes me sad coming up to and having a birthday i dont know why..#i dont mind getting older but i guess it makes me feel quite reflective and sometimes its hard to think about the past/future #i want to be able to celebrate birthdays and let people be nice to me and have fun about it! and i say every year ill try better at it #but i never manage to get there it always feels like too much to ask for and too much to take.. ah. well its okay really #ill make myself a cake and do smth fun. and have a good cry at some point but thats just part of the day #not for another few weeks anyway.. okay 10pm lights out zzzz #.diaries

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worldsquietestjojosfan · 1 month

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there are 2 roommates

"is that incest? yuck. well actually theyre only half brothers so its less yuck and more hot. btw did you watch that dog-fucking anime? its so weird who let this exist. i watched the entire thing. its not bad if you ignore the dog. you should watch it"

"you watch anime too? beware of pixiv. i heard theres anime csem on it. "

#and then theres me who is the third roommate #im not allowed to judge anything ive seen everything #the three of us are in like 3 different stages of otaku #im at the top. seen it all and im not even gonna pretend to be disgusted. yeah its there. yeah im a freak. chilling #then is roommate 1. she reads the same stuff in danmei but pretends to find it weird in anime #and then is roommate 2. shes not even talking about l*lis. shes straight up misidentifying all anime women #im definitely more vanilla that roommate 1. shes still in her denial phase tho #speaking of l*lis have you ever seen twitter people get into fights about what is a l*li? its really funny. i mean the l*licons #actually wait im also confused. is l*li a relative aesthetic or a concrete aesthetic?#like if i draw in a more cute style and i draw one girl even cuter are they all l*lis or is only that one a l*li?#wait. i shouldnt make fun of that discourse. im also ???????????#every time i try to judge i always get put back in my place #thats how i gained 90% of my interests so just gotta stop so i can stop taking Ls #“who would ever be into this kink” me. me 2 days after saying that. SHUT UP. STOP SAYING THINGS #some words #i only censored l*li because last time i remember it was a banned tag here?#i forgor #i dont live here

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s0urte3th · 11 months

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like i know i need to get my life together and shit but

#man. i dont wanna. i dont wanna so fucking badly. i feel hopeless and frankly i just dont wanna worry rn.#just wanna be some dum bum who lazes around all day and doesnt have to worry. i hate that this world doesnt allow that #let me WALLOW maam!!! let me be depressed!!! dont talk to me!! leave me alone!!#LET ME ROT IN MY ROOOOOOM!!!! i wont actually but FUCK man #just lemme be in my own world for a little bit. oh? its been 6 weeks? didnt notice! what a shame!#just let me be in my own little world man. i know im being practically useless but.. man idc right now. i really dont.#let me have the peace ive missed out on in the past 5 years. i know you dont know that these 5 years have been hard but they have been.#i want to spend the time i lost while i was worrying and in bad relationships and friendships.#do i not deserve that time back? do i not get a reward for my agony? if i do good isnt it supposed to come back to me?#i want that time back. i want to have that time with my inner child that i missed out on. the fun summers. the peaceful vacations.#please just let me have it. i missed out on so much so please. i just wanna be peaceful man.

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dullahandyke · 1 year

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-_-

#11 days to the leaving and only now am i drawing up what all i need to study #chronologically it makes sense to leave latin n music to the last bcos i have like a whole week after history to study for just them #and before that all of my exams are basically in the same week with allowance for the weekend #so i should focus on eng n maths particularly #n then bio and irish and history #but like. my history latin n music teachers r the only ones assigning work. for the exams i have the most time for. lol #like i can ignore the history n music teachers for the most part but like my classes w my latin teacher r one on one i CANNOT brush that of #so im here studying me fucking virgil ig instead of figuring out what im doing w the comparative #sigh. ok priorities ill make up that list of shit i gotta do for each subject #gotta suss out which movie im watching for eng and what poems n stories im studying for irish n what modules im doing for history! lol!#can u tell ive not been paying attention for like. 4 months.#remember kids: cramming is a cool and fun thing to do <- is in a pit #when the leaving cert ends i am going into my room never to be seen again for like a week.#and im getting me mam to buy me something for it. maybe a binder if i come out to her by then #oh well thats future talk. for now. figure out what to study. as ive already said twice #im playinh kh bgm to indulge in the hyperfocus while still getting study done n its kinda working #but mostly i just wanna play kh again...#i havent wrapped up the hades cup n i wanna restart com bcos i think i might know how it works better now #watched a one card deck challenge for recom and its the remake so some shits different but like. i get it now maybe #if nothing else gba com looks rlly rlly cute. the pixel art <£

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du-hjarta-skulblaka · 2 years

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In case anyone is curious the rhythm game hell I'm trapped in is called beatstar

I say that specifically so people don't get it. It feels targeted towards neurodivergent and people with generally addictive personalities to get a quick rush if dopamine but is genuinely infuriating to me because like..its a good game. The core is a good lil music game. But its so blockaded behind ads and paywalls that it's genuinely torture to get invested in and yet here I am

#i want so desperately just to throw 30 odd quid at them to remove ads forever and just. play.#but the game isnt built like that #its built so you have to either wait hours or pay to play it #and it makes my skin crawl that i still have it installed #but anytime im actually allowed to play the game its fun enough to keep me coming back #its absolutly disgusting #i hate mobile games #maybe ill make a list of half decent ones ive found some time #day r and lonely hearts diner would be newmar the top for sure #this shit? not even mentioned

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widevibratobitch · 3 months

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