#and i was like kinda weirded out like um are we that close yet i thought we were just classmates đđ
i just came out to a real life person and i think im having a heart attack
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just recently watched this is us with my college friends
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Okay, you know how bird don't ACTUALLY look the way we think they do?
They are far more colorful? But only to the eyes of other birds?
And it has to do with how light reflects off them and how their eyes are shaped etc etc.?
Well..... humans can see the most shades of green, right? But! We sure as shit can't see UltaViolet and InfraRed? Or shades BEYOND those. Ectoplasmic colors. Magical ones. Third eye, need to see with your SOUL type ones.
Danny? Could very well still have lil baby "kitten's eyes who haven't open yet" syndrome.
He thinks the Zone is Green and his hair is white.
But it's not.
His hair is Starlight colored. Frost. His suit is specifically "the void between stars" colored. Which looks... different? Then black? No, no, guys. How can you guys not see it? It looks REALLY different! How did he not NOTICE before?! They're not ever CLOSE to the same shade! It's like calling salmon and hot pink the same. You know... if you were to compare an actual fish and some irradiated, violently glowing version of "hot pink".
......guys?
His gloves are.... guys, these ares stars. Pressed so close together there's no gap. His body is the night sky, all rearranged. He's wearing SPACE, guys.
*continues to stare at his gloves for the next five hours*
Now... why is this relevant? Because! Danny slowly, as all humans do, adjusts! It's like finally having glasses after years of blurry vision. He... forgets, what it was like, not NOT See Zone Colors. Not completely, mind you, but enough he has to be reminded.
And the Zone? A Realm of the Dead. Specifically, the great catch-all and highway of the Dead. They get EVERYBODY. Misfits and vagabonds. Those who don't quite fit. Funky lil dudes. And of course, assholes, but everybody has those! See, Zone colors?
Are DIFFERENT.
They're all of um!
It's like looking at the technicolor, stobe light, multi galaxies in one, Sun. Tingly(tm)!!! You get used to it. What helps? Is that as garish as the Zone is? The painting and grand tapestry of it all? Keeps changing. Like weather. If it's too much for you, you can stay inside your Lair until the current Color changes. Until the designs shift. Vibe changes.
There are even glasses for that! "Temperate" areas for people to set up, that get headaches or are just... kinda killjoys. Too each their own. Though the stormy areas? Those guys are freaks. Watch out for those guys. They're the kind who stare directly are stars until their eyes burn out.
Where was I? Oh yeah! Danny!
No longer a wee baby, smol baby, twig-o!
Sad. We miss it.
But he did get used to Seeing The Colors. Got a handle on his powers. And! Finally worked with his parents on how to safely turn the portal OFF. There was much booing. Cries of "kill joy" and "booo! You suck!". But? Like? Dude DID have the right to protect his home. Go to college. What can you do?
Problem with THAT is? Baby grew into his "built like a brick shit house of constantly running off to literally tackle the Supernatural excellence" Fenton genetics. He Tall. Muscles! And he PUMPING out "somethings fucked up with me" Vibes!
Add in his DEEPLY Sus off hand comments. Weird ability to tell when someone has or is about to die. Basic immunity to the cold. Fuckin EYE GLOW?
Ha ha... *Horror movie screams from his college dorm mates*
Clearly a demon!
He gets kicked out. Well... not kicked out. He's a model student and broken no rules. They'd never survive the lawsuit. But... he's? STRONGLY INCOURAGED to finish his education elsewhere. Repeatedly. By like... 15 colleges.
Sam is not just livid, she's actively foaming at the mouth.
Breathe, Sam! Remember what your doctor said! Your mortal body can't handle that kinda Vengance spiral! Think of your blood pressure! Breathe!!! (Were not for the laws of this land... and the weak, fleshy constraints of her mortal form!)
Thankfully? Tucker's been interning, remotely of course, with Wayne Industries. He asked his manager where he could find some of those scholarship forms. (Since Gotham University is just a touch out of Danny's price range.) Manager wanted to know why. And oh! Oh holy shit. Apparently? Danny is the hot new office gossip.
People in the main office are OUTRAGED. Danny's "too spooky"?! Too FUCKIN SPOOKY!? Are you KIDDING THEM? Even juicier, a Meta kid from some wacky ghost hunters turned scientists. From a line of Supernatural hunters. Wants to be a aeronautics engineer.
Ooooooh how SPOOKY! Better watch out! He'll design an ENGINE at yooooou!
Fuckin casuals. Non-Gothamites are WEAK. "Too scary" their collective asses. Yeah, maybe the kid SHOULD come too Gotham. He can be the weird kid. Mildly unsettling or something. His powers won't be SHIT in Gotham. Just remind him to buy a gas mask.
So! Danny gets his Scholarship! Merrily packs his bags for darker, Gothic hellscape hills. Unaware... that Constantine has been following reports of a "demon" that he's? 80% sure is a Banshee but MIGHT be a winter spirt with a shtick? For the past 13 colleges. He's getting closer. And this sucker is a strong one.
Not "this is going to cause me serious, life imperilling danger" strong. But more? "Man, that cat is HUUUUUGE". Could he still get mauled a lil? Yeah. Scratched to all hell and back? Probably! But DIE? Unlikely.
He just needs to know why the FUCK this spirit his hanging around colleges.
Which is made harder... by the fact that what HE sees? And what OTHER people see? When they look at this guy? Separate things. Yeah, he'd LOVE to give you guys a description! IF HE HAD ONE.
@the-witchhunter @hdgnj @hdgnj @spidori @babbling-babull @nerdpoe @lolottes
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lessons in kissing.
dick grayson x male reader x peter parker.
summary: dick and peter become your professors in kissing 101 (& more).
wc: 6.2k.
genre: smut.
warnings: top!peter, top!dick, bottom!reader, handjobs, blowjobs, kissing, cum-swapping, mouth-fucking, threesome, unprotected rough!sex, reader's first time, characters are aged up!
notes: yeah, so um... this might be my dirtiest smut yet. this was also my first time writing a threesome soooo, i hope i did okay? thank you, anon!
request by: anonymous.
âyouâre lying! youâve really never kissed anyone before?â
âdude, like, ever?!â peter gasped, and you turned towards him, slowly nodding while you grew cautious of everyoneâs confusion.Â
ânot even when you were in kindergarten?â you twisted your neck for the nth time at the sound of dickâs voice again, and shame unexpectedly crept onto you the more the two men collected their bafflement together.
your cheeks and neck flamed as they both stared at you, bewildered as if your confession was akin to an unmasking of a superheroâlike a family of lemurs, a small one, youâd reckon.
âgeez,â your hand clutched onto the can of sparkling water harder before downing it, ridding your insecurity in several hard and fizzy gulps. âif i knew i was going to be interrogated, i wouldnât have told you guys in confidence.â
âno, itâs justâŚâ a careful exchange was puzzled together by the two men. dick shrugged and peter stammered, following you into the kitchen of his apartment. âi mean, not to make you feel weird or anything, but youâre not ugly.â
âi- pete, was that supposed to be a compliment?â your eyes narrowed at him jokingly, maintaining the coldness of your gaze to break peter into nervous stammers.Â
âw-what, no!â he shook his head and approached you closer, a mixture of awkward laugher filling the feigned tension between the both of you. âwait- no, i mean, yes! itâs a compliment.â
youâve always found it cute.
âi think what peter means isâŚâ bouncy steps followed you two into the kitchen, more-so to sate his appetite for pizza after losing his tenth consecutive match on a game, but consider his curiosity piqued. a mouthful of pepperoni and cheese didnât stop him from joining. âyouâre handsome, he talks about it all the time.â
âdude...â peter grumbled and instinctively turned his body away out of your sight, sipping at nothing in his cup. the only fizz left was the glare he sent dick; like a sparkler on holiday festivities.Â
âoops, my bad,â another bite, and dick took his cup of soda to gulp the grease down. âwe find you handsomeâthough, iâm pretty sure (m/n) knew that since i hit on him when we first met.â
âgod,â you laughed it off, picking the pizza box of gloopy cheese to take it in your mouth. âcan you imagine? my first kiss being with you? or even peter?â
yes, you can imagine. those thoughts had run rampant since you met them in freshman year of university, expanded upon it even. what would it be like to date dick? how soft were his lips? and the same for peter. sometimes, youâd even think about making out while he was in his spider-man costume, but that fantasy was shamefully bookmarked into a deep abyss of thoughts, only sprouting when you would touch yourself at night.
âwhy?â peter turned back, almost offended, while dickâs laughter joined you, and you swear you can feel a draft from how quickly he twisted around. âis that weird?â
âkinda?â the conversation made you shift on your feet. it was more intimate than what you were used to, and they knew it too, judging by the way they both stared at you againâhyenas. âi mean, i guess itâs because weâre so close now, soâŚâ
âpft, that never stopped me,â it was like a magic spell drew that confession out of dick. your fingers would have to be cut to coerce that out of you, but you werenât dickâshameless and confident, you admired it on good days.Â
nonetheless, you and peter both gave dick a questioning look. offended would be a regular personâs first reaction, but from the brief exchange you and peter shared, it was unanimous that curiosity took the lead.
dickâs gaze shifted from you and peter, and when the silence drew out for longer than he wouldâve thought, a welcoming draft in the room awaited his rebuttal. âcome on- you seriously think i stopped thinking about you guys just because weâre best friends now?
âdude, you think about me?â peterâs eyes widened. it wouldâve been hilarious if you werenât involved. you wouldâve passed this off as a banter, no more than that.Â
you hated to admit it, but you felt yourself throb at this revelation. blood rushed downwards in light speed and you were barely conscious to the drone of peter and dickâs chatter, but you shook it off, laughing at their banters like you aways did.
the day went on like usual. peterâs collection of video games kept you guys entertained for a few hours. when you felt fatigued from mashing your thumb onto the buttons for the ninth match, a walk downtown sufficed. laughing and bantering were the core of your friendship with dick and peterâlike every friendship youâd imagine.
but at its finest, it was their vulnerabilities to you, and yours to them, that kept the foundation strong. they trusted you with every secret of theirs, aided them in a few missions of their own, and your friendship thrived.Â
the next few days havenât been exactly the smoothest. you were quieter than usual, and they both took notice because youâd pick at your food while their voicesâquestions and commentsâwere ignored, passersby to the street of hearville.
was it that weird to have never kissed at your age? to never have had sex? to not even have had held hands with another guy? they never made fun of you, but you couldnât help but let these thoughts run rampant.
no. no, it wasnât. people have their own pace. mine... just somehow happens slower.
you werenât insecure, but you still felt weird. you suddenly became moody when you saw dick and peter, like you want to be left alone, push them out of your apartment when they drop a visit, drop their pants and suck them off-
oh.
ohhhhh.
dick and peter.
âteach me.â you suddenly spoke out and the two men looked up from their plate of food, exchanging a look with each other before questioning you, humored because you barely spoke all day. the tv played in the background and you were all sitting on the ground, eating off of peterâs very⌠very small coffee table.
âah, i almost forgot what your voice sounded like, (m/n)!â dick laughed, twirling his fork into his pasta before shoving the food into his mouth.Â
you made a slight pout, only because they werenât taking you seriously. though, to be fair, you have been acting weird all week.
âwith what?â peter noticed, a little more serious in his inquiry. but food was more of a priority for him, you can see him practically sweating at the thought of leaving his spaghetti cold.
âpete, you can still eat-â you laughed, taking a bite of your food.Â
âoh, thank god.â and peter does the same, chowing down on his spaghetti after a hard day of saving lives.
dick cleaned his palette with a cold gulp of soda, a refreshing hiss when the bubbles trickled down his throat. âso, teach you what exactly?â he continued on. âfighting? oh, dude, are you going to be a vigilante-â
âno, no! does it look like i have the strength to be like batman or something?âÂ
âwell, iâm guessing thatâs why you came to us for training?â dick amused himself, and peter chuckled, much to your annoyance.Â
âguys, i donât want to be a vigilante.â you grumbled, beginning to bury your confession deep in the pit of your stomach somewhere. âor a superhero, or a guy in a spider-suit with weird web things.â
âhey, theyâre not weird-â
âi want toâŚâ it was calming to watch the way your fork swirled itself into the pasta, metal tongs pierced and capturing a wave of sauce and spaghetti all in one swirl. âlearn what itâs like to kiss.â
peter choked on his glass of water.
you continued, hot in the cheeks because you can see peterâs widened eyes even when you look away. âhandjobs, blowjobs, everythingâŚâ
and a piece of dickâs meatball was caught in his throat.
a low drone accompanied the silence once the tv was muted and while a huge weight lifted off your shoulders and chest, you felt small knowing how vulnerable and weird your request sounded.Â
âso, you want us to teach you how toâŚâ dick cleared his throat and you feel like you could hear a smile, but you werenât sure if that was your mind trying to convince you that everything was fine. âkiss and⌠other things?â
âyeah,â you continued to avoid your gaze, opting for the wooden floor instead. âi know, itâs weird. you donât have to say yes or anything, itâs just-â
âis that why youâve been acting stand-offish lately? peter was worried. he was the type to always blame himself of someone elseâs behavior, no matter how much you tried to reassure him. though, you guess, he technically was the reason why you became so moodyâpart of it, anyway.Â
âmhm.â the silence was defeating, you can hear their necks turn to look at each otherâof judgement, most likely.
and it was all but confirmed when you can see them hopping back onto their feet and runningârunning as far from you as possible. âguys, wait, iâm sorry-â
you looked up and watched them dash to peterâs bathroom, immediately chasing after the trail of their steps in bewilderment. âwhat are you-â
âfirst step, make sure you have good breath.â dick handed you your toothbrush, his spare one at peterâs already brushing into the foaming spearmint in his mouth.
âatleastluntilhelikeyousenoughâ peter gargled thick and incoherent, brushing into his jumbled sentence.
âuh-huh, okay⌠seems a little obvious, butâŚâ you spread the toothpaste on the bristles of your brush and began brushing, a smile forming because you have to brush the front teeth tooâbut also because of your best friends.
you can always count on them.Â
âyou ready?â dick naturally became the leader of this impromptu training program. he was the most experienced considering how many women and men you caught him with, and as much as you hated that when you were roommates with him, his expertise was needed in this moment.Â
âyes.â you sat in the middle of peter and dick, rubbing your sweaty palms against your shorts. a mere flash of regret ignited inside of your beating heart, but peter rested his hand on top of one of yours, squeezing ever so gently to warm and soothe youâto pacify you.
and your worries were quelled when dick does the same, his smile softer, countering his usual playful attitude. âjust stop me whenever you feel uncomfortable.â he made you feel safe.
you looked at peter, and he nodded in agreement, his fingers now intertwined with yours. he had always kept you safe, feeling safe, this was a normal feeling towards him. âsame with me.â
âi will.â your voice was quiet in the bedroom, a mere soft whisper, but they recognized your will to be more vulnerable with one another, to blossom. and dick appeased it with a kiss.
light and feathery at first to test the water, but once dick heard your breath hitch, he applied more pressure in between your lips, capturing them in a slow waltz that kept you on your toes, yet flat on your feet to contain your excitementâyour relief.Â
it was awkward at first, to find your footing. your nose would bump into his, teeth as well, but dick chuckled, assuring you this will always happen.
unbeknownst to you, dickâs been wanting to do this since he met you, and he savored every second. âremember what i told you⌠build it up.â he reminded you because you were getting eager, following his lead but returning his kiss in hard sucks. ânice and slow.âÂ
peterâs palm on your thigh pressed gently onto your bare skin, mistakenly under the lift of your shorts because he was too in awe of the kiss, but they grounded you from your brief flight to the heavenly clouds nonetheless.
ânice and slowâŚâ dick repeated, and you succumbed to his reminder like a prodigy. âthatâs it.â it lasted for a few seconds longer until you pulled away to capture your breath again. your lips tingled still, remembering the taste of spearmint when dickâs breath ghosted on your skin.
âwas that okay?â an innocent question, but you swore you stole that exact same tone from a porn you watched the other day.
âa natural,â dick laughed, stroking your hair back and youâve never see him so affectionateâloving, as he doted on you. âtry it on peter. more touching though, if youâre okay with that.â
you nodded and turned your head, meeting peterâs gaze with a flushed smile, your lips slightly swollen from your previous endeavor. âIâm okay with that.â
âme too.â peter smiled, only softening when you leaned in, and it completed hid against you when you captured his smile with a kiss.Â
his hand gently placed on the back of your head when you did and he pulled you closer into him, returning the kiss, and spilling his breath into yours, while at the same time, drawing yours out. ârub my chest, i like it when people do that.â peter whispered in between each kiss.
you do as you were told, a gentle hand to peterâs broad chest, and you feel yourself tightening, satisfied with how intimate this all is as you felt the muscles on his chest through the fabric.
in the meantime, dickâs been squeezing at the bulge in his pants, containing his will to completely ravish you simply by watching the way you and peter made out. heâs always been observant, noticing the strong twitching of peterâs own erection, and soon yours when peter slid his tongue into your mouth.Â
it was tantalizingâbreath-takingâ watching intimacy build up and vulnerabilities become unimaginably pliant before him. the pink muscles looped and swirled with one another, spreading and sharing sticky saliva until your mouth and peterâs were practically coated in it, glossed in sheen.
when peter pulled away, your lips were immediately stolen by dick again, kissing you with more strength than before, stubbornly refusing the chance for you to restock on oxygen as he wanted a taste of you too. the air became thicker, harder to breathe, but you basked in the taste, the wetness of dickâs tongue, and allowed yourself to become weak in his arms when he took you in, embraced you closely. âmmf...â you moaned out, breathing harder.
but just like dick, peter wasnât finished with you, directing his tongue and lips to the back of your neck when you turned away. his ticklish and fleeting kisses pulled you back into peterâs arms, but dick noticed and pulled you forward: a stubborn game of gentle tug of war.Â
they wanted you, every piece of you. it was telling as peter sucked into your neck, venomous and poisoning, and when dick began directing your hand under his shirt, allowing you to feel his toned stomach and chest, and eventually his clothed erection, making you squeeze around it with an open palm.
lessons have completely escaped to the back of minds, and all that remained was pure lust.
âitâs okay if you donât want to.â dick reassured. though, ironically, his hand atop of yours, relieving the ache in his pants continued.
through swollen lips, you managed to mutter, distracted by peterâs bruising sucks to other areas of your neck and skin, whimpering when he bit a little too hard. âi did say teach me everythingâŚâ his hands were under your shirt now, warming your bare skin with his palms, excited, but fleeting as they immediately tied to the buttons of your shorts when you gave the okay.
âhey, hey,â dick laughed, watching the way peter has grown grandly impatient. âyouâre going to scare him, horn dog.â he left a kiss on your lips, a quick one before leaning past you to kiss peter.
you watched in awe at what a kiss was supposed to be like: burning with ease and passion with every stroke of their lips, no hesitation at allâjust a moment of time that theyâll remember. you backed into the bed and leaned against the headboard as they kissed at the foot. you donât remember having your hand down your shorts, but you do, palming yourself to your own private show.
the kiss ran sloppy, drool dripping down either chins, stained with intimacy, and clothes were quickly tossed to the side, with no care in the world.
you followed.
even though you were similar height to peter, he was strongerâthey both were. and now, you felt smaller as they climbed onto the bed, towards you, bare and hardened. you watched breathlessly, as their cocks swung heavy with heat. peterâs pre-cum dripped thickly in yearn for something to fuck, while dickâs throbbed for something to fillâa porn scene come to lifeâand you were left agape, jaw and legs.
âkinda surprised weâve never done this sooner,â peter said, you werenât used to his voice so low. kneeling on the bed, by your left hip, he took your hand and kissed the palm, the wrist of it, skimmed his lips over your forearm before guiding It toward his cock, aching for your touch. âthough, was hoping iâd have you to myself, butâŚâ gently, your hand was cradled to wrap around his shaft, warm and running with veins, it pulsed. âthis works too.â
your chest rose with every spoken word, and peter has never looked hotter. taking control of you like that made your skin crawl, a spell that commanded you to move your hand back and forth, conjuring you to pump him in slow strokes.
contrary to his overall demeanor, his actions were of warmth. caresses to your head, doting on you with honey dripping from his gaze and cotton in touch while you sinned.Â
you didnât know where to lookâto fall in love with the way peter gazed at you like a painting in a museum, or to salivate over the way his pre-cum leaked thickly over your hand when you squeeze it out of him, like a bottle of maple syrup.
that became more a problemâa dilemmaâwhen you felt a wetness over your right nipple, then a sting when dick bites to get your attentionâselfish and stubborn, like always. âare you sure this wasnât a tactic to get all three of us in the same room? you seem comfortable.â
he tongued your nub, flicking back and forth to make you squirm, to hear the sound of your moans, to be the reason you have trouble sleeping at night. alongside, his palm ran over your bodyâchest first, down your stomach, and finally, your erect cock and balls.
you watched, breathless, continuing to stroke peterâs cock and heâd lean over to give you a few kisses here and there. for the most part, he was content like this, watching you squirm while maintaining to do the best to pleasure him.
âno, i swear- itâs just-â dick played with your balls, squeezing and tugging on the tight sack to loosen them. every man was sensitive down there, you were no exception. âyou guys made me feel safe, soâŚâ
âwell,â you looked up when peter spoke, his eyes fluttered shut, and you only got them to open when you thumbed the slit of his head, rubbing slick all over his glans, then the length of his cock when you continued stroking. âwe are superheroes.â
you all laughed, switching gazes between the both of them, but it was dickâs mouth suddenly wrapping around you that made you concentrate only on him.
âoh, fuckâŚâ warmth surrounded you, inhaled you in one shallow breath, before dick pulled you out of his wet mouth, taunting you with the loss of heat.
âitâs just like kissing,â he said, licking a stripe over the underside of your cock, tonguing his favorite spot: the neck of the glans and the frenulum. dick followed the lines of flesh with precision, leading the very tip of his tongue into the duct of your urethraâonce again, tonguing it while his eyes focused on you, devious. âbut let curiosity take you further and explore every part of their body.â
âm-mmâŚâ you were sure there was meaning to his words, but they fell on deaf ears. instead, you focused on the ample heat that engulfed you again, moaning.
âevery.â dick took you in and pulled you out with a pop.
âfuck-â you breathed out, curling your toes into the sheets.
âpart.â holding your cock up and stroking sloppily, he inhaled your ballsack. sweaty and musty, they mustâve been, but dick devoured the scent, the taste of sins with hungry sucks and licksâardent and full of fervor.
and at the moment where you most expected to let out a moan, it was shoved down your throat when peter suddenly situated you in between his legs and filled your mouth with his thick cock, smelling of sweat and sex when you inhaled near his trimmed hairs.
âcome on,â peter briefly pulled out, tapping the plump tip over your lips. âyou learn best when you demonstrate what youâve been taught.â
peter covered your view of dick, but you werenât sure if you needed to see him because you felt every maneuver of dickâs tongue, now drowning your cock with his mouth while he continued assaulting your sensitive balls, tugging and squeezing.Â
you looked up and peter never looked bigger, more intimidating, but itâs become your new addiction, and you take his cock, holding it thick and take in what you can. it was barely past the tip before you could feel yourself gagging, but with peterâs reassurance, you swallow more of him every time you went down, slicking him up with your spit.
âhowâs he doing, pete?â your cock was left cold when dick pulled away to speak, but he made up for it with his hand, stroking his spit with your cock.
âhe really is a natural.â peter chuckled, watching you with a scrunched face of pleasure whenever you pulled him deeper into your mouth. almost down your throat now, but he pulled his cock back completely before you can fully take him. âyou try.â
âfuck, yes.â dick leaped over and used the spit from your length earlier to lube his own cock, spitting in his palm and stroking when it wasnât slicked to his likening while peter scooted back to kneeling at your side, stroking himself now.
as your head was positioned in between both their cocks, dickâs was bigger, thickerâa mouth stretcher youâd imagine. but peterâs was longer, veinier, and the only thing they had in common was that their balls hung loose. in porn terms, hung like a horse.Â
and on this very day, you considered yourself a lucky man because you have no objection to either, no will to pick and choose.
âlook at you,â dickâs voice was rugged, deep, and he pushed his cock past your swollen lips. there was a clear difference in girth. your mouth was stretched wide, and you could only hum a sound of satisfaction, even with the slight sting from the stretch of skin. âwho knew youâd be such a cock lover, hm?âÂ
âhe canât get enough of it, godâŚâ peter was in awe, salivating and stroking quicker at the sight.
two hands kept dickâs cock still in your mouth while you sucked on the bulbous tip like a lollipop. the rest of your hands stroked whatever you couldnât mange to fit in your mouth. you were apologetic at first, but dickâs smirk told a simple story of his ego, clearly aroused by the size of his own cock as it only grew wider when you struggled downing him, gagging with a whimper.
âcome on⌠(m/n), you can do better than that. you were so good at sucking peter off, kissing us too. what happened?â dick pulled away to stroke himself with your spit, but he quickly buried any excuses into your throat when he pushed himself into your mouth.
âyouâre too comfortable now, (m/n). youâre slackingâŚâ peter joined the banter, and when dick pulled out of your mouth, peterâs cock replaced the loss of warmth to your surprise.
holy shit, this is happening.
like a see-saw, the two men alternated in filling your mouth, stuffing saliva further and further down your throat, without allowing a single excuse from you to escape. itâs buried now, deep in the pit of your stomach, and all you can do was be the prodigy that they wished for you to be.
when it was dickâs turn to stretch your mouth, you made sure that peterâs cock wasnât left abandoned, stroking him with distracted strokes, and vice versa when it was his turn at your throat. you overworked yourself in pleasuring your two best friends, making sure they were satisfied with you, with your mouth as you took more of them without a single plea for a break.
âfuck, there we goâŚâ occasionally, dick would take control by holding the back of your head and fucking inside of your tight mouth. drool leaked down either corners of your mouth while you let him, tears brimming in your eyes when your throat tightened again, a familiar feeling that dick encouraged to hold back. âthereâs my star. taking cock like a good student.âÂ
if there was one thing that these very brief lessons have taught you, you were exactly what they named you: a cock lover. you slurped at whateverâwhoeverâentered your mouth absentmindedly, spat on cocks that have begun to look more or less the same, because it was dizzying now. your cock was left alone, but it stood tall and proud, throbbing as the two men harassed your face and mouth with their erections. one would gag you while the other had his balls shoved to your face and nose, sliding its wet, dirty slick all over your skin, staining you with lust.
it alternated like this for a while, and you were content, so was dick and peter. but you needed moreâsomething to fill you elsewhere that wasnât your dirty mouth. and you pleaded with your eyes, looking up at your best friends with delighted tears, a mouthful of cock, and a gaze only a cock loving whore could haveâand they recognized it.Â
peter was reluctant to pull away, he was so close. but heâs always been selfless. he released his hold on you and it was a struggle to pull you away, but he did with your lips suctioning off with a quiet pop. a thick string of spit that once connected between your lips and peterâs cock laid like webs on your chin, cooling as you watched the two men reposition themselves.
âiâm going to assume we donât need a lesson in how to finger yourself, hm?â dick whispered against your swollen lips and kissed you again. you were entranced under his tongue, swirling all over yours like ocean waves while you touched yourself to his licks. you twisted and pinched your nipples, tugged on them with the occasional help from dick, then stroked your cock while dick continued from peterâs original trail of bruising kisses to mark his own territory on your body. you were as horny as they were, if not hornier, and you needed them inside of you, in any way possible.
âfuck, i need you guys so bad.â breathless in your moans, your legs squirmed when you felt something wet between your thighs when they were raised, peterâs nice girth sliding in between the plump skin.Â
he thrusted himself slow and steady while he worked on your hole, reaching down to prepare you with his lubed digits, one by one. youâve done this before, they were surely aware, so it wasnât a unit that was particularly focused.
in between preparation, your mouth remained on dickâs cock again, delivering him your fullest attention with several lathers of your tongue, sucking hard and hollow, deep into your throat. you remember what he taught you and occasionally stuffed your mouth with his balls, sucking on the weight and letting go with a pull because you got off on seeing how they tensed and jiggled when you did.
âiâll go slow.â peter leaned in with your legs hooked over his shoulders, bending you back, and kissing the tip of your nose when he was close enough to your face. âtell me if you want to stop.â
once you nodded, allowing him the will to deliver on his promise, peter made sure to lube himself up once more before pushing inside of you, slow and steady. he was careful, watching your face as it scrunched when the head slid inâburned when the rest of him filled you to the brim.
it was almost like you couldnât breathe. it was too much, to be bearing all of this pain alone, but at the same time, you held peter close, wrapped your arms around him to prevent him from leaving you while you buried tiny whimpers into his neck, because you donât want to stop feeling it, so full and devoured. it was written all over their faces when you glanced at themâthey didnât want to stop either.Â
peter and dick decorated your skin in wet kisses, distracting you from the pain while peter began to find a rhythm. although slow, you were beginning to familiarize yourself with this pain. soon after, pleasure, when he struck something inside of you, a certain spot.
âoh- peter, right there, fuck.â your legged tightened around him and the sweat from your thighs rolled back onto your stomach when peter re-adjusted himself to fuck you at a higher angle, folding you onto your back.Â
âyeah? right here?â peter thrusted into that spot dead-on, like a dart to a bullseye, and you groaned, your throat aching in pleasure, but dick pacified it with his cock again, filling you up once more. âoh fuck, look at you. all of your holes are filled up, fuck⌠so fucking tightâ
âbaby, youâre doing a great job, godâŚâ your heart beat when dick called you that. it was always something he said as a joke when he arrived to your place. honey, darling, you name it, but the fact that it came out so genuine, it made your skin flush red and you could only respond in moans while you sucked him off. âi think he likes it when you fuck him like that, pete.â
for the first time, you felt wanted.Â
peterâs thrusts were hard and strong, his balls swung into with every rhythm. you can see the muscles in his thighs flexing whenever he pounded down into your tight hole, your bodies colliding like waves to a rock. it stung whenever his skin slapped into yours, sweaty and musky, but the sinful sounds were well-worth the prize as you basked in them, in the taste of dickâs cock, the sound of peterâs grunts, the flutter of dickâs eyes when you gargled his cock again, deeper, the sweat dripping from peterâs forehead and bodyâthe bedroom hailed of sex. it rocked of brutal creaks and slams as both of your holes were violated and filled to the very brim, all driven by pure lust.Â
after some time, they switched spots, tag-teaming so dick can have his turn at your hole. unlike peter, he was rougher, immediately pounding into you because he was sex-crazed about you, couldnât stop thinking about you since day one of meeting you.
âfuck, better than iâve ever imagined,â he laughed into your mouth, kissing you sloppily, and pulling away when peterâs cock impatiently wedged himself in between the kiss, and you were back to sucking and jerking off cock againâno complaints. âstill so tight, even after peter fucked you so hardâŚâ
âitâs like he was made to be a whore, right?â such vulgar language from your best friends broke the original portrayal you had of them. now, all you could think about was how they wanted to absolutely make a wreck out of you, de-blossom your naive thoughts of what your first time shouldâve been like.
it wasnât what you had imagined. it was supposed to be with one person. a full-time commitment to your relationship. a loving pair holding each other close when they both climax. it was going to be special.
but this⌠you thought to yourself as you were fucked into the bedsheets with absolutely no mercy, your ass pained and bruised from dickâs muscular hips driving into you every time he came down, harassing you in that familiar spot again.
this was⌠peter pushed on your bottom lip with two fingers to open your mouth, then spitting in the void, some catching onto your tongue, before shoving his swollen cock inside of you again, aching to touchâto fuck.
dick palmed your cock as you writhed, bent under him, moaned around peterâs long cock. he gathered all of his strength left to tickle you deep, to reach inside of you with his cock, breathless and panting with every thrust that rocked the two of you togetherâthree, when peter fucked into your mouth.Â
this was so much fucking better.Â
âholy shit-â under dickâs touch, you came hard in several thick ropes, all over his fist, and then the sweat of your body when he opened his palm. you were a natural shooter, accidentally spraying your face with your own thick semen, and you heard peter and dick moan in unison, in awe.
seeing you dressed in cum like this had them race each other to their climax. dick fucked you harder, his grasp on your hips bruising and white, while peter held onto your head and met your throat with his cock, repeatedly forceful in strength. you gagged around him, and they only benefitted from every sound you made.
âfuck, iâm going to-â you watched peterâs abs flexed, tightened as his stomach pooled with pleasure, and you can hear the holy bells ring when he pulled out of your mouth, jerking his wet and slimy cock off until he came undone in thick spurts, all over your pretty face. not a single shot was missed, painting you in white like a canvas with every last drop.
you were still high off of your own orgasm, and you turned your head to watch dick fuck himself into you, clearly wonder-strucked by the scene before him. you were covered in cum all over. they beckoned him to join, the many loads on your body. they were begging now, a mantra of pleas pulled him closer to you, and he can smell the sex off of you, inhaled peterâs musk as well, and againâthose holy bells rang.
with the speed of lightning, dick pulled himself out of your abused hole and climbed over to kneel over your chest, fucking into his fist while simultaneously jerking his cock off over your face. to your cum-covered body, to peter kissing his spunk off your cheek and chin then your lips, to the taste of your own cum when you swiped a load off your chest and fed it into dickâs mouth. he suckled, bittersweet salt spread over his tongue, and he was ravished by the taste of you.Â
dick then pushed his hips out and aimed his cock over your lips, still connected to peterâs for a messy kiss, stroking until the only reason he tore his gaze away was because his lids fell heavy, ceased his sight to roll his eyes back, and came with a shudder. thick ropes of cum inked on your face and peterâs, but most of it fell to your connected lips.Â
âfuck, thatâs hotâŚâ dick muttered, rolling his shoulders back while he milked himself to you and peter making out, cum-stained and all. you moaned at the taste, saltier than yours and peterâs, and peter does the same while scraping a load of warm cum from the corner of your cheek and into his mouth before kissing you again, swapping the gloopy residue with a sloppy exchange of tongues.
he was envious, watching how the sticky load caught onto your lips then peterâs when he squeezed himself dry. before you and peter could take all of his cum for yourself, he leaned down to join peter for a kiss, stealing the mound of cum that peter has expertly hidden on his tongue. dick didnât know who he was tasting anymore. but whether it was you, peter, or himself, it was delectable, and he wanted to share the delightful taste with you. he spat the mixture of cum and spit inside of your mouth before webbing his lips to yours, sealing it with one final breathless kiss.
âso, are lessons still on for next week or?â peter lay by your side, and dick joined the other, still dizzied from his high as telling by his shut eyes and drawn out pants.Â
âi mean⌠iâm still up for it if you guys are?â you said, leaning over to press a kiss to peterâs cheek. you took his smile as an answer and looked to dick for his.
âmm... yeah.â dick sleepily opened his eyes, his locks stuck to his sweaty forehead while he buried himself under the blanket. you felt his arms wrap around your waist once he got comfortable, muttering a kiss to your shoulder before dozing off.Â
âweâre good teachers, pete.
nouearth. please do not repost, plagiarize, or translate my works. andif you like this story, please reblog and leave a like!
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loves makes people crazy
yandere dragon X madly in love reader
Here's another idea,a yandere dragon like all powerful and scary the villager is scared of him,the king is scared of him,the Wizards and pretty much everyone and their grandmother is scared of him but then there's you,you different breed of a human decides to see him for the first time and say "yes that's my hubby" and the rest is history
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⢠people often called you crazy, dilusional and others not so nice insults for being still not being married despite hitting the big 2 0 that and also rejecting the local lords and basically anyone who tries to court you
⢠now just because people say it doesn't mean you HAVE to follow it yk?oh but you did you played their little fantasy of you being crazy so perfectly people were honestly scared for your mental well being,why?you may ask
⢠well it's because when khum first arrived at the village (I say first but it's really his 100th time terrorising the village) you decide to whisper something that some people might have heard "he's perfect" you said eyes filled with hearts watching him scaring the sht out of the locals
⢠honestly you're staring so much he could feel you boring holes into his head,curious he looked around for whoever it is that dared to stare at him for so long and BAM! He saw you,at first he thought you're staring at him in contempt or anger maybe both but then you sigh lovingly and waved at him a fools smile placed upon your face
⢠he had to look around and points at himself just to made sure he even mouthed "m-me? you're talking to me?!" But you blowing him a kiss and winking made it pretty clear it was him,well let's say after that he couldn't help but think about you "what an odd human" he thought
⢠"oh my god haven't you heard?! The dragons visit has been so frequent lately our village can't keep affording the rebuilding cost!" One of the villagers said,you aren't paying attention but just hearing him coming back more and more made your heart flutter "I know it's a blessing" you sighed melting into the seat as you remembered the first time he talks to you
â˘well it happened,khum stood Infront of you folding his hand,what is his plans anyway?kidnapping a human all of a sudden,a weird one at that,"human,do you have a name?" He said
⢠"you can call me yours,and I'll call you mine" you said "how about the name....treasure?no too basic maybe clove?nah um.....oh darling?" he said tilting his head,khum never thought one day he'd witness a human visibly explode and faint but here we was
⢠it was a rocky start to the relationship,well...rocky as in everything was so perfect it's scary, here's the recap,on day five of your kidnappings you've opened up to how the villagers had been treating you(not that it's hard to make you open up,all he had to do was give you food and call you pet names while stroking your head and bam! you're dumping your entire trauma onto him) and oh boy was he not happy
⢠now despite everything he's still a classy dragon,he ofcourse had hoarse of treasure but he also had a pretty nice castle he may or may not seize from a royal you don't have to know that tho so moving on,and with a huge castle come servants and with those come soldiers who needs to maintain security,not that he needs any but you know he likes to have thing's completed and that including the castles needs
⢠now when his subordinates first saw you absolutely gushing on how cute he was they were absolutely shocked,because one he literally look like a demon ripping out people's heart and two this isn't some flower field it's a grusome battle scene yet you couldn't help but blush when his shirt got torn off,you even closed your eyes to savor the moment after a while
⢠khum really can't understand your fixation on him,is it like his love for you?but even then he acknowledges your weird behaviour but you literally looked at him as if he was a god,not that he minds,he gotta admit that day he kinda wore a shirt that's a couple of size down so when he does some movements that needs intents flexibility his shirt would rip off in some cool cinematic style,it worked,it worked too well
⢠so apparently his stamina had their limits he'd come to know it last Night after the battle,oh but the details won't be necessary,oh but don't be fooled if he were to actually try you'd be the one to pass out
⢠now is he dilusional?nope he knows full well that it's not healthy but does he care?nope he's a powerful dragon,are you dilusional?maybe?...idk...probably....yes?.... Well he is cute so I'll give you that
⢠he is possesive, but it's really hard to show possesive when the person he loved won't look at other people,you will talk to people normally but once he entered your line of sight the other people can forget ever having a conversation with you
⢠now for the big question does this technically make you a yandere? maybe..yes.
â˘i feel the need to say he is 100% taller than you, I'm sorry but it's just the rules äšâ (â  â â˘â _â â˘â  â )â ă
⢠yes he has two pp lets move on now
⢠he had a way of marking you so other beasts knows to back the fuck off it's called biting,the first night you ever discover the chamber of secrets together(wink wink nudge nudge)he bit down on your neck,it leaves a pretty little flower mark that's imbued with his power it's very very very tiny teeny I cannot stress enough how tiny it is so it's safe
⢠now if you EVER even say someone else is cute then oh boi oh my,now I have established that he is jealous have I?,no?well too bad because he is,and his jealousy doesn't play nice,he will rip out the heart and torture the person over and over and over each time reviving them again and again and put a curse of Resurrection on them only to leave them in a forest of ravaging beasts that has lost their minds to be feasted upon and tortured until he sees them having suffered enough. ಠâ ︾â ಠMoral of the story? don't just don't say anyone is cute (yes not even babies) (he won't like k.o them but he will like curse them or sum sht )
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on that note good night people
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Hiii I'm kinda new to Tumblr so idk how stuff really works heređ but anyway are your requests open? If so, then I'd like to make a req but if not just ignore this!!
Umm so basically an nsfw oneshot(idk what you call it) or headcanons of how bsd men would react/deal the situation when you two are hiding in a very tight space and your crotches accidentally rub together? RHRHHT it's kinda weird describing it but let's just say [character] pushed you along with him into a locker/box with you sitting on top of his lap OR with you too close ttp that you two could feel each other with every inch you move
Uhhh and yeah that's it and feel free to add some touches and changes on the scenario, and I'd greatly appreciate it if maybe you add Nikolai in itđđAND AGAIN IF U DON'T FEEL LIKE DOING MY REQ OR ISN'T ACCEPTING REQS RN THEN FEEL FREE TO IGNORE I HONESTLY DON'T MIND!!/lh /srs
OMG YES?! Ugh, I love this request! I wanted to add some more characters as well, So I picked the DOA (sorry) ďźź(ŮĽââ˝â )ďź
If yâall want a part 2 with different characters just let me know, Im at your service! <3
âËĘ á˘âË⧠ďž. âËĘ á˘âË⧠ďž. âËĘ á˘âË⧠ďž. âËĘ á˘âË⧠ďž. âËĘ á˘âË⧠ďž.
A Tight Fit~
Ft. Nikolai, Sigma, Fyodor
âËĘ á˘âË⧠ďž. âËĘ á˘âË⧠ďž. âËĘ á˘âË⧠ďž. âËĘ á˘âË⧠ďž. âËĘ á˘âË⧠ďž.
Nikolai
Scenario: You were out on a mission with Nikolai, it shouldâve been an easy âbreak in and grab important documentsâ type mission. But now, you two were squeezed together in a small closet, fearing that any small movement would get you two caught.
âStay quiet...â Nikolai said as he listened closely, his face looked concentrated and serious, a change from his usual happy and calm face
You quietly nod, as you press against the wall behind you to try and get some more space in between you two
The closet is pretty small, hence why nikolai is leaning down, his hands are pressed firmly on each side of your head, inevitably pinning you in place
Nikolai thinks of a way for both of you to escape this situation without being spotted, âmaybe I can teleport somethingâ, he thought to himself
He reaches for his cape, unintentionally pressing against you
Your eyes widen as you feel something press against your area, you slowly look up to see if Nikolai noticed
His cheeks are flushed, hes frozen in place and there is an obvious smirk forming on his face
Yeah he definitely noticed.
You start to speak âNiko-⌠youâre so clo-â, he cuts you off as he places his hand over your lips
âShh...â He says as he places a finger against his own lips with a small smirk
Moments later you hear the door of the office close, you two are now alone
âTheyâre gone now...â Nikolai says in a quiet gentle tone, he turns to you âBut, i meanâŚwe could just stay in here~â he says with a mischievous grin
Even after you two get out of that closet, he would keep on teasing and reminding you of the âincidentâ, he will make sure you never forget!~
Sigma
Scenario: You really donât know how you got in this situation, one second you and Sigma were walking the streets of the city at night, after your wonderful date. The next, you were hiding in a small dark alley, your body pressed tightly against sigmas as you both hid from a certain jester.
âDamn it.â Sigma cursed under his breath as he kept his guard up, looking around frantically with a worried yet annoyed look
You looked up at Sigma, âWhy are we hiding?â You whispered
Sigma looked down at you as he let out a sigh âI saw Nikolai roaming the streets, We canât be seen together by anyone in the decay, if they were to find out about us...Iâm sure horrible consequences would followâ he explained
You nod in agreement, âI understand..but um, why did we have to hide in such a...tight space.â You say as you look away, you can feel his body pressed tightly against yours, you can feel his every breath, his every shuffle and every slight movement
Sigma realizes this and blushes as his eyes widen, âIâm sorry, I didnât even notice our position in the heat of the momentâ
As he says this, you hear a slight noise come from the alley which causes you to slightly jump in a fright
Sigma letâs out a small grunt as he feels your crotch roughly brush against his, he grips your shoulders and holds you in place âLove pleaseâŚtry and stay stillâŚat least for nowâ he pleads as his face flushes
Your eyes widen as you feel something slightly poke you âSigm-â youâre cut off as his hand covers your mouth, âKeep quiet..â he whispers as you hear footsteps around the corner
You feel him press more onto you, trying to hide your body from view as he lays his head against you shoulder, next to your ear
You slightly shuffle which causes sigma to groan in response, he quickly grips your hips with slight force
âKeep still..â he says in a low tone
Once you two finally get out of the alley wayâŚletâs just say- his head was full of scenarios that caused him to blush profusely, as he practically dragged you to your apartmentâŚ
Fyodor
Scenario: Work has been so busy lately, new mission reports coming in everyday. Piles of finished and unfinished documents decorate your desk. All of this caused you to become stressed and overwhelmed, which caused you to become clumsy. So clumsy that you didnât even seem to notice Fyodor turning the corner, not until it was too late.
**THUD**, is all that can be heard as your bodies crash together and fall to the floor
You feel extreme pain on your head as you let out a small groan of pain
You soothe your head and begin to slowly open your eyes, you try and comprehend what just happened as you hear a soft pained groan come from under you
You slowly begin to look down, your face flushes when you and Fyodorâs eyes meet
His eyes show slight shock as they quickly return to their neutral state, he just stares up at youâŚnot uttering a word
You take a minute to process what is currently happeningâŚand thats when you feel it, you feel something pressing against your area
You quickly get off Fyodor as you begin to apologize, âIâm so sorry! I shouldâve been paying more attention!â, you ramble on apologies as you quickly stand up
He lets out a small chuckle as he stands up and brushes himself off , âNo worries, more importantlyâŚare you alright?â He asks with a bit of concern present in his tone
You nod as your face grows red, you begin to remember what you felt under you as you pray to god he didnât notice
But, its like he can read you like a book, he smirks as he reaches for your chin, making you look at him âYes,âŚI did notice and feel itâ he says with a sly tone
You freeze in place as he says this, he then pulls away and softly smiles âJust be more careful and aware in the future, alright?â
He narrows his eyes as his tone changes to a more stern one, âNext time I wonât be so forgivingâŚ~â he says as he begins to walk off
Youâre left standing there shocked and frozen in place
He definitely enjoyed it, especially your cute reaction when you thought he didnât notice. But for your sake he wonât bring it up, but that doesnât mean he wouldnât think about it constantlyâŚ~
âËĘ á˘âË⧠ďž. âËĘ á˘âË⧠ďž. âËĘ á˘âË⧠ďž. âËĘ á˘âË⧠ďž. âËĘ á˘âË⧠ďž.
Hi Hi! Sorry for the delay, work has been getting in the way but no worries im clearing out my requests!
I changed the scenario up a bit for Fyodor! (Sorry)
I appreciate everyone sending in requests! Love yall! <3
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Maths genius (Michael Gavey x Reader)
synopsis: You ask your class mate for a tutor session under the guise of desperately needing it. To his surprise he gets something much better than having to try to teach a girl maths.
warnings: flirting, smut, a bit of dry humping, p in v sex, afab reader
word count: 2.7k
taglist: @fan-goddess @hopelesswritergall
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A/N: Writers block still has me tight in it´s clutches, but I´ve watched Saltburn for the first time today and I didn´t want to write on this for another week so here you have my first Michael Gavey fic.
As you walk into the otherwise quiet library the clicking of your heels fills the room. Prompting a few students to turn their heads and look. You don't think much about them as you take a book from the large shelves and spot a person from your lectures. Michael Gavey. So you decide to sit down close to him. You had always thought him to be rather cute. Even if nerdy and slightly off putting, still.
You focus back on the book in front of you. However, in a matter of minutes however your confident posture crumbles to a confused expression.
It takes another while for you to look up from the book in frustration. So you miss the way he avoids eye contact at all costs. Yet you search it out nevertheless.
"Hey, you are Michael Gavey, right?" You speak quietly as to not disturb the other students.
âUh yeahâ His tone is nothing short of standoff-ish and at the same time surprised. It is clear that he wasnât expecting to be spoken to.
It takes you back slightly, but you continue nonetheless. "I'm sorry. I don't mean to bother you, but we are in the same class."
âOh, we are. I donât remember your name though.â
You offer him your name with a small smile. You understand that he hadn't had the easiest time connecting with your classmates, so you made a point to be different from them.
"Say, you are like a certified maths genius. Do you do tutoring?" You switch seats to sit right across the table from him.
A not entirely recognizable spark lights up behind the glasses as you do so.
âUh⌠I donât tutor or anything. Are you having trouble?â His tone softens ever so slightly.
"Yes. I have been falling behind ever since we started the new topic. I just don't get it. At all." You play with a strand of your hair and lean forward a bit in the hopes to make him say yes.
As soon as he identifies your flirting you can see he draws a blank. It's honestly kinda cute.
âWell, m-maybe you want to come over to my place later..." When he realizes that that could sound weird taken out of context, he quickly adds "So I can teach you.â
"That would be just great, but I thought maybe we could meet up at my dorm?â
You take one of your fingers to trace small patterns into the back of his hand. You know you are laying it on thick, it´s visible in the uncertain spark behind the nerdy glasses, lighting up his piercing blue eyes.
âYeah, of course! Letâs do your room. What building are you in?â The way Michael nods so fast you are scared that his glasses fall off, makes you hide a giggle behind your hand.
"Gimme your hand." You grab a pen and pull his hand towards you.
When you write your room number onto the inside of his wrist, Michael´s eyes lock with yours like a deer in headlights.
âGot it. Iâll be over at 7:00. Will that work?â
"That works perfectly actually. I'll see you then." You give him a wink and strut away with what Michael believes to be a bit of a spring in your step.
âUm... yeah... see you then.â
His eyes follow your retreating form until you are out of sight, before he looks down at your note again, while you smile to yourself. There is only one more lecture separating you from your little `date´.
One lecture and one clothing change later, you are just about to freshen up your lipgloss when a faint knock can be heard from the door. Right on the time that you agreed upon. Michael looks down to his shuffling feet on the ground when you open the door to him, which gives you the advantage of seeing his full reaction to seeing your clothes. Bit by bit his blue eyes wander up over the thigh high stockings, pausing at the pleated skirt and over the oversized sweater until they come to a halt on your face. Instantly any sound of your name dies on his tongue.
âI um⌠Iâm here for the⌠the math lesson.â He mumbles. It's almost comical how his face reddens as he pushes the glasses up his nose.
The reaction elicits a giggle from you. It is obvious that there will be a lot done tonight, but studying wouldn't take up the biggest part of it.
"Come on in." You take a step back to make way for his tall figure to enter your room.
He nods once as he does so. His gaze getting drawn back to you as he tries to maintain eye contact.
âYou look⌠uhâŚâ
"I look...?" It's kind of fun to see him struggle like this.
âH-hot. You look really hot and itâs distracting.â He quickly looks down so as to avoid your gaze again to hide the worsening of the blush. "So, where do we start?â
"At the beginning, maybe?" You smirk.
âYeah⌠good point.â He sits down at the desk while you lean over him.
As he opens your book and begins to explain to you the foundations of the topic you let your breasts graze Michael's back and arm deliberately every now and again to put him off. It's not a hard task, with every brush of your sweater against his shirt, he stumbles over his words. It is palpable that no matter how hard he is trying to concentrate on the work in front of him, your body pulls his eyes away from the book again and again. At one point you even think you can see his length twitch underneath the cargo shorts. Letting this go on for as long as you can, you eventually put on a seemingly concerned and innocent face and lay a hand on his forehead as if to feel his temperature.
"My... You are so warm. Are you feeling well?"
Behind his eyes the wheels are turning in a desperate attempt to think of a clever response, but at this point it is just impossible. As soon as you placed your hand on Michael's forehead, all that comes out is âI-I⌠uh⌠I⌠â
"Come, sit on the bed. I think we should take a break from studying." You gently take his hands in yours to lead him over to the edge of your bed.
A lead without even thinking about it. The urge to just give himself up to you is building rapidly by the second.
âS-sorry. Uh⌠I mean I⌠â
"Shhh." You lay your finger under his chin to keep his gaze locked with yours. "Is this your first time?"
"Yes." Michael breathes out.
"Stop me if I go too far..." You murmur against his lips, closing your eyes just before you lean down more for your lips to meet in a feather light brush.
A shiver went through his previously relaxed body and his hot breath hit your lips harder as he kissed back. Your hand that currently holds him by the chin wanders upwards to cup one of Michael's cheeks. His hands begin to slide down the outside of your thigh, suddenly pulling you onto his lap. As he does so, the fabric of the skirt bunches at your waist. The action provokes your breath to falter and to press your body as close to his as possible. Instinctively your lips open further, to allow for a more intense kiss. One of Michael´s hands wanders behind your back to support you on his lap and then, finally, he moves his lips to your neck, giving it a soft bite.
"Oh, Michael." You whimper as his teeth graze your skin. Grinding your core against his lap as a reaction.
His hands wander further up under the fabric of your sweater, cold skin caressing warm skin and leaving goosebumps in their wake.
"Don't stop kissing me, please." Your words are barely a shuddering whisper.
His mouth leaves your neck and moves down your body to kiss your chest through the thick sweater. Sucking on your nipples until there are two wet spots staining it. The bundled nerves standing hard at attention, but your sweater is in the way of what you are doing, so his hands wander from just under your ribs further up. With a tingle running down your spine you lift your arms up in aiding him to throw the piece of fabric to the side. Not caring where it lands. You are all too glad to lose it. He too doesn't waste a single second and litters your breasts with kisses and nibbles. This time though, you feel a tug at the hem of your skirt.
The sensation makes your desire for him grow incredibly high. The zipper on the side gets opened fast and in a swift motion you lift your body off his lap just long enough to kick it aside. There is no time or need for words.
"Your body is incredible." The words hit your skin between heavy breaths as his hands run over your stomach, rubbing tight circles into the soft skin before continuing to wander down to massage your thighs. Michael's lips wander further down your body as well to follow suit. His warm tongue traces down your middle from the valley between your breasts down to just about your belly button. Your reaction to his teasing came instantly in the form of a quiet moan. Which got followed by a knock at your door. Assuming it was just your friend that forgot something the other day, you don't make an effort to stop what you are currently doing. She needed to learn eventually after all, a notion which gets you an uncertain look from Michael beneath you.
But you only place a finger on your lips in a sign to be quiet.
"Shhh" You whisper to him and then thread your hands into his short hair to guide his face right in front of your exposed chest. Something he willingly allows, attaching his lips to nibble at your bosom. Littering it with bite marks and hickeys, tracing every little curve of it. The ministrations get you to completely forget about the knock on the door just a second ago and also the one rule you set after it. Yet at his needy nibbles and licks you can't help being unable to hold back the squeal of enjoyment that sounds through the room.
In a hurry Michael moves his mouth away from your chest and covers your mouth with one of his hands.
âShhhhh... Your friend will hear us.â His palm lays snug against your face, so as not to let any sounds through. Something that you allow until you get a better idea. Unbothered if the two of you can be heard any longer, you warp your lips around Michael´s long, slender fingers to swirl your tongue around them teasingly.
A shock of warmth goes through his body, making itself noticeable by the way his face burned. When you feel like he had been teased enough, you let his hand free with a wet `pop´
Immediately they get replaced by his lips once more as they catch yours in a searing kiss, at which you let out a most sinful sounding moan.
âFuckâŚâ Both of you curse under your breaths simultaneously.
By now he has done a great job at making you desperate for more and so your trembling fingers move down to work at the buttons of his shirt. It takes a while, but eventually and with a bit of teamwork, you are able to throw it to the ground as well. Just then Michael leans all the way back until his back lays flat against the mattress. The new position makes it easier for you to grind against him, a chance you use immediately by running your barely covered cunt over the tent in the blond's pants.
"I need more..." A tiny whimper passes Michael's lips. "Need to be inside of you."
At his words your hands stop caressing his body and come down to fumble open the button of his pants. Though you don't entirely grant him his wish yet. The moment is too good to not stretch out. His pants and underwear get pulled down barely as far as they need to, before you grind on his dick again. As you do so, his member twitches up to tease your covered clit, which makes your head fall back and mouth open to make way for steadily heavier growing breaths.
When you lean forward to lock your swollen lips with his again however you move your hips a bit too far. So as you move them backwards again you only have a short moment to process the fact that his cock had slipped past the lace panties and entered your fluttering, wet heat.
âYou´re so tight.â Michael can´t fight off or quieten the loud moan any longer, but the complete lack of stimulation after what you had done previously began to get to you.
âShit. Michael I really need you to move or else I´m going crazy.â Though it wasn´t an ask from your side it also wasn´t a command, yet the blond followed it instantly. His hands gripped your hips tightly and set a slow rhythm by guiding your movements to meet his thrusts.
Both of your moans, groans, whines and whimpers fill the room along with the wet slapping of skin against skin.
âFeels so good, Michael. Feel so good inside of me.â You lean back and prop yourself up on his thighs, allowing you to fasten the movements of your hips.
âI´m not going to last much longer. You´re so wet and perfect.â He mumbles as the flush on his cheeks darkened and spreading over his face until it reached the tips of his ears.
His cock twitches inside of you as if to underline that statement. So you lead one of his hands away from your hips to your throbbing clit. Picking up on your actions Michael's thumb rubs small, tight circles into the sensitive bundle of nerves. Reveling in the way your walls flutter even further around his length, bringing him closer to the edge as your noises become even more urgent and high pitched.
âCome for me.â You say when you feel yourself get close as well. It is a whisper at first, but with a little concentration from that hazy brain of yours, you are able to repeat it a little louder. âCome for me, now.â
The blond´s eyes roll back into his head, one last whimper leaves his lips and then the feeling of warm ropes of cum filling your core floods your body. His hips stutter in their movements, but yours are from done. Continuously and relentlessly they drive you up and down on his cock. Soon after Michael you get overwhelmed by the waves of pleasure, forcing you to sit back in his lap as your legs and hips shake from the climax. Swaying back and forth on top of him for a while, before you are able to catch your breath and think straight again.
âShitâŚâ You hear Michael whisper beneath you.
Looking down at him, you can´t conceal a giggle at how entirely fucked out he looks. His hair is mussed and his glasses sit slightly crooked on that sharp nose. It´s almost comical.
The two of you take some more time to come back to reality and get dressed again.
âI better be going now.â Michael croaks, lingering close to you for a second. Uncertain if he should say what he was thinking. âBut um⌠If you would like to have another study session some time⌠I wouldn´t be opposed to that.â
âI wouldn´t be opposed to it at all either.â Followed your flirty response.
It surprises him visibly, though he manages to sort himself out rather quickly.
âDo you mean that?â He inquires.
âI surely do. Give me your number and I´ll call you.â It is more of a suggestion, but he gives you his number so fast you almost have trouble catching it the first time. Snapping your phone shut after saving it, you turn to look back at Michael.
âI can´t wait to see you again.â You wink and give a small, alluring wave.
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Can I get more of the Angle and devil on the shoulder AU with Steve and Eddie oneshot but a little smutty like maybe y/n gets embarrassed that theyâre probably seen her getting off(and if this could be a series that would be amazing but you donât have too youâre the writer)
A/N: ah yes! the devil and the ANGLE ⥠(sorry, I had to tease. we've all made that spelling error and it's always hilarious)
and I realise this one is more of just some lore and warm up, hardcore smut is yet to come, though a thing I am DROOLING to write. if anyone has any ideas (they can be kinda darkish because I'm honestly feeling that vibe for this au) then please send them my way!
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âCan you just like go away?â
âThatâs not really how it works, sweetheart,â Steve explained to you, âif we go, then you wonât notice it at all. When we arenât on the job, when we go back, itâs on a different dimension than this one, and time there, um, it works differently, itâs kinda weird and isnât connected to here where you are at all. Does that make sense?â he cocked his head slightly and gazed upon you as if you were the most adorable child he had ever seen.Â
âBut you canât even just turn around?â you kept on asking, your brows still stubbornly furrowed, âjust for a bit? Just like while Iâm in the shower or something? Or even stand on the other side of the door?â
âWhy?â Eddie chimed in from his leisurely position at the foot of your bed, âis it really so bad having an audience? Because itâs nothing new, youâve had it all your lifeâŚâ propping himself up onto his elbows and caught your eye as he spoke, âevery moment, every second, weâve seen everythingâŚâ smirking at your flustered reaction. Eddieâs eyes then flickered down over your form, taking in even the tiniest little twitch your body made under his observation. Keeping his voice low, he asked teasingly, âyou wanna be alone right now, honey?â
Breathing out a nervous chuckle, you averted your gaze, âwhat makes you think that?â
âYou forget that we know you,â his tongue poked the side of his cheek and he slowly moved in closer to where you were seated, âyour breathing pattern, your flushed cheeks, your bitten lip, how tightly youâre crossing your legs right now and, oh, your nipples poking through your shirt, saying hello,â you let out a small gasp as he grazed a hooked knuckle over one of them, his cold rings just shyly missing your goosebump ridden skin, âyou wanna be alone right now or am I wrong?â
âI-âŚâ you breathed as you looked back at his challenging gaze, âI donât know what youâre talking aboutâŚâ you tried to look away, but your vision never strayed for too long.
âOh, I think you do,â he teased, leaning in closer, âitâs okay, sweetheart. You donât have to be shy with us,â your breath got caught in your throat as he bowed down to be right by your neck, never truly touching, just grazing faintly against your skin like a ghost, âlike I said, weâve already seen everythingâŚâÂ
Feeling his soft lips press against your skin, your eyes fluttered a moment, coming to a complete close, before focusing in on the man still leaning against your dresser, anticipating for him to interject, but he didnât, Steve just stood there, arms casually crossed and watched with a gentle smile upon his lip as the sly devil in front of you slowly kissed his way up your neck.Â
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This doesn't have anything to do with anything, but i had a talk with a friend a few days ago, about shonen biasis and the way this shapes our expectations, and mha came up so i remembered how so many people apply those biasis HEAVILY into the manga, to the point that they sound like they're looking for a different story.
And one of those things that it seemed to be MOST talked about is exactly bkdk's relationship.
I have seen many times people from the fandom (sometimes really angrily) point out how in most cases Katsuki seems to basically take up not one, but four roles in Izuku's life and this includes putting him in situations that people associate with the MC's love interest, and it is weird that, despite Izuku "having a girl" for people to make assumptions about, he seems to completely repulse any female character that could be the counter part to Izuku's.
And this made us wonder if Katsuki's placement in those roles and lack of interest was made specifically because the author precisely did not want the actions that both do for each other as romantic but a whole another thing entirely, as a subversion for the these classic tropes, as he did by making the conflict between Ochako and Himiko not a "rivals fighting for the affection of a boy" but something that is connected to the plot of these characters instead.
Oh you bet! I am always down to talk about this, because I think about it a lotttt.
This reminds me, recently I remembered a funny habit I used to have with books I read. Like, back in middle school. I used to start by flipping directly to the last page and reading the final sentence. Usually this did not spoil anything whatsoever, but sure enough, by the time I read through the whole book, that sentence would take on new meaning.
So I started musing about what it would be like if only I could do this with bnha, if everything was already out. It made me feel so nostalgicâŚ
Will the last panel be something grand, or something small? Hopeful or sad? Distant? Intimate? A parting message to the reader? Will it look like almost nothing of consequence to the unknowing eyeâyet burst with hard-hitting subtext?
Of course I wonder about all the twists and reveals that might be still ahead of us, but itâs kinda soothing to think about how the whole thing could be put to rest. Because then I realize Iâm not worried.
For once, this is not because the story is following so many tropes so predictably that I know exactly, in so many words, how it will end. Itâs more like the story is a close friend who Iâve gotten to know well enough that everything they do is so âthemâ it makes me smirk. I'm often marveling at how Horikoshi has managed to pull all this off. How is it that (at least here in the west) people who aren't really paying attention call it basic and cookie-cutter. Even a Japanese animator called it "classic," and this interview shows such obvious dissonance between Hori and the interviewer, just... wow. But it's so clear that bnha has broken just about every rule in the book at this point, so much so that I struggle to condense it into words. I'm like--*gestures broadly at everything*--why haven't more people picked up on it??
Yet we still get bombarded with people saying "it's a shonen, c'mon, we all know how this will end." Um. No you don't. I KNOW there has to be a bunch of people who are secretly frustrated by Kacchan taking up all the roles and getting all the moments. It's not even in a mysogynistic way, because Kacchan is the most anti-dudebro character imaginable. Bkdk's relationship isn't intended for them and they know it... and you know what, I'm starting to ramble. You've heard all this before. The thing I should really be focusing on in your ask is the part where you mentioned how you and your friend were speculating about bkdk ending up as "a whole other thing entirely" rather than simply romantic.
Well, fuck it, I've been biting my tongue, but now might as well be the time I talk about this. I got into a bit of a disagreement with someone over it once and then I shut up. Because it's very difficult to approach the subject without being lumped in with those people who see bkdk as "brotherly" (ew) or otherwise try to push some "crisis of male friendship" agenda, or at the very least without being accused of enabling people to make excuses against bkdk being canon ad infinitum. So let me be clear that I do NOT want bkdk to have an ambiguous or open ending. I want their complexity and importance to be acknowledged. I want them to use their words. I think we may have created a bit of a false dichotomy there.
I am aromantic, and to suggest romantic relationships are inherently the most important and intimate goes against every fiber of my being. I also reject the idea that cut-and-dry gay representation is more desirable just because it is more easily understood by the masses than aspec representation or representation of relationships "beyond" both romantic and platonic. We recognize how ridiculous it is for people to expect Izu*cha at this point, right? Well, the reason they're so confident anyway isn't just because of heteronormativity. It's also because of amatonormativity, the assumption that romantic attraction trumps all: no matter how much focus bkdk get, Izuku blushed at Ochako, so that automatically makes them more "important." THAT is the notion that I want to challenge most. More than anything, I want bkdk's relationship to be fully acknowledged because they have so much more going for them than just attraction.
You and your friend make an excellent point, that it would be very much in line with Horikoshi's taste and the patterns of his writing so far if he chose to subvert the shonen romance trope not just by giving it to two boys, but also by disregarding its premise entirely. It's unlikely he'd try to stuff them into such a copy-paste ending right at the end.
So maybe they won't get the blushy confession, the obligatory kiss, the wedding, the 2.5 kids and a white picket fence. That's fine, we shouldn't pretend those tired tropes are suddenly revolutionary just because they're gay. But don't be disappointed! Without them, we have more room for things that are actually personally meaningful to bkdk to stand out and receive the nuance they deserve: talking through their feelings openly, building each other up like no one else can, understanding each other like no one else can, smiling at each other, embracing, holding hands, rushing to the other in the hospital, being glued at the hip (or even closer), healing mutual trauma, putting each other first in all things. Maybe we'll also get confirmation on Ochako's side as she moves on from her crush on Izuku. You know what other shonen manga took this exact angle as a way of subverting tropes and presenting genuine complexity? Blue Flag! There are so many ways to do bkdk justice.
Even a kiss isn't out of the question, if the right opportunity comes along. A perfect example of what I'm talking about is Good Omens (major season 2 spoilers) because the kiss between Crowley and Aziraphale was not at all about canonizing them. It was an expression of pain and desperation that just made sense at that particular moment. Neil Gaiman was adamant that if it took that kiss to understand the context of their relationship, you really weren't paying attention. I respect the hell out of that.
Recently I was even daydreaming about bkdk getting something similar to the sort of uh, shall we say tasteful nudity, that togachako got, because of how Izuku appears in the vestige realm.
Ya know like not in an nsfw way but in like a "this is so deeply intimate and soft that I feel like I'm intruding" kind of way... yeah. Because it represents vulnerability and openness and acceptance of someone as they are. And I don't care if people call that bait. It's not. It's beautiful. Itâs honest.
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August slipped away into a moment in time 'cause you were never mine
the summer i loved you â jake x f.reader wc â 3.3K
summary â where August was the month of new beginnings and first loves but mostly, heartbreak.
genre â friends to not lovers, second lead syndrome, angst, fluff, summer au, august inspired
warnings â sad ending, jake is a huge dee eye see kay (đ¤˘đ¤˘), profranity, heartbreak, not proofread
an â um guys haha def dont come at me for the ending đđ but omg this had been in my drafts for a while now n im glad im able to release this in august âđ˝đ have fun reading pookies (1 fucking am rn imma die help)
ps â â a visualizer cuz why tf am i extra ?!
August is a weird month. It seemed to rush by you like a dream and yet at the same time it felt like the last period of every Friday, not finishing fast enough. You'd prefer the former.
August reminded you of memoriesâ pretty but mostly ugly ones or maybe when the hurt in your heart ran so deep, even the happy memories turned ugly, didn't they?
It was not a month you enjoyed, you didn't like summers, you didn't like feeling like new beginnings and first love.
August reminded you of it all... It reminded you of Jake.
It was 1st of August when you realized what those weird feelings were.
âY/N!â You opened the door to the sound of your name, only to be met with a tired and almost teary eyed Jake. He looked up at you, mustering a small smile as you stood before him your mouth agape.Â
âA-are you okay?!â you asked, pulling him into your house.
âUm. Not⌠reallyâ, your friend replied, scratching his neck nervously. âItâs just⌠she kinda broke up with me.â
She. he didnât even need to mention her name and yet you let the word pierce your heart, a little. Kang Eunji. Jakeâs girlfriend, well, ex girlfriend.Â
It was her, always her. It wasnât unusual for you to hear that they both had a fight but you never thought they'd break up. âWhat? Are you being for real?!â You were shocked to say the least. Jake and Eunji were what people deemed to be the âpower coupleâ at school. They wouldnât break up, or could they?
He nodded and sat on the couch, âWe were fighting over one of those petty matters again, she was angry why I was so busy. It was about soccer practice of course! And when I kind of lost it, she said we were over.â His voice caught in his throat before he let out a small sob.
Your heart sank as you patted his back and pulled him close into an embrace, âSsh, itâs okayâ, you ran small circles on his, ignoring the butterflies set free in your stomach at the close contact.Â
You could never understand what went on in their relationship. This may have been the first time they broke up but it surely wasnât the first time Jake came to your house on the verge of tears.
You hated seeing him this way, like a broken record.Â
âWhat will I do now, Y/N?â âYou just broke up, itâs not the end of the world. Plus, you have the entire summer before you, right? Weâll figure a way out,â You broke the hug, looking straight into his eyes, trying to reassure him.
But they all meant nothing. Getting reassured of a broken heart didnât mend the damage, you knew better than him. Jake nodded nonetheless, wiping away the stray tears, âGoodness, I feel so dumb for just crying like this.â âdonât be. You are allowed to feel your emotions.â
He gave a small smile in your direction and your heart skipped a beat.
âSoâ, you turned towards the television, searching for a distraction. âYou wanna binge watch something? Or maybe some Doraemon?â
Jake grinned, âIâd love that! What would I do without you, Y/N?â
You let out an almost sad chuckle, âI am the coolest best friend ainât I?â The word best friend left a bad taste in your mouth.
4th August was when Jake realized the bookstore was his safe place.
Clink! The door to the bookstore opened with a small chime. You looked up from your position at the counter only to find Jake walk into the shop.Â
He smiled before taking a seat beside you, much to your surprise. It wasn't unusual for him to drop by the store. But mostly he came for borrowing a book or having a quick chat with you.Â
But never like this.
'So, how are you doing?' You asked, turning towards where he sat, fidgeting with a pen. It was a slow lazy afternoon with barely any customers.
'Oh, uh, I'm fine. At least I'm trying to be. We had so many things planned and like, it feels weird. We were good for each otherâŚ' he kept on rambling about his latest break up.
You could feel your heart clench a litte. You understood why Jake was doing so but it didn't help. It didn't help that there were two broken hearts in the same room. It was always you and the second lead syndrome against the world.
Sometimes you really wondered what you had done to be stuck in the loophole of falling for a friend.
You had been friends with Jake since middle school, always finding yourself blush whenever he was around.Â
The first time you tried confessing to him during Valentine's Day in freshman year, your hand baked cake (which you had prepared for hours) got destroyed. You kind of gave up on him, treating him as a friend.
Well, that was until Eunji came along last year. Seeing Jake with her brought about a fresh wave of emotions you think your heart had forgotten.
It hadn't.Â
The bookstore was Jake's hideaway from the world. He loved everything about it. Loved how calming it was and the people who came in always greeted him with a smile. He was a quaint place, maybe mysterious in a sense that Jake didn't want to uncover the secrets it hid.
He liked how you let him sit there for the entirety of your shift. But mostly he loved the conversations.
Throughout the summer, Jake couldn't remember the number of times he found you sitting with him, flipping through some book as you both chatted away, be it in the lazy afternoon or under the evening sky, where the buzz of the grasshopper was the only thing he could hear. They felt weirdly intimate, like the secrets he used to keep as a kid. He almost wanted to gatekeep them.Â
'Sorry do I bore you here?' You asked one day. It was a question bothering you for a while.
Jake frowned, 'What? No. Of course not, Y/N. You could never bore me.' But you were unconvinced, 'No, like, who spends their summer sitting in a small little barely functioning bookstore except maybe be. You must have a lot of plans, right?'
'I wouldn't lie. I haven't ever spent such a quiet summer but turns out, I like a lot. Too much for my own sake. The bookstore isn't boring. Rather, it gives me a sense of escape from reality.' He gave you a reassuring smile.
'Also', Jake added as a second thought. 'You aren't boring Y/N. You just make it all loads better.'
Your phone went off with a sharp ring. Your alarm wasnât set to ring today. Who could it be? You groaned as you sleepily grabbed it from the nightstand. Without even checking the name, you picked up the call, âHello? Who?â âItâs me Jake, you dummy!â His excited voice came from the other side.
You yawned, âWhat do you want?â you checked the time, âItâs literal fucking half past four.â âMore reason to wake up, right?!â
âShut up, Iâm hanging up and-â âNo no! I really did plan a surprise. Get ready, please, just for today. Pleaseâ, he begged from the other side.
Now, you were definitely wide awake, upon hearing his voice. He had planned whatâŚ? âOkay but the surprise better be good.â âAlso! Keep your bicycle ready.â
âThere you are!â Jake greeted you with a wide smile as you grumbled and walked down the road with your bike where he stood. âYou donât get to smile like that after pulling me up from sleepâ, you muttered angrily.
But really who were you to complain? It was Jake and you couldnât deny the fact that you were genuinely excited for what was coming. It was always an adventure when it came to him.
âYou wonât be disappointed, trust meâ, he said, boarding his bike and motioning for you to do the same.Â
You breathed out a calming sigh, looking ahead at the empty road. Thanks to summer, the sun was already somewhere there on the horizon, spreading a fuzzy glow around you. Everything looked simpler, softer. In the light of the dawn, your thoughts felt less complicated, you almost felt it would be easy to sort out your feelings. Would it?
You turned to look at Jake, cycling in peace, a small grin on his face, âTold you! I sometimes go out on early morning rides, especially if I have a lot on my mind.â
âSo, why are you taking me then?â âI donât know. I just have a feeling youâll like this placeâ, he shrugged. âPlus, I like spending time with youâ, Jake added as an afterthought.â
A blush crept into your cheeks at his words. Stop over thinking you scolded yourself. But you couldnât help the hope blossom in you. False hope.Â
âHere we areâ, Jake spread his arms wide, showing you the view. After half an hour of cycling through empty streets and quiet places, you found yourself on a small hill. It was pretty abandoned, the only sounds that reached your ears were the chirping of birds and the whistling of trees in the cool summer morning.
In front of you lay your town and the forests beyond it. Those familiar buildings looked all new when you saw them from top of a hill. It radiated calmth⌠and comfort.
Or was the latter because of the person beside you?Â
âThanksâ, you spoke in a soft whisper but then you felt a hand tucking a strand of your hair behind your ear. Your heart stopped as you turned towards Jake looking at you with a fond smile and slowly pulled you closer, resting his head on your shoulder.Â
You couldn't process what he was doing. Was it all intentional? No, it was the usual playful Jake you knew, right? But the usual playful Jake wasn't like this. He had pulled you into a hug several times but never like this.
Never so tender in his actions that it made you think otherwise.
'I like the view so much. I hope you do too. It's just⌠very special, I had never shown it to Eunji either. People ruin things', he sighed, looking ahead.Â
You scoffed as an attempt to lighten the atmosphere, 'So, I'm not a person?' 'No, you're Y/N. It's an entire special thing to be in itself.'
You didn't know what it meant anymore. The secret smiles, the small actions. You weren't oblivious, you saw it all but your face masked it behind the friendship.
But was it even friendship? You hoped it wasn't. You hoped you both had crossed the line of being "just friends".
It was the 20th of August when Jake liked mint chocolate ice cream.Â
He touched his cheek as a familiar warmth flooded in at the sight of you. What was happening to him? Ever since the day on the hill, he had been feeling weird. Be it when he visited the bookstore or when you both hung out during the day (or night).
The way your laugh sounded in his ears, when you smiled, he noticed the way his heart skipped a beat. But he loved the most when through the afternoons you talked. Just talk, nothing and everything.
Jake had never felt so connected to anyone. You both had always been friends but seeing a friends standing before him, two ice creams in hand shouldn't make Jake blush.
But it did.
'Hey Mr.Zoned out!' You snapped your fingers before him, pulling him away from his thoughts. You handed him his ice cream while joining him on the curb.Â
He made a disgusted face at the cone you were holding, 'Ugh. Mint chocolate.' You slapped his shoulder playfully, 'Yah! You are a person with zero taste.'Â
'Oh really? Lemme try it then', Jake replied, challenging you. He scooped a bit with the plastic spoon before closing his eyes and tasting it.Â
'Ew', he gagged. 'This tastes like fucking toothpaste', he wiped his mouth in disgust.
'Shut up, no need to be so over dramatic about it all', you chuckled and rolled your eyes.Â
Jake looked at you as you continued eating and looking at the street in front. It was almost 5 in the evening, the kids were out playing but their shouts were only distant noise because all he could hear was your voice. All he could see was you. You weren't bright like the background but in his eyes, you were glowing. The sun falling on your face, as if highlighting only you in his eyes.
Almost as if on instinct, his hand slowly reached out to your free one, his fingers finding yours and intertwining them together.
You stopped, your heart beating way too fast, you could almost feel the redness of your cheeks.
What was happening? What was Jake doing? Why was he doing this?Â
It felt wrong, you knew it. Your intuition could tell it. This was something you had waited forever to happen, but you knew this couldn't be.
Let go of his hand, Y/N. Let go let go let go let go⌠don't let go.
You didn't, too foolish and in love to walk away. And maybe that was the first mistake you had made.
The first rain of August came on the 25th.
Why was rain often associated with sadness? No, rain didn't mean sadness.
Because on that one day of August, you stood outside the bookstore looking at the dark clouds, the rain gave you hope.
You sighed, no wonder your mother kept on insisting you to take an umbrella. Now, there you were, standing in front of the closed shop.
But a bright yellow thing caught your eye, standing out in the dull gray background. You squinted your eyes as the figure came closer.
Jake.
Your stomach jumped. Had he come for you?Â
He ran through the rain, his bright smile evident as you stared at him in wonder.
'What?' He asked. You shook your head, 'You�' 'I came for you. You always forget your umbrella.' He completed the sentence for you.
Your mouth formed an "O" but a soft smile spread across your lips.Â
'Here', he handed you the spare umbrella in hand and took hold of your wrist, pulling you into the rain.
You shrieked, 'At least let me open mine first.' He laughed at your sight, moving closer and holding his umbrella over you.
You noticed every single thing, the things you had noticed a hundred times before. But mostly you noticed his little actions.
The ones that made you fall for him all over again.
'Fuck, if I catch a cold, it'll be your fault, Sim Jake', you threatened the boy standing in front of your porch, grinning. You both had recklessly ran in the rain as a result the umbrellas had been pretty useless⌠but it was fun.
'Don't worry', he stepped forward, a certain fondness flickering in his eyes. 'I'll be there to bring you the meds.'Â
It happened in a fraction of a second, swiftly, Jake bent down and gave a sudden kiss on your cheek. It was soft as a feather, almost like it didn't happen.
But you felt it. You almost felt dizzy, her cheeks heating you. You brought your hands to where he had just kissed you. It had happened, hadn't it?
But before you could say anything, Jake turned around, his head hung low in embarrassment but his stomach full of butterflies and sprinted in the opposite direction.
Had he meant it?
As Jake walked his way back home, his head filled with thoughts of you, a sudden buzz of his phone. He took it out, expecting a text from you.
But no⌠It was someone else.
His heart dropped. A contact that hadn't been there since 1st of August.
Eunji.
"jake, im so sorry."
But what followed after that day was something you had always feared.Â
He ignored you. Every text, every call, no reply. Did he just get awkward? But even an awkward Jake wouldn't be this rude. Or was he angry with you? You didn't even do anything.
The next time you saw Jake, three days later, was when you went on a grocery run.
You could spot him anywhere. 'Jake! Wait', you called out to him. He didn't stop. 'Omg, stop being a shit head would you?! Stop fucking ignoring me!' You huffed, annoyed.Â
That's when you saw his figure slowly turn towards you. 'Sorry', he muttered. You ran a hand through your hair. sorry? That's all he had to say?Â
'Look, if it's about that day then forget it. You-you never kissed me.' 'What? Of course not, it isn't about that day', he replied.Â
You looked at him confusedly, 'Huh? Then why, Jake? I had tried calling and texting you so many times but you couldn't bother to reply to me.'Your voice slowly rose.
'I was busy catching up with Eunji okay?!' his tone matching yours.
There came that name. Her name. Did you hear it correctly? What was she doing in this conversation?
'E-eunjiâŚ?' you looked at him, at loss of words. 'I thought yo-you were over her?'Â
He gave you a look of disbelief, 'No. That day she sent me a text and I realised⌠I wasn't.'
Why did the crack in your heart deepen? Why was it always you who got hurt?Â
And you couldn't help but ask, knowing the answer would make you feel worse, 'What about us then, Jake?'Â
'Us? Y/N what are you talking about? We are friends, we always have been. There is no us.'Â
There, the final blow. 'Why did you make me feel so special then? All for nothing? You know how much I like you, so much that everytime we spent time together this summer, I got my hopes up. I was so foolish, because of you Sim fucking Jaeyun. And that day you kissed me, I thought, finally you'll realize but no. It's always her, isnt it?', you didn't scream but the crack in your voice said it all.
And Jake remained silent through it all. because he knew he deserved 'So, this summer meant nothing to you?' You sniffed, a single tear rolling down your cheek.
'Nothing.' But you missed the flicker in his eyes. The flicker that said otherwise.
That it wasn't nothing, it was his eveything.
August 31st was when you lost it finally.
âIt was just a summer thingâ, the words rang in your ear, loud and clear. They drowned the voices of all the chatter of classmates. ây/n? y/n? Are you okay?â Lily asked beside you, furrowing her eyebrows in worry.
But you couldnât respond to her, at that very moment, you thought you couldnât do pretty much anything except look. Or rather stare at the sight unfolding before you. Before you knew it, the plastic cup fell from your hands, the beer splashing all over the floor and getting the attention of the people in the room, the attention of them.Â
In the haze, you met your eyes with his, the soft brown ones that you had fallen in love with, the one which enveloped you in warmth. But now they felt like they were hurting you, the annoyance in them.
A tear rolled down your cheek as you turned around. The room suddenly felt too small, the stares of the people felt accusing. You let go of Lilyâs hand that gripped your wrist and ran in the opposite direction.
Did you hear footsteps behind you? Were they Jakeâs? You hated to admit it but you wished they were. You wished that he was the one following you, the one who'd hold you back.
For once, prove it to you that you werenât the second lead.
But he wasnât there.
You found yourself rushing to the porch, the sounds fading out. But you could hear the blood pumping in your ears, the sound of your shallow breath that you had been holding for so long.
He wasnât there. What did you even expect?
You were a summer thing for him⌠but he was your summer love.
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Hello! :)
Could you possibly do an Ajax x shy!reader where theyâre dating but she still gets kinda nervous around him and he thinks itâs super cute and teases her for it?
yes, we need more Ajax!
A BIT SHY
Pairings: Ajax Petropolus x Shy!Fem!Reader
Summary: ^^^^
Warnings: nothing
you had never been the the most outgoing person, you never really spoke your mind, at least not to people.
you had a thing for talking to yourself, people would say it's weird but you think it's helpful.
but you mostly talked to Thing and your teddy bear, even though one of the two couldn't answer.
the point is that you were a bit shy.
especially towards your boyfriend, Ajax
any time he saw you, he would be greeted with a slight smile with a light tint of pink rising on your cheeks.
the constant hiding behind him as people you didn't know approached.
and all the times he caught you staring at him and looking away when you realise you've been caught
he never minded it though, he thought it was cute, seeing you get flustered and nervous when he does about almost anything.
although he didn't find it cute when you took a week to answer him when he asked you out.
you two were friends before, although you never really spoke that much, he found a liking to you.
so he worked up the courage to ask you out.
he knew there was a chance you would run off but he took it.
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"hey, so you don't have to say or decide anything right now, but I was just wondering if you'd want to go out with me sometime, maybe the Weathervane" The gorgon boy rambled to you
you stood in front of him, eyes slightly widened as you gulped
he said you didn't have to say anything or decide just yet, but he definitely would of wanted a response from you.
so no one couldn't blame him when he felt rejected as he watched you walked away in a rush
you just couldn't comprehend or come to an immediate answer
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but after a couple days, you came up with your answer.
you lost sleep over thinking about it, thinking that maybe he was joking, that maybe it was a prank, or that if it is true, he would be sick of you by a week.
but you pushed those negative thoughts away and thought of yourself, Ajax was lovely, kind and so very caring, if he didn't like you, he wouldn't have asked you.
so you found him talking with Xavier in the quad. you waked over slowly, tapping Ajax on the shoulder making him turn around
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"Hi" he sighed
"can I talk to you?" you muttered to him.
he looked over the Xavier who nodded his head, letting him go
"sure" he said getting up from his sport, leading you to the lake before turning to you
"what's up?" he stuffed his hands in his pocket
"I was just wondering..." you started quietly, talking a big pause out of anxiety
"well I was wondering if that hang out was still on the table" you spoke nervously
"it was more of a date than a hang out but yeah, yeah it is" he chuckled, nodding his head
"well I um- I'd like to go" you smiled softly
"you'd like to go out with me?" he smirked
"if that's not ok then-" you shook your head sheepishly
"-it's more than ok, it's perfect, it's what I was hoping you'd say!" he beamed
-
so throughout your relationship so far, he would do most of the talking while you listened and blushed
and today was like every other.
he came around to your room, Weems didn't let anyone out to the town so you had to cancel your date at Weathervane and bring it to your dorm
"I brought snacks!" he grinned as he walked through your door.
"what type?" you asked
"don't worry, darling, I got your favourites" he pulled them out of the bag.
you smiled at him and held out your arms
he smirked as he dropped the bag on the floor, tackling you on your bed, kissing you all over you face.
you giggled as he rubbed his nose against your neck
you squealed and tried getting him off you.
you pushed him off you with all your strength making him pout, his face dangerously close to yours.
"you're so adorable" he whispered
you face went red as he stared at you and you looked around your room, anywhere but him
he laughed under his breath and ran his hands through your hair
"nothing to say? cat got your tongue again, sweetie?" he teased cockily
you rolled your eyes and pushed him off you, setting up your laptop for the movie
"what movie should we watch, darling?" he leaned closer to you, breathing down your neck as he called you one of his many nicknames for you
you shrugged and went on Netflix
"I was thinking maybe 50 shades of grey" he smirked
you started breathing heavily and shook your head
"oh wait, I have the perfect movie!" he clapped taking the laptop and putting one on.
Ajax pulled you closer to him as you both got comfortable on your bed.
he pulled over th bowl of popcorn from your nightstand and proceeded to put m&m's and Maltesers in, mixing them around
you noticed the title of the movie as the intro started and smiled when you saw Spree written in red on the screen
you had been meaning to watch it for a while but had been caught up doing other things
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throughout the movie, you slowly inched towards the gorgon boy next to you, moving closer and closer as the movie progressed to the point you were almost on top of him.
you weren't scared of the movie but didn't want an excuse for him to tease you about 'throwing yourself on to him'
he felt something tickling your neck and cheek.
"Ajax stop, I'm trying to watch the movie" you giggled
"I'm not doing anything" he denied, you leaned back and took at look at him, seeing a couple of his snakes leaning closer to you
you looked at them in awe
"hello there" you muttered
"what?" Ajax questioned
"you're snakes"
his eyes widened and he pushed them up in him beanie
"you gotta stop doing that guys" he told them
you slumped down in your spot, your smile faltering
"what's wrong?" he asked
you shrugged in response.
"hey, hey" he paused the movie and moved to look at you
"you can tell me, you know" he sat crossed legged, grabbing your hands gently
"there's nothing wrong" you looked down at yours hands interlocked with his
he felt his snakes come out of his beanie again, but didn't bother pulling them back in
"they really seem to like you" he stated with a short laugh
"I like them too" you looked up at them, slowly reaching out to touch them
"hey, don't go replacing me!" he joked
"I would never" you smiled
he leaned in to kiss you, placing a hand on your cheek.
"never?" you furrowed his eyebrows
"well- no?" you spoke questionly
"what?" he tilted his head
"yes?" you nodded you head
he stared at you laughing at your response
"sorry" you apologised sheepishly
"don't be, it's cute" he stated
you blushed again and slightly leaned back when he leaned towards you
"hey, don't do that, baby"
you let yourself fall into his chest and hug him tightly as he fell back on his back.
Ajax thought you were the cutest soul to roam the planet every time you did almost anything, he didn't mind that you were quiet, he didn't care that you didn't talk to him, as long as you were there listening with a little smile and a blush on your face, he was happy.
you were just a bit shy, and to him, it was adorable.
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this could've been so much better, I'm sorry
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Scrambled Eggs
pairing: steve harrington x henderson sister!reader
word count: 4.5k
summary: you and Steve end up drinking a little too much after having a movie night with Dustin, so the only responsible thing is to make him stay the night, right? (mutual pining!!)
warnings: fluff, hurt/comfort (reader has a nightmare), alcohol consumption, maybe a little misogyny?, tiny ST4 spoilers
a/n: first steve fic slay!! nobody can convince me that he isnât the dorkiest yet sweetest little baby girl in the world. Iâll die on this hill.
FEEDBACK/COMMENTS/REBLOGS/LIKES are always welcome <3
DO NOT STEAL, REPOST, OR TRANSLATE MY WORK. I WILL SMITE YOU.
âYouâre telling me a baby survived that shit?â
âSibling love is a powerful thing, Harrington.â Dustinâs hand meets Steveâs back with a loud clap as they exit the theater, seemingly to have forgotten your existence as they critique the newest movie.
âYeah, well, hate to break it to you Dustin, but Sarah is better than me. I donât know how she left the Goblin King.â Your laugh echoes from behind, and you nearly run into them as they abruptly stop in their tracks.
âUm, ouch?â
âThe Goblin King? Really?â Steve turns to you, one eyebrow hooked so high it couldâve touched his hairline, his mouth an open frown. Your shoulders touch your ears as you shrug, unwilling to elaborate, and push past them with a smirk.
The door to the cinema swings open before you have an opportunity to push through- Steve had practically sprinted ahead to hold it open himself, and you bow your head ever so dramatically towards him as a chivalrous âthank youâ. It started as an inside joke, they actually call you King Harrington? like, seriously?, and you had to keep the joke rolling, knowing that it got under his skin; so, you addressed him like royalty. Eventually, though, it became your thing.
âThank you, my liege.â
âTis a pleasure, my fair maiden.â He nods back to you, nearly letting the door close on your brother.
âYou guys make me sick.â Dustin practically shouts as you head to Steveâs car.
Youâd be lying if you said the rumors werenât a little humorous. The entirety of Hawkins is convinced you and Steve are dating, never believing your protests. âweâre not dating! sheâs my friend!â âwe arenât a thing! heâs my friend!â
Of course you were friends- you were kinda obligated to befriend the boy that saved your brotherâs ass more times than he could count, and you werenât exactly unhappy by how often you would see him. Maybe it was a tiny crush you werenât willing to admit, or the hair, or just the way you owed him for your brotherâs life, it didnât matter; Steve was a part of your life as well.
It didn't help that your best friend Robin happened to work with Steve and get all of the details. I swear, he never shuts up about you. Seriously, I love you both and all, but man. Thereâs only so much I can take before wanting to bash my head in because of his annoying voice. You never believed her, always quick to clarify that he was just a good friend, but she would always react with the same hum and eye roll. You canât even be mad! Youâre the one who got us to hang out in the first place!
But the rumors circulated nonetheless. King Harrington with the weird Henderson sister. It looked strange from the outside- an unlikely pair for sure, but it felt familiar- comfortable. You just understood each other. As friends. Thatâs it. Definitely nothing else.
Until you would both plop onto the couch after finishing the box of pizza, his extra bits of crust left over because you had told him thatâs the best part over a year ago. Or whenever he would nonchalantly take a sip of whatever drink you held in your hand at whatever party you were at while you talked to a friend- handing it back to you, fingers touching lightly. Or the way quick goodbyes from your door frame turned into you walking him to the front porch, closing the door behind you for some semblance of privacy. And then of course the blushing that you couldnât hide when you would wave to him before your front door closed, knowing he would only leave after ensuring you were safe in your home. Or the way you both clung to each other after evading death one too many times in an alternate dimension, never failing to grab at each other's faces and body to make sure you really had survived.
So while it wasnât an anomaly for your heart to beat out of your chest when your hands collided in the popcorn bowl, or how Steveâs pinky finger hooked under your own as you clutched the arm of the seat during a scary scene, you both were still stuck with a knot in your throats and a bad case of cotton mouth.
The spark was subtle, but it was there. Neither of you knew what to do- knew how to acknowledge the hidden feelings, knew if it was worth putting a name to whatever you were suppressing- especially when nothing was guaranteed. In a place like Hawkins where anything was possible, you didnât want to face a reality where one of you could return from a nightmare without the other.
âIâm just⌠not following you here. The Goblin King?â Steve calls after you as you make your way through your house towards the kitchen.
âItâs not for you to understand Harrington!â The refrigerator door muffles your response as you grab a few beers from the fridge.
You miss the way Steve turns towards Dustin for reassurance, throwing his arms out in disbelief.
âWomen are complicated, beautiful creatures.â Your little brother consoles your best friend with another slap on the back.
âYeah, cause you know so much about that, right?â Static of a walkie talkie interrupted Steveâs remark.
âDamn right I do,â Dustin walks backwards, two fingers pointing between you and Steve, âbe good, Iâll be watching.â You canât help but laugh as a pillow smacks against your brother, and you catch the way Steve blushes at the insinuation, as if he hadnât dreamt about it for the past year or so.
Hours pass by as if they were minutes. You both end up talking about whatever comes to mind- somehow always circling back to your fascination with Jareth, itâs the hair, Steven. Innocent giggles fill the room as your stomach feels a little fuller and your head feels a little lighter.
âThe hair, really?â Steve slurs his words a little too much, and you both canât help but try to hold a serious face, failing as soon as you make eye contact.
He attempts to push himself off of the couch in order to throw the empty bottles away, but loses his balance and falls back with a laugh.
âYou. Stay. No way youâre drivingâ you turn to face him, emphasizing each word with a finger to his chest.
âNo no no, Iâll be fineâ he waves at you, but you donât buy it.
âAbsolutely not. Get in my bedâ you boss him, his eyebrow raising with shock.
âHey! Iâm not that easy.â
âNot like that, pervâ you lightly smack him and grab the bottles as you hoist yourself to your feet. âBut really, youâre staying here. I donât want you to drive tonight.â
âYes maâamâ you blush as he obeys with a salute. âOne condition. You get the bed, I get the couch.â
âNo way, youâre the guest. You get the bed.â
âAnd youâre a woman. You get the bed or I sleep in the yard, final offer.â He raises his hands apologetically.
âYou know,â you finally join him in the living room with a smirk on your face. âYou could sleep in Dustinâs room, Iâm sure he wouldnât mind.â
âHave you lost your mind?â His eyes bug out of his head at the suggestion, causing you to laugh as you stumble behind the couch.
âYeah, kinda.â
You start to collect blankets and pillows from the chest behind the sofa, unfolding and airing out the sheets and comforters. Steve grabs a blanket and follows your lead.
âWhat are you doing?â
âIâm⌠helping?â His voice raises in pitch, surprised by the shock on your face.
âNo youâre not, stop!â The blanket is snatched from his hands playfully. âYouâre the guest, king Harrington.â You wink at him as you throw a large comforter over the couch in usual fashion.
Although he enjoys your humor and the way you look out for him, he feels inadequate as he stands idly.
âPlus, I have a system.â His brow perks at your attempts to make him feel better.
âA system?â
âYes, a system.â You say matter-of-factly. âFor the perfect sleeping conditions.â
The fabric ruffles as you tuck it into the bottom cushions.
âFirst, you take all of the back cushions off and tuck a comforter instead of a sheet, like this.â You motion to what youâre currently doing.
âIt adds more cushion and gives you more space. Then,â you grab the two firmest pillows you have before placing them in their correct spots. âYou take two pillows like this and kinda put them at this weird angle, and then a long pillow goes this way to catch your leg.â Pillows completely hide the sofa at this point, âand then two soft pillows go right on top so itâs-â
âLike a nest.â Your voices collide.
���Exactly.â You take a step back and beam at your perfect nest.
âHowâd you come up with this system?â Crap. You hadnât thought this through.
âUh⌠personal experience.â
âPersonal experience? Come on, you know you canât lie to me.â
âI sleep on the couch.â You surrender, knowing that he was absolutely right- you were the worst liar in the world.
âWhat?â His voice sounds harsh and you wince slightly, but his face is painted with concern- his eyes soft.
âI, uh, canât really sleep in my bed? Or go in my room, really. It just, uhâŚâ you stumble over your words, embarrassed at the confession, not yet ready to meet your best friendâs face. Steve glances over your shoulder and sees the untouched room, confirming your statement.
âIâm sorry, I didnât know.â
âNo, no, itâs okay. You donât have to-â
âWhere are you going to sleep if Iâm on the couch then?â He noticed the way your face burned, clearly uncomfortable at the vulnerability and he tried to amend the situation by changing the subject, suppressing his longing to hold you in his arms. Admittedly, you hadnât really thought about the answer.
âGood questionâ you laugh dryly. âIâll call robin or something?â
âNo!â he clears his throat, trying to hide his distaste for the change of plans. âNo, really. Iâll sleep on the floor, you take the couch.â
âSteve-â
âSeriously. Lay down.â You give your best pout, somewhat teetering, but the hands on his hips tells you heâs serious.
âOne condition,â you mimic his previous words. âYou at least get on the couch too.â Youâre not sure what got into you- guilt? maybe a teeny bit of desire? Regardless, whatever plan you were currently pulling out of your ass, it was working.
âDeal.â He agreed with a blush.
âDeal. Just, give me a second. Iâll look for some clothes or something.â
You disappear into the confines of your room, and he paces around the living room with a flushed face and hands running through his thick hair. Get it together, man. Itâs just one night, sheâs just making sure you donât drive. Just one night. Câmon⌠He fights with himself, unwilling to entertain the possibility that you could possibly have feelings for him.
Meanwhile, your thoughts practically mirror his own from the seclusion of your room. Itâs just one night. Heâs been drinking, itâs not weird. He just canât drive, thatâs all. You rummage through your drawers looking for anything that Steve could possibly wear before landing on some long forgotten boyfriendâs sweatpants.
âItâs not much, but, here,â you shove the clothes into Steveâs sturdy chest. âYou can change in my room, Iâll be right back.â Reality sank in as you practically ran to the bathroom with warmed cheeks.
He glances down at the clothes before watching the bathroom door hide your body- his hand nervously resting on the doorknob to your bedroom.
Itâs not what he expects, to say the least. Itâs⌠empty. Nothing hangs on your walls, nothing rests on your dressers or bedside table. The only sign of life comes from the articles of clothes hanging out of your drawers and a framed picture of you and Dustin at some summer camp. Dust collects on every flat surface- it's like a ghost resides in your room, and his heart breaks at the realization.
He pulls on the clothes with ease, trying not to wonder how you came into possession of menâs sweat pants. Iâm not jealous, just curious, he has to convince himself before chuckling at the way the t-shirt mimics a crop top.
His feet bring him to the living room, and reality punches him in the gut.
He huffs as he paces throughout the living room, quickly blowing into the palm of his hand before breathing in to assess his breath. The hem of the shirt tugs in his grasp as he realizes how much skin is showing, afraid you would interpret it as a suggestive move. He opts to curl into the corner of the couch, hiding as much of himself as he could.
You werenât expecting to find him so tense and leaned into the arm of the sofa. You also werenât expecting to feel nauseous nervous as you approached quietly, wishing your sleep shorts and shirt offered a little more coverage. Itâs just Steve, donât be ridiculous. Itâs just Steve.
You lightly fake a cough to announce your arrival, shying away as you watch his neck and cheeks redden, his eyes growing wide as he takes you in. You looked even more beautiful, if that were even possible, and he definitely tried to not linger on the exposed skin of your thighs.
âHere,â you had quickly shuffled towards the chest of blankets before handing him your favorite pillow and the softest blanket you had. He noticed the way your own cheeks warmed at the closeness and huffed a shy âthank youâ.
He watched as you climbed onto the couch at the opposite end, mirroring his own position. You hoped you hadnât made him uncomfortable by your current state and lack of clothing. Maybe telling him about the nightmares was a mistake and scared him away, or maybe you were just being particularly selfish and a coward, afraid of a bedroom- afraid of what you would lose if you let comfort in.
âI meant it when I said lay down.â His voice makes you jump as he interrupts your internal monologue.
âYouâre not even laying down.â
âWell I didnât want to make you uncomfortable.â He throws his arms towards you.
âWell I didnât want to make you uncomfortable.â You admit, holding the same impatient tone.
âIâm not uncomfortable.â
âWell Iâm not uncomfortable either.â Itâs silent for a moment as you chew on your cheek, holding each otherâs stare. Thereâs some kind of buzzing energy that fills the space between your bodies, and you finally cave.
âDamn it, Steveâ you groan, rolling your eyes dramatically. âJust get over here already.â
You try not to laugh at how quickly he moves towards you, but youâre silenced when you notice the skin of his exposed stomach, happy trail peeking beneath the waistband of the grey sweats. Your cheeks burned and some unfamiliar feeling stirred within you, but you pushed it away as he shuffled behind you.
Oh God, oh God, oh God his mind chants as you curl away from him, your backside nearing his crotch.
Oh God, oh God, oh God youâre practically sweating as you attempt to get comfortable, thankful that he had no way of seeing the way your cheeks burned.
Steve throws the blanket over you, carefully tucking it in between your bodies, before closing the gap, praying he doesnât get a boner. You feel the way his body tenses behind you; his hands find their place between his knees, and his forehead rests in between your shoulders.
The air stills in the living room as you both awkwardly lay against the other, afraid to even breathe. You feel the way his foot shakes, causing your own leg to shake with him.
âYou can touch me, you know.â
âWhat?â He feels like the air was knocked out of his lungs.
âNot like that, you pervâ you chuckle at his reaction, not willing to let your mind go there.
âI canât even see you but I know youâre uncomfortable like that.â you attempt to twist your body some to find his face, only to press your back into him even further. âI donât biteâ He watches the way your head turns ever so slightly to reassure him, and he gently places his arm around you, sighing as heâs able to adjust finally.
âIs this okay?â Itâs barely a whisper, but he has to ask.
âYes, are you okay?â Your heart pounds in your chest as his breath tickles your neck.
âIâm great.â
âHi, great. Nice to meet you.â
âShut upâ His knee nudges into the back of your leg as you giggle to yourselves, sleep pulling your eyelids close.
âGo to sleep.â You can hear the smile as he closes his eyes, resting his head above yours.
âYou go to sleep.â
âYou first.â You smile as his voice deepens and his hold on your waist tightens ever so lightly- the darkness behind your eyes suddenly becomes comfortable.
The clock strikes match the rhythm of your pounding heartbeat. Your head whips back and forth as your vision clears, red fog swirling around your frame. The ground beneath your feet squelches as you turn slowly, looking around for any sign of life. Your name being called from an invisible source startles you, causing your chest to heave in anticipation.
âThis is your fault.â The deep voice growls, your body turning in circles to locate it.
âYou sat there, watching.â Footsteps thud behind you.
âYou watched your brother and friends sacrifice themselves, and you didnât.â
âNo, no this isnât real.â Your voice trembles and your feet refuse to move.
âYou watched like a coward.â His voice is behind you.
âI didnât. Youâre not real. This is a dream.â
âYou watched, and they died.â
âThis is a dream!â Your voice shrieks at your desperation.
Tree-like structures resemblant of rotten flesh shoot up from the ground, forcing you to open your eyes. Thick ropes support your best friendâs body to the post, tightening around his neck.
âNo! No no no! Steve!â The sound of his name coming from your voice wakes him with a jolt. His heart stops as you shriek, afraid he may have squeezed you too tightly or even worse, youâve changed your mind about him staying and were uncomfortable.
He grows stiff and pushes himself away from your curled body, waiting for you to call him a pervert or a freak and kick him out. It takes him a second to come to, and he watches the way your fingers grip into the couch cushion and your eyes squeeze shut. Your forehead is damp with sweat and your curled body shakes as you sob.
âTake me! Take me instead! Please!â His hands hover over your body as you sob beneath him. He knows the risks of
waking someone up during a nightmare, but his heart nearly cracked in two at the sight of you. His eyes are wild as he anticipates your mom or brother coming to help, but he notices the towels placed against the doors- sound proof. This was a normal occurrence.
âDont hurt him! Take me! Please, no! Steve!â his heart lurches at your desperation in your voice.
âHey hey hey, wake up,â he whispers. âItâs just a dream, itâs not real.â He strokes your face, hoping itâs enough to wake you from your torment
âCâmon, câmon wake up, itâs okay! Iâm here! Youâre safe!â
âSteve! Please!â
âSweetheart,â the pet name slips through his lips âitâs just a dream, itâs not real.â Worry etches into his features as he turns you on your back, his palm cradling your face.
âIâm here! Youâre safe and Iâm here. Itâs okay. Wake up, sweetheart, itâs okay.â Heâs equally shocked and relieved as your eyes shoot open and you gasp for a breath while scrambling to a sitting position.
âHey hey hey, youâre okay, youâre okay.â Heâs in front of you now; no rope around his neck.
âSteve?â Your lip wobbles.
âItâs me, Iâm here.â
âIs this real?â Your voice cracks as you try to reach out and touch him, just to make sure. He holds your wrist gently before pressing your palm to his cheek, his own hand cupping the softness of your cheek.â
âItâs real. Youâre real. It was just a dream-â Heâs caught off guard at the way you throw yourself at him, clinging to his frame as if he were about to slip away.
Your shirt bunches in his grip as he holds you, afraid that you would turn into a ghost if he let go.
âIâm so sorry.â He whispers into your shoulder as tears threaten to spill. Itâs too familiar- these types of embraces were too familiar.
âI thought I lost you. I-â you stutter, âI thought you were dead and,â you hiccup into him and your body heaves with each sob.
âI'm not dead. Iâm safe and so are you, I promise.â he rubs your back in soothing circles.
âJust breathe with me, okay?â you try your best and relax into him, following the steady rhythm of his heart that pounds in his chest.
âThere you go,â he soothes you. âItâs okay. Youâre safe.â The embarrassment hits as you become aware of your condition. You pull away from him, your head hanging low in shame, shying away from his gaze.
âHey, itâs okay,â He leans to meet your face and you wipe a tear with the back of your hand. âWeâre okay, okay?â Your head nods automatically, and you relish in his tenderness.
âIâll be right back, okay? Gonna get you some water-â your hand wraps around his wrist as he tried to stand, his gaze softening at the touch.
âAlright, youâre cominâ with me then.â
Your house was like a second home to Steve, so he had no issue locating your favorite mug before filling it with water. Itâs silent in the small space of the kitchen. The water soothes your sore throat as you lean against the counter while taking small sips, wishing you could curl into yourself and disappear.
Steveâs heart breaks as he watches over you, finally putting the pieces together. Now it makes sense as to why you donât have a curfew, why you drink coffee at the wrong time, why you always declined Robinâs invitations to a sleepover, why he was only allowed to come over in the afternoons. This was a normal occurrence.
You donât say anything as you press off of the counter and head to the living room, hoping to gain a few extra hours of sleep. Steve gently shuffles around you, careful not to frighten you, before adjusting the sheets and pillows like you had shown him earlier. The thoughtfulness of his actions softens something inside of you, but the way he sits back against the cushions and extends his arms out towards you breaks something entirely.
Whatever guards you had put up, whatever boundaries you had established, whatever lies you kept telling yourself simply flew out the window. You were done pretending that everyone else- every rumor and gossip that filled your weird town- had been wrong, when really, you were afraid that they were right.
You fall into him with ease, hooking your leg over his waist and pulling yourself impossibly closer with an arm strewn across his chest. You practically laid on top of him, but he would never complain, even if his arm tingled with numbness below.
âI have em too, you know.â Fingertips trail over your back as you relax into him, his voice barely above a whisper.
âYou do?â
âYeah. They used to happen every night but they've slowed down.â
âWhatâs your secret?â You crane your neck in an attempt to look at him.
You.
âLuck, maybe?â He laughs through his nose and you sigh into him, not completely content with his answer.
âIâm sorry.â
âSorry?â He adjusts his head slightly, wishing he could see your face. âFor what?â
âThat you had to see me like that.â You groan.
âLike what? An ugly mess?â His stomachs contracts as he huffs out a laugh.
âHey,â you weakly hit his chest
âIâm kidding. Youâre a very pretty messâ
âLike thatâs much better?â you chuckle
âLet me try again,â he clears his throat dramatically. âHear ye hear ye, here lies your majesty, queen Henderson, the most beautiful mess any man or woman of Hawkins will ever see!â You can hear the smile from below and your heart flutters at the compliment.
âGod, youâre such a loser, but Iâll take it.â You strain your neck to place a chaste kiss to his jawline before quickly receding back to the safety of his chest.
You definitely notice the way his heart thunders below your ear, but you donât mention it- yours was doing the exact same. Itâs quiet as he rubs your back and his fingers scratch at your scalp lightly.
âItâs gonna be okay, okay? I promise.â You lift a pinky up to him, and he hooks it back with sincerity.
âââââ
âWell Iâll be damned!â A white flash of light rudely pulls you from your sleep, and you flinch at the loud voice.
âMom, get in here!â Youâre hardly able to squint your heavy eyes open, and Steve grumbles below you, his hands instinctively grabbing onto you as you stir. Dustin stands in front of you with the most shit-eating grin possible, a polaroid developing in one hand that rests on his hip.
âDustin, go away!â You push your arm out towards your brother with closed eyes, sleep holding your body against Steveâs.
âNo way! I was wondering how long it was gonna take before one of you guys caved! Jesus, mom had mentioned something about eggs drying up, and-â
âHenderson, shut up!â Steve runs a large hand over his face, fingers press into his closed eyes, his other arm still firm against your back. âWhat time is it?â
âDamn it!!â Your momâs shrill voice fills the room as she runs in and stops at the threshold. Steve shoots straight up, effectively flinging you away in the process, at the sight of your mom.
âMrs. Henderson! I swear nothing-â
âHere.â She sounds disappointed as she reluctantly hands Dustin a twenty dollar bill.
âDid you guys-â Your brows form a line as you take in the scene playing out in front of your eyes.
âPlace bets? Yes. Since last year. Now if you donât mind me, I will be making a call and playing tax collector.â Dustin bows dramatically. âThank you both for your cooperation.â
You watch as your brother runs to his room, the static of walkie talkies and muffled yells, Guys! Come in! The eggs have hatched! I repeat, the eggs have hatched!, can be heard from the living room.
The couch huffs as you both lean against the frame, admiring the way sleep clings to your features. You canât help but laugh at the way pieces of his hair disobey gravity.
âI think theyâre talking about my ovaries.â
âYeah, they totally are.â
a/n: thank you for the love on this!!!! I decided to make a little universe for them so hereâs like a little part 2 :)
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Leaves
Another Incredibles au fic... sort of a little character study? I suppose it could be that. I just started writing the other day and this came out, so itâs not much, but I figured it would be a shame not to post it. Maybe someone will like it.
Set when Sky and Warriors are preteens, and Time is a fairly-young adult. Little warning for implied past character death.
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Warriors walked slowly along the path he was following, his scarf trailing behind him as late afternoon light filtered past. It had been a bit of a detour to head here instead of straight home after school, and his legs were growing tired, but heâd been needing to come here for weeks, and finally had the time to today.
Warriors didnât stop until the path curved, and he found himself at a tree with fan-shaped leaves that had begun to spread themselves across the ground.
There was a stone beneath itâs branches, and Warriors knelt beside it, gently brushing off the yellow leaves that had fallen on top. His hands brushed the letters carved into the stone, and he leaned back, smiling a little.
âHey, Mom.â
A few moments of silence ticked by, and his smile faded, Warriors folding his hands in his lap as he exhaled.
âUm... I know I havenât visited in a while, Iâm sorry. Things have been kind of crazy lately. Time got in some trouble, and it was... a lot of stuff happened.â
He cleared his throat, and adjusted his scarf, shaking off the little flakes of ice that had begun to form on his fingers.
âWeâre all doing okay now, though,â he continued, watching a leaf fall. âTimeâs still kinda worried about me and Sky, even though we keep telling him weâre fine. Heâs been sort of... clingy. But even though heâs been clingy, we finally convinced him to let us go out with him, so thatâs been pretty great. Weâve already stopped some villains.
âUm... oh right, he hasnât yet, but Time is totally going to propose soon. When he isnât worrying over me and Sky, heâs acting almost giddy, itâs been so weird. Heâs been so weird lately.â
Warriors huffed out a little laugh, then looked at the stone again, his smile slipping away.
âHe really loves Malon. And I think youâd love her too Mom. I... wish you could meet her. We all do.â
He breathed out slowly, scratching his arm.
âI guess thatâs pretty much it. Iâm doing fine, in case you were wondering. Mostly just training with my powers. I figured out I can do really sharp icicle things if I focus really hard, so Iâve been trying to get better at that. Iâve also been working on making little stuff out of ice, but thatâs not super useful...â
Warriors trailed off as a few leaves fluttered down around him, a weight much heavier than leaves weighing on his chest.
He closed his eyes.
âI miss you Mom. I... hope youâre proud of me. Iâm trying.â
A leaf landed on Warriorsâ head then, and he picked it up, running a thumb along itâs veins.
After a moment he raised his head, and let go of the leaf, conjuring some ice in his hands. He focused for several minutes, tongue slightly sticking out as he molded the ice in his hold, and slowly a flower appeared in his hands, made of pure ice. It was a little crude, and lacked the detail that Warriors would have preferred, but it would have to be good enough.
âIâll come visit again soon,â he promised quietly, setting the flower at the base of the stone. âI have to go now though, or Time and Skyâll worry. Even though Iâll be fine, and have powers to defend me, but you know. Time especially doesnât need more stress.â
Warriors leaned back as a gust of wind blew some leaves past the stone in front of him, and he gently thumbed over the words again.
Then he breathed out, and got to his feet, noting that the late afternoon had trickled into evening while heâd been sitting. The leaves of the tree looked more orange now then yellow, and he tucked one in his pocket as it drifted by.
âI love you Mom. Iâll see you later.â
Warriors looked at the stone one more time, then gave a tiny smile, turning away and walking back down the path heâd come up.
A thin dusting of frost trailed behind him on the grass.
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âDo it, just do it.âÂ
âOkay well stop moving around all over the place then will you?â
âJen, wait, maybe-â
âUh, guys, is there going to be blood?â
âWhat the hell? No of course there wonât be blood, shut up Joe.â
âNo Iâm just asking âcause like, my ma got mad the last time youse were over when one of you spilled blue powerade on the carpet soâŚâ
âI said thereâll be no blood, relax.â
âWell Iâm just saying that I might faint if I see blood, because this time at school before some lad in my base class threw a whiteboard eraser and it hit my face and my nose bled and then I blacked out in the boyâs bathroom and nobody found me for like ten minutes, even though, like, to me, like it felt like no time at all was after-â
âOh my God, Joe, if you donât shut the fuck up Iâm going to stick this thing crooked.â
âUm, try not to, please.âÂ
She grabs my chin and holds me still, âThen donât move, and Joe,â She jabs a finger in his direction, âNot a word from you, Iâm dead serious. Right,â Her tongue pokes out the corner of her mouth as she eyes my ear with determination. The ice sheâs holding melts a trail down my neck and into the collar of my t-shirt and I donât dare react. âHas that gone numb?â
âI dunno yet.â
âProbably has,â She tosses the cube into Joeâs sink with a metallic thunk and positions the needle on my lobe.
Shane pipes up from the table, âany blue powerades going, by the way?â
âShut up!â I can feel her hand trembling, and the sewing needle rasps against my soft virgin skin. She exhales slowly, âOkay, one, twoâŚâ she hesitates and my eyes follow her movements nervously as she pushes her hair behind her ears and then leans for a closer look. Sheâs so close that her shaky breath feathers against my cheek. Take two. âOkay, okay, seriously this time. One, twoâŚâ I feel it. I hear it. And a grunt of disgust comes from the back of her throat as the needle pieces through my earlobe. âOh, God,â Thereâs silence. My eyes screw shut as I wait for the pain.
âDoes it hurt, Jude?â Joe sounds queasy.
âWhy? Does it look like it should hurt?â
âI told you it doesnât hurt,â Jen dismisses, â...but itâs fine, right?â
âI think so. It just feels kinda⌠hot?â I peel my eyes open.
âYeah, well, youâre grand, now,â she reaches to the counter behind her, âstud or hoop?â
âStud.â
âOkay well too bad they only had very girly looking studs in Claireâs Accessories, so I got hoops.â
âWhyâd you offer, then?â
She dangles the little purple shiny packaging in front of my face to distract me, âLook at that, hm? Very cool, manly hoops.âÂ
âYeah, very manly.â and she fumbles around my ear for several moments trying to get it through the new hole in me, and thatâs when it hurts the worst, as sheâs tugging and poking and digging her sharp thumbnails in, but I pretend that it doesnât because Shane and Joe are in the room and sixteen year old boys arenât supposed to show things like pain and discomfort in front of each other, itâd be weird and socially unacceptable. Vulnerability is illegal among us.
If it were Jen and I alone in this caravan Iâd at least be whining at her, if not actually tearing up about the discomfort of it all.
She closes the clasp at the back of the hoop and presents me to the room, âWhat do ye think?â
âA bit red,â says Joe as he clutches the rim of the sink with milk white knuckles âIs it meant to be that red? Thatâs not bleeding, is it? Ah Jesus, I donât think we should have done thisâŚâ Shane glances away from the olympic basketball game on the TV and huffs out a laugh. âGay ear,â he says.Â
Jen pauses, âGay ear?â
âYep, âtis the gay ear.âÂ
âWhat do you mean by that?â
âObviously, like, youâre after piercing the right lobe; the one that you pierce when you want all the other fellas to know that you fancy them or whatever, like, I dunno. I just heard that some place. Shoulda pierced the left.â
I tug on it self consciously though itâs tender. âWhereâd you hear that?â
âLads on the football team probably, look,â He crosses his arms with authority, âI go to an all boys school. I know what the Gay Ear is.â
I look up at Jen and tell her that I donât mind that itâs the Gay Ear.
âThatâs for life though,â Joe pipes up unhelpfully, âYouâll always have that hole in your ear now, so even if you take the earring out everyone is gonna see that you have your right ear pierced and theyâre all gonna think-â
âI donât care if they think Iâm gay. What does it matter?â
âYeah but youâre not gay, and itâs the Gay Ear,â Shane argues, âThatâs the point. Youâll end up confusing everyone, and men wonât know what to do when they see you out and about and all that.â
âThat feels like kind of a backwards, 90s thing to say, honestly.â
âNobodyâs being homophobic, fuck sake. Itâs just the code.â
âWell itâs pierced for life now, isnât it? What the fuck do you want me to do?âÂ
âChrist sake,â Jen seizes my shoulder and yanks me back into the seat, âPass me that ice, Joe, Iâll just do the other side then and you can all shut up annoying me about it, alright?â
âFucking Gay Ear, who comes up with that shite?â she mutters to herself, and pushes the mostly melted cube to my left lobe so we can start all over again.Â
~.~.~.~.~
Afterwards I squeeze into the tiny caravan bathroom to look at myself in the mirror. My ears are furious red, but at least the hoops are even. I think. Jen has given me table salt from Joeâs kitchen cabinet to wash them with, and I do it, I fill one hand with limey water from the taps and pour a random amount of salt in with it. I donât know what Iâm doing, but it's fine because if they get infected I'll just take them out. Iâve never seen another boy with both ears pierced, but thatâs fine too, because Iâll just pretend itâs a trend from America that nobody else has heard of yet.Â
When I come out Jen turns away from the television screen to look at me.
âLooks okay,â she says.
âYeah,â I catch sight of the clock behind her and realise that our ear piercing activities sliced only thirty minutes out of this long, empty July afternoon. âSo, um, what now?â
âAny more bright ideas?â
I shrug, âI dunno. We could go play tennis?â
âKids club is at the boat club until six and my sister is always hanging out with those inbred looking fellas at the one in the caravan park,â Shane says, âSo no.â
âJoe, do you think your brother could go buy us cigarettes again? We could smoke up by the-â
âNah man heâs working today.â
âWell the olympics are on so I suppose we could-â
âI couldnât be bothered with sports,â says Jen, ânor do I want to sit here pretending to care. And now weâve done all we were meant to do today and thereâs nowhere else to hang outâŚâ She looks at me for help as though Iâm supposed to know how to keep three bored teenagers entertained through another endless summer day smack bang in the middle of a recession.
I sigh and throw my hands up in defeat, âWell⌠I dunno. Will we shave my head?âÂ
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On being demi
Okay okay okay the thing about being demiromantic/demisexual is that... there's probably a lot more of us than um... people who would self-identify as demi, esp because it's such a nebulous yet natural state of being.
And like, putting a hyper-precise label on our own sexuality can be reductive so you don't have to use the label or whatever.
But like, there's a moment where most people are like "wait but isn't that everyone (who isn't aro/ace)" when being explained what demisexual or demiromantic is.
And like... Actually, as I have grown to discover as I age, not really!!!
When I tried dating, everyone has "I want a best friend first and a partner after" or "I want my partner to be my best friend" on their profile. Great! We have the same expectation, right? But when we go out on a few dates I get asked if I'm attracted to them. And like, how would I know? I don't feel infatuation, I go from being casual friends to being close friends to being in love.
That's when I realize that when most people say "I want my partner to be my best friend" they mean they want to BECOME best friend with someone they're attracted to. They recognize the importance of friendship in a romantic relationship with established attraction! Good for them! Not actually quite the same situation as me, who's incapable of feeling attraction UNTIL we become best friends.
As for demisexuality... Yes, most people prefers to have sex with a romantic partner. This isn't actually what demisexuality means, tho. We need to distinguish between attraction and want in this case. Most people only want to have the ACT of sex with their partner(s), but a lot of these people would also have sexual fantasies for strangers. This is why people lust after celebrities or would follow specific porn stars rather than just anyone with the right body parts. Attraction to strangers is real even when people don't necessarily WANT to personally have sex with strangers.
And if you think about this, it's not actually that weird. Children do have crushes on kids outside of their own friend circle. It's hard to say how much of that is romantic or sexual, but it's there. In middle/high school some kids are generally considered more attractive than others. Even if they're not personally friends with everyone, a lot of people still desires them.
(As a clarification, I'm not personally demisexual, just demiromantic. I'm probably closer to grey-ace. BUT drawing the line between sexual and romantic attraction has never fully worked for me and I kinda get what it means.)
So anyway... if after reading all this you still feel like "demisexuality/demiromantic isn't a real thing, everyone's like that"... It... might be more of a you thing. Actually.
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Who are the other Hashira in your Demonswap AU?
the hashira!!!!! i've been putting off answering this ask for forever because i was stuck on some stuff, but it's finally time to talk about the hashira!!!!!
so without further ado, here we go!!
Moon Hashira - Kokushibou (Tsugikuni Michikatsu)
there's something a little bit strange about this guy. he's not that old, and yet he's been around the longest out of all of the hashira. there's something a bit unnerving about him. something about the eyes, maybe...
Ice Hashira - Douma
grew up in a cult, nearly got eaten by a demon, got saved by the demon slayers, and decided to join them on a whim. he's pretty damn good at what he does despite his utter lack of care or motivation. recently, he stumbled across a girl whose family had been killed by demons, and so he decided to take her in and train her. and maybe he's kinda feeling feelings about it...
Martial Hashira - Hakuji
for a guy who doesn't use breathing techniques or a sword, this dude's kind of a badass. he just beats the shit out of demons with his bare fucking hands (or, actually with brass knuckles of some kind, but whatever) and he's still the third strongest of the hashira. crazy, yo.
Emotion Hashira - Hantengu
an absolute weirdo. a total coward. how the hell did this guy become a hashira? maybe it has something to do with his weird split-personality thing he's got going on. either way, this guy's kind of freaky
Sound Hashira - Nakime
this lady sure can play the biwa, so i heard. she works very closely with muzan-sama. word is that she's kind of his personal bodyguard of sorts. not to imply that muzan-sama would ever need a bodyguard. nakime's very... reserved, but she seems to be pretty good at what she does. her swords look kind of comical in comparison to her, but i hear she's absolutely terrifying with them in hand
Water Hashira - Managi
if he wasn't such a weirdo obsessed with ugly art pieces and "violence as an artform", maybe he'd be cooler. as is, he's pretty lame for a hashira. i've heard he makes mad bank off of these pots he makes, though. like, we're talking funding a huge part of the demon slayer corps through pots
Insect Hashira - Gyuutarou
once upon a time, this dude got saved from certain death by douma. muzan wasn't super happy when douma brought him and his sister home, but gyuutarou more than made up for it with his talent in the demon slayer corps. he's got an... interesting style of combat, relying kind of heavily on poisons and the like, but he's certainly no slouch. a bit skinny, though, if you ask me
Flower Hashira - Ume
the insect hashira's brother! she's pretty strong herself, but a lot of people think that muzan only gave her the rank of hashira because of her brother. eh, but that's probably just hearsay. she's tough! she's killed a good few demons in her time with the corps! she's a bit rude, sometimes, but she gets along fine with douma and gyuutarou, so maybe she's just... shy?
Thunder Hashira - Kaigaku
hey, look, we've got a newbie over here! this guy's only been with the corps for a very short time, and yet he's already a hashira! some people think he's a little undeserving, but he's kind of scary strong. also... a little unsettling. sort of in the same way kokushibou is. maybe it's the eyes?
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