#and i am exhausted

[paperstorm]

You must be exhausted dealing with all these asks. Can we go back to Tarlos please? Thoughts on what Tarlos are up to this Fall? TK is browsing online for Halloween decorations and costumes for him and Carlos (they’re having a themed 126 hang the day before and going trick or treating with Carlos’ niece and nephew after their shifts on the day. They’re discussing couples costumes.). He’s also got lizard outfits bookmarked to look at when Carlos is out the room. Andrea and Owen are coming round for dinner later, they’ve promised both their parents a chance to help them go through all the wedding photos and pick ones to get enlarged, framed, ones for the loft, ones for work (Owen and Andrea also want copies for putting up in their homes). Carlos is cooking and gallantry trying to use some of the fancy kitchen gadgets they got as wedding presents but really would be happier doing it by hand the way he always has.

Oh both of these 🥺 All of this. May I add them finally going hiking. Once it's not so hot, finding a place they can hike to some kind of lake or lookout point. TK lowkey complaining the whole time but it's just to make Carlos laugh, he loves adventure and he's loving it. Carlos giving him a piggyback ride for some of it, TK pressing in all close to him where they're sweaty just to make him blush when they pass another person on the trail. Kissing at the lookout point and getting mushy about how happy they are to be married.

#911ls asks #and I am exhausted #I'm trying and failing tbh to find a good balance #because this stuff is important. I don't wanna just pretend it's not happening that doesn't help and genocide is happening #but also my job is hard. it's emotional and sometimes traumatizing and hard #and if I get so bogged down in something horrible happening somewhere else then I'm not helping the people here who need help #so it's a balance and I'm trying

[freneticfloetry]

inspirational one liner

Sorry y’all, I’ve lost track of the tag games. 🤣 Things are getting down to the wire, and any cross-section of seven sentences I shared at this point would be too spoilery for my tastes, so we’re doing the One Line Preview / Inspiration mashup!

Thanks to @lemonlyman-dotcom, @carlos-in-glasses, @reyesstrand, @cold-blooded-jelly-doughnut, @thisbuildinghasfeelings, and @welcometololaland, who all tagged me in some variation. 😘

It's exactly the kind of crack TK would typically make, made in a way typical TK never would — dark, distracted, with his whole face drawn tight and his eyes darting down to the floor — and Carlos covers his hand where it rests on the bed beside his hip, just in case it can make anything better.

As for what’s inspiring this evening’s writing session…

Yeah, it’s torture.

Tagging whoever the hell still feels like participating, because I think I’m bringing up the rear, here.

#one line preview #inspiration weekend #it has been a day y’all #i’ve been firmly lodged in my feels since seven this morning #and i am exhausted #my writing #to build a home

[nelson-riddle-me-this]

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#oookay i turned in my work #and i am exhausted #time to sleeep #(don't worry #i'm not oppressed #i get time+1/2 after 10pm #and our base rate is good! #also the music was very cool #busy #and a little frustrating #but cool

[thirt13n]

me : okay i need to make icons of share looking sad and also completely soaked head to toe

share :

me : *inhales slowly*

#who allowed her to be this pretty while being sad and soaking wet #this should not be allowed #she's literally the 🥺 emoji with those big blue eyes im so mad #thirteen » images ; bona fides. #i've spent most of the day at my parents' #helping my mom hang the 23749892483 pictures she's been putting off #and i am exhausted #mentally and physically #so i'm going to make some icons and see how it goes

[eric4mansbasement]

Hi again Tumblr. It's been a while. Please give me love, I need it right now.

#im cute sometimes #reblog my selfie #im sad #i need validation #i have so much love to give #and i am exhausted #i deserve love #fuck cheaters #me

[shyrule]

i’m going to be so real with you when i say that my recent insomnia ‘flare’ has fucked me up tremendously like my heart is fucking fluttering and my head is now killing me n im weak as fuck n shake when i stand too long inhavent slept more than like 45 minute scraps in tthe past 3 days

#i say flare because sometimes its just infinitely worse for no reason #and now is one of those times #my body cant even regulate its fuckin temperature atm #it’s ome of those ones where i just want to Cry but i physically cant because my wyes wont let me #insomnia is torture #and i am exhausted #sorry for just complaining but im so fuckin tired #and like tryna stay positive but also its hard okay #shy shambles

[carrot-cakes]

f* professors and their black and white logic

#why did i chose to go the safe road for my project?? #because i work full time my dude #and i am exhausted #can you not put me in an uncomfortable situation inf front of my classes #don't push me to a corner it is not that big of a deal #just give me a mediocre grade and be done with it #grad school sucks and research sucks and i am tired of feeling #useless and stupid #grad school #grad student #university

[wastelandwhisperer]

Hi everyone how are y’all

#it’s almost the weekend #and I am exhausted #with my first full week back at work since my injury

[punksrespectpronouns]

sometimes the internet feels like an energy vampire

#banquo rambles #wwdits vagueposting #wwdits #the internet #and i am exhausted

[bpdcrybaby213]

My case manager said yes, she thinks I don't try hard enough. However, she said, she's the same way in her life. She said she's actually dealing with physical health problems and is basically dying if she doesn't do some things to improve her health but says she just feels she can't, even though she wants to live to see all her kids graduate, she still can't make herself try to get better and she doesn't know why, she's just fucking tired. And I felt that. And I felt understood for a moment.

#sick and tired #mental illness #chronic mental illness #chronic illness #mentally ill #actually mentally ill #mental exhaustion #bpd life #actually bpd #mentally tired #mentally drained #mentally exhausted #and i am exhausted

[thegalaxyisathand]

i’m so fucking fed up with people that i’m about to just go off the grid again. what’s the fucking point of even trying anymore when all i get is burnt in the end.. i’m tired of things being one sided, i’m tired of putting in effort for nothing, i’m tired of having false hope. i’m just so fucking tired

#i hate it here #and i am exhausted #tgiah

[crowscared]

Low battery

#vent #One of our dogs got out into the street and I had to go after him #I got him tho #And i am exhausted

[notefromunderground]

How do people do this??? Am i just really really weak??

#Like i will go to my job thats way way way wayyyyy easier than what she has to do and after that i am unable to do anything #I cant even process books or movies i just come home make my lunch and go to sleep #And i am exhausted #like if this is how life is supposed to be than maybe i am just not made for this world #I havent even worked out in months

[babyblue-docie]

I haven’t been able to shake this feeling. This feeling of defeat, and sadness in my heart. There’s a burden in my chest and the weight of the world on my shoulders. My enemies are waiting for me to fail, but quitting is to easy. This feeling that I get makes me sleepy, makes me restless. It makes my dreams and goals seem unreachable not possible. Although tonight I’ll sleep and try again the next day if it comes. Tonight I pray for quieter mind, a gentle heart, and peaceful bliss.

#expressive #expressionism #im exausted #failure #exaustion #and i am exhausted #it's exhausting #sorry for being depressing #depressing post #this is depressing #words of encouragement #try again #keepmovingforward #there’s always tomorrow #burden #sleepless #sleepless nights

[stargazerdaisy]

Live footage of me trying to work and failing miserably.

#personal #daisy is always tired #let me sleep #i've been going to sleep after midnight all week #and I am exhausted

[shyrule]

:((

#headache still going strong hate this for me #and i am exhausted #yet have done Nothing #uuuuuuuuuuuuggh