#and figure out my next move later

[sleepsucks]

#19.01.22 #2873 #so my work was FAR from perfect actually #i found out later that the way they did things on this production was; #MOST of the time the director/lead animator would 'approve' shots on the first submission but actually do a small bunch of corrections #like instead of sending it back for retakes it was just deemed faster for them to do adjustments themselves and keep things moving #so here what I'd sent in was actually heavily red-lined for the next step but still marked approved without any further notes to me #i eventually learned to properly check what corrections had been made to figure out stuff to watch out for from that but #otherwise i wasn't really getting any direct feedback

[machinavocis]

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#what i'm really trying to figure out is whether or not i want to move to another state #tl;dr explanation maybe to come later but i may have the ability to buy a house sometime in the next 12 months #and idk like maybe i don't want that to be here #but i also know i'm susceptible to the whole 'this arbitrary life change will fundamentally transform my capacity as a human being' illusion #and i also don't necessarily have a Place i particularly Want To Go #so i'm starting my figuring-out process over here with 'can i establish a Friend Group in slc or is it just too small to make that work' #the last time i felt like i really had that was back at school #and like at least four of the people i was pretty close to i only met b/c one time i said HEY I THINK YOU GUYS ARE REALLY COOL IDK BYE #and then ran the fuck away #and somehow that worked so idk anything is possible #(AVI YOU WERE THERE; IS THAT NOT EXACTLY HOW THIS WENT DOWN)

[xxlelaxx]

Yesterday I was panicking. Today I might have a mid wife, managed to make appointments and the guy from our wish apartment, wants to talk cause he changed his mind!

#ignore me #honestly if all of this works out and we get the baby courses i will cry #next step (later today) is finding good maternity clothes and hopefully also getting them soon! #cause i refuse to buy them first hand #seems like a waste of money #also reevaluating our what to buy for the baby list #we also might need to get the stroller far earlier then i wanted to cause i found one we both really like #also my parents wanna help us and pay but I've never felt so bad about getting money from someone #and we might be able to save more which means we wont use up all our saving in the next month #god i hope so much that we figure all of this out and we manage everything a #cause then the baby will have a better start and i wanna give this baby the best start in the world #yesterday we heard its heartbeat and gods the way we looked at each other i swear it felt like everything was perfect for a second #we both had tears in our eyes and the babys heartbeat was so fast and they started moving again! #i cant wait to really feel the kicks and to always know they are okay #i only have been feeling little ones and I'm not sure if it is really kicks but yeah

[dbphantom]

I figured it out

You haven't done shit

I figured it out

#Ignore the chimney. Please. #Originally was just going to put Lewis's room above the garage but I figured it either has skylights or a seperate attic room so that's #definitely Lawrence and Laura's room [the parents' room] #In my layout for the cartoon I had the kitchen on the other side so the garage door was in the kitchen. I make a lot of reference to this #I am going to go back and fix them I swear... Lol #Also I put Lenny's room on the first floor in the back there bc the garden is basically his #I figure he works with plants he likes that sort of thing #I think Lenny is the black sheep of the family in that he hates going out into the ocean and would rather stay on land #Which you know >w> might come into play later #Luke's room is basically a second guest room since he is a history professor at the college in the next town over #But they still keep it furnished and stuff in case he happens to stop by. Which he never does but still #I know the girls houses don't match the og show's designs (except mostly Rikki's) but like... We have 0 idea what his house looks like #This is the best we got! I'm using it!! #We saw Charlotte's house which is so weird to me. Not because I dislike her. I love Charlotte. But because Lewis has been here since s1 #We've seen Zane's and Miriam's houses. But specifically we never see Lewis's. It is weird to me #It's just like Bella. How tf do we see Will's boat shed but not Bella's house???? #It just feels off to me. Bella is already an underdeveloped character. Seeing her room even once wouldve really helped establish who she is #Maybe that was the point. They didn't even know who she was meant to be outside the plot :/ #Like she could've left some stuff in moving boxes and we could've been like 'she doesn't expect to stay here long no point in unpacking' #She could have photos of all the different places she's been but none of any friends or herself smiling. Just landscapes. #Cutting back to Cleo's room where she has all her photos of her friends framed and stuff #But no! We just see Will's stupid boat shed instead #Smh #Okay I'm sorry I'm not gonna rant abt how they did Bella a huge disservice this time I'm sorry I will NOT #Cruddy rambles

[sysig]

My Scriabin bookmark keeps escaping containment

#And worse yet I can't figure out how #I moved them to my current book last night since I can finally read in the physical space again yay #And when I woke up this morning he was just laying next to the book #So I put him back and not a minute later he was sitting underneath the book #I barely touched the book #How #Why #How does he know how to teleport #The only thing I can figure is that he's sitting too far forward in the book and there's not enough pressure to keep him in place #Edgar's closer to the spine so he doesn't have as much trouble slipping out #Of either of them tho it seems appropriate that he keeps ending up where he's not supposed to be #But he keeps leave Edgar behind! Stop that #Vargas

[thelastspeecher]

It's some sort of irony I'm dealing with rn, where my biggest stress is that I might not have my car to drive to my cardiology appointment on Friday, which I scheduled due to recent stress making my symptoms pop up with a vengeance

#the brakes are fucked but the mechanic is taking care of that #no the rate-limiting factor here is that apparently the transmission needs to be looked at #sooner rather than later according to the guy #AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT MY NEXT MOVE IS #thankfully I've got my folks in my corner and they'll help me figure it out #but I just don't need this right now #whine whine whine

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#uuuuugh... i spend all day writing a stupid report that i dont Even kno if im wrting right #idk if im alloud to use figures idk what the deadline is. just: hey can u write abt this data? fucking sure i guess #and im not even done yet. but tonight i have to finish deconstructing and rebuilding my statement of purpose and working on my application #which is also gonna suck. but my mum says im a good writing. and then 2 sec later she was like well ur a good bullshitter. and im like lmao #thanks i guess. i think she means im good at justifying things #but its gonna b a long night. i dont actually have to finish these things tonight. its literally just my brain like: do it now or else >:-( #my boss: hope youve recharched after the sampling! me: fucking ???? was i supposed to? i just fell face first into writing instead #and i got invited to carve pumpkins tomorrow. i wasnt gonna bc ive got 3 phd interviews to prep for next week and i gotta read like a #million papers. but then today one of the other ppl texted me like: hey r u going? it would b cool if u did! i can drive u #and im like 😭 i have a friend?! so i told myself if i finish my application bullshit i can go. but again its gonna b a long night #i dont have a pumpkin tho. and i dont wanna get one. or deal with a rotting pumpking later #maybe ill just b a freak and bring a lump of clay. sculpt something as they carve. that would b a weird fucking move but like i also dont #really care. id rather play with clay than carve a pumpkin tbh #ugh. will i ever find the time to draw? maybe not. maybe ill just lay here and cry bleh #im glad that my friend reached out to me tho. that was super sweet. ive literally only hung out with her once sampling but we immediately #overshared bc it was one of those like connecting to another person probably on the spectrum things. all the interesting ppl i talk to prob #have adhd lmao. they have like exacly the opposite problems i do so i think their brians r so interesting. i mean my probs r the same but #diff. idk how to describe it. im too rigid and compulsive but also big executive function probs. im stuck somewhere between ocd and autism #lmao. or ocpd. probably definitely ocpd. hhhhhhhhh gotta love it #im just a compulsive lil goldfish swimming around and around in circles #brain wont even let me go home for Thanksgiving. annoying #and infantilizing bc i cant drive or do normal things for myself. sigh... #unrelated

[cinnabeat]

holy fuck im gonna die

#pushing shit around omfg #my heart shes racing #i moved the bed tho ✌️ #now i gotta figure out where everything else will go #i have it more or less figured out #like indrew a plan and everything weeks ago #i of course forgot to include my book case but we'll see!!!! :) #i think my art supplies will go under the window #easy access for me and prevents my FUCKING CAT from jumping on my desk shelves #ive already had one casualty (hatsune miku my beloved im so sorry) i am NOT having another #i think life would be easier if i put my computer box thing under my desk instead of next to it #it blocks the plugs and thats how my cat fucking gets on the sheleves #it would have the added bonus of preventing my cat from stepping on the power button #i might move my work desk? #i think id have to? to make use of all the space? #i think the issue is that my door when open takes up a lot of wall space which is inconvenient #maybe i dont need my night stand? i dont have anything there except my books #and a lamp which im admittedly attatched too but i can put it somerwhere else? #hm #originally the rearrange idea was so i can put a cat tree but i failed to realize how many objects i have #that need to be placed next to a wall #anyways #im so sweaty man #i stayed in bed for hours earlier trying to get myself to take a shower first before cleaning #before i had the genius epiphany that if im gonna clean im gonna get sweaty and dirty anyways so whats the point #so shower for later <3 #michi tag #moving my bed wiped me out man im so tired 😭 #u know those games where u have to have wnergy to play #thats what i feel like now. like i have 20 little lightning bolts left out of a hundred

[thestarmaker]

Unstoppable force vs immovable object but it's my desire to stand out in the snow and listen to moody music vs. my second sinus infection of the year

#i wanna bundle up and listen to daughter bc it's like 34 out there which is NOT cold for doing this #but. my sinuses are already fucked i don't wanna take the chance of them getting worse #i let myself do it for a little while when i cleaned my car off and moved it so dad can snowblow next to it later #and i didn't even have to do that but i figured he'd appreciate it since i shouldn't have parked so close to the garage anyway #it was nice while it lasted 😔

[aparticularbandit]

adding another chapter of dr1 end rewrite fic to the backlog.

i now have seven chapters of this in backlog (including the prologue and the...interlude?, which are both significantly shorter as chapters).

i have also broken 15k on this fic.

....

and they haven't gotten past the first day. ><;;;;;;

#musings #bandit writes fic #dr1 end rewrite fic #bandit fic backlog #this last chapter was supposed to be the beginning of the next day but like #given where i left kyoko and junko i needed to move them elsewhere #and started to do that overview #and then THIS chapter happened so like #i'm enjoying this a lot actually #XD #it's comforting to write i guess #my therapist says i use writing to process stuff #i have no idea what i'm using this to process #maybe it's just an escape for right now #or maybe i'll figure it out later! #who knows! #(God. God knows.)

[uwabbittuwabbit]

was being very silly and shopping around the redbull jobs site and saw there were at least two jobs pertaining to my college major open. bad news is that i am but a second yr in college.

#oh well better luck next time! #let's check out other prospects #okay this was literally done in jest but im tickled that those positions were open...means i might have a chance in the future... #i actually need practice on like wiring stuff tho BUT my school has like a formula racing club so #nyways #f1 #formula one #eternalectics #also like i would have to move to the uk and housing and uhhhh yea that would be something to figure out later

[inkskinned]

kids remind me, often, of the things i've taught myself out of.

i have a big dog. he looks like a deer. he is taller than most young children. while we were on a trail the other day, a boy coming our direction saw us and froze. he took a step back and said: "i'm feeling nervous. your - your dog is kind of big."

goblin and i both stopped walking immediately. "he is kind of a big dog," i admitted. "he's called a greyhound. they are gentle but they are pretty tall, which is kind of scary, you're right. their legs are so long because they are made for running fast. i am sorry we scared you. would you like us to stand still while you move past us, or would you feel more safe in your body if we move and you stay still?'

"oh. i didn't know that about - greyhounds. i think i ... i want to stay still," he said. at this point, his adult had caught up to us. "i'm nervous about the dog," he told her, "so i'm - i'm gonna stay still." she didn't argue. she didn't make fun of him. she just smiled at him and at me and held his hand while goblin and i, with as wide of a berth as we could make, crept our way through.

behind us, i heard him exhale a deep breath and kind of laugh - "he was really big, huh? she said it's because greyhounds have to go fast."

"he was big," she said. "i understand why that could have made you a little scared."

"yeah. next time i - next time do you think i could maybe ask to touch him? when - i mean, next time, maybe, if i'm not nervous."

later, going to a work event, in the big city, i stood outside, trembling. my social anxiety as a caught bird in my chest. i took a deep breath and turned to my coworker. she's not even really my friend yet. i told her: "i feel nervous about this. i am not used to meeting new people, ever since covid."

she laughed, but not in a mean way. she said she was nervous too. she reached her hand out and held mine, and we both took another deep breath and walked in like that, interlinked. a few people asked us - together? - and i told the truth: i feel nervous, and she's helping. over and over i watched people relax too, admitting i feel really kind of shy lately actually, thank you for saying that.

the next time i go to an event, and i feel a little scared, i ask right away: wanna hold hands? this feels a little dangerous. i hesitate less. i don't hide it as much. i watch for other people who are also nervous and say - it's kinda hard, huh?

i know, logically, i'm not good at asking for help. but i am also not good at noticing when i need help. i've trained myself out of asking completely, but i've also trained myself to never accept my own fears or excuses. i have trained myself to tamp down every anxiety and just-push-through. i don't know what i'm protecting myself from - just that i never think to admit it to anyone.

but every person on earth occasionally needs comfort. every person on earth occasionally needs connection. many of us were taught independence is the same thing as never needing anything.

each of us should have had an adult who heard - i feel nervous and held our hand and asked us how we could be helped to feel safe. no judgement, and no chiding. many of us did not. many of us were punished for the ways that we seemed "weak".

but here is something: i am an adult now. and i get nervous a lot, actually. and if you are an adult and you are feeling a little nervous - come talk to me. we can hold hands and figure out what will help us feel safe in our bodies. and maybe, next time, if we're brave, we can pet the dog that's passing.

#spilled ink #warm up #so i have worked in childcare as a teacher for like 15 years #hence the language behind ''what helps you be safe in your body?'' #like you can tell by what i say here i have EXPERIENCE with kids. #but tbh the REAL teacher moment is watching a 6/7 year old say #''this makes me nervous #can you please not come closer?'' #as a teacher i was IMMEDIATELY like ... ahh whomever is raising you is doing an EXCELLENT job holy shit #verbalizing your fears? trusting an adult to listen? #ability to recognize a way you might feel safer? #like .... this kid's caregivers.... that one moment... i was like .... who are u i wanna french kiss you big on the mouth

[ao3commentoftheday]

Do you have any advice and how to write a long fic?

I'll encourage long fic writers to add on in the notes, but as someone who tends to prefer short and medium-length fic, I'll tell you how I go about it.

Get a premise that you just absolutely love. You're going to be writing this thing for months, if not longer, so you want it to be something you're willing to spend a lot of time thinking about.

Embrace subplots. You'll have your main plotline that you want to see through from beginning to end, but you can also weave in some subplots here or there. The way I do this so that I don't get lost down a rabbit hole is that I always make sure that every chapter has at least 1 thing that moves the main plot forward and then if I want to spend 1-2K with some side characters doing something fun I can do that as well. Subplots can extend for the length of the full narrative, but they can also just last a chapter or three. If you're used to writing short fic, these might give you that familiar feeling of "completion"

A chapter is only as long as it needs to be. Don't get hung up on having a consistent chapter length. Don't get hung up on hitting some arbitrary number every time. Instead, figure out what the next part of your story needs to include and write however many words it takes to get that chunk across. Varying your chapter lengths is a normal thing to do and not something to stress about.

The next thing that I find important personally may or may not be relevant to you, but I find that I can't plot anything in much detail. If I get too into the nitty gritty with my plotting, it just feels like I've already written it. I need to keep it at the level of "And then A and B meet C and hijinks ensue." I can figure out the particular hijinks later. It's the characters meeting up that's the next important thing for me to figure out. Getting too far ahead of myself is a death knell for me in writing long fics, but there are other writers who swear by it. Test out different ways of approaching it and see what works for you.

As someone who tends to write more briefly, another feature that's common to longer fics is more extensive descriptions. People spend time painting visual pictures of the setting or the characters or the actions that are happening. Write the more bare-bones style that focuses more on dialogue (if you're like me) and then go back and read through what you've just written and see if there are opportunities to add in more detail. This can lead to some really interesting characterization choices and also help you out with worldbuilding.

When it comes to worldbuilding, you don't have to get it all on the page. You just need to share what's relevant for the reader in that moment and what is useful to lay out now so that it's already there in a future chapter. You can have an encyclopedic knowledge of how your world works in your head, but it's not actually necessary. No one is going to be quizzing you later - and if they do, you can always figure it out at that point.

Most important for me when I'm trying to get myself to the end of a longer fic, have a friend or a group of friends who are also into what you're writing - or at least willing to hear you get excited about it. Being able to get excited about your work is so important. It's like a bottle of water being handed to you on mile 10 of a marathon.

#asks and answers #long fic writers go! #and short fic writers who have successfully written long #how did you go about it? #long post

[bibleofficial]

at breakfast this morning i was talking to the guide abt speed running the vatican & she got a bowl of ‘blueberries’ but they were fucking OLIVES

#stream #ALAKLAKALAKALSKALKSLAKSLA #NINA HOW MUCH HAVE U HAD TO DRINK TODAY …. #she’s so funny #my cover story is that i’m meeting maisie bc she’s visiting rome & leaves later tonight but i’m getting tattooed but don’t want nobody #spillin shit to my parents bc they can find out abt the tattoo like next week ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLAK #also if i say i’m w a friend they’ll be less concerned & wouldn’t go w me but also like #they don’t need to go w me sorry i know how cities work i’m always fine 😭😭😭 #i know they’d insist bc they’re ridiculous #like yesterday i needed to get the elevator to go back up the spanish steps & my family was calling after me like ‘where are u going !!’ #LIKE I KNOW WHERE THE FUCK IM GOING MEET ME AT THE TOP OR NOT I DONT CARE IM IN PAIN WE’VE BEEN WALKING FOR HOURS AND MY KNEE IS GOING TO #EXPLODE IM NOT EXPLAINING THE FUCKING ELEVATOR #my leg still hurts today but it’s fine i’m just going to do the vatty / sistine pop through get the uber to the tattoo then figure it out #from there maybe get lunch or something after #but i’m definitely just going to meet everyone there at the subway instead of watching the group struggle to use a fucking subway 😭😭😭 #like i don’t have TIME i will WAIT THERE #i get sooooo mad w congestion (people) like WHY HAVE U STOPPED MOVING THIS IS A SIDEWALK FUCK OFF UR IN THE WAY #like especially if we’re crossing a street like GODDAMN THERE AINT NO CAR U SHOULD BE WALKING BITCH MOVE #it’s just me screaming ‘SHIT OR GET OFF THE POT’ & ‘LETS GO’ & ‘MOVE’ & ‘SCUZZI’ ALSKALSKALKSALKSLAKSLAKSLA #like i just can’t 😭😭😭😭😭 #this is Valid Tourist Hate #have y’all NEVER been to a BIG city ANYWHERE ?

[numinous-scribe]

Siblings by trial and choice

So @noir-renard posted a prompt in Haunting Heroes a little while ago that's had me in a perpetual choke hold ever since.

When the Portal ZAPS Danny, he doesn't just get turned into a half ghost; he gets catapulted halfway across the galaxy. So now he's stuck on an alien ship, trying to deal with new powers, and desperately searching for a way home.

And my immediate thought was "How can I make this about Starfire?", from which everything spiraled.

[Click the pictures for better quality!]

Having assumed that the portal wasn't even supposed to be functional, Danny had absolutely no basis for anything that was happening to him. Not his new look or powers, not for wherever he was, and certainly not for the predicament of where he landed-- A ship he would later come to know as belonging to the slavers known as the Gordanians.

For all Danny knew, he certainly wasn't human anymore, and he might not have even been in the same dimension either; while Earth had been seeing more and more interactions with aliens, he'd never seen any quiet like these, and his parents had said that the portal was designed to view a whole other world.

And that was terrifying! He was Danny Fenton, just fourteen, and so far out of his depth it wasn't even funny. If it weren't for Koriand'r then Danny didn't know how he would have kept it all together.

As it were, Kor'i had already been enslaved for four years by this point. She knew what it was like to suddenly be cut off from everything she'd ever known, and the torment that was awaiting this strange boy that had appeared in a flash of green light. So even though she had nothing to give, Kor'i stuck by Danny's side.

Together, for the next two years, they fed each other hope.

Naturally, returning to Earth was a big ordeal for Danny, and by proxy for Kor'i as well. Over the two years they spent enduring harsh labor and torture from both their Gordanian captors and the Psions, Danny had confided in all sorts of stories about his home world and vice versa Kor'i about Tamaran. After confirming that he hadn't been transported to another reality, and that this was his Earth, Danny had been so excited to return home and to introduce Kor'i to his friends and family.

But while Earth was still the same, home... was not.

His parents were in jail; not only for their unethical and code violating lab, but because they were so neglectful to the point that minors were able to get into the lab unsupervised and one of them— Danny —was able to access their faulty machine and, presumably, died.

Jazz got picked up by the state, but quickly managed to get herself emancipated and now lived in some other state attending college.

The Manson's moved. Sam was a wreck and not coping well at all; her parents were considering having her committed to an institution for a bit to help her last anyone had heard.

The Foley's couldn't afford to move, so Tucker had to carry on with life as well as he could. He's quiet now, not as verbose and shameless as before, more of a hermit than anything.

And since he's been presumed dead, and can't figure out how to disprove that, honestly, Danny doesn't know how to pick back up where he left off. He can't. Because everything, including him, has changed as well.

But, like she's always done since the moment they met, Kor'i was there for him. And now they have a new family in the Teen Titans as well.

Bonus:

Close ups of Phantom and Starfire. Danny's suit design is a mixture of some of his original concept art and @the-stove-is-on-fire's designs :)

#scribe's work #tt!danny&starfire au #dpxdc #dpxdc crossover #dpxdc art #dcxdp #dcxdp crossover #dcxdp art #long post

[remuslovebot]

Felix catton x reader where oliver is being really weird towards reader and felix is protective

gah this sounds excellent! thank you for the request!

pairing: felix catton x fem!reader

warnings: spoilers!!! bit of an au, language and light nsfw, stalking, obsession. one use of y/n

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It was your first summer at Saltburn and you and Felix were attached at the hip.

Reading together by the poolside, you were curled up to his chest and reading the Harry Potter book that was passed around the entire group that summer. Felix had just finished it and now it was your turn.

Felix was reading a book that you had recommended to him — “The Secret History” by Donna Tart. Getting board with reading, you sat yourself up. A groan escaped Felix’s lips and you smiled. “Just going for a swim, care to join?” You asked, turning to him.

He seemed tempted, but he couldn’t put his book down. You just had that good of taste. “Maybe after I finish this chapter love,” he said. You nodded and made your way to the pool.

A moment later and out of thin air, Oliver appeared next to you. Oliver was quite jealous of the fact Felix had invited both of you to Saltburn. He wanted Felix to himself but Felix couldn’t keep his eyes away from you.

“I can see you both love each other very much,” Oliver says slowly and calculated. He turns his head to meet your gaze and there is a glimmer in his eyes.

“We do,” you confirm, a smile creeping onto your face. You blushed.

“I can hear you in the next room,” Oliver said, making his way towards you. “I see how he fucks you and how much control he has over you,” he said, getting only slightly closer.

You back away, looking at him with some confusion. ‘Why would he watch you and Felix?’

“Felix and I’s relationship is none of your business Oliver,” you retorted, snappily.

Before Oliver could respond, Felix cannonball’s into the pool. Swimming over to you, he slides his arms around your waist.

“What are you talking about?” Felix asked, a slight bit aggressive. Then Oliver replied. “Oh nothing, just my party,” he shrugged lying, swimming away from the both of you.

You let it be, too stunned to speak.

Later that night, you and Felix had snuck away after dinner. You two were in the labyrinth, Felix’s hands pulling at your waist. His lips trailing kisses down your neck leaving love bites and little marks as he went.

“Felix,” you giggled, his touch soft but still tickling.

“What?” He smiled teasingly, moving a hand to brush some hair from your face. You both made eye contact. Felix was much taller than yourself and you enjoyed how he towered over you. He brushed some hair from your face and leaned into kiss you.

But you backed away in fright, from the corner of your eyes you could see someone in the bushes.

Felix grew concerned, having never seen you like this.

“Whats wrong?” Felix asked.

You saw a figure near a hedge, the person looked small and angry. You looked back to Felix. “It’s Oliver,” you whispered, hoping he would believe you.

Felix saw your frightened eyes and got up from on top of you. “Oliver?” He shouted to the dark.

You saw now that no one was there.

Felix turned to you, “Are you okay? Because no one was there,” he said, concerned.

You shook your head, standing up. “No I’m not alright. I just saw Oliver watching us, right after he told me today that he stalks us,” you said, tears forming in your eyes.

“Do you not believe me?” You asked Felix.

Felix came up to you and embraced you in a soft hug. “I believe you,” he said. “He lied about his family. I’m not sure what to do.” Felix added.

“He lied about his family?” You asked, growing more concerned. “He’s a psychopath,” you said, pulling away from Felix.

“I won’t let him hurt you,” Felix said, protectively. “I’ll get mum to throw him out right after the party tomorrow night,” he said.

You nodded, “stay by my side,” you said. Felix took your hand and kissed your forehead, “I won’t let him near you.”

The next night at the party, you were dressed as a nymph. There was glitter in your hair and on your cheeks. You wore an old silky night gown, which Felix said he couldn’t wait to take off later.

Felix had kept his word and stayed next to you the whole night. Elsbeth and Sir James loved the look of you two, enjoying yourselves and having fun.

You didn’t see Oliver anywhere and wondered where he could be lurking.

Towards the end of the night, Felix wanted to get you back to his bedroom. On the way up the stairs, you ran into Oliver.

Felix went infront of you, he wouldn’t let anything happen to you. Not from this lying creep. “Go away Oliver,” he said strongly.

“I wanted to explain myself,” he said, sounding drunk.

“We don’t want your explanations,” Felix replied. “You lied to me and my family. And then you admitted to stalking me and y/n,” he said.

Oliver came closer, “I just wanted to be your friend. One of the group.” He said pathetically.

Felix went to move past Oliver, you following behind. As you went passed Oliver he tried to grab you and Felix turned to punch him in the face.

“Don’t touch her!” Felix yelled, causing some faces, including the Catton family and Farleigh to see.

Oliver in his drunken state missed a couple steps and fell. Not terribly injured he propped himself up. He was gone from Saltburn the following morning.

#felix catton x y/n #felix catton #felix catton x reader #jacob elordi x reader #jacob elordi #saltburn x reader #saltburn #oliver quick #oliver quick x reader