#next step (later today) is finding good maternity clothes and hopefully also getting them soon!

[xxlelaxx]

Yesterday I was panicking. Today I might have a mid wife, managed to make appointments and the guy from our wish apartment, wants to talk cause he changed his mind!

#ignore me #honestly if all of this works out and we get the baby courses i will cry #next step (later today) is finding good maternity clothes and hopefully also getting them soon! #cause i refuse to buy them first hand #seems like a waste of money #also reevaluating our what to buy for the baby list #we also might need to get the stroller far earlier then i wanted to cause i found one we both really like #also my parents wanna help us and pay but I've never felt so bad about getting money from someone #and we might be able to save more which means we wont use up all our saving in the next month #god i hope so much that we figure all of this out and we manage everything a #cause then the baby will have a better start and i wanna give this baby the best start in the world #yesterday we heard its heartbeat and gods the way we looked at each other i swear it felt like everything was perfect for a second #we both had tears in our eyes and the babys heartbeat was so fast and they started moving again! #i cant wait to really feel the kicks and to always know they are okay #i only have been feeling little ones and I'm not sure if it is really kicks but yeah