#and apparently we made people fucking CRY. HOLY SHIT!!! HOLY SHIT

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thought id update to say; i survived opening night!!! and not only that, it went REALLY fucking well, and people seemed to REALLY REALLY like it omfg... god this is so crazy

#i was literally holding the script in a bigass binder for almost the entire show (sparing only the parts where i had to BULLFIGHT) #(bc i needed two hands -- one for the cape & one for the banderilla.)(yall i had to learn how to BULLFIGHT TANGO & SWORDFIGHT. in TWO DAYS) #but the audience said afterwards it was like i wasnt even on-book; they hardly noticed it was there??!! #yall this is my real life rn. im failing my classes but yknow what?? #i can pull it together enough to emergency understudy in a highly physical show 2 days before opening even with a script ive never SEEN #and apparently we made people fucking CRY. HOLY SHIT!!! HOLY SHIT #this playwright is just. incredible. the script is INSANE. BEAUTIFUL & CLEVER & HILARIOUS & TERRIFYING & VILE & TENDER & TECHNICALLY PERFECT #and apparently our production is like. only the eighth time this show has EVER been produced. for real #but god EVERYONE should know about this playwright's work. fuck i actually think tumblr would really love her. holy shit. #maría irene fornés is her name -- she was a queer cuban-american playwright+director who made radical heartwrenching magical theatre #im so grateful to be doing this & SO fucking sad for the original performer im covering for... god. bc this is just such lifechanging work #this play is queer in EVERY sense. its off-putting loving repulsive peculiar passionate holy and GAY AS HELL. its real its farce its SO CAMP #((IRENE & SUSAN SONTAG DATED. SONTAG AS IN 'NOTES ON ''CAMP''' SONTAG. ITS FUCKING GORGEOUS.)) #its gorgeous its gorey its glamourous its also literally the first part ive played that i think might truly fit my casting type exactly lmao #which is INSANE. bc the character is literally just described in the script as ''ISIDORE: an androgynous clown'' LMFAO #but honestly what could be more homoerotic than 2 ''men'' locked in a room together dancing tango+talking abt beetles+stabbing each other #hmm. maybe its the fact that after i stab the other guy i call him ''saint sebastian'' and then we LITERAL ACTUAL GAY KISS #which is crazy bc we only practiced that ONE TIME before opening #and youd think this shit cant get Any Gayer BUT. IT DOES. bc my scene partner+the director are gay+together irl... and uhh. #ive literally been their third. like. more than once. #ISNT THAT FUCKING INSANE. THIS IS MY REAL LIFE?? THIS IS MY REAL LIFE #ANYWAY #so now im headed back out to rehearse more before we perform it again tonight lmao #i hope it goes as well as it did last night #that audience was fucking incredible i really hope the next two like it as much as they did🤞🤞 knocking on wood #so. if u read this far. u should go find+read ''tango palace'' by maría irene fornés. mwah okay bye #bee speaks

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redeemed rosie - au

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Rosie, hell born, was redeemed. This was.. a shock.

"How did this happen?" Charlie asked Emily, after they broke the news during a monthly meeting. The woman was a murderous cannibal. So, how the hell!?

"We have a theory." Sir Pentious said, looking from Charlie to the woman.

"The whole system of Heaven is getting a closer look. Those in the seventh and eigth rings are looking over all records, of those in both Heaven and Hell." Emily said, before looking at Rosie. "Well, congratulations, miss Rosie. You made the cut."

"I'm sssure thisss isss a sssshock, missss. I've made ssssure with thosssse on high that you'll have time to get your affairsssss in order." Oh, how kind of him.

"What if I don't want to go?" Rosie was.. oh goodness, this was a shock to her.

Emily shook her head. "This isn't negotiable, ma'am. We," whe gestured to herself and Sir Pentious, "didn't choose, and you can't get out of it."

Well shit. Rosie sighed. "Alright, alright. I'll.." she paused. "I'll get started."

It took about three weeks, sadly, for those affairs to be in order. Organizing her leave from Cannibal Town, passing off her shop, and saying goodbye to her people - it was hard, although Susan's apearance made it just a tad easier. Oh how she'd miss that "ornery old bitch", as Alastor called her.

Oh.. oh Alastor..

Rosie moved into the hotel, finding out that the news had already spread.

"Congrats on da redemption, toots." Angel raised a glass to her.

"We'll miss you!" Niffy had climbed up her dress, holding her around the neck tightly while crying.

"Oh Niffty, tears don't suit that sweet face, little one." Niffty was cradled by Rosie who wiped her tears.

Husk took Niffty back, looking at her with a sad expression. "See you, eventually."

The hotel shook - oh, you thought Alastor was downstairs and saying goodbye? Nope. In his room throwing a tantrum. That shook the building.

Yup, that was what Husk was afraid of.

"He sounds so sad." Niffty said, looking up the stairs.

He's grieving, Lucifer recognized the pain in the roars - having made many of the same noises when Lilith finally left with Charlie.

"Give him a bit." Lucifer said to them.

"He's out of time!" Charlie snapped. "He's got.. I don't know, 12 hours! He should be down here!"

"Charlotte, doll.." Rosie's voice was heavy. "I.. I think I should go to bed." She smiled. "It's.. been a day."

"Oh, okay Rosie." Charlie said to her. "Uh, call if you need anything."

"Thank you dearie." Rosie said, before leaving up the stairs. Why not use the elevator? She needed to think.

Her mind had been so scrambled, she admitted to herself as she walked about the third floor to her room. 333, funny, really. That holy number. Rosie supposed she'd get used to seeing that eventually.

She entered her room, and closed the door. It was quiet, eerily.

"I know that your in here, Al." She said, her voice shaky as she removed her coat, hanging it up. Seeing the red coat opposite to the hook she was placing her coat on.

Taking her eyes off the coat, to her room, she saw the chair now played host to a man with red deer features, his shadow moving about on the floor. Who seemed to be busying himself with something on the coffee table. Upon walking to it, there was a large bottle of whiskey - huh, unopened, such control with his favorite drink - and two glasses.

"Apologies for not going downstairs." Alastor said, pouring the glasses.

Anger filled Rosie first. "Why weren't you? Look, I know that you're hurting, but that doesn't mean that you get to not say anything!"

Alastor looked up at her, something in his eyes made her stop talking. "I am sorry, Rosie." Apparently he internally said fuck it, and downed some whiskey, before continuing. "I didn't want you to see me and decide this.. thing wasn't for you "

"It's non-negotiable." Rosie said, taking a glass and drinking it as well. "I don't have a choice."

As Alastor poured another glass for himself, snorted.

After another drink, she looked at him curiously and angrily as he put the bottle down. "What?"

"The fact that going to Heaven is a non-negotiable, what a bit of dribble." Alastor said, taking a long drink of his glass.

"I'd say more than a bit." Rosie said, taking another drink. When she finished, she looked at him. "Why are you here?"

Alastor sighed, his glass was empty again, and pulling the bottle up and drinking from it. Long and quick, before he said, "isn't it obvious, I enjoy small talk-"

"Shut your mouth." Rosie took the bottle, taking a swig herself - it's one of her last times with her friend, might as well indulge a bit. She set the bottle back down. "We heard your tantrum from downstairs. You know you'll miss me. Hell, I'll miss you, Alastor!"

He kissed her, having jumped from his seat and kissed her. Rosie pulled him against her, gripping his hair in one hand and shirt in the other.

"Don't leave." Rosie said, against his lips.

"That's," he kissed her again, "supposed to be my line."

"I meant tonight you adorable idiot." Rosie kissed him harder, tasting rye, tasting the flesh of whatever he'd last eaten, tasting him.

"I wasn't planning to." Alastor said, letting her pull him back over her. Wrapping his arms around her for their final embrace. That was all he wanted tonight.

--

The next morning, it was time for Rosie to go.

Rosie said her goodbyes to everyone - making them all promise to look after Alastor for her.

Their hugs were tearful - Angel didn't know the woman too well but he was upset she was leaving, Husk was losing a good friend, and Niffty was screaming from the top of her lungs. The only partial goodbye was Lucifer.

When they piled into the limo, Alastor accompanied them - being Rosie, himself, Charlie and Vaggie - glued to Rosie's side.

They rode and walked into the builing in silence, Charlie on one side of Rosie, Vaggie on Charlie's other side, and Alastor on Rosie's other side.

When they reached the light that was a pillar to take Rosie to the top, it was time.

"Oh Rosie!" Charlie hugged the woman, who she had learned so much from, holding her tight.

"Hey, hey." Rosie held Charlie, shushing her before they pulled back and she cupped her face. "Where's that strong princess? Hm?" She wiped the tears from Charlie's face.

"I'm gonna miss you!" Charlie said, still crying.

"Oh dearie." Rosie kissed her forehead. "You'll be fine, trust me. You got moxie, a strong heart, and good friends." A smile crossed her lips. "I look forward to hearing about all you've been doing down here." She let her go, and passed her treasured cane with a skull to her.

Charlie looked at it, and then to her.

"Something tells me that you'll make good use of this, darling. Keep your head and sporits up, Princess. You'll be great." Rosie smiled to Charlie as she backed up towards Vaggie, who put her arms on Charlie's shoulders.

"Take care of her, alright? She's gonna need you." Rosie said to her. "All of them will."

Vaggie nodded to her with a smile, squeezing Charlie's shoulders. "I- I promise, ma'am. Thank you, for everything." Vaggie's tears fell silently as she looked at the woman, surprised when she was hugged too. They hugged and when they separated, Vaggie smiled again.

Rosie moved back from them to look at Alastor, the man was stone faced save for his eyes. "Alastor.."

His voice came out as a soft croak, "Rosie.."

Who hugged who first, they'll never know. Both holding each other tight, both taking in each other's scents for the final time - him of metal and ink lined book pages, her of roses and vanilla. His tears falling into her hat, hers soaking into his jacket.

When they pulled back - Rosie pulled him into a deep kiss, which surprised him at first, before he relaxed into it. He'd later deny that one of his feet raised and the sight of something moving about under his jacket above the coat tail.

They separated again, their eyes locked together.

"I want you to promise me something, Alastor." Rosie said softly, reaching a hand up to touch his face.

"Anything." Alastor said just as softly, leaning into her hand.

"I want you to try this redemption thing." Rosie said to him. "I want you to promise me that you'll give this a try."

Alastor, after a moment, nodded to her, and quietly saying, "I'll try."

"That's my love." Rosie said softly, giving him another kiss, before fully breaking away, and backing away from him slowly as she said, "look after them, okay, Alastor? Let them in, let yourself heal."

Alastor nodded, his claws running across the sleeves of her dress but not catching as much as he desired to. "I.. I love you." He said, finding his voice, when it was just their hands connected now.

"I love you too, my dear deer." Rosie said, letting go of his hands, letting them run along each other as she stepped into the pillar of light.

And soon, she was gone.

Vaggie looked from Charlie, who was wiping her eyes, to Alastor, who was staring at the pillar. Staying quiet, giving the two a moment.

"Guys, we should go home now." Charlie said, after a few minutes of silence.

"I.." Alastor's words died in his throat, before wordlessly following the two.

Charlie was hurting, gripping the cane as she tried to keep it together. Vaggie was sad and trying to find words of comfort. The two were looking from each other to Alastor.

Alastor was stting there, quietly staring at his hands.

"Alastor.." Charlie put a hand on his, only to feel a tear hit it. When Charlie hugged Alastor, the man started to sob.

Vaggie said nothing, just watched, with a sympathetic frown on her face.

--

Rosie had been given a warm welcome and an apartment in Heaven. A cozy little place. Bedroom, bathroom, living room, small kitchenette. Her favorite feature was a small radio on the counter. When she looked at it, she noticed the dials - 1890, 1900, 1910, 1920, 1930.

Hmm.

She turned it on, and a familiar voice came through the radio.

"Welcome, residents of Big Easy, New Orleans. It's your radio host Alastor, on for another evening shift. Sit back, relax, and let this classic track from Buddy Bolden fill your souls."

An old radio show, but oh it warmed Rosie's soul to hear Alastor.

--

After a few days, Rosie was walking through a park, seeing a dark skinned woman with a short cut curled afro sitting on a bench. "Pardon me, miss. Is the other half taken, or.."

The woman shook her head, smiling, moving her bag. "Non, miss. You do be feelin' free to sit here, if you'd like."

"Why thank you." Rosie smiled as she sat down, taking in the view of famies in the park. "It's.. sad, really. Seein' kids, up here." And she came from hell, so that was.. saying something.

"That it is." The woman's voice made Rosie turn to her, looking at the families around her, love and loss mixing in her eyes and a frown on her face.

"Hey, turn that frown upside down." Rosie said with a smile, the woman turning to look at her. "A friend of mine, he always used to say, that you're-"

"Never truly dressed without a smile."

The two were surprised, but Rosie told herself it had to be a coincidence. And then, she forgot her manners. Tsk, Alastor had rubbed off on her, it seemed.

"Pardon my manners, miss. My name is Rosie Hunt." She offered a hand to the woman.

The woman smiled at her, taking her hand, "Lenora Dupuis."

D.. Dupuis!?

"Uh, pardon my askin', but um.. are you related to a charmin' fella by the name ah Alastor Dupuis."

Lenora's eyes widened as well. "If he be about six foot, unruly light curls in his hair that he keeps straight'ned, and speaks in a white man's accent for dah radio, than yes. That would be mah son."

Tall, hair that's naturally curly but he straightens it, and a voice made for-

"I.. I know him." Rosie couldn't stop herself, finding that she wasn't alone and that Alastor had family here was - oh she wasn't about to stop talking to this woman.

"You knew mah son?" Lenora wanted to know more. "Where is he? Is he alright?"

Rosie could just hear the record scratching. "Yes, I- I was very close with him. He's alright. Um, he's.. he's in hell." At the heartbroken look on this woman's face, Rosie quickly said, "but he's in a rehabilitation center for sinners that want to come up here!"

That seemed to calm this woman. "So.." she paused. "How did you know my son, miss?"

"Oh, it's.. complicated. I mean! Oh, where to start.." Rosie took a breath. "We were friends for the longest time. And then.. I fell in love with him, somewhere along the line. And.." she sighed. "As I was leaving.."

"Yes, cher?" Lenora asked, with baited breath.

"We kissed. And.. he told me that he loves me." Rosie said. "He loves me, can you believe it?" She asked the woman who would know Alastor best.

Lenora smiled, a wide grin - no where near where Alastor's stretched, but just the same - and it made Rosie smile too. "I do believe it, cher." She laughed. "I do, indeed." She laughed until she cried. "My boy, mon petit faon, he found love."

Rosie waited until Lenora stopped crying, watching as she pulled a tissue from her pocket and dab her eyes.

Maybe this could be a great friendship, between the two - she'd always wanted to know more about Alastor. They could trade stories and such, get to know each other.

--

Alastor, after a few days, walked out of his room. He was hungry, tired, had a headache. But he still wanted to bring something up to Charlie.

Alastor began, grabbing a serving of macaroni and some meat that looked edible from the fridge, trying to figure out how to work the microwave.

"Hey Al." It was Charlotte, who was smiling at him - before seeing what he was doing. "Oh, here let me help you." She put the dish in a position where it would heat up the most amount of food, started it and the she turned to the man.

"Are you.. um, how are you?"

Alastor sighed. "Honestly? Not in top shape."

Charlie nodded. "I understand." She smiled. "But hey," she put a hand on his, "let's take it one day at a time."

Alastor nodded. "Oh, and um.. I was wondering.." he took a deep breath. Well, now or never.

"Yeah?"

"I was wondering.. how one actually gets this redemption process started."

Charlie's mouth dropped open as the microwave dinged.

"Um.. we'll get started after you eat, okay?" Charlie stepped aside, letting the man get to his food, seeing Vaggie walking by, and saying to Alastor. "Uh, I'll let you eat in peace."

As Alastor tucked in, Charlie pulled Vaggie aside. "Hey, Vaggie.."

"What? Did he say something?" Vaggie summoned her spear.

"No.. he.." she sighed. "He wants to be redeemed."

Vaggie dropped her spear. "Are you sure?"

Charlie nodded to her. "Yes. I think Rosie being redeemed, it changed him. He wants to make that change."

"You're serious?"

Charlie nodded. "Yes."

#redeemed rosie au #hazbin hotel #light radiorose #ofc its radiorose #radiorose #hazbin rosie #hazbin au #hazbin alastor #alastor x rosie

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More Riddle x OCs Noncon Smut Part 2 (Apparently)

>minors and ageless dni<

All characters 18+

Content Warning: noncon/dubcon, humiliation, small penis humiliation, victim blaming, blackmail, Riddle crying, gangbang, forced gangbang, premature ejaculation, piss, piss drinking, pissing is ass, stuck in wall, random people use Riddle like a fleshlight and urinal

Part 1

Riddle looks down at his phone, eyes wide and face red. A short video is playing. He sees his own eyes rolling back as he moans, a cock pounding his asshole, his legs shaking as he cums from the assault. There's a text under the video.

"If you don't want this to spread, meet me in the bathroom near the cafeteria before lunch."

Riddle follows the instructions and finds himself in the largest stall with three beastmen crowded in there with him. They all look at him with a predatory gaze, and Riddle cannot meet it.

"The babydicked slut actually showed up, huh?" One of the beastmen reaches out and cups Riddle's clothed groin. "Want your asshole to get destroyed again that badly?"

Riddle moves away from the touch. "I-I want you to delete that video. If you do not, I will contact the authorities."

"And what will they do?" The another beastman chuckles. "They look at that video for a second and they'll just see a slut trying to deny his nature. The only thing they'd do for you is bend you over and have a round for themselves."

"I think it's beat you just do what we say." The dog beastman, the one who sent the video, steps closer to Riddle, towering over the smaller man. "I can send that video straight to the headmaster, any future employer, hell I could send it to your mom if I wanted to. It would be in your best interest to keep us happy."

Tears start to stream down Riddle's face.

"Awww come on." One of the beastmen laughs. "You made poor babydick cry."

"Good." The dog beastman replies then stares down at Riddle. "You belong to my pack now, you're our bitch. We tell you to jump, you as how high. We tell you to suck, you deep throat our cocks. You belong to us. You got that?"

Riddle nods.

"No, with your voice." The dog beastman grabs Riddle's face. "Say it. Say you're out bitch."

"I-I'm your bitch." Riddle sobs.

"Good. Now say you love our cocks."

"I love-" Riddle hiccups. "I love your cocks."

The beastman spits on Riddle's face. "Now strip. All clothes off and hands against the wall." Riddle shakes as he does what he's told. The other beastmen pull out their phones and film him silently.

"Lean over more and arch your back. That's it present that right little ass for us."

"P-please, you don't-"

"Ey! Did I give you permission to speak? No? Then shut up!" The dog beastman growls. "Now spread your cheeks."

Riddle does as he's told as the other beastmen move in closer to get good videos of Riddle's ass. The dog beastmen shoos the other away to make room for himself. The only warning Riddle has is a hot breath before there's a tongue lapping at his asshole. Riddle flinches and tries to pull away, but the beastman yanks him back. "Don't you dare try to run from me. Now stay still or you're gonna get your asshole stuffed with no prep."

Riddle does his best to stay still while the beastman's tongue runs up and down his asshole, but it's so much. He's already feeling a hot coil tighten in his abdomen.

"Look at that!" One of thebother beastmen laughs. "The slut's already hard and leaking!"

"That's him hard? His dick is barely the size of my thumb!" The other joins in.

Riddle's legs shake as he gets closer and closer to snapping. Finally, the beastman's tongue buries itself into Riddle, and he cums. The poor human's sobbing turns into a dirty moan as tiny ropes of his cum land on the bathroom floor.

"Holy shit, the bitch's cumming already?"

"He's definitely enjoying this."

The tongue keeps working Riddle's asshole, going deeper and feeling around. When Riddle moans again, the beastman knows he's found it. The beastman tongue fucks Riddle, hitting the smaller man's prostate again and again. It doesn't take long for Riddle to cum a second time.

"Shiiiit, I wanna fuck him first." One of the other beastmen states.

"What? After I did all the work?" The dog beastman pulls his tongue out and growls. "I get to fuck him first."

"Oh come on, you're gonna knot him and he won't be as tight. Just let me use his ass!"

"He's got more than one hole you know?" The third beastman interjects. "Just pick a hole and use it."

The other beastmen glare at each other for a moment. "I get his asshole, you get his mouth." The dog beastman growls and yanks Riddle away from the wall. Riddle almost collapses, almost fully out of it, but the beastmen hold him up, one by his hips and the other by his hair. Riddle doesn't try to fight the moan that comes out of him when the dog beastman shoves his cock in Riddle's ass. It only takes a couple thrusts for the beastman to be balls deep and rutting into Riddle like a fleshlight. Riddle cums again before the other beastman forces his cock down Riddle's throat. Riddle chokes but that doesn't stop the beastman from fucking his face.

Riddle tries to put his mind somewhere else right now. He barely even registers himself cumming again, the fact the other beastman is recording this, the balls slapping his chin and thighs. Finally, the beastman fucking his face cums, forcing Riddle to swallow. Riddle does, not willing to fight back anymore. His assailant has to be done, right? He'll pull out and leave, right? But soon more liquid is being forced down his throat, less viscous and more pungent. Riddle coughs around the man's dick. The beastman laughs, pulls his cock out, and pisses all over Riddle's face. Soon, Riddle's asshole is filled too as the dog beastman forces his knot into the smaller man's tight hole and fills his hole with cum. The dog beastman lifts Riddle's leg as the cameraman gets closer, zooming in on Riddle's cock and knotted hole.

"Awww, is babydick ass soft again? Look how small you are now." One of the beastmen chuckles.

"Bet this bitch can still cum though." The dog beastman shifts his hips to rub his knot into Riddle's prostate. Riddle's soft cock twitches.

"Looks like you might get another one out of him."

The dog beastman shifts his knot back a forth quicker and reaches down to stroke Riddle's cock. The smaller man's legs shake as his cock refuses to get hard, but still, somehow the beastmen get another orgasm out of him. Riddle's cum is practically clear at this point.

"Hey, take a look at this." The dog beastman moves his hand to Riddle's stomach and pushes down in a bulge. "You can see where my cock is."

"Damn, his asshole must be fucking tight."

"Fuck yeah it is, but I'm getting kinda bored and could use a piss, so get a good shot before I fill his gut." A moment later, Riddle feels a host stream start filling up his bowels. The bulge in his stomach starts to disappear as more and more piss fills him. Finally the stream stops with Riddle's stomach extended a bit. The dog beastman drops him, letting Riddle dangle on his knot until finally slipping off. Cum and piss gush from Riddle's hole as he lays on the floor. Riddle can barely think straight. He can hear the beastmen talking over him, but he can't understand a word they're saying.

Suddenly, Riddle is lifted up and is forced to stand on his shaking legs. The beastmen push him out of the stalls at to the urinals. They throw Riddle to the floor again and flip him so his back is to the wall, between two urinals, and ass is in the air. Two of the beastmen hold him in place as the third points a phone camera at him.

"Hey slut," one of the beastmen lgrabs Riddle's soft cock and points the tip down at the smaller man's face. "Bet you need to take a leak too, huh? Why don't you go?"

Riddle barely registers those words, and begins sobbing again.

"Awww, you too shy?" The other beastman holding his legs up reaches down to Riddle's abdomen and presses down on the smaller man's bladder. Riddle wines and tries to hold it in, but he can't. Seconds later he starts to piss himself, covering his own face in his urine.

"Open your mouth slut, or do you want videos of this getting out?"

Riddle opens his mouth and the beastman holding his cock points the stream into it.

"Now drink. Swallow it all."

Riddle tries. He tries to drink his own piss and can get some of it down, but he keeps coughing, sending his piss all over his face and the floor. Finally, the stream comes to an end.

"Fuck, this guy's a good fucking slut. Almost wants to make me go again."

"Hey, I still haven't gone yet." The third beastman retorts.

"Yeah yeah, do what you're gonna do with your magic bullshit. Better put him in a good place too."

The beastmen drop Riddle again and then lift him up by his arms. Riddle's face is pushed into the wall for a moment and then he's phasing through it. Once Riddle's torso is pushed through, everything seems to be solid again. Riddle's arms are trapped at his sides and he can't free himself from the wall. He hears muffled talking from the other side, and then another cock is shoved up his asshole. Riddle begins crying again as his asshole is used. The beastman's corkscrew cock tugs at Riddle's insides.

On the other side of the wall, the beastman ruts into Riddle and turns casually to the others. "You guys go ahead and get a place in line. They got some good stuff today for lunch and I don't wanna miss out. I'll catch up."

As the other two beastmen leave, another person enters. They freeze when they see the beastman fucking some guy stuck in the wall.

"If you wanna turn just wait a sec. I'm almost done." With a few more thrusts, the beastman buries his cock balls deep and cums. Once his balls are empty, the beastman desides to empty his bladder as well.

Riddle feels hesitant hands on his ass. They spread him open slowly, watching as the smaller man's asshole, filled with piss and cum, twitches. Soon, Riddle's hole is filled with a cock again.

The day goes on and Riddle's ass gets fucked again and again. Sometimes, just one person uses him and is done, but, the further in the day it gets, the more and more people line up to use him. Some people just use him as a cum dump, some people use him as a urinal, but most people use him as both. At some point Riddle passes out, and, when he wakes up, he finds himself naked laying on grass. He panics and looks around. He's been dumped just outside the outskirts of the maze in the Heartslabyul dorm and his uniform has been dumped next to him. He struggles to stand, picking up his uniform as he does so, and rushes to his room.

#twst smut #twst writings #twst x reader #twst thots #twst riddle smut #dubcon #twst piss #piss kink #sorry Riddle youre just fun to torture djdndnnd

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Hooooooo boy. Um, I just- I just- *sighs in lost for words*

I watched the 3 episodes in season 2 a little over 24 hours ago. I'm still not ready to form words about it properly.

Obviously, Im loving it beyond my own comprehension, but still. Words are being drowned out by the frantic screaming and crying of various extreme emotions in my head.

Anyway... here are some of the thoughts I had while watching these three episodes. Spoilers, of course.

"I wasn't expecting a beard to suit Rhys Darby quite as much as it does."

"I wasn't expecting being a merman to suit Rhys Darby quite as much as it does."

"He's dreaming. Izzy isn't dead. Not this soon. He's dreaming. Izzy isn't dead. Not this soon. He's dreaming Izzy isn-"

"Swedish massage... You made this scene both a sex joke... and a pun............ On brand."

*sobbing with Fang over Ivan's death*

"I desperately want to give Fang a hug."

"Who is this? [Archie] When can I marry her?"

"Who is this? [Susan/Zheng Yi Sao, the Pirate Queen] When can I marry her?"

"Glad to see someone appreciates Buttons' sea witch status. ... This is a new ship for me to obsess over, isn't it?"

"Soft? Yeah....that's totally what you meant. I definitely believe that.(sarcasm)"

"Shit, did they eat Ed? He's not supposed to die though, right? Where would they go from there?"

"Okay, no, they look seriously guilty. I think they ate him."

"Who the hell is the body in the basement?!"

"Do you call it a basement if it's on a ship?"

"No, that's not Ed. He can't fucking die. Not like this."

"He's fucking dead?!?!"

"Oh, good, we get to meet this Captain Douchebag who Ed has, apparently, hated because of traits he himself has taken on. Cause he needed more father figure issues."

"People are gonna ship Ed's first dad and Ed's Captain dad as a crack ship now, aren't they?....I'll figure out how I feel about that later."

"Frenchie. Honey. I love you. I fear for you. I can't wait to see you finally lose your shit. I think it will be beautiful and absolutely terrifying."

"Stede, get your fucking towels off of my queen's desk."

"Stede, affectionately, get your head out of your ass and stop denying the trauma your boyfriend has been dealing out to your crew."

"[After his talk with Lucius] Well, that's a start."

"[After he literally runs from Lucius just as he gets into the really bad shit] Get used to it shithead (affectionate), you're gonna have a lot more shit to talk about once you get back to Ed."

"Also, Lucius, baby. Holy fuck. Once your captains get their shit together, make them give you and Pete a vacation or something(one you'd actually get to enjoy this time). You really fucking need it."

"[The last scene]...Fuck, maybe there's hope after all............... The next two episodes are gonna fuck us all up so bad, aren't they?"

#ofmd #ofmd s2 #our flag means death #our flag means death season 2

[the-frankenmost]

Alright so, I don’t talk about my canon openly very much, but I think there’s at least two people who want to hear about here so I’m just gonna ramble.

I don’t remember a lot before Gloomsvile so we’re not getting much of a “backstory” here :/ sorry. I do remember that it was only Mom though. I was a total momma’s boy. Len was very obviously the favorite though. I don’t really want to get into that here. I had (and still have) ADHD and Autism. Can’t comment on Len too much because memory is still very fragmented, but he definitely was not neurotypical. I was a very sensitive little guy while Len was the more rough and tough boy. Mom would call me a cry baby a lot. Len and I were twins, we weren’t born conjoined. I don’t remember how we died which is probably a good thing. Len loved creepy crawlies, I did not. He’d play with worms and I’d just be there freaking out. Still really don’t like the squirmy type.

Came to Gloomsville in search of more and stayed because, Ruby, duh. R.I.P Actually hit it off In Gloomsville and the neighboring towns. I remember the first time we made it into the paper, Ruby threw a big party and Len and I ate too much and got sick lol.

One time Skullboy thought he was related to a long line of Rock Stars and tried to get us to let him join the band. I’m named Frank for a reason (jk). Shut that shit down quick. Dude sucks at music. I think Iris AND Misery had had crushes on us for a while but that was extremely short lived. I don’t think anyone in that house was straight

(-Poe & Skull Boy) but I was probably the last one to come out for reasons we’ll get to later.

This is where the memories get more frequent and also a bit more sensitive. Read ahead at your own risk please.

Len and I had a medical emergency one night and for some reason the only solution the doctors could think of was to separate us, we were so far gone when they had us sign a waiver so neither of us could comprehend what was happening. Woke up in my own hospital bed in my own hospital room. Good lord the fear I felt that afternoon. Apparently Len had been freaking out way worse because he’d woken up like two days before I did. Shit was terrifying. You’d think “oh well now you get to experience privacy!” Fuck that I want my brother. I don’t remember exactly what had been wrong but both of us needed several different transplants, I got a new stomach. With that came new stomach issues. Could no longer have a lot of favorite foods or I’d get really sick. Len got off easy, I’m happy for him. We both got new dicks because we’d shared one. God bless that decision holy shit.

It was shortly after the emergency separation is when my mental health started to decline and I had that big meltdown that Skull Boy found reason enough to break my nose. In all fairness he’d thought I’d shoved Ruby when really I’d just startled her pretty bad. Not much better in my opinion. She didn’t deserve that. The guilt is what drove me to go hide in the woods surrounding the house. I’d originally planned to cool off and then lock myself in the garage for a while but fate had other plans for me that night. Took a tumble all the way down that huge hill the house sat on. I tried to find my way back home, I really did I promise. But I’d been so exhausted and was so lost I’d ended up in the neighboring town in the complete opposite direction of the house. I was lost in those woods for so long I’d kinda lost it a bit. My brain convinced me that there was nothing for me back home and that they didn’t want me there anymore. Kinda exiled myself at that point. Some guy found me collapsed in the snow and took me to him place to fix me up so I wouldn’t die out there. Definitely would have if he hadn’t found me. He’s the one who gave me the train ticket and the deed to the farm in Pelican town.

The train ride took days to get to Zuzu city. I slept the whole time anyway so don’t remember much. Lewis met me at the station and escorted me to the bus to the town. Passed out on the bus and woke up in the hospital, again. Getting real sick of that. Harvey thought Lewis had brought him a corpse at first so when I’d woken up he freaked out. Comforting. People would come visit. They were so nice. Got released from the hospital and Lewis and Robin showed me to the Farm. I miss the farm to this very day. I’d give anything to go back. Got the place all cleaned up with Robin’s help. Hid in the old cottage, refusing to come out for a month or so. Finally decided to try planting the seeds Caroline had given me to start the garden. Was very cynical about it until the little baby seedlings popped up. Immediately was hooked. I’d sit on the steps leading to the patio and just talk to the little guys. Random chicken showed up on my property one day and that’s when I’d met Jas, Vincent and Charlie. Jas was fascinated while Vincent was dragging her away from the farm screaming and crying that I was going to eat them. Only came outside to water after that. I’d catch Jas snooping around the property. She reminded me of Ruby so I’d get sad. She’d leave little flowers from the fields surrounding the ranch just south of the farm. Those flowers kept me chugging during that period of time. Eventually decided I wanted to keep Chickens for company so I made my way to the ranch. That’s when I met Marnie and Shane. Marnie had Shane help me with building the coop and the run. Didn’t say much. Marnie took it upon herself to keep pressuring him to come help on the farm after a while. He’d never really say much to me. We all know where that ended up.

Shane and I would talk more and more with each visit. Jas would come help too. I got fairly dependent on their visits. As Shane and I would talk more we’d get closer. We officially started dating about six months after I’d first got there. I was happy for the first time in ages, and so was he.

Things carried on as they were for two years until the big Stardew County fair. I was cleaning up my little booth when I heard a familiar voice shouting my name. I don’t know how or why they’d decided to attend this fair of all the other fairs and festivals but they’d found me. Len quickly went from sobbing in relief that I was alive to throttling me. Oh ho ho he was pissed when he found out about Shane. Had to pry him off of him. Poor Shane was so rattled. We had a big sit down talk with everyone. Skull Boy couldn’t even look me in the eyes. I could tell he blamed himself for my disappearance, and that made me feel terrible. Ruby never gave up on looking for me.

Everything eventually went back to normal. They’d come visit fairly regularly. Len would just show up unannounced sometimes but I liked it. Shane didn’t. Shane and I eventually got married and this is where you’d think it was happily ever after. I wish that was the case. I really do. I don’t remember the exact amount of time between that and my eventual, untimely death. It wasn’t long enough though. I was so happy. I had my friends back. I had my brother back. I was married with an adopted daughter, though Jas continued to refer to me as “ Uncle Frank” I didn’t mind though. I’d told Shane I was going to the mines and he practically begged me not to go because I’d previously gotten hurt down there, but I’m a hard headed, stubborn idiot. He knew he couldn’t stop me so instead he came along. I don’t know what happened down there, as I’ve blocked it out but something terrible obviously. Shane carried me all the way to Harvey’s, but it was too late. There was nothing anyone could do.

And now I’m here. Anyway, it’s 2am so I’m going to sleep now. I’m certain there are typos but I can’t be bothered. Goodnight.

#ruby gloom #frank and len #frank kin #ruby gloom kin #stardew valley #sdv #canon #yeah

[arcplaysgames]

Anyway I will sum up: the current theory is that by taking people's Desires (the heart gem thing), Alice can control those people and it's probably bad, since when stuff happens to your Shadow it will effect your real self too.

Seems like Alice is trying to lure more people into her Jail so she can alter their cognition. Which given she kinda started as an influencer is so much I wanna die a bit.

also holy crap the textures in this game are sometimes Really Bad lmao. I wonder how P5R looks on the Switch, I might google that later out of curiosity.

Now it's time to investigate Alice herself and turns out Ann has admired her for a while and asked her agency if she could meet Alice, so she's got seats at a TV appearance.

thanks dad-- what the fuck, chaz is here. why does EVERYONE in japanese government hang at Sojiro's place?

Reverie has a full-body flashback to that time about a year and change ago when he sat in this same TV studio (but back when it wasn't made of Mario 64 textures) and shook hands with the love of his life and his star-crossed kismesis. For a moment, the entire dayglo set fades to a single color. Beige. jfc he was sooooo beige.

ANYWAY uh.

Alice tells the story about how she was extremely shy growing up and struggled to overcome it despite how much she wanted to. Then, she saw a beautiful dress in a shop window, and upon putting it on, she felt like a totally different person, like a ray of light had fallen right on her.

And HONESTLY this is the first moment that Ann's entire thing has made sense to me, how becoming a model could inspire people. I think there is more than a few issues with looking at an extremely thing, extremely carefully produced person and going "oh, this is aspirational" but at least the concept makes a little more sense now.

BUUUUUUUUT turns out Alice is not just a victim of her Jail like I proposed, she's a baddie.

Oh okay so she knows what's going on and is doing it on purpose, okay.

That's disappointing.

I'm sorry, Ann. It does suck. Her whole speech about wanting to inspire people like she was, yeah, it sounded like Ann, and Ann's disappointment is even stronger than mine.

I was kinda sad that Jails apparently work pretty similarly to Palaces but also things get SO FUCKING WILD HERE I'm kinda cool with it.

While Reverie is comforting Ann and thinking about it was in this very hallway where he met a beige boy he almost changed the universe to have a second chance with, Alice just SHOWS UP AND

oh my god

THIS GAME IS OFF IT'S FUCKING SHITS

a fucking pastel pink ultra-cosplayer keeps stepping on people, this game. oh my god. i'm crying its so good.

I think we can fix Alice without stealing her heart, all we gotta do is introduce her to the Domme lifestyle and teach her about scenes, boundaries, and consent. There is a historic top shortage going on and she could really find her niche.

this is clearly not a negotiated scene, so Ann and Reverie run in to break it up. take it to the kink dungeon, girly, this ain't the venue. SSC or RACK, pick one.

Alice actively tries to get Ann and Reverie under her mind control shit?????

OKAY SO she is like fully aware of the cognitive world? It feels like she's pretty in-tune with her Shadow. Which usually means the Shadow doesn't stay a separate being but becomes a persona instead.

Instead, with the Jail system, they seem to be keeping separate even as they both work towards the same goals. That's new and strange.

This is definitely setting up some core questions like who made EMMA, how did Alice figure out how it worked, has she been inside the cognitive world or did she just figure out if she friended ppl with EMMA she could control them, and what's going on with the shadow vs real self here?

Regardless, Alice is a delight. I for one am thrilled to have her, but I also fear that Persona 5 Strikers might peak with its first main villain here because where the fuck do you go after evil pastel princess dominatrix? I have no idea.

#p5s #persona liveblog

[blackstarchanx3new]

Creations AU FNAF 4, But I obnoxiously over explain it PT 1

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Holy shit remember when I said there were "Side comics"

Lmfao yeah they go more in depth.

We're starting with FNAF 4 because as of rn it's the first in the timeline of comics I've made. SL will be next and imo has the shittiest art because I was hurting myself with every page of that damn thing.

Content warnings I guess: bad things happen to fictional kids because this is fnaf lmfao.

I forgot wtf the faded words say but I'm pretty sure they're all written from William except one which is from Josh. Fuck if I remember which tho XDDDDDD

They're all talking vaguely about the incident.

So I'm going off the bold assumption you've seen the over explains for the main AU and will be talking about FNAF 4 from that perspective: Honestly the biggest hurdles in the Creations AU over explained is just how much I dump about the games, the AU as a whole, spoilers what to AVOID spoiling ex.

(Like...What I FEEL should be common knowledge I sometimes say, but then I realized: Holy fuck most of my current tumblr followers are ZELDA people who might just be reading cause they like my stuff in general and have ZERO Fnaf knowledge lmfao I'm very sorry if I don't always communicate things from the games specifically well.)

If you're here from the Creations AU MAIN comic over explained:

We are all to aware Elizabeth is dead and Cody has SEEN said incident, which gives a lot of insight into his character going forward in this comic.

This is based on the fan theory crying child saw Elizabeth die. I honestly dunno how much merit that actually has in CANNON but it's a fun story idea for Creations at least lol.

Circus Baby, the animatronic pictured was the one that did the deed.

So funny story: I actually like Josh as a character MORE after drawing FNAF 4 X'D and I will get into why. He's been the butt of the "I hate this character" joke for a long time but now the script has flipped because I actually like him a lot from a character standpoint but the audience couldn't stand his ass. (Reasonably he's awful lmfao) I didn't HATE him in SL I mostly hyped up how much I "Disliked" him If I hated him, I wouldn't draw him lmfao but I find he's 100xs more interesting as a person in FNAF 4 because he's WAY more flawed and his vulnerabilities are on full ass display here.

So dialogue wise: Josh goes on an absolute anger filled tirade on Cody merely taking a look into his presumed dead sister's room.

Their mother is out of the house under false pretenses, and beats Josh. She doesn't do this to Cody apparently which is clearly causing resentment. We can already make some assumptions about Josh's behavior due to his mother's abuse. Being, he repeats said cycle of abuse onto his younger brother.

He's a bad person lmfao and I won't justify his shit but I can completely understand why he's acting this way. Bro should not be in this situation.

William's "Checked out". Presumably not emotionally available or even physically considering Josh is looking after his brother.

He's being FORCED to basically parent his younger sibling who he dislikes STRONGLY, which uh. Makes older siblings carry a LOT of baggage later in life and in the moment is clearly doing NO ONE favors. He's also VERY CLEARLY not emotionally capable of dealing with a child. Which is just irresponsible as hell on his parents ends. That is a recipe for a complete trainwreck as we will very soon see.

Oh. The bear talks.

Hide and seek with high stakes. I got nothing much to say about the scenes directly tied/based to the minigames as they mostly speak for themselves.

Josh is a dick, that's evident.

Some of yall might not like it but I'm going on both Josh and Cody's perspectives here lmao. Deal with it

I would also lose my patience with a screaming child throwing an absolute tantrum. But on Cody's end, I wouldn't wanna go to Freddy's/Fredbear's either considering HE SAW HIS SISTER DIE THERE.

Josh's reasoning for bringing Cody makes sense though: Their dad is here and he can spend time with his friends. Josh's friend Lucas points out they're technically "Banned" from Freddy's. And she's cheating. According to Josh. Which just makes her leaving her son with his abusive older brother to cheat even more insulting/disgusting. Oliver Blondie with the green shirt is disturbed by Josh trauma dumping lmao. Richard cracks jokes about Josh's mom's affairs. Josh like Michael and William are British which Richard not so elegantly makes fun of. You'll notice a significant LACK of Michael here. More details: All four of these boys indulge in bad habits. Like smoking.

I WONDER WHY. Sarcasm aside, it's almost like abusing your kids results in them lashing out in horrible ways, mostly self destructive...

As we know Richard's dad is a freak who sleeps with married women and Josh's mother's known for infidelity. And all four smoke except Lucas apparently.

The "Josh you of all people would know I don't smoke" line is a play on the fact they're in a relationship and kiss, because Lucas and Josh's relationship is not subtle at all.

I find it amusing they all blame each other for Richard's stolen cigarettes as it's clear Josh and Oliver are behind it but MOSTLY Josh.

Well, he did the bare minimum of leaving him in a place he THINKS is safe, with a way to get back to the house?

Josh this is still shitty as hell. X'D

Lucas continues to be the only one in this friend group with a brain, also I do like how he nags his boyfriend and his shitty parenting choices for his brother lmfao.

He won't DO anything about it but he'll point it out.

Fredbear we can see this.

HAH SCARY.

Haha trauma.

Not now son Daddy's helping people into fur suits.

Yeah closing the door doesn't help this situation. Poor kiddo.

My bro wanted him to fall lmao. That would have been funny but nah.

Josh is playing on a 3DS because it's funny.

He at least fed his brother. Bare minimum parenting there buddy.

Not Josh getting annoyed because Cody says something scary he didn't personally tell him. X'D

He gives a half hearted attempt at advice...? Comfort? idk what you'd call that lmao.

And okay fr from Josh's perspective his brother is just acting like a ungrateful cowardly brat. X'D That doesn't make what he does right but like: Would YOU Believe him if he told you he "Saw" someone get eaten by a robot lmfao????

Children lie or misunderstand things. And Josh is old enough to know how these things work. He knows they're people in costumes or just lifeless things on the stage. Or at least they're SUPOSED to be.

Josh amusingly telling Cody he can walk is funny when you think he carried him TO Fredbear's last time.

Because Josh is a dick.

I don't have a lot to say about Cody's behavior because it's self explanatory. He saw his sister die here, his fear is justified and has an obvious reason. He's failed by the people around him ESPECIALLY his parents.

This is just more NPC dialogue in the minigames. Not much to say.

#fnaf 4 #creations au comic #creations au #fnaf au #fnaf #five nights at freddys #five nights at freddy's #fnaf comic #fnaf crying child #fnaf 4 comic #fnaf 4 cc #fnaf 4 afton #fnaf 4 bullies #fnaf 4 brother #circus baby #fnaf circus baby

[storm-of-feathers]

apparently u have to put text before a readmore now so this is edited in

when youre like "maybe if we had just talked it out our friendship wouldnt have disintegrated over something so stupid" and "if you had actually cared about me or my friendship with you this wouldnt have been a problem in the first place"

and either way youre crying and hurt bc it was a friendship of many years that just. ended. so suddenly. and youre still hurt and even though you have each other mutually blocked (for the best tbh) things still remind you of them and you still think ab reaching out to them but you also dont want to block evade

but you also dont want to give off the idea that the way they treated you or made you the target of their anger with everything else was okay bc it wasnt. but you were also supposed to be the more stable party bc you always are so people just treat you however they want and you eat it bc you remember doing similar shit before you went through treatment.

but it doesnt matter how you feel. bc its clearly over, the other person disliked you for longer than you were aware of, and its just... hard. and hurt. and its like you had such a presence in my mind and heart and a real impact on me as a person but. it wasnt. going to last.

and it hurts. holy shit it fucking hurts.

#vent #kinda vaguey too tbh #but not about anyone following me or who should even have access to my blog if the block feature works right #if you know who im talking ab no you dont

[hypercaffeinatedquery]

THROWING THE DANGANRONPA SURVIVORS INTO THE HUNGER GAMES SIMULATOR

YOOOOO so I just put ALL of the survivors of DR into the hunger games simulator (YES, AGAIN, THESE POOR DUMBASSES HAVE TO PLAY ANOTHER KILLING GAME, I'M SORRY, IT WAS FUN) and THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED I TELL YOU YOU WILL NOT BELIEVE IT OKAY TRUST ME

I have narrated the entire thing w/ screenshots below, check this shit out

Day 1: Komaru is too much of a ditz so she accidentally steps off too soon and dies.

Everyone else has already been traumatized by the killing games, so other than Komaru being an idiot (affectionately), and Himiko (also a lil dumb) trying to escape, there are no deaths. Several people got into altercations, but they resolved everything peacefully & avoided violence.

Night 1: Again, some tense moments, but everyone avoids violence again. They've seen too much shit.

Teruteru & Shuichi cry themselves to sleep.

Day 2:

In an INCREDIBLY IN-CHARACTER MOMENT, Nagito kicks off the killing game for us ONCE AGAIN by FORCING another student to kill someone! Instead of Teruteru, this time we have Makoto, and he actually gets to CHOOSE (wow) between Ibuki and TeruTeru. He chooses Ibuki!

Night 2: Toko dies from an infection! Oof.

Day 3: Byakuya follows right behind her! Very romantic & poetic of him! Do I hear some angsty inspo for the ByakuyaxToko shippers??

Meanwhile Makoto is having a horrible string of events. After Nagito made him kill Ibuki, he couldn't get his fire started last night & slept cold, and now today he got his camp raided.

Night 3: MAKOTO PASSES OUT FROM EXHAUSTION, THIS PRECIOUS BOI CAN'T CATCH A BREAK

Mitarai steps on a landmine. The kills are mostly coming very slowly from this group. Even after three whole days, almost every single one has been due to something other than violence.

Day 4: We finally have our second act of violence (I think?). Hiyoko sets off a landmine, killing Kazuichi. Intentional? An accident? It's unclear.

Night 4: IN AN UNEXPECTED TWIST, Shuichi shoots Kyoko with a poinson dart!! All the despair and stress must have finally gotten to him...

In much better news, Gundham and Sonia cuddle <3

Day 5: WOW OUR THIRD MURDER. Mikan gets Fuyuhiko!! I can't say I'm surprised, she was always very close to despair. I'm honestly surprised it took her this long.

Meanwhile Akane dies from infection. A blessing to the other tributes, she's a force to be reckoned with.

Night 5: A calm night (relatively speaking). Several people try to sing themselves to sleep.

Day 6: OH MY GOD

IN THE MOST VIOLENT AND GRAPHIC AND HORRIBLE MOMENT YET

HAJIME SETS SONIA ON FIRE WITH A MOLOTOV COCKTAIL

I think I need to emotionally recover from this one, holy shit

Jesus

Night 6: WOAH

This is BY FAR the most eventful night of the ENTIRE SIMULATION, we are losing HALF OF OUR REMAINING SURVIVORS

FOUR PEOPLE have decided that they are so fucking sick of being put into another killing game, that rather than being forced to watch their friends die a second time around, they would rather kill themselves than have to participate in that again.

We've lost Gundham, Mahiru, Peko, and Hiyoko (all SDR2 cast), to suicide.

And if that weren't enough for one night, there's also a fight between Maki, Teruteru, and Mikan.

Maki kills them both.

We are down 6 people in one night. Wow.

Day 7: Sadly everyone did not live long enough to see the feast the next morning...

Everyone is so traumatized by all the violence last night, they all keep to themselves...

... until afterwards, where Nekomaru takes out Hajime, Nagito takes out Imposter, and Shuichi bleeds to death all on his own.

We are now down to only 3 survivors: an incredibly ripped athletic team manager, and 2 scrawny lucky boys.

Today was a very eventful day.

With only 3 people left, it gets quiet.

Night 8: Apparently, they all just... hang out together. ... .. ....... . . ...

Day 9: Nagito has now made MULTIPLE slingshots... what is he going to do with them all? ... one for each person...?

Night 9: OH. IT'S OFFICIAL PEOPLE. WE ARE NOW DOWN TO TWO ULTIMATE LUCKY STUDENTS. THEIR UNORTHODOX TALENTS HAVE PULLED THEM THROUGH ONCE AGAIN.

Day 10: THAT'S IT, FOLKS. MAKOTO NAEGI!

THE ORIGINAL PROTAGONIST!

THE ORIGINAL ULTIMATE LUCKY STUDENT!

THE ORIGINAL ULTIMATE HOPE!

HE'S DONE IT AGAIN!

MAKOOOTOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

This has been the wildest fucking ride, guys. We just experienced the most (relatively speaking) peaceful, non-violent hunger games imaginable, had a huge suicide pact, and made it to the end not with our assassins, athletes, and swordswomen, but with our stupid beloved dumbass fucking lucky boys.

This has been a very Danganronpa Hunger Games.

Apologies to all survivors for putting them through that again.

See below for a breakdown of the final stats & a summary of the game!

And cheers for district 9!

Thx for watchin' the games!

#i didnt expect to post this so sorry its kazoo and not kazuichi LOL #i am still shok #i cannot believe it was down to nagito and makoto #WHAT ARE THE ODDS #IM SERIOUS #*gets nervous about the lucky students* #is it real #are they really lucky #*sweats* #danganronpa #danganronpa trigger happy havoc #danganronpa 2 goodbye despair #danganronpa 2 #sdr2 #dr udg #drv3 #komaeda nagito #hinata hajime #pekoyama peko #fuyuhiko kuzuryu #souda kazuichi #teruteru hanamura #ibuki mioda #dr mikan #mahiru koizumi #hiyoko saionji #byakuya twogami #toko fuwaka #kyoko kirigiri #komaru naegi

[tiny012]

Boy, it's apparent detractors really, REALLY don't want to give Naoko Takeuchi, her manga, and Crystal ANY TYPE of credit despite being her own damn creation. I'm howling! We've gone from the claim Usagi/Sailor Moon doesn't develop in the manga or Crystal, which has been disproven for the umpteenth time, with screenshots to boot and now the argument is she's less of a "real girl" compared to the '90s anime. LOL, you can't make this shit up. These people live in nostalgia land. It's so corny.

To add on, I love the criticism of the narrative "bending to her will". An annoying instance of projecting the anime's deficiencies and failings to the original source material and Crystal. What the fuck happened in Sailor Moon S with Usagi giving Mistress 9 the Holy Grail? They made such a stupid, emotionally manipulative decision a GOOD thing and struck home the point Usagi/Sailor Moon is always RIGHT and never wrong. But not a peep of criticism from the usual suspects.

And we also got takes that Manga Usagi matures too quickly, doesn't act her age, and has too much character development..

You can't make this shit up..

I talked about 90's Usagi decision in S yesterday when the OP of the whole twitter said this about Manga!Usagi ( make sure you click on the reblogs because BlackManta went off twice about this! lol)

90's Usagi give the Holy Gail to Mistress 9 and the only two people that called her out on it was Har/Mic meanwhile the other four acted like she was right on that decision and didn't call her out on it at all.

Like her decision could have destroyed the whole world and Saturn saved her ass big time which the narrative framed it as her being right in her decision to give the Holy Gail to Mistress9. Which she suffered no consequence from her decision.

But this person want to say that Manga Usagi is always framed as right? When 90's Usagi decision was deadass wrong which the narrative bent over backwards to prove that she made the right decision by having Saturn bailing her ass out by killing P90? Then the only ones who rightfully called her ass out because they saw that shit with their own eyes being labeled " oh they are wrong for calling out her leadership skills"?

Like Rei call her out everything in the world from her study habits, to sleeping, eating and everything else between but when she actually needs to call her out on something like this, she and the other three say shit??

THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE TIME TO CALL HER ASS OUT ON HER LEADERSHIP SKILLS!

This could have been a teachable moment for her so she can grow from it because it may not be another time that someone bail her ass out of shit.

She wouldn't have to bang on the damn pavement saying Moon Crisis makeup while crying pretty ( which by the way she only was still thinking about saving Hotaru not the world and Hotaru) if she didn't gave the damn thing up that could have save the world.

They want to say Manga Usagi is not held accountable for actions ( even tho her actions come from people fucking around and finding out) but what the fuck is this with 90's Usagi?

But people forget that and just look how pretty the episode looks.

She should have never give the Holy Gail to M9.

The 90's anime wouldn't let this girl grow and mature from the experiences she had for shit but only 0.5 seconds each season before it is taken away and be reset. The OG creator lets her grow because of the experiences she had during the course of five arcs and the fandom want to say she grows and matures to quickly.

Sugar

Honey

Ice

Tea.

#tanya rants about SM

[aurumacadicus]

Featheruary Part 8

Bet you thought I forgot about this lol. Don’t forget to black list ‘long post’ if you don’t want to see my long posts! This is short enough I’m not putting it under a cut. You can find part 1 here, part 2 here, part 3 here,  part 4 here, part 5 here, part 6 here, and part 7 here.

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Watching Thor and Steve beat each other up was somehow relaxing. Thor was technically stronger, but Steve was lighter on his feet, and he also had wings to contend with, which Thor found a stimulating challenge, finding a way to fight him without the threat of damage to his wings. Tony’s favorite was when Thor gave Steve a little zap that was still strong enough to make his hair stand on end and his feathers puff out. The squawk Steve had let loose as he was shot to the other side of the gym had been hilarious.

Tony focused on that sound whenever he started feeling anxious for the rest of the day. It was just hard to feel too upset when the memory of Steve’s comical ‘wagh?!’ was ringing in his ears. Sometimes he even got JARVIS to replay the sound, just to refresh his memory.

“Why does Steve think you’re bullying him?” Bucky asked as he stepped off the elevator and into the penthouse.

“Because I am,” Tony replied, and JARVIS helpfully replayed Steve’s ‘wagh?!’

Bucky stared at him for a long moment, mouth hanging open. Tony couldn’t decide if he was speechless because of his frank confession or the sound of Steve being electrocuted. It was a tossup. Tony didn’t worry about it too much. Everyone was surprised when he was blatantly honest about bullying other people. Well, everyone except Rhodey, who typically agreed those people should be bullied. Like Justin Hammer. (Tony was glad Hammer was in prison. Truly. But sometimes he missed watching Rhodey bully him.)

Bucky finally closed his mouth, swallowed heavily, then sighed, shoulders dropping as he rolled his eyes. “I’m gonna pretend I didn’t just hear that.”

“I don’t see why,” Tony muttered, because he didn’t. Everyone knew he was an asshole. Then he clapped his hands together. “So! Are we still doing this thing?”

Bucky eyed him just a little bit longer before he straightened his shoulders. “Yeah. I figure even though you’ll have to go back over it, I’ll still have done something. Plus, it’ll give us a good chance to talk.”

Tony couldn’t help the instinctive sneer. “Ew talking.”

“Either we talk, or we keep doing this miserable pining shuffle,” Bucky told him firmly. “And I’m honestly so fucking tired of saying the wrong things to you in the heat of the moment. I want to get everything out here, when neither of us are about to cry.”

Tony bristled, wings flapping irritably. “I did not cry.”

“Barely,” Bucky scoffed, and Tony was about to argue, but the truth of it made him sag in defeat instead. Bucky huffed and put his hands on his hips, but his lips were fighting a smile. “That’s what I thought. How do you want me?”

Tony thought of all the joke answers he could give, but then… he didn’t want to do the miserable pining shuffle anymore, either. He really liked Bucky. He wanted Bucky to like him back. And he was too old and tired to play will-we-won’t-we, he figured. It had always been an exhausting game, anyway. “It’s embarrassing,” he said, because apparently they were going to talk. He might as well be honest from the start.

Bucky stared at him for a moment, waiting, then said, “It can’t be more embarrassing than me getting horny when I’m being groomed.”

“I told you, that’s not abnormal. Just because you get a bit more affected than the average person,” Tony began, offended on his behalf.

Bucky held his hand up to stop him. “Tony if you’d helped me molt one more feather, I would have come in my pants.”

Tony’s mouth dropped open, too stunned to speak. That close? No wonder Natasha had looked so fucking uncomfortable as she groomed him. Holy shit. And no wonder Bucky felt bad about not warning him! Tony knew sensitivity was a thing, but he’d never seen it to that extent. Suddenly, he understood Steve and Bucky deciding to pluck instead of molt. It didn’t make it right, but it explained it.

“Well now I don’t feel as embarrassed,” Tony decided.

Bucky rolled his eyes, letting his hand fall back down to his side. “Nothing you say is going to make me think any less of you.” Tony raised his eyebrows at him skeptically. Bucky worked his jaw, then mulishly added, “Probably.”

Tony tilted his head, then shrugged, deciding to allow it. “To start off with, when I’m grooming other people, it’s not uncomfortable for me to be leaning over them. I want you to know that.”

“…Okay?” Bucky answered slowly, frowning. He crossed his arms over his chest. “I’m sensing there’s a ‘but’ there.”

Tony shrugged. “You would be right. But, when I’m the one being groomed, it’s better for me to just lay out on my stomach. The arc reactor caused a lot of muscle damage, plus even though I have a new sternum now, it’s not as good as the original, you know what I mean?” He flapped his wings nervously, because he didn’t really like exposing his flaws, and he clamped them back down against his back when he noticed Bucky staring at his chest, as if he could see the way his muscles strained now beneath his shirt.

He was lucky that he could still fly, although that had more to do with the fact that he wasn’t technically a ‘flyer’ before. Condors were a lot like albatrosses, in that way—they were built for soaring, not flapping their wings. The only reason his wings were even intact after his abduction was because it seemed that universally, carrion birds were seen as a bad omen. No one had wanted to take a curse upon themselves like that. They’d figured he’d be dead soon anyway. Unfortunately, the injury made it difficult to hold his wings up for extended periods of time, almost felt like the arc reactor was still in his chest. He could groom himself just fine because of the ways he had to twist himself and his wings to get the entire span, but holding his wings up and still for someone else to groom was too much.

He and Rhodey had figured out how best to get him groomed when he’d gotten home. It had taken a lot of trial and error, and he’d had to schedule more appointments with his doctors so he wouldn’t get infections as they experimented with it, and changing his bandages had been an important part of grooming in the beginning. It was actually part of the reason Pepper had thought she could groom him despite her aversion, since the position was so different; was why it had taken so long to realize she still hated it, and was crying, but was determined to power through for him until he made her stop.

Tony had come to terms with it. He rarely let other people groom him anyway, because often they weren’t prepared for the sheer amount of work it took. He hadn’t met anyone with comparable wingspans that he would have allowed to until he’d joined the team, and even then, he rarely accepted the offer to help him—not because he didn’t trust them, but it was just easier, grooming himself. He’d been doing it for years, after all. Hadn’t seen a point in changing anything.

But… he wanted to let Bucky do it. And Bucky wanted to. So. He swallowed thickly and straightened his shoulders. “Is that okay?”

Bucky blinked slowly, lifting a hand to rub at his mouth as he pondered over what he’d been told. Finally, he answered, “I mean, yeah, if that’s what’s most comfortable for you. I’m just—the inside of your wings, I’m trying to figure out how I’d…”

“You can hold my wing up,” Tony explained helpfully. “I can hold it up if I really need to, but if it’s someone else holding the weight of my wing up, it’s not going to put a strain on me. I’d be pretty useless as soon as you started grooming me anyway,” he added, someone rueful. “I don’t have reactions like you and Steve, but I tend to zone out during a grooming.”

“Zone out?” Bucky asked, raising an eyebrow. “What does that mean?”

Tony clasped his hands together and tapped his laced fingers against his chin, a silent plea to just let the conversation be. When Bucky just raised his other eyebrow, he sighed, dropping his hands back to his sides. “I might be known to fall asleep.”

Bucky stared at him, then let out a startled bark of laughter. Tony did his best not to pout. “Well, try and stay awake, will ya?” he asked once he’d calmed down. “Like I said, we need to talk.” He paused, then cheerfully added, “On the bright side, if I accidentally pluck anything, you’re in no position to punch me!”

“I will be in a position to punch you directly in the balls,” Tony deadpanned.

“I’ll be extra careful,” Bucky continued hastily.

#aurumacadicus writes #featheruary #winteriron #wing fic #long post

[bakafox]

holy fucking shit

So. 7 years ago or so blah blah blah, traumatic move from TX to NM when my mom died, I wasn't able to oversee the packing of the entire house myself.

The biggest, most painful loss, that I have mentioned even here on Tumblr before was the loss of my family's 3 big photo albums. They never made it to me, no one I talked to who had been most involved in the move (who would talk back to me) knew anything about them. I was told that a LOT of belongings got lost or stolen due to fuckery by the people hired to help.

I thought they were lost forever.

Last Christmas, during my holiday phone calls to relatives, it all wound up being brought up to my godmother, an aunt of mine who as far as I know had nothing much to do with all that went down, who was horrified to hear my side of things and what happened. (I had never told her before.)

She asked "would you like me to double check that those albums didn't make it up here to family?" and while I didn't expect anything I said "yes please."

.....

She just texted me. She found them. She found them somewhere?!!!!!

She is willing to ship them to me though is worried about the expense because they are heavy as shit. (We are talking 3 thick thick binders stuffed full.)

And... she also found all the letters my mother sent to her parents after moving out, apparently? Apparently my grandmother had saved them?

And offered me those, too.

I AM FUCKING CRYING.

I will mug motherfucking Elron Musckrat personally if I have to, to reimburse/pay for all of that to be shipped to me.

#personal

[retro-watching]

seaQuest DSV S1 Ep1 To Be or Not To Be

I don't normally do this but me wanting to watch this show again so very badly is what prompted this whole project (shout to @tesria for buying me the boxset because she is literally the best)

But anyway I'm going to live blog my watching of this first episode.

But I'm putting it under the cut so you can skip it if you want to

Shorter review and ratings here:

Short review:

It was silly, and fun, and seeing Jonathon Brandis as Lucas made me want to cry. (RIP Jonathon). Anyway I love this show

Ratings:

Story: 6/10 - it was a pilot episode and a lot had to be established but it was gripping enough and I was engaged the whole time

Acting: 6/10 - mostly it was pretty good but there were a few low moments. Mostly from secondary characters

Cheese: 8/10 - It has a talking dolphin named DARWIN

Enjoyment: 8/10 - I had so much fun with this

Effects: 4/10 - I should be more generous for the time but holy shit did it not age well

Charm: 8/10 - but holy shit was it charming and fun to watch

Cringe: -1/0 - there is a DOLPHIN who TALKS

Aged LIke Milk: -1/0 - I have to give it one for the opening credits and the effects cause holy shit

Overall ranking:

B Tier

Beginning:

Anyway I watched some of this episode on a very low quality pirate ages ago but nothing is better then seeing it proper picture.

The opening credits look like they were done in windows movie maker over stock images of sea life while John F. Kennedy talks about how we have salt in our blood and other bodily fluids because we came from the ocean and therefore belong to the ocean.

It's very weird.

Then we pan to some very questionable early cgi of an underwater settlement that's declared to be in: "The Near Future" and then we see a sign for an settlement that's declared to be established in the far distant future of 2016

This is going to be amazing.

Now we have a couple of cgi ships chasing a smaller cgi ship where Bobby barely makes it in the airlock but uh oh! It was scavenging in another confederation's territory and now the Military is being called in!

Now we seaQuest the biggest of the cgi ships. It is so unconvincing looking.

Oh Jaxor is the lieutenant! Hi Jaxor!

A blond woman is the captain and I know I already watched enough to know this but even before I watched part of the jacked copy months ago I knew she was going to be a villain on sight. She has the poise of "I'm evil but trying to be low key about it"

Oh her second in command fucking hates her

Also I love her.

She's giving her speech about how she can get peace by murdering people despite command saying "No don't do that."

Second in command is relieved her of command because he's great.

...Okay now it's 13 months later and apparently there is United Earths Oceans Organisation which clearly military as fuck.

Apparently they need someone not so military but military enough to command the ship and there is only one man good enough but he'll never take the job

Apparently to get this guy to take up the job the commander (second in command guy) has to pretend to be terrible at his job.

Okay we have eccentric beach man with a dolphin who is the person best for the job. Nathan Bridges (Or Roy Scheider)

Lots of scientific bullshit and also Nathan's old friend is the one recruiting him.

He is pretty good at playing the curmudgeon I'll give him that.

The dolphin is named Darwin

Hints of a tragic backstory and a dead wife. Why are dead wives always named Carol?

seaQuest is being refitted to be the Enterprise underwater

Dead son too and why are dead sons usually a Robert or Johnny?

Oh he shaved.

More terrible cgi. I think I found it really impressive as a kid but it's very silly now.

This wants to be Underwater Star Trek so bad

The bad guys are capitalists

Where is that accent from?

Also yeah the blond lady has joined as a minion

...Okay so there is a guy who deals with contraband and got a guy male pattern baldness meds.

...the dolphin talks.....it's so fucking funny you have no idea.

JONATHON BRANDIS! Our boy genius Lucas who made the system that lets Darwin speak! He's so cocky and I want to cry. When Jonathon Brandis was reported to have died I cried so much. He was so important to me growing up.

Lucas is such a little shit. I love him

Commander Jonathon is playing his part but he's so tense I want to hug him.

A computer shows a hologram on a stream of water to answer moral or ethical dilemmas. Also did I mention that Nathan Bridges helped design this ship?

Also they left port with him on board and against his will

Capitalist Bad Guys are stalking them.

The seaQuest is shaped like a sex toy from Bad Dragon.

Am I wrong?

Skeevy Contraband guy is great.

Ah he also says he knew Nathan Bridger's son and also he was apparently briefly married to the stern and upright lieutenant in the command.

Bad guys making their move

The Bad Guys plan is going to convince Nathan to take command

Every time Jonathan Brandis is on screen my heart hurts.

Commander Jonathan is doing his best job to force Nathan to take command but it hurts because he's great but also he's genuinely under pressure

Evil Blonde Lady is single minded and also sabotaged the ship

Ah Jonathan is revealing the plan he was told to follow.

Who plays Jonathan? I love him.

Oh Don Franklin. He's been in a lot of stuff! Anyway he's good.

Also the ship heals itself? What the fuck?

Also the Tough Lieutenant is now controlling an undersea mech with vr stuff

Ah no Jonathan is still pretending he's an asshole. But I love Jonathan

head scientist is a sassy older lady btw.

Lucas is going to save the day by fixing the computer virus

I already care about these characters. Even when it's cheesy the acting is emotional. Also Nathan has accepted his role as captain! Yay!

Maybe Jonathan can be a good guy again.

oohhhhhhhhh Nathan taught evil Blond Lady

MONTAGE TIME

I love a villain who knows who they are and don't give a shit

They are using the talking dolphin to mark the enemy ship. Also the Scientist Lady is like "This is kinda fucked up" I like her a lot

The bad guy pony tail minion is the only questionable actor other than the "Where Is My Accent From" Capitalist

Stark is sexy in her evilness. She has no motivation other than "Fuck everyone else" which is very very sexy of her.

The CGI dolphin is hilarious btw

Holy shit she started hitting a guy because he was trying to get her to leave the sinking sub! I love her! She's so unnecessarily evil.

Also pony tail guy was Evil Capitalist Of Unknown Accent's son apparently.

Sassy Scientist and Nathan will have a will they won't they relationship but the AI now looks like his dead wife.

Lucas is having bonding time with Nathan.

When I was like 9 I thought I had a crush on Lucas but looking back I think it was gender envy because I spent my teens really wanting to look like Lucas.

Ah we are back to stock footage of the ocean with dramatic music.

Anyway I loved this. This was great in every way

#retro watching #seaquest #s1 ep1 #to be or not to be

[your13threasonwhy]

holy shit im so mad.

!!!SPOILERS FOR SEE YOU IN MY 19TH LIFE KDRAMA AND WEBTOON!!!

(disclaimer-sorry if any of the characters names are spelt wrong or need a hyphen, i get things confused between the kdrama and webtoon)

i read the webtoon way before the kdrama came out and i am still, to this day, so emotionally attached to it like, its one of the most amazing things ive read and i still cry when i think about it too much.

so, imagine my excitement when i find out its getting a kdrama and my absolute dissapointment when i find out that they changed literally everything (this is an exaragation) that made the webtoon so amazing.

when the show came out i was basically begging my sister to watch it with me (since she hasnt read the webtoon) and we are currently seven episodes in because we had to go on holidays however, we will continue watching it (even though i spent a good hour and a half contemplating whether or not i would actually be able to watch it without combusting after i read what they changed) until the end.

so, like the the overly anxious person i am, i searched up the ending just to make sure they hadnt changed anything else apart from min-gi's character and adding han-na (who we will discuss later) and proceeded to rip my hair out after reading that they made the female lead LOSE ALL OF HER MEMORIES ABOUT EVERYONE SHE LOVED.

but before we get into that i want to talk about the things they actually did well, for example, the cinematography, casting and scenery were actually so amazing and its definitely so much better than the webtoon (however the webtoon does still have a special place in my heart) and i think possibly the only good plot change they did was make han-na the reincarnation of seo-ha's mother. as someone who despises sad/bittersweet stuff i love that they made his mother reincarnate and keep her memories even if he doesnt meet her (which i dont know if he does because im only on episode seven) because its so sweet to think that she got a chance to see her son all (sort of) happy and grown up. i also love the fact that they added more depth to her past lives and showed up more scenes of them as, in the webtoon, im pretty sure the only things we got that related to her past lives were- her and min-gi's friendship, her and doyun's 'relationship' in her first life and her being ae-kyung's uncle.

now, onto the things im sad they didnt keep in but that i could deal with, which is mostly min-gi's character as a whole and the convinience store scene with ji-eum and min-gi where they recognise each other from their past lives (which im assuming they dont do since they changed his whole character). apparently, in the kdrama, min-gi and ji-eum used to be rivals/enemies in their past life or whatever so he decides to like hunt her down and basically stalk her😭😭 and then proceed to tell her that she needs to stop speaking and being around people from her past life because it hurts them (something i will talk-type?-about in a bit).

the reason why im so mad at this is because they straight just basically made him antagonistic instead of HAVING HIM AND JI-EUM BE FRIENDS IN THEIR PAST LIVES AND HAVING HIM SAY THEIR LITTLE SECRET MESSAGE AND HER BEING LIKE 'omg someone actually remembers their past life other than me?' AND THEN HIM JUST TRYING TO HELP HER NOT REMEMBER HER PAST LIVES ANYMORE BUT BEING A LITTLE BIT MISGUIDED BUT THEN THEIR STILL FRIENDS AND THEY TALK ABOUT IT 😖😖😖. like, they just ruined his character potential so much my changing that and adding the stupid motherfucking thing about how interacting with people from your past lifes hurts them.

finally, the things i hate, buckle up folks because this is going to be as long as my dick/j. first of all, the ending and THE STUPID 'YOU CANT INTERACT WITH YOUR PAST LIVES' BULLSHIT. i think the ending and the knowing about past lives hurts people is just absolute boiling garbage because 1-it just doesnt make sense 2-it doesnt make ANY fucking sense and 3-why the fuck does she need to forget but the people from her past lives dont forget who she was as ji-eum and as her past lives??? like i would rather they all forget but they're still happy and her and seo-ha are still dating/married and they're all still close but whatever. second, the whole fucking plot change like they apparently made this whole thing that made ji-eum think seo-ha murdered her sister for some fucking angst instead of the perfectly reasonable (and just as dramatic) thing with doyun where she thinks they were married so she distances herself from seo-ha but it turns out they were sisters and her and seo-ha still get to be happy AND THE WHOLE THING ABOUT THE DEAL WITH GOD (which also relates to the ending) BECAUSE IN THE END SHE ASKS GOD TO MAKE HER STOP REMEMBERING HER PAST LIVES AND SHE GRADUALLY STARTS TO FORGET THEM BUT SHE STILL KNEW SHE HAD HAD PAST LIVES AND SHE STILL REMEMBERED EVERYONE SHE CARED OUT AND THEN (if i remember correctly) SEO-HA REFUSES GOD'S OFFER TO REMEBER HIS PAST LIVES BECAUSE HE DOESNT WANNA HAVE ANY OTHER LOVE APART FROM HIS AND JI-EUM'S😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭(not sure if thats what he actually says but you get the gist) AND THEN THEY GET MARRIED AND LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER INSTEAD OF HER FORGETTING LITERALLY EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE SHE EVER CARED ABOUT AND HAVING TO REBUILD HER RELATIONSHIPS WAAAAAAAAA I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

THEY ARE EVERYTHING TO ME.

in conclusion, the see you in my 19th life kdrama was absolute trash and i think they should remake it. In this essay i will

#see you in my 19th life #crying screaming throwing up #i love them so much they are my life source you dont get it #petition to remake the kdrama RN‼️‼️‼️ #rip my sister after listening to me rant about this for the 18462754th time #but im seriously gonna make her read the webtoon #and if she likes the kdrama more i will gut her/j #kdrama #rant #rambles

[halcyone-of-the-sea]

Thank you so much for getting me into Ghosts! I spent the entire weekend playing the campaign and I just finished it last night!! (Tears were shed multiple times) The campaign was so fun and as my first COD game, it was pretty easy too and I feel like I can take on the newer MW games now because I was really overwhelmed with the FPS aspect of it at first (I usually play third person perspective games). I made notes of my thoughts throughout the game and I decided to share them below since you got me into this whole thing (I apologize in advance.) But seriously, thank you so much!!!

Anyways, here are my random thoughts while playing Ghosts (they were in order and then they kinda just went as I remembered stuff as I kept playing):

-young Hesh is so pretty. Like holy shit. But also they’re babies in the first scene (Logan is 16 in the first scene and 25 at the start of the campaign)

-space mission made me cry.

-Hesh is such a good brother.

-Riley is amazing!!! So cute!! Him in the tank is everything to me! Also, yay that I get to play him.

-Hesh and Elias narrating (ahhh)

-I would like to formally apologize for all the times I accidentally kill the characters. I swear it is not my intention, I just suck at video games. I play for the story, not the ranks. But still, I’m sorry.

-Ajax is so funny (why’d they have to kill him so fast?)

-Keegan is so fucking hot and for what reason?! Like what’s the reason?? I love him!

-Logan petting Riley when they got into the car is the cutest fucking thing ever! And Riley wining and pawing at the door is so fucking cute!

-Merrick needs to chill a bit. Like I get it, but chill, my dude. (Still love him though)

-I know Rorke is bad and all but I kinda feel bad for the man. Like I get why Elias let him go and I agree with him but I still feel bad.

-KEEGAN!!!!

-HESH!!!!

-I love how protective Hesh is over his brother and dad.

-was I supposed to let the city flood or was that an accident?

-Also, how do you stab underwater? (Apparently it’s the same as shoot)

-I’m missing Riley so much right now. Please bring him back!!!

-the fireworks and Keegan are so pretty!!

-I was sobbing when Elias died! Like why? And his last words to Logan made me sob harder! That whole thing.

-back in Elias’ flashback mission, I accidentally got Rorke killed. I kinda wish it worked because then this all could have been avoided.

-I was so panicked when Keegan was gone. I thought we wouldn’t see him again.

-Hesh is so freaking protective and I love him so much! He cares so much about Riley and Logan and their dad!

-poor Riley. I was panicking so much when he got hurt. And his whining made me so worried and sad. I literally would not put him down (even though I was supposed to to help the others) (I did put him down a few times to shoot a couple of people but I was mainly just holding him and panicking)

-Logan getting the mask!!!!!

-why does Riley have to go with Merrick? Can’t he stay with us please?

-I admit, I spent way too much time on missions just staring at Keegan while he did things.

-the whole underwater mission was so fun (and stressful) but Keegan checking on Logan after the explosion was so cute!

-I got eaten by a shark. Wtf

-Keegan’s voice.

-so no more Keegan??? Awww :(

-I fucking shot him in the chest! How the fuck is he alive?!

-poor baby Logan! Please save him.

-poor Hesh. Baby deserves better.

-the final scene was so pretty and precious. Before Rorke.

-Rorke saying “there ain’t gonna be no more ghosts” made me think of Ghostbusters and now I can’t get it out of my head.

-who the fuck decided not to have another game for Ghosts. Like wtf. I need to know what happens to Logan. Like are they gonna save him in time or is he gonna turn on them.

-umm, I’m scared. What was the final scene after the credits all about??! Send help immediately!!! Somebody save him please!!!

AHHHH, Anna, this is literally beautiful and I love it. I'm so glad you enjoyed it!!! You're totally welcome! FPS's also overwhelm me sometimes too tbh, definitely with newer games because the graphics/controls are so well done all the whipping around makes me nauseous lmao. The older CoD games I find a lot more forgiving in that aspect.

Anyways, it should be recorded how many hours I spent just staring into Keegan & Hesh's eyes during the campaign-who decided to make all of them so pretty? They need a raise immediately. Absolutely losing my mind over the narrations from Hesh as well, like my precious man, you can whisper in my ear like that any day.

No, but literally I hate that they never made a sequel for the absolute jaw-dropping cliffhanger that was dropped like a brick on our heads. Like? My baby Logan? My soft boy? (Hesh screaming his name makes me sob every time, I'm not even joking - and them reaching for each other AAIUEBRGAIWABG I CAN'T TAKE IT).

The end credit scene!!! Absolutely vile-I'm screaming, crying, vomiting, even thinking about it. Like even imagining Logan becoming like Rorke after going through the same type of torture as he did makes me wail.

In my head Hesh and Logan are taking Riley for morning jogs because they deserve happiness dammit!!! They're my boys!!!

#halcyone answers #i loved this bestie

[cwarscars]

*taps mic* hi hello good night! I'm here to talk about Magnar Valerio Heidegger because of course that is his canon name and I don't care what SE has to say about it. :) No, but really - I know I've said this in the past but Heid is an emotional muse for me and I'll do this again.

I don't think I was prepared for how much you made me care for him - it's fair that the remake made him more than a lil pixel in a green coat and thick beard, but I had no feelings or thoughts for Heid until I met you. I remember being a weird choice of a muse - Reeve and Scarlet (even Hojo with the yucky factor) were such popular directors, why would someone pick Heidegger?

All I can say is that I'm glad you did it because HOLY FUCK. I remember reading through this incredibly long and detailed bio and just... Fully seeing Heidegger as a fully-fleshed character. The abuse at the hands of the father he failed to recognize as such; the intense pressure to succeed and to please him nonetheless; the marriage that ended in heartbreak with two daughters he didn't spend nearly enough time with; the worship of Shinra Sr.; his views on world politics and how he so clearly sees himself as a man with the guts to do what needs to be done to achieve results.

With your writing, I just went from someone who largely ignored him to someone who frankly adores the character. There is just so MUCH room for growth, complicated themes to work with and you just turned him into this layered, complex asshole I love? That Melissa would definitely marry no matter the verse? I just cannot get enough of how much history you've given him, how plausible it all sounds and the fact that you write a villain we can relate/understand his reasoning without ever woobifying him.

You are THE Heidegger writer to me and I'm forever amazed and wowed by your headcanons and super well detailed posts. It all tracks to the OG or the remake in some way and it's just so good I forget it's not canon. Or fuck that - you're better than canon. PLUS Heidegger gave me you and 3 years later (3 years??? omg) we're here and having fun and I will never not love the husbando for it.

You're amazing and your Heidegger is a work of art. *mic drop*

hey…how’s my portrayal? ♡

(( MARI. WHAT THE FUCK ----

i legit saw the start of this and thought 'ooohhhh, a nice tasty lil ask for heidegger & mel to have sexy times in' AND THEN I KEPT READING AND I WAS LIKE 'WAIT A SECOND'. you know something, i'm not much of an emotional bear - i think we both know this because i have n e r v e s of s t e e l but...this got my eyes damp? like, what the hell???

i feel emotional reading this, it's like how i mentioned to light; it feels good to have been given the platform and supported by you guys in writing heid. like, i feel as though these headcanons and storylines and stuff come out because of you guys. i sometimes feel so embarrassed by my love of this guy because he isn't cloud or sephiroth or even one of the lesser but still popular characters (ala rufus or tseng). like, who the hell would like heidegger? haha. well, me apparently :P

but it feels great because i get this support and this validation by people like yourself. you just DIVEBOMB into my inbox with this absolute love letter of goodness and it honestly has me feeling so warm and fuzzy. ive been so down these last few weeks just due to various bits and pieces and you know, when you reach a stage where you can't even cry* because you feel so shit? well, now i'm sat here with lil happy tears beading in the corners of my eyes - like, bruh- you did that, i love you for it.

of course - i can't just fawn on how much i love you and how sweet you are, mari. because our friendship is special and i'm so forever grateful to have started to write with you that one day and i'm so glad that everything from there has happened and we've always stayed in touch but like -

melissa. you KNOW i wouldn't have half the characterisation of heid if it wasn't for her. that initial meeting - the INITIAL plots we had with the blackmail and stuff before these two coconuts fell in love. their son and retirement to costa del sol. remember the bitchy neighbour that mel HATED? edlyn and dwayna befriending mel and mel restoring their relationship with their father? all of the smut and all of the wonderful things we've written together? mari, you're such a special writing partner to have. you're one in a million. your girl is the best and i (and my lil collection of men) will forever love her. i don't even need to tell you how much i adore your writing because you know i could read a novel of your works. please write mel into a book, i NEED

my final thing i wanna say is just -

suns out, guns out - i love them and i love you ♡♡♡♡

#(answered) #myfave art right there <3 #(ooc) #(foreversave) #im just so blown away by this #you're an angel yknow #i JUST KEEP RE-READING IT