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sincerelytomydearest · 3 years

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April Showers Bring May Flowers

Hi hi! This is my piece for Mystic Messenger Reverse BigBang (@mysme-rbb), and also my first piece! This is also on AO3 here. This piece is paired with the wonderful artist Saia (@saiare._) on instagram!

Words: 1553

Warnings: N/A

Synopsis: Saeran and MC are hit with rain.

Saeran X MC

The cool scent of petrichor and mellow rain had made Saeran uneasy. Ray had always attributed such specific weather conditions to unforgiving pouring outside of their childhood home. Conditions which barred them from escaping, leaving the twins alone with their sole caregiver. Ray seemed to house those memories close. Saeran on the other hand had always felt that the rain was somewhat of a catharsis. He’d remembered dumb idioms V had told him, phrases he’d learned to grasp onto. Sayings such as “You can’t have a rainbow without a little rain,” and their like. Ray hung onto quotes during his time in Magenta. Drinking down the translucent, turquoise concoction of elixir, smelling the copious amounts of medication and hoping his rainbow would come soon after. Saeran tasted bittersweet, Linking Rika to the rain, and MC as the rainbow. But this time around, it was difficult to see the distinguishing features of each contradicting party.

What’s taking so long?, thought Saeran. MC had remained in the confines of the locked bathroom for all too long. In an effort to not hide anything from them, MC told Saeran she was late. And now they were here, her locked in the bathroom with a pregnancy test, and him, waiting (im) patiently for MC to give him the news.

The pair weren’t at all trying, if anything they were preventing. All four of them collectively agreed that they just weren’t ready for an addition in the family. And MC seemed to understand, knowing full and well Saeran had just narrowly escaped Mint Eye, that Saeyoung was still missing in action, and that lots of healing was to come before any sudden decisions. But Saeran knew well that they could only be so careful, tiptoeing between the lines. Saeran could only guess how Suit (as he’d come to refer to him) and Ray would react, he feared that he’d have to see them in their full glory. His fears were yet to come true.

A small rattle of the doorknob caught Saeran’s attention, silver twisting against the door. MC peeked her head out with a skittish smile gracing her porcelain face, Saeran couldn’t help but smile back. Her infectious smile never failed to adorn her lover’s lips too, he was utterly grateful for her optimism in the worst scenarios. Noticing the pink and white test in her hands, he stepped forward, a look of worry painted on his face. MC opened her palms to Saeran, showing the two pink lines. They were expecting.

…

Suit couldn’t help but react. Why? Just when things were getting good for us. His hands flew to MC’s sides, pushing her up against the wall. It hurts. Suit pressed his fingers into MC’s shoulders, nails digging into her frame.

“Sae!” MC exclaimed, unknowing of the sudden change. Warm tears began welling in his eyes, his head pounding as his body reacted on it’s own. You’re strong. We’re strong.

“Fuck MC.. I-I..God,” he managed to putter out.

Despite the display, his hands shook, arms coming to wrap around the frightened girl’s figure. MC traced her slender fingers along his own form, holding onto the alabaster fabric that scrunched at her fingertips.

“We’re going to be okay Saeran..” her words trailed as she shushed him quietly.

“I-I know we’re not ready, w-we’re far from ready. But know we’re in this together. You’re not him. You’re not her. You’re mine. No, ours alone. We have so much to work through. B-But I promise you, this isn’t bigger than us. All of us.” MC whispered as her own tears began to flow. Suit growled, head spiraling in every which way. We’re not ready for this, fuck, fuck, fuck! Suit’s hands loosened, letting go of MC’s hazel sweater. I can’t hurt her. His whitening knuckles coming to a pause as blood began to properly circulate around his hands. MC couldn’t help but let out a shaking sob, her body trembled, knowing she had put them in an immeasurable amount of pressure, pain, and general confusion.

“Saeran, I’m so sorry. W-We could’ve been more careful. But, I want you to know, I want to keep it. Y-You’re going to be an amazing father.” MC cried out with her trembling tone.

“No, MC. You’re going to be an amazing mother.” Suit finally replied, his usually gruff tone now replaced with melancholic monotone. Confused, MC pulled back, looking to face her lover. His pale face was motionless, not to mention seemingly emotionless (though MC knew his mind was running a hundred miles an hour). She could only stare at his ivory skin, pink lips brightly lit with crimson, she’d failed to notice how hard he bit his lips, or that he even was biting in the first place. Aquamarine met sepia. Suit could practically feel his pupils dilate. Meanwhile MC admired Saeran’s soft features, from the way his cheekbones protruded less, to the lightening of his dark circles which once held a monopoly upon his face. This was the face MC couldn’t help but adore.

…

A week later, and Saeran had still been struggling to face his reality. Their reality. Ray and Suit had been awfully quiet since the reveal, and Saeran had a hard time breaking through to them. But it was now or never.

“Sae, we don’t have to talk about this right now.. I mean, if y-you can’t.” MC stuttered. She was lying, she’d known this was an issue that could not wait, one that couldn’t be left to waiver, especially for weeks, let alone months, nine months to be exact. But she’d do anything to spare them from pain. Saeran on the other hand, paced the room. His eyes wandering the room, left, right, up and down.

“No MC, I have to get this out. We have to get this out.” Saeran said, stopping his disturbed pace to look MC in the eye, his own falling away quickly after just a glance. Saeran sighed out, his bated breath being expelled. MC took his milky white hand into her own, giving it a soft peck. It was their time to speak. Ray was swift to front, cheeks turning a cute shade of cherry. He sat next to MC on the dingy couch Saeyoung once resided on, raising his opposing hand towards MC’s cheek. She instantaneously reacted, leaning into the palm of his hand.

“That red head..No, S-Saeyoung and I. Our Mother, she was a monster..” Ray began as he suddenly flinched away from MC’s touch. Her heart ached, longing to reach for him and protect him from the world, but she knew he needed this.

“Everyday, that woman.. She’d left marks on me, more than physical. Everyday I still fear her, in small daily discussions or quarrels. Every raised voice, every swift hand. I see her. And I fear her. I fear her..” Ray’s voice trailed off, eyes growing glossier by the second. MC bit her lip in response,

“Ray, y-you don’t have to-”

“No Love, I do.” He cut in.

Ray placed his hands along his thighs, taking in a solid breath as a tear trickled down his cheek, meeting his neck.

“I fear those marks she’s left on me. I’m scared of being..Her. Of becoming a tyrannical parent like her. I don’t care what Suit says. I’m weak MC. I fear her imprint, I fear what she could do, to me, to you, to us, all of us.” He said as he looked towards MC’s womb.

“I need you here with me, I know I can’t do this. Not without you. There’s no one else I’d rather have this child with. With you as their Mother, I know it’ll be okay. W-We’ll be okay.” He said staring at the ground before meeting MC’s auburn gaze. His hands cautiously made contact with hers, gently intertwining before kissing her knuckles.

“We’re going to be okay.” She whispered.

…

“Come here!” Yelled out Saeyoung as he chased after the smaller redhead ahead of him, effectively scattering mud and dirt around the perimeter. She ran with all her might, giggling in between thunderous screaming.

“Never!” She screamed before running straight into Saeran.

“Oomf!” was the sound she made before turning to look up to her father. Saeran took a step back, hands coming to wrap around the nine year old before looking down at her. She grinned widely, her toothy smile melting Saeran’s previously chilly demeanor. He beamed ear to ear. He could count her missing teeth. Since when was she growing so quickly?

Saeyoung was quick to attack, pouncing onto his niece and younger twin. Consequentially bringing them all down onto the mud. Her and Saeyoung’s laughter roared, chirping as loud as the birds. After a moment of hesitation, Saeran joined in. All of them splayed along the ground, basking in the newly sprung sun.

MC strolled near the pile of redheads, carrying a sleeping five year old in her arms.

“You’re all awfully boisterous today,” she said, smiling. Saeran sat up, ruffling the boy’s brunet locks.

“Appa! Appa!” the boy called out to his father, pointing to the sky. Saeran turned to see a faint rainbow making its way across the azure atmosphere. He couldn’t help but turn to see his family’s reaction to the magnificent phenomenon. All of their eyes twinkled.

We’re okay.

#mystic messenger #mysme #mm saeran #saeran x mc #saeran #suit saeran #ray mm #saeyoung #mm 707 #mysme rbb

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little-butterfly-writes · 3 years

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Box in a Box in a Box

This is my birthday gift for my gorgeous Babe Bee, @agent-bee. You are sweet like honey and I love interacting with you. It makes me happy to see you on my main page. I hope this birthday treats you well. Keep that smile!

Word Count - 546

Warnings - None. Hopefully I wrote Saeyoung well-

A/N - MC is called Bee after the cutie pie

You sit on the bed, late evening feeling exhausted.

Friends and family hogged up your attention all day. Especially the R.F.A., they took you out to a nice place for dinner. Courtesy of Jumin Han of course.

You flop back in bed, letting out a loud groan. Your head aches from the busy day you've had. Of course you love everyone, you just need a few minutes to yourself.

A full belly, love from all of your friends, gifts with meaning and purpose. It's a perfect day, really, but right now you just want Saeyoung.

And like magic, he appears in the doorway. A big grin gracing his face and red hair all astray. Earlier after dinner he mentioned he had to pick up your gift. Vanderwood and Saeran had taken you back to the bunker.

"Agent 606! Did you miss me?" Saeyoung chuckles. It's always a pleasure hearing it, it sounds so bubbly and lighthearted.

"Agent 707, I missed you so much. I didn't know what to do with myself," you dramatically place the back of your forehead. Saeyoung joins you on the bed, sitting up with a rather large box in his hands.

"What's this?" You say, peeking at the box as you sit back up.

"It's an offering to my Queen Bee in hopes she won't kick me out of the hive." He huffs. Saeyoung hands you the present wrapped in red. You giggle, seeing a longcat on the side.

"Can I open it now?" You ask. He nods, slightly bouncing on the bed. "Hurry! I want you to open it quickly!" Saeyoung beams.

You tear the wrapping paper opening the box, only to find that there was another box inside. "Saeyoung, I may have to make you leave the hive because of this," you smirk.

"Ah, no no no no no! Keep going!" Saeyoung says in feigned panic. You can tell he is a bit nervous about this.

You peel open another box….for another box to appear. "Saeyoung!" You scrunch your nose. He's wringing his hands.

The next box is the one. It holds all the gifts. A small longcat plushie that is the length of this medium box. There's a set of ruby earrings and a ruby necklace, complemented with the silver chain. A set of bee pajamas sit on the bottom.

But there's something more important there. The photograph of you and Saeyoung staring lovingly at each other in your space pajamas. The note attached to it reads,

'My dear Bee, everyday I thank the stars that you are with me. I'm unsure how I got this treasure despite everything I've done in my life. Call me greedy, but I will hold onto you and never let go. I love you more and more everyday.'

"Do you like it?" Saeyoung asks with a shaky voice. You put down the photo frame and wrap your arms around his neck, kissing his cheek. Tears of happiness prick your eyes. "Yes, Saeyoung. Thank you so much, my space cadet."

Saeyoung wraps his arms around my waist, pecking my lips. "Happy birthday, honey. Thank you for being with me."

"I'll be here for the rest of my life." You whisper, pressing your forehead to his. It's a good birthday, this year. Especially with the love of your life with you.

#happy birthday Bee!#sweet like honey ilysm #mystic messenger saeyoung #mysme saeyoung #saeyoung choi #mystic messenger fluff #mysmes #mysmes fluff

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voltagesmutter · 3 years

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Hey there, just want to say first that you are damn amazing at creating the NSFW stories! I'm very into Mystic Messenger & I adore Saeran. Would you consider creating a NSFW story with him & MC wanting to have sex while she's on her period? Like, they are both really turned on because of it but she's afraid it might make him grossed out. Eventually, he talked her into it & it ends up being the best sex they've had so far. I'm sorry if it sounds unappealing, it's just a secret fantasy of mine.

Hello, Hello, Hello. This is my first time writing for Saeran, I hope I did you and your fantasy proud. [NSFW Content]

Nights like these were your favourites. Blissful walks in the serene silence of the garden, nothing but the soft chirps of crickets and a warm glow of fireflies paired with the iridescent shimmer of the moonlight; each plant and vegetation illuminated casting a gentle shadow upon the ground. ‘The magenta’s are really coming into bloom’ Saeran had whispered so softly, his hand never breaking away from yours as you stopped to witness the beauty of the deep pink flourishing amongst the green stems. You continued to walk hand in hand, Saeran on your left side, you always walked or sat on his right side. Even when outing with Saeyoung. The routine and safety being a comfort blanket to Saeran. Once you reached the double french window doors, opening them to let the scent of the soba noodles you had cooked wash over you both. A pillow fort set up in the living room, a light-hearted comedy ready to be played as it waited for you to take comfort in it. The childlike smile on Saeran’s face to watch the kernels popping, a shared batch of sweet and salted popcorn filling the marble bowl. Moments like these he savoured, giving him a glimpse of the childhood he had missed out on but with the ability to appreciate them now with you. As you sat in the thick waves of blankets, your head resting on his shoulder as his arm slowly came from behind to hold your shoulder, a content smile on your face to feel your fingers brushing over his as you both reached for the same piece of popcorn; nights like these were your favourite.

The lingering build up started the minute your hands touched. Saeran turning with a faint blush on his cheeks, the popcorn taken from your outstretched legs to be placed on the floor. His other palm fanned out across your cheek, minted green eyes fading as he shut his eyes, leaning closer until you could feel his breath hovering just above your lips. The glow of the screen reflected off his hair, the rest of the world standing still as he pressed his lips to yours in a tender kiss. One kiss turned into two, turned to three, turned to fleeting ones which grew slowly with deeper passion.

Intimacy was nothing new to your relationship, it took time to get to this stage where he could kiss you, touch you, love you without fear of harming you. As your relationship developed so did these small gestures, the first day he took your hand in his as you walked side by side caused tears of happiness to prickle in your eyes. Whilst intimacy was on the cards, sex was a different subject… Out of your year long relationship, you could count on one hand the amount of times you’d fully done the deed. Not that this was an issue or bothered you, sex only happened when Saeran felt comfortable and initiated the first movements. As well it didn’t help that Saeyoung was only a few doors down from your room, none of you wanting him to hear Saeran and you amidst the passionate throes of your love. But tonight, Saeyoung was out, ‘I must dash! The defender of justice is needed, I shall be back upon the morrow… or sometime soon I don’t know’ he had yelled whilst grabbing his keys. There was just another issue at hand…

“Saeran I-” Pulling away gently from his embrace, amongst the kiss deepening his tongue gliding over yours- a movement he had recently began to do with his growing confidence, a movement he knew had you wet in seconds, you had ended up lying upon the floor. The weight of his body hovering over yours, a hand trailing down your torso to play with the edge of your shirt. The graze of his fingertips against the skin on your stomach had been enough for you to realise where this was heading and that you needed it to stop.

“Did I hurt you?” Eyes widened in horror as he pulled back quickly, slender fingers buried amongst the pearly white of his hair as he rested on his knees. Panic, fear and dread quickly overcoming him.

‘No, no!” Gasping and sitting up, pulling him into a tight embrace of reassurance. “I- It’s just.. I’m on my period…”.

The soft rock of his hips against yours was enough to ease any doubt you were still facing. Doting affections and sweet whispers of ‘I love you’ pressed to the crook of your neck, one hand intertwined with his fingers to the side of your head.

Period sex was something you’d never indulged in, guys often disgusted at the thought of it and prompting ‘You can your mouth instead’. So when Saeran wanted to continue, that he found no shame or disgust in it, that this would be something new you could both try together. That you accepted every part of him and that he was willing to do the same with you, it stirred emotions in you that sent tears rolling down your cheeks. Love, trust and acceptance, the foundations of a perfect relationship, one of pure love and true soulmates.

Taking your time to prepare, a towel placed down on to the bed as you moved from the living room to the bedroom, wipes ready at the side and lube on the bedside table. The ripped condom wrapper lay tossed onto the floor, unmoving as the bed only a few inches away rocked in a slow, creaking manor.

Far more sensitive than usual, the desire between your thighs aching with need by the time Saeran pressed his covered cock against your folds. You climaxed twice before he found his own, fists twisted in the sheets as pleasure took every your body, unwilling to leave marks of scratches upon his skin in fear they might trigger him. Both of you far more vocal, giving into each others touches and kisses, letting primal urges take over as you lost yourselves in the heat of your passionate dance.

Bliss was the only word in your mind, in-coherent panting as your chest fell and raised quickly. Sore muscles still quivering, mind blanked and overloaded from pleasure. Never had sex been this good. It was almost spiritual, mind’s, bodies and souls connected as one.

A docile smile graced the corner of your mouth to feel the softness of Saeran’s palm running up your spread legs, wipes ready to assist with the sticky mess.

“It’s okay, I can-” You started but a gentle shush, jaded eyes staring love into yours as he pressed a delicate kiss to your knee.

“Let me look after you,” Turning words you had told him time after time onto you.

A tender moment to forever be held in your heart, Saeran slowly unraveling and blossoming each and everyday into a gentle being. And as he wiped the apex of your thighs before taking your hand and guiding you into the shower, one thought ran through your mind. Moments like these were your favourites.

#bella asks #mysme #mystic messenger #mystic messenger saeran #mysme saeran #mysme smut #mystic messenger smut

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apenapaperandadoofus · 4 years

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heard you wanted some angst? 👁️ okay so how does it feel to fall out of love with the rfa + saeran?

Oop- that’s some sad shit :(

I added V by accident lmao but there he is and I ain’t taking him out now lmao

Falling out of love with the RFA+Saeran:

Zen:

He sat on the couch, running a hand through his hair while you looked at him nervously

You had asked him to break up

When he asked why, you just explained that...the spark that had been there...it had died long ago

He sighed and tried his best to smile

“It’s alright babe. Thank you for being with me all this time, and I wish you the best”

You quickly moved out and left him all alone.

He started drinking and smoking again, and he went on longer motorcycle bikes

It was clear that he was very hurt but didn’t want to show it

Eventually Jumin found him in Zen’s special spot, where he had also found him a few years before

Jumin was...understanding, or at least tried to be

He’s not one to be able to express his emotions easily and he normally doesn’t know what to do when another person is being emotional in front of him

But in the end, he was there for Zen. And believe it or not, they became closer.

Jumin was able to get Zen to try and do other things, to go back to the old routine

Zen felt better, but still, it hurt him whenever he saw you at the RFA parties or when you met by chance.

It also made him insecure for a bit, after all, he wasn’t sure what he had done to make you fall out of love.

He wanted to ask what you didn’t like, what he did wrong but...he knew it would make things worse

It takes a while, but in the end he manages to move on. He’s the one that moves on quicker than most of the RFA, since he understands how you feel and doesn’t want to make you feel bad

He’s happy he got the experience to be with someone as amazing as you

Yoosung:

He is very sad

I mean, he thought you were fine

But then he heard you explaining that you had just fallen out of love with him

He tried to act cheerful and to let it go

But he couldn’t

He was very sad for a while, not doing his work, barely logging into the chat rooms

Seven has to come over for some moral support, and honestly when he sees how sad Yoosung is, he drops his goofy act and tries his best to comfort his best friend

Seven hugs his friend tight as he cries.

Yoosung will take a while to move on. Especially if he sees you at RFA parties. He will have to quickly excuse himself whenever you want to join a conversation with him, or if he is anywhere near you

Seven will be a bit mad at you, he understands that you just couldn’t help it, but it still makes him a bit mad how you left Yoosung. He acts civil, though not as close as you two were before. He just hates seeing Yoosung so...broken

So he tries distracting him with so many things, robots, LOLOL, he will even drop a rank so Yoosung can be #1

Of course Yoosung dryly laughs and knows that Seven did it on purpose...but it still makes him happy

He will also probably get drunk, because mama Zen came over to take care of him too

He will call you crying, begging for you to take him back, he’s so sorry so please, please don’t leave him. You’re everything to him

But you tell him no, and he feels his heart break again, and again, since he just does it so many times

Everyday he will go to sleep crying, reminiscing about all the things you did with together

Jaehee:

It will honestly be really sad but she understands

She wants to still remain friends though, and she’s super mature about the whole thing

She will bury herself with work though, to try and distract herself a bit

Also her schedule becomes a bit messed up again, since you were always the one taking care of her, telling her to take breaks and helping with her work

It makes her feel down for a while, and Zen is there the whole time for her

He is so supportive, helping Jaehee go back into her old routine and everything!

After the wound has healed, you and Jaehee will probably become friends, after all she doesn’t really hold a grudge and she still misses just spending time with you

Jumin:

HOW WHY?!?!

So...he’s really taken aback

He can feel his heart slowly break

His face becomes cold, and he speaks sternly

Not because he’s mad but...because he just doesn’t want to show his emotions.

When you leave Jumin honestly doesn’t know how to react

What did he do wrong?

That’s the question that runs over and over in his head

He buries himself in work, and he stops taking care of himself

For Jumin it’s hard, because, well...you were one of the few people who loved him for him

Imagine how hard it’d be to find someone like that again...someone that isn’t with him because they want to use him

He probably never gets a partner again...after all, his hope is crushed after you break up with him

His days are all hell because every single thing reminds him of you, a song, a smell

And now...when he wakes up his heart always breaks, because now....he has to choose his ties and put them on all by himself...with only the silence accompanying him

Saeyoung:

He can’t deal with the pain

He becomes heartbroken

He knew this would happen

Why was he even surprised?

Who could ever love...him?

He stays in his house, locked in his room

Vanderwood and Saeran literally have to force him to eat, because it’s as if he can move

Saeran is actually...really sad to see his brother so down

I mean, he won’t admit it, but you know he cares deeply about his twin

For the first time, Saeran will try and joke around his brother, trying to do the same goofy act he does

It....doesn’t really work. Saeyoung just laughs dryly.

Finally Saeran snaps, and tries to pull Saeyoung to his senses.

I mean he can’t stand the dumbass, but he also hates it when he’s depressed like that

For Saeyoung it’ll take a while for him to go back to his old self

Sometimes he will go to his office at night and look at old pictures of the two of you...and he’ll cry...

No matter how much he wants to delete them...he can’t...he doesn’t want to let go of you yet

For him it makes his progress go back a bit

Well...maybe a lot

He is super understanding of course, but...

It makes him doubt himself again, to close off and become...isolated

It takes him so long to get better.

He just got his confidence back, he now knows himself, but when you told him that you had fallen out of love? Well, he can’t lie and say that it didn’t affect him

He tried not to cry when you told him, although a few tears slipped, and then he’ll quickly excuse himself, saying that he has to go to the bathroom of something

There he lets go and fully cries

Jumin is there for his friend. They go for drinks, and he tries his best to get V to think of something else

It takes so long of V to feel good about himself again.

Seeing you at parties is so hard for him, and if you get a new partner he will feel a pang on his chest

He does let it out on his painting though, and it’s honestly one of his best works

It really helps him, expressing himself like that

But the wound takes a long time to heal

Saeran:

His world falls apart

He breaks again

Everything he loves is taken away from him

When you tell him that you fell out of love,he begs for you to give him another chance, to please tell him what he did, he’ll change

You have to gently tell him that...it just can’t be helped. You’re sorry but you don’t feel the same way anymore

Saeran goes through a lot of emotions

He cries, he yells, he breaks down and curses, trying to break things that remind him of you, or that are yours

Saeyoung finds him hugging his knees, crying. He just silently walks over tho his brother and hugs him, letting him cry

For Saeran it takes so long. He will take up gardening to distract himself. It’s the only thing he does

He is really torn appart because he just...hates you so much because you hurt him, but he also can’t stop loving you

He will be scared to go to sleep now, since he won’t have anyone to comfort him when he has nightmares

Everyday he wakes up and tries to reach out for you, just to find that...you aren’t there

And he cries, so much until he can’t anymore

He’s just...really broken and he doesn’t know if he can go back to being happy again...

But Saeyoung is always there for him, and he does his best to bring happiness to his brother

#mystic messenger #saeran choi #saeyoung choi #choi bois #jumin han #mysme #yoosung kim #jaehee kang #jihyun mysme

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cafedanslanuit · 4 years

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RFA + Saeran during the quarantine

I had posted this a while ago but deleted it. It’s up again, hope you like it! Remember to stay safe during this time. Also, please keep in mind it’s okay not be okay during this global health crisis. There isn’t just one way to deal with it, take your time <3

trigger warning: mentions of anxiety.

Yoosung

oh, this boy is scared

like, legit scared

he started isolating himself way before it was mandatory and washing his hands

plays his videogames to stop thinking about it. and it works really well until you have to stay home as well and now he discovered being with you is even more comforting

yoosung is totally okay with the quarantine btw, he could stay for days in his room and it’d be fine

it’s the idea of you, his friends or family getting sick that frightens him

you take him out of his room to do some exercises in the living room once in a while, to help both of you keep active

Zen

okay i’m actually worried about him

he does exercise regularly and since you’re living with him, he’s been eating healthier so he’s not exactly in a risk group

but he’s an actor

and all of the productions have shut down

he has savings, so he’s not going to go into bankrupt but it has seriously affected his economy

you are working from home, so you try to tell him it’s going to be okay, you’re in this together

but he’s not handling these news well. he’s really sad about it.

every time you’re not working, you try to cheer him up. you practice some lines with him so he keeps his routines, work out with him (even if you always end up sore, but if it makes him happy, so be it), and do movie marathons that end up in sweet kisses

he’s not really in the mood to wake up the beast but it’s okay. you just want him to feel better

you pamper him with kisses and homemade food all day, everyday

Jaehee

baehee is ready for everything

she’s not into physical contact so she’s okay with saying her hellos and goodbyes from afar

you’re the exception and will always be

she’s working from home and has a nice schedule

finds she has more time now that she works from home and doesn’t have to do extra activities for Jumin

is pretty well informed about the outbreak. she doesn’t panic. she doesn’t hoard toilet paper or food.

in fact, she’s the one that calms you down when she starts getting agitated

loves working on her laptop with you reading by her side or taking a nap

bought vitamins for her an mc and they’re taking them just so you can feel better about their health

Jumin

Jumin’s first concern was if cats could get sick. once he was told animals couldn’t catch it, he felt a little bit relieved. most of his clients said it was just a bad flu, so he had nothing to worry about.

that was until Jaehee told him it wasn’t like that. and that one of the risk groups was people with respiratory conditions

like you and your asthma

C&R closed the very same day. He would be paying his employees all their benefits and most of them could work from home. The ones that couldn’t would still get their pay at the end of the month.

Jumin had the apartment so cleaned up it was almost sterile

he even bought a nebulizer.

“honey, my asthma hasn’t gone that bad in ages, we don’t need one”

he also works from home, just to keep tabs with everything going on in C&R

is very afraid of you having caught the virus somewhere. even if they went on lockdown, what if you caught it elsewhere days ago?

you calm him down, assuring him you feel fine and since they took all the measures, they will be okay

Elizabeth the 3rd is the happiest because both you and Jumin are home all day long

i’m so sorry but jumin bought food for a whole month, you try to tell him it’s not necessary but he’s worried as fuck, okay?

at first, Jumin works basically all day long and locks himself in his home office

one time you visit him in his office, Elizabeth the 3rd in your arms, and you tell him you both miss him. that he should also use this time to rest a bit and spend time with his wife

jumin and you talk every night with a glass of wine, looking outside the huge window of his living room (without opening it, he’s stil a bit scared) and making plans when everything comes to an end

Seven

you are the one who’s worried sick because he doesn’t eat well, doesn’t sleep well so his defenses must be on the floor

he takes it lightly and send you tons of memes about the virus

“coronavirus can’t kill me bc i died the day jumin took elly away from me”

saeyoung, no

one day, you break down and cry

he stops at the moment

you tell him how worried you are for him, that you would lose it if he got sick because of how much he means to you. that he needs to eat better and have better habits

so he makes a compromise and starts eating better. he even tries and cooks for the both of you once

like yoosung he’s normally on lockdown except on unique occasions, so he doesn’t get stressed about not going out

but you get stressed about not going out, so he invents games and scavenger hunts around the house so you both can have fun <3

Saeran

has to close the flower shop

he gets really worried because you’re on lockdown and he can’t go and water his plants. you tell him you both could go and spent the quarantine there, but he tells you it’s not a good idea to sleep around plants

it’s not a complete lockdown, but the order is to only leave the house for food or medicines, so going there to take care of his plants daily is not an option

he feels sad about it, even if he doesn’t say so

the day before the lockdown, you surprise him bringing some of his favorite plants to the house. you can keep them in the balcony for this time

he’s so happy

you spend the days watching movies together, taking naps and you also decide to teach him how to cook your favorite dishes. he teaches you how to prepare some desserts as well

snuggling close is the best and now that you can do it for even longer periods of time makes you really happy

you both are a little bit worried about everything that’s going on, but you make sure to keep in touch with other people

you drag saeran to videocalls with other rfa members

he’s not amused

but he really likes when you’re listening to Yoosung talk, or watching how Zen and Jumin keep bickering while taking his hand in yours and idly placing a kiss on it, while everyone’s watching

seven always makes “awww” noises but he just ignores him even tho it does make him really happy

#mystic messenger #mystic messenger headcanons #mystic messenger hcs #myself #jumin han #hyun ryu #yoosung kim #jaehee kang #mysme zen #saeyoung choi #saeran choi #choi twins

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spiffyspuffy · 4 years

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My Mystic Messenger Opinions

(That no one asked for)

Zen

Character: 8/10 I know a lot of people think Zens annoying but I find him endearing. One of the best things about this game is the complexity of the characters and I love that Zen’s cockiness is actually how he hides his insecurities. Even though he’s egotistical about himself, he’s never shallow with MC. He says multiple times that he doesn’t care about MC’s looks. He loves her for who she is and shows this in how he makes an effort to get to know her and be her cheerleader everyday. An underrated thing about Zen is how emotionally intelligent he is. He’s great at helping the RFA members when they need emotional support (Yoosung’s grief over loosing Rika, Jaehee crying from the stress of her job and MC’s shock at almost being kidnapped).

Route: 2/10 Zen is a great character and he deserves a better route. The false rape accusation plot is horrible and offensive. Also, his route functions as an introduction to the game’s plot, so it’s exposition heavy and lacks action. The creators said that the lesson of his route is that when our insecurities are handled in a healthy way, they can push us to be better people. I love this message and I wish it had been highlighted more in his route.

Romantic Potential: 9/10 Zen is arguably the most dateable of all the characters. He’s a bad boy without being sketchy. He’s protective without being possessive. He’s kind without being a pushover and he’s smart without being pretentious. His biggest drawbacks are his overconfidence and and how busy he is with working. There aren’t any glaring red flags.

~ More under the cut ~

Jeahee

Character: 7/10 I love this adorable theater nerd! She comes across as formal and stuffy at first, but reveals herself to be passionate and funny the more you get to know her. I gave her a lower score because she does have a strong personality that rubs me the wrong way sometimes (her jealousy of MC in Zen’s route, her lack of sympathy towards Jumin in her own route and her general rudeness towards Yoosung). She is the most mature of the RFA though, so her exasperation is warranted. Being mature and grounded also makes Jaehee the least complex Mysme character. I’ve got a lot of respect for her though!

Route: 5/10 Getting to engage in discourse about capitalism and the patriarchy? Amazing and hands down the best part of her route. It’s really inspiring to see Jaehee stand up for herself and choose to follow her dreams. I think it’s important for every young person to hear that they should have a positive work/life balance and demand that their employer supports that. Other highlights are Seven helping Jaehee by making the Power Point presentation for Jumin’s cat project, getting to fangirl with Jaehee over Zen and the creepy stalker plot. I thoroughly enjoy her route and the only reason the score is so low is because some of the other routes are seriously incredible.

Romantic Potential: 8/10 Jeahee doesn’t have any red flags either. I think she’s perfectly capable of having a healthy, romantic relationship with MC. The biggest issue standing in their way is Korea’s bias against lesbian relationships. As a fellow coffee lover and theater enthusiast though, I could definitely see myself or someone similar having a happy life with her, even if it might have to be in secret.

Yoosung

Character: 6/10 I can’t stand people who aren’t competent. Yoosung is a terrible cook, he barely cleans and he doesn’t pay attention to his studies. On top of that, 80% of his personality is that he’s a gamer AND he’s in love with his “dead” adopted cousin. Yuck. ~ But ~ I understand that he’s depressed and depression can seriously effect someone’s executive functioning. Taking all of those negatives away, we’re left with a young man who’s trying to his best to be taken seriously, which is something I can relate to. It’s nice to see imposter syndrome represented and I admire his loyalty to his friends.

Route: 8/10 This route is sooo good! Who can forget the night when the RFA starts being aggressively stalked by Minty Eye? And the pic Zen takes of a believer looking at him through his apartment window...chills. His route only gets better from there when he infiltrates Mint Eye with Seven. This is the first time we get to see the twins interact and damn, is it confusing. But in a good way!! The biggest drawback is that MC is stuck in Rika’s apartment and doesn’t play much of an active role in the story.

Romantic Potential: 7/10 Despite all the negatives I listed about Yoosung, I do think he’s capable of have a healthy, romantic relationship with MC. Yoosung is also the only true sub of the RFA men, which is a definite plus for some players. Yoosung’s yandere side is a huge red flag though. MC better watch out if she doesn’t dote on him as much as he wants. Once he falls for her, he’s all in.

Jumin

Character: 5/10 Unpopular opinion, but I hate Jumin. I understand that he’s some people’s guilty pleasure though. Jumin’s good aspects are that he’s intensely loyal, an animal lover and has a dry sense of humor. I appreciate how devoted he is to the RFA and it’s members. He offers to help Zen multiple times (albeit rejected), sends everyone body guards in his route and pays the hospital in the SE to keep Saeran’s identity top secret. What I’m not a fan of is the way he obsesses over MC and traps her in his house. This isn’t the first time he’s shown obsessive tendencies either. Seven explicitly states that Jumin acted this way with Rika in the past. Huuuge red flag.

Route: 3/10 His entire route is fraught with rich people problems. I’m supposed to sympathize with him for an arranged marriage? All he had to do was say no. His father couldn’t force him. He’s possessive of MC because women have only ever wanted to be with him for his money? Not an excuse. Elizabeth going missing was a vaguely interesting story line, but Jumin’s relationship with his cat was cringey enough to overshadow the drama of it for me.

Romantic Potential: 3/10 Jumin has some serious issues. He’s never had a good female role model which has given him a deep seeded hatred of women. Remember when he tells MC that respecting women goes against his core beliefs? Yikes. Then, after meeting a woman who respects him and he actually likes, he locks her up and tries to change everything about her (cutting her hair, buying her a new wardrobe, teaching her the ‘proper’ way to walk, etc). We’re supposed to believe Jumin learns to be better by the end of his route, but he still proposes to MC after only a week of knowing her! I’m having a hard time picturing Jumin in a healthy relationship.

Saeyoung

Character: 10/10 I’m not saying Saeyoung is a good person. Far from it actually. But he IS very well written and extremely interesting. In the other routes, Saeyoung is energetic and funny, bringing much needed humor to heavy moments. It’s always a joy being in a chatroom with him. Then you have the reveal that he actually hates his job and that he was faking his personality, all to a sad and slowed down version of his theme song. This plot twist shook me to my core. What makes him so well written is that the devs did a good job dropping hints to his real personality in the other routes that players might not notice during their first play through.

Route: 9/10 This route is a wild ride from start to finish. This is when the plot threads from the other routes come together and start make sense. This route has secret agents, assassins, a deadly bomb, kidnapping, an evil twin, a powerful cult... It’s action heavy while still carrying enough emotional weight to make me cry every time. Saeyoung’s route is heavy and emotional and sooo worth playing.

Romantic Potential: 6/10 Saeyoung has a shady job and a complicated past. Choosing to be with him means putting your life in danger every day. If you’re okay with that, he’d be a decent romantic partner. He’s a little rough around the edges, but I do think he has potential to become more like his ideal self (God Seven) after reading his AE. He’ll always have that mean and serious side to him, but I don’t think he’s hopeless.

Character: 4/10 He’s low-key the worst. I sympathize with his trauma from being abused by Rika, but I don’t understand why he feels the need to fix everything by himself. Rika might be the source of most problems in this game, but V is partially responsible for standing by and letting her get away with everything.

My first issue with him comes from encouraging Saeyoung to join the agency. I know Saeyoung didn’t have many options, but how was encouraging him to train to become a hacker and assassin the best option?! On top of that, he stalked Zen per Rika’s request and took creeper photos of him, failed miserably at protecting Saeran and don’t get me started on how he loves Rika unconditionally. V has some good characteristics but I really don’t care about those when he’s so terrible otherwise.

Route: 10/10 This route is *chef’s kiss* the BEST. I wouldn’t call it a romance since Vs barely in it but damn is it riveting. Saeran is the perfect amount of loving and unhinged, MC get’s to know Rika on a personal level and V finally gets to be active instead of just reactive like he is in all the other routes. It’s also satisfying to find out how much V has been keeping secret and to get a glimpse into Rika’s psyche. But what really makes V’s route stand out among the rest is that there are spy action scenes like in Saeyoung’s route, but the player also gets to spend time in Mint Eye.

Romantic Potential: 7/10 I’ll be honest. I don’t think V will ever be able to move on from Rika. He’ll always love her, as evidence in his AE. Besides that drawback, I do think he’d be a good romantic partner for MC. V was never the issue in his past relationship with Rika. She was the abusive one and he was 100% the victim. I think he would treat MC just as well in their relationship as he treated Rika.

Saeran

Character: 7/10 I know I’m not the only one who loved the suave and cunning Saeran of the main routes who, after getting the therapy he needed, became an adorably shy and awkward man. Sadly, that’s not the character we got in AS. Instead, we met Ray, the split personality of Saeran’s psyche. Ray is charming and sweet as well as possessive and manipulative...which is something I’m into. But it’s not for everyone. Saeran’s real personality in AS is revealed to be angry and abusive and not at all similar to who he was in the main routes. I’ll give Cheritz props for writing a fairly accurate portrayal of disassociative identity disorder, but I think Saeran’s characterization is inconsistent. I get the impression Ray was an afterthought when creating AS.

Route: 7/10 A mixed bag for me. I really enjoy any chatroom/scene with Ray. He’s undeniably creepy, but those scenes were entertaining in a dark romance kind of way. On the other hand, the Saeran scenes had a lot of unrealized potential. Abuse is never cool. All his route needed to fix this was a scene where Saeran explained to MC that he was pretending to hate her to appease Rika and the other believers. While this fake hatred is implied, I think it needed to be outright stated. It’s also hard to believe that Saeran overcame his DID in the course of one night. I know all routes are limited to 11 days, but this one needed more. Highlights of this route are Saeyoung being kidnapped by his father and of course, dark Yoosung with Elizabun.

Romantic Potential: 7/10 I truly do believe that Saeran could go on and live a happy life in any of the endings where he escapes Mint Eye and receives therapy. While we only get a glimpse of what an emotionally stable Searan looks like, we know that he was kind and attentive with MC. Saeran is a giver and would do anything to make MC happy. Red flags are that Searan is still clingy at the end of his route. Yoosung makes a comment that he’s always holding MC’s hand when he sees them together. Also, his DID is something that will occasionally return and that’s something MC has to go into their relationship knowing.

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marveloussupernerd · 3 years

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‘tis the damn season - Saeran

Hello everyone! Here’s another one shot for my evermore series. I wasn’t sure where to take this one at first so I hope you like it

Summary: you and Saeran had gotten out of Mint Eye together with no repercussions. You were immediately invited to join the RFA thanks to you past work. Saeran... well, he needed a lot of time to himself. You didn’t mean to grow apart. It just happened. It’s party time and it’s your first time seeing him a while

You had escaped together.

He had hacked information on his savi- Rika. Rika. He had hacked information on her and threatened her with it if she didn’t let you both go.

The RFA was happy to get you both. They were also lucky enough to have the whole group present and safe.

Saeyoung was crushed upon realizing the fragile state of his brother.

“I’m fine, Seven,” Saeran would growl when his brother pestered him, shoving him away from him.

Saeran would only talk to you.

You spent day after day hanging out in the extra bedroom at Seven’s place that he converted to Saeran’s room. You’d usually read together, you nestled between his legs and his chin resting on the top of your head so you could both focus on the same book. If he was tired, you’d read to him while he started to doze off.

He was home with you. But without you? He was unstable.

He couldn’t look his brother in the eye; hardly ever talking to him. He wanted to beat his brother up—or himself up if it meant causing him pain.

And then sometimes he would realize that it wasn’t Saeyoung’s fault.

And he’d cry but never apologize. He couldn’t face that. He’d lock himself in his room for hours if you weren’t around.

And he’d relapse.

It was sad seeing how discouraged Seven was. You wanted to help.

“You need to give your brother a chance,” you said simply, fingers wrapped in his own as you laid around together, mindlessly watching tv.

“It’s... complicated.”

You turned slightly to face him. “I know. But you need to. You’ve been staying at his house for nearly three months now and you never utter more than a sentence to him. He’s letting you live here. He’s willing to pay to help you see a therapist and talk everything through.”

“I don’t need a therapist.” He rolled his eyes.

He did. But whatever

“Please talk to him.” You kissed him on the lips, standing from your spot. “I’ve got to go meet with some of the RFA to talk about entertainment for the next party. I’m not coming back here until Seven says you’ve talked for more than a minute.”

“You’re gonna be gone for a while then.”

You giggled. “Just try for me, okay?”

You didn’t think he was serious. But he was. He wouldn’t talk to his brother. You called Saeran everyday to check in about it. Texted him multiple times a day. Asked him to talk to someone.

The RFA party was coming up quickly, so your focus shifted from Saeran to party prep. Calls every day became every few days. Texts were few and far in between; he would never text you if you didn’t text him first. It hurt.

He still wouldn’t talk to his brother.

V had gotten eye surgery and it was a long path to recovery. All of his party commitments were passed onto you. You spent every moment of the day brainstorming how to make the party a success. You had almost forgotten to order napkins.

You went about a month without no communication.

You had meant to talk to him, but the party stuff got in your way. And what were you supposed to say? The same things you always did? That you were sorry for not talking to him for a while? Nothing felt right.

You were dreading seeing him at the party.

When he walked in... he was laughing. Glancing at his brother and chuckling.

He had finally started talking to him again.

You desperately jumped into a conversation with Zen, praying that the twins would get the message and not talk to you immediately. You had planned enough for the party that hopefully you’d be too busy each second of it to be approached.

That was wishful thinking.

You stood near the corner, watching the party go on, slowly sipping a glass of wine. It felt weird.

“I’m still not used to it either.” His voice almost made you drop your glass.

“Saeran!” You exclaimed, mostly in surprise. You turned to face him.

He smiled, then shrugged. “I dunno, maybe because I had wanted to pull apart the RFA. I feel weird being here. Comparing every second of it to... that place. And the stupid things we did.” He shuddered.

“I know I wasn’t there for long but... me too. I feel like a fraud who was just in this group to gather information but now I’m doing all the work for the parties,” you explained, thinking aloud.

“That’s my fault though. You can blame me.”

You frowned. “I’m sorry I stopped calling.”

“I started talking to Saeyoung you know. Things are getting better,” he commented, side-stepping your apology. That was the first time he had called him Saeyoung in front of you.

“I’m glad.”

It was silent for a moment too long. Finally he spoke up. “I could have called too. It’s my fault also.”

He cleared his throat. “This whole party is so you. I can’t take one step without seeing something that’s just so you.”

You smiled. “I planned this whole thing you know. From the chairs to the linens to the band and the napkins and the food. Everything.” You explained, admittedly proud of yourself. You didn’t say it to brag. You just wanted to tell him. That’s how it was with Saeran.

His eyes scanned the room, taking in every detail. “That’s amazing. It’s very you.”

“I want to start calling again,” you blurted out.

He paused, dumbfounded, speechless. “...okay.”

“Would you answer? If I did call?” You questioned. The wine must have made you bold for thinking aloud like this. It made your head feel dizzy and your hands sweaty and your heart was pounding.

“Of course I would.” He took a step closer to you, hands resting on yours holding the wine glass. Your hands had been shaking: he steadied them with his own.

He was so close to you now. He was smiling at you.

Your words were stuck to your throat. You couldn’t make a sound.

“What if I called you? Right now. Would you answer?” He asked, able to find the words you had struggled to get out. It was like he was reading your mind.

You nodded, nowhere near trusting your own voice. Your nose bumped his. And then you were kissing again. And it felt right.

You would have dropped your wine glass if he hadn’t been helping you hold it.

When he pulled away, his eyes were locked onto yours with so tight of a hold you didn’t dare try to look away. “We can’t go back and make up for the time we missed but... we can pick it back up again tonight.”

“You want to?” You asked, making sure it wasn’t just in your head.

“Of course.”

#mystic messenger #mysme #evermore #saeran

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cupcakefactory · 3 years

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Hey all!! It's been a while; anyway welcome to my cmc page~

TRIGGER WARNING;

murder, drugs, alcohol, death, abuse, cults

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Name: Iris Jones

MC: Saerans

Age: 20

Gender: Female

Birthday: 28th October

Eye colour: Brown

Hair colour: Blue

Personality: Shy,Nervous,Unsure,Wants constant reassurance, She can stand up for herself but would prefer not to

Background:

She is the daughter of the agency boss; she has a twin brother but he was murdered along side her mother due to a debt her father had; because of this her father started to do whatever he could for money and developed a want for it – her father slowly becoming less and less like the man she knew she took refuge in the cathedral where she met Saeyoung Choi – they become quick friends and both opened up the the other about there twins and parents. Despite this Saeyoung still went with her father although at the time he wasn’t aware who the agency boss was; when Iris found out she was furious and ran to V + Rika who took her in with Saeran. She lived with them till she ended up at the Mint eye – never leaving Saerans side.

Links to the RFA?: Saeyoung (Childhood friend), Saeran (Boyfriend), Malory (Friend), Skylar (Fellow Believer)

Name: Skylar Hope

MC: Jihyuns

Age: 23

Gender: Female

Birthday: 23rd September

Eye colour: Green

Hair colour: Orangey-Pink

Personality: Strong Willed, Strong grip on her emotions, Mysterious,

Background: She is a believer from the mint eye who came from a formally abuses household, her childhood friend Lainie moved away and she lost her only safe place, because of this she ran away and spent day on day trying to make sense of everyday life – for near on 6 years she scavenged for food, shelter the only thing the made her truly happy was looking at the photographs from her favourite Photographer “V” – when she saw a believer “advertising” mint eye she jumped on the possibility to finally find happiness but it soon disappeared when she found out who the mint eyes “traitor was” and she knew she had to help

Links to the RFA?: V (Boyfriend), Lainie (Childhood bestfriend), Malory (Friend), Iris (Fellow Believer)

Name: Athena White

MC: Zens

Age: 20

Gender: Female

Birthday: 21st May

Eye colour: Blue

Hair colour: Red

Personality: Serious, has a soft side, grip on emotions, closed in

Background: She has a twin sister (although she isn’t a cmc for anyone so she isn’t mentioned again) and was raised in a drug heavy household; her parents where dependant on many types of illegal drugs and alcohol so her and her twin where commonly hurt in many ways – despite this she continued her dream to be an actress and was able to get a scholar ship in England to attend a school just for drama. In the school she met Laurance, Melody and Malachi who quickly because close friends however the school did more than just teach drama; its goal was to make the “perfect” students. Melody and Malachi didn’t fit into the dynamic so there where “removed of by the school” leaving her and laurance to run away. She stays separated from laurance until an audition where they jump into eachother again and meets his housemate Zen – they both get the leads in the show and there relationship grows from there.

Links to the RFA: Zen (Boyfriend), Laurance (Friend)

Name: Laurance Jones

MC: Jumin

Age: 21

Gender: male

Birthday: 30th June

Eye colour: Blue

Hair colour: Purple

Personality: little bit.. simple; is the master of very little things; lovable; goofy

Background: one of my cmcs that actually has an alright background – his mother and father divorced when he was younger and he was left to be raised by his father while his mother went to find herself a new man in America. He didn’t care; his father was a doting man who died when he was 17 (just after her ran away from the English bording school), like Athena he went to the bording school in England to continue his career however due to the nature he didn’t continue after running away to korea – he missed his friends melody and malachi and hated the fact they had been removed of. Because of this he started many charity events to try and raise awareness that this was going on and that is where he met Jumin (who introduced him to zen; they became roomates) – Jumin helped him with his goal and they slowly became closer until one day he just moved in with him. He now works with Zen and Athena producing the music used in most of the shows they preform in.

Links to the RFA: Jumin (Boyfriend), Athena (Friend, Zen (Ex-roomate)

Name: April West

MC: Seven

Age: 22

Gender: Female

Birthday: April 17th

Eye colour: Pink

Hair colour: Green

Personality: Secretive,Goofy,Quick changing,

Background: Lived with both of her parents and sister till she ran away at 18 to join the agency; she never spent much time with her parents growing up and wasn’t aware they had died in a plane crash until she re-met with her sister after becoming part of the RFA. She met with Saeyoung after working with him on the honey-buddah mission – during the mission she was struck over the eye and became unable to work anymore. The agency wanted to rid of her however Saeyoung had started to develop emotions for her so he moved her into his house; Vanderwood thankfully stayed quiet as Seven helped her back to health – once she was better she helped seven with the agency work.

Links to the RFA: Molly (Sister), Saeyoung (boyfriend)

Name: Malory Watts

MC: Rika

Age: 26

Gender: Female

Birthday: 15th June

Eye colour: Orange

Hair colour: Dirty Blonde/ Light Brown

Personality: Arrogant, Hard working, smart,

Background: Raised in an orphanage just like rika they quickly (however she was never adopted; she felt like she was not “good enough”) became close when meeting at a park; rika told her about mint eye and how she was developing it and she was quick to jump onto the idea of helping – when it was fully developed became co-saviours. Saeran looked up to her as a Mum figure; he still kinda did after he escaped from mint eye as she was always the nicest of the pair when it came to “handling” him; she did start to feel bad about everything and helped Saeran get out.

Links to the RFA: Rika (girlfriend), Saeran (“Son”), Skylar (Believer), Iris (believer)

Name: Lainie Rhys

MC: Yoosung

Age: 19

Gender: Female

Birthday: 14th November

Eye colour: Purple

Hair colour: Blonde

Personality: Goofy, Worry wart, hardworking,

Background: She was raised by her grandparents from the age of 5 after her mother and father ran away leaving her on her own; although she doesn’t remember anything about her parents she does feel hate for them when they are brought up. Her parents owned a ranch so she was raised working with horses; helping her gran when it came to the horses and having her best friend Skylar around often. She met Yoosung at University where she went to study Equine Science of a full scholar ship; the original plan to return to her parents ranch lost when she moves in with Yoosung.

Links to the RFA: Yoosung (Boyfriend), Skylar (Childhood friend)

Name: Molly West

MC: Jaehee

Age: 24

Gender: Female

Birthday: 16th January

Eye colour: Black/Grey

Hair colour: Black

Personality: Quick thinking, organised, reliable, independent, Considerate

Background: She spent most of her childhood living with her sister April although when he sister ran away to join an agency she felt more alone than every before; Her father and mother where wealthy business people who spend 99% of the days away once the girls where old enough they went on business trips – spending weeks onto months away from the family they raised. Due to this she never developed a relationship with them and left nothing when the news of the plain crash that killed them was told to her. To make ends meet she started to work at C&R becoming the person who Jaehee Relied on heavily when things started to get hard – Jumin added them both to the RFA at the same time, she became close to Rika both of them enjoying musicals along side Jaehee so it was no surprise when they started dating – She was hurt more by rikas “death” than she was by her parents.

Links to the RFA: Jaehee (Girlfriend), April (sister), Rika (Friend), Zen (Idol), Athena (Idol)

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saeyoungs-sunflower · 4 years

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What are some of your favorite writers/fics? Can you link them? I’m new to the fandom and I love your writing but can’t find some other things that are as high quality of yours :)

Hey there! I absolutely can, I love to the spread the love and there are so many talented writers that deserve all the recognition. To be honest, since I returned my blog (after 3 years away haha) I haven’t been reading a huge amount of fan fiction, mainly because I’ve been too busy focussing on my own projects, but there are still a few writers whose work I have been loving lately! I’ve also included some writers who, to my knowledge, are no longer active/don’t plan to write for MysMe anymore, but I wanted to mention them because they are the ones who inspired me to write and hold a very special place in my heart.

Ahhh you’re so sweet, thank you so much for love and welcome to the fandom! I hope you feel at home here xxx

Favourite MysMe Writers!💛

Active writers:

@sunshinejihyun - This gal has only started writing for the fandom recently, but damn she is killing it. She has such creative ideas and they are always executed so beautifully. She somehow manages to make me fall deeper in love with these characters and I ain’t mad about it.

Favs:

The Three Times He Realised He’s in Love (Zen x MC)

Open Secrets (Seven x MC)

Where You’re Meant to Be (V x MC)

@truth-be-told-im-lying - Everything this lovely lady writes is so unique and written with so much care, and there’s also a great mix of work. You get fluffy, sexy, angsty…the whole package! She’s also currently doing a ’50 Types of Kisses’ project at the moment and I don’t know how she does it but every single one I’ve read has been brilliant.

Favs:

You and I (Seven x MC)

The Garden (Saeran Choi)

50 Types of Kisses

@abbyologie - I’ve just followed this blog and I’ve only read ‘Compromise’ so far but it was gorgeous! A perfect mix of sexiness and sweetness, and they manage to really bring out Jumin’s kind and more sensitive side. A lovely read!

Compromise - Part One (Jumin x MC)

Compromise - Part 2

Inactive blogs/No longer writing for MysMe:

@serensama - This wonderful lady right here is the reason I started writing. Her writing is absolutely golden, and she has such a gorgeous way with words and it always leaves me in awe. If she’s writing angst, it’s heart-wrenching; if she’s writing fluff, it’s teeth-rotteningly sweet; if she’s writing NSFW, it’s electric. I wish I showed her more love 3 years ago, because she is truly phenomenal and (if we’re getting personal lol) her writing made me feel something at a time when I was really struggling. Basically, if she wrote a book, I would be the first to read it. I think she is planning one last MysMe fic, and I am preparing to ball my eyes out.

Favs (oh man don’t make me choose😭):

Saeyoung: To Help #5 , Saeyoung: To Help #5b (this one, good grief this is my favourite fic of all time)

Jumin: To Promise #4

V: To Promise #7

EXTRA (bc I can’t help it) I love you. Not. (Jumin x MC)

@spacechip707 - My go to place for Choi boi feels. Every fic was so sweet and just always gave me the warm fuzzies. This has made me want to go back and re-read them all because it’s been so long and some of my favourite fics ever were written by this person.

Favs (from my memory):

Sweetness of You (Seven x MC)

You Are My Sunshine (Seven x MC)

Broken Nights (Seven x MC)

@thirstyfortom - QUEEN of series. I remember when the High School Band AU series was being written and everyday day I would refresh their timeline waiting for the next chapter. I was constantly on the edge of my seat when reading their work, and I’m just jealous that you get to binge-read them all for the first time.

Favs:

High School Band AU (series) - Prologue

18C Apartment (Vanderwood x MC)

Seven Minutes in Hell (Seven x MC)

I’m terrified that I’m missing someone, but I hope you enjoy the work of these brilliant human beings! I’m infinitely grateful for how each one has managed to lighten my mood or helped me find an escape in their writing, and I can only hope that I can do the same for others. Happy reading, anon! 🧡

#fics i love #sunny answers

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anas-tasiaa · 2 years

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Saeyoung choi

I really really really really treasure the hardship and relationship between Saeyoung and Saeran, they have been going through a lot since they were a kid. I didn't get the hate on Saeyoung though.

He had been protecting Saeran for 15 years period when they were living together. He had been protecting him even after he left for agency, so that their father wouldn't get the hand on him, and Saeran. Sure it's Rika fault for brainwashing Saeran to make his life even worse. But Saeyoung is working his ass off to get the money. Saeyoung's only motivation in that agency is improving his skill, getting more money, that's what he only care, as mentioned by Vanderwood. So he could keep his promise to Saeran, to get a home, to get a lot of mone for them.

He missed Saeran every single day. He slept less than 3 hours everyday. He only focused on his task. He wants to keep that promise. He had been pretending to be so bright, the mask of 707, because he was afraid if he didn't do that, he could be wipe away from this world (Christmas DLC). He dare to do everything for Saeran. He have been a great brother for Saeran.

If some of you hate him for his stupidity and jokes, don't hate him for his unconditional love to Saeran, his one and only brother.

#that's all #I want to say..#Saeyoung is really...gosh that man #always making me cry #mystic messenger #707 #saeyoung choi #saeran choi #saeran #cheritz #mystic messenger 707 #unknown mystic messenger

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kirishwima · 4 years

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Heya! If it ain't too much trouble (if your inbox isn't too full) could I get headcanons about the RFA's (plus saeran, if you'd be willing to write for him too) reaction to a 17 y/o MC? Platonic headcanons of course ^^ Your content for mystic messenger is truly great from what I've read so far! Thanks a lot ❤

awe thank you, i really appreciate that! i honestly only have a couple more prompts in my inbox currently, so im grateful for any and all you send my way! (even if there were a lot i really enjoy writing them so i don’t mind at all~)

ZEN:

* He’s so shocked???

* being well, Zen, he immediatly tried flirting with the new person in the RFA, only to immediatly be told by Seven that they’re 17

* Immediatly assumes a Big Brother Role and loves it

* He’s always defending MC, and telling them to let him know if any of the other members make them nervous, calls them frequently and if they’re in high school, checks on them and reminds them to eat and take breaks between studying

* Honestly he’s always wanted to be a big brother so he loves it lol, and he’ll be especially protective of MC from Jumin, constantly telling them to never grow up to be like him

* Will absoloutely let MC call him and vent about whatever is troubling them-as someone who was as troubled as he was at 17, he wants to make MC’s final teenage years as happy as possible wherever he’s able to

* Will Absoloutely interrogate whoever MC decides to date and treat them like a protective father lmao

YOOSUNG:

* Equally shocked, he would never expect someone so young to have to take on the big job Rika once had!

* Honestly he doesn’t care much about MC’s age, although he does feel a little threatened at first-he used to be the baby of the RFA, and whilst he would constantly complain about it, he did like the attention it brought him

* When at some point MC asks him for any advice and thanks them for it, he does feel a sudden surge of pride-he’s an only child and never really interacted much with people younger than him

* He’s the youngest so he still remembers what being 17 was like, and how overwhelming things could be, especially if MC’s in school

* He’ll do his best to help MC study, even meeting up with them and tutoring them-if their marks improve after it or it helps them in any way, he’ll be so excited!

* Will also become really protective of MC, and might even argue with Zen over who MC’s big brother is (hint-it’s neither of you y’all are like, in your early 20s chill)

* Just overall happy to have another friend in the RFA really

JUMIN:

* He...doesn’t....care?

* He’s surprised that V allowed someone so young to just, live in Rika’s apartment and take over her job, but he doesn’t really question it. After all, when he was 17 he was already pretty much running the company alongside his father.

* He’s as cold and aloof as always, although he’s confused as to why Zen becomes so protective and even more furstrated with Jumin than usual. Has he said anything to offend MC in anyway?

* He eventually calls MC and asks if they’re finding everything in the RFA allright, or if they need any help, and after getting to talk with them, sees why the whole of the RFA has taken such a liking to them-MC reminds them all of who they once were at that age.

* It’s not like anything drastically changes in his behavior-he’s still thankful that MC is doing their new job properly, but he’s careful to not overwhelm them with tasks, and frequently will ask if they need any help. He also insists that they should return to their home as soon as possible so as to not worry their family or care giver.

* If MC is a student, he’ll offer to hire one of the best tutors for them, even if they don’t need it-he considers it only natural to receive as many educational opprotunities as possible

((No Jumin, not everyone has had tutors during their high shcool years. Yes it’s doable pls stop nagging Zen about it))

* Yeah, overall he’s just the same as always lmao

JAEHEE:

* She’s actually really concerned when she finds out MC is only 17. How did V ever think that it’s alright to put someone so young into a predicament like this?!

* Will frequently call MC and check in with them, see if everything’s all right, if they need anything e.t.c

* She just really wants them to be comfortable in the RFA-not only does she remember how hard it was for her to adjust after joining, she can’t imagine how hard it is to be thrown into this situation at this age. She genially wants MC to be happy

* Might come off as a bit of a mother hen at first-even the rest of the RFA tell her she doesn’t have to keep worrying over MC so much, after all they’ve proved they’re a responsible person and can take care of themselves

((Take care of-THEY’RE A BABY she screams to deaf ears))

* She does however, realise that everyone else is right-MC is diligently doing their job, and seem to have their shit together. That however doesn’t stop her from watching over MC regardless.

* If MC tells her that they look up to her like a big sister, she’ll smile the softest little smile, happy that MC feels like they’re family

* after all, that’s what she too secretly hoped to receive from the RFA-the family she never had.

SEVEN:

* Obviously, with a quick search he found out MC’s age

* He’s concerned, yeah, but he’s also never really had a normal childhood ((understatement of the century)) and can’t really be certain wether it’s normal for MC to be in the situation they are at this age or not

* More or less he treats them exactly the same-he’s as concerned as he’d be for an MC of any other age really

* He does however constantly tease them about their age-he’ll say something along the lines of ‘back in MY day’ or ‘when i was your age...’ at least once per each chatroom lmao

* When/If he comes to Rika’s apartment to protect MC, he’ll be distant at first, but not as much as he’d be with an adult MC-he remembers what it’s like to be alone at that age, remembers how much he despised it-he can’t help but be a little more lenient with them. He’ll still try to push them away, alert them of the dangers of associating with him, but he’ll also constantly hover over MC, have them tell him about their troubles, making sure they eat e.t.c.

* P much just acting like an annoying big brother lmao

V/JIHYUN:

* As soon as he found out that MC’s only 17, he became insanely concerned.

* What was Rika thinking?! Why would they put such a young person in such danger?!

* He’s so worried, he can’t help but frequently log in to the messenger and call MC to make sure they’re alright and as safe as they can be.

* He’s taken care of Saeran and Saeyoung as young teens, so he’s probably the one to treat MC the most normally than any of the other RFA members. He’s patient and sweet with them, treating them like a mature person but also mindful of their age at the same time

* He finds it sweet how the rest of the RFA cares so much about MC-it brings him peace to know that no matter what, RFA will have their back.

* If they’re a student he’ll also try and help them study, mainly with more theoretical subjects like history, art e.t.c. He’s also frequently reminding them to take breaks and rest, that their mental and physical health will always be more important than schoolwork.

* Would honestly feel more like a doting dad than a big brother, he’s pretty much a perfect parental figure lmao

SAERAN:

* Of course he knew MC was 17, since he’s the one that brought them into the RFA in the first place

* Their age didn’t really have anything to do with why he chose them; he just did as he savior told him to and chose the person most suitable for the job

* He’s reminded of MC’s age through the little things-monitoring the RFA chatrooms and seeing how the members treat MC, how they’ll frequently talk about their schoolwork or daily life matters, little things that kept piling up in Saeran’s consiousness

* When he’s finally free from Rika’s grip and has a clearer view on things, guilt eats him up from the inside out at the fact that he put a person this young through such an ordeal-it’d be bad enough for anyone, but a person who’s not even an adult?!

* He’s reminded of the horrors he went through when he was young, the mess he’d been in when he was 17-it makes his stomach churn, to think he’s put another person through such horrors

* It’ll take a lot from MC to not only forgive him, but also help him understand it’s not his fault-he was genially not in control during those times, and his guilt proves that.

* He’ll try and avoid MC at first, but if they keep pushing, he’ll eventually open up and befriend them.

* He’s genially happy to see MC forgive and slowly forget about the whole Mint Eye ordeal, to slowly return to their everyday life, almost as if he’s seeing what he’s missed out during that age through them; it brings a bittwersweet feeling to his chest, to see what could’ve been.

* He’s not really a big-brother type-but he is a fiercly loyal friend, and he’ll be there for MC through thick and thin, and god have mercy on whoever dares try and hurt MC-hell hath no fury like an angry Saeran.

I’m sorry these were quite short, i really couldn’t think of much else T-T regardless of MC’s age, the whole RFA gang would care for them as a friend and family!

-Send me headcanons/scenarios for mystic messenger characters’ reactions!-

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myhackerbuddy · 4 years

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This is a a bit of a spoiler. This won’t explain all but it might help you understand the story between 707 and Unknown as well as a bit of Rika and V’s story.

Rika founded the RFA (Rika’s Fundraising Association) and was V’s fiancee. Behind those beauty and sweet smile lies a dark past.

Rika was adopted, and was abused (I haven’t read her behind story so I’m sorry if this is what I can tell you). Volunteering to help people is therapeutic for her depression and paranoia. Her way to cope up is to be busy in helping others.

What’s their relationship with the Choi twins?

The twins were the illegitimate child of the prime minister. Their mother used them to get money but she’s not really a nice mother to them. She would beat them to pulp, and often tie Saeran while Saeyoung does errand for her (Since Saeran’s weaker, he’s been the subject of abuse especially when Saeyoung’s away)

Because they are the fruit of accident, their father wants them dead. Their appearance may tarnish his reputation. That made Saeyoung scared for their life. So as he does errands he would go to the cathedral to attend mass. And that’s when he met V and Rika. He discovered his ability and use it for escape, however it’s not easy as he need to leave Saeran behind because it’s very dangerous.

707 or Seven, is one of the member of RFA and is responsible on security and clasified information. A very secretive guy, who hides behind his quirky and funny self.

The idea of being a secret agent was from V. Since Seven is an intelligent kid, V saw the potential and offered to help him so he can earn money. It was a hard decision but V promised that he’ll take care of Saeran while he’s away. After endless persuasion, Seven agreed and asked for his help to change his name to Luciel. Seven then swore to always serve and help V for he own him a lot.

In Seven’s route, he got to meet Unknown when he went to the apartment where MC stays. Their reunion is not something to be excited about, because it seems that his brother became avery different person now. The Unknown who continues to infiltrate his codes, and the one who lead the MC (Main Character: Player) to the RFA, is no other than his brother. Not only that, his brother seems to have a big grudge against him. His appearance and attitude change, the reason why Seven became a complete a-hole in his route. He was confuse and tried to push away MC.

This made Seven furious against V. Clearly, V didn’t fulfill his promise to take care of his brother. V didn’t exactly explain the situation, for he is also hiding Rika that time. Instead, he ask Seven not to open the drawer in the apartment. Hurt because V doesn’t trust him, Seven poured out his anger and revealed his brother on the chatroom. V swiftly dodged his questions, that made Seven more furious and swore not to trust him anymore.

Another revelation after opening the drawer because they found blueprints and planner about this cult group - Mint Eye. They found out that Rika’s been involved with the organization for a long time, and guessed that she’s also involve in the foundation. This made Yoosung, her cousin, confused for he have known her as a nice person who can’t do such thing. To find the truth, MC and Seven went to Mint Eye and got to meet Saeran. Seven tried to explain why he needed to be away, but Saeran’s badly hurt and close minded because of Rika’s endless brainwashing. He ended up fleeing and MC and Seven got stuck in the room.

Unknown is the person who lead the MC to RFA. In Casual and Deep story, you’ll see his as an effective antagonist but in his route, you can finally see the person behind his personality.

In able to play his route, you have to be in Another Story. Saeran will introduce himself as Ray. He will let you believe that you are just going to try his new game where you’ll chat AI characters and act as a party coordinator.

Before we proceed, let me tell you more about Saeran.

He is the twin brother of Seven who was abused and had split personality. I don’t know if Seven’s aware (probably not) because he acquired it when he was being abuse by their mother. I think his other self was triggered when Seven’s nowhere to be found.

After sending Seven to the private agency, V and Rika did everything to get Saeran out of the house. He was completely saved when his mother died. I guess the twins aren’t aware of the real reason behind her death, but Rika’s the one who killed her.

Saeran became better. Seven treated V as his father and Saeran seems to treat him the same. But behind V, Rika secretly meets up with Saeran and shower him lies to get him study the books that Seven used. Saeran did as she told because he wants to know Seven more and by studying the same, he feels attached and somewhat close to his twin.

Rika and V’s relationship was very toxic. How could you still love a person who hurted you, blinded you? Rika thought she could do everything to help others.. there came a point were she feels that what she’s doing wasn’t enough. That’s why she founded Mint Eye. A cult who recruit believers and the way they cleanse is through drinking elixir. A very deadly solution (mixture of peyote cactus, methanol, unspecified mushroom) which taste bitter and nonexistent. Imagine how awful it taste and Saeran’s been fed with it since he’s a kid.

They kidnapped Saeran and made him drink Elixir.. everyday. They tortured and brainwashed him to force him to wake his other personality, so that Rika can control him better.

Talking to him on the phone is like a rollercoaster ride. Ray is a soft, sweet boy and Saeran’s always irritated at you, calling you a toy and hurting you with his sharp words.

But behind that is just a lonely boy who misses his brother. Imagine how cruel it is for him to be used and fed with lies. He experiences massive headache, deprived of sleep (because he’s working nonstop. He sleep 3-4 hours only) and is very loyal to the Saviour. He devoted himself to the Savior that he forgot who to love. All he know is he wanted revenge to the one who abandoned him.

Ever wonder why he had white to grayish hair instead of red hair like Saeyoung? How about his eyes? It’s because he had Marie Antoinette Syndrome.

"Marie Antoinette syndrome occurs when people lose their hair color after receiving a great shock, undergoing a grievous loss or surviving a life-threatening situation."

Do you imagine how sad their story is? It’s very heartbreaking and cruel. To think that all of them are just a victim. One mistake and it’ll pass with another. I don’t know much about Rika’s story, but I know Mika is the one responsible to Rika’s mental state. V’s love wasn’t enough to save Rika. V hid the truth to the RFA members causing them to hate V.

To be honest V sacrificed a lot for the RFA members. Rika told him he’s a traitor because he doesn’t approve to her ideas. He failed to stop her so he ended up sacrificing. He’s alone as he keep an eye to Mint Eye, while his vision became worst.

He said he wanted to live up with his mistake, that’s why he doesnt want to fix his vision. He knew it’s his fault for not trying enough to stop her, but it’s understandable. It’s hard to handle her. He should have ask for help with his friend.

He shouldn’t suffer alone.

#mysticmessenger #saeyoung choi #unknown saeran #cheritz #mint eye #rfa #mysme rfa

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fandomplethora · 4 years

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*slams hands on table* so, i used to watch the vampire diaries and a while back i remembered this clip...

i also am over “love triangles” (bleh) when people could all just date each other (iconic). so, i wrote this mess around midnight based on this tvd scene because...damn. i thought it would fit in perfectly in the Angst and Drama department with this...fic’s suject(s). so...have this one shot (maybe i’ll turn into a full fic idk) about our mm OT3:

Jumin x MC x Jihyun (absolute legends)

working title (if i made this a whole Thing, with more chapters and all that):

Violets Are Blue

for context; they are not all officially dating here yet...it just those hinting moments and the build up, ya know? also, i’m somewhat combining deep story and another story in my head, while writing this. feedback welcome!!!

. . .

MC paced in the lobby of the hospital. She would cast glances at the clock, see only a couple minutes had passed since she looked, sigh and then do it all over again.

It had been 6 months since Saeran had been returned to his brother. Since Jihyun confessed to everything…since MC became engaged to Jumin Han.

6 months of difficult conversations in a therapist office and one close time when it almost all seemed to fall apart. When her and Jumin stood in the doorway of Jihyun’s, now empty, home and begged him to stay.

6 months since he listened and, shortly afterwards, accepted the offer to move in with Jumin.

They had sent Rika to Alaska – and haven’t heard anything since. Which was, likely, for the best.

Things seemed to be looking up…

Zen’s fame was growing, Yoosung’s grades were getting better as he spent more time with the twins. Vanderwood, now free from the agency as well, lived with Saeyoung and Saeran, helping them – just as much as they helped him, even though he would never admit it. Jaehee had quit her job and began her ventures into her café business…with Jumin’s support.

They had begun, finally, healing. Returning to what felt like normalcy.

MC paced back and forth and looked at the clock, cursed, and leaned back against one of the walls.

“Jumin, I…” Jihyun had trailed off. “Please, Jihyun. Consider it. Think about life beyond everything that has happened. I want to see you returning to your passions, returning even to the RFA if that’s what you still want,” Jumin spoke earnestly to his friend as they both sat across from each other on the couch.

“It’s not that I don’t…want it,” Even that admittance a struggle, “It’s just…you have done a much better job than I ever would leading the RFA. My photographs have all sold…I am looking into an apartment in the city. I now need to spend this time, the rest of my life if that’s what it takes, to make up for what I did,” Jihyun sighed as rubbed his forehead, bumping his sunglasses, “Not reward myself.”

Jumin looked at his friend, pain etched in his face…though subtly and still expertly hidden - but MC knew. Her fiancée looked up at her, completely lost and MC set her mouth in a hard line.

“Jihyun…” MC whispered as she came to sit between the two men, leaning closer towards the artist, “Remember our conversation; me, you and Jumin, several months back?”

Jihyun looked at her but said nothing. His face cast down.

“I asked you why you went by V. You told me how it was just easier, and how it was your artist name. But…for so long, you hid yourself away. You didn’t know who that person was. You tried to be V…the photographer, separate from everything you came from. Then you tried to prove yourself worthy, by giving yourself up for an ultimate sacrifice…for what you thought was love,” MC reiterated to him as he winced.

“Remember what you told me?” MC asked.

Jihyun replied quietly, “That it wasn’t love…but I wanted to find out what was.”

“We have multitudes of love in us, Jihyun. Love of each other, love of our passions – your art. And…we need love of ourselves in order to do any of it properly,” MCs voice grew emotional as she placed a hand over Jihyun’s and lightly squeezed.

“I want to…find myself. Learn to love the one I find,” Jihyun whispered. “Then, let us help you do that. Let us hold your hands along the way…the rest of it will be up to you. But we can help you take the first steps…to see yourself again,” MC said.

It was quiet in Jumin’s living room for a moment before MC felt Jihyun’s hand move and his fingers lace with her own…squeezing them with surprising strength.

“Jumin…” Jihyun addressed him. “Yes?” “When is the soonest we can schedule the surgery?”

MC surged forward and hugged him tightly, Jihyun freezing in shock at the action. MC tightened her grip before looking over her shoulder. With a sly look in her eye she reached towards Jumin, grabbing his hand as well, and pulling him closer, effectively making him join the impromptu hug.

“MC…” Jumin said with a sigh, though his face was warm.

Jihyun let out a laugh…the most carefree one they had in a while, “Well, might as well go with it…” he reached his arms around MC, also grabbing onto Jumin’s upper arms and pulling him in. “That’s the spirit!” MC cheered, somehow even pulling the trio closer together still.

And though he didn’t say anything more, they both felt it as Jumin returned their affections, wrapping his arms around MC while grabbing hold of his friend tightly.

MC smiled at the memory. Now, today was the day the bandages were supposed to come off. Prior to this, Jumin had spent nearly every moment he could here, trading off with MC as well.

And as soon as Jihyun was available to…they would then discuss plans with the other six to begin planning another party…one that would introduce the new RFA.

A new beginning. MC smiled at the thought.

“He’s still in there?” a light voice rang out and MC whipped around at it’s sound. “No…” MC whispered before shifting her expression of shock into a glare.

Rika stood before her…in different clothes than MC was used to seeing her in. Dark jeans wrapped around her legs as her heeled boots crossed over each other. She wore a deep magenta blouse and a black jacket over it. Her long, curly blonde hair hung perfectly around her face.

“What the hell are you doing here?” MC seethed while trying to keep her voice down. “Why shouldn’t I be here, MC? I’m just checking in on someone who used to be the love of my life…and his best friend, who was a very good friend to me as well,” she smiled sweetly. “It wasn’t love, Rika. Jihyun told you that himself. You’re not even supposed to be in the country,” MC accused. Rika laughed and it came out as a child-like giggle, “Don’t worry, I’m not here to steal your boyfriends from you.” “What are you talking-?” MC demanded. Rika interrupted her, “Though, just a warning – woman to woman, they’ll leave eventually. Just like they left me.” “You did that to yourself, Rika. Everyone in the RFA – especially Jumin, especially Jihyun, cared for you as a person. Deeply. You betrayed all of them.” “Betrayed? How dramatic. I just tried to take my organization to new heights, MC! Look at the big picture,” Rika explained with a wave of her hand. “A cult, Rika? And what about the twins? What about Saeran? Collateral fucking damage?” MC’s voice grew louder with her words.

Rika’s face grew surprisingly solemn at that, “I never had the intention to hurt those two. To hurt Saeran. It did go too far, and I realize that…Those people I had with me...” She trailed off, her face serious, “I regret it everyday. I realize I went about it the wrong way. But my intention? My purpose in it? You cannot fault me there, MC. It was pure...until...”

MC shook her head in disbelief, “I can fault you there – on account of you, clearly, still being completely insane.”

“I do not understand why you all cannot give me another chance,” Rika crossed her arms as she approached closer, her heels clacking. “I do not want to be a relationship with…Jihyun. With anyone in the RFA. I just want us to work together again, to-” “Alaska was your second chance, Rika,” MC interrupted her, “For yourself. You have already lost all chances with us.”

Rika froze and then cocked her head confusingly, “Us? You mean the group I worked hard to bring together myself…who I knew for years before you even were in the picture?”

MC suddenly picked up on a familiar baritone voice coming down the hall. With a quick step forward, she grabbed Rika by her bicep and led her out quickly down another hall and out a door. Rika let herself be pulled along, simply watching MC with vaguely curious eyes. They stepped onto a balcony of some kind with tables and chairs set up, effectively hiding them both.

“Why are you here, Rika?” MC asked bluntly as she released Rika’s arm. “I missed Korea. My home, MC. Can I not come home when I please?” She asked, standing directly in front of her. “Why come here? How did you even know-?” “I have my ways. It was pure chance really…and one I decided to take,” Rika explained, an air of nonchalance around her. MC furrowed her eyebrows and sighed, “Leave, Rika.” “I want to see Jihyun…have him see me after all this time…I want to talk with him one more time-” “No.” “Protective, aren’t we?” Rika half teased as if they were friends. “I protect the ones I love.”

Rika’s smile fell as her eyes grew more calculating, “So, you admit it then? You love him, love…Jihyun.”

MC said nothing, trying to keep her face neutral as to not give her the satisfaction.

“I wonder how Jumin, your fiancée, would feel about that?”

MC said nothing still.

“You have so much endless love to give, don’t you, MC? Some of us are not born with that gift. You should treasure it,” Rika advised.

MC looked her up and down and then quickly turned away, “Leave, Rika. I can assure you that neither Jihyun or Jumin, or anyone else, needs to see you. I have nothing more to say. Go before you make even more, bigger, mistakes.”

Rika strode past her, eyeing an outdoor elevator, ignoring most of what MC said. “I’m going to be in town for a while, MC. I’ll try to stay out of your way though…but it can be a small world sometimes. I can’t help if there is a chance meeting…” MC glared at her in her insinuation, “I’m not repeating mistakes either. The RFA will learn of your presence shortly. We’ll see how long you’ll be able to stay in town.” “Thank you for the heads up,” she said with her hand raised as she kept walking towards the elevator. She quickly clicked the button before turning around to face MC again.

“Oh!” Rika exclaimed, as if she forgot to say something. Her green eyes looked directly into MC’s, “It’s okay to love them both,” she said seriously as MC stared her down. Rika entered the elevator and, as the doors closed, added two final words that pierced into MC’s chest, “I did,” she confessed with a raise of her eyebrows.

The elevator doors shut before MC could say anything else.

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MC stood in the hospital room, still feeling off from the interaction that she hadn’t spoken about yet.

Later, she thought as she left the patio where she had just stood with the old founder of the RFA. I will tell them. After this…I’ll tell them.

Then Jumin had found her as she had been walking towards the lobby again, still lost in thought.

“Darling, there you are. I thought you were waiting in the lobby,” He let out a sigh but, while it seemed tired, it didn’t seem nearly as heavy. “I’m so sorry,” MC said, her eyes meeting grey and the grip on her heart loosening…slightly. She reached up to touch Jumin’s cheek and he leaned into it.

“He’s awake,” he said after a moment. MC nodded, excitement almost overtaking the rest of her emotions temporarily.

“Let’s go.”

Jihyun sat up straight, bandages still around his eyes. But, while he fidgeted with his hands, he had a soft smile on his face.

MC came to sit on the side of his bed. Jumin sat beside her, one hand holding her’s and the other resting on the bed near Jihyun.

“I’m excited…but…nervous. What if…?” Jihyun worried out loud suddenly. “They said the surgery was a complete success. We…did it just in time, Jihyun,” Jumin explained, “Your vision will slowly return to nearly normal again. Though you will need glasses for a short period…” Jihyun nodded with a slight chuckle, “Saeyoung said he already ordered me some. I have to admit, I’m not sure if they are going to be ones I can wear out on a consistent basis.” MC laughed too, “Jumin already purchased several other pairs for you.” “My love…” Jumin lightly groaned, not wanting Jihyun to know. “Well…he may know my taste better than anyone, that much is for sure,” Jihyun grinned, “But I really wish you hadn’t-” “It’s already done, Jihyun,” Jumin stopped him. “Of course,” Jihyun said with a slight shake of his head. Suddenly, Jumin was surprised when he felt fingertips graze the top of his hand as he, on reflex, flipped his hand over and open his palm slightly.

“Oh…I’m sorry,” Jihyun said, lightly pulling his hand back, it slightly shaking. Jumin reached forward automatically, grabbing his friend’s retreating hand and lightly lacing his fingers through. “You did say you were nervous…” Jumin explained though his voice was low. A splatter of pink went across Jihyun’s cheeks and nose, but he nodded, “Thank you, Jumin.” “Of course.”

MC studied the scene in front of her. Jumin’s slightly red ears and then Jihyun’s private grin. She smiled to herself.

That was no accident, Jihyun.

She gripped Jumin’s other hand lightly as she watched Jihyun’s hand fidget in Jumin’s and her fiancée’s tighten instinctively. She couldn’t help but lean forward and place a hand on Jihyun’s leg in order to reassure him further…which Jihyun also quickly covered with his own.

MC felt warmth throughout her body but…it was comforting. She leaned her head down on her arm resting on the bed and began playing with Jihyun’s fingers casually as they waited in comfortable silence.

They formed a loose type of circle…of interlocked fingers and slightly blushing faces…and smiles. Soft smiles graced the trio’s faces though none of them said a word.

The doctor finally knocked and entered the room.

“Hello, Mr. Kim, Mr. Han? And this must be Ms. MC…I’m Dr. Kang,” she introduced herself as she came closer to the bed, not commenting on the display in front of her besides giving a slight smile, “Mr. Kim…are you ready?”

Jihyun nodded as both MC and Jumin felt his hands grip them even more. Jumin and MC took a breath alongside him.

“Okay,” Dr. Kang said with a smile, “Let’s remove those bandages.”

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Forget Me Not: Holiday Special

Pairing: Saeran/Reader

Word count: 611

Summary: A small, holiday divergence from the main plot of Forget Me Not (which you can read in the chapters masterlist linked below!)

A/N: I wanted to finesse mistletoe somewhere in the series so this is my way of doing just that. Also this takes place after the shit show going on right now and is just a nice lil side drabble to break the tension going on.

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The holiday season always kept Saeran on his toes. The shop was always busy with orders and deliveries, practically selling out daily leading up to Christmas. And the season of giving made for smaller, but more frequent charity events for the RFA; occupying his time even further.

Though as soon as the 24th snuck up, Saeran always found this time to be a small lull in his year. Every year, the few days he’d take off, he’d spend with Saeyoung and some of the RFA members— the people he most consider family. And as fun and as festive as it was, he always felt something was missing.

But as he looked around the shop today, assembling holiday arrangements and watching as the shop piled in festive decoration you enthusiastically insisted on, he felt entirely whole by the new presence in his life. He was entirely thankful and renewed that this year had given him someone as patient, kind, and overwhelmingly warm as you— even after what he put you through. To see you stick with him through it made him adore and treasure you that much more.

“Alright, all the holiday plants are out,” Saeran said as he set down the last of his haul, pausing as he took a long look around the shop.

“The poinsettias, holly, ivy,” he said to himself, running through a mental checklist, “the only ones I’m missing are Christmas trees, but those are too big to grow in the greenhouse.”

“But could you imagine how unstoppable you’d be if you could?” You asked with a small laugh, gaining his attention as he turned to you, the warm smile on his face instantly melting your heart.

“Well I have to give other florists in the area a fair chance,” he said, a teasing confidence in his words.

“All I’m saying is you’d be a triple threat if you could,” you teased back, earning a slight tilt of the head and a questioning gaze.

“Well you have the endless knowledge of plants, the handsome face that you just can’t refuse a flower from,” you quipped, watching as his face deepened in color, “But you just don’t have all the flowers.”

“A tree isn’t a flower.”

“Is what you’d think,” you retorted, striding up a few inches from him, “and beside that, you’re still missing an important, traditional plant.”

He quirked an eyebrow, smile widening was he pulled you close, “Which is?”

“Look up.”

He looked up in curiosity only to be met with a small bundle hanging above that he immediately recognized. Looking back down to catch the wide, sly grin on your face, he didn’t hesitate to close the gap between you two with his lips. A slow, sensual press that lingered for a few seconds, ending too soon as he pulled away to look into your eyes.

They were hazed over with love and glinting under the string lights, something he was sure he was reflecting as he leaned down to press another kiss to your forehead. His grip around your middle tightened, admiring the growing tint on your cheeks.

“As cute as that was, if I didn’t have mistletoe, where did you find it?”

You thinned your lips, avoiding his gaze as you looked up to the bundle before answering under your breath, “I may have had to go to another flower shop.”

“Was the florist there cuter?”

“Yes, actually,” you said, “We fell in love, I stopped by the shop everyday after, and now I’m going to a big charity party with him.”

“Don’t even joke about that,” he chided, though followed with a small chuckle before he leaned down for another press.

#mystic messenger #saeran choi #saeran x reader #saeran x mc #fanfiction #fan fiction #drabble #mystic messenger fanfic #mystic messenger saeran #flower shop au #alternate universe #christmas fluff

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