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february 11, 2021

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daphnejones i’m thrilled to tell you that my new version of fearless (daphne’s version) is done and will be with you soon. it has 26 songs including 6 never before released songs from the vault. love story (daphne’s version) will be out tonight.

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danielricciardo LET'S FUCKING GO!!!

georgerussell63 to quote the great kevin maggnussen, “suck my balls mate!”

↳ isabellaperez don’t be shy, tag him. scooterbraun how do you feel knowing daphne's releasing her versions and you'll stop earning money for her hard work?

alex_albon mr.perfectly fine, your time has come

↳ isabellaperez tag him...joejonas you're up first.

sebastianvettel glad you’re finally taking back your music daphne.

lewishamilton sebastian and i can be normal in our congratulations, unlike some people. so, congrats on taking this step daph!

freyavettel YOU BELONG WITH ME (TAYLOR'S VERSION) IS FINALLY GOING TO BE HERE!!! AHHHHH

mickschumacher i apologize for them. they're all drunk.

↳ charles_leclerc you are too micky

rickybobby3🔒 SUPER FUCKING PROUD OF YOU. I LOVE YOU!

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↳ user53 is this the boyfriend? his account is private

↳ user45 did you think he'd expose their relationship? they want privacy, let them have it.

↳ user53 maybe he shouldn't comment on a public instagram post?

↳ nataliaruiz maybe people should stop being so nosy and focus on daphne re-releasing her music? that’s the real accomplishment here.

june 18, 2021

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daphnejones the next album that i’ll be releasing is my version of red, which will be out on november 19. this will be the first time you hear all 30 songs that were meant to go on red. and hey, one of them is even ten minutes long🧣

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danielricciardo FULLY PREPARED TO CRY MY FUCKING HEART OUT!!!!

isabellaperez COUNT YOUR FUCKING DAYS JAKEGYLLENHAAL

↳ arthurleclerc you gotta stop tagging them isa

↳ isabellaperez no.

maejones AND MAYBE WE GOT LOST IN TRANSLATION

↳ danielricciardo MAYBE I ASKED FOR TOO MUCH

↳ charles_leclerc BUT MAYBE THIS THINGS WAS A MASTERPIECE 'TIL YOU TORE IT ALL UP

↳ maxverstappen33 RUNNING SCARED, I WAS THERE

↳ pierregasly I REMEMBER IT ALL TOO WELL

↳ nataliaruiz AND YOU CALL ME UP AGAIN JUST TO BREAK ME LIKE A PROMISE

↳ rowantodd SO CASUALLY CRUEL IN THE NAME OF BEING HONEST

↳ carlossainz55 I'M A CRUMPLED UP PIECE OF PAPER LYING HERE

↳ penelopetrevino 'CAUSE I REMEMBER IT ALL, ALL, ALL TOO WELL

isabellaperez jakegyllenhaal, this one’s for you. but also the kennedy kid, we haven’t forgotten about him. he was a saint compared to you.

↳ georgerussell63 how can someone fuck up so bad that he gets a 10 minute song written about him?

↳ isabellaperez i don't know lets ask him 🎤 jakegyllenhaal what did you do?

user71 isabella is so unhinged, i bet that she’s drunk

↳ penelopetrevino she is. most of us are, but it feels like one of those nights we won’t be sleeping

user26 i can only imagine the pr mess this is going to create

rickybobby3🔒 so fucking proud of you sweetheart! can’t wait to drive around and scream this album with you. (i’ll be screaming and you’ll be singing)

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↳ user04 the mystery of ricky bobby continues. who is this man? is he daph’s boyfriend?

↳ user93 honestly, if he is love that for daph. he's seems like he's supportive of her and her career and if it's the same person, the they've been together since at least 2016, when daph let it slip that she was dating someone.

may 5, 2023

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daphnejonesricciardo it fills me with such pride and joy to announce that my version of speak now will be out july 7 (just in time for july 9th, iykyk 😆) i first made speak now, completely self-written, between the ages of 18 and 20. the songs that came from this time in my life were marked by their brutal honesty, unfiltered diaristic confessions and wild wistfulness. i love this album because it tells a tale of growing up, flailing, flying and crashing… and living to speak about it. with six extra songs I’ve sprung loose from the vault, i absolutely cannot wait to celebrate speak now (daphne’s version) with you on july 7th.

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danieljonesricciardo I FUCKING LOVE YOU!

↳ danieljonesricciardo I'M SO PROUD OF YOU! AHH!!!!

↳ danieljonesricciardo THAT'S MY FUCKING WIFE PEOPLE!!!

danieljonesricciardo YOU ARE AN EXPERT AT SORRY

↳ baileywinters AND KEEPING LINES BLURRY

↳ nataliaruiz NEVER IMPRESSED BY ME ACING YOUR TESTS

↳ charles_leclerc ALL THE GIRLS THAT YOU'VE RUN DRY HAVE TIRED LIFELESS EYES

↳ landonorris 'CAUSE YOU BURNED THEM OUT

↳ freyavettel BUT I TOOK YOUR MATCHES BEFORE FIRE COULD CATCH ME

↳ pierregasly SO DON'T LOOK NOW

↳ yukitsunoda I'M SHINING LIKE FIREWORKS OVER YOUR SAD EMPTY TOOOWWWWNNN

↳ isabellaperez does this seem like cheap writting johnmayer??? (message approved by max verstappen)

user29 mother said we had to be nice but her own friends are calling j*hn out? does that mean we're allowed too?

↳ daphnejonesricciardo nothing i said would've gotten them to stop. i think the same can be said for my fans.

↳ user29 digging my grave rn

georgerussell63 count your days j*hn

lewishamilton do any of you have any idea about what kind of pr mess you're about to create?

↳ isabellaperez what is fia going to do to me? give me a grid penalty?

↳ oscarpiastri i'm adding your name to my long list of traitors lewis

↳ maxverstappen1 you know damn well the original group chat name was daphne jones defense squad

↳ user13 that's iconic

alex_albon SHE WAS NINETEEN WHEN SHE DANCED WITH THE DEVIL! I'M COMING FOR YOU JOHN!!

↳ lilymhe do you ever think about the consequences off your actions alexander?

↳ alex_albon when it comes to defending daphne, no.

mickschumacher i feel like it's my job to inform everyone that they are all extremely drunk except for daph, lily, and lewis. i am bordering on drunk and sober.

↳ user19 love that they all always end up drunk when one of the girls announces a new album

↳ logansargeant it's called celebrating achievements

↳ zoyatorres no, it's called using any small excuse to drink

user30 everytime she releases an album these guys come for her exes throats, and i just know she scolds them but they just don't give a fuck

↳ baileywinters she does but we must protect mother.

↳ isabellaperez father also agrees with bullying. one parent's consent is enough for us.

user89 daniel lurking and being the supportive husband we know he is

user12 dan's so in love with her he might stop breathing

↳ danieljonesricciardo OF COURSE I AM! HAVE YOU SEEN HER! I FUCKING LOVE HER! THAT’S MY FUCKING WIFE PEOPLE!

august 9, 2023

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daphnejonesricciardo surprise!! 1989 (daphne’s version) is on its way to you 🔜! the 1989 album changed my life in countless ways, and it fills me with such excitement to announce that my version of it will be out october 27th. to be perfectly honest, this is my most FAVORITE re-record i've ever done because the 5 from the vault tracks are so insane. i can’t believe they were ever left behind. but not for long!

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danieljonesricciardo I’VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE! THAT’S MY FUCKING WIFE!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!

↳ daphnejonesricciardo love you too, you kangaroo

↳ danieljonesricciardo I AM A HONEY BADGER!!!

baileywinters GIVE IT UP FOR DAPHNE JONES DOING THE UNTHINKABLE AND BREAKING RECORDS LEFT AND RIGHT!!!

maxverstappen1 probably our favorite re-record you’ve done because it was after this one you and mae came into our lives.

↳ user87 stop that’s literally the sweetest thing max could ever say

↳ user91 max is such a sweet brother-in-law (they’re not married yet people!!) my brother-in-law usually tells me i’m an annoying fatass

↳ maxverstappen1 throw him away

carlossainz55 THIS ONE IS INSANE!

penelopetrevino DIDN’T THEY TELL US “DON’T RUSH INTO THING?”

↳ maejones DIDN’T YOU FLASH YOUR GREEN EYES AT ME?

↳ isabellaperez DIDN’T YOU CALM MY FEARS WITH A CHESHIRE CAT SMILE?

↳ zoyatorres OOH, DIDN’T IT ALL SEEM NEW AND EXCITING?

↳ dulceperez I FELT YOUR ARMS TWISTIN’ AROUND ME

↳ freyavettel IT’S ALL FUN AND GAMES ‘TIL SOMEBODY LOSES THEIR MIND

↳ nataliaruiz BUT DARLING

↳ charles_leclerc WE FOUND WONDERLAND, YOU AND I GOT LOST IN IT

↳ arthur_leclerc AND WE PRETENDED IT COULD LAST FOREVER (EH, EH)

↳ oscarpiastri WE FOUND WONDERLAND, YOU AND I GOT LOST IN IT

↳ danieljonesricciardo AND LIFE WAS NEVER WORSE BUT NEVER BETTER (EH, EH)

logansargeant the vault tracks on this are 🔛🔝

user56 THERE IS NOT A DOUBT IN MY MIND THAT THE PADDOCK FAMILY ARE THE FIRST ONES TO HERE EVERY NEW ALBUM AND SONG

↳ aussiegrit they are. oscar’s been singing a vault track for over 2 months.

↳ fernandoalo_oficial you were present for the listening party because daniel insisted you be there. jensen and seb were there too.

↳ user82 there was a dilf reunion and we missed it? where was kimi?

↳ landonorris he “couldn’t” make it.

↳ nicorosberg i guess my invite got lost in the mail or something

↳ isabellaperez no, we just haven’t forgotten brocedes and the silver war.

↳ dulceperez we picked uncle lewis over you

lewishamilton this one is amazing daphne

↳ daphnejricciardo thanks lewis!

user03 everyday i think this friend group can’t get more unhinged and they prove me wrong time and time again.

↳ landonorris we live to disappoint expectations of us

¡leclerc-s speaks! in honor of 1989 (taylor's version) i give you this. i genuinely don't what this is but i knew i wanted to do something for oct 27th and this is the result of that. have y'all heard 1989 (taylor's version) and if so what's your favorite vault track, personally is it over now? has been on repeat all day.

¡disclaimer! this is in no way making assumptions about the people involved in this story, this is all fake. it is a fanfiction please don't take any of what is said seriously. this is all for entertainment purposes and as a creative outlet for me. enjoy!

#leclerc-s #the honest series #daniel ricciardo #daniel ricciardo x female oc #formula 1 #formula 1 fic #fanfic #fanfiction #f1 #f1 smau #f1 social media au #f1 instagram au #f1 fic

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bratzforchris · 10 months

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hiii :) can you do one where it’s luke’s first thanksgiving in the usa with his girlfriend and he eats a lot and doesn’t feel well? lots of fluff and cuddles please <33

No Thanks Thanksgiving

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Summary: Above

Pairing: Luke x feminine reader

Warnings: None

Word Count: 1434

A/N: Thank you for the request! I love writing fluffy sick/hurt-comfort fics<3

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"I'm so excited for your first Thanksgiving, baby." You hummed happily, holding Luke's hand as you two walked up to the door of your parents house.

"I am too." Luke said, flashing you a smile.

Being Australian, Luke had never celebrated Thanksgiving. You two had started dating in January, so he had missed the holiday with your family last year. You were his first American girlfriend, meaning you got to introduce him to the holiday and all its festivities, which you were very excited for.

"Hey kids!" Your mom smiled, opening the door when you rang the bell.

You and Luke greeted your mother as she pulled you two into a tight hug. Most of your family had met Luke at your birthday party in July and they loved him. You smiled, taking Luke's hand and leading him through the house as you said hello to your various family members.

"It smells so good," Luke's mouth was practically watering as he took in the scents of the house. "I'm so hungry."

The blond hadn't even eaten lunch in fear of getting full too fast at tonight's feast, making his belly growl loudly with hunger at the smells wafting in from the kitchen.

"Just wait til you taste it!" You said excitedly.

"Dinner's ready!" Your aunt called.

You took Luke's hand and pulled him into the kitchen, watching his eyes go wide at the sheer amount of food.

"There's so much..." he mumbled, taking a plate.

You smiled and giggled, making your own plate. "Go ahead, love."

Luke took some of everything, figuring he had to try it all, being his first Thanksgiving. By the time he had reached the end of the buffet line, he observed his plate, which was piled extremely high, making it a mountain compared to your serving. Was it rude to take this much? But he couldn't just put it all back. Luke sighed and held his plate closer to his chest as he followed you, figuring he better start eating before others saw him carrying his weight in food.

He sat down with you and began to eat, humming happily at how good everything tasted. "Is this how Thanksgiving is every year?" he asked you.

You giggled and nodded. "Do you like it?"

Luke nodded quickly, taking another large bite. "It's so good. I want more."

Just as he said that, your uncle passed by. "Go ahead, son. There's plenty left and you're a big guy. No shame in that." he winked.

Despite a slight feeling of fullness radiating from his stomach, Luke headed back to the kitchen for seconds. This time, he came back with a slightly more...normal portion. His plate was full of the items he had decided were his favorites, to include mac n cheese, turkey and gravy, and pumpkin pie.

"I've decided I love Thanksgiving." Luke mumbled through a mouthful of pie.

"I knew you would." You said, smiling and kissing his cheek.

By the time he had finished his second plate, Luke felt like he could explode. The blond pushed the empty plates away from him, letting out a slight burp.

"So baby, was your first Thanksgiving memorable?" You asked him.

Luke nodded sleepily, leaning his head on your shoulder. "I don't think I'll ever need to eat again.”

You laughed, and Luke leaned into you tiredly, listening to you talk about various topics with your family. Before long, everyone began to migrate to the living room to watch the football game.

"Coming, Luke?" You glanced over at your boyfriend who seemed like he was slipping into a food coma at the table.

“Mhm.” he mumbled, pushing back from the table with slight wince on his face.

“You okay?” You asked, rubbing his back.

“Full.” he breathed out, the heaviness settling further into his stomach now that he was standing.

As you two settled onto on one of the couches, Luke pressed a hand to his distended belly. “People do this every year? I’ve never eaten so much in my life…”

Your family all laughed, but turned back to the television. You cuddled into Luke’s side and placed your hand over his.

“Well Thanksgiving is every year but I don’t think people always eat that much since it’s not their first time,” You chuckled. “You gave the buffet a run for its money. Are you okay, though?”

Luke nodded, cuddling into you. “I’m just overly full.”

You said nothing more, content to sit on the couch with your love as you slipped into your own food coma. You had nearly fallen asleep when you felt your dad appear beside you and Luke.

“How was dinner, son?”

“It was really good, thank you,” Luke smiled. “I ate way too much.”

Your dad laughed. “I’m happy you had a good time.”

You smiled fondly, kissing Luke’s cheek as your dad moved along to your grandfather. “You’re so sweet.”

Luke let out a hiccup and a burp and blushed. “I’m sorry. I’m so full.”

“Happens to the best of us, babe.” You said fondly, pulling a blanket over your legs.

Luke was quiet for a few minutes, leaning his head on your shoulder. For a while, the only sounds you heard were the chats of your family members and football on TV. You only zoned back in when you felt Luke start to shift around.

The blond was beginning to grow uncomfortable, his stomach not happy with digesting the extreme quantity of food he’d eaten. He didn’t think you’d notice until his belly let out an audible rumble.

“Was that you?” You questioned.

Luke wrapped an arm around his swollen tummy. “Stomach hurts.” he mumbled softly, not wanting to completely embarrass himself in front of your family.

“I think your eyes were bigger than your tummy,” You laughed softly. “Here bubs.” You lifted the blanket further up so as not to embarrass him and slid your hand under it and onto his stomach, rubbing softly.

The blond was a cuddle magnet and that was amplified by a thousand when he didn’t feel well. Luke leaned into your touch, humming softly. “Thank you.”

Slowly, everyone began to clear out and head home, much to Luke’s relief. You two were spending the night at your parent’s house and he was ready to go upstairs and lay down. He couldn’t have been happier when he heard you ask him if he was ready for bed. Luke slowly pushed himself up from the couch, wincing at how his jeans dug into his belly.

Luke was relieved when you finally reached your childhood room. His stomach was beyond full and achy and he just wanted to curl up and be cuddled.

“Poor thing, you’ve been wearing jeans the whole time.” You pouted sadly, watching him unbutton his jeans and let out a content sigh.

Luke curled up on the bed in his boxers, making grabby hands for you to come cuddle. You quickly obliged, laying down beside him and resting your hand on his bloated belly. Normally, Luke is very toned and has abs, but right now, he had a little food baby compared to his slender, lanky frame.

“Still got a tummy ache?” You asked him, rubbing up and down his torso as you felt his stomach bubbling, trying to digest his immense meal.

“My stomach feels weird…” he whimpered softly.

“You okay?” You asked, slightly concerned that he had actually eaten himself sick.

“Mhm,” the blond took a deep breath through his nose. “I’m just not used to eating that much.”

“My poor baby,” You cooed, continuing to rub his tummy. “I’m sorry you don’t feel good, but I am very happy I got to spend today with you.”

Luke smiled and nuzzled impossibly closer to you. "Me too."

Eventually, you decided it was late enough to go to bed and rolled over to turn off the lamp. Moving yourself to cuddle on Luke's chest, you laid your head down with a happy little sigh, listening to the sounds of his stomach growling in the quiet room.

"I hear your belly. Does it still hurt? Don't lie." You asked him, knowing Luke was notorious for playing off his feelings so you wouldn't worry.

"Yeah..." he mumbled rather sheepishly. "I'll be okay, though. It was really good, I just ate too much."

You giggled softly. "It was like a Thanksgiving initiation."

Luke chuckled and kissed your forehead. "That it was."

All was silent after that, save for the sounds of Luke's breathing and digestion. The last thing you remembered was hearing your boyfriend whisper softly "I'm thankful for you, baby."

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heresthestorymorningglory · 4 months

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Electric Touch

Summary: You're helping Lars to explore his limitations with touch.

A/N: SO, (bear with me this is going to be a beast of an author's note okay?)

Y'all know that I'm a part of the Goosecord, a glorious server filled with even more glorious people. One of these beautiful humans in particular, I'm convinced is my UK doppelganger, and no you can't change my mind. I met her in July completely by accident when I fell in love with her writing style (her Ken is still my #1 favourite) and she introduced me to the Goosecord; We're on the same wavelength with A LOT. She's joined the short list of beautiful women I affectionately refer to as my "soul sisters" She's helped me through hurdles both creatively and personally over the last six months and I'll reach the character limit if I carry on and on about how truly wonderful she is and how grateful I am to have met her (you're stuck with me now for forever my dear 😘) Anywho, amongst the plethora of things we discovered we have in common, birthdays is one of them; we're less than a week apart and she shares her birthday with someone who was very special to me growing up. I wholly and completely believe in divine intervention and she came flying into my life as it started to fall apart.

If you haven't figured it out yet, I'm talking about my gorgeous partner in crime @ken-dom

All this to say, to celebrate this wonderful woman's birthday, I not only watched Lars And The Real Girl in its entirety, but decided I was going to jump with both feet into the Lars world and took a stab at writing him the first time in her honour. Be gentle friends I'm not great at the romance.

Usually, I put an NSFW on all of my work; for quite possibly the first time ever, it's not required. Title inspo comes from T Swift (don't come for me) and Fall Out Boy's Electric Touch here

Happiest of (early) birthdays my darling soul sister (early af because I have no willpower or self control to wait til next month) Hopefully I've done your Lars justice 🩷

All my love,

K 💙

The gravel crunched under your boots as you made your way up the driveway, There was a chill to the air still despite the snow having almost completely melted. You pulled your hat down tighter around your ears. Vertigo by Griff playing in your headphones as Lars came into view; the ax in his hands splitting the piece of wood underneath it with such ease you once teased him you were certain the wood was fake, or rotted so badly that he could simply pull it apart with his bare hands.

Lars being Lars, had to put your ridiculous accusation to the test immediately, putting the ax down…blade facing away of course…he picked a piece off the pile and stood in front of you where you waited patiently a small smile tugging at the corner of your lips at the seriousness on his face.

He held the log in both hands, pulling hard, the tips of his fingers white from the pressure pushing on the lumber.

He sighed with effort before dropping his shoulders “See?”

You nodded “My mistake”

He had shaken his head with a small laugh as he turned back to his work at hand as if you had been ridiculous for even suggesting such a thing.

That had been onwards a month ago now, and his chuckle of disbelief at your audacity that he could simply tear wood in half was something you had thought about ever since.

You knew Lars was unique, that things with him would be…less than conventional, his time with Bianca had made that apparent to everyone. You had told him, this would all be on his terms, his comfort was the most important thing to you; and of course, the last thing you had wanted to do was replace Bianca, you could never; she was special.

Lars’ face broke into a grin as he looked up and saw you watching him. He waved excitedly and you grinned, his smile infectious waving back before chuckling to yourself, biting gently on your index finger as he simply turned back to the woodpile to carry on chopping as if you hadn’t been there at all.

You pulled your headphones from your ears and dropped them in your pocket as you moved to lean against the garage, one foot propped against the siding as you folded your arms across your chest, your manicured thumbnail finding its way between your teeth as you watched him intently.

In true Lars fashion, despite his physical exertion, he was dressed in at least four layers. You watched as he put the ax down to peel off the top layer before looking around for somewhere to put the puffy blue jacket that wasn’t the spongy wet grass.

“I’ll hold it” you called, holding out your hand beckoning him to bring it to you

He nodded before jogging over to where you stood passing it to you, the tips of his fingers brushing over the length of yours, the briefest touch, but you were certain he was aware.

“Thanks” he smiled tight lipped as you folded the jacket over your arms watching him jog back to the woodpile.

“He really is something isn’t he?”

You turned to see Karin standing next to you, bundled against the cold and smiled with a nod, turning your attention back to Lars.

“He really is” you agreed.

“Wanna come inside?” she asked gesturing toward the house “It’s a lot warmer than out here”

You shook your head “I’m okay, thanks”

“I bet you are,” she smirked before turning back toward the house “Door’s open if you change your mind”

You wouldn’t.

Watching Lars in his own environment was one of your favourite things to do; he could be himself and be comfortable. He didn’t have to pretend around you he had said one night as you sat across from each other cross legged on his small bed working on touch therapy.

What he didn’t know was touch therapy helped you just as much as it helped him. You struggled with being touched, albeit not to the same degree, but Lars made it bearable. With him, you didn’t mind that the ghost of his fingers lingered on the back of your hand long after he had taken them away.

You straightened as he sauntered over to where you stood against the garage, positive he was oblivious to how effortlessly sexy he made something as simple as walking.

He leaned the ax against the wall with a sniff, wiping his sleeve over his nose. Despite the cold, his face glistened with sweat.

“Want to go inside?” he asked tipping his head slightly in the adorable way he always did “You must be cold”

“Burning up actually” you winked, watching his cheeks burn red as he immediately dropped his gaze to look between your feet. “I’m only teasing” you half lied “Karin said she-”

“I was thinking we could-” he started, before shifting uncomfortably his head still dropped

You waited quietly for him to collect his thoughts and try again.

“That we could..have some…us time” he stammered, peeking up at you from under his long lashes making your heart flip in your chest “I-if you want”

You had been seeing each other almost daily for over a month and you still made him nervous; especially when he’d had things on his mind.

“I would love to” you smiled, keeping your voice soft.

His head shot up nearly colliding with yours in the process, his blue eyes sparkling with an excitement that made you giggle “Yeah?”

You nodded with a laugh “Yeah”

“Okay” he nodded, ushering you forward, but careful not to touch the small of your back as you passed.

He reached around you, opening the door before stepping back, letting you walk in first.

“I’m sorry for the mess” he apologized, pushing the door closed as he pulled his gloves off

Your eyes scanned the room, it was impeccable save for the cereal bowl on the small table.

“You don’t have to apologize” you smiled “This is your home”

He waved his hand dismissively and shrugged out of his jacket, pulling his hat off and hanging both on hooks by the door.

You unzipped your own jacket, biting your lip gently with a smirk when you felt him help you tug it off before hanging it next to his. You slid your boots off, setting your hat on top before turning your attention back to Lars, who was wringing his hands nervously.

“Lars?” you asked softly, worried if you spoke much louder you might spook him

He looked up quickly, almost like he’d forgotten you were there.

“Are you alright?” you asked, raising an eyebrow

He nodded “We should- Can we…can we sit?” he asked, gesturing to his small bed.

“Sure” you nodded before sitting on the edge of the mattress, moving to cross your legs in front of you as he sat across from you. “Did you have something in mind for tonight?”

He was nervous, but you had accepted the fact that merely, you, being in his presence was enough to make him jittery. This was something different though…

You sat with your hands collapsed in your lap waiting for him to ease himself into his comfort zone. This had become something of a routine for the two of you, usually you visited with Karin and Gus, long enough for a cup of tea or coffee maybe dinner before you and Lars would retire to his small space in the garage, where he would build you a small fire and you would sit across from each other on the small bed while he plucked up the courage to ask if he could “try again”

It always started the same, hesitant and slow as his fingers traced the back of your hand; after a few minutes he would nod, that was his silent indication you could do the same.

Today you had come prepared, you sat across from him in a t-shirt despite the cold temperatures outside, the small garage always warmed up quickly. Each day you had sat doing this with him, he had managed to progress further up the length of your arm, touching and holding for longer increments each time.

He let out a heavy sigh swallowing hard, his hands folded in front of him

“We don’t have to do this tonight if you’re not ready” you reassured and he immediately shook his head

“No, I want to” he paused looking up at you “Un-unless you don’t want-?

“I’m ready for whatever you’re comfortable with sweetheart”

His cheeks flushed the slightest shade of pink before he nodded, hoping you hadn’t noticed. You pretended not to.

“I…” he let out another heavy sigh “Can I-” he tried again before he faltered

“Take your time” you soothed

He nodded, squeezing his eyes shut as he took a deep breath in through his nose.

He fidgeted sitting across from you as you waited; he was transfixed on his hands in his lap, not making eye contact with you. “Would it be alright if we….if I….” he dropped his voice to a near non existent whisper “If I kissed you?” Again, like he had out in the yard, he peeked up at you from under his long eyelashes, nervous for your answer.

“You want to kiss me?” you asked, unable to keep the growing smile off your face; it was such an innocent request, anyone else would have thought nothing of it, would have just went for it, but not Lars.

He nodded quickly before dropping his gaze.

“I-if you want” he mumbled quickly

“Lars…” you smiled, reaching to rest a hand on his knee, in lieu of reaching for his bare hand. “Look at me”

Slowly he lifted his head blinking rapidly “It's okay if you don't, I understand”

“I would love to” He looked up almost in awe as you continued “Are you sure you're ready for that?”

He nodded determinedly

“We'll go slow” you smiled offering your hand for him to take the initiative.

Almost immediately he reached out, taking your hand in his. This was something he had grown comfortable with, anything else was much more of a struggle. His hand slowly slid up the length of your arm.

He let out a shaky breath knowing what would follow, your mirror of his movements along his own arm.

He jumped back, startling you slightly “Wait wait”

You dropped your hand, your own heartbeat subsiding in your ears watching as he stood and stripped off everything but his undershirt and sweats before he sat back down.

“I want to feel it this time” he explained “More than before”

Your own excitement peaked at his sudden boldness as he returned his hand to your upper arm.

“If you want to stop, just say so, okay?” You asked, finding yourself slightly nervous at the prospect of pushing him too far.

He nodded but didn't make eye contact as his hand settled on your shoulder.

His breath caught in his throat as your hand inched up his bicep, hesitating briefly when he jumped.

“Okay?” You asked

“Yes,” he whispered. Eyes still focused on his own movements.

Your eyes fluttered closed as his large hand slid up the length of your neck, his calloused fingers hesitant, and warm tickling your skin. The low moan in the back of your throat stopped Lars immediately.

“Did I hurt you?” He asked, worry evident in his voice

You shook your head slowly, opening your eyes. “No, baby” you whispered, reminding yourself you needed to keep your composure.

He cupped your cheek and you sighed leaning into his touch.

His breath was shaky as he felt your hand move from his shoulder, creeping closer to his neck, to bare skin.

He could do this. He wanted to do this. He wanted to do this with you.

“May I?” You asked softly, fingers hovering on the neck of his undershirt.

Again, he nodded. You still kept your movements slow, your heart beating hard in your chest, very aware this was foreign territory for Lars.

He flinched almost as soon as your skin made contact with his, but he didn't pull away.

To your surprise he shifted, moving himself closer to you. His hands moving to your waist pulling you into a kneel. His hands were extremely warm, even through the thin fabric of your t-shirt.

You moved closer, but stopped short, letting him keep control of the situation. His breath was warm against your face given your new proximity.

He took your face in both hands all at once, pressing his lips firmly against yours. You gasped, your hands finding his waist as his tongue pushed past your lips before he hesitated, but didn't pull back. Your lips parted, giving him the permission he'd hoped for.

He whimpered, making your stomach flip, your fingers curling gently against his hips as he deepened your kiss, pulling your body flush against his.

His mouth moved eagerly against yours, the unmistakable bulge pressing against your leg as his arms wrapped around your back. He ground his hips against your thigh, his breathing heavy.

In spite of your best efforts, you moaned into your kiss, which only seemed to spur Lars on, he rocked against you, his hands finding their way into your hair, fingers tangling around the strands.

Lars had completely lost himself in the moment; lost himself in you. You had managed to pull yourself out of the intoxicating spell you’d slipped under, prying your lips from his, breathing hard as Lars moaned into your neck, his fingers curling tightly against your back, your thigh suddenly damp.

As reality came crashing back around him Lars sat back, a look you could only assume was nothing short of fear etched all over his face.

“I’m sorry” he apologized, his eyes welling up with tears “I-I didn’t mean to”

Your features immediately softened opting to touch his arm gently instead of his face. “Lars, baby, you have nothing to be sorry for”

His brow furrowed slightly as he considered your words blinking away the tears “I don’t?”

“No,” you shook your head with a smile reaching to push his hair back out of his eyes “Never”

“Never?” He asked, his nose scrunching slightly with his skepticism

“Not with me”

He nodded slowly, seemingly accepting this to be true.

“Did I hurt you?” you asked, worried that you may have unintentionally thrust him from his comfort zone. “How’s the burning?”

He shook his head “I don’t, it doesn’t….it’s different”

“Good different?” you asked

“Good different” His face broke into a grin “Can we do it again?”

You chuckled to yourself, as much as you were more than willing to do it again, you shook your head

His face fell immediately “Did I do it wrong?” panic obvious.

“Oh Lars, no” you shook your head with a small laugh “It was wonderful”

His shoulders dropped as he visibly relaxed

“But wouldn’t you rather take it slow?” you asked “Go at a pace you’re comfortable with?”

He considered this with a nod “I just want you to be happy”

“I am happy” you stressed “How could I not be with a stud like you?”

He scoffed, again scrunching his nose as he shook his head in disagreement his cheeks flushing a deep crimson

You laughed, making him bashful was so easy to do. “Why don’t you go get cleaned up and I’ll play with your hair the way you like until you fall asleep?”

He nodded “Yes please”

“Well then,” you smiled, gesturing toward the bathroom as you both got to your feet

He turned toward the bathroom, walking a step and a half before he turned back around “Hey..”

You looked up from pulling the covers back on the bed “Hmm?”

You stood up fully as he came back to where you stood “I forgot to tell you Happy Birthday”

He bent to kiss you on the cheek before promptly turning on his heel and disappearing into the bathroom before you had a chance to register what had happened.

You stood alone in the small converted garage laughing lightly to yourself, your fingertips resting where his lips had been moments before, still able to feel their ghostly imprint.

“Thank you” you smirked to yourself before climbing between the sheets and waited for Lars to join you.

#fic #lars lindstrom #lars and the real girl #ryan gosling #happy birthday my soul sister #lars x reader

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solarisgod · 24 days

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I . Who am I? Who am I? I’m awake when you sleep at night. Who am I? I’m the dark underneath the light. Who am I? I’m the space living in between. Who am I? I’m the one thing in everything. I, who am I? I’m a saint, I’m a sinner. I’m a God, I’m a killer, I’m the end and the beginner. Who am I? ( Who am I? ) Watch and learn, then you live and die. ( Who am I? ) I’m what’s waiting on the other side. ― Tony22, Who Am I?

II . Shall we look at the moon, my little loon? Why do you cry? Make the most of your life, while it is rife, while it is light. Well, you do enough talk, my little hawk. Why do you cry? Tell me, what did you learn from the Tillamook burn? Or the Fourth of July? We're all gonna die. ( We're all gonna die. We're all gonna die. We're all gonna die [ ... ] ) ― Sufjan Stevens, Fourth of July

III . I am alive, I am awake. I am aware of what light tastes like. The curtains drawn, the table's set; I wanna be, I wanna be, at my best. It's bittersweet, it's poetry. Careful pruning of my dead leaves. It's holy ground, a treasure chest; I'm on my knees and only scratch the surface. Like fists unraveling, like glass unshattering. Breaking all the rules, breaking bread again. Swallowing light, 'til we're fixed from the inside. ― Sleeping At Last, Taste

IV . And everything that's here is rising in tone and saturation. It's an aching, it's a violence. It's a longing to erase the separation. [ I DON'T WANT TO BE HAPPY, I DON'T WANT TO BE GOOD [ ... ] I WANT TO BE REAL. ( I WANT TO BE REAL. ) ] Looking up at me with hearts around your eyes, stretching arms to beckon me back to that bed. It's the quiet place where everything that's warm and real inside of me still lives. Break your crown and throw it tumbling to the Earth. Burn the gates of heaven down if it's real. Soak me in my mother's blood, show me that your arms can hold me, dive into the dying light and find me here. ― Crywolf ft. Emalyn, TENEBRESCENCE

V . The ashes call my name. Pouring the fuel, fanning the flames; breaking the habit and melting the chains; embracing the fear, chasing the fight. The glow of the fire will light up the night. The bridges are burning, the heat's on my face. Making the past an unreachable place. Pouring the fuel, fanning the flames, I know this is the point of no return. It's uncontrollable, such a beautiful desire. There's something sinister about the way it hurts when I watch it burn ( higher and higher ) because I can't go back. ― STARSET, NO POINT OF RETURN

I . When I choose to see the good side of things, I'm not being naive. It is strategic and necessary. It's how I've learned to survive through everything. I know you see yourself as a fighter. Well, I see myself as one too. This is how I fight. ― Waymond Wang, Everything Everywhere All At Once ( 2022 )

II . I’ll rewrite this whole life and this time, there’ll be so much love, you won’t be able to see beyond it. ― Warsan Shire, Backwards

III . Part of heroism is being able to see the future and still remain standing. If you don’t believe in God or Fate, you still must believe in Narrative. ― Richard Siken, Four Proofs

IV . My God, my God, whose performance am I watching? How many people am I? Who am I? What is this space between myself and myself? ― Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet

V . God said: GOD MADE YOU. GOD DOES NOT CARE IF YOU ARE " GUILTY " OR NOT. I said: I CARE IF I AM GUILTY! I CARE IF I AM GUILTY! [ ... ] God was silent. Everything was SILENT. ― Frank Bidart, Half-light: Collected Poems

#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ : ⩇⩇ ⚠︎ [ 𝙴𝚇𝙸(𝚂)𝚃 : 𝙶𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ STUDY . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ : ⩇⩇ ⚠︎ [ 𝙴𝚇𝙸(𝚂)𝚃 : 𝙶𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ INSPIRATION . ›#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ : ⩇⩇ ⚠︎ [ 𝙴𝚇𝙸(𝚂)𝚃 : 𝙶𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ MICAH . ›#[ yeesssss we shall do this with the other main Starwakers of course but for now... Micah Time ( as we revamped this post ) <3 <3 <3 ]

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natsukumo · 28 days

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I was just candle running with Asriel when turtle came. So... sunset! We sat and watched til it was finished and it was just so calming and reassuring. We talked about waiting for the sunset and watching it and I thought hey! Why not watch it 44 times (748393939 times actually) from the iconic land of sunsets? It was made possible by someone from the Sky Discord server and I am just so grateful. Lately, people have been complaining about how Sky has been becoming such an unfriendly community, but I don't want to focus on that since there are still plenty of nice people around!

Anywho, I logged in with Asriel and we held hands and together we stepped foot once again into the area of Dreams of A Little Friend. It felt so bizarre! It felt like greeting an old friend you have not seen for quite some time.

Asriel and I were just so hyped and we were losing our shit so hard hahaha the messages were just so filled with typos than usual. The last time that we were here was back in July and we didn't really get to explore much. But this time, we were free to just be our monkey selves! It has been really fun. We took plenty of pictures with the characters from the Little Prince while making stupid jokes that might be unfunny to others but are comedy gold to us XD

We sat and watched the sunset too! And it felt soooo nice watching it with a dear friend. I don't have a rose, but I have a monkey-ish fox with me and that is more than I could ever ask for XD

I've been to this exclusive area multiple times already, but for some reason this time around just feels much more special and moving. Probably because the interactions don't feel forced and I can just be honest in all aspects. It's a very special place, and I don't like to spend my time there with people whom I cannot be completely 100% comfortable with.

Honestly, I'm just having a lovely fun time here with Asriel. There is no pressure to candle run and no one else can teleport which sometimes disrupt the deep talks we would have lol. But most especially, we can AFK sleep under the starry night sky! On an asteroid! Not everybody can say that! XD

I guess it's just really lucky of me to be here with a friend that cherishes me as much as I cherish them! The fox said, "you become responsible, forever, for what you have tamed." And I don't mind being responsible XD It doesn't even feel like a responsibility at all to begin with. I guess that's what being tamed truly means. Being present and hanging out together just because. Just because 🦊🌅🌻

#tegami #sky children of the light #sky cotl #sky game #thatskygame

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seolaquotes · 10 months

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Lover

Summary- The wedding is over, but you have one final dance together. As the music plays, you and Hoseok reminisce on your love story and the many memories that led you to I do.

Paring- Hoseok x Reader

Genre- Fluff

Words- 3,400

A/N- I've been longing to write a story to go along with the lyrics of Lover by Taylor Swift. This is super fluffy and heartfelt and something I that gave me a break during a hard time. Sorry for any mistakes, I've been writing this a while and just wanted to finish it. Please enjoy.

We could leave the Christmas lights up 'til January And this is our place, we make the rules And there's a dazzling haze, a mysterious way about you dear Have I known you 20 seconds or 20 years?

- January 1st -

Your head rests softly on his broad shoulders as you both sway to the music still playing. Most of the guests had already departed for the night, leaving you both with well wishes and congratulations.

You knew your parents and your new in-laws were organizing all the wedding presents while also instructing the venue staff how to remove the decorations. After months of planning everything was done.

You feel Hoseok breath a deep sigh into your hair as his arm is wrapped around you. Your bare feet following his after you finally were able to abandon your heels. The journey to your wedding had been filled with both laughter and stress. Even your proposal seemed like a roller coaster

- 2 years ago -

You're sitting crisscrossed staring at your tree. Since it's New Years you're technically supposed to be putting your beloved tree back in the box to preserve for next year. Instead you're procrastinating and pouting on the carpet.

"Sweetheart, I made it back." You hear Hoseok call as he walks through the door. His cheeks are rosy as he dusts little snowflakes out of his fluffy hair.

Neither of you felt like cooking that evening, so Hobi has offered to grab some soup for the night. As he turns to walk toward the kitchen he catches your eye as you're watching him. "Honey you should be working on the tree not staring at me." he laughs lightly, disappearing into the other room.

You roll your eyes a bit, but suppress a chuckle. "I don't wanna, it's too beautiful this year." you call after him before going back and staring at the illuminated tree.

You had already dimmed the lights, so the tree lights gave the living room a warm glow. "Honey, you're usually the one in a rush to get everything all tidy." Hobi says as he comes back munching on a piece of bread. "What was it again about starting the year with a clean house?"

"I know, I know, it just feels different this time." You sigh and turn your head back to watch the tree again. The reflections of the ornaments sparkle as the light bounces against the walls.

Hoseok slips behind you and wraps his arms around your waist, head resting in your shoulder. You can't help but smile as you admire the closeness, it makes you feel fuzzy inside.

"It's our first one together, ya know." you grin at the thought of the two of you putting all the decorations up. "I think that's why I feel like it's too pretty to take down just yet." you chuckle at your self. "Hell I might keep it up all year." you joke.

You hear him chuckle as well. "I mean some people do an have Christmas in July." he remarked before kissing your neck softly. Grinning you scrunch your nose a bit trying to suppress a ticklish laugh. You feel like you couldn't be any more content then you are right now wrapped in Hobi's arms. "It's too perfect." you say softly as you close your eyes.

"You know we can do this next year too." he mused quietly. "And the year after that." He kissed your neck. "And the one after that," He kissed the side of your head. "And for the rest of our lives." He breathed into your hair. "How does that sound?" he stills waiting on your response.

"Like heaven." you smile imagining your life together.

"That's great." Hobi says softly. The quiet of the night briefly takes over before he finally says. "Cause I wanna ask you to marry me."

Your eyes widen a bit and you try to turn yourself to look at his face. "Really?" you almost whisper.

Hoseok grins, "Yeah," he says before scooting away to pull out a dainty silver ring. He takes a second to shift to one knee before smiling at you again.

"From the moment I saw you, an extraordinary light entered my life. You brought colors to my world, hues I never knew existed. Every beat of my heart dances to the rhythm of your presence."

"Darling, from the moment I met you, my days have been filled with sunshine. You're the ray of light that chases away my worries and fills my world with warmth. I can't imagine my future without you by my side."

"You have shown me a love that is patient, kind, and unwavering. Through every smile, every shared moment, and even in our darkest hours, you have been my rock, my comfort, and my inspiration."

"Will you be my partner in crime, my best friend, and my forever dance partner? We can walk through life together, creating a symphony of love, laughter, and unforgettable memories."

He took a deep breath before looking up at her. "Will you marry me?"

You stare down at him in shock as you feel overwhelmed by joy. Tears start to roll do ' Yes!' You shout before flinging yourself into him as you wrap your arms around his neck. 'Forever yes.' you exclaim before kissing him.

Hoseok smiles into your lips, savoring the moment under the tree, and as you both pull apart, he softly slides the ring onto your finger.

- Present -

Can I go where you go? Can we always be this close forever and ever? And ah, take me out, and take me home You're my, my, my, my Lover

That moment two years ago solidified the future you both were now in. Rocking back and forth with your new husband enjoying a moment of peace. A concept that didn't seem possible after the chaos of wedding planning.

Telling your friends and family was the start. Both of you had chosen to keep most of your relationship private, to prevent prying eyes and gossip. Living in the public eye was no joke, and neither you or Hoseok had been in a rush to allow the world into your relationship.

Everyone was overjoyed for your both, and as you and Hoseok got closer, the more and more you got to know the members.

- 18 months ago -

All Hoseok could hear was chatter as he stepped out of his studio. He had wrapped up work that evening, and had found himself relaxing with the members, everyone excited for how this next album was going.

The company had announced Hoseok's new relationship just a few months ago, and now that the fans were a bit calmer, and distracted due to a single Jungkook had dropped, the group as a whole was ready to announce their next album.

"I'm starved." Tae wines as he flips through his phone, deciding if he should eat this late. The session had dipped into the early morning, but with how well everything was flowing, no one wanted to stop for a bite. ' Oh my God this Japchae looks amazing.' He wines.

"Nah, Y/N makes the best Japchae." Hoseok says off handedly, as he rest his head against the back of the couch.

Tae flashed a smile. "Oh really? How good is it?" He asked winking over at JK.

"Amazing, you guys honestly have to try it." Hobi replied.

"So what I'm hearing is that were going to Hobi's for some of that famous Japchae." JK commented as he and Tae both stood.

"Wait, What?" Hoseok's head snapped up as he stares at the younger ones. " No she's probably sleeping." He frowns.

"Please please, Hyung!" Tae wined.

"We promise we'll eat and leave. Noona won't even have to be up late." JK added

Yoongi chuckled as he started to pack up all the equipment. He knew that Hoseok had a hard time telling them no.

"Guys I don't know, I mean maybe I can call and see, but.."

"Great! Yeah call Noona and see if she can." They cut him off before he could give another excuse.

Hoseok sighed and pulled out his phone to call you. Silently hoping you were already asleep. He honestly wanted to just make it home and hop in the bed, not share you with the members. Though despite his pleas, you picked up shortly after.

"Hey darling, all wrapped up?" You said cheerily.

Hobi cursed under his breath. "Yeah we wrapped for the day a few minutes ago." He rubbed the back of his neck. "Honey, I know it's late, but the guys and I were talking about getting some food." He sighed.

"Oh, of course. I bet you all are starved, where were you all thinking?"

"Well, we were craving japchae." He said quickly

"Oh that sounds great! It's probably good to eat late, it's not super heavy."

"Yeah it would be great. You know what would be even better. Hobi paused. "Your Japchae." He said softly.

There's a pause as you're trying to understand what he's asking. "You want me to make you all Japchae?"

"You can totally say no, I'll tell them no deal and we can find some place. I just had mentioned how good yours was, and the babies wanted to try it. But I know it's late, so totally don't worry." He said quickly.

You cut him off. "Uh yeah sure, I can make some if they don't mind waiting. I mean I need to grab some stuff, cause I don't know if I have enough of everything."

"Really!" Hoseok says, eyebrows raising. Tae starts dancing around with Jungkook knowing it was a yes.

"Yeah, I mean why not. I love to cook, and I haven't really gotten to for the guys. I mean as long as it's what they want. I wasn't going to sleep soon, so I can whips some up."

"You sure." He questions, giving you one more out .

"Yeah, no problem "

"Okay, well text me what you need and I'll grab it on our way in, I don't want you walking alone this late." He sounded pretty chipper.

"Sure darling, I'll see you soon." You smile.

"I love you." He whispers. " You really are amazing " he gushes.

"Love you too sweetie, see you soon."

We could let our friends crash in the living room This is our place, we make the call And I'm highly suspicious that everyone who sees you wants you I've loved you three summers now, honey, but I want 'em all

You smiled as you picked up some of the dishes from your late night dinner. Only the younger members had decided to come over. The hyungs deciding that sleep was more precious than food that night.

The rambunctious four has come home loudly and entertained you with jokes and laughs while you cooked. JK helps you cut things as Jimin and Tae tell you stories of the day. Hoseok laughed along as they exaggerated more and more.

Now as the night settled in, the apartment was quiet, as all three boys had fallen asleep on your couch. Sprawled together, they looked too peaceful to try and wake. You set the stack of bowls on the table as you went into the living room to cover them with some blankets.

It felt like you were putting your own baby brothers to sleep, as you tucked them in and smoothed some hair falling in JKs eyes. You can't help but giggle at how young they looked when asleep.

"Honey?" Hoseok called and you jump a little. You quickly spin and hold a find to your lips shushing him.

"They're asleep." You whisper as you watch him while the left over soap he had on his hands on a dish rag. " I figured they can stay till tomorrow." You say softly before padding your way back over to him, grabbing the bowls on your way.

Hoseok could hide his soft smile as he has caught you babying the members. He loved that you were so kind to the ones he loved. As you move to pass him and wash those last dishes, he snagged your arm.

You pause giving him a confused look, before you were met with his soft lips on your cheek. "I love you so much. " He said softly. "Thank you so much for tonight." He said before sneaking one more kiss.

"Of course " you grin at him. "Tonight was so fun, it was no problem at all." You say before giving him a soft hip bump and heading back to the sink.

Hobi chuckles to himself before quietly turning down the lights. He had never felt so warm, and he was starting to think he wanted this forever.

-Present-

Can I go where you go? Can we always be this close forever and ever? And ah, take me out, and take me home (forever and ever) You're my, my, my, my Lover

Looking back, that was the moment he knew you were the one. His one and only love. Your relationship hadn't always been easy, but the draw you had to one another allowed you to withstand anything.

Hobi held your waist and started to twirl you around quickly, your giggles echoing in his ear. There had been some hiccups this morning, but honestly today was nothing short of perfect for him. Remembering that moment the doors opened and you were standing there in that magnificent white dress. He could think of nothing more beautiful on this earth.

- Today 11 AM -

Hobi paced back and forth hands in his pockets. He had preformed for millions of people by now, and he honestly had never felt more nervous. He knew that you loved him, but that little monster in the back of his mind kept whispering. "What if she say no?"

He quickly shook his head as he reached for a glass of whiskey. He needed to have something to settle his nerves. Namjoon, Jin, and Yoongi sat there as they watched their brother slowly drive himself crazy. Before Hoseok looked like he was about to tear his hair out, Jin jumped up.

"Can you calm down you imbecile. You act like Y/N isn't head over heals in love with you." He snapped, causing Hobi to pause mid stride.

"But, what if she changes her mind? What if she runs! Oh God, if she runs I swear." Hobi started to hyperventilate.

"Breath." Yoongi said jumping up to pat him on the back. " Y/N loves you, and she's not gonna run. She's been ready to marry you for months. Just calm down."

Hobi tries to take a deep breath and sits down on the couch. "I just love her so much guys. Like my heart hurts, I love her. What if I'm not a good husband? What if I screw this up?" he sighs before looking up at them. " I know I'm being crazy, but I've never felt like this for anyone before."

Namjoon chuckles as he moves over to sit next to him, putting a hand on his shoulder. "Hobi, everything is going to be fine I swear. You're going to stand at the end of that aisle, and the moment you see her everything you're feeling right now is gonna melt away."

Hoseok ran his hands up his face and took a deep breath. "I know I'm being dumb but I can't help it." he sighed. She's so beautiful, and kind, and smart. God, I can't imagine someone more perfect." he took a breath before leaning his head against the back of the couch.

Yoongi laughed, before pulling out a small envelop and box from his breast pocket. "You know, Y/N told me to give you this before the wedding started, and I can't imagine a better thing to help calm you down than a gift from the bride."

Hoseok looked up, curiosity laced on his face. "She gave you something for me?" he said curiously, before reaching for the gift. Hobi slowly opens the small pink envelop, his name written in your script.

I can't believe our wedding day is finally here! I still remember the first time I saw you. I was immediately drawn to your kind smile and your infectious energy. I knew right then and there that I had to get to know you better.

My Dearest Hobi, Over the past few years, we've shared so many amazing memories together. We've traveled the world, laughed until our sides hurt, and supported each other through thick and thin. You've always been there for me, no matter what. You're my best friend, my lover, and the person I want to spend the rest of my life with. I love the way you make me laugh. I love the way you always know how to make me feel better when I'm down. I love the way you look at me, like I'm the only person in the world. I love everything about you, Hoseok. I know that marriage won't always be easy. There will be ups and downs, but I know that we can weather any storm together. I love you more than words can say, and I can't wait to start this new chapter in our lives together. I'm so excited to be your wife. I promise to love you unconditionally, to always be there for you, and to make you laugh every day. I can't wait to see what the future holds for us. I love you always and forever, Y/N P.S. I can't wait to see you walk down the aisle. You're going to be the most handsome groom in the world. P.P.S. Don't forget to cry when you see me in my wedding dress! P.P.P.S. I love you more than anything in the world.

Opening the small box, Hoseok smiled down at a beautiful watch. The silver timepiece seemed to shine when he picked it up. Turning it over top put it on he noticed a small engraving that said 'For my beloved sunshine, my husband.'

Hoseok could feel small tears welling in his eyes. As he slid the watch on. Looking up at his member his nerves seemed to disappear. " I'm ready." He smiled.

Ladies and gentlemen, will you please stand? With every guitar string scar on my hand I take this magnetic force of a man to be my lover My heart's been borrowed and yours has been blue All's well that ends well to end up with you Swear to be overdramatic and true to my lover And you'll save all your dirtiest jokes for me And at every table, I'll save you a seat, lover

As Hoseok waited at the end of the aisle, he could hear the soft music playing overhead. Your bridesmaids slowly making their way toward their positions. The anticipation to see you sending shivers down his spine.

As his niece and your nephews finish up their walk flowers all gone and rings safely given to Namjoon, the doors shut and soft music plays before the doors open again and to reveal you.

He feels like all the air leaves his body. You're so beautiful, as your white gown sparkles in the afternoon sun. It was like no one was left in the world but the two of you. Tears steadily stream down his face as he grins at you.

Hobi mouths 'I love you' silently as the wedding starts. The feel of your hand in his erases any fear he had earlier, and he's ready to start his life with you. Your eyes shine with their own tears as your reach him, your parents softly placing your hand in his. Beaming at each other, wishing you didn't have to blink to not miss a second of watching one another.

-Present-

The night was now wrapped up, but neither one of you were sad that it was over. You had the rest of your lives to look forward to. Everyday was sure to be magic now that you both were each other's forever.

As you both stop dancing you sit in each others arms quietly. Just enjoying the feeling of each other's steady breathing. You cuddle up against him as he wraps his arms around you, pulling you close.

Laying one final kiss on your forehead, he pulls away quietly and grabs your hand. Leading you both into the future you were destined to have.

Can I go where you go? Can we always be this close forever and ever? And ah, take me out, and take me home (forever and ever) You're my, my, my, my Oh, you're my, my, my, my Darling, you're my, my, my, my Lover

#bts fluff #marriage #bts x reader #bts fanfic #hoseok #bangtan jhope #bts #bangtan #bts scenario #bts imagines

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batgirlsay · 11 months

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Shining Summer Memories

Playlist for Zenyuki Week 2023 by @zenyuki-festival

Glad my Zenyuki playlist draft had songs to fit this year’s prompts! Arranged the songs in order of the daily prompts (and surprisingly “Ordinary” was the only one that was a bit of a stretch... but I love the new orchestra version too much not to use!). Also thanks to @soya-ix for the Taylor song inspiration 😊

Shining Summer Memories

Sweet Nothing- Taylor Swift (Day One: Fireflies) The Ballad of Laura and Mike- Matt Pond PA (Day Two: Park) Ordinary (Revolving Doors Version)- Copeland (Day Three: Barbeque) Snow On The Beach- Taylor Swift (Day Four: Constellations) Dancing with Our Hands Tied- Taylor Swift (Day Five: Warmth) There Cannot Be a Close Second- Copeland (Day Six: Festival/Fireworks)

Summary lyrics and daily prompts are cited after the cut:

Sweet Nothing- Taylor Swift (Day One: Fireflies)

I spy with my little tired eye Tiny as a firefly A pebble that we picked up last July Down deep inside your pocket We almost forgot it

You say, "What a mind" This happens all the time

And the voices that implore, "You should be doing more" To you, I can admit that I'm just too soft for all of it

All that you ever wanted from me was sweet nothing

The Ballad of Laura and Mike- Matt Pond PA (Day Two: Park)

Would you promise to try not to die? That’s the only fear of mine There could be more but I want people to hear you Singing bout the stains in the fire

I’m good at worrying When you’re gone out west The garden’s doing fine The rabbits are my friends

I think I believe in you more than I believe in myself

Ordinary- Copeland (Day Three: Barbeque- this theme is a bit of a stretch but it reminds me of them sharing everyday meals together)

Today was fine I woke up late like I always do Made work just in the nick of time And thought of you And when I returned I found you just like I always do Waiting for me like you always are

Since you came along My days are ordinary We laugh just like yesterday And I kiss you like the day before And I hold you just like ordinary Perhaps when the day is new We'll find tomorrow is just ordinary too

Tomorrow came and my shadow it was growing long I came home to find you singing songs Just the same And today it seems You're smiling like you always are Everyday it's the same old thing

Snow On The Beach- Taylor Swift (Day Four: Constellations)

One night, a few moons ago I saw flecks of what could've been lights But it might just have been you Passing by unbeknownst to me

Flying in a dream, stars by the pocketful You wanting me tonight feels impossible But it's comin' down, no sound, it's all around Like snow on the beach

My smile is like I won a contest And to hide that would be so dishonest And it's fine to fake it 'til you make it 'Til you do, 'til it's true

Dancing with Our Hands Tied- Taylor Swift (Day Five: Warmth)

I loved you in secret First sight, yeah, we love without reason

My love had been frozen Deep blue, but you painted me golden Oh, and you held me close

Oh, how was I to know that I could've spent forever with your hands in my pockets Picture of your face in an invisible locket You said there was nothing in the world that could stop it

I loved you in spite of Deep fears that the world would divide us So, baby, can we dance Oh, through an avalanche?

Oh, 'cause it's gravity Oh, keeping you with me

There Cannot Be a Close Second- Copeland (Day Six: Festival/Fireworks)

You've got an extra special heart A perfect light that shines through And it seems the hardest part Is shining back at you

So forgive me 'Cause I don't know what to do

When you look at me There can be no hesitation There cannot be a close second to you

#zenyuki week 2023 #akagami no shirayukihime #snow white with the red hair #zenyuki #playlist #lyrics #taylor swift #matt pond pa #copeland #oops all taylor and copeland again #this new volume cover is perfect for this!

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cpmhew · 8 months

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tagged by the wonderful @awildwickedslip ✨ tagging (no pressure) @r-dtoblack @spiders-hth-is-an-outlier @bredalot @bripops @highkingpenny @thegingergal @buckthefutcher and anyone else who'd like to share!

last song - Night by Bruce Springsteen 🎶 with your faith in your machine off you scream into the night / and you're in love with all the wonder it brings 🎶

currently reading - I've been reading a bunch of romance novels about people falling in love while filming reality tv shows lol. I have bad brain fog and fatigue right now so I can only handle things where if I miss out on some of the depth/complexity I can still follow well enough. I am a romance novel enjoyer anyway but I am appreciating them extra lately for their predictable structures and reliably happy endings!

currently watching - BBC Merlin and Twelfth Doctor era DW. I don't really like these seasons very much but I'm rewatching all of new who and it's been fun to revisit episodes I haven't seen in years. can't wait to get back to Thirteen though!! and soon on to Ncuti 😍😍

current obsession - two Bruce Springsteen albums: The Wild, the Innocent, and The E Street Shuffle and Born to Run. I never listened to his music til this summer when I finally decided it was time to give it a try and holy hell. I listened to Wild/Innocent almost every day from the beginning of July, usually more than once, and finallllllly took a break from it last week to try BtR and now I've listened to that at least twice a day since then. I don't usually get obsessed with albums like this so it's kinda a fun novel experience. I want to listen to more of his music but it'll probably be at least a couple weeks til I can tear myself away from BtR to try a new album!! part of me keeps saying "I can't believe I've been missing out on this my whole life!" but also I think now was just the right time for me to start listening to him. I think this music speaks to me now in a way it wouldn't have a few years ago! I would have liked it, but I don't think it would have resonated as much as it does. I'm just looking around me going "oh my god, are you guys hearing this?? hello???" and meanwhile everyone HAS actually been hearing it. for fifty years. lol. the first time I heard Rosalita, I literally burst into tears because I just *liked it so much*. I don't think a song has ever done that to me before. I immediately listened to it like four more times then googled it and discovered... yes. everyone loves this song. but that's really fun to me! I feel late to the party but it's a fun party and I'm thrilled to be here.

#thanks for tagging me!#tag game #cp

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switchcase · 11 months

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Set up an initial consultation with a psych nurse practitioner cause now that I have Medicare sorted out I don't have to deal with community clinic psychiatrists who are way out of their depth (and are also restricted on what they're allowed to prescribe me), and also because I'm kind of hoping that the NP will be able to look at my overall phys and mental health and not just treat something hyperspecific and nothing else.

Also decided I will wait on that one surgery my dr recommended I do til after October because the recovery time isn't too bad on it and I have an Event in mid July so being right out of surgery for that wouldn't be great.

I have to call up some of the POTS specialists my local dysautonomia group recommended me but some of it is wild like...maybe it's the Growing Up Poor but I've genuinely never heard of concierge doctors where you pay them a large sum up front every year and then they see you as many times as you want for that year.

#.log

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ritualofthehabit · 3 hours

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I want to seek out therapy again but I'm broke so I guess I gotta wait til like july.... wish I could expedite this tbh i'm annoyed bc like I don't do well in therapy so its gonna be wait (don't like the therapist) wait (they assign me a man) wait (they fire me as a client) wait (the cycle repeats) i am going to scream and cry

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fullstcp · 1 month

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"Confetti" by Little Mix Sentence Starters

BREAK UP SONG

"This is not a second chance."

"This is not a new romance, not tonight."

"This is for all the nights I cried for you."

"I was hoping you could be the one that could love me right."

"I'll be good all by myself."

"I'll find a way to dance without you."

"In the middle of the crowd I'll forget all the pain inside."

"Ain't no more tears."

"Ain't gonna cry."

"I'll do anything to get you off my mind."

"I'm gonna dance under the lights."

"I ain't even gonna call ya."

"The best thing I ever did was to let you go."

"Did you think you were the only one who could save me?"

"I ain't gonna take you back like I did before."

"I don't wanna turn back time."

"What's another lonely night?"

"I'm good without you."

"For all the tears that I cried, I'll sing it louder tonight."

"Let it play on and on and on."

"It's just another break up song."

HOLIDAY

"I swear you put the sun up in my sky."

"It's like the middle of July."

"I've been looking for this feeling, looking all my life."

"You feel like a holiday."

"We're just dancing the night away."

"No one else in the world could ever come close to you, baby."

"That's why I'm so glad I made you mine."

"You know that I want it."

SWEET MELODY

"In a whole 'nother life, there was this boy/girl that I knew."

"We were young and silly fools."

"He/she/they was/were in a band, wrote love songs about me."

"Every time we'd go dancing, I'd see his/her/their straying eyes."

"Gave him/her/them too many chances."

"He/she/they played me, made me believe it was real love."

"When he/she/they came along, that's when I lost a groove."

CONFETTI

"We wanna celebrate like we in the club everyday."

"Got all my friends here with me."

"I don't need you."

"I don't need your stress up on me."

"Baby, we're done, c'est la vie."

"Should've left your ass from time ago."

"Didn't love me then, but now I do."

"I used to sit at home and cry for you."

"Ain't blocking my blessings anymore."

"Never be the girl/guy/person I was before."

"I'ma let the good things in my life rain down."

"You're missing me, but I'm finally free."

"I got what I need."

"I ain't got no worry on my mind."

"You're just a memory."

"I'm gonna live my life."

"Can't kill my vibe."

"I'm doing so much better."

"I'm so good tonight."

HAPPINESS

"You messed with my heart too long, that was a big mistake."

"Got a smile on my face, love my reflection."

"I swear I'm never gonna lose me again."

"I was searching for happiness."

"I was using you to fill up my loneliness."

"Realized from the moment I set you free, I found the love in me."

"You can't rain on my happiness."

"Sometimes tears fall, I must confess."

"But now, I'm standing right where I'm meant to be."

"Brand new evolution of me ever since I let you go."

"Remember, I was mine before I was yours."

"I'm stronger without you."

NOT A POP SONG

"They look for picture perfect."

"Don't look deeper than the surface."

"That's just life, it never plays fair."

"Works for you, but that isn't me."

"If I'm a guilty pleasure, I want this life forever."

"Said we'll make it if we fake it."

NOTHING BUT MY FEELINGS

"I'm laying here in nothing but my feelings."

"You should probably come through if you know what's good for you."

"I know we will never work out."

"You ain't even gotta worry."

"Cause I want you."

"You should come and see me."

"Kinda tipsy but I'll wait up."

GLOVES UP

"Sweat on the carpet, blood on the walls."

"Nothing can stop me, stop the applause."

"They thought I was over, down on the floor."

"Ain't tapping out, see me coming for more."

"Ain't throwing the towel in or running away."

"Can't nobody tell me nothing."

"Just know, I'm gonna be starting something."

"I got m eyes on the prize."

"I'll fight 'til the day that I die."

"I'm gunning for gold."

"I've been breaking the mould."

"We'll rewrite the history pages, believe that."

"Make sure they don't forget."

A MESS (HAPPY 4 U)

"No bad blood, but we don't speak."

"I saw you holding hands on New Bond Street."

"And you know I'd be lying if I said I don't feel nothing at all."

"I've been trying to be the bigger person, but it's hard when I've been feeling so small."

"I'm still a mess, since you left."

"If I can't be happy with you, I'll be happy for you."

"No hard feelings."

"Love's looking good on you."

"If you're happy, I'm happy for you."

"Don't wanna be sour, but it's bittersweet."

"Ain't got time for being emotional."

MY LOVE WON'T LET YOU DOWN

"Your heart's given all that it had, but they say they don't love you back."

"The party's over and your friends are all gone."

"You're wondering where it all went wrong."

"I'll come running when you call out my name."

"It'll always be this way."

"I'll be there with you no matter what you're going through."

"I'll be there with you anytime that you need me to."

"Trust me, my love won't let you down."

"I know you've been losing the fight."

"You've been knocked down a million times."

"You don't know what to do."

"That's when I'll be right next to you."

"Tell me all of the fears in your head."

RENDEZVOUS

"I need your attention."

"Lately you've been slipping."

"Why do you make me miss you?"

"I guess that's my issue."

"Don't you need your fix too?"

"If you need a ride, I could be right outside."

"Nothing that I won't do."

"I ain't tryna fall in love with you."

"Come see me face to face."

"I want you every day."

"Tell me if you're still awake."

IF YOU WANT MY LOVE

"Sick and tired of your same mistakes."

"You never give me what I want."

"Get yourself together."

"You say you want me, but it's too late."

"I'ma keep it moving."

"I ain't waiting around forever."

"Whatever you're doing, it ain't enough."

"Everything you're doing right now's so basic."

"Make me feel like I'm the type of shit that you treasure."

"I know you got potential to show me that you're special."

"There's only one way to make your wish come true."

"You gotta work before I let you go."

BREATHE

"My baby don't love me no more."

"Never had this feeling before."

"Don't wanna face the truth that I'm still missing you."

"Now I can't erase your number."

"Kinda hate it that I love ya."

"I'm trying to let you go."

"How do I breathe when you're not with me?"

"How do I sleep in the space you leave?"

"Swear that my heart don't beat when you're gone."

"Every night I'm calling your name."

"Do you remember or are you replacing me?"

"If I call you, will you pick up?"

"Guess I'm drowning in the liquor."

"I thought that I was sick of you."

"Show me what to do."

#rp memes #rp starters #rp prompts #rp lyric meme #lyric prompts #lyric starters #sentence starters #roleplay starters #roleplay prompts #not the old me. 2.0 me. no it's all of meme combined (ask meme)#when there was me and queue (queue)

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astorytotellyourfriends · 6 months

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Twenty Questions for Fic Writers

tagged by @magicalrocketships, thank u pal! 💛

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

252 😅😅

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

3,190,822 😅😅😅😅

3. What fandoms do you write for?

i tend to stick to one fandom at a time, so for now i'm writing hellcheer for stranger things, but in the past i've written for: 1d, julie and the phantoms, shadowhunters, 911, and young royals! (some of those were just one-offs tho)

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

can't help falling in love with you (1d - narry)

keep me up all night (jatp - peterpatter)

tell me how to feel about you now (1d - louis/harry)

if we don't leave this town (we might never make it out) (stranger things - hellcheer)

damn bitch are you okay (julie and the phantoms - multi/prompt collection)

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

yes! i try to respond to every comment i get, tho sometimes i don't reply to ones that are like replies to my previous comments bc that gets to be too much. i also moderate all my comments so i tend to delete the ones that are rude (which truthfully i do not get a lot of, which is nice!)

6. What is a fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

oh without a doubt that's always have & i always will. i set out to write a very sad fic and that's exactly what i did.

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

i'd say this could apply to pretty much every other one of my fics bc i do prefer a happy ending since isn't that what we're mostly all here for??? happy endings for our blorbos???

8. Do you get hate on fics?

i have in the past. it's part of the reason why i started moderating comments. i simply don't understand why someone would take time out of their day to read something when they usually know they aren't going to like it before they've even started, and then take MORE time to write a nasty comment to someone who shared their work FOR FREE. go be miserable somewhere else, thank you!

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

yes! all kinds, i suppose. i'm not really sure what that second question means.

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

i don't think AUs count as crossovers so ... no? i once had an idea for a 1d/teen wolf crossover a million years ago but that never really made it out of my head much less onto ao3. once upon a time i also had an idea for a jatp/hellcheer crossover ... that could maybe still happen.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

yes. someone once reposted several jatp fics of mine to fucking wattpad (derogatory) and only deleted them after i commented on every. single. one. calling them out for it. wattpad did fucking nothing.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

no, but i've had a couple people ask over the years.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

yes! so far i think the only one that's ever been posted is the only thing i want (when one drop hits my mouth) with my dear friend @cunnninghams, but many fics have been brainstormed over the years with grand plans of one day being written! (the omfd s2 we dreamed up lives on in our hearts if not our memories @magicalrocketships)

14. What's your all-time favorite ship?

how DARE u ask me this i refuse to answer on principle.

15. What's a wip you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

ughhhh i don't want to say i'll never finish it but we're edging towards a year since i last updated i roll 'til i change my luck and i just have zero will to go back to it. but! i really don't want to delete it either so we'll just have to wait and see :(

16. What are your writing strengths?

i take very great pride in my dialogue. my sister read one of my works recently and complimented my dialogue and i was all 🥰🥰🥰 over it. i've also had multiple people compliment my ability to write scenes well enough that they can see/hear them in their heads and i absolutely love that because that's exactly how i write!! i have a very vivid imagination and it takes a lot of effort to try and get it right on the page.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

BREVITY.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

english is bad enough i don't need to be stupid in another language.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

once upon a time i wrote self-insert lotr rpf fic that will never, ever see the light of day (shut up i was like eleven) BUT the first fic i actually posted for other people to read (which has subsequently been deleted from internet existence) was a bandom fic specifically about simple plan lmfao

20. Favorite fic you've written?

oh, that's so hard. if i'm going by fandom, for 1d it's these four walls and me bc that fic has a piece of my soul forever. for jatp, it's a tie between coping and stubborn, selfish, easily jealous (the former because it helped soothe the sting of the show getting cancelled, and the latter because i love my stupid fucked up boys who can't get their shit together to say i love you). and for stranger things, it's if we don't leave this town (we might never make it out) because i had the most wonderful time writing it and i'm so glad so many people felt so deeply connected to the story.

wow that was a lot so i'm passing along this enormous task to @cyraclove, @gorgeousgreymatter-x, @medusasfinalgirl, and @staceymcgillicuddy

#about my fic

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